modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 81 Page 1 FREE BESTSELLER THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER, FREE! FILL IN COUPON PAGE 2 modern Jesus army: bringing spiritual and social help to all people No. 85 FREE LET’S GET OUT OF THE RAT RACE INSIDE THIS MAN GOOGLED HIS WAY TO GOD Page 3 CRUNCHED? Crunch time: we all need to decide what we’re living for PAID TO LIVE IN PARADISE Page 6 IT’S ALL the talk: “economic downturn”, “credit crunch”, “recession”. Times are hard – businesses going bust, numbers of unemployed rising fast, houses repossessed. The rat-race isn’t working! Money, riches and possessions were never the answer to the human search for a worthwhile life. God means us to live spiritually. Real life and happiness can’t be found through wealth. We can’t find peace and happiness, with real, trusting friends or a faithful husband or wife through money. Jesus said that the rich would find it hard to get into God’s society and urged them to get rid of their wealth. He gave dramatic accounts of the rich farmer who hoarded his possessions to live long and be wealthy and then suddenly died. He told also of the indulgent rich man who lived with a poor beggar at his gate whom he ignored, only to find that he went to hell and the poor beggar to heaven. He said God blesses the poor but sorrow awaits the rich. Jesus is the poor man’s friend. He leads the poor to God. He brings them forgiveness and eternal life. No rat-race for Him! modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 2 modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 3 ‘L VE IS ALL YOU NEED ’ CONTACT US FREE bestseller MARK’S GOSPEL is part of the Bible and tells the story of the life of Jesus. Packed into 60 pages you can find how one man bridged the gap between man and God. For your FREE copy cut out this coupon and send it to Jesus Fellowship, FREEPOST, Nether Heyford, Northampton, NN7 3BR. (Or text on 0774 0774 200, phone on 0845 123 5550 to reserve your copy.) Mobs are rewarded for violence CHRISTIANS IN Orissa, India, have lived in fear since a Hindu extremist leader was assassinated last August. Maoists claimed responsibility, but extremist Hindus blamed local Christians. Thousands of their homes and properties were burned and tens of thousands were forced to hide in the jungle or flee to refugee camps. At least 67 have died. Now extremist Hindu groups are offering rewards to recruit mobs to murder Christians. Dr Faiz Rahman, the head of Good News India, which runs several orphanages in the state, said “the going price to kill a pastor is $250 US dollars”. Eye-witness account from a Jesus Army leader at www. jesus.org.uk/indiapersecution ALL GOOD armies have an HQ, and we are no exception. We will answer your queries, provide you with free literature or a Mark’s Gospel, even pray with you over the telephone if you are in special need. 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Relationships just pipped “happiness” to the number one spot. And many young people link the two together. Loved up Love-struck John and Hayley, 16 and 17, certainly think relationships are where it’s at (they can’t take their eyes off each other). But so does deep thinker Tim, 17, who says he wants to be “strong for people”. And lonesome Jon, 18 – like many teenagers everywhere? – is praying for “Someone” to Love came down arrive in his life. Not many young people But who’s the “Some- had made the connection one”? Jon may be imagining between the God they felt a brunette, someone with was far off and Jesus. pretty eyes. But Christians believe But angry Jenni, 16, that Jesus is “God’s human talked about God – though face”, “God in human skin” she’s mad with her Maker. – come down to love the human race. She wants to know why “Why doesn’t God C a t Puzzled herine, God doesn’t “get more show Himself, make 16, wonders the Himself visible?” about directly insymbol of the volved”. Dischuffed Sam, 19, shared her Christian faith, the cross. gripe: “Why doesn’t God “Why would Jesus want to show Himself, make Him- be reminded of His death self visible?” And countless all the time, anyway?” The cross Jesus died on, youngsters wanted to know according to the Bible, is “why good people suffer”. where Jesus took all the results of human selfishness. He soaked it all up and took it away into death. He came back from death – resurrected – without it all. This gives us all a chance to get into the greatest love relationship of all: with the God who made us. And died for us. What are you waiting for? Give love a chance. After all, as philosophical Tim puts it “The future looks bleak.” But he adds a note of hope: “Jesus is sound. He sorts you out.” Christians supp