Camera Obscura Tom Hanks as Andy Beckett in Philadelphia (dir. Jonathan Demme, US, 1993) Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship Brett Farmer At the beginning of his collection of essays in queer studies, Jeffrey Escoffier makes the at once portentous and banal assertion that “the moment of acknowledging to oneself homosexual desires and feelings . . . and then licensing oneself to act . . . is the central drama of the homosexual self.” That “moment of selfclassification,” he explains, “is an emergency—sublime, horrible, wonderful—in the life of anyone who must confront it.”1 In the theater of my own biography, I am unsure how or when I first played out this epiphanic drama of queer self-acknowledgment, but I can vividly recall the first time someone else enacted it for me. In elementary school, at the age of ten, a fellow pupil cornered me in the school playground and announced with calculated precocity to anyone who cared to listen that I was, as he put it, “a homo.” Unlike some of my congregated peers whose chorus of “what’s a homo?” provoked a dizzying exchange of infantile misinformation, I was only too well aware of the term’s meaning and, shocked that my queerness should not only be revealed but be so transparently legible that even a boorish bully might detect it, I slid away in fearful embarrassment. What proved most unsetCopyright © 2005 by Camera Obscura Camera Obscura 59, Volume 20, Number 2 Published by Duke University Press 165 Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 166 • Camera Obscura tling to me, however, was that my nascent homosexuality should have been evidenced in this playground spectacle of queer exposure not on the basis of same-sex desire but on the basis rather of passionate devotion to a woman. Earlier that day, our schoolteacher had directed us to write and then read aloud to the class a composition titled “My Hero.” Where most of my classmates wrote predictable tributes to normative role models of the time like Neil Armstrong, Greg Chappell, Muhammad Ali, and even Jesus Christ, I penned an effusive homage to what I described in the essay as that “radiant star of stage and screen, Miss Julie Andrews.” It was this profession of ardent admiration for a female film star that led directly to my schoolyard outing. As my accuser put it when explicating the deductive rationale behind his sexual detection, “Only a homo would love Julie Andrews!” Even at age ten, the paradoxical (il)logic of this formulation was so glaring as to all but slap me hard across the face—an action transposed from the metaphoric to the literal by my playground adversary who, not content to let “the homo” escape too readily or lightly, pursued me across the schoolyard and pushed me face-first into the asphalt. How could my declaration of desire for a female star—which in strictly definitional terms should have seemed, if anything, eminently heterosexual— be taken so assuredly as a marker of homosexuality? Why and how could my loving Julie Andrews provoke such an explosive manifestation of juvenile homophobia? The answers to these questions were already known, if only intuitively and, thus, only partially, to the ten-year-old me. Like many other elements of my childhood, my love for Julie Andrews formed part of what I was fast recognizing was an ever-expanding and ever-consolidating category of bad object-choices: a diverse array of cultural and social cathexes variously abjected, proscribed, or deemed otherwise inconsonant with dominant modes of sexual selfhood. Redefined as an indexical symptom of sexual dissonance, my devotion to Andrews suddenly became a catalytic signifier of shame, a palpable marker of my failure to achieve heteronormality and, thus, another attachment to cache away in the cavernous closet of protogay childhood. That this scenario will sound instantly familiar to many is Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 167 evidence of the extent to which a politics of shame is routinely mobilized—most potently, though by no means exclusively, in childhood—to stigmatize and thus discipline queer subjectivities. Much of the breathtaking success with which mainstream culture is able to install and mandate a heteronormative economy depends directly on its ability to foster a correlative economy of queer shame through which to disgrace and thus delegitimate all that falls outside the narrow purview of straight sexualities. Not that such processes of juridical stigmatization are necessarily successful. Shameful and shameless are, after all, but a suffix apart, and a good deal of the productivity of queer cultures—as of queer lives—resides precisely in the extraordinary capacity they obtain for not only clinging stubbornly and defiantly to the outlawed objects of their desire but also investing these objects with a nearinexhaustible source of vitalizing energy. The scene of my schoolyard shaming may have effected a public occlusion of my love for Julie Andrews, but it in no way quelled or attenuated that love. Indeed, transformed into a sign of my developing homosexuality, my attachment to Andrews became more than ever an integral component of my subjectivity and an indefatigable resource for survival in the face of what I perceived to be an unaccommodating social world. Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick dubs these survivalist dynamics of queer culture “reparative” in the sense given the term by objectrelations theory as an affirmative impulse to repair or make good the losses of subjective constitution. Unlike the competing paranoid positionality, which in object-relations theory is understood to fracture the world into colliding part-objects and is marked by “hatred, envy, and anxiety,” the reparative dynamic is marked by love and seeks to reassemble or repair the subject’s world into “something like a whole” that is “available both to be identified with and to offer one nourishment and comfort in turn.” 2 For Sedgwick, this idea of a reparative impulse speaks powerfully to the inventive and obstinate ways in which queer subjects negotiate spaces of self-affirmation in the face of a hostile environment, or, as she evocatively puts it, the ways in which queer “selves and communities succeed in extracting sustenance from . . . a culture Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 168 • Camera Obscura whose avowed desire has often been not to sustain them” (35). As a paradigmatic example of and governing trope for this reparative tradition of queer survivalism, Sedgwick offers, significantly for my purposes, the image of the protoqueer child or adolescent ardently (over)attached to a cultural text or object, passionately investing that text or object with almost talismanic properties to repair or make good a damaged socius. “Such a child,” she writes, “is reading for important news about herself, [even] without knowing what form that news will take; with only the patchiest familiarity with its codes; without, even, more than hungrily hypothesizing to what questions this news may proffer an answer” (2–3). This characterization of a reparatively positioned protoqueer reader resonates profoundly with my own fiercely loving attachments to Julie Andrews. Much of the energy of these attachments—certainly in childhood and, perhaps less urgently but no less decisively, in adulthood—springs directly from the reparative performances to which this particular star has been cast in the playhouse of my own imaginary. To wit: a cherished ritual from childhood. In the days when I was growing up, the days before VCRs and cable television, my Andrews fandom was of necessity organized less around her films than around her recordings. While I had of course seen her films, and these were vital, generative sites for my fan passions, the primary focus for those passions—where they were practiced, indulged, nurtured—was her vocal recordings. On long, listless afternoons, returned home from school, I would rush to the living room, position myself squarely in front of the family hi-fi and blissfully listen my way through my expansive collection of Julie Andrews LPs. My favorite, without doubt, was the soundtrack recording for The Sound of Music, which I would play and replay for hours. I can still recall the palpable sense of breathless anticipation when, unsheathed from its cover and reverently placed on the turntable, the disc would crackle to life. A whispering breath of wind, an echo of birdsong, a rapid swell of violins, and Julie’s inimitable voice would break forth in fortissimo triumph, leaping through the speakers and enveloping the room with melodic abundance. To augment the sense of excitement, I