STRAWBERRIES RELEASE, 05/15/15 6842 WORDS AS I CLIMBED OUT OF BED AROUND “6,”AND MIXED A VODKA DRINK, TO WAKE UP AND GOTO BED AGAIN TOTALLY INEBRIATED; AS I DO EVERYDAY. I BEGAN TO THINK WITH NEW INSIGHTS, AND A NEW APRROACH TO LIVING IN MY WRITING, AND KEEPING EACH MEMORY IN THE YOUNGER ADVENTURES OF LOVE ESCAPADES, AND EACH OF THE MIDNIGHT ENDEAVORS THAT ARE ALWAYS CLOSED IN THE RIDE OF LIFE AND PARTIES. AND IN THE NEW HEARTSTRONG DREAMS FROM MY IDEAOLOGIES; I MADE UP THE RUMOR THAT I’D BE MARRYING ASHLEE STORY-IN EVERY THREE WEEKENDS FROM SATURDAY TO FILL UP MY SECRET BUNGHOLEO BUNGALOE’S. ALL WHILE I’M GIVING HIGH FIVES IN ANY OF THE EXTENDED AVAILABLE DRUNKEN STUPORS. I LIVE IN THE LIFETIME, TO SHAPE AND BEGIN AGAIN IN THE INSIDE OF COOLER. AND, NOW BY CHANCE, I’M TELLING YOU ABOUT LOVING AND LIVING MY ENTANGLED, AND ESTRANGED LIFE-STORY AGAIN HANK FLANAGIN? PATRICK HENRY FLANAGIN SR, (MY DAD) WAS AN ARKANSAS STATE REPRESENTATIVE. HE WON THIS OFFICE AS A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE IN A RECOUNT. AND MY MOM, WECIE-JAUWIECE MIMS, WAS BORN ON ST. PATRICK’S DAY, IN BLACKHAWK MS? MOM AND DAD BROUGHT ME HOME IN A PORTIA W/ A MOONROOF, IN THE NIGHT WHEN I OPENED MY EYES FOR THE FIRST TIME, IN THE EARLY MORNING. I WAS BORN ON APRIL 26, 1976. AND OPEN EYES FOR THE LUNAR MOONS IN THE SAME YEAR OF THE BICENTENIAL, 200 YEARS AFTER THE DECLERATION OF INDEPENDENCE, AND ONE YEAR AFTER THE DEATH OF ELVIS THE KING OF ROCK AND ROLL, I WAS BORN THE FIRST OF THREE, HANK, CHRIS, & KELLI! MOM AND DAD BROUGHT ME HOME TO FORREST CITY, AR, FORTY-FIVE MINUTES AWAY ON THE INTERSTATE-40! FROM MEMPHIS, TN. AND ABOUT 18 YEARS LATER, I CLAIMED I WANTED TO BE A WRITER. IT STARTED IN THE PROCESS OF JOTTING DOWN INSPIRATIONS; THAT ALWAYS FILTERED MY MIND IN THE DREAMS OF MYLIFE THE NIGHTS BEFORE. THE DREAMS THAT ALWAYS STARTED AT THE BEGINNING, LIKE ONCE UPON A TIME; AND ALWAYS READ TO THE END, LIKE THEY HAD LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER. AND NOW I’LL START FROM A TYPICAL DAY AND THEN IN THIS NEXT MORNING’S NEWSPAPERS THAT DIDN’T READ IT APPEARED? AS WELL AS THE BARE FOOT STEPS ON THEM, I FOUND MYSELF FLYING THOUGH SEVERAL EXTRA TRANSPARENT MICROSOFT INTERNET EXPLORER BROWSER WINDOWS WITHIN MY LAPTOP, AND WORD PROCCESSOR, AS I LISTENED TO MY FAVORITE WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER MP3'S, BY MY FAVORITE ARTISTS LIKE AVRIL LAVIGNE, AND SARA BOREILLES, AND ASHLEE SIMPSON. I WHO ACCORDING TO ME; MARRIED THREE WEEKENDS, NOW FROM SATURDAY. SO, AS I BEGIN TO EXPLORE IN HIS STORY! I’M WALKING AROUND ASKING MYSELF DUMB THINGS LIKE WHY THE WORD IS HISTORY NOT HER-STORY? A FEW DAYS AFTER THIS I ROLLED OVER THE WORLD SERIES OF POKER, WHILE SPEAKING AIMLESSLY FUNNY; BECAUSE EVERY NOBODY LOOKED AT THERE CARDS, AND JUST SHOVELED ME THE CHIPS, AND I TRADED IN 800K DOLLARS FOR A DIAMOND AND EMERALD, STUNNA, THEN RESIDED UNDER THE UNDISCOVERED DREAM OF MY COMPLEMENTS… YOUR SO MONEY! WHILE I SAID A PRAYER, FOR PARIS, BRITNEY, AND LINDSEY! CHAPTER 1NE 05/2015: CONTINUE HERE. GANGSTERHANK FROM MY ADOLESCENSE, I REMEMBER THAT SAN DIEGO TROLLY RIDES FROM HERE TO THE CITY SAN YESIDRO; ON THE MEXICAN BORDER THAT CROSSED TO TIAJUANA WITH MY DUGOUT OF THE KIND BUD. AS I WAS THINKING OF COMPOSING THA SPIRITUAL JOURNEY TO PLUTO, WHICH THEY SAID IS NO LONGER A PLANET, AND ONE OF THE REASONS I THINK IT’S JUST PLAIN GOOFY. WITH THE WORDS, THAT I WAS WAITING FOR WHAT I'M WANTING, I REFORMED THE TEACHING’S THAT FORMED MY MIND IN THE TWELVE TITS BY CARLOS CASTANEDA, IN WHICH I FOUND OUT HOW TO SEE, AND HAVE THE HEART AND PATH, TO BECOME THE BETTER MAN. IF YOU TEACHED THE DIFFERENCE OF THE VALENCE SHELL AND THE DENIAL OF THE NINTH PLANET, PLUTO. I WOULD SAY, “YOUR JUST PLAIN GOOFY.” WHEN YOU WISH UPON A STAR, ALL THAT YOU WANT AND NEED WILL COME TO YOU; IF YOU’RE ALWAYS TRUE TO BEING YOU! DAY TWO??? I WENT TO WORK ON MY LATEST WEB PROJECT WHICH IS SHOP-UNLIMITED.COM. 10,000 ONLINE SHOPPING SITES, AT YOUR FINGERTIPS; THEY’RE ALL DATABASED, THEN LATER DRINKING SEVERAL HEINEKEN'S, AND SEEING THE SUNRISE WITH A BACON, EGG, & CHEESE, FROM MICK D'S, AND A HASHBROWN, AS I DROVE CIRCLES AROUND THE WEDDINGTON SHOPPING CENTER, AND A SMALL ORANGE JUICE WITH SCREWDRIVERS. AS I WAS DOING RESEARCH, AS TO WHY I'M HERE, AND WHY THE WORLD IS? AND THE CONFUCIOUS COMMENT.. “TO KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW, AND WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW IS TRUE IN KNOWLEDGE, AND THEN I FOUND THE THEORY OF MICCI AND MIAGI THAT IF THERE WASN'T A GOD, WOULD I CREATE ONE. AFTER THREE TREE BRUSH FIRES W/TUMBLEWEEDS THAT BURNED DOWN PREHISTORIC DINOSOARS, AND THE WATER SHOWERS THAT DROWNED ANIMALS LIKE THAT IN THE BIBLE STORY, WHEN NOAH WOULD SAVE THEM 2 BY 2, AND THE WORLD WAS THEN DESTROYED BY A RONALD REAGAN PUPPET WITH A NUKE BUTTON IN THE PHIL COLLINS VIDEO, LAND OF CONFUSION, ON MTV AS I DECIDED TO DREAM... DAY THREE AND, ADAM THA HNIC IN CHARGE, GAVE EVE, THA BITCH WITH AN APPLE, A BLACK EYE