Davis Page |1 ENGL262G March 6th, 2011 Painful Misconceptions Searching for a feeling of identity caused by undeveloped moral principles takes a certain skill that can only be established through life experiences of trial-and-error. Amid the progression into adulthood, one can become easily persuaded by the pleasure of the opposite sex. Within a 24-hour period, the satiety that comes from sexuality and the desirable pleasure of feeling wanted gives the misplaced person a newfound sense of purpose however temporary. Both the Protagonists in each story, the unnamed adolescent female in Susan Minot's "Lust" and James in T. Coraghessan Boyle's "Carnal Knowledge" are modern examples of how both genders handle their attraction to the opposite sex, and the wavering principles that led them ironically into trendy situations where aiming to please only left them with further confusion and dismay. Working your way through immaturity brings along many trials of heartache, regret, and dismal attempts of fulfilling the need for self worth. "Lust" and "Carnal Knowledge" have titles that similarly suggest the inappropriate yet overwhelming craving for sexual stimulation. Ironically the definition of "Carnal" is "Of or pertaining to the body or its appetites; animal; fleshly; sensual; given to sensual indulgence; lustful; human or worldly as opposed to spiritual."(Webster's) So it isn't a surprise that the story is about a young boy named James who justifies his "carnal" pleasures, until he's drawn to a Vegan girl named Alena who challenges his natural hunger for flesh-eating indulgence. Boyle delivers a comical undertone throughout the entire story with verbally ironic claims made by Jim in-efforts to impress Alena. Rather than make the story about a person conversion to veganism and animal rights activism, the protagonist is constantly contradicting himself as a heartfelt animal lover, beginning with being introduced to Alena's dog that he tries to beat up after being urinated on, suggesting that he's more interesting in fulfilling his body's cravings than Alena's cause. Jim's futile attempts to entice Alena become a pathetic excuse as he entertains the idea of abstinence from flesh eating and forced unemployment because of his full agenda consists of picketing for animal liberation. Feeling "weightless, adrift, like a piece of fluff floating in the breeze...each step I took I could feel my consciousness expanding like a balloon, the breath of saintliness seeping steadily into me"(237-243) Jim's immaturity made him prey to the first selfassured person who not only made him feel desired, but gave him a sense of direction. His newfound feeling of morality was constantly interrupted by the overwhelming ravenous flesheating desire that came natural to him. When Alena turned her admiration towards Rolfe, another man who aiding in rescuing farm animals, Jim fought his hunger and the feeling of being indispensible to Alena, saying: The question [of animal abuse] was rhetorical, even if it seemed to have been aimed at me, and I made no response other than to compose my face in a look of wedded grief, outrage, and resolve. I was thinking of all the turkeys I'd sent to their doom, of the plucked wishbones, the pope's noses, and the crisp browned skin I used to relish as a kid. It brought a lump to my throat, and something more: I realized I was hungry.(246-247) Even though Jim felt devotion and a sense of being wanted by Alena, he battled his innerfeelings that were contrary to the feelings that he was trying to project. Much like Jim, the protagonist in "Lust" battles the same denial during her promiscuous career, and cannot seem to Davis Page |2 quiet her yearning for the supposed love that follows the act of sex. Lust addresses the current issue of the female's propensity to sleep around; the narrator lists a deplorable amount of sexual encounters and the memorable details about her brief affairs with each man. The female narrator also fears her desires as being seen by the opposite sex as appalling claiming "I thought the worse thing anyone could call you was a cock-teaser. So if you flirted, you had to be prepared to go through with it. Sleeping with someone was perfectly normal once you had done it...but there were other problems. The problem had to do with something else entirely."(232) She's simply brushing her pain under the rug for the opportunity to feel wanted, and also trying to validate the male presumption of women's consent for premarital sex. The fear of Jim exposing the "wishbone plucker" he once was, was the similar type of emotional transparency that became more profound for the female narrator of Lust. The battle of masking her carnal desire to feel more than "a piece of pounded veal"(235), began to strip away the purity of her identity. Invalidating her priorities did little to help the condition of feeling a need for love. Minot captures how the women's loss of innocence strips her of her beauty and her identity, and the double-standard of promiscuity by saying: "The more girls a boy has, the better. He has a bright look, having reaped fruits blooming. He stalks around sure shouldered, and you have the feeling he's got more in him, a fatter heart, more stories to tell. For a girl, with each boy it's as though a petal gets plucked each time."(233) Even though women have risen to challenge this double-standard, the man prevails by gaining the valuable labor of the blooming fruits. The flower though, often symbolically compared to the female genitalia, cannot survive during a parasitic relationship, and therefore the man's benefit happens to come at the women's expense. Both stories bring and modern insight into hopeless love, by incorporating the trendy following of vegetarianism and the boom of female promiscuity, with the basic need for love and belonging. Lust bears the tone of a more cynical approach, whereas Carnal Knowledge takes on a comical approach to human fulfillment. But the one thing they share is being both compelling tales about socially-driven aspects of human sexuality, that cannot be ignored even as conventional as the need for consensual love may hopelessly seem. Source: Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary. "Definition: Carnal Knowledge" Die.net March 2010. <http://dictionary.die.net/carnal%20knowledge>