May 2014 Issue 4 TheVitruvian Lourdes University’s Premier Arts & Sciences Magazine The Vitruvian May 2014 In This Issue: Test Anxiety By Pat Pickering Changing the Conversation A n Interview with Sarah Berendt of Active Minds The Vitruvian Staff Faculty Advisor: Dr. Noah Roderick Editor: By Veronica Lark Pat Pickering Layout Design: Marcee Lichtenwald Self-Injury: A Cry for Help Staff Writers: Katie Bartlett Lachelle Black Megan Eisenhour Samantha Good Veronica Lark Marcee Lichtenwald Morgan McPhilliamy Pat Pickering By Samantha Good Music Therapy By Lachelle Black 2 Issue 4 May 2014 The Vitruvian The End of the Stressmester 3 Issue 4 May 2014 The Vitruvian situation presented above is about the worst-case scenario for test anxiety. Luckily, I have learned how to avoid many of these pitfalls surrounding test anxiety over the years, and hopefully I can share something of use. Keeping Organized. Issue 4 avoid the feeling of being overwhelmed. If you take it one bite at a time it will help build confidence over the material, and you may avoid some of the stress and anxiety associated with test taking. State Management Remember to relax. If you get the moment in which you blank out the material, take 5-10 minutes and relax. Close your eyes, take a few breaths, and let the material slowly come back to you. Trusting yourself is essential to any sort of testing. Read through the exam once to get an idea of what is being asked of you. Often times you can find questions that will answer each other. By finding little gems like this, you can build some momentum that will help with your confidence. It is not a race. If you find yourself needing a break, or crashing from lack of sleep and too much caffeine, take a minute or two to think about something completely random, or even have a quick stretch. This slight change in your thought process may help you look at the questions in a different light. You may not be able to control the questions on the test, but you can most definitely manage the state you are in while taking it. Have faith in yourself and believe in positivity over negativity. Hopefully, you have been doing the work throughout the semester because this is when it pays off. Being able to have easy access to the information gleaned over the semester is also very helpful. If you have notes jotted down in your notebook that you can barely read, they can hardly be of use. If you have the time to type up your notes it makes a world of difference. I personally As we quickly approach exams many of use the notebook layout in Microsoft our stress and anxiety levels get ratcheted Word, and it has helped me greatly over up to a new degree. I, for one, have never my college career. Having a digital copy been too keen on exams, and I feel like it of your notes means that you can virtually access them anytime you are on the go. I is safe to say that many of you feel the have found it is even nice to print them same way. Often times, I will cram the night before, possibly all night long, suck off and add more notes or thoughts to them. While some people like to be more down a few gallons cups of coffee, and organized than others, being organized is hope for the best. I’ll walk into my a great way to build confidence for test classroom and BAM! Someone will ask taking. While I am sure much of this is not earth me an obscure question about the shattering news, but I hope it may bring material that I won’t know off the top of some encouragement for the end of the Practice and Preparation. No my head. Frantically, I will search semester. I have thoroughly enjoyed Procrastination. through the text looking for the answer, sharing classes and talking with many of and upon finding it, there will be an “oh you, so I hope you all finish strong. Good Preparation is not too hard if you have duh” or “oh crap” moment. Minutes tick been organized throughout the semester. luck, we are almost there! by, and I cannot tell if that is a good or Ideally, you would like to have your bad thing. Part of me wants to keep cramming as much as I can, and the other notes together at least a week or two before, but worst case a few days. just wants to take the test to get it over with. Then the moment of truth comes. I Please avoid cramming the night before the exam, which often causes have the test in front of me and I blank. an insufficient amount of sleep. A lack Everything I have learned all semester of sleep may affect your cognitive test long is flushed away in a feeling of taking ability, and is an easy way to obscurity. Think, think, think! I’ll tell myself in my head, as my palms begin to make things much harder on yourself. sweat. In this moment, I am at the mercy People that usually spend all night cramming the day before an exam tend of my anxiety. to look towards caffeine as a helpful Thankfully, it has been a long while since tool. While small amounts may help I have felt that anxious about an exam or with alertness and response time, too test, but that’s not to say that I still do not much can lead to a crash that makes stress about exams. After all, much of the decision making much harder. The key time, the entire semester may come down to early preparation is to study bits of material at a time. This can help you to one final exam. The hypothetical Test Anxiety Pat Pickering 4 May 2014 The Vitruvian 5 Issue 4 May 2014 Changing the Conversation Veronica Lark Before meeting with president of Active Minds, Sarah Berendt, to talk about mental health and what their organization does to address such an expansive issue, I got to thinking about the more specific mental health issue of stress and the role that it plays in college culture. We college students long for coffee -filled I.V. drips; we live off of less than eight hours of sleep, and weekends always seem to fly by without us even making a dent in our piles of homework. College culture never sleeps, and our overtaxed minds and bodies are the poster children for the effects of stress. Why is it that we can have this public acceptance of stress, but the subject of mental health is taboo?