AND A PLATE OF RIBS, IN THAT LEGEND OF ZELDA, AND THE INTELLIGIENCE WAS THERE FOR THAT OF A LEXUS NEXUS PRECEDENT. OR EVEN MOLECULE TABLES, AND FISSION ELECTRONS THAT SEPARATED IN NEW NUCLEAR ENERGY. AND, THANKS TO ALBERT EINSTEIN, WE WERE ABLE TO CREATE AN ATOM BOMB FOR NAGASAKI AND HIROSHIMA UNFORTUNATELY, TO SAVE THE WORLD IN THE SECOND WORLD, WITH BLANK SHOUT OUTS TO BOOKBURNING, AND THE FAKED HILE HITLERS?... <<1G(One)OD>> <<FACE BOOK 2WO>> I THOUGHT OF 2WO STORIES, WHILE HERE ALONE IN A CANOE BY GOAT ROCK, SUNNING LIKE AN OLD WRINKLED CALIFORNIAN RAISON STRAIGHT OF THE GRAPEVINE, CHILLIN UNDER THE ARKANSAS DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH, JUST WRITING AND LISTENING TO THE MUSICAL SOUNDS OF THE WATER, AND SMOKING SOME REALLY GOOD WE’D?. ON A LOVER ROCK DREAMING OF THE TIME BEFORE I MET MRS. SADE? WHEN WE DRANK EXTRA TALL GLASSES OF LEMONADE AND VODKA,” BEFORE I WAS FEELING SOME EXTRA CONFIDENCE, AND DURING THE MORNING AFTER, WHEN MINGLING WITH OLD FRIENDS AND ACQUAINTANCES DURING A POPULAR WEDDING, OF THE COMMON RISHMEEPALANEAT HE ENERY TO THE PEN PEHDEE SADY THE PRINCESS IN THE WORLD OF PLANET 8000 GARGONIA. ((FACEBOOK)) DAY THREE WHILE RESTING IN CHOCOLATE MARSHMELLOW PILLOWS, WITH CRAZY DREAMS WITHIN A NIGHTLIGHT, ON MY COLD COLEMAN AIR MATTRESS, UNDER THE LUNAR MOONS, GOING POSTAL THROUGHOUT THE CEILING, IN A HOVERBOARD OF SOCIAL SECURITY AND THE BOOMERANG FANS. UNDER MY OSCAR MEYER'S WITH A FIRST AND A LAST NAMES WEINER?, HERE IN MY STUDIO APARTMENT ON BALOGNI, AVE. FAYETTEVILLE YES! THIS PLACE .WHERE WE WALK WITH MEMORIES OF GIN AND DIAMONDS ON THE TABLE, AND A JAMAICAN GIRL WALKING NAKED INTO THE SUN! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.. ((FACEBOOK FOUR)) LATER AS I WAS LISTENING TO THE ABUNDANT STEADY FOOTPATHS IN MY JOURNAL OF FORM, AND ANTI-PSYCHOTICS TAKEN WITH FOOD, NOT TO MENTION ALOT OF VODKA I REALLY TIED ONE ON DIXON STREET, DRINKING A GUINESS, ON TAP THAT I POURED WITH A SHAMROCK ON TOP, COURTESY OF MICKKY FINN'S AND MY STRIPPER FRIEND ASHLYN MCKENZIE!. I MADE IT HOME SAFELY, AND WAS IN FOR A LONG JOURNEY OF LUCID DREAMING. AND, UNLIMITED LEFT AND RIGHT RAPID EYE MOVEMENT BLINKERS, AND CRYSTAL CLEAR PERCEPTION, UNDER THE WHITE CROSSES, THAT LAYED UNDER THE RAYS OF THE SUNLIGHT, AS I SQUINTED TO LOOK THROUGH THE 12 STEPS OF ALCOHOLICS ANNONYMOUS WITH A HUNDRED FRIENDS, I BELIEVED I WAS GRANTED POWERLESS UNDER GOD, MY LEFT EYE SAW ACROSS MY RIGHT HEART, AND I FOUND MY CONGRESSIONAL STANCE AND SIGNATURE IN THE HORIZONS OVER STEP FOUR. STORY2! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.. <<2GOOD>> CHAPTER 3THREE STORY1, A FEW YEARS AGO I TOOK A CARRIBEAN VACATION WITH BOTH OF MY FAMILIES!.. I REMEMBER HOW MUCH I ENJOYED SEEING MY BROTHER CHRIS AND TASHA GET MARRIED, AS I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE PLANTERS HONEY ROASTED PEANUTS ON THE PLANE, AND FLYING SOUTHWEST AS I ENJOYED TRAVELING OVER ATLANTA, AND A LAYOVER IN ATLANTA GEORGIA! WITH THE HELP OF A FEW EXTRA -AMERICAN EXPRESS SKYMILES, AS REALIZED IT WAS REALLY FUNNY- WHEN I PHRASED THE WORDS, "SHE'S A FLY SOUTHWEST STEWARDESS." “SHE'S A FLY, SOUTHWEST STEWARDESS., WHEN EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME FUNNY AT FIRST AND THEN LIKE HE'S INSANE... SO THEN I OPTED FOR A COUPLE OF THOSE LITTLE BOTTLES OF VODKA, AND A CAN OF V8/HOT&SPICY! LATER, AS I WAS LAYING OUT ON THE BEACHES, SOMEWHERE CLOSE TO THE ISLAND OF ST.LUCIA, AND FEELING REALLY HAPPY, JUST DRINKING A COLD CORONA WITH A LITTLE SLICE OF LIME, I WAS GRADUATING TO SOMEWHAT OF A SUNBURN, I WAS THINKING IN A HELL OF A GOOD TAN. AND, WALKED BACK FROM A BUNCH OF BUNGALOES, LOOKING FORWARD TO SOME ALOE VERA GEL, SOME SECOND HAND WEED, A COLD CORONA IN THE SHOWER, A QUICK NAP, AND BEING READY TO LOVE THE NIGHT LIFE. AND, THE SEAFOOD DINNER, WITH SOME WOODBRIDGE CABERNET SAUVIGNON AND MERLOT ROBERT MONDAVI WINE, AND LIVE ENTERTAINMENT! A LASER LIGHT SHOW, AND FIRE SPITTERS, AND CRASHING AT SIXAM, ALL INCLUSIVE! <<3GOOD>> IN SEPTEMBER OF 2008. AT MY APARTMENT IN FAYETEVILLE, AR., WHICH, I HAVE SOMETIMES REFERRED TO AS THE WALDALF ASTORIA W/ A BALCONY. BEFORE, KENDRA MARRIED HANK BASKET AND I SAW HUGH HEPHNER BUYING 5HOUR ENERGY’S AT WALGREENS“I DRIFTED OFF INTO MY DREAMS TALKING TO THE PRESIDENT ABOUT THE TIME WHEN MY GRANDAD, FUNK EDWARD FLANAGIN WAS A LABOR PARTY CANDIDATE IN SOUTH IRELAND. AND, AWOKE TO THE SOUND OF THE STEADILY BEEPING CLOCK RADIO ALARM, AS I JUST WANTED MORE SNOOZE TIME! BREAKING INSIGHT NOW... I LAYED IN WITH COCO THE CAT,MY BLUE EYED SIAMESE SLEEPING ON MY LEG. “COCO” THAT ADOPTED MY MOM OR MY MOM ADOPTED, WHEN I LIVED UNDER HER IN JONESBORO, BEFORE SHE DIED. I KIDNAPPED“COCO” FROM MY STEPDAD DENNIS AFTER MY MOM PASSED, MY LITTLE FAMILY INTERMISSION, ETC.