Defence mechanisms operating in mathematics selection and assessment The psychoanalytic take: Maths operates either as an instrument of defence against anxiety or as something onto which anxiety is displaced and which we then defend ourselves against. How far can we get in understanding mathematical identities if we use this approach? Specifically, how do selection and assessment fit into this? Laura Black & Yvette Solomon, with Margaret Brown, Heather Mendick, Melissa Rodd Jaques Nimier (1993): One psychoanalytic account “Phantasy can be taken as the mental expression of instincts, but also as a means of escape - an escape from confronting external reality or the frustrated reality within” – so that either (1) the anxiety and its associated phantasy are displaced onto mathematics, and defences are directed against mathematics, so directly containing the anxiety; or (2) anxiety is contained in some other way and defences are mounted against this anxiety, mathematics serving as an instrument of this defence. Defence mechanisms against mathematics: phobic avoidance Q1 I feel there is something that keeps me from getting at the problem, a barrier I can't get across. Q3 At the start of a mathematical problem, I feel as if I'm in front of a black hole. Q11 Doing maths is doing something which, to me, seems impossible. “The cannot theseparates mathematical It isstudent as if there was aapproach veil... which me fromobject, what is something him orI her it -it's barrier, hole,it or there, if... separates I look into space, don'tfrom know, faraway... has impossibility. No blame is placed on mathematics itself…. The already given me this impression... evidently, I don't think student is looking for a way of avoiding mathematics because maths, when I look at theself-protectively stars; but there, I prefers am of immediately the anxiety of it provokes. The student that it represents something similar, I don't know. To look to aware classify mathematics as impossible rather than confront it. at something and reach a time when you known can no longer see, This is a matter of then the defence mechanism as phobic close your eyelids, avoidance.” (p.30) there is the veil which prevents us from penetrating any further, from reaching it... I think it's that. Defence mechanisms against mathematics: repression Q 9 Doing maths, it represents nothing, it's absurd. Q10 It is something that you are told to do and which you repeat, a bit like a machine. Q13 It is doing something obligatory, something imposed. “…mathematics doesn't represent anything. If it is done at The x's and the y's, they represent nothing, it's completely all, it is because it is compulsory; the student is so abstract. uninvolved feels mechanical. drive towards You have tothat copyit out theorems that areAllcompletely idiotic. mathematics is missing and is repressed. Therefigures, is no longer I don't know what is really concrete. You calculate you anything positive forend, these students, rather "indifference". do anything! In the anything ... to but me that seems If nonsensical. they are forced into remember mathematics, it becomes negative (or .. I don't anything, it is precisely because absurd) for them.” (p.31) it is absurd that I don't remember anything Defence mechanisms against mathematics: projection Q16 In mathematics there is no place for personality; all that you do has been done before, everything has been seen already. Q18 Mathematics sometimes risks bringing destruction, you only have to think of the atomic bomb. Q23 When one is deep in maths work, it's difficult to get out of it, that's why it doesn't do to get involved with it. Q24 Doing maths oversimplifies everything, it takes the poetry out of things. Q25 Those who do too much mathematics some times risk not having your feet on the ground. I know shepherd. …He nocan longer life. …of He “Theafeeling of danger onlyknows comeanything from a about projection studies… is now, enclosedThe in a danger laboratory doing calculations. the self here ontohe mathematics…. is inside the Heindividual; suffocates in He thinks mathematically. Well, I don't to figures protect...yourself you project the danger outward know, ... weThere are mad wethe are danger mad. … of Fortunately, there's ontoultimately an object…. is ... also losing your little chance of our going mad, … because not many us become own physical boundaries, of losing one’sofway” (p.31)top mathematicians. Defence mechanisms against mathematics: reparation Q2 I have the impression I am creating something when I am solving a problem. Q8 It means doing something basic which is the key to everything else. Q12 It is constantly discovering something new. Q19 Mathematics brings you the pleasure of creating something. Q20 Mathematics means another world in which I feel at home. “Construction leads you to the of new and important .. by doing maths, arediscovery making something for yourself. Youthings are (‘the key tosomething. everything else’), even the construction of ‘another making Well, it's for thattoreason ... that we enjoy it; world’. This reparation could be the I‘wish the capacity for the everybody likes to make