Humanity, War, and Genocide Once There Was a Soldier Once there was a soldier. He walked ‘cross frozen seas. Seas of blood, seas of fire. Waves of thunder, waves of cries. He crossed great voids of death… He watched warriors fall And children come forward. Children who wanted to be adults Boys who yearned to be men. He watched the pale horse Gallop them afar Whispering tales of heroism, To the fiery hell on the horizon. He saw the crows peck at their bodies The dogs tear at their bones. Once there was a soldier Who crossed a void of men. Come Look, come and see The sky is set alight! The wise old earth trembles, Down smash pillars of stone. The river flows black The cool water burns. On the rushing current rests The bones of countrymen, And beside them rot The flicker of humanity. Can you hear the guns roar, And the sky itself scream? Come, my eager warrior, Into the fires of Hell. Fell On Deaf Ears They cried for reform They cried for acceptance— But the words fell on deaf ears. Their voices were stolen, Snatched away by hands of oppression They cried to their neighbors, “Help us, help us, please!”— Their pleas fell on deaf ears. Marched from their homes At the tip of a gun, They asked, begging: “Where do you take us?” Yet the questions fell down Upon ears of stone. Soldiers razed their families As they wandered amidst death— Mothers screamed out, “Not my children!”— But their cries fell on deaf ears. Humanity and Destiny Fate Is Calling The moon shines down Upon the rails, shining, shining The windows are dark On the clanking freight— I hear the cry of my fate. Others stir dimly beside me Their breath escaping into mist; The children wave goodbye, Swinging by the tire swing— My fate beckons to me. Destiny winds the bend Drawing to and fro ever nearer, Alongside the wooded planks Flows the wild river— I heed the cry of my fate. A Question That Won’t Be Answered I have a question that dogs my mind A question that stalked since beginning of time— It burns in my thoughts, A red inferno of my conscience— Why are lives of good people fraught With sadness, despair, grief and pain Whilst the ignorant and hateful and greedy Live without anguish, judgment and shame? Why, may I ask? What have we done? What have we done so horribly wrong? Humanity and the world Crossing Borders What if I was born On the other side? This world may be all I know, But must it be that way? They tell me to love The flag of Red, White and Blue But the colors of White, Blue and Red Are beautiful to me, too. Must I revere the Rockies Of the Wild West? Why not love Red Sea Between titan masses? What is a nation’s flag But a colorblind judgment? From heavenly stars you see There are no borders Between you and me. Who Are You, Stranger Who stands hither ‘Cross chasm of green? Who are you stranger, Standing at your post? Are you a savage— Come to destroy my hovel? Are you a thief— To spirit away my bread In a rainy night, Void of moon’s light? Are you, stranger An enemy of mine— Is that why you dare To cross the bristling line? Who are you, stranger? Your eyes never leave me. Be you a man Who fears the lonely night? Who are you, stranger— Man who wanders beyond fields? His feet still entrenched In his native soil— But mind wanders, free— To wonderful worlds It so yearns to see. Humanity and Nature Back When There Was Ice Back when there was ice The leaves stuck to puddles Huddled up in freezing crevices— Ancient oaks bore claws That shed forth crystal tears And the winter fairies twirled Plummeting from castles above. The nymphs of the forest Uttered no sound or song Creeks winding between stones Made no whisper nor murmur. Warmth glowed from golden windows Candles burned on weary tables. Pines bent in merciless blast The robin shivered at his perch. Fairies cloaked his red in white They suffocated the tired land. Back when there was ice A fire cackled in the dark. An old hound dozed By its welcoming warmth Soothing his croaking bones. Beside him sat a child Who spun great tales of heroes Heroes who did great evil— Villains who did great good— Back when there was ice. Puddle The puddle is a puddle In our own eyes But to the ant, The puddle is an ocean. Forest You are kind. You are ruthless. You are safe But glinting with danger. Yet you judge me not. Your gentle wise oaks Standing firm and strong Shelter me from The biting wind, And your sparkling streams Guide me home at night. Humanity, Sexuality, and Gender Identity They Have, They Say, They Do I live in the dark, Behind a closet door. They scorn me, hate me, They call me foul. They say I cannot love, That I am just pretend. They kick me down stairs And tie me to the fence. Their feet heave my gut, Their words wound my ears. And then they have The audacity to say “Did you choose To be gay?” Straight Lines When I was seven I never could Draw a straight line. My teacher said, “Don’t worry, you’ll be fine All lines become Straight in the end.” Ten years go by I still can’t draw Them straight lines. The haters gonna hate, To them I always say: “Hey, I’m so gay I can’t even draw straight!” My Son I remember what you said When the teacher asked you, “What do you want to be When you grow up?” And you answered, “I want to be a boy.” They called you Samantha, But you were Samson. You wore ripped jeans, And a muddy T-shirt. You trekked through the hall In muddy, worn sneakers The day’s finds clenched Inside your scratched up fist. You rode your bike Through the green woods, Down old deer trails And over fallen logs, ‘Cross gurgling streams into gullies. Into the thicket you plunged, Across fields you flew— Your knees scraped, But your spirit happy. You were assigned my daughter, But deep within your soul’s depths You were my son. The kids at school called you “Tranny and crossdresser, faggot” They saw only outside, Not what lingered unlocked. The labyrinth of suffering Trapped you in its claw-holds. You knew not where to turn; The monsters grew bold— They ripped at your wrists And finally conquered your life. They laid you to rest On the bloodied floor Of our tiled bathroom. Now I morn you Not a daughter, but a son. Not as Samantha, but Samson. My Samson. I love you, Samson.