would, while listening, gaze intently at the Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 169 record cover with its celebrated image of Julie leaping in midflight like a preternatural oread, skirt billowing up with carefree delight, arms swinging open in joyous welcome, effortlessly holding aloft a guitar case and a traveling bag, twin symbols of musical expressivity and liberating escape. Projecting myself into the scene, I would twirl with Julie in imaginary freedom, riding the crest of her crystalline voice in rapturous transport from the suburban mundanities of family, school, and straightness. Invested with the attentive love and astonishing creativity of juvenile fandom, Andrews provided not just the promissory vision of a life different from and infinitely freer than the one I knew, but the phantasmatic means through which to achieve and sustain this process of transcendence. If I adored Julie Andrews as a child, it was because that adoration functioned as a process through which to resist and transfigure the oppressive banalities of the heteronormative everyday. Though unaware of it at the time, my childhood mobilization of a female star as a vehicle of and for quotidian transcendence has a long and rich pedigree in queer cultures, especially male homosexual cultures. From the enthusiasms of the nineteenthcentury dandies for operatic prime donne and the fervent gay cult followings in the mid-twentieth century of Hollywood stars such as Judy Garland and Bette Davis, to contemporary queer celebrations of pop goddesses like Madonna, Cher, Kylie Minogue, and Jennifer Lopez, female star adoration or, as it is more commonly known in queer contexts, “diva worship” has been a vital staple of gay male cultural production, where it has sustained a spectacularly diverse array of insistently queer pleasures.3 While loath to generalize its heterogeneous functions and values, I submit that much of the enduring vitality of diva worship in gay male cultures resides in the commodious scope it affords for reparative cultural labor. Most critical discussions of gay diva worship posit in some fashion that gay men engage divas as imaginary figures of therapeutic escapism. “At the very heart of gay diva worship,” opines Daniel Harris, is “the almost universal homosexual experience of ostracism and insecurity” and the desire to “elevate [one]self above [one’s] antagonistic surroundings.”4 Wayne Koestenbaum Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 170 • Camera Obscura similarly claims that “gay culture has perfected the art of mimicking a diva—of pretending, inside, to be divine—to help the stigmatized self imagine it is received, believed, and adored.”5 Tuned to the chord of reparative amelioration, diva worship emerges here as a practice of resistant queer utopianism, or what might be more suggestively termed queer sublimity: the transcendence of a limiting heteronormative materiality and the sublime reconstruction, at least in fantasy, of a more capacious, kinder, queerer world. Significantly, the category of the sublime has fundamental and enduring associations with queerness. One could even go so far as to suggest that queerness is the sublime within a different nomenclature and critical idiom. In its traditional Romantic form, the sublime nominates the delirious feeling of metaphysical ecstasy that is evoked by certain unlimited, immense, or incomprehensible phenomena: “a quality of overwhelming power which, in a flash of intensity could ravish the soul with a sudden transport of thought or feeling.”6 Conventionally associated with the awesome power of nature, the sublime is frequently cast in this classic tradition as a mode of religious transcendence, an apprehension of the divine through an encounter with that which exceeds the limits of everyday experience and cognition. In contemporary critical theory, the concept of the sublime has been inevitably revised and updated. Congruent with the increased secularization of the modern age, it has lost much of its overt religious significance, and the range of objects potentially evocative of sublimity has broadened to include not just natural but artistic, architectural, and even—following David E. Nye’s influential claims—technological, electrical, and consumerist phenomena.7 Yet the dynamic structure of the sublime as a radical discontinuity in sensory experience through which the quotidian is ruptured and transposed remains essentially the same. Jean François Lyotard, for example, defines the contemporary, or what he terms postmodern, sublime as “that which . . . puts forward the unpresentable in presentation itself” and, by so doing, enables “new presentations” of identity and thought.8 It is in this context that sublimity assumes its queer correspondences, for like queerness it is effectively a project of cat- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 171 egorical rupture, a breaching of conventional subjective boundaries that encounters and imagines the obscene or excluded otherness of discursive normativity. Etymologically derived from the Latin sub-limen, meaning to move up or through a threshold, the sublime enacts a constitutive process of border crossing, a breaching and renegotiation of the definitional divisions that order hegemonic taxonomies, or what Michael Warner memorably terms “regimes of the normal.”9 Frequently allied to notions of sexual dissidence and transgression, even within its conventional form—Warren Stevenson, for example, argues that a discourse of psychic androgyny, “a transcendence of self and sex,” is integral to the Romantic sublime—the border crossings of sublimity obtain immediate and wide-ranging queer import.10 Without doubt, it is the enormous potential of diva worship for the transgression and disorganization of various categorical boundaries that marks much of its transcendent sublime effect. The categorical binarism of sexual difference, of male/female, is the most obvious casualty of gay diva worship—grounded as it is in a sustained male identificatory cathexis of the feminine—but it is merely one of many. Other cherished cultural distinctions, including those of generation, race, ethnicity, class, and nationality, are equally disrupted in practices of diva worship, as are the even more vital ontological binarisms of self/other, subject/object, image/reality, and identification/desire. Indeed, the categorical crisscrossings of gay diva worship are so multiple and insistent as to destabilize that which they would seem ostensibly to articulate: the distinction homosexual/heterosexual. While many commentators assert that gay men’s interest in divas is essentially platonic, functioning in the register of what Stephen Maddison terms “heterosocial bonding,” the overwhelming intensity of affect and obsessive passion at the heart of diva worship problematize any simple attempt to void it entirely of heteroeroticism.11 Diva worship may be a central forum for the production of identitarian discourses of gayness, but its constitutive predication upon a hetero-oriented desire introduces a fundamental excess into those discourses that undercuts any notion of an essential, stable male homosexuality. It is a process of radical discursive rupture that Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 172 • Camera Obscura importantly if paradoxically invests gay diva worship with its wideranging scope for sublime transcendence and utopian queer reconstruction. To anchor gay diva worship to the transcendent operations of sublimity in this way risks courting arguments, popularized in some recent gay commentaries, that it has become an increasingly outdated practice because it is invested in social and affective conditions that no longer prevail. In his summarily titled The Rise and Fall of Gay Culture, Daniel Harris claims that diva worship has declined in contemporary gay culture to the point of virtual obsolescence because the oppressive social and political environments of disenfranchisement and alienation that once made it a vital practice of utopian escapism for gay men have ceded to a new liberal era of acceptance and assimilation. It is a heroic narrative of Darwinian supersession that Harris pegs quite specifically to the historical watershed of Stonewall as symbolic index of gay liberation. “Before Stonewall,” he writes, gay men turned to divas as “a therapeutic corrective” with which “to counteract their own sense of powerlessness as a vilified minority” and “triumph . . . over the daily indignities of being gay,” but the increasing social tolerance of the post-Stonewall era and the development of more open, assertive gay male identities and cultures have