List of Authors and Illustrators Team: Kambala 7A 2 Arabella Redhill Ariana Mehrotra Coco Welsh Georgia Porteous Jaimee Masnick Lulu Miskin Sarah Kanuk Sonja Lin Taylor Mason Tomalin Jenner Copyright Published by Kambala Team 7A, 794 New South Head Road, Rose Bay, NSW 2029. Copyright © 2014 Kambala. All rights reserved. This book is copyright. Apart from any fair dealing for the purposes of private study, research, criticism or review, as permitted under Copyright Act, no part may be reproduced by any process without written permission. Enquiries should be made to the publisher. Parameters Given By KSPFBC Primary character 1: Butcher Primary character 2: Newspaper seller Non-human character: Crocodile Setting: Construction site Issue: Bullying Random Words: Hectic, Fascinating, Cantankerous, Furry, Curious 3 Dedication This book is for all those who need their own Esperanza; you may not realize it yet, but hope is always with you, you just have to believe in yourself, and have hope. 4 Table of contents List of authors ......................................................................................... 2 Parameters ............................................................................................... 3 Copyright ................................................................................................ 3 Acknowledgements ................................................................................ 4 Table of contents ..................................................................................... 5 Chapter 1 ................................................................................................. 6 Chapter 2 ................................................................................................. 9 Chapter 3 ................................................................................................. 11 Chapter 4 ................................................................................................. 13 Chapter 5 ................................................................................................. 15 Chapter 6 ................................................................................................. 17 Chapter 7 ................................................................................................. 19 Chapter 8 ................................................................................................. 21 Chapter 9 ................................................................................................. 23 Chapter 10 ............................................................................................... 25 5 Chapter 1 Alaska Leval hated school. She hated it with a passion. She was spat on, teased and taunted. How can people be so heartless and cruel? Today her school “friends” had given her the gorgeous arrangement of tousled hair, ripped clothes and a smile turned upside down. Her pale face complemented her black eye by making it stand out even more. One of her hazel eyes had swollen shut and her other leaked tears. Her choppy black hair streamed out behind her as she peddled on her cherry-red bicycle. She replayed the scene in her head with distress. Today at school was one of the worst. After second period she had tried to stay near the teacher by asking about the lesson, but that was unsuccessful as Miss had just brushed her off. After that, Alaska had sprinted to the toilet block, hoping to avoid Riley, Elizabeth and Melissa. She clambered into the toilet stall, slamming the door and sliding the lock closed. She shut the toilet seat and sat on it, neatly opening her lunch that her father had thoughtfully made. She had tidily pulled out her sandwich - salami and lettuce - and tried to sigh with relief. Instead what came out was a strangled sob. Alaska leaned her head against the wall and wept silently, allowing her sorrow to overcome her for a moment. Why must it be like this? She had wondered. This had been happening for months. 