Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology CHAPTER 1 THE PROBLEM AND ITS BACKGROUND This chapter presents the Introduction, Background of the Study, Rationale, the Statement of the Problem, Hypotheses, Conceptual Framework, Significance of the Study, the Scope and Limitation, Definition of Terms, Review of Related Literature, and Synthesis. Introduction The consequences of childhood traumas represent a gamut of different forms of distressing experiences from confronting domestic or community violence or bullying to neglect or grappling with feelings of being unwanted or disowned, belongingness issues to the feeling of being given up. It can also be events where development needs are not met consistently or an atmosphere where the sense of freedom and curiosity to understand the world is unrecognized and belittled. It is equally traumatizing to grow up in an environment where the parents also have had their history of abuse and trauma which compromised their ability to address the needs of their children. In turn, these children suffer the gravest epigenetic consequence of early-life adversities as well. Adverse childhood experiences (ACE) such as sexual, verbal, and physical abuse or physical and emotional neglect, are recurrent in childhood and represent a considerable stressor with chronic adverse effects on the brain, mental and physical health. Recovery from the consequences of adverse childhood experiences begins in the brain and body-based orientation. The necessity to understand neuroscience Southville International School and Colleges 2 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology concepts such as the neurobiology of trauma, polyvagal theory, neuroception, interoception, and self-regulation provides an avenue where we can identify interventive Trauma-Informed Care programs called body-mind oriented psychotherapy interventions, which is an umbrella term that covers a wide range of practices particularly involving body and mind techniques together to strengthen the communication between the two (Bloch-Atefi & Melbourne, n.d.). Having strategies like the use of somatic work and mindfulness activities are essential in improving interoceptive awareness and ability which helps trauma survivors start to feel grounded and connected to self as one of the core goals of many mental health programs. Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Psychotherapy (MABT) is an intervention that focuses on educating people on the importance of becoming bodily aware. This helps clients to practice recognition of inner bodily cues and sensations which in turn develop interoceptive awareness skills that facilitate regulation and leads to a healthy sense of self and well-being (Price, 2016). For this research, MABT is adapted as The Coming Home Program (see Appendix A), which is a combination of psychoeducation and mind-body approaches and other key concepts such as selfcare tools for emotion management. It is localized to the Philippine setting, with exercises and practices rooted in the original MABT program. The first stage is about identifying body sensations. The second stage is learning strategies for interoceptive awareness. The last stage is about developing the ability to maintain interoceptive awareness as a mindful process to promote acceptance, gain insight, and value Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology interoceptive experiences. All sessions include explanations specific to body awareness and self-management activities in daily life. It also incorporates experiential learning which is aimed at practicing interoceptive skills. (Price, Thompson, Crowell, Pike, 2019; Mahler, K. (2019). One of the enduring effects of adverse childhood experiences on the brain and body is the difficulty of processing bodily signals (interoception) that contributes to emotional and behavioral dysregulation in adulthood. (Schaan et al, 2019) Interoception is the perception of the state of the body (Pollatos, 2016) and represents the process of how the nervous system makes sense of, interprets and integrates indicators coming from within the body. It also provides a moment-bymoment mapping of the internal landscape of the body across conscious and unconscious stages. The important component of interoceptive signaling is the processing of feelings, urges, reflexes, drives, and cognitive and affective experiences; and the maintenance of homeostatic functioning, body regulation, and survival (Khalsa, 2018). However, early life challenges, prolonged stress, or major hostile events contribute to the development of mental disorders, cardiovascular diseases, somatic symptom disorders, and auto-immune disorders. Stress modifies the chief representation of bodily processes (Schulz & Vogele, 2017); which includes dysfunction of interoception (Khalsa, 2018). The researcher pursued this topic of study due to her years of practicing mindbody therapy for her clients who had adverse childhood experiences. With this in mind, the researcher examined the Effectiveness of Mindful Awareness in Body 3 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Oriented Group Psychotherapy on Interoceptive Awareness of Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) that intently address mindful adverse childhood experiences and decrease them through the adapted program. Background of the Study The moment we are born, our nervous systems have been censoring the environment relentlessly for safety and connection. According to Porges (2018), “Polyvagal Theory provides a neurobiological narrative that focuses on the importance of ‘safety’ and the adaptive consequences of detecting risk on physiological state, social behavior, psychological experience, and health. Safety from an adaptive survival perspective means the ‘wisdom’ resides in our body and in the structures of our nervous system that function out of the realm of awareness”. Furthermore, our ability to gauge threats in the environment using our cognitive functions is only subordinate to our instinctive reactions to people and places (Porges, 2018). What is imperative to recovery from trauma is to guide clients to navigate their ways to move out of a dysregulated state—either a floating or detached “dorsal vagal” condition or a hyper-aroused “sympathetic” one—and revert to “ventral vagal,” where we feel safe and connected. It is essential to correctly identify which state of the nervous system the person is in at any point in time to start the journey back to calm and connection (Dana, 2019). 4 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Therefore, when our subconscious system of threat is activated, our body needs to physiologically and psychologically respond to stress by using the fight, flight, or freeze response. This enables us to react quickly as the body prepares itself for danger, usually in the form of behavioral challenges. When the activation of this survival mechanism is prolonged and becomes chronic, our mental, emotional, and physical health is compromised (“Understanding the Stress Response”, 2018). Now the feeling of being safe and connected is exposed yet jeopardized. Our body can only do so much in managing small doses of daily stress in life for us to get our act together such as staying grounded and feeling safe in our environment. Effective emotion management involves the ability to accurately recognize and evaluate signals and cues relating to biological reactions to stressful events. On the other hand, disorganized awareness of interoception or perception of bodily signals indicates poor emotion regulation; and that is why interoceptive awareness is crucial to identifying inner physiological processes that facilitate integrating bodily sensations, cognitive processes, and emotional feeling. Interoceptive awareness is an essential component in emotion regulation (Price & Hooven, 2018). The participants of the study were young adults who have been exposed to adverse childhood experiences. Daniel Levinson’s theory stresses that 18-40-year-old individuals are in their early adulthood development, which is considered to be the greatest area of contradiction and stress (Aktu & Ihan, 2017). Kolk (2015), stresses that early exposures to adverse conditions may have produced relentless fear and prolonged anxiety that have a long-lasting consequence on a person’s physical, 5 Southville International School and Colleges 6 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology emotional, and mental well-being by disrupting the developing architecture of the brain. Rationale The main purpose of this paper was to evaluate the immediate pre-post effects of Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented group psychotherapy on interoceptive awareness with young adults with adverse childhood experiences using the adopted version, Coming Home Program: Mind and Body Awareness Group Therapy for Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experience. The self-care techniques taught in the program, like mindfulness training, helped develop the ability to successfully regulate one’s emotions, thoughts, and behaviors in a different state of affairs— capably dealing with stress, managing impulses, building attention, improving focus, and empowering oneself. Accordingly, the program would then be used to establish guidelines for other programs to deliver community mental health services that help build self-management skills that promote recovery from adverse childhood experiences. Conceptual Framework Adverse Childhood Experiences of Young Adults (PRE) Low Levels of Interoceptive Awareness (INTERVENTION) Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented Group Psychotherapy (POST) Average Levels of Interoceptive Awareness Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Figure 1. Effects of Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented Group Psychotherapy on the Interoceptive Awareness with Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Exposures Figure 1 shows the conceptual framework of the study. The respondents are young adults, ages 19 years to 39 years old and who were exposed to Adverse Childhood Experiences. Before the intervention, the subjects were tasked to take the pre-test on Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness (MAIA) to get their baseline average on Interoceptive Awareness. After undergoing eight sessions, the subjects were given a post-test using the same tool (Tagalog version) on Interoceptive Awareness to determine the effectiveness of the program. The participants of the study were young adults, with the age range of 19 to 39 years, who have been exposed to adverse childhood experiences and residents of Shepherd’s Home Foundation Inc. in Antipolo Rizal, a temporary shelter for marginalized women and children. There were only seven (7) participants, who were referred by the Director of Shepherd’s Home, who had at least three (3) experiences from the Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire (qualifying tool) participated in the program. All participants are single parents, poorly educated, and belong to the lower socioeconomic strata. The researcher incorporated mindfulness activities such as belly breathing and body scanning (Werbalowksy, 2019) (GoodTherapy, 2018) (Walling, 2017) (Levine, 2019) (Ronchi, 2018) as adjunctive treatments used to co-regulate with the participants especially when they got triggered or hyper or hypoaroused in the middle of the session. The program was delivered in a group format, with each session 7 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology having a maximum of 2 hours for 8 sessions based upon the adapted version of the Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented Program as prepared by this researcher. The whole duration of the program was conducted at Shepherd’s Home in Taytay, Rizal. The researcher utilized the narratives accounts of the participants from the debriefing process after each session to determine the effects of each activity of the Coming Home Program on the participants. The debriefing process happens towards the end of the session. The researcher wanted to assure that there was integration in the processing and that the participants were able to embody the exercises. Krogh et al (2016) explain that immersive simulations consist of a debriefing where the facilitator manages a group dialogue that appraises the simulation experiences and is responsible for giving feedback to the participants. After the completion of the program, on the last session, participants were given the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness questionnaire as a posttest. Statement of the Problem This research will focus on finding the answer to the following problems: 1. What is the profile of the respondents in terms of ACEs score? 2. Is there a significant difference in the pre-test and post-test levels of interoceptive scores of the participants before and after the intervention? Hypothesis This study attempted to accept or reject the following hypothesis: Ha: There is a significant difference between the pre-test and post-test levels of interoceptive scores of the experimental group. 8 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Scope and Limitation The research study aimed to determine the effect of Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented group psychotherapy on interoceptive awareness in young adults with adverse childhood experiences exposure. The objective of the intervention program is to help the participants change their negative learned behaviors and patterns— resulting from the consequences of adverse childhood experiences—into the adaptive and intentional tuning of their autonomic nervous system. With this, they can positively direct their quest for safety and connection. However, the researcher did not conduct any formal psychological diagnostic test or evaluation to assess mental health disorders (e.g. PTSD). There was no intelligence test, cognitive and clinical measures administered to determine the range of cognitive abilities, potential, or functioning (e.g. reading comprehension assessment). The researcher only computed the number of exposures to ten types of maltreatment up to age 18 and did not determine the length of the trauma each participant had experienced. According to Zarse et al, (2019), the Adverse Childhood Experiences Questionnaire does not measure the degree, duration, severity, timing, and quality of each of the Adverse Childhood Experience classifications. The ACE-Q is a tool to quantify the total degree of merging of different ACEs and circumstances onto one individual. Furthermore, The MAIA scale is a self-report tool that is intended to assess different psychological aspects of the perception and appraisal of body sensations. 9 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Exclusions identified are the sample size and measures of biomarkers. The researcher had difficulty looking for participants to join the program, thus the sample size was inadequate. Initially, there were seven (7) participants who qualified to join the program. In the middle of the first session, some of the participants reacted strongly to the discussion about trauma and abuse. One of the participants was highly dysregulated to the point of walking out of the session. Another participant also decided not to join the remaining seven (7) sessions. The total number of participants who finished the eight (8) sessions was five (5). Additionally, the researcher did not use any quantified behavioral measures or measures of biomarkers like heart rate, cortisol, neuroimaging, and airway resistance detection tasks or changes in brain activities to validate the evaluation of body sensations limiting the ability to assess other potential biological or neurological mechanism. Significance of the Study The study will be valuable to the following: Participants of the study. Participants were able to develop new sets of healthy coping skills to help them become regulated, connected, and grounded to themselves as part of emotional stabilization in their healing journey. Family members of the participants. Participants’ family members can benefit from the findings of the study in terms of becoming educated about adverse childhood experiences and how ACE affects personality development. They can use the findings of the study as a springboard to the conversation with their loved ones and foster a safe environment at home. 10 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Director of Institution. The findings of this study can be beneficial to the Director of the Institution in crafting thorough and appropriate interventions suited for the needs of the participants. Local citizens. The program’s mission is to utilize preventive and interventive Trauma-Informed Care practices that can be applied in community settings (e.g. schools) to help people develop proper ways to manage stress. Non-Government Organizations. Non-government organizations may use the findings of the study for educational and research purposes, as well as to aid in advocacy for the participants. Local Community. Disseminating the information and results gathered in this study will be helpful for local communities in fostering a safe space for adolescents with adverse childhood experiences. Government Welfare Departments. The findings of the study may be useful for government welfare departments such as the Department of Social Welfare and Development in coming up with policies for the protection of adolescents with adverse childhood experiences. Youth-Led Advocacy Center Organization. Youth-led advocacy centers may use the findings of the study as an advocacy tool in giving adolescents with adverse childhood experiences the freedom to voice out their experiences and thoughts. Other Psychologists. This study will be of help to fellow psychologists in gaining more skills and learning tools for mindful awareness in body-oriented 11 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology interventions especially in handling clients with adverse childhood experiences exposure. Future researchers. This study can contribute additional information and facts about neuroscience and polyvagal theory in therapy to future researchers since literature and similar studies on this field are limited in the Philippines. Definition of Terms The following terms are explained conceptually and operationally as used in the study: Emotion Dysregulation is the lack of ability to manage the intensity and duration of strong emotions such as fear, sadness, or anger which affects daily functioning. Interoceptive awareness is the awareness and processing of inner body sensations where we can detect and connect internal information which is essential for selfregulation. Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Exposures are individuals who have suffered childhood adversity and its impact on mental health persists into adulthood. Adverse Childhood experiences are traumatic events that occur in childhood between zero to seventeen years old. Some of the adverse experiences include a child who has experienced violence, abuse, or neglect. These early life 12 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology adversities are closely associated with chronic health problems, mental illness, and substance misuse in adulthood. Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs) are very disturbing and distressing incidents occurring before age 18. ACEs comprise all types or forms of abuses (physical, verbal and sexual) and neglect (physical and emotional) in addition to parental mental illness, substance use, divorce, incarceration, and domestic violence (What is ACEs science, n.d.) REVIEW OF RELATED LITERATURE This chapter includes the ideas, finished thesis, articles, generalizations or conclusions, methodologies, and others that are relevant to the variable and similar to the present study: Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Group Therapy, Interoceptive Awareness, and Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experience Exposures. Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Group Psychotherapy Interoceptive Awareness Skills for Emotion Regulation: Theory and Approach of Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Therapy (MABT) Price & Hooven (2018) delved into the relationships between interoceptive awareness and emotion regulation. Effective emotion management requires the capacity to accurately identify and assess signals and cues about physiological 13 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology reactions to stressful events. Disrupted awareness of interoception or sensory information leads to poor emotion regulation. Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Therapy (MABT), a mind-body therapeutic intervention, is developed to improve the sense of self and regulation of emotions. Furthermore, MABT is distinctively designed to facilitate interoceptive awareness skills to learn how to identify, access, and appraise internal bodily cues that are relevant components of interoception for emotion regulation (Price & Hooven, 2018). Below is a diagram that describes the phases involved in the individualized procedure for scaffolding interoceptive awareness. This is done with a combination of psychoeducation and somatic approaches directly attending to the difficulties with interoceptive processing (Price & Hooven, 2018). The MBTI Key Interoceptive Training Process has three stages. Stage 1 is all about awareness and body literacy, where participants learn to identify their body sensations and articulate them. Stage 2 deals with accessing interoceptive awareness through breath flow exercises, tissue softening exercises, and internal body attention practices. For the last stage, Stage 3 tackles Appraisal and Mindful Body Awareness practice by developing their capacity to sustain awareness. In this stage, participants are taught to notice internal shifts and learn appraisal based on experiential awareness and insight. All stages include take-home practices. A Pilot Study of Mindful Body Awareness Training as an Adjunct to OfficeBased Medication Treatment of Opioid Use Disorder Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT) is designed to improve self-care and emotion regulation through interoceptive awareness skills (Price, Merrill, 14 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Mccarty, Pike, & Tsui, 2020). The researchers facilitated MABT to individuals with opioid use disorder (OUD) who were undergoing buprenorphine treatment. The participants were divided into those who received Treatment as Usual (TAU) and those who received TAU + MABT. The results revealed that those who underwent MABT demonstrated an increase in interoceptive awareness skills in contrast to the control group who did not (Price, Merrill, et al., 2020). In addition, the participants who underwent MABT reported being satisfied with the intervention. The researchers recommend further studies on a larger scale. Immediate effects of interoceptive awareness training through Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT) for women in substance use disorder treatment Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT) as a means of increasing interoceptive awareness was employed to examine its effects on the selfcare and emotion regulation of women in substance use disorder treatment (Price, Thompson, et al., 2020). The researchers examined its immediate effects on women in intensive treatment across clinics in the north-western United States. The women were assigned to three conditions at random. These are Treatment as Usual (TAU), MABT + TAU, and Women’s Health Education (WHE) + TAU). Compared to the other conditions, those assigned to MABT + TAU showed significant improvements in interoceptive awareness, mindfulness, emotion dysregulation, and drug abstinence. Furthermore, depressive symptoms and cravings for substances were lessened (Price, Thompson, et al., 2020). The researchers found results that are consistent with the models connecting interoception to SUD treatment. 15 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interoceptive Awareness is Important for Relapse Prevention: Perceptions of Women who Received Mindful Body Awareness in Substance Use Disorder Treatment Price & Smith-DiJulio (2017) investigated interoceptive awareness and its effects on the regulation and treatment of women with substance use disorder. The researchers used a focus group discussion to interview several participants from a study where they underwent Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT) to improve their interoceptive skills. The results showed that the participants applied the strategies of MABT consistently. The women saw the importance of using the skills every day to aid in relapse prevention. For future studies, it is recommended that more programs on interoceptive awareness should be developed and studied throughout various medical disciplines and continued among those with SUDs to prevent relapses (Price & Smith-DiJulio, 2017). Longitudinal effects of interoceptive awareness training through mindful awareness in body-oriented therapy (MABT) as an adjunct to women’s substance use disorder treatment: A randomized controlled trial Mindful awareness in body-oriented therapy (MABT) as a means of training the interoceptive awareness was said to aid the treatment of substance use disorder (Price, Adams Thompson, Crowell, & Pike, 2019). The goal of MABT is to improve regulating one’s emotions and boost one’s self-care. The researchers conducted a longitudinal study that examined women who were undergoing treatment for SUD at different clinics. The participants were divided into three groups, particularly Treatment as Usual (TAU), TAU + MABT, and TAU + Women's Health Education 16 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology (WHE). After a series of assessments, the results showed a significant improvement in substance use for MABT vs. TAU. Furthermore, MABT revealed positive long-term effects for various secondary outcomes and interoceptive awareness. Price et al. (2019) concluded that MABT aids women who are undergoing SUD treatment in their longitudinal health. 17 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy as an Adjunct to Women’s Substance Use Disorder Treatment This research investigated Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT) as an adjunct intervention to women’s substance use disorder treatment. The individualized MABT therapy used in this study combined manual (touch therapy) and mind-body approaches for emotional regulation. It used a 2-group randomized controlled trial (RCT) repeated measures design where the MABT condition was compared with treatment-as-usual (TAU). Participants on the MABT condition received an eight-weekly-sessions. The primary components of the MABT program were: Massage with attention to developing body literacy, Interoceptive skills training, and Mindful awareness practice. The TAU program consisted of twelve-step abstinence approaches utilizing cognitive behavior therapy and psycho-educational therapy. Participants in the TAU condition received a three-to-five weekly inpatient with continuing outpatient TAU sessions. Results revealed average to significantly substantial outcomes for MABT compared to TAU on the primary outcomes (e.g. awareness, interoception, and regulation related to behavioral control and brain function abnormalities in drug-addicted individuals). The MABT condition also yielded promising secondary outcomes (e.g. eating disorders, depression, anxiety, and dissociation) compared to TAU conditions. Thus, the researchers concluded that MABT may be implemented in women’s substance use disorder treatment programs as the results of their study suggested that MABT is an effective and promising intervention (Price, 2011). 18 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 19 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Breathing Life into Life: A Literature Review Supporting Body-Based Interventions in the Treatment of Trauma Werbalowksy (2019) examined the gap between trauma as a “somatic experience” and the treatment used to address it by reviewing the literature. The researcher finds that Polyvagal Theory by Stephen Porges can be a body-oriented therapy to address trauma. Also, the researcher further reviews other body-based treatments and interventions, such as expressive arts. The researcher concludes by advocating the exploration of body-oriented therapies in trauma intervention after forty years since its pioneering research. Body-Mind Psychotherapy GoodTherapy (2018) provides a discussion on body-mind psychotherapy (BMP)—an intervention that enables a person to attune oneself to their bodily experiences. Humans tend to focus on the environment too much to the point that bodily needs are neglected. Aside from embodiment, BMP uses developmental milestones and energetic mapping throughout the therapy sessions. However, BMP needs further research and evidence on its effectiveness (GoodTherapy, 2018). Psychotherapy for Your Body: The Role of Somatic Psychology Today Psychotherapy has been used as an intervention to help people cope with mental health conditions, but a body-centered technique has been explored—somatic psychotherapy (Walling, 2017). The researcher states that somatic psychotherapy comes from the assumption that people interact with the world through moving, 20 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology expressing, and sensing. Physical and emotional stresses are what somatic psychotherapy aims to alleviate, and the goal is to find out where the trauma is felt physically and release the “energy” (Walling, 2017). According to the author, the main schemes employed in somatic psychotherapy include resourcing, titration, and pendulation, wherein a state of biological completion is aimed to achieve. An Interview with Peter Levine Turning Psychotherapy Bottom Up Rich Simon interviewed Somatic Experiencing founder, Peter Levine, to discuss the process of the therapy. According to Levine (2019), talk therapy alone is lacking since the conversation can regress in trying to solely explain one’s emotions, which is why the bodily dimension was added to the therapy. During sessions, the pain is briefly discussed then tensions are consciously transferred from a certain part of the body, such as the jaw or the neck, to the forearm of the therapist. Displacing the anger must be done slowly so as not to be cathartic (Levine, 2019). Furthermore, Levine emphasized being present within the body rather than forcing to walk or move the body outwardly. Healing Trauma’s Wounds: The Need for Safety in Therapy, Part 1, How to Rebuild your Client’s Senses of Empowerment and Control Ferentz (2015) points out that providing an atmosphere where emotional and physical safety during therapy sessions is very crucial in building a trusting therapeutic relationship that assures reparation and at the same time, no retraumatization. She further adds that internal safety is associated with the client's 21 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology "felt sense" and subjective internal processes that are used as an emotional barometer for them to gauge what is happening inside throughout the process. Interoceptive Awareness On the Origin of Interoception Ceunen, Vlaeyen, & Diest (2016) present a definition of interoception because it has shifted over time, and it encompasses physical sensations. The researchers propose to use words that pertain to the viscera and homeostasis with words that are similar in their linguistics, rather than use the term interoception, which should be reserved for higher-order cognition. Ceunen et al. (2016) conclude that interoception refers to the perception of bodily sensations, where it is located in CNS, which is ultimately subjective. Interoception The body responds to real or imagined stress (Kraybill, 2018). Consequently, the brain does not just react to stimuli from the world outside (Barrett 2019). It also generates sensations from imagined stimuli. This is because the brain did not evolve to react to the outside world. It evolved to predict or anticipate what comes next. Further, Barrett explained that the brain did not change for rationality. Furthermore, it did not evolve to enable humans to think or to perceive the world accurately, nor to feel, hear or see. Further still, it evolved to regulate a body so that it could move efficiently about the world. Barrett underscored the core task of the brain is allostasis (or homeostasis). Allostasis is the process of attaining equilibrium by way of 22 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology regulating the body’s internal systems by anticipating needs before these needs even arise, and the sensory result of this activity is interoception. Interoception is vital to everything – from thinking, feeling, decision making, and even to an individual’s sense of self. To maintain allostasis, the brain must constantly create concepts that guide the body, and integrate sensory inputs with memory. This predictive process of generating an internal model of the body permits the brain to infer the cause of the stimuli it receives through the eyes and other sensory organs. Thru this process, the brain navigates in the world and guides actions and puts together experiences. Differences in this predictive process (supported by interoception) may contribute to psychopathology (Paulus, 2014). Maintaining allostasis requires efficient management of biological compounds (like glucose, water, and salt) for the body. Forcing the body to function despite allostatic disruption (i.e. deficiency on any of the biological compounds) is called a metabolic deficiency. Metabolic deficiency results in fatigue, confusion, and anhedonia. Prolonged allostatic disruption (i.e. prolonged metabolic deficiency) will eventually lead to depression (Barrett, 2019). According to Barrett (2019) sometimes, depressed individuals feel worthless for physical reasons not for negative thoughts (psychological reasons). The researchers Paulus, Stein, and Feinstein (2004) investigated interoceptive prediction schemas through an fMRI study. The results of their study revealed that the anterior cingulate region of the brain of highly anxious individuals demonstrated more 23 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology activity, suggesting anxiety-prone individuals require more processing to be able to distinguish ordinary fluctuations from signals that predict potential threats. The researchers also added that individuals with faulty predictive coding (e.g. depressed or anxious individuals) will not alter their irrational thoughts/beliefs even if evidence challenging their current understanding is proven to be incorrect (Paulus, Stein and Feinstein, 2004). Paulus, Stein, and Feinstein’s (2004) research also revealed how context rigidity can lead individuals to incorrectly relate their experience to unrelated situations. Paulo et al. also underscored how inaccurate interoceptive signals negatively impact decision making (e.g. when body signals ran counter with the best interest). The researchers concluded how falling short in the predictive processes that draw on interoception contributes to psychopathology (Paulus, Stein, and Feinstein’s, 2004) The article concludes with the research of Tallon-Baudry, et al., (2016) which emphasized that it is the body that controls the brain (not the brain that controls the body). One indication of this is how information is relayed. The majority of the vagus nerve’s fibers ascend from organs to the brain – only 20% of the vagus nerve fibers descend from the brain to the organs (Babo-Rebelo et al., 2016). Bilateral Rolandic Operculum Processing Underlying Heartbeat Awareness Reflects Changes in Bodily Self-Consciousness Signals from external sensations are vital information that contributes to selfconsciousness. Extant literature on neuroimaging researches has established regions 24 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology of the brain (such as the premotor cortex, angular gyrus, supramarginal gyrus, and extrastriate body area) that process signals related to bodily self-consciousness. These studies have also demonstrated that another brain region – the insula operculum, also processes signals critical to self-awareness; this proves the integration of interception and exteroception bodily signals (Blefari et al., 2017). Contemporary behavioral experiments have validated that the manipulation of both interoceptive and exteroceptive signals modulates bodily self-consciousness. The researchers of this study were interested in whether the integration (of interoceptive and exteroceptive signals) occurred inside or outside the aforementioned brain regions. Thus, they designed a cardio-visual stimulation that induces altered states of bodily self-consciousness to fMRI. They likewise measured neural activity during the interoceptive task. They found that the highest selectivity for bodily selfconsciousness was found in the Rolandic operculum. Given this, they concluded that Rolandic operculum/central sulcus (i.e. the fold in the cerebral cortex separating the frontal lobe from the parietal lobe) also processes integrated exteroceptiveinteroceptive signals which are necessary for: (1) interoceptive awareness, and (2) bodily self-consciousness (Blefari et al., 2017). What the heart forgets: Cardiac timing influences memory for words and is modulated by metacognition and interoceptive sensitivity. The process of being alerted to sensory stimuli outside the body through the sense of touch, taste, smell, sight, and sound is exteroception. Conversely, the process of perceiving, interpreting, and analyzing sensory stimuli coming from inside 25 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology the body is interoception. Cognizance of “butterflies in the stomach” or tightness of breath is an example of the interoception process. Interoception is a conversation between the brain and the body. For instance, when the body needs a respite from an extraneous activity, the inner sensation of fatigue signals the brain to command the need for rest; that is interoception. However, Interoception is more than a conversation between mind and body. It is the root of an individual’s urges, drives, feelings, and emotional reactions. The relationship between mental health and interoceptive ability is now being investigated. Of particular interest to researchers is an individual’s ability to detect their heartbeat. Researchers believe that individuals who are more cognizant of their heartbeats are more likely to experience increased emotional intensity. Garfinkel et al., (2018) were able to show that high-frequency traders at London’s stock market were better at interoception (at London’s stock market). The intuition (i.e. gut feeling, or instincts) which the traders claim to be the source of their success was a heightened capacity to perceive information from internal bodily signals. Researches on interoception are still in its infancy. Consequently, scientists have not reached any consensus on how to study the concept. Hence, there is still a vast area to explore subjective experience. It is best approached through an open mind sans judgment and labels (Pikorn, n.d.) 26 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Body Influences on Social Cognition Through Interoception. This research is a general exploration of interoception. It reviews studies on proprioception and interoception (including related brain regions) and concludes with a summary of relevant studies exhibiting the link between social cognition and interoception. This study demonstrated how interoception can influence social cognition, specifically, how the body can influence an individual’s social cognition through interoception. More specifically, how improving an individual’s interoceptive sensitivity or interoceptive accuracy can improve their social cognition. Furthermore, the authors proposed that future researchers recruit children as participants for their study. The authors believe that it is more convenient to improve children’s social cognition through interoception (Gao et al., 2019). Sex-specific relationships between interoceptive accuracy and emotion regulation Lischke, Pahnke, Mau-moeller, & Jacksteit (2020) sought to examine how interoception affects emotion regulation on 84 healthy individuals. The results found that male individuals with high interoceptive accuracy were more likely to suppress as a means of emotional regulation compared to males with low interoceptive accuracy. On the other hand, female scores showed no correlation between interoceptive accuracy and suppression and reappraisal as means of emotional regulation (Lischke et al., 2020). The researchers advocate that interoception and emotion regulation 27 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology require more in-depth studies, but assert that the results support the essentiality of interoception in emotional experience and regulation. Functional neuroanatomy of interoceptive adolescents processing in children and Extant literature underscores the influence of interoception in emotional processing, cognition, behavior, and many somatic as well as mental health maladies in adults. Also, mature individuals have demonstrated brain activity (e.g. frontalinsula-parietal-anterior cingulate cortex) during heartbeat tasks (i.e. subjects are required to indicate each time they felt their heartbeat). However, there appears to be a dearth of investigation about the functional neuroanatomy of interoception among children. Thus, the current study endeavored to examine children's and adolescent’s interoceptive processing using fMRI during a heartbeat detection task. Results revealed that children beginning the age of six up to adolescent years activate their left insula, cuneus, inferior parietal lobule, and prefrontal regions. These findings run similar to adults in heartbeat and tone detection conditions. The results further revealed that age was related to increased activation in the orbital frontal cortex and the mid-inferior frontal gyri. Thus, the current study provided vital information about the neurodevelopment of interoception among children (Klabunde et. al., 2019). 28 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interoception and Social Connection Interoception has roused the interest of the psychological research community because of the role it plays in physical and mental well-being. The association between interoception and social cognition, however, remains a novel subject to be explored. Given this, the current research investigated the functional (role) of interoception in social cognition and discussed probable mechanisms on how interoception influences social connection. They also reviewed the concept of loneliness and suggested that interoceptive dysregulation is interconnected with loneliness. Furthermore, they opined that interventions designed to improve interoceptive skills like mindfulness-based meditation may be crucial to alleviating loneliness and improving social connection (Winkielman et al., 2020). Interoception and stress Interoception processes information on the ascending branch of the brain-body axis, while stress, on the other hand, communicates information on the descending branch (Schulz & Vögele, 2015). The researchers point out that the association of interoception and stress through the brain-body axis could assert that when stress activates the neural circuits excessively, a malfunction can alter interoception. Furthermore, this alteration in the neural circuits can affect the physical aspect of a person, such as an emerging or worsening of body-related mental disorders (Schulz & Vögele, 2015). The researchers conclude with a positive feedback model to aid in further research of the mind-body connection. 29 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The role of mid-insula in the relationship between cardiac interoceptive attention and anxiety Recent interoception studies focused mostly on the function of the insula in interoception and subjective experience of anxiety. The current study delved more deeply into the relationship between interoception-related insular activity (I-RIA), interoceptive accuracy (IAc), and anxiety. The association between I-RIA, IAc, and anxiety was performed using functional magnetic resonance imaging or fMRI. The experiment used 40 volunteers. Study subjects were tasked to focus on their heartbeat and anxious events. IAc and anxiety were measured using a heartbeat perception task and state-trait anxiety inventory. The results showed: (1) posterior, anterior, and mid insular activity for cardiac interoception, and (2) anterior insular activity for anxiety-related stimulation, (3) the mid-insula in the cardiac attention condition relates to an individual’s IAc a well as their levels of trait and state of anxiety. The findings confirmed that there are distinct neural representations of heartbeat attention and anxious experience in the insula region of the brain. Further, it also implied that the mid-insula serves as a vital connection between cardiac interoception and anxiety (Tan et. al., 2018). Bodily self-consciousness and its disorders Neuroscience research has pointed out that key brain mechanisms on selfconsciousness are centered on the integration of multisensory bodily signals coming from the inside as well as those coming from outside the body. 30 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Moreover, in this article, the researchers examined behavioral and neuroimaging studies on how multisensory integration generated and modulated bodily self-consciousness in humans. The researchers also reviewed the neurology of disorders of bodily self-consciousness of brain-damaged individuals as well as individuals with dysfunctional brains, from attention disorders to delusional and illusory deficiency, associated with the breakdown of the connection between body and the self (Ronchi, 2018). Links among emotional awareness, somatic awareness, and autonomic homeostatic processing Kanbara & Fukunaga (2016) evaluate the connections between emotional awareness, somatic awareness, and autonomic homeostatic processing and hypothesized that autonomic dysfunction is related to the dysfunction in emotional and interoceptive or somatic awareness. These three functions perform in a parallel manner, but the pathologies between the three coexist (Kanbara & Fukunaga, 2016). The researchers also note that alexithymia is the lack of emotional awareness concerning psychosomatic symptoms and alexisomia is the lack of somatic awareness. Because of the involvement of the autonomic homeostatic process with emotional and somatic awareness, the researchers recommend further studies through neuroimaging to deeply explore their correlation. 31 Southville International School and Colleges 32 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology When the brain does not adequately feel the body: Links between low resilience and interoception Haase et al. (2016) studied the connection between resilience and the levels of interoceptive processing. The participants were divided into high, normal, and low resilience and then completed breathing exercises while undergoing functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI) recording). The results showed that the individuals from the low resilience group exhibited lower levels of interoceptive awareness but higher neural processing bodily disturbances (Haase et al., 2016). The researchers conclude that individuals who have low resilience may adapt poorly to the adverse situation due to the disconnect between attention and interoceptive processing. Childhood Trauma Affects Stress-Related Interoceptive Accuracy Childhood adversity may lead to emotional dysregulation and other physical symptoms in adulthood (Schaan et al., 2019). The accuracy of understanding bodily sensations, or interoceptive accuracy (IAc), was examined by the researchers who experienced childhood trauma. The participants were administered a questionnaire to assess their perception of their bodies, followed by several laboratory tests (Schaan et al., 2019). The results show that childhood trauma negatively affected to IAc. The researchers recommend that children who experience trauma must receive interventions on interoception to improve emotional regulation. Interoception perspective and psychopathology: A developmental neuroscience Southville International School and Colleges 33 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interoception is the awareness of bodily conditions such as hunger, temperature, and heart rate (Murphy, Brewer, Catmur, & Bird, 2016). The researchers acknowledge that interoception is necessary for higher-order cognition, which places a need to examine it across the lifespan. The researchers acknowledge the need to study psychopathology in interoception awareness and bank on the existing research of alexithymia as its indicator. The importance of interoception lies in the theory that the atypical manifests through high-risk actions in adolescence and a lack of socioemotional skills in adulthood (Murphy et al., 2016). Do You Feel Alright? Attenuated Neural Processing of Aversive Interoceptive Stimuli in Current Stimulant Users Psychophysiology. Stewart et al., (2015) investigated whether the interoceptive processing of young adults with stimulating substance use disorder differs from those who did not develop problems with stimulants. The researchers postulated that problem stimulant users (PSU) will exhibit lower activation in brain regions that involved cognitive control and interoception when compared with desisted stimulant users (DSU) and healthy control subjects (CTL) in the course of decision making during an unfavorable/repulsive interoceptive experience. The results supported the hypothesis. Further, the findings suggested that (1) PSU fails to appropriately recognize threat signals, and (2) this is independent of the drug quantity (Stewart et al., 2015). Furthermore, PSU displayed lower left dorsolateral prefrontal cortex and inferior frontal gyrus (IFG) activation compared to healthy subjects and desisted stimulant users. PSU also showed IFG and lower left dorsolateral prefrontal cortex activation Southville International School and Colleges 34 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology compared to DSU. Also, PSU showed insula and lower right IFG activation during breathing compared to CTL and DSU. This suggests that a weakened attentional salience of aversion marks the transition to stimulating substance use disorders (Stewart et al., 2015). The Contributions of Interoceptive Awareness to Cognitive and Affective Facets of Body Experience Duschek, Reyes Del Paso & Schandry (2015) examined the impact of interoceptive awareness on the cognitive and emotional aspects of bodily experiences among individuals. The researchers administered the Body Consciousness Questionnaire and the Body Appraisal Inventory to those two groups—accurate and poor cardiac interoceptive awareness. The researchers chose participants who had the same emotional state, yet the results showed that individuals who had accurate cardiac interoceptive awareness had a higher interoceptive awareness and a positive body image compared to those who had a poor level of awareness. Therefore, interoceptive awareness affects one’s perception of the body, both in cognition and in effect (Duschek et al., 2015). Emotional Response Coherence and Interoceptive Awareness: Development and Validation of a Novel Assessment Method. This dissertation provided a new method for assessing Interoceptive Awareness (IA). Interoceptive awareness, which is the conscious perception of stimulus originating within the body is a basic component of an individual’s subjective experience of emotion and possibly its proximate cause. IA is fundamental and Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology central to processes that are essential to survival and well-being. These pertain to attention, motivation, emotion regulation, and decision-making. Understanding of IA is hindered by current assessment limitations (such as self-report questionnaires, and tasks like heartbeat perception), whose reliability and validity are doubtful because they fail to fully capture individual variability, and disregard emotional contexts. Fiftysix men and women aged 18-50 participated in this research. The study subjects were tasked to watch an evocative film that captured a range of emotions. They were made to complete a coherence task (i.e. rate their subjective experience on valence and arousal dimension) which were spaced two weeks apart. The subject’s physiology was continuously recorded. Coherence Scores obtained from valence-based ratings of subjective experience and heart period demonstrated significant temporal stability. Further, the scores were positively associated with convergent validity. Furthermore, the scores were also found to negatively associate with a composite measure of distress and positively associate with empathy. Further still, the Coherence Task demonstrated promise as an empirically grounded assessment of individual differences in IA; this would permit the researchers to evaluate the effectiveness of interventions that target interoceptive awareness for health and well-being (Muhtadie, L., 2017). 35 Southville International School and Colleges 36 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Building the Bodily Self-Awareness: Evidence for The Convergence Between Interoceptive And Exteroceptive Information in A Multilevel Kernel Density Analysis Study. Exteroceptive and interoceptive stimuli form and maintain bodily self‐ awareness. Extant literature on exteroception and interoception in building bodily awareness has been postulated but remains limited. Given this, the researchers purposely conducted a study to uncover where in the brain interoceptive and exteroceptive stimuli come together. The researchers performed a systematic qualitative and quantitative study of data on imaging studies (e.g. MRI, ultrasound, and PET) of the sense of body ownership, and found that the processing of stimuli in both exteroception and interoception converges in the supramarginal gyrus bilaterally, the right-lateralized set of areas (such as precentral and postcentral) and superior temporal gyri; these brain areas are involved in blending several physiological sensory signals and align again information from diverse channels and frames of reference (Salvato, et al., 2020). Differential changes in self-reported aspects of interoceptive awareness through 3 months of contemplative training Bornemann, Herbert, Mehling, & Singer (2015) stressed the importance of a multi-dimensional approach in assessing interoceptive body awareness (IA). Using the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness (MAIA), the researchers tested the effects of IA skills, particularly body scanning and breath meditation. After a three-month interval, the 148 participants showed a significant improvement in five of the eight subscales in the MAIA compared to the control group Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology (Bornemann et al., 2015). The researchers also note that across the subscales, the changes that took place were varied, which validates the need to test IA on a multidimensional scale. Mindfulness, Interoception, and the Body: A Contemporary Perspective Interoception is considered to be fundamental in mindfulness, but the vagueness of the definitions makes them deemed to be imprecise by critics (Gibson, 2019). The researcher cites that as interoception is increased, the insula further develops to cultivate mindfulness. The researcher proposes that given the promising studies on the topics, an attentional style must be used to delineate mindfulness, interoception, and meditation since the different techniques modulate the insula. Attentional styles will concretize and streamline the investigation on the interplay between mindfulness, interoception, and meditation (Gibson, 2019). Can Interoception Improve the Pragmatic Search for Biomarkers in Psychiatry? The researchers Khalsa and Lapidus identified and screened individually every article written about interoception in Pubmed, PsycINFO, and ISI Web of knowledge and found that interoception is a multifaceted process that is increasingly being investigated in the fields of psychiatry, psychology, neuroscience, and biochemical science. To underscore the multifaceted nature of interoception, the authors performed a focused review of the cardiovascular system, panic disorder, depression, somatic symptom disorder, anorexia nervosa, and bulimia. They concluded that interoception characterizes a possible avenue for clinical research in the fields of 37 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology psychiatry for understanding and improving mental health outcomes (Khalsa, S.S., Lapidus, R.C., 2016). Unconscious integration of multisensory bodily inputs in the peri personal space shapes bodily self-consciousness. Extant researches have underscored the function of various sensory modality integration as a key process to self-consciousness. Further, the integration of bodily signals within peripersonal space brings about self-identification as experienced in self-location. Investigations on the impact of multisensory integration on bodily selfconsciousness have employed sensory stimuli but often neglect the role of unconscious sensory signals on bodily self-consciousness. The researchers of this study used psychophysical methods in four experiments. Their results revealed visual stimuli boost the processing of touch stimuli on the body; it also heightens the awareness of near-threshold touch stimuli but only if the stimuli have entered peripersonal space. To manipulate bodily self-consciousness, the researchers used unconscious multisensory stimulation. They presented subjects with tactile stimulation and with visual stimuli on a virtual body. Their results showed that subjects reported higher self-identification with the virtual body even though the stimuli are fully invisible; these results imply that multisensory inputs are integrated and impact the phenomenological content of self-consciousness (Salomon, 2017). 38 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Where Is an Emotion? Using Targeted Visceroception As Method of Improving Emotion Regulation in Healthy Participants to Inform Suicide Prevention Initiatives The research “What is emotion?” (James, 1884) engendered much interest in affective science relative to somatic contributions to emotion. Extant literature on interoception (1) implied that awareness of specific parts of the body contributes to the production of emotion, and (2) associated interoception with emotion regulation. Consequent to the 1884 research study: “What is emotion?” the researchers instead inquire “where is emotion?” Further, the researchers also aimed to investigate if interoception or misperception improves emotion regulation with the overall aim of preventing suicide. The research trials utilized a pre-test/post-test control group design, using two experimental groups for misperception interventions and a control group. They conducted the study in 8 weeks. Visceroceptive ability was monitored using a heartbeat estimation task, water lead test, and a questionnaire. The subjects were healthcare professionals and healthcare students (Davey et. al, 2020). This research will be the first to investigate if both physical sensations and emotional experiences (i.e. emotional feelings) are a localized body phenomenon. Further, it will also investigate if trained emotional awareness improves its regulation. Furthermore, it will likewise determine if interoception leads to a temporary loss of inhibition of bodily sensations. The findings of this research may be used to help prevent suicide (Davey et al., 2020). 39 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Improvement of interoceptive Processes after 8-week Body Scan Intervention. This research aimed to investigate the effects of body scan intervention (BS) on various interoceptive subdomains between two different samples. The researchers endeavored to investigate in 8 weeks. Study 1 consisted of 25 subjects in the BS intervention group while 24 subjects comprised the control group. Study 2 consisted of 18 subjects in the BS group and another 18 comprised the inactive control group. In the two studies three measurement points were actualized and interoceptive accuracy and interoceptive sensibility were evaluated. The results of study 1 revealed: (1) interoceptive accuracy and confidence ratings increases regardless of condition (2) marked improvement in interceptive accuracy between test 1 and test 3 were significant in the body scan intervention only, and (3) interoceptive sensibility was not influenced by the intervention. Study 2 revealed, (1) the body scan intervention positively impacted interoceptive accuracy and confidence rating compared to the inactive controls (Fisher, 2017). Research on Interoceptive Awareness Training: An innovative approach to develop awareness and body connection. The author, Dr. Price (Ph.D., M.A., L.M.T.), is a researcher who has extensively investigated and studied how interoceptive awareness contributes to health and well-being through Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT). In this study, Dr. Price explained that MABT therapy is a staged learning process. In MABT, the therapist assists clients to name and verbalize physical sensations (e.g. 40 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology tense muscle) and from thence, clients are given exercises aimed at learning to focus attention on these sensations in the internal body. This individualized program helps clients to learn the essential and basic skills of interoceptive awareness. Price refers to interoceptive awareness as cognizance of inner body sensations particularly that which involves sensory processes such as receiving, accessing, and appraising bodily signals (Craig, 2009). In this study, the author also underscored the fundamental role of mindfulness in interoceptive awareness and stressed that mindfulness-based approaches and interoceptive awareness skills improve individual well-being. It also enhances the capacity for emotional regulation (Price, et al., 2018). Mindfulness on inner body experience is difficult for certain individuals particularly those who are unfamiliar with the practice (of mindful attention on inner body experience), those who are highly stressed, and those who avoid awareness of inner body sensations owing to physical or emotional pain. Priced accentuated that it is these individuals who benefit from Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy. Doctor Price, likewise emphasized that their research findings highlighted how beneficial MABT can be for acquiring interoceptive awareness skills, for increasing the ability to effectively manage and respond to an emotional experience, and for reducing symptoms of acute physical or mental suffering (Price, 2019). 41 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The Interoception Curriculum: A Step by Step Framework for Developing Mindful Regulation. USA The author provided a comprehensive and detailed outline for developing mindful regulation. The framework espoused the student to be cognizant of body signals, to connect these body signals with emotions, and to determine what action to take to promote from within body comfort. The framework is composed of twenty-five lessons which are divided into three segments: Body lessons (1-16), Emotion lessons (17-20), Actions lessons (21-25). The body lessons are designed to encourage the learner to be aware of body signals and describe these internal body signals. The lessons provide many opportunities for the learner to practice the numerous strategies provided. The lessons on emotions teach the student to connect body signals with emotions. There are again many strategies provided and again there are many opportunities given the learner to practice connecting the body signals with emotions. The action segment was framed to impart the use of actions to regulate. The focal point of this segment is for the learner to find individualized feel-good strategies to complete the body-emotion-action connection. The framework also focused on promoting positive feelings (Mahler, K., 2019). What Are the Benefits of Hugging? According to Cirino (2018), researchers affirmed that some parts of women’s brains are linked to reduced activity when experiencing stress, while the areas connected to the rewards of maternal behavior generated more neural activity. A 42 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology similar response is seen when an individual is hugging another person to give comfort. Hugging for 20 seconds a day may reduce your stress According to Das (2019), a lengthy embrace or a 20-second hug excretes the bonding hormone oxytocin, which can help tone down blood pressure, reduces your heart rate, and promote a good mood. The Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness (MAIA) Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness was developed to distinguish attention styles in measuring interoceptive cues. The interoception process has become a key investigative subject of psychological well-being and in mind-body mediations. In this study, interoceptive consciousness is defined as cognizance of interoception with its numerous facets. The MAIA scale is a self-report scale that is susceptible to response biases such as social desirability (Mehling, 2018). The assessment test under scrutiny (here) is the multidimensional assessment of the interoceptive test. It is an 8-scale trait format with 37 test constructs that measure many interoceptive dimensions. It is in self-report form and was circulated for use in 2012 in November. Scrutiny of the English and other language applications showed that it had low reliability. The objective of this study was to correct/enhance the MAIA’s two psychometrics scales by adding 3 new item constructs and appraise these (item 43 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology constructs for both two-scale) in the new experimental group. Data were collected at the Science Museum in London. The group sample was 1090, 47% were female, 53% were male. The subject’s average age was 30.6 years old. Factor analysis was used to determine the new test’s reliability and validity. The results showed that the new 8-factor test’s validity and reliability improved (Mehling, 2018). Differentiating attention styles and regulatory aspects of self-reported interoceptive sensibility The Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness was developed to discriminate attention styles. The self-report tool has been translated into sixteen languages and utilized in prevalence and longitudinal studies. Results from these concerted efforts propose that distinguishing interoceptive sensibility with regards to attention styles and regulatory aspects offers understanding into the psychology of interoceptive awareness, recognizes the difference between clinically maladaptive and adaptive interoceptive attention, and assists in determining which therapeutic interventions and practices can deliver health benefits under mind and body awareness training (Mehling, 2016). Mehling (2016) further states that the main limitation of the MAIA is its dependence on self-report. The various MAIA translations tool has been used with healthy volunteers and there was only one was assessed in a clinical population specifically suffering from low back pain. To further evaluate patients with the 44 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology particular condition for clinical applications, confirmatory factor analyses are very much encouraged (Mehling, 2016). Adverse Childhood Experiences ACEs Science 101: What are ACEs? ACEs are adverse childhood experiences that are detrimental to the development of children’s brains which can negatively affect their immune systems and how they respond to stress. The adverse consequences become evident decades later. Adverse Childhood Experiences are linked to poor mental and physical health, impaired functioning, and increased substance abuse and are at the root of most violence (What is ACEs science, n.d.). “ACEs” derives from the CDC-Kaiser Adverse Childhood Experiences Study, a revolutionary public health study that revealed that trauma is associated with the adult onset of chronic diseases, mental disorders, domestic and community violence, as well as social and economic issues. The ACE study has issued 70 scientific papers since 1998. Following the ACE Study, other ACE studies have stretched out the categories of ACEs to include: “racialism, gender or sexual discrimination, witnessing a sibling being abused, witnessing violence outside the home, witnessing a father being abused by a mother, being bullied by a peer or adult, involvement with the foster care system, living in a war zone, living in an unsafe neighborhood, losing a family member to deportation, etc” (What is ACEs science, n.d.). What is ACEs science? 45 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ACEs science confers to the research on the occurrence and consequences of adverse childhood experiences. It states that people with four adverse childhood experiences (i.e living with a member of a family who is struggling with substance abuse, discrimination, witnessing violence outside the home, physical and sexual abuse, and losing a parent to separation/divorce) are at risk of having the adult onset of chronic short and long term health problems like heart disease, cancer, autoimmune disease, mental disorders, suicide and substance abuse (What is ACEs science, n.d.) (Past Trauma, 2019). It further indicates that toxic stress brought about by ACEs impairs the structure and function of children’s developing brains. It can also modify our DNA functions and the historical and generational trauma can be passed on from generation to generation (What is ACEs science, n.d.). Moreover, “What is ACEs science” (n.d.) explains that the ACE study has made six (6) major discoveries concerning adverse childhood experiences which are: Adverse Childhood Experiences are commonplace and many people may have experienced at least one ACE in childhood. ACEs contribute to adultonset of chronic diseases such as ischemic heart disease, liver disease, mental illness (chronic anxiety, chronic depression, OCD, bipolar disorder), obesity, alcoholism, drug addiction and early death, violence, and being a victim of violence. Adverse Childhood Experiences do not happen alone. If an individual experiences one, there is an 87% likelihood that the individual has two or more. The higher the ratio of adverse childhood experiences, the more harmful and damaging (psychologically, mentally, and emotionally) the effect on an individual will be over a lifetime. 46 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The ACE score ranges from 0 to 10. Every type of trauma counts as one, regardless of how many times it happens. Individuals with an ACE score of 4 are times more to be smokers and seven times more likely to be suffering from alcoholism. Someone whose ACE score is 4 increased the chance of developing emphysema/chronic bronchitis by 400% and suicidal behaviors by 1200%. Individuals with high ACE scores are more prone to addiction, depression, violence, have tumultuous relationships and multiple marriages, develop autoimmune diseases. An ACE score of 6 or higher posts a risk of having a lifespan shortened by 20 years. Early life adversities contribute to leading physical health, psychological health, financial health, and social health issues that are responsible for workplace absenteeism, costs in health care and mental health, emergency responses, and criminal justice. Any type of chronic or toxic stress has the same harmful impact on the overall health of a person. The adverse childhood experiences questionnaire: Two decades of research on childhood trauma as a primary cause of adult mental illness, addiction, and medical diseases. According to Zarse et al, (2019), the Adverse Childhood Experiences Questionnaire does not measure the degree, duration, severity, timing, and quality of each of the Adverse Childhood Experience classifications. The ACE-Q is a tool to quantify the total degree of merging of different ACEs and circumstances onto one individual. 47 Southville International School and Colleges 48 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology World Health Organization. Adverse Childhood Experiences International Questionnaire WHO (2018) defined Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) as a source of repeated toxic stress which is very debilitating to the brain development of children who suffer early in life; which can also compromise the functioning of the nervous and immune system. These multiple types of abuse are neglect; violence between parents or caregivers; other kinds of serious household dysfunction such as alcohol and substance abuse; and peer, community, and collective violence. Consequently, the prolonged exposure to toxic stress in childhood has incapacitating consequences for a person’s health and well-being. People who have a history of ACE have fostered unhealthy coping ways to adapt to stressful experiences that have led to serious problems such as alcoholism, depression, eating disorders, unsafe sex, HIV/AIDS, heart disease, cancer, and other chronic diseases. Understanding the Impact of Trauma Center for Substance Abuse Treatment (2014) and United Nation Human Rights (n.d.), and Wiet (2015) explain that trauma affects people in different ways and this includes one-time, multiple, or long-lasting repetitive events. The traumatic consequences are also manifested differently. Some individuals may clearly show symptoms connected with posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), but many more affected individuals will demonstrate resilient responses or fleeting subclinical indicators that fall outside of diagnostic norms. The influence of trauma can be indirect, scheming, or outright damaging. How an incident impacts an individual Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology depends on many factors, including traits and attributes of the individual, the type and features of the event(s), developmental processes, the implication of the trauma, and sociocultural factors. Furthermore, according to Bethell, Carle, Hudziak, Gombojav, Powers, Wade, & Braveman (2017), when an individual is exposed to a traumatic event, there would be various psychological and physiological reactions and manifestations in response to reminders of the event immediately followed by the exposure or for many, the incident may cause prolonged distress heading to posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Past Trauma May Haunt Your Future Health: Adverse Childhood Experiences, in Particular, are linked to Chronic Health Conditions “Past Trauma” (2019) explains that behavioral changes are happening as a result of trauma. Individuals who have been suffering from traumatic memories may likely opt to get involved in risky behaviors such as drinking, smoking, drug use, or even overeating for comfort to escape from pain; which are used as a coping mechanism. It is a way to deal with when they are emotionally dysregulated. These maladaptive behavioral manifestations become habits, which in turn, lead to health problems. Moreover, “Past Trauma” (2019) elucidates that there is a direct biological impact that happens when our body experiences extreme or chronic stress. Our stress response gets stimulated when we go through something anxiety-provoking. Our body generates more adrenaline, the heart races, and our body prepares itself to survive. Those individuals who have experienced trauma may have tougher surges of adrenaline and endure them more regularly. “Past Trauma” (2019) further indicates 49 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology that every time our body experiences extreme stress, it has a direct biological effect on it. When an individual goes through something anxiety-provoking, the stress response gets activated. The body creates more adrenaline, the heart beats fast, and it prepares itself to react. A trauma survivor may have stronger surges of adrenaline and endures them frequently than someone who has not had the same history. This results to wear and tear on the body. The stress response may cause us to age our system faster since extreme stress increases the chance of inflammation in the body. Inflammation has been connected to an extensive variety of illnesses, such as cardiovascular disease and autoimmune diseases. Consequently, early trauma upsets the inflammatory system. The body system can experience long-term abnormalities and enduring health problems initiated by constant inflammation. More often than not, the more trauma an individual has experienced, the worse the health is. The Relationship between Adverse Childhood Experiences and Executive Functions in High School Aged Students According to Barta (2018), children who are suffering from dissociative symptoms after maltreatment are prone to develop a lack of sense of school membership which affects academic competence. Abused children with dissociative attributes may find it challenging in sustaining focus and attention thus carry out tasks more poorly on academic measures. Furthermore, Barta (2018) states that learning and behavioral issues are manifested higher in medical students with four or more ACEs compared with those who have zero ACEs. 50 Southville International School and Colleges 51 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The Effect of Trauma on the Brain Development of Children: Evidence-Based Principles for Supporting the Recovery of Children in Care According to Mclean (2016), complex developmental trauma refers to the influence of children's exposure to disturbing incidents on their development and lasting outcomes, concerning the interpersonal connections with caregivers. The neurological development of the brain distorts the way the brain and body function. The brain’s and body’s "survival" mechanisms are overbearing than the "learning" mechanisms that have resulted in widespread deficits in stimulation/arousals, cognitive, emotional, and social functioning. Mclean (2016) further explains one very important concept about the magnitude of the consequences of early adversity and complex trauma in the context of neglect and abuse is the prolonged disturbance of the child's stress hormones. This steers the way to chronic hyper-arousal and constant sensitivity to stress which affects the development of the brain’s functioning and structures. Many findings propose that the stress response system can result in an individual being more chronically over-activated or under-responsive over time. On the brighter side, Mclean (2016) also underscores the significance of having a consistent and intensive intervention that can facilitate the regulation of the more “primitive” regions of the brain which is done through regular and rhythmic activities in a safe and therapeutic environment. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Developmental differences in children who have experienced adversity: Emotional dysregulation (practice guide 1 of 4) Mclean (2018) points up that one of the consequences of maltreatment in childhood that makes the developing mental health more vulnerable is the constant difficulties with emotional regulation. The challenges facing play a crucial role in the development of later social, behavioral, and emotional disorders such as over and under emotional reactivity. Relationships between adverse childhood experiences and adult mental wellbeing: results from an English national household survey Hughes et al (2016) expressed that childhood adversity has a strong connection to adult mental well-being and needed to develop comprehensive mental health strategies and interventions to prevent ACEs and curb their impressions from the very primary stages of life. Symptoms of Trauma and Post-Traumatic Disorder Hyperarousal is the state of increased sensitivity where individuals experiencing it are more sensitive and overly responsive to stimuli and events in the world around them (Burgess, 2017). National Institute of Mental Health (2019), explains that post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a disorder that develops in some people who have experienced a shocking, scary, or dangerous event. “The National Institute of Mental Health” (2019), explains that some people experience a wide variety of reactions after a traumatic event and sometimes they recover from early symptoms. Nearly everyone will experience a range of reactions after trauma, 52 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology yet most people pull through from initial symptoms naturally. However, some remain affected and probably be diagnosed with PTSD. They get triggered easily even when they are not in danger. Manifestations of symptoms normally start within 3 months of exposure to trauma. For others, they start years after. Symptoms should show up more than a month and negatively affecting daily functioning that interferes with relationships or work. The duration of the mental disorder varies from person to person. Some would get better within 6 months, on the other hand, others would still be affected much longer which be considered chronic. The adverse childhood experiences questionnaire: Two decades of research on childhood trauma as a primary cause of adult mental illness, addiction, and medical diseases. Based on the nearly two decades of research using the ACE-Q, Zarze et al (2019) strongly stressed that adverse childhood experiences may create public health burden and thus need healthcare reforms as a preventive healthcare intervention to help strengthen brain-behavioral health. Neurobiology of Trauma and Abuse Distinct midbrain and habenula pathways are involved in processing aversive events in humans Growing evidence points to the midbrain dopamine system and its interactions with the lateral habenula in dealing with avoidance for punishing information and avoidance for negative consequences. The current study investigated neural responses to unforeseen, noxious events using devices for imaging the midbrain, and 53 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology habenula in humans. Strong stimulation to noxious events was observed in the habenula and the ventral midbrain. Also, aversive processing improved functional connectivity between the ventral tegmental area and the habenula putamen and medial prefrontal cortex. However, the substantia nigra showed a different functional connectivity pattern. These findings give evidence that the habenula, ventral tegmental area, and substantia nigra assist in the processing of aversive events in humans (Hennigan et. al., 2015). The Habenula Encodes Negative Motivational Value Associated with Primary Punishment in Humans Organisms must learn to adapt to their environment to survive. Adaptation necessitates learning what to avoid and what to approach. This entails the assignment of values to environmental cues that predict rewarding and punishing events. Studies on nonhuman primates suggest that the habenula, a small phylogenetically conserved brain structure, encodes cues previously paired with noxious events. The role of the habenula has not been established in humans; it remains unmeasured. The current study proved that the habenula encodes cues associated with noxious events in humans. More specifically, the current study has shown that the habenula keeps track of the dynamically varying negative values of cues paired with traumatic painful experiences (e.g. primary punishment). More significantly, it has shown that habenula responses calculated the degree by which individuals move towards or away from negative and positive cues. The results imply 54 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology that the habenula performs a critical role in driving aversely motivated learning and behavior in humans (Lawson, et. al., 2014). Increased anterior insula activity in anxious individuals is linked to diminished perceived control Anxious individuals often report decreased perceived control; whether these processes are initiated at a neural level remains uncertain. Extant and earlier research implies that anxiety-prone individuals could have heightened activity in the anterior insula and modified activity in the cingulate cortex during the expectancy of traumatic events. The researchers of this study hypothesized that proneness to anxiety influences the anterior insula activation during the expectancy of unforeseeable threat through decreased perceived control. They subjected 40 subjects to neuroimaging, while the subjects explored computer-simulated contexts (with or without the threat of unpredicted shock). Skin conductance, fMRI, anxiety control questionnaires, anxiety rating, and blood oxygenation level-dependent were used to assess responses. Mediation analysis was used to investigate the influence of anxiety proneness on blood oxygenation level dependence. Results showed that highly anxious individuals with less perceived control displayed heightened activity in the dorsal anterior insula. Also, perceived control facilitated the relationship between anxiety proneness and dorsal anterior insula. Moreover, increased dorsal anterior insula activity was linked with increased activity in the anterior midcingulate cortex. 55 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology These results give evidence that heightened insula activation during threat is directly related to low perceived control in anxious prone individuals (Alvarez, 2015). The Habenula’s Role in Adaptive Behaviors: Contributions from Neuroimaging The habenula assists and facilitates the everyday performance of tasks required to fulfill social and personal responsibility (i.e. adaptive behavior). The central role of the habenula is to label experiences that is whether an experience is rewarding or unsatisfying. It is tasked with providing signals to the brain pertinent to changes in the environment so the body can adjust/adapt to changes in the environment. Thus, the habenula is crucial for survival given that it is the habenula that signals and guides behavior towards adjustment. Further, a dysfunctional habenula may be the cause of some psychiatric disorders particularly those related to mood dysregulation (like bipolar disorder, autism disorder, personality disorder). The habenula is a small structure with a volume of 15-36 mm and a measuring 5-9mm. It lies between the pineal gland and the medial dorsal thalamus. The habenula is divided into the lateral and medial divisions. The lateral division is larger than the medial division. In mammals (which includes humans), the habenula functions as a conduction system between the forebrain and the brainstem nuclei (that which modulates functions such as effect, rewards, and defense). Some studies have shown the habenula to have connections with dopaminergic, cholinergic, serotoninergic systems, and functional connectivity with cortical areas. 56 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Previous studies on the habenula have shown that it is involved in the adaptive behavior or performance of tasks such as feeding, learning, mating. However, the core function of the habenula is to signal a negative/positive event is about to occur. It integrates information so that the body can adapt to its environment. For instance, in response to negative stimuli like stressful events, physical pain, or potential threats, the habenula increases activity. Conversely, in response to pleasurable events and leisure activities, the habenula decreases activity. Summarily, the habenula is that part of the brain known to impact adaptive behaviors and choices that favors rewarding events and evades negative events (Epatein, 2018). Evidence and Explanation for the Involvement of the Nucleus Accumbens In Pain Processing This article scrutinized the Nucleus Accumbens (NAc) to determine its role in the cognitive processing of reward, motivational salience, and positive reinforcement. It was written to provide a better understanding of the NAc and pain processing. It was also written to explain the function performed by the NAc in pain processing and pain modulation. According to Harris et al., (2020), the NAc is that part of the brain known mostly for its role in addiction, pleasure, and reward. Consequently, it is a region dismissed to be nothing but a pleasure center. This is because few studies have investigated the NAC's role in pain processing and pain signaling. The NAC also 57 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology plays a functional role in moderating pain. It is a source of analgesia (i.e. pain numbness). Harris et al., (2020) concluded this article review by emphasizing the role of the NAc in positive reinforcement and the desire for avoiding pain. The researchers also opined that it is highly probable that the NAc also plays a role in pleasure and pain so it can help establish the motivational salience of positive and negative experiences (Harris, & Peng, 2020). A Hypothalamus-Habenula Circuit Controls Aversion Mol Psychiatry According to Landis et al., (2019), the modulation of neuromodulators (1) dopamine (hormones), and (2) serotonin (neurotransmitters) have been linked with the lateral habenula (LHb). In this study, the researchers identified and defined the function of the glutamatergic agent (a chemical involved in the modulation of excitatory amino acids in the brain) control of the lateral habenula. Also, they found that lateral habenula-projecting neurons were responsible for encoding negative values. Further, they found that LHb neurons encode negative valence and develop predictive signals for negative consequences. These results are relevant for comprehending the pathophysiology of anxiety disorders since the disorder results from dysfunctional fear consolidation. The researchers opined that understanding the function of the lateral hypothalamic area and lateral habenula circuitry and mechanisms that underlie fear and prediction of negative events, will permit the construction of interventions and therapies for pathological fears (Landis, 2019). 58 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 59 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The Body Keeps the Score Traumatic experiences make lasting impressions on our minds, emotions, and biology both on those who suffer and those who witness the suffering. Recent studies have realized that trauma generates physiological changes thus leaves victims of trauma altered brain structures and functions. What happens is it changes the biological wiring of the brain. Survivors’ everyday experiences are somehow tainted by their past since their bodies closely pay attention to the inner struggles they are living through that cause fatigue, autoimmune diseases, and other physical symptoms. This happens when the brain relays an alarm message to the body, the conscious mind to some extent shuts down and so the brain prompts automatically makes the body avoid the threat. Traumatic stress occurs when the normal response is blocked which makes the brain keeps firing off stress chemicals. (Kolk, cite in Readtreprenuer Publishing, 2018). Childhood Trauma Leads to Brains Wired for Fear Kolk (2015), stresses that early exposures to adverse conditions may have produced relentless fear and prolonged anxiety that have a long-lasting consequence on a person’s physical, emotional, and mental well-being by disrupting the developing architecture of the brain. 60 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The relationship between childhood adversity and adult personality revealed by network analysis Schouw, Verkes, Schene, & Schellekens (2020) studied the interplay of the various childhood adversities and dimensions of personality. The researchers interviewed and administered tests to alcohol-dependent individuals and a control group. The results showed strong associations between personalities and childhood adversities, especially physical abuse and maternal rejection. Schouw et al. (2020) conclude that various adversities during childhood might be crucial in personality development. Trauma is playing out in the theatre of the body: Kal Kseib meets Dr. Peter Levine, the founder of the ‘Somatic Experiencing’ approach to trauma. Somatic Experiencing (SE) founder, Dr. Peter Levine, discussed his approach with Kal Kseib (2019) in an in-depth interview. Levine argues that, unlike the usual stress people face daily, trauma lingers and haunts. However, trauma does not always come in the form of flashbacks. Our body expresses it through different bodily pains in response to a traumatic event (Levine, 2019). SE aims to go against the fear and helplessness brought by a traumatic event by allowing the body to experience changes because most of the traumatic memories lie in the body. Also, Levine discussed how SE continues to be validated by various studies and journals, especially in treating post-traumatic stress disorder. 61 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Editorial: Dysregulation of Autonomic Cardiac Control by Traumatic Stress and Anxiety Ginsberg (2016) presents that trauma and anxiety, through the autonomic nervous system, largely affect the cardiovascular system and mental well-being. Some of the consequences brought by the dysregulation of autonomic control include dysfunctions in blood pressure, heart rate, etc. (Ginsberg, 2016). The researcher states another alarming consequence of cardiovascular abnormalities, which is allostatic load—repeated autonomic imbalance due to chronic stress. Ginsberg (2016) cites several studies that show how psychotherapy clients exhibited higher blood pressure and heart rate when under clinically significant levels of stress. Maladaptive autonomic regulation in PTSD accelerates physiological aging Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) exhibits itself through a disjunct between the physiological and the psychological in response to the environment (Williamson, Porges, Lamb, & Porges, 2015). So much so that patients behave in ways appropriate for life-threatening situations, but these behaviors may cause damage in typical day-to-day contexts. The researchers suggest that dysfunctional behaviors may lead to other comorbidities, such as depression, and thus affecting other bodily systems (i.e. cardiovascular, endocrine, etc.). These changes in the bodily systems consequently lead to deteriorating health (Williamson et al., 2015). Some treatment approaches that the researchers recommend include mindfulnessbased stress reduction. 62 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Early neglect is a key determinant of adult hair cortisol concentration and is associated with increased vulnerability to trauma in a transdiagnostic sample According to Schalinski, Teicher, & Rockstroh (2019), there is a known correlation between the dysregulation of the hypothalamus-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis and symptoms of trauma that are present in adulthood. The researchers decided to investigate if there is a possible correlation between these symptoms of trauma and hair cortisol concentration (HCC). Determining such would lead to further evidence on the negative biological effects of trauma brought by adverse childhood experiences. The results show that increased neglect at an early age predicted a lower adult HCC, which confirms that there is an increase in symptoms of trauma upon exposure. Schalinski et al. (2019) conclude that neglect during crucial periods of development changes the regulation of the HPA axis, and thus lessening cortisol which is found to affect symptoms of trauma. The researchers recommend longitudinal assessments to further validate their findings. Adverse childhood experiences lead to trans-generational transmission of early maladaptive schemas The schema theory suggests that when core emotional needs are unmet at an early age, early maladaptive schemas (EMSs) are developed. Zeynel & Uzer (2020) examined the relationship between the EMSs of parents and their children by conducting surveys for mothers and adolescents. The role of the 63 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology father was taken into consideration in the study through a survey regarding their involvement in the life of the child. The results show that the EMSs of mothers predicted the EMSs of their adolescent children (Zeynel & Uzer, 2020). This transmission from mother to child was significantly affected by adverse experiences in childhood, but the involvement of fathers weakened the transmission. The researchers conclude that paternal support in childcare is crucial in the transference of EMSs from mother to child. Keeping it together for the kids: New mothers’ descriptions of the impact of intimate partner violence on parenting Intimate partner violence (IPV) is trans-generational in terms of effects, Herbell, Li, Bloom, Sharps, & Bullock (2020) sought to examine the maternal perspective. The researchers examined expectant mothers of their history of IPV and their parenting and safety practices. While the women initially stayed in their abusive relationships for the sake of their children, further interviews suggested that ending these relationships benefited the overall wellbeing of the mothers and their children. Linking childhood emotional abuse and adult depressive symptoms: The role of mentalizing incapacity Li, Carracher, & Bird (2020) sought to examine depressive symptoms in adulthood as a result of childhood emotional abuse. This was conducted by focusing on mentalizing incapacity and controlling other symptoms. The results 64 Southville International School and Colleges 65 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology revealed that emotional abuse significantly affects depressive symptoms in adulthood. Furthermore, the results show that both hypermentalizing and hypomentalizing in mentalizing incapacity are means that show how depression can stem from emotional abuse. Psychological treatments can aim to address low levels of mentalizing incapacity to address depression that results from childhood maltreatment (Li et al., 2020). Nightmares and flashbacks: The impact of commercial sexual exploitation of children among female adolescents placed in residential care Lanctôt, Reid, & Laurier (2019) examined the differences between the post-traumatic symptom levels of female adolescents who faced commercial sexual exploitation of children (CESC) and those who did not. The participants of this longitudinal study consisted of 125 females who spent their adolescence in residential centers. The results show that the female adolescents who experienced CESC were likely to have higher levels of various post-traumatic symptoms compared to those who did not experience it. Lanctôt, Reid, & Laurier (2019) conclude that CESC increases adolescents. the vulnerability of post-traumatic symptoms among Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Developmental timing of trauma exposure and emotion dysregulation in adulthood: Are there sensitive periods when trauma is most harmful? Dunn et al. (2017) focused on the timing of exposure to trauma among adults with emotional dysregulation. Adults from urban Atlanta, Georgia, were administered the Traumatic Events Inventory (TEI). The age of first exposure to trauma was categorized into early childhood, middle childhood, adolescence, and adulthood. These adults along with a control group of those unexposed to trauma were administered the Emotion Dysregulation Scale. The results show that emotional dysregulation scores were higher among those who had a history of trauma compared to their counterparts with no exposure. Furthermore, those who had significantly higher emotional dysregulation scores belonged to the middle childhood category. Dunn et al. (2017) recommend focusing on the severity and length of trauma exposure for future studies to validate the significance of the timing of trauma on emotional dysregulation. Child maltreatment and the risk of antisocial behavior: A population-based cohort study spanning 50 years There is a relationship between child maltreatment and an increased likelihood of antisocial behavior (Degli, Pinto, Humphreys, Sale, & Bowes, 2020). The researchers aimed to study the relationship between the variables in a longer time frame. Using the data of 8,088 British by birth, child neglect and abuse and lifelong antisocial behavior were examined using latent growth curve models. The results show that child maltreatment was related to increased levels 66 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology of antisocial behavior across a 7 to 50-year time frame. Those who were most at risk of antisocial behaviors were the ones exposed to numerous types of maltreatment. Regardless of a melding of other factors, there was an increase in antisocial behavior both in childhood and adulthood (Degli et al., 2020). The researchers also found that the increased possibility of antisocial behavior remained stable from childhood to adulthood. It is highly recommended by the researchers to maintain crucial long-term assistance for those exposed to childhood maltreatment. Measuring Adverse Child Experiences Among Young Adolescents Globally: Relationships with Depressive Symptoms and Violence Perpetration Research on adverse childhood experiences (ACEs) is limited in middle to low-income nations and across countries (Naranjo-rivera, 2019). This study focused on depressive symptoms and violence perpetration as consequences of ACEs on a multinational scale. A survey was administered to young adolescents, aged 10 to 14, from urban localities in middle to low-income nations. The results yielded strong relationships between ACEs and depressive symptoms as well as violence perpetration. Naranjo-rivera (2019) deduces that ACEs can be a focus of intervention as it precedes depressive symptoms and violence perpetration. 67 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Mental Health Services in the Philippines De Guzman (2018) cited that the Philippines has the largest number of people who are depressed across Southeast Asia and mental illness ranks the third most common type of health problem in the country especially among the youth. Furthermore, a report from the Philippines Statistics Authority showed that 14% of the population of 1.4 million Filipinos with disabilities were classified as having a mental disorder. In 2015, a study conducted by the Global Burden of Disease gave an account that there were 3.3 million Filipinos suffer from depressive disorders and the rate of suicide is 2.5 males and 1.7 females per 100, 000 (PSA & WHO as cited in Samaniego, R., & Tully, J. (2019). Regrettably, addressing mental health issues is not prioritized by the Government. Samaniego et al (2019) indicated that “only 3–5% of the total health budget is spent on mental health, and 70% of this is spent on hospital care (WHO & Department of Health, 2006). Accordingly, the majority of mental healthcare is provided in hospital settings and there are underdeveloped community mental health services”. Moreover, the report from WHO and the Department of Health pointed out that the number of mental health workers is low which comprises of 2-3 workers per 100,000 of the population. These figures highly suggest that there is serious unavailability of mental health specialists in the Philippines (Samaniego, R., & Tully, J., 2019). Child Protection and Maltreatment in the Philippines: A Systematic Review of the Literature 68 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology There is evidence of child maltreatment in the Philippines, and policies are made to address these issues (Roche, 2017). The researcher investigated existing literature by appraising 31 peer-reviewed articles. The review indicates that diverse types of maltreatment affect the well-being of a child even until adulthood. Further studies on the influences of child maltreatment in various socio-cultural contexts are recommended to develop more policies and programs to address this pressing issue. The developmental status of abused and neglected children in the Philippines Bengwasan & Bancual (2020) investigated the development of children of various ages and genders who were maltreated in a psychological center in the Philippines. The aim was to study the experiences of children who were neglected and abused outside their homes. The results showed that the development of children as a whole and in different areas (adaptive behavior, social-emotional, cognitive, and communication) were lower than average. However, the other variables—age, gender, and type of abuse—that were investigated showed only subtle differences. A Systematic Review of the Drivers of Violence Affecting Children in the Philippines: the Philippines Executive Summary Fry et al. (2016) studied the types of violence in the Philippines and the pressing issues that aggravate them among children. These types include 69 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology physical violence, sexual violence, emotional violence, and neglect. While the home and the school are venues of violence, the study suggests that it usually begins at home. In the community, some children conflict with the law and are forced into labor. Some issues that need to be addressed as avenues of violence are online sex trafficking and exploitation, migration, and disaster (Fry et al., 2016). The researchers advocate strengthening the implementation of systems, laws, and policies that are already in place in the home and the community. Introduction to the special issue of Child Abuse and Neglect: Global child trafficking and health Greenbaum, Albright, & Tsai (2020) stress the importance of meeting the physical and mental health needs of persons who were exposed to human trafficking. Some of the means of exploitation through child trafficking include slavery, forced labor, and sexual and physical utilization. The researchers collaborated with others who studied the factors and impact of child trafficking and who developed various programs to address the issues of trafficked children. Polyvagal Theory Clinical Applications of the Polyvagal Theory: The Emergence of Polyvagal Informed Therapies The Polyvagal Theory was developed by Dr. Stephen Porges out of his experiment with the vagus nerve. The theory describes an automatic nervous system that is maneuvered by the central nervous system and reacts to internal and external 70 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology stimuli and the one that involuntarily regulates the internal body functions (Porges, 2018). Porges (2018) furthers states that the autonomic nervous system has two main divisions. The parasympathetic nervous system and the sympathetic nervous system. Both divisions govern the same group of body functions, however, they have a contrasting influence on the functions that they control. The sympathetic nervous system makes the body ready for intense physical activity which makes use of the fight or flight response. On the other hand, the parasympathetic nervous system is the one in charge of making the body relax and slowing it from using too much energy functions where it is termed as the 'rest and digest’. The vagus nerve, the 10th cranial nerve, is heavily involved in the mechanics of the parasympathetic nervous system where it helps with calmness, relaxation, and digestion (Porges, 2018). Polyvagal Theory in Therapy: Engaging the Rhythm of Regulation According to Dana (2018), Polyvagal Theory explains well the neurobiological and psychological interplay of how and why people navigate through a recurring cycle of mobilization, disconnection, and engagement. Furthermore, she adds that the autonomic nervous system plays a huge role in determining the client’s experience of safety and safeguarding the need for connection. It is always a priority for the ANS to respond to how a person faces challenges of daily life where it supervises risks and establishes patterns of connection by altering bodily states. Lastly, Dana (2018) underscores the relevance of using Polyvagal Theory in therapy to understand better that the behaviors the clients manifest are autonomic actions in service of survival 71 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology which means that these behaviors are the way of adapting naturally and automatic response to either challenges or safety. 72 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Vagus Nerve and Vagus Nerve Stimulation, a Comprehensive Review According to Silberstein (2015), “the vagus nerve (VN), which also called “great wondering protector” of the body, encompasses an intricate neuro-endocrineimmune network that conserves homeostasis. The heightened vagal activity demonstrates heart rate and helps turns off inflammation, in part by activating the release of immune system calming chemicals. The vagus nerve acts as a control center that incorporates interoceptive information and acts in response to suitable adaptive modulatory feedbacks. The recent studies showed that VN is also engaged in inflammation, mood, and pain regulation which can be regulated by vagus nerve stimulation (VNS). Chronic Diffuse Pain and Functional Gastrointestinal Disorders After Traumatic Stress: Pathophysiology Through a Polyvagal Perspective There is a gap in the understanding of chronic diffuse pain disorders and functional gastrointestinal disorders (FGIDs) despite the sizeable impact these have on the patients (Kolacz & Porges, 2018). The researchers presented the Polyvagal Theory to explain the pathophysiology as indicated by respiratory sinus arrhythmia (RSA). This proposal by the researchers is evidenced by the pathology that stems from brain-body feedback loops that provide a biopsychosocial model of these disorders, which then opens possible interventions that are non-pharmacological. 73 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology A Vagus Nerve Survival Guide to Combat Fight-or-Flight Urges The vagus nerve drives the parasympathetic nervous system and serves as the counterpart of the fight or flight response of the sympathetic nervous system (Bergland, 2017). Given the overstimulation that humans face daily, the researcher provides ways to stimulate the vagus nerve. Some of these interventions include breathing exercises, journaling, meditation, etc. Diaphragmatic Breathing Exercises and Your Vagus Nerve Bergland (2017) emphasizes the importance of the parasympathetic nervous system through stimulating the vagus nerve through diaphragmatic breathing. This can be done by breathing slowly and deeply through the nose, mouth, or both (Bergland, 2017). The researcher cites studies wherein cardiovascular response, cognitive function, and stress showed favorable improvement after the participants from different fields practiced diaphragmatic breathing. Longer Exhalations are an Easy Way to Hack Your Vagus Nerve Bergland (2017) discusses how longer exhalations positively affect heart rate variability (HRV). According to the researcher, HRV is related to the lower chronic stress level, stronger vagus nerve function, and better overall health. This statement is backed by studies cited by the author, wherein various techniques and timing were used yet yielded results that favored longer exhalations and deep breathing to lower stress levels. 74 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Yoga Therapy and Polyvagal Theory: The Convergence of Traditional Wisdom and Contemporary Neuroscience for Self-Regulation and Resilience Yoga is known for its standards in professionalization, practice, and research as it continues to arise in the healthcare industry as complementary and integrative (Sullivan et al., 2018). However, there are some limitations in the research through clinical applications, which is why various neurocognitive and neurophysiological methods are proposed. The researchers devised a type of yoga therapy that merges with Polyvagal Theory (PVT). With the merging of Polyvagal Theory, the gap in clinical research is addressed as it connects yoga to the autonomic regulation and social and emotional behaviors concerning stress and illness (Sullivan et al., 2018). The Touch Taboo Dana (2019) discusses how touch has decreased in frequency in the west, thus undermining its importance, especially in its role with the parasympathetic system. The author discusses how touch can be incorporated in therapy through Polyvagal-Informed Therapy, where the goal is to move from a dysregulated state to a regulated one. According to Dana (2019), it is crucial to be aware of one’s polyvagal map by understanding the nervous system. Also, the author states that touch is incorporated through offering a hand while determining the source of trauma or pain. Overall, the goal is to achieve healing through the autonomic nervous system through therapeutic touch. 75 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Neuroscience Neuroscience is the systematic study of the central nervous system. To fully grasp the fundamental and developing properties of neurons and neural circuits, a multidisciplinary science brings anatomy, mathematical modeling, physiology, developmental biology, molecular biology, cytology, and psychology together. It is the physiological understanding of how learning, behavior, perceptions, consciousness, and learning interact with one another (“Neuroscience,” 2021). The Relationship Between Adverse Childhood Experiences And Executive Functions in High School Aged Students Barta (2018) explains neuroplasticity as the ability of the brain to change either adaptively or maladaptively dependent on the situations; a “use or lose it” ideology. The use of our senses such as sight, sound, taste, touch, smell as information for the brain to acquire information (learn behavior). Once the sensory information is collected, cellular and molecular processes start modifying neuronal neurochemistry and structural arrangement of neurons within the brain that leads to changing the structure and function of the brain. The modifications or changes are entirely reliant on the intensity, repetition, and regularity or frequency of incidence (experiences) and generate a blueprint to where the individual can turn to instantly with or without consciousness. This happens to direct the challenges and requirements of the environment around the person. The more often a pattern or repetition is felt, the more embodied that blueprint grows into, and the more the brain architects become a 76 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology default reference. This important explanation of neuroplasticity is also termed as “states become traits”. This is crucial to the understanding of the relationship between the developing brain and adversity exposure (Barta, 2018). Barta (2018) asserts that neuroplasticity can be put into application to manage and treat anxiety. She cites other literature (Cleary, 2015) stating that through recall, breathing exercises, focusing on body awareness, attending sensory perception, memory, and eye patterning, becoming accustomed to and changing thought patterns can make long-lasting changes in the brain structure and functions What is Neuroplasticity? A Psychologist Explains Are New Neural Connections Formed When We Learn? Neuroplasticity & Neurogenesis As Ackerman (2020) mentioned what Campbell (n.d.) said neuroplasticity that it speaks of the biological changes in the brain that occur resulting from our interaction with our environment. From the moment our brain starts to grow in utero until the time we die, the interactions among neurons regroup as a way to address our changing needs. This active process makes us learn from and familiarize ourselves with a variety of experiences. Moreover, plasticity reinstates old and lost networks and operations that have not been utilized in some time, improve memory, and even enrich general cognitive performance. The possibility is not too promising for older adults as compared to children and young adults, nevertheless, with consistency and sustained effort or determination, and a healthy lifestyle, older adults have more or less the same opportunity to make positive change and growth in their brains. 77 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ackerman (2020) further states that acquiring a new skill or re-learning an old activity through particular and consistent practice can result in substantial changes in the brain. Shukla (2020) excellently explains that our hippocampus or memory storage or what we call learning establishes many factors. Molecular changes in neurons transpire at the minutest level. On the other hand, at the topmost level of new learning, changes in the activity happen when it recruits brain cells. Not all newly acquired facts could alter or modify the brain structure, but small molecular changes within prevailing neural circuits could be enough for it. Ackerman (2020) affirms that literature on neuroplasticity has proved that daily routine behaviors can have significant and quantifiable effects on the function and structure of the brain. This is can provide healing and recovery from mental illnesses. This is true to some treatments for depression and anxiety. Erickson’s Psychosocial Development Young Adults Improving the Health, Safety, and Well-Being of Young Adults; Board on Children, Youth, and Families; Institute of Medicine; National Research According to Bonnie, Stroud, Breiner (2015), young adulthood is a period of intense physiological and psychological change and maturation where the transition from adolescence into adulthood takes a gradual transformation yet fundamental. The demand to keep up with the new roles and responsibilities is correlated with basic psychosocial developmental tasks. Moreover, Bonnie, Stroud, and Breiner (2015) 78 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology state that social, emotional, and cognitive maturation is expected to happen before adolescents can take on adult obligations where behavioral risks are reduced to adult-like levels. The ongoing changes and development that take place during young adulthood demonstrate the gradual transition from adolescence to adulthood. These are some of the new behavioral developments that young adults present describe: they take time to think through before making a decision, they can delay gratification, they weigh consequences, and they are more able to regulate impulses (Bonnie, Stroud, and Breiner (2015). Intimacy vs. Isolation: Psychosocial Stage 6: Forming intimate relationships with others Cherry (2019) and Orenstein & Lewis (2020) describe one of the stages of Erik Erikson's theory of psychosocial development which is Intimacy versus Isolation where this period is about major conflicts in young adulthood between the ages of 19 and 40. It centers on forming an intimate, loving, and lasting relationship with other people. Holland (2019) and Orenstein & Lewis (2020) stipulate that each stage describes two opposing psychological predispositions – one positive, and the other being negative. Being able to address this stage leads to meaningful and healthy relationships. Chery (2019) and Holland (2015) further explain that failure to meet this stage can cause feelings of loneliness and isolation. Young adults who experience difficulty during this stage suffer intimacy issues. The psychosocial theory presents a series of successive stages where each stage contributes to the next. That is why it is 79 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology important to have the needs met adequately in each stage to be able to go the next successfully. People with a poor sense of self resulting in not being able to address the needs from the previous psychosocial stage, tend to have fewer committed relationships and are more probable to endure emotional isolation, loneliness, and depression (Cherry, 2019). 80 Southville International School and Colleges 81 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Synthesis Trauma has many implications on a person’s mental and emotional health. Other than being compulsively reliving painful memories, these unwanted memories become closely connected to emotions and physical sensations which serve as disruptive physical reactions manifested in the present. As such, normal daily living is continuously disrupted by the effects of trauma on the person (Kolk, 2014). Price and Hooven (2018) explained that the person’s capacity to sense interoceptive signals may be affected by stress and adverse life experiences. This undesirably influences the tolerance, interest, and the way an individual attends to body language and internal physical cues, thus making it challenging to manage an emotional response. The core of therapy should be an approach where calming and stabilizing the limbic system is prioritized first and foremost. This is done by regulating the sympathetic nervous system when it is activated by an imagined or real threat. To do so, there is a need to stimulate the medial prefrontal cortex that is typically involved during interoception (Kolk, 2014). Highlighting the usefulness of interoception for the conservation of homeostatic functioning, body regulation, and survival will help mitigate and obstruct the development of numerous psychiatric disorders such as depression and anxiety (Khalsa & Lapidus, 2016). The study of Price and Hooven (2018) described the importance of interoceptive awareness skills for emotion regulation using Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Therapy (MABT). The focus of MABT is on mindful attention to inner body awareness. This empowers the individual to make the necessary therapeutic Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology steps to connect to deep bodily states of equilibrium that can help outweigh and rescript maladaptive stress responses and habitual patterns. The comprehensive approaches employed in MABT combining mindfulness practices with the dynamic involvement of a therapist coaching clients to tune in to the intricacies of physiological sensation and increase interoceptive awareness skills promote well-rounded emotion management. This gives the individual the ability to process and interpret feelings leading to strategic ways to behave adaptively. This is especially true at the onset of insignificant cues before any alarming, overwhelming or unmanageable situation takes place. Furthermore, another study by Price, et. al. (2019) stresses that Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy has proven to be valuable especially to people who are undergoing treatment for substance abuse disorder. The study group who received MABT measured an increase in their interoception ability and emotion regulation skills which helped in attenuating depressive symptoms and substance craving. These combinations of studies show the impact of adverse childhood experience (ACE) on mental and physical health. There are also emerging bodies of sources that provide evidence-based interventions that assist in the treatment and recovery of trauma survivors specifically centering on the involvement of interoception in trauma management. Moreover, there are many existing types of research on handling cases of adverse childhood experiences using various theoretical approaches. Also, writings on the impact of ACEs on interoception alongside 82 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology treatment modalities using MABT have just started gaining momentum in the academic circle. While all these are happening with mind and body training abroad, there is no single study of interoceptive awareness for Filipino young adults using this modified program. This study has focused on the creation of a program that is entirely set up for Filipinos within its context and setting. The program facilitates interoceptive awareness skills that can help Filipino clients, especially those who were exposed to early life adversities, learn how to identify, access, and appraise internal bodily cues that are relevant components of interoception for emotion regulation. 83 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology CHAPTER 2 RESEARCH METHODOLOGY This chapter contains the research design that is used in the study, the participants that are involved, and the method of data analysis that is used for the study, the procedures that the researcher utilized, and the instruments that are used to complete this study. Research Design This study employed a quasi-experimental research design (Privitera & Delzell, 2018) and supervised a group with members selected through purposive sampling. Adverse Childhood Experiences Questionnaire was used as the qualifying tool to screen and determine the potential candidates for the program. Pre-test and post-test were administered before the start of the intervention and at the end of the same intervention respectively. Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness tool (Mehling et al, 2018) was used for the pre and post-test (Glen, ND). Both results were analyzed and compared. Two variables were utilized in this study. Coming Home Program: Mind and Body Awareness Group Therapy for Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experiences (Appendix A) was the independent variable. The dependent variable refers to the different dimensions of interoception (Mehling et al, 2018). The intention was to make a comparison of the participants’ conditions, before and after the group’s participation (Glen, ND) in the program (see Appendix A). 84 Southville International School and Colleges 85 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participants of the Study The participants of the study were selected through purposive sampling techniques. They are residents of Shepherd’s Home Foundation Inc. in Antipolo Rizal, a temporary shelter for marginalized women and children. The seven (7) participants were referred by the Director of Shepherd’s Home but only five (5) participants remained to finish the program, as two participants withdrew their participation. One of the participants was highly dysregulated to the point of walking out of the session. Another participant also decided not to join the remaining seven (7) sessions. The total number of participants who finished the eight (8) sessions was five (5). The participants of the study were young adults, with an age range of 19 to 39 years. All participants are female, from a single-parent family, and of lower socioeconomic class. Additionally, eighty percent (80%) of the participants have experienced Abuse (physical, verbal, and sexual abuse) and Neglect (physical and emotional neglect). Finally, sixty percent (60%) of the participants have experienced Household Dysfunction (growing up with household incarceration, mental illness, substance dependence, parental separation or divorce, or intimate partner violence). (See Appendix B) Research Instruments The tool that was used in the gathering of data for this research was the profile sheet of the participants, including information such as gender, civil status, and Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology socioeconomic status. To supply the prerequisite data for this study, the researcher administered two standardized tests: Adverse Childhood Experiences Questionnaire was used as the qualifying tool, and Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness was used for the pre and post-test; both are self-report questionnaires. ACE Questionnaire The ACE International Questionnaire (ACE-IQ) is intended to measure ACEs in all countries, and the association between them and risk behaviors in later life. ACE-IQ is designed for administration to people aged 18 years and older. Questions cover family dysfunction; physical, sexual, and emotional abuse and neglect by parents or caregivers; peer violence; witnessing community violence, and exposure to collective violence (WHO, 2018). The Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness, Version 2 (MAIA-2) According to Mehling We et al (2018), “the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness (MAIA) is a 37-item state-trait questionnaire to measure multiple dimensions of interoception by self-report. It consists of eight scales corresponding to its 8-factor structure including Noticing, Not-Distracting, NotWorrying, Attention Regulation, Emotional Awareness, Self-Regulation, Body Listening, and Trust. The Non-Distracting scale indicates the tendency to ignore or distract oneself from sensations of pain or discomfort. The Not-Worrying Scale indicates emotional distress or worries with sensations of pain or discomfort. The Attention Regulation scale identifies the capacity to regulate attention when multiple 86 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sensory stimuli compete. The Emotional Awareness scale explores the ability to be aware of the relationship between bodily states and emotional ones. The SelfRegulation scale identifies their ability to use attention to bodily states to regulate psychological distress. The Body Listening scale identifies their ability to attend to bodily sensations for psychological insight. Lastly, the Trusting scale measures the degree to which the participants experience their body as safe and trustworthy. Each scale is scored by taking the average of the items on each scale. Items 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, and 10 on the Not-Distracting subscale and items 11, 12, and 15 on the Not-Worrying subscale are reverse-scored. Higher scores indicate higher The Cronbach Alpha for each subscale are the following: .719 (Noticing subscale); .829 (Not Distracting subscale); .875 (Attention Regulation subscale); .862 (Emotional Awareness Subscale); .881 (Self-Regulation subscale); .876 (Body Listening subscale); and, .955 (Trusting subscale) (See Appendix F). These scores indicate that the Cronbach Alpha was more than the acceptable value of 0.7. COMING HOME PROGRAM: MIND and BODY AWARENESS GROUP THERAPY FOR YOUNG ADULTS WITH ADVERSE CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES Meanwhile, Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented Group Psychotherapy was deployed through the adapted program, COMING HOME PROGRAM: MIND and BODY AWARENESS GROUP THERAPY FOR YOUNG ADULTS WITH ADVERSE CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES. It is a combination of psychoeducation and mind-body 87 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology approaches with the adapted program inspired by concepts from MABT co-author Cynthia Price and key concepts from the Interoception Curriculum that is developed by Kelly Mahler which aims to develop interoception and self-care tools for emotion management (see Appendix A). The Coming Home Program has three distinguishing phases for teaching interoceptive awareness and take-home skills. The stages are divided into three components which are processed sequentially. The first stage is about identifying body sensations. The second stage is learning strategies for interoceptive awareness. The last stage is about developing the ability to maintain interoceptive awareness as a mindful process to promote acceptance, gain insight, and value interoceptive experiences. All sessions include explanations specific to body awareness and self-management activities in daily life. It also incorporates experiential learning which is aimed at practicing interoceptive skills. Each session ends with 15 minutes of debriefing and processing of content. Take-home exercises are based on the session experience which is strongly encouraged to carry on (Price, Thompson, Crowell, Pike, 2019; Mahler, K. (2019). The Coming Home Program is designed to improve emotion regulation skills in young adults suffering from Adverse Childhood Experiences. It is catered to young adults whose age range is from 18 to 40 years old who had adverse childhood experiences exposure. This program is designed to be delivered using a group format. Each group session will take 2 hours for 8 weekly sessions based upon Kelly Mahler’s Interoception Curriculum (2019) Measurement to be used is the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness scale (MAIA). 88 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The researcher utilized the narratives accounts of the participants from the debriefing process after each session to determine the effects of each activity of the Coming Home Program on the participants. Debriefing is part of each session. The debriefing process happens towards the end of the session. The researcher wanted to assure that there was integration in the processing and that the participants were able to embody the exercises. Immersive simulations consist of a debriefing where the facilitator manages a group dialogue that appraises the simulation experiences and is responsible for giving feedback to the participants. Krogh et al (2016) have used Cheng et al definition of debriefing, “as a discussion between two or more individuals in which aspects of a performance are explored and analyzed to gain insights that impact the quality of future clinical practice”. They further attest that simulation-based education collected works or related literature indicate the importance of debriefing in participants’ learning; since debriefing encourages the integration of participants’ contributions and participation through reflection and contemplation that has a likelihood of improving clinical practice (Krogh Bearman, Nestel, 2016). Validation of the Tools The Coming Home Program (see Appendix A) was given to two (2) evaluators, for the content and application of different activities: a licensed clinician with 10 years of service in West Central Mental Health Center from Los Angeles, United States, with experience in play therapy supervision, EMDR therapy working with children, adolescents, families, and adults. And, the Center Director of the Center for Mindful 89 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Body Awareness, who is also an Associate Research Professor at the University of Washington with expertise on the development of body awareness to improve health and well-being. (See Appendix E) Recommendations and comments by the experts were given utmost consideration for the improvement of the program. Well-founded suggestions and contributions provided were employed to help build the structure and format of the intervention before the implementation of said program. Ethical Consideration The objectives of the study are to determine the effectiveness of the Coming Home Program; Mind and Body Awareness Group Therapy for Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experiences. In line with this, the researcher has made sure that the rights of the participants are secure as they were given informed consent which was reviewed and signed in advance (Appendix H). The participants were advised that they have the right to decline or withdraw at any time without condition. The researcher also explained properly that their stories of trauma and abuse would not be discussed in the sessions, since the focus of treatment was teaching them about interoceptive awareness skills. The data collection protocol was explained to the participants before the commencement of the program. Confidentiality of information was highly exercised. The participants were informed that the material gathered in the sessions would not be shared with anyone else who was not part of the program to ensure the subjects’ interests and future well-being. 90 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology All of the participants are survivors of human rights violations. According to “What is Ace Science” (n.d.), an individual who has been chronically stressed and has experienced an additional traumatic event, consequently the body would have difficulty returning to a normal state. What happens now is that over time, the survivors will become more sensitive to trauma or stress, developing a hair-trigger response to affairs that other people dismiss. To help manage the participants’ physiological and emotional arousal levels due to triggers that were activated during the sessions, the researcher constantly co-regulated with them to manage arousals adaptively. Data Gathering Procedures The following steps were assumed in gathering the necessary data for the study: The search for participants was obtained through purposive sampling. The researcher was assisted by the Director of Shepherd’s Home Taytay Rizal, in providing the referrals. Those who were referred were asked to answer the qualifying tool, Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire, to determine their qualifications. All referrals got a score of at least three in the Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire and were accepted into the program. The next step for the members of the controlled group was to fill out the Letter to the Respondents (Appendix B), Profile Form, Informed Consent (Appendix C), and the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness Version 2 (MAIA-2). 91 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The program was initiated as soon as the prequalification of candidates was finalized. A total of eight (8) sessions were conducted in a conducive location where it is relatively interruption-free and distractions are kept to a minimum, except for 2 (2) participants withdrawing after the first session that focused on getting acquainted with the program, familiarizing with the roles and duties of the participant and facilitator, sharing about themselves, and psychoeducation. Consequently, the three (3) phases of the adapted version of MABT were deployed. Phase One was conducted through the second and third sessions. Phase Two was conducted through the fourth and fifth sessions. Phase Three was conducted through the sixth, seventh, and eighth sessions. A post-test using the MAIA-2 was administered at the second part of the eight-session. The first session introduced the theme of safety and connection. The session is divided into two parts, the first being about group orientation as the participants familiarize themselves with their roles and duties as participants and of the facilitator, the objectives of the study and the program, and expectations they have of the said program. Participants were invited to talk about themselves. In the second part, participants were given psychoeducation and mapping about the nervous system. The second session had a theme of befriending one’s body following the task: Getting to Know Your Hand and Fingers, Feet, Toes, and Voice. It aimed to develop techniques on body signals of a single body part and improve emotion and cognitive processing. 92 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The third session shared the theme of body literacy, with the task: Getting to Know Your Brain and Head, Lungs, Whole Body. The session continually built up the techniques learned from the last session such as developing awareness of body signals of a single body part, emotion, and cognitive procession, as well as learning mindfulness exercises. The fourth session had the theme: My Body Signals are Clues to My Emotions and Each Emotion has Different Body Signals. Participants are reinforced with techniques on mindfulness exercises and developing a connection between Body and Emotion, as well as processing emotions and cognition. The fifth session revolved around understanding the cause of body signals and creating a body-emotion chart. Participants were tasked to focus and attend on bodyemotion connecting through interoceptive awareness exercises. The sixth session talked about the body being comfortable or uncomfortable and how participants can change the way their body feels. They were tasked to work on their mindsight, which means mindful body awareness practice. The seventh session dealt with changing the way the participants’ bodies feel when they are uncomfortable and discovering new feel-good actions. The session reinforced learnings from the last session on mindsight. Lastly, the eight-session were divided into two parts. The first part of the session had a theme of making a Feel-Good Menu and Discovering New Feel-Good Actions, continually reinforcing mindsight, mindfulness exercises, and providing tools such as the Body Check Chart for participants to use. The second part was used to 93 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology administer the MAIA and for the Focused Group Discussion. These were conducted to determine if the program was effective, as well as to receive feedback from the participants if their expectations were met. The researcher was grateful and thanked the participants for their participation. 94 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology MAP Student (Researcher) Search of the participants through the use of purposive sampling Possible candidates were referred by Ms. Sharon Agnew and an initial screening was initiated 8 women prequalified to join the Program These now 8 participants were tasked to answer the pre-test MAIA-2 Deployment of MIND and BODY Awareness Group Therapy for Young Adults with Adverse Childhood Experiences The participants were met twice a week for 4 weeks intervention, a total of 8 sessions 2 participants left the program after the first session The remaining 6 participants finished the program and took the Post Test MAIA-2 Figure 2: Flow Chart of the Date Gathering Procedure 95 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Control of Extraneous Variables In every experimental study, it is inevitable to come across some extraneous variables that might create an influence on the outcome of the study. To control the factors and situational variables that could sway the result of the intervention, the following approaches will be assumed: 1. Purposive Sampling The participants were selected thru purposive sampling with the assistance of Ms. Sharon Agnew, Director of Shepherd’s Home, who provided the leads/referrals. 2. Group Homogeneity The method was carried out through the following methodologies: a. The Adverse Childhood Experiences Questionnaire was used as a qualifying scale to establish who would be accepted into the program. A candidate with at least a score of three or four is indicative that the participant is accepted into the program. b. A consistent environment also affects the validity of the study. To control it, therapy will be conducted 2x weekly for a total of 4 weeks in the same place in Taytay Rizal and time (Monday 10 am to 12 noon and Friday 2:30 to 4:30 pm). The participants are residents of Shepherd’s Home Foundation Inc. in Antipolo Rizal, a temporary shelter for marginalized women and children Statistical Treatment 96 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The data that were acquired from the participants were gathered, tallied, tabulated, and summarized by the researcher. In-depth analysis and interpretation in line with the problem and objectives were formulated. The following statistical tools were used: 1. Mean was used to measure the central tendency that helped determine the difference between variation on the group’s interoceptive awareness levels based on pre and post-test scores. The values were exploited from the collected data with further statistical analysis to establish any significant difference between pre-test and post-test scores. 2. The Wilcoxon Signed-Rank test is a non-parametric analysis that was used to take the average of two dependent samples and checks for significant differences. 97 Southville International School and Colleges 98 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology CHAPTER 3 PRESENTATION, INTERPRETATION, AND ANALYSIS OF DATA This chapter discusses all the results presented in tabular form, based on computation and statistical treatment employed, along with the corresponding interpretation and analysis. 1. What is the profile of the participants in terms of ACEs Scores? The following table shows the profile of the participants in terms of their Adverse Childhood Experiences’ Scores. Table 1.1: Profile of the participants in terms of ACEs Scores Subscales PRE-TEST POST - TEST MEAN INT MEAN INT Noticing 2.15 Low 3.25 Average Not Distracting 2.03 Low 2.03 Low Attention 2.82 Average 3.2 Average 2.92 Average 3.64 High Self Regulation 2.1 Low 3.45 High Body Listening 2.05 Low 3.33 Average Trusting 1.87 Low 3.53 High Overall Mean 2.28 Low 3.20 Average Regulation Emotional Awareness Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Table 1.1 showed the ACE profile of the five (5) participants. It showed that, in the pretest phase, most of the participants rated themselves generally low to average in all seven subscales. Two of those subscales were appraised as low: Attention Regulation and Emotional Awareness. On the other hand, for the post-test phase, the only subscale that has an interpretation of low was Not Distracting. The Subscales: Noticing, Attention Regulation, and Body Listening obtained an average interpretation, and the remaining subscales: Emotional Awareness, Self Regulation, and Trusting procured a high interpretation. This indicates that based on the profile of the participants, the intervention varied in results. Based on the table above, it demonstrated that the intervention used with the participants with adverse childhood experience exposure made improvements in terms: Noticing, where they have developed the ability to become aware of the uncomfortable, comfortable, and neutral body sensations; Attention Regulation where they have developed the ability to maintain and control attention to body sensation; Emotional Awareness where they have developed the ability to become aware of the connection between body sensations and emotional states; SelfRegulation where they have developed the ability to regulate psychological distress by attention to body sensations; Body Listening where they have developed the ability to actively listens to the body for insight; and Trusting where they have developed the ability to experience one’s body as safe and trustworthy. This has proved that there was an increase in their body awareness skills or interoceptive awareness skills. On the other hand, the subscale Not Distracting, which is the 99 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ability to disregard or sidetrack oneself from sensations of pain or discomfort, did not change before and after the intervention. Recovery from the consequences of adverse childhood experiences begins in the brain and body-based orientation. Having strategies like the use of somatic work and mindfulness activities are essential in improving interoceptive awareness and ability which helps trauma survivors start to feel grounded and connected to self as one of the core goals of the COMING HOME Program. The important component of interoceptive signaling is the processing of feelings, urges, reflexes, drives, and cognitive and affective experiences; and the maintenance of homeostatic functioning, body regulation, and survival (Khalsa, 2018). But to account for the varied results after the intervention, Schaan and his colleagues (2019) shared how adverse childhood experiences play a huge contributory role in the formation of disruptions in how the brain and body work together and one of the enduring effects on the brain and body is the difficulty of processing bodily signals (interoception) that contributes to emotional and behavioral dysregulation in adulthood. In response, it is intensely difficult for individuals to process and manage their emotional reactivity. This can also account for the individual ability of each participant to process new learnings and behaviors. 100 Southville International School and Colleges 101 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 2. Is there a significant difference in the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores of the participants after the intervention? Table 2.1 Significant Difference in the Pre-test and Post-test Interoceptive Scores on Noticing NOTICING p value Decision Conclusion .042 Accept Ho Significant Pretest Posttest The p-value is equal to .042 which is less than the significance level of .05, suggesting that there is a significant difference between the pre-test and post-test scores on noticing before and after the intervention. These indicate that the intervention heightened the noticing ability of participants. Noticing is the ability to become aware of the uncomfortable, comfortable, and neutral body sensations (Mehling, 2018). The following accounts were taken from session three. At the start of the session, the researcher asked the participants what they have been observing from themselves since the start of the program. One of the participants stated that they were able to notice when they feel angry through their body sensations. The importance of developing the ability to notice uncomfortable, comfortable, and neutral body sensations helped the participants regulate strong emotions and gain a sense of empowerment. The consistency to guide the participants in attending to their bodily sensations or interoceptive cues associated with specific feelings facilitated neurological growth. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The result showed that learning effective emotion regulation techniques employed in the Coming Home Program can considerably improve attention on bodily sensations that help manage arousals (Werbalowksy, 2019) (GoodTherapy, 2018). (Gao et al., 2019). Interoceptive awareness affects one’s perception of the body, both in cognition and in effect (Duschek et al., 2015). Physiologically, when we pay attention to our bodily cues, there is an integration happening inside our brain. In the study conducted by Salvato, et al., (2020), they found that the processing of stimuli in both exteroception and interoception converges in the supramarginal gyrus bilaterally, the rightlateralized set of areas (such as precentral and postcentral) and superior temporal gyri; these brain areas are involved in blending together several physiological sensory signals and align again information from diverse channels and frames of reference. The results of the study affirm the study of Bornemann, Herbert, Mehling, & Singer (2015) which proved that body scanning and breath meditation showed a significant improvement in five of the eight subscales in the MAIA compared to the control group. The process of being alerted to sensory stimuli outside the body through the sense of touch, taste, smell, sight, and sound is exteroception. Conversely, the process of perceiving, interpreting, and analyzing sensory stimuli coming from inside the body is interoception. Cognizance of “butterflies in the stomach” or tightness of breath is an example of the interoception process. Interoception is a conversation between the brain and the body. For instance, when the body needs a respite from an extraneous activity, the inner sensation of fatigue signals the brain to command the 102 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology need for rest; that is interoception. However, Interoception is more than a conversation between mind and body. It is the root of an individual’s urges, drives, feelings, and emotional reactions. 