pport antiGod posters LONDON BENDY buses now display atheist adverts saying “There’s probably no God.” Strangely, one of the campaign’s supporters is a Christian group, Theos. It donated £50 because “the banners will actually prompt people to think about God”. The ads tell people “Now stop worrying and enjoy life.” Theos Director Paul Woolley claims this empty message shows atheism offers little comfort to people concerned about the recession: “It would be hard to come up with a more self-centred message” he said. Unsurprisingly, atheist Professor Richard Dawkins lent his support to the campaign. But Christian support has come as an eye-opener to many. ‘I googled my way to God’ NEW LIFE STORY Jon-Jon: “God does not want to be a secret” Searcher Jon-Jon, 25, used search engine to find faith “WAS MY FACE melting? 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Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., Wheaton, Illinois 60189, United States of America. All rights reserved. All articles are contributed by members of the Jesus Fellowship Church, also known as the modern Jesus army. Some members live as part of the New Creation Christian Community. Readers wishing to contact authors may do so by writing to the Jesus Fellowship Central Office. MR DIFFERENT smiled a funny sort of smile. Mr Different liked to smile differently from everyone else. Mr Different didn’t want to be the same as everyone else. He listened to music that other people never listened to. He wore clothes other people never wore. But Mr Different found he was never the first to be different at anything. When Mr Different bought a new shirt, he found that there were ten people who had bought the same shirt already. When Mr Different went on holiday, he picked the most unusual place he could think of. But when he arrived, some people were returning for their second visit! Mr Different was upset that he wasn’t as different as he wanted to be. He flopped into his Different Ltd. chair at Different House (which was the same as lots of other people’s houses), sipping a cup of different tea (which tasted the same as lots other people’s). There was a knock at the number one ... MR. DIFFERENT door. It was Mr Mysterious. “Hola!” said Mr Different. “How are you?” said Mr Mysterious. Mr Different’s face fell. “I try to be different” he said “but I keep finding that I’m exactly the same!” “Oh” said Mr Mysterious “that’s odd. You really are quite different from everyone else I know.” “I am?” asked Mr Different. “Yes. You’re unique. Everybody has something special about them. If you look for it in other people, you’ll notice what’s special about yourself.” Mr Different thought that sounded silly. But the next day he noticed that Miss Jolly had the brightest eyes he’d ever seen. Mr Helpful talked with a very interesting accent. And Mr Humorous had the most unusual flower on his lapel. And the more Mr Different noticed different things about other people the more special he felt. In fact he felt so special that he wondered if anyone could feel quite the way he did. Photo: BBC Ang gelina Jolie is in new Bible NEW BIBLES have been raising eyebrows. Bible Illuminated is a 300-page glossy magazine with photos of UN Goodwill Ambassador Angelina Jolie and other celebrities. The Jesus Loves Porn Stars Bible is XXXChurch’s freebie for helping porn addicts and taking Christianity into the porn industry. The Manga Bible has a comic book superhero style Jesus. The Bible in Cockney prays “You’re the Boss, God, and will be for ever, innit?” And The Brick Testament tells stories from the Bible using Lego. Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams likes The Manga Bible. He said it “conveys the shock and freshness of the Bible”. New man, Jon-Jon, freshly baptised as a Christian Law student Jon-Jon Hilton was crying for the first time since he was a toddler. Minutes earlier he’d googled God on his computer: now he was having a spiritual experience which led him to self-discovery. Jon-Jon’s childhood in a huge house in the sunny Bahamas may sound idyllic to rained-on Brits. But Jon-Jon’s early years were turbulent. His lawyer father had defended some notorious criminals. Jon-Jon grew up in a family that was infamous among the small Bahaman population. “Most of my family were either lawyers or on the wrong side of the law – or both” recalls Jon-Jon, ruefully. His mother was a stabilizing influence, especially after she became a Christian when Jon-Jon was 14. “I could see the genuine change in her” says JonJon. “But, generally, I resented the whole Christian thing – it’s a very regular feature of life in the Bahamas.” Cynical Brits, used to religious apathy, need to imagine a place where high