Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal ‘Numbers on the Spiritual Journey The Great P’s of Celtic Spirituality I drafted most of these notes in Vienna Airport as I waited for my return flight to Birmingham after attending an 8-day Silent Retreat at Die Quelle, the International Satsang Association Sadhana Ashram ( see www.international-satsang.org ) . The Retreat was led by Sister Ishpriya It seemed important at the time to record these in order that I might not lose their ‘immediacy’ They contain some further reflections on my recent Silent Retreat and their message was a re-affirming of my roots in Celtic Spirituality and a confirmation that they complemented the thread of my experiences during the Retreat. Numbers and numerology have held a fascination for people of all cultures and throughout time. The study of numbers and mathematics is very often given ‘pride of place’, both in the modern world and in many ancient cultures. In education, and particularly in the West, there has been an emphasis on the 3 R’s of Reading, wRiting and aRithmetic. Perhaps this fascination with numbers and mathematics is because they are linked to nature and the cosmos. We do know that the study of numbers is seen by many as being complex, intricate and indeterminate and that mathematics acknowledges the concept of infinity. Thus it speaks of, and perhaps mirrors, man’s sense that the Reality or Source is Infinite, Intricate and Indeterminate. What is readily acknowledged is the importance of numbers in Spirituality and in the major religions or Faith Traditions of the world. Judaism has ‘the Ten Commandments’. Jesus, called the Christ, gave his followers ‘Two Great Commandments’ – love of God and love of self and neighbour. Islam has the ‘Five Pillars ‘of faith and wisdom. While Buddhism is founded on the ‘Four Noble Truths of the Buddha’, one of which is the ‘Eightfold Path’. The use by many Faith Traditions of Mala or Rosary beads, each with a precise number of beads, is well known. Finally, there is the number three. This is a particularly significant number. In Hinduism we have the Trimurti of Brahma, Siva and Vishnu. © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal In Christianity we have the Trinity of Father, Son (Word) and Spirit. For the Irish Celts, the number three (3) was very significant. This was prior to and after the arrival of Christianity, which by the way arrived long before St Patrick, who arrived in ad . 432. The Celtic pre-Christian Gods were often arranged in triads and it was common for one of these to be female. In this way Celts noted the relatedness within God and both the feminine and masculine nature of Reality. So much of Celtic Artwork had twin motifs, the inter-twining of loops and a collection of three. It is said that St Patrick used the Shamrock, a plant with three leaves, to explain to the Irish Kings and Druids the Mystery that lies at the heart of the Christian Faith, namely the Trinity. This may most probably be merely a nice story , but it is one that countless generations of Irish children have heard However, it is further evidence of the importance of ‘the three ‘ and the Trinity in Celtic Spirituality Now there are FOUR great P’s that lie at the heart of Celtic Spirituality. These underpin the whole Celtic approach to God, Ultimate Reality. They could be termed ‘the great P’s because they introduce a word which is also a concept that begins with the letter P. However, one of these four P’s is central and the other three are merely doors that lead into this central P. Therefore the first P of Celtic Spirituality is PRESENCE, hereafter written as Presence. During the Silent Retreat my reflections repeatedly came back to this sense of Presence in the silence. I also began to make contact with the other 3 elements of my roots in Celtic Spirituality. So in one sense my reflections led me back full circle to my youth. The difference was that I now returned as an adult, with some experience of the journey. I will begin with Presence and then look at the other three in turn Presence :- In Creation © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal PRESENCE The central and all encompassing and embracing P of Celtic Spirituality is ‘Presence’. This envelops and enfolds all. This Presence is the Transcendent and Immanent Source of all that is, or could possibly be. But what can help to touch this Presence? Well there are ‘so many ways’, and different Traditions recommend or emphasise different paths or doors that help us access this Presence. Like many other cultures, the Celts were mainly people of the land; they did not live in great cities but in the countryside. They also had a great sense of Community and of the equality of all, young and old, male or female. Therefore they developed a very ‘green’ or environmentally aware spirituality. This was a Spirituality that was