BORN FREE (A Brief History of Man) THE VIEWS AND OPINIONS EXPRESSED IN THIS WORK ARE ENTIRELY THOSE OF THE AUTHOR. NO ONE ELSE IS TO BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM. THE AUTHOR ADVISES CAUTION WHILE READING THE WORK. A PRELUDE “This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” ― Marilyn Monroe My life, indeed one woman’s relentless pursuit of peace and happiness reads like a song… Every unique experience in the journey called “Life” indeed that in my own case has been the lyric of a song. I have also come to fervently believe that LOVE is the most powerful phenomenon, and that God is the most powerful truth on Earth! Consider this; by the grace of the Lord, I have matured into a sincere and conscientious young professional interested in the study of the Liberal Arts and decoding the true meaning of Peace and Non-violence… I have never been the usual couch potato, but of late I have been leading mostly a sedentary life which could have been torn to shreds if it had not been for a strange phenomenon called LOVE. Indeed, my last 16 years have been one of tremendous emotional and physical pain and suffering. In the year 1997, I underwent Depression following completion of my studies from Delhi University. There were various factors underlying the same, especially the loss of an overseas scholarship. In 1998, I went to Orissa (India) to work with a corporate NGO, but my condition deteriorated and I had to return home. Life by then had taken a strange turn, with a plethora of blood tests, ECTs, doctors (including Advanced Homeopathy which has had a very positive effect no doubt) but nothing I repeat has truly healed me. I always dream about humanitarian service as a call of the Lord, but have largely been a sick child. I have taken drugs like Alprax and Lithium. I am also not recovering from my phobias and tension especially a deep phobia of flying and distant and overseas travel. My psychological health has also deeply affected my physical health and weakened the system. Indeed, I went through Bronchial Pneumonia once and hemorrhoids. I am also slightly obese which is causing numerous problems in the lower limbs. I am currently undergoing my menopause at the age of 38. I remember the time I first learnt of terms such as Counseling and therapy versus aggression and violence (during a brief visit to a practicing physician when in college in Delhi, India), I was a bit curious, considering the immense importance I was attaching to them (the terms). I was wondering whether these terms had something (in fact, anything!) to do with selfinstability, about which I had nurtured strong feelings ever since I was in school. I was pleased to know that THEY DID INDEED, LOOKING AT THEM MY WAY. A visiting Counselor had advised us to follow a “VOCATION OF THE HEART”, or, in other words, choose a profession that would be based on what one heard from one’s conscience. It would be conceptually, as it was said, “work with feeling”…. With time, there were questions (related to contemporary issues, largely War/Conflict in Developing Economies) that were to start haunting me, more so as I happened to be a developing country national. Some of these would have been like the following: How best could reduced World military spending be channeled into social development? Why would innocent children, such “innocent flowers” be forced into conflict? Could Law intervene to bring about progressive social change? Would social change be an effect or a cause???? And, why would people commit “Crimes against Humanity”, as during War and/or Ethnic Conflict? The issues that haunted the then “young mind” were endless. I was in a state of utter confusion. It was following my undergraduate studies that I started looking at these issues from the grass root level(s). The question was: How could one alleviate them? Despite an overwhelming and powerful physical and behavioral challenge (indeed several such challenges), I started working for these “hapless” people. I started moving about with them. I started breathing the very air that they breathed. I started assimilating their problems as if these were mine. I could feel the change in me. The person, who wore the shoe, knew exactly where it pinched! I started feeling (emotions) for them. I started hoping for them. I STARTED GETTING, WELL, INVOLVED WITH SMALL HUMAN RIGHTS, PEACE AND SOCIAL DEVELOPMENT ISSUES AND INITIATIVES. However, I would still be hoping… But hopes would not be castles in the air. These would need to be developed on a logical foundation so that they could be transformed into reality. They would need nurturing and caring…. SAY, FOR INSTANCE, higher education …could open up the door(s) to the mind. They could be a gateway for understanding the cause effect relationship… they could give an insight for questioning our basic norms, our accepted principles, at the same time, laying the foundation for an approach towards challenging age old social traditions/taboos/concepts and/or idiosyncrasies … I could then, for instance, study fresh political, philosophical, social and scientific perspectives PRIMARILY ON THE “PARENT ISSUE”, WHICH I LATER LEARNT, WAS CALLED “PEACE/HUMAN RIGHTS//SOCIAL JUSTICE”; indeed control of gross violations; how to practice such work in intergovernmental and international organizations as well as in current issues and controversies, with a much-anticipated exposure to the global human rights and stability situation. Another closely-related area would be CONFLICT RESOLUTION. Its nature would make it not just an object of study, but a matter of policy, intervention and practice as well. We would be motivated to think about and do something about these very issues. It was only now (much to my satisfaction), that I could gather more specialized knowledge in the field, particularly, one that each of us hoped to choose for our respective objectives. There would, presumably, be scope for exposure to key international debates over a “Policy in the Indian and global scenario”… Moreover, some of us, coming from nations of the World (and, as in my case, India), where those like GANDHI, have walked across the Land, would really have much to gain, from, as I noticed, a Study/PRACTICE of the concept of ‘Non-Violence’… In fact, I am myself preoccupied with and strongly wishing to work to unearth the causes underlying the absence of peace, beginning on the firm conviction that there would be hardly any, if at all, instability, if “We” were to guarantee a better (in terms of food, drinking water, medical care, education, and yes, much-needed love and affection!) world to our children, our future…In other words, were “We” to concentrate on the marginalized and poverty-stricken, I guess there wouldn’t be much need for conflict and post-conflict reconstruction… Because I have been “DISTURBED” by what I have seen, namely, visual images of undernourished, thin or lean, wasted and emaciated CHILDREN in places as diverse as Uttar Pradesh, Orissa and Jharkhand states in my desperately impoverished nation, India OFFCOURSE, WITHIN THE BOUNDARIES OF MY (OWN) HUMAN LIMITATIONS! I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN “SOLIDARITY BETWEEN NATIONS”, AND I HAVE NO DOUBT, WHATSOEVER, THAT WITH MUCH-CHERISHED SUPPORT, I COULD BE WHAT I WANTED TO BE SOME DAY! I would like to make certain general comments about conflict/development and welfare/peace and non-violence, as I would see them. A study of them would involve the world we lived in, and why it were the way it actually were. Facts as quoted after studies would be mind-boggling: "Ten million more people will stay poor…due to the events of September 11th". The goal of the new Millennium should be the “Development Goal” of 'eliminating' World Hunger. When we read the papers, watched TV or listened to the news, we would be bombarded with images of the poor, of wealth, fame and power, and, obscene conflict. These would be issues that needed to be looked at not only by Human rights and/or Welfare practitioners (including Economists and Governance specialists) but us OURSELVES as well. This would be the greatest challenge for the coming generation…. This would be the question for which we would need an answer for the new world that is emerging, like work with refugees, for instance… These would be my thoughts and comments. I do realize that there are certain issues that merit immediate attention, and these would include poverty, ecological damage, war and conflict, gender inequality, and that, the fact that these issues existed, made for the immense importance of this discipline(s) (of welfare/policy and good governance) to contemporary society… I GUESS WE WOULD THEN, TOGETHER, BE ABLE TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE ATTAINMENT OF PEACE AND HARMONY AND THE COMPLETE REALIZATION OF THE DREAMS OF THOSE WHO FORMULATED THE “UNIVERSAL DECLARATION OF HUMAN RIGHTS”. THEY SAY, “TINY DROPS OF WATER MAKE UP THE OCEAN”. I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THE “RIPPLE EFFECT”. LET EACH ONE OF US CONTRIBUTE HIS/HER BIT! ONLY THEN CAN WE MAKE THE WORLD A MORE PEACEFUL PLACE TO LIVE IN…!!! BORN FOR FREEDOM, LIBERTY, EQUALITY & FRATERNITY, I FINALLY REALIZE THAT’S WHAT WE ARE IN THE FIRST PLACE…” LOVE…thy fellow beings, indeed every one of God’s beautiful creation. BELIEVE in the power of love…to touch and heal minds, hearts and souls… True LOVE knows no boundaries of religion/belief; or nations and flags and borders. The only passport will be our heart(s)! Hatred is an ugly word…so start LOVING! CHAPTER 1 PLEASE FORGIVE ME “It takes a strong person to say sorry, and an ever stronger person to forgive.” - Unknown Forgiveness is an Art very few are actually capable of. Gandhi had once famously remarked: “"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." Explaining the truth of this statement, I must confess that I may have in the past either consciously or sub-consciously hurt someone without being able to relate to his/her pain and suffering. It could have been in my past life and as an ordinary mortal (Hindus believe in re-incarnation), I have been subjected to gruesome consequences as a result of my past “KARMA”… As a mortal, my weak mind and spirit have indeed lacked the courage to forgive. After all, it takes more than courage to get past any previous offence or hurt caused either deliberately or unconsciously to someone…it could be anyone. The meaning of reason has eluded me to such an extent that I’ve always considered having an alibi for what possibly could have been (if not entirely) my fault. Often out of low self-esteem, I have been unable to forgive, instead I have sought to be revengeful and negative (though not in a harmful manner) instead of being positive. I have not been able to put my differences aside…bad “Karma” I might once again safely assert. Okay. Imagine a scene, where someone has done a lot of harm to you...what do you do? The main feeling that comes to you is that 'one day I'm going to get him'. You want revenge, because you were weak, you could not stand his atrocities, and you could not stand the pain he caused you. Revenge, anger comes from weakness. If you were a strong person, people can do no harm, because you do not let yourself get harmed (another Gandhi quote: Nobody can make you unhappy or weak WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT). The things they did made no difference to you, and even if they did, you have the 'strength' to stand up and keep walking again (if you were a billionaire, would you mind if somebody took a dollar from your account?). Not wanting to harm the person who harmed you releases your soul from a cage, a cage on whose bars are written "I got to have revenge". It's never easy. Revenge destroys both, the person who harmed, and the person who had revenge. Forgiveness blesses both: the person who harmed is free, and the person who suffered ultimately has happiness. We are living in testing times: Everyone wants to have revenge… The aim of this treatise is not to confuse love with forgiveness yet love, forgiveness, a mutual tolerance and more compassion for our fellow beings will most certainly make for a happier planet! A word here on the intense and brutal pain and suffering inflicted on me by MOST IN MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY EXCEPT my mother and my two kind and loving lady doctors. I still crib no doubt, yet have discovered in forgiving a beautiful passion, indeed it is in the mysterious equations of love that I have found my true calling. Thus, if I may have in this book hurt your feelings/sentiments either consciously or unconsciously, PLEASE FORGIVE ME. For I am only an ordinary mortal. It was never my intention in the first place, yet my circumstances were so trying that I failed to forgive at times and some of the scars inflicted still remain. Only time can heal these scars. And we have recently survived an Armageddon of sorts! CHAPTER 2 ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL II Social Armageddon in Prague, a Global Awakening and the Great American Dream “I know when the world is going to end – in about 4.5 billion years.” - VLADIMIR PUTIN, current Russian president, on apocalypse predictions. This day is December 21st, 2012. As I write these words, I can recall the ancient Mayan Prophecy that this day will mark the end of the world, or “Armageddon” or the “Genesis” or the “Apocalypse” et al. It’s 3:13 p.m. EST and I wonder what will finally happen by the end of the day. Will the world actually come to an end or will there be an “Evolutionary Shift”? Well, Nostradamus also added to the “Crop Circle Theory” and Einstein’s theories corroborate this. I must add here that the year 2012 started off with a cataclysmic event in Japan, and there have been many more. What is to blame really, climate change and global warming; economic inequalities or something more deep-seated? The previous day’s events have been extremely disturbing. The shameful, disgraceful and ghastly gang rape and brutal assault of a 23-year-old Paramedical student on a moving bus on the 16th of December, 2012 in New Delhi, the (Rape) Capital of India speaks of an order in which women and girls are treated merely as “commodities” in part a larger consequence of the Liberalization and Globalization process in India. Unfortunately, although every such incident stirs the nation to revolt, soon it becomes a forgotten story. The reason: more interesting stories have come to the attention of the media. Everything in India is weighed in terms of revenue (read the 23-year-old’s battle for life following the gruesome incident) and a rape is no different… Statistics reveal that there are close to half a Lac sex determination tests being clandestinely carried out in various parts of the country to determine the sex of the fetus and an obscene number of female infanticides. If in the rare event (and especially in remote rural and tribal hamlets and our towns) that the female fetus manages to see the light of Life, she is either sold into a life of servitude in a brothel or married off to a man old enough to be her father (read grandfather) or in worse cases, subjected to the feudal and unscrupulous eyes of the Zamindars (Feudal Lords) especially in as much as she happens to be a “Dalit” (lower caste/untouchable) et al. As New India rises, so do slums of laborers. To the average Westerner, it seems unthinkable that the work done by machines in their countries is done by hand in India. Manual Scavenging is common in India. India has the dubious distinction of having the largest number of school-age children out of school and at work oft in hazardous occupations, from the fireworks factories of Sivakasi to the carpet weaving industries of Mirzapur-Bhadohi. And then there are the “Devadasis” (a form of female temple servitude) an ancient Indian custom. Honor killing is common in India. Young widowhood is a curse in India. Widow Remarriage is taboo. Gone are the days of the eternal luminaries – Gandhi, Ambedkar, Tagore, and Raja Ram Mohan Roy…Contemporary Indian society has seen (and moreover with the advent of Liberalization) mindless consumerism; insatiable greed and a craving for material possessions like cars, real estate and cash. We are living in a perverted society – which values sex, high rises and convertibles more than it does Life. And Life is precious, all of it although little do we realize the fact! There is no human dignity of the nation’s poor. As a State Chief Minister cuts a cake studded with Diamonds on her Birthday on a chilly winter evening, several hundreds in the same state perish in the bitter cold on the streets when the temperatures dip at night. Everything has its pros and cons. And so does Liberalization. While fancy fparties take place among the glitterati on New Year’s Eve, and as they splurge on Champagne and ice, an anemic 10-year old (read minor girl) has no other option but to have a newborn nuzzling at her breasts beneath the flyovers…I often wonder whether the baby is indeed hers, and even if it is, who has fathered the unwed mother’s child? For all we know, she may have been raped by goons lustrous after female flesh. Paying a Tribute to Nirbhaya, the dailies reported that these were some of her last words: "Save me... I want to live." - Nirbhaya to her mother even as she waged a grim battle with death in Safdarjung Hospital, New Delhi in one of her conscious spells. At 2.15am IST on Saturday, Nirbhaya breathed her last in a Singapore hospital. Her father and mother were by her side at Mount Elizabeth since 6.30pm on Friday when the doctors all but gave up hope. The cardiac arrest she suffered last Tuesday night was beginning to unravel with life-snuffing consequences. Fluid was accumulating in her brain, already badly damaged by the cardiac arrest this had choked off blood supply to the brain for over three minutes. In medical terms it is called cerebral edema. In plain language, it spelled the end of Nirbhaya's short but heroic life. Her story, though, is certain to live for much longer. As news of Nirbhaya's death filtered through on a wintry morning, thousands poured out on the streets of Delhi and the metros, and even smaller cities/towns of India like Jaunpur, Meerut and Bulandshahr, to express their anguish. There was a genuine sense of loss - as though people had lost their own daughter or sister. Belying all fears of violence, the congregations were somber, dignified and peaceful. Some doctors are now saying that Nirbhaya was brain dead for all practical purposes after the cardiac arrest during which her pulse or blood pressure could not be detected for 3-4 minutes. They are questioning the wisdom of moving her to Singapore in such an utterly fragile condition. These questions, and several others, will now be raised. Not all of them may be answered, but one of them must be – what exactly will the government do now to make the country a safer and better place for all women? And what will all of us do to tackle deeply entrenched prejudice and misogyny in our society? The social media buzzed with suggestions. Some suggested an eye-for-aneye kind of wild justice. Some said no, what we really need are changes in our law and policing, and above all, a change in our outlook towards women. Prime Minister Dr. Manmohan Singh vowed that Nirbhaya's "death will not go in vain." "It would be a true homage to her memory if we are able to channelize these emotions and energies into a constructive course of action," he said. Mrs. Sonia Gandhi made a rare televised statement to say that as a "woman and mother I understand how protestors feel. Today we pledge that the victim will get justice." We sanctify Bollywood Cinema and worship our film stars. It is a shame that Indo-Canadian Porn Stars are being encouraged into the Film industry. Cyber and tabloid pornography are on the rise. Social Networking sites like Face book, Twitter and Orkut are corporatizing brain cells. The Indian social system is in a state of flux. India as a nation is faced with a massive problem of unemployment. Factors like shut down of the sick industries, unplanned and uncontrolled growth of technology is causing havoc on job opportunity. Our educational system has its own irreparable defects and its contribution to the unemployment scenario is an open truth. Our education does not prepare the minds of the younger generation to become self-employed on the contrary it makes them dependent on government vacancies which are hard to come by. Even after more than 50 years of Independence India still has the world's largest number of poor people in a single country. Of its nearly 1 billion inhabitants, an estimated 260.3 million are below the poverty line, of which 193.2 million are in the rural areas and 67.1 million are in the urban areas. More than 75% of poor people reside in the villages. It is a situation people want to escape. According to a recent Indian government committee constituted to estimate poverty, nearly 38% of India’s population (380 million) is poor. This report is based on new methodology and the figure is 10% higher than the present poverty estimate of 28.5%. The poverty level is below 10% in states like Delhi, Goa, and Punjab etc whereas it is below 50% in Bihar (43) and Orissa (47). It is between 30-40% in Northeastern states of Assam, Tripura, and Meghalaya and in Southern states of Tamil Nadu and Uttar Pradesh. There is thereby a need to eradicate both poverty and with it a greater unemployment. The Public health system in India suffers from many problems which includes insufficient funding, shortage of facilities leading to overcrowding and severe shortage of trained health personnel. There is also lack of accountability in the public health delivery mechanisms. These are some of the reasons which have placed India at the lowest rank on the Human Development Index. According to the Planning Commission the country has a shortfall of six lakh doctors, 10 lakh nurses and two lakh dental surgeons. This has led to a dismal patient-doctor ratio in the country. For every 10,000 Indians, there is just one doctor. India has banned tobacco consumption in public places but only 12 states have started implementing the ban. More than 10 lakh people at present die in India every year due to tobacco consumption. At present more than 57% male and 10.9% female consume tobacco while 15% children consume tobacco. The Indian education system does not provide the practical knowledge and the value-based education to the student; it only provides the theoretical knowledge. The vocational education system is not good either. Government schools are in a dismal condition. India is the world's second most populous country and is expected to be the most populous by 2040.The country is undergoing the same forces of demographic transition that have been experienced elsewhere, only delayed by a few decades. Almost 70% of Indians still reside in rural areas although in recent decades migration to larger cities have led to a dramatic increase in the country's urban population. The emerging middle class will surge tenfold; exceeding 500 million by 2025.It will command 60% of the country's spending power. The growth in population is a bad factor in the development of society because the available infrastructure/natural resources are not adequate to cope with the population growth. The latest census report (2001) reveals that at the beginning of the new millennium literacy rate in India stands at 65.38% with male literacy level at 75.85%and female literacy level at 54.16%. There has been only marginal increase in literacy level from the last census in 1991 (literacy level was 52.2%). The pace of progress in literacy rates, as revealed by decennial censuses, is very slow in India. Between 1961 and 1991, a span of thirty years, the literacy rate went up by a mere 23.9 percentage points. Official statistics show a steady rise in dowry crimes. More than 95000 women are killed every year in India over dowry. Bihar and Uttar Pradesh still record the maximum number of dowry crimes, but Bangalore, India's fastest growing city also shows an alarming rise - four women reportedly die every day because of dowry harassment. The cases of dowry torture are the highest accounting for 32.4% of crimes against women in the country. The dowry custom continues to rule society. In majority of Indian families the boy has inheritance rights while the girl is given a hefty sum at the time of her marriage in lieu of the Government regulated equal rights for girls in parental property. The evil of the dowry system has spread its tentacles in almost all parts of the country and sections of society. There are several reasons for the prevalence of the dowry system, but the main one is that it is a necessary precondition for marriage. "No dowry, no marriage," is a widespread fear. So is Capital Punishment the answer? Considering that rape is a barbaric act and a serious crime against Humanity, I should say yes, but only temporarily. Drastic measures like castration or the gallows may or may not serve our purpose. Nevertheless, considering the extreme brutality with which Nirbhaya was assaulted and tortured, I personally hope that the perpetrators are condemned to death by hanging. Even rigorous imprisonment will not suffice. In India, rape victims live like a living corpse. Considering this, special “rape trauma” centers ought to be set up to counsel victims. They should be encouraged to lead a life free of shame and fear…and encouraged through employment schemes etc. Women in general ought to be encouraged to learn self-defense if possible. Finally, it needs support from all quarters be it government, NGOs and women themselves. There is also a need to improve women's economic capacities those include access to and control of income and assets and also share in the family's property. The government should strengthen and expand training and sensitization programs. District Women Cells should be established to stop violence. Corruption has to be stemmed. Government ought to take steps towards Alcoholism Detoxification in hospitals: Alcoholics need medical care and medical supervision. Tranquilizers are used for treating their withdrawal symptoms like hallucinations. Vitamins and electrolyte balance are used for physical rehabilitation. Counseling and anti-drinking rules ought to be observed. Changing values through education: Voluntary organizations should undertake educational and information programmes to alert the alcoholics to the dangers of excessive drinking. Social workers can help the drinkers in coping with life and changing the social values and attitudes about drinking. “Injustice” is a nine-letter word. NIRBHAYA is eight. And “Justice” seven. But it is one alphabet/one letter which can change the world …this is I. If all the “I” s in the world start looking in introspection, the world would certainly be a better place to live in for all the millions “NIRBHAYAs” in the world. Only when true justice has been meted out to the perpetrators, can our brave heroine’s soul rest in peace. No one knows. No one cares. While the G-77 leaders talk big, another girl child is circumcised in Africa. Does this call for a “Social Armageddon”? Or, Zbigniew Brzezinski's much feared “global political awakening” is in full swing. Revolts in Egypt, Yemen, Tunisia and other countries represent a panic-stricken elite. Currently a huge change in human consciousness is undeniably underway. In terms of the number of people affected its scale is alarming. If you want government to intervene domestically, you're a liberal. If you want government to intervene overseas, you're a conservative. If you want government to intervene everywhere, you're a moderate. If you don't want government to intervene anywhere, you're an extremist. - Joseph Sobran Date 17 June 2011. "A typically Czech strike", headines Lidové noviny, referring to “The Good Soldier Schweik”, the unfinished novel by Czech writer and satirist Jaroslav Hašek that features an honest innocent, naive and incompetent – who may also be shrewdly cunning. On June 16, the public transport unions brought Prague to a standstill with their demonstrations (about a thousand strong) against the austerity measures imposed by the government, in particular the pension reform. No train moved, the Prague metro was not running for the first time in its history, and while some Praguers took to their bikes, others took a long weekend and stayed home, writes the Czech daily. Finance Minister Miroslav Kalousek, who came out into the street to confront the demonstrators, escaped a shower of tomatoes and eggs at the last minute, the newspaper reports. Meanwhile, President Václav Klaus was forced to cancel a party for his seventieth birthday, reports Hospodářské noviny, adding "The explosion of the anger of the people, the social Armageddon and the invasion of the French spirit into Central Europe have run up against the Czech spirit of Schweik.” The meaning and essence of the term as defined by the Merriam-Webster dictionary is as follows: Definition of ARMAGEDDON as a noun: 1 A: the site or time of a final and conclusive battle between the forces of good and evil B: the battle taking place at Armageddon 2 : A usually vast decisive conflict or confrontation Examples of ARMAGEDDON 1. the threat of nuclear Armageddon Origin of ARMAGEDDON Greek Armageddōn, Harmagedōn, scene of the battle foretold in Rev 16:14–16 First Known Use: 14th century Armageddon Noun (Concise Encyclopedia) In the New Testament, the place where the kings of the earth under demonic leadership will wage war on the forces of God at the end of history. Armageddon is mentioned only in the Revelation to John. The name may mean “Mountain of Megiddo,” a reference to the city of Megiddo, which held strategic importance in Palestine. Other biblical references suggest Jerusalem as the battle site. Date: 10 August, 2012. Pitchfork-wielding Virginia farmers rallied to support a woman who claims local officials came down on her for, among other things, hosting a children's birthday party on her spread. Alice Stevens (name changed to protect identity), owner of Freedom Farms in a northern village of the state of Virginia in the United States, was threatened with nearly $5,000 in fines for selling produce and crafts and throwing unlicensed events, including a birthday party for her best friend's child. She told FoxNews.com she wasn't doing anything farmers haven't done for generations, and at a recent zoning board meeting, her agrarian friends literally showed up with pitchforks to express their support. “It’s rather odd that I’m the only farmer in the county having these issues,” Stevens said. “It’s customary to do these things. It’s done through on farms throughout Virginia to help farming and agriculture.” Stevens was told that she did not have the proper event permits for the party and other events, including wine tastings, craft workshops, and pumpkin carving. “Why would I need a permit for a pumpkin carving?” she said. Alice was also threatened with fines for selling produce and products not grown or made on the 70-acre farm in a small store she operated on the property. But she said she already had a special license issued to her in 2011 that allowed her to run a “retail farm shop” where at the time, she made it clear that she intended to sell handspun yarns and craft items like birdhouses in addition to fresh vegetables, eggs, and herbs. I wonder how long it will be before we start seeing the torches -- and whatever else -- come out. Date: 27 June, 2012. Actually, economic and social conditions are more closely in synch. "Crime will run rampant as police departments and other government services that help maintain public order eliminate or cut back on jobs, overtime, and equipment, while growing numbers of formerly law-abiding but now desperate citizens reveal their dark side." -- Chapter 9, "Economic," Financial Armageddon Although a number of the predictions I made in my March 2007 book have come true, one thing we haven't seen is a dramatic rise in illegal activity, despite evidence, as sociologist Steven Box concluded in his 1977 book, Recession, Crime, and Punishment, that a "deterioration in material circumstances [leads] to more crime." Some have argued -- probably rightly so -- that the reason why things are different this time is because an extraordinary large percentage of Americans are currently in prison. Others maintain that the modern social safety net has alleviated at least some of the pressure that turns lawabiding citizens into opportunistic criminals. Regardless, a report at Business Insider, "Stockton Goes Bankrupt and Already the Murder Rate Is Soaring," suggests we may be getting closer to the point where economic circumstances and social conditions are more closely in synch: Stockton, California is filing for the largest bankruptcy of any U.S. city in history due to the decline in the once hot housing market and an intake of debt during its boom years. The city has cut more than $90 million in spending over the past few years, specifically in its police department. The city has cut over one quarter of its police jobs, which has led to a "surge in murders," and has created an "emboldened criminal element" in the city. According to police spokesman Joe Silva, the city has had 87 murders since the start of 2011, 29 of which have already occurred this year. In contrast, there were 35 murders in 2009 and 48 in 2010. With six months left in the year, there have already been more murders in the city since the start of 2011 than the two-year stretch of 2009-2010. - Michael Panzner on June 27, 2012 at 05:04 PM in Social Conditions. 'The American Dream For the Average Man Doesn't Exist Any More' Although your average Wall Street "expert" thinks it's only a matter of time before things return to normal (whatever that is), anybody with half a brain who has been paying even the slightest bit of attention can see that the game has changed. In fact, all you have to do is sample a few of the conversations and ruminations swirling around us in today's post-financial-crisis world to know that the good old days aren't coming back anytime soon -- if ever. In "American Dream Faces Harsh New Reality, " KUNC (Community Radio of Northern Colorado) we get a sense of just how much perspectives have changed -- and are changing -- in a country that has long been seen as the land of opportunity and the leader of the free world. The American Dream is a crucial thread in this country's tapestry, woven through politics, music and culture. Though the phrase has different meanings to different people, it suggests an underlying belief that hard work pays off and that the next generation will have a better life than the previous generation. But three years after the worst recession in almost a century, the American Dream now feels in jeopardy to many. The town of Lorain, Ohio, used to embody this dream. It was a place where you could get a good job, raise a family and comfortably retire. "Now you can see what it is. Nothing," says John Beribak. "The shipyards are gone, the Ford plant is gone, the steel plant is gone." His voice cracks as he describes the town he's lived in his whole life. "I mean, I grew up across the street from the steel plant when there was 15,000 people working there," he says. "My dad worked there. I worked there when I got out of the Air Force. It's just sad." Uniquely American: The American Dream is an implicit contract that says if you play by the rules, you'll move ahead. It's a faith that is almost unique to this country, says Michael Dimock of the Pew Research Center. "When Germans or French are asked the same questions about whether it's within all of our power to get ahead, or whether our success is really determined by forces outside our control, most German and French respondents say, 'No, success is really beyond our control,' " Dimock says. In the wake of the recession, that sentiment is now growing in this country. "I think the American Dream for the average man doesn't exist any more," retiree Linden Strandberg says on a recent visit to the Smithsonian American History museum in Washington, D.C. - Michael Panzner on May 29, 2012 at 08:53 PM in Social Conditions. Date: 27 January, 2012 Already There? Five more reasons why America is on the road to Banana Republicville (or are we already there?): 1. Those in charge don't feel constrained by the rules that apply to everyone else "36 Obama Aides Owe $833,000 in Back Taxes" (Investors Business Daily) How embarrassing this must be for President Obama, whose major speech theme so far this campaign season has been that every single American, no matter how rich, should pay their "fair share" of taxes. Because how unfair -- indeed, un-American -- it is for an office worker like, say, Warren Buffet's secretary to dutifully pay her taxes, while some wellto-do people with better educations and higher incomes end up paying a much smaller tax rate. Or, worse, skipping their taxes altogether. A new report just out from the Internal Revenue Service reveals that 36 of President Obama's executive office staff owe the country $833,970 in back taxes. These people working for Mr. Fair Share apparently haven't paid any share, let alone their fair share. Previous reports have shown how well-paid Obama's White House staff is, with 457 aides pulling down more than $37 million last year. That's up seven workers and nearly $4 million from the Bush administration's last year. Nearly one-third of Obama's aides make more than $100,000 with 21 being paid the top White House salary of $172,200, each. 2. Those in charge increasingly censor and harass the media "U.S Falls to 47th in Press Freedom Rankings after Occupy Crackdown" (Daily Mail) Sweeping protests around the world made it an extremely difficult year for the media, and tested journalists as never before, the annual report into press freedom reveals. The annual report by Reporters Without Borders has been released, showing the United States fell 27 points on the list due to the many arrests of journalists covering Occupy Wall Street protests. The slide in the United States places it just behind Comoros and Taiwan in a group with Argentina and Romania. 