>> COCO COULD BE THE LINK IN THE MIMS BLUE EYES, AND THE BLUE EYES OF HER GRANDSON JACOB THE AQUARIUS' AND THE INTERVENTION OF COCO THE BLUE EYED SIAMES' GENETIC BLUE EYES, KELLI, IS LIVING IN THE MOUNTAIN HOOD CLOSE PORTLAND AS LAST I KNEW. OR SO WHAT IT IS, THIS IS PAST NOW, OR LAST I HEARD! FOR BETTER THAN WORSE! >> AND, EVENTUALLY I GRASPED THE TIME IT WAS. AND, SO ON AND SO ON.. <<GOOD>> EDITION2 STRAWBERRIES THOUGHT1 WAS CONCERNING AUGUST 17, THE DREAM. --BREAK-<<GOOD>> A FROZEN LOVE CHILL THAT BREEDS IN FRIENDSHIP, WITH TWO OR THREE COLD COORS LIGHTS AFTER WORKING HARD ON HAPPY HOUR. THIS MORNING I DRIFTED INTO THE SHOWER TO PUT ON COFFEE, BEFORE I TURNED ON MY DELL STUDIO LAPTOP. AND AS I BEGAN TO THINK? W/N NEW INSITES, AND NEW APRROACHES, ABOUT HOW TO TAKE ON THE NEXT DAY; I FELT REALLY TRUE TO THIS SATURDAY'S MONDAY, TUESDAYS, WEDNESDAYS & UNLIMITED TIME TO ELABORATE BEFORE TRADING DAYS ON THE STOCK EXCHANGE TRADING FLOOR, SOME WEEKEND BEER AND FALL FOOTBALL AND THEN MARRYING ASHLEY SIMPSON! WITHIN MY MEDIA PLAYER MP3'S, AND MY FAVORITE ARTISTS ASHLEY SIMPSON, SARA BOREILLES, AND AVRIL LAVIGN. STORY3 THE NEXT SATURDAY MORNING I AWOKE THINKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT MY BROTHER CHRIS, WAS ON HIS WAY TO PICK ME UP. IN THE AFTERMATH OF THE BIG RAIN, MEASURED BY JUDGE OF SLUSH BUCKET. AND IT WAS TIME TO GO CANOEING WITH BROTHER CHRIS?.. AND PACKING FOR THE CABIN. THAT LIES ON TOP OF THE THREE TRICKLE DOWN RIVERS, THE KINGS, THE MULBERRY, AND 3-LEGGED BUFFALO. HE TOLD ME WE WOULD PICKUP AND-GROW UP SOMEWHERE IN THE OZARK MOUNTAINS,... AND HE SAID“BE SURE TO BRING BOTTLED WATER.?” <<5GOOD>> AND NOW! TODAY, THROUGH LOOKING BACK, INTO THE NIGHT'S BEFORE, AND LOSING MY GIRLFRIEND “KRISTY KREME" I WAS MOVING RAPIDLY. WITHIN A HOUSE OF WINDY WHISPERED PAPERSLIPS AND THIS GAME OF CARDS...WE CALL LIFE. I STARTED TO GET CREATIVE, OR HORNY.NO-SORRY !. I MEAN EXCITED! I WANTED TO PROMOTE MY IDEA'S FOR A SATELLITE MUSIC STOCK MARKET, AND THE E-BAY SPERM TRADE. WHEN THINKING ABOUT THE NEW FUTURE OF HTTP://WWW.MYNEWESTPLAYLIST.COM . NOT TO MENTION A STRONGER FAITH IN A HIGHER POWER, AND FINDING A MORE CLEAN AND CONFIDENT STRONG TYPE OF WOMAN AND CLARITY. AND A YEARNING TO FIND MY TRUE LOVE. <<6GOOD>> NOW, I'M THINKING ABOUT MY CURRENT FUTURE AND THE UNTHINKABLE SUCCESS FOR PUBLISHING A NEW BEST SELLING NOVEL. WHILE FACING A BUNCH OF TEMPORARY ILL-ADVISED, ANTHILLS, IN A DUMB FUTURE OF BIAS BULLSHIT MEDIA W/DICK O'REALY?, NANCY THE GRACE, AND SARAH PALIN, WHILE TRYING TO FAVOR ERROR IN 6 TERMS OF ELEPHANTS AND DONKEYS, AND THEN I HAVE TO SAY THAT I THINK I'M BEING ASKED INSTANTLY TO WALK THE PLANK WITH HANK, OR ORGANIZE MORE BOSTON TEA-POT PARTIES. <7GOOD> BACK TO STORY2 AFTER ARRIVING, WHILE RECENTLY TAKING SOME EXTRA TIME TO VACATION TO THE CARRIBEAN ISLANDS, I WASN'T READY IN TIME TO FIND THE INNER INTENTION OF THE NEXT HILL TO CLIMB. SO, BEFORE THE NEXT ADVENTURE, I PULLED THE DUGOUT FROM MY POCKET, LOADED THE BAT, AND HIT THE DANK!. I ALWAYS WENT TO CLASS, BUT I NEVER LEARNED UNTIL I WENT BACK & I THOUGHT ABOUT IT LATER. AND THEN I REMEMBERED IT VERY WELL. MUI BIEN! MEA GUSTA, MEA ENCANTA, FIFA, PINTO, AND COMPLIMENTS TO KENNY ROGERS. YOU GOTTA KNOW WHEN TO HOLD'EM. YOU GOTTA KNOW WHEN TO FOLD'EM. COMPLETE RELEASE #2. ((GOOD)) 9/1/10 BLUE CHEESE ERA 2010!. IN AN HOUR GLASS OF TIME AKA AN EDITION STRAWBERRIES #3 MY BROTHER MENTIONED SOME PEOPLE ARE BORN BAD, I TOLD HIM, LEAVE ME ALONE, I'LL CHECK THE MAIL TOMORROW. BUT, I DIDN'T EVER KNOW, IF HE WAS DIRECTING THESE THOUGHTS TOWARDS ME? AND THIS SET ME IN REMEMBER MODE... IN HOPES OF REVISITING A SIMILAR ENVIRONMENT LIKE GROWING UP IN WASHINGTON HEIGHTS... AND HOPING TIME WOULD MOVE SLOWER IN NINTH GRADE. BORN WITH LOVE, EDUCATION, PROTECTION, AND PEACE OF MIND. AND BEING APART OF A WHOLE COMPLETE WONDER FAMILY OF BREAD. WHILE, WE KEPT THE TIME PLAYING WHIFFLE BALL ON HOT AFTERNOONS AND KICKING SOCCER BALLS IN WET GRASS WITH THE SMELL OF FRESH CUT SODDED LAWNS, FROM THE NEIGHBOR'S. AND ANNUAL VACATIONS TO SAVANNA GEORGIA, OR VIRGINIA BEACH, VA. AND PAST MEMORIES, RESEMBLING THE SAND DOLLARS OF SEA GULLS AND INNOCENSE LISTENING TO THE SEASHELLS AHEAD. UNTIL I MOTIONED TO THINK ABOUT THE LANDSCAPE OF IRELAND. THEN, AS, I LOOKED BACK TO SHOOTING HOOPS, WITH JAY-BOY AND COWBOY CURTIS; AND BEING AT THE TOP OF HILL PLAYING PIGSKIN FOOT PASS BAREFOOTED, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREETS OF OUR SUBURBAN NEIGHBORHOOD IN FORREST CITY, AR. <<GOOD>> IN AN HOUR GLASS OF FREETIME.