Teacher Education Provoking Curriculum: Curriculum Provoking Teacher Education Darren E. Lund, E. Lisa Panayotidis, Anne M. Phelan, Jo Towers, Hans Smits Faculty of Education, University of Calgary Calgary, Alberta Positioning In this collaborative presentation we undertake to provoke and be provoked by new interpretive meanings around curriculum, based on our experiences as teacher educators. We provide a series of narrations about how each of us has come to understand “provocation” within/of/about curriculum and how it is enacted, subverted, and mediated in the Master of Teaching (MT) Program, an inquiry-based and field-oriented program, by us, our students, administrative structures and the socio-cultural world in which we are embedded. Collectively, we are provoked to expand the notions of provocation, disillusionment, nostalgia, despair and melancholia. As you read we ask you to consider how this telling provokes you. Working in the Midst of Program Change in Teacher Education as a Provocation The narratives that follow represent strands of experience and interpretation, told against a common background. They intertwine and echo each others’ motifs, not entirely coming together to form a unified and complete picture, but rather, suggesting ways that practice and experience in teacher education may be understood as a provocation—as a “call.” The narratives can perhaps best be understood indeed as currere—that constant struggle to understand both the educational paths upon which we set to journey, and what that begins to offer in terms of understanding self, responsibility, and the work with which we have been entrusted as teacher educators. Thus there is an overall picture here, framed by certain commonalities of background, and yet resisting closure as a complete work. Understood perhaps better as narrative possibilities, the five parts that follow suggest in Paul Ricoeur’s terms the difficult work of mimesis in narrative—the effort to give meaning and shape to our actions (Ricoeur, 1983). The effort of mimesis is to link together, in a sense, background, our present understandings, and reconfigured hopes for understanding differently. All three moments require interpretive moves. And thus, although the background may be common to all of us, it may also be understood differently in terms of how, in Ricoeur’s terms, it pre-figures our current practices and understandings. Likewise, with where we find ourselves presently, and what we might hope happens in future encounters. We can tell our stories together, but the voices are not necessarily singular. Both separate and together they illustrate how understanding lives in the dialectic of difference and moments of congruence. All five authors represented here are responding to the provocation of a major change in a teacher education program. Approximately eight years ago, the Faculty of Education at the University of Calgary, partly by economic necessity and partly as a response to the question of what should constitute good teacher education, underwent a dramatic change. A “traditional” four year B.Ed. program, with its array of recognizable courses, was transformed into a two year after-degree program with a radically different philosophy and structure. Premised on the principles of being inquiry-based, learner-focused, field oriented, the program itself served as provocation—as a call to learn and teach differently. Student teachers were no longer to be seen as mere recipients of received knowledge of teaching and professors as purveyors of expert knowledge from their chosen fields of study. With its core idea of teaching as practical judgement or wisdom, the task of both learning about and teaching about teaching became a challenge of how to link the particulars of experience with broader knowledge of education, teaching, and pedagogy, but not without the detour through biographies and interpretive engagement. Or, in Deborah Britzman’s terms, it was not without the realization that pedagogic experience is also a “psychic event” (Britzman, 1998). As the narratives show, even in the most ideal situation, to take up teacher education in the terms set out for the program would be a difficult undertaking. Although the context for the work we do is likely never “ideal,” certain practical, institutional and cultural conditions, and the effects of power conspired to create a situation in which teacher education practice, rather than being assumed as a smooth function of the program, was experienced in ways that were disruptive of certainties and identities. These narratives reflect that disruption and uncertainty, showing as well how background and context served as a provocation for each of us in our own work, and reflect our own biographies and orientations. Anne was one of the founders of the MT Program, and in addition to guiding it administratively, has provided much of the theoretical and philosophical understandings that underpin the program. Her own work in curriculum, feminist theory, and professional practice has provided our group with a richer understanding of the possibilities and limits of practical wisdom, a theme of the narrative, melancholia. Jo, Lisa, and Hans became faculty members when the program was becoming fully established in terms of numbers of students. Jo’s narrative reflects a deep concern for her students’ experiences which is derived from her understandings of enactivism and cognitive theory as a mathematics educator, and from her responsibilities as a “house leader,” an administrative position in our program that requires her to deal with the immediacy of students’ experiences in the program. The difficulties such responsibilities offer is the theme of the narrative, disillusionment. Lisa brings to the discussion the importance of historical perspective and understanding along with post-structural analyses of how images of school and practice play out in our everyday educational lives. The perspective she brings to our overall narrative helps to disrupt the taken-for-grantedness of educational practices, but at the same time opens up possibilities for re-imagining them. This tension is explored in the narrative, nostalgia. Hans’ work in the program has, from the outset of his appointment, carried responsibility for working with partners in the field and in the last few years, coordinating the MT Program as a whole. That experience has, as reflected in the narrative, provocation, raised the question of what warrants our actions as teacher educators, and how we respond to both difference and the weight of history and traditions. Darren’s appointment to our faculty is the most recent and, as the narrative despair relates, he feels acutely the tension between the pull of the school and the possibilities offered by the university. He embodies that tension but is alert to the experiences of his students in the program, who are also caught in many ways between romanticized visions of teaching and the real difficulties faced by teachers in classrooms, between hope and what can become a kind of despair. The discussions that follow also illustrate the task of interpretation that each of us took on individually and as a group. Responding to the invitation to participate in the Provoking Curriculum Conference, and writing our presentations and this paper, also provided an opportunity to both revisit and attempt to understand our experiences in different ways. Certain texts became key for our deliberations. Among those cited in the references, Stephen White’s Sustaining Affirmation (White, 2000) was particularly helpful in thinking about how our own practical judgements and lives could be sustained without, on the one hand, appealing to certainty in terms of foundations, but on the other, allowing a “stickier” sense of commitment and understanding. In White’s terms, practice has to rest on something. In rejecting technical rationality as a firm foundation for teacher education practice, there is, nonetheless, something else that should harken our attention, something that helps frame the ethical and practical impulses of our work. Thus, White’s discussion of a “weak ontology” as a basis for action seemed to provide some hope and guidance for our own attempts to understand practice and what might constitute a curriculum of teacher education. His elucidation of the “existential realities” of language, natality, finitude, and sources, allowed us to begin to explore our experiences, as reflected in the narratives, in terms of how we speak and write about the meaning of teaching and practice; what possibilities exist for our “selves” and our students in the background of things; the responsibilities inherent in taking on the task of bringing new people into a profession; and always with the knowledge of our limits—and indeed the limits inherent in any program—however well conceived. 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Her interests lie in teacher education and curriculum studies. She took a leadership role in the conceptualization of the Master of Teaching Program, the program under discussion in the above article. Hans Smits is an associate professor in the Faculty of Education, University of Calgary. His areas of study and teaching include social studies education, action research, and hermeneutics. Jo Towers teaches at the University of Calgary with an expertise in Math education and complexity theory.