Draft first chapter of a forthcoming book: The Scandal of God: It’s a Metaphor, Stupid! THE PHONY DEBATE: BELIEVERS 0 -UNBELIEVERS 0 “When the Israelites ask me, ‘What is his name?’ What shall I say to them?” And God said to Moses, ‘I AM WHO I AM . . . I AM has sent me to you . . . “ Exodus 3: 13-14. “Certain kinds of truths are convincing only in a narrative . . . The argument is the reality, and the absence of certainty the certainty . . . In the beginning was the word: in the beginning, and in the middle, and right there at the close, Word without end, Amen.”i Adam Gopnik “To be an unbeliever is not merely to be ‘open-minded.’ It is, rather, a decisive admission of uncertainty that is . . . connected to the repudiation of the totalitarian principle, in the mind as well as in politics.”ii Christopher Hitchens “Man is imbued with the fallacious hope that, thanks to science, he can live a completely disordered life with impunity. Paul Tournier We’re in trouble. The fault-line through the polemics regarding the status and place of religion is getting more and more fragile. Both sides start from fundamentalist assumptions. And this is where the trouble starts. One side asserts the literal truth. The other side points to its absurdities. There are many rumors concerning the demise of religion. Blogs such as the following (including the misspellings) abound. The sooner religon [sic] is consigned to history the better. There is no place in modern society for myths and legends, (except as a good story). I cannot understand how otherwise intelegent [sic] people can belive [sic] in a supreame [sic] being that controls all of our lives. This is just a throwback to the uneducated trying to rasionalise [sic] the workings of nature by inventing something to attribute it to!iii The misspellings are important. They betray the level of discourse on both sides. There can be no room for agreement or reconciliation. There are, however, those of us who believe that good stories are important for us to understand ourselves. But stories are never just stories. Some stories are better than others. Some stories are true. Some are false. The big question is how do we adjudicate between stories? Those of us who take this third way of repudiating fundamentalism and literalism in the name of religion risk being accused of being unbelievers by one side and being called fudging hypocrites by the other. Both the true believers and the belligerent unbelievers assume that the only honest way to interpret the stories and texts is literally. This fundamentalist assumption renders the word “God” almost unusable. It can be made to mean anything you want it to mean – from the absurd to the sublime, from the cruel to the tender. Yet it also seems that we can’t do without it. Some, in an effort to emphasize its openness to definition, spell the word with a hyphen: G-d. This is a book about G-d and the impetus to write it came after a public conversation broadcast on local public radio in San Francisco with Christopher Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 2 Hitchens about his book God is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything. I thought and still think it’s a very thin book, grabbing at the low hanging fruit of the follies and evils of “religion” but I enjoyed not only our conversation but also his intellectual brilliance and curiosity. I wondered and wonder at his flashes of deep humanity and stabs of downright meanness. I was puzzled by his animus towards religion in toto, his seeing the whole mess of it as essentially totalitarian and fascistic. Anything good in it is incidental and accidental. This wholesale and blanket condemnation doesn’t seem to jibe with his gift of subtlety and nuance when he deals with literary criticism. When Hitchens describes his “unbelief” as connected to the repudiations of the totalitarian principle” he is describing what I understand to be the life of faith – “the absolute certainty that there are no certainties” – echoing the Anglican monk, Herbert Kelly’s aphorism, “the opposite of faith isn’t doubt. The opposite of faith is certainty.” When he insists that religious faith is essentially servitude, I insist that true religion is about freedom or it’s about nothing. We are already at cross-purposes. But when he waxes eloquent about the wonders of literature and science, we are reading from the same page. When he writes of how little we know and how the fields of our ignorance are expanding at such velocity that we are left gasping with astonishment, we are on common – dare I say Mosaic and sacred? – ground. I realized that when Hitchens describes himself as an “unbeliever”, he was also describing my experience of “belief” – his Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 3 Catch-22 -- an embracing of both uncertainty and commitment. How does “uncertainty”, which honesty demands, connect with commitment, without which life isn’t worth living. Hitchens affirms “the superiority of literature over religion as a source of morality and ethics”iv. He has his own theology and scriptures. He also has his certainties – privileging risk, ambivalence and ambiguity as articles of faith. He has a strong doctrine of sin and judgment as well as an interesting list of saints and sinners, of those to whom he is indulgent and those to whom he shows no mercy. In his somewhat self-serving memoir Hitch 22 he confesses his sins and gives himself absolution. The title gives the game away. He’s in a catch 22 situation, caught between uncertainty and commitment. Nothing he says or does, in the end, is his fault. He’s caught just like Joseph Heller’s hero. The poor bastards who annoy him or simply piss him off, are simply written off. He is his own god, dispensing grace