-MONDAY MORNINGS! <<SPECIAL NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR AND A RECIPE FOR BROCCOLI CHEESE DIP>> SMILES ARE FREE & SMILES ARE CONTAGIOUS! ALL THAT YOU WANT, AND ALL THAT YOU NEED WILL COME 2U IN TIME! TRUSS ME... U BET! JUST ADD FROZEN BROCCOLI WHILE GRADUALLY MELTING VELVETTA. AND THEN I THOUGHT OF MIKE HILL'S ENGLISH CLASS, AND HOLLY WILLARD. IN DREAMS RESEMBLING OLD HIGHSCHOOL HILL'S OF CLOVER, IN WORLD LIT 2, AND THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END, OF A RAINCHECK IN A RAINBOW, WHILE I'M READING WALT WHITMAN'S LEAVES OF GRASS. <<GOOD>> STORY1 EARLIER TODAY, WHILE ENJOYING THE CURRENT MOOD, IN THE ELEGANT MEXICAN RESTAURANT CALLED JOSE'S WITH A CORONA AND A GAY WAITOR, WITH 70 DEGREE WEATHER IN THE SUNLIGHT, AND AN EXTRA AUTUMN COOL BREEZE WITH AMBIANCE OR EXTRA NOISE DURING FOOTBALL SEASON. EATING CHIPS AND CHEESE DIP. ALL NICE, AND WARM, I STARTED FEELING CLEAR AND UNLIMITED, LIKE THE BUBBLES RISING IN THE CORONA THAT WAS SHIPPED HERE BY THE GAMBRINUS BROS. AND FEELING AS, IF IT'S A TIME OF LOVE AND FEELING CONTENT HERE IN FAYETTEVILLE ARKANSAS. AND THE EXTRA TIME EXPIRED, WHILE LOOKING AT RISING BUBBLES, IN FREETIME HAPPY HOUR. AND STOP! <<GOOD>> NEW EDITION TAKE ONE. STRAWBERRIES I HAVE TIME TO FIND THE FREEDOM OF BALANCE WITHIN MY DESIRES, WHILE I HOPE ONLY TO FIND ENLIGHTMENT IN POPULAR THOUGHT, AS I START TO THINK, IT'S TIME I SHOULD REEVALUATE THE THINGS THAT SEEM EVIDENT. IN THE WORLD WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT CONSIDERING THEIR IMPORTANCE FIRST..IN THIS GIVEN TIME TO THINK!. TIME IN AN HOURGLASS AKA STRAWBERRIES. PATRICK HENRY210 AND NOW, I'M STARTING TO TO WANT A NEW FUTURE AND POTENTIAL NEW PATH TOWARDS EDUCATION, AND I HAVE BECOME AN OPTIMIST IN BELIEVING IN THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS AND LOVE OVER DOUBT IN THE WORLD. HOPING WE ALL WILL EXIST CONTENTLY BEING FREE AMERICAN CITIZENS. I OFTEN FEEL SOMEWHAT UNCOMFORTABLE, WHITHIN INITIAL IDEAS, THAT I NEVER REALLY INTENDED TO THINK, BEING LABELED ON ISLANDS OF INDIFFERENCE, WITH A PREUS BEFORE MY TRUTH. IN THE SEPERATION OF WHERE MY IDEAS REALLY HAPPEN, WHEN I SUFFER IN THE AREA OF AN UNKNOWN CHEMICAL IMBALENCE PROBLEM WITH INSUFFICIENT NEURON LEVELS AND UNDETERMINED DOPAMINE AND SERATONIN INHIBITORS, AND CONSTANTLY FACE A SPIRITUAL INTERFERENCE, THERE. WHICH I INCURRED BEFORE BEING DIAGNOSED AS A BIPOLAR IN 97, BUT, I STILL CAN SEE NOW, THAT IT'S POSSIBLE TO RECIVE THIS GIFT OF BEING COMPLETE AS A PERSON. OR THAT I MAY HAVE THE GIVEN INNOCENSE OF A CHILD, OR EVEN THE POTENTIAL WISDOM OF SOLOMAN, OR JUST, CONTINUE TO BE THE BOY INSIDE. WHILE I NEGATE WITHOUT ANY INTENSIONS OF JEALOUSY, AS AN UNDISCOVERED INDIVIDUAL, AMONG THE COMMON UNDERSTANDING OF MY ENVIRONMENT, AS BEFORE I VISITED THE CURRENT PERIOD OF RECESSION AND INJUSTICE IN SOCIETY. BUT AS THE WEEK GOES, I'LL PROBABLY BURY MYSELF IN DEPRESSION, AND INHERIT A LACK OF FAITH, AND WAIT IN HOPE TO ACHIEVE THE NEXT NEW HEAVEN AT HAND. IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME, THAT DUE TO THE ABSENCE OF A LEGITIMATE PERSONAL GAIN, I'M CONSTANTLY IN THE MIDDLE OF EVIL INTENTIONS, WITHIN THE TEMPTATION THAT'S WANTING TO HOLD ME BACK, AND THE DUMB SHIT THAT KEEPS POPPING OFF IN MY HEAD, WITHOUT KNOWING WHICH HATS THE UNIDENTIFIED FUTURE PROBLEM WILL BE WEARING. AND OF COURSE, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A FIGHT, WHERE I WILL BE FACING CERTAIN ENEMIES, AND UNFAIR SUPPRESION. AS, I'M JUST AS BLACK AS ANY AFRICAN AMERICAN WHILE STILL BEING WHITE, AND STILL PROUD TO SHOW MY EYES, MY COLOR. EVERYBODY I MEET LIKES ME, AND I'M SURE I CAN ALWAYS SEE IT BEFORE IT HAPPENS, BUT USUALLY UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE TO CUT MY LOSSES BECAUSE, DRUGS AND MONEY NEVER MIXED. THE WEED IS MY BEST INSPIRATION FOR WRITING AND SEEING THINGS IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT! I KNOW ASHLEY SIMPSON! I WANT TO BE INSPIRED AND CONSOLED WHILE FINDING MY RESTING PLACE IN ETERNITY AND GOD'S WORLD. BEFORE I GIVE INTO USELESS AIMLESS SPEECH, WITHIN A ROOM OF FOUR WALLS, AND A DREAM WITH THE COLORFUL BALANCE IN A DREAM OF PROGRESS OF TIME, BEFORE I TUCK INTO BED, UNDER THE COVERS, IN A COLD ROOM. AFTER I REACH FOR A TOOTHBRUSH, AND AIM FOR THE TOOTHPASTE. AND THEN, I DECIDE NOT TRY FOR AWHILE, AS I'M ONLY, A POPULAR AND ACCEPTED PRESENCE IN THE WORLD, PATRICK HENRY2010 AND I ONLY HOPE TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH MY READERS, AND VOICE MY OPINIONS, AND SILENTLY VENT MY INTERNAL STRUGGLE OF FRUSTRATION, WITHIN A CONSTANT LOVE OF POSITIVE, CREATIVE, & GOOD INTENTIONS.. I CAN'T DENY THE INNER VOICES OR THE INTERFERRANCE, AND I CAN'T MOVE AWAY, AND SEEING THE INSIDE OF DARKNESS IN MY EYES. IT REALLY SUCKS WHEN I FEEL ALONE. IN A MODE OF DEPRESSION THAT I HAVE OFTEN DESIRED TO DENY, AND NOT DEAL WITH TOMMOROW, WHILE TRYING TO DEAL WITH THE LEVELS OF INSIDE AND OUTSIDE ACCEPTANCE. TODAY. WHILE CONSTANTLY DEALING IN ADVERSITY, I'M STARTING TO FACE A FEAR OF BEING ALONE IN THE FUTURE, AS I'M GROWING OLDER, AND FACING A CRUCIAL NEW DECISION TO QUIT DRINKING. AS THIS IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME HAPPY IN DEALING WITH MY HEAD...ACHES!. SOMETIMES, I REALLY FEEL LIKE A COPPER TOKEN PENNY WITH THE POTENTIAL TO DREAM IN A STING SONG ABOUT FIELDS OF GOLD. HOPING FOR A SATISFACTORY AND SOLID PREVALENCE, PRESENCE, AND PURPOSE, IN KNOWING A ROCK! AND THE SCOPE OF MY VISION, AND FIND MY GUIDING PURPOSE, AS A CHRISTIAN, WHILE ASPIRING THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE. AS I'M CONSTANTLY WANTING TO KNOW THAT I HAVE IT?, AND, IN CONSTANT DEALING WITH DOUBT OR PESISSISM, I'M THINKING THEY'RE WAITING