EDDIE RAKELEAVES I remember thin blue sky, the taste of honeysuckle and wonder. It was back before innocence melted, before the faraway war came to an end and the plum trees broke under the weight of the ice storm and the town grew hard. In those days the plum trees made sweet white canopies of promise, slowly turning heavy with purple fruit. This was the summer of my eighth year, a time of loneliness. I would gather the plump, dark balls into a paper bag, twist its top into a stem for carrying, and go wandering the town. I found: Eddie. Before there was a town, even, there was Eddie Rakeleaves. Eddie had just always been somehow, like the pockets of pottery-clay on the creek bank, or the grove of silent, gnarled water oak trees out past the dairy farm. I knew for a fact he had been in Marshallville before my granddaddy died. That summer my daddy was traveling for the college, and it seemed like Mama was busy all the time, starching collars and canning fruit, or writing book reports for the Woman's Club. She would say, "I declare, Andrea James, I don't have time to think up one more thing for you to do." Just about everybody, including my big sister Miriam, was off at Girl Scout Camp or spending the summer with some cousins, and I thought I was about a hundred years away from being worth paying attention to. Eddie Rakeleaves, though, was a person who would look you in the face and pay attention. In the summertime Eddie wore a smudgy red plaid shirt and baggy overalls, like the ones Cox's Store sold to the farmers and the railroad men. Eddie smelled of dry leaves and black earth, woodsmoke and safety. His face was dark and leathery; it reminded me of the shiny black boots that lined Mr. Spinks' shoe repair shop, where Miriam and I used to go to get free paper dolls from the Cats Paw Shoe Polish people and just to smell the mysterious, oily shoe polish air. The first time I met Eddie he was getting a drink from the springhouse pump in the far back of the yard. Oh, I had seen him plenty of times, raking leaves around town or resting on the iron bench in front of Mr. Meyberg's General Store, so I knew who he was; we just had never really met. I waited until he'd taken a long drink from the tin cup and tied it back onto his overalls strap with a leather shoestring. "Hey, Eddie," I said then. "My name's A.J. and I live here. Andrea James Gilman. I'm gonna be eight in August." "Ah know," he said. I smiled up at him, and he returned the favor with a sort of crinkly movement of the lower half of his face. Mostly, he smiled with his eyes. His front teeth were missing, but that seemed somehow exactly as it should be. "You thet chile always ridin yo' wheels through the alley up 'hind the feed store, where you got no bi'ness to be." I withdrew my smile. "Ain't no place for a chile," Eddie said. "They carrying on, drinking moonshine whiskey, th'owin' dice, all hours of the day and night, in that back room of the feed store. Look like they oughta be calling it sump'n other than a feed store. Ain't no place for a chile, 'hind there, 'round those carryins-on." Eddie's face had a frown up top, but his smile stayed on the bottom. I think he understood right off that I was a Person of Adventure. Eddie was a person of adventure too. "But don't you nevermind," he said. "You be ridin' round town, maybe you jest see that Ah'm nearto. Time Ah'm rakin' around nearto, ain't no harm gonna come to no chile." I hadn't been worried about harm around the feed store, but that seemed fine to me anyhow. "I got lemonade here," I said, holding up the Mason jar still cool from the refrigerator. "And a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. You want some?" "Don't mine if I do," said Eddie. It was midday on one of those central Virginia June days that almost smother you with stillness. We sat on the roots of the pin oak tree beside the fish pond, split the sandwich and drank lemonade-- me from the Mason jar and Eddie from his handy tin cup. Afterwards, Eddie brought out a couple of penny candies from Mr. Meyberg's store and that sort of sealed our friendship. One wandering, lonely day of the next week I found Eddie Rakeleaves a few blocks away, working in Mrs. Selby's garden. "Wutcha doing, Eddie," I asked, even though he was obviously digging. I needed to establish how botherable he might be. "Miz Selby, she's fixin' to put in some summer veg'tables," said Eddie, without breaking the rhythm of his hoe or shifting the easy hunch of his shoulders. "I'm turnin' up the soil for her, and gettin' that trash and weeds hauled off so's it's all ready." "Can I help, if I don't get in the way?," I asked. I wasn't eight yet, but I knew about