103 Southville International School and Colleges 104 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Table 2.2 Significant Difference in the Pre-test and Post-test Interoceptive Scores on Not Distracting NOT DISTRACTING p value Decision Conclusion .715 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest Based on the result, the Not Distracting subscale has a p-value equal to .715 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on not distracting before and after the intervention. Not Distracting is the ability to disregard or sidetrack oneself from sensations of pain or discomfort (Mehling, 2018). The participants were experiencing dysregulation in between sessions and it can be inferred that this may have had a factor in the nonsignificant result. During one of the processing in the 3rd session, the participants shared their feelings in connection to their body sensations (See Appendix E). According to Schann et al (2019), childhood adversity leads to emotional dysregulation and other physical symptoms in adulthood. “Past Trauma” (2019) further indicates that every time our body experiences extreme stress, it has a direct biological effect on it. When an individual goes through something anxietyprovoking, the stress response gets activated. The body creates more adrenaline, the heart beats fast, and it prepares itself to react. A trauma survivor may have stronger surges of adrenaline and endures them frequently than someone who has not had the Southville International School and Colleges 105 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology same history. This results to wear and tear on the body. Mclean (2016) explains that the brain’s and body’s "survival" mechanisms are overbearing than the "learning" mechanisms that have resulted in widespread deficits in stimulation/arousals, cognitive, emotional, and social functioning This steers the way to chronic hyperarousal and constant sensitivity to stress which affects the development of the brain’s functioning and structures. Many findings propose that the stress response system can result in an individual being more chronically over-activated or underresponsive over time. Table 2.3 Significant Difference In The Pre-Test And Post-Test Interoceptive Scores On Attention Regulation ATTENTION REGULATION p-value Decision Conclusion .176 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest The p-value equal to .176 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on attention regulation before and after the intervention. Attention Regulation is the ability to maintain and control attention to body sensation. Throughout the sessions (Session 1 to Session 8), the participants were consistently guided to direct their attention towards their bodies (Attention Regulation) using exercises to reinforce the newly-formed regulatory behavior. The nonsignificance results may be accounted for by constant difficulties with emotional regulation that possibly hampered their ability in attention regulation, which is said to Southville International School and Colleges 106 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology be a consequence of maltreatment in childhood (Mclean, 2018). Additionally, Haase et al. (2016) explained that individuals from the low resilience group exhibited lower levels of interoceptive awareness but higher neural processing bodily disturbances. The researchers conclude that individuals who have low resilience may adapt poorly to the adverse situation due to the disconnect between attention and interoceptive processing. Table 2.4 Significant Difference In The Pre-Test And Post-Test Interoceptive Scores On Emotional Awareness EMOTIONAL AWARENESS p-value Decision Conclusion .345 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest The p-value equal to .345 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on emotional awareness before and after the intervention. Emotional Awareness is the ability to become aware of the connection between body sensations and emotional states. Right from the beginning, the participants were guided on how to become aware of their body signals and how to process them. Each activity in each of the sessions was always directed to the participants to be more mindful of their interoceptive sensations and associate the bodily cues to feelings and then take actions by addressing the needs. Southville International School and Colleges 107 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Again, the nonsignificant result may be connected to the impact of trauma on their cognitive performance and interoceptive awareness. Childhood adversity may lead to emotional dysregulation and other physical symptoms in adulthood (Schaan et al., 2019). The accuracy of understanding bodily sensations, or interoceptive accuracy (IAC), was examined by the researchers who experienced childhood trauma. The participants were administered a questionnaire to assess their perception of their bodies, followed by several laboratory tests (Schaan et al., 2019). The results show that childhood trauma negatively affected IAC. The researchers recommend that children who experience trauma must receive interventions on interoception to improve emotional regulation. Table 2.5 SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE IN THE PRE-TEST AND POST-TEST INTEROCEPTIVE SCORES ON SELF-REGULATION SELF-REGULATION p-value Decision Conclusion .042 Accept Ho Significant Pretest Posttest The p-value equal to .042 which is less than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is a significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on self–regulation before and after the intervention. Self- Regulation is the ability to regulate psychological distress by attention to body sensations. The framework of the program was to guide the participants to be cognizant of body signals, to connect these body signals with emotions, and to Southville International School and Colleges 108 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology determine what action to take to promote from within body comfort (Mahler, 2018). So far in three sessions alone, the participants were able to apply these specific skills, thus improved mental health. “Center for Substance Abuse Treatment” (2014) and “United Nation Human Rights” (n.d.), and Wiet (2015) explain that trauma affects people in different ways and this includes one-time, multiple, or long-lasting repetitive events. The traumatic consequences are also manifested differently. Some individuals may clearly show symptoms connected with posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Furthermore, according to Bethell, Carle, Hudziak, Gombojav, Powers, Wade, & Braveman (2017), when an individual is exposed to a traumatic event, there would be various psychological and physiological reactions and manifestations in response to reminders of the event immediately followed by the exposure or for many, the incident may cause prolonged distress heading to post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). This is a case of the participant that can be connected to the result. Table 2.6 Significant Difference In The Pre-Test And Post-Test Interoceptive Scores On Body Listening BODY LISTENING p-value Decision Conclusion .066 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The p-value equal to .066 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on body listening before and after the intervention. Body Listening is actively listening to the body for insight. Body listening is one of the major core actions of the program. The skills and activities employed are specifically geared towards the concept of facilitating the creation of new neurons (neurogenesis) and the reinforcement of the new neural pathway (neuroplasticity) in response to the stimulation of learning and experience that transpired in the sessions. Body listening was used from the beginning up to the end of the program. Muhtadie (2017) conducted a study using a new method for assessing Interoceptive Awareness (IA). Interoceptive awareness, which is the conscious perception of stimulus originating within the body is a basic component of an individual’s subjective experience of emotion and possibly its proximate cause. IA is fundamental and central to processes that are essential to survival and well-being. These pertain to attention, motivation, emotion regulation, and decision-making. Understanding of IA is hindered by current assessment limitations (such as self-report questionnaires, and tasks like heartbeat perception), whose reliability and validity are doubtful because they fail to fully capture individual variability, and disregard emotional contexts. Fifty-six men and women aged 18-50 participated in this research. The study subjects were tasked to watch an evocative film that captured a range of emotions. They were made to complete a coherence task (i.e. rate their 109 Southville International School and Colleges 110 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology subjective experience on valence and arousal dimension) which were spaced two weeks apart. The subject’s physiology was continuously recorded. Coherence Scores obtained from valence-based ratings of subjective experience and heart period demonstrated significant temporal stability. Further, the scores were positively associated with convergent validity. Furthermore, the scores were also found to negatively associate with a composite measure of distress and positively associate with empathy. Further still, the Coherence Task demonstrated promise as an empirically grounded assessment of individual differences in IA this would permit the researchers to evaluate the effectiveness of interventions that target interoceptive awareness for health and well-being (Muhtadie, L., 2017). Table 2.7 Significant Difference In The Pre-Test And Post-Test Interoceptive Scores On Trusting TRUSTING p value Decision Conclusion .066 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest The p-value equal to .066 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on trusting before and after the intervention. Trusting is the experiences one’s body as safe and trustworthy. Southville International School and Colleges 111 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Childhood adversity may lead to emotional dysregulation and other physical symptoms in adulthood (Schaan et al., 2019). The accuracy of understanding bodily sensations, or interoceptive accuracy (IAC), was examined by the researchers who experienced childhood trauma. The participants were administered a questionnaire to assess their perception of their bodies, followed by several laboratory tests (Schaan et al., 2019). The results show that childhood trauma negatively affected IAC. The researchers recommend that children who experience trauma must receive interventions on interoception to improve emotional regulation. Kanbara & Fukunaga (2016) evaluate the connections between emotional awareness, somatic awareness, and autonomic homeostatic processing and hypothesized that autonomic dysfunction is related to the dysfunction in emotional and interoceptive or somatic awareness. These three functions perform in a parallel manner, but the pathologies between the three coexist (Kanbara & Fukunaga, 2016). The researchers also note that alexithymia is the lack of emotional awareness for psychosomatic symptoms, and alexisomia is the lack of somatic awareness. This may be the factor why the result is not significant. Table 2.8 SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE IN THE PRE-TEST AND POST-TEST INTEROCEPTIVE SCORES BEFORE AND AFTER THE INTERVENTION OVERALL p-value Decision Conclusion .080 Reject Ho Not Significant Pretest Posttest Southville International School and Colleges 112 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology According to the statistical analysis, the p-value equal to .080 which is greater than the significance level of .05 suggests that there is no significant difference between the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores before and after the intervention. The results indicate that while the mean scores increased during the post-test, these scores are not significantly different. According to Goldenson, Kitollari, and Lehman (2020), participants experience difficulty in strengthening new pathways, because of the impact of adverse childhood experiences on their mental health. In the middle of the first session, some of the participants reacted strongly to the discussion about trauma and abuse. One of the participants was highly dysregulated to the point of walking out of the session. Another participant also decided not to join the remaining seven (7) sessions. P1, P3, P4 have more than 4 ACE scores. They also had difficulty applying the new skills regularly. In short, the participants were experiencing dysregulation in between sessions. In the study, the relationship between ACEs, Trauma-related symptomology, and Psychological functioning, conducted by Goldenson, Kitollari & Lehman (2020), using the Child Youth Resiliency Measure to evaluate the importance of resiliency in buffering the effect of ACEs, they found out that there is a close association between the number of reported ACEs and trauma-related symptomology. The study further states that 4 or more ACEs a person has, the more psychopathology the individuals will have and have less resiliency than those who Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology score below 4. The more resiliency the person has, the less trauma-related symptomology was reported. Further study on resiliency factors among this population is recommended. One of the effects of trauma is when an individual experiences a traumatic event, that person’s perception of the environment is rewired now for negativity to protect oneself from further pain. Kolk (2015), stresses that early exposures to adverse conditions may have produced relentless fear and prolonged anxiety that have a long-lasting consequence on a person’s physical, emotional, and mental wellbeing by disrupting the developing architecture of the brain. Traumatic experiences make lasting impressions on our minds, emotions, and biology both on those who suffer and those who witness the suffering. Recent studies have realized that trauma generates physiological changes thus leaves victims of trauma altered brain structures and functions. What happens is it changes the biological wiring of the brain. Survivors’ everyday experiences are somehow tainted by their past since their bodies closely pay attention to the inner struggles they are living through that cause fatigue, autoimmune diseases, and other physical symptoms. This happens when the brain relays an alarm message to the body, the conscious mind to some extent shuts down and so the brain prompts automatically makes the body avoid the threat. Traumatic stress occurs when the normal response is blocked which makes the brain keeps firing off stress chemicals. (Kolk, cite in Readtreprenuer Publishing, 2018). Throughout each session, all of the participants got triggered at some point. One participant was suffering from flashbacks. There was a need to stop the activity 113 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology and the researcher co-regulated with them to normalize the emotional state to bring them back to their optimal nervous system state. This was crucial to their learning. It will be hard for them to understand what was done in the session if they were feeling hyper or hypo aroused. From the lens of Polyvagal Theory, what is imperative to recovery from trauma is to guide clients to navigate their ways to move out of a dysregulated state—either a floating or detached “dorsal vagal” condition or a hyperaroused “sympathetic” one—and revert to “ventral vagal,” where we feel safe and connected. It is essential to correctly identify which state of the nervous system the person is in at any point in time to start the journey back to calm and connection (Dana, 2019). Based on the participants’ profile, participants 2,3,4,5 made changes but were not that too emphasized or remarkable. However, the narrative accounts of the participants confirmed that they have benefited from the program and helped them learn self-regulation skills to manage their arousals. The participants had a better understanding of their arousals or different nervous system states. They learned effective coping skills to deal with everyday challenges such as reducing impulses or aggression. They established new healthy habits and behaviors. They realized that they had the power to choose behaviors that can result in a more satisfying relationship at home and work. They learned to be more mindful and more relaxed in their body. The researcher had been coaching the participants to focus on their bodily cues and process them at the start of the session, in the middle of the session, and 114 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology towards the end of the session. The goal was to strengthen the newly formed neural pathway in their brain and nervous system (Ronchi, 2018 ) (Klabunde et. al., 2019) (Gao et al., 2019) (Pikorn, n.d.) (Blefari et al., 2017). Every activity they were engaged in facilitated neurogenesis and neuroplasticity in action. The participants’ habenula, which is the part of the brain known to impact adaptive behaviors and choices that favors rewarding events and evades negative events (Epatein, 2018), was also operational. It can be inferred then that the activities made an impact on the nervous system and brain of the participants. Each session was an embodied learning experience that had probably made some transformation in their mental health and the way they respond to their bodies. This is in line with the research by Fisher (2017) who investigated the effects of body scan intervention (BS) on various interoceptive subdomains between two different samples. The therapeutic tools that were designed and used in the program for the participants re-shaped their behavioral responses to environmental cues to support their physiologic responses that were more adaptive and helpful in regulation. It aided the participants to adjust their ‘set points’ in ways that have facilitated their optimal emotional responding to environmental challenges. Lastly, Malhotra & Sahoo (2017) underscore what Kandel, the well-known American neuropsychiatrist, has stipulated concerning the five major tenets of the connection between neuroscience and psychotherapy. Every mental process involves the functions and operation of the brain even the most complicated psychological processes. Neural connections are determined by the interrelationship between 115 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology neurons in the brain and its specific functions Gene expressions are modified by experiences. Social and developmental areas play a huge role in this process. Neural connections are affected by learning. The modifications involved in neural functions are generated by experience. Learning and behavior make changes in the configurations of neural connections. This happens with the changes in gene expression. Psychotherapy modifies the intensity of synaptic connections and structural changes. The synaptic connections and structural changes now amend the anatomical pattern of association between nerve cells of the brain. Psychotherapy amends gene expression. It generates long-term modifications and changes in behavior, which the Coming Home Program has initiated and facilitated to provide the participants with self-care skills that are foundational and critical for emotion regulation. 116 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Detailed Outline of the Sessions Session 1: Group Orientation The session started with the orientation of the rights of the participants and the program. The researcher assured them that deeper discussion of the content of their history of trauma or abuse would not be encouraged. The goal of the program was to teach them self-regulation skills that they can apply in times of their dysregulation and raise their awareness of themselves. Self-regulation was also explained in detail and how can this benefit their mental health. The house rule and schedules of the program were also pointed out. A brief explanation of each session was also presented. To create a perception of safety at the start of the session, the researcher used mindful laughter exercises to initiate the stabilization of feelings (Ferentz (2015) (Barta, 2018) (Ackerman 2020). Mindful Laughter and Gratitude Log After the mindful laughter activity, the participants were asked to journal their experiences. The researcher processed the activity with them especially their body sensations and feelings. After the processing, they were asked to list three things that they were grateful for. Then they embodied the experience again, especially how their bodies responded to feeling grateful. The activity was also explained why expressing gratitude helps improve their mental health (Brown & Wong, 2017), The participants stated feelings of gratefulness because they realize how helpful the session is to each 117 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology one of them in terms of dealing with what they are going through in life (See Appendix I). Laying the Cornerstone: Goal Setting using Scaling Question Next was the goal-setting activity which they were asked to align their focus to get a sense of self-mastery. The researcher asked the participants to rate themselves if they have changed by applying the skills they learned through the session. Participants shared that they were having some difficulties but they prefer to look on the positive side, instead of dwelling on their challenges. They were then tasked to list down the thoughts that had been bothering them, in which their feelings and body sensations were processed. They shared that they felt lighter in the chest and the mind, as well as gaining awareness about their ability to handle things (See Appendix I). Psychoeducation: How the Brain Works in Managing Stress The objective of this section was to be able to understand the neurological concepts to gain appreciation in their perceptions, impulses, emotions, and behaviors. The topics covered: Neurobiology of Trauma, Hierarchy of Nervous System, Nueroception, Self- Regulation, and Interoception and Interoception Awareness Part of the first session was neuroscience-informed psychoeducation to promote awareness of the structure and functions of the brain, especially when experiencing trauma and abuse, and what happens when we use self-regulation skills to combat the effects of trauma. The participants started to feel anxious and agitated when the researcher was discussing trauma and abuse. 118 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Grounding Exercises By this time, Participant 6 has left the session. The remaining participants were co-regulated using Grounding exercises. They were guided to feel the sensation and process it especially how it felt after they were mindful of their interoceptive cues. There were reminded again of the goal of the program which was to learn to regulate themselves in the middle of their dysregulation. This was already facilitating the participants how to rewire their nervous system and replace them with adaptive coping ways, thus cutting old neural patterns (Ackerman, 2020) (Werbalowksy, 2019) (GoodTherapy, 2018) (Walling, 2017) (Levine, 2019) Malhotra & Sahoo (2017). Participants shared feeling hurt in the waist, the head, and the foot. The researcher explained that mindfulness will allow them to focus on feelings to combat heavy feelings in the body through deep breathing, bringing back their attention, as well as validating the self that things will be okay. (See Appendix I, pp. 341.) Mindfulness and Body Scanning: Yakapsule Activity After the neuroeducation, some participants have triggered again. They were co-regulated again and processed the body sensations and feelings. They were asked to hug each other. The goal was to manage the current emotional state. This is to affirm what Winkielman et al., (2020) stated in their study, that interventions designed to improve interoceptive skills like 119 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mindfulness-based meditation may be crucial to alleviating loneliness and improving social connection The researcher explained ways how to regulate one’s self immediately to induce feelings of safety (See Appendix I). Mapping the Nervous System Towards the end of the first session, the researcher explained the homework and its benefits. The homework was about MAPPING THEIR NERVOUS SYSTEM (Dana, 2018). They were asked to identify the different states they were in and recognize the triggers and glimmers are for that state. The goal was to rewire their nervous system to have a profound difference in their nervous system states. They were reminded that they can take responsibility for what’s happening to their body, and can tune in to what’s happening, thus know how to regulate emotions and respond to stress adaptively. This was their way of monitoring their different states to develop resilience. This knowledge helped them respond adaptively to life’s challenges where they could also go to the fight or flight state but for a short period, and the goal was to return to the state of social engagement (Dana, 2018). The researcher explained the regulating resource map as a way to figure out what the participants’ resources are to help redirecting themselves to the ventral vagal. The first objective was to “thicken” or reinforce the habit as a helpful way to return to the ventral vagal. The second objective is to have an available skillset to sustain calm feelings when the participants go through life’s challenges. (See Appendix I, pp. 359.) 120 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Debriefing and closing Before the end of the session was the debriefing process. Each participant was asked to share what they have learned in the session (Krogh et al, 2016). Debriefing was very important so that the researcher would know how to gauge the participants’ progress from each session. The participants stated feelings of heaviness as they remember their past, but the breathing exercises and their knowledge of the ventral vagal help them return to feeling normal and stable (See Appendix I). Session 2: PHASE 1: Befriending your Body Follow-up on the take-home exercises: Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL At the start of the second session, the researcher followed up on the homework. Processing of content and feelings (such as what is the felt sensation, locate in the body where the felt sensation is, receive the message and address the need, use Body scanning drawing) The researcher looked into the participants’ responses and processed it with them again. They talked about their different responses from the identified words they chose from the list that were correlated with each of their nervous system states. This would help them tune into their body and understand how they felt in that particular state. The participants shared feeling 121 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology restless and tense, as well as anger and panic as they tuned in their bodies (See Appendix I). Mapping and tracking of the Nervous System They had the opportunity to become aware of the different states of their nervous system especially when they were in their window of tolerance. Glimmers were the things that guided them to be at their optimal nervous system state. The participants learned from this session that despite irritable emotions they may have, they can come back to their window of tolerance and come up with solutions to their problems (See Appendix I). Pendulation Technique Before proceeding to the session properly, the researcher made use of the Pendulation technique and Deep Breathing exercises. The researcher instructed the participants to close their eyes, take a deep breath and put their hand on their stomach, counting up to three, pausing, then to five counts. The respondents shared that they felt relaxed, and even felt more aware of their body sensations. These results confound with Walling and Bergland’s study (2017), in which they found the pendulation technique useful in developing skills on self-regulation (i.e. feeling stable), and at the same time, strengthening the new neural pathway of becoming more aware of their body sensations and how to process them. 122 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology SESSION 2: BEFRIENDING BODY The objectives are to develop interoceptive awareness by increasing the ability to notice body signals, targeting the first part of the body-emotion-action connection (Mahler, 2019), and increasing the ability to match descriptor words to each of the body signals noticed, thus building interoception-related vocabulary important for conceptual understanding as well as communication skills (Mahler, 2019). In this phase, participants employed tools for developing body connection and improving sensory awareness. In the session, the researcher facilitator used activities such as touch and physical movements to facilitate how the internal workings of the body and nervous system can support the regulation of tough emotions that block recovery. Part of the process was stopping and pausing to check on the participants’ current emotional and bodily states as seen in many studies in befriending the body (Mahler, 2018; Barta, 2018; GoodTherapy, 2018). The lesson was designed to teach participants to notice the different ways the hands and fingers can feel. One of the activities for Befriending your Body was focused on the hands and their sensations after doing some exercises. The participants verbalized their reactions as trembling, hurting, hot, and feeling like wanting to punch something (See Appendix I, pp. 381) The participants were able to appreciate the sensation of their hands and how it can be connected to their feelings. Some of them connected the sensation of their hands to angry feelings. One participant said that when she was able to learn the different sensations of her hands when doing different hand activities (e.g. clapping for 20 seconds), she realized that 123 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology there was a connection to her anger feeling. What was amazing was that she also realized that she could control her tendency to hit when she gets angry. This new experience for her had created a new neural pathway in her brain already (Malhotra & Sahoo, 2017). Through this exercise, the participants were also able to concretely build interoception vocabulary that can be used to describe the body signals noticed in the hands and fingers (Mahler, 2019). Mindfulness Exercises: Body Scanning After the activities for Befriending your Body, the participants were guided to do a mindfulness exercise with deep breathing. The researcher instructed the participants to go to the part of their body where they feel happy. From there, they can begin accepting their entire self wholeheartedly, releasing their breath at the same time. While inhaling, they’re instructed to give love to their whole body, feel the love from head to toe, and feel the hotness from said lovingness. The participants shared feeling a sense of warmth from their bodies, which is typical responses for participants who undergo body scanning (Bergland, 2017). Processing and Gratitude Log After the processing, the participants were asked to affirm each other, as part of strengthening the pathway of expressing gratitude (Brown & Wong, 2017). They also had the hugging activity to strengthen the social connection and safety. Take home tasks: Tracking their Arousals The researcher reminded them that they could continue using the Befriending Your Body: Hands and Feet activity to reinforce the new neural pathway. This was 124 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology part of their homework. Another take-home task was tracking their arousals. The objective was for the participants to be more familiar with arousals experienced throughout the day and the fluctuations of arousals at specific intervals each day (Odgen & Fisher, 2014). Debriefing and closing: Reflective Sharing Then the session was closed with debriefing. One participant shared that the session helped her get to know the parts of her body that can give her peace of mind and resilience to cope with situations and trust herself. (See Appendix I.) Through the debriefing process, participants share what they have learned and process thoughts and emotions they have during the session (Kroght et al, 2016; Malhotra & Sahoo, 2017). The second session also ended with more awareness of their bodily sensations and how it was connected to their feelings. The session alone also helped the participants feel hopeful and empowered. Research from neurogenesis and neural plasticity affirmed that psychotherapy and its interventions expand our ability to change the neural structure of our brain. Experience can alter the actual make-up of our brain. The development of the brain is dependent on the experience, “activitydependent” process. Each experience stimulates some neural circuits and dumps others. Neural circuits that are utilized repeatedly get reinforced and others that are not exercised are ditched off; the “pruning” process (Malhotra & Sahoo, 2017). 125 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Session 3: Continuation of PHASE 1 (Befriending your Body) Assessing Progress by Processing of Content and Feelings At the start of the third session, the researcher asked the participants the observations they made in terms of the changes happening since the start of the session. The participants acknowledged that they were still having a hard time especially every time they felt hyper-aroused. They had difficulty doing the take-home tasks. One participant said that she was able to do the tasks but was not able to write down the experience (See Appendix I). Hyperarousal and Hypoarousal States (manifestations) The participants were experiencing dysregulation in between sessions. According to Schann et al (2019), childhood adversity leads to emotional dysregulation and other physical symptoms in adulthood. Participants shared feelings of sadness, feeling like they are scared and anxious, or absent-minded. (See Appendix I). Mclean (2016) explains that the brain’s and body’s "survival" mechanisms are overbearing than the "learning" mechanisms that have resulted in widespread deficits in stimulation/arousals, cognitive, emotional, and social functioning This steers the way to chronic hyper-arousal and constant sensitivity to stress which affects the development of the brain’s functioning and structures. Many findings propose that the stress response system can result in an individual being more chronically over-activated or under-responsive over time. 126 Southville International School and Colleges 127 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Use of Pendulation Technique to Process the Content and Feeling However, when the participants focused on the changes transpiring in their mental health, they experienced a sudden shift from their nervous system states; from feeling hyper or hypo aroused to the optimal nervous system state. They embodied their breakthroughs. Interoceptive awareness affects one’s perception of the body, both in cognition and in effect (Duschek et al., 2015). Malhotra & Sahoo (2017) emphasize that every psychotherapeutic intervention and process triggers/stimulates a chain of functional alterations. The experiences initiated by psychotherapy reinforce neural integration, a rebirth of new brain cells, and new learning that result in the brain-altering its structure and functions. The components of psychotherapy managing the modifications or changes in the brain of an individual are healing and therapeutic. This not only happens within psychotherapy sessions but also in the long-term with a lasting impact. Pendulation Technique and Processing of content and Feeling The participants were guided to apply the Pendulation technique as a regulation tool to realize different states of the nervous system This further helped the participants to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Participants were asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. The objective of the activity was for the participants to appreciate that they could take control of what they want to feel and help themselves return to their state of social engagement or optimal nervous system state. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology They were asked how it made them feel that they were capable of shifting their nervous system states from feeling hypo or hyper-aroused to the optimal zone of arousal or window of tolerance. The participants were reminded that the activities were there to assist in rewiring their nervous system and they had choices in terms of managing their arousal states. During this exercise, the respondents pointed out feeling hope in their hearts and mind, as if they are beginning to gain control of what they feel (See Appendix I). Dana’s study confirms these results, in which the participants learn to have the awareness of helping themselves by managing their arousal states (Dana, 2018). Gratitude Log and Processing content and Feeling Afterward, they were guided to do their gratitude log and processed the experienced again. Next was the session proper. The theme was still Befriending your Body. The body parts that were included in the processing were: Brain and Head; Lungs and Whole Body. Participants shared that they learned new vocabulary to understand the signs the brain, head, and other parts of the body convey about their states or feelings. Mahler (2019) describes that these results enable participants to notice the different ways the head and brain can feel, building their interoception vocabulary to describe the body signals. 128 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Dysregulation The activity guided them to address the messages of their bodies. While processing the material with the participants, one of them got triggered. She started crying silently. The researcher needed to stop the activity and addressed the participant’s emotional response to normalize the feelings thus moved on to the activity properly. Dysregulation was needed to be processed, as studies show how the stress response system, when learning new things, can lead to chronic hyperarousal, affecting the brain’s functioning (Mclean, 2016). Befriending your Body: Head, Lungs, and Whole Body After the participant’s feelings were processed and felt she was ready to go back, we resumed our activity. The participants took part in different exercises that were focused on the head, lungs, and whole body. Participants shared feeling heavy and their breathing becoming faster. As it turns out, the participants were once again, feeling dysregulated. Dysregulated Participants Some participants were again feeling agitated. One participant was feeling distracted because she was thinking of other things that had been triggering her. The researcher attended to their client’s emotional experience and assisted her to focus on her body sensations and what she needed to do to address her own need at that moment. Eventually, the participants were able to manage their hyper-arousals and felt calm, urging the researcher to proceed (See Appendix I). 129 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Processing of content and feelings and Reflecting sharing The third session ended with the same format where the participants were processed and debriefed. Participant 1 was in a state of hyperarousal. She was trying to manage overwhelming emotions by engaging in avoidance behaviors. The researcher again focused on her emotional needs and processed the feelings and body sensations connected to her needs. Before the session finally ended, she was able to shift her focus from hyperarousal state to her optimal nervous system state (Dana, 2018). The framework of the program guided the participants to be cognizant of body signals, to connect these body signals with emotions, and to determine what action to take to promote from within body comfort. So far in three sessions, the participants were able to apply these specific skills, thus improved mental health (Mahler, 2018). Session 4: PHASE 2: Emotion Orientation of the Flow and Activities At the start of the fourth session, the researcher explained to the participants again the objectives of the program, reviewed what happened during the first three sessions, and the theme of session 4. 130 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Focusing and Attending to Body-Emotion Connection. In the second phase, the main activities would be helping participants increase more awareness of the inner body sensations using somatic awareness and embodied practices. The participants shared how they felt their emotions of tiredness and connected them in their body parts, such as their head (See Appendix I). This processing is more about the relationship between bodily expressions of emotion and how the emotional messages are managed consciously (Mahler, 2018). Assessment of Progress and Processing Participants’ Hyper-arousal At the start of the fourth session, the researcher asked the participants what they have been noticing or observing regarding the changes that were taking place in the last 3 sessions. Participant 4 (P4) and Participant (P1) were feeling numb and probably in a state of hyperarousal. P4 admitted that she is used to thinking about past issues that were traumatic for her. (See Appendix I). Individuals with high ACE scores are more prone to addiction, depression, violence, have tumultuous relationships and multiple marriages, develop autoimmune diseases “What is ACEs science” (n.d.). WHO (2018) explains that the prolonged exposure to toxic stress in childhood has incapacitating consequences for a person’s health and well-being. People who have a history of ACE have fostered unhealthy coping ways to adapt to stressful experiences that have led to serious problems such as alcoholism, depression, eating disorders, unsafe sex, HIV/AIDS, heart disease, cancer, and other chronic diseases. “Center for Substance Abuse Treatment” (2014) 131 Southville International School and Colleges 132 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology and “United Nation Human Rights” (n.d.), and Wiet (2015) explain that trauma affects people in different ways and this includes one-time, multiple, or long-lasting repetitive events. The traumatic consequences are also manifested differently. Some individuals may clearly show symptoms connected with posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Furthermore, according to Bethell, Carle, Hudziak, Gombojav, Powers, Wade, & Braveman (2017), when an individual is exposed to a traumatic event, there would be various psychological and physiological reactions and manifestations in response to reminders of the event immediately followed by the exposure or for many, the incident may cause prolonged distress heading to post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) which is the case for P4 and P1. Participant four (P4) and Participant 1 (P1) were processed accordingly. On the other hand, other participants acknowledged the positive changes happening so far in terms of managing stress arousals. Follow-up on the Take-Home Tasks The researcher asked them about the take-home tasks. Until the fourth session, the participants were still having a hard time doing the homework. For them, it was extra work and needed much time to ponder on it. When we were doing the Pendulation technique, where they needed to acknowledge the uncomfortable feelings, all of them confessed that they were feeling heavy and feel like “floating”. They were processed and moved on to the next activity which was explained to them again. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The researcher also instructed the participants on the task about “My Body Signals Are Clues to My Emotions”, with the goal being to help the participants learn about the signs of their feelings and how it connects with their bodies. (See Appendix I). Experiment: Squeeze your hand in a fist and hold 15 seconds, Processing the Feeling and Content The goal of the next lesson was to learn ways to be more familiar with the body signals and how to address its needs which is important in self-regulation. The participants were asked to do some experiments like squeezing their hands tightly for 15 seconds. Afterward, they would immediately describe the physical sensations of their hands and then connect them to a feeling. It was an ongoing embodiment experience for the participants for them to reinforce their newly formed neural pathways (Malhotra & Sahoo, 2017). Dysregulated Participant (2), Processing Content, Feeling and Body Sensations During the processing of the activity, another participant was dysregulated. Participant two (P2) looked emotionally flooded and spaced out. She was in a state of hyperarousal. So the researcher attended to her emotional responses and processed the feelings and body sensations (See Appendix I). Another participant was also dysregulated. So they were asked to take a deep breath to normalize their emotional experience and processed it again (See Appendix I). What was happening in every session was the reinforcement of the repetition of 133 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology skills they were applying in the sessions. This is especially true when they got dysregulated. The more and more recurrence in doing the processing where they were guided to process their feelings and body sensations, the new manner, especially how they approached different states of arousals, had strengthened that new pathway. However, what was challenging for the participants to reinforce the new pathway was the ongoing exposure to stress or triggers (Mahler, 2018) Brief Assessment of Ongoing Progress Next was the researcher asked the participants where were they currently in terms of their Interoceptive awareness. The goal was for the researcher to determine the impact of the skills they were employing and to gauge their progress. The researcher used a scale of 1 to 10 to find out measurably where they were. Obtaining a 10 meant they were applying the skills regularly. All of them answered between 3 and 6. The researcher affirmed their ability to appreciate the changes happening in their mental health. P1 (with 8 ACE) was realizing that she had the power to take control of her reactions and she had the choice on what to do with her reactions (See Appendix I). This was toward the end of the session that they were more connected to their bodies and they were on their window of tolerance state. The researcher guided them to make sense of what they were feeling when they were calm and regulated. This was another way to do mindfulness. They were paying attention to their body when it was relaxed. 134 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Debriefing and closing: Reflective Sharing Then, the researcher and participants moved on to debriefing processes. They were asked again what they have learned about themselves and what made it so relevant to them. The goal was to appreciate more the changes happening in the way they related to their body signals and the choice on how to address their emotional needs. One participant shared the importance of her learnings as they cut her off from what she is used to. Another participant shared that she can dispel the negative feelings and go back to her happy self. They felt the relaxation in their brains because they felt that they can first think about what to do, which their body will soon follow suit (See Appendix I). The polyvagal theory describes how the participants’ feelings of relaxation in the brain can be explained by the activation of the vagus nerve, which helps in relaxation and calmness. (Porges, 2018) Session 5: Continuation of PHASE 2 (Body-Emotion Connection) Follow-up on the Homework The fifth session started with following up on the take-home tasks. The participants were not consistent with using the materials. One reason was they had difficulty doing it. Then the researcher noticed Participant 1 was in a state of hyperarousal again. Before the start of the routine, the researcher assisted P1 in addressing her emotional state. P1 shared feelings of being angry all the time, connecting their anger in their heart and brain. The researcher processed her feelings of anger by guiding her to come up with solutions to her anger and how to manage them (See Appendix I). This process was recommended by Dr. Peter Levine (2019) 135 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology who stated that tensions like anger can transfer to a certain part of the body, thus noticing this connection and processing it is crucial in the process of therapy. Processing of Content, Feeling, and Body Sensation After P1 had managed her stress arousals, other participants also expressed feeling hypo aroused. Participant 4 shared her challenges when trying to apply the skills. It was hard for her to use the tools since she is used to reacting very quickly when she gets triggered. Participant 3 also expressed the same sentiment. She also had difficulty using the skills regularly, but at the same time, mindful of the small changes happening (See Appendix I). Meanwhile, Participant 2 shared her observations in terms of how she related with people at the shelter. She explained that she is used to not seeking help from people when she is facing problems, but she realized that the skills were helping her to gain confidence in herself and be more assertive when she needs to ask for help (See Appendix I). The varied changes represent differences common in receptive awareness training (Bornermann et al., 2015). Changes may become difficult for trauma victims as their past trauma may have altered their brain structures and functions which makes it difficult to enable the neuroplasticity process (Kolk, 2018). Nevertheless, some participants who reported changes represent how neuroplasticity can begin through the daily routine (Ackerman, 2020). The researcher reminded the participants again of the concept of neuroplasticity that the new neural pathway they had created relating to the skills they 136 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology were applying was not that strong yet compared to the old coping habits that they were used to. The researcher encouraged them to use the skills as regularly as possible, if not it would gradually start to deteriorate and get lost over time Ackerman (2020) (Barta 2018). The researcher reiterated that the current learnings the participants have had created new pathways in their brains. They were encouraged to continue using their new knowledge so that they do not lose it even if the program ends. (See Appendix I, pp. 460.) Pendulation Technique and Yakapsule After the processing, the participants did the Pendulation exercise with deep breathing. Then they acknowledged the dysregulation and shared their emotional experience. Expressing gratitude was next to the activity. To expand more the optimal feeling when at the window tolerance, they were asked to hug each other again for 20 seconds (Cirino, 2018). Focusing and Attending to Body-Emotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises) The main tasks for Session five (5) were: Focusing and Attending to BodyEmotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises). The objective was to increase the ability to give meaning to the body signals noticed – to begin connecting body to emotion, forming solid body connections (Mahler, 2019) and What’s the Cause of My Body Signals? (Creating My Body-Emotion Chart). The lesson was designed to expand the participant’s ability to determine the cause of 137 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology body signals to help bridge the connection between body signals and emotions (Mahler, 2019). Processing of Content, Feeling, and Body Sensation After doing some activities and exercises from the current lesson, the researcher would process the understandings and perceptions with them so that learning would be strengthened and would allow the participants to pay more attention to the positive experiences. Participant 2 and Participant 5 both recognized that they were getting more familiar with how to address the needs of their feelings and body (See Appendix I). Participant's perceived feelings represent how the interoception process is consistently being integrated into their daily lives (Gao et al., 2019). Along with the processing, Participant 4 was triggered. She could not stop crying. The researcher asked the other participants if they were affected. They recognized the heaviness and overwhelming feelings surrounding the place. The researcher utilized a mindful activity using the senses to pay close attention to the sensory inputs around the environment (See Appendix I). According to Price and Smith-DiJulio (2017), women who may be triggered need to be guided through mindful activities, increasing their interoceptive awareness and improving their sense of being present to avoid relapses. Debriefing Processing and Mindfulness Activity 138 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology The session ended using the mindfulness activity and the experiences were processed again. Being mindful of the sensory inputs helped the participants to be grounded since everyone was affected by Participant 2 (See Appendix I). Winkielman and his colleagues (2020) elaborated the need for mindfulness activities in debriefing to alleviate loneliness and improve social connection, while Gibson (2019) affirms that mindfulness activity fundamentally improves the process of interoceptive awareness in trauma victims. 139 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Session 6: PHASE 3: Action Prayer The shelter is run by a Christian organization, saying a prayer before or after a session was also part of the program. After the prayer, the researcher oriented the participants again about the flow of the program and its objectives. The researcher also reassured the participants of what they have been learning and applying so far. PHASE 3: Mind and Body Awareness Training. In this last phase, the core activities were more on concentrating on building the competence to sustain interoceptive awareness. Doing the exercise while maintaining awareness for a long time would help promote acceptance, mindful insight, and appraisal of interoceptive experiences of the participants. Participants shared how they have become more aware of their body signals and emotions, and learned how to connect such states to their bodies. Through this knowledge, they are equipped in learning how to regulate their body and mind’s needs. (See Appendix I). Their reflections mirror the core of Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented Therapy, in which they are regulating their body and mind’s needs through the use of interoception (Khalsa & Lapidus, 2016). Brief Assessment on the Progress Before the session proper, the researcher asked the participants about their observations on their progress. Participant 4, who was emotionally flooded during the end of the 5th session, shared her experience since she was not able to verbalize the 140 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology experience last time. Last week's session was a big breakthrough for Participant 4. She grew up in an environment where she was not allowed to cry (What is Ace Science, n.d.). She started allowing herself to shed tears just last year, but when she cried last week, she could not stop her wailing. The experience was different compared to the other times she cried (See Appendix I). The mindfulness activity where the participants made of use their senses helped her stay grounded and appreciate the here and now moment at that specific instant. Price and SmithDiJulio’s (2017) study affirms this, as women who may be triggered a need to be guided through mindful activities, increasing their interoceptive awareness and improving their sense of being present to avoid relapses. Meanwhile, Participant 5 presented issues of anger management that have affected her relationship with her child. P5 suffered sexual Abuse and emotional neglect. She became orphaned at a young age. She was transferred from one institution to another. One of the biggest changes that happened to P5 was she has started gaining some control of her aggression. She was using her body signals in containing her anger so that she would not physically hurt her daughter (See Appendix I). Mahler (2019) reaffirms the participants’ experience with her research on how connecting body signals with emotions can help one to determine what action to take. From there, they can choose how to promote body comfort from within. Pendulation Exercise During the Pendulation exercise, when the researcher asked how Participant 1 was experiencing, P1 recognized that she was feeling disconnected again. She 141 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sensed the feeling of confusion in her heart and mind. The researcher guided her in processing the hyperarousal and hypo arousal states. At first, she had a hard time connecting to herself. It was difficult for her to get the message of her confusion. The researcher assisted her proper way to take a deep breath to manage her arousal. She admitted that she was used to taking shallow breaths which did not help regulate her sympathetic states. Then the researcher asked her to use the elastic band to do some stretches mindfully. She was assisted to pay attention to her body sensations as she stretched the band. Consequently, she was able to connect to her body and feel grounded. (See Appendix I). Studies in the past show how connecting the body sensations can help in grounding and regulating trauma victims (Mehling, 2018). Processing of Content, Feeling, and Body Sensation After P1 was co-regulated, the processing of the activities continued. However, while they were paying attention to their body signals, the feelings associated with the interoceptive cues were more or less connected to hyperarousal states. The more they became aware of their bodily sensations, the more their hyper and hypo arousal states surfaced. The lessons employed allowed them to express themselves in a non-judgmental way. The experience was therapeutic and healing for them. This harkens back to Mahler’s study (2019), where they deployed feel-good strategies in their program to complete the body-emotion-action connection. 142 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology My Body Can Feel Comfortable, My Body Can Feel Uncomfortable: I Can Change the Way My Body Feels One of the goals of Phase 3 was to acknowledge both comfortable and uncomfortable emotions and what to do with them accordingly. The behavioral response when using the Pendulatin technique facilitated the reinforcement of knowing the difference between feeling okay and not feeling okay for them. The researcher asked the participants to recall the events that happened during the week that made them feel comfortable and uncomfortable (See Appendix I). The activity guided them to appreciate the differences and that they were able to validate their positive experiences. This aided them to expand their perception and not only pay attention to negative details. P2 has been learning to set proper interpersonal boundaries by honoring her needs at the moment. One of the issues raised by P2 was the issue of loose boundaries. She has difficulty asserting her needs and rights. Through the activities, it was helping her to validate her needs without feeling guilty. Adverse childhood experiences typically leave trauma victims with feelings of guilt and difficulties in setting boundaries and validating their needs and crucial in the change process (Zeynel and Uzer, 2020). Breakthroughs One of the highlights of Session 6 was the realization of the participants that they have the power to focus on the bodily responses that helped them listen to their needs without judgment and then attended to their own needs (See Appendix I). 143 Southville International School and Colleges 144 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology These breakthroughs are similar to another study where they were able to hone in on their body signals with full acceptance and approach their needs with non-judgmental ness (Price et al., 2020). Processing the Content, Feeling, and Body Sensation After the activities, the researcher processed the experience with the participants and asked them what they have learned in the process. What was interesting was that this particular activity created a huge impact on Participant 1. She realized that she has the power to shift her perception and change the status of her nervous system state by choosing activities that could help her regulate. Drinking a glass of cold water in the middle of dysregulation was therapeutic for her. Participant 4 also affirmed Participant 1’s realization, sharing that there is always a solution and that one should give value to what their body is feeling. She felt happy and willing to learn more. Additionally, Participant 5 reported feeling secure and safe (See Appendix I). The participant's reflections represent a change in their nervous system—from relying on the sympathetic nervous system which prepares them for survival and causes their brain to shut down, to relying on the vagus nerve of the parasympathetic nervous system. This nerve in the parasympathetic nervous system plays a huge role in client experiences of calmness, safety, and learning (Dana, 2018). The activity guided them to appreciate the differences and that they were able to validate their positive experiences. This aided them to expand their perception and not only pay attention to negative details. Participant 2, in particular, has been Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology learning to set proper interpersonal boundaries by honoring her needs at the moment. One of the issues raised by P2 was the issue of loose boundaries. She has difficulty asserting her needs and rights. She grew up in an environment where her primary caregivers made her feel not loved and valued, unimportant which was toughened by her mother who used to compare her with other siblings. Her worth has been invalidated. Through the activities, it was helping her to validate her needs without feeling guilty. Her confidence in listening to her needs was increasing. She has learned to set healthy boundaries when she finally learned to get connected to her body’s needs (See Appendix I). Yakapsule The session ended with a hugging activity (Cirino, 2018) that made everyone felt more grounded and relaxed. 145 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Session 7: PHASE 3: Action Brief Assessment on the Progress and Follow-up on the Homework The seventh session started with the usual routine of the program. They were asked to reflect again on the progress they were making. The home works were also followed up; however, they were not doing the take-home tasks consistently. The goal of the assignment was to apply the skills outside the session and journal the experience. They were able to apply the skills, but not able to document the processing. Participant 4’s Breakthrough Before the activity proper, P4 shared an incident that surprised her. She said that every time she got tired physically, she all the more exhausted herself and kept doing what she was doing regardless of how tired she felt. She never listed the messages of her body. During the weekend, she stated that she just felt tired and lazy, but she did not do anything strenuous before that feeling. She was supposed to go to the grocery store and run some errands, but what happened was she just stayed at home and did nothing. The breakthrough was she was not feeling guilty and was more appreciative of herself that she did not go out. She listened to her body signals and honored her need to rest at that moment. (See Appendix I). Once again, this breakthrough represents an active channeling of the vagus nerve, in which it establishes patterns from body signals to thoughts and action (Dana, 2018). 146 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Pendulation Technique Moving forward the session was the pendulation technique. During the Pendulation technique, P1 was again feeling hyperaroused. She was assisted to do breathing exercises while paying attention to the sensory input. (See Appendix I). Bergland (2017) explained how breathing exercises help participants lower their stress levels and Participant 1 returned to a normal state after doing breathing exercises. Summarizing Phases 1 and 2; Connecting to Phase 3 The researcher acquainted the participants with activities in Phase 3 and summarized what transpired from Phase 1 and Phase 2 and how it was leading to Phase 3: I Can Change the Way My Body Feels When it is Uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019). The goal is to teach the participants how to change the way the body feels too specific uncomfortable-feeling body signals and/or emotions through the use of various actions (Mahler, 2019). The direction of the lesson was discussed again. The researcher affirmed the learnings the participants were obtaining. One of the tasks of the lesson was to assess where in the body they felt the uncomfortable feeling. Then they would process the feelings and body sensations. Afterward, they needed to come up with a good feeling activity to regulate themselves. Most of them chose the anger feeling to process. (See Appendix I) One of the feel-good actions they chose was using deep breathing exercises. Anger can be seen as a response towards chronic stress and deep breathing exercises used as 147 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology a feel-good action are typically associated with lower chronic stress levels, stronger vagus nerve function, and better overall health (Bergland, 2017). Journaling and Arts as Regulation Tools One good feeling action they used was to write or draw what they wanted to express which surprisingly a powerful tool that they found extremely therapeutic. Werbalowsky (2019) recommended these interventions as they allow clients to express and explore their somatic experiences. Such exploration typically leads to feelings of empowerment. The activity helped the participants to learn more about themselves and feel more empowered and resilient. The session ended with participants hugging each other. Session 8: Continuation of PHASE 3 and Closing Remarks The main task of Session 8: Mind and Body Awareness Training The session started with the follow-up of the take-home tasks, Pendulation technique, and Gratitude log. This was the first part of session 8. The main task was: Mind and Body Awareness Training. The objective was to increase the participants’ ability to use feel-good actions that can be used to promote comfortable bodyemotion experiences (Mahler, 2019) and to enable the participants to combine findings from the individual Feel-Good Menus (from Lesson 24) into one master list, thus giving the big picture of their feel-good actions. The participants would have a self-discovered and self-created master list that contains a variety of feel-good 148 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology actions they could use to maximize feeling good during daily life (Mahler, 2019). Some lists identified were: listening to Christian songs, journaling, prayer, and sharing feelings with others. Meditation, reading Bible and belly breathing was also part of the list (See Appendix I). Individualized feel-good activities allow participants to use different methods to establish a body-emotion-action connection to promote positive feelings (Mahler, 2019). Neuroplasticity in Action All of the participants affirmed that knowing the body signals played a huge role in coping with challenges adaptively (See Appendix I). People who have a history of adverse childhood experiences typically foster unhealthy coping ways to adjust to their circumstances (WHO, 2018), but the program has offered the participants with various opportunities to know their body signals and apply actions to self-regulate their emotions (Mahler, 2019). Belly Breathing Exercise and Ending of Session 8: First Part After the processing of what they have learned, the participants were guided to practice the belly breathing exercise before ending the first part of session 8. The next task was taking the post-test using the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness. Then the participants were asked to identify their progress in line with the goals they set during the first session. The remaining narrative accounts underscored the highlights of the breakthroughs the participants made before and after using the Coming Home Program. (See Appendix I). For example, one participant shared that before the 149 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology program, they didn’t notice their body trembling whenever they were angry. Now they are aware of their body signals and this knowledge has proven to be useful in avoiding conflicts. This result can be expected when integrating interoception into the therapeutic program (Mahler, 2019). The feedbacks of comments on the material were also discussed. The participants said that the materials used were in English, and they needed more time to reflect before answering and moving on to the next questions. The session ended with a prayer and a group hug. The program helped them understand the causes or reasons why they responded to certain things, thus not react negatively but to be more compassionate to oneself. It helped them to realize that they can get answers from themselves, from their body signals, and their feelings, thus helped them learn to set healthy interpersonal boundaries. It helped them learn that attending or addressing their body’s needs or emotional needs were valid and important. Lastly, the program helped them to be more authentic to their true self. 150 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology CHAPTER 4 SUMMARY, CONCLUSIONS, AND RECOMMENDATIONS In this chapter, the summary and conclusions are considered founded on the results completed in accomplishing the study. The researcher as well takes account of recommendations for future research to be done related to the present study. Summary The research study aims to determine the effect of Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented group psychotherapy on interoceptive awareness in young adults with adverse childhood experiences exposure. The objective of the intervention program is to help the participants learn to change from the maladaptive ways of coping and negative learned behaviors and patterns resulting from the consequences of adverse childhood experiences to intentionally tune and tone their autonomic nervous system adaptively. With this, they can positively direct their quest for safety and connection. The participants of the study were young adults, with the age range of 19 to 39 years, who have been exposed to adverse childhood experiences and residents of Shepherd’s Home Foundation Inc. in Antipolo Rizal, a temporary shelter for marginalized women and children. There were only seven (7) participants, who were referred by the Director of Shepherd’s Home, who had at least three (3) experiences from the Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire (qualifying tool) participated in 151 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology the program. All participants are female, single parents, poorly educated, and belong to the lower socioeconomic strata. The statistical treatments used in this study were Arithmetic mean, which was used to determine the demographic profile of the participants, and Wilcoxon determined the difference between the pre and post-test scores of interoceptive awareness scores of young adults with adverse childhood experience. 152 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Major Findings Based on the gathered data, the following are the major findings: 1. Based on the participants’ profiles, participants 2,3, and 4 made changes but were not that too emphasized or remarkable. However, the narrative accounts from the participants also confirmed that they have benefited from the program and helped them learn selfregulation skills to manage their arousals. They became aware of how to understand and feel what was going on inside their body, thus choose behavioral responses which were more adaptive. 2. There is a significant difference in the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on noticing, self-regulation 3. There was no significant difference in the pre-test and post-test interoceptive scores on not distracting, attention regulation, emotional awareness, body listening, trusting 4. Based on the result of statistical analysis, the study did not have a significant difference between the pre-test and post-test overall interoceptive scores. The results indicate while the mean scores increased during the post-test, these scores are not significantly different, suggesting that the participants are knowledgeable with the skills taught through the intervention but faced struggles in strengthening new pathways because of the impact of adverse childhood experiences on their mental health. 153 Southville International School and Colleges 154 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Conclusions Founded on the major findings, the following was concluded: 1. Despite verbalizing how the program has benefited the participants, the participants made changes that were not too emphasized or remarkable. 2. The adapted Mindful Awareness Psychotherapy program is in ineffective Body to Oriented increase Group interoceptive awareness for young adults with adverse childhood experiences. However, there were significant changes found in the noticing and selfregulation subscale. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Recommendations Based on the results presented, the following suggestions are recommended for future researchers: 1. Although it was found that the adapted program based on the Mindful Awareness in Body Oriented Group Psychotherapy was ineffective, there is a need to consider replicating the current study as a longitudinal study to further guide the participants and continually reinforce strategies and skills learned during sessions. A more comprehensive way of replicating the study is strongly encouraged, with a focus on contextualizing the program in the Filipino setting. 2. The number of sessions can be increased to give enough time to the participants to strengthen the new and healthier formed neural pathway in managing stress arousals. 3. The materials in the program can be toned down but not to the extent of compromising the necessary aid in helping strengthen the newly formed neural pathway in managing stress arousals. 4. The materials used especially the take-home assignments were in English. It is highly recommended to contextualize the material to avoid language barrier issues. 5. Revisions of the program are recommended to take into account the effectiveness of the noticing and self-regulation subscales. 155 Southville International School and Colleges 156 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 6. Providing a comprehensive and tailored therapeutic intervention program for ACE survivors that is designed to increase selfmanagement skills as foundational in doing trauma management is a daunting task when considering the impact on one’s mental health in terms of obtaining immediate, significant, and positive yet sustained effects. 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Child Abuse & Neglect, 99(October 2019), 104235. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.chiabu.2019.104235 169 Southville International School and Colleges 170 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX A DESCRIPTION OF PROGRAM AND DETAIL Mindful Awareness in Body-Oriented and Interoceptive Awareness Group Therapy Session Main Focus PROGRAM OUTLINE Time Main Activities Individual Interviews Tuesday 2:30 to 4:00pm Pre-Session First Part of Session 1: Group Orientation Techniques Introduction to the Program Profile Form Informed Consent Form Explanation and Administration of Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness for Pre-Test Individual interviews orientation and Theme: Safety and Connection To get acquainted with the program and its objectives, rules, and norms To familiarize Second Part of with the roles Session 1: and duties of each participant and the facilitator Group Orientation of the Program Monday 10:00 am to 12nn Warm-up exercises Establishing initial rapport between and among each other through a the warm-up game Overview of Program Expectations and House Rules Other Items Southville International School and Colleges 171 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology To establish initial rapport with each other To talk about expectations of participants Participant’s Initial sharing about themselves Scaling Question Goal-Setting and Psychoeducation Powerpoint Presentation Mapping the Nervous System Mapping Nervous activity Psychoeducation Mapping the Nervous System (Dana, 2018) Debriefing closing the System and Mindfulness and Body Scanning Take-Home practices Phase 1 Theme: Befriending Your Body (Mahler, 2018) Session 2 Task:: Getting to Know Your Friday 2:30 – 4:30pm Warm-Up: Pendulation and Developing Gratitude Log Awareness of Body Signals of a Lesson format: Single Body Part (Mahler, 2018) Southville International School and Colleges 172 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Hand and Fingers, Feet, Toes, and Voice (Mahler, 2918) 1. Introduce 2. 3. 4. 5. Hands and Fingers as the Body Part of Focus Create a Descriptor Menu Complete Focus Area Experiment Add Correspondin g Body Part Icons to the Body Check Chart Provide Instructions and Structured Practice Using the Body Check Chart Debriefing closing Emotion Cognitive Processing and and Take-Home practices Phase 1 Theme: Body Literacy (Mahler, 2018) Monday 10:00 am – 12nn Session 3 Task: Getting to Know Your Warm-Up: Mindfulness Pendulation and exercises Gratitude Log Developing Lesson format: Awareness of (Mahler, 2018) Body Signals of a 6. Introduce Single Body Part Hands and Southville International School and Colleges 173 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Brain and Head, Lungs, Whole Body (Mahler, 2018) Fingers as the Body Part of Focus 7. Create a Descriptor Menu 8. Complete Focus Area Experiment 9. Add Correspondin g Body Part Icons to the Body Check Chart 10. Provide Instructions and Structured Practice Using the Body Check Chart Debriefing closing Emotion Cognitive Processing and and Take-Home practices Phase 2 Session 4 Theme: My Body Signals are Clues to My Emotions And Each Emotion Has Different Body Signals (Mahler, 2018) Friday 2:30 pm – 4:30 pm Warm-Up: Mindfulness Pendulation and exercises Gratitude Log Developing a Lesson Format: Connection (Mahler, 2018) between Body 1. Introduce and Emotion the Topic: My Body Gives Me Emotion and Clues About My Cognitive Emotions Processing Southville International School and Colleges 174 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Task: Focusing and Attending Body-Emotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises) (Mahler, 2018) 2. Read a Quick Story and Game: My Body Signals Are Clued to My Emotions 3. Complete Focus Area Experiment for my Body Signals are Clues to My Emotions 4. Add Emotion List or Emotion Icons to the Body Check Chart Debriefing closing and Take-Home practices Phase 2 Session 5 Theme: What’s the Cause of My Body Signals? And Creating My Body-Emotion Chart (Mahler, 2018) Task: Focusing and Attending Body-Emotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises) Warm-Up: Pendulation and Gratitude Log Monday 10:00 am – 12nn Lesson Format: (Mahler, 2018) 1. Introduce the Topic: Cause of Body Signals and Emotions 2. Complete Focus Area Experiments for What’s the Cause? 3. Play What’s the Cause? Game. Mindfulness exercises Developing a Connection between Body and Emotion Emotion Cognitive Processing and Southville International School and Colleges 175 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology (Mahler, 2018) Debriefing closing and Take-Home practices Warm-Up: Pendulation and Gratitude Log Phase 3 Session 6 Theme: My Body Can Feel Comfortable, My Body Can Feel Uncomfortable And I Can Change the Way My Body Feels Task: Mindsight (Mindful body awareness practice) (Mahler, 2018) Friday 2:30 pm – 4:30 pm Lesson Format (Mahler, 2018) 1. Introduce the Topic: Feeling Okay vs. Feeling Uncomfortable 2. Play the Feeling Okay, Feeling Uncomfortable 3. Play the Body Outline Game 4. Continue the game, repeating steps 13 until all Body Outline Drawings have been played Debriefing closing Mindfulness exercises Developing a Connection between Body Signals, emotions, and feel-good actions Emotion Cognitive Processing and Take-Home practices Phase 3 Theme: I Can Monday Mindfulness and Southville International School and Colleges 176 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Session 7 Change the Way My Body Feels When it is Uncomfortable and Discovering New Feel-Good Actions (Mahler, 2018) 10:00 am – 12nn Task: Mindsight (Mindful body awareness practice). Warm-Up: exercises Pendulation and Gratitude Log Developing a Connection Lesson Format between Body (Mahler, 2018) Signals, 1. Read I can emotions, and Change the Way feel-good actions My Body Feels When It is Emotion and Uncomfortable Cognitive 2. Guide the Processing learner in completing the Action section on the Body-EmotionAction Chart Debriefing closing and Take-Home practices Phase 3 First Part of Session 8 Theme: Making My Own FeelGood Menu and Discovering New Feel-Good Actions Task: Mindsight (Mindful body awareness practice) (Mahler, 2018) Warm-Up: Pendulation and Mindfulness Gratitude Log exercises Friday 2:30 pm – 4:30 pm Lesson Format (Mahler, 2018) 1. Create My Feel-Good Menu 2. Provide Instruction and Structured Practice on Completing a Body Check Developing a Connection between Body Signals, emotions, and feel-good actions Emotion Cognitive Processing and Southville International School and Colleges 177 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Chart Debriefing closing and Take-Home practices Second Part of Session 8 Administer Post Test – MAIA Debriefing and Closing Monday 10:00 am – 12nn Focused Group Discussion Debriefing Processing and Assessment 1. COMING HOME PROGRAM: MIND and BODY AWARENESS GROUP THERAPY FOR YOUNG ADULTS WITH ADVERSE CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES Introduction The Coming Home Program is designed to improve emotion regulation skills in young adults suffering from Adverse Childhood Experiences. It is catered to young adults whose age range is from 18 to 40 years old who had adverse childhood experiences exposure. This program is designed to be delivered using a group format. Each group session will take 2 hours for 8 weekly sessions based upon Kelly Mahler’s Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interoception Curriculum (2019) Measurement to be used is the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness scale (MAIA). Objectives ● To improve the ability to discern interoceptive physical and emotional cues. ● To promote self-care behaviors and healthy well-being by learning how to manage emotions adaptively such as directly processing and managing them. Methodology and Session Format There will be short lectures, participatory discussions, movement activities, and assessments. The pre-session is an individual session that will last for an hour and will cover personal interviews regarding the history of adverse childhood experiences, program introduction, explanation, and administration of test instruments. It also includes agreement on Data Privacy Act and Informed Consent. Sessions 1 – 8 will be in a group format and will have the following components: a.) Warm-up exercises that help group cohesion and establishment of safety. b.) Use of different activities like movements and arts to aid in the facilitation of interoceptive awareness skill 178 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology c.) Open sharing about the experiences within the group. As a house rule, participants are encouraged to express what resonates with them during the exercises and processing. d.) Debriefing where the facilitator will recap and process what transpired within the last 1 hour and 45 minutes and give instructions and guidelines concerning triggers and take-home skills. Schedule and Location The group sessions will be conducted in Antipolo on a twice a week basis. Specific dates and times will be agreed upon by the group. The Core Content and Processes of the Coming Home Program. The structure and format use key concepts from the Interoception Curriculum developed by Kelly Mahler (2019). These key concepts are the following: PHASE I. Befriending your Body. In this phase, participants will employ tools for developing body connection and improving sensory awareness. In the session, the researcher facilitator will use activities such as touch and physical movements to facilitate how the internal workings of the body and nervous system can support the regulation of tough emotions that block recovery. Part of the process is stopping and pausing to check on the participants’ current emotional and bodily states. This will be tackled in Sessions 2 – 3. PHASE 2. Focusing and Attending to Body-Emotion Connection. In the second phase, the main activities will be helping participants increase more 179 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology awareness of the inner body sensations using somatic awareness and embodied practices. The processing is more about the relationship between bodily expressions of emotion and how the emotional messages are managed consciously. This will be covered in sessions 4 and 5. PHASE 3. Mind and Body Awareness Training. In the last phase, the core activities will be concentrating on building the competence to sustain interoceptive awareness. Doing the exercise while maintaining awareness for a long time will help promote acceptance, mindful insight, and appraisal of interoceptive experiences. This will be tacked in sessions 6 to 8. PROGRAM FLOW Pre Session: INDIVIDUAL INTERVIEW AND ORIENTATION Each participant will have an individual interview and orientation session where the following items will be explained: a.) Introduction of the program and asking for commitment and participation for the entire length of the program as per schedule; b.) Informing participants of their rights in therapy; a. The signing of an informed consent form b. Explanation of the questions and Answering the Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness scale c. Discussion of issues on the Data Privacy Act. Session 1 Part I: GROUP ORIENTATION 180 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology A. The facilitator discusses with the participants the expectations from them as members of the program. 1. Commitment. The members will join each session and participate in all exercises and activities. 2. Honestly and Transparency. The facilitator will make sure that the members feel safe enough, to be honest with themselves and with others. 