1 A Sermon for DaySpring By Eric Howell “The Lord Is My Light and My Salvation” Psalm 27 The Second Sunday in Lent February 21, 2016 Jesus cries over the city, “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, how often have I desired to gather your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wing? And you would not.” This is one of the few feminine images of God in the Bible. Here is God as a mother hen sheltering her children in the storms of life, protecting them from dangers and predators. Some people want nothing to do with that, but some do want to be sheltered by the One whose strength and care is a refuge in the storm. Psalm 27 is the prayer of one who desires that very place. The psalm expresses confidence and trust in the Lord in the face of dangers all around and discouragements from within. These can be our words too: “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” The psalm opens with confidence born of trust in God. Because we can trust God’s faithful protection, there is nothing to fear. No one to fear. God’s light illumines my path. God’s victory is assured and I am renewed in the joy of my salvation. In the Lord, I am safe, no matter what seems to be a threat. I am David’s assurance facing down my Goliaths. I am Elijah’s boldness confronting the false prophets. I am Jeremiah’s steadfastness speaking a truth no one wants to hear. I am Mary’s trust, “Let it be to me according to your will.” The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear? Can you say those words today with confidence? I hope so, but the beauty of the psalms . . . all of scripture . . . is that you don’t have to wait until those words are absolutely true in your heart to speak them as your own. We say the words and ask the words to come alive in us. You might have some doubts about whether the Lord is your light. There are times in life when it seems like we’re groping around in the darkness more than guided by the light. It is not uncommon at all to have seasons when doubt seems a much closer companion than abiding faith. It is not uncommon at all when uncertainty about the future or about a big decision is much more real than the idea that God is illuminating the path in front of you. You may also struggle with claiming the Lord is my salvation. Salvation means victory, welfare, deliverance, safety. For Israel, salvation was much more than an esoteric promise about life in the next life. It was the here-and-now deliverance from those enemies over the next ridgeline. Salvation means protection, like a chick under the wings of a mother hen. 2 The Lord is my light and my salvation. Are you feeling that today? Can you shout that from the rooftops today? If you can’t, then “whom or what shall I fear?” becomes a real, not rhetorical question. Without this kind of confidence in God, the very real matters of this world can be quite terrifying. But the psalms are not presented as tests of your faith. They are expressions of faith. Now, there’s a need for authenticity in worship before God. We are always invited to bring who we are before the Lord and lift our stumbling, mumbling prayers just as they are before God. And we are always called to have integrity in our worship. We are told that the words we say must be lived out through our hands and feet and words and wallets. There’s no question that a great challenge facing worshippers is how to live their Sunday words on Monday. Authenticity is important. Integrity is important. But there’s something else going on here too. Worship gives us words first, offers them to us to speak, to pray, and sing, and then says let your heart be drawn to what has been on your lips. From all time the psalms have been worship songs, chants, prayers of the synagogue and the church. The power of the liturgy then is that we are given words to say and pray and sing that we may not have chosen for ourselves this morning, but they give us words we need. The words on our lips draw our hearts to them. “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?” Is that a rhetorical question for a people who already know that with the Lord as my light and my salvation I have no one to fear. Certainly, it is the prayer of one so confident and assured of God’s goodness that to fear anyone or anything seems absurd. And even when it is not your confident prayer yet, it is an encouragement to let that confident prayer become yours. The psalms are a gift to us in just this way. Our worship songs do the same good work in us. It’s like when we turn to the hymnal and start to sing “a mighty fortress is our God” you may not feel like God is your mighty fortress at all, but by the end of the song, your heart may be drawn to what your lips have proclaimed. When we sing ‘it is well with my soul’ it may not feel well with your soul at all on that day, but we sing as a down payment paid in trust that it will be well with our soul. What we profess together claims us. When we recite the Apostles’ Creed, the Lord’s Prayer, and confess our faith in all the ways we do, we are being reoriented toward God. And this Psalm 27 is right at the heart of spiritual orientation toward God. No matter what the challenges— evildoers assailing, adversaries and