Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.27.07:in mem 1/27/07 1:12 PM Page 28 Donald Hall ’47: Life Work The new U.S. Poet Laureate reflects on his life in letters. Interview by Maggie Dietz AST JUNE, EXETER’S 1947 senior class poet became the nation’s poet.That’s when Donald Hall ’47 was named the U.S. Poet Laureate. Hall’s appointment, at age 77, made official something long understood: his stature as “one of America’s most distinctive and respected literary figures,” in the words of the Librarian of Congress, James Billington, who announced Hall’s selection. “For more than 50 years, he has written beautiful poetry on a wide variety of subjects that are often distinctly American and conveyed with passion.” Hall’s Exeter classmates would add at least 10 years to that figure. Don Hall was already writing poetry when he arrived at Exeter in 1944, and he soon became a fixture in, and then managing editor of, The Review, the Academy’s literary magazine. He went on to Harvard and Oxford, where, in 1953 he received the prestigious Newdigate Prize for his poem “Exile,” which would, two years later, become one of the title poems in his first book, Exiles and Marriages. During this same period, Hall served as poetry editor of The Paris Review. After further graduate study at Stanford, Hall began teaching at the University of Michigan, and his literary output grew to include not only his own poetry, but also anthologies and criticism, short stories, textbooks, essays on baseball and art, and the first of a half-dozen children’s books.Today, Hall’s collected works fill three shelves in the Academy Library’s Alumni/ae Collection. One of those books is String Too Short to Be Saved, Hall’s account of childhood summers spent on his grandparents’ N.H. farm. In 1975, Hall and his second wife, the poet Jane Kenyon, left Ann Arbor planning to “camp out for a year” at this same white farmhouse.They never left, and Eagle Pond Farm, Hall’s “place of all places,” became both their home and a wellspring for their work, including Hall’s books Kicking the Leaves (1978) and Seasons at Eagle Pond (1987). In 1988, his book-length poem The One Day won both the National Book Critics Circle Award and the Los Angeles Times Book Award. Then, in 1995, Eagle Pond Farm became a place of mourning. Just a few years after Hall survived a two-round bout with cancer, Kenyon died of leukemia. She was 47. Hall poured his bereavement—and his gradual rebirth—into three books of poetry and the memoir The Best Day The Worst Day. With his appointment as poet laureate and the publication of White Apples and theTaste of Stone: Selected Poems 1946–2006, the past year marked a significant new chapter in Hall’s life.This spring, he will return to Exeter as part of the Academy’s 75th Harkness Anniversary celebration, and will give a public reading on Monday,April 9. —Editor L Poet Maggie Dietz was the 2002–03 Bennett Fellow at Exeter. For more about Dietz, see page 35. 28 The Exeter Bulletin winter 2007 1/27/07 1:13 PM Page 29 BOB LAPREE Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.27.07:in mem The Making of a Young Poet There’s a moment you describe—in the poem “The Profession” and in other prose pieces and interviews—as the one in which you decided to become a poet.You’re 14, you’re in the Boy Scouts, and you have a conversation with a kid a couple years older than you. Do you mind telling that story? I went to Boy Scouts one day just to get out of the house—I was a desultory scout—and I took to talking with a 16-year-old scout, a sophisticated elderly boy who was probably there for the same reason.We were sort of bragging at each other, and I said that I had written a poem in study hall that day—this was when I was in public high school, before I came to Exeter—and he said,“You write poems?” I said,“Yes, do you?” And he said, amazingly,“It is my profession.” He had just quit school in order to devote himself full time to writing poems.This was in New Haven, CT, so he at 16 knew some 18-year-oldYale freshmen, and as a result I spent some time withYale men—old, old men—who knew modern poetry very well. Until then I had been writing pseudo-Romantic stuff. Donald Hall on the front porch of Eagle Pond Farm (above), his home since 1975, and in the 1947 Exeter PEAN (below). Right.You loved Poe. I loved Poe, and then I loved Keats, and I wrote in their diction. Suddenly I found modern poetry through my 16year-old friend and his Yale companions. So you were in high school for a couple years in Connecticut and then came to Exeter.What was that like? Exeter was a total shock, because my public high school was very bad. I immediately started