attenuated the oppressive conditions that traditionally inspired and governed diva worship, making the latter ever more irrelevant to the needs of contemporary queer life.12 “For gay men under the age of 40,” he writes, the diva “has become the symbolic icon of an oppressed early stage in gay culture,” “the politically repugnant fantasy of the self-loathing pansy whose dependence on the escapism of cinema [or opera, theater, music, etc.] must be ritually purged from his system.”13 There can be little argument that the advent of gay liberation has had wide-ranging, radical impacts on queer identities and cultures, and I do not doubt that practices of diva worship have changed as a result, but it would be wrong, or at the very least unhelpful, to consign gay diva worship to the historical dustbin of pre-Stonewall obsolescence. Not only does it disregard the presence of diva worship in contemporary queer cultural produc- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 173 tions—in which, contrary to Harris’s sweeping claims, female stars continue to function as significant, highly visible foci of investment and are often openly styled and marketed as such14 —it also enforces a reductive reading of gay cultures that ignores—indeed does not even allow for—historical persistences and continuities. Though hardly the first to do so, Harris works with an artificially rigid, homogenizing division of queer history into mutually exclusive, self-contained categories of pre- and post-Stonewall, in which the former is freighted with all the negative signs of queer experience—oppression, marginalization, shame: in short, the tropology of the closet—and the latter emerges as its sunny, rainbow flag–waving antithesis. Within such a representational schema, diva worship, in its traditional capacity as practice of transcendent queer utopianism, can be understood only as an outmoded anachronism with no place in, let alone relevance for, the liberated cultural economies of post-Stonewall gay pride. Again, I would not want to diminish the important social and political advances that have been realized in the wake of gay liberation, but just as preStonewall homosexual cultures were hardly absolute wells of loneliness devoid of any sense of empowerment, self-worth, and joy, contemporary post-Stonewall gay cultures are certainly not quit of those painful experiences of exclusion and oppression that continue to be structural features of queer selfhood in a heteronormative world.15 Further, as I hope my discussion will by this stage at least have signaled, gay diva worship may take much of its initial affective drive from the emotional vicissitudes of queer pathos, but its operative value, that which assures and sustains its continued vitality as a productive practice of queer cultural life, is precisely the transcendence of those oppressive deformations, the social exclusions and impossibilities, that occasion queer pathos in the first place. It is in essence an exercise in queer empowerment, a restorative amendment in which the aberrant excesses and lifeaffirming energies of divadom are harnessed to variable projects of queer authorization and becoming: something that remains pressingly relevant, even indispensable.16 The transcendent dynamics evoked by what I am calling the queer sublimity of diva reception form a standard, if variably Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 174 • Camera Obscura articulated, element of many textual representations of gay diva worship. A particularly celebrated example, and one that offers a crystalline illustration of the sorts of issues outlined here, is the “Mamma morta” sequence—or what Roy Grundmann and Peter Sacks dub the “infamous opera scene”—in Jonathan Demme’s earnest 1993 social message film, Philadelphia (US).17 A hybrid deathbed melodrama cum social realist film cum courtroom drama, Philadelphia is widely considered a historical landmark as the first mainstream Hollywood film to deal centrally and openly with the AIDS crisis. Andy Beckett (Tom Hanks) is a gay PWA who has been fired from his position at a high-profile Philadelphia law firm after his HIV status is discovered. Facing discrimination at every turn, Andy decides to file a lawsuit for unfair dismissal against his former employers and enlists the professional help of a straight attorney, Joe Miller (Denzel Washington). True to his name, Joe functions in Philadelphia as the textual embodiment of mainstream normativity, the everyman through which the film articulates and peddles its liberal message of tolerance. Indeed more than one critic has claimed that, despite its ostensible focus on the plight of gay Andy, Philadelphia is effectively the story of straight Joe, who is at once the agent of narrative action and the lodestone of audience identification. Initially reluctant to take Andy on as a client, Joe is progressively forced in the film to confront and reassess his own prejudiced views of both gay men and PWAs, thus as Dennis Allen notes, “playing out, on the level of the individual, the larger abstract narrative of social acceptance” that is foundational to the film’s generic and ideological profile.18 Situated halfway through the film’s 120-minute running time and thus literally at its heart, the “Mamma morta” sequence is vital to Philadelphia’s diegetic and rhetorical economies. Joe is in Andy’s apartment to finish details before the start of court proceedings the following day. Having just spent the evening with Andy and his partner at “a gay party,” Joe is evidently unsettled and, in an effort to regain some measure of experiential equilibrium, is keen to get back to the familiar stability of work. Sitting across the table from Andy, he repeatedly attempts to focus attention on the pending court case but is consistently foiled as Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 175 Andy steers the conversation into ever more abstract, metaphysical directions before finally launching into an ecstatic reverie inspired by Maria Callas’s performance of “La mamma morta,” an aria from Umberto Giordano’s Andrea Chénier, which is playing in the background as diegetic music through the apartment’s stereo system. Rising from his chair, Andy turns up the volume and, to Joe’s obvious consternation, becomes transported by the music, surrendering himself entirely to the rapturous lure of Callas’s voice, waltzing across the floor in a burnished red glow, tears streaming down his face. In his review of the film, Andrew Sullivan calls Philadelphia “a work of translation” because its function is, as he sees it, to translate between divergent cultural registers: most notably, between homosexual and heterosexual as the film strives to reframe and interpret gay experiences and dynamics for the straight audiences that are its intended addressees.19 This is why Philadelphia is so “unsettling,” he suggests, and why it seems to fail on so many critical fronts because it must speak with translation’s in-between voice. Certainly the “Mamma morta” sequence enshrines an obvious logic of translation: quite literally, as Andy interprets the Italian lyrics of the Callas aria into English, but also more abstractly, as he seeks to paraphrase and explain to Joe both his operatic and, by metonymic index, his sexual desires. In fact, the scene assumes something of a pedagogic structure with Andy an impassioned if histrionic teacher to Joe’s curious if reluctant pupil. It is a structure that has raised the ire of several commentators. John Simon of the National Review, for example, lambastes the scene as “tasteless, patronizing and offensive” because it implies that “homosexuals . . . have something wonderful to impart to the rest of us ignorant slobs.”20 At the other end of the spectrum, gay critics Roy Grundmann and Peter Sacks attack the scene for what they see as its “misappropriation of gay culture” in the service of an “ethnographic perspective” that objectifies Andy as a sort of gay “noble savage” displayed for the instruction or simple entertainment of a straight spectatorship.21 More recently, Charles I. Nero mounts a revealing critique of what he terms the trope of “operatic tutelage” in Philadelphia, as well as a number of other films of Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 176 • Camera Obscura the mid-nineties, for its investment in a sexist and racist structure of Eurocentric male homosociality.22 As he reads it, Andy’s “gift” of opera to Joe functions ostensibly as a symbolic contract—a male traffic in opera divas—whereby a culturally superior white man uses the recorded voice of the female soprano to enlighten and forge friendship with a socially subordinate