Pentecost 9 / Proper 12 B 2 Samuel 11:1-15 John 6:1-21 July 26, 2015 Pastor Susan Henry House of Prayer Lutheran Church Hingham MA Grace to you and peace from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. 37 Million -- and Us Before Nadia Bolz-Weber was a Lutheran pastor, and before she went to seminary, and even before she was the Lutheran kind of Christian, she was trying out various churches, going here and there. Sometimes she worshipped with a Unitarian congregation. However, she was baffled by the extremely optimistic view of humankind that Unitarians profess. “Uh -- don’t they read the newspaper?” she wondered. When she began dating a Lutheran seminary student whom she met playing volleyball, she started going to church with him. There she discovered language about who God is and who humankind is that made sense of her life. There was nothing in Lutheran theology that she had to make herself believe, she says. Instead, when Luther talked about things like us being “saints and sinners at the same time,” she knew from her own looking-good and totally screwed-up life what that meant – and she must have known that Lutherans do read the newspaper. Surely Luther would have seen in King David a man who was “saint and sinner at the same time” -- always forgiven and always in need of forgiveness, always beloved of God and always failing to fully live out of that belovedness. In our story today, it is “the spring of the year, the time when kings go out to battle.” Maybe fifty years earlier, when things had been falling apart among the twelve tribes who’d settled in Canaan, the people of God had begged Samuel for a king: “We want to be like other nations and have a king ‘to go out before us and fight our battles.’”1 That’s what kings do, they said. You might recall that Samuel told them they already had a king. God was their king, powerful and protective and gracious, providing all that they needed. Samuel said an earthly king was a bad idea because earthly kings do far more than lead in battle – they take what is not theirs. They’ll take your sons, Samuel said; they’ll take your daughters; they’ll take your land, your servants, your money, your time, 1 1 Samuel 8:20 your hopes, you. But the people were determined, and God and Samuel gave them what they asked for, despite what would be the inevitable consequences. Now, David, their king, is not leading them in battle but is instead hanging out in his house-fit-for-a-king overlooking Jerusalem. Others are waging war, but David is sleeping in. Late one afternoon, as he’s walking around up on his rooftop patio, he sees a woman down on her rooftop. A beautiful woman. He sends somebody to “inquire” about her and learns that she is “Bathsheba daughter of Eliam, the wife of Uriah the Hittite.” Let’s be very clear here – although she’s sometimes portrayed as provocative or as a temptress, she probably had every expectation that her bathing, her ritual cleansing, was being done with some privacy, unseen by anyone. But King David has seen, and King David wants what he wants, and so, as kings do, he takes it. He takes her. “David sent messengers to get her, and she came to him, and he lay with her.” And then she went home. Some stories in scripture really point out how distant in time and place and culture we are from what has taken place in a story, and yet – and yet the arrogance of those with power and the vulnerability of those without it are not foreign to us. If this story makes us queasy, it ought to. If we’re shocked or saddened by David’s disregard for Bathsheba as a woman, a daughter, a wife, maybe something like this is running through our minds: “You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife” and “You shall not commit adultery.” If we ourselves have been the object of someone’s unsought, unwelcome, intrusive attention or if we’ve experienced sexual violence, we may be distressed by memories that come up when we hear this story. It’s a hard story to hear – and it gets worse. The only words Bathsheba speaks are these: “I am pregnant.” And, at these words, David becomes like those 37 million people who’ve gone on the Ashley Madison website that recently got hacked. It’s all about cheating, and its tagline is “Life is short. Have an affair.” That’s what David signed up for, although Bathsheba didn’t. But now David doesn’t want to be found out. He wants his personal data deleted, not for nineteen dollars, but for whatever it will take to make that happen. And what it will take is murder. David calls Bathsheba’s husband Uriah home from the battle and wants to know how Joab, the commander, is doing, and how the people are faring, and how the war is going. Then David sends Uriah home to his wife, hoping that they’ll eat and drink and make love and that this whole pregnancy thing will no longer be an issue for David. You know -- Uriah was home, Bathsheba is pregnant, mazel tov! But instead of going home, Uriah sleeps at the entrance to the king’s house with all the servants, and when David asks him why, he says, “It wouldn’t have been right. The ark is in a tent, and my commander and the other men are camping out in the fields, and then I’m going to ‘go to my house, to eat and to drink, and to lie with my wife?’ It wouldn’t be fitting.” Which is true. So the next night David gets him drunk, hoping then he’ll go home and sleep with his wife – but he doesn’t. And so, the following morning, David writes a letter to Uriah’s commander, telling Joab to put Uriah up in the front where the fighting is fierce and then to “draw back from him, so that he may be struck down and die.” David gives this letter to Uriah himself to deliver. Can you even imagine unknowingly handing over a message that will assure your own death and the death of those serving beside you? A few weeks ago, we heard David lament the deaths of Saul and Jonathan, saying, “How the mighty have fallen.” Today that phrase comes to mind dripping with irony: “How the mighty have fallen. How the mighty King David has fallen into sin -coveting, taking, stealing, deceiving, murdering, abusing his power, insisting on what he wants rather than what God desires for him and with him and through him. How the mighty King David has fallen.” It’s pretty sobering, isn’t it? I’m hoping nobody here is one of those 37 million on the Ashley Madison website, but maybe someone is. We are all saints and sinners at the same time, and there are no doubt things in all our lives we hope will not be made known or made public. Such things would reveal our stupidity and selfishness, our eagerness to use our power and privilege to our own advantage, our susceptibility to completely deluding ourselves, our willingness to give over our money or our time or our lives to things that harm us or the people who love us, our fascination with what we think we can get away with, our looking for love or meaning in all the wrong places, our refusal to acknowledge the truths about our lives, our deep resistance to believing that we are indeed beloved of God. Need I go on? What all these things have in common is that they keep us turned in upon ourselves and rob us of the rich and abundant life God desires for us and with us. Such things leave us impoverished and hungry -- spiritually and emotionally and in our relationships with God and others. Such things lead us to hunker down, to protect ourselves as best we can from the consequences of our sin, and to pretend we are just fine, thank you very much. But God has more in mind for us than this, and Jesus is here to tell us about it. In our gospel for today, a massive crowd of people who have been following Jesus find themselves hungry, too. And all there is for Jesus to work with is five barley loaves and two fish. We’re talking peasant food, not artisanal bread here. But it is enough, with Jesus. In the gospel of John’s telling of this story, it is Jesus himself who feeds all those people, Jesus himself who gives them as much as they want. It’s all about abundance, about grace upon grace, about being full and satisfied. The people begin to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.” And when Jesus sees that they intend to “take him by force to make him king,” he slips away. As in Samuel’s time, what the people want is a king, but the kind of king Jesus will prove to be will redefine kingship and reveal the gracious and powerful reign of God that is both here already and yet to come. For the next four weeks, our gospel reading comes from this sixth chapter of John, the “bread of life” chapter. Each week, we’ll hear more about how what Jesus has done -- feeding all those people -- reveals who Jesus is and who God is. David, in all his kingly glory and all his frail humanity, is the one from whose house, whose lineage, Jesus will come. While David was all about taking, Jesus will be all about giving. While David’s name itself serves as a reminder that he is “beloved of God” – which he knew himself to be -- it is Jesus who will fully live out of the belovedness he himself knows as God’s Son. While David and the people live under God’s gracious and forgiving rule, they also live with some of the consequences of their insistence on having their own way. Whether the supposedly-deleted information is ever revealed or not, some of those 37 million people who used that hacked website to cheat will, I hope, find their way to healthier marriages, stronger relationships, and renewed commitments to the people who they love and who love them. Others will be picking up the pieces of their lives and living with consequences they had hoped they would not have to face. We’ll hear more of David’s story next week as the prophet Nathan confronts him. David, Nadia Bolz-Weber, all of those 37 million people, and all of us are saints and sinners at the same time, always forgiven and always in need of forgiveness, always beloved of God and always failing to fully live out of that belovedness. May we hunger to become more fully who we already are -- God’s beloved people, the body of Christ. It is Jesus himself who will feed us, Jesus himself who will give us as much as we want. It’s all about abundance, about grace upon grace, about being full and faith-full saints and sinners at the same time. Amen