flunking everything— everything, that is, except English. I know you have some mixed memories from your time here, but that you had some support from particular faculty members, such as English instructor Leonard Stevens and his wife, Mary. I was never in class with Leonard, but he was a dorm master in Hoyt Hall, where I had a single room. When he would come around to check us in, he’d take the time to talk with me about Gerard Manley Hopkins or William Butler Yeats or T.S. Eliot, and it was amazing. It was a very conservative faculty at winter 2007 The Exeter Bulletin 29 Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.23.07:in mem NAMES OF 1/22/07 8:34 PM Page 30 HORSES All winter your brute shoulders strained against collars, padding and steerhide over the ash hames, to haul sledges of cordwood for drying through spring and summer, for the Glenwood stove next winter, and for the simmering range. In April you pulled cartloads of manure to spread on the fields, dark manure of Holsteins, and knobs of your own clustered with oats. All summer you mowed the grass in meadow and hayfield, the mowing machine clacketing beside you, while the sun walked high in the morning; and after noon’s heat, you pulled a clawed rake through the same acres, gathering stacks, and dragged the wagon from stack to stack, and the built hayrack back, up hill to the chaffy barn, three loads of hay a day, hanging wide from the hayrack. Sundays you trotted the two miles to church with the light load of a leather quartertop buggy, and grazed in the sound of hymns. Generation on generation, your neck rubbed the window sill of the stall, smoothing the wood as the sea smooths glass. When you were old and lame, when your shoulders hurt bending to graze, one October the man who fed you and kept you, and harnessed you every morning, led you through corn stubble to sandy ground above Eagle Pond, and dug a hole beside you where you stood shuddering in your skin, and laid the shotgun’s muzzle in the boneless hollow behind your ear, and fired the slug into your brain, and felled you into your grave, shoveling sand to cover you, setting goldenrod upright above you, where by next summer a dent in the ground made your monument. For a hundred and fifty years, in the pasture of dead horses, roots of pine trees pushed through the pale curves of your ribs, yellow blossoms flourished above you in autumn, and in winter frost heaved your bones in the ground—old toilers, soil makers: O Roger, Mackerel, Riley, Ned, Nellie, Chester, Lady Ghost. From White Apples and the Taste of Stone: Selected Poems, 1946–2006 (Houghton Mifflin Company). Copyright © 2006 by Donald Hall. 30 The Exeter Bulletin winter 2007 that time.The general agreement was that Robert Frost was the only living poet and that modernists like Eliot and Pound and so on were all fakes. So it was wonderful to know Leonard, who not only loved their work, but had actually met both Eliot and Pound—he’d played tennis with Pound in Rapallo.We could talk about literature together, and gradually I became almost part of the Stevens’ household. Hall published his first book of poems in 1955 (center and right); as an editor of The Paris Review, he interviewed such poets as T.S. Eliot. Probably one of those teachers who thought Frost was the only living poet was one who was less supportive, who in fact subjected you to some ridicule… Absolutely. This was a man named Chilson Hathaway Leonard, who had a Ph.D. from Yale and knew a great deal about literature.When I arrived at Exeter, I was put in a slow English section as a new boy, but I got bumped up to an advanced class. Then I heard about the “Three Special” course that Mr. Leonard was teaching. I was an upper-middler, and getting into his course became a challenge to me. I brought some examples of my themes to Mr. Leonard and he allowed that they were sufficient. But he also told me that he had read my poems in the Phillips Exeter Review [a studentrun creative writing magazine] and he thought they were all garbage, and did I still want to be in his class. It was a challenge, and I took it. I entered his class, with by and large the brightest kids at the school, all of whom were probably in special classes in Latin, which I was flunking. They were good in class, not because they were especially literary, but because they were so smart. It was a good class. At the end of the first term, I pulled my E’s up to D-minuses so I could continue and come back, but in the middle of the winter term I flunked a couple of classes, including Latin. I was cut from the track team because of my grades and put in mandatory study hall. It was a very depressing time. Just before this happened, Mr. Leonard had assigned a free theme; you could do anything you wanted. And I was challenged, of course, and foolish, and I told him I wanted to submit my poems. He said, “You know what I think of your poems.” I said, “Yes.” And he said, “Well, go ahead if you want.”Then the grades came out, and at our next meeting he spent the entire class reading my poems aloud and ridiculing them in front of the brightest boys in school. Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.23.07:in mem 1/22/07 8:34 PM Page 31 WITHOUT FROM THE BEST DAY THE WORST DAY / PHOTO BY THE BOSTON GLOBE Also, he told them that I was flunking out—and at Exeter at that time we did not know each other’s grades. Unbelievable. It seems like particular cruelty. Incredible cruelty. Hall and his second wife, writer Jane Kenyon, had “a marriage of poetry” until her untimely death in 1995. It’s not the way it is around here now. No, I’m sure it’s not! Fifty minutes of nothing but my poems, one after another. At first the other boys laughed with the natural cruelty of adolescence—males stuck in the wilderness—but then they became quiet, too. It was just an extraordinary scene.We did no literature that day at all; we just did my childish poems.As we left the class, several of the students patted me on the shoulder; that was amazing, given the atmosphere of Exeter at the time, which was not generally supportive. I went back to my room and wept in rage and fury. I decided then that I would spend all of my time on poetry. It added the motive of revenge to my other ambitions. And years later, you had some revenge, right? Right—really there are two stories.Ten years after Exeter, I had published a book that was well-reviewed and my poems were in The New Yorker and so on.And it turned out that while I was his student, Mr. Leonard had frequently complained about me in the English department room.When I came back to read my poems at Exeter, his colleagues thought it would be funny to get him to introduce me. So he did, and I thought briefly of telling the story and getting revenge—but that was obviously tawdry. So I didn’t do it. It was much more subtle, the way the revenge came. It was unintentional. Later I wrote a piece in The New York Times Book Review about Wordsworth’s poem about daffodils, in which I came up with a theory of an underlying meaning in the poem, an unconscious meaning. Toward the end of the piece, I said, “Anybody who thinks my reading has spoiled the pleasure of the poem never really liked Wordsworth in the first place, but just a postcard that some English teacher handed around of daffodils blooming in the Lake Country.” I had no recollection of anybody doing that, much less Mr. Leonard, but a few days later he sent me that very postcard with a note saying,“Your fingerprints are still on it.” Because I had not intended the revenge, it was acceptable. we lived in a small island stone nation without color under gray clouds and wind distant the unlimited ocean acute lymphoblastic leukemia without seagulls or palm trees without vegetation or animal life only barnacles and lead colored moss that darkened when months did hours days weeks months weeks days hours the year endured without punctuation february without ice winter sleet snow melted recovered but nothing without thaw although cold streams hurtled no snowdrop or crocus rose no yellow no red leaves of maple without october no spring no summer no autumn no winter no rain no peony thunder no woodthrush the book was a thousand pages without commas without mice oak leaves windstorms no castles no plazas no flags no parrots without carnival or the procession of relics intolerable without brackets or colons silence without color sound without smell without apples without pork to rupture gnash unpunctuated without churches uninterrupted no orioles ginger noses no opera no without fingers daffodils cheekbones the body was a nation a tribe dug into stone assaulted white blood broken to shards provinces invaded bombed shot shelled artillery sniper fire helicopter gunship grenade burning murder landmine starvation the ceasefire lasted forty-eight hours then a shell exploded in a market pain vomit neuropathy morphine nightmare confusion the rack terror the vise vincristine ara-c cytoxan vp-16 loss of memory loss of language losses pneumocystis carinii pneumonia bactrim foamless unmitigated sea without sea delirium whipmarks of petechiae multiple blisters of herpes zoster and how are you doing today I am doing one afternoon say the sun came out moss took on greenishness leaves fell the market opened a loaf of bread a sparrow a bony dog wandered back sniffing a lath