1 15th June 2014 “Come Holy Spirit” Matthew 28:16-20 The great commission 16 Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. 17 When they saw him, they worshipped him; but some doubted. 18 Then Jesus came to them and said, ‘All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.’ Sermon These are some real small ads: FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old, Hateful little beast….Bites. FREE PUPPIES 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbour's dog. FREE PUPPIES. Mother is a Kennel Club registered pedigree Poodle. Father is a Super Dog, able to leap tall fences in a single bound. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer £100. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE. Worn once…. by mistake. Call Stephanie. FOR SALE BY OWNER. Complete set of Encyclopaedia Britannica, 45 volumes. Excellent condition, £200 or best offer. No longer needed, got married…. wife knows everything. ************** Today is Trinity Sunday and the reading we have just heard called “the Great Commission” is Jesus’ final words to the disciples, they also 2 contain a small ad., first of all a stern command to the disciples (and therefor to us!) “go and make disciples of all nations” and then – to sugar the pill – these lovely reassuring words, an “ad” for the Holy Spirit – “surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age” – my favourite words in the whole of the Bible. Jesus says he will be “with us “ and of course we understand that he certainly isn’t “with us” in the way he was with the disciples, in human form, a real flesh-and-blood person, their friend. He is with us in a very different way - in the person of the Holy Spirit. Now, it’s easy enough have a mental picture of God the Father, we take from paintings… the archetype of the old man, the creator, with the white beard… and perhaps that’s a help. Jesus equally: it’s easy enough to conjure up various images from art, the infant Jesus, the young preacher, the worker of miracles, the tortured body on the cross ..and then the risen Christ. We probably have all those images in our head. The Holy Spirit presents us with more of a problem… It’s hard to have a mental picture of him; the disciples spoke of tongues of fire, some think of warmth, or wind, or a ghost, or water, or even a dove – very confusing! We all know that he is the third person of the Trinity. He was there at the creation of the world and has made many appearances here and there through both the Old and New Testaments. Perhaps we feel it’s a bit odd to talk about the Holy Spirit. Perhaps he is a bit mysterious and slightly scary. Which makes us wonder, do we really want to know? Isn’t this a bit beyond our normal comfort zone? The Holy Spirit is without form and He doesn’t speak for himself in the way that God the Father and God the Son do. He speaks through people, he acts through people, he cannot do anything without people inviting him into their lives, and of course we may feel him, but we can’t see him, except in one another. He makes his presence felt invisibly, hence the image of the wind or the warmth. There are times of the year, moments in the church calendar when the dividing line between heaven and earth seems thin, when we get a real sense of the wonder (the magic, if you like) of the Glory of God and of 3 his closeness to us, that sense that God is all goodness and truth and beauty. Pentecost is one of those times and continuing on to today, Trinity Sunday as well, times when the Holy Spirit seems to be more present. You have probably heard a few sermons on the subject of the Holy Spirit. But today I really just want to tell you my story, my own experience. I was an agnostic, my parents didn’t believe (but I had some Christian teaching from school). Fast forward 25 years… I was very anti-Christian (I actually used to wince when I drove past this building!) and as a young mother I only came here under sufferance at Christmas and possibly Easter, and when it was my turn on the flower rota. I came “because of the children” and it always seemed friendly enough but I just didn’t see the point really, I didn’t “get it” ….I didn’t really hear the sermons, I didn’t notice the words of the hymns I was singing. I blanked it all out – it just didn’t touch me at all. I even went to hear Billy Graham speak at Ipswich football ground… nothing! Then in January 1990, a young girl – (she was part of the school-run with my sons).. died very suddenly,….she was about 11 years old. I went to her funeral … Little Cornard church was packed, most of us were in a marquee outside; and after most people had gone, I went to kneel at the altar rail and raged at this horrible God, almost shaking my fist at him, I was so angry with him for taking this child away (that’s how I saw it). I called him a coward and asked him to make himself known to me because I wanted to give him a piece of my mind (!). I want to stress that, apart from this child’s death, it was a very happy time in my life but none the less I knew there was something missing, a gap, a sense of aloneness, a lack of meaning. A few days later (literally just days) I was at a friend’s lunch party near Newmarket and I met a young woman, Nancy, who was a counsellor like me – but also a Christian (unlike me). We got talking and she asked me if I asked God for help in my counselling? and if I thanked Him for all his help? I was quite shocked and embarrassed by her question and muttered that “I don’t do God” – or words to that effect. 