—even the mere mention of the phrase seems to function as a cue to for us to collectively cast our eyes downward and drop the subject. Stress defines our culture, but at the same time, its effects are also pervasively a part of the mental health discussion; this should be obvious considering that Active Mind’s Stress Less Week (April 21 -26th) is just behind us, and the Lourdes’ University chapter of Active Minds hosted their own version of the event the following week. During my interview with Sarah I couldn’t shake the ideas about stress that had been bouncing around my head, so I asked for her The Vitruvian opinion on what I had been mentally debating: “Do you think that having such a positive public understanding of stress could mean good things for encouraging a public understanding of other mental illnesses?” Our resulting discussion didn’t necessarily answer my question because both of us hadn’t ever really thought about the issue in that way. Sarah said that Active Minds likes to keep a particular distinction: “everybody has mental health, not everybody has a mental illness…so many people, when they hear Issue 4 philosophical discussion about stress, my main mission was to get the answers to the questions that I had about Active Minds and mental health. The rest of this article gets into the truth that Sarah wanted to share with the bigger audience of Lourdes. Active Minds isn’t just a Lourdes creation; it is a national organization claiming hundreds of college chapters across North America. Active Minds is doing a lot to start conversations about some of the most stigmatized topics: mental well-being and the people who struggle or suffer from mental illness. Sarah confidingly explained to me part of what really inspired her to bring Active Minds to Lourdes: “Lourdes didn’t really have any mental health services, I mean, we have the Sophia Center, but there weren’t any specific groups devoted to mental health, and so I decided to take the initiative and bring one here, to help myself, and to help everybody else that deals with a mental illness; that may know somebody that deals with a mental illness.” mental health, it’s like they think of crazy—like mental illness.” Mental illness may be an aspect of mental health conversation, but it’s too often the first thing that comes to mind. It seems as if in many ways, stress has become an overused part of mainstream conversation in the same sense that mental illness has taken over the conversation of mental health. Perhaps people who suffer with mental illness may still be a minority, but the need for action is still an issue on college campuses. Sarah told me that depression and uicidal thoughts rank extremely high as issues that college students commonly deal with. For issues of mental wellness, it’s good that a group like Active Minds is more than just a student organization; it Although this was of major interest is an environment that’s been created to make talking about to me, my interview with Sarah commonly misunderstood issues a Berendt was more than just a 6 May 2014 The Vitruvian Issue 4 little bit easier. At first, even would be to participate in what Sarah was a little uneasy Active Minds is doing right now. talking about mental health The University’s own Stress Less For issues of mental wellness, it’s good and disease—though Week just passed us by during the that a group like Active Minds is more obviously she quickly week of April 28th, and the than just a student organization; it is an overcame and embraced any president of Active Minds told me discomfort. She told me that environment that’s been created to make about their social media campaign talking about commonly misunderstood “the motto behind Active that they had going on during their issues a little bit easier. Minds is ‘changing the Stress Less Week. The main idea conversation about mental behind the campaign was to use health.’ And it’s really social media—whether you’re a starting that conversation too because a lot of people user of Twitter, Instagram, or Facebook—and find a way to publicly post an example of self care. If you don’t wanna talk about it.” post a picture of yourself making a salad, getting to And Active Minds has very clearly started that bed early, heading to the gym, or any other type of self conversation. I’m sure that many students have care, just add the #LUselfcareselfie or #selfcareselfie noticed the friendly reminders on the doors of hashtag to connect to the online discussion and bathroom stalls, the tear-away compliment pages, and encouragement of self care and mental health. even the Active Minds table that is occasionally set up in front of the Welcome Center. It’s these types of So in between the all-nighters and studying for exam proactive gestures that are proving to be extremely week, take the time to talk to an Active Minds officer effective on the front lines of “changing the if you have any questions relating to mental health and stress. Check out Active Minds on Facebook and the conversation” about mental illness. Active Minds Website, and don’t be afraid to take one Along with what Active Minds is doing as a whole, of their compliment cards to continue encouraging changing stigma and old habits starts on the individual healthy conversation! level. One of the most powerful first steps that we can each take would be to change the way that we use mental illness references. I was on board when Sarah stated that “erasing those negative stereotypes” are what is important in changing and improving conversation. The negative stereotypes that we were referring to sometimes are hidden in offhand comments such as the weather has been so bipolar this Spring, or I get really OCD about my foods touching on my plate. These are comments that only further ingrain the stigma that has been attached to mental illness. Throwing out these inappropriate references, asking questions about illnesses that we don’t understand, and taking the time to learn about mental health are all ways that we can open