3. Those in charge feel free to use public funds for private gain "Parent Of Government-Backed Battery Maker Goes Bankrupt" (Associated Press) The parent company of an electric car battery maker that received a $118 million grant from the Obama administration filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection on Thursday. New York-based Ener1 said it has been affected by competition from China and other countries. Ener1 subsidiary EnerDel received a $118 million stimulus grant from the Energy Department in 2009, and Vice President Joe Biden visited the company's new battery plant in Indiana last year. Ener1 is the third company to seek bankruptcy protection after receiving assistance from the Energy Department under the economic stimulus law. California solar panel maker Solyndra Inc. and Beacon Power, a Massachusetts energy-storage firm, declared bankruptcy last year. Solyndra received a $528 million federal loan, while Beacon Power got a $43 million loan guarantee. 4. Those in charge favor policies that benefit the few at the expense of the many "How to Elude the Fed's Attack on Savers" (MarketWatch) On the surface, the Fed's decision to keep rates at 300-year lows was spun as an effort to help the U.S. stay in its slow grind higher. But from a personal-finance standpoint, it is one of the most outrageous ripoffs of all time -- a massive theft from the savers and retirees of this country for the benefit of banks and big business. You might think of Fed chief Ben Bernanke as a reverse Robin Hood -stealing the savings from the older people who built this country into the powerhouse that it is today and giving it to enterprises that absolutely, positively do not need interest rates near zero to make their businesses work. And if they do, they don't deserve help anyway. If you have money in a passbook savings account or certificate of deposit, or in Treasurys, as so many retirees do, then the Fed's decision Wednesday ensures that for the next two years, banks and the federal government will pay you less than 1%, which is in turn eroded by inflation, leaving you with 1%. You are thus essentially paying the banks to take your money, which they then pay to themselves as bonuses and lend primarily to the most creditworthy of their cronies, not to the small businesses that actually could use a hand. Even worse, a lot of the savings that you are lending the banks and government for pennies under the zero interest rate policy, or ZIRP, is being shipped to Europe in the form of "swaps" and other arcane instruments they don't want you to understand to help bail out holders of Greek, Portuguese, Italian and Spanish debt. 5. Those in charge seek to keep greater tabs on what the masses are doing "Drones: Another Tool of the Surveillance State" (The New American) Evidence that New York City is considering using drones to keep an eye on its citizens is growing, according to Don Dahler of New York’s CBS Channel 2. Dahler quoted an email it obtained indicating that a detective in the New York Police Department’s counterterrorism division asked the Federal Aviation Administration “about the use of unmanned aerial vehicles [UAVs] as a law enforcement tool.” Dahler noted that NYPD commissioner Joe Kelly suggested that drones would be useful: “In an extreme situation, you would [then] have some means to take down a plane.” A spokesman for the NYPD admitted that “We’re always looking at technology. Drones aren’t that exotic anymore. Brookstone sells them. We’ve looked at them but haven’t tested or deployed any [yet].” A retired officer from the department said that the use of drones would help protect the police from physical danger: “Not only would it be a form of surveillance gathering to protect the public, it also in many respects removes the officers … from harm’s way.” ... Drones are increasingly being used for citizen surveillance. Retired General Michael Kostelnik heads up the office that supervises the use of drones and said drones are routinely being used across the country. Predators are flown “in many areas around the country, not only for federal operators, but also for state and local law enforcement and emergency responders in times of crisis.” - Michael Panzner, January 27, 2012 at 05:17 PM in Social Conditions Date: 30 December, 2011 A Widespread Loss of Faith In "Americans’ Confidence in Its Leaders Hits New Low," Bill George details the (largely unsurprising) results of a new poll: The 2011 National Leadership Index indicates that Americans’ confidence in its leaders has hit new low points: the overall index has fallen from 101.4 in 2005 to 89.4 in this month’s survey, even below the 2008 level in the midst of the financial meltdown. (100 is the normative level of confidence.) The index is highly reliable as it is based on interviews of 1,065 Americans and conducted by the Center for Public Leadership, headed by Professor David Gergen at Harvard Kennedy School. These results are very worrisome to me, as without trust and confidence in our leaders, America cannot recover the energy and optimism required to restore its domestic economy and global leadership. The survey indicates that 77% of Americans believe the U.S. has a leadership crisis. Without better leaders, America will decline as a nation, according to 77% of those interviewed. Seventy-six percent disagree with the proposition that our country’s leaders are effective and do a good job. I would take things one step further than Professor George: history -including recent developments overseas -- suggests that when you combine a widespread loss of faith in the-powers-that-be with growing inequality, increasing corruption, and deteriorating economic circumstances, it can lead to something else: a revolution. - Michael Panzner, December 30, 2011 at 04:21 PM in Social Conditions. Date: 06 December 2011 More Trouble to Come One key theme of my last two books, Financial Armageddon (published in 2007) and When Giants Fall (published in 2009), was that we could expect to see a dramatic increase in social instability and political upheaval in the years ahead. Given what has happened over the past 12 months or so, that looks to have been a prescient forecast. But it really wasn't rocket science. It was simply a matter of looking back in time and noting the strong historical relationship between economic circumstances and social conditions, especially in regards to the downside. As it happens, a chart included in Control Risks' just published Riskmap 2012: Tales of the Unexpected, tells a similar story -- one that is not at all encouraging for those who believe the worst is behind us. So what exactly is in store for us “Futurizens” – a future to look forward to or being futureless? CHAPTER 3 FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS - THE DISTANT FUTURE “I will be controversial and give you an exact year of when I believe first confirmation of contact will be made – and that is 2024, the year in which if everything goes according to plan the Square Kilometre Array will be fully operational…” “…If there is a civilization within 100 lightyears this telescope could find it. We are now beginning to have the technology whether it’s the SKA or maybe other telescopes that are being developed that will allow these possibilities. We are searching all the time for a shadow earth…” “…When I was investigating UFOs, I investigated 2-300 reports each year. 10 per cent is an absolutely astonishing figure…” - Former UK Ministry of Defence Project Leader NICK POPE, who has studied UFO sightings. Pope has further reiterated that we could make contact with alien life within 12 years with the help of the world’s largest radio telescope (a supersized 1.3 billion pounds), the Square Kilometre Array (SKA), The Daily Express reported, unleashing “new and exciting possibilities”. To be operational in 2016, Scientists leading its development have suggested that the telescope will be 50 times more sensitive and 10,000 times faster than its contemporaries. “It will give astronomers insight into the formation and evolution of the first stars and galaxies after the Big Bang, the role of cosmic magnetism, the nature of gravity and possibly even life beyond,” a spokesman added. Meanwhile, a private space travel company in the US claims to have successfully launched its prototype rocket, in a giant leap towards producing a reusable space vehicle and slash the cost of journey. Other more healthy trends include IVF methods that may affect the baby’s size, a protein that may be useful in resetting the ‘food clock’ and an eye test to detect multiple sclerosis. Further, early language skills may help rein in anger later and Xmas trees have been found to absorb the greenhouse gas methane. This time however, scientists are also predicting that a rare supercomet first spotted in September 2012 may outshine the moon in 2013. Therefore, the question before us is: WHAT WILL OUR FUTURE BE LIKE? In the future, will we live on Mars? Discover another universe? In the future, will we Travel to the stars? Find ourselves distributed between (say) Mars and Earth? In the future, will we meet the Extra-Terrestrial (ET)? Take vacations in space? In the future, will we have 8.3 Billion people? And energy, food and water shortages? In the future, will we have increased carbon emissions? And drought, famine and hunger? In the future, will we see our glaciers melt? And our mega-cities sink? In the future, will we receive our first messages from civilizations in our neighboring galactic valleys? From those not so remote in our future? In the future, will we have men bearing children? See cloning become free? In the future, will we have robots ordering their creators? Have a computer in every school? In the future, will we see silicon chips being implanted inside the human body? And technology linked to human intelligence? In the future, will we put robots to work in developing countries? Create Androids with emotions? In the future, will we see the mapping of the human genetic code find new medicines and cures? See space travel deal with our growing population? In the future, will we have cyber-commoners, cyber-vehicles, cyberparliaments and cyber shanty-towns? Settle in the distant future? In the future, will we be crushed by an asteroid? This represents an almost frightful proposition. Futurizens will have nevertheless enormous to cope with. FREEDOM from the tyranny of oil. In another eighty five years, the world's population will have soared, we would be dealing with climate change and its disastrous repercussions, another Katrina or a series of them, massive thunderstorms and hurricanes, forest fires and Tsunamis, and microbes, not microchips, will be the primary vehicles of innovation. Babies will often be tweaked by their parents through gene therapies – either to eliminate problems such as Down syndrome or Cerebral Palsy or to implant desired attributes such as intelligence and athletic skill. Toilets will measure body fat and temperature, analyze urine and feces, and automatically confer with wellness providers to spot problems early. In 2040 oil consumption will begin to fall in absolute terms, and by 2060 oil will be a boutique fuel. Other than a few nuclear plants, large-scale power projects will be rare. Instead, micro-turbines fuelled by variable energy sources will provide on- the-spot power. One big beneficiary will be Africa. There will be community grids instead of non-transparent political transactions. Climate change will bring more and worse weather disasters; and melting polar ice caps will raise sea levels. Many of our cities indeed nation states will sink. Micronesia will be swamped. Population centers that are uncomfortably close to sea level, such as Venice and the Nile delta in Egypt will struggle to cope. America’s very own lower Manhattan will struggle to cope as well. America has the resources and the defenses to cope, but even those may not suffice. No one is above nature, not even America. Around the year 2060, with falling birth rates and increased intermarriage and immigration, Italy will become the first country in Europe to have a non white majority. By 2075 white skin will become a minority in the United States, Europe, Canada and Oceania leading to greater social chaos and turbulence. In the year 2068 India, one of the poorest countries on the face of this planet will overtake China as the world’s largest economy. Lord Jesus has given the rich enough to eat; a roof over their heads; a bed to sleep on; schools to go to and clothes to wear… “But the Lord works in mysterious ways!” There are little children who have very little or nothing to eat and often go to bed hungry at night; live in shelters or are homeless; often sleep on the roadsides or inside water pipes and shacks for warmth; wear the same set of clothes and do not go to school… There are besides little children, called ‘orphans’ living on the streets, abandoned by an apathetic and cold and callous society, deprived of love, affection and warmth. Further, the world with more refugees flocking to America and Australia will probably be overcrowded by 2080… The emerging discipline of neuro-economics says that economic decisions are the product of interactions between different brain parts that evolved at different times and for different reasons. Armed with this insight, scholars like Harvard's David Laibson are beginning to reconstruct economics from the prefrontal cortex up. That might take us to a far better understanding of why consumers buy, why investors buy and sell–and how everything from 401(k) plans to marketing strategies to tax policies should be put together… Older people who have low expectations for a satisfying future may be more likely to live longer, healthier lives than those who see brighter days ahead, according to new research published by the American Psychological Association. "Our findings revealed that being overly optimistic in predicting a better future was associated with a greater risk of disability and death within the following decade," said lead author Frieder R. Lang, PhD, of the University of Erlangen-Nuremberg in Germany. "Pessimism about the future may encourage people to live more carefully, taking health and safety precautions." The study was published online in the journal Psychology and Aging. Lang and colleagues examined data collected from 1993 to 2003 for the national German Socio-Economic Panel, an annual survey of private households consisting of approximately 40,000 people 18 to 96 years old. The researchers divided the data according to age groups: 18 to 39 years old, 40 to 64 years old and 65 years old and above. Through mostly inperson interviews, respondents were asked to rate how satisfied they were with their lives and how satisfied they thought they would be in five years. Five years after the first interview, 43 percent of the oldest group had underestimated their future life satisfaction, 25 percent had predicted accurately and 32 percent had overestimated, according to the study. Based on the average level of change in life satisfaction over time for this group, each increase in overestimating future life satisfaction was related to a 9.5 percent increase in reporting disabilities and a 10 percent increased risk of death, the analysis revealed. Because a darker outlook on the future is often more realistic, older adults’ predictions of their future satisfaction may be more accurate, according to the study. In contrast, the youngest group had the sunniest outlook while the middle-aged adults made the most accurate predictions, but became more pessimistic over time. "Unexpectedly, we also found that stable and good health and income were associated with expecting a greater decline compared with those in poor health or with low incomes," Lang said. "Moreover, we found that higher income was related to a greater risk of disability." The researchers measured the respondents' current and future life satisfaction on a scale of 0 to 10 and determined accuracy in predicting life satisfaction by measuring the difference between anticipated life satisfaction reported in 1993 and actual life satisfaction reported in 1998. They analyzed the data to determine age differences in estimated life satisfaction; accuracy in predicting life satisfaction; age, gender and income differences in the accuracy of predicting life satisfaction; and rates of disability and death reported between 1999 and 2010. Other factors, such as illness, medical treatment or personal losses, may have driven health outcomes, the study said. The findings do not contradict theories that unrealistic optimism about the future can sometimes help people feel better when they are facing inevitable negative outcomes, such as terminal disease, according to the authors. "We argue, though, that the outcomes of optimistic, accurate or pessimistic forecasts may depend on age and available resources," Lang said. "These findings shed new light on how our perspectives can either help or hinder us in taking actions that can help improve our chances of a long healthy life." ________________________________________ Article: "Forecasting Life Satisfaction Across Adulthood: Benefits of Seeing a Dark Future?" Frieder R. Lang, PhD, University of Erlangen-Nuremberg and German Institute for Economic Research; David Weiss, PhD, University of Zurich; Denis Gerstorf, PhD, Humboldt-University of Berlin and German Institute for Economic Research; Gert G. Wagner, PhD, German Institute for Economic Research and Max Planck Institute for Human Development; Psychology and Aging, online Feb. 18, 2013 Full text of the article is available from the APA Public Affairs Office and at http://www.apa.org/pubs/journals/releases/pag-ofp-lang.pdf As we approach the year 2015, I am a bit confused more disgruntled that things have remained the way they are and that our “Millennium Development Goals” (MDGs) are being officially neglected, resulting in more and widespread resentment and social chaos and a culture of violence in a strife-torn world. I am also reminded of the French Revolution of 1789, that the Guillotine came down and France burnt as a result of widespread disillusionment and a general breakdown in law and order. Are our priorities right? As we leave issues like famine, hunger, poverty, disease and a general ignorance either uncatered to or unresolved, a social Armageddon could very well be only a matter of time. Only Love can rectify these… CHAPTER 4 IT MUST HAVE BEEN…LOVE “When you look upon another human being and feel great love toward them, or when you contemplate beauty in nature and something within you responds deeply to it, close your eyes for a moment and feel the essence of that love or that beauty within you, inseparable from who you are, your true nature. The outer form is a temporary reflection of what you are within, in your essence. That is why love and beauty can never leave you, although all outer forms will.” - Eckhart Tolle, (born Germany, 1948 as Ulrich Tolle) is a contemporary spiritual teacher and writer on spirituality. His non-fiction bestseller, The Power of Now, describes his experience of enlightenment at the age of 29 after suffering long periods of depression, dissolving his old identity and radically changing the course of his life…His later book, A New Earth further explores the structure of the human ego and how this acts to distract people from their present experience of the world. His other works include Stillness Speaks, a book that modernizes the ancient sutra form. The aim of Tolle's teachings is the transformation of individual and collective human consciousness -a global spiritual awakening. I remember what a friend of mine once asked me in all earnest: ‘Every day we read in the newspaper or hear about the “War on Terror(ism)”. Who are these terrorists? Wherein their origin(s)? This question really shocked me! I was myself in search of an appropriate answer! They are our own people, whom we sometimes create through political and economic isolation, or they could be fanatics, sometimes sponsored by hostile nations, trying to disrupt normal life through terrorism. In the Ramayana, the battle is between the divine hero Rama and the demon king Ravana. It is a longdrawn battle that finally Rama wins. In the Mahabharata, the battle at Kurukshetra is a battle between good and evil, and Dharma wins. The battles are many but finally peace triumphs. In our times too we see good battling evil- for instance, the Second World War. It seems to me both good and evil will survive side by side. The Almighty does help both to varied degrees! How to minimize the evil through our spiritual growth is a question that has persisted throughout human history… I can recall that the ‘Battle of Kalinga’ had claimed the lives of at least 300,000 people with an equal number being wounded. Victory had been obtained at heavy cost…And Emperor Asoka looked down at the horror he had created, a horror of bloodshed and more gore…At that moment that was to go down in the annals of history, Ahimsa Dharma was born…The remorseful King embraced God’s command to propagate love for human beings through this doctrine! Asoka said, ‘Friends, there is one thing I have realized, there is no victory in causing suffering. Triumph is a peaceful kingdom…’ The Great Albert Einstein once famously remarked, ‘You know, in the West we have built a large, beautiful ship. It has all the comforts in it, but one thing is missing: it has no compass and does not know where to go. Men like Tagore and Gandhi and their spiritual forebears found the compass. Why can this compass not be put in the human ship so that both can realize their purpose?’ Sage Ashtavakra had once propounded that the business of life ought to be peace and prosperity, and not exploitation and conflict… Just like Nature! Nature gives without reservation, like the mango treepeople throw stones at it, break off its branches, but it still offers its shade to the weary traveler, and its fruits to the hungry! Then wherein we…? The history of the world shows the forces of good struggling hard to make life better for mankind while we human beings show a terrible capacity for destruction…Thus we have Gandhi on the one hand, striving relentlessly towards Non-Violence, while on the other hand, millions die in the Second World War and Pearl Harbor and the atomic bombing of entire cities. Several thousands perish in Bosnia-Herzegovina…a war rages in the Gaza Strip between Israel & Palestine… And on 11 September 2001, the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City fall and innocent lives are lost…In India, in the Bhopal gas tragedy, 30,000 people die as the result of the carelessness of a multinational company, and Chernobyl and the daily Violence in the Kashmir Valley… Where are we going? Are we doomed to destroy ourselves? No, we have to find an everlasting solution… In the modern era, there are few such examples, of those who embody the qualities that come from realizing the nature of the mind… ‘Atmabodha’…We are too much preoccupied with ostentatious displays of wealth and personal freedom! Actually, how humane or civilized or compassionate or tolerant are we? There is still a long way to go… Abundance and spirituality are not mutually exclusive nor is it wrong to desire material things…Nature too adopts full measures; you would observe that if you looked around you! Inside a garden, there is a profusion of flowers. Even better still, if you looked up, you would see the vast Universe stretching into infinitude, unbelievable really! All that we see in the world is an embodiment of energy, as Sri Aurobindo says. Therefore it becomes wise to appreciate that spirit and matter are both part of existence, are in harmony with each other, after all, it is the realization that it is wrong to feel that it is shameful or non-spiritual to desire material things that matters… ‘How do you love when you don’t love?’ CHAPTER 5 BRIDGE OVER TROUBLED WATER We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone. ~ Orson Welles Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself - and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. ~ Jim Morrison James Douglas "Jim" Morrison (December 8, 1943 – July 3, 1971) was an American singer-songwriter and poet, best remembered as the lead singer of Los Angeles rock band The Doors. Following The Doors' explosive rise to fame in 1967, Morrison developed a severe alcohol and drug dependency that culminated in his death at the age of 27 in Paris. He is alleged to have died of a heroin overdose, but as no autopsy was performed, the exact cause of his death is still disputed. Morrison was well known for often improvising spoken word poetry passages while the band played live. Due to his wild personality and performances, he is regarded by critics and fans as one of the most iconic, charismatic and pioneering frontmen in rock music history… Morrison's early life was a nomadic existence typical of military families. Jerry Hopkins recorded Morrison's brother, Andy, explaining that his parents had determined never to use physical corporal punishment such as spanking on their children. They instead instilled discipline and levied punishment by the military tradition known as dressing down. This consisted of yelling at and berating the children until they were reduced to tears and acknowledged their failings. Once Morrison graduated from UCLA, he broke off most contact with his family. By the time Morrison's music ascended to the top of the charts (in 1967) he had not been in communication with his family for more than a year and falsely claimed that his parents and siblings were dead (or claiming, as it has been widely misreported, that he was an only child). David Crosby on an album by CPR wrote and recorded a song about the movie “The Doors” ((1991), a fiction film by director Oliver Stone, starring Val Kilmer as Morrison with the lyric: "And I have seen that movie – and it wasn’t like that – he was mad and lonely – and blind as a bat.". Could the sheer absence of love and an intense loneliness have contributed to Morrison’s untimely demise? My own story is that of sheer absence of familial love and an intense loneliness as well. The only exception is the love of a mother. This is the beginning of the story of one woman’s relentless pursuit of peace and happiness… I, Ms Nilanjana Sanyal was born in Jamshedpur (now, Jharkhand state) on the 24th of June, 1974 into a progressive Hindu Brahmin Indian family. That was the year India tested her first underground nuclear weapon detonation in Pokhran, a remote location of Thar Desert region of Rajasthan. That was also the year the “Loch Ness Monster” was photographed for the 1st time on January 8th. Other major historical events include the beginning of the ‘World Population Year’; a small pox epidemic in India; USSR performing nuclear test at Eastern Kazakh; Patty Hearst, daughter of publisher Randolph Hearst being kidnapped by SLA; Iran/Iraqi border fight breaking out and Pakistan officially recognizing Bangladesh apart from Mount Etna in Sicily erupting. My parents had had an arranged marriage. My father deeply loved my mother, but said nothing when her in-laws (including his two sisters) treated her with humiliation and indignity. When I was two years old, a hermit soothsayer predicted that I was a rare species of woman and would win over the cosmos some day. Forget about winning over the cosmos, I don’t even have gainful employment for years altogether! Let’s face it; I’m without a job thanks to the fact that I have in the past and continue to undergo a powerful emotional and physical struggle and no one’s willing to take me! We Indians talk about women’s rights, social security, gender equality and welfare systems but the story remains the same for us. There’s no one for us, only extreme stigma and discrimination that society has meted out to us. The story is no different for anyone! I see myself as a woman of courage. I have always been brave and smiling and cheerful despite the odds that I face day-after-day and it’s been years…When I hear Nelly Furtado’s voice, I remember the time I was awarded a Bachelor’s in Music. I remember the time I used to sing in school, then as member of my college team during inter-College fests… I used to be a great dancer (I mean freestyle, creative) as well! I remember once how my partner and I danced our way to stardom at the IIT Delhi Socials while the rest just looked on, mesmerized! I used to be a great Donald Bradman, a la Derek Underwood (I still have all the names by heart!) and they were scared to bowl to me for fear that they might be hit over the fence! I was strong and sturdy then, strong enough to control the crowds outside the I P College gates during our annual fest ‘Shruti’. I was also right from the beginning a thorough intellectual, my article ‘Sexual Revolution in India: A Myth or a Reality’ was adjudged the best in an interCollege fest in Delhi, and I literally went on to capture hearts! But things have changed from the chirpy thing I was in college… After topping the University of Delhi in my first year, I was pressurized to put in more effort… And indeed I did. I was now studying like hell, both in and out of the campus arc lights! An inevitable result was reduced vision that did not come into notice then. Around the same time, I was getting involved… with society. With the problems and issues that our college laborers faced. On one occasion, I remember having provoked the authorities over water. I had then become extremely popular in college, especially among the ‘Karmcharis’ (manual laborers, the sweepers and so on). A social conscience was born! I lost a friend on campus (who committed suicide); I fell off a red-liner (a bus) in Delhi and was hit by a car, I had several accidents but I was determined and I did eventually qualify CAT (the Common Admission Test to the Indian Institutes of Management) and B-school in Calcutta (IISWBM, Kolkata). But that was the beginning of my tragedy! We were in a hostel, but the hostel authorities never cared… That was when my vision problems surfaced; I was unable to read the blackboard in class! My attention and eventually concentration power waned; I started losing focus…At around the same time, one of our hostellers who were studying medicine had to be suddenly taken to the doctor. We found her in sweat and shiver, and she was clutching on to her cerebellum! That was perhaps my first exposure to Depression, the illness, the mental fatigue and the symptoms! Whatever it was, it was horrible! The very next day, they hospitalized her; put her on Electro-convulsive Therapy and some halfdozen medications! So perhaps I was all used to it when it was my turn, the year being 1997-99… I also vividly remember how our hostel maid’s little daughter, chirpy thing that she was, was packed off to a government hospital along with her young mother in the middle of the night in a car jam-packed with men following a dangerous accident! The hostel authorities on Beadon Street (Calcutta) said not a word and did practically nothing about the incident! That incident was to change my life, steer me onto thinking how indifferent (or, apathetic) we really are to the needs of the poor! We think we have come a long way. We have a long way to go. We think we have made Progress. We have a lot of progress to make. We think we have learnt from the experiences of other countries. We have plenty to learn! Consider this: India has the largest number of children of school-going age out of school. There are millions waiting to learn to read and write, to see the light in their lives. There are villages without roads, without electricity. There are schools that haven’t seen what a desktop looks like. Women in Rajasthan walk miles in parched heat to fetch drinking water. An innocent villager was refused admittance at the hospital when in labor; she couldn’t sign her husband’s name. These are our ‘Unwanted Indians’… Consider also the practice of selective sex abortion. The practice of aborting ‘unwanted girls’ is widespread in India. Manual scavenging is common in India. An Indian couple found an unwell 75-year old woman lying on a garbage dump apparently thrown out of her home by her children. As the New India Rises, so do slums of laborers. Lack of dignity for manual labor and very low pay has always been a truth in India. It is part of the caste system, part of our history. There is widespread trafficking in women and children. My concern is also those who have undergone powerful emotional (mental health) anguish and physical torment. Why then ought to be a lack of dignity? It’s fashionable to use the term “Differently abled” these days! What they do not realize is the pain each one of us goes through… It’s extremely painful for us. The pain in terms of lack of employability and consequent loss of productivity, the stigma and the discrimination that come with the condition, the medical cost to the family, the loss of respect in society and consequent low self-esteem, and above all, the pain itself are issues one must contend with? There is huge loss on the exchequer, but ask a differently abled individual whether s/he would, or rather could think at all about the exchequer? Put yourself in the shoes of the other person: the Father of a Down’s syndrome Child, the mother of a child with Cerebral Palsy or the grandparent of an intellectually-challenged or learning disabled child! See how it feels at first? To experience what society labels “Differently abled” is to know it first hand! Otherwise, the ‘beautiful mind’ in India shall remain an ‘Unknown Indian’… The year was 1997-8. I was training with a corporate NGO in Orissa (CYSD) when I had to undergo a painful surgery on the toe nail… It was about 12:00 am and I was in the midst of a medicated slumber… I was all alone in the hostel. Suddenly, I found a familiar face barge into the room! It was Ramesh, one of the canteen staff. Earlier, they had tried to drug my food as far as I could remember… These could have been the perfect ingredients of a Stephen King spine-chiller! For truly the first time in my life, I was scared… But I had the ability to muster courage and throw the intruder out of my room! My lone fight was not over… The organization blamed me and there I was, in an alien environment with practically no knowledge of the local language (Oriya) and a group of hostile apathetic people (save a few including my colleagues from overseas, Kate and Judith) most of whom were not concerned about my general well-being at that point of time… I suffered a breakdown of sorts and all the organization did was send me back home with two complete strangers (it seems our hostel maid’s story was repeating itself…) I must add here that I recently approached this organization for employment but all they did was smile back enquiring about my name and with no concrete action on the matter! The story did not end there! In fact, it was to begin there… Tears well up in my eyes as the tragedy unfolds… This was to be the beginning of all that pain, the violence on the exterior and its continuing struggle with the nonviolence and serenity within; the loss of trust, self-esteem and self-respect within the family; repeated trips to the clinic; all that traditional Western medication; the ECTs; the loss of self-control; the aggression; the mood fluctuations; all those ‘highs’ and ‘lows’; the pills had literally devoured me leaving me with very little or practically no capacity to reason; the depression and so on and so forth… My father used to spend a good part of his day crying, never before had I seen a grown-up man cry like that and yes in the presence of the deity! It was the day my brother was to sit his IIT examinations… I woke up early in the morning unable to walk upright and my palms were sweating and completely numb, I was completely paralytic! That was the first time death was staring me in the face and there have been many more times… That day was to mark the first day of my trips to the clinic…It was difficult coming to terms with the pain at first but something within me urged me to go on… My mother used to put on the music whenever I felt depressed and there I was on my feet…! She taught me that Life is meant to be lived to the full! Life is beautiful…all of life! Beethoven was born hearing-impaired; can one imagine the trauma while trying to compose music? By now, I was involved with life! With the lives of the underprivileged, so to say… The late Dr. D.K. Dey, Director, Social Services, Tata Steel, Jamshedpur, INDIA called me to his office to inform me that I had been offered a traineeship. My joy knew no bounds! The year was 1997… I have not looked back ever since though I am still largely unemployed even now (meaning there were a few periods of employment in between)!!! With a brief period of recurring illness in between, I have continued being a Good Samaritan. I used to make frequent trips to the field to see for myself ‘how India lives’… It’s really pathetic, I must say! The stark nakedness in the heights of winter, the abject poverty, the extreme misery, all that inequality, it has always upset me… While innocent poultry were being slaughtered to fill our bellies (i.e. those of the field staff); children with pot bellies stalked our jeeps as if we were aliens from outer space! I was upset about this dual cruelty; at the strange powerlessness that globalization had imposed on so many of us! I started speaking my mind to many of these laborers, those that drove our vehicles and finally to the management. “The Kindergarten Social Welfare Foundation” (KIDS) was born out of the efforts of the common man, people who never lived in palatial houses, those whose roofs were leaking, and for whom safe water was a luxury. I am happy to have been one of the Founder/members; in fact all we had in the beginning was a dilapidated building with a few children. Over the years, KIDS has grown and the reins have passed on from one individual to another, but the vision and the mission approach remain intact… CHAPTER 6 ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE The Progress of Nations Sometimes, life brings in its wake ‘special’ people who then become a part of you. Mukhtar Hussain or simply Mukhtar ‘Bhaiyya’ (brother) was and will continue to be special to me. He was more than the Founder of KIDS, but someone who gave me dignity and