street shop signs say things like “Jay’s Hardware Store – where the customer is king and Jesus is Lord”. But for the Hilton family even involvement with church life was scandalous. Front page newspaper headlines about his family’s involvement in a brawl in a church (complete with pictures) convinced Jon-Jon of what he had long felt: he had to get out of the Bahamas and “reinvent himself”. His chance came when he moved to Oxford, UK, to study A-levels. But “reinventing himself” went wrong within weeks: Jon-Jon got into drug-fuelled parties and study took a back seat. But being “clever as well as lazy” (his words), he still managed to get good grades in his A-levels and went to university, despite his life becoming more and more chaotic. “Drugs were everywhere at university.” Jon-Jon felt his life begin to spiral out of control. One night Jon-Jon got down on his knees and prayed, inspired by a mixture of Bahaman Christian instinct and a Bible passage he’d heard quoted in the movie Pulp Fiction. I typed into Google ‘What must I do to be saved?’ “I asked God to bail me out” says Jon-Jon. “I asked for a sign.” The next day someone poked a slip through the door with a bit of the Bible on it which said ‘The Lord will be gracious to you when you cry to Him’.” Jon-Jon started living “a double life”. Drugs and parties continued, but between times JonJon shut himself in his room, put Radio One on loud, and listened to a Christian worship CD through his headphones. Jon-Jon’s new search culminated in his “face-melting” crying experience. “I was desperate” remembers Jon-Jon. “I typed into Google ‘What must I do to be saved?’ and got to a website that gave me a prayer to pray. I clicked on ‘prayed it’ and the screen told me angels were rejoicing. That’s when I started to cry.” He cried himself to sleep, cried when he woke up, and carried on crying that morning. It was a turning point: years of pain were being cried out. After this, Jon-Jon moved to London to complete his legal training. One night, smoking outside the Trocadero, he was given a flier for a Jesus Army meeting and decided to check it out. “When I arrived, late as usual” recalls Jon-Jon “everyone was singing in beautiful harmonies. I thought ‘Oh my goodness: the God I pray to is here’. He was invited to a meal later that week and went along with a bottle of coke, imagining a small group of Christians. He found himself at the Jesus Army’s big house near Oxford Circus – with fifty-plus others. It was his second “Oh my goodness” experience that week. Jon-Jon fell in love with the big Jesus family he found there. He went back and back. The unreality of social hobnobbing with the educated elite lost any appeal it had had. In February 2006, Jon-Jon cancelled a party and invited his friends to his baptism instead. Now, three years later again, Jon-Jon is fired with a vision. He lives at the Jesus Army’s Oxford Circus house and is a key volunteer at the newly opened Jesus Centre there, which helps and supports many people in need. “God does not want to be a secret” he says. “He wants to be found. He found me – now I want to help many, many others to find Him.” For more on the Jesus Centre’s work with the disadvantaged in Central London visit www.jesuscentre.org.uk/london < TOUCH OF L VE modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 4 modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 5 You can’t see it but you can certainly feel it. Streetpaper homes in on a love that is so strong it’s physical. number two ... LITTLE MISS PERFECT GRANT KEEPS a picture of his girlfriend, Laura, in his wallet. He might not admit it to his mates, but sometimes, when she’s away or they’re apart, he touches her face on the photo. Grant is intelligent enough to know it’s just a piece of shiny cardboard, not actually Laura. But touching that photo gives him a sense of connection with her. Love is spiritual – you can’t see it, you can’t touch it. But try and express it without something physical? Can’t be done. We live in a physical world. Even things we’d call “spiritual” are expressed physically. When Jesus told His first followers to gather more followers, He told them to do something very physical to them – dip them under water! He used the word “baptised,” which is just an old Greek word for “dipped”. Spiritual realities and physical realities are not a million miles apart; they’re very close. In fact, they’re inseparable. When people are dirty they need a bath. When people need a new life, they need to bury the old one. That’s what Christian baptism – being plunged in water in God’s name – powerfully demonstrates: being cleansed, spiritually, on the inside. Burying an old life in a watery grave and rising to a new