TAMING THE TIGER WITHIN Meditations on Transforming Difficult Emotions By: Thich Nhat Hanh TOPICS I. From Anger to Compassion 1. Recognition 2. Care of Anger 3. Mindfulness of Others 1. Recognition One of the main causes of our suffering is the seed of anger inside of us. 8/21/12 Seed Recognize and embrace your anger when it manifests itself. Care for it with tenderness rather than suppressing it. 8/23/12 Recognize We are more than our anger, we are more than our suffering. 8/27/12 More Why do you get angry so easily? Is it because your seed of anger is too strong? 8/29/12 Easily If you get angry easily, it may be because the seed of anger in you has been watered frequently over many years, and unfortunately you have allowed it or even encouraged it to be watered. 8-31-12 Watered Many other people, confronted with the same situation, would not get angry like you. They hear the same words, they see the same situation, and yet they are able to stay calm and not get carried away. 9/5/12 Calm Anger has roots in nonanger elements. It has roots in the way we live our daily life. If we take good care of everything in us, without discrimination, we prevent our negative energies from dominating. We reduce the strength of our negative seeds so that they won’t overwhelm us. 9/7/12 Anger Before we can make deep changes in our lives, we have to look into our diet, our way of consuming. We have to live in such a way that we stop consuming the thing that poisons us and intoxicates us. Then, we will have the strength to allow the best in us to arise, and we will no longer be victims of anger, of frustration. 9/11/12 Deep Changes Look at someone who is angry. When you see the tension in her, you become frightened, because the bomb in her may explode any minute. 9/13/12 Look Whenever anger comes up, take out a mirror and look at yourself. When you are angry, you are not very attractive, you are not presentable. Hundreds of muscles on your face become very tense. Your face looks like a bomb ready to explode. 9/17/12 Mirror When you see your face looking like a bomb ready to explode, you are motivated to do something to change it. You know in your heart what you can do to look more attractive. You don’t need cosmetics. You need only to breathe peacefully, calmly, and to smile mindfully. If you can do that one or two times, you will look much better. Just look in the mirror, breathing in calmly, breathing out smiling, and you will feel relief. 9/21/12 Breathing It is very helpful to see yourself in moments when you are angry. It is a bell of mindfulness. 9/19/12 Helpful Anger always goes together with confusion, with ignorance. 9/26/12 Confusion Anger is born from ignorance and wrong perceptions. You may be the victim of a wrong perception. You may have misunderstood what you heard and what you saw. You may have a wrong idea of what has been said, what has been done. 9/28/2012 Perceptions Every one of us must practice looking deeply into our perceptions, whether we are a father, mother, child, partner, or friend. 10/2/12 Looking Deeply Our body is impermanent, our emotions are impermanent, and our perceptions are impermanent. Our anger, our sadness, our love, our hatred, and our consciousness are also impermanent. 10/4/12 Impermanent Anger and love are both of an organic nature, and thus they both can change. Hate can always be transformed into love. And unfortunately, many times love is transformed into hate. 10/8/12 Love and Hate Many of us begin a relationship with great love, very intense love. So intense that we believe that, without our partner, we cannot survive. Yet if we do not practice mindfulness, it takes only one or two years for our love to be transformed into hatred. Then, in our partner’s presence we have the opposite feeling, we feel terrible. It becomes impossible to live together anymore, so divorce is the only way. Love has been transformed into hatred; our flower has become garbage. 10/10/12 Intense Love If you see elements of garbage in you, such as fear, despair, and hatred, don’t panic. As a good organic gardener, a good practitioner, you can face this: “I recognize that there is garbage in me. I am going to transform this garbage into nourishing compost that can make love reappear.” 10/12/12 Garbage Just because anger or hate is present does not mean that the capacity to love and accept is not there; love is always in you. 10/16/2012 In You In a time of anger or despair, even if we feel overwhelmed, our love is still there. Our capacity to communicate, to forgive, to be compassionate is still there. You have to believe this. We are more than our anger, we are more than our suffering. We must recognize that we do have within us the capacity to love, to understand, to be compassionate, always. 10/18/12 Love Is Still There 2. Care of Anger We were never advised to suppress our anger. We were taught to go back to ourselves and take good care of it. 10/22/12 Care It’s not healthy to keep your anger inside for long. I always advise my friends, “Do not keep your anger to yourself for more than one day.” 10/26/12 Not Healthy As practitioners, we have to be anger specialists. We have to attend to our anger; we have to practice until we understand the roots of our anger and how it works. 10/29/12 Anger Specialists Accept your anger because you know, you understand, that you can take care of it; you can transform it into positive energy. 11/1/12 Accept Anger is like a howling baby, suffering and crying. Your anger is your baby. The baby needs his mother to embrace him. You are the mother. Embrace your baby. 11/12/12 Howling Baby Just like our organs, our anger is part of us. When we are angry, we have to go back to ourselves and take good care of our anger. We cannot say, “Go away, anger, I don’t want you.” When you have a stomachache, you don’t say, “I don’t want you stomach, go away.” No, you take care of it. In the same way, we have to embrace and take good care of our anger. 