respect at a time when I was being innocently victimized by our doctors and psychiatrists, members of family, acquaintances and friends alike, indeed society. By society, I mean the city of Jamshedpur where I was born. A city I have never loved, indeed a closed, industrial and claustrophobic environment. Where people keep their doors closed to you when you most need them. I have never quite recovered from this city. Sadly, Mukhtar Bhaiyya does not live here any more. His family, consisting of his wife and two lovely children does. Mr. Hussain currently resides in the Middle East. It hurts, the distance, but the memories remain… KIDS used to be located in a small building adjacent to the “Harijan Bustee” (‘Harijan’: Mahatma Gandhi’s ‘Children of God’ and ‘Bustee’: slum) in Jamshedpur. They called the place ‘crèche’, and as I walked in each morning, I could hear the lovely children play. Some of them would come and greet me, what an honor it was to shake hands with India’s future generations, the children of her peasants, her laborers, indeed her common folk, who could easily be India’s future teachers, doctors, social-workers, her Prime-ministers and Presidents! And there was this little girl, Ishita, a lovely little girl of five, the daughter of a laborer, whom I especially loved. I have always cared for all these children, knowing fully well that they came from deprived and vulnerable backgrounds, with some of them being orphans as well. Brief moments of respite, from the heavy drudgery of a city I have never loved… In the beginning, all we had was a small school building that had been leased out by the Company, where there were two classrooms, a washroom apart from an office. There were over a hundred children, mostly from extremely deprived backgrounds and education was free for them. There was a desktop computer as well. The office was where Mr. Hussain and I used to sit; indeed there were cupboards that housed the school files. There used to be plenty of sunshine inside the school compound, and there was plenty of sunshine in my life then. I was never given an opportunity to think that I was sick or ailing; indeed there was so much of encouragement from everyone and especially from the KIDS Management. I was never allowed to be lonely, and they all took special care of me… KIDS was at that point of time a dream… come true. There was something I learned from my experience, that sometimes the most progressive thinking exists among and especially within our most deprived and vulnerable communities, indeed the POOR. One could be highly educated, foreignbred and with a plethora of degrees (and sometimes you get fake ones in the market) and a member of the rich, powerful and the ‘elitist’, but if one is not willing to shed one’s inhibitions, then there is simply no point talking about PROGRESSIVE THINKING. After all, sometimes, our most progressive thinkers have come from the less fortunate sections of society. I miss that progressive outlook… CHAPTER 7 HAPPINESS IS A WARM GUN Our Conservative Outlook Recently, I had the opportunity to meet with a senior Executive of the Company, the company my father has worked with all his life until his retirement. This gentleman (name withheld) has been suffering from a condition called Multiple Sclerosis for a long time. He is a brilliant individual, with many distinctions and honors from abroad, and has risen to great eminence despite his disability. I had immense respect for this man, until recently when I met him. I never quote people unless I can quote them verbatim, and demeaning someone through my writing has never been my objective, but I am surprised that someone who has a debilitating disability himself should discourage someone else who is also suffering immensely as if she never deserved to get what she got in life by virtue of her own efforts: namely, a once freelance assignment with the company. I will not say anything beyond this except that I find that an extremely backward and conservative outlook exists. Indeed it is not within either the scope of this book or its objective to single out people or organizations that have discriminated, but one must proceed in order to be able to highlight that certain discriminatory practices do exist in society that target, among others, the poor & the disabled, particularly, those with a mental health disability. We cannot change society unless we dare speak out, so as to say… because then change proceeds through a ‘ripple effect, more and more ‘victims of society’ take turns to add their voices for a more profound change. I remember the time I was working with Manovikas Kendro, a leading disability rehabilitation organization (working with ‘special needs’ children) in the Eastern region. I do not remember having let them down anytime; indeed I was extremely diligent in my work. After two months however, the CEO and the Founder said I should come only two-three times a week, and I was eventually removed off the rolls. What had I done to deserve this? They all profess to have a progressive outlook, no one says no to you or refuse to employ you but they just don’t take you in. And then there are innumerable questions on your condition, the type, the symptoms, blah blah blah… It’s been the same ordeal day-after-day, year after year. What started off with being denied a job at the CII (Confederation of Indian Industry) continued to the losing of a job at Manovikas Kendro and the inevitable result, thanks to our progressive outlook, is a young woman who has remained largely unemployed (with brief periods of respite) for the last 16 years. I will also not hesitate to mention that IICP (Indian Institute of Cerebral Palsy), Kolkata which works with children with Cerebral Palsy also corresponded with me only to the point when I mentioned my condition to them. There was no correspondence after that. Everyone in India has an extremely progressive outlook. So progressive that an innocent nun is raped by fanatics in broad daylight and they go scotfree. So progressive that a little child is beaten up by the cops who walk away scot-free. So progressive that an irate mob drags a young man who has committed a petty theft. So progressive that we all sit quiet as hunger takes away thousands of children each year… They use fashionable names for the work being done for the poor: poverty eradication; poverty alleviation; rural development; international development; sustainable development; social development and so on! The UN (United Nations) uses the term ‘Millennium Development Goals’… I respect the work being done by NGOs, CBOs and international agencies such as the UN (United Nations). The feeling by itself is important. But some amount of democratic decentralization is necessary. Is it possible for the imposing centralized United Nations headquarters in New York to be able to respond immediately and effectively if a little girl child in India were to collapse during her menstrual periods in the intense parched heat while walking to fetch drinking water? That would be the daughter of a farmer. And such people are really not important. Clamoring about our ‘Millennium Development Goals’ simply won’t help. One has to be clear about one’s purpose in life… Does one exist (live) to eat or eat to exist? EXISTENCE…? CHAPTER 8 IF LIFE EXISTS Astitiva: A Worthless Existence Vs A Simple Existence (Is Life Mere Existence?) “My body is numb My head detached Unable to focus Unable to feel I function through routine Nothing can change Nothing must change A Worthless existence” (“Tales From A Stream”, Author Unknown) I have often wondered what living a “Worthless existence” means… What “Existence” at all means! Is life mere existence? Is worthiness an inherited trait, or is it acquired? What can modern civilization with its complex systems of war-mongering, annihilator instincts (the capacity to wipe out the human race) and obscene patterns of material consumption, sin and greed learn from the “powers of simple existence”? Ancient Indian Mythology tells us about our many virtuous sages and their wonderful world. These sages were like children. Almost everything fascinated them: the stars in the night sky, the tall mountains, the rivers and oceans, the birds in the sky, tiny insects, even tigers…! These pious men lived close to nature. They worshipped truth, nonviolence, self-discipline and simplicity. Foremost among the wise old men of India was the great Sage Patanjali. Patanjali, or more appropriately Rishi Patanjali was an extraordinary man, renowned for his learning and wisdom, author of three brilliant works, one on Sanskrit grammar, the second on Indian medicine Ayurveda, and the third and the most important, the “Yoga Sutras of Patanjali”. In Book II (Means of Attainment or Sadhana) of “The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali” he writes: “…Existence is that which is capable of acts fulfilling a purpose of the Self. Non-existence is worthlessness (tucchata) as regards the purpose of the Self. That is so-described [as having neither existence nor non-existence] which is beyond the range of both existence and non-existence… The state when sattva and rajas and tamas are in equipoise is never of use in fulfilling a purpose of the Self. And so it is not existent. Neither does it have a worthless kind of existence like the sky-lotus. Therefore it is also not nonexistent… For there is no utter annihilation of the existent, or if utterly annihilated it cannot be made to grow again. For because one cannot make the non-existent grow, the Great [Thinking-substance] and the other [entities] would really exist [in the unphenomenalized state] and therefore might function as acts fulfilling the purpose of the Self [and so the unphenomenalized state might be said to exist]…” So, Life is Worthless existence, is it? Then, what is Worth? And what is Worthlessness? What is Existence? And what is Non-existence? This brings us to the fundamental question – what is Life? And what is Non life? What is “Prana”? And what is “Aprana”? ‘Aprana’ is simply put, Lifelessness… But why does one always have to live only a worthless existence? A brave new world calls for more than mere existence, it calls for existence “with a purpose”…the ability to dream…for nations and peoples… and I often feel I have never dreamt…should one dare dream anyway? I know not the answer. Because I have never really been happy… CHAPTER 9 IF I WAS YOU I WOULDN'T TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO A History of Abuse “In the past 20 years, man has demonstrated his skill at enabling large numbers of people to survive who would not have survived in the past – but to survive in poverty, in ignorance, in sickness, often in degradation (quality of life). Together we have survived as one human family.” - Anonymous “Who hit you, who did this to you?” Aunt Sita’s eyes had popped out of their sockets! (I have often seen this curiosity in many of my fellow Indians, this is something I genuinely detest)…Not that we achieve anything by asking questions meant to arouse sympathy, one could empathize in ‘n’ number of ways, but the approach itself is flawed…are we really concerned? “My brother!” I was reluctant to divulge the details. “Your brother…?” “I can’t imagine!” “But why…?” “I had just come back from a blood test and he started…” “Anyway, how do these questions matter? My entire life so far has been chapter-after-chapter of justice denied, a story of oppression, and a sordid tale of being an innocent victim of the circumstances…” I have had these blood pathology tests all these years probably to measure the drug count in my blood. Kurt Cobain was on Lithium until his untimely death. Many famous personalities have been on psychotropic medication. Woody Allen has visited a Psychiatrist all his life until he walked away with the ‘Lifetime Achievement Award’ of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences. I only wish to highlight that there is life beyond the pill. But this has to be nurtured… When we were young, our parents used to take us to Puri, the famous Lord Jagannath pilgrimage in Orissa state of India. We used to listen to the sounds of the tide roaring, take long walks to the beach. We were young then. Now my brother has grown up, studied overseas and developed his own perspective… He lives his own life… Perhaps that is the only way of justifying the image he has developed of a physically ill sister of whom he had certain expectations but which changed over time… Change, after all, is the essence of life… I have traveled all over India-to Kolkata, Bhubaneswar and Puri in the East to New Delhi, Mussorie and Dehradun in the North to Mumbai in the West to Bangalore in the South. I was young and athletic then! Those were the days, when the family could Board crowded trains and luxurious flights with equal ease, in fact, I had the tenacity of a teen and the emotional strength of a bungee-jumper! But all is not lost hope, although things have changed now…The worst thing one can do is losing hope in life… I often wonder that if I lost hope in life, what would happen to my aged parents. I am also concerned about what would happen to me and the cause for which I exist? God creates each one of us for a purpose and one must make every attempt to fulfill that purpose in life… Again, when God closes all doors upon you, he keeps one window open…FOR YOU… I often still wonder which window he has left opened… CHAPTER 10 DON’T WORRY, BE HAPPY Remember the Commandment: You Are a Beautiful Gift of God “…Life is a beautiful struggle. You have come from God. You are a spark of His glory. You will get peace only when you can again merge in Him…” (Unknown) Life is an enigma. Be in love with your life. Every detail of it. I never really wanted a perfect life. I just wanted a life that is happy. And there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy. For just one second, look at your life and see how perfect it is. Stop looking for the next secret door that is going to lead you to your real life. This is it: there’s nothing else. It’s here and you’d better decide to enjoy it or you’re going to be miserable wherever you go, for the rest of your life, forever. Look at the Stars, look how they shine for you. Look at the moon, and feel happy. Look at the sun, and how it lights up your life. You have to decide what’s most important to you. Keeping your pride and getting nothing. Or taking a risk, and maybe, just maybe having everything. You are good enough. Think of all the beauty still around you and be happy. Don’t just pray about what seems logical and possible. Pray HARD about the “impossible." God will show you that NOTHING, nothing, nothing, nothing is impossible with Him. Ever. Period. End of story. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices. Or you can fight back. Things are always going to be fair in the real world. That’s just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. The rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase. The choices you make. And the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now. Place your trust in God. He will always bring you out of the difficult situations and to you He will restore happiness. People were created to be loved and things meant to be used. The reason the world is in chaos is because things (by this, I mean “material” things) are being loved and people are being used. Whatever you do, hold on to hope! The tiniest thread will twist into an unbreakable cord. Let hope anchor you in the possibility, that this is NOT the end of your story, that change will bring you to peaceful shores. Remember: “YOU ARE FREE OF THE PAST…” “…Never lie to people, because the people you’re able to lie to…are the people that trust you...” (Anne Frank) Remember also that not everything is meant to be, but at least worth a try. God’s plan is always the best. Sometimes, the process is painful and hard, but don’t forget that when God is silent, He’s doing something for you. And this strikes a chord in my heart: “But I trust in your UNFAILING love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the LORD, for He has been good to me.” (Psalm 13:5-6) A few rules: 1.) Never stop thinking. This is important. If someone ever says to you “you need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupid people. Your mind is the most important thing you have, if you stop using it, it will atrophy. Stare into space blankly and don’t mentally punish yourself for doing it, even if it is for that split second. 2.) Don’t be afraid to talk about anything. You shouldn’t be afraid of reality. 3.) Everyone is a hypocrite. 4.) You are all original. Every life experience is case sensitive and unique. Every time you wake up or quote someone else, you are becoming more you than anyone has ever been. 5.) Do pointless things. Don’t actively restrain or hide yourself from the redundant. 6.) Stop rushing. Shut up and embrace the sound of silence. 7.) Religion shouldn’t be taught, it should be found. No one should tell you what to believe except for you. 8.) Talking to yourself is healthy. Is there anyone you have more in common with? 9.) There is no such thing as time. The sun never sets or rises. Days and years don’t exist. There is only your life. 10.) We will always be in a transitional phase. Look outside and know that everything will be replaced at some point. This existence is temporary. 11.) It’s not half empty or half full. It’s half a glass. 12.) Every now and then, you take something that you see every day and try to see it in a different light. Renew its resistance. 13.) Be happy, but don’t force it. 14.) You will always succeed in trying. 15.) We are all crazy. 16.) We are all about as similar as we are different. 17.) Ideas are about as valuable as people. Numbers don’t have to go in order. 18.) Words will always be just words. Love is just another four letter word, only the feeling is real. 19.) Ask a child for advice. They may not know much, but they know what’s important. 20.) Prove you’re alive. Do anything from dancing in the supermarket to taking an impulse trip to another country. Remind the world you are still here. 21.) Don’t take anything seriously. After all, you ought to be global in thought even when local in action! CHAPTER 11 MADE IN INDIA Rich like Us I am not Sameer Khanna or Rohan Sen or Bobby Khetri or Ashita Khurana. They come from affluent families. They live in Bandra and Cuffe Parade of Mumbai city or Greater Kailash and Vasant Kunj of New Delhi or Alipore and Middleton Street of Calcutta. They are often the children of rich and famous parents. I have heard of affluent Indian families. The father who would be an eminent academician would be later made a member of the Planning Commission in New Delhi, the capital city of India. The mother would be either very highly educated herself or a writer or painter or photographer and inevitably a socialite. The brother (the only brother) would come out of the Wharton Business School and be made Chief Economist with the World Bank. The sister would graduate from the University of Peace in Costa Rica part of an international cohort of students selected to document the causes and short/long-term consequences of climate change and global warming. Chances are she would already have studied deforestation in the Amazon Rainforests and would now be ready to move to Venezuela…And then her parents would suddenly recall her to tell her that they had found a potential suitor for her. The boy would be inevitably a product of the London Business School with his own business, from a rich family and settled in Los Angeles. They would then hold a fairytale-like wedding for their daughter of the kind I could only read about in books. The guest list would read like a ‘Who’s Who’. They would inevitably book the banquet hall of the Taj and the Oberoi. An Executive Chef would be flown in from either Liberia or Sri Lanka and there would be a starter to begin with and dessert to wind up with. There would be all genres and species of food from crabs cooked in white sauce to scorpions cooked in black sauce! There would be wine for everyone! Oh, how much the rich and the famous drink! The taxes don’t bother them, they don’t pay taxes. Some of them are rich taxpayers though. The labels are not something they think about. Their chauffeurs fetch the bottles from the shops and are supposed to check all details. They have all the money! Not that their children know what they are supposed to do with their lives…The fathers send them to a lesser-known Fashion school in America, and all they think they are supposed to do is to study Fashion. Yves-Saint Laurent, Dolce Gabbana, Nina Ricci and Giorgio Armani are names they naturally connect to! They have grown up on these names! They dream of meeting Michel Adam, they dream of being at the Fashion-bar Party, they dream of taking a cruise on the Diamond Yacht… All they ever do is dream! These are part of that generation of young ‘Youngs’ that lives on Sex, drugs and Psychedelic Hip-hop and rock-n-roll. On Queen (Freddie Mercury) and the Sex Pistols. And Oasis…And Tom Cruise and John Travolta and Cameron Diaz and Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie and Enrique Iglesias and Shakira! And Kentucky Fried Chicken and McDonald’s. And Spaghetti, Broccoli and Dark Fantasy! And Ham burgers and potato fingers and Chicken Pizza. The children of the rich and the famous live on them. They have a strong distrust of the labor classes. They’re happy being born into the elite classes. They strongly believe in a ‘class divide’. They’re happy being born into the class that can afford…to send their children to Kellogg, to Harvard, to MIT and to Costa Rica. They’re happy they can make something of their lives so that they can make wealth, earn a name and respectability for themselves, be rich and famous so as to say! God has given the rich and the famous everything they could possibly wish for! They have big houses in the heart of Delhi, and there are cooks and servants and chauffeurs all over the place…These are people the elite have a marked distrust of, they often ran away with your valuables or raped or murdered your family members…These were dirty beings, and never innocent or simple. It was best we kept a distance from them… This entire clamor over poverty eradication is something the rich, the famous and the influential in India don’t approve of. Why ought we to liberate the poor? What have they done for us? How do they contribute to the economy? We are the economy-the doctors; software engineers; architects; bureaucrats and the fashion-designers. Those rickshaw-pullers and domestic servants, what good are they anyway? The hip-hop generation is often seen at the usual rave parties; gay joints; strip joints; and in the local pubs. Addicted to Cocaine and LSD and to Cannabis and Marijuana. This is often the subject of much discussion in the media, the academic fraternity and civil society organizations yet no one says or does anything. Because their parents are running for office, and as in the case of the Diaspora, Gubernatorial positions in the United States of America and are rich and powerful men and women (like one’s family originating from the Royal Family of Gwalior, for instance). And as the Prime Minister of India spends his time in a banquet hall dining with the President of the United States apparently to fulfill his official commitments… And as children in our desperately impoverished nation die the way do ticks, fools dance! SHUCKS!!! India stinks at times. No morals, no ethics, and we have lost our ability to think and reason… This is what happens when we Indians go gaga over Adam Smith’s “Wealth of Nations” and when all that we (or, rather our multinational corporations) think of is PROFIT, PROFIT & MORE PROFIT! CHAPTER 12 MONEY FOR NOTHING The Morality of Profit "What is a man if he is not a thief who openly charges as much as he can for the goods he sells?" - Mahatma Gandhi Until recently, I was wondering whether torturing someone is wrong, but can it be morally permissible to torture a man who can tell you where a landmine has been planted? What if by torturing him, we are able to save ‘another’ innocent man’s life? I am not a big fan of Capitalism. Also, as a young author, I do not even know whether I’ll be able to do complete justice to the debate. But I shall try nevertheless. After all, I belong to the Land of Gandhi who once remarked “Earth provides enough to satisfy every man's need, but not every man's greed”. But we greedy earthly (human) beings have forsaken our morals. There cannot be a greater tragedy in the history of human civilization. From the publication of Adam Smith’s “Wealth of Nations” in 1776 to our contemporary profit-driven “Casino Economy”, we have witnessed an unflinching, somewhat disturbing trend towards the globalization of Western capitalism. The intellectual source is mainstream economics which has capitalized almost every facet of our lives, from technology to labor to the ecology to even productive resources, including the human brain and its capacity to think and reason. There is a war in the minds of men, and I also often believe that this downturn (recession) is a major outcome of that inner conflict, between what he considers wrong (his own motives) Vs what be believes in (his soul or in other words, his own inner conscience or ethics. But we are not going into the realm of Philosophy. No, not at all. Who’s concerned about some silly ethics anyway? Who’s concerned about conscience, about the soul? I’d much rather fill my own coffers provided I don’t otherwise deprive others in the process… I come from a developing nation. Although I have not seen hunger in my own life, I know what it means to be hungry. I know what it feels like to have to bury (or, cremate as in Hindu custom) your own child and with your own hands. Big terms like ‘Sustainable Development’ and ‘Welfare Economics’ do not go down well with me. As for ‘Market Economics’ and some utterly dry ‘Fiscal Policy’ (well, I’m not much into Bulls and Bears myself), these extravagant terms look good at conferences and conventions (that however do not touch human lives) but consider ‘getting truly involved’ in the lives of the poor, the food on their tables; the primary health centers and the schools for their children. But that would be the son or the daughter of a farmer. And such people are really not important, are they? In practice, most resources (social, economic, environmental for instance) have been harnessed by aggressive capitalists [originally called adventurers, forerunners of today’s powerful multinational corporations (MNCs)] in a global search for profits. This trend has made the West richer while the vast majority of humanity remains deprived. It is inconceivable that any lasting peace in our world can be achieved when millions of people die yearly from starvation, disease, poverty and hunger. As such it would be unthinkable to treat peace as a condition characterized simply by worldwide absence of conflict/war. For instance, some of the questions which need an answer are: Is Peace only the absence of war; why is it that even affluent nations live in so much of insecurity; why mindless/limitless material consumption/consumerism is a scourge in societies of the world; why should nations continue losing their children to hunger and malnutrition and the importance of human development to achieve dignity. A new world is emerging. A world that is moving towards compassion. A world that is moving towards greater tolerance. Towards Peace. There is now more demand for Equality than ever before. Under these circumstances, it becomes necessary that we the ‘Peace-loving Nations’ of the world should facilitate the achievement of a more Egalitarian Global Order. This is only a utopian dream. As someone deeply concerned with alternative issues and the meaning of peace, it is my sincere hope that my dream will one day become a reality. CHAPTER 13 HOLY LOVE (THE CHRISTMAS SONG) A Call from the Lord “My dear brothers and sisters, words are so inadequate to express how humble and overwhelmed I feel at receiving this special calling. Throughout my life as I have heard the General Authorities speak and felt the power of their messages, I have gained a great reverence for the sacred role they perform in the Church. Now, to be invited to sit with them and to assist them in building the kingdom of God is a privilege I feel faint in accepting. I pray for your support, for your faith and prayers that I might measure up. I ask for your patience and for the patience of my Brethren who will be my tutors. More than anything, I pray for the help of our Heavenly Father and his Son, for without their help and direction I will surely fail. I am grateful for my wonderful companion, Kathy. She makes goodness look easy, and the purity of her spirit keeps our family focused on the simple yet saving truths of the gospel. I’m so thankful for the valiant and precious children that have been entrusted to us. I love them dearly and appreciate so much their willingness to support me in this new calling. I have been blessed with goodly parents. My parents are now serving as proselyting missionaries in the Georgia Macon Mission. Even before I knew, I knew that they knew the Church was true. I am so appreciative of Kathy’s parents and their example of unselfish giving, and for our brothers and sisters who live the gospel in quiet yet dedicated ways. Our family returned nine months ago from a mission in southern France. I want to express my great love for the members in France. It was in France twenty years ago that I began to glimpse what seeking first the kingdom of God really meant. And living among these French Saints during the last three years has motivated our family to a much greater consecration. I am so grateful for the tremendous missionaries who served there with us and taught us that uncompromising faith will always prevail in a doubting and cynical world. Finally, I am thankful for the good Saints and members in our home state of Florida, who have strengthened us through our many years there together. I have heard President Monson say, “Whom the Lord calls, the Lord qualifies.” I know this is true, and it gives me hope looking beyond my own inadequacies. I know that when we are on the Lord’s errand, He will be with us, He will strengthen us, He will build our capacities. I have experienced it. I have felt His lifting Spirit. In the months and years ahead, I will need Him so very much. I pledge all that I am to this sacred calling. I promise to be teachable, and I pray that I can be sufficiently meek that the Lord can mold and strengthen my spirit to accomplish His purposes. I commit to you and to the Lord that I will consecrate myself to advancing the cause of the Restoration and to loyally following His chosen leaders. I know that our Heavenly Father lives and that He loves each one of us. I know that Jesus is the Christ and that He lovingly offers the way to our forgiveness. I know that through the Prophet Joseph Smith the church of Jesus Christ was restored to the earth and that the true priesthood authority of God is in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I pray that I may always be valiant in that testimony and to these eternal truths, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.” - “Whom the Lord Calls, the Lord Qualifies” (April 1993, Neil L.Anderson) When God calls you into relationship with His Son, there are distinct stages He will take you through in your journey with Christ. These seven distinct stages can be seen in most every believer throughout their lifetime. Understanding these stages can help us prepare for the future events God may bring into our lives. God's destiny for your life will involve stages that may question God's activity in your life. Nevertheless, they are needful to bring you into full maturity in your relationship with God. What are these seven stages? Let me introduce each of these stages before we begin. Stage 1 - Salvation Stage 2 - Preparation Stage 3 - Crisis Stage 4 - Testing Stage 5 - Confirmation of Your Call Stage 6 - Fruitful Stage Stage 7 - Elevation by God (Os Hillman Discover Your Purpose 7 Stages of a Call from God Os Hillman ) I am also touched by what OSWALD CHAMBERS has written, and I QUOTE verbatim: “If our testimony is weak, it is because we have gone through no crisis with God; there is no heartbroken emotion behind it. It is essential to go through a crisis with God which costs you something; otherwise, your devotional life is not worth anything. You cannot be profoundly moved by doctrine; you can only be profoundly moved by devotion." UNQUOTE I strongly believe there's a calling for all of us. I know that every human being has value and purpose. The real work of our lives is to become aware. And awakened. And sensitized to answer God’s call. I also often wonder what the meaning and essence of God is. I found an interesting answer to this question in Sai Literature. G=Generation O=Organisation D=Destruction The world has the origin in God, the world is sustained by him and the world ultimately merges in Him. Sairam. Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva (Mahesh). The Trinity. The Creator, the Organiser and the Destroyer. This is as the Hindus believe. God is a word that means different things to different people. To many Taoist or Buddhist the word is not part of their religion's glossary. To Hindus that word has a different meaning than it does to a Christian. In Taoism, Tao, the subtle reality of the universe cannot be described, That which can be described in words is mearly a conception of the mind. Although names and descriptions have been applied to it, the subtle reality is beyond the description. Tao Teh Ching - beginning of chapter 1 The subtle essence of the universe is elusive and evasive. ... In Buddhism, "There is, O monks, an unborn, unoriginated, uncreated, unformed. Were there not, O monks, this unborn, unoriginated, uncreated, unformed, there would be no escape from the world of the born, originated, created, formed. "Since, O monks, there is an unborn, unoriginated, uncreated, and unformed, therefore is there an escape from the born, originated, created, formed." The Gospel of Buddha - Sermon at the bamboo grove at Rajagaha. Buddhism (The Lotus Sutra) also talks about the “Human Revolution” as practiced by the Soka Gakkai, the living legend Dr.Daisaku Ikeda has extensively toured the world, delivering lectures and talks on the Lotus Sutra. In Hinduism, “Neither the multitude of gods nor great sages know of my origin, for I am the source of all the gods and great sages. A mortal who knows me as the unborn, beginningless great lord of the worlds is freed from all delusion and all evils.” The Bhagavad-Gita - The tenth teaching, verses 2 & 3 Sikhism says “There is One, only One Supreme Being, Truth Eternal, Creator of all seen & unseen, Fearless, Without hatred, Timeless Being, NonIncarnated, Self created, Realized by the Grace of Guru (Perfect Master Only.) Guru Granth Sahib Page 1 Christianity says: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God Himself. He was present originally with God. All things were made and came into existence through Him; and without him was not one thing made that has come into being. Gospel of John 1:1-3 In Sufism, God is the Absolute Existence which causes (our) transient (existences) to appear. Masnavi - Book 1 - Creator and Creation Can we then define God even though He means different entities to different people? God is the indescribable, uncreated, self existent, eternal all knowing source of all reality and being. Human beings are however in a constant state of confusion. There are dilemmas-social, political, economic as well as spiritual. There is so much turmoil in a chaotic world. CHAPTER 14 YOU'VE LOST THAT LOVIN' FEELIN' A Happiness Index “Even if you be honoured at home and famed in foreign lands, Given to pious deeds, and ever averse to wickedness, Yet if the mind be not absorbed in the guru’s lotus feet, What will it all avail you? What, indeed, will it all avail?” “Even if every nation resound with your beneficence, Yet if the mind be not absorbed in the lotus feet of him, By grace of whom, alone, everything in this world is won, What will it all avail you? What, indeed, will it all avail?” From EIGHT STANZAS IN PRAISE OF THE GURU “Atma-Bodha” (Self-knowledge) of Sri Sankaracarya, by Swami Nikhilananda The year was 2005, and the month February. I was waiting for my turn at the clinic when a young lady, presumably a consultant (with the white garb over green and yellow and in bell-bottomed trousers) walked up to me and said, ‘Nilanjana, can we have you inside the chamber once again?’ I was lost in my own thoughts, of Poverty in the developing world, inequality, caste, class, race and gender… I was probably dreaming about the Welfare Economics of Amartya Sen and the Nobel Prize for Economics, Literature and Peace… Great deeds come out of good words… As I entered the chamber, I saw the two young lady Consultants staring at me, as if I were something short of a criminal! I was asked to pull a chair and sit down. All I remember of those wonderful introductory moments was that one of the two, Dr. Supra Paul fell off her chair (literally!) because she could not make any sense of whatever I said while the other, Dr. Piyali Saha decided to take up my case… ‘The significant other’ as I would call her, was to later have the most profound influence one could ever have on one’s life, and by one, I mean myself… Perhaps the person who has best understood and in a way related to the excruciating pain and the tremendous agony and the immense suffering I have gone through and continue to go through in life… But through the power of Indian alternative Medicine, I have eventually come to realize that life is beautiful, all of life… My doctors (Dr. Piyali Saha and Dr. Supra Paul as well as their colleagues at Dr. Batras, Kolkata) have helped or rather enabled me imbibe the great positivity that is so much a part of life itself… Back to the basics! I was that chirpy little thing in college, at university, singing, dancing and the usual college-going teen! I was very talented, a storehouse of energy but I was always outward-bound, and so in my thoughts! By this I mean, that I wanted to travel the world, but I never thought about the ills those plague my own country. Music to me meant Heavy Metal! Dancing to me meant Ballroom and Salsa! Indian formal attire never interested me! I was obsessed with the West and its culture! My mind never dreamt of the luminaries like Gandhi and Vivekananda. I was not interested in Indian Classical Music or in Classical Dance nor did the scriptures interest me… My dreams in life NEVER focused on the state of the nation… I never thought about the problems of the poor and the downtrodden. My mind never traveled to issues such as: how does the average man survive in these harsh winters; how does the average girl child cope with her menstrual periods under circumstances in which she may have to walk several kilometers in parched heat just to be able to have access to safe water for drinking and washing; how do millions of our innocent childbrides cope with pregnancy and labor at a time when primary health centers are virtually non-existent; how does the average disabled senior citizen or the child with Down’s syndrome cope with the dual stigmaborn disabled and born poor, meted out by an indifferent society; how does the average child on the street survive, rendered cold and homeless by a callous administration and an apathetic society? I was simply not bothered… India was virtually non-existent for me! That she lived in her villages was something of the least of my concern. It was party-time! Festivals and festoons were on the agenda, Free and Fair Trade was not… India was simply out of my field of vision, all I saw, all I ever dreamt of, all I ever imagined were ‘Starry Starry Nights’ and London and Berlin and Warsaw and Vienna and Paris and Stockholm and off course on the other side of the Atlantic, DC, LA and New York… I could see the Louvre, Le Tour de Eiffel and St Peter’s Basilica, could hear the Big Ben; I could talk to Vincent as he painted and Beethoven as he composed his music… The Baul Singers of Bengal were trying to bring traditional folk-music to my doorstep; the artisans of Kumartuli were trying to engraft Goddess Durga for me… I simply did not care… I was born part of the psychedelic, hip-hop generation! From drugs to narcotics, sex to rave, I was part of this entire generation that lived on punk and acid rock, Heavy Metal, ‘The Sex Pistols’, ‘Dirty Dancing’ and ‘Lambada’; Hash, Cocaine, Marijuana and Brown Sugar; ‘Sex, Lies and Videotape’; ‘Sex and the City’, all kinds of Idols- ‘American Idol’, ‘Indian Idol’; if you asked me to spell Krishna, I simply wouldn’t know… Globalization came with its set of positive as well as adverse consequences… I was indeed part of a larger Global Order that spent its time on Coke and Pepsi, and Pizza and Cheese Burgers, Potato Fingers and Ketchup and Coffee! What would be left of our grey matter if we continued like this-corporatizing our brain cells? Surely a New Global Order was the need of the hour! It wasn’t my fault at all, that I had lost focus! I was undergoing a tremendous struggle, a battle between my lack of self-esteem on the one hand and my own emerging ideas (or rather ideals) on the other… Then, there were the worldly temptations of globalization… the fast food, the fast cars, a lucrative job, the money, the glamour, the fame et al… Of course, none of these have come to me even now despite my wide-open arms and the pain continues… The pain in terms of being an innocent victim of a flawed system… The pain in terms of being denied justice by the system… (In terms of loss of employability)… The pain in terms of undergoing oppression and torture at the hands of society and loved ones… The pain in terms of being institutionalized (a term I would use for being confined at home) for a greater part of your life… The pain in terms of losing the affection and protection of your loved ones… The pain in terms of being ‘branded’, being treated as a social outcaste/ostracized… The pain in terms of falling in the eyes of society… The pain of being treated as ‘different and yet not able’ (the corporate sector uses a funny term, differently abled) rather being ‘able’ to be of consequence to society… “You are not disabled”, Mr. Mishra, the person across the table said, following a careful look at me… “You have impressive credentials”, he added. I still remember his words. I had been called for an interview following an open application to the Social Development Division. I was qualified and had impeccable communication skills, all I (probably) lacked was reason. Those on drugs are not supposed to possess reason! I never heard from the CII (Confederation of Indian Industry) following that interview. They had put me on the ‘Ability Forum’ only God knew existed for which purpose… And that was the end of my CII dreams! The disability sector in India is making very slow progress…This is because disability activism is yet not able to relate to the “individual needs” of each category of disabled. It is true that we need Braille, but it is also true that we need to understand that certain sections of people, those with behavioral problems for instance, need flexible work-times and a degree of empathy in the work-place… I wouldn’t call the disability movement a failure, but there is no open acceptance of certain categories of disabled… the stigma attached in this case is immense! “Hurry up, we have go to the doctor, the clinic closes at eight!” My mother has an Arthritis problem, and she walks in a lot of pain, sometimes with a limp. My father, though aging, is the more fit of the two. Unfortunately, I have slowed down; years of medication are telling upon me added to a recent wellness issue, indeed a bronchialpneumonia attack that almost took my life… I had to be put on Oxygen and the daily intravenous doses were extremely painful… Yet the nurses and attendants took extreme good care of me, perhaps one of the few times I have received respect from society, to enable me recover miraculously well… “Miracles do happen…” The miracle in my life consists of a gradual though difficult recovery from depression and other behavioral problems, aided largely by the fact that I am learning “defense mechanisms” one at a time each day to combat my condition. The ‘battle within’ consists of a constant struggle between all the pain, the aggression and the instability outside versus the “NON-VIOLENCE”, the powerful change-agent and the serenity within. CHAPTER 15 SILENT NIGHT An Unknown Indian: The Path to Self-Realization and The Serenity Within I have always tried to understand the self, acknowledge the power of its existence and capture its essence. I have also gradually believed that the suffering God has given me is for a purpose; to some it may mean a love for the self. In a gist, I believe in myself. The self is an incredible pursuit. Those of us who are able to realize this are able to “recover”- be able to relentlessly pursue peace and happiness in the face of adversity. Those who continue with this pursuit tend to win, because they persist and survive, while others give up and quit. The former are the ones that believe in the power of the self. This though may not be the same as believing in one’s selflessness. One has to be resilient, one has to be persistent, two qualities that are highly essential in overcoming adversity. And knowledge of the self can help you overcome adversity. I know better than anyone else what adversity means. In the year 1997, I was diagnosed with an illness. From then up to now, I have been so preoccupied with feeling sorry for myself that I have become my own worst enemy. Fortunately, I have always taken my physical condition as a challenge for everyone in the family to overcome. I have relentlessly pursued peace and happiness as the alternative to my condition. I realize as I write that if good things were going to happen again, I would have to make them happen myself. I realize that my parents are not going to be there with me throughout my life. I am trying to overcome my pain, my suffering with “self-knowledge” (Atma-Bodha)…and “self-realization”… and “self-control”… “Defenceless am I – ill, again, and helpless, Enfeebled, exhausted, and dumbly despairing, Afflicted with sorrow, and utterly ruined: In thee is my only haven of refuge, In thee, my help and my strength, O Bhavani!” Rise! A new generation has arisen… ‘Know thyself’ (ran the famous inscription at the Greek Temple of Delphi). When the true Self is known the jig-saw puzzle of the world gets solved, doubts are at an end, and all misery vanishes… I have always taken pride in my modern, progressive outlook, but at heart, I am (a global) Indian. This is the nation of Rishis and Munis, of the great Sage Patanjali, Rishi Valmiki, Sant Tulsidas, Sant Kabir, Guru Nanak Dev, Adi Sankaracharya, Ramakrishna Paramhansa, Vivekananda and Gurudev Rabindranath Tagore. I still cannot understand why Lord Krishna put me in this country, when I could have easily overcome my illness in the developed world (with its entire infrastructure). But infrastructure is not enough by itself; one has to acknowledge that India with its ancient systems of thought and its alternative medicine (including Ayurveda & Homeopathy) is powerful. This is also the land of the Buddha, one of the greatest teachers of nonviolence who could influence men and even wild beasts to become harmless and peaceful. India is also the land of Gandhi, whose “Ahimsa” was powerful enough to bring an entire British Empire down on its knees… I am proud I have tried to decode the meaning of peace…but for that I was born to suffer …as an Unknown Indian… CHAPTER 16 I FALL TO PIECES An Unknown Indian The truth is they never realized my worth. So when the nominees were informed, my parents were stunned. I, Nilanjana Sanyal had been nominated for the prestigious Manthan Award South Asia 2008. We were informed over the phone from New Delhi. I had formally been declared a nominee…! And all this after a lengthy personal struggle that spanned almost 1/4th of my existence so far… They had called me up several times. To attend the conference (for the nominees) in Ranchi, Jharkhand. But I had just recovered from an attack of Bronchial-Pneumonia which had almost taken my life, temporarily crippling me in the process. So I was unable to make it. The temporarily-crippling attack was an ordeal. But I had gone through this ordeal before. I could recount the first time I was at the therapist. It was the year 1997. And the following 16 years had been years of intense pain and suffering. You know how it feels! When they don’t quite respect you for what you are. When your very appearance or otherwise gait becomes the subject of attention. When society decides to brand you without considering your worth. When people on the road speak in whispers every time you pass by. When even your parents don’t realize your worth. That is when you say that the Biwako Millennium Framework has been a disaster! You only wish then that you were free… These were the horrors and the vicissitudes that existence or LIFE had thrown upon an innocent individual… CHAPTER 17 ABOUT A GIRL The Volcano Always Erupted Whenever mother’s voice resounded through the corridor, I revolted… “I don’t feel like it today!” Period. When Luna (or, little Nilanjana) decided to speak, there was no superseding her. “Wake up, Luna!” “How long would you continue like this?” And that was it. The volcano erupted immediately. It was all about a little girl who just wanted to be left alone. Because she thought she had simply no privacy. The little girl grew up, now developing her own perspective on life and also wishing to travel a bit. She was sure that despite her life difficulties, she could pull it off! This was despite the fact that her parents often told her that she would be better off in her hometown. That she ought to undertake a voyage of self – discovery instead… To little Luna, this restriction was a major problem. Besides, she thought that despite these fetters, she was old enough to pull it off… That was it. Whenever there was a conversation on the subject, things like Luna was unwell for a long time, the girl would inevitably assert that she had had enough of their (meaning her parents’) love and compassion. And that she wasn’t willing to wait any longer… And that she wasn’t willing to wait any longer… In the final instance, Luna would also inevitably disconnect the wire hurling the phone set to the ground. The machine would crash into pieces. CHAPTER 18 BABY GIRL (BLACKBIRD ON A LONELY WIRE) My Parents & Early Life I was born (in the “Steel City” of Jamshedpur, former Bihar, and now Jharkhand, Eastern INDIA) on the 24th of June, 1974. We were two children, my brother Anirban (nickname, Roon, born on the 17th of November, 1978) and I, Nilanjana (nickname, Luna). I was the elder of the two. My grandparents (posthumous) were originally from Bangladesh, then East Bengal. They migrated to India following the Partition in 1947. For most people on either side of the border, the Partition offered powerful confrontations, intense nostalgia and yes, a kind of bloodbath hitherto unknown in the history of man save the great wars. Gandhi, the ‘Father of The Nation’ went on a fast to prevent the riots and the bloodbath, but by then several thousands (or even more) had lost their lives, and this included women and children desperately crossing the border. Ultimately, the nation state got fragmented into two, “Bharat” (Hindusthan) with a predominant Hindu population and Pakistan, predominantly Muslim. To those that underwent the same, Partition was an experience the intense pain and associated bloodbath of which could not have been forgotten. It was in the aftermath of the Partition that Gandhi was assassinated by Nathuram Godse on the 30th of January, 1948 as he stepped out for a prayer meeting on the front lawns. The Academy Award winning motion picture “Gandhi” starring Ben Kingsley as Gandhi, actress Rohini Hattangadi as Kasturba Gandhi as also Roshan Seth as Nehru will forever remain etched in my young mind as the most unforgettable cinema I have ever watched. This apart from “The Sound of Music” starring Julie Andrews as Maria and Christopher Plummer as Capt. Von Trapp; and “A Beautiful Mind” with Russell Crowe (Prof. John Nash) and Jennifer Connelly as Alicia Nash. They say ‘I’m A Dreamer’ and I love to dream during the day as well. As an aimless wanderer in search of the truth, I have chased my dreams from being a practicing young Gandhian to being a musician playing amidst the beauty of the Alps to the Nobel Prize in the aftermath of a powerful emotional storm and physical problems. Now I am trying to reason out some of the causative factors behind all my anguish and physical pain, disease and discomfiture. My “Thakuma” Mrs. Maya Sanyal (paternal grandmother) was a freedomfighter and had had been jailed several times during India’s freedom struggle. Some of these brave women assisted their men fighters by either hiding ammunition or giving refuge to their fugitive male counterparts inside their own houses. My grandma had narrowly escaped being captured (several times) by escaping either in disguise or digging (underground) tunnels beneath the home latrines (mostly, Indian design then). Jesus! I sometimes think (given my own self-perceptions) that I do have at least some of her blood running through my veins! My “Didima” Mrs. Bivarani Bhattacharya (maternal grandmother) on the other hand belonged to a rich “Zamindar” (Feudal Lord) family of East Bengal. It is quite natural then that she used to do much charity during my own premature life (I have actually seen or heard about her giving away to whoever arrived at her doorstep at her post-partition (then married with children and grandchildren) home in Santragachi (Ramrajatola, Howrah, near Calcutta, West Bengal, INDIA). This cost her dearly towards the end of her long life by which time she had been reduced to anything but a pauper. This is also something I have genetically inherited from my late grandmother, perhaps hence my young philanthropic habits! My Didima were more than a dozen children in all, and her immediate family had migrated to Shantiniketan (of Tagore fame) until each got betrothed, respectively, with her marrying my maternal grandfather and settling in Santragachi, near Calcutta (now Kolkata), West Bengal, India. My “Dadu” (maternal grandfather) Shri Barodanath Bhattacharya was a brave man who had once challenged his colonial superiors (referring to his British bosses) at Phillips and later on at GE where he worked. He had also covered Howrah to Darjeeling on foot once. It was rather unfortunate that neither my brother nor I were to see much of him, indeed he left for his heavenly abode when we were both very young. I believe I am today a brave young woman thanks to his blood running in my veins as well. My “Thakurdada” (paternal grandfather) Shri Bimal Chandra Sanyal worked in a bank; in fact my father (Shri Milon Kumar Sanyal) was born into an ordinary lower middle class family of two elder sisters, Shyamali and Chaitali, both of whom were much older to my dad. My grandpa was a stern disciplinarian and of a rather nervous and highly tense temperament. I remember how he used to keep us (meaning my parents and the two children) awake throughout the night prior to the departure of the 6:00 a.m. (early morning) train from Howrah Station (Calcutta) back to Tatanagar Junction (Jamshedpur). He was stern with everyone in the family, the maids, and members of family and especially as a father in-law to my mother (Mrs. Sarbani Sanyal). I have seen my mother being humiliated by her in-laws until recently when my brother and I grew up. My mother often (painfully) remarked (in our native tongue Bangla) that “if it were either not for her children or the fact that she didn’t have the power to change things given her ordinary background, she would have protested against what she might have considered severe humiliation at the hands of her in-laws…” But by no means whatsoever, was my mother ordinary. Although I cannot deny the fact that my maternal uncle (immediate) was far more educated compared to my mother, one could also not deny that despite the retrogressive circumstances surrounding women in those days, my mother too had equipped herself with a B.A. (Pass) Economics and a Post Graduate Diploma in Fine Arts from Calcutta and Jamshedpur, respectively. One can imagine the deep impact this mix of circumstances might have had on my mind from a very young age, indeed having witnessed my mother’s humiliation all the way at her in-laws, there could have been a profound impact resulting in severe mental anguish at a later stage in my life. My brother however remained unaffected because to a large extent and for a greater part of my life, the entire family (on both sides) had discriminated against me, and particularly in the wake of my illness. Notwithstanding, my grandpa’s favorite word to the tongue was “Luna…” He loved me immensely, and was thrilled to hear when the nurse emerged from the labor room (in the Tata Main Hospital) to which my mother was admitted that she had given birth to a sweet, chubby girl! My mother had been in labor with me throughout the day until 11:50 at night when I was born. I was a very naughty newborn indeed my grandma kept cursing the stars because I just refused to go to sleep and kept her awake throughout the night gazing at the bulb above. It had been a difficult birth. Added to the pangs of birth, was the fact that a would-be mother in the adjoining labor room (we had only wards then, not the luxury of separate cabins) had delivered a stillborn. This added to my mother’s woes. In those days, the labor room at the Tata Main Hospital was surrounded by trees, and one could hear the wailings of stray dogs in the vicinity. Besides, men were not allowed to enter the labor room; hence my paternal grandmother took over the task of taking care of the newborn and her mother. My mother off course was too exhausted to be able to participate in the celebrations that followed the birth! As for daddy, he decided to stay guard outside the ward throughout the night. There were evident threats from stray dogs that could have carried me away (or any of the other babies) for in those days the hospital was located in deep jungle. Mama had bled in the third week of her pregnancy but I don’t think given my more than a limited comprehension of Medical Science that that could have been a plausible reason behind my behavioral issues. After all, there was more to come. My grandfather’s dying words were “Luna…” He had often wished I could have joined the Civil Services (as an IAS officer) but he wasn’t destined to live to see me clear the highly competitive services. Instead, here I was chasing and wandering aimlessly in search of the truth… My grandfather left us for ever in 1998, the year I had a severe emotional breakdown of sorts. CHAPTER 19 THE STREETS HAVE NO NAME A Vision towards a More Unified Consciousness “Those whose consciousness is unified abandon all attachment to the results of action and attain supreme peace. But those whose desires are fragmented, who are selfishly attached to the results of their work, are bound in everything they do.” Bhagavad Gita It was at the World's Parliament of Religions in Chicago in 1893 that Swami Vivekananda gave his famous address, which started with the words, "dear brothers and sisters of America". “Brothers and Sisters of the world, I dedicate this work to our seers and saints indeed our eternal luminaries like Gandhi (the greatest apostle of non-violence the world has ever seen), Swami Vivekananda and Paramahansa Yogananda (January 5, 1893 – March 7, 1952), born Mukunda Lal Ghosh (an Indian yogi and guru who introduced many westerners to the teachings of meditation and Kriya Yoga through his book, Autobiography of a Yogi.). The world is one big family (“Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam”) and its inhabitants are but brothers and sisters of this unified entity. To those that have suffered we owe our apologies and for those that have devoted themselves to end such suffering, we owe our gratitude….” They all gave me a standing ovation. This was my voice, the voice of a new generation speaking. A generation in search of the truth. This was the voice of a novice visionary, but no one knew who I was or where I came from. My eyes spoke of a childlike innocence so very unlike other people of my generation. After a formal plenary session, the delegates (which included students from as far as Bucharest, Romania) were requested to introduce themselves followed by a reading of the works of Tagore. That was when I met my first date, Miguel who happened to belong to Portugal. He was an RMIC resident scholar and pursuing Sanskrit as well. Miguel was a thorough gentleman. He often walked me home in the evenings. On one such occasion, he reprimanded me for being a “delicate darling” and that was because I was chumming and refused to walk home and decided to take a cab instead. This way, I learnt that the menses were very natural to being a woman and that there was more to life beyond shortcuts! We were a group of scholars gathering outside the institute premises over a cup of tea and pakodas each evening. This was a mostly octogenarian group, with my best friends Miguel and a girl called Nandini and me truly and sincerely being the only exceptions! Many graduate students in my class were highly keen to pursue subjects like Evolutionary Genetics, Quantum Physics, Biology, Geology, Psychology and Philosophy and their interface with Spirituality and Religion, Comparative Religions, something that each one of us referred to as “Consciousness Studies”. I was doing a program (which I eventually could not complete) at the Ramakrishna Mission Institute of Culture, Golpark, Kolkata, INDIA. Amazing, wasn’t it? Well, let me apprise you that it’s rather complicated…an interface between Quantum Physics, Biology, Geology, Psychology, and Philosophy and off course comparative religions on the subject….something they would call ‘Consciousness Studies’… But why this strange anomaly in focus, one might wonder? You may have heard of the ‘Origin of Species’ and ‘Survival of the Fittest’? But what does Charles Darwin’s Theories have to do with…? There is very little time. Darwin’s Theories were flawed in certain ways, if not entirely. The Lord has entrusted the job of creating awareness and sensitization in as wide and as prolific a manner as possible but at the same time exercising caution…travel around the world and see for yourself what is happening. The world may be wiped out entirely in the year 2012 as predicted by the Mayas, an ancient civilization; in the Bible et al… But at times we fail to understand the connection. Most young scientists fail to realize that there is simply no time…before these so-called scientific theories play a role in bringing upon the Armageddon, or the Genesis, or the Apocalypse… This is the Lord’s classified information, and even though the Genesis has passed and we are into the year 2013, we must work to save the race from complete annihilation, if you will and also encourage our children and grandchildren (indeed our future generations) to carry forward that good work… There is enough reason to believe that the earth’s crust is getting destabilized by man’s greed leading to exploitation of natural resources beyond comprehension by an ever-increasing population… Both Science and Religion can be strong deterrents in progress, though not necessarily, but the whims and fancies of one particular civilization (in this case, the elite race/haves) can be used to weed out races considered inferior as a history of time has shown. I call this the ‘Selfish Gene’… If Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Coretta Scott-King and Rosa Parks could say ‘no’ to racism and hatred (Montgomery, Alabama) and if Louis Braille and Valentine Hauy could invent a system wherein the blind could relate to the world and if Vincent could paint and a hearing impaired Beethoven could compose music, anyone can surely be a true Messiah of the race…calling it ‘answering a call from God… Unless off course, we let the color of money overwhelm our selves. Around the same time, a massive earthquake measuring 7.7 on the Richter scale hit Japan, Indonesia and Thailand followed by a tsunami. As the death toll rose to several thousands, massive forest fires were being reported from Arizona and there were reports coming in from many parts of SubSaharan Africa of a huge famine and floods in the Philippines and other parts of South-East Asia. Meanwhile, Fashion TV baron Michel Adam was organizing a beach party on the exotic islands of Macao where wine, vodka and champagne flowed in plenty, and where nude or semi-nude f-peoples were retiring into anterior rooms, men with men, women with men and women with women et al. This was indeed such a show of extravagance and luxury that the party “could be seen from space”… As the death toll rose in hungry Africa and as the f-peoples partied harder, Lord Meghnad Desai and his colleagues contemplated their next move with a series of hot “debates” in British Parliament. They were talking about ‘laissez faire’, ‘famine’ and ‘hunger’ all the time but winded up with Champagne and Wine. As CNN and BBC both reported… Karl Marx hung himself in the skies. He was apparently too ashamed to look down on the peoples of the earth. It rained like never before. Before long, Western assistance or development ‘aid’ arrived with little children and their parents chasing these trucks of goodies and many got lynched in the stampedes that followed. Before long, the UN Goodwill Ambassadors had arrived on the spot but “The Streets had no name” so they delivered a few sermons to these innocent peoples before being whisked away in exotic limousines not to refugee camps but to palatial mansions within Africa. These were the cartels and the syndicates and the mergers and the acquisitions or foundations and charities but instead of leaving for the “Cape of Good hope” they were flying back to their respective ‘peace loving nations’ in expensive private jets leaving behind trails of locusts, mosquitoes and the ‘mad cow disease’… There were exceptions though. ‘Brangelina’ decided to chant “Nam-myoho-renge-kyo” and Pretty Woman Julia Roberts decided to ‘eat, pray, love’ in India. Madonna was reciting Sanskrit in Varanasi. Since then, Indo-Pakistan relations were to improve up to 26/11… CHAPTER 20 BEAUTIFUL BOY Green Is the Color of Envy I hated them for doing this to me. The venue was the prestigious D.B.M.S. English School, and the year was 1978, the year in which my brother was born. They were trying their utmost to make me speak. I was apparently too disgusted with the fact that my mother had just given birth to a baby boy to speak up at the interview. I refused to divulge even my precious name. The lady with the round eyeballs set the ball rolling with what I considered at that moment extreme offense on their part. I kept silent. I was too overwhelmed by the birth of a sibling and presumably extremely angry with both myself and the current situation at the same time. The lady repeated. But nothing would work on me and I failed to clear the interview. To an older child, there can be nothing more intimidating than the arrival of a sibling. This would mean having to share all the love and attention, indeed the resources not to forget all the goodies that Papa would bring home. Whenever my mother breastfed the newborn or changed the nappies (in those days, we didn’t have ‘Mammy Poko Pants’), I would take utmost care to ignore all suggestions, comments, guidance and advice. After all, jealousy was at work. It was only much later when we were studying Shakespeare that I realized that something called the “green-eyed monster” exists and which is much responsible for the nuisances and troubles that plague our world of relationships. My parents then decided to get me admitted into a Montessori by the name of “Jhingan School” (we didn’t have KIDZEE then) where I grew up whacking tiffins and refusing to ‘open up’ much to the dismay of my teachers and my equally concerned parents. Indeed, that’s all I remember of a wonderful past as an innocent child! CHAPTER 21 NOTHING TO LOSE A Gifted Persona It was November2011 and we (my mother, my much reformed brother and I) had just arrived at the India International Centre, New Delhi. The occasion was the prestigious “Bharat Excellence Awards 2011” of which I happened to be a recipient. We had arrived pretty much early, but as oft happen in this country, the proceedings were yet to start on time. Finally, the sessions commenced with the arrival of the media and delegates (awardees) and an introductory speech by the Chairperson of the Committee making the awards. “Why is he making such a lengthy speech?” My brother seemed to be a bit infuriated, rather amused by the Nagaland delegate’s speech. “Doesn’t he look like a weirdo, look at his strange hat?” My brother asked me. I was a bit embarrassed by the way my mother and brother were making fun of each delegate as s/he came to the podium, so I took up a seat a few seats ahead of them. It was finally my turn. I was perhaps the youngest awardee that morning and as I traced my steps towards the podium, there was a huge standing ovation. As photographers clicked, I could feel my pulse racing! And then there was a big announcement from the sponsors/organizers: “The Bharat Excellence Award 2011 for work and writing goes to Ms Nilanjana Sanyal!” My joy knew no bounds, and I could see a feeling of extreme excitement indeed exhilaration on my mother’s face! Well, after all these years, there was something to rejoice about… After all these years… I have since then also been a recipient of the “Karma veer Chakra for 2012” and a “Best Personalities of India Award…” CHAPTER 22 ALL LOVE CAN BE A Beautiful Mind It was the year 1998. I had undergone a surgical removal of my toe-nail and the surgical dressings were extremely painful. At least I was more fortunate than those that had no limbs to support them. Kate (Catherine Alex Fairfax) and Judith, from New Zealand and the Netherlands, respectively, were my best friends and closest buddies and we discussed everything from work to sex and tampons. Kate and I shared a cubicle at work while Judith occupied the adjoining one. They were also residing in the same six-storey hostel for staff and visitors. Incidentally, both Kate and Judith were to be out of the residence the following day. Kate’s mother, Mrs. Beverly Fairfax and Judith’s boyfriend, Edwin was to be in town. They were especially concerned about my being all alone in the hostel in their absence and cautioned me against Ramesh and Baldeo, the residence cook and helper, respectively. There was a flurry of statements underlying concern from Kate in particular. That night, Baldeo drugged my food and Ramesh broke into my room. I threatened both with dire consequences and Lord Jagannath intervened on the occasion. What was to follow could have been any girl’s nightmare. Most of the local staff failed to relate to my sorry situation, the result… Judith’s frank opinion was that I deserved a degree of empathy, if not of pity. Kate opinionated that she personally couldn’t in the least imagine what she would have done had someone broken into her room in the middle of the night!” Danish Choudhary, our colleague from Bangladesh nodded to support our contention. The Management however held a different opinion altogether. Mr. Jagadananda, CEO of CYSD suggested that they take me to a psychiatrist and/or get me sent home. Mr. Shubro Roy, second in command, tried desperately to please his boss. Finally, with another similar suggestion from Mr. Sunder Narayan Mishra, my guide on the project, it was officially decided that I should be sent home. For one ultimate time, my best buddies (who had shared both a cubicle and goodies with me) Catherine and Judith each gave me a warm hug. And the vehicle started for home. My parents had been informed over the phone. My mother was crying desperately as the car drew into the garage while my father was fuming. (In fact, my mother has always been an inspiration while my father only understands the language of money and a steady job). As the car left home for Bhubaneswar, my father stormed out of the house, fuming (as he usually does). I have slowed down now. The aging process, added to years of medication, has taken away my youthful charm. But what was it that caused this destruction of my life? CHAPTER 23 THE STREETS OF PHILADELPHIA The Survival of The Fittest “I have AIDS”. When Andrew Beckett (played by Tom Hanks) said this to personal injury lawyer Joe Miller (played by Denzel Washington), with whom he had been involved in a previous case, Miller, who was admittedly homophobic and knew little about Beckett's AIDS, initially declined to take the case and immediately visited his doctor to find out if he could have contracted the AIDS through shaking Beckett's hand. The doctor explained the methods of HIV infection. Beckett was working with the largest corporate law firm in Philadelphia when he lost his job. Although he lived with his partner Miguel Álvarez (played by Antonio Banderas), Beckett was not open about his homosexuality at the law firm, nor the fact that he had HIV. On the day he was assigned the firm's newest and most important case, one of the firm's partners noticed a small lesion on Beckett's forehead. Shortly thereafter, Beckett stayed home from work for several days to try to find a way to hide his lesions. The case went to court with severe embarrassment for Andrew Beckett who eventually collapsed during his employer Charles Wheeler’s testimony. During his hospitalization, the jury voted in his favor, awarding him back pay, damages for pain and suffering, and punitive damages totaling nearly $4.5M. Miller visited Beckett in the hospital after the verdict and overcame his fear enough to touch Beckett's face. After Beckett's family left the room, he told Miguel that he was ready to die. Beckett died in the end. The movie ended with a reception at Beckett's home following the funeral, where many mourners, including the Millers, viewed home movies of Beckett as a healthy child to the tune of Neil Young’s “Philadelphia”… Philadelphia happened to be a 1993 American drama film that was one of the first mainstream Hollywood films to acknowledge HIV/AIDS, homosexuality and homophobia. It was written by Ron Nyswaner and directed by Jonathan Demme. The film starred Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington. It was inspired in part by the story of Geoffrey Bowers, an attorney who in 1987 sued the law firm Baker & McKenzie for wrongful dismissal in one of the first AIDS discrimination cases. Tom Hanks won the Academy Award for Best Actor for his role in the film, while the song “Streets of Philadelphia” (Bruce Springsteen) won the Academy Award for Best Original Song. Ron Nyswaner was also nominated for the Academy Award for Best Original Screenplay, but lost to Jane Campion for The Piano. It is despicable that the year the song “Streets of Philadelphia” was played by Bruce Springsteen at the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences (with an introduction by Antonio Banderas) the poverty-stricken country of Rwanda happened to be in serious conflict between the Hutus and the Tutsis one of the greatest bloodbaths in the history of mankind (the year 1994). The West has never been concerned, have they? Needless to say, our family too lost someone to the HIV virus, our maid’s rickshaw puller husband and by and large the chief breadwinner of the family. Santosh Pyke had knocked at every door but met with an untimely demise, a sad reflection of the times which are more often marked by official apathy on the part of doctors at government hospitals. He had run from pillar to post but was officially denied awareness of his serious condition. The inevitable result: leaving behind a family of three including his young widow, Bharati. What a fallacy???? Like any other anxious parent, my mother too wanted me to get settled in life. They sent me a list of potential suitors, all of which I rejected. The reason: I was married to my mission in life… “There you go again, Mama!” “Boys