one. When people are dirty they need a bath. When people need a new life, they need to bury the old one. RUTH FINDS A MIRACLE CURE she liked. Little Miss Perfect thought it was time to go shopping. It was still raining but Little Miss Perfect was happy inside her little car. Leaving the shop with her new shoes, Little Miss Perfect, heard a voice. “Excuse me” said Mr Mysterious, “I do hope you can help. This little boy has lost his mummy and he is very upset.” The little boy was crying so much a pool of tears formed around his shoes. “Well!” said Little Miss Perfect. “Why don’t you ask the policeman? The station is on the other side of town. He’ll know what to do.” Little Miss Perfect smiled to herself because she had been so very helpful. That evening it was still raining. But Little Miss Perfect shut her curtains. She sat in her cosy chair by her little fire and drank a warm cup of cocoa. And she remembered all the perfect things that had happened today. number three ... MR. EXCUSES Oil on the head healed her M.E. WHEN RUTH Burling, 33, developed ME at the age of 25, she had to be signed off work for two and a half years. But she did not want to resign herself to living with this disease – she had faith in God to heal her. “I began to use oil to anoint myself daily” says Ruth. “In doing this, I was asking God for healing.” The Bible speaks of putting olive oil on the head as a sign of God’s power coming onto the person. IT WAS the beginning of another perfect day. Sunbeams poured through pretty curtains and spotless, sparkling windows. Birds sang in a tidy little garden. Little Miss Perfect brushed her perfect teeth, then went downstairs and picked up the morning post. She neatly nibbled her breakfast and sipped her coffee. There were no bills to pay and someone had written to say thank-you for her donation to charity. Little Miss Perfect checked her hair was in place and smiled again. “Perfect” she thought. It was time to go to work. It began to rain. Little Miss Perfect frowned a little. But she kept dry in her shiny, clean car as she drove round the corner to work. Little Miss Perfect finished all her reports before lunch time. She sat down with a cup of tea and read the newspaper. Little Miss Perfect didn’t read any bad news. She turned to the fashion pages and saw some shoes that Big splash: Kieran, 16, experiences the power of Christian baptism It’s only possible because Jesus came down to earth, died for us and rose again, never to die. If we follow Him in faith, we can be cleansed and receive a transformed life. And you can’t get a much more down-to-earth way of experiencing this new life than a public, fully clothed, celebratory bath! If a bath is down-to-earth, so is a meal. This is another physical act Jesus got His first followers to do: sharing a loaf of bread and a cup of wine to “remember” Jesus. The bread and wine stand for His body and blood – sacrificed for us when He died. Eating a meal is an ancient sign of committed friendship. When Christians share bread and wine it a powerful statement of their mended friendship with God and true brotherhood with one another. There are other physical things that Christians do which can have spiritual results – like putting a hand on someone’s head to bless or heal them, or using olive oil as a sign of God’s Spirit resting on a person. Just like Grant’s photo, all these acts are really all about love. “This is real love – not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins” (1 John 4:10, The Bible). “The months drew on” says Ruth “but I knew that God was teaching me to be consistent, so I carried on.” “After about six months, I was healed! There was real change from one day to the next – I got stronger and stronger. I went back to work, part time, and restarted a college course I’d had to drop when I became ill. Since then my capacity has continued to increase.” Beth takes the big plunge to find peace Christian baptism was her turning point WATCHING a video about baptism at a Jesus Army event in 2005, Beth Williams, 15, felt a sudden certainty: this was for her. “At the time I was quite young” explains Beth. “I didn’t feel quite ready. But I knew it wouldn’t be long before I took this step. “That night I prayed, asking God to let me know when the time was right. “It wasn’t until a year later. Out of the blue someone asked me if I had thought about baptism at all. Instantly, I knew that I was ready to be baptised. “When the day came I was nervous, wondering what it would be like. But as soon as I got into the water, all my worries disappeared.” She remembers “Coming up out of the water, I felt full of God’s power. It overflowed in worship and tears. As I looked around at all of the faces, I