We are known as the Generation Z “The Digital natives”, but are we digitally ready? We have a bit of knowledge about these rectangular gadgets in our hands for updating our status, for entertainment, for communication, and such. But are we ready to use this to pursue our dreams? To continue and face challenges education will give us, with it? Our freshmen year was off to a grim starting point with fully online classes, and a very small capability of socializing like college students should be. Given the situation that we have to minimize face-to-face interaction but through the transition of our time, somehow the word socializing literally defines itself because we now communicate or socialize through the means of social media. Right? We used to chill and make our little chitchats, in our homerooms, sometimes at the library while we make our “due today, do today activities” but now we are chatting with our friends, ranting to them how hard the quiz is, through chatting. We could have ever imagined that our classrooms will be virtual, now we don’t chase 12:51, but rather chase the 11:59 due dates. Now you must be thinking about what I really wanted to say. It is that our online classes can be as good as our school classrooms. Let’s now talk about why. In the past years the term online courses and online learning is already widely used. It means the learning process will be in an electronic form or specifically via the internet. This transition has been very popular because of the fast development in the internet world. And our country on the other hand is also getting on the list of the countries who have the fastest growing internet audience in Southeast Asia. Our numbers of usage jumped almost 42% with online learners and pushing through online education. Which means the transition of online learning based on computer technologies can be possible, and through practice can make it successful. We used to enjoy using these gadgets for entertainment purposes through entertainment shows, and the latest update for the celebrities we followed. But now, when we open our phone, at the very top notification update, we will see a “Mrs. Cruz posted a new assignment”. Real quick, right? From “Joshua and 137 others liked your post” to “You have 3 pending activities” What an exciting morning greeting to start our day. But on the brighter side I won’t forget that I have pending activities because it popped in my mind the moment I woke up. And I probably will assess that first before I forget because of scrolling on Tiktok for 4 hours without noticing it. This experience really helps in terms of self-discipline. While I do those activities, I remember doing the same thing at the classroom at fourth-floor room 305. I used to work alone so I’m not very patient with noise, and most of us can really think critically when we're comfortable, and when it’s quiet. But because of the online exposure, I’ve been very comfortable at home and maybe because I have full-time access to managing my time. Aside that I have been in my procrastination days, 2 modules in a hoard of one night, I’ve learned that to be a successful distant learner you have to practice self-disciplined, and able to work well on your own. Since we don’t need to physically go to class every day. Now we can take part in our online classes comfortably at home. I I wanted to share a story about these Google classroom updates and how it taught me to keep going in a scenario in my life I almost gave up. It was 3:36 AM, and I had a cup of coffee with me and a few tissues because of the tears in my eye that didn't stop rolling. That day was my first defense in research and it wasn’t a success. The research I worked on almost alone because of my members’ never-ending reason I chose to understand, I worked hard a lot for that chapter, read numerous articles, and finalized so my fellow group members will be able to comprehend it. I send it to them, maybe a month apart from the day of our defense. To make the story short, at the time of our defense, their microphone remains muted, even the slide that is flashing on the screen is their part. After minutes pass that I defend alone, I break down while I listen for the parts I need to change. Going back to the time being a while ago at 3:36 AM, when I almost gave it all up because I don’t know what to do anymore but to cry it all up. My breakdown was interrupted by a notification that popped up about a private comment. It is from a teacher in my Entrepreneurship class, it says “ Do not lose your fire, your enthusiasm Charlotte. Malayong, malayo pa mararating mo. Wag mo kong kalimutan kapag super successful ka na. You’re destined to do great things” And I want to say the same statement that made me who I am as a person standing in front of you. We're bound to do great things, we just have to keep going. Also, my story will present as my evidence that having online classes can connect us to our teachers more effectively. Why? Because when we ask them questions through chatting, it will be more comprehensive because they will face one student at a time, and not thirty students in a hoard. I will not lie and we can all say that this challenge is something that has been introduced to us when we are not armored and not ready for the chaos. We need gadgets, a stable internet, a silent pace, name it. But come on look at us now, all smiles in our graduation photos. The smiles of triumph. We just have to apply in ourselves that good things are bound with their disadvantages. And possessing triumph is not something we can have easy, traditional learning or the new normal. It all challenges, we just have to choose to fight and have courage. We are together to fight in this chaos, with the virtual hugs and support of our fellow teachers. Despite all of the effects of COVID 19, they are rather stories of renewal, despair and determination not to give up, we can rest but surrendering for our dreams will never be the answer. As we heal slowly, better and stronger than ever, now we can all just reminisce and laugh for the times we doubt ourselves if we can make it. If I learned something from this war we’ve been in is that we should always choose to fight, rather than accepting defeat and just let it be. We should trust in ourselves, even in the most impossible hurdles we thought we couldn't overcome. Thank you very much for listening. .