man of color. I would not want to discount the legitimacy and insight of these critiques, but there is another—and to my mind more interesting—process of translation at work in the scene than the nominally liberal, educative, homosocial one between Andy and Joe, and that is the translation that takes place between Andy and the diva. Pace a reading like Nero’s, for example, which apprehends the voice of the diva as a subsidiary vehicle of exchange within the primary medium of male bonding, I would suggest that Andy’s relationship to the diva is a crucial medium of exchange in its own right. In many ways, the latter relationship is the focus of the sequence—certainly its primary source of semiotic power— and it is one that quickly moves to marginalize if not displace all other relational networks. Entering deeper into his reverie, Andy increasingly diminishes his external engagement with Joe and his surroundings—turning away, closing his eyes—while correspondingly expanding and intensifying his engagement with the vocal presence of the diva. It is a movement that is signaled quite openly at the level of speech by a marked grammatical transition from an initial structure of standard interpersonal dialogue and secondperson narration (“This is Maddalena. Do you hear the heartache in her voice? . . . Can you feel it, Joe?”) to a much more fluid syntax where Andy assumes and speaks in the first-person subjective of, variously, Callas, the diegetic subject of the aria, Maddalena, and even Maddalena’s dead mother: a syntactic slide of mobile identifications that culminates in a final audacious embodiment of divinity itself. “I am divine, I am oblivion,” Andy cries through the ventriloquial agency of the diva’s voice before finally reaching for and, in frenetic mime, nailing the piercing high note that marks both the aria’s and the sequence’s emotional crescendo. Descending from the climax, his body quivering in metaphoric glissando, Andy weeps the closing doublet of the aria, “I am love, Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 177 I am love,” a deep sob swallowing the last word, so that all that comes out is an open-ended “I am . . .” A more forceful articulation of the sublime effects of gay diva worship could scarcely be imagined. His ferociously loving engagement with the diva produces for Andy not just an overwhelming transport of feeling, but also a delirious transcendence of embodied identity itself. Moving blithely across the multiple positions of the diva’s fluid performativity, Andy enacts what Dennis Allen terms an “osmosis of the self,” a rupturing of the boundaries that frame and constitute identity and a radical dispersal of the self across the differential field of alterity.23 It is a movement of structural rupture and dissolution that is equally and openly replicated in the sequence at the level of textual form, with the carefully composed two-shots, measured continuity editing, and general classical realism that mark the opening scenes of the sequence ceding to a high expressionist aesthetic of canted angles, colored gels, and chiaroscuro lighting. The overall effect is an intensely melodramatic articulation of the transcendent sublimity of diva worship where the passionate encounter between the diva and her gay male devotee is signaled as and through a rapturous breakdown of conventional systems of textuality, meaning, and representation. As this aesthetic excess might indicate, the operations of melodrama are crucial to the sequence’s staging of the disorganizational impulses of queer diva worship. Indeed, the sequence is so heavily invested in a melodramatic formal economy—featuring many of its generic elements, from overwrought emotionalism and histrionic mise-en-scène to a pathos-filled scenario focused on moral injustice and suffering— that it effectively functions as what Lea Jacobs terms a “situation,” a high moment of spectacular arrest that serves to crystallize the melodramatic text’s foundational emotional dilemmas.24 Literalized in the Delsartean tableaux of classical stage melodramas, the convention of the situation—which Jacobs posits as a core element of the mode—continues in film melodrama as a localized instance of affective crescendo where action is arrested and the protagonists’ and narrative’s desires are expressed in essential form. Though Jacobs doesn’t make the claim, the situation might be Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 178 • Camera Obscura taken to enshrine the psychoanalytic logic of “acting out” that has been claimed by a long line of critics as foundational to the melodramatic imagination. As Peter Brooks writes in a seminal argument: “Melodrama handles its feelings and ideas virtually as plastic identities, visual and tactile models held out for all to see and to handle. Emotions are given a full acting-out, a full representation before our eyes. We come to expect and to await the moment at which characters will name the wellsprings of their being. . . . They proffer to one another, and to us, a clear figuration of their souls, they name without embarrassment eternal verities.”25 That this acting out should occur in Philadelphia through the excessive affect of an operatic aria doubles its impact and significance. In a recent meditation on the close affinities between melodrama and opera, Brooks argues for the operatic aria as the correspondent of the melodramatic situation—or in his broadly analogous term, “set piece”—for both operate through a shared dynamic of spectacular hystericization.26 Like the hysteric who articulates repressed desire through the body, melodrama and opera, especially in the privileged moments of situation and aria, speak their “unspeakable” meanings through a weighted somaticism. Where the hysterical somaticization of melodrama has traditionally been focused on the physical body—“distorting it and arresting it in postures and gestures that speak symbolically of powerful affects” (122)—opera extends its hysterical ambit to the realm of vocality: “The hystericized voice of the operatic aria . . . become[s], in the manner of the melodramatic body, symptomatic of an extreme situation, an emotional impasse . . . [and] works it through in an internal dialogue of passion and measure, that of song” (126). With its combined accent on the visual spectacle of Hanks’s bravura performance, which works through a veritable canonical repertoire of hysterical gestures—what might be described through Didi Huberman’s striking turn-of-phrase as “the postures of delirium”: “attacks, cries, attitudes passionelles, crucifixion, ecstasy”27—and the aural spectacle of Callas’s histrionic bel canto vocals, Philadelphia conjoins both modes of hysterical spectacularization—body and voice—to its melodramatic economy of acting Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 179 out. The result is a scenarization that is almost overwhelming in its hysterical intensity: the body and the voice are both gripped by affective representation, yoked inexorably to the demands of psychic and cultural conversion to the point where they cease to perform their traditional semiotic functions, becoming instead overdetermined texts of densely symbolic meanings. Typically, of course, the hystericized body of melodrama and the hystericized voice of opera are female. The profane collocation in Philadelphia of a male body and a female voice as coupled subjects of hysterical acting out complicates these normative gendered codings, even as it depends on them to produce its perverse effects, thereby intensifying the text’s capacity for both disruptive hystericization and sublimity. Much of the fascination of the sequence—its lure of uncanny, dare we say queer, captivation—stems precisely from its willful staging of transgendered, transsexual mutability: its multiple movements across various representational registers traditionally understood as gender and sexual exclusive. These movements are arguably central to hysteria as a condition, which, as Claire Kahane details, has been profitably understood in feminist psychoanalytic theories as a resistant questioning of sexual difference and identity: “Am I a man? Am I a woman? How is sexual identity assumed? How represented?”28 They are also arguably central to the functions of diva worship, as evidenced by the constitutive indexing of hysteria, qua disruptive sexual lability, in discourses of gay diva fandom. The gay diva devotee (the opera queen or any of his multiple “sisters”—the show queen, Hollywood queen, disco queen) is routinely envisioned as male hysteric: excessive, irrational, feminized. While the reading formations of gay diva worship habitually focus