finally knew what people meant when they said they were part of a ‘spiritual family’. “My baptism was such a key moment for me” says Beth. “It helped me to find freedom from a lot of worries and anxieties. They have been replaced with God’s peace.” ANCIENT SYMBOL IS A ‘DEEP EXPERIENCE’ Aidan says that sharing bread and wine is ‘raw, but powerful’ “I FIND sharing bread and wine (sometimes called ‘Holy Communion’) very deep” says Aidan, “It helps us to remember the extent of Jesus’ sacrifice – and how a new culture and our eternal future stem from that.” “When we take bread and wine (actually we usually use grape juice), it’s done together – from the same cup, the same loaf of bread. This speaks to me of us all being joined the church, all receiving our life from Jesus. We’re His “body” on earth today.” Aidan adds “I’ve had some really deep times sharing bread and wine with people. Once about 15 of us young lads got together and were sitting on the floor in a cold, otherwise empty, church. We sang a song about the blood of Jesus cleansing us. Then we shared bread and wine. “There was a stark contrast between our roughness, sprawled around singing, and the majesty of the building. Something connected and when we took the bread and wine, Jesus’ presence was powerful there. That’s what bread and wine is – raw and simple, yet with power in it. “The most important aspect of taking the bread and wine, in my opinion” declares Aidan “is the fact that it’s a conscious decision to receive Jesus’ life: one which faces us up to the reality of whether we are clean – and offers us new life through Jesus’ awesome love.” POOR MR Excuses almost knocked over the headmaster as he ran into school. “Sorry, I’m late Headmaster. It’s not my fault! My fish was sick and I had to take him to the vet! And then my shoelace broke! And then I missed the school bus.” “But you’re the teacher” exclaimed the headmaster. “You’re not supposed to make excuses!” And he swept away. Mr Excuses sat at his desk for the first lesson. But he’d forgotten to prepare any work. “Sorry class” Mr Excuses explained. “There was a fire last night and all of today’s work has been burnt.” All the children groaned. After school Mr Excuses was on his way home when he bumped into the vicar. “Reverend!” exclaimed Mr Excuses. “Sorry I haven’t been to church, but I have been really good lately, so I haven’t really needed to come!” And before the vicar could open his mouth Mr Excuses had gone. But just then Mr Excuses ran straight into Mr Mysterious. “Oh! I am sorry” said Mr Excuses as he helped Mr Mysterious to his feet. “I had something in my eye, and I couldn’t see.” “No” said Mr Mysterious. “You weren’t looking where you were going. Why don’t you try being honest about your mistakes?” “Excuse me?” said Mr Excuses. No one had suggested that he be honest before. “You’ll keep bumping into problems until the day you realise you don’t have all the answers” Mr Mysterious explained. “If I kept running away from situations I’d be running all my life” he added. “Go on. Be honest with yourself. No one believes you anyway.” Mr Excuses looked a little puzzled as he walked through the front door of his house. Mrs Excuses was waiting. As usual Mr Excuses was late. “You’re never going to believe this...” Mr Excuses started. “Go on” she replied. “Try me...” Photo: m_r_ducks ENTS PRES om dwild.c MOD ealan www.r raw RE AL AN D ble a miss t ve0n e th RAEAWL &9WIL0D09 u o 2 R y GUST -8 AU the UN WI LD 6 Centre Jesus n Square E o t g N1 4A in Ab pton N m a h t Nor ple o e p t oNe piri s e N e o p o h oNe Respecting g your elders and betters PENSIONERS IN Northampton have been receiving support in a Jesus Army initiative. 9,700 letters were posted to homes around the town offering help with practical needs, social visits and spiritual support. There were positive responses. A woman from London rang to ask if someone could visit her elderly mother as she is often alone needing company. An elderly couple requested help with practical jobs. Others just rang for advice. “The best result overall is that young people have been able to form new friendships with an older generation” commented one Jesus Army leader. 