foes devouring, war rising up—yet I will be confident in the Lord. That’s just the first few verses. And it’s just getting started. Like a pilgrim ascending a holy mountain, the psalm’s contemplative spirit reaches higher and higher. From confidence to ascent beyond the troubles, to a desire for 3 uninterrupted contemplation of the Lord, we join the psalmist’s desire to behold the beauty of the Lord and remain in God’s holy temple. The center of this psalm (v 4-6) has been called a cool breeze on a warm day. We are drawn into an image of a quiet sanctuary, cool and dark, a sacred space. We all know church can be a frenetic, hectic place. We’re reminded here with gladness of what church is to be: a place to meet the Lord and praise God with our words, our lives, everything, to “gaze upon the beauty of the Lord.” The psalmist’s journey up the mountain of faith has now moved into the sanctuary of the Lord. This is where the psalms of ascent lead as well, where the pilgrim in Psalm 134 finally reaches the door to the mountain top temple. We’ve arrived there as well in this psalm. Having arrived, dare we hope to see the face of God? Seeing the face of God was a dangerous thing in the Old Testament. Now we’re audaciously to hope for it? If you are with the psalmist, then certainly! There are times when you feel so at peace, so settled, like your trust in God is so secure that it seems you almost see God’s face. “Come,” my heart says, “seek his face! Your face, Lord, do I seek.” With the psalmist we reached the top of the spiritual mountain, unvanquished by our enemies, bolstered by God’s faithfulness, full of confident humility. But then, if you’ve lived long enough, (you know this is coming), just when you thought you’d had a breakthrough into a new spiritual plane, and might never come down again from that mountaintop, you’ve lost it again. Madeline L’Engel in reflecting on confidence wrote, “It is a good thing to have all the props pulled out from under us occasionally. It gives us some sense of what is rock under our feet, and what is sand.” Just when your faith is rock solid, your knees go wobbly all of a sudden. What’s that all about?? Just when your spiritual discipline has really taken hold and you are unshakable in your confidence of the Lord’s goodness and blessing, you’re not there anymore. And just like that . . .neither was the psalmist. One minute it’s, “Show me your face. Your face do I seek.” We are reaching toward the highest form of contemplation. The next, we’re a puddle of doubt and discouragement and God is nowhere to be found. The psalm takes a darker tone: Do not hide your face from me. Do not turn your servant away in anger. Do not cast me off. Do not forsake me. Teach me your way. Lead me. Do not give me up to my adversaries. 4 The dramatic downcast turn in the psalm is such that some scholars think this might have been, must have been, two psalms mashed together. The first, a psalm of orientation expressing gratitude and faith in a God who can be trusted and life is good. The second, a psalm of disorientation expressing dismay and fear in a God who can disappear, and life is tenuous. How could these two prayers possibly be written as a single whole? Maybe this was a mash up of two original separate psalms. Maybe they were even written by two totally different people who had totally different life experiences. One had a blessed life and could easily connect with the presence of God. The other had a troubled life and could easily feel alone, disconnected from the divine presence. Maybe. But the way it is given to us as one psalm, it is a lot like real life. As someone wrote: “It is cyclic, just as our lives are. We praise. We cry. We praise. It’s the stuff of our existence.”(Beth Tanner: Commentary on Psalm 27, Workingpreacher.com) It seems quite familiar right? Hiding under the wings and then squirming to be free of them; resting in the shelter and presence of God and then feeling all alone and abandoned. Seeking God with all our hearts and then turning toward whatever shiny idol captivates our attention. Gaining mastery over our temptations, then indulging them yet again. Believing God is right here and for us; and then wondering why my prayers keep bouncing off the ceiling and going no where. From the darkness, in the valley, the psalmist rallies, with a renewed praise of trust in God who will see us through. God will not fail even if everything and everyone else does. It’s one thing to sing it when you’re on top of the mountain; it’s another to still hum the tune when you’re in the valley. The power of this psalm, like the whole gospel itself, is both its realism and its strength. While the rhythm of the verse echoes our real lives, it begins and then ends with words we can cling to throughout life’s peaks and valleys: The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life, of whom shall I be afraid? I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage. Wait for the Lord. Whatever is most true of your own prayers and your own heart today, may these prayers also rise from your lips and draw your heart up with them. The Lord is my light and my salvation; the Lord is the stronghold of my life. Copyright by Eric Howell, 2016