PERMANENT DIACONATE DIVISION SAINT CHARLES BORROMEO SEMINARY 100 East Wynnewood Road | Wynnewood, PA 19096 610 664-2213 | Fax 610 664-3728 | diaconate@scs.edu Self-Evaluation Form Paragraph 28 of the Basic Norms for the Formation of Permanent Deacons states: Finally, the man preparing for diaconate... “is a necessary and irreplaceable agent in his own formation: all formation...is ultimately a self-formation.” Self-formation does not imply isolation, closure to or independence from formators, but responsibility and dynamism in responding with generosity to God’s call, valuing to the highest the people and tools which Providence puts at one’s disposition. Self-formation has its root in a firm determination to grow in life according to the Spirit and in conformity with the vocation received, and it is nourished in being humbly open to recognizing one’s own limitations and gifts. This paragraph from the Basic Norms highlights the important fact that a candidate for the diaconate cannot be a “passive agent” in the formation process. He is, in the words of the Basic Norms, “irreplaceable.” He must engage the formation process as a totality as well as specifically in the four-fold dimension as it is laid out by the Church. Self-evaluation is an indispensable component, which necessitates measured self-reflection and the need to be specific concerning areas for both commendation and recommendation, all of which is done in a spirit of humility. The Basic Norms ought to be read yearly by each Aspirant and candidate, so that he may imbibe its teaching and spirit. Specifically, paragraphs 66 through 88 identify those qualities which the Church is seeking in her deacons. Obviously, no one possesses all of them, or in equal measure. For that reason, self evaluation helps one to see where he is gifted as well as where growth is needed. We ask that you use the following instrument which culls out of these paragraphs some of the essential qualities you should be seeking. As a result of using this instrument, we ask that you prepare a self evaluation in paragraph form, which gives both you and us a sense of where you are at this point in formation. This tool will be a valuable instrument for use with your spiritual director, pastor, and with the administration of the Permanent Diaconate Division. Please give sufficient time for serious reflection. Name________________________________________ Date____________________ HUMAN FORMATION The scope of human formation is that of molding the personality of the sacred ministers in such a way that they become a ‘bridge and not an obstacle for others in their meeting with Jesus Christ the Redeemer of man.’ (Basic Norms, para. 66) Reflect on the qualities listed below. Identify your strengths and note the areas where growth is needed. “1" is very weak; “5" is very strong. “In my judgment, I ... 1. Am loyal 1 2 3 4 5 2. Am true to my word 1 2 3 4 5 3. Am compassionate 1 2 3 4 5 4. Am a good listener 1 2 3 4 5 5. Am balanced in judgment 1 2 3 4 5 6. Am affable 1 2 3 4 5 7. Am generous in service to others 1 2 3 4 5 8. Am humbly open to criticism 1 2 3 4 5 9. Am generally self-reflective 1 2 3 4 5 10. Am not overbearing 1 2 3 4 5 11. Am a community oriented person 1 2 3 4 5 12. Possess affective maturity 1 2 3 4 5 13. Share frequently with my family about diaconate 1 2 3 4 5 14. Am certain that my wife/children have no serious objections to my pursuit of the diaconate 1 2 3 4 5 15. Have realistic expectations of self and others 1 2 3 4 5 16. Am consistently punctual 1 2 3 4 5 17. Have sufficient self-esteem 1 2 3 4 5 18. Am appropriately assertive 1 2 3 4 5 19. Am appropriate in my personal appearance 1 2 3 4 5 Based on this reflection, the following are some goals for the next year in the area of human formation: (BE SPECIFIC) SPIRITUAL FORMATION The element which most characterizes diaconal spirituality is the discovery of and sharing in the love of Christ the Servant, who came not to be served but to serve. The candidate must therefore be helped progressively to acquire those attitudes which are specifically diaconal, though not exclusively so...” (Basic Norms, para. 72.) Reflect on the qualities listed below. Identify your strengths and note the areas where growth is needed. “1" is very weak; “5" is very strong. “In my judgment, I ... 