Sunday at the State Hospital I am sitting across the table eating my visit sandwich. The one I brought him stays suspended near his mouth; his eyes focus on the table and seem to think, his shoulders hunched forward. I chew methodically, pretending to take him as a matter of course. The sandwich tastes mad and I keep chewing. My past is sitting in front of me – filled with itself and trying with almost no success to bring the present to its mouth. David Ignatow