Description of Observation Site My observations and interviews occurred over a three day period. I observed three classes, which accounted for all four of the participants, for one hour each. One class was a graduate level art class while the other two were graduate level counseling classes. The two interviews were done after the observations were conducted. One interview was held in Cobb Hall on the UWG campus. The other interview took place over the phone. Both individuals who were interviewed gave me consent to record our conversations. The first observation was of an art lecture class. The class was held on the second floor of the Humanities building on campus. I arrived early and observed the students as they entered the room. The class was composed of 14 students, 9 females and 5 males. The students were seated in desks and were all seated in the front four rows. The professor was a female. She entered the room and started class immediately. The students stopped talking among themselves as the teacher walked to the front of the room. After the professor called the roll, she began the lecture, which she did without notes or a PowerPoint presentation. She directed questions frequently to the class, usually calling a student by name for the answer. After lecturing for an hour and five minutes, the professor gave the class a break. As I followed the participant I was observing outside to smoke, I noticed that many of the other students from that class were smoking. The participant I observed was dressed in a tank top, shorts and flip flops. She had several piercings, all located in her ears, nose and lips. She also had a tattoo of written words on her left forearm, which she looked at several times during the class as if she was reading it. Her hair was cut very short with several spots dyed either pink or blue. She also had three colored, plastic barrettes in her hair. She only interacted with others when directly spoken to by her classmates or her professor. She drew for most of the class and appeared to not be paying attention. My second observation was in a graduate counseling class. The class was held in a large room on the first floor of the Education Center on campus. The room is one of five that are divided by partitions instead of walls. The classroom has about 75 seats at tables, which are situated in rows. The classroom has an aisle down the center of the room with half of the tables on either side of the aisle. There are two sets of double doors that serve as entrances to the room, one set that comes off the main hallway and one that allows people to enter behind the professor’s podium from a back hallway. There are no windows in the room. When the class began, 21 students, one teaching assistant (an Ed.S. student) and the professor were present. The professor spoke briefly about the upcoming mid-term exam and then told the class that they would be watching a 90 minute video. During the video, most of the students were engaging in other activities. Some students had textbooks open and appeared to be doing work for other classes. Others were texting and checking Facebook on their phones. I even witnessed one young man sitting in front of me playing Scrabble on his phone. Despite being engaged in other tasks, the students did laugh at the video from time to time as it was at least 20 years old and some of the people were sporting outdated clothing and hairstyles. Students were coming and going from the classroom all during the movie. The only male participant in my study and one of the female participants were both in this class. The male participant arrived slightly late to class through the doors at the back of the classroom. He chose a seat on the aisle in the second row. He was dressed in a long sleeve polo shirt with rolled up sleeves, shorts and flip flops. He had a large black and red tattoo on the inside of his right forearm. His hair was cut short and he had a full beard. For the majority of the video, he was either shaking or bouncing his feet and legs. He consumed a bottle of Coca-Cola during the video, one sip at a time. For each sip, he would unscrew the cap, take a sip, screw the cap back on and place it on the table. He whispered to the female student next to him a few times during the video. During the class discussion, he was an active participant as he spoke three times during the ten minutes that the discussion was held. The female participant arrived to class six minutes before the professor began speaking. She was wearing a long sleeve cotton shirt, blue jeans and white tennis shoes. She had no makeup on and had no visible tattoos or piercings. She sat in the middle of the back row next to another female student. She spoke to this student and three students sitting in the row in front of her. She began writing in a notebook and continued through most of the video. She also had small conversations with two students during this time. She was one of the few students who did not check an electronic device or leave the room during the video. She did not participate in the class discussion, but did whisper to the student next to her. When the class got into small groups, she was talkative and appeared to assume a leadership role. My third observation was also done in the Education Center at UWG. This classroom was much smaller that the Education Center room where I had done my previous observation. I was a half an hour early to the class. Although my early arrival was unplanned and I was quite bored for a while, it was interesting to watch the students come into class. The students seemed to sit with groups of people with whom they were familiar. There was quite a bit of conversation occurring in little areas around the classroom, with some students sitting and others standing. As the professor began