132 Sex and Intimacy An Excerpt from How to Create a Magical Relationship, The 3 Simple Ideas That Will Instantaneously Transform Your Love Life By Ariel & Shya Kane True physical intimacy is an active component in a magical relationship. It is not something to be taken for granted, but rather something to nurture, like a delicate flower. When a couple allows themselves to become vulnerable with each other and uses the opportunity of being sexually expressive to let go of the cares of the day and communicate their love for one another, sex leaves the realm of being a mere physical act and becomes a sacred expression. If you want to create closeness and true intimacy in your sexual expression with your partner, take a look at the components that are built into you genetically and culturally. Both of these, if left unexamined, can act as impediments to true well-being. Little children have no concept of right and wrong, good and bad. They are immersed in the family culture with its religious and social mores and taboos. By the time you are an adult, chances are that you have conflicting ideas about sexuality. Because there are such pressures not to have sex before you are ready or before you are in a socially, morally acceptable union with a partner, individuals often absorb the idea that sex is bad, dirty, or evil. It is hard to switch from the idea that sex is wrong to allowing yourself to fully enjoy and appreciate this most intimate form of self-expression between two loving individuals. Many times your early social conditioning is a silent partner that accompanies you to the bedroom. Many people are born into families that have been structured and instructed in the areas of sex and intimacy primarily by religious organizations. Most of us grew up in families where if sex was mentioned at all, there was a sense that it was not the same as discussing the food on the dinner table or talking about your day. If sex was mentioned, there was some taboo attached to it, whether stated or insinuated. As we move into our teenage years, hormones override inhibitions. As we enter puberty, those hormones instinctively guide us toward reproduction and the survival of the species. These forces are very strong and can carry us beyond our socialized inhibitions. For many couples we have coached, it was easier to be sexually expressive early in a relationship. When they are younger and their relationship is new, the excitement is enough to override the social and cultural conditioning against sex. Later, however, as hormones slow down and a backlog of unexpressed communications build up, people discover that they have to generate being physically intimate. In other words, they can't always count on the fact that they will have sex on a regular basis; they may find they need to set aside time for romance. Early in a relationship, even bad breath can be sexy. But when the fires of passion die down 133 through insensitivity to each other, stresses at work, and the incredible demands of parenting, then physical intimacy becomes yet another demand made upon the couple. Many people don't realize that sex and intimacy become less pleasurable when there are even small, withheld communications. Frequently these withheld communications build into resentments, with sex becoming part of the battleground. The withholding of sex becomes a weapon to use against a partner as revenge for transgressions, whether real or imagined. If you are withholding sex from your partner as a form of letting him or her know that you are angry about something, this is one of those times that fully demonstrates you are more interested in being right than in being alive. This form of fighting denies you pleasure, warmth, a feeling of closeness, love, touching, and physical intimacy. But you get to be right that your partner did it wrong, and now you are punishing him or her--and also yourself--which leads to feeling less alive. Before the two of us got together, we each had other partners. We came to our initial date with a history of things that worked in relationships and things that were problematic for us. Very early on in our dating we talked about what was important to us regarding sexual intimacy. This in itself was a breakthrough, because in the past, neither of us had had such a frank conversation with any partner at any time during a relationship, much less in the very beginning. To begin with, Shya had recently experienced a long-term relationship in which his partner withheld sex. After talking about this, we made each other a promise: if one of us wanted to have sex and said so, then the other would approach the sexual union as if it were his or her idea with the intention of loving the experience. Little did we know that this one simple, little agreement would become a stabilizing foundation for our relationship. It allowed us to pull ourselves past the tiredness, distractions, and upsets of the day into the realm of intimacy and pleasure. If you truly engage with your partner as if each sexual interlude is your idea with the intention of loving the experience rather than enduring it or getting it over with, miracles can happen. With this promise in place, our bedroom and intimate time became a sanctuary from the cares of the world rather than a battleground. The same evening that we adopted that initial agreement, Ariel made a confession. In her sexual history with other partners, orgasms were elusive. She found that often her partner climaxed and she felt left out or frustrated. So Shya promised, "Whenever we have sex, I promise that if you want an orgasm, we will make sure that you have one before we finish." This allowed Ariel to relax and play and put attention on Shya without having to worry about things getting too carried away so that she was left hanging--she knew that she would leave the encounter feeling satisfied as well. Interestingly enough, with the resulting relaxation, trust, and ease between us, orgasms became easier and effortless. Now the agreements we made with each other have faded into the background, but initially, they 134 allowed us to surrender to each other. They were a support structure that helped us pull ourselves past the automatic "don't tell me what to do." Prudishness and Sexual Suppression Many people have ideas or fantasies about being sexually free and expressive, but when faced with the reality of the sexual act, oftentimes old conditioning and programming takes over. When you are raised to believe--or know--that sex is bad, dirty, immoral, or sinful, then those beliefs unexamined will severely erode the possibility of having a fulfilling sexual relationship with your partner. We knew a man who used to go drinking with his buddies, and the conversation would frequently turn to sex and their girlfriends and wives. During these get-togethers, he and his friends would fantasize about what they would like in a woman. "Oh, I would really love it if my lady were more aggressive. You know, be a tiger in bed," he'd say. One night, his wife loosened up and became the tiger he had always wanted, but the strangest thing happened. In the midst of their lovemaking, he got scared and started to worry. He had thoughts like, I wonder where she learned how to do this? I wonder if she was some kind of professional before I married her? What have I gotten myself into? Immediately, he found himself getting tight and withdrawn, and their lovemaking for that night was over. His judgments of her were so apparent and suppressive that his wife never again allowed herself to be so self-expressive and free. Another client of ours reported that she once had a partner who was extremely disturbed when she made sounds of any kind during intercourse. He was unwilling to look at the possibility that he was prudish, and she felt so diminished by his judgments that she quickly ended the relationship. Again, if you want to have a magical relationship, you must be kind to yourself and your partner. You must also have the courage to decipher those socially conditioned responses to sex and intimacy so that your prejudices do not dominate your most intimate times together and sour what would otherwise be wholesome. ============================ About the Authors: Since 1987, internationally acclaimed authors, seminar leaders, and business consultants Ariel and Shya Kane have acted as guides, leading people through the swamp of the mind into the clarity and brilliance of the moment. Their new book, Working On Yourself Doesn't Work: The Three Simple Ideas That Will Instantaneously Transform Your Life, is now available. To find out more about the Kanes and their Transformational Community or to sign up to receive their article of the month, visit their Web site at: www.TransformationMadeEasy.com.