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Card no ............................................................... Expires ................................................................. Signed ................................................................... Security code ..................................................... To pay online, visit our website at www.jesuspeople.biz/books and select ‘Details’ for Jesus Life subscription. Photo: whizzy Give these peop ple their pride back A HUGE box of Thorntons chocolates arrived at Coventry’s Jesus Centre. The gift giver said “I want to say thank you for restoring my self respect.” Support workers had just managed to get him off the streets and into his own home. Now he has been able to find work as well. The Jesus Army’s Jesus Centres are a means of providing visible Christian support to many as well as a home for Christian worship. Another visitor commented “I was homeless and a raving drug addict and now I’ve got a place and I’m ten times better. You people have showed me faith and given me support.” For more on Jesus Centres and how you can help visit www.jesuscentre.org.uk Jacqui spent years wrapped in a tissue of lies and abuse. Now she’s free. She told Streetpaper her story. YOU MIGHT expect a woman who spent years meeting witches at night to be a bit strange, even if she doesn’t have green skin and a broomstick. Jacqui’s a normal, nice, cheerful mum of three. Yet Jacqui’s story is neither “normal” nor “nice”. She grew up in rural England, but life wasn’t idyllic. For ten years Jacqui suffered sexual abuse from a close family member. “He was a sailor. When he was on leave, he would shower me with gifts – buying my silence.” Much later, he was arrested for another sexual offence and Jacqui went to the police after years of painful silence. Partly because of this troubled home life, Jacqui would spend a lot of time with her grandmother. She first introduced Jacqui to witchcraft. “She taught me about things like wax effigies and charms.” Jacqui’s occult dabbling deepened in her teenage years – but she didn’t see it as becoming a witch: “it was more to do with nature, vibes and energies.” So not Wicked Witch of the West. At 20, Jacqui moved to the Midlands. There, she bumped into some people from the Jesus Army. “I used to invite them round and we’d talk. I began to take steps away from paganism. They brought their flasks – and these odd glass mugs. After they’d all gone, I realised that there was a mug left under the bed. I washed it up, thinking ‘I’ll give it back next time I see them’. It never actually happened. That mug stayed with me for years and has a part later in the story.” Jacqui’s earliest involvement with the Jesus Army was short- lived. Around the same time she met them, she also met Jimmy, who she moved in with and later married. They moved back SouthWest and had three children. But Jacqui began to suspect that Jimmy was seeing someone else: “He was away a lot. Things didn’t add up.” They grew apart and Jacqui picked up some old friendships in the pagan scene. During her years away it had all got heavier. “There was a guy called Dan who was running things as high priest” says Jacqui. “There are levels in lived there are lots of ancient tree circles. We were driving past one. He stopped the car and the next thing I knew he’d dragged me out, into the trees.” There, in the tree circle, Dan raped Jacqui. Jacqui couldn’t tell anyone. “I couldn’t report him – it’s difficult to explain the whole coven secrecy thing. I’d taken various oaths. And, for me, it was like the pact of silence I’d experienced as a child about the abuse.” Trapped in secrecy, the Jesus Army web forum became a lifeline. It was at that time that she found out about Jimmy’s affair as well. Her friends in the Jesus Army, and a determination to stay strong “for my kids,” gave Jacqui strength. She decided to take action and told Dan she was going to the police. Soon after, Dan moved away. Jacqui’s nightmare came to an end. “I still had abusive messages online for a while after Dan moved” remembers Jacqui, “but from then on I became much more involved with the Jesus Army. I was getting stronger.” Also Jacqui found her faith in Jesus slowly growing. “I don’t trust sudden dramatic changes” she says. “But I found that Jesus is a friend who is for you even if you mess up.” In early 2006, Jacqui was baptised as a Christian. Her message to those trapped in similar occult or abusive situations? “Get out of the secrecy, whatever has happened. And, whatever you’ve done, there’s always room for you with Jesus.” • Some names have been changed. Dan used the ritual as an excuse to try to push Jacqui to have sex with him a coven. Dan wanted me to be his ‘high priestess’ through a ceremony called the Grand Rites.” Dan used the ritual as an excuse to try to push Jacqui to have sex with him. Jacqui resisted: “I was married and just saw it as wrong”. Dan threatened Jacqui and started stalking her. She decided she “wanted out” of the coven. “Around that time I found the Jesus Army’s glass mug,” says Jacqui. “It felt like a message! I got in touch again, via the Jesus Army forum on the web.” But things were getting heavier with Dan. “It was early