3. Freedom. Members are encouraged to express themselves especially when they have questions and/or reactions to any of the group processes; 4. Respect. Members are strongly advised to value and show consideration to the feelings of themselves and others especially when other members are sharing their emotional experiences. Further points are discussed below: a. Use the “I” Statement. a. Stay on topic. b. Be punctual. c. Do not dominate the group discussion. Each one can only speak for a maximum of 2-3 minutes. We will give gentle reminders when the time taken becomes too long. Please allow others to speak as well. d. Confidentiality – Anything that is said and heard in the room will not be shared with anyone who is not part of the program. 181 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 5. The facilitator will give an overview of the whole program. Each session will be briefly discussed. The schedules of group meetings will also be established. Session 1 Part Two: PHASE I. Befriending your Body Theme: Safety and Connection Goal: To establish safety and group cohesion Activity: Mindful Laughter and Gratitude Log ● Laying the Cornerstone: Goal Setting using Scaling Question Objectives: ● Recognize and validate what they want and what is most important to them ● Increase their motivation and confidence to change ● Participate in the agreement among participants and facilitators in the program. ● Scaling question: On a scale from 1 to 10, with 10 being the desired person that you can be, how would you rate how you are doing now? 1________________________________________________10 ● What does the figure mean to you? ● How would it look like if you were higher on the scale? ● How would you see yourself differently? 182 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● How would you help yourself to get to the next level? What is stopping you? ● Psychoeducation: How the Brain Works in Managing Stress Objectives: ● To be able to understand the neurological concepts to gain appreciation in their perceptions, impulses, emotions, and behaviors. ● Topics to be covered: i. Neurobiology of Trauma ii. Hierarchy of Nervous System iii. Perception iv. Self- Regulation v. Interoception and Interoception Awareness ● Mindfulness and Body Scanning ● Purpose: To be able to pay attention to parts of the body and bodily sensations from head to toe. ● Mapping the Nervous System (Dana, 2019) ● Personal Profile Map i. Art Maps i. Goal: To bring awareness to the interaction and relationship between states ii. Task: 183 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology a. Illustrate each state of the autonomic nervous system hierarchy b. Story-telling of the map c. Processing of content and feelings ● What is the felt sensation ● Locate in the body where the felt sensation is ● Receive the message and address the need ● Use Body scanning drawing ● Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance Map (Odgen & Fisher, 2019) i. Purpose: To determine the internal cues when arousal is a little high and hyperarousal or the sympathetic nervous system is activated; when arousal is a little low and hypo arousal or dorsal vagal is triggered; and when the arousal is within the window of tolerance or it is in the state of ventral vagal (Odgen & Fisher, 2019) ii. Task: a. Circle any internal cues of high or hyperarousal, low or hyperarousal, and cues within the window of tolerance (Odgen & Fisher, 2019). s iii. Processing of content and feelings ● What is the felt sensation 184 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Locate in the body where the felt sensation is ● Receive the message and address the need ● Use Body scanning drawing ● The Regulating Resources Map i. Purpose: i. To gain awareness of the patterns of the regulation (Deb, 2019) ii. To identify individual and interactive resources that lead the participants out of dorsal vagal and sympathetic states and activities and behaviors that maintain a ventral vagal state (Deb, 2019). ● Task: o Fill in the self and interactive resources for each state (Deb, 2019). ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises 185 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. o Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 2: PHASE 1: Befriending your Body ● Follow-up on the take-home exercises o Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ▪ Process the experience o Gratitude Log ▪ What are you thankful for? 186 Southville International School and Colleges 187 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Start with Session 2 o Theme: Befriending your Body o Goal: ● To develop interoceptive awareness o To increase the ability to notice body signals, targeting the first part of the body-emotionaction connection (Mahler, 2019) o To increase the ability to match descriptor words to each of the body signals noticed, thus building interoception-related vocabulary important for conceptual understanding as well as communication skills (Mahler, 2019). o Task: Getting to Know Your Hand and Fingers ▪ (Feet, Toes, and Voice will also be discussed in Session 2) ▪ Objective: This lesson is designed to teach learners to notice the different ways the hands and fingers can feel. It also concretely builds interoception vocabulary that can be used to describe the body signals noticed by the participant in the hands and fingers (Mahler, 2019) ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) Southville International School and Colleges 188 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 1. Introduce Hands and Fingers as the Body Part of Focus (Mahler, 2019) 2. Create a Descriptor Menu (Mahler, 2019) o Descriptor Menu is a visual list of words that can be used to describe the way a specific body part can feel. The list helps the learner visually organize and categorize body signals by body part. Body Part My Hands and Fingers Can Feel______ Hands Still Wiggly Fidgety Tight Loose Sweaty and Fingers Wet Feet and Toes 3. Complete Focus Area Experiment (Mahler, 2019) o The focus area experiment is a series of carefully selected, fun activities designed to evoke a body signal within the body parts of focus. Experiment Makes My Hands Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology and Fingers Feel Put your hands in cold water for 15 minutes Shake your hands fast for 15 seconds Smear lotion on your hands, but do not fully rub into skin for 10 seconds 4. Add corresponding body part icons to the Body Check Chart (Mahler, 2019) o A visual chart that provides a structure, concrete method for “checking” or noticing how a specific body part feels in the moment 5. Provide instruction and structured practice using the Body Check Chart (Mahler, 2019) ● Mindfulness Exercises 189 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. 190 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology o Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. ● Session 3 PHASE 1: Befriending your Body o Follow-up on the take-home exercises ▪ Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ● Process the experience o Gratitude Log ● What are you thankful for? o Theme: Befriending your Body o Goal: To develop interoceptive awareness o Task: Getting to Know Your Brain and Head ▪ ( Lungs, Whole Body will also be discussed in Session 3) ▪ Objective: This lesson is designed to teach learners to notice the different ways the head and brain can feel. It also concretely builds interoception vocabulary that can be used to describe the body signals noticed 191 Southville International School and Colleges 192 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology by the participant in the head and brain (Mahler, 2019) ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Introduce Brain as the Body Part of Focus (Mahler, 2019) 2. Create a Descriptor Menu (Mahler, 2019) o Descriptor Menu is a visual list of words that can be used to describe the way a specific body part can feel. The list helps the learner visually organize and categorize body signals by body part. Body Part My Hands and Fingers Can Feel______ Brain and Distracted Too much Head Tight Slow Loose Heavy Blank Fast 3. Complete Focus Area Experiment o The focus area experiment is a series of carefully selected, fun activities designed to evoke a body signal within the body parts of focus. Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Experiment Makes My Brain and Head Give yourself a scalp massage with your fingers or a scalp massager. Stand and bend over until your head is upside down. Remain in this position for 30 seconds. 4. Add corresponding body part icons to the Body Check Chart (Mahler, 2019) o A visual chart that provides a structured, concrete method for “checking” or noticing how a specific body part feels in the moment 5. Provide instruction and structured practice using the Body Check Chart (Mahler, 2019) ● Task: 193 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. 194 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology o Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 4: PHASE 2: Emotion o Follow-up on the take-home exercises ▪ Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ● Process the experience o Gratitude Log ● What are you thankful for? ● Start with Session 4 o Task: Focusing and Attending to Body-Emotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises) ▪ Objective: To increase the ability to give meaning to the body signals noticed – to begin connecting body to emotion, forming solid body connections (Mahler, 2019) o Theme: My Body Signals are Clues to My Emotions ▪ (Each Emotion Has Different Body Signals will also be discussed in Session 4) 195 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology o Goal: This lesson is designed to concretely teach learners to begin connecting body signals to emotions. This session also begins to give concrete meaning to emotion words through the process of linking body signal to emotion (Mahler, 2019), ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Introduce the Topic: My Body Gives Me Clues About My Emotions 2. Read a Quick Story and Game: My Body Signals Are Clued to My Emotions (Mahler, 2019) 3. C o m p lete Focus Area Experiment for my Body Signals are Clues to My Emotions o The focus area experiment is a series of carefully selected, fun activities designed to evoke a body signal within the body parts of focus. 196 Southville International School and Colleges 197 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Experiment Makes My Body Feel When My Body Feels Like This, What Emotion(s) Could it Be? Squeeze your hand in a fist and hold 15 seconds Hold your eyes wide open without blinking for 15 seconds Do 25 jumping jacks 4. Add Emotion List or Emotion Icons to the Body Check Chart. 5. P Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology rovide Instructions and Structured Practice on Completing a Body-Emotion Check with the New Emotion List or Icons Added. ● Task: ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day 198 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. o Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 5: PHASE 2: Emotion ● Follow-up on the take-home exercises o Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ▪ Process the experience o Gratitude Log ▪ What are you thankful for? ● Start with Session 5 o Task: Focusing and Attending to Body-Emotion Connection (Training Interoceptive awareness exercises) 199 Southville International School and Colleges 200 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ▪ Objective: To increase the ability to give meaning to the body signals noticed – to begin connecting body to emotion, forming solid body connections (Mahler, 2019) o Theme: What’s the Cause of My Body Signals? ▪ (Creating My Body-Emotion Chart will also be discussed in Session 5) o Goal: This lesson is designed to expand the learner’s ability to determine the cause of body signals to help bridge the connection between body signals and emotions (Mahler, 2019), ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Introduce the Topic: Cause of Body Signals and Emotions (Mahler, 2019). 2. Complete Focus Area Experiments for What’s the Cause? (Mahler, 2019) Experiment Look into a bright flashlight for one second Suck on an ice cube Makes My Body Feel What is making my body feel this way? What is the cause? Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Sit like a statue for 60 seconds 3. Play What’s the Cause? Game. o This game is used to continue teaching how to use the Body-Cause-Emotion Practice Form. Each card contains a hypothetical situation. Have the learner pick a card and read it aloud. Then, using the Body-Cause-Emotion Practice Form, assist the learner in answering the following: ● ▪ What is the body signal noticed? ▪ What is the cause of the body signal? ▪ What could the emotion be? Task: ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) 201 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 6: PHASE 3: Action ● Follow-up on the take-home exercises o Process the experience ● Task: 202 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ▪ Process the experience o Gratitude Log ▪ What are you thankful for? ● Start with Session 6 o Task: Mind and Body Awareness Training ▪ Objective: To increase the learner’s ability to use feel- good actions that can be used to promote comfortable body-emotion experiences (Mahler, 2019). o Theme: My Body Can Feel Comfortable, My Body Can Feel Uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019) ▪ (I Can Change the Way My Body Feels will also be discussed in Session 6) o Goal: To teach the learner to recognize the difference between when the body feels comfortable and when the body feels uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019), ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Introduce the Topic: Feeling Okay vs. Feeling Uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019). 203 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 2. Play the Feeling Okay, Feeling Uncomfortable Game (Mahler, 2019) Feeling Okay, Feeling Uncomfortable Game Board Feels Okay Feels Uncomfortable 3. Play the Body Outline Game (Mahler, 2019) 4. Continue the game, repeating steps 1-3 until all Body Outline Drawings have been played (Mahler, 2019) 204 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Task: ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. 205 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Journal the experience. Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 7: PHASE 3: Action ● Follow-up on the take-home exercises o Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ▪ Process the experience o Gratitude Log ▪ What are you thankful for? ● Start with Session 7 o Task: Mind and Body Awareness Training ▪ Objective: To increase the learner’s ability to use feel- good actions that can be used to promote comfortable body-emotion experiences (Mahler, 2019). o Theme: I Can Change the Way My Body Feels When it is Uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019) 206 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ▪ (Discovering New Feel-Good Actions will also be discussed in Session 6) o Goal: To teach the learner how to change the way the body feels about specific uncomfortable-feeling body signals and/or emotions through the use of various actions (Mahler, 2019), ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Read I can Change the Way My Body Feels When It is Uncomfortable (Mahler, 2019). 2. Guide the learner in completing the Action section o n t h e Body-Emotion-Action Chart (Mahler, 2019) ● Task: ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing 207 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. ● Journal the experience. Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. Session 8: PHASE 3: Action ● Follow-up on the take-home exercises 208 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology o Process the experience ● Task: o Pendulation Technique – this further helps clients to be more familiar with the movements of the feelings. Clients will be asked to notice a feeling in the body and how the feeling changes across the body. ▪ Process the experience o Gratitude Log ▪ What are you thankful for? ● Start with Session 8 o Task: Mind and Body Awareness Training ▪ Objective: To increase the learner’s ability to use feel- good actions that can be used to promote comfortable body-emotion experiences (Mahler, 2019). ● FIRST PART of SESSION 8 o Theme: Making My Own Feel-Good Menu (Mahler, 2019) ▪ (Discovering New Feel-Good Actions will also be discussed in Session 6) o Goal: To enable the learner to combine findings from the individual Feel-Good Menus (from Lesson 24) into one master list, thus giving the big picture of her feel-good actions. The learner will have a self-discovered and self-created master list that contains a 209 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology variety of feel-good actions she can use to maximize feeling good during daily life (Mahler, 2019), ▪ Lesson Format (Mahler, 2019) 1. Create My Feel-Good Menu (Mahler, 2019). 2. Provide Instruction and Structured Practice on Completing a Body Check Chart (Mahler, 2019). 210 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Task: ● Mindfulness Exercises ● Body Scanning ● Debriefing and closing ● Task: o Reflective Sharing ▪ “What have you learned in the session? o To Go (Homework) ▪ Members will be provided activity worksheet as takehome exercises ● Positive Practice Strategies (Mahler, 2019) o Body Check Chart ▪ Practice body checks multiple times per day (Mahler, 2019). ▪ Neuroception and the Window of Tolerance: TRACKING YOUR AROUSAL (Odgen & Fisher, 2014) ● Purpose: To be more familiar with how arousals are experienced throughout the day ● Directions: Every day, try to track down and document the fluctuations of arousal at specific intervals of each day. 211 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ● Journal the experience. Reminder: Clients are encouraged to apply what they will learn in the session and then journal the experience. SECOND PART of SESSION 8 ● Administer Post Test – MAIA ● Debriefing and Closing o Focused Group Discussion ▪ Participants are encouraged to think back and review what has happened in group therapy, emphasizing the following points: 1. Personal Changes and difficulties 2. Feedback on the methods and techniques 3. Review of Expectations 4. Suggestions and improvements 6. Saying Goodbye (Each one will be given 3 minutes to say goodbye to each other and give tokens) 7. Fellowship 212 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX B Profile of the participants Participant 1 o 39 years old o She scored 8 on her Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire o o She had experienced 3 types of ACEs: o Physical, Verbal, and Sexual Abuse o Physical and Emotional Neglect o Household Dysfunction Single parent with one child 213 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant 3 o 19 years old o She scored 6 on her Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire o She had experienced 2 types of ACEs: o Physical and Sexual Abuse o Household Dysfunction o Single Parent with one child o 39 years old o She scored 5 on her Adverse Childhood Experience Participant 4 Questionnaire o o She had experienced 3 types of ACEs: o Physical, Verbal, and Physical Abuse o Household dysfunction o Emotional Neglect Single Parent with two children 214 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant 2 o 28 years old o She scored 3 on her Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire o What is ACEs science (n.d.) reveals from the Adverse Childhood Experience study that “ACEs don’t occur alone….if you have one, there’s an 87% chance that you have two or more.” o o She had experienced 2 types of ACEs: o Verbal Abuse and Emotional Neglect o Household Dysfunction Single Parent with three children Participant 5 o 35 years old o She scored 3 on her Adverse Childhood Experience Questionnaire o She had experienced 3 types of ACEs: o Sexual Abuse o Household dysfunction o Emotional Neglect Single Parent with one child 215 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX C 216 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPROVED AND SIGNED LETTER TO THE INSTITUTION APPENDIX D 217 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPROVED AND SIGNED LETTER TO THE PARTICIPANT APPENDIX E 218 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPROVED VALIDATION OF THE INSTRUMENTS 219 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 220 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology PROGRAM VALIDATION LINDSAY ISHMAN 221 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Cynthia Price, PhD, MA Research Professor at the UW; Research Assoc. Director, UW Osher Center for Integrative Medicine; Director, Center for Mindful Body Awareness Clinical and research expertise in body-oriented therapy. Developed Mindful Awareness in Body-oriented Therapy (MABT), a mind-body and manual approach designed to teach interoceptive awareness and to develop interoceptive awareness skills for self-care and regulation. Directs Center for Mindful Body Awareness http://www.cmbaware.org/ 222 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX F CRONBACH RESULT Cronbach Result for Adverse Childhood Experience Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .581 .575 10 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .581 is below the acceptable value of 0.7. Cronbach Results for Multidimensional Assessment Noticing Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .719 .726 4 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .719 is more than the acceptable value of 0.9.7. Not Distracting Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .829 .834 6 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .829 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7 223 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Attention Regulation Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .875 .882 7 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .875 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7. Emotional Awareness Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .862 .867 5 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .862 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7. Self – Regulation Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .881 .885 4 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .881 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7. Body Listening 224 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .876 .876 3 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .876 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7. Trusting Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardized Alpha Items N of Items .955 .955 2 The Cronbach Alpha equal to .955 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7. 225 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Cronbach Result for Noticing Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .829 .834 4 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .829 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7 Cronbach Result for Not Distracting Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .732 .735 6 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .732 is more than the acceptable value of 0.7 226 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Cronbach Result for Attention Regulation Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .775 .778 7 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .775 is more than the acceptable value of 0.7 Cronbach Result for Emotional Awareness Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .887 .887 5 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .887 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7 227 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Cronbach Result for Self–Regulation Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .803 .804 4 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .803 is more than the acceptable value of 0.7 Cronbach Result for Body Listening Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .732 .734 3 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .732 is more than the acceptable value of 0.7 228 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Cronbach Result for Trusting Reliability Statistics Cronbach's Alpha Based on Cronbach's Standardize N of Alpha d Items Items .855 .855 3 The Cronbach’s Alpha equal to .855 is way above the acceptable value of 0.7 229 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX G INFORMED CONSENT FORM 230 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX H DEMOGRAPHIC INFORMATION FORM 231 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX I SAMPLE APPROVED TOOL PER VARIABLE Multidimensional Assessment of Interoceptive Awareness Version 2 (MAIA-2) (2018) Scoring Instructions Take the average of the items on each scale. Note: (R): reverse-score (5 – x) items 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10 on Not-Distracting 1. Noticing: Awareness of uncomfortable, comfortable, and neutral body sensations Q1______ + Q2______ + Q3______ + Q4______ / 4 = ___________ 2. Not-Distracting: Tendency not to ignore or distract oneself from sensations of pain or discomfort Q5(R)____ + Q6(R)____+ Q7(R)____+ Q8(R)____+Q9(R)____+Q10(R) / 6 = ___________ 3. Attention Regulation: Ability to sustain and control attention to body sensations Q16_____ + Q17_____ + Q18_____ + Q19_____ + Q20_____ + Q21_____ + Q22_____ / 7 = ________ 4. Emotional Awareness: Awareness of the connection between body sensations and emotional states Q23_____ + Q24_____ + Q25_____ + Q26_____ + Q27_____ / 5 = ___________ 5. Self-Regulation: Ability to regulate distress by attention to body sensations Q28_____ + Q29_____ + Q30_____ + Q31_____ / 4= ___________ 6. Body Listening: Active listening to the body for insight Q32_____ + Q33_____ + Q34_____ / 3= ___________ 7. Trusting: Experience of one’s body as safe and trustworthy Q35_____ + Q36_____ + Q37_____ / 3= ___________ 232 Southville International School and Colleges 233 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Multi dime nsio nal Asse ssm ent of Inter ocep tive Awar enes s Versi on 2 – TAG ALO G Southville International School and Colleges 234 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Pangalan: ____________________ Edad: _____________________ Petsa: _______________ Kasarian: _____________ MULTIDIMENSIONAL ASSESSMENT OF INTEROCEPTIVE AWARENESS Panuto: Makikita sa ibaba ang listahan ng mga pahayag patungkol sa pagkakaroon ng kamalayan sa kllll, .sensasyong-pangkatawan. Ilagay kung gaano kadalas nalalapat ang bawat pahayag sa iyo sa araw-araw gamit ang iskala: Bilugan ang numero sa bawat bilang Hindi 0 1. Kapag ako ay nababahala, alam ko kung saang bahagi ng katawan ko ito nagmumula. 2. Napapansin ko kapag hindi ako komportable sa aking katawan. 3. Napapansin ko kung saang bahagi ng aking katawan, ako komportable. 4. Napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking paghinga gaya ng pagbagal at pagbilis nito. 5. Binabalewala ko ang pisikal na tensiyon o sakit sa aking katawan hanggang sa maging mas matindi ito. 6. Nililibang ko ang aking sarili mula sa pakiramdam ng pagkabalisa sa aking katawan. 7. Sa tuwing ako ay nakararamdam ng sakit o pagkabalisa, pinipilit ko na labanan ito. 8. Sinusubukan kong balewalain ang mga sakit na nagmumula sa aking katawan. 9. Hindi ko iniinda ang mga sakit o pagkabalisa sa aking katawan sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigay atensiyon sa ibang bagay. 10. Kapag hindi na maganda ang aking pakiramdam sa katawan, 1 2 3 4 Lagi 5 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. nililibang ko ang aking sarili upang mawala ito. Sa tuwing ako ay may nararamdamang pisikal na sakit, naiinis ako. Kinakabahan ako sa tuwing may nararamdaman akong kakaiba sa aking katawan. Hindi ako nag-aalala sa tuwing napapansin kong hindi maganda ang pakiramdam ng aking katawan. Kaya kong maging kalmado at kampante sa tuwing nakararamdam ng sakit sa aking katawan. Kapag hindi ako komportable o may sakit na nararamdaman, hindi ito mawala sa aking isipan. Kaya kong ituon ang buong atensiyon sa aking paghinga nang hindi naaabala sa mga bagay na nangyayari sa aking paligid. Napananatili ko ang kamalayan sa mga nangyayari sa loob ng aking katawan kahit na maraming nangyayari sa aking paligid. Kapag ako ay may kausap, kaya kong ituon ang atensiyon sa aking postura. Kaya kong ibalik ang kamalayan sa aking katawan kahit na ako ay nalilibang. Kaya kong ibalik muli ang aking atensiyon na nagmumula sa pagiisip papunta sa pakiramdaman ng ang aking katawan. Kaya kong mapanatili ang pakiramdam/kamalayan ng aking buong katawan kahit ang ilang bahagi nito ay nasasaktan o hindi komportable. Kaya kong bigyang pansin ang kabuuan ng aking katawan. 235 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 23. Napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking katawan sa tuwing ako ay nagagalit. 24. Sa tuwing may mali sa aking buhay, nararamdaman ko ito sa aking katawan. 25. Napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking katawan matapos ang mapayapang karanasan. 26. Kapag ako ay nakararamdam ng pagiging komportable, napapansin ko na ang aking paghinga ay nagiging maayos. 27. Kapag ako ay masaya, napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking katawan. 28. Sa tuwing ako ay napupuno sa aking nararamdaman, kaya ko humanap ng kapayapaan sa loob ng aking katawan. 29. Sa tuwing ako ay nagkakaroon ng kamalayan sa aking katawan, ako ay nagiging kalmado. 30. Kaya kong gamitin ang aking paghinga upang mabawasan ang tensiyong namumuo sa aking katawan. 31. Kapag ako ay napupuno ng labis na pag-iisip, kaya kong pakalmahin ang aking isip sa pamamagitan ng pagtuon sa aking katawan/paghinga. 32. Pinapakinggan ko ang mga mensahe mula sa aking katawan patungkol sa aking emosyon. 33. Sa tuwing ako ay naiinis, binibigyang oras ko ang aking sarili upang matukoy ang nararamdaman ng aking katawan. 34. Pinapakinggan ko ang aking katawan, upang malaman ang 236 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology aking gagawin. 35. Komportable ako (“at home”) sa aking katawan 36. Nararamdaman ko na ang aking katawan ay isang ligtas na lugar. 37. Nagtitiwala ako sa aking mga nararamdaman sa katawan. Pagpuntos: Kuhanin ang kabuuang bilang ng mga aytem sa bawat iskala: Tandaan (R): Baliktarin – iskor (5-x) ang mga aytem sa 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 para sa Hindi-Naaabala, at ang mga aytem sa 11, 12 at 15, para sa Hindi-Pag-aalala APPENDIX J SPSS TABLES 237 Southville International School and Colleges 238 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Descriptive Statistics N Mean Std. Deviation Minimum Maximum NoticingPRE 5 2.1500 .28504 1.75 2.50 NotDistractPRE 5 2.0340 1.12704 .50 3.50 AttentionRegPRE 5 2.2880 .74704 1.29 3.14 EmoAwarePRE 5 2.9200 1.31605 1.40 4.40 SelfReguPRE 5 2.1000 .91173 1.00 3.50 BodyListenPRE 5 2.0680 1.29735 1.00 4.33 TrustingPRE 5 1.8660 1.21624 .00 3.00 NoticingPOST 5 3.2500 1.08972 2.00 4.50 NotDistractPOST 5 2.0320 .54325 1.50 2.83 AttentionRegPOST 5 3.2000 .99355 2.14 4.57 EmoAwarePOST 5 3.6400 1.30690 2.20 5.00 SelfPeguPOST 5 3.4500 1.15109 2.00 4.75 BodyListenPOST 5 3.3340 1.45335 1.67 5.00 TrustingPOST 5 3.5340 1.26126 2.00 5.00 Test Statistics Attention Z Asymp. Sig. NoticingP NotDistra OST - ctPOST - - NoticingP NotDistra RE ctPRE a -2.032 .042 (2-tailed) a. Based on negative ranks. b. Wilcoxon Signed Ranks Test Test Statistics -.365 a .715 RegPOST EmoAwar SelfPegu BodyListe TrustingP ePOST - POST - nPOST - OST - Attention EmoAwar SelfRegu BodyListe TrustingP RegPRE ePRE PRE nPRE RE a -1.355 .176 -.944 a .345 a -2.032 .042 a -1.841 .066 a -1.841 .066 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology INTEROCEPTI VE_post INTEROCEPTI VE_PRE a Z -1.753 Asymp. Sig. (2-tailed) .080 a. Based on negative ranks. b. Wilcoxon Signed Ranks Test APPENDIX K TRANSCRIPT OF PROGRAM SESSION 239 Southville International School and Colleges 240 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Introduction Meeting (Recording Part 1) 1st Session Researcher: Hanggat maari, kailangan, protektahan ang inyong identity. So lahat ng pag uusapan natin dito ngayon, ay hindi sa makakalabas. So, unless bibigyan niyo ko ng permission kung sino man magtanong, pero kung wala, sa atin lang walo, confidential. Okay, kaya meron tayo dung ano dun sa papel niyo na informed consent, nakalagay din diyan na hanggat maari, pinoprotektahan ang inyong identity so hindi ito mapag uusapan sa labas. So hindi gagamitin ang inyong pangalanpara mag disxuss sa labas o dun sa school ko, be rest assured. So salamat po sa tanong. May iba pa po bang tanong tungkol dun? Unidentified Participant (IP): Yun lang Researcher: Okay sige, so introduction signing so explanations ng questions, nagawa ko namn yun. So, data privacy act, yun yung sinasabi niyo po. So ako yung facilitator so aalamin ko po kung ano ang inyong expectation. Ano po ba yung pagkakaintindi niyo kung bakit kayo nandito sa grupo. Para atleast magkaroon po ako ng idea. Yung oras po two hours, Tuesday and Saturday, for 8 sessions tayo so yun ang magiging oras natin. Meron po bang violent reaction. IP: Siguro yung nararamdaman ko nakakakaba din, pero kung makakatulong, maganda yung sinabi mo na yung pag uusapan ay hindi na lalalabas. Para malabanan ba namin yung aming galit kasama yung istress. Kasi para sa akin, makakatulong talaga sakin yun excited ako atleast sa sarili ko para malalaban. Researcher: Pero ngayon may nararamdaman kang kakaiba Participant: Kakaiba Interviewer: Yun nga pala since may history kayo ng trauma and abuse, hindi natin pag uusapan yun na hahalukayin okay, ang gagawin natin pala is yung programa ko na Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sinabi mo ate, mga kaparaanan na kumbaga stress management siya eh. Papaano niyo tutulungan yung sarili niyo Pag kayo any may mga pagradaanan so di natin pag uusapan ang kaniya kaniya niyong trauma. So ang pag uusapan natin dito is yung katawan niyo at nararamdaman. Pero kung yung nararamdaman niyo is konektado dun sa nakaraan, pwede pa rin yn pero hindi na natin siya tututukan talaga na hahalukayin. So yung gagawin natin dito is para yung madevelop yung self regulation niyo. Ibig sabihin nung self regulation is miski may pinagdadaanan kayo or pinagdaan kayo sa nalaran andun pa rin yung pakirmdm niyo na connected panrin kayo sa sarili. Kasi minsan pag may pinagdadaanan tayo minsan wala na tyo sa sarili eh so yung itong program na ito, kaparaanan na matutulungan niyo yung sarili ninyo na miski mahihirap yung pingdadaanan niyo is grounded pa rin kayo. Ibig sabihin ng grounded is alam mo yun nak a attach pa rin sa realidad na di kayo sobrang naooverwhelmed o npupuna sa mga pinagdadaanan. Kung ano man yung mga narramdaman niyo, medyo aligaga hindi komportable medyo nasesense ko yun. So ang gusto ko lang sabihin sa inyo is okay lng yan pwede niyo danin s pvhinga okay so ng importante dito is yung commitment ng bawat isa okay at yung respeto. So kung may gusto magsalito so yung iba siyempre kailangan makinig. So respeto, commitment at honesty and trnsparency ibig sbihin kung ano tlaga yung nararmdaman niya mas maganda kasi diyan din papasok yung stress management eh kasi kung di tayo totoo sa sarili,mas mahibirpn natin iapply yung nga skills kasi di natutugunan yung kailangan tugunan. So tapos yung freedom. So member kayo ay, kung meron kayong mga katanungan, onreaksyon eh pwede niyo o akong sabihan sa grupo ng walng onag huhusga. So hanggat maari gusto ko iparamdam sa inyo na ligtas kayo. So kung may feeling kayo na parang di kayo ligtas o feeling niyo meron ako nasabi na di maganda, mas maapreciate ko sabihan niyo lang ako, ok lang ba yun. At kung may at kung kanina di tayo gagamit ng mga salit na makakasakit sa bawat isa okay sige tapos yun nga respect. So kung may pag uusapan tayo, gagamit tayo ng statement na I, ibig sabihin tayo nakakakramdam ako hindi yung ikaw kasi ganiyan ganiyan okay para di tayo maging defensive. Tapos stay on topic. So hanggat maari 2 to 3 minutes lang so pag humaba medyo puputulin 241 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ko na par nasa oras tayo, taposyung confidentiality like yung sinabi ni ate na kung ano man yung pinag uuspan natin dito ay di siya sasabihin sa labas o sa mg tao na di parte ng grupo. So as a facilitator sinabi ko yung whole program. Tapos bawat session natin, explain ko naman kung ano yung gagawin natin. So the schedule ayan okay so schedule natin nasabi ko na. So yung situation natin is more on foundational. So ibig sabihin dito papasok yung first session natin na meron kayo matututunan tungkol sa utak at yung mga binigay ko sainyo na ano kasi meron din tayong assignments. Importante dito sa program na to yung assignments. So yung assignments na to is tungkol sa inyong sarili. Oky ng sa gayon mas mapapabilis ng inyong skills, yung application. So kung di niyo gagawin yan eh mas tatagal yung application niyo sa skills. So on topic, be punctual. Interviewer: So ang unang session natin, ay tungkol sa befriending your feelings or befriending your body pala. Body needed receive. So ang ibig sabing ng body literacy. Ano yung literacy s school niyo abc diba yung literacy dito namn yung pano natin makikilala ang ating katawan. Dahil s ating katawan dito natin makakakuha ng sagot at tulong llao na pag meron tayong mga pinagdadaanang di maganda kasi nga dahil sa pinagdadaanan natin, minsan, nawawala n yung alam mo yun kompiyansa natin sa sarili, nawawala na yung pagmmaahal natin sa sarili diba minsan nawawala na pag alaga. So number, ang gagawin natin sa session na to ay para mag create tayo ng pakirmdam na ligtas at maging buo ang grupo. So ang gagawin natin ito yung tinuro ng asawa ko so firat time konlang to gagamitin. So gagawin natin, sige lagay niyo po muna yung mga gamit niyo sa baba o s ilalim. Yan so ng unang activity natin pang ano yun, okay so mindful laughter. Alm niyo yung mindful laughter? Interviewer: May idea ba kayo? Participant: Tawa ng tawa, Interviewer: So Ganto gagawin natin pag tinaas natin yung kamay na ganiyan, taas, ganyan diba Interviewer: inhale, then pagbaba, pag exhale, tatawa tayo ha ha ha ok. Gawin natin to for atleast two minutes. 242 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So Okay, inhale, exhale hahaha Inhale..exhale Inhales..inhale…exhale Interviewer: Inhale labas niyo lahat, tawa hahaha Inhale hahaha Okay good, good, Interviewer: Kunwari, ano yung paborito niyong animal Interviewer: Kunwari aso, ikaw ate, Participant: Pusa Participant: Ako unggoy So isipin niyo kayo yung unnggoy na tumatawa (Imitates laughter of animals) Pwede butiki o kay elepante Hindi ano na lang, tuko.. Sige pass muna ate Participant: No ba yung tunog ng duck quack quack Participant: Pusa meow (Imitates laughing cat) Pwede aso uli, pusa, o unggoy, baka Kambing (imitates laughing goat) Nice one nice one, oh kayo nalang dalawa Participant: IIbon (imitates) Pwede na ko dun sige ate Participant: Horse (imitates) Interviewer: Nice one. Okay good. May binigay ako sainyong, tamang tamang kunin niyo yung parang may drawing na arrow o parang tao Interviewer: Yan okay may drawing na tao, diyanns may drawing na to gusto ko idrawing ninyo ano yung nararamdamab ng katawan ninyo tas ipopoint niyo saang parte. Kunwari nakakaramdm kayo ng maluwag, maluwag nararamdaman niyo s dibdib so lalagyan niyo lang ng mark yun. So ipopoint niyo kung nasaan, lagyan niyo 243 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ng point tapos lagyan niyo ng pnagalan yung nararmdaman niyo. Pwedeng maluwag, pwedeng masaya. Right now, balik kayo sa sarili ninyo, ano yung nararmdaman ninyo. Pwedeng yang parang mark lang yang tapos lagyan niyo lang ng pangalan. Yan.. Interviewer: Yan si ate tawa ng tawa, pwede ilagay diyan, isa lang, isa lang muna. So nag uumpis na tayo sa ating body awareness okay kasi yaan ang ating goal. Share niyo nga so far ano yung naramdamn niyo, pero bago niyo sabihin, ito nalng muna tas after nun dun natin ipprocess. Tatlong bagay na pinapasalamatan niyo. Ano ano yung mga bagay na yun. Kunwri ako, pinapasalamatan ko kasi nakapag strt na akonng session ko sa inyo at nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos kasi hindi malayo yun, at safe kasi yung ibang nag tthesis ginagawa nila online eh pag ginawa kong online to ang hirap so malaking pasasalamat sa akin na eto yung dito ko dinala ng Diyos. So Interviewer: Tapos, sa opportunity na maibabahagi ko sainyo. Ikaw ate? Pinagpapasalamat ko na nagka tipon tipon kami na magkakaroon kami ng session na katulad nito. Malalaman namin kung ano yung nararamdaman namin. Ngayong araw lang ba na ito, o nung nakaraan? Yan yung ngayon at yung nakaraan, isa hangang tatlo. Participant: Ipinagpapasalamat ko na safe kami lahat s naggaganap ngayon na nagkaron ng virus at saka yung nakakadalaw kami ditonsa Shepherds Home at may time ako na ngayon na magawa namin na mag iina. Ipinagpapasalamat ko din na siyenpre wala kaming sakit, di kami naapektuhan ng ano ngayon pandemic, safe pa rin kami dito. Pinagpapasalamat ko pa din na di kami nagugitom yun tas yung pamilya ko saka pinagpapasalamat ko din po na katulad nito na natutulungan yung mga nararamdaman namin na mabago kasi mabigat eh. Interviewer: Good thank you. See, nakalimutan ko na uli agad pangalan niyo. Participant: Bevs po. Interviewer: Sige Bevs. Participant: Sakin po pinagpapasalamat ko po yung safe kami dito kahot malayo kami sa pamilya namin tapos kumpleto yung talagang kumpleto lahat ng kailangan namin sa buhay, wala na kong iniisip. 244 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interviewer: Very good. Thank you. Participant: Nagpapasalamat ako kasi masaya tapos may natutunan. Interviewer: Good. Participant: Nagpapasalamat ako kasi, first time uli nangyari na nagtitipon kami kasi dati kay Ate Bevs at saka kay At Dulce. Tapos ngayon pangalawa nagpapasalamat ako kasi magling na kaming dalawa kasi nagkaron kami ng sakit. Tapos pangatlo, siyempre pagkain namin di namin iniisip kung ano yung mga kakainin tapos siyempre sumunod is kahit papaano ay may trabaho po ako. Interviewer: Ok good. Participant: AKo nagpapasalamat ako ksi itong session na ito eh makakatulong sa bawat isa sa amin, na bawat is sa amin, maktulong sa amin gabay kung paano malabanan yung mga pinagdadaanan namin sa buhay. Big help talaga. Interviewer: So good. Maraming salamat sa mga sagot niyo kasi sabi diba sa Bible s lahat ng pagkakataon kailangan tayo mag pasalamat which is yung science, yung siyensiya, science, sinasabi rin niya na diba science nag eexpeeiment sila na sstudies din. So sabi nila sa mga studies nila ang tao daw na gratefulful, nagpapasalamat, nagbibigay ng mgandang epekto s pag iisip. So nakakatulong talaga siya. So simula't simula palang na ginawa natin yung Mindful Laughter dito, eto na yung mga skills na para mkatulong sainyo na matulungan niyo na mabalanse yung pinagdadadaanan niyo at mamaya mas matututunan niyo kung bakit siya importante okay. So dahil diyan dun sa likod nung, ay ano muna diba nag ano kayo nag pasalamat, anong pkiramdam ng katawan niyo nung nagpapasalamat kayo? Ganun uli, lagay niyo uli. Kasi ang ginagawa niyo dito is Journaling. So inoobserve niyo na agad. San sa buong katawan niyo nararamdaman yung magandang pakiramdam dahil nagpasalamat. Balikan niyo yung buong katawan niyo. Mula ulo hangang paa then pangalanan niyo ang inyong nararamdaman. Paano ba yun pag buong katawan? Interviewer: Pwede, pwede buong katawan. First-time niyo ba mag ganto? Participant: First time. 245 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interviewer: Ok first time good. So sana since first time, ang susi kasi dito is kailangan tuloy tuloy. Miski sa bahay niyo kayanin niyonsiya gawin so okay, dun sa likod ng inyong papel ay mayroong goal setting tayo. From 0-10 ang nakalagay lang diyan, 110 pero ito yung goal niyo katulad nung sabi ni, next time magdadala tayo, gagawan ko kayo ng nameplate. Nakalimutan ko na, sabi ni Ate Vangie, na yun nga gusto matulungan yung sarili mo diba so sabihin natin na ang goal mo is 10. So paano natin masasabing natulungan mo na yung sarili mo. Ano yung kumbaga kunwari, ngayon may miracle question na paggising mo bukas, kunwari tulog ka ngayon, paggising mo bulas eh may pagbabago na s sarili mo. Ano yung specific na yun na malalaman mo na masasbi mo na may nagbago na sayo. Mahirap pag generel eh. Ay ah maging okay ko. So gawin natin na mas ano parang specific. Pano niyo masasabi na okay kayo yun yung ibig sabihin ng 10. So lalagay niyo dun kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng 10 niyo. So ano yung ibig sabihij ng 10 sa inyo. So dahil sa session na ito sa programang ito, sa likod..sorry ate ah madami..Sa 10 ano ang gusto niyo pagbabago na nakikita niyo sa sarili niyo. So sabihin natin na sa pagkatapos ng session na toh, ano yung ineexpect niyo na mangyayari sa inyo. Specific ah dun mismo sa 10 susulat niyo. So ano yung gusto niyo na pagbabago. Anonyung nakikita niyo na pagbabago. Sabihin natin may problema kayo, di na kayo yung react ng react na mas nakakapag isip na kayo ng maayos. Na pag may mga conflict kayo sa mga kasama niyo, di niyo agad susuntukin, mga ganon. Sasabunutan nalang. Si dati naninipa kayo, ngayon nananampal na lang, mga ganon. Hindi, ano yung 10 para sa inyo, ano yung nakikuta niyo sa sarili niyo na paggsing niyo, ibang tao na kayo. Interviewer: Ate, paano kung kunwari diba sabi mo paggising mo paano kunga sa paggising mo eh ganon. Interviewer: Hindi, ito yung goal. Ano yung gusto mong mangyari sayo. So ito yung pagbabago. Ito na ko ngayon, ito yumg gusto mo mangyari ngayon. Changes sa pag iisip ba, sa sarili in terms of behaviors sa kilos yun nga pag may mga problema, di na tayo magrereact, mas kalmado na kayo. Mas nakakapag isip na kayo agad ng maayos 246 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology yung di niyo tinatakasan yung problema n kapag mabigat yung nararamdaman niyo di niyo siya tatakasan, haharapin, gagwin kung ano yung pwedeng gawin. Interviewer: Tapos, ilagay niyo rin diyan kung asan na kayo ngayon. Yan, sa 1 ba o nasa 0. Kung yung 10 eh di na ko ngrereact, mas kalmado na ko, ngayon nasaan na kayo, nasa 0 na palagi kayong react ng react pag may problema o nasa 5 na di naman gaanonreact ng react, paminsan minsan nagrerect peeo siyempre ang goal niyo is di talaga mag react. So nasaan kayo from 1 to 9. Interviewer: Anong ibig sabihin nun, kunwari nasa 4, ano ibig sabihin nun kasi sa ikahuling session natin bbalikan niyo yan eh. Dun niyo malalaman kung asaan na kayono nareach niyo ba yung 10 o ano pa yung mga steps niyo na kailangan gawin para mareach niyo yung 10. So nasan step na kayo nasa 1st step palang ba na magsisimula palang o alam niyo naman na meron na kayong nagagawa par ma reach niyo yung 10. So siguro nasa 7 na kayo, ano ibig sabihin nung 7. Diba anonpa yung kailangan niyong gawin para maging 10. Malinaw po ba yung instructions? For example nasa 5 ka, gusto mo ba ishare Ate yung goal mo, ano yung goal mo. Yung sakin, yung goal ko na yung pagbabago sa sarili ko na kaya ko harapin yung bawat araw na kinakaharap sa buhay like, problema, galit tas yun nga yung action konsa sarili ko. So dapat specific. So dapag kunwari pag hinaharap mo yung problema mo, sumasabog ka ba agad? O parang nagrereactvna sumisigaw. So for example is pang 10 eh yung di ka na sumisigaw pag may problema ka. Okay lang magalit pero di pasabog. Participant: So minsan nagagalit din ako pero di nananakit. So halimbawa nag uusap tayo tas parang naiinis ako, nagagalit pag di nagkakasundo tas bigla akong aalis. 247 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interviewer: So yan ang gusto mong baguhin, so asan ka na dun, nasa 8 na ba na minsam nagagawa mo na di umalis sa sitwasyon pero hinaharap mo pa rin o hindi mo talaga hingarapm so pwedeng nasa 2 o nasa 1 kasi never mo talaga siya ginagawa or ginagawa mo naman siya na minsan kahit mahirap kakakusapin mo pa rin kahit galit ka. So nasan na kayo dun ngayon. Ang importante kasi nito is malalaman niyo kung nasan na kayo, atleast alam niyo kung ano panying mga steps na kailangan niyo gawin para mapunta kayo dun sa 10. Pano po kung yung nagalit ka tas ayaw mo muna siya kausapin tapos gusto mo muna bigyan yung sarili mo na time pero willing ka naman makipag usap. Wala namang problema dun lalo nankung yun yung paraan para mas maayos yung problema. So sa tingin mo ba my kailangan ka pa iwork out dun para maging 10 o alam mong okay ka na diyan. Okay I'll give you one more minute para makastart na tayo din. Participant: Ang hirap kapag sarili, yung sakin naman kasi ayaw ko na mag isip ng sabay sabay na problema kumbaga yung positive nalang yung isipin. So yun yung 10 niyo, so nasan na kayo ngayon at 1 talagang wala pa ibig sabihin nun affected pa Hlimbawa ngayon pag ka may problema ko, kunwari isang problema pero bumabaluk yung ipon ipon sabay sabay na talagang sabay na Participant: Parang pattern po, so baka nasa 1 Participant: Opo ganun po O kaya minsan nakakahawa naman kayo ng paraan para makarect kasi sabinniyo nagppile up so ibig sabihin nakasanyan na siya, so baka ang gusto niyo goal is maputol yung ganun, so yun yung 10 niyo 248 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Oo yun yung 10 ko na parang ayoko natalagang mag isip ng sabay sabay. 10 yun, tapos nasan na kayo ngayon. Importante kasi na maging, totoo kayo sa isasagot niyo. Participant: Eh paano kung ganun pa rin nasa 1 ako Nasa 1 pa rin ung pattern siya eh, at walang masama kung nasa 1 kasi itong yung area na gusto niyong tutukan para mabago Kasi sinasabi ko ok lang pero sa ano ko naman di ako okay. Parang ok ka lang ba pero deep inside na meron ka talagang ano na hindi ka pa dun sa 10 na gusto ko. Yun po yung ano natin dun pwede siyang nasa 1 o nasa 2 kumbaga mababa kasi paulit ulit siyang nangyayari. Pero di ibig sabihin niyan na masama, di ganun yun kumbaga nakasanayan. Mamaya mas maiintindihan niyonkung anong ibig sabihin nun okay. Kung ano yung feel niyo, wag niyo isipin na may mali sa inyo, hindi, walang pang huhusga dito. Wag niyong husgahan yung sarili niyo. So ano lang bigyan niyo ng permiso yung sarili niyo kung ano yung totoo talaga kasi yun yung mas makakatulong satin kasi kung nilagay niyo diyan ay mataas pero ang katotohanan talaga ay mas mababa mas mahihirapan tayo ma reach yung 10. At ngayon pa lang maganda yung struggle na yan. So ibig sabihin, may struggle dun. Sabihin mo ngayon sa sarili mo Ate Vangie na hindi mo hinuhusgahan sarili mo. Hindi ibig sabihin nilagay mo 0 o 1 eh masama kang tao, hindi. Ito lang yung nakasanayan. Participant: Ano yung steps, gagawin ko pa? Yun yung kung nasan ka ngayon, tapos explain niyo ah kung ano yun. Kasi yung end nung session natin, malalaman niyo yung difference. So hindi to para sakin, para to sainyo. Makikita niyo, ay ito yung ginawa ko, okay sige. Tapos, sige iwan ko nalng iwan ko yan para pag isipan niyo, kumbaga assignement niyo, kunwari nasa 2 kayo diva ngayon may na apply kayong skills so pag inaapply 249 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology niyo yung skills, lalagay niyondyan kung umuusad kayo, kunwari nasa 3 kayo eh inaapply niyo yung skills na natutunan niyo, so papakiramdaman niyo yung sarili niyo na ay nagbabago na ko ah, baka nasa 4 na ko. Tapos, explain niyo kung bakit kayo nasa 4. Okay ba yun, ok sige. (Indistinct sound) Short lang, sulat niyo lang dito para makatulong satin sa pagpproseso so we do this habang tinatapos ni ate. So sulat niyo dito yung mga bagay na gumugulo sa inyong pag iisip ngayon. So takot man yan, aligaga, napupuno, ayan sulat niyo ano lang yung isang bagay dalawa, tatlo na nagpapa nag ooccupy ng ng inyong pag iisip ngayon. So sulat niyo lang yung mga bagay na kinakatakutan niyo, di kayo mapkali yan. Sulat lang, sulat sige. Kunwari iniisip niyo ngayon eh ayun sabi ni Ate Vanj, yung mga pinagdadaanan di ba nga sabi natin na punong puno so ano yung mga yun kahit isa o tatlo. So pagkatpos niyo magsulat, babalikan konyung sa drawing na tao at pakiramdaman niyo yung sarili niyo, ano yung naramdaman ng katawan niyo nung sinulat niyo yan. So diba binasa niyo yung sinulat niyo, ano gad yung naramdaman ng katawan niyo so ipoint uli. Okay. After sulat ilagay agad yung nararamdaman sa katawan. So habang sinusulat niyo yan ramdamin niyo lang yung, so diba habng sinusulat niyo ifeel niyo lng yung buong katawan niyo. Bigyan niyo ng permiso yung katawan niyo na maramdaman yung sakit , yung takot na yun sa katawan ok lang yun. Walang masama sa mga nararandaman niyo ngayon. Tapos isulat ilagay dun sa drawing kung ano yung pakiramdam nung katawan nung maisulat niyo yung nararmdaman niyo. Nasan siya sa katawan niyo. Ilang minute nalang. Okay so kunin niyo yung sinulat niyo, diba tapos na kayong ilagay dun sa drawing diba kunin niyo yung papel niyo 250 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology kung san niyo sinulat, pikit niyo mata niyo, isipin niyo kung sang parte ng katawan niyo sinulat to. Sa ulo, sa mukha, sa paa, sa tyan, sa kung saan mang parte ng katawan tapos habang nakapikit ang inyong mata at iniisip niyo kung nasan yun, unti unti niyong tanggalin sa mga pag iisip niyonyung sinulat niyo. So owede niyong punitin, habang ounupunit niyo, diyan sa oag iisip niyo nawawala din, nawawala, wala na ksi binubura niyo na sa isip yan. Nattanggal na sa isip niyo, so tanggal na. At nung binura niyo siya, balik kayo dun sa drawing, ano yung naramdaman ng katawan niyo nung tinanggal niyo. Ano agad ang pakiramdam niyo nung tinanggal niyo siya sa pag iisip. Sige sabihin diyan, nakaramdam ng luwag, o ng payapa. So ngayon, group sharing lang tayo for one minute. Dun sa naging experience. So ang isasagot niyo 'I feel' nakaramdam ako ng umpisa takot, pero nung pinunit ko, tinanggal konsa pg iisip ko, nawala. Nasan siya sa katawan ko 'nung una naramdaman ko bumigat yung loob konpero nung binura ko natanggal siya'. Ano ang kailangan ko gawin para tuloy tuloy yung ganoong pakiramdam 'hindi na isipin ang mga pinopoblema ko noon Okay sige ate, start, ikaw ano yung naramdaman mo. Participant: Takot Takot nung una, then nung pinunit mo na siya, tinanggal mo na siya? Participant: Ginhawaan ako medyo sa dibdib saka sa isip Ano yung mga kailangan mo na gawin para tuloy tuloy na mabawasan? Participant: Isipin na di na mangyayari, ano yung isipin na di na mangyayari yung iniisip Then anong naramdaman mo ngayon na narinig mo yung sarili mo? Participant: Ano parang naano ko yung para sa sarili ko na pwede ko gawin sa sarili ko na kaya pala So good. Thank you. 251 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Nakaramdam ako ng bigat tapos siyempre habang naisip ko siya naramdaman konyung bigat s an dibdib ko pero nung pagkapunit ko lumuwag na. So anong part mo naramdaman? Participant: Sa dibdib So ano na yung kailangan mo na gawin parantuloy tuloy na na gumaan? Masubukan yung ganong proseso So ano yung pakiramdam na yun na kailangan pala gawin Participant: Noong una mabigat sa dibdib tapos gumaan naman ng konti. So ano yung kailangan gan gawin sa dibdib pa rin para gumaan para mas lumuwag pa siya Participant: Focus nalang sa iba Ano yung naramdaman mo sa sarili mo nung narinig mo Participant: Mas magiging okay. Ok next, Ako po nung una parang bunigatvyung dibdib ko kasi nung isusulat tas yun pero nung pinunit ko parang lumuwag Saan siyang parte ng katawan? Participant: Sa dibdib ko ponsaka sa isip ko kasi para siya nawala Anong kailangan mo gawin para mabawasan Participant: Siguro po wag mag isip noong mga bad memories, maging kalmado lang So ano ngayon naramdaman mo na kaya mo palang gawin yun Yun parang masaya, magagawa. Good. Trixia Naiinis at nagagalit sa sarili. Noong una? Saan siya sa katawan? Nung pinunit mo na siya? Nawala na yung inis, dito din sa dibdib? Ano daw yung kailangan mo gawin ate para matuluyan ng maalis mo Participant: Wag ka magpapatangay sa iisipin 252 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ano yung naramdaman mo ate Trixia na napakinggan mo yung sarili mo Participant: Mahirap po ipaliwanag Pero mas nakatulong ba sayo? Participant: Opo Okay good. Participant: Sa akin po ngayon, una sinusulat ko, sa kin po kasi, siyempre mabigat sa loob na sumulat ng ganito Tapos nung pinunit mo siya, nung tinaggal mo siya sa pag iisip mo ngayon? Nung sa ngayon kasi medyo mahirap pang tanggalin sa isip mo yung mga bagay bagay Sige hinga muna tayo ng malalim Yung paghinga dapat hangang tiyan, kasi kapag hangang dito lang lalo tayo magpapanic kasi nasa exhalation yung susi para tayo kumalma agad. So ilagay natin yung kamay so dapat maramdan natin na tumataas yung tiyan at naka focus tayo sa paghinga, magccount ako ng 1-2-3 na inhalation pause tas exhalation is 5. So 1-2-3-4-5 kailangan dahan dahan siya kasi yun ang susi. Okay gawin natin dalawang counts inhale, pause then exhale slowly 1-2-3-4-5. Kailangan dahan dahana ng nilalabas. Inhale pause tas dahan dahan lang ilabas lahat. Okay anong pakirmdam? Mas okay right? Kasi yun yung pinakamabilis na paraam na pampakalma at dapar lahat ng iniisip niyo eh andun lang sa hininga so ikaw ate ano naramdaman mo? Medyo okay naman. Gumaan. So ano daw kailangan mo gawin para gumaan? Participant: Siguro ifocus nalang yung sarili konsa ibang bagay. Ate Vanj? Participant: Ako yung nararamdaman ko is yung natetense ako. Tapos nung pinunit konsiya sa isip ko kasi nag iisip ako mas more yung nag iisip ako kung pano ba pero wala naman nangyayari. Parang isip lang ako ng isip tapos di ko na dapat isipin yun Ano naramdaman mo na kaya mo pala gawin yun na di mo na iisipin? Participant: Kung di ko iisipin, gagaan yung pakiramdam ko, nakakapag isip ako ng mas maluwag. 253 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So hjnga tayo uli ng mas malalim, owede tayo mag stretch, ayan good. Sige nasa part tayo ng psycho education. So how the brain works in managing stress. So pag uusapan natin kaya siya tinawag na neuro biology diba biology tungkol sa katawan no yung kunwari biology kasama diyan yung puso, yung lungs, mga oarte ng katawan. Neuro, tungkol sa nerves so ano ang nangyayarinsa ting katawan sa ating nerves pag tayo ay nakaka experience ng trauma o abuse okay. So sinasabj dito, pag tayo ay merong pag iintindi kung paano kumilos ang ating utak, ang ating nervous system. Pag sinasabig nervous system, ito yung ayan yung mga nerves sa katawan, kasama yan diyan. Pag uusapan natin kung papano, kung ano ang nangyayari sa katawan natin sa utak sa mga nerves, mas magkakaron tayo ng pagreresponde sa ating sarili. So yung mg oinagdadaanan niyo ngayon na medyo mabigat normal yan lalo na dahil sa base score niyo mababa kanina diba merong 1 to 8 so ibig sabihin matitindi ang mga pinagdadaanan niyo n galing pa doon sa nakaraan at hangang ngayon, dala niyo siya. Kaya ngayon kapag may pinag uusapan tayo na medyo oops nareremind kayo nandun agad kayo sa bigat eh kasi nga sumabog sa inyong katawan. So normal lahat ng pinagdadaanan niyo, walang malinkaya dito sa session natin ngayon mas makikilala niyk ang inyong sarili na ay ganto pala akonkaya pala okay. So ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng trauma? Ang trauma ay isang emosyon pang respknde ng ating emosyon sa di magagandang mga nangyari sa ating buhay katulad ng aksidentex paglamatay ng ating mga mahal sa buhay, minsan may rape o child abuse o kaya natural calamity o kaya tulad ngayon COVID nakaka traumatoze yan ksi siyempre first time tapos nakalockdown tapos di monalam kung sinonyung mga may sakit pala sa labas so nag ccause talaga siya ng trauma. At ito ay isang reaksyon din ng mga tao na nakakita. So for example tayong dalawa nakamita nagpapatayan tapos nakita mo, nagccause din yun ng trauma sayo. Tapos minsan ito ay ang trauma minsan pagkamatay ontungkol sa pagkamatay o kaya threat to to the physical integrity o miski yung for example may nakita ka lang na aso na kakagatin ka, nakaka trauma lang talaga yun o kaya yung, ano ba yung mga kinakatakutan niyo na pisikal? Yung covid medyoniba yung pakiramdam 254 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology natin ngayon diba, na di niyo alam mamaya pag labas may sakit tas pag nagkasakit sentinsyadi na pala ang buhay kaya maraming gumgumulo, pagpsom nv trabaho di mo alm na dala dala mo pala tapos maapektuhan pala yung pamilya. So alam mo yun, sa mga ganting mga pinagdadaanan nayin ang bigat na kasi tayo komportable na gantoyung mga nangyayari eh diba. So trauma din yun tapos ang trauma di lang siya pisikal eh. Kunwari yung nangyayari sa COVID ano rin siya psychological kalbn mo takaga pag iisip, tapos dahil dun iba yung nararmdaman mo. At ito ay sumasabog sa katawan kaya nga yung iba walang sakit pero ng daming sakit sa katawan. Nagpunta kami ng doctor wala naman mkaitang sakit kasi nga yung trauma na pinagdaanan nayin maliit man yan o malaki pero pag di monyan hinarap meaning hindi mo niramdam yung nangyari nung natraumatize ka, yung matinding takot, yung matinding sakit di mo siya hinarap eh, alam mo yun pinabayaan mo lang. Ang nangyari, sumsabog siya sa katawan mo. Ang mga Pilipino pa naman ang kultura natin pav may problema, ano ginagawa? Tinatawanan di ba o kaya di sineseryoso kaya dinadaan sa hugot. So ibig sabihin yang mga hugog iyan yung kaya ka may pinag uugatan, meron kang pjnag lalagyan na di mo hinaharap okay. Participant: Pero okay lang yun o merong mali dun? Yun ang sinasabi ko na walang mali doon. Normal yun. Eh kung magpaparinig ka? Ang mangyayari niyan, hindi natin siya, normal na reaksyon pero hindi siya healthy. So magkaiba yun. Kasi lahat ng nangyayarinsa ating realsyon pag tayo nakakaexperience nv trauma o isang bagay na para tayong nagulantang o isang bagay na wala tayong control, ano skya eh normal na reaksyon talaga natin yung mga ganung pakiramdam. Mamaya mas maintindihan niyo kung bakit. So ang pinaka malalang trauma pala is yung Interpersonal Violence, hindi yung kalamidad eh. Kasi yung kalamidad, wlang sisisihin eh, pero pag interpersonal violence eh lalo na mismong malapit sayo ang nakagawa ng abuse mas matindi yun lalo na kung gank siya kadalas at kung ms early as bata ka pa tapos tuloy tuloy. Yun ang tumatatak sa utak eh. Okay so so far hinga tayo ng malalim dahil mukhang kung san san na kayo nakapunta. Nd 255 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology again, normal yan, walanv panghuhusga, kung minsan ay lumilipad ang ating pag iisip. Okay, ang trauma ay prolonged exposure meaning yung paulit ulit na nararanasan monk kaya onmatitinding experience katulad ng child abuse ay nagccause ng severe at lasting effect ibig sabihin malilim ang epekto nito sa atin. So yung mga traumatic experience like yung neglect, di ba yung sa ACE questionnare yung pinaramdam sa tin n adi tayo kamahal mahal, parang pinaramdam satin na wala tayong kwenta, wala tayong halaga, pag lalo na nung bata tayo takot na takot tayo pag may nangyayari walaan lang nagkakalinga, wala man lang nagsasabi na uy okay ka lang ba. Na parang pinabayaan ka lang na wala pakialam yun yung nagccause ng matinding sugat sa pag iisip kasi nga na trauma ka nashock ka na wala mn lang kumakalinga na uy okay lang yang pinagdadaanan mo. Sense tension… Ang right now mukhang ito yung mga lumalabas. So ang gusto ko lang sabihin sa inyo, normal lahat. Normal. Walang mali sa mga nararmdaman niyo. Malalim ang sugat niyo. Sobrang lalim na ang nagyayari na parang mismong ngayon parang andun ka sa nakaraan. Okay so right now ang gusto kong gawin niyo yung oaa niyo lagay niyo ditonifeel niyo yung floor. So kailagan ang oaa parang ipush niyo ang goal ditk is para umakyat yung pressure. So kailangan ate focus lang on your feet ititulak niyo, tulak niyo. Kailangan niyo itulak ng paa yung floor kumbaga parang masahe so sige kailangan niyo maramdaman yung floor. Makakatulong.. Indistinct crying sound Kailangan mo muna lumabas, labas muna.. Right now anong pakiramdam niyo, kailangan habang ginaganyan niyo, mag nararmdaman ba kayong pressure, yang tense. Lahat kayo focus lang dun sa paa. Wala kayong ibang iisipin kundj yung paa lang at sahig, paa at sahig lang ok. Nararamdaman niyo ba yung paa niyo? Ano pong pangalan niyo ulit? Participant: Josie 256 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ate Josie, nararamdaman mo ba yung paa saka yung sahig, ano pakiramdam. Ipush mo siya, kailangan mo siya ipush, ang goal dito yung sakit, yung ngawit, kailangan umakyat hangang ulo. So kailangan niyo sakin sabihin kapag umakyat na sa ulo. Wala kaying ibang iisipin kundi yung ngawit sige focus lang sa ngawit, focus sa ngawit at sa floor. Hinga ng malalim. Again, nasan ang ngawit ngayon ate? Ako yung ngawit andito na sa legs ko, kayo nasan? Kailangan siya umabot ng ulo so ibig sabihin lahat ng atensyon natin ay nandon dpat sa ngawitvat kailangan siya umakyat sa ulo. Sige push niyo, push harder, nasan na sige isa isa. Umaakyat ba siya? Participant: Sa binti Ate kailangan mo talaga siya ipush, kailangan mo itulak kailangan itutulak mo talaga siya kasj kungganiyan lang di mo mararamdaman yung ngawit. May nararamdaman ka na ngawit? Then kailngan mo pa soya ipush. Itutulak mo talaga siya, nasan na nasan na yung ngawit. Walang ngawit, ang gingawa natin ngayon js grounding, ibiv sabihin pinupull down kayo pababa kasi yung isip niyo ngayon nawawala. So ang ginagawa natin sainyo ngayonz hinhila kayo pababa So ang responsibility niyo ngayon sa sarili jiyo is kailangan niyo hilahin at tumingin at ramdamin ang floor kayo ang makakagawa niyan hindi ako. So kailangan, naka focus lang kayo sa boses ko at sa pinapagawa ko. Ng oinapagawa konsainyo ngayon is tutukan so kailangan maramdaman niyonyung floor. Anonyung nararamdaman niyo sa floor? Sige pakiramdaman niyo yung floor. Anong narararamdaman niyo sa floor. Participant: Matigas Pag pinupush niyo yung floor anknpakiramdam Umaangat yung parang gumaganon Tapos masakit na nasan na, ako nasa bewang ko na. Yung iba asana na, ang goal is umakyat sa ulo. Ate Trixia asan na. Good. 257 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So ang goal dito is pinuputil natin ang patterns niyo, ang patterns niyo is pag may nagreremind sainyo ng nakaraan niyo, kaya niyo agad siyang putulin. So ang ibig sabihin nun, dahil lahat tayo naka focus sa paa, sa nararamdaman ng ating katawan, yung atensyon natin so pinputulo natin. At may nangyayaei nang pagbabago sa atin. Okay kaya na ba kaya? Sit down. Inhale. Sakit? Sino dito ang nakatulong? Nakatulong dahil mas nagkaroon ng atensyon sa nararamdaman Sige short lang ano yung mga pakiramdam Participant: Sakit sa ulo Participant: Sakit sa katawan Participant: Sakit sa paa Pero ang maganda nun, mindfulness, naka focus agad kayo sa nararamdaman. So pg may nararamdaman kayo agad na bigat bumalik kayo agad sa katawan ninyo, hinga lang ng malalim, so lahat ng atensyon niyo ibalik niyo palagi sa nararamdaman. Nakakrandam kayo ng aligaga ng inis, sabihin niyo sa sarili niyo okay lang yan. Okag so okay lang bang ituloy ko na? Okay so ang ano ba ang mga commmin na reaksyon natin pag tayo ay nakakaeperience ng disaster, ng trauma? Yung strong and unpredictable feelings yung parang minsan naiinis minsan nababaliw na tapos gantan, may ganong pakiramdam. Yun nga minsan na ooverwhelmed, minsan punong puno na tas minsan sasabog tas minsan nababaliw ka na lang na minsan di mo na alam yung gagagwin. Ito yung mga common reactions okay tapos meron ding pagbabago sa isip at sa kilos. Yung kunwari mga flasbacks, PTSD, dahil sa nangyari before parang oalagi na lang may pumpasom sa isip natin na hindi magaganda. Kasama sa reaksyin sa trauma natin na this memories may occus for no reason na bigla bigla na lang siyang maalala konlalao na pag may reminders. Yung reminders na yun yung mismong pinag uusapan natinnna trauma. Kaya si Ate hindi nakayanan kasi naremind siya ng nakaraan. Kaya yung sa iba na naapektuhan katulad monate mukhang meron din natrigger, may naremind. Kaya pualit ulit ako na 258 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology pinapaalala sa inyo na hinga. Take a deep breath okay dhil totoo lahat ng pinagdadaanan natin na di maganda. So katulad nun part ng effect nito is yung sa pagtulog. Hindi maayos yung pagtulog diba kasi minsan di ka makatulog. Ate, ako kasi ate madalas akong nananaginip ng alam mo yung panaginip mo parang nasa iisang lugar ka paulit ulit. Kunwari nananginip ako ngayon andun ako sa kung saan ako nanggaling. Nanggaling kasi ako may ampunan sa may Maynila, ngayon pag nananaginip ako ibang tao o siguro ibang tao pero iisa ang lugar ng panaginip ko. Minsan naman nananaginip ako ng tulog ka alam mo sa katawan mo na tulog ka pero yung sa katawan mo yung spirit mo parang gising pero alam mo na tulog ka perk gusto mo gumalaw na di ka makahinga. Tas yung sarili mo parang kinakapos ka sa hininga. Or parang minsan nannginip ako na seconds na lang eh na parmg kinakapos ka na parang naalala mo na hindi pa to yung time, na pwede pa, na naisip konpank yung anak ko, pano. Ate mukhang isa yan sa epekto ng pinagdaanan mo mukhang sobrang lali pero di natin hahalukayin muna okay kasi gusto ko myna matutunan mo yung skills kasi may na trigger sayo. So ang kailagan natin gawin sayonis putulin yung patterns mo so right now hinga lang ng malalim. Josie, hinga lang ng malalim. Medyo malalim yung ugat na pinagdadaanan mo pero hindi muna natin haharapin ngayon okay. Ang gusto ko mangyari sayo is puputulin ang patterns okay so ibig sabibin nun gisto konuli humarap ka sa sarili mo ofeel mknlang yung floor na andito ako sa Shepherds. Sabihin niyo nga sa sarili niyo Andito ako sa Shepherds Ano yung nakikita mo, ano yung naririnig mo? Parang wala naman Boses ko di mo naririnig? Participant: Boses mo lang pero yung iba parang ang hirap ano Sige nga ano yung pakiramdam nv hinahawakan niyo. Focus lang. Kasi ramdam na ramdam ko yung hindi mapakali okay at ang pangit ng ganiyang pakiramdam. Hindi 259 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology maganda gung ganiyang pakiramdam pero ito yung makakatulong satin. Anknyung nararamdaman ng kamay? Sige hawak and lahat ng atensyon andun sa hinahawakan, yun lang. Idescribe niyo sakin yung atensyon, ay yung pakiramdam. Madulas Madulas na magaspang, sainyo? Matigas na matigas Mgaspang Matigas din, malamig Malambot So anong pakiramdam na kahit 1 to 2 seconds nawala So ibig sabihin, kaya, kaya, okay, kaya kaya kaya safe kayo dito safe. Wala kayo sa nakaraan. Andito kayo sa Shepherd kausap niyo ko at naririnig ang boses, okay. Nasan ka ate, ano uling pangalan mo? Participant: Reena po Nasan, tingin dito sakin. Ang isng makakatulong sa inyo ay pag upo diretso. So may pagbabago sa pag iisip at sa kilos. Yung mga nararanasan niyo ngayon na pag abago yun nga, iba iba yung mga iniisio niyo, dahil dun sa result niyo dun sa haze. Grabe yung pinagdaanan niyo so kailangan tayong magsama sama dito para magtulungan okay. Matulungan natin yun isat isa na maramdaman na kaya. Kasi nung una palng, kaya na eh. Kaya medyo mahirap, malalaman niyo kung bakit, okay? Okay. So meron din sensitivity to environmental factors. So madaling ano, kunwari sa ilaw madaling mano sa noise onkaya yung mga nakadikit, so may epekto ang trauma sa kunwari yung sa smell eh may nagyari dati na naremind sayo kaya fayo sensitive. May rason kung bakit ito ang nangyari sa atin. Kung bakit tayo ang nakaranas ng matindi at nagkakaroon ito ng epekto din sa relasyon. At ito ay mga epekto ng common reaction pag tayonay nakakaranas ng trauma at mga physical symptoms lalo na ng migrane diba minsan may kung ano anong sakit so minsan kasama talaga siya sa sintomas. 