don’t interest me at all!!!” “Now just leave me alone for a while, would you, Mama?” Actually, I found so much of a resemblance between the discrimination Andrew Beckett faced as a victim of HIV and the social stigma I have faced – in school, in the community, among family members and now in the workplace. I would inevitably deny that I had ever met my match. Circumstances were different if you were fortunate enough to be born in the USA (anywhere in the West, I mean) but things were terrible here in India so far so as those with differential abilities were concerned. Being a woman and being differentially abled was being twice disabled, it was terrible here, all that medication, the psychotropic drugs, the ECTs, the blood tests, no social security and previously, Lithium…!” I looked up to god to put an end to my ordeal. Yet, the situation looked bleak, desperate and disturbed. “There are times in life, my child…when one is forced to go through difficulties, but that is just a phase, and yet you will in all probability have to continue with medication for the rest of your life…These will keep you stable and prevent your moods from fluctuating.” If only there was a way? There is no answer in traditional western medicine, one could only have a positive bent of mind…this was meant to be my ultimate destiny!” “Philadelphia” dealt with an incurable condition, AIDS…to which modern medical science is trying to find an answer. That was only a film, and histrionics are not meant to destabilize a person further…My mother looked visibly upset. Mother Teresa once famously remarked that “in today’s world, there are cures for virtually every disease, every condition….but for loneliness, there is no cure…” Mother Teresa, Sister Agnes…Mission…that’s all my mother heard from me all the time! She was devastated “Don’t tell me you’re planning to be celibate and renounce the world?” But I had something like that in mind… I had other plans… “I was born for greatness and to work to serve humanity!” “Is that something wrong, mother?” “No, by itself it is not, but you see you are not in the best of health…” I knew that Lord Krishna took care of everything…I was quick to complete my mother’s incomplete sentence. This time, my parents were seriously concerned about their daughter’s leanings… And my parents (Mrs. And Mr. Sarbani and Milon Kumar Sanyal fondly referred to as Khuku and Khokon respectively), spent the entire evening by the hearth, strongly contemplating their next move to change my mind…for what they both considered was good for me… CHAPTER 24 VAISHNAVA JANATO Non-Violence The international community calls India a non-violent nation. Yet dayafter-day, incidents of crime and violence are reported. Ask the nun who was raped in Kandhamal, is it not her nation? Ask the mother who has recently lost her child to malnutrition, is it not her nation? If New Delhi is on your trip agenda, make it a point to visit the ‘Desperation Capital of the World’, Kalahandi (in Orissa), as well! The ones that we call ‘Maoists’ and Terrorists, is India not their nation as well? Then we have the stray incidents in which for instance, a little girl who had committed a petty theft was beaten up by policemen. Or, the young man who was mercilessly dragged by an irate mob for stealing some valuables. Or, the young girl who was gang-raped by a group of police constables inside the police station when she went to lodge a complaint of rape. Actually, how humane or tolerant or compassionate are we? How tolerant we were when we murdered Australian Missionary Graham Staines and his sons in cold blood? How tolerant we were in Ayodhya (1992) during Babri Masjid? How tolerant we were during the Gujarat carnage (2002) during Godhra? Can we as a free nation call ourselves sufficiently tolerant or even compassionate? India is the nation of Ramakrishna. Of Vivekananda. Of Raja Ram Mohan Roy. India is also Ambedkar’s nation. And Gandhi’s nation. Has she lived up to the visions, the dreams of her erstwhile Founders? These eternal luminaries had laid down certain visions for a better and a more prosperous India. But we, the pizza-consuming IT generations, have chosen to write our own prescriptions, with a few of us being victimized in the process… Born into a progressive family, I always had the option to practice secularism in all its forms. I decided in favor of Gandhism. In case you didn’t know what it meant, I was a University of Delhi topper in Psychology who had adopted by virtue of my progressive parentage a strong commitment to the Gandhian approach…This meant among other things, that I believed in Gandhi’s famous dictum: “Be The Change You Want To See in the World…” I was highly patriotic (dismissing the misperception that children of free thinking families do not love their nation), preferring to live simply, in other words, I was quite out of context and irrelevant in the contemporary cosmopolitan scenario. Yes, I, or little Luna was part of this generation for whom these teachings held virtually no significance but I was different right from day one, yes I WAS different from my peers from a very young age and completely out of place. Gandhi was the icon of non-violence. He considered non-violence as the basis of struggle and according to him every battle could be won with it. By non-violence he meant doing good continually without the slightest expectation of return. It meant wishing no ill for anyone, not even those who may have wronged you. “Hate the Sin but love the sinner” was his motto. He opposed all kinds of violence. He devoted his entire life to the service of poor and the distressed. At the time when Gandhi was alive, people followed him blindly. They had full faith in him and regarded him as the one who could free their country from British Rule. People relied on non-violence to fight their struggle for freedom and most definitely they won. Earlier Gandhism was practiced by people on a large scale with great enthusiasm with the aim of liberating their country from the British rule. It was unthinkable that his tenets were long forgotten and discarded in favor of Western materialism, something I strongly disapproved of despite my liberal and progressive upbringing. I was traditional but not conservative and progressive and liberal who believed in the dignity of the last man but strongly opposed to the prevailing inequality, both social and linguistic though not opposed to Western culture and trends as such. It pained me to see that in the modern era (the era in which I lived); Gandhism had been reduced to mere theory. Its knowledge and relevance had been restricted to books only which today’s youth dreaded reading. They took history as just another subject and mugged up answers only because they had to do so, and then they forgot. They never tried to understand the importance of why Gandhi did what he did. Everybody wanted to be ultra modern. After more than 60 years of Indian independence, India might have achieved a lot in terms of modernization, advancement, urbanization and industrialization but we had left behind our culture and teachings of unity and non-violence. I was dismayed, pained and desperate to see my deplorably poor nation come forward and lead the world to the path of unity of all nations on the basis of humanity and equality. Despite my oft limited exposure, I was quite clear about the basic tenets and essence of Gandhism. In quite simple and clear words, it was an amalgam of Mahatma Gandhi’s views and practices. In other words, it consisted of the ideas which Mahatma Gandhi put before the world, and side by side, to the maximum possible extent, treated his individual life in accordance with these ideas. Gandhism revolved around Ahimsa-non-violence:-1) the most ancient, perpetual, individual as well as social, all timely and welfaristic value; 2) Along with this, non-violence was permanently present in human nature, and it was an essential condition for existence, the basis for development and the achievement of the goal. Now, what was the goal? From both, the spiritual and social, point of view, it was peace. Peace was a purpose behind the creation for all most all, whether atheists or theists. And it was because of this, emphasis had been laid on the continuing awakening and adoption of non-violence, individually and collectively in our day-to-day practices. Other apostles of peace, philosophers and thinkers of the East and the West made efforts for the construction of a culture accepting nonviolence to be the fundamental point so that the existence of mankind was assured, the path of development was smoothened and the ultimate goal was well within sight and approach. The history of mankind running into millions of years and divided in different ages, proved the fact, time and again, that among all other beings only man had the quality of intellect and creativity. And it was due this that he has been able to pass through the process of learning by doing. To the whole world, in the 20th century, Mahatma Gandhi made a momentous contribution showing a wonderful, simple and justifiable way for awaking and practicing of non-violence in the routine chores of life. If I said Mahatma Gandhi was wonderful, simple and justifiable, it was because he, by establishing co-ordination and synthesis between all concepts of the East and the West, old and new, made non-violence well worthy to be grasped by all. Everyone could, more or less, find nonviolence of his imagination in Gandhi’s principle pertaining to it. Mahatma Gandhi even went to the extent in one of the issues of Young India: “A curriculum of religious instructions should include a study of the tenets of faiths other than one’s own. For this purpose the students should be trained to cultivate the habit of understanding and appreciating the doctrine of various great religions of the world in a spirit of reverence and broad minded tolerance.” The other aspect of Gandhian approach relating to value education is also important for construction of a sustainable culture of peace. This Mahatma Gandhi did so that every human being living on this planet, without fear, and equally marching towards development process, was assured of safe and secure life having peace, and strengthening the culture of peace. It was, undoubtedly, ever relevant for achieving the goal-peace-or for construction of a real and sustainable culture of peace, especially under the democratic system of government. In this context its relevance and importance of its role could never be underrated. It should be applied in wider perspective. The need of the day was to take up, adopt and understand Gandhian approach according to time and space and to put it into practice in the process of education the world over. Indeed it was the demand of time. Young India, 6 December 1923. CHAPTER 25 BIG A LITTLE A (NAGASAKI NIGHTMARE) The Threat of Nuclear Weapons & the Path to Disarmament I am quoting verbatim from a recent address by Foreign Secretary Smt. Nirupama Rao at Harvard University on ‘India’s Global Role’: “…Of late, India’s global role has been mentioned frequently against the backdrop of what we would call a shift of economic power to Asia. …Sixty years into India’s life as a vibrant democracy, what is the transformation we see in India’s global role? …Any visualization of India’s global role must begin in our immediate neighbourhood because situational factors in that environment affect our internal security and therefore merit our greatest attention…A peaceful neighbourhood is mandatory for the realization of our own vision of economic growth…” “…Global efforts to tackle the problem also need to be intensified. It is time that the international community works towards early adoption of a Comprehensive Convention on International Terrorism that was tabled at the UN over a decade ago in 1996. We must act jointly and with determination to meet the challenges posed by terrorism and to defend the values of pluralism, freedom, peaceful co-existence and the rule of law…” “…We are working together with our partners to help reduce the risk of nuclear proliferation. We believe that the challenges of nuclear terrorism and nuclear security have to be addressed. We have, therefore, taken the lead at the UN General Assembly on an effective law-based international response including on WMD terrorism. India has joined the Russia-U.S. led Global Initiative to Combat Nuclear Terrorism. The first Nuclear Security Summit hosted by President Obama in April 2010 was an important milestone in our efforts. You are well aware of India’s long-standing commitment to global, nondiscriminatory and verifiable nuclear disarmament. We have identified some initiatives that I believe could be explored further as building blocks of a new global, verifiable nuclear disarmament framework. These include: a global agreement on ‘no-first-use’ of nuclear-weapons and non-use against non-nuclear weapon states; measures to reduce nuclear danger through de-alerting, reducing salience of nuclear weapons in security doctrines and preventing unintentional or accidental use; a Nuclear Weapons Convention prohibiting development, production, stockpiling and use of nuclear weapons and on their destruction… ” There are two major external threats to India’s stability, and both of them are seriously endangering our internal law and order situation. I am still not so certain, but apparently there is serious relationship of hate between China and India on our East and between Pakistan and India on our West. The threat further multiplies and becomes complicated with Pakistan and China both apparently drawing inspiration from being common enemies of India. Why I have chosen to use the term ‘apparently’ is because the hatred that exists is in my opinion only outright superficial, and there is plenty of scope for guessing that it is the image we have of each other that is distorted if not faulty and that the nationals of these three countries (particularly students) would be very keen on decoding the mysterious equations of love. A Passage to India has been written in the annals of time, now can we please have a passage to Pakistan and a passage to China (I don’t mean it in the negative sense)…? We can only hope that no violence and hatred will happen again in the history of civilization…No prizes for guessing, …but don’t you think we can do something POSITIVE AND CONSTRUCTIVE about not only the tension in the Middle East in as much as it relates to India, but also the relentless standoff between India and Pakistan, the War against Terror, and every other bitterness that exists in the world today? Look at the Middle East first. A serious crisis looms large over the global horizon with Israel and Palestine locked in Violent Hatred. There is more to this crisis than simply violence. There are lacunae in the political set-up as well. People in this troubled region have lost all hope. Having to endure the circumstances has been accepted as pre-ordained. An American Lady tells us that she was engaged to an Israeli, whose brother-in-law was murdered by Palestinians. Yet, she believes that “we need more than a token Palestinian state…” She is perhaps not the only one who dreams of peace in the Middle-East region. An Israeli, Yossi Alpher, former Director of the Jaffee Center for Strategic Studies at the University of Tel Aviv and once advisor to Prime Minister Barak (2000), and Palestinian Ghassan Khatib together run “Bitterlemons”, a website for a more comprehensive understanding of the Middle East situation. Although they have somewhat different views, by and large they advocate PEACE…While Alpher feels “escalation of the search for a solution to the international level must be seen as a welcome development”, Khatib, a Palestinian analyst, sees evidence of genuine Arab and Palestinian interest in achieving PEACE, as well as an end to the occupation. Further, he reiterates the role played by the “Saudi Peace initiative” in the past, which offered Israel “not only Palestinian, but Arab willingness to bring about a comprehensive final peace and normalization in return for an Israeli withdrawal to UNsanctioned borders in Resolution 242, as well as a solution to the refugee problem, according to UN Security Council Resolution 194…” Unfortunately, not only did Israel maintain that this was an unacceptable proposition, but also, “timed its reoccupation of Palestinian territories for the very same day of the Arab summit’s approval of its peace initiative…” SAD, VERY SAD, BUT THIS IS HAPPENING THE WORLD OVER…Take the case of the two “belligerent” South Asian neighbors, India and Pakistan…Their perpetual conflict lies deep-rooted in the circumstances under which they (Pakistan and India) were created. It started with the “Two-nation Theory” justifying Partition, but even after Partition is long-dead, factors such as raunchy Nationalism, Pseudo-politics and Falsified history remain…in fact, CHILDREN IN THE TWO NATIONS ARE GROWING UP ON A DIET OF “OBSCENE” HATRED…THEY REALLY HAVE NO CHOICE…BOTH OF THESE SOUTH ASIAN SOCIETIES HAVE PROVIDED ABSOLUTELY NO SCOPE TO THEIR CITIZENS TO THINK INDEPENDENTLY…In fact, we have, in the midst of our constant bickering, forgotten about issues such as the Plight of Child Laborers in the Carpet and Fireworks Factories in India, and those in the Football-stitching industry in Pakistan…Future South Asian leaders, especially those in the two countries, should actually start working on collaborative programs towards Socio-economic Development (as some sort of an “Indo-Pak Consortium”)…particularly, in as much as they relate to KASHMIR…The time has come in the history of India and Pakistan, to GIVE UP HATRED AND START LOVING… The crisis in Afghanistan has also led to a situation in the region which has exacerbated threats to India's stability. High time we adopted a more tolerant but pragmatic approach towards our neighbors. India also participates in the “Non-Alignment” Movement. By the late 1940s, Non-Alignment was a consistent feature of Indian foreign policy and enjoyed strong, almost unquestioning support among the Indian elite. The term "Non-Alignment" itself was coined by Indian Prime Minister Jawaharlal Nehru during his speech in 1954 in Colombo, Sri Lanka. India has also been a founder member of the United Nations, and as such firmly supported the Purposes and Principles of the United Nations, and has made significant contributions to the furtherance and implementation of these noble aims, and to the evolution and functioning of its various specialized programmes. It has stood at the forefront during the UN's tumultuous years of struggle against colonialism and apartheid, its struggle towards global disarmament and the ending of the arms race, and towards the creation of a more equitable global order. At the very first session of the UN, India had raised its voice against colonialism and apartheid, two issues which have been among the most significant of the UN's successes in the last half century. India has been a participant in all its peace-keeping operations including those in Korea, Egypt and the Congo in earlier years and in Somalia, Angola and Rwanda in recent years. India has also played an active role in the deliberations of the United Nations on the creation of a more equitable international economic order. It has been an active member of the Group of 77, and later the core group of the G-15 nations. Other issues, such as environmentally sustainable development and the promotion and protection of human rights, have also been an important focus of India's foreign policy in international forums. The South Asian Association for Regional Cooperation (SAARC) consists of eight (8) members which are Afghanistan, Bangladesh, Bhutan, India, Maldives, Nepal, Pakistan, and Sri Lanka. Established in 1985, SAARC encourages cooperation in agriculture, rural development, science and technology, culture, health, population control, narcotics control and antiterrorism. India's territorial disputes with neighboring Pakistan and People's Republic of China have played a crucial role in its foreign policy. India is also involved in minor territorial disputes with neighboring Bangladesh, Nepal and Maldives. India currently maintains two manned stations in Antarctica but has made some unofficial territorial claims, this is yet to be clarified. India's interaction with ASEAN in the cold war era was very limited. India declined to get associated with ASEAN in the 1960s when full membership was offered even before the grouping was formed. It is only with the formulation of the Look-East policy in the last decade (1992), India had started giving this region due importance in the foreign policy. India became a sectoral dialogue partner with ASEAN in 1992, a full dialogue partner in 1995, a member of the ASEAN Regional Forum (ARF) in 1996, and a summit level partner (on par with China, Japan and Korea) in 2002. The first India-ASEAN Business Summit was held at New Delhi in October 2002. The then Prime Minister A.B. Vajpayee addressed this meet and since then this business summit has become an annual feature before the IndiaASEAN Summits, as a forum for networking and exchange of business experiences between policy makers and business leaders from ASEAN and India. Four India-ASEAN Summits, first in 2002 at Phnom Penh (Cambodia), second in 2003 at Bali (Indonesia), third in 2004 at Vientiane (Laos) and the fourth in 2005 at Kuala Lumpur (Malaysia), have taken place till date. The ASEAN region has an abundance of natural resources and significant technological skills. These provide a natural base for the integration between ASEAN and India in both trade and investment. The present level of bilateral trade with ASEAN of nearly US $ 18 billion is reportedly increasing by about 25 % per year. India hopes to reach the level of US $ 30 billion by 2007. India is also improving its relations with the help of other policy decisions like offers of lines of credit, better connectivity through air (open skies policy), and rail and road links. CHAPTER 26 FROM A DISTANCE This is How India: A Nation in Transition, Looks “Saare Jahan Se Achcha” (better than the whole world) (Then Squadron Leader Rakesh Sharma in a famous conversation to Prime Minister Indira Gandhi, the subject being ‘how India looked from space’?) One of the most influential doctrines in Western Europe since the late eighteenth century is that all humans are divided into groups called ‘nations’. India is a nation where multifarious ethnic groups converge into a unified psychological consciousness. A nation is both a cultural and political phenomenon. Moreover, we now realize that the ‘nation’ is not a primordial category, fixed and unchanging, rather it is the product of a specific historical moment. In the words of Tagore, “a nation, in the sense of the political and economic union of a people, is that aspect which a whole population assumes when organized for a mechanical purpose.” Therefore, the coinage of the term ‘nation’ is both inclusive and exclusive as those opposed to this aspect of commonality becomes ‘the other’ or the threat. For many years the British Empire was perceived as this ‘threat’ by common knowledge. It was the tyrannical colonizer who oppressed the natives and occupied the central position thereby marginalizing the natives. It was in and around this time that our countrymen rose up in arms to challenge the centre thereby finally destabilizing the entire power structure. Gandhi is a case in point. Although his theory was based on ‘Non-violence’ (Ahimsa), one man who silently worked in the fields could fight an entity as powerful as the British, and liberate our country from slavery. Surprisingly, somewhat shockingly, even after sixty years of Independence, absolute freedom or ‘purna-swaraj’ has turned into a distant dream. Though free from the clutches of the colonizer, India today is a cluster of nations within a nation. It is a nation which is threatened by extreme forms of communalism, corruption in politics, and stark naked impoverishment and hopeless destitution. Perhaps, most importantly, is the fact that India as a nation-state is not a primordial category (fixed and static) but rather extremely dynamic, with each event (and the nation herself) being the product of a specific historical moment… India as a nation lives in her villages. The average Indian is forced to eke out on about $1 a day. Farmers’ suicides and child malnourishment and undernourishment are extremely common. Pot bellied child corpses stalk many of our villages. India has the unique distinction of having the largest number of children of school-going age out of school. Child labor is rampant. For most Westerners, it might be still shocking to know that most work, which is normally done by machines in the West, is done by hand! Manual scavenging is common. As the New India rises, so do slums of laborers. All in all, we are an extremely socially backward nation with no human dignity in the lives of the poor, sometimes even general apathy, official negligence and very low on the HDI. Women Empowerment: In India, women have been identified as key agents of sustainable development and women’s equality and empowerment are seen as central to a more holistic approach towards establishing new patterns and processes of development that are sustainable. For this women are to be empowered in the personal, familial, economic and political realms. But the existing scenario suggests otherwise. Women should be aware of political issues and participation in the political/decision making process. It is predicted that in the coming years, India as an emerging economy will overtake China as the single largest economy in the world. With its rich mineral and capital resources, an enviable storehouse of manpower, India should have been poised to make it to the developed world by now. (This is a personal opinion only and meant to serve as an outline). However, India still remains a desperately poor nation. Agriculture here is dependent on the monsoons which are extremely unpredictable. Gone are the times of our great social reformers (seers and saints, if I may) like Raja Ram Mohan Roy, Swami Vivekananda, Tagore and Gandhi. We need another social ‘renaissance’ of sorts… With all her drawbacks, India is an incredible nation. She is the destination people from all over the world flock to for spiritual solace…She is still for many the land of their dreams. However, despite the fact that the international community calls India a non-violent nation, violence (especially in some regions) is rampant. Ask the nun who was raped in Kandhamal (Orissa), is it not her nation? Ask the mother who has recently lost her child to malnutrition, is it not her nation? If New Delhi is on your trip agenda, make it a point to visit the ‘Desperation Capital of the World’, Kalahandi, as well! The people that we call ‘Maoists’ and ‘Terrorists’ is India not their nation as well? Ask the people of Kashmir how it all feels… Then we have the stray incidents in which for instance, a little girl who had committed a petty theft was beaten up by policemen. Or, the young man who was mercilessly dragged by an irate mob for stealing some valuables. Or, the young girl who was gang-raped by a group of police constables inside the police station when she went to lodge a complaint of rape. Actually, how humane or tolerant or compassionate are we? How tolerant we were when we murdered Australian Missionary Graham Staines and his sons in cold blood? How tolerant we were in Ayodhya (1992) during Babri Masjid? How tolerant we were during the Gujarat carnage (2002) during Godhra? Can we as a free nation call ourselves sufficiently tolerant or even compassionate? The educated class in India steers clear of Politics. This has always upset me. The double standards, the hypocrisy that still exists, upset me. Is it not unfair that the nation that gave birth to Gandhi, should force a majority of her inhabitants to eke out on a meal of rice and live red ants? Is it not unfair that many people are forced to eat rats to survive or that thousands of tonnes of food grains kept in the government godowns lie either wasted or rotten and then eventually thrown away? I REMEMBER THE WORDS OF MARK TWAIN, AMERICAN AUTHOR (18351920) “This is India! The land of dreams and romance, of fabulous wealth and fabulous poverty, of splendour and rags, of palaces and hovels, of famine and pestilence, of genii and giants and Aladdin lamps, of tigers and elephants, the cobra and the jungle, the country of a hundred nations and a hundred tongues, of a thousand religions and two million gods…” THERE ARE TWO INDIAS, ONE FOR THE RICH AND ONE FOR THE POOR… THE SLUM DOG AND THE MILLIONAIRE… (THE MILLIONAIRES DON’T ALLOW THE DOGS AND THE ‘OTHER’ INDIANS) THE ELITE HIP-HOPS Vs DHARAVI… THE LAKME FASHION WEEK Vs BAWANA… THE SOCIALITE SYNDROME Vs BAGALUR… According to a survey by the World Institute of Development Economics Research (WIDER) there isn’t that great an economic difference between poor Indians and rich Indians. At least not by global standards. The top 10 per cent of the richest Indians are 7.3 times richer than the poorest 10 per cent, and it seems we are better off than other nations. Consider the rich compared to the poor in Brazil- 57.8 times richer, the UK 13.8 times, the United States almost 15.9 times, China 18.4 times, more horrifying, Lesotho-129 times and Bolivia 168 times. SO THE GAP BETWEEN THE RICH AND THE POOR IN INDIA IS NOT THAT WIDE… OR IS IT? India is the nation of Ramakrishna. Of Vivekananda. Of Raja Ram Mohan Roy. India is also Ambedkar’s nation. And Gandhi’s nation. Has she lived up to the visions, the dreams of her erstwhile Founders? These eternal luminaries have laid down certain visions for a better and a more prosperous India. But we, the pizza-consuming IT generations, have chosen to write our own prescriptions, with a few of us being victimized in the process… I have also written this book for anyone and everyone who is in the process of trying to understand the self, acknowledge the power of its existence and capture its essence. It is for every person who believes that the suffering God has given him is for a purpose; to some it may mean a love for the self. So, in a gist, this book is for everyone who believes in himself. The self is an incredible pursuit. Those of us who are able to realize this are able to “recover” - be able to relentlessly pursue peace and happiness in the face of adversity. Those who continue with this pursuit tend to win, because they persist and survive, while others give up and quit. The former are the ones that believe in the power of the self. This though may not be the same as believing in one’s selfless ness. One has to be resilient, one has to be persistent, two qualities that are highly essential in overcoming adversity. And a knowledge of the self can help you overcome adversity. I know better than anyone else what adversity means. In the year 1997, I was diagnosed with an adverse physical illness. From then up to now, I have been so preoccupied with feeling sorry for myself that I have become my own worst enemy. Fortunately, I have always taken my physical condition as a challenge for everyone in the family to overcome. I have relentlessly pursued peace and happiness as the alternative to my condition. I realize as I write these words that if good things were going to happen again, I would have to make them happen myself. I realize that my parents are not going to be there with me throughout my life. I am trying to overcome my pain, my suffering with “self-knowledge” (Atma-Bodha)…and “self-realization”… and “self-control”… “Defenceless am I – ill, again, and helpless, Enfeebled, exhausted, and dumbly despairing, Afflicted with sorrow, and utterly ruined: In thee is my only haven of refuge, In thee, my help and my strength, O Bhavani!” Rise! A new generation has arisen… ‘Know thyself’ (ran the famous inscription at the Greek Temple of Delphi). When the true Self is known the jig-saw puzzle of the world gets solved, doubts are at an end, and all misery vanishes… I have always taken pride in my modern, progressive outlook, but at heart, I am (a global) Indian. This is the nation of Rishis and Munis, of the great Sage Patanjali, Rishi Valmiki, Sant Tulsidas, Sant Kabir, Guru Nanak Dev, Adi Sankaracharya, Ramakrishna Paramhansa, Vivekananda and Gurudev Rabindranath Tagore. I still cannot understand why Lord Krishna put me in this country, when I could have easily overcome my illness in the developed world (with its entire infrastructure). But infrastructure is not enough by itself; one has to acknowledge that India with its ancient systems of thought and its alternative medicine (including Ayurveda & Homeopathy) is powerful. I sincerely and firmly also believe that my nation (and especially with liberalization and globalization inundating our living rooms and also our senses!) is very much at the crossroads. On the one hand, there is stark naked poverty and on the other, unrestricted and rampant consumerism and luxury and extravagance. This is also the land of the Buddha, one of the greatest teachers of nonviolence who could influence men and even wild beasts to become harmless and peaceful. India is also the land of Gandhi, whose “Ahimsa” was powerful enough to bring an entire British Empire down on its knees… The time has finally arrived that we build up a more tolerant generation in our beloved nation India. After all, there is a strange confluence of peoples, cultures, corruption in politics, the extremes of communalism as well as the extremes of society reflecting a strange diversity which is unique to her! All this calls for a fresh re-ordering of policies and a fresh development agenda… I will be examining most of these issues here. Simply the fact that I feel strongly on these issues compelled me to contemplate that a book on this subject ought to be written as a matter of high priority. This book is in a way also meant for an audience which is seriously concerned about the progress and development of the nation as a global superpower. Gandhi had once famously remarked: “Be the change you wish to see in the world…” It is time we realized the enormous truth of this statement and started putting the same into action! As I write this, I am reminded of Helen Keller. “True happiness is not attained through self-gratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose.” (Helen Keller) “Happiness” is really NOT about expectations- of money, of power, or influence or of success. True happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment externally, when it is very much inside you. Remember that there is plenty of happiness in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doing what brings YOU the most meaning and contentment to your life over the long run. This definition of happiness was given by David Leonhardt in ‘The Happy Guy’… The concept of gross national happiness (GNH) was developed to define an indicator that measured quality of life or social progress in more holistic and psychological terms than gross domestic product (GDP). The term was coined in 1972 by Bhutan's former King Jigme Singye Wangchuck, who had opened Bhutan to the age of modernization, soon after the demise of his father, King Jigme Dorji Wangchuk. He used the phrase to signal his commitment to building an economy that would serve Bhutan's unique culture based on Buddhist spiritual values. At first offered as a casual, offhand remark, the concept was taken seriously, as the Centre for Bhutan Studies, under the leadership of Karma Uru, developed a sophisticated survey instrument to measure the population's general level of well-being. The Canadian health epidemiologist Michael Pennock had a major role in the design of the instrument, and used (what he called) a "deBhutanized" version of the survey in his work in Victoria, British Columbia. Ura and Pennock also collaborated on the development of policy screening tools which could be used to examine the potential impacts of projects or programs on GNH. The concept of ‘Gross National Happiness’ arose out of the weaknesses of GDP as a chief economic indicator. Compared to GDP, GNH deducted the costs of security, police, pollution clean up, etc.) as positive contributions to commerce. As economic development on the planet put pressure on the limits of ecosystems to provide resources and absorb human effluents, calling into question the ability of the planet to continue to support civilization (per the arguments of Jared Diamond, among others), many people called for getting "Beyond GDP" (the title of a recent EU conference) in order to measure progress not as the mere increase in commercial transactions, nor as an increase in specifically economic well-being, but as an increase in general well-being as people themselves subjectively reported it. GNH happened to be a strong contributor to this movement to discard measurements of commercial transactions as a key indicator and to instead directly assess changes in the social and psychological well-being of populations. GNH, like the Genuine Progress Indicator, referred to the concept of a quantitative measurement of well-being and happiness. The two measures were both motivated by the notion that subjective measures like well-being were more relevant and important than more objective measures like consumption. It was not being measured directly, but only the factors which were believed to lead to it. GNH value was also proposed to be an index function of the total average per capita of the following measures: 1. Economic Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of economic metrics 2. Environmental Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of environmental metrics such as pollution, noise and traffic 3. Physical Wellness: Indicated via statistical measurement of physical health metrics such as severe illnesses 4. Mental Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of mental health metrics such as usage of antidepressants and rise or decline of psychotherapy patients 5. Workplace Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of labor metrics such as jobless claims, job change, workplace complaints and lawsuits 6. Social Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of social metrics such as