something, think,and because if one doesn't restoration the good object, and is the manage toofmake something, ininternal the end to findexternal, ... to findthat peace, to basis ofprecisely the ego'sthecapacity to maintain and relationships have joy of having done it,love I think that makes you do through conflicts and Butcome reparation canbut also be more ... The start of difficulties’…. a problem doesn’t from you, after fanatical: ‘in that aim is tothe repair objectsthings in such a way that doing what has its to be done, mostthe important is that which guilt and loss are has to come fromnever you. experienced’. ” (p.32, quoting Segal) Defence mechanisms against mathematics: introjection Q14 Doing maths is a way of training my mind. Q15 It is trying to find connections between different things. Q17 Mathematics is a way of getting a strong character. Q21 Working with mathematics allows you to acquire a wellbalanced personality. Q22 Mathematics allows you to develop good reasoning. With maths, I thinkhelps that when to solvestability something, you should “…mathematics to setone uphas a certain in the do it progressively withoutfor jumping… jumping that way from personality. The search connections, theindisciplining of one the question another when arereasoning totally different, youestablish know ... 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When you do something, it's not that could it isn't possibly normal, it's “[There is] acan't disagreeable feeling which benot that you have a grudgeaagainst it ... it when we're taught is neutralised whenever solution toIaenjoy mathematical problem something, when something to do. To be ablewound’ to do it...and the found…. [This is] we've a reminder of the ‘narcissistic Because to be able toof dothis it: itfeeling has to be your level. search foryou thehave transformation intoatits opposite: You'reinto given it, youlack haveinto to bereplenishment, able to do it! Otherwise, as soon defeat victory, disagreeable feeling as there's something can't do or youoften say, What's into feelingaatsnag, peace. Failureyou in mathematics calls into going on? can'tthat I doyou it? I'm stupid, it's no good!' ... students That's question theWhy image have of yourself. … For how it is. When given of something, you have to understand know how to like this there areyou're two sorts people, those who do those it. That's how it is in the course, in ‘you're class: some cangood do it,or bad at and who don't. They also say either others can't. maths’".(p.33) Why does mathematics take this role so powerfully and frequently? “So mathematics, through its rigour, that is to say through its constant refusal to entertain ambiguity, will more than any other discipline revive anxieties arising from noticing individual differences.” (Nimier, 1993: 33) But there’s also a powerful set of discourses surrounding mathematics…. Lucey et al., 2003: 286: “social and cultural analysis needs an understanding of emotional processes presented in a way which does not reduce the psychic to the social and cultural and vice versa, but recognises their interweavement” Psychosocial approaches to identity allow us to focus on how people work and are worked by these discourses. We looked for a fit with Nimier’s picture in our own relationships with maths Similarities in our accounts: • a focus on ability and its markers • discourses of maths and cleverness • competition with others (both academic and personal) • gender themes. We looked for a fit with the defence mechanisms – • we can see them up to a point • but the major mathematical discourses are also important • gender and institutional practices of assessment and selection seem to be highly relevant in understanding our relationships with mathematics. Competition – projection? ..my brother. He also did maths and got his PhD in the end. I always thought he was cleverer than me (I think he always thought that I was cleverer than him). ... I had a massive discussion/row with my brother about how come he found it so easy to say he was good at maths and I didn’t. The happy ending was that me and my brother still get on, .. and I can now say I’m good at maths. There must be sibling projective identifications like mad going on around maths. Comfort mathematics: Reparation? Introjection? Reversal into the opposite? … the puzzle is definitely the motivating factor when doing Sudoku (and all those algebraic equations years ago) – solving the puzzle gives me a good feeling, like I’ve sorted something out in my head and that life and the world is much simpler now because there are only numbers. I guess that maths was more of a direct line to pure abstraction and also instant gratification really in terms of the achievement aspect of the thing. Mathematics as protective – introjection? Maybe I have used maths as a defence against other anxieties – I do recognise ‘introjection’ in the sense of using maths as a defence against teenage and maybe adult emotional involvements – somewhere you can feel safe in the stability of rules and structure and away from the emotional uncertainties of life. Selfhood and change – defences and assessment