staying out of the way. I also knew how cool the black earth would feel to my bare fingers, and that somewhere in the near future was probably one of Mrs. Selby's apple pies, because I could smell them cooking. "Reckon so," said Eddie, still swinging his hoe; "'ceptin' Ah can't be stoppin' to talk till I's done. You can be liftin' that trash into the basket. Look like you closer to the groun' than me; I mout's well save myself a stoop." I got the frayed bushel basket from Mrs. Selby's back steps, sat cross-legged on the ground and tried not to ask questions. The ground was damp from early summer rains, and full of roly-poly bugs and earthworms. Once I started to say, "Eddie, can you...?," but he only leaned sorrowfully on his rake and fixed me in a disapproving gaze. "They's time for workin'," he said, "and they's time for socializin'. We be getting the working done first. You mine that." So I minded, and we worked, and I forgot most of my questions. When Eddie was through, the edges of my hands were scraped black but you couldn't really tell I had done anything and I felt pretty horrid. Eddie came over with his rake on his shoulder. "You all right, Chile," he said in a serious voice. "You done a right smart job. I reckon we'll go eat up some of that pie now." Mrs. Selby gave us slices of hot apple pie on her plates decorated with little Dutch boys and windmills. I think that was the day I asked Eddie if he'd ever had a name besides Eddie Rakeleaves. He said, "Reckon not. Folks set too much store by what other folks call 'em. Reckon Eddie Rakeleaves does jes' fine for me." But I found out people called him other things, too. My Aunt Rachel told me Mr. Gresham, who lived next door to the Selbys, told Mama I oughtn't be sitting and talking with "that old nigger." Mama never mentioned it to me, maybe because that was a word we didn't use, but I hated Mr. Gresham for using it about Eddie. Aunt Rachel said Mama just looked hard at Mr. Gresham and didn't answer him. I got gladder and gladder to be friends with Eddie. He knew how to find sourgrass hiding in the lawns, and about other good things to eat like the tender white ends of grass stems if you pulled them out just right. He could find four-leaf clovers faster than anybody I ever saw, and could make a whistle by stretching a blade of grass between his two thumbs. When it rained, he knew where to launch pine bark boats down the edge of the curb, and then where to go watch them come out at the other end of the culvert. Eddie Rakeleaves also knew the town. I thought Mrs. Jeffers the librarian was stuck-up and mean, because she was always saying, "SHHHHhhhh" with a left-right-left jerk of her head, or pointing out that my bicycle wheel had killed the alyssum she'd planted at the edge of the sidewalk. Mrs. Jeffers' mouth was a pencil-thin line that turned down at the corners, and her shoulders slumped like she was about to say, "Well, I give up, then." Eddie said: "Jes' don' you be aggravating Miz Jeffers. You git right over there, hep her plant some new flowers. Miz Jeffers, she got all the trouble she need, with that no-count husband." "Oh, yeh?," I said. Eddie seemed pretty riled up about my aggravating Mrs. Jeffers, I thought. He was scraping tar off the side of his shoe, one day when I was in a particular frown, the day of the alyssum incident. "Folks say Mr. Jeffers got gassed in the last war, sacrificing for his country. Hmp. Dat man fit as you an' me. Runnin' around on her, that's what. Lie 'round the house, complain everything she do. Look like he coulda stayed home and got up enough energy they coulda least had some chirrun. Miz Jeffers, she did want chirrun, now she ain't 'bout to have none, she told me dat. You jes' get on over there, ask can you help her plant some new flowers." Well, so I did. I stuffed my fists down in my overall pockets, and just walked right up to Mrs. Jeffers' door, past where Mr. Jeffers was drinking iced tea in the front porch swing. ("Hmp," I said to myself. "Gassed in the war indeedy.") Which gave me the courage to face Mrs. Jeffers. "Eddie Rakeleaves sent these rose moss plants," I said, pointing to the box in my bicycle basket out by the gate. "He was thinning out some beds down the street. I thought maybe you could put them out by the sidewalk. And I'm sorry I mashed down your alyssum." I got all that out by running the sentences together. "Why, that's really nice of you, A.J.," Mrs. Jeffers said. "Really sweet." I hated being sweet worst of everything, but I didn't say so. I just stood my ground. Next thing I knew, Mrs. Jeffers and I were planting rose moss, after which she invited me into her lemony-smelling kitchen, which