discrimination, safety, divorce rates, complaints of domestic conflicts and family lawsuits, public lawsuits, crime rates 7. Political Wellness: Indicated via direct survey and statistical measurement of political metrics such as the quality of local democracy, individual freedom, and foreign conflicts. The above 7 metrics were incorporated into the first Global GNH Survey. In 2009, the 5th International Conference was held at Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil, with more than 800 participants. Speakers included Karma Ura from Bhutan and Michael Pennock from Canada. The 4th International Conference on Gross National Happiness was held in Bhutan with a focus on Practice and Measurement. The 3rd International Conference on Gross National Happiness Towards Global Transformation: WORLD VIEWS MAKE A DIFFERENCE took place in Nong Khai and Bangkok, Thailand between 22 and 28 November 2007. "Rethinking Development: Local Pathways to Global Wellbeing", the Second International Conference on Gross National Happiness was held in Antigonish, Nova Scotia June 20–24, 2005. The second regional Conference took place November 8–11, 2006 at Meiji Gakuin University in Yokohama. The conference examined Haida successes to apply non western economic and social modalities. In a widely cited study, "A Global Projection of Subjective Well-being: A Challenge to Positive Psychology?" by Adrian G. White of the University of Leicester in 2007, Bhutan ranked 8th out of 178 countries in Subjective Well-Being, a metric that has been used by many psychologists since 1997. In fact, it is the only country in the top 20 "happiest" countries that has a very low GDP. Lifestyle Statistics > Happiness net (most recent) by country India, a nation in transition far behind as far as development went, was found to be far happier than most in the planet. Certainly, more than the richer lot in G-8. What was a little disappointing was that compared with her neighbors in the sub-continent, Indians were happier than only the Burmese and the Pakistanis. In fact, Bhutan, Nepal, Sri Lanka and even Bangladesh fared better than India in the happy country scale. If you disagreed, you could perhaps find these statistics in a new report by the New Economic Foundation a UK-based think-tank that compiled the happy planet index (HPI). I woke up as if in a trance… Gone are the days when women were treated with respect. As in truly respected… A nun gets gang raped, an American student gets raped, a Swiss national gets raped (October 2003) and a farmer’s wife (or so many farmers get their wives raped) is sold off and raped…Rape, rape and more rape, this happens only in India! A 21-year old American student was allegedly gang raped in Mumbai. Three persons were arrested while three more were absconding. Another foreigner was gang-raped in Manali. This shows just how vulnerable women are in India. It’s worse in the villages. In village Hariharpur, Saran district, Rajasthan, a farmer allegedly staked his wife in gambling after he lost his money and possessions to his friends. The 26-year-old woman told the police she was repeatedly raped by her husband’s friends who kept her hostage for a week. When he fell short of Rs. 40,000 in a game of cards with his friends, Manku Ojha gave away his young wife, thereafter filing a missing person report with the Bapcha police. The woman, a mother of two, turned up later and approached the police saying her husband had “lost” her to his friends who then kidnapped her, tied her hands and raped her. The police have registered a case against the husband’s friends for kidnapping and rape. (Based on a report in the SUNDAY TIMES OF INDIA Apr 5, 2009, Names changed to protect identity) SUCH THINGS DO HAPPEN …ONE WOULD SAY! THE TRUTH IS…AND A STARK ONE THAT TOO, is that such things do happen in a country called INDIA, considered by most as……. I remember how the rape of a Swiss Embassy employee who was on her way back home after watching a movie at the International Film Festival at the Siri Fort in South Delhi had created ripples in India. On that same evening, about an hour later, two miscreants had attacked a documentary film-maker while she was about to start her car in the same parking lot. This was October 2003… THINGS HAVE CHANGED…ONE WOULD SAY! THE TRUTH IS…AND A STARK ONE THAT TOO, is that things are not changing…After all, women (and men and children) in the villages are not human beings. OR ARE THEY? Not if you are “An Unknown Indian…” The ‘am admi’ (common man) leads a very difficult life… There are official claims that India has become a true super power and the Indian economy is growing very fast (7 to 8 percent annual growth in GDP). It seems India and China are the two ‘emerging global tigers’. If India is really an ‘economic power’ then why the need for child labor? If it is indeed a ‘great power’ as claimed by the political parties, then why this spate in farmers’ suicides? In some states, debt-ridden farmers are advertising to sell their kidneys to maintain their families as they don’t have any asset left for sale to sustain a living. The role of China since 1990s is of strategic interest to the imperialist countries. China is a member of the Security Council having veto power and it has also nuclear and other destructive arsenals which can threaten the existence of imperialist powers. It has the largest population in the world and its literacy rate is very high. Economically it is the fourth richest country in the world and in many cases the cheapest exporter of goods and services in the world market. Our military spending a part of which can be easily diverted to the social sector (primarily health and education) is officially is in the order of Rupees 70000 to Rupees 80000 crores though we don’t have money to provide mid-day meals to school children, for that we beg in the international market. Deprivation, thy name is India…The material needs of food and water and shelter still remain dreams on pieces of paper for this non human world called the “poor”. “The National Sample Survey data says around 40 percent of villagers including rich and indebted farmers are so much fed up with farming that they want to leave their villages as it is difficult to earn any meaningful living.” With the arrival of globalization, Indian farmers are now competing globally and they are forced to accept lesser and lesser prices for survival. I do not know what to ask the Food Corporation of India. FCI over the years has become a haven of corruption to help a mafia of traders of agricultural products; these traders either extract payments without delivery or deliver sub-standard products and siphon off huge profits in collaboration with corrupt officials of FCI. In late seventies only in West Bengal out of so many states half-hearted measures were taken to implement land reform. This is the experience where ever in the world these multinational corporations have gone, they have only maximized their own profits within the shortest possible period of time and left that area like locusts attacking fields full of matured crops. The developed capitalist countries give millions of dollars as subsidy to their farmers…But whenever subsidy to the cultivators and poorest of the poor is discussed, the World Bank and IMF say there cannot be any ‘free lunch’. What is more shocking is that the MNCs are allowed to experiment with their genetically modified seeds on Indian soil, the bureaucracy knows all this but the Indian people are made to eat such crops, vegetables and fruits without telling them that these may cause serious health problems The WTO as an instrument in the hands of the MNCs also looks the other way, so do corrupt and inefficient politicians and bureaucrats. The farmers are the worst sufferers in agricultural trade. Malnutrition and starvation deaths among the poorest of the poor, who can’t afford to pay even Rupees 4/5 per kg for rice which is the main cereal for the majority of poor people in India is hardly a matter of concern for these global multi nationals. They are more interested in filling their own coffers. People below the poverty line may not have ration cards or if they have their ration shops may not have ration for weeks together. Quite often stocks released from FCI for export to countries like Bangladesh were actually sold within the country by the traders to profit from the high local prices. Do we have a shortage of bank finance? I guess not. This discussion cannot be complete without a reference to the plight of the tribal population. There are no statistics as to how many tribals in India were made homeless and destitute because modern development needed their homes, fields and their forest land. They are being deprived of their lands so that capital may have access to the bio-diversity resources, the precious forests, river water and minerals lying buried. There is this huge problem of forest rights, dams and displacement. Thus ‘economic reform’ process in 21st Century in India means clear and simple ultra modern cars rolling out of ‘liberalized’ corporations, beautiful roads and flyovers for their quick movement, five star malls and hotels in the metros for the affluent few. In the villages and in tribal heartland shops are selling human kidneys and human beings are forced to live days together eating weeds and drinking polluted river or pond water, even live red ants with rice. It is high time Indians visiting places like the ‘World Economic Forum’ in Davos must understand that the time of endurance of the vast majority of Indians is running out very fast. Imitation of the West may be very costly unless proper corrective steps are taken in time. Numerically in a democracy majority always decides and the poor in India is in the majority, how long can we deny their natural right to decide the fate of the country! The famed environmental writer Bill McKibben asked a question: "The really interesting question… is: what if you're an Indian kid looking for a light to read by-and also living near the rising ocean, or vulnerable to the range expansion of dengue-bearing mosquitoes, or dependent on suddenly-in-question monsoonal rains." (Siddhartha) I think the answer for that village kid would probably be the same. Take the electricity and the light to read by and worry about malaria and monsoonal rains later. To get some idea of the problems facing people in rural India, just consider the following: 1. In India, the literacy rate is only 64%. The female literacy rate is even lower. In half the households in rural India, there is not a single female member above the age of 15 who can read or write. 2. Out of a population of one billion, more than 300 million Indians live on less than a dollar a day. 3. In India, some 400,000 children under the age of five die each year from diarrhea caused by easily preventable factors such as poor hygiene and unsafe drinking water. 4. Indian society continues to be plagued by extreme forms of discrimination and exploitation based on the traditional caste system. There are many millions (estimates range from 40 million to 100 million) of bonded laborers (slaves) in India today, mainly belonging to the lowest castes, the Dalits. 5. There still exists widespread discrimination against women in India. Economist Amartya Sen estimates that in the developing world, due to the preference for sons over daughters, and due to the sheer neglect of women and girls, some 100 million women are simply missing. In this scenario, how can one seriously suggest that the village kid in India should give up her hopes of prosperity, education, and health care today, in order to prevent rising ocean levels many years down the road? What would Americans do in the same situation? Or Europeans? Or human beings anywhere? There are some very good reasons why people in rural India should first worry about their basic human necessities today, rather than about the long term effects of global warming. First, if you and your family don't have access to such things as clean water and basic health care, neither you, nor your children, nor your grandchildren may even be around long enough to witness tomorrow, making the future rise or fall of the world's oceans a moot point. Second, the life of an educated, healthy and modestly prosperous person living in tomorrow's globally-warmed world of higher ocean levels may well be better than the poverty stricken life of an Indian villager in the preglobal-warming world. In other words, even if the most dire predictions about global warming come true, some of the poorest people in the world may still be better off tomorrow if they are able to enjoy some of the fruits of development, such as education, health care, electricity, etc. Third, foremost, human beings need to achieve a certain minimum level of material well-being and sense of security. And once this is achieved, who knows what wonders can happen. If the billions of impoverished people in the developing world can get widespread access to education, health care, and job opportunities, who knows what the unleashing of their talent and energy can achieve. Having met their basic needs, maybe they will start thinking about the environment. Maybe new ideas will burst forth. Maybe new and better energy technologies will be adopted, which will not only address global warming, but also ensure a minimum standard of living for all people everywhere. Maybe horses will fly. Ted Nordhaus and Michael Shellenberger put it in the book Breakthrough, "the satisfaction of the material needs of food and water and shelter is not an obstacle to but rather the precondition for the modern appreciation of the nonhuman world". Talking about the ‘Progress of Nations’… In the developing world, billions still lack clean water and sanitation. Despite the fact that every year nearly 2 million children die from diarrhea and other water-related diseases, the world remains unable to get clean water and adequate sanitation to those who most desperately need them. Some slight improvements have been made over the past decade: Globally, water supply coverage is up from 78% in 1990 to 82% in 1999. More than 800 million people gained access to clean water. And sanitation coverage is up from 54% in 1990 to 59% in 1999. However, in absolute terms, the increases have not kept pace with the need: More than 1 billion people lack access to clean drinking water and approximately 2.5 billion people – more than one third of the world’s population – have no sanitary means of excreta disposal. Of the nearly 2 million children who die from diarrhea and other waterborne diseases, almost all are under the age of five. Millions also suffer from parasitic worm infections that stem from the presence of human excreta and solid wastes in the environment and cause anemia, malnutrition and sometimes death. Along with disease and fatalities, there are other, more subtle hardships, including the squalor of life in communities that lack clean water and adequate sanitation facilities and the time burden, which falls disproportionately on girls at the expense of their schooling and on women at the expense of their own health and child-care tasks. In some countries, such as Bangladesh, arsenic contamination is rendering the available water presumed to be clean and safe dangerously unsafe. Reaching people in rural areas is still the greatest challenge. More than a quarter (29%) of the world’s rural population lacks access to clean water and nearly two thirds (64%) lacks access to sanitation facilities. And in urban areas, high population growth rates are outpacing increases in both water and sanitation coverage. The world will not meet the 1990 World Summit goal of universal access to safe water and sanitation by the year 2000, but that task, vastly compounded by burgeoning urban populations, remains as urgent today as it was a decade ago. The recently released UN Human Development Report, “The Real Wealth of Nations: Pathways to Human Development”, is compelling evidence of the fact that economic growth cannot guarantee nor does it signify “all-round development”. For a strong economy we need political will, strong leadership capabilities and a continuing commitment of the global community. Global interests in India and investments have definitely improved. However, between the years 2005 and 2010, our beloved nation has moved up by only one step on the HDI, standing now at 119 out of 169 countries. In 2010, three new indices were introduced: the inequality-adjusted HDI; the Gender Inequality Index (GII) and the multidimensional poverty index (MPI). India’s HDI is 0.519 above the South Asian average of 0.516. On the GII, it is much behind even Bangladesh and Pakistan, reflecting women’s disadvantages in reproductive health, empowerment and socio-economic status. The sex ratio is terribly skewed. It is not surprising, therefore, that we should lag behind on all other indicators as well. Our MPI of 55% reflects multiple deprivations with the South Asian figure being 54%. We clearly need to focus on pulling our people out of the poverty trap; employ safety nets and other anti-poverty defense mechanisms and make sincere efforts to reach the fruits of growth across the full spectrum of the nation. There is need for greater accountability and transparency in our elections. Again, all this global adulation coming our way is only misleading us. “Crude numbers”/statistics are important but given our ‘current progressive outlook’, we cannot hope for true human progress… After all, sometimes, our most progressive thinkers have come from the less fortunate sections of society. Recently, I also had the rare opportunity of going through the conclusions of a 2-day seminar as voiced by Dr. Prem P. Verma titled “Alternative Development for Jharkhand” and dated Thursday, Aug 7th, 2008. “It was quite a coincidence that in the recently concluded 2-day Seminar on “Growth and Human Development in Jharkhand” under the aegis of Institute for Human Development, Eastern Regional Centre, such wellknown personalities both from Delhi and Jharkhand voiced the same analysis for the ills plaguing the State – Sri Babulal Marandi, ex-Chief Minister and M.P. – In development we should concentrate first on basic needs like roads, electricity, water, health and education and not big plans…….Only industries cannot give development to people. Sri Bhuvaneshwar Mehta, M.P. from Jharkhand – There is plundering of mineral resources……Character of tribal state is in danger. 16% population has been displaced…….We need to concentrate on villages. Sri Saryu Roy, M.L.A. – Agriculture should be given priority. We should not depend on large irrigation projects. Dr. Ram Dayal Munda, Educationist and Social Worker – We have to take development to the jungles and mountains…….Villages have to be developed. Dr. Abhijit Sen, Planning Commission Member – Instead of big investments, more welfare schemes are required. Basic needs like health, education, employment must be addressed…” “It was wonderful to hear so much truth for the first time being spoken, perhaps unknowingly, from so many quarters at the same time. I was left wondering that how come the State does not opt for the right course when there is total agreement on the problem causing the malady. From the respected Planning Commission members like Abhijit Sen and B. N. Yugandhar to intellectuals like Dr. Ram Dayal Munda and Dr. Dev Nathan – all of them emphasized that agriculture and rural development were the keys to realizing the dream of Jharkhand that the people have and desire…” “If this is so, why do we keep clamouring constantly for rapid exploitation of Jharkhand’s limited mineral resources and heavy industrialization as if this was the path of Jharkhand’s happiness? Is it because industrialization sounds modern and attractive in this age of technology while agriculture and talk of villages take us back to the past era? It almost seems and one gets led to the conclusion that the moment we feel educated in the anglicized mould, we must move away from any contact with and contamination from our rural brethren (who constitute incidentally more than 65% of the total Indian population). It is more fashionable in the corridors of power in Ranchi and Delhi to talk of cars, computers, mobiles, call centres, high technology gadgets than the simple nitty-gritty of adequate food production, housing, medical care, schools and basic sanitary needs. People at the bottom of the pile have waited for 60 years for their basic requirements to be met and all we have given them is the glitter of speeding autos, luxury ads in television and false promises of future happiness to be brought about by the trickle down effect of globalization. In the meantime, we keep asking them to be patient and give up their rich agriculture land (more often than not their only ancestral property) in return for future comfort and happiness which never comes. No wonder the credibility of the educated civil class including its leaders and bureaucrats is at the lowest ebb and the bottom frustrated population has taken the path of violence after patiently waiting for 60 long years…” “To conclude, all our attention in Jharkhand henceforth has to be on agriculture and rural development than being obsessed with New Ranchi or flyovers or malls or cavalcade of VIP cars with flashing red lights. The socalled Naxalites are only asking for this from the leadership at the helm of affairs…” “Is anyone listening?” I will strongly agree with these statements as voiced by Dr. Verma. I will not say anything beyond this except that I find that an extremely backward and conservative outlook exists. Indeed it is not within either the scope of this book or its objective to single out people or organizations that have discriminated, but one must proceed in order to be able to highlight that certain discriminatory practices do exist in society that target, among others, the poor & the vulnerable sections of the population. We cannot change society unless we dare speak out, so as to say… because then change proceeds through a ‘ripple effect, more and more ‘victims of society’ take turns to add their voices for a more profound change. Everyone in India has an extremely progressive outlook. So progressive that an innocent nun is raped by fanatics in broad daylight and they go scotfree. So progressive that a little child is beaten up by the cops who walk away scot-free. So progressive that an irate mob drags a young man who has committed a petty theft. So progressive that we all sit quiet as hunger takes away thousands of children each year… They use fashionable names for the work being done for the poor: poverty eradication; poverty alleviation; rural development; international development; sustainable development; social development and so on! The UN (United Nations) uses the term ‘millennium development goals’… I respect the work being done by NGOs, CBOs and international agencies such as the UN (United Nations). The feeling by itself is important. But some amount of democratic decentralization is necessary. Is it possible for the imposing centralized United Nations headquarters in New York to be able to respond immediately and effectively if a little girl child in India were to collapse during her menstrual periods in the intense parched heat while walking to fetch drinking water? That would be the daughter of a farmer. And such people are really not important. Clamouring about our ‘millennium development goals’ simply won’t help. One has to be clear about one’s purpose in life… We think we have come a long way. We have a long way to go. We think we have made Progress. We have a lot of progress to make. We think we have learnt from the experiences of other countries. We have plenty to learn! Consider this: India has the largest number of children of school-going age out of school. There are millions waiting to learn to read and write, to see the light in their lives. There are villages without roads, without electricity. There are schools that haven’t seen what a desktop looks like. Women in Rajasthan walk miles in parched heat to fetch drinking water. An innocent villager was refused admittance at the hospital when in labor; she couldn’t sign her husband’s name. These are our ‘Unwanted Indians’… Consider also the practice of selective sex abortion. The practice of aborting ‘unwanted girls’ is widespread in India. Manual scavenging is common in India. An Indian couple found an unwell 75-year old woman lying on a garbage dump apparently thrown out of her home by her children. As the New India Rises, so do slums of laborers. Lack of dignity for manual labor and very low pay has always been a truth in India. It is part of the caste system, part of our history. There is widespread trafficking in women and children. Disability means lack of dignity. This is India, a developing nation in transition after 60 years of freedom. This is India for which martys like Gandhi had laid down their lives. This is India where thousands of children die every day because of malnutrition, this is India where hundreds of farmers have committed suicide because of mounting debts, this is India where hundreds of Bollywood films are made every year amassing hundreds of crores of profit to a few stakeholders, this is India where Commonwealth Games(CWG) are organized with thousands of crores of rupees from taxpayers money, this is India where thousands of crores are spent on building a single house to cater to the materialistic needs of a couple and two siblings, this is India where Kargil martyrs are deprived of a small house and a thirty one storey building is built in its place in a posh area for “so called “ elite people, this is India where thousands of crores are spent on the electoral process. This is also an India where the educated class steers clear of politics… I have often asked myself the same question: why is it that the educated class in India steers clear of Politics? Is it because Politics is still “considered” a dirty game unlike most of the other ‘professions’ like engineering, medicine and teaching? The question is: is Politics really as dirty as we might make it out to be? I guess not. I guess it was because Jessica Lal was killed for no fault of her own. I also guess that our Bollywood films are to blame for most of it. Consider the typical ingredients: A highly influential and corrupt man with links to the underworld runs for office; his son is the usual debauch and spends his time raping the heroine while off course both father and son fill their coffers draining the state exchequer. Or, a highly disengaged politician running for the office of Chief Minister and his lecherous son, a principled cop, some local goons and an innocent heroine who is either raped or commits suicide? But off course there could be other reasons as well. Like a general disillusionment and disenchantment caused by the fact that we see either the ‘Yadavs’ or the ‘Mundas’ or the elitist Scindias or the Gandhis running for office. In a manner both ‘Reservation’ as well as elitist politics can cause intense pain to the psyche of the average Indian who sees no way out for himself/herself in this big game of money, influence and off course power. I remember an article “India: A billion aspirations, Perspectives on South Asian politics: Professionals in politics?” dated MAR 25, 2009 02:22 EDT) REUTERS QUOTE: “What’s common to a banker, a dancer and a former U.N. under-secretary general? Answer: they are all contesting the general election in India. The main battle in the polls from April 16 to May 13 in a previous year, as in years past, is between the centre-left ruling Congress and the Hindunationalist Bharatiya Janata Party. A loose alliance of smaller regional parties has formed a Third Front, as well. But Meera Sanyal, the country head of ABN Amro Bank, is not aligning with any of them. She will contest from South Mumbai, an upmarket locality and the main business district, as an independent candidate. On a month’s leave of absence as she dabbles in politics, Sanyal will go toeto-toe with Congress incumbent Milind Deora, the son of the oil minister, with Facebook groups and her husband spearheading her campaign. She said she found it difficult to align herself with the ideologies of the big parties. Sanyal said she was against criminalisation of politics and wanted to bring the common man back into focus. She also has support groups on Facebook, and a website, and while she is not expected to win, she has promised to fight. But should that disqualify well-intentioned, middle-class professionals? “The middle-class considers politics dirty, and steers clear, but there are so many talented and smart people among us who should take responsibility and take the plunge,” said R.V. Krishnan, president of the fledgling Professionals Party of India, which is fielding a surgeon in South Mumbai. Politics in India once drew the best and the brightest. Perhaps it is time to reclaim politics from our politicians and hand it to the bankers, writers and artistes?” UNQUOTE We ought to make Politics a professional career option for the educated classes which ordinarily steers clear of this so-called ‘dirty game’… Today we need Politicians who would do their job professionally like business managers do in the corporate world or doctors do in Medicine. Maybe the University Grants Commission could plan to start a Professional Post Graduate Course in Political Management (an MBA in Political management); or an MA/MSc in Politics and Society; etc. There could be ‘n’ number of options. This would create good educated disciplined and trained Politicians who wouldn’t carry goons behind them, rather carry people with them spontaneously and give our country a clean political leadership to steer the development and eradicate the socio-political ills that exist today. Why not we give it a thought and make politics a professional career and be actively involved in the affairs of our motherland? Politics is a very good path for bringing a change but.........it should be led by good hands. In universities overseas, majors in Politics or International Studies or Peace and Conflict Studies etc are offered in abundance. We need such courses in Indian universities, if we want more people like Dr. Abdul Kalam or Dr. Manmohan Singh, to enter Politics... The question lies in proposing the idea. Alternatively, we could have a formal and rigorous selection procedure to train potential politicians in the same way that we have an IAS or an IFS or an IPS… These selfish, illiterate people don’t usually feel it as a responsibility towards their country..... And make cash out of it. Even the foolish people offer support by electing them, I have experienced such situations where people are ready to give their vote for Note (money). So much as far as seeing India as a "Developed Country"....were concerned? INDIA: DEVELOPING OR DEVELOPED? The term “Developing country” is generally used to describe a nation with a low level of material well-being (not to be confused with third world countries). Since no single definition of the term developed country is recognized internationally, the levels of development may vary widely within so-called developing countries, with some developing countries having high average standards of living. Countries with more advanced economies than other developing nations, but which have not yet fully demonstrated the signs of a developed country, are categorized under the term newly industrialized countries. Kofi Annan, former Secretary General of the United Nations, defined a developed country as follows. "A developed country is one that allows all its citizens to enjoy a free and healthy life in a safe environment." But according to the United Nations Statistics Division, There is no established convention for the designation of "developed" and "developing" countries or areas in the United Nations system. And it notes that The designations "developed" and "developing" are intended for statistical convenience and do not necessarily express a judgment about the stage reached by a particular country or area in the development process. The UN also notes In common practice, Japan in Asia, Canada and the United States in Northern America, Australia and New Zealand in Oceania, and Europe are considered "developed" regions or areas. In international trade statistics, the Southern African Customs Union is also treated as a developed region and Israel as a developed country; countries emerging from the former Yugoslavia, except for Slovenia, are treated as developing countries; and countries of eastern Europe and the Commonwealth of Independent States (code 172) in Europe are not included under either developed or developing regions. In the 21st century, the original Four “Asian Tigers” Hong Kong, Singapore, South Korea and Taiwan along with Cyprus, Malta, and Slovenia are considered "developed countries". On the other hand, according to the classification from IMF before April 2004, all the countries of Eastern Europe (including Central European countries which still belongs to "Eastern Europe Group" in the UN institutions) as well as the former Soviet Union (U.S.S.R.) countries in Central Asia (Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Kyrgyzstan, Tajikistan and Turkmenistan) and Mongolia, were not included under either developed or developing regions, but rather were referred to as "countries in transition"; however they are now widely regarded (in the international reports) as "developing countries". There is widespread criticism of the use of the term ‘developing country’. The term implies inferiority of a 'developing country' compared to a 'developed country', which many countries dislike. It assumes a desire to ‘develop’ along the traditional 'Western' model of economic development which a few countries, such as Cuba, have chosen not to follow. Thus Cuba remains classed as ‘developing’ due to its low gross national income but have a lower infant mortality rate than the USA. The term 'developing' implies mobility and does not acknowledge that development may be in decline or static in some countries, particularly in southern African states worst affected by HIV/AIDS. In general, development entails a modern infrastructure (both physical and institutional), and a move away from low value added sectors such as agriculture and natural resource extraction. Developed countries, in comparison, usually have economic systems based on continuous, selfsustaining economic growth in the tertiary sector of the economy and quaternary sector of the economy and high material standards of living. However, there are notable exceptions, as some countries considered developed have a significant component of primary industries in their national economies, e.g. Norway, Canada, and Australia. The USA and Western Europe have a very important agricultural sector; both are major players in international agricultural markets. Also, natural resource extraction can be a very profitable industry (high value added) e.g. oil extraction. Nations like India may be considered emerging and developing economies according to the International Monetary Fund's World Economic Outlook Report, April 2010. The terms “emerging” and “developing” economy as applied to India are not meant to confuse; rather we must acknowledge that India is an ‘emerging economy’ which still lacks in development. There is no point comparing India to the United States, nor is it mandatory to ape the “Western Model of Development”. One has to acknowledge that the two terms “Western Model of Development” and “Western Culture” are entirely different and not to be confused. A mall or a freeway or an expressway or a flyover or the semi-nudity that is so characteristic of our cinema is simply NO index of progress. India as a nation lives in her villages and agriculture is the mainstay of our economy and dependent on the monsoons which are often erratic and unpredictable. Our country has extremely low literacy rates and a skewed sex ratio as well. Many Indians are so poor that they cannot even afford two square meals a day. Hunger, starvation, malnourishment and under nutrition added to hopeless poverty and destitution paints a dark picture of our economy. A large section of our population is still unemployed. Many children still work in hazardous industries to support their families. Shelter is a faraway cry. The population bomb ticks away. The roads are bad. Manual scavenging is common in India. Social evils like female infanticide and “Dahej” (dowry) are still prevalent in certain parts of India. There are both internal and external security threats. The “BIMARU” states are extremely low on the HDI. We may also assert that India is developing because India has still not been able to provide all the necessities of life. Whereas countries like U.S have been able to do so to a large extent and hence are called developed. But things are changing. Over the last few years, there has been a ‘telecom revolution’ in India; many call centres have sprung up making India the world’s choice of back-office destination; infrastructure has improved; the middle class is consuming more and with the visit of President Obama and with India attending the G-20 as well as the “World Economic Forum” in Davos, India is all set to be a superpower… However, therein lays the strange anomaly. In the month of May, people die because of a sweltering heat wave. Hundreds of thousands of poor villagers traverse miles to get drinking water. In the year 2004, the monsoon first played truant in June and July and many farmers committed suicide in Andhra Pradesh and Maharashtra. When it began, it made up for the delay with a vengeance and wreaked havoc in Bihar (now, people drowned in the flood waters as ministers took aerial surveys). Electricity plays hide-and-seek as usual in Bangalore, Pune and Hyderabad (touted as India's Silicon Valleys) and in many other places all over India. Pollution, which has reached record-breaking heights, is causing serious health problems. Instead, I would like to pose a question: what's changed? Instead of Ambassadors, Fiats and Maruti Suzukis, Santros, Qualises, Accords, Ikons, Corollas and Mercedes are jostling for space on the same potholed roads (even as they emit tons and tons of pollutants)! Almost everyone sports a snazzy mobile phone. Malls are very much a part of the metro culture. There is a mad rush for designer flats and row houses. Television and print media are vying to out-do each other in 'yellow journalism.' 