discourses Processes of introjection: I had a neo-Platonic view of maths, I thought it was discovered rather than created, cos that was how it felt to me. It went in the first year of my PhD…. my sense of who I was and my place in the world shifted and so I acted different and was different. I had to lose maths as special and to lose myself as special too. Reversal into the opposite: Had I stayed at A I’d have been in ‘honours’ maths so I enrolled in ‘honours’ courses at B. A different league – the thought of those first few analysis classes still brings out anxiety. I stayed on for graduate school. Passed my qualifying exams for PhD. But I was so out of my comfort zone, so stretched by daily difficulties of doing it that hard maths stuff. B as doctoral student were extremely anxious times and it is strange how rigid my thinking about maths became. Anxiety about how others see us – reversal into the opposite? I’m always scared I can’t do it and make some terrible error which makes me look really stupid. I also recognise ‘reversal into the opposite’ – the frustrations of failure and the relief at reaching resolution – and the fact that failure is made worse by the knowledge that it will demean you in the eyes of others as someone who is stupid, since mathematics is aligned so strongly with intellectual capacity! I got my first though it was a close one and so I didn’t feel that I’d succeeded at maths. … I felt that I’d crossed the first barrier by learning stuff rather than doing the hard questions. My relationship with maths was never fully secure after that. I still loved it though and it still functioned as a safe space. The presence of collective influences gender issues I admit that choosing to do Mathematics, Further Mathematics and Physics for A-level was partly a matter of feeling that this was a bit exotic/esoteric for a female and separated me out from the crowd. It also had a cachet of intelligence referred to by Jacques N. I also think I was fully aware at the time that it would give me privileged access to a wide range of males at university; the female competition would be tougher in arts subjects.. On reflection, I guess my interest in maths education has been influenced by all these successful men in my family who do or have done maths…. I don’t see maths as impossible – it’s not the knowledge itself which has made maths seem impossible to me but other external or pragmatic circumstances (but maybe I’m in denial!) … It does seem that my interest in maths ed could be a defence mechanism against other events in my family life but I’m not really sure about this. Individual disposition versus collective influences There appears to be a distinction between the unconscious phantasies identified by Nimier and the collective discourses evident in our maths biographies (including discourses about mathematics). For example, gender relations seemed to feature in all our stories about our relationships with mathematics – whether we do it and how it is valued. Comparison with others via selection and assessment also featured, and institutions played a part. But how/why does this happen, and how does individual experience fit into large structural influences such as gender ? Mathematics Discourses in ‘self-authoring’ We use Discourses which are constructed and perpetuated using devices such as assessment and selection to position ourselves: I got my first though it was a close one and so I didn’t feel that I’d succeeded at maths. … I felt that I’d crossed the first barrier by learning stuff rather than doing the hard questions. Unlike any other thing I’ve ever done, maths is the thing I want to score hundred percent in. … I’m not actually good at maths. … I never feel as though I really truly understand what I’m doing. … And I really do think that a lot of my understanding is somewhat ritualistic in that I don’t know how to apply it to new situations, so to me that means that I’m not really very good at maths. Selection/assessment as a positioning device Institutional Policy – audit/performance Discourse: “I got really engaged in solving the equations – page after page in the textbook. I remember being so engaged that I didn’t eat my lunch….I quite enjoyed doing maths at school and was planning to carry on doing it for A level as I decided that I wanted to be an engineer. However, when my mum and I went to the open evening to discuss my potential A level subjects my maths teacher told us that I wasn’t good enough at the subject to carry it on after GCSE (despite the fact I got a B at GCSE).” Sometimes other things such as institutional policies position us in a way which prevents us from acting on our dispositions….. Conclusions & questions Do we need to invoke Nimier’s defense mechanisms in understanding how people relate to maths? If we accept Nimier’s basic position that it is useful to identify and understand the varied psychosocial dispositions towards/against mathematics, how might we best integrate these with collective discourses such as assessment and performance? What can Socio Cultural theory and Discourse theory offer? How do they differ in their contributions?