class, there were still 4 or 5 students talking. The professor began by asking if anyone had questions from what was covered in the last class. Several students began speaking over each other. While the professor lectured, students asked questions. The students randomly called out answers and questions, which created a chaotic environment. After a while, the class broke into small groups to work on an assignment. The noise level remained high. The class then discussed the assignment together, letting one representative from each group speak. During the remainder of my time in the classroom the professor used a PowerPoint for discussion. The female participant I came to observe arrived 15 minutes before the class was scheduled to begin. She came in and took a seat in the back row on the aisle. As class members came in, she greeted many of them verbally. Another female student gave her a hug. She talked with a group of students for a while. The participant was dressed in a multi-colored t-shirt, blue jean shorts and sneakers. She had her hair pulled back and wore very little, if any, make-up. She had no visible tattoos or piercings except for a small earring in each ear. She shook at least one foot or leg for the entire class period. She also jumped and closed her eyes during the parts of the PowerPoint that were loud. She was active in class participation, answering many questions and joining class discussions. Field Notes from Observations Participant- “Amber” Observation Amber arrives to class 5 minutes before it starts, chooses seat in front row, next to wall Perceptions Wants to be away from focus of the room Amber sets a notebook and sketchbook on desk, begins drawing with a pencil Drawing instead of interacting with other students Another female walks over to seat next to Amber, speaks to Amber, she briefly looks up from her drawing, then resumes drawing Seemed to be more interested in drawing than interacting When the other student sits down, Amber scoots her chair nearer to wall, draws Pulls away from other student Professor walks in room, starts class almost immediately Amber continues to draw, answers “here” when professor calls her name when checking attendance Although she appears distant, is aware of what is going on Amber continues to draw, looking down Amber looks up at professor for about 3 seconds, then continues drawing Looks interested almost like she is taking notes Amber puts down pencil and looks at the tattoo on her arm for about 25 seconds Looks interested in tattoo, appears clam Amber looks down, picks up pencil, continues drawing Glances at professor, then returns to sketching Looking interested Professor begins to call on students asking individual questions, Amber snaps her head up and moves her sketch pad to right, she looks at professor Appears to prepare herself for participation Professor asks Amber a question, she answers with an answer that is about a sentence long Although she appears not to paying attention to class, has a valuable answer, contributes to class Professor nods her head Approval Amber smiles slightly, picks up her sketch pad and pencil, leans over, begins to sketch Seems happy, but embarrassed Professor dismisses class for break, Amber remains in her seat, once most of the class had left room, Amber stands up and walks directly outside Seemed to be avoiding interacting with others When outside, Amber sits on sidewalk, she smokes two cigarettes, then sits with her head down for a few minutes Stayed by herself, not interacting with anyone during the break Amber returns to class, walks to her seat Seems distant without speaking to anyone Student sitting next to her returns, says something to Amber, she responds briefly, returns to sketching Does interact some Participant- “Bob” Observation Professor comes in, begins to explain the agenda for today’s class Perceptions Aisle seat- may be connected with symptoms Does not seem to notice he is late Bob walks in classroom, sits on aisle seat in the second row, looks at professor 21 students in classroom, sitting in rows, more chairs empty than occupied Professor tells class about mid-term on Monday After this, she turns on video, says it will last about 90 minutes Bob sits in chair, feet bouncing on floor, has his clasped holding up chin, uses thumbs to comb through beard, looking at screen Feels anxious, beard rubbing calming? Leans over and whispers to young lady sitting next to him, both smile, assumes previous position Has connections with others Picks up coca-cola bottle, unscrews top, takes one sip, screw top back on, return to resting chin on hands, repeats this sequence 6 times Seems very deliberate, ritualistic Places both arms on table, one over the other, leans forward as he watched video Remains looking at screen, leans back in chair, crosses legs and arms, right foot sticking in aisle, bouncing up and down Feels anxious Continues to change positions as he remains looking at screen Does not stay in same position very long Bob stands up and walks out of class, is gone for approximately 6 minutes, returns, crosses legs and arms, returns to bouncing foot Seems anxious, may need to walk around I decided to take a break and return when video is complete Professor begins to discuss video, which was tapes of actual counseling sessions with children Seems very focused Professor names one child with wrong name, Bob says the right name Seemed upset professor got name wrong Professor apologizes, continues to lecture on video, Bob speaks out three times during discussion Speech seemed slightly pressured, as if he could not hold it in any longer Bob sits with legs crossed and foot in aisle, hitting it against table leg repeatedly Anxious? Bob continues in this position, gets cell phone out of pocket, hold it under table, looking at it