February. I’d dropped the kids off to school and Dan turned up in the car. I got in – a great mistake. Round where we THE REAL DEAL THE TRUTH is Jesus sets people free: freedom from lies and from selfishness, freedom to love others. “It can be tough, but it’s truly fulfilling to live as a Christian” said James, 32. The lie is that witchcraft and the occult give people power and spiritual experience. Jacqui and many others found such activities have wrapped them in deceit, fear – and sometimes abuse. The truth is Jesus brings true spiritual life. Jesus connects us to God. Aidan, 19, pictured at a Jesus Celebration in London (right), said “Jesus is about life, love and freedom.” The lie is that paganism is just harmless, ancient religion. Much ancient paganism was violent and fear-based. As Jacqui’s story shows all too clearly, its modern forms can be just the same. Real life in London: “dancing, singing, enjoying each other and Jesus’ colourful life” (Aidan, 19) www.jesuspeople.biz JESUS Visit the online PEOPLE SHOP SEND for a free catalogue to: Jesus People Shop, FREEPOST, Nether Heyford, Northampton NN7 3BR t: 0845 166 8172 CLOTHING ARMY OFFICIALS IN Milton Keynes asked the Jesus Army if they could be in the city centre over the Christmas period. The church had been making friends with teenagers in the city and the council wanted help in creating a friendlier and safer environment for the festive season. They reserved a space for the church’s campaign bus and even promised bouncers to stand on the bus doors. Christians mingled with the locals and offered friendly conversation and prayer. Even the tough-nosed doormen were impressed. One said “Being with these guys has totally changed my opinion of ‘bible bashers’.” BOOKS ESUS ERN J heart you have” answered Mr Mysterious. “Why do bad things happen?” “Sometimes we have to wait for the good results to come later.” Little Miss Questions was impressed by Mr Mysterious’ answers but she wasn’t sure if they were completely right. She wondered who Mr Mysterious really was. “If you always question everything how will you ever find the answer you need?” Mr Mysterious said mysteriously. “The best question you can ask is about yourself: Why am I here? How can I learn to live the best way possible?” “But I want to ask the biggest questions no-one can answer too!” said Little Miss Questions excitedly. “Even though you’ll never get the answer?” asked Mr Mysterious. “Because one day I might!” “Well that’s faith for you” said Mr Mysterious. “Is it?” said Little Miss Questions. Mr Mysterious smiled. CROSSES The waste of Paradise LITTLE MISS Questions always questioned everything. At the bakery she asked Mr Baker “What was the best thing before sliced bread?” At the doctor’s she asked Dr Cleverly “Isn’t it a bit worrying that doctors call what they do a practice?” At the bank Little Miss Questions wondered “If money doesn’t grow on trees, then why do banks have branches?” But Little Miss Questions had some more serious questions too. One night, Little Miss Questions walked down the road and gazed up at the stars. “Someone must know the answers to the big questions” she thought. And she decided to pay a visit to Mr Mysterious. Sipping a cup of camomile tea Little Miss Questions asked “What’s the most important thing in the world?” “Love” replied Mr Mysterious. “Should people always try to be good?” “It’s really about what kind of DVDS LITTLE MISS QUESTIONS streetpaper@jesus.org.uk VIDEOS Bouncers and Bible Bashers number four ... PARADISE – get paid to go there! How would you like to spend six months on a tropical island? And be paid for it? An Australian tourist office is looking for a “caretaker” for islands on the Great Barrier Reef. You’ll be paid £70,000 in salary, get your own villa and work only 12 hours a month! The agency is expecting thousands of applicants. Or consider a previous advert for an altogether hardier existence on a remote island in the Scottish Orkneys. A good sized property for about £300 a year rent. Again thousands applied. What is it about secluded places that attract us to sell up and move far away from anybody else? Does having your own corner of God’s earth where no-one can disturb you sound like Eden? Reconnecting with nature restores the soul. But what about reconnecting with one another? We live among strangers, disconnected from one another. We pollute the earth because we’re disconnected from creation too. Not only that, but prevalent self harm indicates we’re even disconnected with our selves. Somewhere along the line, paradise has been well and truly lost. The original Eden story, in Genesis in the Bible, is a sad tale of our original disconnection with God, after which everything else fell