Can We Talk about God in Church? Meg Barnhouse, musician, writer and, as many of you know, senior minister over at First Unitarian Universalist Church of Austin, summarizes Unitarian Universalism like this, “No hell. At most one God.” It’s that “at-most-one-God” issue I’d like to talk about today. At one Unitarian Universalist church I attended, just using the word “God” in the sanctuary would have been akin to yelling “fire” in a crowded theater. Some folks would have screamed and rushed for the exits. It was a bit of an anti-church sort of a church group. Now, I would guess that among us in the sanctuary today, there are a number of varying beliefs and conceptualizations of the term, from non-theistic, humanist worldviews, to folks who hold some degree of agnosticism on the matter, to a variety of spiritualities that include some perception of divinity, some perhaps more metaphorically and some in actuality. So, it’s likely that within Wildflower Church, we have people with a variety of different spiritual and religious perspectives. 2 And I think that having all those differing religious ways of making meaning of the world and seeking that which is greater than us is terrific – it has the potential for helping us all to experience growth and transformation – if we talk about it – if we allow our varying perspectives to bump up against each other. Sometimes though, I worry that we may be afraid to engage in the conversation. We may be afraid that conflict could erupt or that our views might get dismissed if we let difference out into the open, especially around something as big and as sometimes controversial as words like “God” or “divine”. So, I let me start by saying that I have struggled with the concept of God. I have moved from the Southern Baptist conception of God I learned in my childhood, through rejecting those creeds and adopting a form of agnosticism in my adolescence and early adulthood. In my late twenties and thirties, I took on a sort of secular and scientific worldview that rejected any possibility of a God. After becoming a Unitarian Universalist and especially after entering seminary, I have been exploring alternative ways of understanding and reclaiming what I prefer 3 to call “the divine.” Recently, I have been learning about a perspective known as “process theory”, or “process theology” when applied to religion. Process theology grew out of the philosophical work of a British mathematician named Alfred North Whitehead in the early to midtwentieth century. In part, he was responding to new discoveries in physics, where at the most basic level, reality no longer seemed to function in the concrete, dualistic, machine-like way that much of Western thought had until then embraced. Later, Charles Hartshorne, a professor at the University of Texas here in Austin and a longtime member of First Unitarian Universalist Church of Austin, developed this theology further. A full explanation of process theology, much less quantum physics, is well beyond what we can cover this morning. However, there are a few core ideas that will be enough to help us get at how process theology conceives of God (or the divine), as well as where it may fit well with some of our Unitarian Universalist ideas and principles. 4 The first key concept is that process theology rejects the dualism of being or not being. Instead, it views humans, and indeed everything in the world and universe, not as discrete, unchanging, static things, but as processes that are always becoming, experiences that are always unfolding and evolving, so to speak. Now, bear with me for a bit as we dive right into some areas where process theory gets a bit heady and abstract. According to this concept, in this moment, I am not a being or an object, but a series of events unfolding – my experiences of the past, the possibilities available to me in the moment and the choices I make of those possibilities. But even as you have been listening to this, I made choices and became something new, and the Chris that spoke that prior sentence perished within the continual process of becoming, and so did the “you” who heard it! The physical world is like this also for process theory. The cells in our bodies, the molecules and atoms in all things are themselves ever changing processes of mixing, dividing, perishing and being replaced. 5 And now, let us pause for a moment to process all this process theology stuff so far. <<Pause>> Maybe we should all take a deep, cleansing breath before we plunge in even further. This really can be a difficult concept to hold onto because thinking of ourselves and really everything as processes rather than distinct objects is contrary to hundreds of years of Western thinking. I had something happen the other day though that helped me to grasp a little more easily this idea of always being in state of becoming, a process rather than an unchanging being. I have a beautiful young niece that I had spent a lot of time with when she was a child but who I had not seen in the last several years. Recently, she sent us an invitation to her graduation ceremony. On the front of the invitation was a photograph of this lovely young woman – the lovely young woman whom that little girl I once knew has become. The little girl I knew exists now only within the past experiences of the young woman in that photograph – my niece who is still even now a human process unfolding into her magnificent potential. <<PAUSE>> 6 This idea, that everything and everyone is a process of becoming, results in another central tenet of this theology – that the future does not exist. The future does not exist until we create it. As you and I and all of the creatures of the present moment make choices from among many available possibilities, we collectively create the next moment, the next event. As process philosopher C. Robert Mesle puts it, “…the future does not exist…you and I, the grass, the birds, the stars, even space itself – the entire universe – must be bursting into existence in each moment.” Revelation is not sealed, as our Unitarian Universalist theologian James Luther Adams famously said. How could it be when everything is continually coming into existence anew? Another core concept in process theology is that the events and processes that make up all of reality are by their very nature connected and interrelated. Theologian Monica C. Coleman describes this as follows, “…we do not have relationships. We are not discrete selves that can choose whether or not we want to relate to one another. Rather, we are relationships” because processes can only exist in relationships. 