12/18/2014 Dan Frankenfeld PSCI 298: Ambition and the Vocation of Leadership Doug Casson Final Reflection Over the course of the semester, we have reviewed, analyzed, and interpreted everything from authenticity, virtue, and vocation to ambition, authority, democratic leadership, and contemplated how to respond to the question posed by Leading Lives That Matter: what should we do, and who should we be? There is an undeniable difference between merely living and living well; I think that difference is a combination of both meaning and significance. However, it also raises the question: How do ambition, vocation, and leadership play a role in generating meaning and significance for me? Leadership, Vocation, and Ambition – A Landscape My understanding of leadership at the beginning of the semester was fairly self-serving. It was a definition of leadership that comprised taking risk, reflection, and resilience. To a certain extent, those concepts are still relevant and can be very beneficial in developing leadership and an identity. However, throughout the semester, a divide has developed between a somewhat romanticized and expansive view of leadership and a more selective and elitist view of leadership. Both notions have certain appealing qualities, but I’m not sure if one of them is more appropriate, pervasive, or, ultimately, correct than the other. I am inclined to believe that my earlier definition of leadership (risk, reflection, resilience), although developed with an expansive view of leadership in mind, falls more closely in tandem with an elitist conceptualization of leadership. I believe everyone has the capacity to be a leader and to perform acts of leadership, but other scholars (such as Aristotle, Montaigne, Homer, Machiavelli, etc.) might suggest that only virtuous men or men of great character have the ability to take such risks while maintaining and applying Epicurean “powers of philosophy to dispel false beliefs” such as the draw of fame, glory, or the corrupting effects of holding power (Macht). Ambition is portrayed in positive as well as negative ways throughout history (and our readings). Personal ambition often accompanies lofty ambitions for society (de Tocqueville), and America has developed a culture of democratized ambition – so that it is pervasive, but not inherently ambitious ambition. Insofar as we are ambitious about our lives and the things we do, I am inclined to think that ambition is tied directly to our circumstances and the people around us. Additionally, our circumstances relate directly to calling and also to privilege. Of the many concepts of vocation discussed in Leading Lives That Matter, several of them include the notion that we must respond to our calling – whether it be a religious calling or “where our passion meets the world’s great hunger.” To this extent I think that calling to work is predicated upon a certain level of economic stability, and a calling to serve can in some respects infringe on the autonomy we claim to have and value on our lives. One concept not treated directly in Leading Lives that Matter is the notion of privilege. I know that I lead a very privileged life, and to a certain extent, certain philosophers in LLTM suggest that privilege (as understood as economic stability and access to resources that likely manifest in greater skills, characteristics, or qualities) in and of itself is a calling to great things. Most of the time, it has been a requirement to become involved in politics. I think this is an interesting perspective not only because it is relevant to the economically and socially stratified nature of the United States, but also because it is predicated on a comparison of those who are worse-off than us, not comparison to those who are doing better or who have received more help/benefits than us. My perception of vocation, work, and calling have all changed in the past semester. At one point, I very seriously thought that vocation could be effectively defined as the work to which we attach meaning. To a certain extent this is functional, but it is too expansive. I side with Lee Hardy, who suggests that we can have multiple vocations and that “vocational choice…[which is] choosing a particular occupation in which we will exercise our gifts…” is perhaps one of the best mechanisms to achieve meaning in our calling. That being said, I am also very strongly drawn to Meilander’s treatment of vocation, in which he emphasizes the importance of valuing friendship: “A world in which vocation has become central must be a world in which preferential bonds like friendship become increasingly remote from large stretches of our life.” Recent Reflections on Living Well Many of these readings have led me to question the limits and qualities of my own ambition, my perception of vocation, my understanding of leadership – not to mention trying to determine how to lead a life that matters, the difference between meaning and significance, and, ultimately, pondering the meaning of life itself. For me, there is a difference between living and living well, and the life I ought to live should be ambitious, significant, and meaningful. I consider myself quite ambitious, and some of the readings have given me cause to be cautious and wary of those ambitions. I have considered running for President, as I’m guessing many political theorists have as well, though I’m not entirely sure I aspire to that level of power/authority, responsibility, and critique. I am more drawn to having influence and maintaining the ability to effect change – which I believe will likely be in some way, shape, or form related to money. In that regard, I suppose I aspire to be virtuous and magnificent (in the Aristotelian sense of the word), but we can