1 Life and Life Energy Chapter 8 :Work in Progress (This chapter has been placed on Ferment Magazine as a work in progress. It will be completed after I return from France in early August 2013) Roy Lisker Chapter 8 is presented in the form of a series of tables with interpretations. They portray the global structure of the psyche, based on the 3 pure emotional states, themselves based on attachments to the present, future and past. Any real living person will always abide in a extremely complex mixture of these states which very often cannot be entangled: every emotional bias, passion, relationship, thought will of necessity be composed of thousands of minute contributions by each of the three states. In these tables, each state is interpreted on the basic of 3 phases, whether temporal, ontological, physical, archetypal, or sensational. A commentary follows each table. The categories of phases are: 2 1. Anxiety, Anger, Depression 2. Father, Mother, Son 3. Past, Present, Future 4. Internal Ontological Categories Non-Being, Becoming, Being 5. External Ontological Categories 6. Energy Cycles: Potential, Kinetic and Cyclic Table I Anxiety Anger Depression Past Present Future Neutral Background (Irresponsibility) Pain (Memory of past suffering Pleasure (Vices;Drugs) Suffering (Worry) Neutral Background (Impatience) Pleasure (Ambition, Vengeance) Pleasure (Fantasy, Dreams, Nostalgia) Pain (Grief; sense of loss; rejection) Neutral Background (Neglect) Interpretation: The grounds for defining 3 categories of personalities associated with a given emotional state, is that each of them is tied in 3 with the temporal phases of past, present and future. All feelings (emotions) are in fact 3-fold. For example, feelings of hope, despair or anxiety are the product of interpretations of the potential future of some given reality. Regret, remorse, guilt, nostalgia, grief are the product of something that once existed in the past but is irrevocably lost; while love, passion, disgust, rejection, embarrassment or indifference are the emotional reactions to some present situation. Thus “anxiety” is in fact a combination of 3 feelings: indifference to the past, passion for the present and worry about the future. “Anger” is likewise, “worry” about the past (memories of past sufferings, fear of embarrassment), “indifference” for the present, “passionate commitment” to the future (ambition). And “depression (melancholy)” combines nostalgia for the past, rejection of the present, indifference towards the future. With respect to the causal chain that leads from one state to the next: Anxiety about the future causes one to drug or numb painful fears by an 4 indulgence in present sensual delights (“Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we die”). Anger at some past insult, slight or abuse leads to (present) schemes, plans and strategies for “restoring the balance” (vengeance, triumph) in the future. Finally, the depressed state causes one to cling to the ‘after image’ of a past state, relationship or treasure, relative to which the present is at most a painful reality, while one loses interest in the future until the past is restored. 5 Table II The Family Triad in the Adjustment Process Anxiety Anger Depression Father (Non-Being) Externalized “Dignity” is burdensome Natural Identification Jehovah the “Avenger” Attached: Clinging Mother (Becoming) Natural Identification “Mothering Type” Attached Jealousy Externalized Hunger, Rejected Child (Being) Attached Possessiveness External only Insists on being ruler,not subject Natural Identification “Obedience” Interpretation : The terms “Father”, “Mother” “Son” don’t refer to actual persons, either in fact or fiction, but to underlying categories of psychological relationships and experiences. Their manifestations are both external and internal . For example, when it is stated that the anxious personality pictures the Father as external , and that the angry personality has assimilated the internal Father , one means something like the following: 6 The anxious person may admire (or despise) the kind of person who acts on “principles”, however, he has no intention of adhering to it as a model. In the lifestyle based on worry, fear and concern for the future, the key concept is not that of “principle”, but rather “expediency”. The attitudes tend to be utilitarian, practical, business-oriented, sentimental and even somewhat “kitsch”. What is “good” is what “works”. It comes as no surprise that is past and gone tends to be dismissed, treated an irrelevant contemplation of “monuments of its own magnificence”. The external Father is linked with the internalized Mother . Indeed, the “pangs of anxiety” are somewhat more than analogous to the acute anguish of a mother in the throes of labor. What metaphor of anxiety can be more poignant than the fear that a child may miscarriage, be stillborn, come into the world with a host of birth anomalies. Thus, the anxious personality type is, above all, maternal : nurturing, tender and violent in turn, possessive, spoiling, all the characteristics of an over-anxious, oversolicitous mother. 7 How does the anxious personality type relate to the Child? Well, just like the physical mother, the axious personality is attached to the child. The relationship can be summed up in the single word “possessiveness”, which characterizes all notions of attachment. ***************************************************************** The angry personality has a natural identification with, and assimilation of the Father (non-Being) . It tends to be defensive, suspicious, paranoid when pathological, quick to action, even rash, never satisfied, macho, disciplined. This dominant father delights in taking charge, in decision making, fights fiercely in defense of its family or nation, real or invented. It is inclined to hypocrisy yet also free from self-satisfaction or conceit (an anxious trait). What is meant by the external child ? The angry personality type is characterized by a lack of compassion, a kind of spiritual blind spot with regard to the cruelty of the suffering it may inflict on others. In some sense, the “child” has been rejected, if not totally abandoned . 8 As for its relationship towards the Mother : envy, jealousy and vengefulness rise naturally in the heart of someone fearful that what he believes that he “owns” may be taken away from him or lost. This complex of attitudes may be summed up in the expression attachment to the Mother . ***************************************************** Finally one looks at the relationships of the depressive personality to the 3 persons of Father, Mother and Child. It should be emphasized that, when dealing with the 3 types of persons, one is really speaking about the same set of psychological relationships, cast in the 3 temporal modes of Past, Present and Future. The depressed personality feels, above all, that he or she has been rejected, either by loved ones, the society, or the universe itself. Unhappiness and heartbreak are its normal emotional companions. Hence, one speaks of the depressed personality as someone for whom the Mother , the source of nurturing, has been externalized . 