TO HOLD ME BACK, AS I ALWAYS HAD A BAD HABIT OF SMOKING AND MAKING BAD DECISIONS. WELL..ENOUGH SAID!. I AM THINKING OF FORWARDLY ADVANCING WITH AN EFFORT TO PROMOTE A MORE STEADY PROGRESS INTO NEW ACHIEVEMENT, AND I TRY HARDER TO MAKE MY ADVANCE, AND TO PERSEVERE IN THIS TRIAL OF GOOD VERSES EVIL, BEFORE THE BIRDS ATE ALL THE BREAD-CRUMBS AND LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD GOT LOST. I THINK OF FINDING A PERFECT SUCCESS IN MY DREAMING OF THE NEXT GAME LOADING, WHEN I START TO FEEL THE FEAR OF SNAKES, AND THAT I WILL I BE EATEN AS IF I WERE THE GINGERBREADMAN THAT SLID DOWN THE BOTTOM OF THE RED FOXES NOSE. WHILE THEY WERE FLOATING ACROSS THE MISSIPPI RIVER. WHILE, I'M DEALING WITH SEVERAL DEMONS PERCEPTIONS, AND UNDETERMINED EVIL IN AN EXTRA DAILY WORLD PRESENCE OF FRUSTRATION, AS A BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND HAVE A SPIRITUAL INTERFERENCE WHICH CAN ENCOMPASS MY LIGHT AND DARK, AND THE DEPARTURE INTO IN THE SOLITUDE OF A DESERTED CASTANEDA ISOLATION, AS I HOPE I WAS IDENTIFIED TO BE PRESENT WITH YOU, WHEN I USUALLY LEARNED AFTER I WENT TO CLASS, WITH A HANDSOME PIECE OF THE WORLD WALL AND FLOWERS OF HEAVEN AND FACEBOOK. AND, WHEN I THINK OF WHAT THE VOICES HAVE TAKEN FROM ME, OR TAKEN IN FRONT OF ME, AND WHEN I THINK OF HOW THEY HAVE TOUCHED ME, AND TOLD ME I CAN'T HAVE THIS. IT'S AN UNDERSTATEMENT, OF ANY OF THE ABOVE POSSIBLE DETRIMENTAL ENVIRONMENTS OF MY JAYWALKING ACROSS THE HIGHWAY OF SATISFACTION TO THE MIDWAY LIQUOR STORE. WHEN I FOLLOW A SILLY STRING WRAPPED AROUND TWO CIRCLES, BEFORE IT'S TIGHTENED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE UNTIEABLE FUTURE KNOT. IN TOTAL BALANCE, THERE IS UNLIMITED CHANCE OF A DEFINITE ADVERSITY OF DEVIATION FROM THE NORM WITHIN A BEING IN A COMMON DREAM OF SATISFACTION AND YEARNING FOR BEING CONTENT. BEFORE MY HOPE FOR FALLING IN LOVE AND RIDING OFF IN TO THE SUNSET, I HOPE TO LOOK OVER THESE IRISH EVERGREENS, AND FREQUENT THE RISING AND FALLING ELEVATOR WITH GOLDEN BUBBLES, WHILE I KEEP WRITING AND RISING LIKE PILLSBURY BUTTERMILK BISCUITS, WITH A COLD CORONA IN HAND, AND LOUNGING IN SWAYING SHAMROCKS AND SLIPPERY WET FOUR LEAF CLOVERS, WHILE READING WALT WHITMAN'S LEAVES OF GRASS. THAT CHANGE MY MIND ACCORDINGLY TO THE WARM WIND IN THE SUNLIGHT OF DAY AND NIGHT, WHILE I THINK AND DAYDREAM UNDER MOVING CLOUDS, BEFORE I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS SPECIAL DREAM IN EXCHANGE FOR THE NEXT ONE. AND WITH AN INNER INTUITION AND SUPERIOR INTELLECT. I'M READING FAIRYTAILS LIKE HANSEL AND GRETEL,AND GOLDY LOCKS AND THE THREE BEARS, OR THE THREE LITTLE PIGS, AND WANTING TO SHARE MIDDLE PORRIAGE. THINKING, WITHIN THE CONVENIENCE OF INSPIRATION FROM THE CURRENT HERBAL REMEDY OF A KIND BUD, I HAVE MAINTAININED A BALANCE WITHIN AN INFINITE VACCUUM, WHERE I CAN BE WARM WHEN IT'S COLD OUTSIDE. I'M A BELIEVER. MY MOM MADE STRAWBERRY PIZZA OVER CREAMY CHEESECAKE WITH A SPECIAL ALEXANDER GRAHAM CRACKER THIN UNDERCRUST. I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS LOVE, AND THAT LOVE CONSTANTLY COMES BACK, AND DECEIT WILL ALWAYS TRAVEL FASTER, AND THERE HAS ALWAYS BEEN MORE DECEIT ACCORDING TO ANY NUMBER OR SUBJECT, AND THIS EQUATES TO A DIVERSITY OF TRAVELING EVIL WITHIN OUR WORLD. AND KNOWING THIS, I CAN SEE THE REASON THAT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE THAT WE COULDN'T HAVE ALREADY CREATED,, A NEW BETTER WORLD AND NEW SMARTER AMERICANS!, THE ADJUSTMENT OR TRICK, IS TO NEW PROMOTE YES PERSON PEOPLE SKILLS, WHILE WE KEEP PROMOTING A LOVE WITHIN MORE INDIFFERENCE, AND A COMMONWEALTH IN THE SAME WITHOUT THE FEAR OF A PEOPLE INJUSTICE WITHIN PUBLIC SAFETY. AND BEING BLESSED, AS A PART OF A NEW FUTURE, I WAS BORN IN MEMPHIS TENNESSEE, IN NINETEEN SEVENTY SIX, THE BICENTENIAL OF THE OF THE SIGNING OF THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE, WITH THE LOVE, AND INNOCENSE, AND THE POTENTIAL OF CHRISTIAN WISDOM. AS COLORED AS YOU, AS AMERICAN AS YOU, AND AS I WAS BORN WITH THE LUCK IRISH. I THINK THAT NOW WE'RE EXPERIENCING A BETTER BEGINNING IN AMERICA, AND I'M A STRONG SUPPORTER OF BARACK OBAMA, OVER SARA PALIN AND THE TEA PARTY, AND I HAVE ALWAYS FAVORED A MORE CALM AND CONSERVATIVE DEMOCRAT, OVER MY UNDERSTANDING OF FAT AND GREY WRINKLED ELEPHANTS. I BELIEVE THERE IS A SMARTER MORE PROGRESSIVE WAY, BEFORE ANY WORRIES OF A FUTURE OF SOCIALISM. AFTER, A NEW MILLENIUM OF COMPUTER VIRUSES, JUNK EMAIL, FOLDING INVESTMENT BANK BAILOUTS, FALLEN RETIREMENT PLANS, CORPORATE DRUNKEN OIL POLLUTION, OVERHEARD CELLULAR PHONE INFORMATION, AND STOCK TRADING FOR PEPSI, WHO MAKES MONEY ON PIZZA HUT, KFC, AND MOUNTAIN DEW, AND DORITOS OR TACO BELL WITH 79,89,99 CENT BURRITOS., IN MY COMMON PARANOIA FOR THE FEARS OF A BORING BIASED CONFORMIST ALMOST BULLSHIT MEDIA, AND AND ANNOYING PAPARAZZI. I SUPPORT ELVIS, MICHAEL, BRITTNEY, AND LYNDSEY. I ALWAYS HAVE, I PLAY FAVORITES, I HAVE A DARKSIDE AND A DOUBLE STANDARD. I AM THAT GUY THAT PROTECTS YOU WHEN I WASN'T REALLY THERE. COVER AND