was just about the cleanest kitchen I had ever seen. She unwrapped a brand new bar of hotel soap for me to wash my hands with. Then we had some of Mr. Jeffers' iced tea (he never did make a move to get up or shake hands), and some homemade oatmeal cookies, and it was altogether a very pleasant afternoon. Mrs. Jeffers still slumped her shoulders and didn't smile much, but she did say I could come back and borrow her Nancy Drew books. Afterwards I felt we sort of shared a secret about her husband being no-'count, and we were friends. Most everybody in town was friends with everybody else in those days, of course. Everybody worried together about the boys overseas, and about whether the crops would be good and the trains on time, and why the storms brought so much lightning. People said there were some things not meant to know. Mama said Eddie knew things because he gave away kindness. "People know so much meanness," she said, "but Eddie only recognizes kindness; and he always has some to give away.” I guess he gave away a lot. In return, people told him things. For instance, Mrs. Bannister told him about how a horse stepped on her foot when she was little and that's why she walked funny, only she told him the whole story, including how the horse got crazy and they had to shoot it. And Mr. Ed Crosley told him that his brother, Mr. Sam Crosley, hadn't really gone to South America with the mining company but was actually in the state penitentiary for stealing some money; Eddie only told me that after Mr. Ed Crosley died in July, because he knew our second grade wrote letters to people in the penitentiary and he said maybe I should write Mr. Sam because he'd be lonelier now. I don't think Eddie told me any real secrets, except about planting certain crops only on the full moon, stuff like that. But he told me there were people and places best left alone. Such as the old Gordon property, and Miss Selma Gordon herself. The old Gordon property was out the Sawmill Road, near where my friend Jody lived. It was boarded up after Mr. Gordon died. We all knew it was haunted, due to the fact that Confederate soldiers had been hidden in the attic and Marybeth Williams' great aunt told her there was a terrible massacre, after which the hair of Mr. Gordon's maiden aunt-- she was just a young girl then-- turned white and she never spoke another word out loud, ever. We could see what were plainly blood stains below the attic windows, and on cold nights you could hear the moans of those dead soldiers, sort of shivery, pitiful sounds. Early the past spring old Mr. Gordon's daughter Miss Selma had moved back in from somewhere, taken the boards off the windows and put a lamp with a fringed shade in the parlor. You could see it from the road. Miss Selma wore orangey lipstick and high heeled shoes, and didn't pay any attention to the fact that the porch was rotting off. Eddie said, "Miz Selma, she rotten jes' like her porch." Jody and I just wanted to see what the house looked like inside. But Eddie said, "Ain't no place for you chirrun to go callin'" when I told him that. Jody's mama had said about the same thing. She said, "Miss Selma's business is her own business. Reckon she will be moving on." Jody and I were friends at school, but I didn't see her much that summer because she had to help out on her mama and daddy's farm a lot, since her big brother had joined the Navy. I sometimes rode my bicycle out in the afternoon to spend the night. In the morning we would put it in the back of the pick-up truck and Mrs. Taylor would bring me home when she came to town to deliver eggs and butter. Visiting Jody's farm was one of the best things I knew to do. We would tell ghost stories in the hayloft at night, and in the morning we would get up in the early quiet to feed the pigs and chickens and gather eggs. I liked sneaking my hand under the pillowy hens and trying to pull out a warm egg without mama hen's flurrying off. At the big, wooden kitchen table Mrs. Taylor would have breakfast ready, not just bacon and eggs but things like potatoes and fried apples and pork tenderloin that we never had at our house except for Sunday dinner. Near the end of the summer Jody invited me to come spend the night, on Thursday before butter-and-eggs day on Friday. Jody and I lay on our stomachs in bed that night with our faces almost out the open window, listening for owls and animal noises. There was just a little bit of haymeadow breeze, and Jody said she could smell rain. In the morning, sure enough, there were purplish clouds out beyond the chicken house and the sky seemed very close to the ground. Mrs. Taylor said she had been listening to the