1 Earth Day Service Emilee Mroz Ever since I was a child, I have felt a strong kinship with nature. I had a rock, a rose quartz crystal, that I knew was magic. I have always loved animals and considered them equal in value and beauty as people. As a child, I traveled to different parts of the world, experiencing nature in many different forms. I lived in Australia as a young child and experienced the incredible flora and fauna. My family traveled to New Zealand, Fiji, Japan, Hong Kong, and Hawaii, all before I turned 10 years old. These experiences, and others I will tell you about, developed in me a strong love for the natural world, especially landscapes. What stands out for me even today is the juxtaposition of the good and the bad in the world. The good has always been the natural world, what is real and sacred, and the bad is all human-made, such as road kill, litter, pollution. As I get older, I feel compelled to focus on the good, while doing everything in my power to eradicate the bad. And for me, I accomplish that through education and awareness. And, I have a strong passion for rebuilding the bond between people and the natural world. I grew up in a loving family, in a tidy suburban neighborhood, and always had enough. I loved being outside, in my own special world, using my imagination. My mother encouraged my creativity, gentleness, and curiosity. As a young child, between ages 4 and 9, my family lived in New South Wales, Australia. During that time my senses were filled with bright colors, friendly neighbors who loved exploring and getting dirty, and incredible opportunities to experience diverse landscapes, from the Great Barrier Reef to the mountains of New Zealand. 2 My family returned to the United States when I was 9 years old. We moved to what was then a beautiful rolling landscape of farms and forests in Baltimore County, MD. Our house was tucked away from the busy streets, and had just enough woods behind it to be able to escape into another world. My next door neighbors had 10 kids, many of whom I played with over the years, staying out past dark playing flashlight tag and other group games. When I was in middle school, I became a Ridge Runner, or volunteer, at the Oregon Ridge Nature Center. This place is still one of my favorites in the entire world. My job as a Ridge Runner was to help care for the animals in the nature center, help maintain the trails and displays, and assist in leading hikes and special events. My favorite program there was the tapping of the maple trees and the sugar shack on site where they boiled the maple sap to make syrup. I can’t think of anything that smells better than the steam from boiling maple sap. For my 15th birthday, I asked my parents to let me go on a 16 day trip with Wilderness Ventures, a company that takes youth on recreational wilderness expeditions. My group went to Oregon, and went backpacking, whitewater rafting, and rock climbing. Leaving for this trip, I was a fairly timid, introverted girl, but coming back, I had a new passion for life and a stronger foundation and sense of self. On this trip I made new friends, and got to explore my courage and abilities. Since that trip, I have been backpacking, rafting, and hiking all over the country and look forward to doing much more! When it came time for me to go to college, I was certain I wanted to go to St. Lawrnece University. I was accepted with early acceptance. St. Lawrence is located in northern New York state, the closest being Ottawa, Canada. The moment I visited the school, I knew it was the place for me. The college is located within an hour of the Adirondack Mountains, which offered 3 unlimited recreation opportunities. I ended up majoring in Geology, which only deepened my love for landscapes and for nature in general. These experiences stirred in me a deep love for the Earth, from the earth beneath my feet to the mountains rising into the sky. I always have felts a much deeper than surface connection with the natural world, and now I can put my finger on it. I see what I know of as “Earth magic” in all of creation. In people, in water, in animals, in plants is a life force, a spirit that connects everything, and makes it sacred. My view of everything natural as sacred evolved, despite my rearing in a consumer family and culture. I had no shortage of toys, and I am aware now that my childhood travels were not light on the environment. My father worked for a multinational corporation, which did not faze me in any way until I became a young adolescent. I slowly became aware of animal testing, chemicals in products, and social injustices involved in multinational corporations. And I began to raise my voice; in my home at first, much to my parents’ distress and confusion, but then in public, with bumper stickers and in conversations. I realized at this time that many people did not share the same view as me. How could people be oblivious, or not care, about atrocities like animal testing, and in this day and age, fracking, which can contaminate our most basic sources of survival, water? I still struggle with these feelings, but know now that focusing on the positive, on what can be done, is the most useful way to spend my time and energy. My spirituality is deeply connected with my love for nature. I was raised a Christian and struggled with the imposed belief system for a long time. It was because of one of my best friends, Jennifer, who lives in Chattanooga, TN that my relationship with my Christian roots has been healed. She showed and shows me love in action. She lives the way Jesus did, as an example, fueled by passion and love for helping others and the world. Through environmental 4 advocacy and building of community, she to me is faith in action. At the same time, I resonate deeply with the roots of women and their sacred bond with the Earth, through herbal medicine, rituals honoring the natural world, the deep awe and respect, and much more. The deep, sacred relationship between women and the natural world appeals to me greatly, since I am part of that endless cycle. I embrace the ancient roots of human-earth connection, since it accepts and reflects what I know. I believe that many people yearn for this connection, but it has been repressed and denied and is not easily come by in our society. I am an open-minded person and practice my religion through my words, actions, and deeds, as Jesus and other great teachers did. I believe God is much greater than just what is in the Bible. God is in all existence. I believe I am here to help others see and know the magic and beauty of God, or the sacred, in nature. In the words of one of my favorite musicians, Michael Franti, “Life is too short to make just one decision, music is too large for just one station, love is too big for just one nation, and God is too big for just one religion!” My mother would say that I have always “beat to my own drum.” I spent many hours as a child by myself, immersed in a world of my own. I was raised in the suburbs in America and Australia, both industrialized nations. I grew up knowing and trusting “name brands” and not questioning the world around me. For some reason, that all changed. I began to notice what was wrong about the world around me, and all that was wrong was a result of humans. I noticed litter in the grass, animals that were hit by cars, the vacuum feeling of large buildings. I slowly began to question and not feel comfortable with the way things were. I am not sure what lead to this realization, but in my middle childhood I began to question what Daniel Quinn refers to in Ishmael as “Mother Culture.” 5 It seems to me that many people in our society take things at face value. They trust the media, the commercials trying to sell “things” that they “need.” In the Lorax, these are described as “thneeds,” or thing you think you need. I am far from perfect, but I make deliberate choices in the things I buy and consume to try and make the most responsible choice for the planet and for the people who are involved in producing the products. Simple steps, like carrying a reusable shopping bag, or using soap that is biodegradable are just a few things that anyone can do and that make a big difference. We are all connected, and so every action that we do does impact the greater world. What power we have that maybe we didn’t even realize! Many people are so immersed in technology and accumulating “things,” and are getting more and more disconnected from nature. I am currently working on finishing up my Masters degree in EE at Montreat College. I enrolled in this program because I want to learn how to break down the barriers that separate me from other people in regards to the natural world. I now understand more about the worldviews of people, and how oftentimes people have deeply seated beliefs that they do not want threatened. My role as an educator is to help people consider different viewpoints. This work is very challenging for me because I am so passionate; however, perhaps I was led me here so that I too can see a different perspective. I see myself as part of the movement towards living sustainably on the Earth. I carry with me deep love and respect for all of existence, and hope to share that light with those I meet. I regularly ask strength and guidance to do my best, to do what is right, and to be and do what I need to in order to make a positive difference in the world. I am blessed to have a physical body, a heart, mind, and spirit that allows me to see, think, and feel the way I do. With these blessings, I believe I am called go out into the world and do what I can to heal the human-nature connection that is suffering. In some ways, the task is very daunting, and is certainly not an easy 6 road. But, I believe that many great teachers have set a powerful example of how to stand up as a spiritual warrior, even if it means standing alone for what is right.