MY LAST COMMENT ABOUT A CHURCH I have wrote many articles and have read many things regarding the LDS church. Some good and mostly some bad things. The last book that I read is titled “Quest for the Gold Plates”. I am just going to use some words written in the book and this will be the end of my quest to discredit the validity of the claims of the LDS church. I have decided to take a positive stand and start to make faith promoting statements about things that I am still learning and teachings that I am being currently taught. Somebody once told me that what matters most in life is the relationship that we can have with our creator. Whatever means we can use to accomplish that is worth pursuing. Whether that be to be a member of any church or not. It is what you practice and not what you hear that matters most in life. May each and every one of us find what they are looking for in this life, this is my prayer. Thomas Stuart Ferguson spent about 50 years of his life on his exploratory journeys to Mexico and Guatemala in search of the archaeological remains of Book of Mormon peoples. He established the prestigious New World Archaeological Foundation to excavate in Mesoamerica, assisted through the generous funding provided by the LDS Church. At first the first presidency was reluctant to provide any funds but with the help of J. W. Marriott eventually they did. We will learn later on why they were hesitant. He was convinced that these scientific excavations would bring forth startling archaeological confirmation of the Book of Mormon. His faith was sorely tested, for the evidence was not forthcoming. Also, he was deeply disturbed by the discovery and translation of the Joseph Smith Egyptian papyri, since these ancient documents were shown to have nothing to do with either the Book of Abraham or the little-known Book of Joseph. He became what is known as a closet doubter. He was convinced that confirmation of the physical reality of the Book of Mormon civilization would be forthcoming through archaeological discovery. He expressed to the First Presidency his fervent beliefs and the unique position of the Book of Mormon as a historical document subject to scientific verification. He also believed that Joseph Smith was the first prophet, and the only prophet, to reveal the lost and forgotten history of ancient cities of stone. He stated to the First Presidency that the Book of Mormon is either fake or fact. If fake, the cities described in it are non-existent. If fact-as we know it to be-the cities will be there. Sorry to say the cities were not found. He conducted many tests to prove that what the Book of Mormon stated was true, but they showed the opposite. The plant-life test showed no evidence of barley, figs, grapes, or wheat. The animallife test also showed no evidence of ass, bull, calf, cattle, cow, goat, horse, ox, sheep, sow, or elephants. The metallurgy test showed no evidence of bellows, brass, breast-plates, chains, copper, gold, iron, ore, plow-shares, silver, swords, hilts, engraving, and steel. The script test showed no evidence of cuneiform, Hebrew, or Egyptian. There were also no wheels, carriages, carts, chariots, or glass. Ferguson’s quest did not follow a straight course. He lived his life as a dedicated Latter-day Saint, expecting with the certainty of the true believer that he would find archaeological proof of the historical authenticity of the Book of Mormon. However, the physical evidence he looked so diligently for did not come forth. In the end, he was theologically shipwrecked less by the failure to find persuasive archaeological support for the Book of Mormon than by his encounter with independent translations of the Joseph Smith Egyptian papyri. Though his ship ran aground, it did not sink, and he managed to salvage what he felt were its essentials. He died a wise and tolerant person, understanding the importance of myth in human affairs….he understood and appreciated the good qualities of the LDS Church and its community of believers. Throughout the last thirteen years of his life he was a broad-minded humanist. In the most-recent letter to have been discovered, he explained his position: “Now that my eyes have been opened…., I see more clearly into many other conflicts and problems the Prophet(Joseph Smith) had, and have conviction that he was a phony with lots of meritorious ideas. I have decided not to attack him openly-in my opinion, now, all religions are man-made, and most of them do more good than harm-so let them be.” If one were a satisfied, active Mormon, Ferguson would not want that person to change. If one decided that the Book of Mormon was composed by Joseph Smith, he counseled him/her to stay in the LDS Church and keep quiet, in order to enjoy the benefits of being a member. If one could not follow this path but felt the need to leave the LDS Church, he encouraged that person to do so. If one were happy as an orthodox Christian, his advice was, stay that way. The bottom line of Ferguson’s position was that whatever works for a person and gives meaning to life was, by definition, good for that person. When I wrote “my thoughts” I personally agreed with him not knowing who this person was at that time. One may feel that Ferguson’s ideas are completely mistaken, or one may feel that his reconciliation of the conflict between faith and reason is a worthwhile solution. Given Ferguson’s own disillusionment, one must give him credit for having resolved the dilemma to his personal satisfaction, for he was at peace with himself and often spoke of the need to consider the Big Picture. He continued his church activity and he justified his sometimes waffling behavior on various social and cultural grounds. He saw many beneficial things in the religions of mankind, and Mormonism was to him the most useful-but no ultimately true. Though Ferguson doubted that Joseph Smith could translate Egyptian texts, though he repudiated the antiquity of the Book of Abraham, though he rejected the authenticity of the Book of Mormon, though he questioned that Joseph Smith or anyone else was a true prophet of God-still he considered the LDS Church to be wonderful fraternity, valued church activity and fellowship, sang in his ward choir, appreciated the moral principles of the Book or Mormon, developed a more tolerant attitude about the opinions of other, felt that religion served a genuine need in human life, found relaxation in working in the garden, and enjoyed life immensely. In fact Thomas Stuart Ferguson was playing tennis when a massive heart attack brought immediate death at the age of sixty-seven. His legacy is a commitment to the search for TRUTH and that set him free. If anybody would be interested in reading this book, I have it.