260 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So ang trauma daw sabi ni Stephen Forges ay disruption kumbaga ang dating buo nang dahil sa trauma, nawala yung pagkabuo niya. So ganoon yung pagkakaintindi niya tungkol sa trauma. At yung trauuma na iyin ay nagstay sa ating katawan kaya yun yung mga pinagdadaanan niyo ngayon. Kaya nagiging emosyonal kayo ngayon is kasi nareremind kayo ng mga lalim na pinagdaanan ninyo. So ito na, kung bakit ganon ang reaksyon okay. So sa ating nervous system, may tinatawag na sypathetic at parasympathetic. So ang ibig sabihin lang niyan, mukhang medyo nakakatakot ano kasi nakakatakot siya kasi parang ang hirap naman intindihin niyan. Pero amg ibig lang sabihin niyan yung isang partvsa utak natin ang autonomic nervous system, ibig sabihin, siya ang may hawak ng mga nangyayari sa katawan ng di mo iniisip. Ano ba yung mga nangyayari sa katawan monna di mo iniisip na dpat mangyari, yung heartbeat diba. Inisip mo ba na kailangan tumibok ang ating puso? Hindi Ano pa yung mga automatic natin sa katawan? Paghinga Kailangan mo ba isipin na 'hoy huminga ka', hindi diba so ano pa? Pagpapawis So lahat ng mga ito ang may hawak niyan ay yung autonomic nervous system. At meron din siyang hawak, yung sympathetic nervous system. Ang hawak niya is, ang ibig sabihin niyan may parte sa ating katawan na nagsasabi na kunwari si ate pag tayo ay nakakarandam ng hindi ligtas at natatakot, ang ibig sabihin nitong sympathetic nervous system ang reaksyon niya ay fight, flight, or freeze. Ibig sabihin itonyung mga reaksyon ng mga nanlalaban. So kunwari sinasabi mo yung sa pag nagagalit, ako pag ako nagagalit, kasi galing din ako sa di magandang karanasan eh so nadadala ko siya ngayon sa mga anak ko. Eh ang tatay ko kasi magagaliting tao, mahilig magbubunganga so ang nagyayari sakin, nagagawa konsa mga anak ko. So ngiging reactive ko. So dahil may isang oart oa sakin na di pa talaga proseso, pero aware na ko ngayon yun yung importante dun eh, aware na konsonpv ako ay nakakaramdam na ako ay di ligtas, ang nangyayari sakin, nagrereact ako. Nagffight ako, nanlalaban ako. 261 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Freeze yung parang numb parang manhid o kaya flight, ibig sabihin umaalis sa sitwasyon. Yung umaalis sa sitwasyon para ano yan pwedeng addiction. Di ba yung mga drugs, di ba imbes na harapin monyung problema ano nangyayari, dinadaan mo nalang sa minsan sa kain diba. Ang sarap kumain di ba lalo na kapag may problema. O kaya manonood nalang yung mga nobela, mga tv series. Kinakailangan natin yung mga ganitong reactions kasi yun ang tanging oaraan natin para mabuhay. Kasi ang utak po natin, ayaw natin ng sakit, ayaw natin maramdam ng sakit. Gusto natin makaramdam ng palaging masaya. Kaya nga mga Pilipino laging diba sabi niyo kanina mga Pilipino hindi hinaharap yung problema, dinadaan lang sa tawa kasi nga pag ginawa mong seryoso yan ano mangyayari? Ayun yan ang ayaw na ayaw ng ating utak. Na sobra sobra. Kaya ko sinasabinna normal yung ganoong reaksyon. So meron namang isa yung Parasympathetic merong dalawang sistema yan. Yung isang sistema, anong nararamdaman niyo kanina nung tumatawa kayo? Masaya lang, walang iniiisip, happy lang. Yun yung pakiramdam ng Nervous System natin pag tayo ay di natin nasesense na nasa danger tayo o panganib. Peeo nung pinag usapan na natin, anonyung nagtrigger sainyo nung naramdaman niyo. Ano yung nasabi ko kaya bumabalik kayo? My nasabi ba ko kanina? So nung pinag uusapan nayin yung tungkol s expeeiences, ano nangyari sainyo? Participant: Bumalik Bumalik, so ng nasa Nervous System niyo. Bumalik kayo, ibig sabibin nag react siya. Na trigger soya. Kumbaga lahat ng nangyayari sa inyo, walang mali. Kasi normal lahat ng mga nararamdaman niyo. Kaya lang ito nangyayari sainyo kasi na stock sa katawan. Kay react kayo ng react ngayon. Kala niyo andun pa rin kayo sa nakaraan. So yung sinasabing ventral vagal masyado nang teknikal, ang point lang nito kayo ko pinapaintindi sa atin is para maintindihan natin na walang mali. Kasi nva yung iba sasabihin 'masyado ka naman nag eemote, sobra mo naman sensitive' diba ikaw pa yung huhusgahan dahil may pinagdadaanan ka. So mali yun kasi lahat nga ng 262 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology pinagdadaanan natin na matitindi, meron tayong kanita kaniyang reaksyon at yung reaksyon na yun is biological meaning ito yung katawan natin kung papano magreact sa sitwasyon. Ibig sabihin di tayo nakakaramdam ng ligtas. Kung yung karanasan niyo ay konektado sa nakaraan diba matindi Ibig sabihin simulat simula pa nung kayo ay bata yung utak niyo ibig sabihin naka focus lang para mabuhay. Ibig sabihin yung utak niyonsimulat simula hindi siya ligtas. Di kayo nakarans ng ligtas so ibig sabihin hangang sa pagtanda niyo ngayo kayo react ng react feeling ng utal niyo di kayo ligtas kasi nakaranas kayo ng sakit. At dahil na stock sa katawan yung sakit yun yung may nakikita tayo o nararamdaman kala natin umuulit yung nakaraan kasi nga na stock sa katawan natin yung trauma. Hindi siya lumalabas eh so react lang tayo ng react kasi may isang oart sa utak natin na nagsasabi na 'oh nako baka masaktan ka na naman' kumbaga yung araw araw yung sinasabi mo na oati panaginip mo lumalabas kasi simulat simula di mo naramdaman na ligtas ka kaya react ka ng reactm yung isang part nato, dito pumapasok yung mga taong may suicidal tendencies. Meron ba dito may ganun? Meron. So ibig sabihin yung part ma nangyari sayo Ate Trixia is gusto mo wala ka na, kumbaga dead end. Dahil ayaw ng utak natin nv sakit, ng pain. Gusto natin mawala eh. Kasi alam natin pag namatay na tayo, wala na yung sakit. Feeling mo tapos na. Yes. Kasi ng gusto natin ayaw natin masaktan, ayoko masaktan. So oara mawala talaga yung sakit, so feeling mo ginawa mo na lahat pero andun pa rin yung sakit, parang nagiging solusyon is mawala na lang. Pero yung pinagdadaanan natin normal din yun walmg mali dunm so ang gingawa ko saintonngayon ay tinutulungan ko kayo pumunta doon sa ventral vagal. Itonyung feeling niyo noon nung tumawa kayo eto yung feeling kanina na pag humihinga kayo, kumakalma, siya yun. Eh ang nagyayarinoala pwede pala natin gawin yun na bumalik sa ganun. Eh kaya lang kasi nasanay na tayo sa oakiramdam na di tayo ligtas. So dahil nasanay na makapal na makapal na sobra yung nakasanayan so yung sinsabi ninate kanina na dinkonkaya kasi nasanay sa ganoong 263 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sistema. Hindi agad nakakabalik kasi ayun yung nasanay. So ang ginagawa natin bgayon is since first tiem na gingawa to nakapagvreat kayo ng bagong kaparaan para matulungan ninyo ang sarili ninyo. Ang susi dito is consistency. Ano ba yung ibig sabihin ng consistency, tuloy tuloy. Kasi kung ginawa niyo lang to once, malaki yung tyansa na babalik kayo dun sa nakasanayn niyo. Kay ng dun sa umpisa, hinga ng malalim, kaya sa umpisa mahirao kasi nga nasanay n tayo dun sa nakasanayan eh kaya ngayon mahirap gumawa ng bago. Pero since nagawa niyo na, ibig sabihin kaya pala, kaya. Yung yung tinatawag na pag – asa.Mamaya dun niyo mas malalaman yung kabutihan ng Diyos. Kasinyun yung grasya ng Diyos. Gagawin konlang biblical ah. Di ba bago ang kasalanan ano ang meron. Bago magkasala si adan at eba ano ang meron? Yung kumpleto sa lahat, sagana. Lahat mabuti, walang mali, walang malisya Pero dahil sa kasalanan ano nangyari Nagkaron sila ng isip, na hubad sila. Hindi lang yun, dun tayo nagkaron ng shame ng mali. Kaya tayo nahihiraoan ngayon kasi nga diba originally di sanay sa pain. Kasi originally walang pain eh. Pero nung nagkasala, anonnangyari, lahat nagkamali mali na. So yung utak natin, di siya sanay originally na msakit so pilit natin na binabalik pero dahil sa kasalanan na stock na tayo don. Pero mamaya mas malalaman niyo yung importansya kung bakit natin kinikilala yung sarili natin. Dito pumapasok si Satan. Kasi alam ni Satan kung papano tayo, kung san ka mahina. So ang gagawin niya papabalikin niya dun sa nakaraan na alam niya na tapos na. Eh kaya lang nakastock siya sa katawan mo, di siya lumalabas. So ang nangyayari sayo, para kang nabubuhay sa nakaraan. So ang ginagawa natin ngayon is kaya ko kayo pinapabalik kaya ko kayo pinapahinga, breath, take deep breath, kasi ito yung responsibility niyo sa sarili niyo. Pag humihinga kayo, dun kayo bumabalik sa pagkakalma. Pero pag shallow lang ang inyong paghinga, kailangan yung isip niyo nasa hininga, focus lang sa hininga yun yun makakatulong. Ngayon medyo nakakainis yung di mapakali. Ang sakit sakit ng ganong pakiramdam, nakakainis kasi may mga pinuputol tayong patterns ngayon kaya nakakainis siya. 264 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Okay so ang kailangan natin is yung neurosception. Sabihin niyo nga 'Ibig sabihin niyan sa loob palang ng katawan natin mayroong nakikinig sa loob at labas at relasyon natin sa labas. So itong neurosception siya ang nakakaalm aiya ng nagsasabi kung tayo y nasa danger o nasa safety. Ano ba ang danger sa tagalog? Kapahamakan O threat nasa delikado So yung neurosception nangyayari siya, alam niyo yung unconscious yung walang malay, so yung neuroaceptionnsa loob nv ating katawan yung nervous system, hindi mo namamlayan meeon kang security guard sa loob mo na nagmamasid kung ikaw ay ligtas o hindi. So nung pinag usapan natin yung sa experiences niyo, biglang nagreact yung nervous system at sinabing hindi kayo ligtas. Kasi bumalik yung utak niyo sa nakaraan. So ang nangyari ngayon, feeling niyo, di na ligtas. Kaya ang ginagawa ko, inhale, para makabalik kayo sa sarili niyo kasi pav nakabalik kayo sa sarili niyo dun lang kayo mkkabalik ng maayos. Peeo pag naka stock kayo dito, utak niyo andun lang sa nakaraan nakapag isip ba kayo ng maayos? So miski mag isip kayo ng mag isip pero pag may pinagdadaanan kayo di kayonmakakakhanao ng tamang solusyon so inhale. Pasensya na kung paulit ulit akonsa inhale kasi ramdam ko kayong dalwa na masyadong na trigger dun sa pinag uusapan okay. Hindi siguro ganun kadali yung mga iniisip niyo ngayon kasi masyadong mabigat. Okay lang ba right now, ivalidate niyo lang. Ibig sabihin kayo mismo anong pakiramdam mo Ate? Mabigat? Sa buong katawan? Ang hirao ng ganiyang pakiramdam Anong pakiramdam mo ate? Nawawala sa focus Participant: Mabigat Participant: Natatakot Participant: Ako mas okay na So totoo yung takot, so gusto ko iparamdam sainyo na okay lang ba maghawak tayo? 265 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Tapos ang kailangan dito ang focus niyo ay nandoon sa pisil. Pisil Konting pisil lang, massage. Kasi gusto ko naka focus kayo. Focus lang, focus dun sa pisil. Kaya niyo to ginagawa kasi mahal niyo sarili niyo. Sabihin niyo nga sa sarili niyo 'mahal konsarili ko, walang mali sakin, walmg mali sakin, mahalaga ako' paulit ulit habang nararamdaman niyo yong massage sabihan niyo sarili niyo mahalaga ako. Importante ako, wlamg mali sakin, okay lang matakot, okay lang mabigat, walang malinsa nararamdaman ko sige Anong pakiramdam? Participant: Masakit Good, ibig sabihin nadistract ka. Participant: Masarap Ikaw Ate Trixia Yan ang grasya ng Diyos, gusto ko lang paramdam sainyo may pag – asa. May nangyayari na eh mamaya papakita ko sainyo. So dito sa neuruception importante na aware kayo sa sarili, kasi pag alm niyo na palnag mabigat, may responsibilidad na tayong sarili natin na bumalik dun sa ventral vagal. Yung yung feeling na naramdaman niyo kanina na tumatawa yun yun. Okay? Nakabalik ka ba Ate Trixia? Okay. Sige intayin natin si Ate. Ayan stretch lang. Lahatng ginagawa natin dito ay smills na kailangan niyo iapply okay mahirap siya sa umpisa. So mangyayari sa umpisa malaking tyansa bbaalk kayo dun sa nakasanayan niyo so yun yung medyo susi ops kailangn konbunalik dun sa bago. Itonyung bago, yung bago is napuputol niyo yung mga nakasanayan. Kasi sa utak natin, ito mas makapal kesa dito. Yung nangyari sa inyo kasi first time niyo. Eto yung utak kasi, neurons yan so ibig sabihin nito, yung tinatawag na neuroception kumbaga siya yung nagmamasid satin kung tayo ay ligtas o hindi. So kung may mangyari sa loob ng katawan, sa labas, at sa relasyon natin. So 24/7 yan nagmamasid kung tayo ay ligtas o 266 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology hindi. Yung ligtas na yun o yung hindi yung danger na yun miski iniimagine mo lang, iniisip mo lang, na hindi namn talaga nangyayari sa atin kaya tayo nagrereact. So ibig sabihin so far sige, naiintindihan naman yung ineexplain ko sa utak? Malinaw o medyo magulo Participant: Magulo San dun ang magulo kasi gusto ko maintindihan niyo eh para mas alam niyo yung gagawin para sa sarili niyo. San pa yung medyo naguguluhan kasi wala pa tayo sa gitna. Dalian na natin medyo 30 minutes na lang. So yung utak natin, yung nervous system natin siya ang humahawak sa pag iisip natin sa nararamdamanq, sa kinikilos natin at komunikasyon. So right now, lahat ng nagyayarinsa inyo malaking part diyan ang utak at nervous system natin. So sanervous system natin, yung pre frontal cortex, ito yung tinatawag natin na thinking brain. Etong gitna emotional brain lalao na si amygdala, diba pag may sunog ano yung nagsesend ng smoke detector diba siya yung nagsasabi na maybsunog pag naamoy, sa utal natin, si amygdala, yung nakak sense ng threat detector.Siya yung nakaka sense kung tayo ay nasa panganib, mabilis ang travel time nito bagonka pa makatapos ng 123 nagreact ka na, so yan yung nangyayari sainyo ngayon, kala niyo ngayon di kayo ligtas kasi nga may nagremind sainyontungkol sa nakaraan at nung na sense na amygdala na uy may panganib, maski yung panganib eh nagsalita lang ako sa nakaraan sa utak niyo panganib na siya at nung sinabi na may panganib, nagpadala siya ng mensahe dito kay brain stem hawakan niyo yung dito yung spinal cord siya yung sympathetic or a sympathetic, flight or fight, ibig sabihin, siya yung nagsesend, sinend ni amygdala kay brain stem na nasa panganib at nung nasa panganib kailangan nasa survival response. So ibig sabihin nito kapag tayo ay. Nagrereact yung thinking part of the brain, eto yung dito tayo nakakapag isip ng solusyon sa problema ito yung creative, dito tayo nagbibigay ng pagmamahal, dito tayo nagbibigay ng alam monyun care yung binibigay mong pagkalinga sa ibang tao, dito nangyayari yun. Sige hinga lang tayo, pagod na? Malapit na tayo, so gusto ko lang to mas maintindihan kasi ito yung oundasyon natin eh so nung pag nagrereact to, ito shut down. Kaya ano 267 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sabi mo kanina, wala sa atensyon kasi wala na ti kasi nagrereact wala na atensyon pero pag humihinga, pinapakalma natin ito. At pag kumalma na siya, umaakyat, at pag umakyat, yun yung may koneksyon na tayo sa sarili natin, at kung may koneksyon na tayo sa sarili natin, mas nakakapag isip na tayo ng maayos. Di na tayo aligaga, medyo aligaga pero di na tayo naka stock sa nakaraan na apektado ngmga bagay bagay. So ang ginagawa natin, pag pinahinga ko kayo pinuputol natin kung ano yung nasanay sa inyo. Na pag may pinagdadaanan kayo, ito yung reaksyon, yung normal na reaksyon niyo kasi makapal siya eh. Diba pag nagpuputol ng ouno, mabilis lang ba yun? Matagal, so ganun din sa utak di siya one time lang mwawala yung pano niyo mahaharap yung problema. So yung nararamdaman niyo ngayon, nandyan yan na oarang wala na solusyon sa problema kasi nga nasanay na kayo na ganun yung relasyon niyo sa latawan niyo, pero yung pinapagawa ko sainyo pagpuputal at yung mga ginagawa niyo ngayon, nakaka create na kayo ng bagong daan sa utak niyo. Pero anong kailangan gawin para kumpal din to? Kelangan tuloy tuloy sa pano niyo gawin para tuloy tuloy Kelangan gawin ng paulot ulit para kumapal din siya. Yan yung sinasabi ko sainyo sa umpisa, mahirap baguhin. Again, ang susi sa paghinga, yung mabagal, at longer mas mahaba kasi pag ganto lang lalong magrereact si amygdala lalo kayo magiging aligaga. So ang tulong niyo sa sarili niyo, responsibilidad niyo, kayanin yung mga nakakainis maramdaman na kahit mahirap kakayanin paunti unti, which is nangyayari sa inyo, okay ba yun? Interviewer: So yung si brain stem, so sinsabi dito kahit anong klaseng panganib, kahit iniisip mo lang yan, nagrereact si amygdala, Diba nagsulat lang kayo kanina pero feeling niyo bumalik kayo sa nakaraan, kasi nattrigger niyo si amygdala eh at hangang ngayon nattrigger niyo kaya kanina konpa kayo pinapaganyan kasi kailangan niyo bumalik sa realidad sa ground. Kaya ang tawag dun is grounding ibig sabihin hinihila niyo pababa ang sarili niyo kasi lag nagrereact kaya ang utak niyo kung san san kasi yun yung nasanay. So sa umpisahan pahirapahan kailangan ibalik mo uli sarili mo. 268 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ang unang nakakatanggap ng impormasyon galing sa labas ay ating mga senses. Nakikita, naritinig nalalasahan, and narinig niyo sakin na eto yung trauma so pano bumalik uli at kumalma si amygdala, gamitin uli natin ang senses kaya kanina kanina ko pa sinsabi ano yung pakiramdam kasi yun yung makakapagbalik sa inyo at walang makakagawa lalo na ako kasi kayo lang makakgawa nun sa sarili niyo, hindi ako. So kailangan niyo gawin sa sarili niyo, inhale. Pag ginagawa niyo yung breathing, ano pakiramdam? Mlauwag, see yun lang yun. Okay, kaya, so bukod sa fight, flight response diba, physically, kaya pag may stress tayo at may sakit tayo na katabihan, madali tayo magkasakit, dib a nga shut down ito at pati yung ibang functions ng katawan natin, shut down. Maski yung immune system natin yung lumalaban sam ga sakit, di siya nagwwork kapag tayo ay stressed, Di ba yung digestion natin yung sa pag tunaw. Di ban ga pag stress tayo, yung panunaw di rin siya nagwwork kasi nga lahat ng energy eh nandun sa kelangan mabuhay. Yung fight, flight, kelangan mabuhay, so nandun yung, tayo naka sentro na kelangan ko manuhay so kaya lahat ng obligasyon ng ating katawan ay di nagagawa kapag tayo ay stressed. So mamaya may meron kayong assignment na makakagulong para ma monitor niyo yung sarili niyo. So katulad niyan, nakakita ka ng sawa dibaso si amygdala nagreact agad, so pag nagreact agad yan yung thinking brain natin ay di gumagana. So pag di gumagana si thinking brain, yung atensyon niyo 50 50. So normal yang lahat ng ginagawa niyo, di niyo naiintindihan yung mga sinasabi ko. Participant: Yung experience namin sa ahas pumasok sa bahay Interviewer: Gaano kalaki Participant: Malaki na rin po, so siya imbes na tulungan niya ko.. Interviewer: Ah normal yung reaksyon, nag freeze Pero sinigawan ko siya Interviewer: Ikaw yung nag fight, siya nag freeze Interviewer: Yan ang nangyayari so makakita ka man ng sawa o maisip mo yung nakaraan mo, parehong reaksyon lang. Eh papano yong wala naman talaga panganib, 269 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nasa Shepherd ka sobra kang safe pero yung utak mo andun ka sa nakaraan nakakatakot nun kasi pag palaginkang stressed nagrerelease ka ng stress hormone yung cortisol. At yung stress hormone literally nakakdamage siya ng utak kaya nga pag stress ka, makaklimutin ka diba, kasi pumapatay siya ng mga brain cells. Inig sabihin yung utak mo lumiliit, at di lang sa utak, dib a kaya nga nagkakatoon ng cancer, heart attack kasi lag nagrrelease ka ng stress hormone di siya nakakbuti sa katawan, So kunwari na stress ka, yung cortisol, yung stress hormone na yun, nagsstay sa katawan ng ilang oras. Eh papano kung palagi ka nattrigger? Nagrerelease nagrereact ano mangyayati magkakasakit talaga kasi pag stress tayo kelangan may extra energy ka, adrenalin. Eh papano kung wala na talaga g danger di yung puso mo bibilis yung tibok kasi kala niya may danger, so palagi siya on the go. Do ba pag nalindol o kaya sa bulkan lagi nagkakagulo yun palagi yung oakiramdam natinpag tayo ay stress so sino nahirapan dun, yung katawan diba. So buti nalang yung grasya ng Diyos, may kaparaanan yung paghinga lang, isang malaking bagay na yun, yung maramdaman mo lang onkaya ang ganda nga ng lugar niyo, yung trees tignan mo lang, pampakalma na siya. So ang goal natin, is mapunta dun sa gitna. Pag hyper arouse ito yung nagrereact yung amygdala eh hyper and hypo so ito yung magiging assignment niyo na identify niyo araw araw, explain ko patingin nga, yan so eto yung ventral vagal yung tumawa kayo yung ganung pakiramdam okay so ganto yan yung ventral vagal yan yung pakiramdam na kalmado, pag humihinga kayo, nagkakaton kayo ng koneksyon sa satili tas yung sympathetic mobilize ito yung nakakita ka ng sawa yun yung oakiramdam na yan okay, Yung dorsal vagal, yung immobilize yung nanginginig ka lang na oarang malayong malayo ka na sa sarili mo yung lutang tulala yan yun, ito ba palagi nararamdaman ito, ang importansya nito is mamonitor niyo yung sarili niyo ang goal niyan is magkaron kayo ng awareness kasi pag alam niyo na pala na uy para kong nakakita ng sawa eh wala naman talaga kelangan niyo lang gawin is yung skills na pampakalma. Ang self regulation is collection niyo sa sarili pag a sympathetic at dorsal vagal, nawawala yung koneksyon natin sa sarili pero pag ansa ventral vagal tayo nagkakaron tayo ng koneksyon sa sarili. Walang mali na minsanmag feeling tulala 270 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology walang masama kasi nga yun yung normal na reaksyon eh yun yung creation satin ni God, kaya lang tayo ganto kasi nga dahil sa sin. So part ng restoration, dib a lahat tayo nakapatanggap na kay Kristo, ibig sabihin kaya nga gusto yung tungkol sa brain dun mo marealize na wow lahat ng bagay may sagot eh so yung grasya ng Diyos dun ibig sabihin any minute pede ka magbago. Di ba sabi ni Paul yung old self to new self, dib a yung old self kung ano yung nasanay na so ngayon kaya ang hirap, sabi ba sa bible makaranasa ka ng hirap, yung mga nasanay mo yun yung kelangan tanggalin kasi di na nakakabuti. So gagawin niyo assignment imomonito niyo sarili niyo araw araw, igph gantong araw nakadama ko ng masayo o relax o maya ngayong araw, naging aligaga ako di ako mapakali di komportable kasi feeling ko nalulunod na ko sa nararamdaman ko. So sa dorsal vagal ito yan tama ito yung dito kayo pwede kumuha ng sagot okay from here diba nakalagay ventral vagal, nandito siya oh dito sa gitna ang nakakapag isip kayo ng maayos, nagkakaroon ng eye contact tapos napapansin yung hininga, napapansin niyo, yun yung ventral vagal. Yung sympathetic ito yung sa kanan yung hyper alert, yung miski wala problema pero feelingnoaranoid, ito yung yung hypervigilant na lagi nagmamasid na defensive yung anxious, aggressive yung oag galit nagmumjra, namamalo, sumisigaw ayan yung sympathetic. Yung nasa dulo yan yung dorsal vagal immobilize nasa kaliwa ito yung feeling mo helpless wala magawa, lunod sa problema, wala ka na magawa sa sitwasyon tapos sobrang manhid ka na na ayaw mo na maramdaman isipin mo wala na pag asa, deppression, gusto mag isa ayaw na ng tao, yung nasa likod niya, ito yung mga paraan para mag self regulate, kunwari uminom ng tubig gamit ang straw, so every time na may gingawa kayo, ang susi dito is emosyon na sanay kayo yung utak niyo san napupunta so lahat ng ginagawa niyo ay nasa here and now ang tawag doon ay mindfulness ibig sabihin kahat ng ginagawa niyo atensyon niyo nasan dapat nasa ngayon nakukuha ako, ngayon so gawin niyo araw araw tapos lalagay niyo kung ano napapansin niyo sa sarili niyo. Kasi isa lang binibay ko na gango, kung may papel kayo gawin niyo pansinin niyo lang kung buong araw bago matulog kung buong araw eh dito kayo nagstay o naging kalmado kayo eto palak o lagi ko nandito so kelangan 271 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mo tulungan sarili ko na maging kalmado so dito rin pala, inexplain ko to yung grace ni God grasyo ng Dyis kasi ang utak natin ay pkastic ibig sabihin nun di lahat ng nangyare sainyo permanente na diy un forever walang forever kasi ang grasya ng Diyos, positive man yan o negative yung ginawa niyo mismo sa session positive to so kung ano man yung napag daanan niyo dati, ang grasyo ng Diyos eh may lag asa kala niyo lang wala nangyayari kay di niyo maramdaman ng buo yung 10 na yun kasi nga manipis pa eh kaya ang goal natin is kumapal siya pero di ako gagawa nun sino gagawa at di kang isang beses kasi gango lang siya, sabi sa oarable lag di mo ginamit talento mo, nawawala. Sa utak natin, nakaklimutan kasi may nangyayari sa utak yung neurons yun yung utak natin so sa loob ng utak maraming neurons, pag di o ginagamit, mawawala na siya. Ang tricky diyan is yung akapal na ya nang hitap tanggalin so para mawala kelangan dito ka pumunta importante diyan yung mindfulness, kung ano yung merin ka ngayon. Akais sa ngayon, nandun yung ating kapangyarihan na magbago kasi wala na tayo magagawa sa kanina eh at wala tayo magagawa sa kinabukasan kasi di pa nangyayari eh, so san ka meron, sa ngayon so importante mindfulness so pag bumibigat na pakiramdam hinga lang importante kilala natin sarili natin pag bumibigat na pakiramdam ibig sabihin ang dami ko na iniisip na di maganda somkelangan ko pala mag regulate, gamitin ang senses ano yung nakikita atensyon buing buo sa ngayon kaya plastic an gating utak si eto na. Yung self regulation yung pano mo minamanage yung sarili mo ang ibig sabihin ng regulation is yung bumabalik k asa sarili mo para di na magshut down kelangan mo iregulate like tawa diba right yun yung grace ni God hope ni God, ayaw ni Satan gusto niya tayo naka shut down ayaw ni satan ginagamit utak natin, kasi every time na trigger tayo, ang iniiso lang natin palagi sarili lang kasi normal na kelangan mo mabuhay eh diba flight or flight kelangan mo mabuhay so pag aligagaga kawala na pagod ka na naapektuhan na yung ganun eh na na ginagamit ang utak kasi dito natin kinakausap ang Diyos, so ginagawa ni Satan, kaya may mga lies para madali ma trigger si amygdala, wala naman ginagawa masam si amygdala kasi siya yung 272 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nagsasabi na tayo ay nasa panganib, eh kaya lang kung walang totoong panganib lagi na lang tayo pagod, right so iregulate natin ang sarili natin. So ang pwede natin gawin pag regulate, gawa tayo ng paraan para maregulate uli. Kelangan makaramdam tayo na safe tayo. Kasi ngayon mismo may problema ba kayo, wala. Pag naglalabas ng love hormone, si oxytocin, love hormone, maganda sa katawan yan, isa si cortisol, stress hormone. Interviewer: So find a partner, yakap lang tayo eto muna, excited ah. So wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi yung sa harap mo na nagbibigay ng yakap. Gusto ko bigyan niyo ng regalo niyo yung sarili niyo, ramdamin niyo yung yakap. Gawin niyo for 20 seconds ah, yakap, pikit ang mata tapos ganun lang ramdamin niyo lang yung bawat isa, yung comfort, tapos pag medyo nasstress kayo ibig sabihin may naiisip kayong iba balikan niyo lang uli yung pakiramdam ng katawan niyo, tanggapin niyo yung pagmamahal kasi grasya yan ng Diyos, may halaga kayo, deserve niyo tong gantong pakiramdam so tanggapin niyo ng buong buo kasi ito yung regalo sa inyo mismo. Gayon na pinaparamdam sainyo ng Diyos na walang masama sa inyo, na nagssurvive lang kayo so tanggapin niyo tong grasya ng Diyos. Tanggapin niyo yung pagmamahal na nararamdaman niyo sa bawat isa ngayon at buong buo niyo tong tanggapin na walang panghuhusga na kelangan niyo to na to ang binigay ng Diyos, sa mga pinagdadaanan natin, sa mga simpleng bagay na nararanasan natin, mararamdaman natin na ok lang tayo. Na may buhay, may halaga, tapos sabihin niyo nang sa kasama niyo na pabulong na may halaga ka. Walang mali sayo, mahal ka ng Diyos. Ok sige, thank you. Interviewer: Again, ano naramdaman niyo ngayon baka naging emosyonal kayo Participant: May kasama 273 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Andyan, umakyat kayo, yan yung pakiramdam na ifeel niyo ngayon. Hinga ng malalim, namnamin niyo yung experience, ang sarap right Ate Trixia, namnamin niyo yan. Tanggapin niyo ng buong buo, deserve niyo yang ganyang pakiramdam, pinaramdam sainyo ng Diyos yan. May pag – asa okay. Yung sa Oxytocin din para kumalma si Amygdala yung tono ng boses, kasi pag nagging ang boses nagrereact agad yan. So yung ganto pagyumayakap, kumakalma yan kaya nagkakaroon kayo ng control sa sarili niyo ngayon mas maluwag okay tapos ano pa yun, warm touch, warm face, and warm voice so nakuha niyo bat ganyan, so nagrereact yan, kaya yung laughter yung nagbibigay ng ligtas na pakiramdam so everyday make a goal san kayo ligtas okay. So yun yung ginawa natin yung hug, mindfulness sige malapit na tayo matapos, don’t worry so ngayon upo kayo ng maayos mag mimindfulness activity lahat ng iniisip niyo ay teka lang ah. So yung mindfulness ibig sabihin lahat ng iniisip niyo nasa ngayon okay so yan hot cocoa so hihigop tayo ng hot cocoa. Sino na sainyo nakahigop ng hot cocoa, kale nalang sige. So lahat n gating atensyon nasa kape. Pikit niyo ang mata tapos sa harapan niyo meron kayo hawak hawak na kape, meron kayong mug, tas hawak hawak niyo siya tapos ilagay niyo sa ilong niyo, wag masyado malapit kasi mamaya mapaso yung ilong so medyo anonlang malayo ng onti tapo close your eyes tapos ilagay yung kape sa may ilong tas singhotin ng mabagal. Anong pakiramdam ng singhot, ano yung amoy nung kape, tuloy tuloy lang amuyin niyo yung kape tapos unti unti niyong higupin. Mainit, ano pakiramdam ng kape? Sarap, mainit init at nararamdaman ng tiyan niyo yung init at yung sarap nung kale, unti unti yung buong katawan niyo, mula sa ulo tapos ramdam niyo yung init na nagcocover sa buong mukha niyo tas pababa sa may throat ramdam niyo yung init ng kape pababa sa chest, sa dibdib at ramdam ng inyong braso at kamay yung arom yung amoy ng kape pababa sa tyan at sa tyan niyo ramdamna ramdam niyo yung init at yung sarap ng kape at umaabkt yung init pababa hangang sa inyong legs na nararamdaman papunta sa inyong tuhod at umaabot hangang paa at daliri sa paa, so hinga ng malalim hipan niyo yung kape, higupin niyo ng konti yung kape. At nararamdaman niyo na sa 274 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology lalamunan yung init unti unting bumaba sa may tyan at nararamdaman niyo ang init ng inyong katawan. Okay open your eyes. Anong lasa? Participant: Mapait. Masarap na kape kasi barako. Pero ano pakiramdam ng katawan niyo? Kalma. Pwede niyo bang ituloy yung drawing niyo tapos imark niyo lang kung anong pakiramdam niyo ngayon. Okay at ididiscuss ko na ang inyong assignment tas magshshare lang tayo ng short. Okay sa lagay niyo sa likod, kunin niyo yung ganto tapos lagay sa likod. So naiintindihan niyo ba yung dito yan so ngayon may ddrawing kayo dyan yung tatawag na profile map yan sa likod baliktarin niyo lang, art map. Ngayon, drawing lang kayo ng itsura niyo pag kayo ay nasa sympathetic response yung pakiramdam na nakakita kayo ng sawa. So yung drawing basta kung ano lang madrawing niyo, so drawing niyo yung pakiramdam niyo na nasa sympathetic yung nakakita ng sawa o kaya pag kayo ay nagaga,it ano yung iddrawing niyo pag andun kayo pag andun kayo sa state oo drawing. Ako napapatalon ako eh. Interviewer: Ayan pwede dyan napapatalon. So gusto ko lang malaman dito kung ano yung pagkakaintindi niyo sa sarili niyo pag nandun kayo sa ganung state nasa sympathetic response ito yung natatandaan niyo na ganto yung itsura. Yan diba pag sympathetic response siya yung palaging magagalitin diba, palaging aligaga, palaging hyper alert parang security guard tapos defensive palaging heart rate tibok ng tibok tapos may tumitibok din sa utak sa ulo tapos anxious di mapakali tapos aligaga nga yung overwhelmed, larang nalulunod highly irritable. Tapos napapsigaw di biyo makontrol ang sigaw, aggressive nananakit na. Dissociation yung parang malayo na kayo sa sarili niyo. Yan pag kayo ay nasa sympathetic response yung freeze flight and fight somibig sabihin niyan alam niyong palaging may danger. 275 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So pag palaging may danger, feeling niyo di kayo palagi ligtas, ano yung pakiramdam niyo, ano pinpakita niyo pag kayo ay di ligtas. Tapos yung parasympathetic ventral vagal ito yung naramdaman niyo nung nag hug kayo, nung tumawa kayo, nung nag breathing kayo. At dahil ganun yung pakiramdam niyo mas connected kayo sa safili mas nakakapag isip ng maayos, mas may eye contact mas naeexpress niyo ang inyong sarili, mas grounded kayo meaning nararamdaman niyo yung realidad, ramdam niyo yung sarili niyo na namumuhay kayo ngayon hindi nung nakaraan na nararamdaman niyo ang inyong pag hinga. At naexpress niyo yung sarili niyo, ya nang ventral vagal. Pag parasympathetic dorsal vagal, eto yung naka collapse yung sobrang helpless na walang magawa sa sitwasyon na manhid walang motivation wala na pag asa sa buhay, sobrang pagod na, sobrang tinatamad walang pag asa depress na gusto na mag isa wala pakialam sa mundo. Interviewer: After nun, balik kayo dun sa drawing niyo anong nararmdaman niyo na mas nagiging aware mayo sa nangyayari sa inyo sa loob nakapag drawing kayo ngayon diba mas nakikilala niyo yung sarili niyo at reactions niyo sa bawat state n gating nervous system. Yung drawing, ano yung pakiramdam niyo ngayon, balik sa sarili, ano yung nararamdaman ng sarili niyo na mas nakikilala niyo yung sarili niyo. Interviewer: Walang mali diyan sa drawing niyo ah kahit ano pa itsura niyan. Okay lang yan, walang pangit diyan. Ang importante nailalabas niyo kahit anong drawing kunwari pedeng araw sa ventral vagal kasi kalmado kayo o kaya sawa pag sympathetic. Okay. Tapos diyan mismo sa bawat state kunwari pag ventral vagal ano yung kelangan niyo gawin para tumagal kayo sa ganyang state tulad kanina hug diba so para tuloy tuloy yung ganong pakiramdam pakinggan niyo satili niyo ano kelangan niyo gawin sa sarili niyo para bumalik sa mas kalmado, na mas maluwag, sige sulat niyo dyan katabi. Yung una niyo ba ventral vagal? Sa sympathetic ano yung kelangan 276 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology niyo gawin para umalis dyan sa ganyang state so pag kayo pala ay aligaga di mapakali, naooverwhelm ano yung mga kelangan niyo gawin para matulungan niyo satili niyo na mapunta dun sa ventral vagal. Pwede diyan yung, asan na yung isa, pwede kayo makakuha ng sagot sa second page niyan may mga andyan yung uminom ng tubig o kaya tumawa mag isa. O kaya tumalon diba ano yung mga kelangan niyo gawin para makaalis kayo dyan sa sympathetic. So pag nilagay niyo diyan, ibig sabihin, gagawin niyo siya, miski mahirap gagawin niyo. Tapos dun sa dorsal vagal ano ang kelangan gawin para makapunta dun sa ventral vagal lag nasa ventral vagal naman ano kelangan niyo gawin para mag stay dun. So lara maalis pala kayo dun sa dorsal vagal baka deep breathing o kaya hinginkayo ng yakap sa isat isa baka kelangan niyo lang ng yakap. Focus lang sa gingawa niyo, lahat ng pipiliin niyo ibig sabihin yun ang gagawin niyo. Baka kinakailangan yung ginawa niyong kape baka makatulong yun para makaalis kayo sa sympathetic. Okay two more minutes. So ang tawag sa ginagawa niyo ngayon is regulating resource map, ibig sabihin ano yung mga resources niyo para matulungan satili niyo na mapunta sa ventral vagal mas ki may pinag dadaanan kayong matindi, may choices na kayo ngayon. Siguro before wala kayong choice na stuck kayo, pero ngayon mas may options na kayo. So dalawang objectives yan para kumapal ang inyong habit so ang goal niyo dito is matulungan sarili niyo makagawa ng paraan para makabalik kayo sa ventral vagal. At kung may pinagdadaanan kayo meron kayong skills para masustain yung nararamdaman niyo. Okay I will give you one more minute left. Interviewer: Okay so pwede yan ituloy sa isang assignment tas ito yung isa pang assignment niyo pala, eto, yung eto parang ganyan din parang ginawa niyo ngayon pero more on sa nararamdaman so for example yung number one diba ang sabi diyan bikigan ang mga nararamdaman niyo kung kayo ay hyper arouse. Yung hyper arouse yun yung sympathetic okay so bibilugan niyo siya, anonyung pagkakakilala niyo sa 277 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sarili niyo pag kYo ay nasa sympathetic okay bibilugan okay yung number two ganun din isusulat niyo yung number two diba binilugan niyo, so explain niyo lang pag ako ay may kausap at di ako pinansin, nakaka ramdam ako ng galit so parang explain lang siya sa number two at nararamdaman ko yung katawan ko nag iinit sa galit. Number three, ito yung ginawa niyo ano pakiramdam niyo pag kayo ay nasa window of tolerance o yung ventral vagal malinaw ba yung instructions. Sige tanong niyo lang ako pag magulo yung instructions ko. Sa two, susulat niyo lang dito manggagaling, kung ano binilugan niyo gagawin niyo lang sentence kumbaga explain lang okay tapos itong number three ganun din bilog lang din mga nararamdaman niyo pag kayo ay nasa window of tolerance o nasa ventral vagal, ito yung mindful and attached to self. Yung nasa pangatlo, ito yung si parasympathetic ito yung helpless manhid tas ganun din yung six lalagyan ng explanation nakaka ramdam ako ng parang sobrang wala na magawa sa sitwasyon kasi ito na yung nangyayari. Ang goal nitong mga pinapagawa konsainyong assignment eh mas luma,as ang inyong pagkakilala sa sarili na magkaron kayo ng sense of empowerment. So binabalik niyo lang sa sarili niyo na meron kayong kakayahan, kapangyarihan na ma overcome niyo yung mga pinagdadaanan niyo mga problema niyo di yan ang mag control sa inyo, kayo ang magkokontrol sa problema dahil bumalik na kayo so satili niyo so mas magkaron kayo ng control na meron na kayong choices, options, na ay umpisa mahirap, pero maski mabigat ang pakiramdam gawin niyo pa rin. Yun yung makakapag pabago sa nakasanayan na kasi kung hihintayin niyo na gumaan pakiramdam niyo di mangyayari yan. Gagan lang kung pinangunahan niyo okay, kailangan ba ng laughter yoga. Sige hinga lang tayo ng malalim okay lagod na so before ano short processing lang. Go back to your bodies again. Interviewer: Ano yung mga naramdaman mo ano yung mga natutunan mo sa sarili mo Participant: Sa ngayon masakit ang ulo ko 278 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Interviewer: Ano yung mensahe ng sakit ng ulo Participant: Parang siyempre naisip ko yung nakaraan, mabigat kasi Interviewer: Mabigat, kasi parang wala siyang sagot. So parang ang nakikita ko sayo isang buong dagat yung dala mo ang bigat puntahan monlang yung bigat ate, puntahan mo lang ano ang kelangan mo gawan para mabawasan ng konti yung bigat, dii bang tao magbibigay nito kundi yung sarili mo makinig ano kelangan mo gawin. Participant: Kelangan ko mag practice ng mga tinuturo niyo, huminga ng malalim so alam ko nakakatulong yun pero ngayon nahihirapan ako Interviewer: Hinga ka, so sabi mo yan kelangan mo eh, dahan dahan pag exhale. Pag nag eexhale dapat ramdam niyo lahat lumalabas walang maiiwan kasi lalo kayo magkakaron ng anxiety. So pag nag inhale, pag nag bbreathing lahat ng atensyon andun lang sa breath sa hininga. So ano naramdaman mo ate nung napa,inggan mo sarili mo na ito pala kelangan mo gawin? Balik ka uli sa sarili mo. Participant: Pag asang mabago Asan siya sa katawan mo? Participant: Nasa isip ko. Nasa isip mo, at ano mensahe ng isip mo? Participant: Kakayanin. 279 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Kaya. Yun ba yung isang salita na gusto mo iparamdam sa sarili mo? Sige sabihin mo sa sarili mo, nagagawa mo na eh. Sabihin mo nagawa ko na, kaya kaya ko. Oh nabawasan ba dagat mo? Ilog nalang o sapa nalang? Onti nalang. Ikaw ate, ano yung nangyayari sayo ngayon, yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo? Participant: Ano, parang feeling ko challenge, isang napaka laking challenge naiisip ko na kakayanin Interviewer: San mo nararamdaman yung hirap? Bigat sikip na napangungunahan ka ba ng takot kung kakayanin. Di ganun kadaki yun, tutukan mo lang, ano daw kelangan mo bawin para mabawasan yung takot mo at makayanan mo siya one day at a time. Pakiramdaman mo sarili mo Participant: Gusto ko lang tumawa Interviewer: Oh tawa daw Participant: Yun kasi nakakapag pagaan sakin lagi. So yun ang kelangan mo gawin, tawa. Ano pakiramdam mo na pinakinggan mo sarili mo? Participant: Napaka gaan po Oh ano ba ginawa mo, pinakinggan mo sarili mo kung ano kaya mo gawin. Kaya mo, ngayon medyo nabawasan mo, ramdam ko see wag ka matakot nagawa mo siya ngayon eh anditi tayo ngayon wala pa bukas andito ka ngayon natinig namin na nakayanan. 280 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Nakayanan ba niya? Oh ano yung magandang salita na pedeng bitawan sa kaniya Kaya mo yan Kaya, kelangan niya yan so yun daw kailangan niyo so habang naka hug tunatawa okay. Oh pwede rin habang nalilibo mag isa tas may gumaganyan na. Okay sige ate ikaw na. Participant: Challenge kasi medyo kinakabahan kasi english Pero naiintindihan naman? Participant: Magtatanong nalang po ako sakanila Ah pero malabo ba yung explanation ko? Kaya naman pala eh wag ka pangunahan ng ano english kang yan. So san mo nararamdaman yung takot dahil nangamba ka? Participant: Sa dibdib po baka di ko masagot So parang mahina lang, di ka pa kasi sanay. So ano yung dapat mo gawin para masanay ka at magawa yan. Participant: Pag aaralan ko po. Mukhang lag pinag aralan mo siya, mataas naman yung kumpyansa mo sa sarili mo kasi pag tinanggal mo yun kaya mo eh. Ano pakiramdam mo na napakinggan mo sarili mo 281 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Yun po masaya naman, kahit english kaya ko po sabayan. Okay good, so medyo umokay yung pakiramdam so ano pa. Ate, here and now tayo, sumama ka sakanila magtatawanan sila, ano yung pakiramdam ng sarili panong okay, anong nangyayari. Ano yung mga natutunan mo sa sarili mo. Participant: Kung paano maging masaya.. Nasan siya sa pakiramdam mo, pakinggan mo yung nangyayari nasan siya ano sinasabi ng dibdib mo? Participant: Kakayanin ang mga nangyayari. Paano mo siya kakayanin? Ano kelangan mo gawin. So Wag magpadala sa iniisip. So ano pakiramdam ngayon na kelangan mo gawin. Lahat kayo kumalma, ate kalma, kalma. Okay sige. Participant: Sa akin medyo parang alanganin pa, 50 50. Atleast nasa 50 Participant: Pero may signs na nakikita ko kaya pala Sige san yung 50/50 sa katawan mo? 282 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Siguro nasa utak ko na Ano yung mensahe ng utak mo? Participant: Na hindi ka dapat magpatalo sa mga nararamdaman mo. Kelangan mo alisin. Papakinggan mo, eh ngayon ano yung sinasabi na pinapakinggan mo siya? Na dahan dahan lang. Participant: Yun ang kelangan mo gawin, dahan dahan. Di naman agad agad, kinabukasan. Anong pakiramdam yan pala yung kelangan mo? Participant: Kelangan ko ng mas mahabang patience. So ibig sabihin nagkaron ka ng direksyon. Participant: Kasi ako yung tipong magagalitin so mas kelangan ko yun. So pano mo makukuha para magkaron ka ng patience? Participant: Siguro ako kasi pag ganun ako, pag galit ako di ko kinakausap, ayoko ko kumausap ayoko kumausap, tulad kagabi galit ako di koa no basta ayoko muna makipag usap, sa ngayon medyo kelangan ko pala yun para sabihin. 283 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So meron, may nangyayari din sa relasyon mo sa anak mo, kasi kung may relasyon ka sa sarili mo, ano yan may effect yan sa relasyon mo sakanila. Participant: Malaking tulong Good, ikaw ate? Magaan sa pakiramdam. Asan siya sa katawan Participant: Sa isip ko saka sa puso ko Ano yung mensahe nila Ngayon nga kasi natama yung mga ginagawa ko pero di ko alam na ganun na tama yung paghinga ko ng malalim kasi bumabangon ako ng madaling araw eh tas lalabas ako para huminga lang ako ng malalim pero sabi kasi nga covid, pandemic, nag iisip ako nagagawa ko lang hinihinga ko. So ano pakiramdam mo, ay ginagawa ka na pala? Participant: Ayun nakakatulong talaga nakakatulong sakin See pat niyo sarili niyo, sabihin niyo congratulations kasi may gingawa kayo eh, ito yung tinatawag na second commandment, ano yung second commandment? Love others as you love yourself. Mahalin mo ang ibang tao gaya ng pagmamahal monsa sarili mo. Self care ate okay so ngayon nagkaron kayo ng pagkakataon na 284 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology iparamda, yung pagmamahal niyo sa sarili niyo diba kaya good job, maski mahirap, kaya pala eh kasi nagawa iyo na na overcome niyo yung takot niyo. So thank you sa participation niyo today hopefully balikan niyo ko ah sa sabado kasi ang gagawin natin sa sabado, tapos na tayo dito skills na tayo, more on skills. Ibig sabihin, naiintindihan niyo naman yung explanation ko ng brain? Maayos naman, kasi di ko alam kung maayos yung lagka explain ko. Pero nakatulong ba sa inyo? Kung papano niyo nakikita sarili niyo, na normal pala yung pinagdadaanan niyo? Okay so yun nga sa Saturday, skills na tayo so ang gagawin natin more on to the receptive ano na pag aano lag skills na into reception tungkol sa katawan at nararamdaman okay so di na tayo mag tackle about sa trauma okay more on skills muna tayo madevelop, maregulate yung skills niyo. So sa assignment niyo may tanong po ba? Kaya naman gawin? Participant: Rereviewhin ko nga mamaya. So yung pinagawa ko sainyo, more on awareness okay, ibig sabihin para maging aware lang kayo sa kung anong nangyayari sa inyo so sino pwede mag lead ng prayer, magpasalamat tayo sa Diyos. Sige na nga ako nalang, sige ikaw na ate, sige na. Una Panginoon, nagpapasalamat po ako sa araw na ito Panginoon na ginamit niyo po si Maam Toni na makatulong sa sarili po namin Panginoon sa pinag aralan namin sana ay maiapply namin sa buhay namin. 2nd Session Good morning, kilala niyo na ko? Kayo nakalimutan ko na, nakalimutan ko nanaman. Si Ate Bevs, Ate Raquel, Geraldine, Reena, Ate Trixia, Ate Debs, Josie, and Ate Vangie. Hopefully di ko kayo makalimutan uli. So kamusta yung last week simula ngayon. Okay naman, sige punta ko dun sa assignment. Kamusta ang assignment, nagawa ba hindi. 285 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Nagawa naman, may part na hindi. Ipapasa ba? Hindi naman ipapasa, it is more of pag uusapan, kamusta kayo sa assignment. Sige nga ilabas niyo yung assignment niyo. Sige share niyo lang, short yung ano ba mga binigay ko yung yan. Ittrack niyo yung tolerance window, san niyo nakita yung sarili niyo dyan, kamusta yung naging awareness niyo sa sarili niyo. Sige kahit sino. Dito sa circle and internal circle yung binilugan ko ay urge to run Pag ikaw ay nakakaranas ng para kang nakakita ng sawa, mga ganung pakiramdam. Tapos? Restless and tense, angry and panic, saka nervous irritated, discomfort and uneasiness So mukhang aware ka naman sa mga nangyayari may nattrigger o nareremind ito yung nangyayari. Ang gusto ko malaman sa inyo is window tolerance. Yung kalmado nung tumawa kayo at nagyakapan. Participant: Yung sa window tolerance ko yung nararamdaman ko nakakapagtiwala ako sam ga tao kung sino man nakakausap ko and nagagawa ko yung mga dapat ko gawin sa trabaho saka meron akong peace of mind at nakakapagdesisyon ako ng maayos So good, ang nakikita ko ngayon, aware ka na kung ano yung state mo ano, maganda na aware ka na hyper arouse saka window tolerance saka hypo arousal yung sa dulo yung sa babang baba yun yung feeling na tulala so hyper at hypo. Ano yung pakiramdam mo, hypo parang tulala ka na si ventral vagal na talagang parang bagsak ka na disconnected. 286 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ako yung ano yung weak ako, motionless, assertive pag nakakaramdam ng mabigat na pakiramdam ko di siya interested, bored, disconnected, staring, unmotivated low energy. Participant: Parang nasesense ko sayo ngayon medyo may nattrigger sige lets take a deep breath. Hinga natin okay normal yang nararamdaman mo kasi mukhang na stuck talaga sa katawan eh na gusto talagang lumabas at mapakinggan so yung nararamdaman mo ngayon walang mali dyan totoo yan, later yan mukhang andyan yung anxiety so pwede mo sabihin sa sarili mo na okay lang nararamdaman ko, bibigyan ko ng panahon ang sarili ko maramdaman ko to at walang mali, hinga ng malalim. Parang medyo okay sige thank you. Participant: Sakin naman te yung sa una, ang nilagay ko po verbal tapos gusto ko pos a number three ano yung number three. Sense of trust yung naniniwala k asa sarili mo tapos ability to focus, to ignore distractions tapos yung sa number five naman gusto ko lang matulog talaga kasi pag feeling pag ganyan nararamdaman ko mas gusto ko matulog or para makapag isip di masyado iniisip yung maraming bagay. Walang masama dun and good thing mukhang nakikita ko pag nasa window of tolerance ka bumabalik ka sa sarili mo eh di nawawala yung kumpyansa mo sa sarili mo, nagkakataon lang na kapag may pinagdadaanan ka nasa hyper o hypo arouse ka, nawawala tayo sa sarili dib a so kaya nawawala rin yung confidence sa sarili pero it’s a good thing na merong bumabalik sa ganongoart na may tiwala, okay goo. Thank you. Sige. Ikaw na, ishare mo lang yung binilugan mo. Sige kaya mo yan or kung ano lang yung mga bagay na natutunan mo sa mga ginawa mong assignment. Yung pinak importante dito eh kung nagkaron kayo ng awareness. Kung mas nagkaron kayo ng kaalaman sa nangyayari sa inyo may ganun bang nangyari sige. 287 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Kapag galit ako ang nararamdaman ko yung di mapakali tas nag aalala tapos naiirita na di komportable kumilos, ganun po nararamdaman ko tapos gusto ko magkaron muna ng space, ilang araw muna yung pag isipan ko muna mabuti bago ko masabi yung nararamadaman ko. Yan yung hyper arouse mo, yung sa taas, ibig sabihin parang nakakapag isip ka pa rin ano miski di ka mapakali nag iisip ka pa rin ng gusto mo maayos lang Participant: Kahit medyo iritable kasi merong naiisip ko pano masosolusyunan Okay good strength sige yung window of tolerance mo. Tapos yung decision Ah so nakakapag decide ka na pag connected ka na sa sarili mo parang pag kalmado ka mas nakakapag isip ng maayos sige yan yung hypo arouse mo, wala yung sa dulo? Wala po ako nasulat dito eh. Okay lang sige, Ate Trixia? Participant: Sakin naman leave umaalis ako ayaw ko makipag usap Yung window of tolerance mo Ate Trixia? Curious and restless 288 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ah so napapansin mo sa sarili mo na interesado ka sa mga ginagawa mo pero pag ikaw ay kalmado, okay good, tapos may hypo arouse ka ba yung parang disconnected k asa sarili mo malayo, meron ba? Yung sa number one, yung nararamdaman Parang stuck di makagalaw ah may nangyari kahapon. Sige, so at least familiar ka ate sa nangyayari sa loob isang malaking bagay na yun sa healing na alam niyo yung nangyayari sa inyo specially pag kalamado kayo dib a mas nakikita niyo yung difference pag hyper o hypo tapos pag window of tolerance pala kayo mas may mas nararamdaman niyo na mas nag eenjoy kayo mas intereseda, mas tiwala sa sarili. So ang gagawin kasi natin ngayon sam ga activities natin, mas papalakasin natin yung window of tolerance niyo pkay so di tayo magkkwentono di natin pag uusapan ng malalim yung mga pinagdadaanan niyo before na masyadong masalimuot ang gagawin natin ngayon so its more of sa bahay ay papatibayin nagin ang haligi ng bahay niyo okay. Sige Reena, okay. Yung hyper, attacked, tense tapos easily stressed, lack of safety kasi minsan pag galit ako gusto ko nalang layasan yung sitwasyon tapos parang andun din yung gusto ko lumaban tapos yung laban na may salita tas tense din yung nararamdaman ko na tense tas nawawalyako sa focus, di ko alam isasagot ko na ano lang blanko lang wala akong maano tas feeling ko di ako safe na may handang umatake tapos parang napupuno tapos sa window of tolerance pag nakaramdam na ko ng malasakit na may yumakap dun na ko nakakapag compose na relax tas pag may nagpapaintindi sakin na ganto ganto dun ako narerelax, kalmado, nagkakaroon ng peace tas feeling ko kaya ko na ihandle yung mga challenge tapos nakakapag concentrate nakakapag focus tapos iniignore yung distraction. Ok good, tapos yung hypo? 289 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Motionless, inability to think clearly, heavy, low energy, go to sleep, yun po kasi parang ang bigat bigat gusto komlang matulog maghapon gusto itulog lang kasi di ko kayo, matulog lang tas iba yung iniisip ko eh iba malayo. So lahat ng ganyang pakiramdam yung hypo hyper lahat yan normal walang mali sa nararamdaman niyo kasi lahat ng sinabi niyo like pakiramdam niyo di ka safe, hanggat maari nag iisip tayo ng paraan para mabuhay and kung pano kayo mabuhay, mag cope mag survive yung mga nilagay niyo dun sa hyper and hypo yun yung paraan niyo para kayo mag survive, so ibig sabihin walang mali dun walang masama sa nararamdaman mo parte yung ng pag susurvive niyo okay pero ang pinaka magandang naririnig ko so far is pag nandun kayo sa window of tolerance nandun yung oag asa na kaya niyo bumalik diba meron kayong kakayahan na makayanan niyo yung isang araw niyo na may ganung pakiramdam na mas maayos. Ang gagawin natin mas pagtitibayan natin yun lara di kayo lagi naka stuck dun sa hyper and hypo arouse na okay lang pumunta ng hyper at hypo pero ang importante dun is nakakabalik kayo dun sa window of tolerance. Sayo ate? Participant: Sakin po, difficulty on concentrating, hard to relax or go to sleep, yung afraid and uneasiness, discomfort at lack of sleep tapos kasi pag nagagalit ako yun na yung nakakagawa na ko nakakasalita na ko ng masakit tas nakakapanakit na ko So andun ka na fight mode noh kasi nga feeling natin di tayo ligtas so ang normally nasa fight mode Kaya may time ma kahit pag nagugulat ako nasasaktan ko yung sa window of tolerance pag nakalma na ko nararamdaman ko naman ung open minded kasi yun nga gaya ng pag may kakausap sakin, naiintindihan ko siya tapos parang nababago yung 290 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology isip ko na dapat pala ganto tapos parang nagkakaroon ng tiwala sa sarili ko kakayanin ko. Dun sa dulo? Participant: Ito po hypo arouse, depress, hopeless. Participant: Ako may problema yung utak, ang nagccause ng hypo o hyper mo is di mo naiintindihan yung nangyayari pero once naiintindihan mo na yung nangyayari mukhang yun yung need mo eh stay dun sa window of tolerance kasi isang trigger talaga natin, is pag di natin alam yung nangyayari lalo na pag may pinagdadaanan tayo sa nakaraan na di maganda syempre yung nagyari sa nakaraan bigla ka nagugulat eh may nangsayo na di maganda tapos walang nag explain kung bakit nangyari yun so na stuck na sa utak natin sa katawan natin hangang di na naeexplain ng maayos, pilit nating inaalam kung ano yung nangyari so yun yung isang bagay na nagccause satin ng matinding trauma na di natin maintindihan kung ano yung nangyayari so pag naproseso pala ganto pala uy mas bumabalik kayo dun sa window of tolerance which is yun ang naging goal natin last week kaya mas inexplain ko yung tungkol sa trauma neurobiology kung ano yung dating ng ating katawan nang sa gayon ang goal nun is maging aware kayo kung ano nangyayari sa katawan niyo at wala palang mali so lahat pala ng pinagdadaanan niyo normal yan kaya lang dahil sa nakaraan niyo pinaramdam sa inyo may mali diba kasi walang nag eexplain eh kung tama ba o mali yung nararamdaman niyo eh pero gusto ko lang iparamdam sainyo na yung lahat ng pinagdadaanan niyo before walang mali dun, nagssurvive lang yan yung paraan niyo para mag survive kayo yung mga nilagay niyo sa hyper and hypo arouse kaparaanan niyo kung pano kayo mag survive, so sabihin niyo nga sa sarili niyo, walang mali sakin, mahalaga pa rin ako so medyo kumalma, yan yung feeling na bumalik sa window of tolerance ibig sabihin sa simpleng pagpproseso kaya niyo pala, ngiti naman o gusto niyo tumawa, Ate Raquel gusto mo ikaw naman magpa yoga laughter? 291 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Saking yung angry, afraid and nervous tapos yung shaky na rin saka yung difficulty in concentration saka yung hard to relax and sleep ang dami Yung window of tolerance mo? Participant: Yung ano ability to focus, concentration and distraction tapos pag nagagalit ako parang nakakapag isip na ko ng safety and secure. And yung last mo? Participant: Tensionless, weakness, phase out, saka ability to take care So far ang na ridinig ko sayo so far madami ibig sabihin malaking bagay na aware k asa pinagdadaanan so ibig sabihin pag aware tayo may mas chance na pede na bumalik tayo sa window of tolerance kasi aware tayo na uy hyper or hypo arouse tayo so kelangan lang siguro nagin huminga or pwede rin siguro umalis muna tvulad nung ginagawa mo Bevs na umaalis muna sa sitwasypara makapag isip. So kunin niyo si tao niyo, human figure tapos short lang, one minute check niyo status ng katawan niyo ano pakiramdam kahit isa lang o dalawa lang from head to toe ano yung pakiramdam niyo ngayon bigyan niyo ng permiso sarili niyo na maramdaman kung ano talaga nangyayari sainyo ngayon yung bago tas lagyan ng date para namomonitor niyo kung may mga change na nangyayari. Ok good. Kung ano yung nararamdaman mo ngayon, ano dito kung ano yung ngayon ah di tayo kahapon yung ngayong pakiramdam dahil sa pagpproseso natin. Yung eto, nagagamit niyo ba last week din? Tao na inaalam niyo pa rin yung sarili niyo yung iba hindi, its okay walang panghuhusga okay lang. So ang gagawin natin ngayon kung tapos na ibaba muna ito so ang gagawin natin ngayon may technique akong ipapagawa 292 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology sainyo ang tawag pendulation technique ibig sabihin diba pag may nakita kayong laruan na ganyan pag ginanun mo kaya siya tinawag na pendulation kasi gumaganun siya eh so ngayon aalamin muna nayin yung sa katawan natin na di maganda ang feeling susunod nun kung saan yung maganda ang feeling. Right now, pikit ang mata, then lets take a deep breath lang ah tapos ang kamay ilagay lang uli sa tyan three counts pause then five counts. So close your eyes, pag hihinga ah dapat lumalaki ang tyan ang pagbuga kelangan lahat ilalabas niyo, wala kayong ititira sa loob ng katawan okay lets do this. Inhale, one two three pause then exhale slowly one two three four five yung iba di ko nakikita na lumalaki ang tyan so kelangan isispin niyo yung kape o cocoa again close your eyes singhutin ang kape dahan dahan 1 2 3, dahan dahan ate lalo na kumukulo again dalat inhale slowly yung lalanghapin niyo yung amoy ng kape, ready, start 1 2 3 pause exhale slowly 1 2 3 4 5 inhale 1 2 3 pause slowly release lahat 1 2 3 4 5 okay ano nangyari Bevs, medyo nahihirapan pa? Okay. Sompikit ang mata alamin niyo sa buong katawan niyo yung di kayo komportable na para nasa hyper o hypo arouse kayo, nasan siya sa buong katawan niyo. Okay isa isahin ko kayo, Ate Geraldine, asan? Sa dibdib, ulo, tyan, dibdib, dibdib, buong katawan, sa paa. Ngayon naman gano kalakas from 1 to 10, 10 pinaka mataas. 8 , 8, 6, 7, 5, 6 okay ngayon magbigay kayo ng isang emosyon sa dibniyo sap aa sa ulo sa buong katawan, anong emosyon? Sungit, sakit, di maintindihan, gusto lumayo, iritable, di mapakali. Ngayon hanapin niyo sa katawan niyo yung window of tolerance nasan sa katawan niyo yung mas maayos kayo kasi di pwedeng wala yan, meron yan. So right now, natatandaan niyo yung hug yakap san yung feeling ramdam ko yung di mapakali yung nahihirapan. Sige tayo tayo grab a partner muna okay for 20 seconds hug lang tayo okay sige kasi wala kayo nung hug. Tayo sige ok lang yan. 1 2 3 sige hug lang wala kayo ibang iniisip ah ifeel niyonlang yung comfort ng bawat isatanggapin niyo ng buong buo yung pagmamahal na walang huhusga sa inyo na ito yung kelangan niyo 293 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology maramdaman na karapatan niyo maramdaman yung feeling na yan na deserve niyo yung feeling na yan wala masama sa ganyang feeling na ito yung feena kelangan niyo tanggapin na di naman nawawala na andyan lang sa buong katawan. Tanggapin niyo lang ng buong buo sabihan niyo ang bawat isa, walang mali sayo, mahalaga ka, importante ka, okay lang yung nararamdaman mo. Ifeel niyo lang yung comfrymah nararamdaman pa rin ako na medyo di mapakali tanggalin muna yung ganung pakiramdam I just want you to focus to feel the love, sabihin niyo nga love, love is kind, love is gentle, God loves me tanggapin niyo ng buong buo. Hinga ng malalim release. Sige you may sit down, so ano yung pakiramdam mas umokay ba lagay niyo lang sa tao niyo yung gantong pakiramdam then we will start dun sa ano natin mismong session okay lagaya niyo lang short lang yung pakiramdam right now napapansin ko na mas malaki yung tyansa niyo now na bumabalik kayo sa sarili niyo okay. That is good, one step at a time okay. Good. Sige ang gagawin natin ngayon kunin niyo yung ganto niyo. So ang gagawin natin is befriending your body, ibig sabihin, gagawin niyong kaibigan ang inyong body parts para mas tumaas ang kakayahan niyo na malaman yung mga sinyales. Explain ko muna, lara tumaas yung senyales ng inyong katawan, para ang ano dito is yung ganto niyo ya nang gagawin niyo yung ganto so aalamin niyo kung dito tayo nasa nang inyong kamay, pakita nga ang inyong mga kamay, nasa nang inyong mga kamay? Ito ang kamay, dito ang una nating gagawing body part ay tungkol sa mga sige lagay niyo san ang inyong mga kamay, ito ang kamay. Dito tuturaan kayo kumbaga mas una nating layunin is maging mas aware kayo kung ano ang nangyayari sa inyong mga kamay so dun sa descriptor menu so di kasi alam yung ibang tagalog eh, yan. Dun sa descriptor menu alamin niyo nga kung ano yung pakiramdam ng inyong kamay ngayon. So ibig sabihin g still, di kumikibo, payapa, tahimik o walang kibo. Wiggly, kumakawag yung parang sa loob ng kamay niyo di mapakali may mga ganun so ang gagawin niyo dyan check niyo muna kasi ang gagawin niyo meron akong scissors eh yung scissors na yun dun sa likod yan so gugupitin niyo dun kung anong meron kayo dun tas ididikit niyo dito sa kamay okay tapos isusulat niyo dito yung mga nararamdaman ng kamay niyo kasi may 294 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology expression tayo gagawin, so buti nalang may dala akong mga panaksak yan. Iisa isajhin natin yung mga nararamdaman tapos eto na ang mga glue okay. So una is still, di kumikibo, tahimik, payapa. Wiggly yung para ngang may bulate sa loob. Fidgety hindi mapalagy, di mapakali. Clenched naka ganyan yung kamay, tight mahigpit pakiramdam niyo sa loob masikip. Loose, masyado namang maluwag parang wala na kayo nararamdaman. Warm, mainit. Hot, yun yung mainit talaga o kaya nararamdaman niyo ba na nagpapawis ang inyong kamay, wetty. Cold, o nararamdaman niyong malamig. Or flappy, lara bang pumapagaspas sa loob. Fisted, na kamao, minsan pag galit tayo naka ganyan tayo. Tapos sore, parang mahapdi, so yung habang nagsasalita ako kung nakikita niyo yung kamay niyo na ganun checkan niyo niya lara atleast diretso na kayo mag gupit. Tapos, messy, feeling niyo ba magulo o di maayos ang kamay niyo. Tapos malinis ba siya clean o dry tuyo. Wet, feeling niyo ba parang basa. O squezzy parang may pumipisil sa inyo. Fast, parang may matulin parang bilis bilis na nangyayari sa loob ng kamay niyo. slow, mabagal feeling niyo ang bagal ng kamay niyo ngayon kasi walang koneksyon, or gustong manakit o nangangato alin din ang nararamdaman ng kamay niyo. Tignan niyo muna yung nararamdaman ng kamay niyo ngayon. Pakinggan niyo ano yung pakiramdam ng kamay ni ngayon, wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi makinig dun sa kamay. Nanginginig yun, so pede siya ng shaky. Ako ano ba pakiramdam ng kamay ko, parang mabigat so lalagay pede mo na siyang gupitin tapos dikit mo siya. Didikit dun sa tao, lalagay niyo dun sa kamay yan. Kamay, at daliri yan ah. Kahit isa lang Ate Vangie. Ito yung mga pandikit ah ayan. Yung sa paa oo kaya lang meron tayong experiment atleast 15 seconds papagawa ko lang atleast alam mo pero di mo siya magagawa say an gawin mo dun sa dyan sa ano meron ba dyan importante dito maging aware ka sa kamay mo May assignment dyan sige tapusin niyo lang yung iba ah. Ito parang more of everyday yan pagkagising at pagkatulog. So pwede mo gawin every day parang graph pagkagising mo hyper arouse lalagyan momsiya ng so pwede momlagyan kasi isa lang 295 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology to kung ebrydayblang lagay mo Monday, Tuesday, kunwari Monday ngayon ganyan, Tuesday ano nangyari, Wednesday ano yung nangyayari so yun yung sasagutan mo lang siya bali ito sainyo yan okay tapos na? Pero next week di na ko magiging late para matapos natin sabay sabay. Sa picture dun sa kamay ha sa kamay, dito dito yan. So lahat ng nararamdaman ng kamay niyo lalagay niyo dun maski basta ang importante maging aware kayo sa nararamdaman ng inyong kamay. Unang nararamdaman niyo ok, tapos na? Sige lagay niyo lang. Ito yung glue. Tapos na po? Tapos na, okay na po sige. So ang gagawin natin, is baba niyo ang inyong mga dala dala tapos tignan ang kamay tapos for 15 seconds, wag niyo ihihinto loob ng kinse minutos dapat shake niyo yung kamay ng 15 minutes. Okay one two three go. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve thirteen fourteen fifteen. Okay dun sa pinag paste niyo ya nano yung nararamdaman ng kamay niyo nung shinasha,e niyo, sige lagay niyo dyan. Ano mismo agad yung naramdaman ng kamay niyo after niyo siyang ishake. Tutuka niyo lang yung pakiraniyo ngayon, ano yung pakiramdam ng shinashake. Pwede siya isulat diyan. Focus diyan sa kamay, wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi yung ano yung pakiramdam ng kamay niyo ngayon. Anong pede niyo pang isipin, anong emosyon ang meron sa kamay niyo kung meron man. Bukod sa kamay, merong bang ibang nagrereact sa katawan niyo dahil sa ginawa niyong pag shake ng hands pwede niyo rin ilagay diyan yung buong katawan mula ulo hangang paa maloban sa kamay meron pa ba kayong ibang nararamdaman sa loob ng inyong katawan. Okay, finish. So another experiment. Kamay uli, magcclap tayo ng limang beses pero dapat ganun ang clap, ganun ang palakpak. Five times times ah. One two three go. One two three four five. Ano yung pakiramdam. 296 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Masakit. Feel niyo lahat ng atensyon niyo nasa kamay sige ramdamin niyo yung kamay niyo, anong pakiramdam. Parang alam niyo yun may tusok, may manhid na tusok. Kung may emosyan na konektado dunsa pisikal na nararamdaman ng katawan na masakit na maybtumutusok meron bang emosyon na konektado dun. Na ngayon andun pa rin yung parang tumutusok yung ganong pakiramdam ng kamay. Then kung meron uli sa buong katawan na lumalabas din kasama ang kamay ilagay niyo din okay and another one, another experiment. So importante dito is layunin natin maging focus kayo, yung attention niyo mas kinikilala ninyo, larang kaibigan diba kinikilala niyo. So yun ang ginagawa niyo nagsstart tayo sa kamay so tapos alam niyo yung statwa diba? Ano ba yung statwa? So yung kamay niyo parang statwa for 30 seconds okay sige bilang ako ng 30 seconds. Taas niyo ng ganyan yung kamay niyo ng di kumikibo. Ready, go. One, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, wala kayong ibang iisipin, twelve, thirteen, fourteen kamay lang, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen,pwede kayo huminga nineteen, twenty. Twenty one, twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five, twenty six, twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty. Anong pakiramdam. Nangangalay. Yun ang lagay niyo dun, ngalay, ngawit, tapos may emosyon ba, naiinis, naiirita, meron bang ganun. Nabbwisit, di mapakali, then from head to toe may sumasama ba sa kamay niyo na ganun din yung pakiramdam. Another one, mag bblow kayo sa kamay niyo for five seconds. Dapat aabot ng five seconds ah, ready one two ate sige na kaya pa sige one two three yung komportable one two three four five. Okay ready hinga ng malalim go one ha okay again mainit ah ready ha five seconds lagdating ng four hinga na ng malalim para mahaba yun five. 2 3 4 5, 1 2 3 4 5. Okay ano pakiramdam ng kamay ah, kamay hindi dibdib yung pakiramdam ng kamay, mainit ba yun. Naiinitan. Tapos may emosyon bang connected dun sa mainit na yun. Sabihin niyo sa kamay niyo, tinatanggap kita. So parte yan ng inyong katawan na nagbibigay din ng senyales o mensahe sa inyo. 297 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Tapos buong katawan niyo uki kung may nararamdaman bukod sa kamay.Okay last experiment, for five seconds papainitin niyo yung kamay niyo, wait lang po. One two three go for five seconds. One two three four five ya nano pakiramdam niyo. Mainit, ano pa sulat niyo lang sulat. After isulat babalik kayo dun sa icons niyo pipili uli nang descriptor ano yung nangyari sa kamay niyo ngayon after the experiments. Ano ang pakiramdam niyo uli at ilalagay,okay ilagay ang iccut uli dun uli sa kanina. Pipili uli kayo tas ilalagay diyan kung ano yung pakiramdam niyo uli so natatandaan niyo uli yung kung ano ibig sabihin. Still, di kumikibo, tahimik. Kumakawag wiggly. Fidgety, di mapalagay. Clenched nakatikom ang mga kamay nito ng mahigpit masikip, banat, lapat na lapat. Loose, maluwag, gusto kumawala. Warm, mainit init pa rin. Hot, mainit talaga siya. Sweaty, nagpapawis ba. Cold, malamig. Flappy, parangpumapagaspas bam ga kamay niyo ngayon. Fisted, nakakamao. Sore, mahapdi. Messy, magulo. Neat, maayos. Clean, malinis. Dry, tuyo. Wet, basa. Squeezing, pumipisil pisil. Fast, magulo, feeling niyo magulo yung kamay niyo, mabilis, slow, feeling niyo mabagal. Want to hit, gusto mambato, or shaky nangangatog. Kung yung kanina, kung yun pa rin lagay niyo nalang ulit sulat niyo na yun pa rin ang nararamdaman niyo or kung meron kayong ibang pakiramdam na wala dyan isulat niyo, pwede naman yun. Magdidikit uli. Okay. Tapos yung dito para namomonitor niyo pede niyo rin isulat, di pala pwede, talagang isusulat niyo. Tapos kung wala diyan yung mga nararamdaman niyo iba, isulat niyo lang. Kung may iba pa kayong nararamdaman dun bukod sa. Tapos susulat niyo dun sa check charter. Isulat niyo dun sa ibig sabihin niyan bilang pag kilala niyo sa kamay niyo malalaman niyo kung ano yung mga pakng kamay niyo. Bago tayo pumunta sa paa, tapusin muna natin ang inyong kamay. Tapos sa bahay gamitin niyo rin yan ha everyday try niyong kung ano yung gustong gawin ng kamay niyo lagay niyo lang yung mga pakiramdam tas pwede niyo isulat. Ang boal natin diyan is makilala natin yung kamay niyo, bago tayo pumunta kay paa, 298 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology share niyo nga yung experience niyo sa kamay niyo. Kamusta yung pagka kilala sa inyong kamay. Kamusta ang experience na yun Ate Geraldine. Una yung mga ginagawa natin kasi parang ano nanginginig masakit, mainit tapos yung parang nangangamao na parang gusto na sumuntok sa mga bagay, ayun po. May emosyon bang connected sa ganoong pakiramdam? Participant: Nagagalit. Ano yung pakiramdam mo ngayonna mas nakikilala mo yung kamay. Participant: Kaya kong parang di ko Parang nagkakaron ka ba ng power dahil nakikilala mo yung kamay mo, okay good. Ate Raquel? Masakit, namamanhid, nangangalay, umiinit tapos nagpapawis tapos napapagaod din tapos mas emosyon na yung naramdaman ko na yoon may sakit akong naramdaman Paanong sakit? Yung kirot? Participant: Oo. Bukod sa kamay asan siya, ah sa mukha. Ah sige and ano yung nararamdaman mo na mas nakilala mo yung kamay mo na may koneksyon siya sa ibat ibang bahagi ng katawa anong dating sayo nun? So kelangan lagyan ng atensyon yung ibang katawan ano lang dun ako nag iistart. 299 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ayun so mukhang maganda yung mga realization niyo ah sunod sige Reena? Participant: Masakit, mainit tas natakot. So ano yung dating sayo na mas nakikilala mo yung kamay mo sa mga gantong exercises Participant: Pag nag react siya, kaya kong dapat kaya ko pigilan kasi madalas din magreact to pag nagagalit ako. Yung mga naramdaman mo dyan anong koneksyon sa emosyon? I mean ano yung feelings na lumalabas? Ah naiirita so narealize mo rin na mas may control ka pala, ganun bay un ok good nice good. Sige Ate Trixia, ano naramdaman mo dun sa mga exercise? Participant: Mainit, hot, nangangalay, manhid, nasasaktan. Anong emosyon yung lumabas? Nasasaktan, ano nararamdaman mo na mas nararamdaman mo yung kamay mo. Participant: May interes, may ganto palang pakiramdam yung katawan ko, good nice. Bevs? Shaky tas sweaty nagpapawis lalo na pag nagagalit ako nanginginig siya Nagyon ba yan yung naramdaman mo ngayon, may galit? 300 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Pag galit lang po ako parang gusto ko manakit. Ah pero ngayon may ganun ba since nagpapawis kamay mo may galit ba? Konti So ngayon ano nararamdaman mo na mas nakikilala mo yung kamay mo? Participant: So yun po minsan kahit galit ako parang gusto ko manakit pero kaya kompala makontrol po kahit gusto ko magsalita. Ah yun yung nalaman mo ngayon o ikaw dati. Participant: Ngayon po Good sige Participant: Sakin po sweating, tas di mapakali, tapos parang feeling dry. Nararamdaman ko naman nung unang parang naninigas tapos yung sa pangalawa parang wala naman tapos yung sumunod ang bigat sa pakiramdam tapos yung pang apat parang mabasa tapos yung sa huli mainit tapos pawis ako kanina kaya parang sabi ko ang init. Pero pagkatapos na mag ano larang nawala naman na. So bukod sa kamay, related siya sa buong katawan pala din? Participant: Parang ang init pag gumaganon tayo, ang init sinasabi ko po tapos sabi mo parang okay lang yan. Nung natapos na ganun parang okay naman na nawala na yung pawis ko. So ano naramdamdam mo ngayon? Na parang pag galit ka may koneksyon pala yun sa buong katawan mo o sa kamay mo. 301 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Oh so far mukhang maganda yung experience niyo kasi mas nakikilala niyo na yung katawan niyo eh. Ngayon paa tayo so kunin niyo yung inyong ganyan pero paa naman. Si paa, tapos na tayo sa kamay pero pag uwi niyo sa bahay, continue yung mga activities na pede niyong gawin sap aa at kamay at continuous ang pagttrack. Okay lang ba yung ittrack biyo yung mga nararamdaman ng mga kamay niyo kasi yung ang assignment niyo ngayon, paa at kamay. Okay so again ganun uli, so punta tayo dun sa paa niyo niyo. So tanggal yung mga sapatos muna. Yan para may space. Yan okay paa so sap aa niyo ano yung ounta kayo sa ganto ano yung unang nararamdaman ng paa niyo ngayon, so balik ako dun sa aking words. Ang paa so kayulad nung una may mga still, wiggly diba pero may dumagdag na curled o nakakulot dib a pag naka ganun yung paa niyo. Phasing yungfeeling parang gusto lumakad lakad, jumping gusto bang tumalon talong ng paa niyo ngayon. Tickly, nakikiliti, want to kick, gusto sumipa. Want to run away, gusto umalis. Yung iba diyan alam niyo na still diba ah wala pala, cold, hot, tight, still, loose maluwag, moving gusto gumalaw, fast, mabilis, wiggly kumakawag, slow, mabagal , sweaty pinagpapawisan, phasing, naglalakad ng back and forth , fidgety di mapalagay, jumpy, gusto tumalon, clean, feeling niyo ba malinis ang inyong paa o madumi o nakakulot o mahapdi gusto sumipa, umalis, mainit init, nangangatog, nanginginig, basa, tuyo, o nakikiliti oag wala dyan pede niyo idescribe mismo yung nararamdaman niyo. So lahat hingang malalim then focus lang sa paa ano ang nararamdaman ng paa niyo ngayon mismo. Sige, ganun uli gupit gupit. Pag wala naman dyan pede gumawa ng sariling description ano yung pakiramdam ng paa niyo right now. Focus sa paa, focus sa nararamdaman ng paa. Walang ibang iisipin kunangbpaa lang tas bigyan niyo ng permiso ang sarili niyo maramdaman ang paa niyo. Nakakaramdam ng inis, di mapakali, normal yan walang masama dyan. So kung may ibang bagay na nararamdaman ng paa niyo na wala dyan, sulat niyo lang. Focus lang 302 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology lahat sa paa okay. Ready? Two more minutes. Good. Didikit mo na yan. Sa paa. San mo nilagay yung kamay, yan. Habang nag aano ah sinabi niyo na pala. Sige yan so naka ready na mga paa niyo. So ang gagawin natin, kelangan natin ng space kasi paa sige tanggal muna kasi kelangan natin space tayo ay okay sige. Habang nakaupo muna ang gagawin niyo, irurub niyo ang inyong paa. Back and forth yan magkadikit yan ten times. Okay, ready bibilang ako ng ten seconds rub your feet back and forth. Okay one lahat ng atensyon sa paa wala kayo iisipin kundi an nararamdaman ng paa at mismong sahig okay one two three go. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten. Yan anong pakiramdam ng katawan niyo isulat niyo. Focus sa paa ano yung nararamdaman ng paa niyo habang nirurub niyo sa floor. Pwede kayo maging specific ah kaliwa o kanan. Okay. Kung may emosyon na kasama ilagay tas tayo tayo march sa lugar with heavy steps twenty. Magkaron kayo ng space para di kayo magkakatamaan okay 20 ah na heavy. Okay one two three. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve thirteen fourteen fifteen sixteen seventeen eighteen nineteen twenty. Okay good okay sulat ano yung mismong naramdaman ng inyong paa. Masakkit, kumikirot kirot o kaya nanginginig. Parang meron siyang kirot na umaakyat hangang binyingapos biglang nagmamanhid. Okay last experiment tapusin niyo lang. kung may emosyon na kasama lagyan niyo ng emosyon. Tapos kung may ibang oart pa sa katawan niyo na nagrereact bukod sa paa paki lagay din. Okay. So now ang gagawniyo sa curl and squeeze your toes for ten seconds okay. So again wala kayo ibang iisipin kundi ang mga daliri sa paa. Kung may naiisip kayong ibang bagay try niyo hilahin at lagay ang atensyon sap aa okay curl niyo nang ganyan ah. One two three go. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten. Sulat again, ano yung naramdaman ng paa niyo, masikip noh, nakakairita yung feeling. Pwede diyan sa dibdib. Tutukan ang paa anonyung naramdaman ng paa niyo. Tapos balik na kayo dito ano yung naramdaman mismo ng paa niyo so gugupit uli kayo. Ano yung mga nararamdaman ng inyong paa pero kung wala naman dun pwede niyong 303 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology isulat nalang okay. Yan sa paa. Hangang ngayon yung binti ko namamanhid. Intayin lang natin si Josie. Buti nalang Ate Raquel alam ko ang pangalan mo. Okay sige processing tayo ano yung experience ng paa niyo?kamusta kayo sa inyong pagkilala sa paa. Start tayo kay Josie Participant: Sa akin dry wet shaky cold saka di mapakali tapos yung nararamdaman ko pinapawisa, nanginginig tapos parang dalawa kong paa nanninginig saka namamawis saka di mapakali tapos masakit tapos pagod So ano yung naramdaman mo ngayon na ganun yung pagkakilala mo sa paa mo? Parang mabigat nakakaramdam ako ng mabigat, parang hinihila yung paa pababa may ganun ba kayong feeling. Sige Bevs. Participant: Sakin po naramdaman ko sa paa ko yung nanginginig tas kungkot pagtapos tapos parang gusto ko maglakad Ano naramdaman mo, ano yung dating sayo na mas nakilala mo yung paa mo. Participant: Parang nabawasan yung kasi yung may halong sikip sa dibdib So nung nakilalal mo yung paa mo, lumuwag. Opo konektado pal asa dibdib okay good. Ate Trixia? Participant: Sakin po nung una malamig tapos nung ano nanginginig na siya So ano yung naramdaman mo na kinikilala monyung paa mo Participant: Tensiyonado 304 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So may koneksyon pala yung paa mo sa pakiramdam mondahil tensyonado. Okay Reena. Participant: Kanina po namamawis din tapos kumokonek sa kamay kasi pati kamay ko pinag papawisan saka parang komokonek din sa dibkasi masakit parang nagrereact naiirita Ok good sige so maganda na narerealize natin na yung parts pala natin may koneksyon sa ibang oarts ng katawan, yung ganyang feeling niyo dun yan sa third part kasi nasa first part palang tayo ng phase kasi may phase ito. Yung unang phase kikilalanin muna yung parts, pangalawang phase yung body parts niyo ano yung koneksyon niya sa nararamdaman then yung pangatlong phase, yung body parts niyo kinikilala niyo at anong koneksyon sa katawan at ano ang dapat gawin sa nararamdaman ng katawan niyo at nararamdaman. So first phase palang tayo. Sakin po, yung gusto lang niya gumalaw galaw tapos yung nararamdaman ko yung init tas kumikirot siya hangang binti taos naiinis tapos pinakahuli masikip kaya parang masikip tapos ganun yung pakko sa dibdib ko tapos gusto ko isipa kasi pag nagagalit ako gusto ko may gawin ako. Ok good, anong pakiramdam mo na kilalamo na yung paa mo Participant: Yung mga nararamdaman ko konektado rin sakanya Ok good 305 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Sakin nung una nagccurk siya nung nag ano tayo mabigat di mapakali tapos makirot masikip tapos konektado siya dito sa nararamdaman ko tapos na ano ko na kung ano pala yung bigat ng nararamdaman mo naano rin sa paa Ano yung pakiramdam mo ate na yun yung natutunan mo sa paa mo Participant: May koneksyon kung ano yung sa dibdib Ok good. So ibig sabihin lahat ng parte ng katawan meron pala siyang koneksyon sa iba pang pakiramdam at mukha yung iba pang nararamdaman na pisikal masikip mainit meron din pala siyang koneksyon sa emosyon diba yun yung naging layunin nayin ngayon na mas makilala niyo yung parts niyo. Sige, malapit na rin tayo magtapos for 10 minutes nalang. Ngayon, mindfulness exercise tayo so upontayo sige inom muna. So lahat nakaupo ng komfrom head to toe body scan, ibig sabihin aalamin niyo kung ano yung nangyayari sa katawan mula ulo hangang paa. Wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi yung hininga niyo at body parts niyo kung magkakaron ng tyansa na lumilipad yung ulo niyo, wag niyo husgahan yung ulo niyo, ibalik niyo lang uli dun sa hininga niyo at sa boses konpara mabalik kayo sa katawan niyo okay. Close your eyes, upon ng maayos, lagay yung kamay sa komportable ng posisyon, hinga ng malalim, yan release slowly, hinga ng malalim, slowly release tuloy tuloy niyo lang pag hinga mag start tayo sa ulo niyo ramdamin niyo lahat ng nararamdaman niyong tensyon sa ulo sa mukha sa tenga sa binig lahat yan pag hinga niyo at pag buga ilabas lahat ng tensyon. Hinga, ramdamin yung tensyon sa leeg pababa sa may shoulders o balikat then ibuga lahat ng tensyon . Hinga, feel yung tensyonsa may dibdib pababa ng daliri, nararamdaman niyo lahat ng tensyon at sa pag buga niyo nilalabas niyo lahat ng tensyon. 306 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Hinga ng malikim sa paghinga niyo naka focus kayo sa inyong tyan at likod at unti unti niyong yong nilalabas sa pag buga. Contilang ang paglabas at pag buga nararamdaman niyo na ang kaluwagan mula sa ulo hangang sa tyan hangan sa likod. Ngayon hinga ng malalim ramdamin niyo yung tensyon mula bewang pababa ng legs buga. Hinga ng malalim, nararamdaman niyo yung tensyon mula tuhod pababa ng binti hangang sa talampakan hangang sap aa ibubuga niyo lahat ng tensyon palabas hangang sa daliri ng paa hinga ng malalim ngayon alam niyo lahat sa katawan niyo ilabas niyo lahat ng tensyon habang bumubuga. Hinga ng malalim, punta kayo sa parte ng katawan niyo na ramdam niyo maluwag kasiyahAn at tanggapin niyo ng buong buo habang nilalabas niyo ang hininga niyo. Habang nag iinhale kayo lagyan niyo ng pagmamahal ang buong katawan niyo hinga ng malalim napupuno kayo ng pagmamahal sa buong katawan mula ulo hangang paa nanunuot to sumisiksik sa bawat kanto ng inyong buong katawan inhale again ramdam na ramdam niyo ang init ng pagmamahal sa inyong katawan. Now exhale slowly at napupunuan kayo ng pagmamahal at nilalabas niyo pa rin ang natitirang tensyon pagkabagot pagkatamad sa buong katawan. Inhale last tanggapin niyo ng buong buo ang kapayalaan na nararamdaman niyo ngayon dahil walang mali diyan at deserve niyo yang lahat na nararamdaman niyo. Okay open your eyes ano yung natutunan niyo sa sarili niyo ngayon. Sa mga pinagdaanan natin buong session balik kayo sa sarili niyo ano yung natutunan niyo sa sarili, ano yung gustong sabihin. nakaka ramdam ako ng payapa, peace of mind. Sige start tayo Ate Raquel. Sige balik ka sa sarili mo ano yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo Participant: Mas makatulong sakin kung pano ko makilala yung parte ng katawan ko 307 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So yung ang makakatulong sayo mas makilala mo yung sarili ano pakiramdam mo na yun yung kelangan mo pala gawin sa sarili mo Participant: Magkakaron ako ng tiwala sa sarili Ngayon ba meron na, kasi ginawa mo eh. Meron di ako magkakaron. Meron na kong tiwala, ano yung pakiramdam mo na narinig mo sarili mo na meron kang tiwala. Participant: Syempre masaya Nasan siya sa katawan mo? Nasa dibdib good. Balikan ang sarili ano yung natututunan mo sa sarili mo ngayon. Participant: Pag may bigat, may magagawa ka para gumaan Ano yung pakiramdam mo na naririnig mo na yung sarili mo ngayon? Participant: Mas makakapag desisyon ng maayos Nagyon ba may ganon kang pakiramdam, nasan siya sa katawan mo? Participant: Sa isip Sabihin mo salamat nagawa ko Ano pakiramdam mo nasabi mo yun? Participant: Maluwag po 308 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ok good thank you. Sakin yung pakiramdam na yung naging malaya Asan siya sa katawan mo Ate Trixia? Participant: Sa isip Ano pakiramdam mo ngayon na naririnig mo sarili mo Participant: Na pwede ko pala gawin na malaya Pwede mo gawin na malaya ano pakiramdam mo na kaya mo? Masaya Nasan siya sa katawan mo Participant: Sa puso Ok good, ano natutunan mo sa sarili mo Bevs? Participant: Sakin po nabawasan na yung kaba tas pag nagagalit ako mas nakikilala ko sarili ko tas nalaman ko na konektado yung kamay ko sa kamay ko tapos mas magagawa ko i handle icontrol yung galit mas maging maayos at magaan yung bigat sa dibdib, nabawasan. Ano nararamdaman mo ngayon na eto na nangyayari sayo? 309 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Magaan po. Nasan siya sa katawan mo, tanggapin niyo mag stay kayo sa ganiyang pakiramdam andyan lang yan di mawawala yan okay nandyan yan, ay takot na baka mawala normal yun. Importante, nagawa niyo yun yung importante dun. Mawawala siya minsan pero kaya bumalik andun yung hope Participant: Sakin po kanina habang nag iinhale exhale tayo parang yung pawis umaano sa buong katawan kasi mula hangang dito yung pawis pababa hangang sa may talampakan tapos yung dito ko mamasa masa So ano daw ibig sabinun pakinggan mo yung katawan mo, wag mo isipin sagot mo, ano gusto mo sabihin. Di mo iisipin, papakinggan mo yung pawis mo. Siguro ano parang pakiramdaman monyung sarili mo na yun pala pagka ganun na Ano pakiramdam mo na mas nakikilala mo na sarili mo Siguro oeace of mind wala ako masyado iniiisip Hinga muna tayo ng malalim okay next ate Participant: Sa aking habang nag aano tayo nakapikit nasa isip ko lahat tapos habang ano sa bawat parte ng katawan natin yung bigat sa ulo ko bumaba tas nagkaron ako ng sinabi ko sa satili ko na, kaya ko na, kaya ko to di ako, na magkaron ako ng tiwala sa satili ko Which is yung ginawa mo so sige hug uli tayo partner lartnefeel niyo lang yung love, hug hug. Sige hug lang sige yan yakap sige good ifeel niyo lang yung comfort. Sabihin 310 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mo sa partner mo, nakayanan natin, wala nangyari sating masama, safe tayo, mahal ko sarili ko okay good sige, So dun sa body chevk chart, icontinue niyo gumawa ng mga avtoara sa kamay niyo at para sa paa. So for until Tuesday kilalanin yung lang reakyson ng paa niyo at kamay niyo. Kasi yun yung narinig ko sa inyo eh na pag nakilalal niyo pala yung sarili niyo mas bumabalik yung pakiramdam ng kapangyAt yung control so ibig sabihin kaya niyo pala kontrolin yung sarili niyo kasi yun yung katotohanan na kaya niyo kontrolin ung katawan, di yung nararanatin ang nagkokontrol satin kasi ngayon bumabaliktad kasi ang nangyayari kaya bumabalik yung control kasi binabalikan niyo sarili niyo yan yung tinatawag na self regulation eh nireregulate niyo satili niyo, kumokonek kayo sa satili niyo kumbaga yung focus niyo nasa sarili kaya yung nararamdaman niyo na hypo and hyper arouse kaya kayo aligaga di mapakygusto umalis kasi yung attenntion niyo nasa labas eh wala kayong kontrol sa labas eh wala kayong kontrol kung ano mangyayari bukas ang may kontrol lang kayokung ano yung nangyayari sa loob so pag bumabalik pala kayo sa loob dun yung kayo napupunta sa window of tolerance dun niyo nararna may kapangyarihan pala ako, may pag asa ako and normal ang hyper arouse at hypo hindi mawawala yun kasi buhay tayo, normal yan na reaksyon ng katawan, pero ngayon ang importante natutunan na bumalik sa onyong sarili. So ang assignment niyo ngayon is ito, yan kunin niyo para alam niyo. Tulad ng ginawa niyo, tracking to eh tapos eto tuloy lang to pag monitor sa kamay at paa tapos ito kumbaga yung graph, isa lang to mas maganda araw araw hanggat maari munwari at the end of the day bago matulog magrereflect back lang kayo, ano ba nangyari sakin, kelan ba ko, pag gising ko ano ba yung nararamdaman ko pagka gising ko nasa hyper arouse o kalmado naman ako nasa window of tolerance. Pwede niyo to, diba binigyan ko kayo noon nung tatlo so pwede niyo to gamitin yun para itrack niyo yung nararamdaman niyo. So for example, waking pag gising o kaya early in the morning, mid morning. Pagkagising 7 oclock. 