EDL 656 Self-Directed Assignment Student Development Applied to Undergraduate Students at Miami University Carl Caceres and Krista Frost Professor Christman November 29, 2012 THEME 1: Yearning For Interactive Learning Experiences Desire to have their knowledge and experiences valued RAs wanting to take ownership of their learning as active participants Drive for personal growth Loss of interest from being lectured at for more than 20 minutes at a time, when the instructor lectures every class it becomes redundant and boring Difficulty in opening up to people who they didn’t know well Preference for break out sessions rather than large lectures Small groups allowed for better engagement with the material Discussion helped the RAs sort through their own opinions Large group discussion created fear and affected people’s willingness to share Literature: Students as Knowers Learning Partnerships Model—The First Principle: Validating learners’ capacity to know, was evident in employers’ soliciting employees’ perspectives and trusting their judgments as well as in educators’ interest in learners’ experiences and respect for their beliefs. This validation invited participants into the knowledge construction process, conveyed that their ideas were welcome, and offered respect that boosted their confidence in themselves. Soliciting their perspectives reinforced the importance of connection with others’ perspectives yet blended it with the autonomy implied in constructing one’s own ideas. (Baxter-Magolda and King, 2004, p.42) The difficult and glorious reality is that becoming an adult requires finding and including your own voice in the area of authority— developing an inner sense of your own truth and authority that you (and others) can trust. (Parks, 2009, p.xvi) Erin I found the most beneficial segments of the large group activities to be those in which we were separated into small groups for discussion. A lecture can be an effective teaching method, but a lesson will be remembered for twice as long if someone is forced to think about an issue and discover that answer for themselves. Christina The EDL course had a different structure than most of my other classes. It was more of a get together environment, in which we sat like friends meeting for lunch or something and this helped create a sense of ease and openness in the classroom. The facilitations that were carried out by respective students was a great activity in the class, because it eliminated the redundant structure a lot of classes have in which the same teacher leads the class all the time. It provided us as individuals with the opportunity to discuss issues the way we saw fit. Alexandra I don’t know why but I expected training to be hands on and interactive, but most of the time it seemed to be the complete opposite of that. Yes it was very informative when I was actually alert enough to listen, but just sitting there made me feel exhausted. I listened to people talk over and over and soon it was to the point where it went in one ear and out the other. There were some parts of training I really enjoyed, but those were not the parts that required me to only sit and listen with no participation. It taught me to listen to other people’s opinions without casting judgment or feeling the need to prove them wrong. It also made it easier for me to talk to my residents about myself when I first met them. It gave me a greater insight on the people I could possibly meet and how to handle meeting these new people. Chad We accepted challenges, listened with interest, and craved dialogue. I believe this drive for development is the sought after characteristic for this job, and for this generation. We need leaders who can both learn and teach when change arrives. We need dialogue to address the prejudices that often deny an individual the chance of a simple yet freely moldable lifestyle. We need purpose to be our unifying influence, not hatred. There are a lot of things we need, but we can’t fulfill them alone. THEME 2: Pressure to Conform to Social Norms External Definition (Pre-Crossroads) Society’s expectations in conjunction with individuals’ desires are difficult to navigate Participants felt the weight of external expectations and felt like they had to conform People caring about what others think of them Sense of self isn’t strong enough to resist external expectations, outside influence, pressure Made their sense of self match what society dictated People are subject to their conforming ways, unaware of how society dictated their behaviors Actions motivated by wanting to try to fit in and prevent ostracization Literature: Dependent Knowers Kegan Stage 3: External Definition and the Socialized Mind They have not yet established an internal sense of self, but instead rely on external others, again uncritically, to shape their identities (the intrapersonal dimension). Thus as they enter relationships, they are focused on gaining the other’s approval (the interpersonal dimension). They do not retain a powerful sense of self here because there is really no sense of self outside the relationship! This uncritical dependence on external others can result in insufficient focus on self. Students’ response to peer pressure, which often leads to unhealthy behavior, is an example of how this way of making meaning plays out on college campuses. (Baxter-Magolda and Crosby, p.4) Dependent Knowers (cont.) The person’s sense of reality and what is fitting and true is dependent upon a sense of felt relationship to a shared ethos of assumed Authority and remains unaware of the prevailing ideology that shapes it. (Parks, p.74) Outside influences can be