The trumpet metaphor: A narrative of a teacher's mid-career pedagogical change from formal to informal learning practices. Research Studies in Music Education 2014 36: 57 originally published online 19 March 2014 Joseph Michael Abramo and Stephen C. Austin Abstract Through his first year of teaching this composition course, we – Stephen, the teacher, and Joseph, a music teacher educator – asked: What dilemmas arise, what new views occur, and what assumptions are questioned when a veteran and successful instrumental teacher takes on different pedagogical and professional responsibilities that incorporate an informal pedagogy? What might teacher educators learn from this? These questions are examined through and framed by Stephen’s metaphor of his primary instrument, the trumpet, which appears as the epigraph to this paper. By examining each phrase of the metaphor as well as a whole, we suggest that this quote summarizes his struggles with the implementation of an informal pedagogy.researcharticle2014 Narrative Inquiry Methodology This project is conceptualized as a narrative inquiry, which looks at individuals’ experiences and beliefs through the stories they tell (Barrett & Stauffer, 2009)…. central to this investigation is the idea that metaphors are essential to thinking about and experiencing phenomena. The sharing of this narrative between two parties is not triangulation; it is not intended to render a “more accurate” or “real” account of Stephen’s teaching. Instead, it is an attempt to display the complexity of the stories shared within the context of a collaborative inquiry. Excerpts: I think as a trumpet player. I think as a single melodic line instrument. And many students in my composition class don’t think melodically, they think harmonically, which is difficult for me because I’ve never been able to be a harmonic instrument (laugh). The disadvantage I have is that as I try to think harmonically, my sense of harmony are (sic) not a pop music sense of harmonies. What I see as one key, they see as another key, what I think of as two notes, they think of as a chord. I struggle because I work as a trumpet player, and I’m concerned with melodies, never harmonies because theconductor never says, “Steve, play a G chord.” I get the paper and I play what’s in front of me. (Stephen,interview, 12 March 2012) …Like a repairer fixes and improves a passive, dented instrument, in the large ensemble, Stephen’s goal was to improve students by repairing their mistakes. He did this by providing feedback after they played. Thus, students passively took direction and did not contribute directly to the direction of the curriculum, just as an instrument has no control over how it is repaired. In this process, he was “the loudest thing around” while students remained verbally silent. But, this approach did not work in the composition class where he tried to include student direction, small-group work, and social-constructivist pedagogy. …Stephen tried to teach differently in composition from the familiar ways he taught in band. In his words, he was “trying to not do that in this class”. Though his identity and musical thinking was that “of the trumpet” and that caused him to “be the loudest thing around”, he realized that it was not appropriate in this class, and this made him question the value of his classical musician skills. Conclusions Despite the struggles and dilemmas, teachers can rewrite their narratives, and change, even if incremental, is possible: I came to this school and told people, “I’m a band director. I do band, I’ve always done band.” I’ve always tried to teach music in my band class, but I need to do something new as well. So now, I tell people, “I’m a music teacher.” (Stephen, interview, 31 March 2011)