311 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Early morning mga 8:30 pa rin 9 o mid morning mga 10 tas noon tanghalian. Early afternoon 1 oclock mid afternoon mga 3 o’clock early evening mga 5 or 6 late evening mga 8 bago matulog mga 9 or 10. So kumbaga lalagyan niyo siya ng marka diba kunwari Monday ito nangyari sakin minsan nasa taas minsan nasa baba minsan nasa gitna. Tuesday lagyan niyo na ng T para atleast nattrack niyo uy ito yung nangyayari sakin kada parte ng isang araw okay. So ang layunin nito ng sa gayon maintindihan niyo yung arousal. Yung hypo arouse ka ba or hyper arouse okay. So para makita niyo yung fluctuating, nasa taas ba siya nasan na kayo ang layunin nito para alam niyo nangyayari sainyo kasi ang layunin niyotom, mas malaman noya kung ano yung mga nagiging rason kung bakit ganyan yun nararamdaman niyo. Makikilala niyo yung mga ginagawa niyo at reaksyon sa mga ginagawa. So kunwari nag isip kayo ano nangynung umaga bat ako nainis ah so diyan papasok yung pagkilala niyo sa katawan niyo, as maganda rin so etong number 2 what thoughts. Kasi number one at the end of three days pala so pede pala to kada 3 araw ano na agad yun makakalimutan so maganda araw araw so irerecord niyo yung arousal niyo lalagayyan niyo ng graph. so maganda para di kayo malito lalagyan niyo ng ibat ibang kulay. O kaya para di kayo malito lagyan niyo ng Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday yung kada ganun. Indicate number 2 what thoughts, ano mga naiisio niyo, nararamdaman o mga activities na nag iinflunce sa arousal niyo. Yan yung tanong mo Bevs kung isusulat mo, dun yung malalaman si Ate Reena pala, dun niyo lalagay s asa two kung ano nag ccause ng aroysal niyo. Tao ba yan, sitwasyon o basta kahit anong sitwasyon na nag ccause ng arousal. Number three idedescribe niyo kung ano yung nag cause ng arousal para tumaa o bumaba o di komportable so dito magiging kilalanin niyo sarili niyo uy kaya pala tumaas to ito yung nangyari sa akin, igla ako nakaramdam ng inis, bakit naman ako nainis naremind ako na may nangyari na ganyan ganun ganun na bakit siya bumaba, number three yun. Number four assess niyo yung patterns ng arousal niyo. And if your 312 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology arousal is where you wanted it to be throughout the day so aalamin niyo kung yung arousal niyo eh yun ba yung gusto niyo palagi mangyari, or yung arousal niyo ba gusto niyo palagi nasa window of tolerance yung nasa gitna ah. So or lag palagi nasa siya nasa taas o nasa baba ano ba yung kelangan niyo gawin para mag stay siya dun sa window of tolerance kasi nakita niyo na uy palagi ako nasa taas ah palagi ako nasa baba. So ano ba yung kelangan ko gawin para mag stay dito sa window of tolerance so ang ginagawa nitong activity na ito para mas makilala niyo yung sarili niyo at yung kelangan niyo gawin para matugunan niyo yung pangangailangan niyo na na mapunta kayo sa window of tolerance. Wag niyo hintayin na bumuti yung pakiramdam niyo bago niyo gawin kasi yun yung kelangan pag di maganda pakiramdam kelangan niyo talga hilahin sarili niyo kasi dun magbabago yung pattterns, sa pamamagitan ng pagiginb aware niyo sa sarili niyo, mas babalik yung kapangyarihan niyo sa sarili niyo okay so clearnaman yung assignment bago tayo magtapos. Isulat niyo lang dun sa isang tao yung inyong naramdaman ngayon last sulat yung isang tao. Yung isang tao yun yung gagamitin niyo for the rest. Di yan, yung isa, ito dun sa lumang tao ay bagong tao. Yung bago kong bigay yan sa balikan niyo agad ano yung nakuha niyo ngayon ano yung natutunan niyo, ano yung naramdaman niyo. Lagay niyo kasi ang goal nato masanay kayo na mag journal ng mag journal. Lumiit pala no. Tapos babalik niyo sakin yung scissors ah bigay yan ng asawa ko eh parang may isa pa, lima lang ba yun, kasi sabi ng asawa ko pito to pag nakita niyo nalang ah, papagalitan ako nun eh. Sige sulat nalang muna, sulat lang po doon yung naramdaman niyo ngayon tapos mag eend tayo ng prayer. Si ate gusto mag lead ng yoga laughter siguro nasayo yung ano no. Kinakabahan ako sa tawa mo eh, yung gratitude kasi di natin nagawa, hanggat maari gawin niyo siya araw araw ah. 313 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 3rd Session I: Nung una ang pinag usapan natin nung session 2 ay tungkol sa kamay at paa. So ngayon kamusta ang pag poproseso sa inyong paa at kamay? San kayo nahirapan sa mga assignements? Nagawa ba o nahirapan? P: Medyo nahirapan po I: Saan nahirapan? P: Dito po sa ganto po I: Ah yan kamusta yan? Ano napansin nyoo sa sarili mo? Ikaw ate Raquel san ka nahirapan dyan? P: Sometime po kasi di ko maano yung mood ko. Parang di ko pa alam. Nung dinidiscuss po naiintindihan ko pero pagkatapos po nun na bblanko ako kaya nahihirapan ako I: Yung sayo mukhang lagi kang nasa hypo. Ano yung parang di ka confident? P: Dito po sa sagot ko dito sa hypo. Di ko alam kung tama sya I: Yung hypo pwede mom akita yung sagot dito sa mga hypo. Eto yung hyper at window of tolerance. Ano yung napansin mon a ganyan pala mood mo? P: Nahihirapan ako bumalik I: Nagawa ba yung mga activities para sa kamay? Paa? P: Minsan nagagawa ko siya minsan lang di ko nasusulat I: Ano nangyayari sa paa mo? Anong changes mga napansin mo P: Para sakin napansin ko yun nung quiet time ko. Nagkakaron ako sa isip ko na parang ganito kamay ko tas ganito paa ko I: Ano yung impact ng awareness mo since ayan yung nangyayari sa paa at kamay ko P: Nabibigyan ko sya ng halaga. Tipong ah ganito pala to akala ko dati ganun lang kasimple. I: Wow ngayon binibigyan mo siya ng attention? P: Opo I: Ayun that’s good. That’s nice. Kasama talaga yan sa proseso P: Pero minsan talaga medyo mahirap I: It’s okay kasama talaga yan sa proseso I: Okay next si Rina P: Di ko alam kung tama to ah I: Okay lang yan aral lang naman ito sa sarili niyo. Ano napansin mo sa sarili mo? P: Halo halo ang emosyon I: Okay yun ibig sabihin you’re aware. Most of the time dalawa nararamdaman mo? Sabay? I: May tanong dito ano yung mga nagpapataas at nagpapababa so kailangan talaga maging aware kayo sa mga bagay na nag ttrigger sainyo. Kasi macocontrol nyo at maiiwasan niyo para makausap niyo yung sarili niyo na kailangan mo ng ramdamin kamay ko at katawan ko sa sarili. Kasi yung hyper arouse eto yung energy mo palabas kaya minsan sumasabog ganun naninigis. Yung hypo arouse sumasabog sa loob kaya minsan paki ramdam mo hinihila ka pababa. Pero walang masama dyan. Nagkakataon lang na kailangan natin alamin kung ano nangyayari sa katawan nyo kaya etong programang ito mas matutulungan kayo maging aware. I: So Rina anong nakikita mong pag babago sayo? 314 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: mas ano parang mas parag nagalit ako, nagagalit ako pero naiisip ko sa sarili ko na maging kalmado. Parang di ko kailangan mag over act I: So ibig sabihin mas nakikilala ninyo na ang sarili niyo. I: Debs. Very good. Actually alam ko na yun rina. Sige ikaw naman Debs magsimula tayo sa pag babago mo since nung first session? P: Mas nakikilala ko yung sarili ko pag galit ako. Tapos kung ano yung style ko pag naiinis tas madalas ako mairitable hindi kampante sa pag kilos. Mabigat sa dibdib. I: Kumbaga parang hyper arouse din? P: Opo. Pero minsan parang pinapakalma ko sarili ko kasi ayoko magkaron ng mas mabigat I: Mas Gusto mo talaga magkaron ng control sa sarili mo? Very good. Next ate Trisha P: Madali kasi ako magalit I: Ah Hyper arouse din. Ano pong napansin niyong pagbabago sainyo? P: Yung kaya ko ng dalhin yung sarili ko. I: Kaya ng dalhin ang sarili? P: Opo nacocontrol na I: Good. Josie tama? P: Sakin po napansin ko po nung hanggang netong Saturday na hindi maganda mood ko non. Pero parang gumagawa ako ng paraan na para mood ko na di maganda di ko mabaling o maiwas ko sa iba I: So nagkakaron ka ng Control. I: So far ang naririnig ko sainyo is nagkakaroon ng imporvements dahil tinutukan niyo ang sarili niyo. Good. Dun tayo sa Penjulation technique. Upo ng ayos. Lahat ba ng mga ginagawa dito ginagawa niyo din ba sa labas? Oo dapat ha. Sige penjulation technique tayo ng 5 mins. Close your eyes and upo ng maayos. Hinga malalim 1 2 3 pause. Then slowly release lahat 1 2 3 4 5. Inhale lagyan ng maraming air ang tyan 1 2 3 pause then ilabas nyo lahat dahan dahan. Panatilihing pikit ang mata. Alamin sa inyong katawan kung saan nyo nararamdaman ang hyper or hypo arouse. From head to toe. Ano yung nararamdaman nyong di maganda? Start tayo kay Ate Raquel P: Sakin? Sa dibdib I: Ano merong emosyon jan sa dibdib? P Malungkot. I: Malungkot. Rina ikaw? P: Sa dibdib din. Mabigat I: Yung kay ate Raquel pag mabigat anong itsura nun? Parang dinadaganan ka ba? Kaya ka nalulungkot? P: oo I: Kay Rina kaya mabigat kase? P: Parang ganun din parang may nakadagan na mabigat I: Kay Debs? Sang parte ng katawan yung parang di mapakali? P: Sa Isip. I: Anong klaseng pakiramdam? Naiinis? Parang di mapakali? P: Uhm takot I: Kay trisha? Sa buong katawan ano nararamdaman mo? 315 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Sa dibdib kinakabahan I: Ano yung reaksyon ng katawan? Parang masikip ba or lutang? P: Lutang. I: San mo nararamdaman yung okay? P: Okay naman ulo hanggang paa I: Paanong nararamdaman? Anong meron dun sa katawan mo? P: Ang pakiramdam ko naman okay mas lumuwag ang pag hinga I: Balik tayo kay Ate Trsiha. Sang katawan magaan pakiramdam? P: Di ko alam eh. Di ko maipaliwanag I: Ah medyo nahihirapan pa. Ikaw debs san magandang feeling sa katawan mo from head to toe? P: Okay naman po sa Puso. I: Panatag sa puso? Good. Ikaw Rina? San mo nararamdaman yung parang mas okay? P: Sa kamay parang magaan. I: Ikaw Raquel san sa katawan yung okay yung feeling? P: Sa ilong? Kasi parang may naamoy akong Adobo I: Ah yun yung pagkain. So nakakatulong pala sayo pag nakakaamoy ka ng mabango? Nawawala ba lungkot mo pag nakakaamoy ka ng mabango? Pero magandang realization yan na pag may pinag dadaanan ka tas may naamoy kang mabango eh gumagaan yung pakiramdam mo. Okay din yun. I: Etong technique na ginawa natin is para malaman nyo na hindi lahat ng nararamdaman nyo eh hypo arouse. Pwedeng may sabay sabay or window of tolerance. Anong dating sainyo nun na miski tingnan nyo yung katawan nyo eh may magandang feeling kahit papano? P: May pag-asa. I: San sa katawan? P: Sa isip. I: Ano dating sayo na di lahat ng parte ng katawan mo eh di lahat nasa hyper o hypo. Na may part parin sayo sa window of tolerance? P: Okay lang masaya lang na may okay din pala sa katawan ko I: Good pero parang di lang sanay? Di yan mawawala. Anjan lang yan. Ikaw Debs anong nararamdaman mo na sa part ng katawan mo ay okay P: Kalmado kasi hindi lahat ng parte ng katawan ko eh ano. I: San banda sa katawan mo? Right now P: Sa kamay po I: Walang mabigat? Walang mga laman sa loob? P: wala. I: Ikaw Trisha P: Sa isip. Mas gumaan na pwede pala maging kalmado I: Andyan yung hope. Okay ikaw Josie? P: Nasa puso at isip mo. Na kaya mong kontrolin mga nararamdaman mo. Paraan para macontrol mo. I: Good congratulations. Hinga tayo malalim tas slowly release lang ha. Ang mga ginagawa natin yung mga kinasanayan natin is pinuputol natin hindi lagging nasa baba o taas. Ang 316 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology importante dyan ay nagkakaron kayo ng awareness na meron palang pagasa at may option para matulungan sarili niyo. I: Gratitude log tayo. Isang bagay na pinasasalamatan mo. Dahil nagtanggal tayo ng ma di maganda, mag laga naman tayo sa loob P: Ang dami teka lang I: Isa lang o dalawa P: Healthy kami. Kaming lahat ganun I: San mo nararamdaman yang pag papasalamat? P: Sa Puso I: Ikaw Rina? P: Gumaling ako sa ubo’t sipon kasi nag paparanoid ako I: San mo siya nararamdaman? P: Sa puso at isip. Kasi sa panahon ngayon I: Ramdam mon a yung kagalingan? P: Opo I: Debs isang bagay na maiisip mo na Salamat sa Diyos P: Yung okay kaming dalawang mag ina. Sa araw-araw po naming dito safe kami I: San monararamdaman? P: Sa puso po. Palagi kong pinag papasalamat I: Good nag lighten na. P: Nag papasalamat ako na pag pinapagalitan ko yung anak ko I: Yung anak mo? Pag pinapagalitan mo? P: Yung di na po ako gaano mabilis magalit I: Ah pag dinidisiplina mo yung anak mo ngayon di ka na agad nag rereact? P: Opo I: San mo nararamdaman yung ganung pagpapasalamat? P: Sa isip I: Ah Good. Sayo Joseline? P: Sakin po nung nakaraan kasi masakit ulo mo. Nagpapasalamat ako kasi Nawala. Nagpapatulong nga ako magpabinat ng buhok para mawala yung sakit ng ulo. Mas Nawala siya Mas okay na. I: So san mo siya nararamdaman? Sa ulo ba? P: Syempre sa utak lang I: Okay very good. So ngayon tapos na tayo jan. Ngayon ang goal natin is mas makilala ang senyales ng loob at labas ng katawan. Ngayon ang parts natin ay ang inyong utak, ulo at mamaya yung lungs, baga, at buong katawan. So ang lesson na ito ay upang maturuan kayo na mas maging aware sa mga ibat ibang kaparaanan ng inyong utak o ulo. At mas magkaron kayo ng bokabularyo upang mas maintndihan nyo na ay pag ganito pala ang nararamdaman ng utak ko eto ang dapat kong gawin. So dun na tayo sa brain niyo. Kunin niyo lahat ng gamit niyo tungkol sa brain. P: Dun sa mga hand outs niyo create a descriptor menu. Junin niyo yung descriptor menu niyo. Dun sa descriptor menu niyo, ano ngayon ang pakiramdam pwede niyo siyang bilugan pero kung wala dito pwede niyo sulatan. Right now punta kayo sa inyong utak at ulo. Mag 317 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology focus kayo sa pakiramdam ng ulo at utak. Basta anything related sa ulo niyo ngayon. Kung naka focus ba kayo, dizzy, or too much ba? O kaya distracted, sore or namamawis bay an or pinagpapawisan ulo niyo kasi wala tayo electric fan? O kaya baka naman Achy, slow, itchy, greasy, o Makati? Alin dyan ang inyong nararamdaman ngayon? P: So from there, kukunin niyo yung ganito niyo diba? Isipin niyo muna ano nararamdaman ng inyong ulo. Kuha kayo ng ganito tapos bukod doon lalagyan niyo ulit siya. So ganun ulit, di na ko nag print ng ganito para dito niyo na lahat ng nararamdaman niyo as we go along. Pwede niyo tong gawin kahit hindi ngayon basta kukunin niyo ulet ito. Gupit then dikit. Right now, ano ang raramdaman ng inyong utak? Kung wala sulatan niyo tas yun nalang yung gupitin niyo. I: Ano po yung distract? P: Eto yung parang mabilis kang mawala sa focus. Kabaliktaran yun ng focus eh. P: Itchy ba or mabilis, mabagal, or greasy ba ang inyong ulo. Focus lang kayo sa nararamdaman niyo. P: Masakit ang meaning ng Achy. So ilagay niyo na ang lahat ng nararamdaman ng inyong utak I: Dito po ba? P: Yes oo dyan sa head. So right now, ifeel niyo lang yang nararamdaman niyo then isulat na din ninyo kung bakit. Kung ano ang laman ng inyong ulo kung bakit ganyan ang inyong nararamdaman. Ano ang mensahe? Wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi ang ulo niyo lang. Tanggapin niyo yan ng buong puso dahil parte yan ng inyong sarili. Wag niyo husgahan dahil walang mali dyan sa inyong nararamdaman. At kung meron pang ibang parte ng katawan na may iba kayong nararamdaman isulat ninyo nalang kung kunware sa kamay o pa ana may sensation na bigla niyo lang naramdaman bukod sa inyong ulo. Tapos lagay mo Josie, yung mensahe. LAgyan ninyo ng mensahe at kung meron din sa ibang katawan lagay niyo na din jan pati yung mensahe na sinasabi ng katawan niyo. Ikaw Raquel sulat mo lang yung nangyayari sa katawan mo ngayon. Yung mensahe ng mga luha mo. Naguguluhan ka ba ngayon? Parang mahirap ngayon kasi sabi mo kanina malungkot. Maaari ko bang malaman anong nagpapalungkot sayo ngayon? P: Namiss ko lang yung father ko ngayon. I: Ano ba naangyari sa father mo? P: Namatay na po siya last year. Mag o-one year na pero masakit pa din I: It’s one of the things na hirap ka tanggapin. Nasasaktan ka pag narerealize mo na matindi yung sakit ng pagkawala niya. Ano yung isang bagay para matulungan mo yung sarili mong mawala yung lungkot? P: Nag iisip po ako ng magagandang memory namin. I: Anong memory yung naalala mo? P: Yung para kaming mag barkada. Yung minsan tawag ko sakaniya hindi Ama kundi Mare kasi ganun kami talaga. I: San mo nararamdaman sa katawan mo yung happy memory? P: Sa puso ko I: Tutukan mo yung puso mo ngayon kasi andun yung magandang nararamdaman mo sa father mo. 318 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Okay everyone hinga tayo malalim put your hands on your tummy. Hinga malalim slowly release. Once again lahat nakatutok dapat sa breathing. Inhale pause then slowly release 1 2 3 4 5. Okay thank you for sharing Ate Raquel. So we move on kaya naman ba mag move on sa gagawin natin ate Raquel? P: Opo I: So again punt ana tayo dito. Binigyan ko kayo ng focus experiment. Pwede niyo tong gawing assignment din. Mga activities para atleast 2 or 3 activities tayo. So yung una give yourself a scalp massage with your fingers for 20 seconds. Feel niyo lang ha wala kayo ibang iispin kundi yung massage. Hila hilahin niyo basta kailangan lahat ng attention niyo nasa ulo. Ano pakiramdam na hinihilot sinasabunutan o massage yung inyong ulo. I: Minsan kasi yung scalp tight siya eh pero pag minassage mo, lumuluwag. Pag fineel niyo lumuluwag siya. Go back sa ulo tas unti unti niyong ramdamin yung kamay niyo sa ulo niyo. Just massage. Massage lang then write down kung ano yung pakiramdam nay un I: Ano ang pakiramdam nung minasahe ninyo ang inyong ulo. Isulat niyo lang sa tabi right now. I: Ano pa ang nararamdaman ng inyong ulo nung inyong minasahe? Okay? Tapos ngayon hold your brows for 15 seconds. Ako magbibilang ha basta yung pinaka mataas 1 2 3 go I: Sige pa taas. Sige taas pa. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 taas pa 10 11 12 13 14 15 P: Haaayyy I: Masarap yung pakiramdam na natapos na agad. Lagay niyo yung naramdaman ng kilay niyo. I: Okay tapos na? Tayo na tayo. Layo na ang mga upuan at dun na sa gitna. Kailangan may space kayo. Kasi iikot ng sampung beses. Ready ah 10 times I: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 P: Haaayy nahihilo ako I: Oh ayan lagay niyo na jan nahihilo. Kung ano yung pakiramdam ng ganyan. Ako din nahilo nung Nakita ko kayo eh. Para kayong mga lutang P: Parang ilalabas ko yung mga kinain. I: Ay hahaha oo nga sorry. Lagay niyo jan P: Parang di makagalaw ng normal I: Oh ayan lagay niyo na sa papel sulat niyo di makagalaw ng normal I: Last experiment na tayo kung tapos na magsulat I: Do something you really enjoy for 2 minutes. Isang bagay na pwede niyong gawin ngayon na kahit naka upo kayo eh mararamdaman niyo na mag eenjoy kayo. P: Kilitiin mo sarili mo bigla hahahaha I: Sige may naiisip ba kayo? Pwede stretching o kaya huminga. Relax ganun. P: Inaantok ako. I: Pwede ba yun 1 minute tulog? I: Basta kung di niyo kaya I document niyo I: Inom ng tubig para makapag enjoy ka. Yan 1 more minute. Ako iinom ng kape na tinimpla ng asawa ko. P: Kaninang umaga nag kape kami I: Hmmm. Dapat wala kayo iniisip ah kasi dapat enjoy 319 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Okay sulat. Ano yung naramdaman niyo for atleast 2 minutes. Kung di naman kayo gaano nag enjoy pwede niyo din sulat para maging totoo kayo sa nararamdaman niyo I: Pag tapos na, kung ano yung naramdaman ng ulo niyo this time migraine or what? I: Ano ang nararamdaman niyio ng buong ulo at utak niyo? After ng experiment natin ano mga naramdaman ng utak niyo? I: Nakapag focus ba kayo or nawawala pa rin yung focus. Mabigat ba o blanko, nalulunod, namamawis, nasasaktan, mabilis, mabagal, or malansa na parang oil. Kung wala jan sulatan ninyo nalang yung mga blanko. Bigyan niyo ng attention yung nararamdaman ninyo sa ulo niyo. P: San po to ididikit? I: Sa may bandang ulo pa din. Ano ang mensahe at nararamdaman ng inyong mga ulo. I: Wag niyo isipin. PAkinggan niyo lang anong gusto iparating ng ulo niyo ngayon. I: okay finish? Bago tayo pumunta sa lungs ano yung pakiramdam niyo ngayon? P: Parang mas nagging aware I: Magandang senyales yun. Ikaw Rina? P: Relax pa din marami lang distractions. I: That’s okay basta nalalaman mong may distractions at aware ka. Debs? P: Parang nahihilo pa rin po I: Ay sorry inom ka lang ng tubig P: Kung ano-ano pumapasok sa isip. At ang sakit sa ulo I: Dahil dun sa umikot? P: Oo. I: Gusto mo din ba tubig? P: Di na po okay naman po I: Okay sige. Paki kuha ng inyong copy ng Lungs I: Sige right now sulat muna tayo. Tutukan niyo ang baga niyo. Ano ang physical sensation o body signal. Ano ang senyales ng baga nyo ngayon? Masaki tba o kaya fast, mabigat, tingling, panting parang aso, coughing, burning na parang mainit sab aga niyo, or mabagal ang pag hinga, mahapdi ba? Or pag wala jan isulat niyo nalang tulad ng heavy na mabigat o mahirap huminga I: Pagka punta niyo don, punta na kayo sa descripter menu. Chart icons pala. Pagtapos niyo isulat ang inyong nararamdaman, punta kayo sa chart icons para ilagay sa inyong tao. Tutukan niyo ang lungs niyo at baga niyo kung anon a nangyayari. Masikip ba or nahihirapan huminga? Maluwag? Mainit? Mahapdi ba? O nakakakiliti I: Tutukan ang baga at hayaang magsalita. Pakinggan ninyo ang mensahe. I: Ano ang mensahe ng inyong mga baga I: Pwede mo isulat ate Trisha ang mensahe ng iyong baga kung bakit ganon ang nararamdaman niyo I: Pakinggan ang baga bukod sa mabigat na mensahe at pakinggang niyo din ang magandang mensahe. Baka yung ibang parts ng inyong katawan eh may gusto ring sabihin I: Punta naman tayo sa experiments. Di ko na kayo papatayuin. Wag na lang jumping jacks 20 pa naman yun P: Okay lang naman po yun 320 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Oo kaya yun I: Osige tayo. Pag ginawa niyo yun make sure ang attention niyo ay yung sap ag jumping jack niyo. Maglagay kayo mga space I: 1 2 3 Nakadepende kasi sa bibig ko eh hahaha I: Okay ready na 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 P: hahahahahaaha ang bigat ko I: Pag sinabing jumping, dapat talon wala naman akong nakitang tumalon hahaha I: Okay sulat kung ano ang naramdaman ng inyong baga P: Hiningal I: Okay hinigal lagay niyo jan hiningal P: Dito po ba isusulat? I: Dito niyo muna isulat. Pag nag 20 jumping jacks’ kayo, ano yung naramdaman ng inyong baga? P: Nawala ako sa focus eh I: Sige ngayon tutukan niyo na anong naramdaman ng baga niyo. I: Okay finish? Then gawin natin hold your breath for 10 secs P: Huh? I: 10 seconds lang naman. Ready set go. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I: Oh anong naramdaman ng baga niyo? Masikip ba nung di kayo nakahinga? Yung parang may inipit kayo P: Parang kinapos P: Parang nalunod I: Ano pa ang naramdaman? I: Okay so isang experiment nalang tayo. Take a slow deep breathe in and hold for 5 econds I: Ibig sabihin slowly. Then hold for 5 seconds I: So pag inhale niyo, 5 seconds na nakapause I: So inhale slowly. Pause. 1 2 3 4 5 I: Then go back to your lungs again kung ano ang naramdaman I: After nyan, balikan niyo ulit yung chart icons niyo kung anong naramdaman ng inyong lungs sa tatlong experiment I: So lahat ng attention niyo itry niyo lang ifocus sa inyong lungs. Ano ang naramdaman ng inyong baga pagtapos ng tatlong experiments I: Okay then ano ang mensahe ng inyong lungs sa inilagay niyo I: Mensahe ng inyong mga baga I: Yung dito sa desripter menu, part na din to ng assignment niyo. Diba yung kanina kamay at paa so kasama dyan yung kanina na ulo at utak so ngayon yung lungs. So lagay niyio lang dito yung iba pang nararamdaman ng inyong mga lungs, utak or katawn niyo. So tuloy- tuloy lang yan. So tapos na tayo sa lungs I: Ate Raquel short lang ano nararamdaman? Ano kaya mensahe nyan? P: Bilis ng pag hinga. Siguro kasi konektado sya sa utak ko at dibdib dahil sobrang bigat ng naramdaman ko, napagod ako. I: Ano daw kailangan mong gawin para gumaan lungs mo? Pakinggan mo P: Yung huminga ng maluwag 321 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Sige hinga ka muna at sabihin mo sa sarili mo na “Ligtas ako”Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo P: Na safe ako I: Good congrats. I: Sige ikaw naman Rena P: Nabawasan yung bigat. Di man lahat pero nabawasan I: Ano sabi ng lungs mo para mabawasan? P: Huminga ng malalim. Kaya gumaan. I: Okay good. Debs? P: Hiningal tapos bumilis tibok ng puso at napagod I: Ano raw kailangan mong gawin para mabawasan yun? P: Huminga po ng malalim para mabawasan I: Good then do it P: Gumaan po sa pakiramdam. I: Ate Risha ano daw kailangan gawin para gumaan? P: Mag isip lang ng magaganda I: Okay good. Ikaw Josie? P: Parang feeling happy parang bumalik sa pagiging masaya. Masarap bumailk sa pagkabata parang laro laor I: So ang feeling ko sayo, di ka gaano nakapag laro nung bata? P: Oo kasi nung bata ako di ako gaano nag lalaro I: Ano sabi ng lungs mo para gumanda pa feeling? P: Need mag focus sa sarili at bigyan ng pansin yung ibang bagay na makakatulong sap ag luwag ng dibdib mo. Mga bagay na makakapag pasaya sayo. I: Good kaya kailangan mo yan gawin. I: Ngayon nasa whole body na tayo. I: Kasama jan ang lahat. Pero ang na tackle lang natin ay brain, lungs, feet tsaka hands. Kasi whole body na. Yung phase 1 kasi yung pagkilala niyo ng senyales sa katawan. Upang mas magkaron kayo ng bokabularyo upang mas makilala ang sarili niyong katawan. P: Medyo mahirap po pero kaya naman matututunan P: Mahirap din P: Parehas lang po mahirap din P: Sakto lang I: Mararamdaman nyo talaga yung hirap pero okay lang yun. Ngayon since nasa buong katawan na tayo, ganun ulit. I: Puntahan niyo naman yung buong katawan niyo ngayon kasi simula hands to bladder to eh. I: Kung naooverwhelm kayo, kasama yan. Pero yung ganung pakiramdam, saan yun sa katawan niyo? So ngayon sulatan niyo nalang kasi wala na ko stickers kaya sulat nalang. So andito yung mga kodigo na pwede ninyong malagay. Pwede niyo ko taunngin para alam niyo ibig sabihin nun. I: Pero ngayon from head to toe, ano na nararamdaman nyo? Pwede kayo jan mamili. Kunyari sa puso ko, biglang sumisikip dahil naakaramdam ka ng sikip, sulatan ninyo nalang ito. Ang importante dito yung awareness niyo mula ulo hanggang paa. 322 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Kung nakakaramdam ba kayo ng pagka lunod, isusulat niyo. Kung takot man, isulat niyo. Lahat ng nararamdaman niyo, ilagay niyo na. Kung naiinis, kasi masyado na o nalunod na agad. O kaya natatakot kasi di alam ang gagawin, it’s okay. I: Basta lahat lang ng attention niyo, nasa katawan niyo. Kung nakakaramdam ng inis, di mapakali, kung nasa tyan, nasa legs. Wag niyong huhusgahan kasi walang masama sa nararamdaman niyo. I: Pakinggan ang sarili. Ano yung nararamdaman. Tapos kung ano yung mensahe na sinasabe ng bawat parte na nagging aware kayo ngayon. Una muna physical sensation diba. Yung mga body signals eto yung malamig, mainit, tuyo, basa, masikip, mabilis, mabagal, parang gusto mo tumalon, masikip ang mga kamay. Yan ang mga body signals. I: Feeling niyo buo or feeling niyo walang laman. Mabigat or nawawala sa atensyon. O kinakailangan ng tahimik dahil maingay or parang clogged kasi parang puno. O kaya parang sobrang ingay o sobrang tahimik o gustong sumigaw. I: So anong mensahe ng bawat parts na nilagay niyo. Okay one more minute. I: Short lang ng body processing. Anong nararamdaman? Yung buong katawan mo. Yung buong reaction. P: Mabigat I: Kasi? P: Kasi madami hindi ko na alam kung kaya ko I: San mo naramdaman yung mabigat? P: Sa muscle I: Ano daw yung kailangan mong gawin para gumaan? Wag mo isipin pakinggan mo shoulders mo P: Stretching? I: Okay do stretching now. Go back to your shoulders nung ginawa mo yung kailangan mo P: Medyo gumaan siya I: Okay good. Rina? Anong pakiramdam mo P: Nadidistract I: San yung nadidistract? P: Sa isip I: Ano yung sabi ng isip mo kung bakit nadidistract ka? P: Nagtatanong I: Anong tanong yun? P: Kung tama o mali I: Tungkol saan P: Di siya problema pero parang problema natin I: Kung kelan ka papasok sa problema ng iba? P: Opo parang ganun I: Tanungin mo isip mo kung pano mo mababawasan yung mga iniisip mo P: Gusto niyang magtanong I: Oh sige anong tanong P: Tama bang mangielam ako? 323 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Nagiging emosyonal ka kasi baka dun yung part na hirap ka. Gusto mong tumulong pero baka akalain nila nagningielam ka. Anod aw sagot dun sa tanong mo. San mob a nararamdaman yan P: Sa puso at isipan ko. Gusto niya kasing may maayos o may masagot. I: Pag may nasagot na anong mararamdaman mo? P: Kampante po masaya. I: So yun ang need mo. So pwede mo tanungin yung taong yun kung kailangan nya ng tulong. Dun mo malalaman kung kailangan niya ng tulong mo. Marerealize niyang kailagan niya ng tulong pero kung ayaw kailangan mong irespeto na ayaw. P: Gusto niyang magpatulong pero parang di niya nakikita yung sarili niya I: Ah so ang pwede mo gawin dun kumbaga sa salamin, ibalik mo lang yung nararamdaman niya. Yung mismong tulong na kailangan niya di mo maibigay kasi ayaw niya eh so di niya tatanggapin I: Ano pakiramdam mo ngayon? P: Medyo okay lang kalmado lang I: Good so nasagot ko ba tanong mo? P: Medyo po I: So nagging masaya ka? Ginawa mo yung kilangan mo para sa sarili mo equals, gumaan. Okay? P: Opo I: Debs ano pakiramdam mo? P: Nanginginig po yung buong katawan ko. I: Kasi? P: Kasi may halong kaba I: Anod aw mensahe kung bat nanginig P: Kasi yung mga sagot ko di ko po alam kung tama I: Kumbaga mahina pa yung kumyansa mo P: Opo I: Ano daw yung kailangan mong gawin para madagdagan yung kumpyansa mo? Hinga ka ng malalim. I: Sabihin mo sa sarili mo “Walang mali sa sagot ko. Okay lang yung ginawa ko” P: Walang mali sa sagot ko. Okay lang yung ginawa ko. I: Okay good so ano ng nararmdaman mo?: P: Medyo okay na po. I: Good. Ate Trisha? P: Nasasaktan. Nawawala sa isip ko di ko maintindihan I: Kanina ko pa napansin ate Trisha na parang ang layo mo. Parang wala ka sa loob. Nakatulong ba sayo na maging aware ka sa ulo mo at sa lungs kahit konti? P: Konti lang I: Okay lang ang importante merong nangyari. Yung ang panghawakan mo. Baka di lang madali sayo kasi di yon ang kinasanayan mo. Kaya ka nahihirapan bumalik sa loob. Pero walang mali dun kaya andito tyo para tulungan kang makabalik sa sarili mo. Andun yung takot siguro kung pano siya gagawin or natatakot ka sa bagong experience kasi ngayon mo 324 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology lang nakikilala yung katawan mo. Walang malai jan Ate Trisha. Anjan yung takot mo sa mga kamay mo. Pakinggan mo yung braso mo ngayon kung ano kailangan mo para mawala takot mo? I: Sabihin mo nga sa sarili mo na “okay lang ako” P: Okay lang ako I: Sige so ganito gawin natin since andito si Ate Beth, tayo tayo, tayo tayo. Find a partner. I: Gagawin ulit natin yung yakapsule. Wala kayong ibang iisipin kundi yung init at pagmamahal. Okay? Hug tayo. Hug hug. Sige hug lang. Mahigpit. Sige tanggalin niyo yung resistance. Isantabi niyo muna yun. Ilet go niyo muna yung ganung pakiramdam at tanggapin niyo ng buong buo at sabihin niyo “Walang mali sakin. P: Walang mali sakin I: Mahalaga ako P: Mahalaga ako I: Importante ang pangangailangan ko P: Importante ang pangangailangan ko I: Normal ang nararamdaman ko P: Normal ang nararamdaman ko I: Ayokong husgahan ang sarili ko P: Ayokong husgahan ang sarili ko I: Dahil mahal ko ang sarili ko P: Dahil mahal ko ang sarili ko I: Walang mali sakin P: Walang mali sakin I: Walang mali sa nararamdaman ko P: Walang mali sa nararamdaman ko I: Sige lang. Feel niyo lang. Let go niyo. Let go niyo mga nang bblock sa mga nararamdaman niyo da maganda. I: Feel niyo lang presence ng holy spirit ngayon. Hinga malalim. Release. I: Okay seat down. I: Anong pakiramdam Josie? P: Sakin te yung sa buong katawan yung una kong nilagay blangko yung parang ang sakit sa ulo. Yung tenga ko parang gusto ko takpan. Para wala na akong marinig. I: Okay so focus ka muna sa tenga mo. Right now, ano need ng tenga mo para mabawasan yung ingay? P: Para sakin tahimik. Kasi nakaka ano. Tapos sumunod is yung bubig. Gusto ko magsalita pero di ko alam paano kung san sisimulan. Sumunod yung lungs po medyo masikit siya ngayon. Yung heart naman po tama lang. Yung muscle ko po nanginginig. Yung stomach ko po gustom I: Sige patapos na tayo hahha P: Tapos yung hands ko po Mabasa basa. I: Good. Aware ka na sa mga nag=ngyayari. Ang gagawin natin ngayon dahil mas nakilala niyo na body parts niyo. We’ll do body scanning head to toe na walang iniisip na ibang bagay. 325 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Pag naligaw ulit utak nyo, balikan niyo yung hiniga niyo. Focus lang kayo sa hininga. Seat comfortably. Upo ng maayos. Komportable. Close your eyes. Sa loob ng isang minute o dalawa. Upo lang at katahimikan. Ng walang ibang ginagawa o walang ibang sinasabi. Walang ibang layunin kundi ang atensyon niyo ngayon sa boses ko na nagsasalita. Habang nararamdaman niyo ang inyong hininga. Mulo lo, ramdam niyo ang nangyayari sainyong mukha, tenga, pababa mula sa leeg, lahat ng atensyon mula balikat pababa ng braso, siko hanggang sa daliri ng inyong mga kamay. Kung anong pakiramdam sa damit niyo. Ramdam ng tyan yung kontakt papuntang baywang. Ramdam ng buong legs niyo, bewang, hanggang bukong bukong pababa sa daliri ng inyong mga paa. Bigyan niyo ng atensyon yung mga bagay na walang ginawaga. Iappreciate niyo yung pakiramdam na walang ginagawa dahil walang masama sa ginagawa niyo ngayon. Dhil di niyo hinuhusgahan ang sarili niyo. Na may halaga etong moment na to na inexperience niyo. I: Okay hinga ng malalim. Sabihin niyo ng tatalong beses na “Mahalaga ako” P: Mahalaga ako I: Importante ako P: Importante ako I: Importante ang mga needs ko P: Importante ang mga needs ko I: Walang mali sakin P: Walang mali sakin I: Anak ako ng Diyos P: Anak ako ng Diyos I: Okay open your eyes I: Sige bago tayo magtapos, anong natutunan niyo sa sarili niyo. P: Ang dami palang dapat matutunan. I: Ang importante dun sa assignment niyo, dun sa ginamit niyong graph, kasi dito sa handouts niyo lagay niyo nalang sa likod. So pwede niyo siyang gawing journal sa notebook. Napapansin niyo yung up and downs niyo. Atleast alam niyo kung asan kayo. Tama naman yung maraming natutunan Ate Raquel anong dating sayo nun? P: May halong bigat di ko alam kung kaya or hindi I: Pero ngayon nakayanan mo. Sabihin mo sa sarili ko “Kaya ko” P: Kaya ko I: Wag mo munang isipin yung sa susunod. Eto lang muna. Kasi eto yung kapangyarihan natin mismo eh. Pinapalakas niyo yung habit na uy kailangan kong bumalik. Kasi pag lumabas kayo sa now, dun kayo magiisip ng kung anoa no kaya kailangan niyong maibalik yung sarili niyo agad. I: Sige Rina ano yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo ngayon? P: Yung kahit madaming distraction, kaya mong ituon ulit yung isip mo sa kung anong ginagawa mo. I: Very good. Oh diba pangatlong session palang, may impact na agad. Ang susi dito is consistency. Ibig sabihin, tuloy – tuloy. Sa umpisa, expect niyo talaga na pahirapan kasi may pinuputol kayong mga nakasakanyan. So pag di niyo tuloy tuloy yung pag puputol, babalik siya sa dati. Ayaw natin ng dati diba? Sino may gusto ng dati? Pag bumabalik kayo don dapat 326 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology compassion kayo sa sarili niyo. Kasi normal na bumabalik. Kaya importante yung minfulness eh. Ang atensyon niyo dapat balik lang sa sarili. Pag naguguluhan kayo, balik lang kayo sa sarili. I: Which is ginawa niyo. For the third session yun yung skill na ginagawa niyo. So hopefully sana tuloy-tuloy na. Maski mahirap, atleast masabi niyo lang ng malakas sa sarili niyo na may impact na eh. I: Sige debs, ikaw na. Anong natutunan mo sa sarili mo? P: Kahit mahirap kilalanin yung sarili, kaya nating mas makilala. Pag aaralan. I: Kumbaga yun yung kalakasan mo Debs. Napapangunahan ka lang ng takot. Kailangan mo iadress yung mga bagay na tumutulong sayo bawasan yung takot. I: Sige. Trisha ano yung mga natutunan mo ngayon? P: Wala eh I: Balik ka lang sa katawan mo ate Trish. Nakakaramdam ako nung inis kasi nahihirapan ka? Nahihirapan ka kasi meron kang pinagdadaanan? Masyado siyang nag o-occupy sa sarili mo sa loob. Nahihirapan ka makabalik sa sarili. Pero nung umu-oo ka, may koneksyon ka na sa sarili mo kasi nalaman mo na yun yung pakiramdam mo at walang mali don. Sabihin mo sa sarili mo na walang mali dun. P: Walang mali dun I: Okay lang ako. P: Okay lang ako I: Oh ngayon nakabalik ka na. anong nararamdaman mo? P: Mabigat I: San yung bigat? Ano yung ibig sabihin ng bigat? I: Sabihin mo nabibigatan ako P: Nabibigatan ako kasi nasasaktan ako. I: Para mabawasan ng konti yung sakit mo anong kailangan mong gawin? Anod aw yung kailangan mong sabihin? I: Hinga ka lang malalim Ate Trisha. Kasi yun yung sinasabi ng sarili mo kaya kailangan mong sundin. I: Anong pakiramdam mo ngayon? P: Medyo mabigat I: Nakayanan mo. Sabihin mo sa sarili mo “Kaya ko “ P: Kaya ko I: Nakabalik ka sa simpleng pag hinga diba? Coongrats P Sakin tea no. May koneksyon pala lahat ng iniisip mo sa buong katawan mo. Dun pala nanggagaling yun. Kung ano pala nararamdaman ng utak mo napupunta na din sa katawan mo. Namamalayan mo nalang na parang mga parte dito I: Anong pakiramdam mo na mas nakikilala mo na sarili mo? P: konti konti mas nalalaman ko yung mga dapat gawin I: Like what? P: Pag naiinis ka alam mo mga kailangan kong gawin I: Okay. Sabihin niyo sa sarili niyo congratulations. Kasi nakayanan niyo ngayon ng walang nangyarin masama. 327 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: So continue lang yung assignment ha Lagay niyo nalang sa ibang papel or notebook. Make sure na magagawa niyo siya kahit pa isa isa lang. Kelan tayo sa susunod? Monday or Friday? P: Monday po. Kasi po wala pasok nung Monday I: So ganun oras ulit? 1:30 or 1? P: 1:30 nalang I: Sige sino gusto mag end ng prayer para matapos na tayo agad P: Let’s pray P: Ama naming Diyos na makapangyarihan nagpapasalamat po kami sa araw na ito na binigyan niyo kami ng pagkakataon upang makapag aral at malaman naming sa lahat ng nangyayari sa aming katawan at kung pano kami makakabalik sa aming sariling katawan. Maraming Salamat rin po sa taong ginamit niyo po upang ituro sa amin ang mga dapat naming gawin at matutunan. Salamat po sa lahat ng ginamit niyo upang kami ay magkaron ng kamahalan sa aming puso isipan at katawan. Naway sakanilang pag uwi sila ay inyong ingatan at proteksyonan. Ibless niyo po sila panginoon at ganun din po kami na naiwan dito Panginoon. Patuloy niyo po kaming iguide at pagpalain sa araw araw. Ito po ay aming ibinabalik ng may papuwi at pasasalamat sa Panginoong Hesus P: Amen I: May gusto pala akong sabihing verse 2nd Peter chapter 1. Yung sinabi niyong pagkakilala sa sarili. Andun yung sagot. Yung buong verses na yun. Yung sinabi ni Paul na kahit alam niyang mali, ginagawa niya. Yun yung nakasanayan na habits. Kaya importante yung katawan natin kasi ito yung nakaka receive ng pinagdadaanan natin na trauma and abuse. So sa pamamagitan ng pagkakailala niyo sa sarili niyo, yun din ang makaksagot sa healing at recovery niyo. Pag nilayan niyo yung 2nd verse kasi lahat ng pinagdadaanan natin ngayon, nasagot na niya. Kaya di pwede sabihin na walang solusyoon. I: Mula nung pinako si Kristo, tinanggap niya lahat nung pinag dadaanan natin ngayon. Kailangan natin panghawakan yung salita. I: Okay thank you. I’ll see you again. Sorry naano ko yung 10 mins. Kabila naman kayo. P: Thank you po. I: Thank you. 4th session Sige kamusta na kayo so far this is our fourth session. Ang fourth session ay tungkol dun sa emosyon naman kumbago sa phase one is body literacy ibig sabihin mas kinikilala niyo yung body signal senyales ng inyong katawan, pag may nararamdaman kayo ano yung senyales nito. So yun yung nangyari satin ng ohase one ngayon nasa phase two na tayo ibig sabihin pagkatapos natin magkaron ng idea na mas makilala natin an gating sarili sa pamamagitan ng body signals, ikokonek natin to sa ating nararamdaman. Ibig sabihin bidy awareness pagkakaalam mo sa inyong katawan sa senyales at papano to magkakaron ng meaning. 328 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Meaning ng katawan at papano to may koneksyon sa ating nararamdaman. Para magkaron tayo ng integration kumbaga buo mula sakatawan natin ay may koneksyon pal asa nararamdaman so gagawin natin yun for two sessions starting today so before we start, iprocess natin yung nangyari last time nung third session kamusta kayo sa mga assignment niyo. Bago niyo tutukan yung bago, dun muna kayo sa assignment niyo. Tinutuloy tuloy niyo ba yung graph? Ano lang yung mga nagawa niyong assignment. Sige ano yung mga assignment na ginawa niyo or dun nalang tayo san akita niyong pagbabago. So this is our fourth session ano yung mga nakita niyo na pagbabago sa sarili niyo or may mga bagay na nahihirapan parin tas konek agad sa sarili. After nung third session the kumbaga parang pagod na pagod ako tas sakit ulo ko tas di ko ma explain yung ano tas nung may kasama ko sa bahay sabi niya bakit di ko alam di ko ma explain yung nararamdaman ko nahiga nalang ako kaya lang ako bumangon kasi kelangan ko magluto gawa ng mga bata. Parang blanko. Habang naalala mo siya ngayon, ano yung reaksyon ng katawan mo ngayon? From head to toe na sobra kang pagod, masakit ang ulo. Nasan siya ngayon sa katawan mo? Participant: Nasa ulo talaga. Punta ka sa ulo mo Raquel ifeel mo lang yung sakit sa ulo tas describe mo sakin ano yung itsura ng sakit sa ulo kung bibigyan mo siya ng imahe. Participant: Alam mo yung umiikot parang sinusundot na ewan . Nakakainis yun? Kasi larang dinmo maintindihan okay tutukan momlang yang ganyang pakiramdam tutukan mo lang yung mensahe yung lagay dyan sa umiikot na sakit. Huwag niyo isipin yung sagot walang panghuhusga. Participant: Sanay ako na isipin yung ano minsan kasi di mo maiwasan na isipin yung past. 329 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Specifically ano yung nagccause nung sakit sa ulo mo? Ano yung isang bagay na sobrang tumatatak sa isip mo? Participant: Yung nangyari saking di maganda. Ito ba yung tungkol sa father mo? Di pa yun may iba pa? ah okay sige puntahan mo lang yung ulo mo ngayon hangang tuloy tuloy na nagsasalita tutukan yung kelangan gawin ngayon para bigyan mo ng kung ano man yung need tas ano yung kelangan mo gawin. Participant: Blanko Ano yung mensahe ng blanko? So Wala, parang wala akong gagawin. Ayaw na muna kumilos? Kasi pagod na kasi? Sabihin mo ngayon na pagod na. Participant: Pagod na ko Ano yung mga ayaw mo muna gawin? Participant: Ayaw ko muna kumilos, steady lang kahit sa bahay So ibig sabihin nun napapagod parang hinihila ka pababa? Participant: Pero ayaw ko kumilos na parang pagod na pagod ka 330 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So ngayon may na sense ako na parang medyo may nag flow nangyari, nasan siya sa katawan mo? Participant: Balikat Sige feel mo yung balikat ano yung mensahe ng balikat mo? Participant: Kelangan may gawin ako, kelangan ako may gawin Wag mo husgahan yung balikat mo, ano daw yung kelangan mo gawin? Participant: Labanan yung nararamdaman ko Eh ang nararamdaman mo eh mabigat so wag mo daw siya labanan, ano lang yung pwede mo gawin sabayan niyo yung nararamdaman mo, para masabayan mo siya anong kailangan mo gawin? Wag mo isipin yung isasagot mo? Ok lang maramdaman yung di mapakali, kung meron mang kayong nararamdaman na di mapakali, ok lang walang masama diyan. Parang masalimuot yung nasa loob mo, masikip, maraming mga gumugulo pero kahit papano na pakinggan mo yung sarili mo so pick upin natin yun mamaya. Okay sige Reena? Yung natutunan mo ngayon so far simula una hangang four session na Participant: Mas nakakapag kontrol ako Yung kontrol san mo siya nararamdaman sa katawan? Participant: Sa buong katawan Sa buong katawan, anong masasabi na nakokontrol mo na. ano yung reaksyon ng katawan mo 331 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Yung nagagalit, nagagalit pero bumabalik sa dati May ginawa ka ba para bumalik sa kalma? Participant: Uhm na observed ko sa sarili ko na okay lang siya, tumahimik, kinakausap ko sarili ko. Kahit magalit pero di masyado, tapos makipag usap dun sa tao So ibig sabihin nadedevelop, nagkakaron ka ng tinatawag na assertiveness yan yung tinatawag na ilalabas mo yung galit mo sa maayos na paraan di mo naman hinuhusgahan yung galit mo na masama kasi talaga naman nagagalit ka pero dinaan mo sa maayos na paraan. Good. Sige, si Bevs na may sakit? Kelan ka nagkasakit? Participant: Linggo ng hapon. Ah linggo ng hapon, ano yun trangkaso o ibang sakit? Di ka naman nahirapan huminga? Participant: Di naman kaya lang minsan pag nakahiga ako feeling ayaw ko na nakakamoy ako ng di maganda. Kagabi po nakaamoy ako ng mabango pero parang nalulunod ako sa amoy. Ang tawag dyan sa ganyang pakiramdam yung sensory, yung senses, sensory overload. Ibig sabihin yung ilong natin nasosobrahan kaya sinasabi niya sa utak na uy nasa panganib ka kaya pakiramdam mo di maganda. Nasan siya sa katawan mo? Yung sa katawan ko nararamdaman ko lag sumakit yung ulo ko. Ano daw hung kelangan mo gawin kahit konti para atleast mahimasmasan ka? Sige pakiramdaman mo lang yung sarili mo. Naglakwatsa ka? Baka sobra ka nang natagalan 332 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mag stay sa isang lugar, parang kelangan mompumunta sa may ibang nakikita. Trisha? Mukhang ako ate yung pinakamatanda sa inyo eh, ate ako ng ate ako naman pinaka matanda sa inyo, sige Trisha. Naramdaman ko yung blanko kasi ako nun. Binalewala ko nalang Ngayon, anong pakiramdam mo ngayon? Blanko pa rin? Nasan yung blanko sayo? Parang nasa mukha mo o nasa ulo? Walang laman? Ano yung pag wala kang maintindihan, blanko yung utak, ano pa yung ibang nararamdaman ng katawan mo pag ganyan yung pakiramdam, ano yung emosyon na kasama dun? Participant: Nasasaktan, manhid. So mukhang masyado masalimuot yung nararamdaman mo ngayon na nasasaktan so para di ka masaktan, ang hirap ng ganyang pakiramdam. Pero mukhang di ka agad naging blanko lasi nagkaron ka ng koneksa sarili mo ano pakirana nakonek k asa sarili mo pano yung okay lang. mas gusto mo ba yung pakiramdam na uy eto pala ko or medyo kinakabahan, okay sige Josie? Participant: Sakin te yung parang blanko kasi ang daming dapat irelease tapos pero ano naman na kumbaga nakatulong naman. Nilalamig si Bevs. Pero kamusta pala yung mga assignment so kayo nagawa di niyo nagawa, ikaw Trisha di na rin nagawa? Mahirap ba yung assignment? Participant: Nakakalito Oo ako rin nalilito kaya okay lang, 333 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Eto importante kahit di niyo directly nagagawa yung assignment yung mga nangyayari dito di niyo lang masyado ano pero nagagawa naman, yun ang importante anyway ang gagawin natin ngayon, Pendulation so pikit ang mga mata. Tapos from head to toe alamin niyo sa buong katawan kung san nararamdaman yung di komportable na pakiramdam asan sa katawan mula ulo hangang paa, hangang maari wag husgahan kasi meron yang dahilan kung bat niyo nararamdaman kumbaga pakinggan niyo lang para siyang kaibigan niyo na nasa katawan niyo ngayon na may pinag dadaanan kelangan kaibigan niyo yan wag niyo huhusgahan, kelangan pakinggan niyo lang okay. Start tayo kay Raquel, san sa katawan mo nararamdaman momyung di ka komportable? Participant: Sa ulo pa rin So pakinggan mo sabihin mo di ako komportable Participant: Gusto kong makisabay pero masakit siya eh Ano ba yung isang bagay na nagpapasakit? Kahit isang word lang para lang lumalabas siya. Ok lang ba yun na kunin mo yung pillow tas kelangan mo kasi ilabas yung sakit kasi yun ang nasesense ko eh gusto niyang sumigaw so dyan lang sa pillow para atleast di ganun ka lakas tapos lahat tayo gagayahin natin si Raquel at cover natin ang ating mukha okay so lahat tayo nakatutok sa ulo ifeel natin lahat yung nararamdaman ni Raquel. Pag bilang ko ng tatlo sisigaw tayo okay sa kamay ah, one pangalawa hinga two pangatlo sigaw. Hinga malalim, hinging permiso kay Bevs kung pwede yung electric fan, pwede ba gusto mo dito ka pa ganun yung ano electric fan para di ka natatamaan ayan. Okay na yan, kamusta na Raquel? Ano nangyari agad parang lalang bumigat, lalong bumigat? Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi lalo mong naramdaman yung sarili mo so it’s a 334 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology good thing kasi kumbaga alam mo yung linta? Diba kinukuha niya yung dugonso pag tinanggal niyo yung linta kahat nakuha yung dugo mo sa anong pakiramdam mo, parang na drain ka, walang dugo eh so normally wala ka nang energy so nung nilabas mo yung energy mo dun ka nagkaron ng koneksyon na parang uy nabawasan ka pero kahit papano mukhang lumuwag yung pakiramdam mo o ako lang nag iisip nun? Totoo naman? Okay sige san na tayo, dito na tayo si Reena, san sa katawan mo yung medyo hindi komportable yung pakiramdam Sa buong katawan Ano daw yung rason kung bakit ? Participant: Parang pagod kasi ako parang gusto ko matulog Tapos ginising kita Participant: Gising pero Yun nga pakiramdam ko ngayon sobrang parang hinihila kayo pababa sobra kelangan natin mag regulate, hinga malalim okay sabihin niyo sa saniyo okay lang yung nararamdaman, walang masama sa nararamdaman ko, parang di kayo naniniwala? Wala talaga masama sa pinagdadaanan niyo ngayon kasi andun kayo sa hyper o hypo? Hypo yung sa baba ah parang sobrang alam mo yun disconnected ka sa katawan mo nag collapse na yun nga yung blankong blanko ka na. Yung hyper yung maraming energy na di mapakali. Hypo dahil may sakit din, hypo. Okay sige kaya natin to, Bevs san mo nararamdaman sa katawan na di ka komportable Participant: Nakahiga lang 335 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Sige Trisha, balik sa sarili saan yung di maayos na pakiramdam Participant: Puso’t isip Then Josie? Participant: Sa ulo kasi sakit ng ulo ko eh Sige baka kelangan mo ng tubig, dahil mainit, pwede rin yun diba so balik tayo saan naman sa buong katawan na medyo mas okay ang inyong pakiramdam na masasabi buong katawan na masasabi niyo na mas okay Participant: Kamay ko Atleast nag momove yung kamay diba. Sige Reena? Participant: Dito Ano pakiramdam na meron palang part sa katawan niyo na mas okay Participant: Yung upo ganun Komportableng upo ano yung pakiramdam niyo na meron palang okay pa rin? Sa kamay mo Participant: Mas okay siya kasi matulungan ka ng ibang parte ng katawan mo. Sige Reena? 336 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Pag asa Asan sa katawan mo na mas okay yung pakiramdam Participant: Sa kamay At ano yung pakiramdam mo na okay pa rin Participant: Kamay kasi nung sumakit yung ulo ko may panghilot ng ulo ko So may kakampi san siya kahit san siya sa puso o ano di komportable ano part ng katawan na mas okay Participant: Sa hita Okay ano pakiramdam niyo na okay pala? Mas okay? Okay sige. Participant: Sakin siguro yung upo ko Sa upo na komportable atleast matulungan mo sarili mo Ok good see. So ngayon ano yung isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo So Nakarating kami ng safe Nasan siya sa katawan mo? 337 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Nasa dibdib Ano yung reaksyon ng katawan ano yung body signals, natatandaan niyo nasan yung maluwag, mainit, maluwang. Ano yung pinapa salamat mo. Participant: Healthy San siya sa katawan mo, wow healthy pa rin ako Participant: Sa buong katawan, anong descriptor niyan sa buong katawan na nagpapasalamat, yung descriptor ano yung mga senyales ng katawan maybhot may cold may yung descriptor yung pinapaste niyo ano yung pakiramdam ng buong katawan mo dahil nagpapasalamat ka? Yung clean Clean malinis Bevs? Ano yung isang bagay na pinapa salamatan mo isang bagay na nagpapa salamat ka sige isip ka ng isa kahit mabigat nararamdaman monisip ka ng isa bagay na alam mo na nagpapasalamat sa Diyos. Ano sa ngayon kahit may sakit ako okay Participant: Sa puso at isip ko Nasan yung pasasalamat mo sa Diyos kasi? Nasan siya sa katawan mo ngayon? 338 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Sa tyan ano yung pakiramdam ng tyan mo ngayon Trisha, mabigat dahil nagpapasalamat ka sa Diyos? Or ano pag nagpapasalamat k asa Diyos anonyung pakna binibigay nito sayo? Mabuti Asan siya sa pakiramdam mo? Participant: Sa isip Participant: So nasa isip pala kasi yung nasa tyan mo yan yung isang bagay na sa mabigat sayo na di ko alam kung ano yun okay sige. Participant: Sakin the yung pinapasalamat ko na nakarating ako dito syempre wala akong pasok Nasan siya sa buong katawan mo? Participant: Nasa isip kasi kung may pasok ako tapos may ganito So atleast ngayon maluwag komportable walang iniisip ok good sige tayo muna tayo gawin natin yung yakapsul para kahit papano mabawasan ang hirap kaya lang di pede si Bevs kayo nalang pwede kayong tatlo, kayo muna partner sige twenty seconds hug go na sabi ko yakap di suntukan, ifeel niyo lang every time may yakapsul kayo wala kayong ibang iintidihin na pakiramdamna ang sarap may nagccomfort may nag susuporta ang sarap ng gantong pakiramdam na may kaagapay ka may karamay na maski mabigat ang pinag dadaanan ano nagyayari maski mabigat tinatawanan ni Raquel kaya ifeel niyo lang kaya sabihin niyo sa isat isa mahalaga ka maski mabigat 339 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ang inyong nararamdaman buhay ka pa rin, walang masama sayo okay lang tayo, okay sige sit down. Short lang ano pakiramdam niyo agad? Participant: Masaya Masaya diba o anong sunod Participant: Ganun din Ikaw nanood ka lang Participant: Masaya po kasi nakita ko sila na magkayakap Ok good ganun din copy and paste talaga si Trixia ano Masaya kasi syempre iba pa rin yung may katuwang Participant: So hopefully dito sa shelter sa home tuloy tuloy yung suporta yung simpleng ganto lang tapos hug lang atleast natutulungan kahpyo nahahatak kayo lugmok kayo pero kahit papano may kaya niyo pala tumulong para umahon. So ngayon ang gagawin natin my body signals are clues to my emotions so ibig sabihin kung ano yung senyales ng ating nararamdaman sa ating katawan, eto ay clues ano ba yung clues sa mga pulis na ebidensya na nagpapatunay na uy may nangyari krimen dito uy page to pala nararamdaman ko sa katawan ko eto yung nararamdaman kong feeling ibig sabihin nito ibig sabihin ngayon pg phase two mas mag karon kayo ng abilidad na mabigyan niyo ng meaning ano nangyari sa katwan since first session pero ngayon mas maintindihan niyo kung bakit ano ang importansya ng body connections. Ang goal natin sa lesson na to ay para matulungan natin na maturuan kayo ng senyalysa ating nararamdaman at magkaron kayo ng konek niyo eto pala so introduce 340 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology my body with connections. So body signal ito yung sang storya na ang aking katawan ay nakakaramdam ng maraming katulad nun ang katawan natin ay nakakaramdam naiintindihan naman ano for example lag ang tyan natin ay nagugutom o umiingaym ano yung ibig sabihin nun Participant: Kelangan kumain Pag ang ating kamay ay malamig at nagpapawis ano kaya meron dun? Participant: Tense Pedeng tense, sainyo ano nararamdaman niyo, kinakabahan o kaya pasmado. Pag ang muscles niyo ay masikip maluwag ano kaya yun anong pakiramdam nun Participant: Parang okay ka lang Pag tight pag may problema masakit. Pag inaalam natin yung mga senyales na ito sobrang importante yan kung pano niyo hinaharap ang problema lalo na sa nakaraan kasi dahil sa trauma at abuse sa inyo, sumasabog yan sa katawan so yung katawan niyo ang nagbibigay sayo ng sagot para magawan niyo ng solusyun yung pinagdadaan niyo so yung sinabi mo Reena na natutunan mo na magkaron ng kontrol sa nararamdaman mo kasi nung di mo na makontrol siguro, gusto mo na magalit, ang kelangan ng katawan mo kausapin mo lang sarili mo at sabihin mo sarili mo na eto nararamdaman mo sa ganung paraan napupunta tayo sa window of tolerance kasi ibig sabihin nun vinavakidate mo kinikilala mo di mo nirereject, tinatanggap mo na yun ang nararamdaman mo so meron tayong clues na pwede natin malaman kung ano yung nararamdaman natin so importante na makonek natin yung mga katawan sa ating nararamdaman okay. So ibig sabihin nun sumasakit ang tyan plus muscles diba minsan pag masakit yung tyan pag maingay parang gumganon yung muscles ibig sabihin nun 341 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology gutom so ngayon maglakaro tayo kunin niyo tong game cards kunin niyo ganto niyo nandyan na so sasagutan niyo to tagalog lahat. Pag kayo ay heavy eyes mabigat ang inyong mata at meron kayong mabigat na muscles din ano kaya yung ganong pakiramdam? Participant: Gustong matulog Oh ano pa, pagod sagutan, pero di porket ikaw pagod, ikaw inaantok, malay niyo iba naman yung sagot niyo kumbaga ito kayo yan, di bang tao. Pag inaantok ka ang importante dun is kilala mo yung reactions niyo. Pag dry na tuyo yung bibig at walang laman, tuyo din yung lalamunan. So uhaw so iba o ganun din ba kayo, uhaw din ba kayo? Uhaw muna yun yung phase three natin, actions. So ngayon, uhaw. Diba lahat may ganun ba, lahat uhaw o ako pag ganun feeling ko may sakit ako, maski uminom ako ng tbig dry pa rin so feeling ko may sakit ako pag ganun. Yung pangatlo gustong tumalon yung paa mo di mapakali tapos mabilis ang tibok ng puso at malakas ang boses. Ano kaya yun? May ganun ba kayong experience tapos yung tibok ng puso tas ang lakas na ng boses ano kaya yun. Galit sige galit yung iba ano di mapakali gusto manuntom gusto sumabog. Ate Trisha? Participant: Hingal. Hingal, hinihingal yan pang apat, burning eyes alam niyo yun parang mga mainit yung mata mo nangingilid tama tapos stuffy nose barado ilong tas tyan bumabaliktad, baka yun ang pakiramdam ngayon ni Bevs, may sakit. Tapos, pang lima too much ears, sobrang ingay, madaming tenga. Shut off voice maingay pero di malabas boses tas ano yung ganun pakiramdam niyo masyado na malakas maingay pero pigil ang boses Participant: Naiinis, iritable 342 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Sunod sa likod, loose muscles maluwag ang muscles walang mahigpit tapos mabagala ang tibok, mahinahon ang boses. Ano kayo yun, may ganito ba kayong experience, maluwag ang inyong muscles tapos ang puso niyo di naman natibok tapos mahinahon, quiet, mahina. Yung nararamdaman mo? Ano kaya experience yan na meron kayo, pedeng malungkot kasi quiet mahina, tinatamad, nang lalata. Nang lalambot yan okay. Sunod sobrang maingay uli, umulit lang kanina. Ito wiggly muscles, di mapakali ang inyong muscles sa loob. Distracted di mapakali, yung atensyon niyo kung san san na yung kamay di mapakali, may ganiyan ba kayong karanasan. Na halos lahat sainyo di mapakali kaya wala din atensyon anong pakiramdam yan pag ganyan kayo, di mapakali aligaga. Participant: Di komportable Tapos dun sa dalawang natitura, kayo ang mag iisip niyan, base dun sa pagkakakilala niyo sa sarili. Lahat ng ito tungkolsa inyo sa reaksyon ng katawan niyo kasi mas kinikilala niyo sarili niyo. Isispin niyo mga reaksyon ng katawan niyo, isipin niyo oag nagagalit, masaya, malungkot, malamig, tulad nung sinabi ni Bevs kanina giniginaw, ano nararamdaman ng katawan mo pag giniginaw. Ano mga senyales ng katawan pag giniginaw sasagutan niyo sa dalawa isip ng sitwasyon karanasan na malalagay niyo pag ganto narara equals ganto pakiramdam. Kunwari inaantok. Sompede niyo tong gamitin pala yan so hungry gutom, puna na ang tyan, thirsty nauuhaw masaya, malungkot, galit, yung sensory overwhelm yun yung parang punong puno na sa amoy, yun yung sensory overwhelm yun sobrang marami na kayo natutunan na impormasyon masyado na kayo assignment pede rin yun kunwari naka focus kayo, ano pakiramdam ng katawan niyo pag naka focus ano napapansin ng katawan niyo pag naka focus kayo yun lagay niyo sa blanko. Active ang utak, ano pa yung mga utak niyo mas magaan ang aking pakiramdam. Magaan light mas naiintindihan yan. So equals na yun mas naiintindihan ano ibig sabihin nun pero para mas masabi na naiintindihan ano yung 343 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology senyales ano yung reaksyon ng katawan pag naiintindihan mo siya. Ang layunin ng activity na to to mas maiiwasan yung nakasanayan niyo na di kayo nakatuon sa di maayos na pakiramdam kasi kelangan niyo alamin ang mga bagay bagay na di kayo sanay, mahirap kelangan niyo acknowledged yan. Sino dito nakaranas na nahihirapan ngayon Participant: Ako San sa katawan yun. Participant: Sa isip ko yung nakaraan Sabihin niyo nahihirapan ako, masakit sa ulo so wag niyo lang basahin. Ang gawin niyo tuunan niyo ng pansin sarili niyo, isipin niyo lang pag kalmado ko lag kalmado, naiinko ano yung pakiramdam ng katawan ko. So ano yung senyales ng katawan niyo na magsasabi na ito yung pakiramdam. Pede niyo lagay pag takot kayo o galit ano senyales ng katawan niyo na oy ganto pala pakiramdam ko pag nakakaranas ng takot o galit. Okay one minute nalang. Okay dun na tayo sa expeso punta kayo sa experiment. Nakita niyo na yung experiment sige. So esa experiment natin squeeze your hand fist for fifteen seconds so dapat squeeze niyo talaga for fifteen seconds so ready set go. 1 2 3 feel niyo tensyon 4 5 6 wala iisipin kundi yung kamao trisha 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 release. Akes my body feels like ano yung pakiramdam ng katawan niyo Participant: Masakit siya tas parang nanginginig Pero nung nirelease niyo na? Participant: Naunat yun mga buto 344 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ano pakiramdam ng katawan niyo, masakit, masikip, yan lalagay niyo dito makes my body feel. Tapos kung ganun pala yung kamay niyo, masikip masakit, anong emosyon yun konektado dun pag ganun yung pakiramdam? Galit ano pa. parabkang sasabog kinkabahan. Minsan yun yung naiinis.Or parang straight yung meron ka gusto mangyari pero di mangyari or di mo makontrol yung sitwasyon wala ka magawa kaya ka naiinis mga ganun. So yung dun ano feelings monlag ganun nararamdaman mo Reena. Next tapos, ano pakiramo pag naiinitan ka? Pikit niyo lang tenga niyo ay mata niyo wala kayo iba iisipin kundi yung naririnig lang okay for 60 seconds, pakinggan niyo lang yung ginagawa ko (bell sound) pakinggan niyo lang naririnig niyo gamit ang yong tenga. Okay ano pakiramdam ng tenga niyo? Nanginginig may ganun ba Participant: Nagulat po Ayan dito yun Participant: May pumitik, parang nagulat Ayun yung nagulat emosyon yung pero yung pumitik dito yun sa puso sige okay sige sagot sidty seconds pang apat sige then take a deep breath pang anim ang hold for 15 seconds okay, ready wala ibang gagawin sige tapusin niyo muna. So dun tayo sa number 6 baba niyo muna yung lahat ng hinahawakan niyo hinga ng sobrang lalim tas pause agad for 15 seconds okay hinga malalim ah palakihin tyan. Ready set slowly go. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15. Ano yung pakng katawan niyo agad? Pag di kayo makahinga ano pakiramdam Participant: Parang nauubusan ng hinininga 345 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ayun nauubusan ng hininga, parang naluluno. Ikaw Trisha ano yung nararamdaman ng katawan mo nung di ka humihinga ng 15 second Participant: Kinakapos Then ano yung pakiramdam niyo nung di nakakahinga, kinakapos ano yung emosyon na nararamdaman niyo, Takot, sige ano pa? Yung iba ano naramdaman balik sa sariliano yung naramdaman the rest paki gawing assignment ha para meron kayong activities na ginagawa sa katawan niyo pero dun sa anong sige start may Raquel ano yung bigla mong nakonek o nararamdaman sa ginawa mong activities Participant: Yung dito sumasakit te parang nakakonek siya dun sa nakaraan kasi kaya lahat ng takot saka galit yung nakaano sakin kasi parang naka ko ek siya dun sa past San siya sa katawan mo specifically? Participant: Sa binti So dyan siya na stock, ano unahin mo, binti o utak Sa utak kasi wala na dadaanan proseso mo sarili mo ano yung isang bagay na nagpapabigat ng, sige bigyan mo siya ng boses wag mo isipin yung isasagot mo, yung isang word na bakit siya mabigat . Kasi may iniisip, ano yung kelangan mo gawin sabi ng utak mo para marelax ka na ng konti na pwede mo gawin ngayon? Kumbaga puno puno na para sumingaw. Sige masahihin mo, pag minasahe mo wag mo isipin yung pinoproblema mo sige nga gawin natin lahat masahihin pag minamasahe niuo wag niyo associate, dapat masarap pakiramdam, pag sinamahan niyo ng problema pag iisip di niyo maeenjoy maski nag 346 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mamassage kayonever niyo maennjoy kelangan massage again massage sige maski sabunutan niyo sarili niyo pakiramdam niyo na sige diba ramdamin niyo diyan yung kamay and daliri niyo na dumidikit sa inyong ulo. Ang masarap sakin pag sinasabunutan, ano pakiramdam nun wala ibang iniisio ah Raquel yung kamay lang. Ang ginagawa natin miski naiinis ka sige tutukan mo lang kahit one minute na nagkaron ka ng kapayapaan sa pag iisip. Kaya Trisha walang ibang iisipin kundi yung lahat ng atensyon ay nasa ulo at kamay ngayon ibalik yung sarili sa kamay lang hinga ng malalim ano pakiramdam. Participant: Medyo nabawasan At ano pakiramdam mo na narinig mo sarili Participant: Alam ko na may dapat ako gawin So ano yung naramdaman mo na ginawa mo talaga? Nasan siya ngayon? Participant: Nasa puso ko So ano sinasabi ng puso mo? Participant: Masaya ko Congrats Nagpapasalamat ako kasi nagawa mo, oh Reena ano ba tinanong ko sayo? Ah pagkatapos nito ang layo ko na sige nung nagawa mo siya ano yung mga natutunan mo sa sarili mo? Nung nagawa mo siya ano yung bigla mo na realize or may napansin ka baa no ba yung nangyayari sa katawan niyo dahil sa ginawa niyo sige balik k asa sarili 347 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology mo Reena, nawawala ka kasi, hing aka malalim di ganon kadali o mahirap siya na pinagdaanan hirap bumalik. So gently mahinahon mo ibalik sarili mo sa matawan mo. Ano napuna mo, ano napansin mo sa sarili mo. Participant: Kasi ako parang lang may naririnig ako, di ako makatulog or parang ingay natatakot ako. Ah may koneksyon ba sa nangyari sa nakaraan na medyo sensitive ka, nasan sa katawan mo na stuck yung takot mo sa noise sa ingay asan sa katawan mo Participant: Sa dibdib Punta ka sa dibdib mo, pansinin mo siya wag mo husgahan ano meron sa dibdib mo, descripto masikip, madilim, makapal, masalimuotbna para ka nasa gubatbna puno ng puno na di ka makadaan ano meron sa dibdib mo Participant: Masikip Sige pakinggan mo yung sikip Reena, sabihin mo nasisikipan ako kasi sige tanggapin mo ng buong buo, okay lang bai comfort k ani Raquel? Sige ihug mo lang siya okay andito ka ngayon Reena sige damdamin mo yung paa mo saka yung tuhod mo masahihin yan, puntabka sa dibdib mo. Masikip siya kasi habang finifeel mo yung tuhod mo saka paa mo sabihin mo nasisikipan ako kasi Participant: Nasisikipan ako kasi may mga bagay na gusto ka pero di mo makuha Sabihin mo nakakainis Participant: Nakakainis, nakakagalit 348 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Kunin mo nga hampasinmo yung unan kasi nakaka sense ako ng inis eh sige labas mo sige pa isa yan. Okay ano pakiramdam? Lumabas pero naiiyak ka ngayon kasi sabihin mo naiiyak ako kasi nahihirapan ako, nasasaktan ako Di ko masabi yung gusto ko sabihin kasi natatakot ako na baka mapahiya ako so dinpa safe. Sabihin niyo kay Reena ngayon, okay lang yan, walang problema. Ligtas ka pa rin, okay lang, dinka namin nirereject. Parang tayong dalawa lang nagsasabi, parang yung iba nirereject si Reena. Sige sabihin niyo kay Reena. Sige sabihin natin kay Reena, okayblang Reena, ganyan din yung nararamdaman ko. So gingawa natin ngayon Reena pinaparamdam na normal, tingin ka sakin okay lang Reena okay lang. okay so di sanay, ayaw, okay lang. Okay lang ba na pispisan ka ni Raquel, sunod Bevs pagtapos ng ginawa natin anon aging dating sayo, ready na kayong dalawa ah kasi baka makalimutan ko. Participant: Ako po kasi larang nagising ako dun sa tunog eh. Naano ka ba parang nalulunod nung parang katulad kay Reena? Participant: Parang bumilis yung tibok ng pakiramdam ko parang May naalala ka ba sa nakaraan na parang may koneksyon, san siya sa katawan Participant: Pag nararamdaman ko po parang nalulunod ako Natatakot ka? San ka natatakot andito ba siya sa braso mo? Sabihin mo takot na takot ako ngayon pero ligtas ako wala nangyayari masama sakin ngayon. Ilagay natin yung kamay sa tyan slowly inhale paise then slowly release. Inhale slowly release, lahat naka focus sa hininga inhale focus sa hininga, exhale. Okay kayanin natin naka focus 349 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology lang sa hininga inhale slowly release na may hangin. Pag nag exhale kayo lagyan ng hangin tas lahat ng atensyon nasa hangin. So inhale, exhale. Inhale slowly release hininga, medyo nahihirapan ba naka hinga, magagawa? So ano pakiramdam niyo na naka focus kayo? Mas narelax nabawasan ba Mas naging maayos, nabawasa, maayos, masaya. So lag ganto nararamdaman niyo ano pansin niyo na kanina di maganda pakiramdam nung huminga kayo ano nagyari sa inyo. Kinaya niyo, nakaya niyo diba? Naputol niyo yung mga feeling niyo na ang bigat na parang ang sakit na uy wala na ko magawa pero nung huminga lang kayo bumalik kayo sa sarili niyo at naging okay, Reena naging okay, see. So ngayon tapos na tayo dito sa okay dun naman tayo susunod sa dito sa susunod yan eto okay eto ako pala di ko pa binibigay sorry, yan. Sige okay ang gagawin natin diyan ngayon step one okay so ngayon each emotion has different body signals, ibig sabihin lahat ng nararamdaman niyo may iba iba kayo pano niyo pinapakita. For example lahat ba kayo pag gutom masakit ang tyan o may iba pa nararamdaman. Participant: Masakit yung tyan saka parang nanghihina Ano pa? Nanginginig, mahapdi, ano pa masakit ang ulo ako pag gutom na gutom nanghihina talaga ako pero yung iba di nararamdaman yun diba so para mas makilala niyo yung sarili niyo sa ganitong paraan yung pinag dadadaan niyo so ngayon pagpapatuloy natin na makilala yung body signals. Alam niyo na yung mga body signals na ibig ko sabihin diba yung nasa descriptor diba malamig, mainit, maluwag masikip yan yung mga body signals yan yung mga napapansin niyo sa inyong katawan so dapat niyo tandaan yung body signals na yan ay para siyang clues naghahanap kaya para palak o nakakaramdam ng panginginig ay pag naginginig kayo ano pa ibig sabihin nun ah galit, gutom, kinakabahan, mahapdi pag nanginginig siguro nahapdi ang tyan mo pag 350 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nanginginig ka pag gutom ka anonpa iba mo nararamdaman. At ang maganda dito ay pag tayo ay masaya, pareho ba siya ng nararamdaman pag nalulungkot pag masaya kayo ano reaksyon ng katawan niyo. Participant: Masigla Ano ang reaksyon ng katawan Participant: Okay naman Arang walang masikip noh tuloy tuloy yung daloy sa loob okay ang galit ano pagkakaiba ng galit sa malungkot Pag galit parang nag aano yung ipin eh tapos pag malungkot Participant: Parang bagsak yung katawan Tapos ngayon matutunan natin na bawat emosyon, yung gagawin lang natin dalawa lang kasi baka yung oras pero yung iba hopefully sana matandaan niyo nararamdaman niyo para ituloy niyo okay. So dahil tayo ay may pagkakaiba ng sagot so walang mali o tama sa body signals niyo kaya wag na wag niyo husgahan yung body signals niyo kasi walang mali so porket may nararamdaman kayong ganyan, nangagalaiti kayo okay lang yun kasi yun yung pakiramdam niyo para malabas niyo yung galit inis kaya walang mali. Nasan ka na kayo, walang mali. Ang katawan niyo ay pag naeexcite iba yung nararamdaman ng katawan niyo pag malungkot o masaya okay so kayo mismo ang eksperto sa nararamdaman niyo. Walang iba kundi kayo lang, so nasabi ko na ang kelangan niyo gawin diyan. So anon ga uli para marinig ko lang yung steps so far para magkaron ako ng idea kahit di niyo nagagwa nasusulat niyo lang pero nagagawa niyo so far ano natutunan niyo? Papano niyo kinikilala katawan. Iyo o sarili niyo. 351 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Pag malungkot, nararamdaman yung nangyayari sa katawan Tapos ano ginagawa pag nalalaman na yung body signals? Wala pa pala dun. Pero kayo ba sa tingin niyo from one to ten. Yung ten ibig sabihin kilalng kilala niyo na yung katawan niyo, zero wala pa. nasan na kayo dun? 3 or 4 So malayo layo ka pa so bakit? Kumbaga parang di ko naaraw araw gawin. So ang ten sayo ano ibig sabihin nun sayo? Participant: Lahat nagagmit ko na siya Kumbaga parang di mo siya nalimutan so 1- 3 So from one ten nasan ka So ano muna yung 6 sayo pano masasabi na nasa 6 ka na Yan ba yung 6 o ten sayo. Participant: Six So ano yung six sayo, ngayon 5 ka. Sinasabi mo binabalanse mo may nagagawa at di mo nagagawa , ano yung magpapabago sa five para maging six? Lahat ten yun small steps lang kumbaga specific ano yung isang bagay na sakto to eto yung six. Kasi pag sinabi mong bagay bagay masyado siyang malabo paliitin monlara alam nila umuusad 352 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ka. Medyo mahirap, sige mukhang may pinag dadaan ka ngayon na medyo nakakagulo pero dun sa pinag mo ngayon pano nakakatulong sayo yung bumabalik ka sa sarili right now. San ka nahihirapan ngayon Reena ? Participant: Pagod ewan ko po parang pagod lang. Sige pagod, pero panong pagod? Pagod dahil pagod sa personal na pinag dadaanan. Participant: Halo halo Halo halo siya kaya nabibigatan ka dun? Medyo nahihirapan ka mag focus, hirap makabalik sa sarilio nakakabalik naman Participant: Nakakabalik naman Yun yung ibig mong sabihin na 5 so gusto mo mas tuloy tuloy lang siya so pwede Kahita maalala mo ay wala na So yun yung ten so kelangan mo alamin siguro ano yung daan para maging six kasi yung sinasabi mo ten na ten so okay. Bevs san ka na ngayon from 0 to 10. Ten is gamay na gamay mo na yung nangyayari sa body signals mo kung papano ang reaksyon so asan ka na ngayon? Nasa? Participant: Three Ano yung ibig sabihin ng 3? Participant: Meron akong ibang alam sa sarili ko, gamit yun nagagawa ko 353 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ah di pa masyado? Ah okay lag di pa masyado kung baga sa loob ng pitong araw kelan momlang siya nagagawa? Ilang beses sa tuwing may session. Sige okay lang pepag walang session nagagawa? Kahit isa, o wala talaga? Participant: Meron naman Meron naman so ibig sabihin Bevs,nagagawa naman kasi lahat ng mahirap niyo, mahirap normal talaga di agad siya magagawa so ibig sabihin ang tawag dun is mindfulness. Ibig sabihin ng mindfulness, alam mo nangyaymismo ngayon pasi pag anditi ka tas yung utak mo nasaan, di ko magagawa ngayon yung kelangan mo gawin kasi may sariling ginagawa yung utak natin sa kelangan hilahin pababa para mangyari yun kasi pwede tayo maging hypo arouse diba yung nasa baba, lumutang so tapos pakinggan lang mga nangyayari na tuloy tuloy lang okay di to over night nakukuha na natin yan okay ano siya nasa sarili niyong kaparaanan wag niyo husgahan sarili niyo na di niyo agad nakakukuha. The mere fact na na explain niyo sakin pinagdadaanan niyo nakaka ko ek kayo may nangyayari na okay sige. Trisha asan ka na from 0 to 10. Ten kilalang kilala mo na ang senyales ng iyong katawan. Participant: Three Sige ano ibig sabihin ng 3? Participant: Di pa masyado Di pa masyado nagagawa, okay sige. Tanong ko lang nung bago tayo mag start nasa 3 pa din kayo? O nagstart kayo ng 0? Participant: Zero 354 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Ikaw nag start ka saan? Participant: Zero Zero din, so ibig sabihin nun malaki na yung tatlo diba ang laking bagay nun kumbaga sa loob ng dalawang linggo nasa tatlo na kayo. So sabihin niyo good job. Kelangan maging mabai5 kayo sa sarili niyo ma appreciate niyo yung mga bagay mga hard work na ginagawa niyo. Sige Josie? Participant: Sakin te nasa 4 kasi may time na medyo magaan na yung loob ko. Alam ko naman yung gagawin ko pero sometimes nag iiba yung reaction ko. Ah nagagalit, tamang tama punta tayo sige hungry muna tayo sa hungry yung dito pal asa body chart check emotions, kultura nating Pilipino ayaw natin sabihin na galit tayo pero ang katotohanan po ang ibig sabihin ng galit kasama dun yung tampo, inis, so ibig sabihin sa bawat nararamdaman natinsa kulay diba ang kulay green marami siyang ano napapansin niyo maraming ibat ibang klase ng green di lang siya isang kulay ng green iba ibang variation ang tawag dyan. Merong spring green, merong blue green so ganun din an gating emosyon so di porket galit ka eh galit yun kumbaga may level siya kumbaga yung tampo nasa baba, pero yung nagwawala laging galig, andun na yun sa taas so pwede nagagalit kai big sabihin naffrustrate ibig sabihin nun may kelangan mangyari pero di mangyari, di ka maka move on kasi naka stuck ka pa rind i mo makalimutan dahil may ibang taong konektado dun kaya parang di mo sya magawa. Irritated, naiinis, galit grouchy yung parang mad galit, furious yung talagang galit na galit ka. Agitated di mapakali, annoyed naiinis kumbaga sa tagalog ang hirap kasi ang word lang eh galit. Yung nervous ninenerbyos so pwedeng aligaga natatakot ka nag aalala yung kumbaga concern. 355 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Kinakabahan dahil natatakot. Yung happy pwede rin siyang excited o kaya masaya o ano pa ibig sabihin ng masaya? Satin masaya ka dahil satisfied yung parang kasama siya sa happy. Yung sad malungkot ano yung iba pang pakiramdam ng lungkot? Parang miserable ang buhay dib a mabigat sa dibdib sobrang mabigat sa loob saka masakit sa dibdib. Pag gutom ka pedeng onting gutom pero may gutom na gutom kaya pede ka kumain ng sampong plato. Tapos pag ikaw ay distracted di mapakali na andami dami mong energy di mo alam san lalagay di ka maka focus. Yung iba kasi hirap din ako tagalugin kasi iisa lang ang words sa tagalog katulad ng sleepy, kaya ka inaantok kasi ikaw ay siguro pagod, inaantok o kaya mabagal yung tamad ang feeling dahil sa panahon so ibig sabihin niyo ang point nito marami tayo pinag dadaanan na iba iba yung expresyon at responsibilidad nagin sa sarili na kilalanin yun kasinoag alam na natin yung nararamdaman dunna tayo maka isio ng aksyon katukad ng ginawa mo kanina kelangan monlang pala mag massage see simpleng massage lang yun pero ano nagyari sayo? Participant: Nagbago Nagbago yung pakiramdam ibig sabihin Trisha kaya natin na di pala mga problema ang nag kokontrol satin kundi tayo ang may choice kung ano pedeng gawin natin dun sa pinag dadaanan natin okay so dun tayo sa hungry, ilagay niyo dyan sa hungry na ano yung nararamdaman ng inyong kalag gutom at sang oarte ng katawan yung gutom. So ilagay niyo lahat ng pag kakaunawa niyo pag kayo ay gutom. Okay so ibig sabihin nito label sa inyong katawan kung ano yung nararamdaman niyo pag kayo ay gutom so bukod sa tyan ano yung iba pang pakiramdam ng katawan pag kayo ay gutom kunwari nanghihina san niyo nararamdaman yung nanghihina? O nanginginig o nahihilo o pag gutom. Kunwari ako nanghihina kao sa buong katawan ko pag gutom, parang nanginginig ang tuhod pag kayo ay gutom. Pag nanginninig yung tuhod ibig sabihin gutom na gutom tapos sumasakit din ang ulo pag gutom. 