apart. Only with Jesus was reconciliation with God made fully possible. Just about everyone wants an idyllic lifestyle. Let’s get reconciled with God; then paradise will get to work on us – from the inside out. Paradise – He paid for it. A WITCH’S TALE... modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 7 MUSIC STREETPAPER CHALLENGE modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 6 modern JESUS army Streetpaper No. 85 Page 8 CHANGE IS IN THE AIR Man on the street: UK people are open to Jesus number five ... MR. MYSTERIOUS WHAT’S ON? mJa Events 2009 ALL FREE ALL WELCOME NO PREJUDICE SATURDAY 21 FEBRUARY UK JESUS CELEBRATION 2.00pm & 6.00pm Cocks Moors Woods Leisure Centre, Alcester Road South, Kings Heath, BIRMINGHAM B14 6ER SATURDAY 21 MARCH MEN ALIVE FOR GOD From 11.00am Jesus Centre, Abington Square, NORTHAMPTON NN1 4AE FRIDAY 10 - MONDAY 13 APRIL ALIVE FESTIVAL WEEKEND MR MYSTERIOUS thought about all the people he’d met that week. Mr Different, Little Miss Perfect, Mr Excuses, Little Miss Questions (see p.2, 4, 5 & 6). Mr Mysterious felt a little exhausted. Would his friends ever be happy with so many problems? “Nothing, even the very worst situation, is too big a problem if you’re willing to ask for help” he thought. “You just need to know who to ask. “After all, it’s not what you know but who you know!” he said to himself. But no-one knows who Mr Mysterious really is – that’s what makes him so mysterious. “Ah! But my friends do!” Mr Mysterious answered, almost as if he could read my mind and yours. “Anybody who is a true friend really does get to know me.” And he winked mysteriously. So, whenever you know you need help (and that’s most of the time for most of us), just look to the friendship of Mr Mysterious. After all, by now you’ve figured out who Mr Mysterious is, haven’t you? Jesus Christ came to show us who God really is. He loved, healed and taught anyone who would really listen – because He is God in human form. And He promised to rescue anyone who wanted to be rescued from the evil around them and within them. He showed God’s true love, by letting His own body be destroyed on a Roman cross. Executed like a criminal he soaked up all the hatred and fear that suffocates humanity. And He came back to life as only God could, witnessed by His friends at the time. He’s still alive and He’s waiting, from heaven, to be your friend. You can pray like this: Jesus, I need Your help. Will You help me start again? Give me a new life that I can share with You and give me friends who will help me to follow You. Giant Marquee, Cornhill Manor, Pattishall, NORTHAMPTON NN12 8LQ FRIDAY 22 - MONDAY 25 MAY POWER FESTIVAL WEEKEND Giant Marquee, Cornhill Manor, Pattishall, NORTHAMPTON NN12 8LQ SATURDAY 11 JULY LONDON JESUS DAY From 12.30pm Trafalgar Square, LONDON Info: Jesus Fellowship, FREEPOST, Nether Heyford, Northampton NN7 3BR t: 0845 123 5550 e: info@jesus.org.uk www.jesus.org.uk/dates UK HIGH streets are changing fast. For a start, where’s Woolies? Who’d have thought Britain would get so sentimental about the passing on of pick’n’mix? But Woolworths has been crunched out of credit and it’s no longer there. What will be next? Who will be next? Some predict that the slide will continue until the average UK shopping street looks like a row of rotting teeth – huge gaps everywhere. The Jesus Army have found that many people want to talk about faith and prayer on the streets. It’s not surprising that when the false gods of cash and credit take a tumble, people want real answers. In fact, Christianity on UK streets is an ancient feature of British life. The Christian message first arrived in the country on Roman roads. NEWSPAPERS SUPPORT RECYCLING Recycled paper made up 79.0% of the raw material for UK newspapers in 2007 The French Revolution in 1789 was a time of massive fear – even worse than losing Woolworths. In those days, famous preacher John Wesley rode the length and breadth of Britain’s roads announcing that faith in Jesus was the answer. Some say his message saved England from bloody revolution. Then there was the Sally Army with their brass bands and fearless work on the streets for the poor in Victorian times – and they’re still going strong today. The Jesus Army is part of this UK streets story. In insecure times, faith in God is the answer many are longing for. So the Jesus Army takes faith to the streets, talking with people, listening, praying, sharing. Text your prayer request or questions to 0774 0774 200. We’d love to hear from you. mJa UK: 0845 123 5550 (local call rate) www.jesus.org.uk Email: info@jesus.org.uk For help/info: Jesus Fellowship, FREEPOST, Nether Heyford, Northampton NN7 3BR Tel: 0845 166 8171 Fax: 0845 166 8178