on moments and figures of hysterical eruption: the “mad scenes” of opera; the “eleven o’clock” showstoppers of musical theater; the scenery-chewing grande damerie of the woman’s film; the vocal gymnastics of the dance-floor diva. These moments of hysterical excess, of extreme passions and outrageousness, so integral to cultural definitions— and receptions, good and bad—of the diva, constitute powerful Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 180 • Camera Obscura points of transcendence where the constraints of sexual, social, and textual normativity are refused and space is opened, however partially, for alternative visions and structures of meaning.29 This capacity for transcendent reimagining fuels and frames the hysterical energies of diva worship in Philadelphia, in which the inflated extravagance of Callas’s aria furnishes Andy with a means through which to exceed the juridical binds of normative disciplinarity and stage a resistant performance of queer self-expression. Forbidden by the homophobic discourses of mainstream culture and cinematic textuality to speak his queer desire directly, or at the very least forbidden by those discourses to give adequate value to his desire, Andy “acts out” through the hysterical authority of the diva. It is not a displacement or substitution of his queer desire. As Brooks reminds us, acting out, for Freud, constitutes a reproduction, and not just an imitation, of affect, a “reproduction that abolishes the distance between mental ideation and physical action.”30 Andy’s delirious performance of diva-oriented desire, like performance of gay diva worship more generally, thus signals not some second-order index of queerness but, to rephrase an earlier quote from Brooks, its “full acting-out, [its] full representation before our eyes.” The imaging of gay diva worship as excessive, disruptive sublimity constructed in Philadelphia clearly admits competing evaluations. In his essay “Homosexuality and Narrative,” Dennis Allen is highly critical of the “Mamma morta” sequence for instating what he claims is a homophobic representation of homosexuality as “an indeterminate locus of shifting identifications.”31 Drawing from Lee Edelman’s concept of “homographesis,” which he defines as “the heterosexual fantasy of the inevitable visibility of homosexuality,” Allen contends that the sequence works entirely to ensure heterosexual privilege “by projecting unstable, incoherent or multiple identity onto the homosexual so that the heterosexual can stand, in contrast, as internally coherent” (625). There can be little argument that this sort of depreciatory counterpoint is an operative element in the “Mamma morta” sequence and its visualization of homosexual difference through the sublime spectacle of diva worship. Indeed it is revealing, and more Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 181 than a little ironic, that the litany of homophobic myths recited by Joe at the start of the sequence as the popularly held representational face of “homosexuality”—placed by Denzel Washington’s emphatic performance in demonstrative scare quotes lest these misinformed views be somehow confused with the enlightened liberalism of the film’s own enunciative regime—provides the very tropological script enacted in the ensuing floorshow where, wandering around like a demented oracle in the grips of spiritual possession, Andy furnishes visible and quite literal confirmation that “queers are funny, queers are weird” and, in acoustic terms at least, “queers dress up like their mothers.” As irascible playwright and AIDS activist Larry Kramer quips in a polemic summarily titled “Why I Hate Philadelphia,” “even I’d be afraid of someone who—out of the blue—behaved like this.”32 Fear is, however, a standard—some would even claim definitionally requisite—response to sublimity, in which the rupture of categorical divisions and the consequent encounter with otherness that mark the sublime experience fill the observer with an awe and wonder so extreme as to be potentially terrifying. It is a response that importantly need not be disabling; it may in fact prove empowering, even liberatory. As the sensorial registration of transfixing awe, the “terror of ecstasy,” as Burke famously described the emotional impact of sublimity, is arguably a prime affective mechanism through which the sublime provokes its transcendent (re)visions. To admit therefore that the awful sublimity of diva worship may be explicitly yoked in Philadelphia to a project of visibilizing homosexual difference as abject and terrifying does not cancel nor deplete the broad range of competing significances to which this formation, once articulated, gives rise. Following an earlier cue, the inscription of homosexuality in the field of the visible is always and inevitably the site of what Lee Edelman claims is “a double operation: one serving the ideological purposes of a conservative social order intent on codifying identities in its labor of disciplinary inscription, and the other resistant to that categorization, intent on describing the identities that order has so oppressively inscribed.”33 Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 182 • Camera Obscura Certainly the fearsome spectacle of diva worship unfurled in Philadelphia functions on many levels to upset and complicate the sort of banal disciplinary operations of sexual classification to which many critics seem driven—obsessively and perhaps symptomatically—to reduce it. Far from enacting an untroubled inscription of normalizing sexual binarisms, the “Mamma morta” sequence arguably stages the scene for their delirious breakdown. Consider, for instance, the simple—or, as it happens, not so simple—question of erotic relationality in Andy’s literally obscene performance. That the performance obtains a profoundly erotic gravitas is undoubtable. The interdependent registers of dramaturgy, narrative thematics, and cinematographic style conspire to give it the decided look and feel of a slightly arty sex scene, complete with appropriately scarlet camera gels, tumescent accelerative montage, and heaving postcoital breathlessness. At the same time, the increasingly frozen gawp of wide-eyed shock on Joe’s face in the reaction shots leaves little doubt that he—and we—are witnessing an act of monumental gross indecency. But just what precise form that indecency takes and how it can be read and made sense of is another matter altogether. Neither evidently nor coherently heterosexual or homosexual; solipsistic or intersubjective; unitary, dyadic, or triangular: the erotic relations in the sequence are simply so variable and shifting and contain so many permutations between and across the multiple players and positions in the scene as to defy basic interpretability let alone classificatory regulation. Perhaps, then, the truly terrifying aspect of the sublime spectacle of gay diva worship as envisioned in Philadelphia, what sends the otherwise stouthearted Joe running anxiously from the apartment, is not its display of a homosexuality demonized as the other of a stable heterosexual norm but its display rather of a (homo)sexuality run amok, one that refuses to remain within the categorical divisions that regulate the scripts and legibilities of hegemonic sexuality and that thus problematizes the possibility of any stable term of erotic reference: hetero or homo.34 As suggested, it is this structural predilection to categorical transgression and rupture, portrayed so evocatively in Philadelphia, that furnishes gay subcultural practices of diva recep- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 183 tion with much of their dazzling capacity for sublime effect. The erotic and discursive indeterminacies at the heart of diva worship offer a rich and ready-made framework for the transcendence of heteronormative boundaries and the cathexis of those conditions of alterity that Lyotard claims as the signs of true sublimity: “heterogeneity, . . . optimal dissensus and radical openness.”35 It would be wrong, however, to assume this emphasis on rupture and dissolution as the ultimate logic of gay diva worship or of the affective economies of queer sublimity within which it operates. A central condition of the sublime—and I would contend that this holds especially true of the sublime dynamics operative in gay diva worship—is that it moves simultaneously and paradoxically toward both subjective fracture and subjective restoration. In his canonical philosophical treatise on the subject, Immanuel Kant describes the sublime experience as a movement through self-erasing awe to a heightened awareness of subjective reason. This developmental