CARRY LITTLE ONE. YOURS IN MINE AND MINE IN YOURS? I AM OFTEN SOMEWHAT OF A PESSIMIST, AND HAVE EVEN IMAGINED THE DARKSIDE OF AN INVASION AGE FROM A LARGER RICHER CHINA, AND THE ABSENCE OF RELIGIOUS FREEDOM, AFTER A DECLERATION OF INDEPENDANCE, FREE SPECH, AND MORE OVEREXAGGERATED FREE PRESS, WITHOUT THE HIDDEN MONEY IN A SYSTEM OF EXCHANGE THAT CAN'T BE SUCCESSFULL, IDEA2 AND THAT IT COULD JUST SO HAPPEN THAT MAN DESTROY'S THE WORLD, WHILE THERE'S MORE DENSITY IN THE AIR, AND THERE'S STILL CLEAN OXYGEN, THAT WE BREATH, AND HOT SPRINGS IN HOT SPRINGS, AND COOL FRESH ROCKY MOUNTAIN STREAMS, AND CABINS IN THE WOODS, WITH NO WORRIES OF RONALD REAGON NUKE BUTTON IN A PHIL COLLINS 80'S LAND OF CONFUSION. AND FIRE DESTROYED ALL OF THE DINASOAR'S, AND NOAH SAVED THE NEW ANIMALS BEFORE THE FLOOD, 2BY2, BEFORE GOD DESTROYED THE EARTH A SECOND TIME WITH WATER, AND THE BITCH TOLD ADAM TO BITE THE APPLE, AND THE DEVIL TOOK JESUS, TO THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN, BEFORE HE CRIED OUT GOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME, AND HE PASSED THROUGH FEAR IN THREE DAYS AFTER 14 GENERATIONS OF ADAM, OF ABRAHAM, AND FOURTEEN GEN OF KING DAVID BEFORE 14 GENERATIONS JOSEPH, AND THEN THE BIRTH OF THE CHRIST. AND, GOD GIVING BACK JOB HIS RICHES AND FIELDING THE NAMES OF THE SOUNDS OF MAN IN THE GENERATIONS OF THE JEWISH HERITAGE WHO KNEW WE SHOULD EAT MORE VEGETABLES, AND COULDN'T BE BURNED IN THE FURNACE.. I HAVE FOUND A COMMON GOLDEN KEY TO SEARCH FOR A POPULAR ADJUSTMENT, A RULE, AND A COMMON SOLUTION IN TIME, AND THE NEW AGE OF THE INTERNET, WITH OR WITHOUT A STATUS QUO. I AM READY TO CLASSIFY MYSELF AS THE BEATLE'S MAGICAL MYSTERY TOUR WALRUS, SAYING GOO GOO GAJOOB, HAVING FUN HIGH, WITH A FREE TRIP TO SIX FLAGS! WITHOUT TELLING ANYONE I HAVE GREAT POTENTIAL FOR BEING SIMILAR TO BALANCED ELECTRONS SPINNING RECORDS OF AN INGENIUS BINARY IMAGINATION, IN MY LAPTOP!. <<G>> AND, IN CONSTANT DREAMING WITH RAPID EYE MOVEMENT, OR THE ROCKET SHIP AND LUCID BLINKERS. AND CRAIG FERGUSON, THE UNPOPULAR MONKEY SPONSOR, THAT WANTS TO CONTROL MY DIRECTV DVR, BEFORE I LOSE INTRESTEST AND THINK ABOUT GETTING LOST IN A VERSION OF WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER, LISTENING TO ASHLEY SIMPSON, AFTER WAKING UP TO WATCHING A MICROSOFT AQUARIUM SCREENSAVER, BEFORE I DECIDED TO OPEN UP ADOBE PHOTOSHOP. THINKING OF MY ART TEACHER MR.GREEN WHILE IN CLASS AT FCHS IN TENTH GRADE PRACTICING PAINTING AFTER AN ENTHUSIASTIC LESSON CONCERNING THE COLORWHEEL -AT FORREST CITY HIGHSCHOOL 92.THAT INCLUDES , A BEST IN CLASS INTERUPPTION AWARD FOR THE PERMENANT PROMOTION OF THE MOVING COTTON CANDY CLOUDS. AND I STOP TO THINK OF WHEN I WENT DIVING FOR HIDDON PEARLS AFTER SWIMMING IN A DEEP OCEAN AFTERING EATING A GRILLED CHEESE. AND I ENJOY REMEMBERING PLAYING GIN WITH MY MOM AND AND LOOKING AT HER TWO 8K DIAMOND WEDDING RINGS FROM HER TWO HUSBANDS... WHILE I WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO BE IN THE INTUITION OF WHERE THE ACE OF HEARTS ALWAYS APPEARED. WHEN BREAKING THE KNOWLEDGE THAT THERE ARE DIAMONDS OF ARKANSAS, AND STOLEN DYNASTYS OF DIAMONDS IN AFRICA, AND THE CHICAGO BOARD OF EXCHANGE WITH POPULAR EXPORTS OF ORGANIC GREEN VEGETABLES, AND A COMMODITY PRICE FOR LONDON AND ZURICH GOLD, LISTED IN THE DEMOCRAT GAZETTE, AND TENNESSEES VOLUNTEERS THAT ARE SUPPORTING AL GORE'S LEADERSHIP IN THE TIME OF FADING OZONE AND ENVIRONMENT AND A CODE GREEN PARTY. RIGHT NOW, I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO GO FLOAT THE BUFFALO, IN A CANOE WITH PAT AND CHRIS DRINKING A COLD BEER AND A PASSING COORS LIGHT TRAIN, AND THINKING OF GREAT A BIG RAIN WITHIN A SPECIAL CREASE UNDER THE POST WEATHER RAINING WATERFALLS OF THE NATURAL STATE, UNDER A FREE REAL RELEASE, AND THE IDEAS OF RIVERS FLOWING INTO THE MISSISSIPPI, THE AMAZON, AND THE NILE, IN THE STONE COLD CARLOS CASTANEDA PAINTED MOUNTAINS AMONG MOLDED CLIFFS BY A THOUSAND YEARS OF FREEFLOWING FRESH WATER. OR MAYBE, I'LL BE FLOATING BACK TO THE NEXT FUTURE, IN A HOT AIR COCA-COLA BALLOON. WITH MY SONY WALKMAN OR IPOD, WHILE ABLE TO HEAR JIMI! LIKE A SUPERSPACE GANGSTER OF LOVE FROM THE STEVE MILLER BAND, I AM GANGSTAHANK, THE INFAMOUS FAMOUS I LIKE CHICKEN AND ORANGE JUICE CAUSE I'M A WRITER, AND THE FACT THAT I WAS THE COMMON URBAN COWBOY TRAVELER IN WOODY HARRELSON,,, BEING THE ONLY WHITE MAN WITH SMALL HANDS THAT COULDN'T DUNK. SOMEWHERE IN THIS FUTURE IN FAYETTEVILLE, AR. WHILE, I WAS JUST SERVED A BEER DIPLOMA. AND, UNFORTUNATELY, I REALLY DON'T KNOW RIGHT NOW, BUT I'M WAITING FOR BEDTIME STORIES WITH THE PRESIDENT. ANYWAY, UNDER ALL OF THE SAME CONDITIONS, I FEEL I AM AN UNDERSTATEMENT TO THE CONSTANT OF THE SAME! OR PERFECTION ! IN WISDOM, ONLY TO FIND LATER THAT I BELIEVED IN A TOTAL EFFORT FOR WORLD PEACE, AND THEN, MY FRIEND FORREST GUMP, WAS SHOT IN THE ASS SOMEWHERE IN VIETNAM. BUT, I DIDN'T EVER WORRY, IT WAS JUST A FLESH WOUND, I'LL PURSUE TOMORROW AND THE FUTURE AS I CHOOSE TO CONTINUE WRITING THE PLANETARIAN GARGONIA