Yap Sook Lin 16 Jalan SS 3 / 26A 47300 Petaling Jaya Selangor Darul Ehsan Malaysia th 17 June 2013 subsequently had a full course of chemotherapy followed by radiotherapy as advised. Mum was being treated in a specialist centre, UMSC, and subsequently transferred to the government hospital UMMC for follow up. Her last radiotherapy was on 6th April 2012. Since then, she had seen the doctor on 4th Sept 12, 4th Dec 12 and 8th Jan 13. Its indicated in her appointment card that she had blood test th done on 30 Nov 12. These tests were immediate treatment of chemotherapy. The doctor who gave my family the bad news did not answer or could not answer the many questions they had. My sister wanted to know how did it get so advanced, and why was it not picked up earlier or any follow-up cancer markers done after mum had completed her radiotherapy. Is this our fault for not ensuring the hospital is carefully monitoring my mum? She had attended every appointment in the hospital that was cancer was discovered, they told us to go away for a week to decide what we wanted to do. How can anyone make decisions when they are not fully informed of the choices available? My mum clearly did not have time in her hands to wait for a week. Aren't doctors meant to treat patients? It appears that we were begging for help instead. radiotherapy sessions on 20th May 2013. She started to have some improvement with reduced swelling in her left arm on the third session. However, progress was slow and she would take one step forward with three steps backward. She was not able to eat, and her appetite had significantly decreased. Over the days, mum seem to show little improvement. Both my brother and myself rushed home from abroad to care for her. completed a procedure where she had 250mls of fluid drained from her lungs. She was subsequently taken for radiotherapy. The doctor had met us at the corridor to update us on mum’s progress. The events that followed in this private hospital had shocked me. to him a few times, trying to call someone as the session began. The phone appear to be engaged or no one responded as he kept dialling. I noticed my mum in distress again from the screen, and this time, she is struggling to get up. The radiographer discontinued the session and went into the room again. I decided to go in with him as I could see mum struggling. When I saw my mum, she was dusky in colour and was full of sweat on her forehead. She was tachyapnoea failed her duty of care. She had not checked the oxygen cylinder when I had alerted her that it looked empty. She had not calculated / predicted if the cylinder would be sufficient for my mum’s entire radiotherapy session. She had disconnected the saturation probe and turned the monitor off on a patient she know who is oxygen dependent and just had pleural drainage. She had walked away from the radiotherapy room with her colleague and did not stay to observe my mum or mum’s medical consultant, Dr. Lim YC. I had requested to see all my mum’s scans that was previously done. Dr. Fuad showed me, my brother and my dad and carefully explained the metastases seen in the scans and what it all meant. Mum’s cancer was advanced. I could see on the chest x-ray the streaks of white patches on her both her lower lobes. This was a concern, and would explain the oxygen requirement she is having. We were saddened with the news. mum receive the Combivent that is supposed to help her to breathe better if she discontinue it? She was silent and did not react to the dropping saturation that was indicated on the saturation monitor. It was sitting in low 80%. I advised her to increase the flow of oxygen quickly. She did so but the nebuliser was unable to hold such a high flow. The Combivent completed quickly due to the increased flow, and I requested for her to put my mum back on the humidified admitted in hospital since Monday. My sister had done the day shifts, and my dad doing the night shifts. Our family had made plans for me to do the night shift. My brother stayed in the afternoon with my mum until I returned in the evening. From this moment onwards, the event that follows in this private hospital has marked me for the rest of my life. (NGT) fed. Due to her respiratory distress, it was unsafe for her to have anything orally. It was also difficult for her to eat anything orally while she is receiving facial oxygen at 15L/min. The dietician had prescribed the necessary nutrition my mum required in 24hours. This was delivered 3-6 hourly. stethoscope. She then aspirated the air, and subsequently bolus fed my mum via gravity. Mum’s medication were crushed, and this was diluted with some milk, and given via the NGT. Her feeding syringes were washed and left by her bedside table for next use. to please put on a pair of gloves. Tip of mum’s winged insfusion set which access’s her chemo port was not a needle-free valve, so they removed the cap, cleaned it, left the cap on the tray, gave the medication, and replaced with the same cap. There was no handwashing before or after procedure. The sink was located in the entrance / exit of the room. As I corrected this nurse, the nurses who came for the following next doses were wearing gloves! An intravenous access getting breathless. I kept having to reassure her, hold her hand as the saturation monitor would be alarming. None of the nurses came in to check on my mum when the monitor is alarming in the night. I have had to replace her finger probe a few times as it kept falling off her finger as she moves in the night. changed at 12 midnight. Her diaper was dry! Mum was in distress again as she was stirred to have her diaper changed, and the lights were turned on. She started to desaturate. They had rang Dr. Lim, who later requested to speak to me. Mum had been stable all night, and that was what I reported to him. The only time she was in distress was when she was trying to talk. requested the nurse not to wake mum up as I had just settled her and she was comfortable. However, mum stirred and woke up during the feeding. She soon settled back to rest again. Mum also had another course of antibiotic via her chemo port. room and calling me to speak to a doctor on the phone. I told the nurse that the doctor should be here, and not on the phone and ignored her. Mum was in respiratory distress, and her saturation had just increased to 90% again but she was making huge respiratory effort. The nurse came again , insisting I go to the phone to talk to the doctor, and promised that she would stay with my mum while I was away. I felt reassured and ran