up our minds and get a better understanding for what we can do for ourselves and how we can better understand mental illness. Another way we can work to change the discussion of stress and overall mental health during these last few days of the semester 7 May 2014 The Vitruvian get help, or simply pick it up and make the cut and continue to suffer through their pain. Self–injury comes in many forms, just like drinks do for an alcoholic. Cutting Samantha Good the skin, extracting hair, scratching What can one do when the feelings to excess, burning oneself, of desperation and a cry for helped interfering with the healing of cannot be formed into words? Self– wounds, chewing of the lips, injury is often what occurs. People tongue, or fingers are all forms of self–injury. may not even realize it that someone so close to them can be a People who have never self– self–injurer. Self–injury is not injured, or are curious about what something to be afraid of if exactly self-injury is, all have the someone close to you does it. It is same question: how does self– important to try to understand and injury arise? Self–injury is simply help them through this difficult an impulse triggered by an event time. that then triggers different Self-Injury: A Cry for Help Issue 4 always the way to go, it does help provide a pathway for patients who need help with self – injury. According to Dr. Karen Conterio and Dr. Wendy Lader, authors of Bodily Harm: The Breakthrough Healing Program for Self-Injurers, many self-injury patients report feeling lonely, worthless, and confused before self–injuring. While injuring emotions of relief, control, and satisfaction are felt. After self–injury, the feelings of guilt, shame, and pathetic are felt. These people cannot control their addiction because that is what self– injury has become to them: an addiction. People who aren’t self– emotions. Sometimes an argument, injurers often wonder what can Self–injury can be described as an happen to people who self– injure. addiction. Being a self–injurer can abuse, or just a bad test score can trigger the impulse. In many cases, When self–injurers perform their be compared to being an alcoholic. The alcoholic can choose to put the mental health problems play a key act of injury, they are not trying to drink down and get help or pick up role in self–injury. Some of these permanently trying to hurt themselves or to keep on cutting to drink and continue to drink their mental health conditions include: depression (most common) bipolar once they start. It just happens. problems away. Similarly, the disorder, eating disorder, obsessive The cuts are not meant to be so choice to pick up the blade is thinking, and compulsive deep that medical attention is simple. They can choose to leave behaviors. While diagnosis is not sought to get stitches. Often the blade sitting there and to go and doctors and nurses will think the patient is suicidal because they see the wound alongside past scars from injury. Self–injury is not an attempt at suicide. This is something that most people assume about self–injurers, but it is actually an attempt at feeling better. The people who self-injure have not developed healthy ways to cope with things that make them turn to cutting, burning, or whatever their self–injury method may be. Sometimes a cut or burn go too far and the self–injurer needs to seek medical attention at a hospital. Nurses or doctors who are not well educated on self–injury may 8 May 2014 The Vitruvian believe that this patient is suicidal and will treat them differently by getting a social worker to sit outside or inside their room. If you have ever been to the ER, you may have seen this. It is important for health care professionals to be educated on this addiction so they can help their patient seek help. According to Dr. Janis Whitlock of Cornell University, there are several things for health care professionals to look for and to do: *Check the wound to make sure it won’t become infectious. *Look to see how severe the injuries are and if there are any more anywhere else or any scars. *Talk to the patient and see how they are feeling and ask the patient what is going on. *Treat them like a human being. *Check for mental health history. *Lastly, if all else fails do a suicide assessment on the patient and record the results and share them with the patient and talk about ways to receive treatment or help. The media shows us every day how flawless celebrities are and how people are supposed to look. Accordingly, cosmetic surgery is a form of selfinjury. Women like to get breast enlargements, liposuction, and silicon injected into their lips, cheeks, and buttocks. There are people who are addicted to the tattoos and piercings simply because they like the pain of the needle. Sometimes these people go to what is called extreme body modification. Things considered extreme would be tongue splitting, suspension hooks in shoulder muscles, and genital piercings. All self–mutilations can become dangerous with infections that can become deadly; however, that is a risk some people are willing to take. Issue 4 So how does a self–injurer stop injuring? Again, self– injuring is an addiction and is something that the self– injurer has to overcome themselves. Seeing a therapist can be the first step. Self–injury is not something that will vanish overnight. It may take days, weeks, months, even years to overcome the addiction, but it is possible. There are many facilities that want to help self–injures, most notably S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Alternatives, which is located in Illinois. Their website, www.selfinjury.com, provides many ways to seek help. They have many alternatives and affective ways to help self–injurers. Some facilities suggest to look to things like drawing with a red marker on the place of cutting or sticking a hand in the freezer for a little pain. S.A.F.E. has proven that these methods will not help self–injurers. It will only help temporarily until the urge to self–injure becomes strong. It is better