11/14/12 “Like Our Organs” When the mother embraces her baby, her energy penetrates him and soothes him. This is exactly what you have to learn to do when anger begins to surface. You have to abandon everything that you are doing, because your most important task is to go back to yourself and take care of your baby, your anger. Nothing is more urgent than taking good care of your baby. 11/10/12 “Most Important Task” Just embracing your anger, just breathing in and breathing out, that is good enough. The baby will feel relief right away. 11/20/12 “Breathing in and Breathing Out” In the beginning you may not understand the nature of your anger, or why it has come to be. But if you know how to embrace it with the energy of mindfulness, it will begin to become clear to you. 11/27/12 Clear Mindfulness means to be present, to be aware of what is going on. This energy is very crucial for the practice. The energy of mindfulness is like a big brother or big sister, holding a young one in her arms, taking good care of the suffering child, which is our anger, despair, or jealousy. 11/29/12 Be Present, Be Aware Sit and follow your breathing, or practice walking meditation to generate the energy of mindfulness, and embrace your anger. After ten or twenty minutes, your anger will open herself to you, and suddenly you will see the true nature of your anger. 12/3/12 True Nature When we embrace anger and take good care of our anger, we obtain relief. We can look deeply into it and gain many insights. One of the first insights may be that the seed of anger in us has grown too big, and is the main cause of our misery. As we begin see this reality, we realize that the other person, whom our anger is directed at , is only a secondary cause. The other person is not the real cause of our anger. 12/5/12 Insights When anger manifests in us, we must recognize and accept that anger is there and that it needs to be tended to. At this moment we are advised not to say anything, not to do anything out of anger. We immediately return to ourselves and invite the energy of mindfulness to manifest also, in order to embrace, recognize, and take good care of our anger. 12/7/12 Manifests Practice looking deeply into the nature of your anger. The practice has two phases. The first is embracing and recognizing: “My dear anger, I know you are there, I am taking good care of you.” The second phase is to look deeply into the nature of your anger to see how it has come about. 12/11/12 Practice Whether you are driving, walking, cooking, or washing, continue to embrace your anger with mindfulness. By doing so, you have a chance to look deeply into the nature of your anger. 12/13/12 Continue to Embrace The practices of mindful breathing and mindful walking outdoors are wonderful ways to embrace your anger. 12/17/12 Practices Every mental formation----anger, jealousy, despair, etc.----is sensitive to mindfulness the way all vegetation is sensitive to sunshine. By cultivating the energy of mindfulness, you can heal your body and your consciousness. 12/19/12 Heal People who use venting techniques like hitting a pillow or shouting are actually rehearsing anger. When someone is angry and vents their anger by hitting a pillow, they are learning a dangerous habit. They are training in aggression. Instead, a wise practitioner generates the energy of mindfulness and embraces her anger every time it manifests. 1/8/13 “Training” When you cook potatoes, you need to keep the fire going for at least fifteen or twenty minutes. You cannot eat raw potatoes. In the same way, you have to cook your anger on the fire of mindfulness, and it may take ten minutes, or twenty minutes, or longer. 1/10/13 Cook Your Anger Anger is in us in the form of a seed. The seeds of love and compassion are also there. In our consciousness, there are many negative seeds and also many positive seeds. The practice is to avoid watering the negative seeds, and to identify and water the positive seeds every day. 1/14/13 Water the Positive Seeds If positive seeds are watered in a person’s life, it is partly because of luck and partly because of effort. 1/16/13 Effort Sometimes we are overwhelmed by the energy of hate, of anger, of fear. We forget that in us there are other kings of energy that can manifest also. If we know how to practice, we can bring back the energy of insight, of love, and of hope in order to embrace the energy of fear, of despair, and of anger. 1/18/13 Energy Inside every one of us is a garden, and every practitioner has to go back to their garden and take care of it. May be in the past, you left it untended for a long time. You should know exactly what is going on in your own garden, and try to put everything in order. Restore the beauty; restore the harmony in your garden. If it is well tended, many people will enjoy your garden. 1/23/13 Inside With the energy of mindfulness, you can look into the garbage and say, “I am not afraid. I am capable of transforming the garbage back into love.” 1/25/13 I Am Not Afraid The energy of mindfulness contains the energy of concentration as well as the energy of insight. Concentration helps you to focus on just one thing. With concentration, the energy of looking becomes more powerful. Because of that, it can make a breakthrough that is insight. Insight always has the power of liberating you. If mindfulness is there, and you know how to keep mindfulness alive, concentration will be there too. And if you know how to keep concentration alive, insight will come also. So mindfulness recognizes, embraces, and relieves. Mindfulness helps us look deeply in order to gain insight. Insight is the liberating factor. It is what frees us and allows transformation to happen. This is the practice of taking care of anger. 