WORLD 3000 AS PRINCE HE EN ER EY. GOD SAID, THE EARTH WOULD BE DESTROYED BY FIRE, WATER, MAN. AND I THINK THAT FIRE KILLED MY FAVORITE CARNIVORE, THE TYRANASOURAS REX, AND THE THREE HORNED TRICERATOPS, TYRONE, AND THE OTHER BRONTASORAS AND THE DINOSOAR'S ON THE EARTH, THEN NOAH SAVED US AFTER HE TOOK EACH ANIMAL TWO BY TWO WHEN THE WATER FLOODED EARTH, BEFORE THEY FOUND FOSSILS, AND AN ANIMAL PLANET OF GENUS, AND FEECEES FOSIL FUELS, AND THEN IN MY PRESENCE, SOME MAN NAMED DUMBO WEINER BUSH WAS INFLUENTIAL ENOUGH TO BRING THE EARTH TO A RECESSION, AFTER THEY FOUND SADDAM NEEDING A SHAVE AND HUNGRY IN A WHOLE! IN IRAQ. AND GOD WAS ALL KNOWING THE WHOLE TIME AND KNEW GEORGE WASHINGTON CUT DOWN MR. ED'S CHERRYTREE. I WAS BORN WITH COMMON ADVANTAGES, SEVERAL CHIPS AT CHUCKY CHEESE, AND VACATIONS TO THE CAPITAL HILL APARTMENTS, AND A DINNER AT THE JAPANESE STEAKHOUSE, WITH THE POPULAR, AND PRIVILLEDGED, BUT, I STILL GET TERRIFIED BY THE BOOGIE WOOGIE MAN AT NIGHT, AND THE YELLOW SKIES AFTER THE DUSTBOWL TORNADOS!. IN THE IMPERFECTIONS OF MAN. I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE, BUT MY DREAM OF ASHLEY SIMPSON. AND, IN MY FUTURE ROMANCES AND DREAMS AS A WRITER, AND THE STRUGGLE IN LIFE FOR PEACE OF MIND AND ACCEPTANCE, I'LL SAY SEEYA LATER., PATNA., GOOD WORLD BEING LAMINATED LIKE ARKANSAS DRIVING LICENSES WITH UNLIMITED STAPLE HOLES IN TIME, I WILL ALWAYS SAY MINE, WAS A MISTRIAL, AND THE JUDGE LOOKED, AND THEN THERE WERE TWO OF ME. AND AT THIS POPULAR MOMENT IN TIME, I WAS A FEDERAL CHAIRMAN LIKE, ALLEN GREENSPAN WITH THE POPULAR BILL CLINTON FOREIGN POLICY, WITH AN ANGUS POTERHOUSE ON THE GRILL UNDER THE POWER OF MUSHROOM PLANET FROM THE LOVECATTLE DROPPINGS, BEFORE THE TIME THAT I FLEW UP TO THE MOON!. I HAD THE RIGHT TO ACHIEVE, BEING AN UNSURE IRISH FLANAGIN, AND WAS ALWAYS IN CLASS, BUT DIDN'T LEARN UNTIL I THOUGHT ABOUT IT LATER, FROM WITHIN SHYNESS, AND THE UNWILLINGNESS TO PERFORM TO THE STANDARDS OF SUCCESS IN THE TIME THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE. I WAS BLESSED AND I DO HAVE THE ABILITY TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT, AND THEY DON'T KNOW THAT HE HAS THE REMOTE CONTROL, TO DO IT, BUT! YOU NEVER KNOW WHICH ONE HE REALLY IS, OR YOU MAY BE THE PESSIMIST AT THIS TIME TO ALL OF HIS LOCO CRAZY OPINIONS. PLEASE DO NOT QUESTION MY PAST, AND DO NOT LEAVE ME TO DIE WITH SHAME, HATE, OR DENIAL, AND PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ME WITH ANY EXTRA BAGGAGE. I'M JUST ME. KEEPIN IT REAL! JUST HAVING FUN. AND, I DIDN'T ASK TO COME HERE. I MISS MY MOTHER. I WAS EASY ON THE THEORY OF BEING CREATED BY PERFECTION, AS PERFECTION, AND NOT BEING HANDED DOWN TO LESSER KNOWLEDGE. THROUGH ETERNITY, WITHOUT ANY BACKGROUND INFORMATION OR KNOWLEDGE POSTED DAILY. AT LEAST, AS A LITTLE BOY, I DIDN'T KNOW ANY PROBLEMS. WHEN QUESTIONED ON THE IDEA OF ONE SIN V/S ANOTHER, I HAD THE INNOCENSE OF A CHILD, AND, I ANSWERED, I AM STILL THE BOY INSIDE, I WAS EASILY GIVEN TO SAY, THE WORLD HAS GONE ASTRAY., AND I DIDN'T KNOW. BEFORE I HAD TO CUT MY LOSSES, AFTER I QUESTIONED HEAVEN, I OFTEN RELIED ON COMMON SENSE, COMMON KNOWLEDGE, AND THE BIBLE. IN MY OWN IDEAS, IT WASN'T RIGHT IN THE BALANCE OF PRESSURE, OF MAN V/S MAN, OR SIN V/S SIN, OR GREED, JEALOUSY, AND IGNORANCE. SIMPLY PUT, I BELIEVE NOW THAT I SHOULD FADE OFF INTO A ROCKING CHAIR, WHILE WATCHING THE FADING SUNSET. BECAUSE, THE WORLD WAS MEANT TO SEPARATE LIKE MOSES, AND NOT THE COMBINE LIKE ELI WHITNEY, ONLY MEANS THAT I WILL PLAN TO WORK WITH MY FAVORITES, A LITTLE HARDER. I WAS BORN OPTIMISTIC, AND I DID STEAL BRACH'S CARAMELS AND CAMPBELL'S SOUP, AND I DID SAVE THE LABELS, AND I DID SEE HUGH HEFNER AT WALGREENS BUYING 5-HOUR ENERGY. AND IN MY WONDERING, I ONCE WAS ASKED, WHAT IS MY PINNACLE AND MY PENNANCE, TRYING TO FIND OUT WHICH HAND TO USE AS A LEFT HANDED GOLFER, AND A CHURCH GOING PERSON, AND IT STARTED TO MAKE ME THINK, AND EVEN MADE ME SOMEWHAT AFRAID FOR MY SOUL?. DOES ANYONE EVER HAVE ANYONE THING, AND REALLY? DOESN'T EVERYONE KNOW YOUR BUSINESS?, WHY CAN'T YOU ALWAYS HAVE EVERYTHING, SOMETIMES LIFE SAYS YOU CANT HAVE IT, UNLESS EVERYONE GETS AN OUTLET TO YOUR DOOR. LIKE GOD BLESS YOU MR. ROSEWATER. INDIRECTED IN INDEPENDANT ISOLATION, WITH A CHANCE AT INFINITE ETERNAL. SINCERELY, I WISH I WAS AN IMAGINARY FIGMENT LIKE CHESTER CHEETAH, THE CHEESY ONE, JUST A MAN ON THE MOON. YES, ME! HANK, A ICEAGE WHOOLY MAMMATH CHILLIN AND CONCENTRATING ON A FREE SMALL WENDY'S FROSTEE! WHEN I KNOW I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT, OR IF I WANT MORE OF THE LESS. OR, MORE OF THE SAME. OR. A POPULAR EQUILIBRIUM FOR MORE OF BOTH?, IS MY GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY, IT'S ABOUT OPTIMISM OR PESSIMISM, AND THE ONLY QUESTION IS, IS THERE ANOTHER A GLASS? UNLESS THERE IS AWAYS A FACT IN GOD THAT I CAN ACHIEVE THIS AGAIN, TOO? I KNOW IF I WHEN I HAVE A SKYBOX SEAT, WITHOUT EVER GETTING A CHANCE TO FLY OVER THE WORLD IN A GOODYEAR BLIMP. AND IN HAVING A GOOD REPUTATION