only plan out so much of our lives…we are byproducts of our circumstances and the people around us. Another aspect of Leadership that has redefined how I think about and act as a leader, is the concept of democratic leadership. On a grand scale, democratic leadership refers to the ability to be a good leader in a democracy. That is all good and well, but the aspect of democratic leadership that has been the most influential and beneficial for me has been the “reciprocal nature of leadership and followership.” This year I have taken several “follower” roles, and I have learned as much about leadership from those roles as I have from being in charge of a branch of student government. I’m not suggesting that one is better than the other, but rather that an understanding of what it means to be a good leader and a good follower should be a requirement for those who aspire to leadership positions, and a good follower can be just as effective, and in some cases, perform greater acts of leadership than the leader themselves. Meaning and Significance I have given a lot of attention and spent a lot of time pondering the concept of meaning and significance in life, and I think I have come to an at least functional conclusion. To me, the meaning of life is completely subjective. We attach meaning to the things that we do, and insofar as one is pursuing a good life that has meaning, we can imagine that anyone who finds meaning in life has satisfied at least a component of leading a good life. Whether or not a life is significant I believe to be predicated upon the amount of influence you have, both during your life and after your death, on other people. Whether or not significance is a necessary component of a good life is not for me to decide, but I think one could make an argument such as this for it being included: insofar as I value and attach meaning to the significance of my life, leading a more significant life will be a more meaningful life. Therefore, leading a more significant life will be a better life. So, for me, significance is an undeniably critical facet of leading a life that matters. Significance seems to be the characteristic that is measurable on an objective scale of some kind, whereas I believe meaning is subjective. This makes my attempts to think about the “meaning” of life very complicated and murky, as the meaning of life itself is not an individualistic notion. Life is a shared concept, and because it is shared the definition of the meaning of life should be expansive as well as accurate. I like to define the meaning of life as “that which we want it to be.” Many would object to this potentially “over-expansive” definition, but I am inclined to believe that functionally and spiritually, the meaning of life is that which we want it to be. This notion allows for multiple “meanings” of life depending on the person, and it suggests that any life can be meaningful. A life that is spent in the pursuit of romantic love, a life spent in the fight for world peace, a life spent toiling in order for your family to thrive, a life spent enjoying relationships with friends to the best of our abilities. For me, a meaningful life is one full of relationships with other people and things. That being said, a meaningful life is decidedly different from a life that matters, but I am inclined to think a life that matters is predicated on significance – that is, influence or interaction with other living things. And, insofar as significance is understood to be based off of meaning (as explained above), we can logically conclude that meaning, and a meaningful life, is a necessary component of leading a life that matters. This is perhaps a semi-Romantic notion, but I am inclined to believe it regardless, as belief in and of itself is subjective and full of meaning. How Will I Lead a Life That Matters? I think the best way for me to lead a life that matters is to continue pursuing the things about which I am passionate and continue to find and love relationships with other people – those that critique me, love me, laugh at me, and sometimes mock me. I am of the shared opinion of Charles Taylor – that we are dialogically formed creative beings. I think everything that happens to us shapes our identity, and every interaction or event in our lives can be interpreted in a way that is beneficial. In a way similar to Robert Frost, I think it is important to think carefully about the decisions we make, but to love the consequence and to accept those consequences as part of our identity. I have thought about some of the larger questions in life more honestly and vulnerably, and I have come to understand that I can only begin to comprehend part of the world if it is in dialogue with other people. I must be open to new perspectives and experiences, and I must have the ability to give and receive with grace. So as I continue to lead a life that matters and ponder the large questions of life more honestly and in dialogue with other people, I will be ambitious in my vocational aspirations. I will continue to pursue leadership – because it has created (and continues to create) an incredible amount of meaning in my life and has afforded me many relationships and opportunities that have been (and continue to be) incredibly gratifying. I will think carefully about the decisions I make, and do my best to uphold my moral code in a way that makes me proud of my identity – both individual and shared (i.e. family). I will reflect on the mistakes and successes I have made and achieved respectively, and incorporate those perspectives into how I see myself and interact with the world. I will continue to find meaning in the relationships I have, and I will continue to search for (and find) meaning in new ways.