reading of the sublime is explicated further by Thomas Weiskel, who posits a tripartite process of sublimity from an initial stage of habitual complacency through an intermediate stage of momentary rupture and subjective indeterminacy to a final “reactive” stage of rebalance and transcendent bliss.36 While I am uncomfortable with its rather static temporal linearity—surely any sublimity worth its rapturous salt holds stages two and three, indeterminacy and masterful transcendence, in constant, irresolvable tension—this account nevertheless highlights the central movement of the sublime toward both a disintegration and a reintegration of self, or to put it another way, toward both subjective incoherency and (transformed) subjective meaning. Gay diva worship’s blatant disorganization, if not dissolution, of orthodox subjective boundaries undoubtedly instates a rapturous jouissance in which the coherency of self is shattered, but through that process it also enables the production of new modes of subjectivity that are receptive of queer possibilities precisely because of their antinormative incoherency. Queerness is after all a supreme paradigm of identificatory transformation, an opening out from the limiting scripts of subjective normativity to other forms of sexual and social selfhood. José Muñoz has sugges- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 184 • Camera Obscura tively deployed the term disidentification to describe the “nonlinear and nonnormative modes of identification with which queers predicate their self-fashioning.”37 He argues that, unlike majoritarian subjects who access with relative ease dominant fictions of coherent, masterful identity, queers and other minoritarian subjects must “activate their own senses of self ” by engaging “multiple and sometimes conflicting sites of identification” and “interfac[ing] with different subcultural fields” (5). It is a complex and fraught process of (dis)identificatory production that ensures queer identity is always in a condition of constant becoming and hybridized difference, always “a point of departure, a process, a building” (200). Gay diva worship, I submit, is a vital cultural forum for the enactment of just such processes of queer becoming.38 Through the perverse practices, the aberrant cathexes and desires, of diva worship, gay cultures have fashioned a unique and insistently affirmative cultural space within which to produce and experience shifting and multiple forms of queer subjecthood.39 To return one last time to Philadelphia, if, as I have detailed, Andy’s rapturous engagement of the diva stages a hysterical breakdown of normative discourses of identity, it equally and simultaneously stages a restorative production of renewed subjective meaning and queer empowerment. His passionate encounter with Callas propels Andy to a delirious transport that breaches the categorical borders—male/female, hetero/homo, self/other, identification/desire—that bound and give orthodox form to subjectivity and its cultural locations, provoking him, quite literally, to fall apart; but at the same time, and as part of the same process, it clears the way for a virtuoso performance of subjective authorization. It is an ambivalent process of transcendent rupture and counterassertive renewal that can be neatly traced through the film’s allegorical correspondence of diva worship to something about which I have till now kept strategically silent but that is so crucial as to be all-pervasive: a thematics of death. Philadelphia is after all a deathbed melodrama, and by the point of the “Mamma morta” scene, Andy is evidently in the terminal stages of AIDS, a fact given visual underscoring through the simulated cadaverousness of Hanks’s cosmeticized face and the intravenous drip Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 185 that hangs off him throughout the sequence like a ghostly paramour in a danse macabre. Should these visual cues go unheeded, the script spells it out, with Andy commenting to Joe in solemn resignation at the outset of the sequence, “There’s a possibility I won’t be around to see the end of this trial.” Significantly, it is this recognition of impending death that initiates Andy’s diva-fueled delirium: no sooner does he make the comment than the background music suddenly, and conveniently, amplifies before segueing into Callas’s, and Andy’s, big number. It hardly needs mention that the choice of aria here is richly pointed. As made plain by its title, “La mamma morta” (“The Dead Mother”) is a song all about death. In its original context in Andrea Chénier, Umberto Giordano’s opera about a pair of doomed aristocratic lovers during the French Revolution’s Reign of Terror, the aria is sung as a plea for clemency by the female protagonist, Maddalena. In a bid to save the life of Andrea, her imprisoned lover, Maddalena entreats the sympathies of Gérard, the revolutionary who had Andrea jailed on trumped-up charges of treason because he secretly desires Maddalena, by narrating her tragic tale of bereavement. To the rich strains of Giordano’s high romantic melody, she relates how her mother was killed while protecting her from mobs that burned her family home to the ground, and how afterward her life, and that of those she loved, plunged into an inexorable downward spiral. Though the finer points of the opera’s admittedly circuitous narrative don’t quite make the translation to screen in Philadelphia, the film is careful to explicate the fundamental scenario of death and loss, with Andy setting the scene through general synopsis and select quotations from the libretto. “Look, the place that cradled me is burning,” he sings in echo of Maddalena’s lament. That the voice expressing this tale of tragic demise is none other than that of Maria Callas augments the significances. Not only is Callas “the operatic diva most closely (if only tacitly) associated with gay fandom,” as Wayne Koestenbaum notes, but her troubled life and premature death have inexorably anchored her star image to a semiotics of fatality, securing her legend as what Sam Abel terms “the goddess of opera’s gay cult of death.”40 As such, Andy’s identificatory assumption of Callas and the multiple posi- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 186 • Camera Obscura tionalities signaled through her performance of “La mamma morta” assimilates him, unavoidably and emphatically, to a discourse of death. On one level, the thematic parallels between Andy and death serve a fairly straightforward process of narrative foreshadowing, prefiguring a fatal closure that the film has already set up and that the genre of the deathbed melodrama has effectively prescribed. However, in the immediate context of the sequence and its articulation of queer desire through the sublime spectacle of diva worship, they assume a slightly more symbolic cast. As the extinction of human life, the end of known existence, death is a—if not the —primordial categorical limit, that which marks the bounds of lived identity and the interface with absolute alterity. This is why death evokes such enduring fascination for most, and enduring fear for many. It is also why death serves as such a powerful source of sublimity. As Jahan Ramazani notes, although they “often refer to it by other names . . . : castration, physical destruction, semiotic collapse, defeat by a precursor, and annihilation of the ego,” theories of the sublime are traditionally obsessed with death and “from the eighteenth century on, they increasingly pair the sublime with death, as death seems to become ever more solitary, final, and secular.”41 Taking a cue from Burke, who famously claimed the sublime to be occasioned by “ideas of pain, and above all death,” Ramazani posits death as the supreme inspirator of sublimity, arguing that the sublime is, at heart, “a staged confrontation with death” (110). Certainly much of the sublime energy at play in the “Mamma morta” sequence may be seen to spring directly from its presentation of an encounter with death. Drawn to confront mortality face on, both at the narrative level of his lived situation and the phantasmatic level of his diva identification, Andy cathects the most radical form of dissolution imaginable, the final extinction of selfhood, and experiences the full force of emotional intensity thus engendered. Through the doubled conduit of Callas/Maddalena, he not only imagines but acts out his own annihilation: “I am oblivion,” “I bring sorrow to those that love me,” he cries in imitation of the diva’s song. Importantly, however, neither the diva’s song nor Andy’s reiterative performance of it stops here. Circling dazedly around the