to seek help. There is so much to be learned about this disorder or addiction. It is crucial to understand that self–injurers are not people to be afraid of and they are in no way, shape, or form crazy. They are simply looking for understanding and guidance to help them deal with their everyday lives. Again, self–injuring is an addiction and is something that the self–injurer has to overcome themselves. Seeing a therapist can be the first step. Self–injury is not something that will vanish overnight. Self-injurers are just like everyone else, except they have the secret of injury. When you find out that a friend of loved one is self–injuring, yelling and making them feel worse than they already do will not help the self–injurer in any way. If you want to help it is important for them to know that you may not know what they are going through but they do not have to go through it alone and that you are here to help and support them when needed. 9 May 2014 The Vitruvian Issue 4 The Sweet, Sweet Melody of Relieving Stress 10 May 2014 The Vitruvian its magic. Those people may wonder, what is music therapy? Well, if you understand the concept of therapy, it shouldn’t be a difficult concept to grasp. Issue 4 involvement in the therapeutic context, clients' abilities are strengthened and transferred to other areas of their lives. Music therapy also provides avenues for communication that can be helpful to those who find it difficult to express themselves in words. Research in music therapy supports its effectiveness in many areas, such as overall physical What is Music rehabilitation and Therapy? Music facilitating movement, Therapy is the clinical and increasing people's evidence-based use of music motivation to become interventions to accomplish engaged in their treatment, individualized goals within providing emotional support a therapeutic relationship by for clients and their families, Lachelle Black a credentialed professional and providing an outlet for Music can serve as a who has completed an expression of feelings powerful stress reliever. For approved music therapy (Defined by many, music is highly program. Music Therapy is musictherapy.org). therapeutic. I can attest to it an established health myself, because I use many profession in which music is Everything I do literally genres of music to cope with used within a therapeutic involves music; I sleep to stress and anxiety. There’s a relationship to address music and wake up to it song for every emotion: physical, emotional, every day. In my honest something to get me up and cognitive, and social needs opinion, music is all around going, something to calm of individuals. After us, all you have to do is me down and everything in assessing the strengths and listen. I first discovered between. I have a profound needs of each client, the music as therapy when I was passion for music, and if it qualified music therapist twelve years old and it has were not for it, I would not provides the indicated been an outlet for me ever be able to manage my treatment including creating, since. Over the years, I’ve mental sanity. Although, singing, moving to, and/or crossed paths with many there are some people who listening to music. others who have similar love music as I do, there are views about music. There Through musical others that don’t believe in are many people who aren’t Music Therapy 11 May 2014 The Vitruvian comfortable talking to a human therapist, so they express themselves through music. Most musicians today compose lyrics to express the stress and hard times they have experienced. They express themselves as therapy and fans listen to their music for the same reasons. As a college student, I have experienced a lot of anxiety throughout these past two semesters. I’m sure it is safe to say that many college students have experienced the same thing. Whenever I’m stressed out about midterms, finals, or research papers, I immediately turn to music like never before. I listen to smooth jazz, reggae, R&B, and classical music while studying for midterms and finals. However, if I need the motivation to get started on an assignment that seems impossible, I turn on one of my favorite upbeat songs. My process of completing assignments includes Issue 4 music and there are other students I witness around campus doing the same thing. If anxiety is experienced during the process of completing course work, it can take away from the focus it requires to accomplish the work successfully. Music therapy is the solution to any stress or anxiety I face. Music is a form of expression, and therefore, the listeners often reciprocate the same feelings. There are people who pay for therapy sessions but music therapy can be free, unless you desire a personl instructor. If you haven’t tried music therapy, you’re missing out! Music can speak to you and it can speak for you, it is all up to you. Next time you put on music, don’t just hear it; listen and let it speak to you. Music can definitely change your mood. Music is the universal language of the soul. 12 May 2014 The Vitruvian Issue 4 The Vitruvian Mission: “As a Lourdes University student organization, we will strive towards the same excellence in written and visual communication that is the goal of university learning outcomes. The content of the Vitruvian shall reflect the integrity, intellectual curiosity, and service to global society that is inspired by the evangelical pursuit of truth inherent within Franciscan ideology. The Vitruvian is born of the necessity for awareness and will spark an interest on campus and ignite a global conversation.” The Vitruvian Wants to Hear From YOU: The Vitruvian is always looking for committed staff writers as well as artists and business majors to contribute to the overall goal of our success. If you would like to join our staff (and we encourage all majors) or just submit an article, short story, poem, a piece of artwork, please contact us at Vitruvian@lourdes.edu. You may also contact: Pat Pickering Patpick7@gmail.com Noah Roderick Nroderick@lourdes.edu 13