it might be possible to take up a pencil unwritten stanzas taken up and touched beautiful terrible sentences unuttered the sea unrelenting wave gray the sea flotsam without islands broken crates block after block the same house the mall no cathedral no hobo jungle the same women and men they longed to drink hayfields no without dog or semicolon or village square without monkey or lily without garlic From White Apples and the Taste of Stone: Selected Poems, 1946–2006 (Houghton Mifflin Company). Copyright © 2006 by Donald Hall. winter 2007 The Exeter Bulletin 31 Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.27.07:in mem 1/27/07 1:16 PM Page 32 I’m looking right now at a dashing photograph of young Donald Hall from the 1947 yearbook, and it says that one of your nicknames was “Itchy”— do you remember what that was all about? No, I don’t remember. (Laughs.) CONVERSATION’S AFTERPLAY At dinner our first night I looked at you, your bright green eyes, In candlelight. We laughed and told the hundred stories, Kissed, and caressed, and went to bed. “Shh, shh,” you said, “I want to put my legs around your head.” Green eyes, green. At dawn we sat with coffee And smoked another cigarette As quietly Companionship and eros met In conversation’s afterplay, On our first day. Late for the work you love, you drove away. Green eyes, green. From White Apples and the Taste of Stone: Selected Poems, 1946–2006 (Houghton Mifflin Company). Copyright © 2006 by Donald Hall. 32 The Exeter Bulletin winter 2007 It also says you had High Honors, so I guess those failing grades came up. They did. In fact, at the end of the first year, I shared a prize for improvement in Latin, and I only had a C—but that was coming up from an E. So, Exeter gave me a prize for improvement in Latin when I was only a C student. Eventually, I brought it up to a B. It sounds like the grades work differently now. Yes. One English teacher I had later told me that he had taught there for something like 18 years and in that time he had given three A’s. He was taking me aside to tell me that if I worked with a special diligence, I might get an A. I didn’t get an A, I got a B—but I was enormously flattered by his consideration.A’s were very rare. The ‘Cellar Hole’ Poets At 16, you attended the Bread Loaf Writer’s Conference at Middlebury, which really is extraordinary—you were the youngest poet there, by many years. I was the youngest ever there, as I believe. I love the way you talk about the first time you ever saw Robert Frost. On the first night there, I was attending a talk at the main assembly hall, and Frost wasn’t there. But during the speech, I looked out the window to the right—and this building was on (continued on page 114) LAMONT POET PORTRAIT: STEVE LEWIS Hall’s range as a writer extends well beyond poetry, to criticism, fiction, essays on baseball and art, and children’s books. In 1991, he returned to Exeter as part of the Lamont Poetry Series (right). Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.23.07:in mem 1/22/07 Donald Hall ’47: Life Work (continued from page 32) the top of a hill—and Frost was approaching it. First his head came out of the ground, and then the rest of his body. It was as if he were emerging from the ground. 8:41 PM Page 114 No. I think probably Collins is talking about something that has to do with tone— a straightforwardness—and the thing that I see is that often the straightforwardness is a boldness: rage or bawdiness or impatience. When I think of your book-length poem “The One Day,” I certainly don’t think “simplicity.” You spent time with him then, and at other times. Did Frost, in person, meet your expectations? He really did for me. He was very kind to me; he did not have that reputation always, but he was kind and he encouraged me. He read a prose book of mine called String Too Short to Be Saved (this was in Michigan years later), and he told me that because I had written that book I could do anything in poetry I wanted to do. Part of that remark was certainly that I wasn’t already doing it. Frost had—and at times still has—the popular reputation of being “simple.” He was very sophisticated and witty— and very competitive. One time when he was visiting Ann Arbor, where I was teaching at the University of Michigan,I pointed to a classroom and said it was the room where I taught. And Robert Frost, so many decades older than me, had to compete with me. He said, “They didn’t make me teach when I was here.” It was hardly a heavy remark; I just was amused. Billy Collins, one of your predecessors as poet laureate, said in his review of your new selected poems, White Apples and the Taste of Stone, that you write in a Frostian tradition. He cites “simple, concrete diction,” “no-nonsense sequence of declarative sentence,” and “simplicity.” I don’t really think these characteristics are part—or certainly not all—of a Frostian tradition. I don’t mean to take Mr. Collins’ words out of context, but I don’t think those characteristics define your work either. Not all of it.There are some poems that it could describe. For me, the miraculous style of Robert Frost had to do with the way in which he fitted the English sentence across the English line, his use of meter. When I use meter, which is fairly rarely, I don’t resemble Frost. 