HHHC9301 Life Long Learning It’s all started when Dr. Adliah came into our class and said, “Those who get Band 4 and above in MUET may leave, this talk is mainly for those who get below than that. However, if you want to listen, you can stay.” So, here I am, writing this report because I choose to stay and eventually attracted to join the English Enhancement Program handled by Dr. Adliah. What comes in my mind when I agree to join this program is – I need something to enhance my pronunciation because basically I just pronounce words the way I want. I used to be very bad in English and I learned a lot through songs, movies and books but I think depending solely on that are not enough for me to improve. I need more. Band 4 in MUET doesn’t means anything because there are still people who manage to get higher than that, Band 5 and 6. So this program offered me something that I want – room for improvement. Besides, knowledge is not something that dies, it keeps on growing so there’s a lot to be learned and it will never be enough. Learning is a never ending process, it’s a lifelong journey. Okay, I think we have had enough with ‘how I joined this program’, so let see the benefits of joining this program. The aims of this program are to enhance communication competency in English and to enhance academic literacy skill in English. That’s the aim written in the pro forma of this program and yes that is my aim too. Before started, I have to admit that at the beginning I thought that this program might be easy for me since I have had an English course with British Council before which mainly teaches about how to communicate with others. Besides, I just need to repeat and pronounce sentences correctly but well life was not a bed of roses. It does not give what you want or think of; it gives you what you need. This program was not that easy and stress-free. Since I want to improve my pronunciation, this program really helps in that thing. Just one problem, it taught us the British accent which is very challenging. Well you can see how bad my pronunciation was from the picture below: Yes, I do have an English course with British Council before, but they focus more on how you communicate confidently, not really on how you pronounce words correctly using a British accent. However, as I said before, learning is a never ending process You might think that your pronunciation is good enough, but it’s not and when you have pronounce it well, there are still many other accents used in pronouncing that words. So, through this program I learned to pronounce words in British way in which they tend to prefer a deeper voice and they do not roll their Rs and they also love to add ‘uhhh’. For example, in pronouncing ‘here’, it will sound like ‘heeuhh’ I have had problem with sentences containing this particular word before I realized the correct way of pronouncing it. Thus, there’s always thing to be learned. Always. Oh yes, have I mentioned that through this program, I get to know that I have difficulties in pronouncing words started with the letter ‘H’such as how, here, help and hello. It was quite funny when you can’t pass the minimum required marks for sentence as simple as “Hello, good morning. Can I help you?” Only then I know that they pronounce the letter H differently for each word so it is really crucial for me to carefully listen to the way they pronounce it, improving my literacy skill too. The fascinating things about this program are it does not only evaluating your pronunciation but also the timing and rhythm of your speech, loudness and pitching of your voice. This part was challenging too because sometimes when you were too immersed in pronouncing the sentences correctly, you might have neglected the timing and rhythm of your speech. For example, in the sentence, “Just a moment, I’ll have a look.” I will definitely have problem with either the words ‘moment’ or ‘look’ because you have to stress on that words. From what I notice when I focus too much on the pronunciation, I will have lower marks compared to the usual in the timing section. That is why I have to be very careful not only with the way I pronounce it but also with the timing of my speech because there was quite a long pause between the words ‘moment’ and ‘I’ll’. Below is my progress after few weeks doing this program: I have improved a little bit on my pronunciation, pitch, timing and loudness. Well, I personally think that it’s not how much have you improved that counts but are you improving or not in that short duration. I have finally passed the minimum passing marks which is 60% in the overall section! So, I’m quite happy with my improvement but well who doesn’t? Still, I should not be easily satisfied with that little achievement. I need to evaluate myself and try to be better since there were lots of thing to be improved. As I mentioned before, this program was not that stress-free. There were times when I was really stressed out because I could not reach the minimum passing marks. Sometimes, I need to repeat the sentence about 20 times before finally reached the passing marks and sometimes it could go beyond that. This is how I learned that this program does not only teach me on how to improve my communication skills, but also on how to be patient when thing doesn’t go the way you intend it to be. I also realized that, if I’m doing this when I was in a good mood, it was much easier for me to reach the passing mark compared to the time where I was in a bad condition. Because of that, I start to think that maybe that’s why we are being advise not to say anything when we are mad; not only because we might say something that’s going to hurt someone’s but also due to how different we may sound at that time (our voices pitch and loudness may go a little bit higher than usual). I have never thought of this thing before, well I guess it’s never too late to learn something new right? Below was my latest achievement in this program: As the conclusion, I would say that I’m proud to be part of this program because watching was not the same as doing it. I used to watch people doing this but doing it yourself, the experience is priceless. It is funny how small thing could teach you a lot. Thus, other than enhancing my communication competency and my patient, I finally get to understand why it is so important for me to actually have a lifelong learning. A continuous learning process is essential because everything around us are constantly changing and improving so why didn’t we?