6 Unfortunately, the bathroom door audibly creaked open and fear trembled through Alaska’s already pale hands. The little colour, which was in her face, drained. “Are you there, Ally?” Elizabeth’s voice rang out and echoed through the bathroom, coaxing a sob from Alaska. She could almost feel Elizabeth’s mouth twist into a sneer. “Are you okay?” This was their routine. They would be “nice” so that they would not get into too much trouble with the teachers, especially when others could hear. Then they would attack. It would be hectic. “G-Go away!” Alaska had spluttered, terrified. “Oh, Alaska.” The doors of the stalls either side of her groaned as they opened slowly. Footsteps stepped onto the toilet seats. Alaska was shaking now, frantically trying to put her meal away so that she could run. “Boo.” Elizabeth and Melissa’s heads popped up on either side of Alaska, smiling viciously. Tears fell to the floor and Alaska had shaken uncontrollably. Hands reached down and plucked Alaska’s lunch from her lap. “A sandwich? What is this? Primary school?” Cackling filled the air. Her meal fell to the floor; the food that Alaska’s father could barely afford and had taken time to make. Alaska stood up suddenly and unlatched the door, swinging it open and running straight into Riley. He wrapped his arms around her, trapping her. Elizabeth and Melissa quickly joined him and he pushed her into the door behind her. Elizabeth’s pink skin and bleached hair contrasted to Riley’s dark skin and black hair. Melissa had a tanned complexion and her brown hair framed the evil look on her face. Alaska backed away in a hurry, hit her head on the wall behind her and tripped over the toilet, haunting laughter was coming from the people in front of her. Tears flowed freely. Fists crashed and blood was shed. Crimson and salty liquid mixed together on the floor of the tiled bathroom. Alaska had fled. She had grabbed her bicycle and left. Chortling about horrible actions echoed in her head and ears as she left. “Coward, coward, coward,” Alaska kept telling herself. She thought 7 that she was a coward for leaving and not fighting, but that never could have ended well. So here she was, peddling through the town on her bicycle. She started her work early. She savagely threw her newspapers onto the doorsteps of all the houses in the suburb. She then felt that she did not want company, or rather, she did not want to face rejection or neglect. Alaska rode to an abandoned construction site and passed the bridge leading to the city. Her father had warned her not to cross that bridge. But a temptation was pulling her across. A woman, with similar features as herself, beckoned. “Mum?” She smiled. Perhaps this is my mother, the girl thought, Perhaps she has returned. Alaska’s mother had left when she was a child. Alaska steered onto the bridge. About halfway across, she stumbled. A loose nail had popped her tire. Upon examining the problem, the woman disappeared. Alaska stood up. She screamed, partly because of the loss of the woman and partly because of the physical pain caused to her already injured form. The old wood had given way to the weight of Alaska’s body as she fell through the bridge. 8 Chapter 2 Alaska was scared. She had fallen in a heap on the floor of a dark cave that smelled stale and musty. A creek with a dismal amount of water ran through the center of the cave. Sunlight shone through cracks in the crumbly, coal black walls. On the other side of the cave was a ladder leading back to where she had come from. The stone of the cave was wet and slippery. Furry moss grew in cracks of the wall. Faint sounds of water dripping on stone echoed through the dusty cavern. Pushing up from the cold ground, she noticed a few cuts on her arms and legs from her fall from the bridge. She continued to the ladder, but as she came closer, she felt her pendant heat up against her chest. Confused, she pulled the golden pendent out of her top, and stared at it. The pendent had her family’s symbol on it - a triangle within another triangle, with a line coming out of each side - and was glowing a faint green. It was warm to the touch, and as she looked at it, she thought she saw a flash of green somewhere to her left. Her eyes were drawn to the flash, and becoming curious, she walked towards it. Her curiosity led her to a stone room that held beautiful stone paintings on its ancient walls. They were fascinating, eerie and symbolic, but their meaning was unknown to Alaska. Some of the paintings resembled scarred eyes and silhouettes. She ran her hands along the walls, letting her fingers get caught in the wall’s cracks. She looked at the paint and wondered how old the paintings might be. It made her feel insignificant, and wonder if she would ever be important to anyone. Then her eyes set on the glow that had originally caught her eye, and was astonished to find that it was her family symbol. 