'Flashy’ bars and pubs are no longer restricted to the metros. The number of divorces is on the rise. Is this growth? A few lucky individuals benefit from IT. That does not mean the whole of India is progressing. With due respect to the burgeoning IT and BPO industry, its benefits have not percolated to the masses. It is restricted to a few urban centres and the English speaking middle-class. What about the hundreds of thousands of Indians living in interior India? What about Raghuveer from Bagru? What are the employment opportunities available to him? Will he have to head for either Jaipur or Mumbai and be part of that living hell -- its slums? No wonder crimes like looting and cheating and rape are on the rise. This may sound clichéd but the gap between the 'haves' and 'have-nots' has widened even more. The new breed of communication-savvy politicians is, like the corporate honchos, talking about making India a superpower by 2040. What are they doing to realize that vision? Where is the long-term strategic plan to create millions of jobs every year? What measures are we taking to tackle the omnipresent demon of corruption? What are our chances of getting MPs/ministers with no criminal record? What is our plan to achieve decentralized, uniform industrial development spread across the country? When will any political party fulfill the promises made in their manifesto? If we still haven't fulfilled the basic needs of “Roti”; “Kapda” and “Makaan” (and are ranked so low on the HDI), how can we ever become a developed nation? If we haven't achieved this in the past 63 years, on what basis can we say we will do it in the next 35 years? The realistic answer to 'Can India ever be a developed country?' still evades me. My heart doesn't want to accept that. Somewhere, deep down, I still have a faint hope that India will become a developed nation – only time will give us an answer… But for the moment…India is definitely NOT shining. The first thing that would strike your mind as you alighted at one of our international airports to take a cab to the main commercial hub of the city is that India is SHINING… Consider the scenario in Kolkata, the capital of West Bengal and a metropolitan city by itself. As you would alight from the Netaji Subhas Chandra International terminal and board a cab to take you to Park Street, the commercial hub of the city…you would have noticed imposing realestate structures come up in Rajarhat: a mini-city by itself. You would be going via a freeway and exotic malls and flyovers…with a difference that most of these would have been built over the ruins of little shacks and chawls with bulldozers actually causing major destruction to slum areas (while trying to appease the so called ‘elites’) and rendering hundreds of the city’s urban poor homeless in the process. This entire process of “carrot and stick” (which has also led to major rifts between the poor rural and the rich urban populations) would be referred to (in common Indian parlance) as “urban development”… Who cares anyway? You and I don’t care. Because we are not affected. The strongest truth is that the poor (both India’s urban and rural) are forced to live with the consequences. While the rural poor have an answer to its problem in migration, the urban poor has simply no answer. A University of London report (cannot recall year) stated that urban poverty is a major issue in the developing world, with larger and larger numbers of rural labor seeking to migrate to the cities in search of work. To most Westerners, it is unthinkable that much of the work that is done by machines in their countries is done manually in India. The term ‘Dalit’ meaning ‘Untouchable’ is used to describe such people as manual scavengers, night-soil pickers and those that do all the ‘dirty work’. Mahatma Gandhi first coined the term “Harijans” (meaning ‘Children of God) to represent a certain section of society to whom (human) dignity is yet to be accorded. India as a nation in transition spends its time on costly Gizmos; Apps; realestate and property in addition to more and more fancy cars. This is ‘Today’s India’ (or, ‘Tomorrow’s India’) or Ranbir Kapoor’s Pepsi ‘Youngistan’. Off course, the main idea here is to sell a commodity or a product of ‘Globalization’ in this case, the product being Pepsi. Globalization has actually corporatized our ‘grey cells’ and now all we, meaning most urban Indians can ever dream or think of is consuming more and more and more, a term often referred to as “mindless consumerism”from bikes to cars to chocolates to perfumes to fairness creams to potato wafers, cheese burgers, coffee and alcohol. India is also now not one, not two but ‘n’ number of nights at the call center. It is true that BPOs and KPOs and all kinds of POs (nee ‘Patent and Copyright Offices’) have mushroomed, and we have people trying to get copyrights of their voices…but has this revolution reached the masses? I guess not! Again, many IT companies have sprung up and there is an enormous scope of good governance through ICT (Information and Communication Technology) in India, but the average Indian in the rural areas still remains deprived of these opportunities… Judith, my former colleague from the Netherlands had once put a question to me: “Neil…we have windmills for our energy purposes.” “How do you plan to solve the energy crisis in your country?” To answer her, I simply said ‘Solar power’ or ‘Bio-gas’…” But in a country which runs low on power (and I am told some villages have power only between 2:00 am and 6:00 am)…installing solar power energy would cost us a fortune. So, is India shining? I guess not. But there is hope if… We can bring about the same kind of ‘social renaissance’ that Mahatma Gandhi; Rabindranath Tagore; Swami Vivekananda; Swami Dayanand Saraswati; Raja Ram Mohan Roy and Dr. B.R. Ambedkar had brought about in the 19th Century. Combining the wisdom of our ancient seers and saints with Western Technology can actually bring about huge benefits for India as an emerging developing nation… FORGOTTEN THE ETERNAL LUMINARIES: WE NEED A SOCIAL RENAISSANCE Many contemporary Indians would die to settle in the United States and earn in $. After all, many of our people are already working in the Silicon Valley. Off course, there is nothing wrong with this, but we Indians seem to have had our senses inundated by the pleasures of Globalization-fancy cars rolling out of ‘liberalized corporations’; flashy mobile sets; electronic gadgets; apps; gizmos and off course real estate. Compare this to the fact that India still remains a deplorably poor and destitute nation. We Indians simply do not care to follow the prescriptions as laid down by our eternal luminaries. It is lamentable how polite and cultured our grandfather's generation were compared to today's youth. It’s a huge loss to our indigenous culture that we now live in an age of Latin Salsa and American slang. We need a social renaissance of the sort Sanderson Beck has described in his book. Our society must begin to respect values otherwise I’m afraid we would all have settled elsewhere (perhaps on the streets near Capitol Hill) to earn dollars in the process of trying to be a ‘Global Indian’… This is the flip side of the coin. It is true that millions of dollars are pouring in from these expatriates every month by virtue of which their parents and children are able to live a life with dignity, marriageable sisters are getting married into decent families and others are also making a livelihood. THE GLOBAL INDIAN Vs THE OVERSEAS INDIAN A non-resident Indian (NRI) (प्रवासी भारतीय Pravāsī Bhāratīya) is an Indian citizen who has migrated to another country, a person of Indian origin who is born outside India, or a person of Indian origin who resides outside India. ... en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Overseas_Indian The Indian Diaspora today constitutes an important, and in certain respects a special force in world culture. The origins of the modern Indian Diaspora lie mainly in the subjugation of India by the British and its incorporation into the British Empire. Indians were taken over as indentured labor to farflung parts of the empire in the nineteenth-century, a circumstance to which the modern Indian populations of Fiji, Mauritius, Guyana, Trinidad, Surinam, Malaysia, South Africa, Sri Lanka, and other places attest in their own peculiar ways. Over two million Indian men fought on behalf of the British in numerous wars, including the Boer War and the two World Wars, and some remained behind to claim the land on which they had fought as their own. Following the II World War, the dispersal of Indian labor and professionals has been a nearly world-wide phenomenon. Indians, and other South Asians, provided the labor that helped in the reconstruction of war-torn Europe, particularly the United Kingdom and the Netherlands, and in more recent years unskilled labor from South Asia has been the main force in the transformation of the physical landscape of much of the Middle East. Meanwhile, in countries such as the United States, Canada, and Australia, Indians have made their presence visibly felt in the professions. The Indian Diaspora is made up of complex elements. How we are to characterize the Indian diasporic community as 'Indian' given that it is constituted of such diverse elements as South Asian Hong Kong Muslims, Canadian Sikhs (or shall we say Sikh Canadians?), Punjabi Mexican Californians, Gujarati East Africans now settled in the U.S. by way of England, South African Hindus, and so forth? In the United States, at least, the Indian community has occupied a place of considerable privilege, and many Indians could deflect the moment of recognition that 'Indianness' and being 'American' do not always happily coincide. In recent years, with a declining economy on the one hand, and the congregation of Indians in clusters that visibly put them apart on the other hand, Indians have for the first time become the targets of racial attacks. The Indian woman in her 'native dress', with the vermillion dot on her forehead, is easily seen as an embodiment of sheer otherness, and so she has been perceived by the socalled "dot-busters", a gang of white teenagers operating in New Jersey who have already been responsible for several violent crimes against Indians. There are several other such entities operating such as the “Ku Klux Klan” (KKK). In the U.K., the native Indian costume has come up for public scrutiny and discussion in an altogether different respect: Sikhs have insisted that they be exempt from the law that compels bicyclists and motorcyclists to wear helmets, for such helmets cannot be worn over turbans, and their religious faith requires Sikhs to wear turbans. The kirpan has been an issue of contention in California schools. The Hindi feature film or Bollywood has provided for much bonding. Often found in grocery and video stores across the U.S. carrying subtitles in Arabic, one language which is not spoken by any Indian community in the U.S, it has led to ‘friendships across borders’ in an alien land. The Middle East is now one of the largest consumers of Bollywood films worldwide. The Indian 'arranged marriage' might furnish another such facet of a 'common culture'. Newspapers published by Indian communities flourish everywhere, and they invariably carry a section with matrimonial ads. Though these very ads help Indians to 'locate' one another, they pose difficult questions about groups or communities of different categories of Indians to one another. Many Hindus in the United States seem to know the meaning of Hinduism better than do Hindus in the 'motherland'. Why do overseas Hindus, particularly in the North American Diaspora, appear always to out-Hindu the Hindu? In thinking of the Indian Diaspora, other questions that come to the fore include: relations between parents and children; race relations between Indians, Afro-Americans and white Americans; the place of Indian food and music in the preservation of Indian communities; the responsibility, if any, of the Indian Government to overseas Indians; and the future prospects of the Indian community in the U.S. We all know about the “Brain Drain”. But how many of us actually know that the overseas Indian Diaspora takes pride in calling itself ‘PIO” (Persons of Indian Origin). These people, especially the Indian-American community has also to play a big role in India’s development. It’s called the “brain drain gain”… Earlier, it was considered a liability that a section of people should have left their countries (in our case, India) in search of greener pastures. About 20 million people comprise this eclectic group growing at about 10 percent per year, representing, after China and the UK, the largest Diaspora in the world. There are about 10,000 or more overseas Indians in 48 countries around the world. In spite of residing in different countries and speaking different languages, the Indian Diaspora share a common identity with their country of origin, a consciousness of their cultural heritage and their deep attachment to India. In the last two decades, the Indian Diaspora worldwide has seen the transformation of its members from being migrants in a foreign country to holding high posts in politics, universities, and industries as elected leaders, politicians, eminent professors, and other professionals. One of the best examples is Bharrat Jagdeo (born 1964) who is the socialist president of Guyana. His Excellency, Mr. Bharrat Jagdeo is of Indian origin that shares great linkages between the country of origin and his country of settlement. In the United States recently, has been the nomination of Bobby Jindal, an Indo-American, for the post of Governor in the state of Louisiana, USA during elections in November 2003. If elected he would become the youngest Governor in the nation, the youngest ever to hold the office of Governor in Louisiana, and the first Indo-American to occupy the Governor's mansion. Kalpana Chawla was another example. I believe that the overseas Indian Diaspora can contribute to the Indian economy in ways that the Indian government cannot. Parag Khanna, a 'second generation' specialist in U.S. - India relations believes that using the Diaspora would be a useful contribution for development in India; in fact he compares the contribution to that of foreign companies in India. Besides contribution towards the home country, members of the Indian Diaspora can also play important roles in mobilizing political support for issues of vital concern to India in their new countries. The NRI or non-resident Indian community, popularly referred to as Envoys of Enterprise, account for an economic output of about $400 billion (Rupees 19, 20,000 Crores). Countries like China, India, Pakistan and many other third world countries have a very strong relationship with their Diaspora community. Hence, the contribution of these communities to the development process of their respective countries cannot be undermined. In support of the Hypothesis, 'In the case of the Indian Diaspora, migration of people has not resulted in 'Brain-Drain' but 'Gain', this chapter looks at the hypotheses statements: (a) Members of the Indian Diaspora (NRIs and PIOs) have significantly contributed towards the growth and development in India. (b)The Indian Diaspora is an influential and valuable community contributing towards improved Indo-American relations, thus overall contributing towards 'gain' to the country. By proving the Diaspora’s contribution towards economic growth and development in India dominant theories of 'brain-drain' and 'migration of talent' do take a backseat. Decades old concerns over migration of skilled people from the less developed countries (LDCs) to the advanced countries takes on new and interesting forms. Possibly, comparisons with 'Bamboo Network' of overseas Chinese comprising 55 million people contributing about US $ 700 billion per year, might come to the forefront. If the overseas Indian community can do so much, surely our own people, in other words, Indian Nationals residing in India are expected to participate more forcefully in India’s progress as compared to their compatriots residing abroad. The question is…in this era of Globalization, can the Indian Government; other representatives of the people as well as our very own elite comprising our politicians; heads of corporations and/ or our young professionals match the might of the Indian Diaspora? The answer is a flat: YES…and NO… Please note how bravely and timely the people of India responded to the Mumbai terror attacks. In fact, the Canada-India Foundation Annual Gala (May 15, Vancouver) decided to honor Tata Group Chairman Mr. Rata Tata saying that "One of the key targets of the attack was the landmark Taj Mahal Hotel [owned by the Tata Group]. Tata's leadership in the aftermath of the terror attacks, particularly his commitment to the victims of the attack, has inspired people around the world," said CIF's National Convener Aditya Jha. Normally this award carries a check for Cdn $50,000 that's donated to the charity of the winner's choice. This year the award has a special meaning and so the amount has been raised to Cdn $225,000. CIF created the CIF Chanchlani Global Indian Award to recognize the individual who has demonstrated global leadership, vision and professional excellence, which has made people of Indian origin around the globe proud of their heritage. "Mr. Tata exemplifies those qualities of the CIF Chanchlani Global Indian Award through his international business ventures, professional appeal, and philanthropic endeavours," said Ramesh Chotai, Chair, Canada India Foundation, in a media statement. I remember a hilarious reference to the “Global India” posted by Naomi Canton on Wednesday, October 28, 2009 at 5:53 pm (Expat on the edge · ) “One may think that the ‘Global Indian’ has actually arrived. Is there such a thing as a “global” Indian man? This has been worrying me for some time. I want to know whether a truly global Indian man exists. By that I mean a man who eats western food as much as he eats Indian food; in fact he would be happy to have a wife who cooks dishes likes Spaghetti Bolognaise or Thai green curry, but who does not necessarily make chapatis, Dal, Paneer Makhani, or any Indian dishes. Plus he knows that if wants me to cook and to possess the so-called feminine traits such as cooking, sewing and cleaning, then he knows he should possess masculine traits such as DIY skills, putting up shelves, repairing cars, replacing tyres, building and painting. Even if I can cook, he would not expect me to cook and clean all the time, and would be happy to help in the house, with housework. He would not be incompetent at housework. Some nights I would cook, some nights he would. This man would not force me or expect me to live with, above or next to his parents. In fact, he would be happy to live in a detached house with me in another city, or even another country to his parents. Ideally this man would be prepared to move to my country, if I wished. It would not be that I have to settle in India. (Why is it that women have to ‘follow’ Indian men and not vice versa and all the western girls I know who have married Indian men, have settled in India?) If I did settle in India (out of choice), we would not have to live next or near his parents. We would visit his parents regularly though, as one should, but no more or less regularly than we visited my parents. Likewise if he moved to the UK, he would visit his parents regularly. But he would not arrange for his parents to emigrate to the UK and live with us there. This Indian man would prioritise me as highly in his life as his mother. I would hold equal standing to her. This man would not mind if I drank alcohol. He would ideally drink too. He would be happy for me to have male friends, including ex boyfriends in my life, and he would have female friends, including ex girlfriends, in his. For indeed both of us would have had previous relationships and be more emotionally mature, as a result. This man would not lead a separate social life to me. By that I mean he would not attend parties without me, pretending to be single at them. Of course, we would occasionally socialise separately but would strive to socialise as a couple. We would prefer attending parties as a couple. He would not be secretly fantasising about dating other women. If he went to a party alone he would not chat women up and he would wish I was with him. He would not flirt with other women in front of me either. The wedding would be a white wedding in a church in the UK; and also a Hindu wedding, assuming he was Hindu, in India. The white wedding would happen in Somerset, where my parents live and, not in India. His family would fly to attend it. It doesn’t matter whether his parents can speak English or not but ideally they would be able to, just to facilitate communication. Ideally his mother would be emancipated and modern. He would show as much interest in my family as he expected me to show in his. I could happily wear strappy tops in his parent’s house. He would be willing to introduce me to his parents at an early stage, even when we were only casually dating, and the relationship was not even serious. The reason for this would be so that I could meet his parents and get to know them, months or years before the word engagement even touched our lips. If the relationship ended months or weeks later, it would not matter. (Why does an Indian man have to hide his girlfriend from his family for months, if not years? Or is that only when the girl is white…?) This man would introduce me to his friends at an early stage of the relationship, when we were casually dating, not at a late stage when we were announcing our engagement. He would not just meet on one-to-one dates in coffee shops, but we would also go out in groups of friends. If the relationship ended weeks later, it would not matter. He would not be scared of being ‘labelled’ in a relationship with me because he would want to be in one. He would not want to go out on his own so he could flirt with or pull other women. I would be the only woman in his life. (Why do some Indian men block their girlfriend meeting his friends, citing all kinds of strange cultural reasons…What is really going on? ) I would not be forced to attend lunches with girls and ‘kitty parties’ to make up for a void in my life, created by the fact he was always out. (Our relationship would be based on fidelity and neither of us would be tempted to have an affair owing to emptiness and loneliness.) This man’s mother would not phone me up on the occasion of a Karwa Chauth (a fasting festival observed by married women in India to worship their husbands) and ask me if I have worshipped the moon. He would not expect me to follow Hindu rituals. I would speak to his mother occasionally and we would go shopping sometimes, but she would not boss me around, control me or overly worship her son. She would not phone me or her son every day. He would allow me to continue following my religion and me encourage him in his. He would not be dating me while simultaneously meeting Indian girls that his parents want him to marry. He would inform his parents he was dating me from Day One. If we had children, neither his parents nor mine, would exert control over their upbringing. He and I would bring them up as global citizens. This man has not necessarily lived in the US for 20 years or done a year long MBA in London, because that does not necessarily make him global, nor is that any indication of a global mindset. Nevertheless ideally he would have travelled a bit. Does this man exist? You will not find one man in India who would not want you to cook and dress like his mom and sometimes his sister as well. You will of course be expected to give a lot more importance to his parents rather than yours. Your parents when it will come to functions and big occasions will be expected to play second fiddle to his parents. And not to forget his parents have the right to comment upon what you eat, wear or how you speak but your parents will have to treat their son in law with utmost respect and no interference on their part will be tolerated. (I think you will have a tough time like a lot of Indian women do :)))))” And you thought the ‘Global Indian’ was yet to arrive? Consider the following headlines: Punjabi projected to become fourth most widely-spoken language in Canada October 9th, 2009 Monday, 28 September 2009 Venkatraman Ramakrishnan’s career choice gets him the Nobel October 9th, 2009 Nobel prizes remind us why immigration matters Opportunity fuels skilled immigrants’ exodus September 23rd, 2009 Ask the US Consul in Hyderabad September 14th, 2009 Have you got any queries on issue of visas by US Consulate in Hyderabad or about Consulate services? The Consulate officials will reply to them in these columns on every Monday. Email your questions to queries2consul @gmail.com Cross-border Dreams still alive and kicking September 14th, 2009 H-1B Visa Companies Getting Unannounced Visits by Feds August 19th, 2009 NgPay: India’a Largest Mall on the Mobile Bill Gates: US curbs on talent a mistake (Source: The Global Indian The pulse of the restless Indian…by Xavier Augustin) Well, we have had so many of our own people winning either the Nobel or the Ramon Magsasay considered the ‘Nobel of Asia’; we have also had plenty of skilled Indian talent migrate to the United States; the United Kingdom; Canada and Australia and other countries to further studies in subjects such as IT; Poverty Studies; War Studies and International Development Studies and many others coming back from Leadership Forums; elitist conferences and conclaves or winning the Bookers or the Pulitzers but how has that really added to the change process, I question? No, we have had our entire grey cells corrupted by the process of Globalization. All we know now, all we seek now is Profit, more profit and still more profit… There is a war in the minds of men, and I also often believe that this downturn (recession) is a major outcome of that inner conflict, between what he considers wrong (his own motives) Vs what he believes in (his soul or in other words, his own inner conscience or ethics. But we are not going into the realm of Philosophy. No, not at all. Who’s concerned about some silly ethics anyway? Who’s concerned about conscience, about the soul? I’d much rather fill my own coffers provided I don’t otherwise deprive others in the process… I come from a developing nation. Although I have not seen hunger in my own life, I know what it means to be hungry. I know what it feels like to have to bury (or, cremate as in Hindu custom) your own child and with your own hands. Big terms like ‘Sustainable Development’ and ‘Welfare Economics’ do not go down well with me. As for ‘Market Economics’ and some utterly dry ‘Fiscal Policy’ (well, I’m not much into Bulls and Bears myself), these extravagant terms look good at conferences and conventions (that however do not touch human lives) but consider ‘getting truly involved’ in the lives of the poor, the food on their tables; the primary health centers and the schools for their children. But that would be the son or the daughter of a farmer. And such people are really not important, are they? In practice, most resources (social, economic, environmental for instance) have been harnessed by aggressive capitalists [originally called adventurers, forerunners of today’s powerful multinational corporations (MNCs)] in a global search for profits. This trend has made the West richer while the vast majority of humanity remains deprived. THE MEANING OF PEACE TO OUR INTELLECTUALS I can recall an Open Letter to Arundhati Roy by a serving IPS Officer (name with held to protect identity): “Dear Ms Roy, For many years now you have enriched the public life of our nation. First, as a Booker winning novelist with a meteoric debut on the literary firmament, and then as an essayist, persistently pricking the conscience of a sometimes indifferent and ignorant nation, highlighting wide ranging issues of urgent concern. Over the years your provocative essays in the pages of Outlook magazine amount to a substantial intellectual achievement in their own right. One has not always agreed with you, but from big dams to the nuclear bomb, from the vagaries of capitalism to the dangers of American Imperialism, your writings on these important issues have left no one in any doubt about where you stand. Disagree with them as one might, your views occupied an intellectually coherent and morally compelling space in our public life. Until recently, when one read your two pieces on Kashmir and Mumbai with a growing sense of shock, anger, pity and dismay… As someone who for the past 12 years has worn the Khaki uniform, as a servant of your favourite object of hate, the Indian state, I confess to a persistent sense of ambivalence and despair about the manner in which I am expected to serve. At the same time I cannot deny an equally abiding sense of pride in the importance of what we are supposed to do and of the importance of institutions in general in giving meaning and protection to what would otherwise be a society ruthless and brutal, beyond even your considerable powers of comprehension and description. Therefore, I am offended and disgusted by your incomplete, incoherent and therefore immoral portrayal of the recent upheavals of Indian history. I used to think that you articulate the pain of the silent, marginalized, oppressed masses of our country. I had no idea that you held a brief for all those who never felt anything at all not just for India in particular, but who also actively profess violent rage at the shared values of the entire human race. According to you, everything that the police and security forces do or say whether in Kashmir, or in the war on terror, or against Naxalism, is a falsehood, where as everything that is said by 'Kashmiri Freedom Fighters', or by the peace loving disciples of Marx and Mao living a bucolic existence in the jungles of central India, constitutes sufficient grounds to indict the Indian state and civil society in perpetuity. The people of India have always had a tradition to look up to men and woman of the arts and culture to serve as their moral compass. One really wonders what lines of logic and ethics shape your sense of moral direction… If the Kashmiris are justified in picking up the gun to safeguard their exclusive identity, then every part of India is justified in doing so. I do hope you have taken the trouble to examine the fundamental assumptions underlying all such movements based on an assertion of a cultural identity… In your world view, the wrongs of Indian security forces of the last twenty years, and the failures of Indian state craft before it, are sufficient justifications for Kashmiri grievances, just as the wrongs of Babri Masjid, the Mumbai riots of 1993, the Gujarat riots of 2002, will justify Islamist terror against India, and the wrongs of corrupt governance and poor administration will justify Naxalite violence, in all perpetuity. Why should only these events be accepted as justification for settling scores by shedding the blood of innocents? By this logic, the Crucifixion of Christ amply justifies the Holocaust. We non white societies must all be allowed eternal rights to slaughter the Europeans for the sins of colonialism and slavery…The only thing is that after this bloody book-keeping, there may not be anyone left to enjoy the fruits of such a 'just' society. The Indian state, whose sworn servant I am, is by no means a perfect entity. It is certainly corrupt, it is sometimes brutal and it is often indifferent to the sufferings of the weak and the powerless. But it does have a vision and aim based on certain civilizational values that are uniquely Indian…To call the foreign funded insurgency in Kashmir and the terror attacks across the country as justified blowback for the failures of the Indian state and civil society is both false and callous. It implies a failure of the imagination and the intellect and the complete abdication of moral responsibility by you. In any case, the liberties that you have recently taken with the sensibilities of proud Indians too exist in a cultural, political and constitutional context, a context that is ultimately safeguarded by men such as Hemant Karkare and Major Unnikrishnan with disregard for their own life. Remember that the next time you use your poisoned pen to vent your twisted logic on a polity that deserves better from its intellectuals…” It is extremely unfortunate that three sentences uttered at a seminar relating to the status of Kashmir within India should have evoked such zealous hyper-patriotic anger and resulted in demands for invoking harsh sedition laws. Writer and social activist Arundhati Roy has strong views on the strife-torn and troubled Valley, which many may disagree with, or regard as extremely contentious. In his classic defense of free speech, On Liberty, John Stuart Mill laid down what is known as the ‘harm principle.' It postulates that the only justification for silencing a person against his will is to prevent him from causing harm to others. It is to this powerful libertarian mid-19th century principle that we owe the idea that free speech cannot be proscribed merely because we find it disagreeable, and that curbs may be imposed only if such expression constitutes a direct, explicit, and unequivocal incitement to violence. There is no such nexus in Ms Roy's statements on Kashmir, which are shaped around the theme of gross human rights violations and (as she points out in a statement: "Pity the Nation that has to silence its writers”) “fundamentally a call for justice.” The controversy over Ms Roy's remarks is essentially much ado about nothing. Consider the following statements and then use your judgment to decide which side exactly fits the description of “patriotic” and which side “intellectual”. It is time Ms Roy’s three sentence statement at the seminar be held in all its sincerity for she speaks the truth: the truth about the poor, the oppressed and the powerless. Truly, in Kashmir, security forces have committed several atrocities on innocents. Police atrocities on innocent tribals are in my opinion one of the major causes behind the rise of Naxalism in India. And if we agree that these statements are correct, then Arundhati has every right to speak what she has spoken. This is not just about Kashmir being a free state or police atrocities on innocent tribals, it is about ‘Freedom of Speech’ as laid down as a fundamental freedom by the Constitution. India will do well to promote freedom of speech even if what is being said is something majority disagrees with. Galileo was jailed for saying the sun is the center of the universe. Who knows how many ideas are being suppressed in India today? Someone agreed with the view that free speech must be respected in a democracy. But as an Indian, he was deeply hurt. Not for Arundhati Roy's outrageous remark demanding Azadi (?) for Kashmir but more so for her denigrating his nation. When she said that India was a nation of Bhukhenange, it was highly derogatory. But would the same person ever care to work to be of consequence to his nation? Would he care to work to bring either health or education to his community? Would he for that matter try and work to raise awareness of contemporary issues to communities in need? The answer is a flat NO… Ms Roy ought to be respected for her strong concern for the nation, although what I am saying is a contentious issue. She is known for her activism and we must not forget that she has more of the nation at heart than most of these people who constantly clamour for instant fame by criticizing other people. Arundhati is a brave woman and although I don’t agree with her entirely, I firmly believe she has the fundamental right to voice her opinions in what we all know is the largest democracy in the world. She is the true ‘patriotic Indian’… India is a country of much hypocrisy. Most people are constantly criticizing each other at the slightest provocation. We are a country where nudity in cinema is not criticized but much hyped about in tabloids, etc. This is a country where a wealthy industrialist builds a thirty-one storey building but people keep silent. This is also a country which gets rattled by the Mumbai terror attacks all because some precious elitist lives have been lost but which refuses to pay any attention when farmers in Maharashtra commit suicides or when floods sweep away hundreds of people each year (while aerial views of flood-ridden situations are taken as a matter of social responsibility) or even when several thousands of children die of hunger and malnutrition each year. Who is the protagonist and who is the antagonist here, one may ask? Arundhati has personally traveled to Kashmir and spoken to the people who are under the scourge of brutal injustice. I have also learnt that she has traveled to Sophian, the apple-town in South Kashmir where a brutal rape and murder of Asiya and Nilofer had occurred. Unfortunately, the murderers have still not been brought to justice. We as a nation are in such pathetic state, which our so very patriotic IPS Officer uses for scaremongering, is due to advices given to politicians on internal and external affairs by these 'A' and 'F' demi-gods. I don’t want to engage you in debate. It has been reported in the media that some senior leader has commented that “…75 percent of terrorism in Britain is due to Pakistanis.” Someone has also called Pakistan an epicenter of terrorism worldwide. Well, I have nothing to say! The guiding principles of India's Foreign Policy have been founded on Panchsheel, pragmatism and pursuit of national interest. In a period of rapid and continuing change, foreign policy must be capable of responding optimally to new challenges and opportunities. It has to be an integral part of the larger effort of building the nation's capabilities through economic development, strengthening social fabric and