K. Goto Hiroshima, Japan because of its effectiveness in treating difficult neurovascular diseases and low invasiveness. On the other side of the coin however, occasionally severe complications may occur that have vital as well as neurological effects. Treatment is usually performed as a preventive measure on asymptomatic or minimally symptomatic diseases. Treatment is less invasive and performed at the ‘center of excellence’. Once grave complications occur, we have simultaneously to take care of not only the psychic trauma of patients and families but also that of our own. If the treatment is not appropriate, we might invite malpractice suits or end up in occupational burn out. In order to rectify this omission, we administered a questionnaire survey to members of the Japanese Society of Neuro-endovascular Treatment at the turn of the century. 51% of 300 respondents stated that they had been the targets of severe recriminations by patients and/or families as a result of complications. 284 respondents had multiple (2.5 on average) signs and symptoms of psychic trauma. Also, 23%of respondents were unable to continue interventional neuroradiology or resorted to conservative treatments. I. II. III. Intellectualization and searching for procedural mistakes not effective when deeply hurt Emotional measures trying to recall: a) the image of the physician as a competent specialist, and b) the motivation that made the physician want to become a specialist Work through grief focusing on new patients yearning for treatment Graduate and postgraduate educations used to train physicians to feel shame about their personal responses to the loss of a patient and to view these responses as unprofessional. Therefore, many of us repress our losses and carry our own pain ungrieved, often for years. Resultantly we have become numb, not because we don’t care but because we don’t grieve. I. II. III. IV. Shock phase Illusory denial of the fact Hyperactive phase Hostility to culpable physician and the hospital expressed emotionally Depressive phase Numbing of general responses predominates Facing up to reality phase Acceptance of handicap/loss they tend to bring the responsible physicians to justice, primarily in order to effect procedural changes to ensure the deceased did not die in vain (phase IV). For them, the anticipation of the trial may become something to live for. With marked advance and diffusion of diagnostic imaging, asymptomatic but potentially high-risk neurovascular diseases are being found and subjected to treatment. More and more less experienced physicians are engaged in this new subspecialty. Patients and/or families armed with medical information abundant on the web tends to accuse physicians of undesirable results. But many of my colleagues experienced communication breakdown despite apparently complete informed consent. that the higher the risk of the treatment, the more patients and/or families fail to appreciate the magnitude of the risk by psychologically covering their ears. We should notice that the patient’s self determination can only be achieved after the patient-physician relationship matures. the period allowed the patient to take an informed decision, the number of visits, practitioners consulted before proceeding , the systemic provision of information leaflets and the notes made on the patient record. Recommendations by the Assistance Publique des Hopitaux de Paris (Bicétre) Most are not, judging from the diagnostic criteria of PTSD (DSM-IV, 1994). The most decisive difference is that physicians feel that they are wrongdoers and at the same time victims. Regretting hurt caused to patients entrusted to them brings about feelings of incompetence and a sense of guilt. Also, serious damage caused to physician’s personal and professional self-esteem was outstanding. denial, discounting, and distancing. He concluded that the coping mechanisms are seen as healthy adaptations under stress. While defense mechanisms are commonly viewed as adaptive devices gone wrong, so that the cognitive field is either partially blocked out or subjected to a major interpretive distortion. focus their attention on a perceived problem or mistake instead of their own grief. They have become numb, not because they don’t care but because they don’t grieve. Why our grieving so important? It is an adaptive advantage that allows maximum survival characteristics when human beings are placed in situations of extreme stress. physicians often fail to complete the mourning process – thus failing to release the emotion of the situation and attain catharsis. Physicians who took defensive attitudes to complications from treatment significantly remained unmoved after tragic experiences. who reacted to tragic experience affirmatively and acceptingly acquired an ability to empathize with patients and families. They felt able to deal with their own grief, and were able to reconcile with patients and families. We need to grieve in order to attain this. The pain we have not grieved over will always stand between us and life. When we don’t grieve, a part of us becomes caught in the past like Lot’s wife who, because she looked back, was turned into a pillar of salt*. *Genesis 19, Old Testament Grieving allows us to heal, to remember with love rather than pain. It is a sorting process. One by one you let go of the things that are gone and you mourn for them. One by one you take hold of the things that have become a part of who you are and build again. from My Grandfather’s Blessings by Rachel Naomi Remen Grief is the door to male mode of feeling. Robert Bly, American poet Grief is the way that loss heals. We should have a community of professional peers who grieve together and give each other the permission and the courage to feel again. Every interventional neuroradiologist has one’s own complications related to the procedure. Having ground Zero of Nagasaki as an initial memory of my childhood and finishing my career as a physician in Hiroshima, I realized that everyone has one’s own Nagasaki and Hiroshima. The scene of Nagasaki when I came back from evacuation at the age of 4. He did not do well after going back to the US due to the residual radiation he had received during his stay in Nagasaki. He spent the last years of his life traveling around Japan exhibiting pictures of ruined Nagasaki. I had a privilege of having a deep conversation with him a few years before his death. pursue further development of our specialty, and each of us should be keenly aware of the reality of nuclear weapons, and pursue peace at the same time. Otherwise, wars begin and human progress ends. by focusing on economy, have brought about devastation of our society today. or by focusing only on technical aspects of interventional neuroradiology , invites conflicts with patients/families repeatedly. We have to stop, and think about what impetuous progression have brought about. Infrastructures of the town were completely destroyed and covered with thick ashes. gas tank Nagasaki University Hospital Cathedrals and Shinto shrines were destroyed alike animals and children were killed alike A boy who took his younger brother to the cremation site by Joe O’Donnell . Nobody knows how he is doing, because 60% of A Bomb victims lost all family members and relatives. Most likely, he died of late effect of radiation. We have the heritages of A Bomb disaster: 1. A Bomb Dome in Hiroshima has been conserved and became a World Heritage Site. (Regrettably, ruins of Urakami Cathedral in Nagasaki was completely removed.) 2. The Article 9 of Japanese Constitution is an expression of human being’s will to abandon war. There has been incessant struggle between the parties for vs. against preserving them. There are many places on earth that could be another Nagasaki. Areal View of Nagasaki before after gathered from all over the world, cannot stand still. Though Cold War has been ended, the possibility of a nuclear attack has increased because of the global proliferation of nuclear weapons. It may seem impossible to achieve a world without nuclear weapons. But we are here today because founding members of SNR believed that neuroradiology today could be possible. when they saw camphor trees standing 800m from the hypocenter, once considered dead, survived the blast, heat and radiation and kept growing embracing a huge scar. Thank you for your attention!