7 The web of all existence in our Unitarian Universalist seventh principle becomes absolutely essential and immensely complex from this perspective. Last March, I was standing on an outdoor platform in Chicago, waiting for the train that would take me to my class that morning. The platform was located under a street that ran across a bridge overhead, partially blocking the morning sun. Still, one, wide ray of sun was shining though, and it started snowing very, very lightly. Tiny, fragile snowflakes were being held aloft by a brisk wind, swirling in circles in the air. They danced through the bright ray of sunlight, reflecting it in dazzling patterns, as if thousands of miniature mirrors were whirling and casting their own small rays of light in almost infinite directions – tiny spirits dancing and floating and spreading light into their world. Needless to say, I was captivated, standing transfixed and enchanted until the sound of my train approaching drew my attention. I turned toward the sound of the train. As I did, I made eye contact with an elderly African American gentleman who was leaning on a carved wooden cane for support. 8 He smiled. There was a joyful glint in his eyes. I smiled back. Without exchanging a word, we both knew that we had both been mesmerized by the beautiful ballet of sunlight and snowfall. We both knew that we had somehow been profoundly moved by and connected through the experience. Riding in the train a few moments later, I could not help thinking that the potential for transformation exists within any moment. In that small, fragmentary sliver of time on a cold train platform in Chicago, I had understood that this person I had never meet and would likely never see again, was, like me, enmeshed in all the beauty and fragility and wonder and suffering and joy that life has to offer. I was reminded that this understanding is the place from which empathy and love flow. As that gentleman and I suddenly grasped, we are all interconnected in ways that we only rarely glimpse. We are relationships, bursting into existence in each new moment, with the potential for transformation offered to us within each of those moments. And this is where process theology posits a concept of divinity – divinity at work in this world and in this reality, not in some 9 supernatural realm. For Alfred North Whitehead, a key philosophical concept was that you cannot create something out of nothing. Thus, Whitehead thought that because there is ongoing novelty in the world – we continue to have new creative possibilities from which to choose – that there must be a God that holds all of these possibilities. He called this idea of divinity as that which holds all potentialities that are and ever were God’s “primordial nature”. This, however, is a very different God than that of my Southern Baptist childhood. First, for process theology, God is not an omnipotent, supernatural being but is instead an emergent, everlasting process, both a part of all that is and also containing everything past and present within all of reality. This is divinity that, like us, is always becoming, and is rooted squarely within the natural world, making everything that is sacred. As our Unitarian transcendentalist forbearers might have put it, there is a spark of divinity within each of us and that upholds all of us. Further, the God envisioned in process theology does not control the future. Instead, there is a divine essence that offers up new possibilities, beckoning us toward better, more creative and life- 10 fulfilling choices, in very real ways, making us co-partners in creating the future. When I was a kid, one of the questions that caused me to doubt my original religion was the one about how could God be all loving and allpowerful, yet still allow so much oppression and suffering to exist in the world? In process theology, God is not all-powerful, but does try to offer us possibilities leading toward a vision of the good. Such a conception of the divine also means that this is a presence that experiences, feels and remembers all that we do. Whitehead called this God’s “consequent nature”. In the book, A House for Hope: The Promise of Progressive Religion for the Twenty-first Century, Unitarian Universalist scholar Rebecca Ann Parker describes it as follows: “This is not a despotic monarch, ruling the universe through coercion and threat, sanctifying violence. This is not an unchanging, eternal reality from which the imperfect can be condemned. This is not merely a metaphor, but an actual presence, alive and afoot in the cosmos, an upholding and sheltering presence that that receives and feels everything that happens with compassion and justice, offering the world back to itself in every 11 moment, with a fresh impulse to manifest the values of beauty, peace, vitality and liberation.” Now that is definitely not the God I learned about in Vacation Bible School I attended in Port Arthur, Texas! To be sure, some process philosophers would view these qualities she attributes to a God or a divine presence as really just allegory for the creative potentiality that exists within our universe, seeing no need for a divinity to make the philosophy work. Dr. Parker even leaves room for this possibility when she writes, “Does this God exist? My intuition says yes. Yours may say no. However the question is answered, it is provisional.” For me, when we get a glimpse of the true depth and expansiveness, the wondrous beauty, of our shared existence, ever changing with our experience of that complex, fragile, sacred web of existence of which we are part, as the gentleman and I did on that train platform in Chicago – when we embrace the possibilities for transformation bursting forth in each moment – the only words I have 12 with enough symbolic power to describe such experiences are words like “holy” or “divine”. And I’m OK with leaving it there. For me, leaving some mystery is a part of it. <<PAUSE>> So, I guess that makes me a process mystic. Whether for you words like these are metaphor or they point toward something that is beyond words, whether allegory or an actual presence as Dr. Parker describes, I think the real beauty of what process theology offers is an imagination of divinity that, based in our interconnectedness, calls us toward a vision of creating a better world. And it seems to me that a call, founded in a strong sense of interconnectedness, which then moves us toward creating that better world, is at the core of what Wildflower Church is all about. So, I look forward to a process of becoming together over the next year here at Wildflower. There is work to be done, challenges to face, momentous decisions to be made. So too though, are there almost endless creative potentialities. 13 After all, from a process perspective, our future together does not yet exist – it is still ours to create! Together, may we reach for the transformative possibilities bursting forth in each new moment. So may it be. Amen.