9 This can be seen as equivalent to attachment to the Father as the representative for Non-Being : the very language signifies that which is alien from Being, that which has rejected Being. One thinks of the prolonged grief at the loss of a loved one, notably one’s own child. The possessiveness of the mother, has been transformed into the stricken grief of the child who has lost its dearest possession, whether a toy, or a family relationship, through divorce for example. The word “Child” is of course metaphorical: one can speak of a “child-like state” engendered by the loss of one’s own children. 10 Table III Past Present Future Anxiety Inaction Considered a “waste of time” Weak conscience Reaction Craving for Sensual Gratification Anger Action Cover ups Terror, coupled with Denial Of Identity formed by past actions Shame Reaction Dreams Imagination Inaction Present Sacrificed to Expedience Delayed gratification Action Terror , coupled with denial, of Future Possibilities Reaction Ambition Power Envy Vengeance Depression Action Paralysed by Loss Grief Denial of present necessities Neglect Inaction Withdrawal Lived Fantasy Life Interpretation : Like the primary colors, there are 3 primary emotional states. These are related to the temporal modes of Past, Present and Future. 11 Anxiety is a state of Attachment to the Child. In terms of the temporal modes these diversifies into Passion (Reaction) for the Present (gratification); Rejection (Action) of the Future; Ignorance (Inaction) of the Past Anger is a state of Attachment to the Mother. In terms of the temporal modes, this diversifies into Passion (Reaction) for the future (ambition); Rejection (Action) of the Past; Ignorance or Indifference (Inaction) toward the Present Depression is a state of Attachment to the Father. In terms of the temporal modes this diversifies into Passion (Reaction) towards the Past (Nostalgia, Melancholy); Rejection (Action) of the Present (Withdrawal); Ignorance or Indifference (Inaction) towards the Future. As one can see, an “emotion” can be decomposed into 3 distinct mental sensations, which is why one easily becomes confused in describing them or identifying them. Think of a machine, or something like a Carnot cycle, going through its successive stages. Through 12 “attachment to the child”, the anxious personality derives pleasure from whatever gratifies body and psyche; obviously the future will be looked upon with considerable foreboding, as a kind of demonic presence eager to snatch away whatever pleasure there is in life. The past is not visible, tangible nor present; why should one be concerned by it. One robbed a house and used the money to go to a movie; when sitting in the theater enjoying the film, why worry about the fate of the person who has to cope with the consequences of losing his money. Yet, at the same time, the future looms close by in all its potential horror: the police investigation, the need to avoid the neighborhood where the breakin took place, the strong likelihood of being arrested and thrown in jail. One can construct similar narratives around the other two situations. The depressed personality is “attached to the Father”. He turns to authority for protection while withdrawing from his potential for violence. By cutting down his activity in satisfying immediate obligations and needs (going to the doctor, earning income, voting, repairing a house that is falling apart), he can take delight in imagining 13 possible, improbable or exotic futures, “Moscows” where every possibility is fulfilled. Yet, as he intends to do very little in bringing this about, one can say that he is “ignorant” or even “indifferent” to the real future. Finally, there is the personality consumed with anger, a state which finds itself compelled to take action to ward off a painful confrontation with the future. What does it mean to say that the angry personality is “attached to the Mother”? We can give a tiny acknowledgement to Sigmund Freud here, and concede that in 1 of the 9 temporal/emotional states there is some barren truth in his “Oedipus Complex”. Through “attachment to the Mother”, he comes into conflict with the Father, whether it be an actual father, a brother or other sibling, God or his various avatars, or even himself. As I state in my essay on the plays of Sophocles, the “mother” signifies “Conception”, in its manifold senses as insemination, pregnany or giving birth; conceiving or development inventions; all works of the imagination, and so on. The 14 angry person sacrifices all of these to the over-arching goal of obtaining power, dominance and above all control. The “inability to conceive” connotes sterility, even as the “inability to give birth” (respectively the initial and final stages of the rebirth process) connotes paralysis of the will. The third inability, that of the anxious personality, is that of “inability to bond”,to bring together the products of the rebirth process in a wholesome union (The construction of Chapter 8 was brought to this point on May 12, 2013. It will be resumed and completed in early August) 15 Table IV Ontological Categories Non-Being Becoming Being Anxiety External Cannot enforce Discipline Spoiling Corrupting Internalized Identification Mutability Sentimentality Rejected Will not be tied down to a fixed identity Anger Internalized Identification “Warrior” Rejected “Toughness” Depression Rejected Passivity Pain (Grief; sense of loss; rejection) External Treachery Hypocrisy Betrayal Internalized Identification “Law Abiding” Interpretation 16 Table V External Attachment Non-Being Becoming Being Anxiety Background Anger Rejected (Competition) Rejected (Competition) Infatuation (Oedipus) Depression Infatuation Background Infatuation Sentimentality Background “Ruler, not Citizen” Rejected (Competition) Interpretation 17 Table VI Energy Cycles Past Anxiety Source of Action: Fuel Consumption of Potential-Kinetic Kinetic Energy Cycle Kinetic Cycle Anger Potential Depression Interpretation Present Reaction: Absorption of energy Capacitance Inaction: Inertia Future Exhaustion of resources Dissipation Entropy Discharge Rapid release of Kinetic Energy Force Potential Energy Storage Recharging 18