very much in touch with nature, with rural life and with the sense of both the transcendent and immanent presence of God. For Celts there developed three special ways of expressing and living out the truths of this Presence and each of these begin with the letter P. All three are equally important. PILGRIMAGE Celts were very aware of the importance of life as a ‘Pilgrimage’. They recognised that all are on a journey from the Source or Presence and back again. Now this Pilgrimage is a dual or parallel journey. There is the external and the internal journey. As these ‘journeys’ can and will lead us to the Presence, it is important to remain aware and attentive to both the inner and outer pilgrimage. Therefore, external pilgrimages, particularly to important places, was (and is) encouraged in Celtic society as they can help to focus our awareness on the importance of the inner journey. It was this sense of the importance of pilgrimage that led generations of Celts to travel across the length and breath of Europe, taking their brand of Christian Spirituality to a wide variety of peoples. Arguably, the Christian Faith might not have survived in Europe but for the efforts of Celtic ‘pilgrims’. But that is an area that would require a whole new article to explore. So I will continue on this part of the ‘pilgrimage’! For me, the importance of Pilgrimage is that it remains a constant reminder of the truth of my body-psyche existence. My pilgrimage is back to the Source and on that pilgrimage I will face many experiences, some life giving and others not. My choices play a big part in this. Do they lead me towards a greater sense of awareness of and relationship with Presence or not? I look at my time on Silent Retreat at Die Quelle as a place and time where I could rest and reflect and be more aware of the Presence within and all around me. Like countless others pilgrims, I find that the combination of the outward physical journey ( on Retreat) and external peace and solitude of nature and place, play a vital part in helping me orientate myself and resume the pilgrimage with more awareness and attention. In this, I realise the importance o place on the pilgrimage and this leads me on to the next great P of Celtic Spirituality. © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal PLACE Now any pilgrimage involves going from a start point to an end point or destination. There may be many stops in between and these may or may not involve detours or important ‘turning points’ on the journey. So pilgrims are encouraged to be aware of the territory they are currently travelling through. Also, it is often very advisable to stop and to examine the ‘Place’ you are currently in. For Celts, certain places had particular spiritual significance. These were often referred to as ‘thin places’, that is places where the veil between the Presence and the person seemed thin and less impenetrable. This idea that there is a ‘veil’ between us and the Absolute is not unique to the Celts. Many of the other traditions share it. I am reminded of the following lines of the Isa Upanishad, when the author, almost in a desperate plea to the Source whom he seeks, writes The face of Truth remains hidden behind a circle of Gold Unveil it, O God of Light That I, who love the True , might see ! Now Celts, like many of the aboriginal peoples of the world, were aware of the importance of their environment and respected it. They also revered the natural world and took great care of it. It could be said that they were the original ‘Green Christians’. Therefore, these ‘thin places’ are most often to be found , not in great buildings or cathedrals, which were not part of Celtic culture, but in the natural environment. Holy and ‘thin places’ to them were, wells, forests, streams and rivers and hill tops. The majority of the original monasteries and churches in Ireland are located in these areas. But just as it was important to acknowledge the external Place you were and are in, it is even more important to regularly examine the inner journey. In other words, examine the place on the inner pilgrimage, that pilgrimage into the Silent Land or the Ground of the Soul or to the Cave of the Heart. These are all ways of symbolically expressing the inner journey and it’s Source. Therefore, the Buddhist expression of ‘examine the place on which you stand’ has echoes in Celtic Spirituality. Remaining aware of the Pilgrimage and Place and the part they play in our relationship with Presence, is a life long Sadhana or Spiritual Practice and in this respect the Celts had their final P, that of Prayer. © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal PRAYER Now the concept of Prayer has a ‘bad press’ in the Western World. Traditionally it is seen as an exercise done at certain times and in certain places and with certain ritual elements. It is also mainly seen as a