9 Gasping, she attempted (unsuccessfully) to yank her pendant off of her neck. Furiously, she unclipped the rusty clasp. She held the golden chain in her bruised hand, and shaking, held it against the painting. The drawing was the exact size of her pendant. How is this possible? She thought to herself. We are just a small family from outside of Darwin… She moved the pendant so it rested directly overtop of the drawing. Suddenly she heard a screeching noise, and her pendant sank into the wall. 10 Chapter 3 The pendent clicked into place. The outline of the symbol glowed a vivid green, and there was a quick flash of light. Alaska covered her eyes, startled, before the bright light died down. She peered anxiously at the pendent. It was still locked in place, glowing eerily in the darkness of the cave. Alaska looked around anxiously, looking for anything that had changed while the strange light was flashing. But there was nothing. She prodded the shining necklace, and it clattered to the ground. As she bent down to pick it up, she noticed a quiet growling sound. Alaska’s blood froze. She knew that sound. Her father, who was a butcher, had warned her many times about the deadly creatures. One had nearly killed him, anyway. After going fishing in a small dingy, the mighty beast had dragged his boat under the water and taken all his fish. He was lucky to survive, and came back with a massive scar down his thigh. Alaska took a shaky breath, turning around to face the crocodile. She stood as still as a statue, her hands shaking. If she could just take two steps towards the ladder, she could make a run for it. As she lifted her foot, the crocodile growled louder. She couldn’t see the crocodile very well, but she could just make out deadly teeth poking out from its’ powerful jaws, the sharp claws digging to the damp soil. A colossal scar was scraping down his left eye, as if it was crying, but the worst part was the eyes. Its scarlet-red eyes shot daggers that penetrated her strength. Her heart thrashed in her chest, and every muscle and bone in her body gave one word to her: run. She lowered her foot to the ground, not caring what small insects she may have squashed. The beast groaned again, this time louder. He took a step towards her. Alaska would almost rather have the whole 11 school bullying her than be standing in that very spot. Almost. She reached backwards with her hand, trying to touch the rusty ladder leading to safety. As Alaska's hand closed around the metal, relief washed over her, and she had a glimpse of hope that she might get out alive. But that thought disappeared as soon as the crocodile charged straight at her. Alaska cried out and raced up the greasy ladder. When she got to the top, the bright daylight blinded her, and she squinted. She stumbled across the rickety bridge, her heart still beating wildly in her chest. The crocodile was nowhere in sight, but Alaska could still hear the low growling of the monster. That was close. As Alaska staggered towards her rusty bike, she looked into the murky water of the angry river. She saw a glimpse of a bleached tail, and realized that the crocodile was pure white. It was an albino crocodile. Alaska stuck a Band-Aid against the punctured wheel as a make-shift patch, and stood it up, looking back at the river. As the creature slid into the depths of the water, Alaska knew that she would see it again. And next time, she would not be afraid. 12 Chapter 4 Alaska pedaled furiously on her rickety bike. The sun was almost down, and she still had four newspapers to deliver. The trees rustled in the gentle summer breeze, and kookaburras laughed on the silhouettes of gum trees. As Alaska turned the corner of the gravel path, Elizabeth’s house came into view. Alaska ducked her head, but it didn’t work. “Hey, Ally!” shrieked Elizabeth. Alaska kept pedaling. “Do you want to come to Alaska with me and Riley!” she cackled. Alaska ignored her, and chucked the newspaper into the three remaining houses. “Or are you too busy lurking in the toilet cubicles?” Alaska ignored the nasty comments and focused on the road in front of her. She pedaled her bike around the last corner, still listening to the shrieks of laughter from the bullies. She jumped off her bike and wheeled it inside their shop and home. The sign read ‘Leval Butchery.’ Alaska walked through the front door of her house and rested her bike against the wall. Her dad was busy inside selling meat to a customer. He was wearing a pale blue apron. His shaggy black hair was falling into his face, and his bright green eyes were concentrated on he fresh meat he was wrapping. When he was finished serving, he came over to his daughter and sat down. “Hey, Alaska! How was school?” Steven asked cheerfully. He had sold a lot of meat that day, and he was in a very good mood. Alaska nodded her head slowly. 