overpowering for many students. External authorities (e.g., society, family, and peers) can often be obstacles for students to live authentically. (Baxter-Magolda and Crosby, p.4) Robert Since sophomore year of high school, I was very heavily involved in the theatre department, the choir, and band. Due to these things, I was suddenly “gay” in the eyes of the “stereotypical” males. In the beginning, it wasn’t a huge deal to me because it was easy to shrug off; I loved what I was doing and I loved the friends that I had. However, after a couple years, it really started to wear down on me. Suddenly, I would get really defensive, even to some of my closest friends. I would “prove” my manliness by saying I had a girlfriend, or by doing things like going to work out. Irene Middle school is an awkward time for everyone either way but I certainly got the “Boy are no longer to be friends – they’re too cute” and “Make-up is a requirement at school” memos. So I adapted. I saved my money for new clothes and made friends with girls who knew all about fashion and how to talk about the cutest boy in the 7th grade until two o’clock in the morning. I made myself believe that this was the new me, the grown up me. Wally In the movie, the new pledges were subjected to a variety of different hazing rituals and in particular the character flounder often puts aside his morals and individual thoughts to conform to the fraternity image. I encountered many of these types of moments throughout the second semester last year, when many of my friends decided to pledge fraternities and in one way or another changed a bit from their first semester selves. It’s almost as if they were branded with this new title and felt that they had to live up to the stereotypical fraternity role. This was frustrating because I could clearly see these changes, but they could not, even when I mentioned something to them. Crossroads Dissonance occurs, 0ld ways of proceeding are not working anymore Lots of questioning going on Ambiguity is present, things aren’t so clear Sometimes conforming, sometimes making their own way, but realizing they do it Literature: Crossroads The transition toward greater reliance on inner authority can be a time of significant vulnerability and uncertainty as discrepancies between the claims of the self and the claims of the world come into sharp relief. One may question both self and world, wondering if either the social structure of one’s own world or own resources will prove sufficient for resolving the discrepancies. (Parks, p.79) As you encounter new experiences and responsibilities, you may find that the way you are living your life is incompatible with your developing sense of self. (BaxterMagolda, 2009, p.1) Crossroads (cont.) Newly equipped with the power of critical reflection, it is aware of its own emerging identity, values, and integrity, as distinguished from societal (and conventional) norms. Able to sense who he or she is and thus to recognize the possibility of conflict and disparity between his or her emerging selfhood and his or her social order. (Parks, p.64) Full of promise yet vulnerable (Parks, p.82) Emerging strength and the distinctive vulnerability of the young adult Chad Our conversation digressed more towards the satire of popular culture and the overall absurdity of the whole thing. Still, I couldn’t stop thinking, if that’s what makes them a man, worthy of attracting the attention of numerous females, then, am I lacking what makes me a man? I mean, I was engendered to be a man, but here the difference in what people expect to be a man, and what I saw myself as, were two distant things. In fact, I knew I had a handful of feminine qualities. By the standard of solely my feminine behavior, would I be considered a female? Well, I define myself as a man, but how much of that is what I’ve been told to define myself as, and how much of it is what I actually feel that I am? A lot of my answers came when I joined theater. Here, gender stereotypes blended and the line wasn’t always so clear. Male, female, it existed, but it wasn’t the most important thing. It was just individuals, acting, being and it was beautiful. Amy Sometimes, every once in a while I feel the other pressures from other stereotypes to do what women are “supposed” to be like. Such as, dress in cute clothes, wear makeup, be good at cooking, and have a tidy space. But a lot of the times I choose to do what I want to do, not what others think I should be like. The stereotypes exist because people choose to follow them. If we were not so worried about what other people think we should do and be who we are then stereotypes, in my opinion, could fade. Moral of the story, be who you are not what others think you should be. Natasha All the messages I got about gender stereotypes are concerned with how we are perceived by other members in the society. Most of the times, I take social expectations and internalize them without critically thinking through if they truly make sense. I try my best to behave myself according to these expectations because I am very selfconscious and concerned with people’s opinions about me. However, at the same time, I hope to be myself and be able to express myself in the way I want to. Unfortunately, it has always been a dilemma for me to balance the social expectations and who I really am. Developing Internal Voice (Emergence from Crossroads) Okay with ambiguity Internal definition Being okay with who you are Self-confidence Being yourself Recognizing complexity of identity and identity formation Societal pressures are object to them Literature: Developing an Internal Voice Other sources of authority may