Worried? Bored? Professor asks class to get in small work groups, Bob stays seated, asks for other group members to come to him Seemed to really not want to leave seat Bob sitting in group, continues to shake leg, leans over to look at paper and nods his head Anxiety Bob begins rock back and forth in his chair Soothing? Bob leans over again and points to something on paper, speaks to group, group looking at him, after three minutes, return to upright position Looks intense in what he is saying Bob crosses legs again and shakes right leg and Anxious foot Participant- “Connie” Observation Connie walks into classroom six minutes before class begins Perceptions Trying to hide? She chooses a seat on the back row, three seats from the aisle She speaks with 4 other students who are sitting around her, places her notebook and book on the table, then sits down Has connections with others in the class Looks ready to work Connie opens her purse, takes out her phone, looks at it briefly, puts it back in purse, sits purse on floor Professor tells class about mid-term on Monday Connie turns to student next to her and whispers Professor turns on a video, which she says will last for 90 minutes 21 students in classroom, sitting in rows, more chairs empty than occupied Working on homework/another assignment? Connie pulls out notebook and a packet of typed material She underlines words throughout the packet, then begins writing in her notebook, occasionally looking back at the packet Looks serious about what she is doing A female student sitting in front of Connie turns around, the two begin to whisper back and forth Appears to have good connection with this student The other student stands up and leaves the Again looks serious about her work room, Connie returns to writing Connie begins looking around the room, focusing on a group of five students on the other side of the aisle She returns to writing *Connie was one of the few students who did not check phone or leave room during the video I decided to take break and return when video is complete Professor begins to discuss video Connie whispers to student next to her several times Seems to have good connection with student Writes something on her notebook and shows it to student next to her, both smile Again, connecting Professor asks class to get in small work groups, Connie moves her chair to her group The group has a conversation with all members Connie appears a little frustrated with group talking, one students appears to be taking notes on what the group members are saying Connie takes a sheet of paper that has typing on both sides, holds it up and points to different places while talking to her group Seems like she kind of took control of the group The group members shake their heads as Connie speaks Participant- “Diane” Observation Diane comes in classroom, another student in room- they do not speak, she arrives 15 minutes before class begins Perceptions Early- perhaps to get set, needs to be early? Or maybe traffic was light today Chooses seat in back row on aisle, door is in Seems like she needs to be by door, easy way back of room to leave- reduce anxiety Gets book, notebook and binder from her backpack Organized! Diane says hello to several female students as they enter the room, gives one a hug Seems to enjoy other people 2 female students come over to table where Diane is seated, they all three talk 1 of the students shows Diane a piece of paper Diane nods and smiles pointing to the paper Diane returns to writing in her notebook, bouncing her heel repeatedly on floor Seems anxious Other students drift in, the professor arrives, 22 students present, 4 or 5 continue to speak to one another Diane looks at professor, continues writing, right foot shaking rapidly Anxious, would like to know what she is writing- no one else taking notes- to calm herself? Diane remains focused on professor, she is shaking her pen between two fingers, foot still shaking Nervous/anxious As professor talks, Diane picks up her textbook and puts it in front of her, opens the book and begins to flip through pages Professor asks the class a question, Diane raises hand, then answers question without being called on, has correct answer Seems proud Professor continues to speak, Diane laughs and smiles, looks at professor, left foot shaking back and forth Nervous, but happy? Diane speaks out in a response to a comment by professor, continues shaking left foot, other students begin speaking out She participates a lot to be looking as anxious as she does Diane looks at female student sitting next to her and whispers something, both students roll eyes Looks irritated, confused, something Professor talks, Diane is looking at him, right leg shaking back and forth Anxious/nervous Professor asks class to break into small groups, class members looking around and moving chairs Diane joins a group of 4 other students, they begin speaking and laughing, Diane shakes her leg back and forth Looks happy and interactive, but still shaking Professor clears throat, Diane is facing the back of the room, she jumps a little and then turns her body to face professor, both legs shaking back and forth Appears startled, shaking both legs really fast Diane talks with other members and wrote in her notebook, professor tells class to return to seat Seems relaxed, yet anxious Diane returns to seat, shakes her right leg Professor begins powerpoint, Diane opens textbook, begins highlighting book Seems to want to catch everything, looks intense Each time powerpoint changes slides, it makes this swooshing noise, each time this happens Diane raises shoulders and closes eyes, then returns to textbook Startles her each time the noise occurs, even though it happens with every slide Diane is shaking both legs rapidly for rest of powerpoint Seems very anxious