floor, eyes Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 187 closed in ecstatic meditation on some imagined internal focus, Andy underlines through his fractured commentary an all-important shift in the tenor and import of the aria. “In come the strings and it changes everything,” he murmurs, “The music fills with a hope.” It is a shift equally underlined through formal mise-enscène, with the lighting of the scene dropping suddenly into dramatic chiaroscuro and the color tone balance turning noticeably red. What follows is an extended passage by Andy of direct citation from the aria that is worth quoting here at length: It was during this sorrow that love came to me, A voice filled with harmony, It said, “Live still, I am life, Heaven is in your eyes. Is everything around you just the blood and the mud? I am divine, I am oblivion. I am the god that comes down from the heavens, And makes of the earth a heaven. I am love, I am love!” In a fascinating study on the intersections between opera and shifting cultural discourses of death, Linda and Michael Hutcheon argue for opera as the closest modern equivalent to the medieval contemplatio mortis, a form of ars moriendi, or “the art of dying,” that “dramatized and ‘performed’ imaginatively the experience of dying.”42 As they detail, the principal aim of the contemplatio mortis was to give meaning and positive value to the concept and experience of death through a process of meditation and narrativization that enabled the subject to prepare, spiritually and emotionally, for death, but also, through the fact of “awakening” from the contemplation and returning to worldly activity, “to appreciate life more fully by contrast” (25). In a culture such as ours that obsessively denies death and fosters a generalized social phantasm of technomedical-driven immortality, the idea of a positive valorization of death can seem flatly counterintuitive, but forms of contemplatio mortis continue, it is suggested, in a range of arts, most notably in opera, where death is a veritable thematic stock in trade and where the distinctive combination of emotive music and drama Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 188 • Camera Obscura with highly stylized presentation offers the perfect environment for the sort of ritualized “working through” of death described via the practice of contemplatio mortis. Whether or not this reading constitutes a legitimate account of opera as a generalized cultural practice I cannot say, but it certainly provides a resonant take on “La mamma morta” and Andy’s intense reception of it. His staged confrontation with death via the heightened affective economy of a Callas aria seems quite openly to offer Andy a potent form of “ritual bereavement” and “working through,” where he “imaginatively experienc[es] the emotions associated with dying” in order to “find not only consolation but also meaning in death and, indeed, in life” (185). The latter point is vital and helps link this reading to the overarching argument about sublimity and the move toward transcendent meaning and renewed subjective value. The central effect of the contemplatio mortis, as of the broader formations of sublimity it arguably indexes, is not a melancholic embrace of self-annihilation, a total triumph of the death drive, but rather a positive processing of death, a direct engagement and transcendence of it as categorical limit, that, as paradoxical as it may seem, affirms and gives renewed value to life through its emotive and experiential structure of momentary death and reawakening, of dissolution and resolution, self-shattering and transcendent bliss. Like Callas/Maddalena—indeed, as Callas/Maddalena—Andy passes through the terrifying boundary of death and accedes to an enlarged vision and an ecstatic counterassertion of life, a reparative revisioning that “makes of [his] earth a heaven” imbued with love. To conclude in this way is not to give death the final word, as it were, on gay diva worship, and it certainly is not to continue the deformational stereotype of the opera queen—or queer diva fan, more generally—as tragi-pathetic figure of moribund selfloathing. There is nothing remotely pathetic or tragic in Andy’s sublime adoration of Callas; indeed, it is the very means through which he transcends the tragic and reinvests his life with value. Through the queer sublimity of diva devotion, Andy is able to confront and move beyond the ultimate abjection of death to a trium- Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 189 phal affirmation of empowered and expanded selfhood. As such the “Mamma morta” sequence signals a sort of extreme narrativization of the logic of reparative survivalism that I have suggested subtends and works through formations of diva worship in gay male cultures. In a passage that, with happy pertinence to Philadelphia, comments on the gay reception of Maria Callas but that as readily speaks to the practice of gay diva worship at large, Wayne Koestenbaum writes: “Callas was a refuge, where a forbidden sexuality, a forbidden alienation from masculinity, could spread its wings. Listening to Callas, I acquire spaciousness. If consciousness, as determined by gender and sexuality, has certain limits, a voice like Callas’s has the power to turn the mind’s closed room into an immensity: she bestows the illusion that the view continues endlessly on the other side of the mirror, and that wherever you expected to find limits, instead you find continuations.”43 In many respects, it makes perfect sense that gay male cultures should have mobilized and privileged the figure of the diva for such processes of sublime queer transcendence and expanded self-creation. Born out of nineteenth-century traditions of operatic spectacle and melodramatic theatricality and bred throughout the twentieth century in the auratic grandiloquence of mediatized glamour, the diva is nothing if not a consummate figure of self-authorization, a magisterial image of triumphant identificatory production. Blazing her way across the cultural landscape in defiant disregard of orthodox conventions of social discipline and patriarchal injunctions against feminine potency, the diva offers a lesson to all who care to attend in the resistant production of aberrant subjectivity. Put simply, the diva is a figure that is “fabulous” in both senses of the term, as “marvelous and astonishing” but also “fable-like, fictitious, and invented” and, in her fabulousness, the diva extends to her devotees untold possibilities for the production of equally fabulous modes of empowered selfhood. Therein lies perhaps the primary source of the diva’s enduring appeal for queer cultures and her inexhaustible productivity as a sublime site of reparative gay labor. Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 190 • Camera Obscura Notes 1. Jeffrey Escoffier, American Homo: Community and Perversity (Berkeley: University of California Press, 1998), 1. 2. Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick, “Paranoid Reading and Reparative Reading; or, You’re So Paranoid, You Probably Think This Introduction Is about You,” in Novel Gazing: Queer Readings in Fiction, ed. Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 1997), 8. 3. Originally coined in the nineteenth century as an aggrandizing honorific for principal operatic sopranos, the term diva, from the Latin for goddess, has been consistently broadened in use and meaning in gay cultures to refer to an expansive range of female performers across genres and strata of popular culture whose spectacular, strong personae and performative extravagance inspire various forms of queer popularization and devotion. 4. Daniel Harris, The Rise and Fall of Gay Culture (New York: Hyperion, 1997), 10. 5. Wayne Koestenbaum, The Queen’s Throat: Opera, Homosexuality, and the Mystery of Desire (New York: Poseidon, 1993), 133. 6. D. B. Morris, The Religious Sublime: Christian Poetry and Critical Tradition (Lexington: University of Kentucky Press, 1972), 1. 7. David E. Nye, American Technological Sublime (Cambridge, MA: MIT Press, 1994). 8. Jean-François Lyotard, Lessons on the Analytic of the Sublime: Kant’s Critique of Judgment, Sections 23–29, trans. Elizabeth Rottenberg (Stanford, CA: Stanford University Press, 1994). 9. Michael Warner, “Introduction,” in Fear of a Queer Planet: Queer Politics and Social Theory, ed. Michael Warner (Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 1993), xxvi. 10. Warren Stevenson, Romanticism and the Androgynous Sublime (Cranbury, NJ: Associated University Presses, 1996), 10. 11. Stephen Maddison, Fags, Hags, and Queer Sisters: Gender Dissent and Heterosocial Bonds in Gay Culture (New York: St. Martin’s, 2000). Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 191 12. Harris, The Rise and Fall of Gay Culture, 13. It is an argument that has been made by others. In a recent op-ed piece, online journalist Damien Cave asserts, “with the new millennium upon us, diva worship is dying in the gay community. With extended life spans for HIV sufferers becoming reality, a booming economy and the increasing ease of assimilation, divas are no longer needed as a unifying force against oppression and discrimination in the gay community” (“The Descent of the Divas,” Salon.com, 10 January 2000, salon.com/people/ feature/2000/01/10/divas). 13. Harris, The Rise and Fall of Gay Culture, 22. 14. Indeed, the effective pith of Harris’s argument seems less that contemporary gay cultures have abandoned diva worship than that they don’t worship the same divas as earlier generations. “Many homosexuals under the age of 30 have never even seen a film starring Joan Crawford,” he laments, “let alone relished the magnificent biographical ironies of A Star Is Born or seen Bette Davis’s hair fall out in Mrs. Skeffington or Rita Hayworth dance in Gilda” (32). Possibly true, but many of them will have thrilled to Madonna, Jennifer Lopez, and Janet Jackson in concert; danced with wild abandon at an all-night rave to Kylie Minogue, Christina Aguilera, and Gwen Stefani; wept to the heartfelt ballads of Tori Amos and Celine Dion; delighted at the resistant femininities of Christina Ricci, Margaret Cho, Absolutely Fabulous (1992–96, 2001, 2003), and Sex and the City (1998–2004); or reveled in any of the other queer cult figures and texts that form the basis for contemporary practices of diva worship among many young gay and queer men. Harris just needs to get out more. 15. In a typically insightful essay, David Halperin suggests that, for all its benefits and gains, gay liberation has equally produced its own constraints, one of the more problematic being what he terms the refusal of “the life of queer affect and feeling.” He writes: “The problem, it turns out, is that instead of ending up in triumphant possession of a gay pride and freedom we can wholeheartedly call our own, we have constructed a gay identity that actively represses both the pathos and the pleasure of those residual queer affects that we prefer to think we have liberated ourselves from and that we claim have simply vanished from our consciousness” (David Halperin, “Homosexuality’s Closet,” Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 192 • Camera Obscura Michigan Quarterly Review 41 [2002]: 24). See also Heather Love, “Spoiled Identity: Stephen Gordon’s Loneliness and the Difficulties of Queer History,” GLQ 7 (2001): 487–519. 16. A further argument might be made that the unapologetic queerness of diva worship—its relentless perversity, about which I have more to say later—offers a thrilling alternative, if not corrective, to the antiseptic, normalizing neoliberalism of assimilationist gay culture, giving it renewed significance and appeal. 17. Roy Grundmann and Peter Sacks, “Philadelphia,” Cineaste, Summer 1993, 53. 18. Dennis W. Allen, “Homosexuality and Narrative,” Modern Fiction Studies 41 (1995): 623. 19. Andrew Sullivan, “Wouldn’t Normally Do,” New Republic, 21 February 1994, 42. 20. John Simon, “Philadelphia,” National Review, 7 February 1994, 68. 21. Grundmann and Sacks, “Philadelphia,” 53. 22. Charles I. Nero, “Diva Traffic and Male Bonding in Film: Teaching Opera, Learning Gender, Race, and Nation,” Camera Obscura, no. 56 (2004): 48. 23. Allen, “Homosexuality and Narrative,” 625. 24. Lea Jacobs, “The Woman’s Picture and the Poetics of Melodrama,” Camera Obscura, no. 31 (1993): 121–47. 25. Peter Brooks, The Melodramatic Imagination: Balzac, Henry James, Melodrama, and the Mode of Excess (New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, 1976, rev. ed. 1995), 41. 26. Peter Brooks, “Body and Voice in Melodrama and Opera,” in Siren Songs: Representations of Gender and Sexuality in Opera, ed. Mary Ann Smart (Princeton, NJ: Princeton University Press, 2000). 27. Didi Huberman, Invention of Hysteria: Charcot and the Photographic Iconography of the Salpêtrière, trans. Alisa Hartz (Cambridge, MA: MIT Press, 2003), xi. 28. Claire Kahane, “Introduction: Part Two,” in In Dora’s Case: Freud, Hysteria, Feminism, ed. Charles Bernheimer and Claire Kahane (New York: Columbia University Press, 1985), 22. Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship • 193 29. While Philadelphia, and perforce my analysis, focuses primarily around the operatic diva, the diversity of cultural figures and genres feted in gay diva worship should affirm that the operatic prima donna is hardly unique as agent of queer transcendence. The Hollywood, Broadway, pop, disco, or television diva can and does work in similar fashion. That the operatic diva is still routinely privileged in popular representations—if not always popular practices—of queer diva worship is due to a raft of interacting factors, not the least of which is the enduringly persistent cultural associations of opera, and in particular the operatic soprano, with sublimity and sacralization. See Felicia Miller Frank, The Mechanical Song: Women, Voice, and the Artificial in Nineteenth-Century French Narrative (Stanford, CA: Stanford University Press, 1995). 30. Brooks, “Body and Voice in Melodrama and Opera,” 123. 31. Allen, “Homosexuality and Narrative,” 624–25. 32. Larry Kramer, “Why I Hate Philadelphia,” Films about AIDS, newton.uor.edu/AIDS/Kramer.htm (accessed 27 November 2004). 33. Lee Edelman, Homographesis: Essays in Gay Literary and Cultural Theory (New York: Routledge, 1994), 10, emphasis original. 34. Undoubtedly it is the unbridled sexual and semiotic excess, the patent perversity of the sequence, that endows it with queer fascination and that allows it to break, however momentarily, from the textual straitjacket of earnest social realism and anodyne bourgeois liberalism that constrains much of the rest of Philadelphia. As self-confessed opera queen and diva devotee Sam Abel dryly notes, “It is, unfortunately, the only truly electric scene in the entire film” (Opera in the Flesh: Sexuality in Operatic Performance [Boulder, CO: Westview, 1996], 203n10). 35. Lyotard quoted in Hans Bertens, The Idea of the Postmodern: A History (London: Routledge, 1995), 133. 36. Thomas Weiskel, The Romantic Sublime: Studies in the Structure and Psychology of Transcendence (Baltimore: Johns Hopkins University Press, 1976), 23–24. 37. José Esteban Muñoz, Disidentifications: Queers of Color and the Performance of Politics (Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 1999), 33. Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura 194 • Camera Obscura 38. Although he focuses his readings primarily around contemporary practices of performance art, especially those produced by queers of color, Muñoz actually nominates diva worship as a classic practice of queer disidentification. In a brief discussion of Wayne Koestenbaum’s personalized account of gay male opera culture, Muñoz argues that “Koestenbaum’s disidentification with the opera diva . . . fuels his identity-making machinery.” He writes, “A diva’s strategies of self-creation and self-defense, through the criss-crossed circuitry of crossidentification, do the work of enacting self for the gay male opera queen” (30). 39. That the forms of queer selfhood enabled by diva worship are indeed shifting and multiple is a point worth underscoring. Diva worship may be an insistently visible and enduring practice of modern metropolitan queer cultures, but its operations and effects are far from singular. In particular, the modes of queer self-actualization and becoming facilitated by diva worship shift, often radically, from one context to the next, animated by the manifold contingencies of time and place. 40. Koestenbaum, The Queen’s Throat, 133; Abel, Opera in the Flesh, 56. 41. Jahan Ramazani, Yeats and the Poetry of Death: Elegy, Self-Elegy, and the Sublime (New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, 1990), 109. 42. Linda Hutcheon and Michael Hutcheon, Opera: The Art of Dying (Cambridge, MA: Harvard University Press, 2004), 11. 43. Koestenbaum, The Queen’s Throat, 153. Brett Farmer is a senior lecturer in cultural studies at the University of Melbourne. He is the author of Spectacular Passions: Cinema, Fantasy, Gay Male Spectatorships (Duke University Press, 2000) and is currently writing a new book on gay diva worship. Published by Duke University Press Camera Obscura The Fabulous Sublimity of Gay Diva Worship Joe (Denzel Washington) watching Andy Published by Duke University Press • 195