HERE, AND KNOWING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT'S NOT TRUE. THERE IS A BOOK, A LOCK, A KEY, AND A DOOR. I THINK YOU SHOULD KNOCK ON MY DOOR, USE THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR, AND LOCK IT BEHIND ME, AND THEN HOLD ME CLOSE LIKE STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE PIZZA WITH ALEXANDER GRAHAM CRACKER CRUST!. YES, I'M A BIPOLAR, I CAN'T MOVE AWAY, AND I CAN'T SEPERATE, AND I WILL NEVER HAVE COMPLETE CONTROL. WHAT DO YOU KNOW? LIKE ANY COMMON WORLD 3K GARGONEET AMERICONIAN? I RAIN, OVER MY TEARS, AND OFTEN TIMES, I'M AN EMOTIONAL WATERFUL, SOMETIMES,.BUT, EACH TEAR IS FOR YOU, AND I DIDN'T EVER SAY THAT I CRIED IT!, AND, I'M AS SWEET AND WARM LIKE PRESERVED SLICES OF PEACHES. OR JALAPENO PEPPERS PRESERVED IN VINEGAR, OR EVEN A YELLOW CAVE CITY WATERMELON. WHEN LAUGHTER IS PLURAL, I HATED TO BE LAUGHED AT?, AND I HATED SHAME!. I DON'T WANT TO BE THE STIMULUS FOR BELITTLEMENT,. I SUPPORT CONFIDENT STRONG WOMEN, AND I'M PRETENTIOUS OF THE INITIAL RESPONSE, AND THE INITIAL REACTION AND RESPECT, AND THE EQUALITY IS HERE!, I DEMAND TO KNOW IF WE ARE THE SAME, WITH THE TRUST, THE RESPECT, AND THE POWER TO SHARE IN THIS HEAVENLY MELODY, IN THE NEW COMMONWEALTH OF LIVE AND LET PROSPER, WHEN IT'S TIME TO BOLDLY GO WHERE NO MAN HAS GONE BEFORE. AND AS WE AWAIT,THE NEW WORLD TURNS AGAIN. A TIME CAPSUL OF IDEAS BY GANGSTAHANK! WHILE I AM SAD, THINKING OF MY LITTLE DROPLETS OF RAIN THAT CAN DROP UPSIDE DOWN COMPLETEING TWO ROUNDTRIP TICKETS OF RELEASE, TO AN ALL INCLUSIVE MEAL OF JAMAICAN JERK CHICKEN, A LITTLE WEED SMOKING, AND A RUM PUNCH. IN THE CURRENT RECESSION AND TRIVIAL PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS. WITHIN MY REFLECTION OF RAINDROPS OVER WATER, I HAVE 10 COLD BEER'S CHILLING IN A COOLER WITH AN EMBEDDED COMP ASS, KEEPING GOOD RHYTHEM WITH AN HOURGLASS OF FREE TIME, WITH NEW LOVE AND NEW INSIGHT, IN THE PEAK OF A POTENTIAL PERFECTION IN THE GOLDEN SUNSET, AND BLUE CLOUDS WITH SILVER LININGS, COMFORTABLE IN DISTANT VOICES OF INSPIRATION, P.H.F.JR PHF2@LIVE.COM WORD COUNT 37 I LOVE MY WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER, MY FAVORITE MP3'S BY ASHLEY SIMPSON, AND SARAH BOREILLES, AND AVRIL LAVIGN. THE NEXT NIGHT'S DREAMS I ENCOUNTERED INCLUDED FAME, LOVE, AND CIRCLES IN THE REVOLVING DOORS LEADING TO CHOCOLATE DONUTS AND CAPPACINO COFFEE THE NIGHT BEFORE I SHOWED UP FOR 10 YEAR FORREST CITY CLASS GRADUATION, I WAS INVOLVED IN NITRUS GEOLOGY WITH BOUNCING BALLS AT THE TIME! RESEMBLING THE HILL'S OF SAND AND THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF AN ILLUSION OF THE SEA, AND AN INSTANT RAINCHECK IN A RAINBOW, WHILE I'M READING WALT WHITMAN'S LEAVES OF GRASS AND THINKIN ABOUT IRELAND. LIKE I WAS IN THE DESERT ILLUSION OF THE SEA, AND BEFORE THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF EACH SUMMER, WITH AN INSTANT RAINCHECK IN A RAINBOW, WHILE I'M READING WALT WHITMAN'S LEAVES OF GRASS LIKE AN ENDEAVORE INTO GRANDMA SMITH'S WHITE CHOCOLATE MACADAMIA NUT COOKIES, THE CHOCOLATE FUDGE CLUSTER COOKIES, AND PEANUT BUTTER COOKIES. AKA#ALARGE PINEAPPLE AND CANADIAN BACON THIN CRUST EDITION. LIKE MEMORIES OF BEALE STREET, AND BB KING'S MEMPHIS RYTHEM AND BLUES, OR THE SAUSAGE, PICKEL, AND CHEESE APPETIZER PLATTERS AT THE CHARLIE VERGO'S RENDEZVOUS, OR BEING WITH TEENAGE BELLIGERANT UNDERAGED DRINKERS AT SAINT MONGO'S, OR EVEN THAT TRAFFIC JAM WHERE WE ALL GOT TO WALK ACROSS THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER BRIDGE. THE TiE-DIED COLORED RAINDROPS SCREENSAVER2 AND AS I DREAMED OF EVERYTHING THE NIGHT BEFORE, AND FOUND A VOICE IN THE DISTANT WAVES AND FUTURE OF NATURAL BLUE WATERS, WITHIN THESE RANDOM EXTRA GREEN IRISH EYE'S A SMILING AND MY STEP MOM, CATHY'S BROCCOLI AND CHEESE SOUP!, WONDERING WHO WILL DIE FIRST, ME, TIGER WOODS, CHELSEA HANDLER, OR PEYTON MANNING? ALL OF THESE AGE 34. AND BY THE WAY, BYRON TOOK ME FISHING AND TOLD ME HE WAS A MASTER- BAITOR...BUT WE DIDN'T CATCH ANY FISH!. what would you say if, or what would you do if you faced hallucinations by definition, only you knew without doubt, that what you are facing is false, and a lie, but the only person at a loss is you, the only tree from forrest city? AS I CLIMBED OUT OF THE DREAMS OF4FOUR LEAF WET COLD COVERS, AND DREAMING OF CHOCLATE DONUTS, FROM WHAT DREAM'S MAY COME. I HAD A DREAM THAT TOLD ME PEOPLE PICK UP NEW COLD TENDENCIES WHEN EVERYONE IS POOR AROUND YOU, AND NOW BACK TO WORK. MY INSPIRATION AND THE GRAND FINALE!... IF ANY OF US CAN GO TO HEAVEN, WANT U B N MINE!. COURTNEY LOVE THROUGH HER HILL AT MADONNA IN THE MTV STUDIO, AND I TOLD PAULA ABDUL TWICE.. I HAD YOUR FIRST ALBUM! AND MASTER P LOST TO JERRY RICE IN DANCING WITH THE STARS, AND I HAD A VISION OF 2 PAC, IN LUCID DREAMING I SAW CURT, AND HE WAS DRESSED IN POLO, AND WHEN I NOTICED CURT WAS THERE, I SAW VEGAS. BEFORE MY DAD, AND BROTHER, APPEARED AND SHIFTED THE BILLIARD TABLLE, 2 PAC WAS THERE TOO! AS I FOUND MYSELF BETWEEN TWO MANY PYRAMIDS IN TIME.