Myths and Cognitive Distortions Associated with Slips, Lapses, and Relapse Emotional or stressful states, such as depression, anxiety, or anger, are maintained or increased by distortions in thinking, which are often referred to as cognitive distortions. Everyone uses cognitive distortions, but individuals who have experienced numerous losses or painful experiences, such as those who have an addiction to alcohol and other drugs, tend to rely more on these cognitive distortions over time as the losses or bad experiences start to add up. In other words, individuals who have experienced a long series of negative experiences (i.e., defeats in life), tend to be guided more by cognitive distortions. Cognitive distortions are not based in facts or current thinking, but rather on select memories of past events (again, mostly the negative events or losses). These distortions are negative filters or lenses through which individuals with extensive losses tend to view their abilities. For example, a common cognitive distortion is to assume that you will fail at a new task, because you have failed at similar tasks in the past. The distortion is that you don’t consider current facts, but rather rely only on one or two past failures, even though you may have succeeded at the task on numerous occasions or are fully capable of completing the task. Another example is that you ignore the nine things you achieved, did correctly or performed well in a day and, instead, focus on the one mistake or error in performance that you made in the same day. Perhaps the most common distortion is known as the all-or-nothing thinking, which occurs when you assume that you either have to achieve an objective or complete a task to perfection or you cannot even attempt the objective. Your assumption is that you have to have to achieve a 100% correct or not at all. The distortion almost always leads to inaction or a state of immobility because you can never achieve 100% perfection. Distortions are your exaggerated views of past failures that block your view of current factual information about actual skills, current progress, successes, and capacities. A common distortion used by individuals in early recovery is known as the abstinence violation effect or AVE. This distortion is based on a collection of cognitive distortions, including all-or-nothing thinking and “should” statements (e.g., I should be able to resist drugs or I should no better than to use alcohol or drugs). The distortion is used when you have a slip or lapse and immediately assume that your recovery has been destroyed, and you have lost everything in terms of treatment knowledge, skills or ability to abstain. People who are influenced by the AVE will keep drinking or using drugs, even though they have the capacity and skills to stop. Once the AVE distortion is used, you feel that you have lost everything and have nothing to gain by stopping, so you proceed toward drowning yourself in alcohol or drugs. Fortunately, you can learn to control or counter your cognitive distortions. As noted, everyone uses cognitive distortions at some point, but most individuals are not influenced by these distortions. You can learn how to use logic and factual information to counter cognitive distortions and identify more rational interpretations of events, including dealing with a slip or lapse in drinking alcohol, smoking cigarettes or using other types of drugs. The first step is to understand your cognitive distortions as well as commonly held myths about alcohol and drug use patterns. The following table provides a detailed description of common held myths and distortions associated with urges, cravings, slips, lapses or relapse with alcohol and other drugs. The first column provides a listing of common myths. The second column identifies common cognitive distortions that people tend to rely on to support each myth. The third column includes factual informational about urges, cravings, and slips or lapses of alcohol or drugs. Updated on January 31, 2011 1 Myth or distorted view of slips, lapses and relapse I should be able to abstain from alcohol and drugs through willpower and desire Urges and cravings to use are a result of the biological disease of addiction and come from internal states (e.g., physiological reactions) Cognitive distortion AVE, all-ornothing thinking, & should statements All or nothing thinking, overgeneralizing, or jumping to conclusions My expectations of the benefits associated with alcohol and other drugs are accurate because I have used them for years I should be able to stop drinking or using drugs by thinking about all the negative thinks that will happen to me if I use them. I can stop by thinking about the punishment Updated on January 31, 2011 Should statements, Polarized or dichotomous thinking Factual Interpretation Many people think that addiction is an immoral behavior that can be stopped through willpower and desire. Instead, addiction is difficult to stop because you have performed the behavior hundreds or thousands of times and have conditioned your brain to respond to alcohol and drugs in certain situations (known as high-risk situations). Any behavior that you repeat a thousand times and always leads to an immediate pleasant outcome; e.g., feeling high, stopping anxiety, or medicating pain, will be extremely difficult to stop. This is why millions of Americans overeat and overspend with credit cards, because the behavior leads to an immediate and pleasant outcome, even if it will also lead to a negative outcome over time (e.g., gaining weight or large credit card bills). In fact, your brain becomes hard-wired to repeat the behavior in the presence of a high-risk