13 “It was alright, I guess,” she sighed, wishing that it were true. Her dad nodded, sensing her sadness. “Well, I’m making honey-soy-chicken tonight, your favourite!” he declared. The bell on the door rang and some customers entered, chatting merrily to each other. “Well, I better get back to work,” said Steven, before getting up to serve the customers. “Oh, and hopefully I will be able to have dinner with you tonight.” he added with a smile. He walked away, leaving Alaska with her thoughts. She didn’t bother telling him about her encounter with the crocodile. Alaska pulled out her Spanish workbook and started to do her homework. But she couldn’t stop thinking about that mysterious crocodile. She actually hoped she would see it again. Hope. Alaska liked that word. She started copying the text in the booklet. ‘Espero que el mundo sea algún día un mejor lugar,’ she copied. ‘I hope that someday the world will be a better place.’ There it is again. That word, ‘hope’. What was that word for hope in Spanish? Esperanza, that was it. Alaska smiled happily, knowing what to call the creature. ‘Esperanza’, meaning hope. 14 Chapter 5 Alaska’s encounter with Esperanza had boosted her confidence but not by much. After dropping off the morning papers, she cycled to school at a lazy pace. She even considered stopping to smell to flowers that she passed to fulfill the famous saying, but then realized how impractical that was as she would then be late for her classes. When she reached the school gates, she tied up her bike at the metal with her special lock and walked through the archway, and straight into Elizabeth. Alaska peered over her shoulder, saw Miss and smiled sincerely at the bully in front of her. “How are you, Lizzy?” She asked, being over-the-top. Alaska knew that either Elizabeth would not hurt her, or would and get in trouble. Elizabeth glanced at what, or rather who, Alaska was looking at. She smiled and waved to Riley who immediately distracted the teacher as Melissa, who was posed behind Alaska, yanked her short hair and Elizabeth punched her in the face. Onlookers either gazed pitifully at Alaska, or snickered. Nobody stopped to help. Alaska crashed against the gate and watched as Riley and the hope of help entered the school building. Fists and feet collided with her body. She felt the pain and curled into ball, protecting her head with her arms. Between her fingers she saw caught a glimpse of white, reptilian skin. Alaska’s eyes widened in surprise; she uncovered them. There, a few meters from her was her beloved Esperanza. A feeling of confidence pumped through her veins. A need to reinforce her dignity surged into her mind. Hope was eminent within Alaska. She stood up and punched Elizabeth with a fistful of words. She sprinted into the building and into the nurse’s office, claiming to 15 have the flu. Alaska was the grasps of school 16 allowed to escape with a sick leave. Chapter 6 Alaska rode her bike to Leval Butchery, reminiscing about the day. She could not believe she had had the courage to say what she had said to Elizabeth. She laughed out loud; the wind on her black eye felt good for once. She reached the butchery, and threw her duck-taped bicycle in the back of the shop. “Hi dad,” she said as she reached the front of the store. “How was school?” he asked gruffly. She knew he expected her to lie, but for once she spoke the truth. “It was interesting,” she said. Her dad looked surprised but didn’t say anything. Until he saw her swollen eye. “What happened?” he demanded, pointing his latex-gloved finger near her eye. “Oh, that? I just … er … I … um … fell?” she said eloquently. “In that case, put on some latex gloves and help me start this order,” he replied. Alaska silently thanked him for not being able to detect lies. Alaska did as he asked, and joined him in the back of the shop. She decided then that she would talk to her father about what had been on her mind since the first time she had encountered the abandoned construction site - her mother. “Dad,” she began, “I was just wondering … could you tell me anything about … my, er … mum?” Her dad put down his knife and stared blankly at the wall. Alaska knew it wasn’t the best decision to ask; it was obvious that this question had struck a nerve. “Your mother was a very beautiful and rich woman,” he started, blankly, “She left me after you were born. She had been wonderful, until the time she left, when she became cantankerous and selfabsorbed.” 