to the phone. I remember speaking to the trolley. They were opening each drawer of the trolley looking for things. I saw a nurse holding an airway and pointed out to her to pass it to me. By this time, mum was loosing consciousness. I inserted the airway to prevent mum’s tongue from sliding back obstructing her airway. Mum was clearly in distress and turning blue. Her saturations were dropping to 70%. There must have been at least 6 nurses in the room now, and they started to flatten mum’s bed and one started of air while another nurse was performing the chest compression, both at the same time. I had to tell the nurse who was doing the chest compression to start counting so the nurse who is bagging knows when to give the breath. connected to anything. I corrected her immediately and she called out for another nurses to pass her the tubing from the resuscitation trolley and another nurse quickly changed the connector to ensure mum was receiving oxygen while being bagged. I notice another nurse plugging in suction apparatus on the wall while all this was going on. got the ECG leads but did not know where to place it on my mum’s chest! I had to tell them. The leads kept falling off while the compression was in progress, and she kept sticking it back on. one. They looked at each other. I reached out to the syringe by my mum’s bedside table that the nurses had left previously. I started to aspirate my mum’s NGT, and got all the stomach contents out and left her NGT on free drainage instructing the nurses not to close it. I called out for adrenaline to be prepared and saline flush and ordered the nurse to be ready to give it using mum’s chemo access port. flushed with saline. CPR continued for another two more cycles. I requested for the team to stop CPR again to assess the heart rate. The ECG leads kept falling off my mum’s chest. I made a quick listen to her heart with the stestoscope, and confirmed that her heart rate was undetectable. I ordered CPR to continue as long as mum’s heart rate was less than 100 beats per minute. I ordered the second dose of adrenaline to be prepared and given. was busy putting on blood pressure cuff on my mum’s right arm. She was clearly in the way. I instructed her to remove the cuff as it was not a priority to monitor her blood pressure at this point. and bluish. She is still showing no signs of life or making any spontaneous respiratory effort despite the second adrenaline given and continuous CPR. two nurses trying to work the defibrillator. Mum had minimum heart rate of probably 20bpm. There had been no improvement. Mum had been hypoxic for at least 10mins, if not more. I requested for the nurses to discontinue CPR. I sat holding my mum in my arms, and knew she had passed away despite everything. oxygen. The Director of hospital confirmed this. I was also notified by the Director of hospital that there was a doctor present during the resuscitation of my mum in the morning of her death. However, the medical doctor had thought I was the doctor instead. I was totally unaware that there was a medical doctor present in the room. He / She had not identified herself to me. The only doctor I saw in the morning was a doctor who came to certify my mum’s death at retrained. I received a telephone call on 11th June from the Director himself, inviting me back to the hospital. However, I have turned the offer down as this drill and exercises should have been practiced frequently in the hospital, and not done because an incident had occurred due to their negligence and failure to monitor the competency of their staff. the mistakes, the poor performance, and lack of competence by the team. I wonder how many others have suffered, and have experienced what I have experienced, and not being able to voice their complain for the fact that they are ignorant, or they feel they could not challenge a large well known private hospital. Like them, I will not have the sufficient funds available to fight such a large hospital, but I do not wish for anyone else to ever have to go through what my mum went practicing evidence based practice. Aseptic technique should be used on all intravenous access and hand washing is the best way in prevention of infection. My nephew who is 5 years old knows that. Mum is immuno compromised. Acquiring septicaemia from a line infection would be detrimental to her. be disconnected and deprived of oxygen while tubings are being changed. Access to suction should always be available, not just in emergency. You cannot predict when it is needed. This is a small price to pay from the hospital to ensure patient safety. Emergency equipments should always be available by the bedside and checked daily. highlighted the unreliability of methods such as the ‘whoosh’ test and litmus paper. The ‘whoosh’ test was being practiced by the nurses on my mum. A pH indicator should have been used instead – International Journal Evidence Based Healthcare 2011 Mar 9(1); 51-60. I do question if the nurses can hear the 'whoosh' when mum's facial oxygen at 15l/min is probably louder than the surrounding noises. be crushed and given to mum via the NGT. It is enteric coated and should be swallowed whole so it can slowly dissolve. Why did she have to tell the nurses this? They should know what they are giving and how to administer it. nurses. They should be placed nearest to where the nurses are in the ward – nursing station. This is not a choice of being in a single room or double room or 4 bedded room. Its where the patient can best be cared for. Nurses should not be doing routine observations or TPR at fixed times of the day (6am). Nurses should be competent, caring, compassionate and ensuring patient safety. They should be knowledgable and act as an advocate for their patients. They should be the medical team themselves. The relative are simply informed of the decision. The nurses should be able to assess their patient and discuss the plan of action with the Consultant accordingly. How can anyone assess a patient over the phone and make decisions when not seeing the patient? Is this practiced frequently she might as well not be there. I am terribly disappointed at the performance of Gleneagles and be so let down by them. I hope this event would raise sufficent awareness in the future and that nursing schools would review their curriculum and nursing training, and hospitals would review and update their protocols. The health care system needs to change. How many more will have to suffer and die before changes take place? One is enough .. more than Written by: Sook Lin Yap