and condemnation on all sides. This anti-theist has a religious sensibility. But, in spite of all this, I found and find myself caught by something that won’t let either of us go. I share Hitchens passionate distaste for totalitarian “solutions” from either the left or right. of English heritage who, like me, sees history as ironic, with no settling place. After our conversation, it struck me that getting embroiled in a row about whether god/God existed was a waste of time. We had a common foe – Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 4 the literalistic fundamentalist mind, which tended to embrace totalitarianism. It also hit me that the literalistic mind-set wasn’t the province exclusively of religion. In sum, I was realizing more and more that I really didn’t care whether people believed in God or not. This may seem an odd admission for a priest. The reason is that I don’t think the issue is about “beliefs” understood as a list things to which we are supposed to give intellectual assent. It’s about trust and commitment to each other in the face of uncertainty. Religious people got into trouble when they tried – about three hundred years ago – to treat religion as if it were like science – an explanation of how God runs the world. When religion sets itself up as if it were a scientific explanation of the world, it looks increasingly ridiculous. That’s why I think that, at this moment in history, arguing about whether God exists or not is a waste of time. Not long after my conversation with Christopher Hitches, I began my retirement as dean of Grace Cathedral, San Francisco. My wife and I flew to Singapore and enjoyed having over two months at sea on a container ship to “nowhere”. I say to “nowhere” because while we stopped at wonderful sounding ports – Shanghai, Nagoya, Kobe, Pusan, Montevideo, Santos and Rio – we had little or no opportunity to experience these places for very long. Staying in port costs the ships money, so the turn-around was made as fast as possible. I’ve languished outside Shanghai but haven’t seen it. I’ve spent two hours in a shopping mall in Durban, South Africa, and had coffee at Starbucks in Kobe. The Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 5 trip gave us the opportunity to experience the world-as-shopping-mall, the globe as one great engine of consumption – glorious and pathetic at the same time. The ship became the container of all my questions about the human enterprise and whether anything really mattered. We were given the great gift of time, punctuated by hours of DVDs and books stored in Kindles – hours of evidence about “the human condition” and hours to digest and think about it. The list of books and DVDs was pretty arbitrary but there were common threads through them all: meaning-of-life stuff, what’s-a-human-being stuff, mangled-theology stuff, sex-and-power stuff, greed-and-politics stuff – all the perennial and unanswered questions that human beings ask. Very little of it was overtly religious. A lot of it was a critique/satire on American/Western consumerism. Imagine hours of TV shows like House, Six Feet Under, Thirty Rock, Monk and four seasons of Battlestar Galactica. Not to mention hours of Masterpiece Theater (Jane Austen, Queen Victoria and the Scarlet Pimpernel). I was particularly struck by the series Battlestar Galactica. The religious element was divided into two. On one side was a group fed by a pot pourri of vague Greek mythology with characters saying, “My gods!” instead of “My God!” On the other side was a woozy and brain-dead monotheism (or, better, monism) with a mixture of machinery and sex. But the show raised all the questions about our confusion about our nature and expressed the tension Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 6 between biological and cultural evolution. In the middle of the sex, mayhem and fantasy were deep questions about the evolution of consciousness, what makes a human being human, what might the next stage in our evolution be? Perhaps the cylons (humanistic robots – don’t ask) are the breakthrough into the next stage of what it might be to be human? On the other hand, the chances of our continuation and survival are slim unless . . . Battlestar Galactica was an attempt to respond to the “unless”. The need to commit ourselves to a great conversation to probe those questions is much more than a call to an idle chat over a cup of coffee. Undoubtedly, that’s why Battlestar Galactica has captured the imagination of so many. The series makes you wonder about a possible human future. This book is a contribution to the conversation about our future together. It’s not unlike going on an archeological dig – layers of civilizations and artifacts, tablets and scattered inscriptions – a psychological and spiritual excavation to discover clues as to our identity which includes the search for “God” which, at the very least, is a code word for the disturbing and radical openness of our identity. The famous Marxist dictum that religion is “the opiate of the people” speaks to the need for a comforting, justifying, all-encompassing narrative. We need stories to provide us with the illusion that things make sense. But religion is not only an opiate. As Marx pointed out, it is also “the heart of the heartless world”. Does “having a heart” mean living with an illusion? Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 7 For some of us the quest for meaning is – whether the route is science or religion – a drug. The quest is an opiate and we’re all addicts. Do we only have two choices: cynicism or delusion? And there’s the rub. We cannot do without stories and they are notoriously unreliable. There I was in the self-contained world of a freighter, waking up more deeply to the fact that I’d been living in a play, or a series of plays, in which I had played various roles: priest, husband, father, divorcé, sinner, lover and failure. Yes, there were moments of grace and glory, laughter and joy. The question that kept coming into my head and one I wanted to ask Christopher Hitchens and his fellow atheists was, “What play are we all in?” Or “How do we rewrite the one we’re in now?” We are all caught in our own interpretations and the interpretations of others and yet we cannot do without them. There is no escape from interpretation. Convinced of the truth of our view of things, we suppress the fact that it is a necessary construction. So, we are caught between construction and deconstruction and, perhaps, faith is the third place of nakedness beyond all interpretations? Our love of stories, novels, movies, adventures, science fiction, romance, horror, sit-coms is a good place to start. No-one (at least most of us) takes them literally, yet they play an important part in helping us interpret the world and simply get through the day. They provide the architecture of our thoughts and help us find a place for our feelings. In fact, some of us don’t know how to act – Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 8 to make love, be angry, grieve, laugh – until we’ve seen someone do it on television. We’re great copiers and mimics. Nevertheless, many of us (in spite of living inside a narrative) have swallowed the lie that science somehow is THE privileged language – the only language that’s really, really true. We’re not good at seeing that we all live inside a story (not necessarily a good one) and that knowing what story’s playing itself out inside us might help us move into a truer one. That’s why I love reading fiction for the sake of truth. Those nine weeks on the container ship allowed me to plunge into story after story after story. It was a relief to realize, again and again, that there are stories out there other than my own; and when I let those other narratives get a foothold, the story I’ve been telling myself about myself is threatened, challenged and revised. Those other stories gave my own a fresh and wider horizon and I discovered chapters I hadn’t known about or expected. When I am open to it, my story changes and deepens. So . . . after our time at sea, my conviction that fiction is vital to our understanding ourselves in new ways was reinforced. I also became more and more convinced of the deadly and narrowing power of literalism and fundamentalism in both their religious and atheistic manifestations. Discerning the truth in fiction is the antidote to literalism and fundamentalism in both their religious and atheistic forms. We need to be as Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 9 clear as we can about things that really happened – in the real world, yet “what really happened” is subject to endless interpretation. All we have is language and the unreliable organ we call the imagination. Our frustration is that these instruments are only capable of either stating the trivial or pointing inadequately to that which cannot be spoken. George Steiner in an essay on Moses’ encounter with God at the Burning Bush writes of the “ambiguous loftiness and terror of the unsayable.”v The God of Moses cannot be said, cannot be put into words. I am Who I am, I will be Who I will be. This is why we need stories – not to break the silence of the unsayable but to guard and preserve it. It would, however, be a mistake to think that all we can do is argue about language. The world is getting smaller, more crowded and the human future is at stake. Poverty, economics, climate change, ecological degradation, depression, violence, crowd in on us. The implications for our shared life on the planet are enormous. How we imagine the world makes a difference. The stories we read or tell to help us get through and understand what’s happening to us matter because stories lead to action in the world – sometimes violent and vengeful. We must deal with the issue of metaphor because we should never underestimate its power, particularly if it fuels resentment and a sense of grievance. Metaphors can kill. Metaphors can justify all kinds of horror. Never say, “It’s only a metaphor.” Stories and metaphors have to be critiqued as well as Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 10 read-for-the-story. They require a community of readers and critics involved in a never-ending conversation about interpretation. It’s hard for us to accept that there’s a psychic zoo inside all of us – not just one character but a whole menagerie. We need stories in order to understand the cast of characters inside us. Bertie Wooster and Dr. House, for example, are two very different characters played by the brilliant actor Hugh Laurie. Bertie (P.G. Wodehouse’s upper class twit) blunders through life with kindly stupidity and with no trace of malice. Dr. House, wounded, cynical and bitterly honest goes around “doing good” in spite of himself. We need them both to say the unsayable. Between them they may get it right. Human beings seek to be grounded in the “real” world and yet not totally bound by it. Each of us, I suspect, has a bit of Bertie and some of House inside us – naively optimistic on the one hand, and deeply cynical on the other – two differently ways of seeing the world. We need stories – art, poetry, metaphor, religion – to keep our own Bertie and House in touch with each other. Art, poetry, metaphor, religion are expressions of cultural evolution just as dynamic and vital as biological evolution. We’re in the midst of a big shift away from literalism and scientism – or we’d better be if we are to survive. I see religion as essentially a matter of narrative -- open