114 The Exeter Bulletin winter 2007 Yes. It would be. It’s a remarkable poem, and I think that maybe it reflects some of those qualities that Collins points to. Yes, I think so, too—I thought of it when you quoted him. I want to talk a little bit about what it was like to cull 60 years of poems into White Apples and the Taste of Stone. Very difficult. I made a sample manuscript and sent it out to three friends who could be counted on to read through so many pages. Several of them suggested poems that I had omitted; I added some poems from my friends’ recommendations. The poems are under different section titles; you didn’t arrange the poems by book, as they were originally published, but they’re roughly chronological. How did you decide on that arrangement? With the sections I could begin and end with a poem I found exemplary of the period and call attention to those poems. Also, there were so many revisions, poems that were published at one point but revised later, which fouled up the sequence. Hall’s Eagle Pond Farm has inspired poems, essays and even the front cover of one of his children’s books. No. By no means. When I think of a poem like “Without,” I don’t think of sequences of declarative sentences... No…A lot of people have made the comparison with Frost, and mostly it seems to come down to subject matter—writing about the abandoned farms of New England. Cellar holes. Cellar holes—yes! At Harvard, Robert Bly called me “the cellar hole poet.” When I was working with Robert Pinsky on the Favorite Poem Project, we received many letters about different poems you’ve written, but the most common beloved poem was “Names of Horses.” You’re a famous reviser; you even revise sometimes as you’re giving readings.You’ve said your poems sometimes go through hundreds of revisions. Revision for you seems more important to the writing process than the initial laying down of lines or words. Yes, the first drafts are uniformly horrible. Did you find yourself revising or wanting to revise poems for this collection? I did. Some of them were old ones, where I just took out the word “then” or the word “the,” tightening up a line when I’d had some word that didn’t really need to be there. There weren’t major revisions, but there were little ones here and there all the way through. With, and Without I hope we can talk a little bit about your marriage to Jane Kenyon. People are so curious about it. It’s probably the most famous marriage of poets since Sylvia Plath and Ted Hughes… Yes, and very different.We had our solitude Wi07_DonHall-poets_1.27.07:in mem 1/27/07 in the country, for instance, for 20 years of that marriage. The two of us lived very separate lives during the day when we were working in our separate rooms, and then got together midday. I would read to her in the afternoon, and we would sometimes play Ping-Pong, but then get back to work again late in the afternoon. It was a marriage of poetry; at night, we often talked about poets—things we were reading. That’s not all we talked about; we had a normal life, we had friends and we had our nap times. But it was a life of double solitude, as I’ve often called it. We both liked to be alone, and we were alone a great deal of the time. Sometimes in the morning we would meet getting another cup of coffee, and we wouldn’t even speak, we’d just sort of pat each other and go back to our work. It’s no wonder that people romanticize the marriage—it is romantic.Your lives were so integrated and close, and yet artistically distinct.You talk about the silence between you during times when you were working. Do you feel silences differently now at Eagle Pond Farm? They’re more pervasive. I have my ladyfriend with me right now, as a matter of fact, but she’s not here normally. She has children, and lives an hour away. Most of the time I am totally alone. What is your writing time like these days? I’m not writing much right now. Old age seems to have crept up on me. And people are constantly hounding you for interviews… Yes, yes…well not so much lately, but last summer it was every day. Do you still have a dog? No, no longer. Gus lived another five years after Jane did but then he had the usual problems with hindquarters and couldn’t get around anymore. I scattered his ashes on Jane’s grave, as I told her I would do. Many of the more recent poems in White Apples bubble with humor and new love; the tone is so changed from some of the more raw, really excruciating poems about grief in the collections Without and The Painted Bed. It’s been 12 years now almost [since Kenyon died]. 