4 But she persisted (very bravely), and asked if I realised how much the Holy Spirit helps us in our work with people. Well, to cut a long story short, I ended up spending three days with her and I just had the chance (for the first time ever) to ask some really searching questions:About “why bad things happen to good people”, about other faiths, about Heaven and hell, and about the Trinity. I sort of half-knew some of it, but I had never had really clear answers before and it’s funny but if you asked some people they would go ‘on and on’ and start sort of thumping the Bible at you. She didn’t at all, she just calmly answered my questions and then changed the subject back to something more ordinary. It was a real delight, she was so sensible and down to earth and yet she had this amazing glowing faith. She radiated love and acceptance and reassurance. I remember thinking ..,. “I want whatever she has got.” I wanted to be like her, more sure, more grounded, more aware. I had a hunger for understanding and purpose in my life. I had a hunger for forgiveness. And I had serious questions about life after death. I believed in God the Creator (well you only have to look outside don’t you!). But I didn’t really believe that Jesus was God, so she explained how He had to come into the world and die for us. She also explained about the Holy Spirit, and how I could ask for his help and that it is his presence with us, that enables a whole new sort of life. And that is when my ears really pricked up, that’s what I wanted. The night after she left I prayed properly for the first time in years, and I felt strangely calm, loved and accepted. And the next morning everything seemed different somehow – I knew I had changed for ever. I saw the world – and other people – in a different light and I felt as thought I was living in a glow of warmth; seeing the world and people around me, for the first time the way God sees us. I had received the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. I bought my own Bible and just devoured the New Testament I was particularly struck by the stories in Acts, the account of the early church, what they did, and how they behaved as Christians and how they were 5 transformed by the coming of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost , the story of how ordinary people were empowered to do extraordinary things… how they received spiritual gifts like the gift of speaking in tongues. Quite a few people in this church pray in their tongue, but this is something we would never use in a church service – it is more like a private prayer language or an angelic language (“if I speak in the tongues of men and of angels” …it’s the angel’s bit). But I myself didn’t receive the gift of my own tongue for at least another 9 or 10 months. People who have that gift find it very useful, when we run out of ordinary words and ideas in our prayer, we can continue to pray in the way the Holy Spirit asks. And gifts of the spirit are so many: Prophecy (or speaking out God’s own thoughts), Healing, Wisdom, Knowledge, Discernment, Interpretation of Tongues and so on, some, quite mundane sounding: like the gift of hospitality. When you are baptized in the Holy Spirit you could receive one or more of those gifts quite quickly. The fruit of the spirit are slightly different: they grow in us slowly. They are Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Generosity, Faithfulness, Gentleness and Self-control. They transform us gradually into the people God wants us to be. If you’re anything like me … you feel you haven’t quite got there yet! Last year we had a “Holy Spirit refresher day”, and to our amazement there were 23 or us who came together to learn, to discuss and explore.. what is such an important but neglected subject. There is such a lot to think about, that we can’t cover it in a sermon. If you would be interested in coming to a day like that we might run another one sometime, so do let me know after the service. If you think you are fine just the way you are, then you might not need the Holy Spirit … but if you are like most of us, you could do with more joy, or peace, or patience, or self-control. Frankly I need all the help I can get, and perhaps you are the same? And the good news is the Holy Spirit is yours for the asking. He will change the way you look at life. He will give you new strength and courage and make you the best you can be. When we pray it, let’s mean it …. “Come, Holy Spirit!” MC