1/29/13 The Energy of Concentration and Insight Every time you feel lost, alienated, or cut off from life, or from the world, every time you feel despair, anger, or instability, practice going home. Mindful breathing is the vehicle that you use to go back to your true home. 1/31/13 Practice Going Home 3. Mindfulness of Others At the moment you become angry, you tend to believe that your misery has been created by another person. You blame him or her for all your suffering. But by looking deeply, you realize that the seed of anger in you is the main cause of your suffering. 2/4/13 Main Cause of Your Suffering Even though we are primarily responsible for our own anger, we believe naïvely that if we can say something or do something to punish the other person, we will suffer less. 2/6/2013 We Are Responsible If your house is on fire, the most urgent thing to do is to go back and try to put out the fire, not to run after the person you believe to be the arsonist. If you run after the person you suspect has burned your house, your house will burn down while you are chasing him or her. That is not the action of a wise person. You must go back and put out the fire. When you are angry, if you continue to interact with or argue with the other person, if you try to punish him or her, you are acting exactly like someone who runs after the arsonist while their home goes up in flames. 2/8/2013 Put Out the Fire Whatever you do or say in a state of anger will only cause more damage in the relationship. Instead, try not to do anything or say anything when you are angry. 2/12/13 More Damage In taking good care of yourself, you take good care of your beloved one. Self-love is the foundation for your capacity to love the other person. If you don’t take good care of yourself, if you are not happy, if you are not peaceful, you cannot make the other person happy. You cannot help the other person; you cannot love. Your capacity for loving another person depends entirely on your capacity for loving yourself, for taking care of yourself. 2/14/13 Taking Good Care of Yourself When you make another suffer, he or she will try to find relief by making you suffer more. 2/19/13 Make Another Suffer When you say something unkind, when you do something in retaliation, your anger increases. You make the other person suffer, and they try hard to say or do something back to make you suffer, and get relief from their sufferings. That is how conflict escalates. 2/21/13 Escalates If we really understood and remembered that life was impermanent, we would do everything we could to make the other person happy right here and right now. If we spend twenty-four hours being angry at our beloved, it is because we are ignorant of impermanence. 2/25/13 Impermanence The reason we are foolish enough to make ourselves suffer and make the other person suffer is that we forget that we and the other person are impermanent. Someday, when we die, we will lose all our possessions, our power, our family, everything. Our freedom, peace, and joy in the present moment is the most important thing we have. But without an awakened understanding of impermanence, it is not possible to be happy. 2/27/13 Awakened When you try to make each other suffer, the result is an escalation of suffering on both sides. Both of you need compassion and help. Neither of you needs punishment. 3/1/13 Compassion and Help When your beloved makes you suffer because she is angry, at first you feel that she deserves punishment. You want to punish her because she has made you suffer. But after ten or fifteen minutes of walking meditation and mindful looking, you realize that what she needs is help and not punishment. 3/5/13 Realize When you get angry with someone, please don’t pretend that you are not angry. Don’t pretend that you don’t suffer. If the other person is dear to you, then you have to confess that you are angry, and that you suffer. Tell him or her in a calm, loving way. 3/7/13 Don’t Pretend It’s very natural that when you suffer, although you know how to practice, you still need the other person to help you in your practice. “Please help me. Darling, I need your help.” That is the language of true love. 3/11/13 The Language of True Love When you get angry with the other person, you have the tendency to say, “Don’t touch me! I don’t need you. I can manage very well without you!” But you have made the commitment to take good care of each other. 3/13/13 Tendency We are advised to tell the other person that we are angry, that we suffer. “Darling, I suffer, I’m angry, and I want you to know it.” Then if you are a good practitioner, you also add, “I’m doing my best to take care of my anger.” And you conclude with the third sentence, “Please, do help me,” because he or she is still very intimate, very close to you. You still need him or her. Expressing your anger in this way is extremely wise. 3/15/13 Extremely Wise You do not have to hide your anger. You have to let the other person know that you are angry and that you suffer. This is very important. 3/19/13 Very Important Punishing the other person is selfpunishment. That is true in every circumstance. 3/21/13 Self-Punishment If I have a cruel thought or if my words carry hatred in them, then those thoughts and words will be reborn. It will be difficult to catch them and pull them back. They are like a runaway horse. 