still hold credible power, but now one can also recognize and value the authority of one’s one voice (Parks, p.77) A diminished desire to fit in, no matter what, and less sense of being utterly at the mercy of social expectations within which the self happens to be located (Parks, p.98) Cultivating Internal Voice: Use internal voice to sort out beliefs, establish priorities and put the puzzle of who you are together. Work to reduce reliance on external authorities. (Baxter-Magolda, 2009, p.4) Irene I assumed there would be two completely different worlds - you could either be the “nerd” who studied every hour of every day or you could be the “bro” who was typically seen passed out on the lawn. I assumed that when I got here, it would be my job to have to choose one and live with it… My experience now tells me that college life is just like everything else – there is never just black or white. There are so many gray areas and just like in life, you have to find that balance. Yvette Will I feel guilty for not staying home with my children, like everyone says? Do I need to get married soon so as to have purpose in life as a woman? All these things are beginning to surface in my head as I try to understand what my role is in all of this. I need to figure out what is best for me and I think that the support and gender neutrality of my parents will help me decide. They really did shape my beliefs on gender stereotypes and I hope that I can keep these in mind as I grow and continue to feel pressure from society. Ellen Overall I think that the main theme of this movie [House Bunny] is highly relatable to college life at Miami. Acceptance. Some of us try to gain it through brand names, others through being in the “best” sorority or fraternity. However I think that ultimately most of us find out that we have to accept ourselves for what we are and have that confidence. That will assure people that we are happy with ourselves, and that attitude is much more pleasant to be around! Literature: Self-Authorship Requires complex ways of making meaning of experience, drawing on one’s understanding in all three dimensions of development. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.574) The development of an internal voice to coordinate external influence in constructing one’s beliefs, values, identity, and social relations. (Baxter-Magolda and Crobsy, p.2) individuals act as authors of their lives (not just the stage on which their lives are played out), balancing external influences with their individual interests and those of others around them (Baxter Magolda, 2000a) Self-authorship is a combination of agency (stemming from the internal voice to coordinate external influence) and communion (valuing others’ perspectives and bringing one’s voice to join the other). (Kegan 1994) Ricky Self-Authorship I believe in myself. It’s so much easier to cite someone or something else for an unfortunate circumstance or to follow the footsteps of others in a decision-making situation. However, my life is mine, not yours, not his, not hers. The choices I have made in the past have brought me to where I am right now, the choices I am making now will bring me to tomorrow, and the choices I will make will determine where I will be in one year, 10 years, 25 years, 50 years. The choices I make have been and will be affected by my surroundings; people, places, things that I associate myself with. My elders and peers can give me guidance and show me a path to take or my friends can influence the workings of my daily life, but I own the action itself. I cannot be my father, or Bill Gates, or Michael Phelps but I can use their experiences as blueprints for creating my experiences, for creating me. In the constant construction of me, others may see these blueprints and exterior but only I can see the entire finished product; where each nut and bolt has been placed and how it got there. My surroundings cannot see whether my foundation is shaky sand or sturdy concrete. I must live with the consequences of building on sand or concrete, of making good decisions or bad decisions. And these consequences will bring me to the next stage of construction of myself. Other people and things influence our lives and how we live them, but when all is said and done, I cannot say that I am somebody else nor can someone claim they are me. I am myself and it is up to me to uniquely define that. I believe in myself. Ricky Through Parks’s Words [A self aware] self has enough ego strength to recognize that one can make some choices about how one becomes… One can consciously choose to differ with conventional Authority… one begins to choose differently out of a responsible loyalty to one’s own perception and knowledge. (Parks, p.63) THEME 3: Developing Multiple Perspectives Considering multiple perspectives is beneficial in the RA position and in life Understanding others’ experiences of the world helps build relationships Attempting to embody another identity helps to try to see the world in a different way Knowledge was gained simply from listening to others in the class and having the opportunity to dialogue with them Multi-Frame thinking? Acknowledging and validating various experiences and perspectives makes one a much better role model for their residents; EDL 301 was a good avenue for practicing this skill Hearing others’ opinions challenged people in the course to rethink their own perspectives Literature: Developing Multiple Perspectives A person’s center of primary trust now resides neither in the assumed authority of another nor in the courageously claimed authority of the inner self. Trust is now centered in the meeting of self and other, in the recognition of the strength and finitude of each, and in the promise of the truth that emerges in relation. This trust takes the form of a profound, self-aware conviction of interdependence. (Parks, p.86) Multiple Perspectives (cont.) The more angles I have and have the opportunity to gain perspective from, the more valid my sense of meaning will be. (Parks, p.59) Personal processing of knowledge claims yields the notion that different people can hold different views for legitimate reasons. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.575) Nicholas It is unfair and unproductive to assume all residents are approaching their time at Miami from a perspective like our own; being able to learn about different experiences related to race, religion, gender, and sexuality makes one stop and think about the countless unique perspectives that exist on our campus alone. Our location, social context, and general surroundings play central role in the formation of meaning and faith (Parks, 2000, p. 88) Natasha The class filled with discussions led by both the instructors and the students was very engaging. I felt it was a safe and open environment to share my thoughts and experiences. I learned many different perspectives by actively participating in the class discussions. This will directly benefit me to perform the role as an RA because the willingness to understand and accept perspectives different than my own is crucial for me make connections with my residents. If I do not role model the right behavior to acknowledge the diversity in my corridor, either will my residents. I believe being a good listener is the key for me to get to know each of my residents at a personal level, allowing me to better tailor the corridor programs and meetings to their interests. After the indepth class discussions on various topics, I feel much more comfortable to confront these issues. Kevin and Yvette My eyes have been opened to the identity, stereotypes, and privilege I have faced in life and how that has affected me as a person. I then have been able to see where other people in my hall are coming from and what they are facing in their everyday lives. It is this that has allowed me to create a deeper relationship with some of my residents; creating a relationship I would not have had with them otherwise. As a heterosexual person, I do not have to worry about the day when I “come out.” I have the privilege of the assumption that I am heterosexual from birth, and I do not have to declare it in a formal announcement. I believe that sexuality is a private thing. It is unfair that society denies people who are homosexual this privacy…The biggest aspect of privilege in general is to not be defined by a certain aspect of your identity. I do not have to worry about being called, “the gay friend.” I am just a friend. Interpretation on Kevin and Yvette Experiencing an another (someone who was previously “them” who contradicts assumptions about who we are and who they are may be a first step in questioning familiar social arrangements. (Parks, p.92) This shift (in meaning making) emerges in the uncomfortable discovery that established patterns of thinking do not fit lived experience. (Parks, p.92) Her awareness of the importance of how people identify themselves suggests her increasing awareness of multiple perspectives. (Baxter-Magolda and King, pp. 584-585) THEME 4: Meta Perspectives The Essence of the Course Larger Take Aways From the Course Transferrable Skills Paradigm Shifts Big Picture Items How the course changed the RA as a person Reflecting on Transformative Learning Experiences Insights beyond the RA position Literature: Meta-Perspectives Transformative Learning The changes in students’ intercultural skills being called for today require not just knowing more facts or having more awareness, but a genuine maturity, an individual transformation that enables students to apply their knowledge and skills in a variety of contexts. (Baxter-Magolda, p.586) Educators are being asked to produce graduates who see the world, themselves, and their own agency in more sophisticated and enabling ways, and who can appropriately draw upon that understanding as the need arises. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.586) Accepting ambiguity and understanding the basis of differing worldviews require complex thinking skills. (Baxter-Magolda, p.576) Yvette I have learned to think in depth about topics that seem simple at the surface. The main subject that we thought and talked very deeply about is diversity. Before being an RA, diversity was just a word that to me meant different people coming together. I never thought about in such depth and meaning the way we did in EDL 301. Thinking about how every little thing matters and to be mindful of everyone’s differences is exhausting, but very enlightening. Being able to step back and see the big picture is sometimes very hard to do, but once you do it can change everything. Audrey I believe that learning from each other is one of the most valuable aspects of humankind. As I reflect on life this past year and think about the future year, the people surrounding me have helped make me who I am and who I will continue to grow to be. Eating the same food repeatedly wouldn’t let my taste buds try anything new; listening to only my opinion all the time wouldn’t allow my brain to gain new perspectives and ideas through the opinions of others. Being open to these new ideas, perspectives, and opinions is a value I find essential and whole-heartedly support. While the content will be useful for the RA position as well as later in life, the thought process