Suggested template for abstract submission 1st International Spirituality in Healthcare Conference: ‘Sowing the seeds’ Thursday 25 June 2015 Title Religiosity, Spirituality Hope and trauma in Women who have experienced Fetal Anomaly Diagnosis. Authors and their affiliations Prof Joan G Lalor School of Nursing and Midwifery, Trinity College Dublin This abstract for submission as: Concurrent session Contact details of corresponding author: Name: as above Address: Email: j.lalor@tcd.ie Telephone: 89640218 Provide up to three key words: Secondary data analysis, spirituality, prenatal diagnosis Word count (not to exceed 500) Suggested content headings: Background: Routine ultrasound in pregnancy has received an almost uncritical acceptance from both women and clinicians. As images generated by this technology of visualisation have become ever more lifelike, it has led to the modality developing a social meaning. This blurring of the traditional boundaries between health and illness has meant that for women, the opportunity to ‘meet the baby’ has dominated its medical use as a screening tool. Aim: The aim of this paper is to explore women’s narratives of the traumatic event that is prenatal diagnosis for references to spirituality and religiosity in order to understand if they have a role in decision making, coping and recovery. Methods: Forty two women were interviewed on up to three occasions following an ultrasound diagnosis of fetal anomaly. The main study employed a grounded theory methodology to generate a theoretical understanding of the process of grieving following the loss of an ‘ideal’ child. For this paper, a secondary data analysis of the narratives was undertaken to explore the role of spirituality, religion and prayer in how they coped with this traumatic event. Suggested template for abstract submission 1st International Spirituality in Healthcare Conference: ‘Sowing the seeds’ Thursday 25 June 2015 Findings: References to God and the belief in a just world were common throughout the narratives. For some women, there was evidence of a spiritual struggle whereby God was viewed as punitive, and when present the challenge to gain an understanding of this inexplicable event was complicated. For others, prayer was used as a form of bargaining, at times resulting in deferred decision making with regard to further testing. Although many women referred to engaging in more frequent conversations with God and their deceased relatives, none reported an increased engagement in religious services or turning to their clergy for support. An overwhelming belief that God could remedy the situation was rare in these narratives; however, references to one’s faith been shaken or lost were also made as women sought to make meaning from this event. Discussion: The relationship between spirituality and the traumatic loss that is prenatal diagnosis remains relatively unexplored. In this study, certain forms of spiritual struggle such as feeling punished by God or experiencing a sense of injustice complicated the coping process formed part of the narrative. For those women who used prayer as a form of pleading, it, on occasion, resulted in avoidant behaviour in terms of further testing to reach a definitive diagnosis. Conclusion: Further research is required to explore the relationship between religiosity, spirituality and coping following traumatic grief associated with prenatal diagnosis. The extent to which this relationship should be acknowledged in interactions with caregivers should be explored if we are to understand further the process of gaining meaning following a traumatic event.