19th Sunday in Ordinary Time Mt. 14:22-33 – Jesus Walks on the Water and Saves Peter August 06-07, 2011 Saint Catherine of Siena Parish, Manchester, NH Southwest Airlines has a great ad campaign. The scene opens with a person in a really stressful situation, and as the pressure builds, the ad ends with the phrase… Wanna get away? When I read today’s Gospel, I just kept thinking about that Southwest slogan, Wanna get away, and thought of the number of times I just wanted to get away from the pressures of life. Sometimes I look up and see the vapor trail of a jet and think, “I don’t know where they’re going, but I’d sure like to be on board.” Have you ever just wanted to be left alone with no one around to tell you what to do, where to go, who to see? How many times have you just wanted to escape the hustle and bustle of life, the barrage of phone calls, constant text messages, and annoying TV ads bombarding the quiet of your family room? Just a few minutes of peace and quite with no interruptions, no deadlines, no schedules, no obligations, no meetings, no expectations – Don’t you just wanna get away? Today’s Gospel begins with Matthew telling us that Jesus made his disciples get into a boat and precede him to the other side. The original Greek translation is much stronger. Jesus did not give them an option. He compelled them – he forced them to leave – they were not given a choice in the matter. But let’s do a very quick review of Jesus’s life so far in Matthew’s Gospel: (Speak the Following Quickly) 1 He’s born in a stable just outside Bethlehem, visited by the Magi, flees to Egypt after Herod issued a death threat, returns from Egypt, is baptized at the Jordan River, goes into the desert, is tempted by the devil THREE times, calls the disciples, teaches crowds of people, preaches about anger, adultery, divorce, taking oaths, retaliation, love for enemies, almsgiving, prayer, fasting, dependence on God, judging others, the Golden Rule, how to get to heaven, all about false prophets and true discipleship. Constantly moving from one region to another. He cures a leper, the centurion’s servant, Peter’s mother-in-law, a paralytic, two blind men, a mute and a man with a withered hand, all while putting up with constant criticism by the Scribes and Pharisees… (pause) It’s not too far fetched to think that Jesus just wanted to get away. I think there are many important lessons that Jesus is trying to teach us in this Gospel, but I’d like to focus on just one. When we feel that the pressures of life are weighing down upon us, when life seems so burdensome, when the stress of uncertainty sets in, when we just “wanna get away”, we need to go to the mountain as Jesus did and we need to seek God in prayer. We need to take time to simply be quiet in the presence of God who wants to give us rest, to comfort us, to encourage us, to embrace us, to lift our burdens and to calm our fears. Throughout the scriptures, we hear stories of people going to the mountain in search of deep, and intimate relationship with God. We can get so frazzled and enmeshed in our day-to-day lives that we slowly lose sight of God, and 2 then our relationship begins to wither and, over time dies. Then when we’re so wrapped up in the pressures of life, we feel as thought we’re drowning. Deep down, we know that we can trust in God to reach out to us in our time of need, yet in spite of knowing this when we hit stormy weather and the wind and waves of life threaten to overwhelm us, we so often find ourselves floundering just like Peter and the other disciples in today’s Gospel. It seems that our faith and confidence evaporate when we’re overcome with hopelessness, and we start to think that no one can help us; that even God has given up and ignored our cries for help. Many years ago, the company I worked for introduced a new management position. They were going to either promote or hire three top-notch inventory managers and after a long process of interviews and screening, I was one of the final candidates for this new position. During my commute each morning, I prayed that I would be one of those selected. The increase in salary, title, and rank within the company was very attractive and I had every confidence that I was the best candidate for this test strategy. I’d get to work, stop by my vice president’s office, and ask if the board had made its decision; but week-after-week, they continued to deliberate. About four weeks after I interviewed a second time, my morning prayer changed from “my will be done” to “thy will be done” and on that very morning, I was called into the vice president’s office to learn that I did not get the job. 3 At first, I was very confused. I was the perfect candidate. My job performance had been outstanding. I had earned bonuses every year. My department was one of the most successful in the company… I felt abandoned, lost, bewildered, and deeply hurt. My morning prayers stopped. Clearly, God didn’t care, so why should I? Within 6 months, the company decided to abruptly eliminate that position and lay off the three who were hired in my place… In the end it seemed that I abandoned God, but God never abandoned me. I’m sure we’ve all had similar experiences of hopelessness, or the feeling that God was silent to our cries, but today you and I are here on this mountain where God is truly present. Today you and I have come to this mountain to find rest and comfort in our communal prayer, our Christian fellowship, and our common Eucharistic meal. Today, you and I bring our troubles, our burdens, our worries, our sorrows, our pain, and our sufferend and leave them here in the presence of God. Today, you and I are present to the God of love, knowing that we are not alone and that God is always present when the storms of loss, abandonment, loneliness, or confusion seem to swirl all around us pulling us deeper and deeper into the stormy waters of life. Jesus needed to be alone, and so he left the disciples behind and sought the peace, encouragement, and love that only his Father could offer. Sometimes you and I need to do the same because we cannot support the other if we have not first been supported. We cannot feed the other if we have not 4 first been fed. We cannot love the other unless we have first been loved. Our gathering together as a community of faith, and our walk together to this mountain of God’s genuine presence in the Eucharist will provide the strength, peace, comfort, and encouragement that we all need to continue our journey as God’s chosen people. We’ve all experienced various storms in our lives, some easily blow over, while others are so powerful that it seems that the angry waves just keep crashing against us and we just “wanna get away” – but here we are on this mountain in the presence of a God who will never leave us in the eye of the storm. All we need do is remain present, close our eyes, and reach out in prayer asking God to save us, and he will respond, “O you of little faith. Why do you doubt?” God Bless You. 5