and “unresolved” – albeit tied to historical events (you can’t get out of time and space). The trouble is that the “unresolved” frightens us. The “unsayable” is deeply disturbing. Resistance Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 11 to what is unresolved and unsayable is passionate and largely unconscious. It terrifies us. That’s why we are tempted to embrace what is presented to us as certain and literal. Taking things literally is a blunt and simple interpretive tool. But interpretation is as distorted as it is straightforward. It is very tempting because “For every complex problem there is a solution that it simplistic, direct, and wrong!” We all live by symbols and the power of symbols and the emergence of symbolic behavior goes back a long way – 40,000 to 60,000 years, by some reckoning. Culture (the beginning of symbolic life) included the ability to imagine the future. We’re now in trouble because a future in which human beings not only flourish but continue to exist at all is sometimes hard to imagine. When we can’t imagine a hopeful future, we become slaves to a debilitating sense of meaninglessness. What is astounding is that great science is driven by the unknown and yet many scientists simply accept that the universe “just happened”. The sheer absence of curiosity to ask why is amazing: always asking “what” and never asking “why”. This was one of the reasons that novelist John Updike was repulsed by atheism – “its drastic uninterestingness as an intellectual position. Where was the ambiguity, the ingenuity, the humanity . . . of saying that the universe just happened to happen and that when we’re dead we’re dead.”vi Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 12 Perhaps one can account for the lack of curiosity because there is no final answer as to the “why” of things. So why ask the question in the first place? Science has no patience for questions which have no answer in principle. It loves and thrives on the unknown but cannot embrace ultimate unknowability. But when we fail to ask unanswerable questions and struggle to identify and say the unsayable life is diminished, made shallow and unsatisfying. We end up with nihilism and re-name it freedom. Catch 22? This nihilism is the mark of modernity. Theologian David Bentley Hart writes, “To be entirely modern . . . is to believe in nothing.” To be truly free is to believe in nothing. He points to our trust in an original absence, which we believe underlies “all of reality, a fertile void in which all things are possible, from which arises no impediment to our wills, and before which we may consequently choose to make of ourselves what we choose. We trust . . . that there is no substantial criterion by which to judge our choices that stands higher than the unquestioned good of free choice itself, and that therefore all judgment, divine no less than human, is in some sense an infringement upon our freedom.”vii This kind of freedom requires nihilism, which, of course, is no freedom at all. There is little understanding that there are two freedoms – the freedom to choose one thing over another, and the higher freedom of knowing that what we have chosen is in accord with our true nature. And finding our true nature is the great spiritual task of all human beings. Dante’s great poem of the soul’s choice (The Divine Comedy) gives us a picture of Hell as the place where we have our Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 13 own way forever. We don’t know what to choose and when we do we don’t always choose wisely. The life of freedom requires training. As philosopher Thomas Nagel puts it: “We all want to know how to live. That includes not only knowing how to get what we want, but knowing what to want, and what we should and shouldn’t do.”viii It is a challenge to preserve the “unsayable” when our main instrument is words! Literary critic Terry Eagleton has a stab at saying what cannot be said when he writes of the scandalous “non-God or the anti-God of Scripture, who hates burnt offerings and acts of smug self-righteousness . . . the enemy of idols, fetishes, and graven images of all kinds – gods, churches, ritual sacrifice, the Stars and Stripes, nations, sex, success, ideologies and the like.”ix These are contradictory scandals worth exploring. For the Christian believer, the biggest scandal in the store- house of stories is the claim that we matter and that God loves us so much that the divine entered into our own mystery by becoming one of us. This scandal – absurd as it sounds -- places us all before the Burning Bush, confronted by a presence that is both real and unsayable. . The poet Coleridge affirmed wonder at the heart of being human: “In Wonder all Philosophy began; in Wonder it ends: and Admiration fills up all the interspace. But the first Wonder is the offspring of ignorance: the last is the parent of Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 14 Adoration.”x Adoration is the bond between uncertainty and commitment and is the key to our finding out who we are and what we are to do. Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 15 Adam Gopnik, “What did Jesus Do?”, The New Yorker, May 24, 2010, p. 72 ff. Christopher Hitchens, Hitch-22, New York: Twelve, p. 422. iii See BBC News on Science and the Environment, March 22, 2011, Religion may become extinct in nine nations, study says by Jason Palmer – and the following comments. ivHitch-22. p. 391. v Steiner, p. 273. vi quoted by Diana Athill, Somewhere Towards the End, New York: W.W. Norton, 2009, p. 41. vii Hart, p. 21. viii Thomas Nagel, “What Peter Singer Wants of You,” in the NYRB, March 25, 2010, p. 24. ix Eagleton, p. 18. x S.T. Coleridge, Aids to Reflection, Aphorism IX i ii Alan Jones: THE SCANDAL OF GOD 2