of reflecting, evaluating, and reevaluating can provide an outlet to think through many of topics… If I cannot understand my personal place in privilege, how can I relate and be fully understanding of a resident having a conflict about privilege? Overall this class provided useful information that deserved to be discussed in the atmosphere created, but the thought processes of how to think through the information is what will continue to stick with me. Wally The first was the weekly reflections we all wrote. They forced me to be open with myself and think back to past experiences that have shaped who I am today. This is important in our job as RA's because if we are going to help other people overcome their own problems and challenges, then we first have to have a good sense of ourselves and who we are. On Baxter-Magolda’s participants: As they tried to follow the external formulas offered by others to achieve success, tensions arose between their own developing priorities and others’ expectations. These tensions led to the crossroads, a place where interviewees wavered between listening to others and listening to themselves. To move through the crossroads, they had to listen to and cultivate their internal voices. Those who found support for doing so were able to move through the crossroads into self-authorship—the ability to use their internal voices to guide their lives. (Baxter-Magolda, 2009, p. 41) Insights Gained From Engaging With Texts from Multiple Authors Using Our Findings How do Young Adults Search for Meaning? According to Parks How do young adults search for meaning? In community, with one another, through reflecting on their experiences especially as they look back on how they’ve changed over time What can we as educators do to create supportive learning environments (mentoring communities) and serve as good company for our students? Make classes discussion based, validate their perspective as knowers, provide feedback to help them continue to think deeply and more complexly about who they are and how they act as a result of that Provide insight and emotional support How can we encourage and support students to use their creativity, imagination and passion to flourish? Recognizing each student as uniquely complex individual and viewing them through a holistic lens Why Community? Why Community To Promote Development? What Type of Community? A network of belonging in which adults feel recognized as who they really are, and as who they are becoming Transformations in the meaning of the self, therefore, may also require transformation of the social world- a mutual recomposing (Parks, p.90) Embedded in the story of human development is a story about transformation in forms of community (Parks, p.90) Why Reflections? Why reflections to promote development? The ethical life as it is lived out in a complex and morally ambiguous world is dependent less on the ability to do everything right the first time and more on the ability to reflect on past and potential action and make good choices (Parks, p.84) If interiority is well cultivated, the capacity for responsible adulthood and faithful citizenship is enlarged (Parks, p.85) Intercultural Competence The ability to entertain multiple perspectives in multiple contexts leads to the ability to use multiple cultural frames. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.576) Intercultural competence is a complex, multifaceted construct, and that educating for this outcome requires a broader, more comprehensive approach than that suggested by training for knowledge or skills alone. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.572) The developmental complexity that allows a learner to understand and accept the general idea of difference from self without feeling threat to self enables a person to offer positive regard to others across many types of difference, such as race, ethnicity, social class, gender, sexual orientation, and religion. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.572-573) Producing interculturally competent citizens requires helping students achieve intercultural maturity in all three dimensions. (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.574) We define intercultural maturity as multi-dimensional and consisting of a range of attributes, including understanding (the cognitive dimension), sensitivity to others (the interpersonal dimension), and a sense of oneself that enables one to listen to and learn from others (the intrapersonal dimension). Intercultural competence requires an internally defined sense of self to avoid feeling threatened by difference (Kegan, 1994). (Baxter-Magolda and King, p.578) The “resistance” multicultural educators experience from some students may result not only from their reliance on simplistic cognitive categories that do not accommodate multiple cultural perspectives, but also from a sense of self that is largely defined by others, as described in Kegan’s (1994) third order. (BaxterMagolda and King, p.578) The tension between an externally derived sense of self (e.g., reliance upon affirmation by others or peer group acceptance) and an internally derived self-definition is heightened at the intermediate benchmark of intercultural maturity. Designed to promote student interaction and understanding among students from different social backgrounds, these dialogues are structured to explore students’ own experiences and assumptions as the basis for enabling them to understand more fully the idea of socially constructed group distinctions and how these are played out in intergroup interactions in the US. 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