17 Alaska didn’t know what to think. This was the first bit of information she had ever learned about her mother, but she didn’t exactly like what she heard. Her dad was still staring blankly at the wall, reflecting on his memories of her. “What was her name?” she asked quietly. “Dora Mocoso,” he whispered back, “She was Spanish. I’m sorry, I can’t talk about her, but I think it’s time you learned more about her. Her diary is in the attic.” Immediately she took off her gloves and ran up the stairs, two at time. When she reached the top, she opened the attic door, and peered inside. She stood in the doorway and pulled the cord that turned on the light. She slowly walked towards the back of the room, where she assumed her mother’s diary would be. She found a box labeled “Dora,” and opened it as if it were a bomb. Inside it was empty, except for a framed photograph and a diary. Alaska pulled the diary out of the box and handled the book with a delicate touch. It was fascinating to her. She opened the diary and began to read… 18 Chapter 7 January 14, 1984 Dear Diary I have just moved to Australia. It is a terrible country, not even half as good as Spain. I am positive that I will hate it with a passion. My parents insisted that moving would be good for me, and that I would make wonderful new friends, and have a great life in a new country, but I believed otherwise. I don’t know why I have moved, though my parents say it is because Australia is a wonderful place, full of opportunities. I have just turned 15, and I was looking forward to becoming a woman in Spain, and getting married. My life was full of possibilities, and I am angry that I may never get to experience them. ~Dora As Alaska read, she realized that her dad had been right about her - her mother had always been rude just like he said. She had hoped that her mother would be kind and gentle, but she was happy to have a mother at all. Alaska hoped that she could find her mother 19 and talk to her about her life. She could tell her about her dad, the bullies at school, and everything else. Alaska was determined to look for her mother as soon as she had finished reading this diary. As she read on, she found a letter to her father. 22 Solomon Avenue August 22, 2000 Dear Steven, This is our daughter, Alaska. She was born last year. I’m sorry I had to send her back to you, but when she came, I just couldn’t handle it. I ran away to the city, and just last month, I had another child with another man. But this time, I had a son, named Kevin. I was overjoyed, and I love him so much. I wonder what is happening to my daughter now? It hasn’t even been a year, and I hope that you haven’t told her the truth yet. She wouldn’t understand, anyway. She’s only a child. But I now live in a beautiful house with a beautiful child. I have all that I need. So when you read this letter, do not be mournful, but look forward to the future, as I will be looking forward to mine. Maybe we will cross paths one day, but until then, goodbye. Regards, Dora Mocoso 20 Chapter 8 Alaska slipped her mother's diary into her basket, arranging the newspaper rolls so they would hide the diary from sight. It was finally the weekend, and she could go to the city to find out about her mother. The diary had been helpful, and Alaska was determined to find her mother. As she pedaled across the bumpy dirt track, the sky swirled into purple mass, and lightning speared the plump, fluffy clouds. Cold, heavy rain started to tumble down, like shining diamonds dropping from the heavens. Alaska rode her bike in the rain until she came to the deserted construction site. She rode across the old bridge that led her to the city. This time, Alaska was careful to dodge any sharp nails that might puncture her wheels, and avoided any weak wooden boards. She glanced at the river, swirling furiously in the stormy weather. There was her friend, Esperanza, slithering through the gloomy water, not bothered by the angry waves. Alaska smiled to herself. She had grown to like the crocodile, and she was happy to see him. She hopped off her bike and dragged it across the rest of the way, finally coming to the end of the bridge. She looked one last time at the river, just in time to see Esperanza slip beneath the water. Alaska walked through the umbrella of trees, which revealed the loud and frightening city. Cars and buses swerved past her, and Alaska stumbled off the busy road. People in business suits walked past her seriously, with their phones firmly pressed to their ears. Alaska reached into her basket and pulled out the diary. She flipped through the stained 21 pages until she found the address, 22 Solomon Avenue, scribbled into the last couple of pages. She looked up at the street signs, and saw that the sign read, Solomon Avenue. This was it. Alaska was finally going to meet her mother. 