356 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Tapos di ko namana narina maingay pag gutom. Ang palagi ko nararanasan pag gutom ako masakit ang tyan ko mahapdi. Meron bang ibang koneksyon sa feeling yan pag gutom kayo. Kala niyo gutom pero kung titignan niyo parang meron pa kayong ibang nararamdaman pa o talagang gutom lang kayo? Kunwari nanginginig masakit ang tyan may iba bang koneksyon yan o alam niyo gutom kayo? Ano uli? Okay sige tapusin niyo lang may nalagay ka diyan Trisha? Ikaw Bevs? Memorize ko na pangalan niyo, bilis ng oras ah larang ako lang yung salita ng salita. Sige tapos na? dun tayo sa angry kasi napupuna ko yun yung isang bagay na lagi niyong nararamdaman so lag kayo ay galit nagtatampo, naiinis nababagot o basta pag galit ano yung napapansin niyo sa katawan ano lumalalabas sa katawan niyo pag kayo ay galit? Dumidilim ang paningin. San parte sa katawan niyo nararamdaman ang galit? Pag kayo ay gali tang kamay nangigil sa kamay umiinit ba ang ulo niyo pag nagagalit. Bumibigat ba ang inyong balikat pag kayo ay nagagalit? O ang likod niyo para siyang may nakadagan na semento pag kayo ay nagagalit. Umiinit ba ang inyong mukha pag nagagalit kayo? Tapos sa tabi niyan sige tapusin niyo muna pag nagagalit kayo mula ulo hangang paa sang parte ng katawan niyo nararamdaman ang galit. Gusto niyo ba manipa pag kayo ay nagagalit kasi ramdam niyo ang energy sa paa, manampal, manabunot o kaya sumigaw, magmura sa bibig kasama yan kasi andyan yung energy ng galit, namumula ba ang inyong mukh pag kayo ay nagagalit? Naninginig ba ang inyong kamay pag nagagalit o sumsabog kayo sa loob na ramdam niyo yung bigat na imbes palabas yung galit niyo, paloob naman yung galit niyo kaya ramdam niyo yung bigat parang hinihila pababa. Na pwede rin mangyari is di niyo alam pano magalit kasi ayaw niyo magalit so ang nangyari dinniyo na pansin galit niyo kaya ang nangyayari ang bigat kumbaga 357 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nadedepress kayo pag nagagalit kayo. Ang depression yung sobrang helpless na feeling na wala ka magawa sa sitwasyon. So pag sumabog galit sa katawan ramdam mo yung pagka hina mo syempre sumabog ba naman yung bomba sa katawan mo. Ano reaksyon ng katawan mo nun nanghihina okay so yung mga tapos na pede niyong lagay sa gilid yung mga nakakagalit sainyo o nakakapagtampo, nakakainis. Di ka mapakali, aligaga naiinis sobrang galitbna galit, nagwawala, di ka masaya. Yung mga pakiramdam na to kelan nangyayari yun ano yung nagpapainis nagpapatampo. Ang layunin niyan para mas makilala niyo sarili niyo na lag ganto pala pakiramdam ko kasi di ako pinansin ng kaibigan ko kaya nagalit ako. Ano yung mga bagay na nagpapa galit sainyo nag nagpapakanti pag nangyari to ito na yung reaksyon ng inyong katawan. Ang importante nakilala niyo yung katawan niyo yung sarili niyo para after nung 6 or 7 or 8 mas alam niyo na yung gagawin niyo sa sarili niyo. Nagayon, kinokonek niyo lang yung nararamdaman niyo sa katawan niyo.okay one more minute dun na tayo sa relax. Kasi once na nalaman niyo yung nagpapagalit sainyo mas nagkakaron kayo ng kontrol kasi pede niyo yan iwasan bago pa mangyari yan alam niyo na sarili niyo na ito reaksyon niyo. Okay last one minute. So ngayon may nasesennse ako na medyo grounded kayo na konektado kayo sa sarili niyo that’s good. Parang di kayo nagrereact parang nasa window of tolerance kayo ngayon okay pwede niyo yan ituloy sa bahay. Punta tayo sa relax. Una muna hungry tas ngayon relax so kelangan kilala niyo sarili niyo pag relax, sino kayo pag relax. Mula ulo hangang paa pahinga muna kayo kasi angry pinag usapan. Partner, hug lang, hug mo Bevs ang iyong sarili yan butterfly. Sabihin mo normal yang galit mo, walang mali sag alit mo, walang mali sayo good. 358 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Tapos harap kayo sakin kuha kayo ng isang bagay na kinakatakutan niyo. Ano yung bagay na kinaiinisan at kunwari ang daming bayarin nakita niyo electric bill niyo na ang laki, sige kunin sige kunin niyo hawakan niyo kunyarinyan hanapin mo tapos tawa ang laki ng bill ko (laughs) di ko pala nabayaran, tawa. Laki ng bill. Tawa, hinga ng malalim, narelax ba! Ano pakng katawan niyo lag na relax focus sa katawan. Pag asawa ko gumawa mas nakakatawa. So dapat sa sunod record ko siya tas pakita ko sainyo. Sige ` `a ano pakiramdam ng katawan niyo ngayon na relax kayo? Pakinggan ang katawan, maluwag ba maluwag yung flow ng hangin sa katawan ay walang harang, magaan at asan sa katawan, sang part ng katawan nararamdaman. Tutukan ang katawan mula ulo hangang paa san niyo nararamdaman yung mas relax kayo tapos kunin niyo ang mensahe ano nararamdaman ng katawan dahil kayo ay relax, sabihin niyo ako ay relax kasi. Kunin ang katawan ano ang mensahe ng katawan niyo dahil kayo ay relax, kasi kaninong anak yun. Pede niyo gawin sam ga anak niyo yan. Ang isang mensahe na kelangan niyonmarinig ngayon, ano ang kelangan niyo gawin parapede maging tuloy tuloy yung gantong pakiramdam at ano yung lede niyong gawin para bumalik diyan, pakiramdaman niyo yung katawan niyo, ano yung sinsabi oara tuloy tuloy ganyang pakiramdam ano kelangan. Ano mensahe Ate Bevs, ano yung isang bagay na makakatulong sayo para makabalik, pakinggan mo katawan mo wag isipin isasagot mo, ano yung isa o dalawa na pede niyong gawin sa sarili niyo. okay importante yun ano kelangan niyo gawin para makabalik diyan. Okay sige processing onti lang. ano pakiramdam mo sa nangyari sayo ngayon nung ginawa mo? Yung hungry angry and relax. Participant: Pag may nararamdaman ako sa loob ng katawan 359 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Gano ka importante sayo yung nangyayari sayo ngayon Participant: Importante para matutunan ko yung solusyon ng mga nangyayari sakin. Maputol yung naka sanayan. Ano yung isang bagay na natutunan mo sa sarili mo Participant: Na kaya o ipaliwanag, halimbawa yung naramdaman ko halimbawa nalungkot ako Mas aware ka na kanina nasa 3 or 4, ngayon nasan ka na Participant: Nasa 5 Wow congratulations. Now Reena yung ginawa mo yung nasa tatlo, angry, hungry, relax ano yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo dyan ano masasabi Participant: Mas makilala mo yung mga sarili nararamdaman ng katawan mo mas nagkakaron ka ng awareness sa sarili.nagkakaroon ng alertness. Paano siya nakatulong sayo? Participant: Yung pag naramdaman ko yung ganun merong akong dapat gawin para mawala yung negative, para wala yung nararamdaman na makakabalik maka balik sa sarili. Ano na yung natutunan mo sa sarili para makabalik sa sarili. Pilitin bumalik sa sarili, kanina nasa 3 ka kanina, nasa 5 na tama sabihin mo good job. Bevs kamusta k asa naging activities 360 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Kinabahan Kinabahan kasi kapag nakilala ko sarili ko pag galit diba ano ba sige magshare ka pag nagaglit ka ano nagyayari sayo Participant: Pinagpapawisan yung kamay, nanginginig tas pinipilit mag relax So pag nangyayari yan sayo, ano natututunan mo sa sarili mo? Participant: Magkontrol po So mas magkaron ka ng kontrol so ano yung pede mong pabaon sa session na dala dala mo pag labas mo sige ano yung isang gusto mo na dadalin sa labas kung meron man Mas kilalanin yung sarili. Nasa ka kanina, nasa 3 diba may napansin ka bang pagbabago? O pareho pa rin. Pareho pa rin, its okay. Trisha, kamusta ka sa 3 activities, ano natutunan mo sa sarili mo o nagustuhan na nagustuhuhan mo sa 3 na eto yung gusto mo. Awareness Awareness sa sarili, pano toh makakatulong sayo. Sige pede mo share sakanya para ma explain. So pag huminga ka, tuwing kelan ka ba nahinga ng malalim. Ano nangyayari sayo pag huminga ka ng malalim. Gano o bakit siya importante sayo. Oh may pinagdadaanan lang pero may pinagdadaan. Nakakatulong sa sarili. Josie 361 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Sakin teh mas pinipili ko yung sa relax na yung ang taas ng bill mo tapos kasi pag ganun ang taas ng bill mo tapos yung di mo dinaan sa tao iisipin mo kung san kukiha mga ganyan Oh so yun din gagawin mo pag tumaas bill mo? Participant: Di kasi sakin mas nafeel ko yung relax kasi So sainyo san niyo nararamdaman yung relax sa katawan niyo Ako yung una siguro sa utak mo kasi mas nakakaisip ka ng kung ano gagawin mo tas sumununod yung uong katawan mo mas okay kay kung masaya lang tas makihalubilo mas gusto ko ganun So ano yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo dahil ito yung ginawa mo Participant: Siguro mas magiging okay yung buong katawan ko kapag na process ko na yung mga nasulat ko Ah di pa ba na paprocess pero nasusulat mo siya pano mo yung katulad nung pag giling So ang ibig mong sabihin ang processing is pag nagawa mo yung gusto momkumbaga meron siyang closure, kumbaga naproseso mo siya. Gano ka importante sayo na kelangan mo siya ia attend na kelangan pala gawin Participant: Syempre kelangan iano mo muna yung sarili mo pa relax mo muna mas makakatulong pa rin syempre di mo na iisipin yung gagawin mo 362 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So yun pala yung need na lumabas sayo ngayon, good so with that thank you everyone dahil sa ating apat na session napansin ko na nung una mabigat diba nung una mabigat nung patapos na na sense ko naman nadi na kayo ganun kabigat. May konti pero mas siguro nasa kalahati is buo kayo so yung mananangal niyo di ko alam kung san napunta pero walang masama dun so ibig sabihin meron nangyari ngayon na babalik kayo sa pag iisip niyo na nagccause ng hyper at the same time dahil merong pisikal na sakit nag cacause din yan ng hypo o hyper okay so importante para mapabilis ka guminhawa at gumaling, kelangan bawas mo yung stress kasi mas madali ka pasukan ng stress so sa pamamagitan ng ginawa natin kanina,huminga lang at maging grounded ibig sabihin aware kasa nangyayari at san ka kahapon o bukas Participant: Ngayon So ngayon kasi nga yun yung hawak nating kapangyarihan kasi yun yung hawak nating kapangyarihan kasi wala na tayo magagawa sa nakaraan ng sa gayon di maapektuhan yung kinabukasan natin diba kasi yun naman ang gusto ng Diyos natin kaya nga sabi sa bibliya sa lahat ng pagkakataon kelangan lahat tayo ay magpasalamat kasi sabi ng science nagpapataba ng utak pero kung tutuusin sinabi na yan ng bibliya noong unang unang panahon pa so lahat ng kasagutan ay nasa bible. So kaya importante araw araw mapabago an gating isipin, isipin niyo agad ano pinapasalamatan ko ngayon. Biglang magbabago ang inyong pag iisip okay so before tayo magpatpos, mag pray lang tayo ng ating pagpapasalamat kasi hinawakan ng Diyos an gating session okay so nararamdaman ko naman na ginuide tayo at pinrotektahan, sige ako nalang mag lead ng prayer. Panginoon ko maraming maraming salamat sa oras na binigay niyo ngayon, salamat pos a proteksyon na ioinaramdam niyo sa mga pinagdadaanan ng mga tao ngayon. Alam niyonpo yung nasa puso at isipan nila. Alam niyo rin po yung mga 363 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology pangangailangan nila kaya naway sana iparamdam niyo Panginoong Hesus na di niyo sila binibitawan na mask isa kanilang pinagdadaanan ngayon eh may ginagamit kayong kaparaanan na muka sa inyong salita na nabago na gamit ng science, pero lahat ng pinag dadaanan namin ngayon eh talagang nakasaad na sa salita monat lahat ng kasagutan sa aming pinag dadaanan ngayon ay naka base talaga sa iyong salita so sa buhay ni Raquel, Reena, Bevs, Trisha, at ni Josie ngayon, Panginoon alam mo po ang bawat isa kung ano pinagdadaanan nila so Panginoong am asa ngalan ni Hesukristi dinadalangin ko pos a inyo ang bawat buhay nila naway maramdaman nila Hesus ang inying presensya na di lang po tuwing may session kundi bawat minuto tulungan niyo sila makabalik sa present moment ng sa gayon mas marinig ka nila at magkaron ng koneksyon sa kanilang mga sarili ng sa gayon mas malabilis yung recovery at healing nila na gusto mo lang talaga sa kanila iparamdam na may pag asa na maski sobrang hirap, nakakabagot na parang wala na pag asa pero Panginoon yun ang pinaparanas mo ngayon na may nangyayari sa kanila maski mabagal mahirap pero pinapakita mo sa kanila ngayon na may nangyayari sa kanilang buhay at eto ay mapapasa nila sa kanilang mga anak, so salamat pos a panahong ito Panginoon salamat pos a proteksyon at blessings na binibigay niyo pa samin. This we ask in Jesus name, Amen. Okay thank you so sa Sabado tayo, 4 nalang, four sessions nalang. 5th Session I: Ngayon kasi 5th session na tayo right? Sa apat na session na yun, kamusta ang mg assignments? Hirap pa rin? Gusto ko lang malaman yung pakiramdam niyo sa assignments. I: Okay lang kahit sabihin niyong di siya nag wwork or nag wowork. Kasi atleast kasama to sa aking data gathering malalaman ko kung effective or hindi effective. I: Kamusta ang mga assignments? Mamaya ireregulate ko kayo. Nakakaramdam ako ng mga tulala, wala sa sarili, wala sa loob. Dito tayo kay Trisha, kamusta ang pinagdadaanan mo? I: Bukod ba sa session gusto ko malaman kung nagagawa niyo yung assignments? Tinutuloy niyo ba sa bahay? I: Pano mo nasabi Trisha na nacocontrol mo na or tinutuloy mo? 364 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Kung pano kontrolin ang sarili I: Pano mo nasabi na nakokontrol mo na yung sarili mo? P: Pagka di ko iniisip yung mga bagay na naranasan ko. Yun I: Pero nagagawa mo ba trisha yung sa body signals? Yung mas inaalam mo yung senyales sa katawan mo? Pano to nakakatulong sayo? P: Kung san po nanggagaling yung pakiramdam sa katawan ko I: Most of the time san sa katawan mo nararamdaman? P: Sa puso at isipan po I: Ah sa puso at isipan talaga? So pag naramdaman mo siya, ano na nangyayari sayo? P: Nagagalit ako I: Ah dun mo nararamdaman yun galit? Tapos ano ginagawa mo sa galit mo? P: Nag ppray lang ako I: So ayun paraan mo para kumalma? I: Ano yung mga pagbabago mo? P: Pagka tinotopak ako, gusto ko wala akong kinakausap na tao. I: Dati ba pag tinotopak ka di ka kumakausap ng tao? So ano yung pagbabago mo? P: Kaya ko kontrolin yung sarili ko I: So ibig sabihin, pag konokontrol mo, di ka na sumasabog? P: Di naman kasi pag ako lang mag isa. I: So ibig sabihin di ka nag rereact like sumisigaw? P: Di naman I: Ano ba ginagawa mo pag di mo ma control sarili mo? P: Wala ngingitian ko sila I: So pano mo nacocontrol sarili mo? P: Pag galit ako di ako kumakausap ng tao. Kasi mas kumpertable ako pag ako I: Compare before, pano mo nasasabi na nababago mo na yung sarili mo? P: Sa isip ko I: Pano mo nasabi na pagbabago yun P: Iniisip ko na muna yung tao I: Ah mas nakakapag isip ka ng maayos sa pag iisa mo? P: Oo. I: Good. Ano pakiramdam ng katawan mo ngayon? P: Okay lang I: Panong okay lang? P: Sakto lang I: San siya sa katawan mo? P: Sa isip. I: Okay good. Ikaw Raquel? P: Sakin po, ano minsan nagugulat ako kahit gabi kaya nakakapanakit ako pag nagugulat ako P: tas ngayong mga nakaraang araw, nagugulat ako nakakasigaw ako. Ang hirap kasi gawin nung mga ginagawa natin pag andun ako sa sitwasyon. I: Pag sinabi mong hirap, di mo siya magawa? 365 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Oo di ko siya magawa. Tapos minsan kahit ba sasabihin mama bakit ka ganyan? Tas yayakapin ko nalang yung bata tas ayun nahihirpan ako sa pagbalik sa tulog I: So Raquel sinasabi mo ba na wala pang pag babago? Or meron na? P: Sinusubukan ko pong gawin I: Pano yung sinusubukan mo? P: Halimbawa di na ako kinakabahan. Tas malapit naman siya sa bed naming yung daughter ko naaalala ko yung nangyari. I: Pero malaking bagay nay un P: Pero kung aaraw arawin ganun, di ko kaya I: Ano nangyayari sayo after? P: Nagiging ang focus ko yung mga naramdaman ko tas parang pagtapos nun napapagod ako. I: Ah yes kasi nararamdaman mo na kung gano kabigat. Mas nagiging kilala mo na yung sarili mo eh ayaw mo ng ganun pakiramdam? P: Di naman. I: Or nahaharap mo na siya? P: nahaharap ko siya minsan minsan hindi I: Okay lang walang problema kasi di naman siya ganun kabilis. Mamaya iexplain ko kung bakit di siya ganun kabilis I: Ano pakiramdam mo ngayon sa katawan mo? P: Ngayon po kumportable ako I: san sa katawan mo? P: Sa dibidib po. I: Parang excited ganun? Okay thankyou I: Ikaw naman Debs. Tama? I: Sa mga assignments, may nahihirapan ka ba gawin or may di ka nagagawa or may tulong naman? P: Minsan po nagagwa ko pag may rest time. Pero minsan po hindi. Di ko po naaalala minsan. I: Dun sa mga nagagawa mo, kamusta ka? P: Okay naman nachecheck ko yung mga nararamdaman ko kung masaya ako or malungkot ako. P: Parang nakikita ko yung raili ko pag bagsak o kaya pag mahirap makipag usap. Minsan tinatago ko nalang po. I: Minsan mas nagkakaron ka ng tapang ng nararamdaman? P: Opo kaya minsan shineshare ko po sa iba para mabawasan lungkot I: Eto ba yung mga pagbabago mo? Yung dati hindi ka ganun? P: Opo. I: So ano pakiramdam mon a ngayon may mga pagbabago ka na? P: Mas magaan mpo sa pakiramdam kasi mas nakak open up ako I: San sa katawan mo nararamdaman? P: Sa buong katawan po I: Good. Diba atleast may mga nakikita tayong pagbabago. P: Pero minsan po mahirap I: Mahirap talaga yan. 366 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Minsan kasi di mo talaga makuha kung ano yung naramdaman mo I: Kasi nga di ka sanay pero sa umpisa mahirap talaga. P: Di po talaga agada gad I: Pero ang importante dun may nangyayari. Step by step. I: Okay, thankyou. Josie? P: Minsan the pang andito sa session okay pero minsan di ko magawa. I: ano ba usually mong ginagawa? P: Inaano ko yung mga papel na may assignment na kailangan gawin. Yung mga natutunan ko nung nakaraan I: Ano ba yung mas nakakatulong sayo jan? Yung kumoprtable ka gawin? P: Yung mga nakalagay dun kung ano gagawin I: Ano pakiramdam mo ngayon na ayun mga pag babago mo? P: Nung una mahirap pero unti unti. Feeling ko naman nag babago. I: Meron yan. P: opo may nagbabago. I: Okay good. Rina? P: Minsan tinatry ko gawin. Ano ba to parang ganun ayoko na nga ang dami dami naman. Ganun po yun yung naaano ko. Tas susubukan ko naman po gawin. Pero pag di ko magets, di ko ginagawa nalang. I: Ah kasi naiinis tas nahihirapan? P: Opo I: So satingin moa no yung mnga pagbabago mo? P: Pag di ko kaya gawin, bigyan ko muna time. Di kaya ng ano ko eh. Pahinga muna para mag isip tas kung ano dapat ko gawin. I: dati ba di ka ganun? P: Dati kasi wala ako confidence eh. Mababa confiedence ko. I: So pag mababa confidence mo, ano nangyayari? P: Di ko po ginagawa yung mga bagay bahala na sila jan. I: Eh ngayon? P: Yun po humihingi ako sa mga kasama ko. I: ah gumagawa ka ng paraan kasi alam mong makakatulong sayo? P: Oo I: Ano pakiramdam nun? P: Naging positive thinking I: San siya sa katawan mo? P: Sa utak ko. I: Good. Congratulations guys. So eto yung tinatawag na grasya ng Diyos. Miski sa pinagdadaanan nating hirap, eh kahit konti pag natututukan natin, ano satingin niyo nagiging pakiramdam niyo? P Magaan I: Oh diba mas nalalaman niyo na “uy may nangyayari pala saking maganda” di ka dapat tumutok dun sa mga di magandang nangyayari. P: Sa pinag aaralan naming mas unti unti na kami natututo mag control 367 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Congratulations kasi yan talaga purpose natin P: Mapaghahandaan natin I: Para mas makapag isip ka ng maayos kasi handa ka. I: With that kunin na natin ang aking kodigo. Balik tayo ulit sa penjulation technique. Lagay natin ang kamay natin sa tyan at pag huminga ng malalim dapat lumalaki ang tyan. 4 counts. Ichecheck ko kung nasan na kayo kung sa hyper or hypo arouse na kayo. Yung feeling natamad na tamad kumbaga andun kayo sa windows of tolerance. P: Sumasakit ulo ko I: Kailangan mo ba tubig? P: Di may mens kasi I: Ah okay kaya siguro may inis na nararamdaman. I: Gamitan nating ng breathing exercise. May hyper mas matagal yung exhalation pag hypo mas matagal yung inhilation. 3 counts inhale then 5 counts exhalation I: Put your hands in your tummy. 1 2 3 pause then longer exhalation 1 2 3 4 5 I: Pag mag eexhale kayo ibuga nyo lahat ng tension ng katawan. I: Lahat dapat ng attention niyo nasa tyan na lumalaki. Let’s start I: Inhale 1 2 3 pause. Then exhale 1 2 3 4 5 I: Close your eyes lang then alamin niyo sang katawan niyo yung di kumportableng katawan. Head to toe. Yung mga nakakainis or mabigat. I: Start tayo kay Trisha. P: Sa dibdib P: Sa binti P: Sa hita P: Sa ulo I: Ano yung emotion na kasama nun sa dibdib. P: Kinakabahan P: Masakit I: Anong masakit yan? P: Parang inaano yung dibdib mo I: Ah physical? Eh pano yung feelings? I: Nag mimix. May galit may lungkot. P: Naiinis po I: Close your eyes. Tas hinga malalim then slowly release. Alamin from head to toe kung san niyo nararamdaman yung mas relaxed mas kumportable o mas maayos na parte. Saang sulok ng katawan niyo? P: Sa isip P: Sa balikat P: Parang masakit yung pag upo ko. Pero okay naman kasi nakakagalaw naman P: Sa balat I: Good. Ibig sabihin pwede pala siya balansehin I: Ngayon nasa phase 2 session 5 na tayo. Kahit isa lang, san ka nagpapasalamat ngayon? P: Nagppapasalamat kasi tumaba I: Sang katawan mo nararamdaman? 368 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Sa isip P: Yung nakaka bonding ko sila dito I: San banda P: Sa dibdib P: Yung may natututunan akong bago I: San mo siya nararamdaman sa katawan? P: Sa isip po kasi kinakabahan na masaya I: Good. Si Josie P: Ako kasi nag bday ulit si ate nabigyan ulit siya ng bagong taon I: San mo siya nararadaman? P: Sa isip po. I: Ikaw rina P: Magaling na si Justin sa sakit nya I: Good san mo siya nararamdaman? P: Sa puso at isip. I: Inhale at sabihin niyo Salamat. I: Yung ulit bago tayo mag start, yakapsule ulit tayo. For 20 seconds ha. Walang ibang iintindihin kundi yakap lang at sabihin niyo Salamat. Pakiramdaman niyo yung kamay ng inyong kayakap sabihin niyo na mahalaga ka. Walang mali sayo. Normal lahat ng nararamdaman mo. Importante ka. P: Walang mali sayo. Normal lahat ng nararamdaman mo. Importante ka I: Okay so start na tayo. Ngayon andun na tayo sa pagkakaroon ng atensyon sa ating katawan at koneksyon ng ating emosyon. I: Mas magiging strong yung koneksyon nay un. I: So ngayon yung umpisa nung first session nakagawa kayo ng bagong pathway sa utak niyo. Syempre kumakapal sya. Ang senyales na kumakapal is ibig sabihin miski di niyo na iniisip, gagawin niyo pa rin. Di na mahirap at di na nakakainis. Kasi nakasanayan niyo na sya. Dahil 15 days palang yan, di pa yan gaano kakapal. Pero pag natapos yung session natin tas di niyo natuloy, pwede kayong bumalik dun sa dati. I: Importante na sa mga unang araw hanggang 400 days ay makayanan niyo lang na tuloy tuloy hanggat di na kayo nahihirapan at nagiging kumportable na kayo. Nagkakaron ba kayo ng direksyon? Sa kailangan gawin? P: Opo I: Importante yung mindfulness. Wala kayong hawak sa nakaraan at sa mamaya. Ang tanging haw niyo lang ay ngayon. Dun lang kayo makaka control sa kung anong mararamdaman niyo. Yung mga solusyon malalaman niyo yan sa sarili niyo pero pwede din naman sa iba. So yun ang ginawa mo Rina humihingi ng tulong. Mas nalalaman niyo ngayon kasi nacoconnect niyo sa nararamdaman niyo. I: Eh ang goal is makilala ang sarili ko eto yung hakbang nakailangan kong gawin yung humingi ng tulong I: So ngayon, number 19. Introduce. Eto ang inyong copy P: Rarami na I: Naka stapler yan. Tanggalin niyo nalang isa isa. Kasi andiyan yung ano niyo. 369 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Isa isa. Yan. So meron na lahat kopya? P: Opo I: Lahat okay na? I: So ngayon sa gagawin natin, mas kilala niyo na ba yung body signals niyo kahit papano? P: Opo I: Eto yung mga nasa descripter niya na malamig, mainit ganun I: May rason kasi lahat ng nararamdaman niyo. Tulad ni rina mainit ulo niya kasi may menstruation siya. Importante kasi na maconnect natin siya sa ating nararamdaman. O kay pag nakakaramdam kayo ng bigat or puno na yung bato niyoi ng tubig. Diba kailangan umihi I: Yung body signals niyo yung nagsasabi. Lalo na sa mga trauma and abuse na napag daanan niyo dati. Naka stock yan sa katawan niyo eh. Complete the body pause I: So lets say yung tenga niyo ay sobrang ingay yung sobrang sakit sa tenga yung ingay kunwari sa palengke. Anong mga lugar yung maingay sainyo? P: Ano ng sasakyan. Yung broom broom ng motor P: Palengke P: Tuko P: Yung mga sa radio I: Ah yung mga daldalan. Yung mga joke time nila no I: Ano nag cacause ng sobra sayo? P: Sa bahay yung mga bata. Minsan masakit sa tenga P: Yung mga ingay na yan I: Tawag jan ay sensory overwhelm so pag napupuno yan parang nalulunod yung tenga natin sa ingay. Yung sa amigdala yung pula. Yun yung nakaka receive ng information. Mula sa sense, dumiretso siya kay amygdala. Kaya minsan nakakaramdam tayo ng galit at inis. I: Dito sa check my body, like ngayon, ipopoint mo kunyari sa isip ano yung ramdam ng parte ng katawan niyo. Sulat niyo. Mukhang di tayo mag gugupit puro sulat lang. Mga lima o sampu P: Ngayon po yung nararamdaman? I: Oo ngayong araw o kaya nung mga nakaraang araw na dala dala niyo pa din. I: Tapos pwede niyo gamitin yung descripter menu as kodigo. Tulad kay Rina kung may mens lagay mo. Ying kanina binti o kaya pwet. Chest or ulo. I: Lagay niyo kung san mismo. Lagyan niyo ng linya. Kahit limang bagay na nararamdaman niyo ngayon, ulo hanggang paa. I: Icheck niyo yung katawan niyo. I: Kung naiinis, yan. So dun sa check my body alamin niyo ano pakiramdam, body signals and emotion. Last one minute I: Yung step 2 what is making my body feel this way. Anod aw yung rason o ugat kung bakit ganito yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Kung bakit ka nakakaramdam ng ganitong sakit sa ulo o kaya bakit ano nakakaramdam ng sakit sa paa. I: Yung kay Josie sa pag upo daw niya. Basta alamin niyo yung rason kung bakit. Kung ano mang rason yan kailangan niyo ilabas para mapalaya niyo yung sarili niyo kasi ibig sabihin tinatanggap niyo yung nararamdaman niyo. 370 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Makikinig ka lang sa katawan mo. Pwedeng personal atleast mailalabas mo siya. Pero di ibig sabihin babalik sa nakaraan. Kasi pakiramdam lang yun. Dahil na stock lang siguro yan sa katawan niyo. I: Ano yung mga sa tingin mong emosyon na nararamdaman mo I: So okay lahat ng attention niyo, akuin niyo lahat ng emosyon na nararamdaman niyo ngayon. Ilabas niyo gawin niyong journal yan. Kung naiinis man kayo, nagagalit, di kumportable I: Tapos na? Malinaw ba o magulo yung explanation P: Di ko maano yung sa step 2 I: Yung mga dahilan kung bakit mo siya nararamdaman. Pwede yung di pa nagkakaron ng closure sa napag daanan mo dati. P: *Laughing I: Why? I: O kaya diba yung tinanong ka dati nung anak mo kung bakit ka galit. Yung assignment niyo itutuloy niyo lang. I: Kamusta ang experience? Short processing tayo. Sige ikaw trisha P: Relax lang yung isip I: Ano yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo? P: Hmm I: Ano yung dating sayo? Ginawa mo ba yung step 1 step 2 step 3? Yung natutunan mo sa sarili mo. I: Nung nalaman mo yung nararamdaman ng katawan mo, nalaman mob a agad dahilan? P: Oo nasasaktan I: Pero ano yung dahilan? P: Kasi may bumabalik I: Ah na memory? P: oo I: Ang pinaka importante kasi dun mas nakikilala mon a yung sarili mo. Na may nangyayari pa pala sayo. Sayo Raquel? P: Medyo nahirapan po pero nalaman ko na yung ppinaka dahilan at yung epekto ng sarili ko. I: Gusto mo ishare? P: Mas nagging okay yung isip ko. Kasi ang hirap maintindihan kung bakit ba ganun. I: Sabihin niyo nga ahhhhh P: Aaaahhhhh I: Ikaw Debs kamusta ang proseso mo sa sarili mo? Eto pala processing na to ha kasi mas nakikilala niyo na P: Kinakabahan ako eh. Pero naisulat ko naman po dun yung sa mga nakaraang araw. I: Ano nadiscover mo sa sarili mo? P: Yung nainis ako. Mga ganun tapos ayun po I: So mukhang di mo pa masyado naayos kaya dala dala mo pa din? P: Konti I: Ah kasi baka paulit ulit tas hindi nasosolve? I: Naiintindihan mo ba ngayon? 371 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Kinabahan ako I: Nakatulong ba na mas alam mon a yung mga dahilan? P: Opo nagkaron ako ng mga paraan para maayos yung problema. I: Ikaw Josie dapat sabay sabay tayong mag ahaaa P: Ahaaaa P: Sakin the yung step 1 di po ako nahirapan kasi mas nakilala ko yung part ng mga katawan ko yung dati at ngayon. Sa step 2 yung di mapakali yung nararamdaman ko I: Mas nalaman mob a feelings at emosyon mo? Ano daw kailangan mo gawin? Need mo bang tumayo? P: Di naman I: So mas nakilala mo naman ba? Ano pakiramdam? P: Mas alam ko na po mga gagawin I: Good. Thank you. Ikaw Rina kamusta experience? P: Mas alam ko yung nangyayari yung mga dahilan sa katawan ko. Kasi nung isang araw pa to. Siguro baka rereglahin na ko kasi sumasakit na ulo at katawan ko. Mas alam ko na katawan ko\ I: Dati ba di mo nabibigyan ng atensyon? P: Opo I: Kumbaga mas iniintindi mon a ngayon yung sarili mo. Ano pakiramdam mo? P: Mas kumportable po. Dati kasi lagi ko tinatanong kung bat ganito. Mas nagiging advance utak ko dati pero ngayon alam ko na. I: Yan that’s nice P: Tas ayun maghahanda po ako pag alam ko na I: Maganda yan kasi may proseso. Good I: Tayo muna tayo. Stretch stretch. P: Stretch stretch I: Good. Upo I: Dun na tayo sa experiment. Meron kayong gagawin na experiment I: So try natin yung una. Mag iinhale kayo ng may haaa. I: Ready? Hinga kayo malalim para may hangin na madami. 1 2 3 I: Again bagalan niyo nalang. 1 2 3 4. Pagbilang ko ng 1 huminga na kayo I: 1 2 3 P: *Laughing I: May lumalabas ba bat parang wala lagyan niyo ng sounds. Ulit ready. 1 2 3 Di tayo matatapos : 1 2 3 Di tayo matatapos iibahin ko nalang. Yung number 4 nalang. Ay kaso baka mahilo si Debs. Stand and bend kasi eh. Sit like a statue nalang for 5 seconds P: Yung mannequin challenge I: Ready ha for 60 seconds. (1-60 seconds counting) I: Ano naramdaman ng katawan niyo? Sulat sa gitna P: Nangalay I: Yan lagay niyo 372 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ano daw dahilan kung bakit ganun yung naramdaman nung katawan mo ngayon. Ano daw yung mga rason. What makes your body feel na nangalay. Kung di ba kumportable yung pag upo. Balikan natin yung haaa. 1 2 3 P: Inhale and exhales I: Yan ano naramdaman niyo ng lungs niyo o kamay basta yung buong katawan. Nahirapan ba huminga? Mainit ba ang kamay? Anod aw rason kung bakit. Kung bat nawawalan kayo hininga or bat uminit kamay niyo or kung bakit nangalay paa niyo. I: Meron akong mga scenario tapos ganun ulit kung bakit ganun yung naramdaman niyo. Tapos babasahin ko nalang sainyo. Iisipin niyo nalang kung bakit ganun mararamdaman niyo. I: Isipin niyo daw habang naglalakad kayo, may tumusok na sharp objects sap aa niyo. Ano yung tingin niyong mararamdaman ng paa niyo? P: Masakit I: Tapos ano yung dahilan kung bakit niyo nararamdaman yung tusok tusok na yun. Kasi may tumutusok parang ganun. P: Ayan umuulan I: Habang hinihintay ko, kausapin ko muna kayo. Nung mga nakaraang araw ano yung mga nagging dahilan kahit isulat niyo lang dito. Ano yung nangyari sainyo this week kung ano naramdaman niyo at ano yung dahilan. Parang reflection lang at continuation nung kanina. Di lang puro mabigat na pinagdaanan ha pati yung masaya. Para alam ng katawan niyo pag relaxed naman kayo. Ano yung pakiramdam o yung pinaramdam sainyo. Ano yung mga dahilan kung bat niyo naramdaman niyan. I: Puro masaya kaya muna lagay niyo jan. Ibig sabihin yung mas okay mas relax kayo o kaya mas payapa. Sa loob nung isang lingo may nangyari bang ganun sainyo na mas relaxed kayo? Then ano yung naramdaman nung katawan niyo. I: Ano yung mga sitwasayon. Ano yung mga naramdaman nung katawan mo. Dahil dun sa sitwasyon, ano yung mga dahilan kung bakit base dun sa mga nangyari sayo nung nakaraang araw. Hnggat maari yung mga sitwasyon na okay kayo or yung mas masaya I: Okay so one more minute. Mga dahilan kung bakit ito naramdaman ng katawan mo. Dito niyo siya ilalagay I: Okay tapos na? P: Di pa I: Sino na bang tapos? So hopefully part ng assignment is itutuloy niyo lang mga ginagawa niyo. Oili kayo ng isang papel jan na mas komportable kayo gamitin. Maski mahirapan, gagawin niyo pa rin kasi proseso yun. Nasasanay kasi kayo nap ag mahirap, ayaw niyo na gawin. Dapat magkaron tayo ng pagbabago. Pag nahirapan kasi kayo, yun yung tatatak sa utak niyo. I: Ang gusto niyo is mabago kayo. Magbabago lang kayo pag naranasan niyo ng gawin yung miski mabigat, ginagawa niyo. Mababago kayo dun mismo sa challenges. Dun kayo gagawa para makaradam kayo ng ligtas. Kasi ganun ang utak natin I: Trisha ano pakiramdam ng katawan mo? Nakatulong ba sayo or nainis ka? Or nahirapan P: Nahirapan I: Ikaw Raquel? P: Kumportable kasi nag isip ako ng isang magandang sitwasyon yung walang problema 373 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Okay. Body signals nalaman niyo? Ikaw Josie P: Nakalimutan ko yung sasabihin ko I: Ano yung naramdaman mo sa experience P: Hmmmm Nakalagay kasi sakin okay lang. Yung sa una dun. Kinapos ako ng hininga tapos ayun. Siguro para sakin yun talaga lang yung hinga di ko kaya yung ganun kahabang hininga I: Natanggap mon a yun lang kaya? P: Oo. Tas yung sa 60 secs sakin okay lang kumportable naman ako dun. Tapos parang wala masyadong iniisip kasi naka focus ka lang tas naka pikit mata mo. I: Baka pwede pala makatulong sayo yun pag may pinagdadaanan ka yun gawin mo P: Opo I: Good. Ikaw naman Rina P: Nagkaron ako ng communication sa pamilya ko I: Hopefully sa activity neto mas naiintindihan niyo yung mga nangyayari na sitwasyon. Nalaman niyo jan yung emosyon niyo. Di lang body signals pati feelings. Kasi sa program natin 2 kinds ng emosyon physical tulad ng maingay ang tyan ibig sabihin gutom. I: Ngayon 4th part na tayo ng phase 2. Ano man ang gamitin niyo, okay lang. Yung emotion ganun din ba? Pwedeng iba yung nararamdaman tas yung feeling mo iba. Kasi pag kinonek mo siya sa nararamdaman mo, mas mabigat pala. Dun kasi malalaman. P: Get one and pass I: Itong last na to yung sa ginawa natin last week parang ganito rin yun. So ayan. I: Continuation lang to sa ginawa natin last time. Create a bbody emotion part. I: Isulat niyo jan ulit yung mga nangyari. Mas iisipin niyo kasi kung sakto lang o madami. Mukhang mas nahahsa naman na kayo kilalanin yung body signals niyo. Mas kukumpletuhin natin yung body emotion part. Walang mali sa inyong sagot. Lahat ng pinagdadaanan niyo, hindi mali o hindi tama. Reaksyon yan ng inyong katawan dahil sa mga nararamdaman niyo. Tinutulungan lang kayo nito para di kayo mastock sa pinag dadaanan niyo. Add niyo lang jan yung mga impormasyon. I: Okay so ano ulit yung mga sitwasyon na nangayri sa inyo ngayong lingo na nagkaron ba ng senyales na may okay ba or sakto lang. I: Mag start tayo sa emosyon. Ano pakiramdam na may mens? P: Mabigat sa katawan P: Tinatamad P: Masakit sa puson P: Mabilis magalit I: Yan pipili kayo ng sitwasyon na mas makikilala niyo ang inyong sarili. Ano yung gusto niyo tutukan para makilala sarili niyo. Like emotions kung nasasaktan, tinatamad, inaantok. Yan mga emotion yan. Ano reaksyon nung katawan niyo P: Masakit I: Yung mga body signals niyo example ay may tumutusok ganyan kaya sumasakit. A lot bay un or madami or a little lang? P: Checheckan lang ba or isusulat I: Isusulat niyo. 374 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: So yung emosyon masyado ba? Lalagay niyo yung mismong nararamdaman niyo. Mga nangyari sainyo nung nakaraang araw na gusto niyong tutukan. Yung koneksyon ba, body signals, or emotion. Nanlamig ba kayo? Nasaktan? Nabibigatan? Masikip? Lutang? Magulo ang isip? Halo halo ba or malakas? I: Kunyare pag may mens ka ano mga body signals mo? Kunyari sumasakit puson or inaantok I: Kung a lot ba, medium, or di naman gaano I: Mas maganda yung mga body signals, kalat kalat. Yung hindi palagi yun ang ginagamit niyo. Okay 2 more minutes then we will start processing I: Ano ano yung mga nangyari this week na gusto niyo talagang bigyan ng atensyon. Yung mga body signals na lumabas. Kung masikip ba dibdib, masakit paa, masakit puson. Yung mga lumalabas na emosyon. Kung kalmado ba, ninenerbyos, natatakot. So palagi mob a yun nararamdaman kaya a lot or kaya naman medium or di gaano nakaapekto sayo. I: Start tayo kay Rina ano yung ibig sabihin saiyo nito P: Yung mens po I: Ano nangyari ba sayo? P: Mabilis mairita tapos madali magalit I: Ano body signals mo? P: Sumasakit puson mga binti. I: Tapos yung emosyon mo halo halo ba or galit? P: Pag may konting ginawa lang po kasi naiinis na ko I: So pag meron ka pala, madali ka mainis P: Parang magwawala ako minsan I: Pag ganun ka ano ginagawa mo? Pag nagiging sensitive ka? P: Kinocontrol ko nalang I: Pano mo konocontrol? P: Inaano ko yung sarili ko. Knakausap ko sarili ko na mag relax I: Nakakatulong bay un? P: Opo I: Okay good. Ikaw Josie P: Ako ang nilagay ko po sa mood, inaantok at naiinis. Tapos sa may body, sakto lang I: Ano yung mga body signals mo? P: Gusto ko lang mapag isa. Yung katawan ko kasi ganun talaga I: Ano yung specific na body signals mo? P: Feeling ko pag wala ako sa mood, wala akong gana I: Lalagay mo duns abody mo walang gana P: Tas naiinis ako kaya inaantok I: Ano yung emotions na connected sa walang gana at inaantok? P: Bigat ng katawan I: Yung emosyon dapat kung mabigat katawan. Malungkot ba? O kaya nasasaktan. Yun mga emotions P: Wala gusto ko lang kasi matulog I: Dapat iconnect mo siya sa emotions. Pag wala ka sa mood, mabigat katawan, ano yung emosyon mo? 375 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Pwedeng nasasaktan ganun o kaya nadidispress. Yun yung mga ilalagay mo kasi lahat nung nilagay mo, body lang I: Pero siguro nga ganun talaga emosyon mo. Pero yung mga sinabi mo kasi puro body dapat mga emotion. O kaya pag feeling mo rejected kaya nasasaktan. So ngayon anon a pakiramdam mo? P: Mas nakikilala mo yung sarili mo I: Ano pakiramdam ng katawan mo ngayon? P: Okay ako ngayon I: Anong dating sayo nun nung mas nakilala mo sarili mo? Sige Josie ano yung pakiramdam P: Kasi nakalagay po medyo eh. Kumbaga mas nagagawan ko ng paraan tuwing yun yung nararadaman ko. I: So yung body antok so ano yung connection ng emotion mo? I: Naiinis ba ganun? Pwede yun So ayun yung mga feeling. Okay thank you. Ikaw Debs P: A little po I: Ano yung body signals mo? Ano nilagay mo jan? P: Matamlay po katawan tas nalulungkot ako. I: Eh sa body ano nilagay mo? P: Yung matamlay I: So kung matamlay ka ano nilagay mo jan? A lot, medium or little. P: Nakakatamad po kumilos ganun I: A lot ba medium or little? P: Little lang po I: Alam mo ba tuwing kelan mo nararamdaman? P: Pag minsan naiinis lang po ako ganun. May nakalagay din po sa medium I: Ano yung nilagay mo sa medium? Kaya mo yan. Ninenerbyos ka ba? P: Medyo po I: San siyas a buong katawan? P: Sa lahat po I: Ano nararamdaman mo P: kinakabahan po. I: Ano yung rason kung bakit ka ninenerbyos? P: Di ko po kasi gaano maexplain yung mga body signals ko. I: Pero mukhang naiintindihan ko naman. Yung ngayon lang. Ano pakiradam mon a naexplain mo sakin? P: Magaan po kasi naexplain ko I: So ano emotion mo? P: Masaya I: Dahil? Ano yung rason kung bakit? Pakinggan mo lang katawan mo kasi nasagot mon a kanina inuulit ulit ko lang P: Kasi nasasabi ko po kahit minsan di ko po naeexplain I: Actually naexplain mo ng ayos pero baka pinangungunahan ng kaba I: Naiintindihan niyo ba si Debs? P: Opo 376 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Okay so hinga lang tayo malalim. Lagay niyo nga yung kamay sa tyan niyo pero wag niyo baguhin pag hinga niyo. Ano bay un gumagalaw or hindi? Ano nangyayari sa tyan mo? Pano mo masasabi kung busog ka ngayon? Or baka gutom ka? P: Di naman I: Dibale sa huli dun ako mag papa celebrate may utang ako sainyong merienda. So ngayon ano nararamdaman mo sa tyan mo? P: Gutom hahaha I: Kaya pala medyo wala sa session kasi iniisp ang pagkain? P: hahahaha di naman I: Okay good Ikaw Raquel P: Sa may body, magulo sa isip tas masikip sa dibdib tas sa emotion, sobrang sakit at galit sa sarili I: Importante dyan kung ano yung rason. Sa lahat ng nararamdaman niyo walang mali jan. Papakinggan niyo kung bakit kayo nagagalit. Kasi natural yan. Nagmumukha lang siyang masama kung pano natin inilalabas o aggressive minsan nananakit tayo sa sarili o ibang tao. Pero yung galit naman natin is may ginagawa satin na hindi naman natin gusto. O kaya meron kayong need na hindi nangyayari o hindi niyo natatanggap. Kaya lang minsan pinaramdam satin ng ating past is kailangan natin tong tanggapin. So ang nangyayari tuloy nag fofocus tayo sa mga bagay na hindi natin natatangap at dun natin nararamdaman yung galit, lungkot at inis. Kasi yun yung takbo talaga ng buhay kaso misnan di talaga naibibigay satin kaya mraming rason talaga kung bakit tayo nagagalit. Ano ba kailangan nating gawin para di tayo masaktan? Para mapunan yung kailangan ko. Sa ginagawa kasi natin tinuturuan tayo na hindi husgahan yung sarili kaya wag tayo matakot harapin yung mga nararamdaman niyo. Kaya hindi nawawala yung takot kasi hanggang ngayon di pa nawawala yung cause nung takot pero lahat yan walang mali dyan sa nararamdaman niyo. I: So ngayon anong pakiramdam niyo? Dahil ba sa weather kaya ganun? San niyo nararamdaman yun? P: Sa mata P: Sa katawan po P: Sa buong katawan I: Sige. Yakapsule tayo P: Ayaw I: Ay ayaw? Gusto lang tulog? Sige I: Basta yung assignments niyo tuloy tuloy lang yan. Para malalaman niyo lagi yung dahilan kung bakit ganun yung nararamdaman niyo. Para alam niyo yung aksyon na dapat gawin I: Hinga muna tayo malalim. Sabihin natin sa sarili natin na okay lang ako P: Okay lang ako I: normal ang nararamdaman ko P: Normal ang nararamdaman ko I: Walang mali sa nangyayari sakin P: Walang mali sa nangyayari sakin I: Tinatanggap ko ang sarili ko P: Tinatanggap ko ang sarili ko 377 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: May tiwala ako sa sarili ko P: May tiwala ako sa sarili ko I: Okay lang ako P: Okay lang ako I: Sa ginawa nating activity ano yung isang bagay na tumatak sayo Trisha? O kaya ano nag ccause ng lutang mo P: Bumabalik kasi yung mga ano may mga naalala ako I: Nakakatulong ba na may koneksyon ka sa sarili mo? P: Nakakatulong naman I: So sige para matulungan mo yung sarili mo, hinga lang. Kasi everytime na humihinga ka, miski mabigat yan, pwede ka bumalik agad sa sarili mo. Walang mali jan sa nararamdaman mo kasi yan yung paraan mo para masurvive. Walang huhusga sayo. Mahirap lang talaga I: SIge ikaw Raquel mukhang nagging emotional ka. May nagtrigger ba sayo na lumabas emosyon mo? P: (Umiiyak) I: San siya sa buong katawan mo Raquel? Tutukan mo lang yang katawan mo walang mali yan sa nararamdaman mo. Naka kasi sobrang kang nasasaktan dahil sa mga pinag dadaanan mo. Nakakagalit na parang wala kang magawa sa sitwasyon. Okay lang ba na huminga ka ng malalim? I: Para masanay ka na makaya mong maharap sa pamamagitan ng hinga. Kailangan malalim. Kaya bay un? Hinga ka ng malalim P: (Inhale exhale) I: Masakit na nahihirapan ka mag share at magsalita kasi puno yung isip mo ngayon. Naguguluhan ka na at nahihirapan ka kasi nasasaktan ka na. P ( Umiiyak ) I: Okay habang umiyak si Raquel ituloy muna natin. Ikaw Debs anong pabaon mo satin ngayon na nakikita mo si Raquel na nahihirapan? Naaapektuhan ka ba din? Anon a nangyayari sayo ngayon? Napansin ko na bumigat yung mga nararamdaman at di mapakali gusting sumigaw o magwala kasi ang hirap kontrolin I: Which is walang mali talaga sa nararamdaman niyo. Totoong totoo yan. Kaya lahat sana iiinvite ko lagi na huminga lang ng malalim. Pag humihinga kasi naka focus lang sa hiniga. Walang ibang iintindihin kundi ang hininga lang. Kung ang pa aba ay nakalapat sa sahig. Ramdamin niyo yung paa niyo sa sahig kung malamig ba o mainit kung may tumutusok ba. Pakiramdaman niyo ang inyong damit sa legs, balakang, likod, sa braso ano yung nararamdaman ng inyong balat. Pwedeng nakakainis, masikip, o tumutusok. Yung naririnig niyo ngayon pakiramdaman niyo. Yung kulog, tawa, electric fan, yung ingay salabas, at yung kambing. Pakiramdaman niyo ang sarili niyo kung may naaamoy ba kayo. Kung amoy ulan ba yan or amoy tissue o kaya naman kwarto. Gamitin niyo ang mata niyo. Sa naikita niyo. Ano yung mga nakikita niyo? P: Mga tao. Si ate Beth, Si Josie Si Debs Si Rosie I: Raquel gamit ang tenga anong naririnig mo? P: Boses mo po at kulog I: Ano pa naririnig mo? 378 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Lapis, upuan, kambing I: Ano pa? May naririnig pa ko P: Ingay sa labas I: Ikaw debs anong nararamdaman mo ngayon? P: Malamig. I: Ano pa? Yung hawak mong lapis? Yung kamay mo? P: Malamig din po. Tas pinagpapawisan I: Sige Josie anong naaamoy mo? P: Patak ng ulan. I: Ano bang amoy ng ulan? P: Yung parang simoy po na mabaho I: Okay Rina ano nararamdaman ng pwet mo? P: Di mapakali I: Hita mo? P: Nangangalay I: Paa mo?? P: Malamig po I: Ganto gawin niyo massage. Ano pakiramdam ng braso niyo? P: Mga buto buto P: Yung sa muscle P: Masakit I: Lagyan niyo ng pressure. Para maramdaman niyo. Masakit ba? P: Masakit I: Sabunutan niyo ang sarili niyo. Hilahin ang buhok P: Masarap P: Masakit I: Sige eto tig 5 seconds tayo I: Kahit 10 seconds sige bilang tayo P 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I: Pasa dun tas bilang ulit P: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I: Pasa ulit P: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I: Pasa. Go P: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I: Okay pasa I: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 9 10 I: Oh balik na tayo kay Josie anong napulot mo ngayon? Ano natutunan mo? P: Sa bad emotion po. Nalito kasi ako I: So ngayon mas malinaw na ba? P: Medyo po I: Ano pa yung mas kailangan mo pang maintindihan? P: Yung dalas po kung kelan. Yung tama lang 379 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Okay good thank you I: Ikaw Rina? P: Mga body signal na kumokonek sa emotion I: Gano kaimportante yun sayo? P: Kasi po nalalaman mon a yung dapat gawin kasi alam mo body signal mo. Na ah alam ko ng galit ko I: Good. P: Kasi minsan hyper nanaman ako ganyan. I: That’s good na naveverbalize mo na. Kasi may awareness na kayo P: Mas maganda kasing may nag aalalay I: Basta ang susi dito is yung continuation maski matapos ang program, dapat tuloy tuloy lang siya. Kahit mahirap, gumamit lang ng senses. Nakatulong ba sainyo? P: Oo P: Okay lang I: Mas nagging aware ka ba? Nakatulong? P: Opo I: Maski mabigat. Hopefully Ms Beth pa assist lang si Raquel sa inhalation I: Okay thank you guys. I will see you on Saturday. Ang layunin kasi natin makilala niyo yung sarili niyo kung ano yung dahilan. Kasi may prepasayon kayong gagawin. Kasi di mawawala yung ganung pakiramdam hanggat di niyo inaalam ang kailngan ng inyong sarili. May kailangan kayong gawin para makabalik kayo sa Window of tolerance. Bago tayo magtapos, pray lang tayo ulit I: Panginoong Hesus alam kong ang mnga nangyari po ngayon ay inallow niyo. Hinihiling ko po na matuloy po yyung pag poprocess nila Tulungan niyo po silang di mastock sa hyper at hypo arouse. Tulungan niyo po silang pakunti kunting mas tumatag upang matulungan ang kanilang sarili. Dahil nakasaad naman sa inyong kasulatan ay may agdadaanan talaga. Mahirap man panginoon pero gumagamit ka at hinahanapan mo kami ng paraan upang mas makilala nag aming sarili. Nawaý makayanan naming lahat tulungan niyo kaming mas magkaron ng atensyon sa mga blessing na ibinibigay at ang mga hinaharap naming. Kasi kami ngayon hinaharap naming kahit mahirap pero pinaparamdam mo samin na di niyo kami iniiwan. Kayo na po ang bahala sa bawat pamilya ang mga pangangailan. Proteksyon sa sakit at sa Covid panginoon. Salamat po sa oras at sa bawat isa. In Jesus Name, Amen P: Amen. 6th Session So kamusta so before we start, pray tayo atleast para may covering at may protection tayo. Dear heavenly father, maraming salamat po sa binigay niyong oras samin ngayon Panginoon ko naway sa ngalan mo Hesus na maramdaman namin ang iyong presensya sa bawat isa, tulungan niyo po kami na matulungan namin ang aming mga sarili lalo na sa mga pinagdadaanan namin at sa mga ng lahat ng pinagdadaanan namin Hesus naway maranamin na hindi mo kami iniiwan sa mga hirap na nararamdaman namin Panginoon naway nararanamin na nandun ka sa gitna ng aming pinagdadaanan at pinaparamdam mo samin na di mo kami 380 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology iniiwan. Sa ngalan mo po Hesus naway gamitin mo ang mga sessions na maging tool o kaparaanan para matukungan namin yung sarili namin na makayanan yung mga araw na hinaharap namin. Tulungan niyo rin po kami na mas ma appreciate namin ang aming sarili kasi sa mga pagbabago namin ngayon alam namin na ikaw yng nagbibigay samin ng sapat na lakas at kagalingan lara magkaron kami ng pagbabago sa aming sarili, pag iisip, kilos, sa lahat ng nangsamin at ito ay dinadalangin ko sa inyo, kayo na po bahala sa lahat in Jesus name, Amen. So again before we start okay so ang ating nasa phase 3 na tayo, ibig sabihin nasa action na tayo, so ang layunin nun ay para mas ma increase mas tumaas pa ang inyong abilidad para maganit yung mga kung papano niyo tinutulungan yung sarili niyo lara gumanda ang inyong pakiramdam at para mas makilala niyo ang inyong sarili. So sa mga gagawin natin ngayon, ang mangyayari is, diba yung phase 1 more on body signals lang diba kung papano kinikilala yung senyales ng mga katawan niyo. Pangalawa phase 2 ang nangyari, dun ba sa phase one mas naging aware na kayo? Body signals. Mas aware na ba kung ano yung nangyayari sa sarili? Number two body signals pkus emotions nakakonek niyo na ba yun. Na kung eto yunh yung body ko ay baka ito yung nararamdaman ko may ganun na ba kayong kaalaman? Participant: Yes Interviewer: So ang phase 3, action, ibig sabihin alam niyo na ang nangyayari sa inyong body signals tas nakonek niyo sa emosso from that ano ba kelangan ko gawin para matugunan ko yung kelayng aking katawan at nararamdaman so larang ganto ang itsura. Kita niyo, nalapansiyniyo ang inyong senyales sa katawan, so kunwari may nagugutom kasi maingay ang tyan niyo ay gutom pala ang tawag dun tulad niyan, nagugutom. So yan ang emosyon gutom, so ano ba ang kelangan pano siya ma regulate, parang sa shellane diba di masyadong malaks, mahina so pano mo iaaddress, ano yung action po Participant: Kumain Interviewer: So yun ang gagawin natin sa phase 3 kung papano niyo mas matutugunanang inyong pangangailangan. So sa phase 3 so naiintindihan kung ano nangyayari sa phase 3 natin. So ngayon sa phase 3 mula ngayon hangang 8th session okay so nasa session six na tayo. So again ano yung nangyari sainyo nitong mga nakaraang araw? Sige short lang, papano niyo nagagamit ang inyong mga natutunan. Sige start tayo kay Trisha o Reena. Start nalang kay Raquel. Yung sa lahat ano yung mas komportable gamitin , yun nalang yun, ano mga nakikita niyo, nahihirapan pa rin ba o naggagamay niyo na. Ano sa tingin niyo yung mga nakikita na pagbabago o sa tingin niyo di aakalain. Sige changes, ano yung mga pagbabago na nakikita mo so far sa iyong sarili. Nung last week na uniiyak ako, hirap akong huminga ng malalim di ko alam kung oano kongagawin kasi dati di ako masyado umiimik, ngayon ko palang siya nagagawa kaya nahihirapan anko na pano ko uli gagawin yun Pag iyak? Hindi po, yung pag stop, pag hinga ng malalim tas balik uli sa ano kasi kelan lang ako natuto umiyak talaga. Umiiyak po ako pag ano pag lumukuha na wala. Parang nasanay po ako na since bata ako, wag ka iiyak, lagi po yun sinasabi Ah okay since bata, wag iiyak. So tapos ano nangyari sayo? 381 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Nung una umiyak po ako larang narealize ko na di ko namapigili iyak ko last time tas nahihirapan ako huminga ng malalim tapos masakit yung sinasabi niya yunpp yung inaano So yunsince yun yung nangyari sayo ano yung parang oh since ganto yung nangyari dito so anong dating sayo Parang nakakatulong din po yung lag iyak kasi nung dati po talaga yung ginagawa ko sa sarili ko, manhid ako ganun Kelan ka yung sinabi mo na nakapag start ka umiyak, kelan ba nag simula yun Last year Ah pero napansin ko tuwing session natin umiiyak ka na palagi Opo pero pag umiiyak ako din ganun So ibig sabihin malaki nangyari sayo last week, malaking bagay So Opo, kaya sabi ni ate kamusta, naiyak ako pero di ko magawa yung Its okay sabihin mo sa sarili mo kasi nga bago ka palang na eexpress sa sarili mo di agad nakonek dun sa ano kasi nga di pa ganun nasasanay so san mo ba nararamdaman sa katawan mo yung iyak sa mata o iba pa Participant: Sa dibdib po buong katawan kaya di maka stop Pero nung ginawa natin yung senses, nakatulong ba siya o di pa rin? Participant: Nung nagawa ko po yun Diba nung umiiyak ka, nagamit natin yung senses nagin nakatulong ba yun so nung nakatulong, ano naging dating sayo nun Participant: Kumbaga sa senses po kasi parang nandun pa rin ako sa present Okay good yun yung importante dun maski natatandaan niyo miski nasa hyper o hypo arouse kayo ang ibig sabihin ng regulation is yung nasa gitna yung window of tolerance connected pa rin sa sarili so alam ng paa mo nasa labas yung isa yung isa nasa loob pa rin so di yung nasa labas lahat na di mo na nararamdaman yung paligid niyo na lutang na lutang na. So yung paa niyo nasa loob pa tin at alam niyo yung nangyayari ngayon so pag alam mo nangyayari alam mo yung kelangan mo gawin para mapunta dun sa window of tolerance. Sino ba dito yung nakatulong sa five senses sompag may pinag dadadaan kayo gamitin niyo lang senses niyo para alam niyo san kayo nasa window of tolerance kayo nasan kayo kasi oag masyado na kayo nalulutang kung san san na kayo napupunta. So sino sunod? Sige Participant: Ako te medyo yung nagsalita tayo about session medyo nahirapan pa rin ako kapag sa my body at my emotion, di ko pa rin klaro kung saan ko lalagay yung body o emotion pero sa ngayon pag medyo sinsabi ko na alam ko na di maganda mood ko alam ko na kung bat ganto ganyan Nalalaman mo ba sang lart ng katawan mo yung wala sa mood Participant: Siguro sa isip ko lang Ah sa isip Tapos pag medyo ganun ako, alam ko na gagawin ko Participant: Pag wala ka sa mood Participant: Parang mas gusto ko lang talaga na mag isa lang or kaya sometimes pinipilit ko maki tawa sa kanila para yung di magandang mood na nararamdaman di maka apekto sa mga kasamahan ko and then nakikita ko rin sa kanila na ang di ko magandang mood alam na rin 382 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nila kayo medyo naiintindihan nila yung ganon na feeling ko kumbaga di ko masyado sinasakop sa iba kong kasamahan Ibig sabihin nagkakaron ka na ng awareness mas nalalaman mo na sarili mo Participant: Saka syempre dati di maganda mood ko pagi anak ko naaapektuhan, kaya minsan pag di maganda yung mood ko di ko rin muna siya pinapalapit. Sabi ko wag ka muna lumapit, wag mo muna ko kausapin ganyan pero pag ok na oka na So bali malaki na rin nabago sayo Participant: Bali pag nakakapag salita ako ng di maganda sa anak ko, minsan nasasaktan ko siya ng pisikal na kaya medyo kahit papano naanuhan ko na sarili ko di tulad ng dati Congratulations diba Participant: Nakaka tulong din yung ibang tao sa emosyon ko Yes, ang importante dito alam niyo na yung bawat isa na pinagdadaanan so mas naiintindihan niyo na Pag ganun ka na alam na rin nila na di na masyado malaki Ok good thank you. Galing ah, kayong tatlo? By 11 start na tayo ng ano, kelangan may mauna kasi may magsasalita sa inyo miski ayaw niyo de joke lang, gusto ba mag share o ayaw? Ayaw. Gusto mag share? Participant: Kinakabahan San yung kinakabahan sa katawan mo? Participant: Sa dibdib po Sige pakinggan mo debs kinakabahan ako Participant: Kinakabahan ako sa sasagot ko Sabihin mo walang mali sa isasagot ko sabihin niyo nga kay debs tinatanggap namin ang sagot mo Participants: Tinatanggap namin ang sagot mo, walang maki sa isasagot mo ligtas ka Oh ano nangyari sa nerbyos mo Participant: Lumabas na pero Hinga ka malalim Participant: Pag ako talaga ang bilis Pero ibig sabihin na ano mo na siya kasi nag sasalita ka naman eh naoovercome mo na siya Participant: Dati kasi di ko pinapansin yung body signals ko. Dati, di ko masyado pinapansin, iniisnob ko pero nung nagsimula session natin, ito na simula na nakikilala ko mga body signals ko tapos mga nakaraan din natuto na rin ako mag share kasi dati parang nagshshare ako pero labag sa kalooban ko parang nakokonsensya ko di ko alam kung tama yung sinasabi ko Oh I see Participant: Pero nakaktulong naman po Napapangunahan mo na takot mo ano Ayun po mas nakikilala ko na mga body signals ko kahit minsan kasi dati di ko pinapansin So ibig sabihin niyan pag nakakayanan mo yung takot mo dun mo nalalaman na di pala nakakatakot Participant: Opo tas nakakapag isip na rin ng mas maayos Wow congratulations Bevs ah, sige kayong dalawa nalang, ayaw pa rin ni Trisha 383 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Di ako naman parang mas aware na ko sa nangyayari sakin na nararamdaman ko nagiging aware ako tas parang mas nagkakaron ako ng kontrol sa sarili ko kasi alam kong mabigat pero pinapakalma ko sarili ko naghahahanap ako ng bagay na pede mag salba sakin ganun Okay good ibig sabihin nagkakaroon ka ng responsibilidad sa sarili dati siguro ang may kontrol sayo is yung nararamdaman mo pero ngayon nababaliktad na ikaw pala may kontrol sa nararamdaman mo good Participant: Minsan yung takot ko di naman pala totoo. Kunwari sa dilim, takot ako ibig sabihin kahit onting ilaw wala, iniisip ko kasi may mangyayari may susugid magpapakita ganun pero ngayon parang di wala tas nag ppray So malaking bagay congratulations. Ibig sabihin nito yung mga naririnig mo na amaze naman ako kay God kasi alam niyo yun naiiyak naman ako na ginagamit yung nangyayari satin na maski di natin napag uusapan yung malalim niyong issues. Pero yung nangyayari kasi dito ginagawa niyo yung mga activities ibig sabihin nararamdaman niyo yung talagang gustong may pag babago mangyari tas nararamdaman ko talagang andun yun presensya nung Diyos natin na syempre wala akong alam sa pinag dadaanan niyo tanging Diyos lang makakaalam tas yung mga taong sinabihan niya pero andun yung kamay ng Diyos na di kayo iniwan na sa gitna ng pinag dadaanan niyo andyan yung pag asa na mabalik yung sarili niyo na oag nakilala niyo satili niyo mas nararamdaman niyo na andyan yung control niyo na kaya ko palang mag balik yung sarili ko basta mapakinggan ko lang malaman ko yung nangyayari sakin, so salamat sa Dyos dahil yung ang nangyayari. So ngayon punta na tayo ng pendulation muna, una aalamin muna san sa katawan kung san yung di maganda at mamaya yung maganda. So upo ng maayos so mas natutulungan kayo na makilala niyo sarili niyo so upo ng maayos tas hinga ng malalim uli. Habang nakapikit ang mata alamin niyo sa buong katawan from head to toe yung parang di komportable na pakiramdam wag niyo iresist mo labanan obserbahan niyo lang dahil walang masama sa nararmay gusto iparating sainyo. So tignan niyo lang siya obserbahan tignan niyo kung san siya sa buong pakiramdam niyo. Okay start tayo kay Trisha, kaya na ba. San yung di ka komportable na pakiramdam Participant: Sa pusot isip Bigyan mo lang ng label ano nangyayari sa pusot isip mo, ano pakiramdam Participant: Nalilito Nalilito, ano daw mensahe ng nalilito, hayaan mong magsalita yung pusot ispan mo. Sabihin mo nalilito ako kasi sige pakinggan mo sarili mo Trisha. Wag ka matakot sa sarili mo may gusto lang sabihin sayo, ano yung gustong sabihin Participant: Nalilito Naguguluhahan ka ngayon, so para daw mabawasan yung gulo nasa yung sagot mo nasa puso at isipan mo ano daw kelangan gawin para sa sarili mo para mabawasan yung pagkagulo. Wag mo isipin sagot mo, makikinig ka lang. Ano daw gusto mo gawin sarili mo. Di kasi iniisip mo eh kelangan bumalik ka dun Trisha sa puso mo na nagsasalita wag ka naka focus sa labas balik ka sa sarili mompakinggan mo puso mo na nagsasalita ano gusto sabihin sayo, ano yung gusto kelangan mo gawin para mabawasan kahit konti yung pagkagulo ng isip 384 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Wala among ma ano blanko Blanko, sa anong gagawin mo sa sarili mo kung blanko ko okay kang ba na hinga ka ng malalim diba minsan hypo arouse minsan blanko laging nasa baba so ano kelangan ang mas mahaba inhale o exhale Inhale Inhale o lahat tayo inhale ng four counts then pause then three counts na exhalation. So Trisha kelangan sayo mas mahaba yung inhale para maibalik mo yung sarili mo okay. So everyone close your eyes inhale 1 2 3 4 pause then slowly release 1 2 3. So Trisha kelangan mong huminga kasi di ko nararamdaman na humihinga ka. Di dito, Trisha pag hanggang dito lang hininga mo lalo ka lulutang. Kelangan yung hininga mo papuntang sa tyan, kayo ba gayun din . Di dapat dito ah, dapat yung hininga parang may lobo sa tyan ang nangyayari humihinga kayo tas lumalaki yung lobo sa tyan kasi lag dito lang yung hininga lalo kayo magugulo. So yun ang susi at magic dun, so pakiramdaman niyo hinga dahan dahan pero si ko nakikita na nababa tyan mo Trisha. Imagine mo Trisha hirap no pero yun ang tamang paraan natin ng paghinga Participant: Yung akin minsan hangang dito lang eh Kaya yun din cause bat tayo bumibigat pero yun naman ang susi pag tama ang pag breathe na rerelax agad. Again, gawin natin, malaman niyo ngayon. No no, pag hihinga ka dapat nalaki tyan, sige hinga di ang nangyayari pag humihinga ka lumiliit to eh baliktad. Pag exhale dun nawawala pero pag inhale. Sige again guys yun ang gawin natin kasi super important na makuha niyo siya Pag inhale? Pag inhale dun siya lalaki so imagine niyo hininga niyo nararamdaman niyo yung hangin nababa sa tyan. Again mahirap sa umpisa, taas ang tyan then release. Tumaas b tyan niyo? Hindi? Sige habang nag ccr si ano tuloy tuloy importante to kasi ito yung pampakalma ko rin eh. Taas ang tyan di dibdib ang tumaas tyan, focus kayo sa air sa hangin mismo. Wag mabilis again again, inhale. Wag naka focus sakin Trisha, dun ka mag focus sa hininga mo. Isipin mo hininga mo eh pumapasok sa lalamunan mo papunta sa tyan okay. Nasan na hininga niyo, lumalaki ba tyan pakiramdaman niyo. Ako nararamdaman ko hangin ko na lumalapat sa dibdib pumupunta sa tyan kaya nalalaman ko na pumupunta sa tyan ko. Nasan yung atensyon niyo, lunta kayo sa atensyon niyo yung sa hangin. Pag release naliit siya Kaya pag nag eexhale kayo dapat ramdam ng katawan niyo na lahat ng tensyon pinapalabas niyo. Pero pag hypo ka ang ginagawa hinahatak mo sarili mo pabalik. Kelangan maging assignment mo yan yung tamang breathing kasi di mawawala yung pakiramdam mo na parang wala sa sarili oarang dettach kasi masyado kang nasa hypo. Sige hatakin mo yan Trisha tas hatak yan ganun mo hatakin mo hatak, hatak, diretso, yan ngayon nakabalik ka na noh, nakabalik? Oh sige pa isa pa yan nakabalik ka noh o nakabalik si Trisha ang galing yan subukan niyo to. Ano pakiramdam na nakabalik ka? Participant: Masaya Yun ang importante nakabalik ka yan balik, ikot, masarap ba Participant: Opo na stretch Dapat may ganyan kayo dito eh 385 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Ate pag hypo mahaba ang inhale pag hyper? Yung exhalation. Yan diba pag hyper yan yung aligaga kayo eh so ito yung mas mahaba yung exhalation. Pero pag hypo ito yung sobrang down so kelangan mas mahaba yung inhalation. Ito pala kelangan niyo pang stretch. Naka tulong ba? Sige siguro kelangan habang nasa session ka ganyanin mo habang nakikinig inhalation atleast ito lang stretch stretch lang okay good so tapos na tayo dun. San sa katawan yung medyo di komportable? Sa ulo Anong emosyon meron dun Participant: Nalilito Pakinggan mo ulo mo, ano daw yung kelangan ng pagkalito mo para mabawasan siya wag mo isipin yung kelangan mo isagot, pag isipan mo lang. Tuloy tuloy ka Trisha, wag mo isipin pakinggan mo ano daw kelangan mo gawin sa sarili para mabawasan yung lito. Wag mo isipin. Participant: Stop muna ko mag isip Okay stop muna, yung iba san nararamdaman yun di maganda? Participant: Parang yung balakang ko po Ano emosyon meron diyan Participant: Parang nangangalay So ano daw kelangan mo gawin para matulungan mo sarili mo Participant: Umayos ng upo Umayos ng upo, yan good. Sige Josie? Siguro leeg kasi ang sakit dito Ah ano emosyon meron dyan Participant: Di ko alam eh basta mula dito Sige pakinggan mo ano na kelangan mo gawin sa sarili mo ngayon para kahit onti mabawasan yung hirap. So ngayon nakakaramdam ako na di kayo mapakali okay. Pakinggan mo para yung energy sa katawan niyo totoo yan. Sakit ba sa kamay, sino naman gusto gumamit? Sige Josie Participant: Sakin ate parang mag relax lang para di masyado masakit yung leeg Nasa posisyon ba ng upo mo, sige pano ka daw mag rerelax? May kelangan ka ba gawin na position o hihinga ka lang Participant: Di ko po masabi Sige yan ang kelangan mo gawin pakinggan lang ah pero mamaya mas malalaman mo dapat gawin San sa katawan mo Participant: Sa isip at sa puso Anong emosyon Participant: Ano po parang pagod So ano daw kelangan mo gawin wag isipin papakinggan mo sarili mo Participant: Iniisip ko ano mag isa lang parang walang kasama kasi ayoko yung parang sobra na yung utak ko yung tenga ko naririnig parang kakairita na, parang gusto magsalita pero di ako makapag salita, parang naiipon So ang kelangan mo ngayon is mag isa muna, gusto mo ba na mag isa muna ngayon? 386 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Di naman po Kaya naman? Kaya naman ganito tas dun ka nalang mag isa? Participant: Di literal na mag isa parang ayoko may marinig na nakakasakit So far may naririnig ka bang nakakasakit, meron? Dito sa labas? Participant: Medyo di lang po maganda So nasaktan yung tenga mo, masakit talaga yan Participant: Parang nakakasawa Paulit ulit? So yun pala kelangan muna, lumayo muna sa mga bibig na medyo na at karapatan mo yun wag muna tumabi saka tama na yung oang huhusga. Diyan lang paikutan mo lang yan sige since nalaman niyo na kung san sa katawan niyo yung di maganda. Ngayon gratitude lang muna isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo. Meron ba Trisha? Participant: Nagpapasalamat na mas may natutunan Okay good nasan siya sa katawan mo lag nagpapasalamat ka? Participant: Sa puso Okay Participant: Ako din nagpapasalamat ako kahit dalawang oras nakatulog ako Ah puyat ka pala so san yan sa katawan mo? Participant: Sa isip Debs? Participant: Ano po may natutunan sa mga Oh san siya sa katawan mo? Participant: Sa pusot isip Taga san ba Moro, ang layo okay ba sila dun, okay sige Participant: Sakin naman po pinasasalamatan ko yung answered prayer ng mga bata kasi naano rin siya kasi ano ngayon online class, kasi nag wworry din kami kung papano gagawin kung pano makakatulong kay Ate Sharon tas yun pray lang kami tas answered prayer naman kasi gadget Nice Para fsa klase Sa Taguig ata libre Participant: Yun ang isang pinapasalamatan ko So dapat palaging may Covid para ano haha joke lang pasalamat atleast natugunan laki ng tulong ng gadget,internet ano Participant: Ang ano lang namin eto po Dapat yung gadget may sim Yan yung pinapasalamat namin kay Lord pinoprovide niya yung para sa mga bata San mo nararamdaman sa katawan Participant: Siyempre sa buong katawan ko Good. Ganun din po sa device yung mga gagamitin nila kasi medyo namomoblema nga kami noong mga nakaraang linggo na kasi nag umpisa na sila mag dry run eh wala po kami kasi yung mga cellphone po namin medyo di pa kaya, buti nalang kaka pray binigay naman samin 387 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology San yan sa katawan Participant: Syempre sa isip kasi di na kami ano saka masaya So nice nung una inisio niyo kung san di komportable tapos nung nag isip ng pasasalamat biglang nagbago. Kaya pala sinabi ni Hesus sa binle sa lahat ng pagkakataon magpasalamat kasi magbabago agad ang ating nangyayari sa loob okay. So start na tayo sa ating activities. So dito mas mataas ang inyong abilidad para magamit yung feel good actions yung mga nararamdaman niyong magaganda na gagamitan niyo bg aksyon para mas maging komportable kayo sa sarili niyo diba dati di mo iniintindi ngayon iniintindi mo na So ngayon, yan gagamitniyo uli ang papel, tatlo and dalawa sige pasa. So dito sa feeling okay, feeling uncomfortable game okay ang gagawin dito ay yan so minsan ang ating katawan tulad nung naramdaman niyo kanina nung nag isip kayo ng di maganda alam niyo na sa katawan niyo kung nasan siya. Napapansin niyo na at eto ay yung pakiramdam na nag igay ka ng pasasalamat napansin niyo na nag bago yung stado ng inyong nararamdaman so yung yung isang bagay na mukhang mas nagagamay niyo na. Kung ano yung di magandang pakiramdam, kung ano yung magandang pakiramdam. Sige nga isang sitwasyon lang isulat niyo dyan ngayon kung ano yung nangyayari sa inyo ng buong week na feels okay and feels uncomfortable. Tulad ng ginawa natin ngayon nung nag pendulation tayo ngayon inisio niyo yung naging di komportable so yun pala nangyari sainyo diba. Tas nung nagbigay ng pasasalamat dun niyo naman nararamdaman yung feels okay so susulat niyo lang diyan kahit di mahaba, keywords lang kung ano yung nangyari sa inyo, ano ba yung nilagay niyo nung una nung sumakit yung ulo niyo sumakit yung puso niyo. So ano yung mga bagay bagay na nagpaparamdam sainyo na okay kayo na bukod sa nagpapasalamat. Ano yung mga bagay bagay na alam niyo mas nagiging okay kayo. Kunwari pag sama sama kayo at naiintindihan niyi yung bawat isa. Anonnaman yung mga bagay bagay na di kayo komportable tulad nung sabi ni Reena may nang huhusga. Ang kagandahan niyan mas nakikilala niyo sarili niyo na eto yung reaksyon niyo. Participant: Isa lang po? Kahit ano dalawa o isa. Okay, one more minute ah. Dalawang sitwasyon yan ano. Okay. So ngayon dun sa sinukat niyong sitwasyon ang gagawin niyo observe niyo utak hangang mata, ilong pisngi, bibig, boses, tenga, balat, baga, ang dami. Pili lang tayo ng sige nga kanina narinig ko sa inyonpalaging isip at isipan so laging nasa ulo so punta nalang tayo ng brain o utak, puntahan niyo lang yung utak dahil sa sitwasyon ilagay niyo natatandaan niyo dito niyo nakukuha yung main tao. Pwede rin yan basta may drawing na tao. So pede na rin to chevk your body ounta kayo sa ulo pwede rin ito para malaki pede rin yan para mas malakinso bgauon brain dun ba sa brain niyo ngayon o sa utak niyo ano ba yung nararamdaman niyo focused ba distracted o wala sa focus mabilis ba parang may iniisip na sobrang bilis o sobrang bagal. Tulad ng sinabi ni Trisha, walang laman blanko kaya namamaga feeling niyo ba namamaga ulo niyo o parang nahihilo sp lagay niyo dyan ngayon kung ano yung mismong pakiramdam ng ulo niyo ngayon. So lalagay niyo kung feels comfortable or feels uncomfortable so pedeng sabihin okay o di okay Participant: San po ilalagay? Dun nalang sa drawing so right now pakinggan niyo o pansinin niyo yung nagyayari sa ulo kung nakaka ramdam ng di mapakali bukod sa ulo alamin niyo rin sa buong katawan niyo san 388 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology niyo nararamdaman yung parang di mapakali, aligaga, naiinis, gustong sumigaw, parang tiki tiki, ayun pag maraming iniisip pede ano yun parang nalulunod ba yung ganong pakiramdam. Tulad ng sabi ni Trisha kanina, blanko, pwede niyo lagay yun blanko pag blanko at maraming iniisip komportable ba yun o hindi so ginagawa niyo nagyon kayo mismo nagsasabi sa sarili niyo na di ako komportable sa aking isipan. Kelangan kayo mismo ang tatanggap sa sarili niyo na yun ang nangyayari kasi pede lumabas diyan may onting galit o inis kasi baka connected to sa mga nangyari sa nakaraan na unti unting lumalabas kaya importante pag ganyan nararamdaman niyo ang gagawin is tanggapin niyo kang ng buong buo na ganito nararamdaman ng utak niyo na di mapakali, nakakaramdam ba kayo ng inis na parang tinatamad yan okay. Sige nagawa mo Trisha, sulat mo? Participant: Naiinis Tas tanggapin mo lang okay lang nararamdaman mo, sige sabihin mo Trisha na okay lang yung nararamdaman mo walang mali. Walang mali Okay ka lang ba, tinatanggap mo sarili mo? Yun lang yun, so ganun lang kung ano man nansa inyo di niyo huhusgahan sarili niyo kundi tatanggapin niyo lang ng buong buo okay so bukod sa brain lunta tayo sa puso niyo kasi yun narinig ko sainyo kanina eh sa puso dun sa puso ano nararamdaman niyo mukha bang mabagal, o mabilis ang tibok. Pede rin sa dibdib sa chest, ibig sabihin nahihirapan kayo huminga, san man sa buong katawan nararamdaman sa feels okay o feels uncomfortable. Dahil dyan sa mga sitwasyon na sinukat niyo, ano yung lumabas sa katawan niyo? San sa buong katawan naramdaman yung sinukat niyo, san siya lumabas? Miski ang hirap paniwalaan o tanggapin, walang panghuhusga, nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng bigat, ng aligaga, lalo na sa bandang braso ko meron spdin sa bingi, sa ulo, na naiinis sinabi tumigilmka parang ganun. Again walang masama sa nararamdaman niyo. Kahat ng nararamdaman niyo walang mali may rason kayo bat nararamdaman, kelangan lang nila mapakinggan at yun ang ginagawa niyo ngayon. Okay meron ba tayo gusto idagdag sa katawan niyo kahit isa lang. Kamay o daliri, meron ba kayong nararamdaman, sa tiyan. Sa likod, sa paa, daliri sa paa, sa mata, tenga, sayo kanina tenga mo ba ay naka focus, nadidistract o kelangan ng katahimikan o sobra na namamaga, nananabik na tama na. Okay. Nakakaramdam ako ng sobrang parang tinatamad na pakiramdam so kaya ako nag ssway kasi oara kelangan ko kumilos. Bigat, bigat. Pagod nga, mag stretching. Aba nawala, nawalayung di magandang pakiramdam sa paa ko. Okay last one minute, tapos na sige yung experience lang. Dun muna tayo kay Reena, kamusta yung experience mo? Ano nangyari sa ginawa mo sa unang activity natin. Right now ano pakiramdam mo sa nangyari. Participant: Parang sa kabila ng lahat ng di ka komportable sa nararamdaman ko araw araw meron pa rin okay, meron pa ring natitirang okay, parang natapalan din yun di importanteng nararamdaman Ganon ka importante sayo yung uy may ganun palang pag asa Participant: Syempre sobrang importante kasi parang mas nararamdaman ko na kahit nabibigatan meron pa ring parang natitirang pag asa di ito pang habang buhay, pagdaraan ko lang to pero medyo okay na Nasan yan sa katawan mo ngayon yang pag asa na yan 389 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Sa puso ko sa isip pa rin Ano kelangan mo gawin, pakinggan mo lang puso at isipan mo na para matulungan mo sarili mo na tuloy tuloy na, wag mo isipin sagot mo, makikinig ka lang. Participant: Gusto kong lumayo sa mga ingay na naririnig ko na di maganda Kelang mo siya gawin ah Reena kung yun kung sino man yun na nagreact kasi lumayo ka, problema niya yun di mo problema yun kasi pinakinggan mo lang yung makakatulong sayo na makaramdam ng ligtas kasi kung sino man nagpaparamdam ng ingay, ibig sabihin dinka ligtas dun okay so ibig sabihin ginagawa momlang yung bagay na makakatulong sayo kaya walang mali dun. Participant: Pero kapag minsan nakakaramdam ako ng ganito, naguiguilty ako Yan kasi parte yun ng kuktura at kasanayan Kasi ngayon may naririnig ako na di okay sakin na di maganda naiinis ako nagagalit ako larang nagguilty ako Kaya ka nagagalit kasi nasasaktan ka sa nangyayari kaya labg siguro yun ang paraan ng tao para mag sorry. Di ko rin alam bakit bigla naging okay yung trato na yan. So ibig sabihin di man siya nag sorry kasi nasaktanka niya ginawa niya sa actions niya. Pero yung nagalit ka, totoo yun walang mali din yun kasi nakaramdam ka ng pananakit mula sa taong yun. So anong pakiramdam mo ngayon na yun ang nangyayari sayo ngayon? Participant: Nagiging balisa kasi nga po nararamdaman ko na galit tas parang Sige punta ka dun sa pagiging balisa mo ano kelangan mo gawin para mabawasan yung balisa na eto yung kelangan mo gawin para mabawasan yung balisa di siya ano Participant: Gusto ko lang mag isa So yun ang kelangan mo gawin tas after ng session makapag isa lang kasi yan kelangan mo ngayon at kelangan mo siya gawin at walang mali dun. Okay sige Josie kamusta ang nangyari sayo, sige, nawala si Trisha. Sakin te mas marami pa rin yung feeling okay kesa yung sa feeling na uncomfortable oarang yung nakikita ko na di ako komportable iniisip ko na di yun ang dahilan para sumuko ako kumbaga may binibigay pa rin na siguro di nakikita sa kabila ng di komportable So kumbaga nangyayari ba sayo na lumalawak ang iyong pang unawa? Mas maano pa rin yung feeling na di pamko okay kaso sometimes yung feeling na di ka komportable parang mas araw araw pero kahit na araw araw meron pa rin kumbaga humuhugot ka pa rinng lakas para di mo siya maka apektomsa sarili kasi kung papaapekto tayo sa di komportable talo tayo. San mo siya nararamdaman sa katawan mo Participant: Sakin siguro yung sa heart ko kasi sa feeling na di tayo komportable siguro nagbibigay satin ng lakas para mas makayanan lahat ng di natin magandang nararamdaman siguro isa yun si Lord na siya nagbibigay satin na kaya mo yan na kasama yan sa buhay part yan. Pangalawa siguro yung anak ko kahit ganun nararamdaman ko di ako susuko kasi pag sumuko pano ka parang pano naman anak ko So kumbaga ang sinasabi mo sakin ngayon mas kelangan pala mas ma appreciate yung mga bagay na nangyayari sayo sa loob kasi dun ka rin nakakakuha ng lakas Dun ka nalang kukuha ng lakas ng loob kahit papano, parang feeling ko kasi parang minsan sinasabi ko sa sarili ko gusto ko na sumuko, gusto ko yun kasi feeling ko iiwan ko si Jason 390 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology magiging okay naman siya eh, pero sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na nandito kami sabi ko matatapos din Parang katulad kayo ni Reena ano Participant: Oo parang ganun kumbaga ang isa nalang nagiging kinukuhaan ng lakas namin, siguro yung mga anak namin kasi syempre kung di namin sila kasama, parang down tas siyempre marami pa rin yung komportable kasi pag nakakaramdam tayo ng di komportable kumbaga parang oinipilit nalang natin maging okay tayo kung maka apekto sa feeling natin siguro mas lalo malungkot So kumbaga mas nakikilala mo na sarili momkung ano kelangan mo gawin Yun ata yung feeling na ganun talaga, ganun talaga eh wala tayo magagawa So di mo na siya nilalabanan kasi yun na siya Participant: Yun na yun eh kumbaga sa araw araw yun na yun parang isipin mo nalang yun na yung nangyayari yung pakiramdam na di tayo komportable basta ganun wala naman tayo magagawa eh no choice Thank you Josie atleast mukhang mas naliliwanagan ka sa nangyayari sayo okay. Debs kamusta ang iyong journey sa ginawa mo sa sarili momo matutunan sa activity Participant: Parang sakin kasi mas marami din yung feeling na minsan nakakaramdam ng tampo pero nararamdaman ko rin may time na nagiging okay okay tapos nakakatinig ng maganda, solusyon para maging okay kapag parang gusto komumiyak kasi may mabigat lero ano naman kinakausap ko sarili ko tas dinadaan ko sa sulat tas pinapakalm ko sarili ko nagiging okay naman Nararamdaman niyo yung bawat isa. Naririnig ko sa inyo kinakaya niyo parang yung nangyayari sa inyo medyo challenging kung ano man pinag dadaanan niyo ngayon. At the same time ang naririnig ko andun yung determinasyon niyo na mas nakakaluwag sa inyo na labanan yung sarili niyo na kayo mismo di niyo na nilalaban yung sarili niyo na kasama niyo na yung sarili niyo sa laban kasi siguro dati feeling ng sarili niyo iniiwanan niyo Tas tinatalikuran yung problema Pero ngayon ginagawa niyo hinaharap niyo ang problema kasi alam niyo na di niyo kalaban ang sarili niyo ibig sabihin malaki yung nangyayari sa inyo ngayon mas nararamdaman niyo yung hirap kasi mas nakikilala niyo sarili niyo. Pero nangyayari din ngyon mas tinatanggap niyo yung sarili niyo kaya mas nagkakaron kayo ng koneksyon. Kakayanin niyo kahit konti. Hihinga muna tayo ng malalim ah yung una upo ng maayos. Ang una ang pag hinga lalaki ang tyan kasi lalo kayo lulugmok kung dito lang sa dibdib ang pag hinga so make sure lahat ng atensyon nasa tyan niyo at hininga ng sa gayon alam niyo san puumupunta hininga niyo kung pumupunta sa dibdib o talaga sa tyan wala iisipin kundi ang hininga at tyan. So close your eyes so longer inhalation shorter exhalation four counts and three counts so ready. 1 2 3 4 pause slowly release 1 2 3 again inhale 1 2 3 4 pause again slowly release 1 2 3. Longer inhalation and shorter exhalation ready fice counts inhale 1 2 3 4 slowly release 1 2 3 4 5. Last one inhale 1 2 3 4 pause then slowly release 1 2 3 4 5 stretch. Sige tanggalin niyo yung energy stretch niyo paa niyo oh ano naramdaman niyonung nag breathing kayo nag stretch Okay Oh bumalik diba bumalik agad so yung mga simpleng gantong activities paghinga at pag strectch ito yung pang regulate agad okay, Raquel ano nangyari sayo diyan. 391 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Di ako nagiging komportable lalo na pag may nagagawa akong mali tapos parang yung lagi ko sinisisi sarili ko pero nagiging okay na siya lag iniisip ko di ako perfect parang ganun minsan kasi di ko sinsasdya na may masabi magawa di ko intensyon pero sa iba nakakasakit ako pero sakin indi yun pero sakin iniisip ko nalang di ko nararamdaman yung sa ibang tao Parang ang sinsabi mo sakin, nagiging mabait ka na sa sarili mo na di kelangan iplease lahat ng tao Participant: Kumbaga parang ganito ko eh, ganun ba iniisio ko minsan di ko naman kelangan magpakita ng mabuti pero yung kalooban ko di naman ganun So gusto mo na maging totoo sa sarili mo, mas nakakatulong ba sayo yun? Participant: Kasi mas nagiging komportable ako kumilos, kasi minsan nag aalala din ako pag naiisip ko yung word na hindi alam ko di ako ganito yung okay lang Congrats. Next Participant: Natetense kasi ako San siya sa katawan mo sabihin natin, natetense ako ano sabi ng katawan natin Participant: Wala Hindi bat ka natetense? Sige pakinggan mo lang o natatakot ka yun ang nasesense ko, yun ang nakikita ko Participant: Walang maintindihan, kinakabahan Malaking bagay na ba sayo Trisha na atleast nasasabi mo na natetense ako mas nakakatulong ba sayo na kesa yung ikaw lang andyan sumsabog, kasi andyan lang sayo sumasabog, mas okay ba sayo na atleast nalalabas mo siya at nalalaman mo sa katawan mo kung saan. Pero hirap ka pakinggan pa? So okay lang walang problema dun ang importante dun sabi mo natutuo ka na di ba na nalaman mo na sarili mo na okay lang na di pa agad, walang mali dun okay. Okay good sa ngayon andun na tayo sa pangalawang exercise yan Itong pangalawang exercise na to, meron ba kayong malamig na tubig? Participant: Meron Yan sige require ko kayo na magdala kayo dito ng tubig na malamig sige kuha na kayo lahat isa isa kayo iinom ng tubig na malamig Participant: Magkakape na kami Bawal kayo uminom ng malamig Participant: Si Reena kasi bawal Ah so kelangan siya magsabi kay Reena para atleast Participant: Pag uminom na kasi ako ng kape di ko ano na uminom ng malamig kumbaga gusto ko lang uminom ng malamig kung talagang uhaw talaga ako pero kung kagaking kape larang di ko ano eh May kape ka pa dyan? Participant: Kakatapos lang Ah okay sige kelangan dyan pakiramdam, mainit pa ba pakiramdam mo Participant: Medyo di naman Participant: Ate gusto mong tubig? 