situation or triggers, even when you try to stop. People are able to learn how to stop the behavior over time, but through skills training, not willpower. Everyone has the desire to stop drinking or using drugs, but only those who acquire the skills to manage high risk situations or avoid certain triggers, will be more likely to abstain from alcohol and other drugs over time. Nearly all urges and cravings are triggered from external cues (i.e., triggers in the environment), not biological states. Physiological withdrawal tends to subside within a few days to a few weeks, but environmental triggers can last for years. Nearly all ongoing triggers are from cues or high risk situations that are controllable or avoidable. You can learn to reduce your urges or cravings over time by identifying all the cues and high risk situations under which you learned to drink or use drugs. Our brains are conditioned to remember the association between drinking or drug use and pleasant outcomes through repeated use; however, our perception of the benefits associated with alcohol and drugs tends to exceed the actual benefits. This is the same phenomenon that occurs when recalling a pleasant experience in the past, such as your first love, a vacation, or past relationships that have ended. We have a tendency to exaggerate and overstate the positive side of our pleasant experiences in the past, just like we have a tendency to exaggerate and overstate our negative experiences. Alcohol and other drugs do provide rewarding outcomes, but these expected outcomes tend to exceed the actual outcome. For a person in recovery, it will help if you can identify the actual benefit of alcohol and other drugs from your perceived and romanticized view of these substances. You will find that you will be able to reduce your urges over time by examining the actual rewards provided by these drugs; i.e., it’s rarely as good as you think. Write down the actual amount of benefit that you will receive from alcohol or other drugs, including the amount of time that you are “high”, social, relaxed or feel no pain. In addition, write down how long it takes before you begin to feel the punishment side of alcohol and drugs. Record your actual experiences soon after you use these substances. Keep these lists with you when you want to use in the future (make sure you know what you are getting before use again) It is a good idea to keep a list of all the bad thinks that will occur if you return to using alcohol or drugs, but it is also important to know that nearly all slips, lapses, or full relapses occur because of the immediate rewards that you will receive from alcohol or other drugs. Urges and cravings come from conditioned memory banks in your body and brain that recall rewarding outcomes associated with using alcohol and other drugs. As noted above, it is human nature to select behaviors that lead to immediate rewards, even if there is a delayed punishment associated with the behavior. It is helpful to avoid situations where you may want to use alcohol and other drugs, but it is also helpful to find other, healthier behaviors that can lead to the same rewards provided by alcohol and other drugs. Just focusing on the negative aspects of alcohol or drugs, may not be enough to keep you from experiencing a slip, lapse or full relapse. 2 Myth or distorted view of slips, lapses and relapse Cognitive distortion Factual Interpretation Persistent or ongoing urges and cravings are indications that treatment is not working or the disease of addiction is too difficult to overcome (e.g., I will always be a dopefiend or drunk) If I no longer desire or have urges to use alcohol and drugs while I am in residential treatment, I will no longer desire or have urges to use these substances when I leave treatment All or nothing thinking, should statements, emotional reasoning, & abstinence violation effect It is natural and normal reaction to have ongoing urges and cravings if you continue to encounter cues and high risk situations where you use to drink or use drugs. Urges to use are natural if you had extensive experiencing using alcohol and other drugs. Indeed, the longer you learned to use alcohol and drugs, the longer it will take to learn new connections. Being aware of urges can be extremely useful in helping you identify the ongoing cues or high risk situations. You can lower your urges and cravings over time, by learning to control, remove or avoid cues and high risk situations. All or nothing thinking, should statements, & AVE The reasons most people stop feeling urges to use while in treatment are because they no longer see the cues that remind them to use and they no longer encounter the high risk situations where they are more likely to use. Moreover, the reasons most people start feeling urges to use when they leave treatment is because they begin to encounter these cues and high risk situations where they use to use alcohol and other drugs. Experiencing urges after treatment is normal and expected, even if you stopped experiencing these urges in treatment As noted, urges/cravings are nothing more than signals that you have encountered a cue in the environment that reminds your brain or body of past drinking and drug use behaviors (e.g., entering a bar will remind you of past behaviors of drinking beer). Instead of giving into your urges, develop a healthy sense of detachment to the urge and understand it from the environmental trigger, rather as a sign of weakness. Use the urge to identify the cue and set up a plan to deal with the cue or high-risk situation. In addition, everyone can learn how to ride through the urge like riding through a wave in the ocean. The wave will