radio, and we'd better hurry with the chores because there was a storm coming. So we pulled on our shoes and ran out the back, banging the kitchen door as we were not supposed to do. Jody hurried to scatter the chicken feed, and I went to the far end of the hen house where we always started gathering the eggs. Down the ridge beyond the pasture you could see the front of Miss Selma's house. And there was a strange thing. Mrs. Jeffers' car was parked in the road, and Eddie Rakeleaves was walking down the front path from Miss Selma's, carrying what looked like a big load of laundry, with Mrs. Jeffers following along and sort of helping him. I didn't see Miss Selma anywhere. By the time I gathered up the eggs and caught up with Jody, they had put the laundry in the back seat and the car was gone. "Does Miss Selma take in laundry, you reckon?," I asked. "Maybe so," Jody said. "Sometimes I see a car at her house, but Mama says Miss Selma's business is her own business, that's all she knows. Me, I think Miss Selma tells fortunes and stuff, behind that fringed lamp." Well, about that time we could feel the raindrops blowing against our hair so we broke into a run to finish up, and when I got to the kitchen and smelled the breakfast biscuits and baskets of chicken covered up under red checked napkins I remembered how hungry I was and forgot everything else. We drove into town fast, ruts already forming in Sawmill Road. Mrs. Taylor made two stops to deliver eggs, skirting the edge of town rather than going right through. When we got to our house Mama wasn't there. I put away the eggs she always got from Mrs. Taylor on Friday's, and went upstairs to read. It was lunchtime when I came down and found Mama with mixing bowls all over the kitchen, but the dark rain made it seem later. "I'm going to need you to run some things over to Mrs. Jeffers' house," she said. "I've been over there already, but I want to send this casserole and some hot cross buns. Seems Mr. Jeffers died last night." I was getting some cold milk out of the Frigidaire, and Mama's shoulders were bent over the sink. "I already saw Mrs. Jeffers this morning," I said. "She had Eddie Rakeleaves helping her carry some heavy laundry or something out to the car in front of Miss Selma Gordon's. It was awfully early." "Oh," said Mama, sort of flat without turning around. "Well, I think I wouldn't mention that to anyone; you know, A.J., everybody's got too many other things on their minds. Let's just try to help Mrs. Jeffers with what lies ahead, alright?" That seemed okay with me, too. Poor Mrs. Jeffers, so much to do, keeping her house so shiny clean and everything, but at least now she wouldn't have to put up with that no 'count husband. I didn't feel sad at all about Mr. Jeffers dying; but I figured I wouldn't mention that to anybody, either. Later that afternoon Mama wrapped the casserole and hot cross buns up in a sheet of oilcloth, and told me just to take them around to the back door of Mrs. Jeffers' house. The rains had slacked off some by then. I went around the side, toward the kitchen porch where Mr. Selby was unpacking the big coffee pot from the Methodist church. Inside, Mrs. Selby and some other ladies were arranging pies and cakes and plates of salads, and talking in quiet voices. They took my package, and told me I could have as many cookies as I wanted to eat on the way home. White, sweet lily smells hung damply around Mrs. Jeffers' house, and I could hear pieces of sentences: "...peacefully, in his sleep...," "a great comfort to Mildred...," things like that. I was glad to get back out the kitchen door with my pocketsfull of cookies. I didn't see Eddie Rakeleaves anywhere that weekend. The next week everybody started coming back from summertime places, and two new families moved to town with fathers who worked at the college and children close to my age. And then I started third grade. The ice storm came in the winter; people said it was just natural, after all the summer lightning. Mrs. Jeffers painted her house white with blue trim, and Mr. Selby built a sort of greenhouse where Mrs. Selby began some new apple trees, and the old Gordon place burned to the ground, nobody was sure why. But Miss Selma had moved on, just as Jody's mama predicted. I sort of forgot about Eddie. One October afternoon, though, I saw him raking on Maple Street and I thought about how the summer had been OK after all, when he and I were looking after things together. I turned to wave then, just in time to see him smiling with his whole face, and lifting one hand in a kind of salute. Inside my head I heard him saying, "You all right, Chile; reckon you all right now."