392 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Sige dun muna tayo since malamig tubig niyo, dun tayo sa mouth sa pangatlo. Okay sige malapit na tayo malapit na yungblesson ngayon ay oara maturuan kayo na it is possible to change the way your body feel through the use of activities or actions. So sabi dito pede pala na pede niyo mabago agad agad yung nararamdaman niyo kanina na nalaman niyo agad, so ang activity na to malalaman niyo na ay kaya ko pala baguhin agad ang aking nararamdaman so ang self regulation ay gumagawa ng activities o actions para mabago agad ang ating nararamdaman especially pag tayo ay nasa hyoer o hypo arouse. So example ano ba yung mga kelangan natin gawin sabi ni Reena magnisa muna so yun ang talagang kelangan niya gawin at minsan tong di magandang maramdaman natin at dahil sa mga aksyon lr activities na pede natin gawin pede siya mawala, so again lahat ng senyales ay sobrang importante ibig sabihin may purpose o layunin yung nararamdaman ibig sabihin walang mali sa nararamdaman kaya nararamdaman mo Trisha walang mali diyan. Ang mga dì komportable na body signals ay makakatulong satin para mag bigay ng impormasyon para malaman kung ano ang gagawin tulad nun kelangan pala mag isa. O kay yung kanina nag crvonkay nung lumabas ka si yun yung mga actions na ginagawa so ngayon unahin natin yung tubig kasi mawawala na yung lamig Pumunta kayo sa pangatlo, yung mouth di ba yung pangatlo my mouth feels ngayon drink cold water bago niyo inumin lahat ng atensyon nasa tubig, bibig, nasa dila wala kayo ibang iintindihin kundi yung ginagawa niyo ngayon. Ready, go. Namnamin niyo yung lamig, yan. Sige sige bago kayo uminom ano naramdaman ng bibig niyo nung dinoa kayo umiinom Participant: Tuyo Lagay niyo bago niyo inumin my mouth feels tuyo okay so una bago kayo uminom ng tubig, naramdaman niyo ang inyong bibig ay tuyo tapos nung uminom kayo ng tubig ano na nararamdaman Participant: Basa Sige lagay niyo diyan basa, malamig, masarap yan tapos ang sunod na tanong nag bago ba pakiramdam ng katawan Participant: Yes Sige lagay niyo yes Check? Bilugan niyo nalang o sige check sa inyo naman yan eh okay so buti nalang dinala ko to. Sa skin pahiram ng braso mo, bago mo kita sprayan ano pakiramdam ng skin mo? Participant: Malamig Malamig sige sulat mommalamig muna yung skin pangalawa malamig. Lagay niyo muna mga naramdaman ng skin niyo ngayon, oh yan ano naramdaman ng skin mo Participant: Basa Oh ikaw yan ano pakiramdam lagay mo yung before eto after ano naraniyo ilagay. May pagbabago ba sa naramdaman ng skin niyo? Yan may narabang pagbabago nung nabasa o kaya biglang tumaas ang balahibo Participant: Pwede ba no isagot? Oo no pwede, sige dun na tayo sa mata, san na yun my eyes feels ano pakng mata mo sige lagay niyo mabigat bago ko flash yung flashlight sige tingin ka sakin. Ano pakiramdam Participant: Nasisilaw 393 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Yan sige nasisilaw okay ayan pede lumaki mata Participant: Dumilim Yan dumilim, nag black out Participant: May nakikita Ah may puti, may spots spots, nasilaw, sorry. Yan so may nag bago ba sa inyong paningin, sayo Trisha? Kanina mabigat eh tas nung may flashlight ano nangyari, nawala yung bigat? Participant: Onti lang Ah onti lang nawala, so ibig sabihin meron pa rin kahit konti so yes yun. Okay dun tayo sa ilong take a deep breath while pinching nose yan dapat sulat niyo muna naramdaman ng ilong niyo bago niyo pindutin. Participant: Maluwag Oh ngayon takpan, nahirapan tuloy ako humin, ako hirap huminga di kasi buo. Ano pakiramdam? May nagbago ba? Participant: Wala ganun pa rin Participant: Okay lang, maski isa ok lang? Participant: Lalo na may sipon ako may bara yung kabila Okay dun na tayo sa dibdib, blow parang nagbblow ng kandila na matagal, ten seconds ready inhale ten seconds pag bilang ko ng ten ah go 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 yan so sulat niyo bago at after at kung may nag bago. Participant: Parang kinakapos Yan pwede yan kinakapos diba okay so tapos balik kayo dun sa feeling okay at feeling not okay. Tas isulat dyan ano daw yung mga naramdaman niyo bago at after naging okay ba o di komportable sulat niyo nalang sa likod okay at di okay. Ano yung mga bagay na naging okay kayo sukat niyo diyan o pede rin dito niyo nalang isulat kahit saan. Sulat niyo kung san kayo naging ok ang pakiramdam ay si okay ang pakiramdam Participant: Pipili sa experiment? Hindi, sa ginawa lahat. Ang importante dun descriptor yung mga ginamit niyo, di komportable, barado, masikip, nakakasilas, yan ang descriptor menu so kung nasilaw kayo ano inig sabihin nun kayo ba ay naging komportable o di naging komportable so dun niyo ilagay mismo sa tabi ng dito niyo sukat komportable, di komportable yan. After nung experiment kada part ano naramdaman niyo. Diba sabi niyo komportable o di komportable bakit kayo di naging komportable o bakit kayo naging komportable ano yung nagbago sainyo kung bakit di komportable. Ano yung nagpaparamdam kung bakit di komportable. Kunwari nung nilagay niyo yung doon sa ilong niyo di ako komportable kasi buo yung paghinga ko ayoko ng ganong pakiramdam naiinis ako kasi gusto ko buo eh di buomkaya ko nainis kumbaga tuloy tuloy tayo ng processing. Bakit mo nalamnpan na di ka komportable o komportable ka after natin magawa yung experiment bawat parts kunwari dun sa ilong after komlagay kamay ko di ako komportable naiinis ako kasi ayoko na barado ang ilong. Or ano yung mga naging komportable bakit kayo naging komportable nung nagawa niyo yung experiment na yun. Ano yung experiment na nabago o nabigla nagbago ang pakiuano experiment yun na uy may nagbago sa nararamdaman ko ah. Ang goal niyang experiment yan na maging aware na kaya pala baguhin may power pala ko para mabago pakiramdam ko, tulad ng sabi niyo Reena and 394 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Josie saka si Debs na sa mga pinagdadaanan niyo ngayon pede agad siya magbago. Kelangan lang pala bumawa ng aksyon na pede makatulong sa sarili niyo na mag bago agad ung nararamdaman kasi pag di niyo pinakinggan sarili jiyo at tuloy tuloy sa di magandang pakiramdam ano mangyayari? Participant: Babagsak Babagsak, ano pa? Participant: Manghihina Manghihina at lalo ka magagalit sa sarili mo at pag nagalit ka sa sarili mo bababa ang kompyansa sa sarili mo. Mawawalan ka ng tiwala magagalit sa sarili mo kasi di mo daw tinutulungan sarili mo pero sa pamamagitan ng ginagawa niyo ngayon pinaparamdam sa inyo na sa maliit na bagay pede pala baguhin agad sa simpleng hinga na dalat tama ang paghinga.na walang mali sa gagawin niyo para matulungan niyo sarili niyo na maging komportable. So hopefully yung assignment lang dyan continue lang mag expesa sarili niyo ang importante mas makilala ang body signals niyo na di niyo hinuhusgahan okay so tapos na? sige processing tayo Ano yung natutunan niyo sa experiment sa sarili niyo? Ano yung parang oano nakatulong sayo? So kelangan mo lang pala uminom ng tubig so ano pakiramdam mo Participant: Nawala yung pumapasok sa isip ko Ah so kelangan mo pala gawin yun Trisha pag medyo aligaga na di mapakali ang makakatulong sayo uminom ng malamig. Actually may nabasa kong research study na kunwari sobrang down na down ang nagpapasigla malamig na tubig. Maligo ng malamig na tubig. Pede rin yun malamig na tubig na inim, na prove mo nga Trisha, maraming bagay na pwede niyo tulungan sarili niyo kasi nga yung nangyari sa inyo perception. Yung perception kung ano yung pagka intindi niyo sa mga nangyayari eh lahat yun may kaniya kaniya tayong perception ibig sabihin kanya kanya tayo ng interpretasyon sa mga nangyayari so kung ano yung interpretation mo sa ibang bagay eh ganun din yung interpretation mo sa ibang bagay yung interpretation na yun pede mabago mababago yun mula sa sarili mo, kanina mabigat nung uminom ng tubig nawala sa isipan mo mga problema kasi naka focus ka sa lamig, nabago interpretation mo. Nakatulong ba yun ng malaki sayo? Participant: Onti Ontinlang okay lang atleast may konti kasi yung konti na yun atleast may nangyayari baka sayo kala mo konti lang pero yun pala malaki diba good. Sige Raquel. Kung ano man yung nararamdaman ko sa sarili ko may dapat ako gawin may aksyon kunware pag nauuhaw ka edi uminom ka ng tubig, parang ganun nag iisip ka sa problema mo mag isip ka lang ng magiging makakatulong sa problema Tulad niyan nauhaw ako, uminom ako Tulad niyan uhaw ka uminom ka So anong ibig sabihin nun na ay parang sobrang dali pero may solusyon Participant: May solusyon Na ano pakiramdam mo na ay may solusyon pala Participant: Edi syempre di mo naman siya mapapansin na ganun yung ginagawa mo syempre nabibigyan mo ng halaga na kung ano nararamdaman ng katawan mo gagawin mo San mo yan nararamdaman sa katawan mo na wow 395 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Sa isip ko Punta ka sa isip mo, anong pakiramdam yan Participant: Masaya Pakinggan mo mensahe, masaya at magaan ang nararamdaman ko kasi natutunan ko kunga nonyung dapat ko gawin, at oara tuloy tuloy yung ganyang pakiramdam pakinggan mo pa rin sa isipan mo ano kelangan mo gawin Continue kang yung mga natutunan sa session At pag na continue mo lalo kang Participant: Matuto Sasaya matutuwa, congratulations. Oh Debs Participant: Sorry po Oh bat ka nag sorry Participant: Nalagkag po kasi Ano natutunan mo sarili mo Nilalamig? Participant: Tumataas balahibo ko So ano kelangan pag nilalamig Mag jacket, ano lang nilamig ako kanina nung di pa ko nainom ng tubig parang natutuyo na siya larang gusto ko uminom ng tubig pero di ako makatayo kasi parang medyo yun buti nagpakuha kayo tubig Pero ano kelangan mo gawin, balik ka sa sarili mo parang nakaramdam ako ng inis sa sarili Maliit lang Kailangan mo siya tanggapin Debs, san siya sa katawan mo Sa buong katawan Sabihin mo naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi Participant: Di ko nasabi yung gutso ko sabihin Tas biglang nawala Participant: Nawala kasi na solusyonan Pero di kelangan na iba mag solusyon pakinggan mo sarili mo yung inis ano kelangan mo gawin, pakinggan mo sarili mo wag mo isipin na yung susunod na ikaw ay nauuhaw Participant: Kumilos At ano Magsabi So ano pakiramdam mo ngayon na narinig mo sa sarili mo na yun pala kelangan mong gawin Participant: Masaya po kasi nawala yung uhaw ko So makakatulong ba yan sayo kung ano na gagawin mo sa susunod so ano pakiramdam mo dahil alam mo na Participant: Masaya po Masaya, okay good. Josie? Participant: Sakin te siguro yung sa yung pag blow nang kandila kasi yung una yung sa nilagay namin yung mga good and bad experience na mga nararamdaman namin medyo una kasi masikip yung dibdib na parang kinakapos ka kasi yung nasabi ko na yung gusto ko sabihin na kahit di diretso dun sa tao kumbaga meron ka muna nasabihan na alam mong 396 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nakikinig na parang lumuwag yung dibdib monna parang secure feeling ko ano ko parang nu ba yun larang secure ako sa nasabi ko Ah so kumbaga ligtas ka Oo na walang halong question Participant: Takot So san mo naramdaman sa katawan mo na safe ka ngayon So syempre una nasa puso saka sa buong katawan Ano mensahe ngayon na ligtas ka Participant: Kumbaga kahit papano meron pa rin isang bagay na kahit ganun nararamo kumbaga may sinsabi na kelangan mompa rin lumabas Sige Debs kuha ka ng jacket sige ano yun Josie anong kelangan Participant: Yung feeling na ano ba yun kelangan mo pa rin ilabas nung mahaba na yung pag blow parang kinakapos ka ng hininga So kumbaga narealize mo ba na yun pala pakiramdam pag kinakapos ka ng hininga na konek mo pala Participant: Opo kasi mas makakaluwag sa dibdib So congratulations okay oh Ikaw na Reena Participant: Ano natutunan ko dito sa experiment na yung parang naoopen ko sa mga pagsubok sa buhay kasi parang tulad nung ano syempre yung sa tubig parang yung katawan mo nauuhaw nabibigatan tapos may pinag daraan parang tulad ng pag inom ng tubig, napapawi yung bigat na pinagdadaanan di man lahat nadadala nakukuha ng pag inom pero atleast nababawasan tulad ng sama ng loob ko sa isang tao na mapagkakatiwalaan komlarang nagiging okay na ako mas komportable kasi gusto ko yung tao na imbes itulak ako parang pagsasabihan ako para din kasi ako nagigising ganun na kung ano mali ko kung anong tamang gawin So ang pangagailangan mo pala yung siguro di mo nakuha dati at yun yung pinaka importante sayo San mo siya nararamdaman Participant: Sa puso Sabihin mo nasasaktan ako Kasi di ko naramdaman noon at ngayon kahit papano dun ko nararamdaman ngayon na marunong na pala mag voice out at makinig tapos nararamdaman ko merong nagpapahalaga sakin yun po Masarp yung ganung pakiramdam May mga taong handang makinig sakin na handa ako pahalagahan kaya yung nakikita ko na parang may mga taong di fair di sila pantay trato di fair, nasasaktan ako gusto ko kasi pantay Yun din yung need mo siguro pangangailangan Participant: Kasi nung bata ako nakikita ko sa parents ko may favoritism tas inis na inis ako sa ganun na may favoritism di ko nararamdaman na mahalaga ko wala akong confidence minsan di naman minsan kumbaga feeling ko di ko kaya And ngayon mukhang nababago na siya Participant: Opo nagkakaron ako ng confidence at lakas ng loob pag meron sakin kaya momyan ano ka ba kaya mo yan 397 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Baka mas makakatulong sayo pag ikaw nagsabi na kaya ko to at nagagawa mo, ikaw lang nakagawa niyan, ikaw nag guide sa sarili mo para magawa yan, so congratulations Reena. Okay sige bago tayo mag ano mag tapos sa processing. Tatlo kayo, dalawa kayo, yung yakapsul natin that is our ritual. Ayaw? Yan sige tayo start our ano sige na Debs twenty seconds walang iintindihin. Sige ready go, damahin niyo ang pagmamahal sige sabihan niyo isat isa kaya niyo yan dahil nakayanan ko, importante ka, mahalaga ka, sabihin niyo sa sarili niyo mahalaga ko, importante ako, mahal ko sarili ko, kayo ko magbago at nagbabago ako okay feel niyo lang walang ibang iispin kundi damahin ang akap five four three two one. Sarap diba part lang ano nararamdaman mo ngayon at san sa katawan. Participant: Nabawasan ang lamig ko sa dibdib ano meron sa dibdib Participant: Gumaan sa pakiramdam tas nabawasan lamig, medyo okay naman po kasi kahit papano alam mo na may katuwang ka. Okay good Participant: Gumaan po So ngayon ang challenge ko bakikan niyo yung luwag, ano ang kelangan ko gawin para tuloy tuloy kasi kayo may hawak niyan di sitwasyon di ibang tao, o bagay kundi kayo mismo may kakayahan para maging tuloy tuloy ang pag luwag na yan. So baka matagalan tayo so pag isipn niyo nalang okay so yun ang assignment niyo ngayon. Wag niyo isipin pakinggan niyo ano kaya dapat ko maging gawin para maging tuloy tuloy yun ang action niyo okay so before we end, lets end in prayer. Panginoong ama sa ngalan ng iyak anak ni si hesukristo, salamat po uli Panginoong Hesus sa pinaramdam niyong presensya at pinalibutan niyo kami ng anghel ng sa gayon mas maprotektahan ang session na ito at di kami maapektuhan ng kalaban kaya salamat po dun Panginoon dahil binigyan niyo ng kalakasan at binalot ng pagmamahal ng sa gayon makayanan namin na harapin yung mga inis, takot, ano man nararanamin ngayon kayo mismo nagpaparamdam na okay lang nararamdaman namin walang mali, dahil lahat ng ito ay galing sa inyo, kayo po Panginoon Hesus Ama ang naglikha nito, di namin pwede sabihin na mali, may layunin ang bawat nararamdaman namin Panginoon at salamat po dahil binibigyan niyo kami ng pagkakataon na makilala natin yung mga parte ng katawan, emosyon na nararamdaman namin dahil meron siyang purpose tulad ng ginawa mo lahat may layunin kaya ang aming mga nararamdaman yung body signals at emosyon may layunin sila at salamat po kasi tinutukungan niyo kami maintindihan at magawa ng paraan sa aming kakayahan at sa tulong niyo of course Panginoon na nakayanan namin na balikan ang sarili so salamat po uli Amo sa ngalan ni Hesukristo sa pagkakataong ito na nakakikilala namina ng aming sarili. In Jesus name we pray Amen. So congratulations guys. 7th session Interviewer: Okay sige this is our session seven. Session seven nasa phase 3 na tayo okay actions si before ko sabihin kung ano yung phase three, check ko muna kayo kung ano nangyari sainyo nung Saturday hangang ngayon. So kamusta na so far? So balik tayo sa inyong nakikitang pagbabago. Actually so kumusta na so far? Ang mga assignment o mga 398 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology bagay, activities na mas nakikita niyong nakakatulong sa inyo or ano pa yung mga nahihirapan kayo Nahihirapan San dun yung nahihirapan Participant: Sa dibdib Ah sa dibdib so ibig sabihin ngayon madaminka pa iniisip so medyo nahihirapan pa rin Participant: Ano po after nung Saturday parang di ko siya nagawa Ano yung hirap kaya di siya nagawa Participant: Kasi natatamad ako parang gusto ko lang humiga Dun sa paghiga mo awareness lang di mo talaga pero bigla mo ba naisip kung ano pakiramdam ng katawan mo ano yung nararamdaman mo may ganun ba Participant: Iniisip ko wala naman sakit tamad lang ako kumbaga pagod lang ako sa bahay pero dati naman lumalabas labas ako minsan dito lang ako sa loob pero maaga ko gumisng 4 wala naman ako ginagawa Yun lang gusto mo nung time na yun, wala ka gawin tas ano nararamdaman mo na wala ka ginawa Participant: Pakiramdam ko nakapahinga ko So ibig sabihin di mo pagbabago ba sayo na di mo pinupuwersa sarili mo na may gawin? Participant: May pagbabago kasi noon pag gusto pag napapagod ako iniisip ko gusto ko mapagod, gusto ko gumawa ng gumawa pero nung araw na yun pag ountabsa palengke o grocery di ko magawa Yan ang importante dun naging komportable ka good, masasabi mo ba na pagbabago yun so ano pakiramdam mo ngayon na yun nangyari sayo Participant: Masarap sa pakiramdam na may time ka gawin yung gusto mo gawin So yung example na yan yan yung gagagwin natin later on atleast may example na tayo, okay good Debs, kamusta na? Participant: Okay naman Panong okay naman, sa may assignment Participant: Nagagawa naman po pero medyo nalilito San ka ba nalilito Participant: Sa mga sagot Sa mga sagot Pero oka lang kasi may mga nagawa, sinulat ko lang di ko kasi masyado marami nasulat isa lang tinuloy ko lang yung pakiramdam na di okay Marami ka bang natutunan sa sarili mo Participant: Opo kasi nalalaman ko yung reaksyon ng katawan di okay o okay Ano yung pinaka nakatulong sayo na okay pala to Participant: Yung feeling po Ano ba mga naging feeling mo Participant: Ano po lag maganda gising tas wala masyafo problema marami iniisip, masaya So yun yung mas okay ka pala mas okay isip mo Participant: Masarap sa pakiramdam pag gising mo ng umaga magaan may tume kasi na pag gising ko sa umaga parang ang bigat 399 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Ang bigat pa rin Nalaman mo ba dyan yung rason kung bat ka nagising ng mas okay pede mo alamin yan lara maulit uli kunwari may nangyari ba nung gabi o nakaraan so pede mo alamin sa sarili mo ano ba nangyari kahapon kung bakit maganda o di maganda pakiramdam ko. Kasi pag nalaman mo yun pede mo siyang ulit na ay ito ginawa ko kaya naging maganda pakiramdam. So yun yung kagandahan na nakikilala niyo sarili niyo so nakakagawa kayo ng paraan kung pano ikontrol sarili niyo, yung mismong sarili at reaksyon. Ok good, sige. Participant: Sakin te yung simula nung nasabi namin yung feelin na di uncomfortable syempre ginawa ko nalang yung best ko syempre nakakapagod din naman kumbaga ginagawa ko yung best sa trabaho ko para di man ako mapagsabihan para maging maganda yung emosyon pero syempre sometimes di talaga maiwasan Pero atleast nakikita mo na yung pagkakaiba na kaya mo pala na gumawa ng paraan para maging okay pakiramdam mo okay good Sa assignment wala ako nagawa aligaga ako nung Sabado at kanina kasi online ang dani kasi teacher ngayon kasi nung 1 to 3 isa lang teacher ngayon apat na teacher Ilang oras yan Kanina 8 hangang 12 ay 1 pero nawalan ng signal kaya nireschedule nalang pero okay naman kasi sabado after natin nakaidlip ako kaya yung bigat na nararamdaman ko nabawasan Kasi kelangan mo ng pahinga Participant: Nakapahing yung puso ko at katawan ko. Ano naramdaman mo na gumawa ka ng paraan Participant: Parang paraan na nakatulong sakin Feeling niyo ba lumakas yung kapangyarihan niyo yung confidence sa sarili sige baka malimjtan ko sige sabihin ko na sige mamaya na nawala ako so yung nangyari sa inyo wala naman problema kung hirap pa rin. Ang importante dun kahit papano kunwari nalilimutan bumabalik pa rin kasi ang susi dun is yung maging regular okay sa umpisa may tendancybna nakakalimutan o nahihirapan so kelangan niyo lang talagang isipin sarili niyo na makayanan kahit di sulat pero isipin lang ano ba pakiramdam ko ngayon, ano ba kelangan ko gawin ngayon tykad ng ginawa mo na kelangan ng katawan na wag gumalaw, magpahinga. Ang importante dun di kayo nakaramdam ng guilt di niyo hinusgahan sarili niyo hinyaan niyo lang yung gusto nung ginawa niyo yun mas nagkaron kayo ng kalayaan na nung ginawa niyo yun kayo mismo di niyo dinidikdik sarili niyo congratulations again. So ngayong phase 3 pendulation uli tayo. Upo maayos, na practice ba breathing. Praktisin natin ngayon. Pag inhale ano kelangan mangyari, lumalaki ang tyan so ang atensyon niyo kelangan Trisha kayanin mo na talaga lahat ng atensyon nasa hininga sa ilong na nababa yung hangin papunta ng tyan so ibig sabihin wala kayong iniisip kasi pag may iba babalik lang kayo sa dating pag hinga eh ito talagang iniisip mo alam na alam mo na uy humihinga ko at lumalaki tyan ko. Kaya ba yun? Ganto niyo kamay para malaman natin na lumalaki mas lumalaki pede naman diba try niyo palakihin sige laki di ko nakikita na lumalaki. Pababain mo yung hangin sige Trisha iyo lumalaki sayo dapat tyan lumalaki. Ready close your eyes hawakan ang tyan. Sino ang hyper arouse dito? Aligaga. Sino yung di mapakali, naiinis, maraming energy, hyper. Pano yung sakto 400 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Window Pero sabi mo andito ka ngayon, wala ka sa window Trisha baka andito ka sa hypo, mababaokay so kelangan mo unakyat dito tulungan mo sarili mo at para maka akyat dyan hinga lang tayo ng malalim at yung pag hinga ng malalim, hinihila mo sarili mo okay. Hyper muna tayo, 5counts na exhalation, 3 counts na inhalation so ibig sabihin ng 1 2 3, humihinga ka ng 3 counts lumalaki tyan tas pause exhale ibig sabihij bumubugabka tinatanggal mo yung hangin sa loob ng tyan kaya dapat lumiliit at nararamdaman niyo katawan niyo narerelax. Okay lagay ang kamay focus sa inyong hininga walang ibang iisipin kundi hininga lang okay ready go inhale 1 2 3 pause slowly release 1 2 3 4 5. Again inhale 1 2 3 pause then slowly release 1 2 3 4 5. Dun tayo sa longer inhalation na 4 counts then 3 counts na exhale, kelangan mo to Trisha kasi di ka pa rin humihinga okay close yo eyes ready inhale 1 2 3 4 5 pause slowly release 1 2 3. Kelangan Trisha susundin mo yung instructions wag ka muna bubuga na dinpa exhalation okay last one inhale 1 2 3 4 5 pause tigil them slowly release 1 2 3, buga talaga. Kelangan bumuga Trisha buga again. Inhale 1 2 3 4 5 pause then slowly release lahat 1 2 3 then stretch. Ano pakiramdam asan na kayo Nasa window Window din Nasan Participant: Nasa hyper ako eh Kasi, sige ano kelangan gawin, tumayo tayo muna? Ikaw kamusta Trisha Participant: Di pa rin okay Yan dala dala ko to kasi sinsabi dun sa program na to to na yung activities kelangan kalmado kayo para nakukuha niyo yung mga pinag uusapan natin sige kelangan sayo Trisha maramdaman mo sarili mo. Pikit ang mata 2 minutes lang to pendulation. Sang parte ng katawan niyo nararamdaman yung medyo di komportable na pakiramdam kasi sabi mo hyper ka oarin, san sa katawan nararamdaman yun Participant: Sa utak po Sa utak sige feel lang okay sige Trisha san naramdaman Participant: Sa dibdib Participant: Buong katawan Wala Punta tayo dun sa magandang pakiramdam. San sa buong katawan niyo na may atleast magaan alamin mo Trisha san sa katawan mo magaan pakiramdam kasi yan puro bigat at inis meron yan sa katawan niyo na kahit papano okay ang inyong pakiramdam san siya hanapin niyo at namnamin niyo. Tanggapin ng buo wag lalabanan yung komportableng feelings na yun. Nasan yung magandang feelings na yun Participant: Sa paa Mukha nga maluwag paa mo Participant: Sa legs Participant: Sa paa Participant: Sa puso Participant: Sa likod Participant: Sa paa 401 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology So what are you thankful for, yan atleast nasa window of tolerance na tayo ngayon eh tuloy tuloy lang, ano yung isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo ngayon isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo sa Diyos Participant: Yung pag sama sama Nakakatulong ba sayo yung pag sama sama kayo nagtutulungan kayo? Ikaw Raquel? Participant: Yung naging maayos yung online kanina Ano ba yun first day Yung orientation medyo mahirap So sige Debs ano yung isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo anonyung masasabi na wow thank you maliit na bagay din kasama diyan, isip ng isa. Pagkain. Balikan kita ah, Josie and Reena. Sakin syempre sa araw araw na pag gising mo Atleast may pagkakataon Participant: Di naman araw araw na masakit Atleast pag gising mo pala ang reality is buhay ka pa pala Ako yung online kanina kahit aligagag connection hina dami distraction pero thankful pa rin akonkasi naayos naman Kasi nagiging aligaga tayo gusto natin maayos Participant: Kasi na resched ng 1 kasi dapat 11-12 lang yun eh yung connection ko nasira latinsa teacher kaya reschedule nalang ng 1 may session pa naman kami ng 1:30 sabi ko sige te pag dumating yung si Ate Toni lalabas nalang kami, pa assist ko nalang siya. Eh thankful naman ako kasi di umabotbng 1:30. So dapat ako magpasalamat din mahirap na ako rin pasalamat ako dahil natapos niyo naapektuhan pala yung session. Participant: Di ako lang naman po bukas na lang kasi mga 25minutes lang siguro So yun yung isang bagay na nakakstress kasi umoisa lang Participant: Sobra po yung connection Pati sa bahay namin yung nangyayari sa PLDT gusto ko na nga sunugin yung PLDT eh Participant: Hirap po talaga naiistress ako Kahit yung mga bata ano ba yan wala na naman Nakakastress siya kasi yung internet. Sige balik ako sayo Debs Kahit malayo ako sa pamilya ko alam ko yung ginagawa, namimiss ko kasi sila minsan pero habang andito ako di ko naman nararamdaman na nag iisa ako Good so san niyo nararamdaman sa katawan na meron kayong pinapasalamatan, asan yun? Participant: Sa isip Participant: Sa puso Participant: Puso at isip Participant: Puso at isip Participant: Dibdib So hinga lang ng malalim sabihin salamat sa Diyos. Talagang salamat sa Diyos, mahirap na eh. So nasa third part ng ating phase, ang phase na ito ay mindful body awarness ibig sabihin nagiging aware tayo mismo ngayon. Lahat ng attention natin napupunta sa ating katawan kasi palagi kayong bumabalik sa katawan niyo diba the more na bumabalik kayo sa katawan niyo kaya nagkakaron kayo ng koneksyon so nawawala yung lang huhusga nawawala yung guilt na 402 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology yung mga ginagawa niyo ay okay langbpala wala palang mali kaya nararamdaman niyo na mas nagiging okay kayo so kasi nga sa buhay natin di mawawala talaga yung mga challenge tulad niyo yung kanina diba nung naging aligaga kayo. May na apply ba? So ibig sabihin hopefully yung remaining sessions natin mas ma encourage kayo kasi ay mang iinis at mang iinis sainyo diba pero yung reaksyon niyo kayo yung may kapangyarihan o kontrol sa gagawin niyo. Kaya pag naiinis kayo balik lang kayo sa sarili niyo. San sa katawan yung inis ano kelangan para mawala yung inis. Kasi ngayon nalalaman niyo yung tamang gawin para malaman niyo mawala yung inis. So yun yung part ng ating phase. So from body signals nakonek niyo sa emosyon ano na kelangan niyo gawin sa mga nararamdaman niyo. So ang layunin ng ating session seven ngayon, mapractice pa ang inyong abilidad para maka gamit kayo ng feel good action ibig sabihin may mga bagay tulad nun tulog kasi tinamad ka yun yung feel good action. Yun yung maraming bagay options na pede gamitin para matulungan natin ang ating sarili na makabalik sa window of tolerance para ma promote yung mga di tayo naka stuck dun sa hyper hypo, ibig sabihin maraming laraan na pwede tayo bumalik sa window of tolerance. Medyo inaantok noh nasesense konna medyo mabigat kaya nakaramdam ng bigat. So ang tema ngayon I can change the way my body feels if it ks uncomfortable. Ibig sabihin nun kaya kong baguhin ang nararamdaman ng katawan ko pag ako ay nakakaramdam ng di komportable, kayang kaya yan so eto yan babasahin ko sainyo. Sonow yung nararang katawan niyo nakakatulong ba siya sainyo Nakakatulong Yung iba nakakatulong ba pag napapansin niyo sarili niyo Participant: Oo Kasi minsan yung katawan natin pag okay siya, relax, excited, happy, ano reaksyon ng katawan niyo pag relax. Magaan, masaya? Pero malungkot ka pa rin Trisha, masigla ganun so kelangan tanggapin niyo ng buong buo. Pag masigla ka, masigla ka talaga, pero minsan di tayo komportable kaya tulad ng nararamdaman mo ngayon mahirap talaga, normal walang mali kaya importante maski nakakaramdam kayo ng di komportable wag na wag niyo husgahan sarili niyo kasi di siya nakakatulong. Kaya mabigat na pakiramdam niyo tas sa utak niyo hinuhusgahan niyo pa sarili niyo diba ang papangit ng sinsabi niyo sa sarili niyo, ano mangyayari lagi lang kayo maapektuhan so papakinggan makinig kayo bat ganto pakiramdam ko. Wag niyo isipin na kalaban niyo sarili niyo. Unang una diyan kakampi niyo ang inyong katawan. May layunin ang Diyos kung bat niyo tayo nilagyan ng pakiramdam para alam natin at nagyayari satin at ano ang kelangan nating gawin para matulungan natin sarili natinexample pag kayo ay gutom o takot ito yung bagay na alam niyong di kayo komportable. Di ba sa isang activity natin kung ano yung di kayo komportable nalaman niyo ba yung dahilan nagkaron ba kayo ng ganung awareness, meron? Participant: Oo So ibig sabihin nun nag ggrow kayo mas nagmamature kasi mas nakikilala niyo sarili niyo maski di kayo nakakaramdam ng komportable sa inyong katawan ang importante dun binibigyan kayo ng impormasyon kung ano yung nangyayari sa inyong katawan so ano yung kelangan niyo gawin doon sa mga impormasyon na yan. Since nagiging aware na kayo ngayon mas malaki na responsibilidad niyo diba kasi di pwede na alam niyo na tas di niyo gagawin 403 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology ano mangyayari sa sarili niyo. Magkakaron lang kayo ng lungkot at galit at bababa ang inyong kompyansa sa sarili kasi feeling ng sarili niyo ay walang tumutulong sakin diba For example pag gutom kayo alam niyo nangyayari sainyo di ba pag pagod alam niyo kelangan niyo gawin okay. Yan so may mga kaparaanan para magawan ng tulong natin sarili natin para maka bakil dun sa window of tolerance. So yun ang gagawin nating activities ngayon okay so since nabasa ko na yan dun na tayo sa body emotion chart san yung ganyan niyo. May tatlong anonyan tatlongbpart kinds so mamimila kayo dyan san niyo mas komportable gamitin. So ibig sabihin nun chart pedeng ito tatlong anonyan apat na columns at yung isa tatlo. Isa ito. Isa apat, isa tatlo, isa drawing okay so dito kung ano gusto niyo gamitin diyan. So for example yung dito niyo yan dyan wait lang may kodigo ko. So yun nga sabi niyo kahit papano meron na kayo natutunan sa sarili niyo na nakonek niyo sa emosyon at dahil dun sabihin niyo sa sarili niyo congrats nakayanan ko. So right now ano ba yung sitwasyon for example diba ginawa niyo na to example pag kayo ay gutom pag tyan ay nagugutom kelangan mong kumain okay pag anonnaman aligaga lagay niyo dito nalang yung may alat atleast malalaman niyo palagi medium sakto few onti lang so ano yung isang emosyon na gusto niyo example aligaga kasi ano usually nararamdaman Participant: Di mapakali Yun yung susulat niyo so for example lagay niyo diyan emosyon aligaga yun yung anxious sa taas dun sa emosyon so balikan niyo katawan niyo. Pag aligaga sa katawan niyo ano nararamdaman yung a lot, medium, o palagi. Yung katawan niyo ba pag aligaga nangunginig madalas ba yan sakto o konti. O kata di mapakali na parang meron natakbo sa utak niyo o kaya may kiti kiti sa paa niyonkaya katawan niyo di mapakali di komportable ano yung pakiramdam ng katawan gumagalwa, lakas ng lakad o kaya alam mo yun lahat tapos yung kamay di alam pupunta tas ang bigat ng katawan Tapos yung sayo pedeng lagyan mo ng emosyon tas my feel good aksyon. Yung utak niyo ang bilis bikis di niyo alam yung mga nangyayari mabilis ang utak tapos may boses na narina paulit ulit o kaya yung tenga masyado sensitibo konting kilos lang ayaw gusto pag aligaga naka minsan naka hinto yung iba kilos ng kilos tas tinatanong sarili niyonparang ang ingay sa utak niyo. Yun ang my body, yung my emotions pwede dun pag kayo aligaga ang emosyon sobrang takot may kinakatakutan kayo aligaga kayo parati o a little. Ninenerbyos kayo nag aalala di kayo komportable kasi nag aalala kayo sa tao. Tapos sa my feel good action ano yung pwede niyo gawin lara mabago niyo yung ganung pakiramdam so far. Tulad ng tulog pahinga ano yung feel good action na makatulong sainyonpara mabawasan o mawala yung mga di komportable na pakiramdam. Pag takot na takot kaya aligaga at muscles nangunginig di maka focus, sobra sensitive kasi yun pala natatakot kayo. So ano kelangan gawin para mabawasan yung takot niyo hangang sa mawala. Sulat niyo sa baba. Dito mas kikilalanin sarili ano reaksyon pag aligaga pala kayo. Aligaga lang o galit o takot o ano kelangan gawin para mapunan yung aligaga. Okay another emosyon pag pagod physically ano yung pakiramdam pag lagod anonyung napapansin sa sarili pag pagod, lagay sa baba. Kumbaga anxious is one number two is pagod. Pag mayo ay pagod physically ano yung reaksyon ng katawan niyo. Mabigat, nanlalata, walang lamang ang utak, ayaw gumalaw, kumilos o mabagal ang kilos yun ang my body niyo pag pagod. Ano yung emosyon niyo pag pagod. Ang emosyon niyo ba pagod kayo kasi 404 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology nalulungkot o nagagalit o sobra lang pagod dahil sa mga ginawa na activities nung araw na yun. Pede dyan inaantok or nalulungkot pede rin yon o nasasaktan pede rin yun ano kelangan niyo gawin para punan ang inyong mga nararamdaman. so papakinggan niyo katawan niyo, yung lagod, aligaga ano ba kelangan ko gawin para mapunan ang nararamdaman ko okay. Eto gamitin natin ano yung isa oang nararamdaman galit ba? Galit so dun sa galit lagay niyo my body feels galit sa taas. So san niyo nararamdaman ang galit from head to toe palagi, paminsan minsa, o di kadalas nararamdaman point niyo sa ulo, luso, kamay, paa. Tapos kunwari sa ulo diba, ano yung my body feels pag galit kayo so pwedeng mainit ang ulo lalagay niyo mainit ang ulo o kaya tight yung muscles masikip sa braso o buong katawan onkaya mga kamay naka kunit dyan niyo ba nararamdaman galit niyo. Tapos nararamdaman niyo ba boses niyo gusto sumigaw, pede rin yun lalagay niyo sa leeg tapos gusto sumigaw pag galit o kaya yung kamay parang gusto mamalo yung paa gusto sumipa o tumakbo ano ang pakiramdam ng katawan pag galit, buong katawan asses niyo. Wag niyo muna sagutan yung feel good actions kasi yan yung iprocess natin ngayon okay, sige nasa galit tayo ngayon. Pili kayo sa parte ng katawan niyo san niyo nararamdaman yung galit. Tapos right now pakiramdaman niyo galit niyo dun sa parte na napili niyo. Wag niyo labanan yan, obserbahan niyo walang mali sa galit na nararamdaman niyo tignan lang feel lang ano yung nararamdaman ng katawan mo. San mo nararamdaman yung galit? Participant: Sa puso at sa isip San mo nararamdaman ano pakiramdam ng katawan pag galit sa puso at isip ano yung body feels Participant: Parang ang sakit ng dibdib So tutukan mo lang yan ano yung kelangan mong gawin para daw mabawasan yung sikip ano yung sinasabi ng puso at isip mo na sumisikip ano kelangan gawin para mabawasan yung sikip Hinga ng malalim O hinga ka ng malalim ngayon nakatulong ba yun, yun ang my feel good action tas habang pinaprocess ko sakanila mag isip ka pa ng ibang paraan pakinggan mo lang tuloy tuloy sarili mo para matulungan mo sarili mo pag ikaw ay galit. Trisha tapos ka na? gusto mo mag share o ayaw. Sige Debs, ano yung galit san mo nararamdaman? Participant: Puso’t isipan Anong pakiramdam ng pag ikaw ay galit Participant: Parang ang hirap mag isip Hindi ngayon mismo yung ginagawa natin ngayon san mo nararamdaman so ano pakiramdam ng puso’t isipan kaya nakakaramdam ka ng galit Participant: Mabigat sa pakiramdam Tutukan mo lang bigat wag kalabanin pakinggan ng buong buo tas pakinggan mo lang dibdib mo. Ano daw yung kelangan mo gawin para mabawasan yung bigat. Pakinggan mo wag mo iisipin yung isasagot Sabihin mo,lang ng buong buo nahihirapan ako ngayon,nasasaktan ako ngayon at nagagalit ako sa sitwasyon kasi wala ako magawa nahihirapan ako, nakatulong ba? Nakaluwag ba debs? Participant: Medyo natatakot pa rin ako 405 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Pero okay lang yan lalagay mo sa pinangalanan mo nararamdaman mo, name your feelings ibig sabihin nun di mo siya hinusgahan tinanggap mo siya so ang ginawa mo binigyan mo boses sarili mo lagay mo sa feel good actions mo napapangalanan mo pala nararamdaman ko na pede kompala sabihin ilalabas ko lang at nakatulong sayo tas naiyak ka nakalabas din siya, baka yung kelangan mo umiyak ka okay. Josie? San mo nararamdaman Participant: Pag nagaglit ako pero ganyan Ano nararamdaman mo ngayon okay lagay mo relax sang part mo nararamdaman yan mismo ngayon, alamin mo katawan mo ngayon san mo nararamdaman yung magaan Participant: Sa buong katawan ko mas maganda yung takbo ng buong katawan Pakinggan mo katawan mo since nasa window of tolerance ka mas naririnig mo yung sarili mo ano kelangan mo gawin para tuloy tuloy ganyang pakiramdam Wag paapekto dun sa di magaganda g nangyayari nakakatulong sa katawan Malaman mo ba kung alin yun so pede mo isulat tao, bagay ito yung mga ayaw ko at walang malindun kasi ikaw yan di kelangan lahat okay kasi di ganun yung mundo may mga bagay na di ka komportable mas maluwag ka maka kilos na dimka madiktahan eh okay lang yun walang masama dun. Ano pakiramdam na alam mo na yung gagawin mo Participant: Siguro mas aware ka na kung sakaling dadating yung di magandang aksyon handa ka para di react ng react Thank you, Reen agalit ba o aligaga Participant: Ngayon po medyo nainis ako kanina pero kanina So mas okay na feeling mo, pag okay na feeling mo san mo siya nararamdaman Participant: Sa puso’t isipan Ano pakiramdam ng puso at isipan mo pag okay ka ano ibig sabihin ng okay Participant: Ditumatakbo isip ko sa kung ano anong bagay Parang tubig na kalmado Participant: Opo kasi pag galit ako ang dami tumatakbo sa isio ko gusto kong gawin yun ganto So ngayon parang may kapayapaan Para tuloy tuloy yung pakiramdam mo ano daw yung kelangan mong gawin Gusto ko pag nagagalit ako naeexplain ng maayos naiintindihan ko nagiging okay naman kalmado so ano kelangan mo gawin Participant: Makinig Ano una mo gagawin Hingi ka ng tulong, kumbaga kelangan mo humingi ng tulong sa pinagkakatiwalaan mo Pag nakausap ko na yung taong yun lalabasan ko ng sama ng loob tas payuhan niya ko So bukod dun kasi kelangan mo ng ibang tao, yung sarili mo tulungan sarili mo agad P: Ahh, kasi kanina parang..inaano ko nalang, inaano ko nalang yung isip ko sa ibang bagay I: Uuuhmm P: parang ayoko nalang pansinin yung nararamdaman kong inis kahit katulad kanina kinakausap ko nalang si Andy yung special friend, one day yung parang kahit may nararamdaman ako parang inaaano ko nalang na masaya ako kahit hinding hindi po. I:- yun yung kailangan mong mabago, so kailangan mong aminin talagang sa sarili mo na talagang naiinis ka, pakinggan mo nga yung inis, ano yung kailangan mong gawin para daw mawala yung inis, yun yung papakinggan mo, hindi mo sya isasang tabi. Papakinggan mo sya 406 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology para malaman mo yung sagot mo. Diba ang need mo is makinig sa sasabihin? Ngayon ikaw makikinig dun sa sarili mo, so pakinggan mo no yung dapat mong gawin para maalis yung inis. hayaan mong magsalita yung katawan mo. Papano ba? Pwede mong sabihin na naiinis ako, katulad yung ginawa natin kay ano…kay bebs. Sabihin mo naiinis ako . P: Naiinis ako I: Ano dun sa sitwasyon or sa tao? P: Sa sitwasyon din po, sitwasyon sa nangyayari I: Sige, wala kang magawa eh P: Nangyari po yung nasabi ko kanina eh, eh ano gagawin ko, eh hindi ko naman kasi ano yun I: ano? Sabihin mo sa sarili mo okay lang na wala akong magawa, sige sabihin mo sa sarili mo, sabihin mo,..okay lang na wala akong magawa. Anong pakiramdam mo? P: Mas, mas ano po, parang mas tumatalbog I: oo kasi pinakinggan mo sarili mo eh, so yun pa rin yung kailangan mong gawin. Maski wala yung mga taong…walang makakausap mo, yun yung need mo eh, na ma guide mo yung sarili mo, hindi mo sinantabi yung inis na pinakinggan mo. So yun yung ibig sabihin ng program na ito, bumabalik ka sa sarili mo. So ano yung naramdaman mo ngayon na..kaya mo palang ibigay yung pangangailangan mo sa sarili mo. P: Okay, masaya..may iba paraang dapat gawin I: good, good sige. Gusto mag try or pass? ..Pass? pass muna Sige.. Short lang, Kamusta yung ganyang experience? O yun nalang Trisha, ano yung ginawa mo , so kamusta yung sa ginawa mo? Kahit konti lang? Bebs? I: malungkot P: Ah malungkot? Hmmm I: gusto ko umiyak kaso ayaw lumabas ng luha P: kaya ka nahihirapan no…okay lang ba sabihin mo nasasaktan ako? I: Nasasaktan ako I: binbigyan ko P:binibigyan ko I: ang sarili ko P: ang sarili ko I: na umiyalk P: na umiyak I: Binibigyan ko ng…sabihin mo binibigyan ko ng permiso ang mata ko P: Binibigyan ko ng…sabihin mo binibigyan ko ng permiso ang mata ko I; lumuha P: lumuha I: walang mali sa nararamdaman ko P: walang masama sa nararamdaman ko I: nasasaktan ako P: nasasaktan ako I: nalulungkot ako P: nalulungkot ako I: nabibigatan ako P: nabibigatan ako I: Parang gumaan? May gumaan ba syo? Parang dito medyo may gumaan? Pero napunta ditto sa tyan yung bigat?naramdaman mob a yun? Bumaba yung bigat? Pero dito blangko pa din. Importante dun ah..binibigyan mo ng pangalan yung nararamaman mo okay? Baka yun lang talaga ang kailangang gawim mo..ayun. Na wag mong lalabanan yung sarili mo na umiyak. Tapos na 407 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Lagyan ng pangalan Pwede lagyan ng pangalan Sige Tapos na So babalikan niyo uli yung drawing tapos aalamin niyo ulit Kung anong naging reaksyon ng inyong katawan Tapos na. Ok Balikan niyo yung drawing ah tapos alamin niyo ung reaksyonng inyong katawan So duon sa creative art menu di ko alam Kung nabigyan ko kayo nyan Lalagay niyo lang dun name Ohh Wala pala dun basta lagay nyo na lang dito sinulatan ko Yung sarili ko Ah Wala kayo ganto? Pwede niyo lagay dun sa kahit san dyan nalang Di ko pala naidala, yan Ah Wala talaga, so pwede niyo ilagay kahit sa likod lang or sabihin nyo lang saken na name nyo yun. Nakatulong ba sainyo magsulat. Komportable Participant: Yes po. Dun sa human drawing na isang bagay pala na pwede makatulong sainyo is magsulat mag journal so pag kayo may pinagdadaanan dear daniel sobra akong inis dito ganyan ganyan. Dear diary journalist d niyo ginagawa nakatulong sige short lang patapos na rintayo so ano pakiramdam mo trisha sa ginawa mo nagustuhan mo ba o hindi nagustuhan ko po Nakatulong ba sayo? San mo naramdaman sa katawan mo? Participant: Sa pusot isipan po Participant: Sa pusot isipan Pano mo nasbe na nagustuhan mo sya. Participant: Nirerelate ko Yung sarili ko sasinusulat ko Ahhh so yun pala mga gusto mo no? Ang kailangan mo gawin para atleast ma lift Yung mood mo so ano pakiramdam mo ngayon na nakagawa ka Ng mga bagay na matutulungan mo ung sarili mo. Ano Yung pakiramdam mo ngayon na it may mga pwede pala Kong gawin katulad Ng pagsusulat para matulungan ko Yung sarili ko na maging okey Participant: Gumaan Gumaan. San mo naramdaman? Participant: Sa puso. Sa puso.. Sige . Participant: sakin po nakatulong Yung pagsusulat minsan Kasi pag masyado Ahh 408 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Kailangan pala syang gawin palagi Kasi frustrated artist ako eh hehehe Ahh Tamang tama Ang Ganda ng view niyo dyan ahh Participant: Syempre lage Kang pinipintasan gamitin Yung gawa mo gusto Kong gawin ngayong. Gawin mo sya Kasi yan Ang sinasabe Ng Kamusta Ang pangyayari Kamusta? Ano Yung naramdaman mo nanakapagsulat ka sa sarili mo Participant: Parang ano, Ang sarap sa pakiramdam Kasi naisulat ko Yung gusto Kong sabhin tyaka Yung gusto Kong iguhit So kailangan mo pala sya ulit ulitin San mo sya naramdaman sa katawan mo Participant: Sa buong katawan po. Participant: Sa buong katawan. So kailangan tuloy tuloy ha Yung mga Alam not na nagpapatulong pala sainyo kailangan niyo sya tuloy tuloy nang sa gayun umaangat agad kayo sa Okey Participant: Saken mas nakilala ko Yung sarili nagsulat ako Participant: Tapos syempre nagpapasalamay din ako also nakayanan ko pala Wow Ang gaganda nman ng mga sinabe nyo San mo naramdaman sa katawan mo Participant: Syempre sa buong katawan po nagpapasalamat . Nice so pag ganyan pala feeling niyo sobra Kayong connected sa feeling niyo grounded kayo Participant: Para ko feeling ko lutang Yung lutang na maganda parang magaan right . Participant: Masaya Na parang Yung mga sinabe mo dito parang nagkaron ako Confidence Biro mo nasabe mo Lang sya and yet ito Yung naging malaking epekto aayos so ibig sabhin kailangan mo pala palagi pakinggan Ang sarili mo Kasi talaga lakas Ang kompyansa mo sa sarili mo Kasi ibig sabihin nun naniniwala ka sa sarili mo. Congrats nyo Yung sarili nyo Ipa feel nyo short lang ahh anonyung natutukan nyo sa pinagusapan naten ngayon Yung mga sinulat nyo Kasi ibibigay not nman saken yan So ano Yung mga mapapabain nyo ngayon sa ating nga pinagusapan natin ngayong anonyung isang bagay na babaunin nyo dahil sa ginawa naten sige sayo munaj Mung nagawa mo yung dun mo naramdaman na ayyy may pag asa pa. 409 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology Participant: Napakinggan ko yung sarili ko Kung ano talaga Yung nararamdaman ko na pilitin Konghidni takasan Yung sitwasyon maging matapang nagkaron ako Ng confidence na harapin Yung mga nangyari sa ngayon wag mag focus sa nakaraan Yes Ang kailangan niyo lang gawin dito Kasi syempre sa mga pinagdaan niyo tulungan nyo muna sarili niyo maging kumbaga makasanayan niyo Muna ng sa gayon masanayan niyo Kasi Alam ko may darating na counseling kayo Diba so atleast pag nakayanan nyo na na bumalik sa window of tolerance miske may mga pinagdadaanan kayo mas madale nyo ng harapin Yung mga issue not sa nakaraan okey mas maganda na ano lang more on connection lang Mina sa sarili at more on compassion, pagmamahal okey yun ung second commandment eh so sa ngayon yun Ang kailangan nateng gawin paraas matulungan naten sarili naten kumbaga ang ano naten ay one day at a time lang meron ngayong dun muna tayo na ka focus ung sa nakaraan medyo isang tabi mins naten kasi ang kailangan naten tutukan ay papi natin irestore pag medyo malakas na tayo mas kaya na naten yun ung time na Jaya na naten harapin Isa Isa di nyo kailangan harapin naten Yung mga bagay na hindi pa kaya pakinggan nyo ung sarili niyo Kung ano lang makatulong sainyo okey so sa Sabado Yung last day natin so ang isang activity na ipapagawa ko sayo Yung unang una is goal setting like ten tapos ano so ayun Yung gagawin naten sa sabado kung nasan na kayo so isang activity nalang kayo so second part ng session is tawag dun debriefing alamin naten kung ano makatulong sainyo or Hindi tapos nun konting salo salo sa Sabado so before we go yakapsul muna tayo Yakapsul Sige Tayo Find the partner Again Ok Walang ibang iisipin kundi ang yakap lang 8th Session I: Yung session 8 may dalawang parts yan. 1st part is yung mga nagawa nga natin so far mga assignment tas experience. Yung mga exercise natin. At yung mindful body awareness. Ibibg sabihin ng Integration is from part, nagigin buo. Mula sa body signals at emotion. Ang objective natin ngayon mas malaman niyo pa yung sarili niyo. Mga feeling good actions na mas makakatulong sainyo I: Yung part 2 naman mag tetst kayo ulit tulad nung binigay ko nun una para malaman kung may nagbago ba sainyo. Magkakaroon din tayo discussion at briefing kung kamusta mga pagbabago niyo, mga goal setting niyo, or mga suggestion kung pano mas mapaganda itong programa. At after nun babye na tapos kainin tayo I: Start na tayo. Kamusta since Monday? Kamusta ang mga nangyayari sainyo? Dun sa mga ginagawa niyong activities. Pairamdam ko mabigat kayo na tinatamad na ewan. Parang gusto magwala at gusto lang humiga. Ganun ba nararamdaman niyo? I: Wala naman ba? Sainyong dalawa? P: Tamad lang 410 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: So mabigat? I: Okay. So kamusta? Sige. Ito ang ating huling session. Kamusta mga assignments? P: Okay lang I: Panong okay lang? Kailangan gumamit ka ng ibang word bukod sa okay lang P: Ano wala naman. Di ko nagagawa kasi nahihirapan ko P: May nagawa. May hindi. Hindi ko siya sobrang natututukan I: Atleast hindi siya sobrang wala. Ikaw Debs? P: Di po ako nakapag sagot eh. I: Kahit yung kayo mismo kahit yung sa sarili niyo. Ikaw Josie? P: Sakin the di ko nagawa. Pero kahit papano nakakatulong talaga sakin. Minsan pag galit ayun nag bubunganga kasi kailangan ko mailabas. Kasi pag di ko nasasabi, sumasakit dibdib ko I: So yung mga gagawin natin eto yung mga bagay na pag iisipan niyo pa. Yung mga level ng emotion. Kung ano yung level 1 or 2. Malalaman niyo yung pangangailangan niyo. Rina? P: Meron naming ginawa kaso yung iba wala naman akong gamit na gagamitin dito sa experiment kaya wag na nga I: Mga examples lang naman yung sa experiment. Kaya kung ano lang yung may mga meron na makakatulong sainyo. Ang importante sa mga assignment niyo, atleast kayo mismo sa sarili niyo alam niyo gagawin. Nagawa niyo ba kahit konti? P: Meron naman I: Okay congratulate niyo sa sarili niyo. Pray muna tayo I: Panginoong nawa sana po ay maramdaman naming ang inyong presenysya bigyan niyo po kami ng wisdom at proteksyon upang mas maramdaman naming yung mga pagbabago na kailangan ng aming mga sarili. Kayo na po ang mag bigay samin ng sapat nakakayanan at katapangan para sa mga pinagdadaanan naming ngayon. Tulungan niyo po kaming maging aware. Kayo na po ang bahala sa oras na ito. Ibless niyo po itong araw na to na hindi kami mawlan ng pagasa. Salamat po sa oporunity upang makilala lalo ang aming sarili. Upang malaman naming ang relasyon ng aming sarili at relasyon naming sayo. In Jesus name P: Amen I: Okay. So penjulation tayo. Close your eyes. From head to toe san niyo nararamdaman yung hindi kumportableng katawan. Wag niyo labanan ha. Pagmasdan niyo lang kung sang part ng katawan niyo. Trisha? P: Sa mata I: Ano meron sa mata? P: Parang mabigat. Inaantok I: Okay P: Ako nagdala kasi ako kanina ng mabigat kaya braso P: Kanina nataranta ako. Kaya sa buong katawan I: Ikaw josie P: Ako sa isip kasi kanina may di nangyaring maganda I Ahh 411 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Sikmura po kasi kanina uminom ako kape I: Baka matapang masyado or wala laman tyan. Okay I: Close your eyes again. I: Sinong mga hyper arouse dito? Or lahat kayo hypo? Or nasa window? I: Mukhang nasa hypo no? Kasi parambigat eh. So sa hypo san ang mas matagal? P: Inhilation I: Okay lahat ng isipan niyo ay dun lang sa hininga niyo. I: Inhale 1 2 3 4 tigil then slowly release 1 2 3 I: Again inhale 1 2 3 4 pause then slowly release 1 2 3 I: Release lahat nung tension. Para gumaan. Then stretch. Yan okay. Pikit ang mata san niyo nararamdaman yung kumportableng nararamdaman? I: Start tayo kay Rina P: Sa buong katawan I: Anong meron sa buong katawan mo kaya nasabi mong okay siya? P: Masigla lang ako I: Eh bat yung mukha mo malungkot? P: Magaan lang po kasi pakiramdam ko. I: Ikaw jo P: Sa pag upo ko po comfortable I: Ah okay P: Ako din sap ag upo ko I: Ikaw? P: Sa buong katawan ko din po. I: Okay good. so ano ang isang bagay na pinapasalamatan mo ngayon? P: Marunong na ako bumasa ng English I: Okay masarap nga yang pasasalamat P: Yung news na wala ng travel ban sa Tagaytay I: Wow talaga? P: Nanonood kasi kami ng news kaya yun I: Atleast mabibisista mon a yung nanay mo. Okay Debs? P: Yung anak ko po marunong ng mag salita. Nakakatuwa kasi marunong na I: Lalaki or babae? P: Lalaki po I: Sab inga nila pag lalaki delay delay nga yan compared sa babae P: May mga words ng buo tas may words na hindi I: Ah need mo lang talaga kausapin palagi P: Sakin nawawala na yung hypo I: Wow malaking pagbabago yan ah P: Ako kasi natapos ko yung diagnostic test nabawasan yung stress I: Atleast gamay niyo na good. Ano nararamdaman niyo ngayon? P: Masaya 412 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ano need gawin para masaya? P: Magiisip ng positive I: Yan tuwing may pinagdadaanan kayo balik lang kayo sa katawan niyo. Hopefully matuloy tuloy niyo na. Sa loob ng isang buwan natin ilang beses niyo palang ginagawa. Sa umpisa talaga need na maging mindful kayo at maging conscious. Need niyo isipin ano nangyayari satin ngayon. Alamin niyo dapat ano nangyayari sa katawan I: So ang gagawin natin ngayon ay making my own feel good menu I: Goal natin dito is to combine o pagsamahin yun mga kumportable niyo. Kung ano yung mga activities na gusto niyong gawin. Yung mga bagay bagay na kumportable ka. Mga kaparaana. Yun ang mga gagawin natin. Ano yung mga bagay bagay na sa tingin niyo mas nagiging komportable kayo kung kakain or pag sinusulatan sarili niyo basta yung mga makakatulong sainyo. Sulat niyo na ngayon. I: Hanggang first session na nakatulong sainyo. Mapa journal man yan I: Mga bagay bagay na nakatulong sainyo para mapunta kayo sa window of tolerance. Tulad ng yakapsule ganun or drawing. I: Bawat isang box. Yung breathing niyo o kaya pag tulog pwede din. Arts. Zumba. I: Kasi yan yung mga makakatulong sainyo. Kunyari pag hypo kayo ano mga gagawin niyo I: Yan yung mga tinatawag na self-care activities niyo. I: Pag hyper arouse ano yung mga kinakailangan niyong gawin para di mag stay dun sa ganung sitwasyon or stado niyo. I: Okay, 5 more minutes I: Okay last 30 seconds I: Okay short lang, ano naramdaman niyio habang nag susulat kayo nung my feel good menu? Trisha P: Gumaan yung nasa isip ko I: Bigay ka nga ng sinulat mon a makakatulong sayo P: Yung pakikinig ng Christian song at pag tingin sa nature I: Sige. Raquel P: Magaan sa pakiramdam kagaya ng exercise at paglilinis ng bakuran. Kasi pag pinag papawisan ako, nagiging okay I: Okay. Debs ikaw? Ano napapansin mo sa sarili mo? P: Ang sinulat ko po dito is pinapakalma ko lang sarili ko I: Pano nga? P: Umiiwas ako sa mga kinagagalitan ko tapos nagsusulat ako dun ko nalalabas kasi nawawala dun yung focus ko. I: Okay good. I: Sige Josie ikaw ano naramdaman mo? P: Nakilala ko yung body signal ko kaya okay sakin. Tapos syempre pag nakakaramdam na ko ng iba, ang ginagawa ko is gusto ko lang mag isa. Di makihalubiho. I: Ah okay sige. P: Magaan sa pakiramdam tas masaya 413 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ano yung mga nilagay mo jan P: Journal po tas nagbabasa po ako bible na may encouraging words I: Yung mga nilagay niyo jan, dati niyo pang ginagawa wala nung sa mga activities na ginagawa natin? P: Meron naman P: Meron naman po I: Bale eto yung kodigo niyo n asana matry niyo siya araw araw. Kahit lagay niyo sa lugar na makikita niyo agad tas mareremind kayo. I: Diba yung katawan niyo? Aalamin niyo yung pakiramdam niyo. Ang ilagay niyo dito, sulatan niyo nalang kung sang part ng katwan niyo nararamdaman. Tapos check my emotions. Yung mga body clues niyo. Kung mainit ulo niyo or para kayong sasabog. Pwedeng galit ang maramdaman niyo or nalulungkot. So ang kinagandahan neto, lahat ng atensyon niyo wala sa labas. Once kasi nakatututok tayo sa labas di tayo nakakafocus kasi yung isip natin nasalabas. So etong activity na to ibabalik kayo sa sarili niyo. Kasi may conrol kayo sa emotions at katawan niyo eh I: Pag ganun, mula sa menu niyo, hanapin niyo kung ano yung kailangan niyong gawin para matugunan ang inyong pinagdadaanan. Diba? So ibig sabihin di niyo na hihintayin yung ibang tao para punan yung kinakailangan niyo kasi kayo mismo alam niyo na. Check my emotions tas use a feel good action during the day. Ilagay niyo sa lugar na nakikita niyo para mermind kayo na binabalik kayo sa sarili niyo. Tapos sa curriculum, pag ginagamit niyo tong praxtice na to, dapat kalmado kayo. Kasi mahihirapan kayo pag hindi. Gagawin niyo pag nasa window of tolerance kayo. So far kamusta yung dito. Ano yungg experience niyo sa loob ng isang buwan. Kamusta Trisha P: Nagagawa naman konti I: Saan diyan. Nakakabalik ka ba sa katawan mo? P: Basta gusto ko ilabas yung emosyon ko I: So yung bigat pala at galit? Ang gawin mo titingnan mo yung menu mo para mapalabas galit mo P: Iinom ng tubig I: Ah yun yung nakatulong sayo? P: Oo kasi nawawala I: Okay good P: Ako pag may naiispi akong malungkot, ang ginagawa ko nanonood ako ng comedy nakakatulong yun sakin I: Okay mas naikilala mon a ba yung body signals at emotion mo? P:Opo I: Okay good. Debs? P: Alam ko na po yung body signals I: Tas yung mga dapat mong gawin alam mo na ba? P: Opo I: So ibig sabihin ba may pagbabago na ba? 414 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Meron na po dati talaga di ko pinapansin eh. Ngayon pinapansin ko na po P: Nakakatulong po pala kasi yung mga body signals I: Good ikaw Josie? P: Ako nalalaman ko na po yung mga dahilan kung bakit ako nagiging ganun. Dati kasi pag nagagalit ako ganun giagawa ko tas ngayon alam ko na pag galit ako dapat may dapat akong gawin para di ako mainis. Mas nakilala ko buong katawan ko I: Ahh okay good I: Sanay kasi tayong di natin naiintindihan eh. Gumagawa tayo ng mga bagay na kung san tayo sanay. Ngayon pinuputol natin yung mga bagay na di nakakatulong. Tapos yung mga natututunan niyo dapat tutukan natin I: Ikaw Rina nagagawa mo ba? I: Opo nalalaman ko gamit body signals ko P: Opo nakakagawa na ako ng mga paraan I: So ngayon anon a pkiramdam niyo na madali pala magbago pag tinututukan niyo sarili niyo? Ano pakiramdam niyo? P: Nalalaman po ganun P: Na kaya pala I: Kasi nga naka focus na tayo sa sarili natin kasi yun yung kaya nating gawan ng paraan. Kasi minsan nag eexpect tayo sa ibang tao eh pano kung ayaw niya. Eh kung hindi kumilos nung tao, edi wala tayong magagawa. Di napupunan yung gusto natin pag binase natin sa ibang tao. So dun papasok yung boundaries kung ano lang yung control niyo yun lang yung kaya niyo. Yung ibang bagay at ibang tao di natin yan kaya ma control. I: Listening to your breathe. Tutukan niyo lang ang inyong hininga. Upo ng maayos. Tapos mamaya gagawin na natin next activity natin pero need natin ng pause. Kmbaga sa tv may break diba may commercial. Kaya sa isang araw bigyan natin ang sarili natin ng pause bago gawin yung ibang activity. I: Right now sabihan niyo ang sarili niyo na okay lang ako. Importante ang nararamdaman ko. Wala mali sa raramdaman ko. Kahit bulong niyo lang sa sarili niyo. Kailangan gumalaw ang inyong bibig kailangan may sabihin kayo. I: Ano pakiramdam na may narerelease kayo? Sige close your eyes. Lahat ng attention niyo ilagay sa tenga niyo tapos pakinggan niyo yung naririnig niyo ngayon. Alamin niyo lahat ng tunog wag niyong husgahan. Pakinggan niyo lang ng di kayo mag rereact. Pero pag may gumugulo sa isip niyo, puntahan niyo yung part ng katawan niyo or isipan niya na di kumportable tapos tingnan niyo lang sya. At sabihin niyo sa part nay un na okay lang yan. Walang mali sa nararamdaman mo. Punta kayo sa mukha niyo at pakinggan niyo ang nangyayari sa mukha niyo. At ano kailangan gawin ng mukha niyo para lumuwag. Pwede niyo pagalawin ang mukha niyo. Yung kilay niyo pwede niyong pagalawin o kaya ibanat. I: Pakinggan niyo ang inyong hininga. PAkinggan niyo ang huni ng inyong hininga. Naririnig niyo ba ng malakas or mahina? 415 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ano yung naririnig niyo sa katawan niyo ngayon? Parang magulo ba na hangin na hindi mapakali? Tapos sabihin niyo dun sa part na yun na okay lang. Hinga kayo malalim at slowly release. Open your eyes. Nakatulong ba? Hyper, Hypo or window? Asan kayo? I: Parang nasa hypo pa rin? Nawawala kayo sa concentration I: Baka kailangan niyo ng tubig? P: Opo mainit na tubig I: Sige kuha dun. Break tayo sige 2 minutes, stretch stretch. I: Okay ang gagwin natin ngayon is test. So bibigay ko ulit sainyo yung dating ginawa tas check niyo. Yung ngayon sagutan niyio muna yung ngayon na ngayon ha. I: Ready? Sige number 1 pag ako ay tensyonado napapansin ko kung san ang tension sa aking katwan. Yung always yun yung araw araw. I: Ngayon to ha. 2 napapansin ko kung san saking katawan di kumportable I: Number 3 napapansin ko sa aking katawan kung san ako kumportable I: Okay number 4 napapansin ko ang mga pagbabago sa aking hininga tulad ng minsan ay nag sslow down or bumibilis. Npapansin ang pagbabago sa paghinga I: Number 5 hindi ko pinapansin ang physical na tension at di magandang pakiramdam hanggat eto ay hindi pa Malala I: Number 6 dinidistract ko ang nararamdaman ko sa mga body signals ko lalo pag di kumprtable I: 7 pag ako ay di kumportable, di ko nalang iniintindi. Parang hanggat maaari inoovercome ko. Hinahayaan ko naman na makayanan ko parang ganun I: Number 8 sinusubukan kong di intindihin ang sakit I: Number 9 sinasantabi ko ang pakiramdam na di maganda at nag fofocus ako sa ibang bagay I: Number 10 pag may di magandang pakiramdam ako ay gumagawa ako ng ibang bagay para di ko maramdaman yung mga di maganda I: Number 12 kaya kong tugunan ng atensyon ang aking pag hinga I: Pag may tanong, tanungin lang ako I: Number 13, kaya kong imaintain o pahabain ang awareness sa aking body signals I: 14, pag ako ay may kausap na ibang tao, kaya kong tuguan o bigyan ng attention ang aking posture I: Number 15, kaya kong bumalik sa aking katawan pag ako ay nadidistract. I: Number 16, kaya kong balikan ang atensyon mula sa aking katawan. Mula sap ag iispi, kaya niyong ibalik sa nararamdaman ng katawan I: Number 17 Kaya ko ibalik ang awareness sa aking katawan kahit may part sa katawan ko na hindi kumportable I: 18, kaya kong bigyan ng buong atensyon ang buo kong katawan I: 19, napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking katawan pag ako ay nagagalit I: Number 20, pag may nangyayari sa buhay kong di maganda, nararamdaman ko ito sa aking katawan. I: 22, napapnsin ko ang aking pag hinga ay mas maluwag pag ako ay kumportable na I: Kung may pagbabgo bas a akin pag ako ay masaya 416 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: 24, pag ako ay nalulunod, kaya kong hanapin sa aking katwan kung san ang kalma sa aking katawan I: 25, pag binibigyan ko ng focus ang aking katawan, nakakaramdam ako ng pagiging kalma. I: 26, kaya ko gamitin ang aking pag hinga para mabawasan ang tension I: 27, pag napapansin ko na madaming gumugulo sa aking isip, kaya kong pakalmahin ang aking isipan gamit ang aking pag hinga I: 28 ako ay nakikinig sa impormasyong nanggagaling sa aking katawan I: 29 pag ako ay naiinis, nagkakaroon ako ng oras para alamin ang aking tunay na nararamdaman I: 30, ako ay nakikinig sa aking katawan para malaman ko ang aking gagawin. I: 31, Ako ay at home sa aking katawan I: 32, pakiramdam ko ang aking katawan ay ligtas. I: 33, pinagkakatiwalaan ko ang nararamdaman ng aking katawan I: Sige paki lagyan ng date ngayon ha. Lagay niyo jan after, kasi papakita ko yung sagot niyo dati. Kung ganyan din ba kayo dati. I: Debs. Jo. Rina yan. Okay I: So satingin niyo yung sinagutan niyo before ganun pa rin kaya? Or Nakita niyo na pareho pa rin? Since nakilala niyo na yung sarili niyo ngayon. I: Pag may tanong, tanungin lang ako ah I: May kailangan ba kayong baguhin sa sagot niyo sa tingin niyo? P: Magkaiba po yung tanong sa 30 I: Magkaiba ba? I: Bat ganun P: Dati po 37 eh I: Ano nangyari bat ganito hahaha I: Pano kaya gagawin natin. Sige dito niyo nalang I ano continue mo nalang. I: So parang magkaiba tayo tanong? P: Yung 33 dito, 37 po dun I: San sila nagtagpo? Anong question. Na hyper tuloy ako P: Ate walang 11 I: So yung 12 dun, teka so san sila nag ano P: Sa 12 din po magkaiba I: Lagay niyo nalang sa likod pasensiya na ha I: Sa 11 dun sa una. Tapos yung isagot niyo dun na sa likod. Dun sa bagong papel niyo. Okay? Lalagay nyo dun sa mahaba yung numner 11 sa likod I: 11, When I feel physical pain, ako ay naiinis. Lalagay niyo lang kun 0 1 2 3 4 I: Number 12, I start to worry P: Magkaiba po sila I: Ulitin nalang natin. Number 12, Nag uumpisa akong mag alala kapag nalalaman kong may mali or di magandang nangyayari sa aking katawan I: Trisha, isusulat lang. Number lang yun sa susunod. 417 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Number 12 na tayo. Sulat mo lang yung number tapos yung sagot mon a I: Number 13, kaya kong malaman kung may hindi magandang pakiramdam sa aking katawan nang di ako nag aalala I: Number 14, kaya kong kumalma at di mag alala pag ako ay nakakaramdam ng di maganda I: Yung 15, nakakaramdam ako ng di kumportable o may sakit at hindi ito matanggal sa aking pag iisip I: 16, kaya kong tugunan ng atensyon ang aking hininga ng hindi ako na didistract sa aking paligid. I: 17. Kaya kong mas tagalan ang aking atensyon sa mga nangyayari sa aking katawan kahit maraming nangyayari sa paligid I: 18, pag ako ay mayroong kausap, kaya kong bigyan ng atensyon ang aking katawan I: Yung minsan 3 yun pag 1 never talaga siyang nangyari. Okay anong number na tayo P: 19 I: Kaya kong bumalik sa aking katawan maski ako ay distracted I: Number 20 kaya kong balikan ang aking atensyon mula sa aking pag iisip papunta sa body signals I: 21, kaya kong patagalin ang awareness sa aking buong katawan kahit yung isang parte ay di kumportable I: 22, kaya kong maging focus sa buong katawan ko I: 23, napapansin ko ang pagbabago sa aking katawan pag galit I: 24, pag may mali sa aking buhay, ramdam ng aking katawan I: 25, Napapansin ng katwan ko na may kakaiba pagtapos ng isang bagay na bagay na nakapag pakalma sa iyo I: 26, napansin ko na ang aking paghinga ay mas maluwag kapag ako ay kumportable I: 27, napapansin ko na may pagbabago sa aking katawan pag ako ay masaya. I: Kaya kong hanapin sa aking katawan kapag may di maganda sa aking katawan I: 29, kaya ko ibalik ang focus sa aking katawan pag ako ay nakakaramdam ng kalma I: 30, kaya kong gamitin ang aking pag hinga upang mabawasan ang tension sa aking katawan I: 31, kapag ako ay nalulunod sa aking iniisip, kaya ko ito pakalmahin sa pamamagitan ng paghinga I: 32, kaya kong pakinggan ang mga mensahe ng aking katwan tungkol sa aking mga nararamdaman I: 33, kapag ako ay naiinis, nagbibigay ako ng oras para mag explore sa aking katawan I: 34, ako ay nakikinig sa aking katwan para malaman ang dapat kong gawin I: 35, at home ako sa aking katwan I:36, nararamdaman ko na ang aking katwan ay ligtas I: 37, pinagkakatiwalaan ko ang aking body signals I: Sino ang nastress? Hahaha ako nastress ako.. Joke lang I: May pareho ba kayong sagot? Or may mga pagkakaiba? P: Sakin yung iba nag bago minsan kasi may number 1 tas ngayon number 4. I: Sayo debs? 418 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Meron dati po kasi 0 or 1 tas ngayon mga 3 na I: Sayo? P: Meron naman pong nagbago I: Okay nagets mo naman Trisha? P: Opo I: Ikaw rena may nagbago? P: Meron naman po I: Yung sinulatan niyo sa likod, lagyan niyo ng date ngayon para di ako malito I: Okay so tapos na tayo sa exam. Submit niyo na sakin ulit P: Alin po yung bago or luma? I: Pareho, dito ko malalaman kung effective ba yung program. Lagyan nyo ng mga pangalan ha para malaman ko kung kanino ito I: Tuloy na tayo sa goal setting. Kung ano yung nilagay niyo. Yun yung activity natin ngayon. Yung may tao sa likod P: ahh I: Since sainyo nay an, eto yung sakin na ipapasa niyo ulit I: So gagawa kayo ulit ng goal para malaman natin I: Sa tingin niyo sa sinulat niyo jan, asan na kayo? I: Nameet ba ang inyong expectation? Or tingin niyo ba na nangyari ang inyong minimithi? I: Mag ddraw ulit kayo. Kasi yung luma yan na yung sainyo I: Iddrawing niyo lang ulit. Kumbaga kopyahin niyo lang yung ginawa niyo nung una. I: Reflect kayo at tingnan niyo kung nangyari ba ang gusto niyong mangyari. Kung di siya nangyari, andun pa rin kayo sa dati niyong ginawa or sinulat I: Kokopyahin niyo yung nangyari dati tapos dadagdagan niyo aalamin niyo kung asan na kayo ngayon. P: Lalagyan po pangalan? I: Oo. From dun sa goal mo, kopyahin mo lang. Diba yan yung dati niyo, ngayon irereflect mo ngayon kung ganun pa rin ba I: Ibig sabihin kung ano yung mga pag babago sayo. May nangyari bang pagbabago dahil sa mga activities? P: Meron I: So ayan yung ilalagay mo jan I: Ano ba yung goal niyo dati? Tingin niyo ba dahil sa mga ginawa natin eh nakatulong ba sayo para mapanatag yung isip? P: Nakatulong I: Ieexplain mo kung paano nakatulong sayo. Isusulat mo kung ano yung mga pagbabago na nakatulong sayo kung meron I: Tapos na? Yan yung isusubmit niyo sakin yung bago. Para malaman ko I: Di mo nalagay josie yung goal P: Ah sige po 419 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ilalagay niyo jan mismo yung sarili niyong goal ha. Kung ano kailangan mong gawin dun sa 56789 I: Sa akin na tong bagong gawa. Para mangyari yung goal niyo, ano daw yung mga pwede niyong gawin this week? Diba kasi diba 400 repetitons ang goal natin. So pwede niyo ilagay kung after 2 years pa ba? Wag niyo pipilitin basta yung kaya niyo lang I: One more minute I: Then next activity briefing then closing for 20 minutes I: Kunyari 4 kayo ngayon, para maging 5 kayo ilalagay niyo na dapat maging aware kayo sa mga bagay ng ana dapat gawin yung mag sschedule kayo sa sarili niyo. I: O kaya tuwing umaga everyday aalamin niyo talaga yung pakiramdam ng katawan niyo. I: Sige 2 minutes nalang I: Pag muni munihan niyo. Sa mga tapos niya, iappreciate niyo yung sarili niyo. Mag isip kayo ng magandang sasbaihin niyo para sa sarili niyo. Na after ng isang buwan nating pagsasama eto yung Nakita niyo sa sarili niyo. I: So ibig sabihin ba na ito yung ginagawa mo o yung gusto mo manyari Rina? P: Yung gusto ko pong mangyrai I: Pero ngayon diba from 5, ano yung pag kakaintindi mo sa sarili mo? Pano mo nasabi na napunta ka na sa 7? P: Kasi mas nappractice ko I: Kasi mas nappractice mo? Okay I: Ikaw debs tapos na? I: Okay so eto yung 10 so ibig sabihin ba na practice mo na to? I: Yan so yung una nasa 3 ngayon nasa 5 ka na ganun ba yun? I: It’s okay wag niyo bibigyan ng pressure ha I: So short lang ano nararamdaman? Hypo ba hyper or window? I: Ano sa tingin niyo yung mga highlights yung mga talagang Nakita niyong pagbabago sa sarili or challenges na pinag dadaanan. I: Hinga muna tayo malalim. Start ako kay Trisha P: Yung minsan natotolerate ko po kaso minsan naaalala ko yung mga bagay I: Ano yung nakakatulong sayo sa session? P: Yung pag nag susulat I: Alin? P: Yung mga nangyayari po. Tapos kasi gusting gusto kong umiyak minsan I: Nag ttake ka ba ng gamut? P: Oo I: Ah baka isa yan sa saide effects so baka epekto yun ng gamut. Okay thank you. Ikaw Rauel P: Dati kasi pag galit ako sasabog ako pero ngayon may iniisip akong iba para hindi I: So meron ka ng pause? Di ka na dire diretso? P: Oo tsaka yung sa breathing na aano ko yun I: Ano naman yung challenges? 420 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Pag gawa ng mga ano parang ang hirap pag andun ka na kasi sa sitwasyon ang hirap ibalik sarili mo pero minsan naman nagagawa I: Need mo lang siguro alamin kung pano mo siya mas matutulungan P: Masaya naman na ako na may nagawa na ako I: San mo siya nararamdaman? P: Dibdib I: Good job. Ikaw Debs before and after P: Sakin po kasi di ko pinpaansin yung pakiramdam o kaya minsan nanginginig katawan ko pag galit ako dati di ko talaga pinapansin pero ngayong pinag aaralan natin mas nalaman ko yung mga body signals. Narealize ko na makakatulong pala yun sa katawan ko para mabawasan yung bigat I: Gano kaimportante sayo na may importansya pala yung body signals? P: Sobrang saya kasi mapapakalma mo yung sarili mo. Kasi kung minsan gusto mo magsalita kaya minsan mas maganda na umalis ka nalang kesa humarap ka dun sa tao P: Pag galit ako apektado lahat eh I: Yung hirap ka ano? P: Sa mga ginagawa di ko na aapply agad kasi syempre di ko alam agad kasi English I: Pero kahit papaano alam mo naman diba? P: Oo kasi English English eh pero kahit papano naman. I: Okay thank you. Josie P: Dati kasi bago mag session kung ano ugali ko nun yun ako talaga kasi ayokong sinasabi na okay lang kahit hindi talaga. Pero nasesense ko na mga dahilan kung bakit ganito katawan ko tsaka mas alam ko na mga dapat gawin para mawala yung mga ganun. Sinsabi ko nalng na ayaw ko muna makipag usap sabi ko matulog nalang sya kasi pag mainit ulo ko baka masaktan ko or mabaling ko init ng ulo ko sakaniya kasi dati pag galit ako, diretso talaga ako sa anak ko dun ko nabubuhos. Nasasaktan ko yung anak ko kaya sabi ko wag na muna sila lumapit. Ayoko kasi lokohin sarili ko I: Ngayon mas kumbaga binibigyan mon a ng respeto sarili mo P: Oo gusto ko lang talaga sa sarili ko. Di naman kasi lahat magagawa ng isang araw. Process kasi yan eh iba iba kami ng ugali kaya etong mga to di totally magagawa kaya siguro ayun practice nalang sa patience kasi dun ako mahina I: Pero kanina sabi mop ag alam mong sasabog ka na alam mon a yung paraan kaya malaking bagay nay un mahal mon a sarili mo pati yung anak mo. Sabihin mo sa sarili mo sorry P: Oo sorry kagabi nga pakiramdam ko masama yung ano ko kasi galit ako tas kinabukasan, ayun yinakap ko siya tapos nag sorry ako kasi di tayo nakapag pray I: So ano yung naramdaman mo? P: Mas gumanda pakiramdam ko I: Good job yan thank you. I: Rina ikaw? P: Gusto ko nalang takas an yung mga sitwasyon kasi ayoko ng mamroblema yun po. I: Yun yung dati or hanggang ngayon? 421 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology P: Dati yung ngayon po kasi winowork up ko na. Patience talaga kasi pag napapagalitan ako yung inis ko talaga yung nararamdaman ko. Tas ayun bumabalik ako sa dati naiisip ko yung mga unfair na ginawa sakin pero ngayon nagiging positive nalang talaga ako nag iisip ako ng maganda tas pinipilit ko na isipin yung present hindi yung nakaraan I: Hindi talaga agad yan mawawala pero ang importante pag naaalala niyo, ginagawa niyo agad. Ang kasamaang palad kasi pag di niyo ginawa may chance na bumalik nanaman kayo sa dati. Small steps lang. I: Hopefully once a week o kaya every Monday mag cocommit kayo nae to yung gagawin niyo aalamin niyo yung nararamdaman ng katawan ko. Tas small steps dagdag ng dagdag. Pagong steps tayo wag niyo lunurin sarili niyo. Bawasan ang pang huhusga sa sarili. Lahat yan normal kasi kayo talaga yan na nag rereact sa sitwasyon. Sa programa ito kasi nagbigay langakong option para mas matulungan niyo sarili niyo. I: ano feedback niyo? Yung mga nahirapan kayo dito sa programa natin bukod sa English yung material P: Yung mga tanong po I: ahh nahihirapan pa rin? P: Opo yung mga tanong P: Kasi siguro unang experience namin parang dun I: Kasi nasanay tayo na lagging iniisip right? Bale ngayon pwede pala tayo making I: Any sugeestions? Para maimprove? P: Mabilis po minsan yung tanong I: Ah so dapat bagalan? I: Pero nasagutan naman ba? P: Minsan po kasi nag iisp pa ako nung sagot ko I: Ay sorry sige sige meron pa ba? I: Wala na? Okay tapos ayun mas bagalan. Kamusta naman yung expectation? Tingin niyio ba kahit papano nangyari yung mga gusto niyong mangyari? P: Sa ngayon di pa I: Pero di tayo aabot ng ten ah yung expectation kung may nangyayari ba? Yung kaya niyo lang ha wag niyo kakalabanin sarili niyo, kung san niyo lang nafeel tas balik kayo sa sarili niyo. Hinga malalim tas dun kayo magstart. Kumbaga sa kaibigan, mas kikilalanin niyo muna I: Over all ano yung magiging baon niyo? P: Mas makilala sarili ko P: Para maayos ko yung nararamdaman ko mag isip ng magagndang alaala o bagay P: Sakin ang tumatak is yung pakiramdam ng ibat ibang katawan. Kung pano mo papakalmahin sarili mo. Mag isip ng magandang pangyayari kesa dun sa mga hindi I: Good. Bago kayo matulog, isipin niyo lang yung mga magagandang bagay na nangyari sainyo. Para maging balance wag puro problema isipin. Kasi ganun naman talaga dapat kasi may mga magaganda din naming nangyayari para di apektado buong katawan P SAkin kilalanin buong sarili at katawan ko sa mga dapat gawin. 422 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology I: Ang importante dun nasa kalagitnaan ka na. Wag ka tumutok sa malayp yung ngayon muna tayo. P: Focus sa ngayon at pakinggan yung sarili tapos gumawa ng mga bagay na sinasabi ng sarili ko. Tapos maghanap ng bagay na pwede makatulong para maging kalmado I: Good balik kayo sa sarili niyo. Ano pakiramdam na may nagbago sainyo? P: Masaya I: San siya sa katawan? P: Buong katawan. I: Sabihin niyo Salamat Sa Diyos P: Salamat sa Diyos. I: So yakapsule before we end. Sige group hug. Picturan ko kayo habang naka group hug. Damahin niyo yung bawat isa. 423 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX L BUDGET AND TIMELINE Description English Editor Budget ₱2,100.00 Statistical Analysis 2,000.00 Food & Drinks 4,000.00 Printing of Manuscript 2,000.00 Food/Token for the Evaluators 4,000.00 Thesis Defense Program Validation 15,000.00 2,000.00 Miscellaneous Total 4,000.00 ₱35,100.00 Reason for the expense For proofreading services For statistician services Food for the participants Requirement for the Course Need to cover the food and give tokens for gratitude Thesis Defense fee For program evaluator’s services Various expenses 424 Southville International School and Colleges 425 Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX M TURN – IT – IN RESULT Turnitin Originality Report Processed on: 28-May-2020 00:39 PST ID: 1332881505 Word Count: 10181 Submitted: 1 Thesis By Maria Antonette Dy Similarity Index Similarity by Source Internet Sources: 3% Publications: 1% Student Papers: 2% 3% exclude quoted exclude bibliography excluding matches < 140 words mode: highest matches together show matches one at a time QuickView (classic) report Change mode print refresh download 2% match (student papers from 22-Sep-2018) Submitted to Southville International School and Colleges on 2018-09-22 1% match (Internet from 03-Mar-2020) https://safetylit.org/citations/articles_sitemap/index20.html show Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX N Ms. Toni Valderrama – Dy is a highly skilled Clinical Psychologist with almost 14 years of experience in providing professional counseling and psychotherapy. She specializes in Play Therapy with toddlers, preschool and school-aged children, Couple and Family Therapy, and Individual Therapy with adolescents and adults with adverse childhood experiences exposure. The researcher is knowledgeable and trained in how to support clients to maximize growth and integration of their experiences using a cutting-edge model of therapy designed to re-pattern the nervous system and the disorganization in the lower brain center. Additionally, she is involved in different faith-based non-government organizations such as SHECHEM Children’s Home, the first assessment center in the Philippines and Compassionate Hope Foundation, and FIRST LOVE International. The researcher conducts seminars and workshops such as parenting and self management skills. Featured on TV and Radio shows like The 700 Club, Kapuso MO Jessica Soho, and Radyo Agila, FEBC Radio, to name a few. Lastly, she caters to the psychological and emotional needs of victims of online sexual exploitation in children and trafficked children and adolescents. 426 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology APPENDIX O 427 Southville International School and Colleges Luxembourg St., BF Homes International, Las Piñas City 1740 Master of Arts in Psychology 428