rise, peak in seconds or a few minutes, and eventually pass through you in minutes. You can learn to surf through the wave of urges. The longer you can surf through an urge, the easier it will be to resist using alcohol or drugs in the future. You can control your body’s response to urges. If I feel an urge or craving, I must want to get drunk or get high and I should therefore give into my urges I can reduce my urges by using now and then; in other words, I need to give into my urges or cravings to lower the intensity of the urges over time I cannot quit smoking cigarettes while I’m learning how to quit drinking or using other drugs. If I quit cigarettes now, I will likely fail at abstaining from other drugs If I experience a slip or lapse, I have lost control of my recovery and I cannot regain the control Updated on January 31, 2011 Emotional reasoning, overgeneralizing, & should statements Dichotomous thinking Dichotomous thinking, all or nothing thinking, & catastrophizing AVE, catastrophizing , & all or nothing thinking Your brain and body develops connection between alcohol/drugs and the rewards that come with these substances. The longer you can go without using alcohol or drugs, the more likely you will be able to break the connection between the drink/drug and reward connections in your brain. In other words, the intensity and frequency of urges will decrease over time the longer you go without using these substances. Using alcohol, cocaine, pot or cigarettes now and then will help to maintain the connection in your brain between the substance and the rewarding feelings. In other words, the intensity and frequency of the urges will remain strong the more use alcohol and other drugs over time. This is one of the most common myths in addiction treatment and is often promoted by counselors who continue to smoke themselves. Cigarette smoking is one of the strongest triggers to drinking alcohol, smoking marijuana/pot, or smoking cocaine. People who complete addiction treatment, but continue to smoke cigarettes are more likely to return to a full relapse of their drinking or drug use patterns compared to individuals who either quit cigarettes in treatment or never smoked cigarettes. People who quit smoking cigarettes are actually more likely to complete treatment, maintain longer periods of abstinence, reduce depression and anxiety, and live longer. 51% of people who enter an addiction treatment program will die of cigarette smoking, not from their drug of choice. Abstinence can be regained the second after you stop consuming alcohol or other drugs. All individuals can stop using, once they started drinking alcohol or using other drugs. You are more likely to regain control of your recovery plan as you develop skills to manage slips or lapses. Over time, you will likely reduce the number of slips that you experience as you enhance your skills at identifying drinking or drug use triggers and manage or avoid high risk situations. Returning to a full relapse is a risk of using alcohol or other drugs, but it is not an uncontrollable and inevitable outcome of a slip. 3 Now that you have reviewed the list of common myths associated with recovery, write down a list of possible alternatives to the myths that have influenced your drinking or drug use patterns in the past. It is not necessary to identify an alternative plan for all the myths, just the ones that have impacted or undermined your attempts at recovery in the past or could be a barrier to your recovery now. Myth or distorted view of slips, lapses and relapse Cognitive distortion I should be able to abstain from alcohol and drugs through willpower and desire AVE, all-ornothing thinking, & should statements Urges and cravings to use are a result of the biological disease of addiction and come from internal states (e.g., physiological reactions) All or nothing thinking, overgeneralizing, or jumping to conclusions My expectations of the benefits associated with alcohol and other drugs are accurate because I have used them for years I should be able to stop drinking or using drugs by thinking about all the negative thinks that will happen to me if I use them. I can stop by thinking about the punishment Persistent or ongoing urges and cravings are indications that treatment is not working or the disease of addiction is too difficult to overcome (e.g., I will always be a dopefiend or drunk) If I no longer desire or have urges to use alcohol and drugs while I am in residential treatment, I will no longer desire or have urges to use these substances when I leave treatment If I feel an urge or craving, I must want to get drunk or get high and I should therefore give into my urges Updated on January 31, 2011 Alternative Plan or Interpretation Should statements, Polarized or dichotomous thinking All or nothing thinking, should statements, emotional reasoning, & abstinence violation effect All or nothing thinking, should statements, & AVE Emotional reasoning, overgeneralizing, & should statements 4 Myth or distorted view of slips, lapses and relapse I can reduce my urges by using now and then; in other words, I need to give into my urges or cravings to lower the intensity of the urges over time I cannot quit smoking cigarettes while I’m learning how to quit drinking or using other drugs. If I quit cigarettes now, I will likely fail at abstaining from other drugs If I experience a slip or lapse, I have lost control of my recovery and I cannot regain the control Updated on January 31, 2011 Cognitive distortion Alternative Plan or Interpretation Dichotomous thinking Dichotomous thinking, all or nothing thinking, & catastrophizing AVE, catastrophizing , & all or nothing thinking 5