3/25/13 Thoughts In the beginning you told each other, “I cannot live without you. My happiness depends on you.” You made declarations like that. But when you are angry, you say the opposite: “I don’t need you! Don’t come near me!” You prefer to go into your room and lock the door. You try your best to demonstrate that you don’t need the other person. This is a human , very ordinary tendency. But this is not wisdom. 3/27/13 This is Not Wisdom To say, “Darling, I love you,” is good, it is important. It is natural that we share our joy and good feelings with our beloved one. But you also have to let the other person know when you suffer, when you are angry with him or her. You have to express what you feel. You have the right. This is true love. “Darling, I am angry at you. I suffer.” Try your best to say it peacefully. There may be some sadness in your voice, that’s fine. Just don’t say something to punish or to blame. “Darling, I am angry. I suffer, and I need you to know it.” This is the language of love, because you have vowed to support each other, as partners, as husband and wife. 4/8/13 You Have the Right If you are capable of writing or saying these three sentences, you are capable of true love. You are using the authentic language of love. “Darling, I suffer, and I want you to know it. Darling, I am doing my best; I’m trying not to blame anyone else, including you. Since we are so close to each other, since we have made a commitment to each other, I feel that I need your support and your help to get out of this state of suffering, of anger.” Using the three sentences to communicate with the other person can quickly reassure and relieve him or her. The way you handle your anger will inspire a lot of confidence and respect in the other person, and in yourself. This is not very difficult to do. 4/10/13 “Language of Love” In true love, there is no pride. You cannot pretend that you don’t suffer. You cannot pretend that you are not angry. This kind of denial is based on pride. “Angry? Me? Why should I be angry? I’m okay.” But, in fact, you are not okay. You are in hell. Anger is burning you up, and you must tell your partner, your son, your daughter. 4/12/13 No Pride When you are angry, and you suffer, please go back and inspect very deeply the content, the nature of your perceptions. If you are capable of removing the wrong perception, peace and happiness will be restored in you, and you will be able to love the other person again. 4/16/13 Inspect Start a peace talk with your beloved one: “Darling, in the past we have made each other suffer so much. Both of us were victims of our anger. We made a hell for each other. Now, I want to change. I want us to become allies, so that we can protect each other, practice together, and transform our anger together. Let us build a better life from now on, based on the practice of mindfulness. Darling, I need your help. I need your support. I need your collaboration. I cannot succeed without you.” You have to say these words to your partner, your son, your daughter----it’s time to do it. This is awakening. This is love. 4/18/13 “Peace Talk” Nothing can heal anger except compassion. 4/22/13 Compassion Compassion is a beautiful flower born of understanding. When you get angry with someone, practice breathing in and out mindfully. Look deeply into the situation to see the true nature of your own and the other person’s suffering, and you will be liberated. 4/24/13 Liberated The nectar of compassion is so wonderful. If you are committed to keeping it alive, then you are protected. What the other person says will not touch off the anger and irritation in you, because compassion is the real antidote for anger. 4/29/13 Antidote for Anger If you allow compassion to spring from your heart, the fire of anger will die right away. 5/1/13 “Allow” If it is your partner who is angry, just listen. Listen and do not react. Do your best to practice compassionate listening. Do not listen for the purpose of judging, criticizing, or analyzing. Listen only to help the other person express himself and find some relief from his suffering. 5/3/13 “Listen” There are many ways to communicate, and the best way is to show that you no longer feel any anger or condemnation. You show that you understand and accept the other person. You communicate this not only by your words but also by your way of being---with your eyes full of compassion and your actions full of tenderness. 5/7/13 “Many Ways to Communicate” When you understand the situation of the other person when you understand the nature of suffering, anger will vanish, because it is transformed into compassion. 5/9/13 “Transformed” When you begin to see the suffering in the other person, compassion is born, and you no longer consider that person as your enemy. You can love your enemy. The moment you realize that your socalled enemy suffers. And you want to help him stop suffering, he ceases to be your enemy. 5/13/13 Compassion is Born When we hate someone, and are angry at her, it is because we do not understand her or the circumstances she comes from. By practicing deep looking, we realize that if we grew up like her, in her set of circumstances and in her environment, we would be just like her. That kind of understanding removes your anger, and suddenly that person is no longer your enemy. Then you can love her. As long as she remains an enemy, love is impossible. 5/15/13 Deep Looking When you touch the seed of understanding, mindfulness, and lovingkindness in you, you make these qualities grow stronger for both your own happiness and the happiness of other people and all living beings around you. 5/17/13 Stronger Happiness is not an individual matter. If one of you is not happy, it will be impossible for the other person to be happy. 5/21/13 No Individual Matter