Elora Stack REST 392L Civil Rights through Documentary Dr. Mar Peter-Raoul 11/21/09 Final Reflection Through this course I have learned both the obvious and the subtle. In regards to the obvious, my eyes have been opened to the history in detail of the civil rights movement, the leaders, and the struggles of the people under their leadership. I have learned dates, names, places, and facts. In regards to the subtle, perhaps the more important things students absorb and take with them throughout their lives, I have felt the cries, the joy, the hope, the violence, and the peace. I have learned the valuable lessons that history exists to teach us, and have been left with the knowledge, as Martin Luther King once said, “that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars.” Never before this class did I delve past the shallow surface of the civil rights movement that my primary school years taught me. I thought that the basics were substantive enough at capturing what this movement was, what this movement meant, what this movement changed. After this class I realized my knowledge of this crucial period of our history was missing names, faces, and the complete struggles of the African Americans and the mostly white government. Looking back at my critical reflections about the episodes in the documentary and the textbook chapters, I can see my evolution as I have delved deeper. My first observation was that a common theme in the earlier episodes of the documentary was that whites viewed themselves as above the law, especially in the South. It aggravated me that as African Americans made advances for themselves in the law, starting with the desegregation of schools, that the local government officials denied them the rights they had just won. My naivete regarding the government, both at the national and state level working symbiotically together, was quickly shattered. For example even though Brown Vs. the Board of Education ended segregation in schools, this transformation from segregation to desegregation was not automatic, and Governor Orval Faubus did everything he could against the Little Rock nine to keep them from integrating the high school. This discrepancy between law and action happened again with the desegregation of busses, and the finding of Emmett Tills murderers as “not guilty.” However, hope was shortly restored to me when I found out that what is right will finally be made right, and what is the law, eventually becomes the law. Watching the documentaries made me take notice that I did not have to fret for the people of the civil rights movement too much, because they were strong, persistent, and what one experienced or fought for, they all experienced and fought for. “Indignity suffered alone is debilitating; indignity shared can transform itself into power” (Williams 60). As the documentary and chapters progressed I watched as Martin Luther King’s leadership of nonviolence took shape, and many African American’s held strong, even in jail cells. I watched as great marches took place that changed the America we know today. I witnessed unbearable injustice in the South, especially Mississippi, with high murder rates and racial brutality, mixed with moments of humanity in the fact that African Americans and whites could co-exist. I watched as Medgar Evers was assassinated, then Malcolm X, then Martin Luther King, then Robert Kennedy, until there almost seemed no hope at all. I saw black power begin to resonate more with the youth, than King’s teachings of nonviolence. However, through every struggle whether between African Americans and whites, the civil rights movement and the government, or from within the different organizations and leaders of the movement, change was evident. I realized that without cooperation, determination, hope, and action none of the progress in civil rights for African Americans could have been made. Power was in their possession. Outside of the facts, and the story of this tumultuous, beautiful, and powerful movement in history, this course made me investigate and explore the current injustices in the world. I have seen commonalities between the injustice of inequalities for African Americans, and the injustices that plague the world today, such as the unequal rights of homosexuals, and the suffering of the children in Africa caught in a war beyond their control. I have found moral leaders of today who possess the same caliber of commitment, passion, and humanity as the moral leaders of the civil rights movement. I have connected the past to the present. This course began for me when my best friend, Robert Stone, encouraged me to take this class saying, “Take it! Professor Mar is amazing.” Ironically it ends with the passing of this dear friend. So in final reflection I have him to thank. The youngest and most selfless, passionate, driven moral leader I have ever known to grace our present. He fought for injustices, and inspired me, along with every one he came in contact with to always be conscious, educated, and to always do what is right. This course has taught me through the history of the civil rights movement, that today injustices still prevail, and humanity is still a concern for all, and that moral leaders arise when needed most, whether far away, or people we spend everyday with. I have been inspired by this course to be an active and aware global citizen, to create peace, and spread humanity. King wisely pointed out, “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.” We are one world, we are all citizens of it, and together we can conquer injustice, just as the African Americans came together to conquer their own personal injustices. I leave this course more aware of the importance of knowing our history, and more conscious of changing the world.