1. Am devoted to a Eucharistic spirituality 1 2 3 4 5 2. Am devoted to the Sacrament of Penance 1 2 3 4 5 3. Am devoted to the daily reading of the Scriptures 1 2 3 4 5 4. Am dedicated to the Liturgy of the Hours 1 2 3 4 5 5. Am balanced among work, family and diaconate 1 2 3 4 5 6. Am faithful to Spiritual Direction 1 2 3 4 5 7. Am obedient 1 2 3 4 5 8. Possess a charism of service 1 2 3 4 5 9. Have a love of the poor 1 2 3 4 5 10. Strive after simplicity of heart 1 2 3 4 5 11. Have a devotion to Our Lady and the rosary 1 2 3 4 5 12. Am compassionate toward the sick 1 2 3 4 5 13. Am comfortable at the altar 1 2 3 4 5 14. Can maintain confidentiality 1 2 3 4 5 15. Do spiritual reading 1 2 3 4 5 16. Am chaste in my speech/relationships 1 2 3 4 5 17. Am respectful of authority 1 2 3 4 5 18. Can share fraternally with others 1 2 3 4 5 19. Am charitable in speech 1 2 3 4 5 20. Am open in my discernment about this calling 1 2 3 4 5 Based on this reflection, the following are some goals for the next year in the area of spiritual formation: (BE SPECIFIC) INTELLECTUAL FORMATION Intellectual formation is a necessary dimension of diaconal formation insofar as it offers the deacon a substantial nourishment for his spiritual life and a precious instrument for his ministry. It is particularly urgent today, in the face of the challenge of the new evangelization to which the Church is called at this difficult juncture of the millennium. (Basic Norms, para. 79) Reflect on the qualities listed below. Identify your strengths and note the areas where growth is needed. “1" is very weak; “5" is very strong. “In my judgment, I ... 1. Am disciplined and committed to study 1 2 3 4 5 2. Can explain the faith 1 2 3 4 5 3. Possess a basic grasp of the faith 1 2 3 4 5 4. Am patient with those who do not grasp the teachings of the Church 1 2 3 4 5 5. Do all required readings 1 2 3 4 5 6. Can integrate theology with my spiritual life 1 2 3 4 5 7. Can “read” a situation 1 2 3 4 5 8. Am comfortable speaking in public 1 2 3 4 5 9. Know how to give advice and counsel 1 2 3 4 5 10. Am building a small resource library with a theological/pastoral emphasis 1 2 3 4 5 11. Make sure that all my pastoral actions are guided by the Church 1 2 3 4 5 12. Know how to use modern communication techniques in presenting the Gospel 1 2 3 4 5 13. Am developing a stronger and livelier ecclesial conscience 1 2 3 4 5 14. Respect the various cultural modes in which the Gospel is proclaimed 1 2 3 4 5 Based on this reflection, the following are some goals for the next year in the area of intellectual formation: (BE SPECIFIC) PASTORAL FORMATION In the wide sense, pastoral formation coincides with spiritual formation: it is formation for an ever greater identification with the diakonia of Christ. This attitude must guide the articulation of the various aspects of formation, integrating them within the unitary perspective of the diaconal vocation, which consists in being a sacrament of Christ, servant of the Father. (Basic Norms, para. 85) Reflect on the qualities listed below. Identify your strengths and note the areas where growth is needed. “1" is very weak; “5" is very strong. “In my judgment, I ... 1. Handle conflicts constructively 1 2 3 4 5 2. Assume responsibility for my decisions and actions 1 2 3 4 5 3. Am disciplined in my use of time 1 2 3 4 5 4. Am aware of personal strengths and limitations 1 2 3 4 5 5. Seek the assistance of others when necessary and/or appropriate 1 2 3 4 5 6. Complete my pastoral assignments 1 2 3 4 5 7. Work well with others, both superiors and peers 1 2 3 4 5 8. Show sensitivity toward ecumenical and social justice issues 1 2 3 4 5 9. Take initiative in pastoral matters 1 2 3 4 5 10. Am willing to follow Church/parish procedures 1 2 3 4 5 11. Am willing to follow suggestions made in supervision 1 2 3 4 5 12. Communicate clearly and thoughtfully 1 2 3 4 5 13. Exercise authority with humility 1 2 3 4 5 14. Recognize theological demands inherent in pastoral ministry 1 2 3 4 5 15. Can be a leader, within groups or individually 1 2 3 4 5 16. Am viewed as a leader within the parish 1 2 3 4 5 17. Meet with my pastor on a regular and formal basis 1 2 3 4 5 Based on this reflection, the following are some goals for the next year in the area of pastoral formation: (BE SPECIFIC) Reflect on this self-evaluation, and in paragraph form, articulate where you are in your formation, in discernment about this call, how formation has thus affected you, etc.