one-sided conversation. I (the prayer) decide the time and place, sit or kneel down and begin ‘ to talk to God’ and I expect God to listen ! When I was younger I learned a series of ‘formal words’, called prayers, which I said to God. I usually did this in the morning and evening and in Church. All this could tend to regulate ‘prayer’ to the sidelines of my life. Thankfully, I had an interest in Celtic History and a supportive mother and grandmother. Thus I became aware of the ancient Celtic idea of prayer and how they saw everything in relationship to (God) Presence. Whether this was the environment, animals, plants, peoples etc. So at a very early age I began to learn that we were all in an inter-dependent relationship with God. I must admit, that at that time I could not have expressed it as such. However, I was deeply aware of my ‘relationship’ with God. Thus I began to learn that everything is sacred and that all we think do or say is prayer. Whether we are working, travelling, eating, sitting quietly etc, all is prayer. In the Celtic Tradition there are numerous examples of prayers for all occasions. Particular examples are prayers for the rising and setting of the sun, these were special times as they marked the cycle of darkness and light. In some senses, the Celtic prayers at these times are a form of the Hindu Aarti, which is a ceremony of light at dawn and dusk. Other important prayers concern the passage of the seasons, those involving normal household tasks, like raking the fire or making the butter, and the important stages in life. So Prayer for Celts was not just connected with Place but also with life’s Pilgrimage. This attitude towards prayer was and is a constant reminder of the ever –present sense of Presence. It is a great exercise and discipline in awareness. Therefore the Hindu concept of SEVA and Karma Yoga , where all is done as selfless service and as a prayer to and for the Reality, would not be totally alien to the Celts. Prayer is merely another way or door that leads the self into Presence. It is also a constant opportunity for expressing gratitude to and service for the Lord. In the words of a pop song of the late 1980s, for Celts ‘Everything I do, I do it for YOU ‘ © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal So this triad of P’s – Pilgrimage – Place and Prayer all overlap and inter-twine and lead us towards Presence. One of the many famous Celtic motifs, symbolising the ‘Unity of the Three’ is called the ‘trilobe’, which appears in the title of this piece. Its three interlinked and interwoven elements can be used to represent the 3 P’s of Pilgrimage, Place and Prayer. The centre of the trilobe, where all three overlap and meet is the shared Presence. I offer this as a useful symbol for the central ideas of Celtic Spirituality. When I began the Silent Retreat at Die Quelle I was not aware of how the themes which I would draw out from Sr Ishpriya’s conferences would begin to lead me inextricably back to my roots. But that is what did happen. Our original roots often turn out to be the deepest and surest. They are formed when we are young and full of hope, imagination and innocence and thus more open to authenticity. Perhaps I should not be so surprised by this. Entrance to Die Quelle © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK Reflections on a Spiritual Journey : Excerpts from a Personal Journal Both before during and after the Retreat I have found myself ‘drawn’ to the teachings of Jesus on ‘The Kingdom’. Two of these great sayings of Jesus the Christ concerning the ‘Kingdom’ have been resonating within me. The first is ‘The Kingdom of God is within you’ and the second is as follows ‘ Unless you become like a child, you will not enter ( or inherit) the Kingdom’ . Or as the Hindu Kena Upanishad puts it ‘he is unknown to the learned and known to the simple.’ So often Christians have focused on building the outer Kingdom and this is so often seen as building up ‘the Church’ It seems to me that Jesus is indicating that it is the inner Kingdom that requires attention and that we need to approach it with the faith and trust of a child.. So, as I reflect on my Retreat and on these words of Jesus, I can see that it is the journey within that is the most important. This is a journey into the Silent Land. This understanding is challenging. It requires humility and courage to trust like a child. However, perhaps it is only if we make this in faith, hope and trust like a child, only then will we really find the ‘kingdom’ within. So the Journey continues! In conclusion, I offer the following Celtic Prayer about our constant need for awareness of Presence. Make me Aware , O Lord’ Of the eye That Beholds me The Hand That Holds me The Heart That Loves me The Presence That enfolds me Amen Peter Creagh © Peter Creagh ( 2010) Heartsease Training & Counselling , Shifnal, Shropshire, UK