1:17 PM Page 115 The poems are fun…the old poet finally gets the girl! “Olives.” And“Conversation’sAfterplay”—I remember seeing it in The New Yorker a while back and being delighted by the delight in it. There’s even love—young people making love—at the grave in “Tennis Ball.” So, it’s quite a turn. How does it feel to you to have that as the conclusion of the book? It’s more of an affirmation of life and life continuing despite the grief and the horror of Jane’s death. But I didn’t plan it that way, my life took me that way and then I expressed it. I realized that it would be offensive to some people, but so be it. Eagle Pond Farm remains a joyful place for you. Yes. And you’re not going anywhere? I’m not going anywhere. The Writing Life When you originally arrived there in 1975 it was supposed to be for a year’s visit; you took a break from your tenured job at the University of Michigan, and then what happened? My grandmother died,at 97.When we were first moving into her house, she was in an old folks’ home with Alzheimer’s. We had been planning for a couple of years to take out a mortgage and buy the house after she died. At that time, we were just coming to camp out for a year, and then go back to teaching. But now the place was free to us. On about September,Jane started to say that she didn’t want to go back to Ann Arbor at all. She said that she would chain herself in the root cellar rather than go back,and I was moved. But I also had one child in college and one not yet in college and I was terrified about money. So I hesitated. But, in December, finally I made up my mind and wrote a letter to the University of Michigan resigning my position.They tried to spoil it by rejecting my resignation and giving me another year’s leave instead, but my mind was really made up.We had to go back to Ann Arbor to move out the following summer. The bookcases were built while we were gone, and we moved in. At first, I worried about money quite a bit. Every now and then the payments would be coming up and I wouldn’t have made any money.… But I worked very hard. I worked on children’s books and textbooks and anthologies and all sorts of things; I worked on magazine pieces, which I could then collect into books later. There were many years in which I published four books—maybe one was a revision of a textbook, maybe one a book of poems, another one a children’s book, whatever, all sorts of things, collections of essays. I worked all day, and I loved doing it. I told myself at the time that I was doing it to support Jane and me so that she wouldn’t have to get a job, and I could just write all day and cash in on it. I worked on poems first thing in the day, but after that I moved to other things that made money. Of course, I departed the farm from time to time to do poetry readings, which contributed to the family income. I was very busy, and I loved it. I loved the work. Quite a different life from the teaching life. Right. I could get sort of chilled out with working on poems, working an hour or two in the morning, but then I would pick up something very different, like an article for a magazine,and I would come alive again with a new task. I think that writing so many things helped me write so many things. You’ve had some milestones lately.The big book, and the laureateship, which feels like it was long in coming. It was kind of late in coming. (Laughs.) I’m feeling my old age. There are many misconceptions about the U.S. Poet Laureateship: that the poet is chosen by the President; that the position’s honorarium is funded by tax dollars; that the laureate writes poems for particular American occasions. All misconceptions. And the biggest one perhaps is that the poet laureate must have some project. But that isn’t true. It’s an honorary position, and the only duties of the laureate are to plan a reading series at the Library of Congress and to give a couple readings there. And choose a couple of fellowships. You’ve certainly done a great deal throughout your life. I’ll also be doing a series of poetry readings for the Bob Edwards show, which is on XM satellite radio. GIG winter 2007 The Exeter Bulletin 115