22 Chapter 9 Here it is. Alaska gazed at a small blue house with yellow trim. It had a welltrimmed garden. It was cute and pretty. It looked expensive and furnished. It was so different to Alaska’s style of living. This excited her, though. She thought that perhaps this was how she would be living soon enough. She, her mother and just maybe her father would live happily in this expensive house, free of Riley, Elizabeth and Melissa. They would live in a beautiful harmony. Alaska would live in the loving embrace of her mother and father’s arms. She would be forever joyful and forever loved. With this image shining in her mind, Alaska skipped up the stairs like she was a little girl again. All she wanted was to see and feel her mother. To hear a soothing voice and smell a motherly smell, whatever that might be. She knocked on the door with a cheerful pattern. She straightened her dress, wanting to be looking her best for her mother. A boy about her age answered the door. “Could I please see Dora Mocoso?” she asked He nodded and soon a middle-aged woman answered the door. She had black hair, pale skin and was tall and lanky. She had no motherly cookies waiting. No apron. She had no smile to match Alaska’s. She had no excited gleam in her eye. No tears of unbelieving joy. Instead she wore a crisply ironed business suit, accompanied with an impatient frown. Alaska had apparently stared in disappointment too long, for the woman, Dora, broke the silence. “Hello.” The word was as crisp and sharp as her suit. It reflected her obvious agitation. Alaska cleared her throat, “Uh… Hi. I’m Alaska.” 23 A flash of fear rang across her face, before quickly being covered up. This made Alaska very confused. This was not apart of the scene she had created in her mind a thousand times before. “I-I’m your daughter.” She checked the address and nodded to herself. “I am.” “I h-have no daughter.” Dora Mosoco was not a good liar. Heat rushed to both of their faces. Alaska tried extremely hard not to cry, but a lump settled in the back of her throat. “You do, though!” she nearly shouted, “I’m here!” The woman clearly knew that her lie did not work. “Look sweetie, I do not want a daughter. I never did.” The lump broke, making tears flow into her eyes and down her cheeks. “Why don’t you go home now? Hmm?” Alaska nodded and took a step backwards, tripping over the few stairs, landing on her back. The woman took steps forward to assist, but Alaska was already running. She ran straight into Esperanza. She wasn’t even surprised. She slid to the ground next to the crocodile, not acknowledging the bizarre fact that an albino crocodile was in the middle of the city of Darwin, and allowed herself to sob and weep in despair. 24 Chapter 10 Alaska rode her bike home in a sorrowful silence. Her mother had rejected her. It felt like a she had been stabbed in the heart; her dreams had been crushed. Her imaginative scene had not coexisted with reality. Everything had gone wrong. She might have even destroyed the relationship she had with her father. She had mistreated such a delicate connection. As Alaska rode back, she listened to the rattle of the bicycle chain. Her tears had dried out but the lump in her throat rebuilt itself. The city’s scares no longer frightened her. This was mostly because her mind had travelled to other places. Places, for example, like her disappointing mother. Places like her father. Places like Esperanza. As she rolled in front of her father’s shop, Steven ran out and stared at her. No words were exchanged as Alaska ran to her father’s open embrace. Neither person wanted to ever let go. Steve closed the shop early and the rest of the afternoon was spent in the company of the two Levals. They had all that they needed right then and there. The next morning, Alaska decided that she would visit Esperanza again, after, of course, she dropped off the morning papers. She hurriedly finished her job, collected her salary and was on her way. She reached the opening to the cave and climbed into the space, known only to her and Esperanza. She stood and waited for the pale body to break to surface of the gleaming black water, and thought about how the albino animal had helped her, comforted her, and given her hope. Esperanza was never seen again, not in all the days Alaska waited, but he lingered with Alaska forever, in her mind, as he always had. He existed, in fact, only in her mind; no one knew of the 25 beautiful animal Alaska had come to know. She knew that because of him, she would always have hope. She would always have her Esperanza. 26 “This is a sad story that follows the tale of a young girl desperate to find her mother. It is a story filled with hope and Esperanza!” – Ms O’Rouke 27