well-being of the people and protecting India's sovereignty and territorial integrity. India's foreign policy is a forward-looking engagement with the rest of the world, based on a rigorous, realistic and contemporary assessment of the bilateral, regional and global geo-political and economic milieu. India participates in the following international organizations: ADB – Asian Development Bank AfDB – African Development Bank (nonregional members) ASEAN Regional Forum ASEAN (dialogue partner) BIMSTEC – Bay of Bengal Initiative for Multisectoral Technical and Economic Cooperation BIS – Bank for International Settlements Commonwealth of Nations CERN – European Organization for Nuclear Research (observer) CP – Colombo Plan EAS FAO – Food and Agriculture Organization G-15 G-24 G-77 IAEA – International Atomic Energy Agency IBRD – International Bank for Reconstruction and Development (World Bank) ICAO – International Civil Aviation Organization ICC – International Chamber of Commerce ICRM – International Red Cross and Red Crescent Movement IDA – International Development Association IFAD – International Fund for Agricultural Development IFC – International Finance Corporation IFRCS – International Federation of Red Cross and Red Crescent Societies IHO – International Hydrographic Organization ILO – International Labor Organization IMF – International Monetary Fund IMO – International Maritime Organization IMSO – International Mobile Satellite Organization Interpol – International Criminal Police Organization IOC – International Olympic Committee IOM – International Organization for Migration (observer) IPU – Inter-parliamentary Union ISO – International Organization for Standardization ITSO – International Telecommunications Satellite Organization ITU – International Telecommunication Union ITUC – International Trade Union Confederation (the successor to ICFTU (International Confederation of Free Trade Unions) and the WCL (World Confederation of Labor)) LAS – League of Arab States (observer) MIGA – Multilateral Investment Geographic Agency MONUC – United Nations Organization Mission in the Democratic Republic of the Congo NAM – Nonaligned Movement OAS – Organization of American States (observer) OPCW – Organization for the Prohibition of Chemical Weapons PCA – Permanent Court of Arbitration PIF – Pacific Islands Forum (partner) SAARC – South Asian Association for Regional Cooperation SACEP – South Asia Co-operative Environment Programme SCO – Shanghai Cooperation Organization (observer) UN – United Nations UNCTAD – United Nations Conference on Trade and Development UNDOF – United Nations Disengagement Observer Force UNESCO – United Nations Educational, Scientific, and Cultural Organization UNHCR – United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees UNIDO – United Nations Industrial Development Organization UNIFIL – United Nations Interim Force in Lebanon UNMEE – United Nations Mission in Ethiopia and Eritrea UNMIS UNOCI – United Nations Operation in Cote d'Ivoire UNWTO – World Tourism Organization UPU – Universal Postal Union WCL – World Confederation of Labor WCO – World Customs Organization WFTU – World Federation of Trade Unions WHO – World Health Organization WIPO – World Intellectual Property Organization WMO – World Meteorological Organization WTO – World Trade Organization India also participates in the “Non-Alignment” Movement. By the late 1940s, Non-Alignment was a consistent feature of Indian foreign policy and enjoyed strong, almost unquestioning support among the Indian elite. The term "Non-Alignment" itself was coined by Indian Prime Minister Jawaharlal Nehru during his speech in 1954 in Colombo, Sri Lanka. India has also been a founder member of the United Nations, and as such firmly supported the Purposes and Principles of the United Nations, and has made significant contributions to the furtherance and implementation of these aims, and to the evolution and functioning of its various specialized programmes. It has stood at the forefront during the UN's tumultuous years of struggle against colonialism and apartheid, its struggle towards global disarmament and the ending of the arms race, and towards the creation of a more equitable global order. At the very first session of the UN, India had raised its voice against colonialism and apartheid, two issues which have been among the most significant of the UN's successes in the last half century. India has been a participant in all its peace-keeping operations including those in Korea, Egypt and Congo in earlier years and in Somalia, Angola and Rwanda in recent years. India has also played an active role in the deliberations of the United Nations on the creation of a more equitable international economic order. It has been an active member of the Group of 77, and later the core group of the G-15 nations. Other issues, such as environmentally sustainable development and the promotion and protection of human rights, have also been an important focus of India's foreign policy in international forums. The South Asian Association for Regional Cooperation (SAARC) consists of eight (8) members which are Afghanistan, Bangladesh, Bhutan, India, Maldives, Nepal, Pakistan, and Sri Lanka. Established in 1985, SAARC encourages cooperation in agriculture, rural development, science and technology, culture, health, population control, narcotics control and antiterrorism. India's territorial disputes with neighboring Pakistan and People's Republic of China have played a crucial role in its foreign policy. India is also involved in minor territorial disputes with neighboring Bangladesh, Nepal and Maldives. India currently maintains two manned stations in Antarctica but has made some unofficial territorial claims, this is yet to be clarified. India's interaction with ASEAN in the cold war era was very limited. India declined to get associated with ASEAN in the 1960s when full membership was offered even before the grouping was formed. It is only with the formulation of the Look-East policy in the last decade (1992), India had started giving this region due importance in the foreign policy. India became a sectoral dialogue partner with ASEAN in 1992, a full dialogue partner in 1995, a member of the ASEAN Regional Forum (ARF) in 1996, and a summit level partner (on par with China, Japan and Korea) in 2002. The first India-ASEAN Business Summit was held at New Delhi in October 2002. The then Prime Minister A.B. Vajpayee addressed this meet and since then this business summit has become an annual feature before the IndiaASEAN Summits, as a forum for networking and exchange of business experiences between policy makers and business leaders from ASEAN and India. Four India-ASEAN Summits, first in 2002 at Phnom Penh (Cambodia), second in 2003 at Bali (Indonesia), third in 2004 at Vientiane (Laos) and the fourth in 2005 at Kuala Lumpur (Malaysia), have taken place till date. The ASEAN region has an abundance of natural resources and significant technological skills. These provide a natural base for the integration between ASEAN and India in both trade and investment. The present level of bilateral trade with ASEAN of nearly US $ 18 billion is reportedly increasing by about 25 % per year. India hopes to reach the level of US $ 30 billion by 2007. India is also improving its relations with the help of other policy decisions like offers of lines of credit, better connectivity through air (open skies policy), and rail and road links. WE LIVE FOR OUR NATIONS (HAVE FAITH IN THE NATION STATE) सत्यमेव जयते (Satyameva Jayate) (Sanskrit, Truth alone triumphs) I recently read an article published in “INDIA TODAY” on September 16, 2011 | UPDATED 21:29 IST. “It was called “Anger and Hope” and it went on to say that although Young India has not lost faith in their nation, they have however in the people who run it…” The Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. had once famously remarked: ‘I have a Dream’…Young India has dreams too, for a deplorably poor nation. But it happens to be disillusioned with the nation’s ruling (read political) classes. The Anna Hazare Movement represented that anger. Yet, even Team Anna is faced with growing differences within its ranks. Another important issue is that neither Team Anna nor anyone else openly calls its agenda ‘political’ So are people scared to call themselves ‘politically inclined’? In a recent ‘India Today’ exclusive opinion poll of 2500 Indian youth conducted by global market research agency Synovate, it seemed from the results that these young Indians (a term the CII uses), were thoroughly disillusioned by our political classes. That said India's young still have faith in the country's democracy and electoral system. Eighty-six per cent of all respondents said they would vote in the next general election. QUOTE: “India's youth matter, politically and economically. India is one of the youngest nations in the world, where 65 per cent of the population is under the age of 35. The political majority lies with them as does the advantage of contributing most productively to the workforce. The views of the youth provide a glimpse into India's future. Often these views are in apparent contradiction. Like in the India Today-Synovate Opinion Poll, there is a unique combination of a deep pessimism about Government and politics as well as a sunny optimism about their own lives and prosperity. Rather than a drawback, that is the greatest asset of youth: an uncluttered mind open to divergent views.” UNQUOTE Excerpts from India Today Cover Story dated 26 September 2011. New Delhi | September 20, 2011 (A reader has aptly written): “Undoubtedly there has been lot of anger and frustration among India's youth against the existing political scenario. Their resolve to vote in the next general election is welcome but they are further expected to enlighten the masses especially the rural ones by forming mini groups, road shows and nukkad nataks etc. In fact the political parties fetch the power through their committed rural voters. And hence they need to be awakened.” India | September 17, 2011 (Another reader) “Why doesn't Young India Show this Anger in the Upcoming Polls of 2014? By the way what per cent of Young India is Gandhian?” Now, that is a very important and relevant question today. It relates to the relevance and indeed significance of a single man who held no high office or had no official powers but who silently worked in the fields managing to be the key force behind the oust of the British from India. THE RELEVANCE OF GANDHI TODAY Gandhi. Who would not have heard of that name? QUOTE The Relevance of Gandhi Today By Arun Gandhi Sixty years after his death a portion of Gandhiji’s ashes, stashed away by Madalsa and Shriman Narayan, the daughter and son-in-law of Jamnalal Bajaj, will be immersed at Chowpati Beach in Mumbai. Although I will be thousands of miles away in the United States the memories of sixty years ago will be refreshed and the day will be as poignant as January 30, 1948. In 1969 when the world celebrated Gandhiji’s 100th birth anniversary many of us who had lived in Sewagram Ashram, Wardha, with Gandhiji were invited for a reunion. The person who organized this event was Shriman Narayanji who was then the Governor of Gujarat. He shared with us a story of his experience with Gandhiji which emphasizes an aspect of Gandhiji’s philosophy that is all but forgotten today. Sometime in the early 1930’s when Shrimanji received his doctorate from the London School of Economics he returned to India full of enthusiasm to change and rebuild the economy of India according to western standards. When he told his parents how impatient he was to begin work his father said: “You cannot begin to do anything until you receive Gandhiji’s blessings. So, if you are in a hurry to begin working you had better go as quickly as possible to Sewagram Ashram and get Bapu’s blessings.” This will be a piece of cake, Shrimanji thought, and still bubbling with enthusiasm Shrimanji arrived in Sewagram and relentlessly poured his enthusiasm into Bapu’s lap and said: Now give me your blessings so I can get to work.” “Not so fast,” Gandhiji said. “If you want my blessings you will have to earn them. Tomorrow morning you will join the group and clean the ashram toilets.” These were not the modern water closets. The ashram toilets were primitive with buckets to collect urine and feces. The buckets had to be carried into the fields and emptied into holes, washed and replaced for use. It was the meanest kind of work that is responsible for untouchability in India. Gandhiji wanted to teach us the dignity of labour. Shrimanji was aghast but did not argue. He had no enthusiasm for this kind of work but to satisfy Gandhiji’s whim he had to do it. After the morning ordeal and a refreshing bath he rushed back to Gandhiji and said: “I’ve done what you asked me to do. Now give me your blessings.” “Not yet,” said Gandhiji. “You will get my blessings only when you satisfy me that you are capable of cleaning toilets with the same enthusiasm as changing the economy of the country.” The moral of the story was that we must be willing to do any kind of work that is necessary and break the stranglehold of the master-servant relationship that persists in India even to this day. It is the feeling that those of us who are rich and educated are superior and those who are poor and uneducated are inferior that breeds arrogance in us, instead of the humility that Gandhiji sought to instill. I am often asked in India and in the United States if Gandhiji’s philosophy can be relevant today. My answer is that a philosophy that is based on Respect, Understanding, Appreciation and Compassion has to be relevant at all times. If we conclude that nonviolence is not relevant today we are saying in effect that the positive attitudes of Respect, Understanding, Appreciation and Compassion are not relevant. If that be so then we cannot claim to be a civilized society. Over the years many have concluded that nonviolence is a “negative” philosophy because we insert a hyphen in the word and make it the opposite of violence. In reality it is the other way around. What we forget is that to practice violence we have to be arrogant, hateful, angry and capable of dehumanizing people so that we can hurt and even kill them. These and more are negative emotions and attitudes that dominate our psyche to such an extent that we have now become victims of a Culture of Violence that controls every aspect of human life. On the other hand, to practice nonviolence one has to be dominated by positive emotions and attitudes like love, understanding, respect, compassion and so on. It is only when we learn to respect people as human beings that we will be able to truly practice nonviolence. We cannot and should not be selective in whom we respect, it has to be unconditional and all pervasive. For centuries human beings have been working to create peace and we fail more often than we succeed. The reason is that peace is not the absence of physical violence. No country can claim that they are at peace because they are not at war with anyone. Human nature has learned to practice violence in many ways – both physical and passive, or non-physical. It is the non-physical violence that is more insidious because we commit it knowingly and unknowingly and it leads to anger in the victim and the anger results in physical violence. Gandhiji’s Talisman was: “Ask yourself if the action you contemplate will hurt or harm someone.” The Culture of Violence has resulted in the erosion of relationships across the board. Everyone has become selfish and self-centered. If we have no relationships based on mutual respect, understanding and appreciation there will be no harmony. And, if there is no harmony in a home, office, neighborhood, society or a nation there cannot be peace. When Gandhiji said: Peace begins with you he did not mean the selfish peace that we seek through sadhana or meditation but the peace that we need to bring about through love and respect for all living creatures whatever their economic, social or political standing in life. Can we become the change we wish to see? Of course, have we ever found anything to be impossible when we have the determination to get it?” UNQUOTE By R Shankar, India Syndicate, 11/07/2011 Social Activist Anna Hazare’s recent fast against corruption has once again aroused public interest in Gandhism and Gandhian idealogy. There is off course a raging debate as to whether fasting as a tool can be sufficiently effective against a democratically elected government? Mahatma Gandhi believed in fighting social injustice no matter who the perpetrator was. It could be for the Dalits in one part of India or against untouchability in another part. Today, the path and means used by Mahatma Gandhi have become more relevant not just in India, but elsewhere too where people have been suppressed or injustice has been institutionalized. The Jasmine Revolution is an example. The Jasmine revolution that started in December-January in Tunisia was a peoples' movement that helped end the autocratic rule of president Zine El Abidine Ben Ali on January 15. The revolution was ignited by the self-immolation of vegetable vendor Mohamed Bouazizi, when he was humiliated by a woman constable on December 17. Though, selfimmolation is not within the tenets of Gandhian principles, the outrage against social injustice got a new spark. What were the people of Tunisia fighting for? Unemployment, food inflation, corruption, lack of freedom of speech and poor living conditions. All issues concerning common people for whom Gandhi raised his voice. The movement soon spread to Egypt and other Middle East nations. US President Barack Obama recalled how the revolution in Egypt that threw out a defiant Hosni Mubarak had the seeds of Mahatma Gandhi's tryst with truth and non-violence. When Mubarak was forced to step down, Obama recalled the non-violent methods of Mahatma Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr. as he praised the people of Egypt for their peaceful protests. "While the sights and sounds that we heard were entirely Egyptian, we can't help but hear the echoes of history: echoes from Germans tearing down a wall, Indonesian students taking to the streets, Gandhi leading his people down the path of justice," Obama said in his speech hours after Mubarak resigned as President of Egypt. The irony is that Gandhian thought is regarded as of high market value and relevant today. However, a few people feel that those who think Gandhi is relevant rarely follow it. Those who follow it unknowingly are mostly deserted and unknown to all. Baba Ram Dev and Anna Hazare are supposedly living in Gandhi's India. But is every one else? MINDLESS CONSUMERISM, CRICKET-THE NATION’S PASTIME AND BOLLYWOOD HYSTERIA With Independence Day approaching (as I write this book), people in India are getting more and more patriotic! No offence meant, but the Indiacolored bandanas are coming out, the faces are being painted in the tricolour, and as Zinda dil Pepsi inundates our senses, we are getting ready to listen to the Prime Minister’s soul-stirring call to the nation not to get down on its knees for terrorists, cheer for the “Men In Blue” against Sri Lanka ,SMS “Go India” to Bharat TV for a chance to win a year’s supply of Pizza Hut pizza, watch the DVD of “Gadar” if the cricket match gets washed out and then, no matter what happens, go and watch “KANK” in the evening (since it’s a crime to waste a holiday without Karan Johar). I am first of all an Indian. A real Indian. A truly patriotic one. I support the Indian cricket team regardless of whether Dhoni or Dravid is the captain. Whenever I hear “Aye mere watan ke logon” I stand up and try to hold the hand of the person next to me. Sometimes, I get overly emotional too, after all I LOVE MY INDIA and MY DESH IS MAHAN… (Note that I could be sporting invariably either a Raymond’s “complete man” sensitive moment as tears flow down my cheeks to the tune of the song, my mind awash with the memories of all those jawans and kisans who have laid down their lives for their country; or the ‘United Colors of Benetton’ should the circumstances (winter, for instance) demand them!) I also make it a point to talk about the original (read Classic) Rolls Royce and/or my Indian ‘Ambassador’ although I am keenly eyeing either the Chevrolet or Toyota Etios or the Ford Ikon on sale… And for Independence Day, I play only patriotic songs on my IPod—-only not Anu Malik’s “We love you Oh India, tujhe na chorenge” but maybe that famous song from the Anil Kapoor/Madhuri Dixit/Danny starrer “Pukar”… However even on such a nice day, some people just don’t “get it”. You know the type—those that try to find logic in Hindi movies, who think Manoj Kumar hams, who write “ rescue” instead of “resQ”, those that wear an underwear a size too short (restricts the flow of blood you see). These people, while acknowledging the economic progress India has made in 59 years, deny that 600 farmers committed suicide in the Vidarbha region a few years ago (a fact that the media and Indians in general doesn’t really seem to care about) and idiotically ask if this is the caring India our freedom-fighters (even the word “freedom fighter” gets me teary-eyed) fought for. Farmers dying–who cares—I prefer to see a boy being resQued from a well, thank you. Now, Kisans/Jawans—they’re a different species altogether—I can lay down my life for them. Smiling like Aamir Khan’s character in “Rang De Basanti”. The question is: do we Indians live in a truly independent country— a country where the government can ban media they feel target their ideology and where the government can seize the equipment of broadcasters they feel are not transmitting in the “public interest” (i.e. their interest). Of course there is much not to like about India. Don’t get me wrong—there are still injustices. —-see how Bipasha Basu was “physically and mentally” harassed by two organizers of the India Day parade at Edison (link courtesy: Rajeev). A keen student of history, I am reminded of the time one Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi was physically and mentally harassed by a racist ticket collector in South Africa. And how he reacted! By stripping down to a langoti, quitting his profession as a lawyer and arousing the nation into revolutionary action. I sincerely hope that this experience triggers something similar in Bipasha i.e. she stops wearing clothes (except a tri-coloured thong) and renounces acting. The nation will be aroused automatically. Whenever I say this, my “friends” tell me that it is precisely because of this attitude (i.e. of banning and muffling any voice that we don’t like to hear), that we as a country have not been able to become as “independent” as we should have been. But as I said before, these people just do not understand the “passion” behind being Indian. Anyways forgive my display of emotion. After all it’s my country. And Independence Day is approaching…As Bollywood cinema becomes more and more expensive, I often wonder why the leaders of our deplorably poor nation are not noticing all this obscene wastage of money on histrionics and why cannot we for that matter divert a part of these funds to the overwhelming task of nation building… This will not happen soon…our builders are busier building either biceps or buildings that collapse… Jai Emraan Haashmi, Naseeruddin Shah and Vidya Balan! Jai to Veeru and Jay; ‘The Dirty Picture’ and Bollywood… (Read Ooo! La La!) FARMERS’ SUICIDES. FOOD, FAMINE AND HUNGER: NO ECONOMICS WILL WORK! Jai Jawan. Jai Kisan. Jai Hind. CHAPTER 27 IMAGINE An Experiment In Compassionate Living “…What difference does it make to the dead, the orphans, and the homeless, whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism or the holy name of liberty and democracy…?” - GANDHI Writes Pierre Zanre, an 18 year old girl student from Burkina Faso, Africa“When people no longer buy weapons, When people no longer sell weapons, When society parties are no longer held, When hospitals are less full, When school attendance rises, When children know the joy of living, When parents can procreate without worrying, When people give to receive, When people receive to give, When people work for other people… Then I can say that I am in a humane society.” Gandhi’s words, ideas, actions and vision have always meant a lot to people around the world, and so to me. I always use them for guidance in my daily life. Gandhi espoused an economic theory of self-sufficiency and simplicity. He envisioned an India that would focus on meeting the needs of a democratic citizenry prior to generating wealth & industrializing. To practice Gandhi today: one must set upon the same personal journey to seek the truth and build one’s life around it. It is not necessary to be austere. But undergoing personal challenges, travails (and I have gone through some life difficulties myself) and the testing of one’s spirit, resolve and fundamental values is a definitive element. I think that in an era of digital living, in which we are constantly talking about “Human Dignity”: Gandhian ideals are most certainly relevant. Gandhi is Relevant! The Great Man had perspicacious understanding of the Indian countryside, and strongly felt that the key to the country’s progress lay in the strengthening of the decentralized self-sufficient village economies. It now becomes important that we, as the world’s largest democracy, must realize as peoples that this self-sufficiency can only be attained through a blend of ancient Gandhian wisdom with the rapidly-growing Science & Technology of our contemporary era… AND I BELIEVE THAT THIS ERA, OF WHAT I WOULD CALL “COMPASSIONATE DIGITAL LIVING” HAS FINALLY ARRIVED… I BEGIN WITH WHAT A LITTLE DEPRIVED UNKNOWN OF “FREE INDIA” HAD TO SAY “…We have only temporary school buildings made out of bricks and red earth mortar, which can house at the most twenty-five children, and have no electricity and no water. Give us hope…” - a child school attendee, state unknown - India. Again! “When you are inspired by a great purpose for an extraordinary project, all your thoughts break the bonds, your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands and you find yourself in a great and wonderful world. You discover yourself to be a greater person.” (Former President of India, A.P.J. Abdul Kalam, Bangalore, Feb 2006) We need to look back and learn from our mistakes; and realize that progress has to reach every corner of the world. Even if one tiny part of this universe remains ignorant and neglected, the world will not be a safe place…! MY MIND TRAVELS TO THE DARKEST CORNERS OF INDIA, WE EDUCATE OUR POOR CHILDREN: WHY NOT…? It’s all about… - Re-branding Education as a career choice- Repairing languages education- - Getting our children about Science- Catering to child curiosity- Languages at school- IT’S ABOUT BUILDING A KNOWLEDGE ECONOMYI must add here that I have come across many Westerners; to whom ‘discovering’ India seems difficult. Coming to terms with the poverty, the homelessness, the street children who should have been in school and the unacceptable living conditions of so many! Some jobs, example on building sites, dealing with garbage and sewerage that would be done by machines in western countries are done by hand. Who are these people? How would they find these children as they taught in a school? Would the Dalit Education Centre be different? How does all this information fit with the current economic view of India as an emerging superpower? In providing schools, many children who would never have the opportunity to go to school are getting it. An education in English and a job can change the economic circumstances of a whole family! This is the SOCIAL CONTEXT OF EDUCATION IN INDIA. E-GOVERNANCE THROUGH CHILDREN’S INITIATIVES There are, in my opinion, two sides of change here. One is ‘e-governance’ in India. Another is ‘Education’. I hope to drive change in society through Children. - Providing Computer-aided Education for school children as a Model egovernance initiative for local governments- Familiarization to computers to all children in Primary schools through simple demos- Imparting Proficiency in usage of Microsoft based programs including Google Search- Efficient e-administration: In a developing country like India, a number of e-governance initiatives like medical help, legal help, Science Corner & Children’s Corner are already underway- Smart Cards for children!- Community-owned kiosks!- These school children can also interact with other schools(Talking of creating another “Hansdehar”, India’s 1st Smart Village!) SO, WHAT WE NEED IS A VIRTUAL MASS REFORM PROGRAM IN INDIA (A) I GO BACK TO THE BACKGROUND OF e-GOVERNANCE IN INDIA: “The last couple of years have seen e-governance drop roots in India. IT enables the delivery of services as it caters to a large base of people across different segments and geographical locations. IT can greatly enhance existing efficiencies, drive down communication costs, and increase transparency! It also gives citizens easy access to tangible benefits, be it through simple applications such as online form filling, bill sourcing and payments, or complex applications like distance education and tele-medicine! (B) NOW LET US PUT MATTERS IN PERSPECTIVE: INDIA IS A BIT OF AN ANOMALY REALLY: India’s economy encompasses traditional village farming, modern agriculture, handicrafts, a wide range of modern industries, and a multitude of support services. More than 1/3rd of the population is too poor to be able to afford an adequate diet, and market surveys indicate that fewer than 5% of all households had an annual income equivalent to $2300 or more in 1995-96! On the other hand, India’s international payments position remains sturdy, with adequate foreign exchange reserves, reasonably stable exchange rates, and booming exports of software services. This calls for greater positive social experimentation! IT CALLS FOR A “VIRTUAL” EXPERIMENT We as a nation ought to intend making sincere efforts to personally add to already-existing e-initiatives that are likely to create a sense of belonging, teach human values, impart (both) spiritual and world education, and create a spirit of service among people of all backgrounds, traditions, and cultures! We must formulate some important new measures through a strong program of Reform, and a focus on key priorities, giving primarily though not exclusively sustained priority to Elementary Education & Primary Health Care; if resources permit, also thinking about sanitary toilets & green houses for eco-friendly living to solve the housing crises among our target populations! In most of these, we could appoint “FACILITATORS” rather than being directly involved. This unique web-based initiative would offer farmers for instance the information, products & services like the latest local and global information on weather, scientific farming practices, as well as market prices at the village level itself through a web portal-all in Hindi (other vernacular). Given the literacy and infrastructure constraints at the village level, this e-initiative could provide support through an interface- between the system and the farmers. According to Rajiv Kaul: “…Perhaps the single-largest benefit of egovernance is its potential to give birth to an entire web-based economy…” Our Key Priorities in the long run ought to be:a) Growing as a community, b) Working for a healthier people, including additional packages for senior citizens and children, c) Investing in Education and skills, what I would call “INFORMATION”/KNOWLEDGE! Also, A VIRTUAL ACADEMY! d) An UNDERPRIVILEGED TALENT PROMOTION PROGRAM in Schools, and the provision of important work to improve literacy and numeracy levels, e) Developing good international relations through Voluntary Programs! f) SUPPLEMENTAL INITIATIVES: (1) Ecology and Energy e-initiatives; (2) Farmer kiosks, exclusively for (ideal) farming, the mainstay of the economy; (3) “ERM” (jobs and extended/lifelong learning); (4) “KPO” (KNOWLEDGE PROCESS OUTSOURCING TO THE RURAL AREAS)! The Expected Priority Outcomes of these e-initiatives are likely to be: Equality (social); Prosperity (Economic) and Freedom (Democratic)! Work on Nobel Laureate Prof. Amartya Sen’s “Happiness Index” Improved Community relations among our target populace Reduced Poverty & disadvantage among our target populace Research into the causes, symptoms & treatment of hunger Child Sponsorship (CASP) – Community assisted Child Adoption in our target areas Safeguarded rights and interests of children in our target populace Reduction in preventable deaths & diseases in our target populace More responsive hospital services including inpatient & outpatient care in our target rural areas ACCESS: an accessible & effective primary care service in our target areas Drinking Water in schools in our target areas Education allowing children in our target areas to reach their full potential (6-14 years) A better qualified & skilled workforce in our target areas! And we must always keep our doors open to other innovation! We must also engage ourselves with non-profit, educational, charitable and humanitarian work. We must seek to inculcate universal human values in the individual and ultimately a broader society inspiring both to take responsibility in service. (A) SO, WHAT WOULD A MODEL VILLAGE BE LIKE? OUR FUTURE IS OF KNOWLEDGE ECONOMY! Only a fraction of children in the 6-18 years age group are enrolled in school/college and employability is at stake. Unless access, equity and quality of education are ensured, it would be very difficult to fully leverage the demographic advantage of an ever-expanding young workforce! THERE ARE SHORTCOMINGS IN THE SYSTEM AS WELL: Abundant un-nurtured or under-nurtured talent Lack of timely and easy availability of learning resources/guidance to everyone Consequent loss of opportunity Questionable quality of teaching in rural areas The growing digital divide A complete lack of personalized monitoring & long term evaluation of growth and enhancement in learning, skill and performance A very low % of digital literacy Complete lack of encouragement to excel Time mismatch between school hours and employment hours for those learners (children) who have to simultaneously earn the livelihood for their families Lack of motivation among teachers Low Salaries Inefficient functioning of the knowledge delivery mechanismThe first step is strengthening the individual by providing holistic selfdevelopment programs that will allow the full human potential to blossom! We must try and devise innovative tools to enable our children & young adults to be effective in their day-to-day lives, like the simple task of being able to read a letter or write one’s name. We must also try and devise online/extension/lifelong learning programs that we intend making available to people of all ages, and from all walks of life. Under this scheme, we could set up e-schools, e-colleges, an e-media school, and all distance learning options! Focus will be laid upon – innovative learning processes, teachers who are eternal learners themselves, curriculum for all round development of children, and access to Global Learning through special e-initiatives! A well-balanced curriculum will combine practical education of languages and arithmetic with moral discourse, yoga, games & Vipassana, hygiene, cultural discourse, non-violence and respect for the environment. Through an e-approach, the “CYBER-SCHOOLBUS”, we ought to take free uniforms, warm clothing, free textbooks & midday meals to the child’s doorstep! Health & Medicine: A Healthy populace is a happy populace! What we ought to intend is a Mobile Medical Dispensary! On each visit, the accompanying physician(s) could attend to at least about 50-60 patients. Free medicines could be provided. We must also intend promoting alternative medicine for its power to benefit the masses! And all the above in our target areas. One experiment we could try applying e-governance to is tropical medicine. The hospital we intend tying up with (if possible!) would ideally employ tele-medicine to assist doctors in rural areas as they analyze and treat Panchayat residents. This method would inevitably do away with patients having to travel all the way to the hospital location for treatment. Patients would naturally feel better being examined in their own village. Using the power of tele-medicine, the hospital/clinic is able to dispense its expertise to far-flung districts! The patient goes for an examination to the local doctor in the panchayat. This doctor is in contact via a voice & data connection with a doctor at the hospital for tropical medicine. Thus, the panchayat resident gets the benefit of being treated by both a local doctor and a hospital specialist! If this sounds too ambitious to you, then what we could surely do is facilitate this connection through a databank…An office could be established to act as a one-stop provider of Website Information to citizens! They can simply log on and get access to the concerned government department (in this case, health & family welfare)/services (hospitals/dispensaries/clinics) or even on land, water and taxes! Another important crisis that confronts rural India is Energy (Urja!): Here again, the government could try and implement E-initiatives/E-Training in HEALTHY RENEWABLE ENERGY OPTIONS LIKE SOLAR ENERGY, WIND & BIOMASS. WE COULD TRY THE SAME IN ORGANIC FARMING (VIRTUAL TRAINING) (B) Selfless Service: The second step is building a cadre of volunteers who we should inspire to take more responsibility, and serve the society with love, compassion & care. We must intend enabling them be available where the needs are the greatest! In this sense, we must all play the role of Volunteers! As we are a secular nation, we must intend our programs to benefit people from every religion, culture & socio-economic background. (C) The e-Research Center: I was thinking that we must try and encourage research into the causes & symptoms of hunger, and its eventual treatment. This would involve looking into the factors that drive the onset and progression of diseases in the developing world, with specific reference to India. These include, though not exclusive to cancer, HIV/AIDS, to the killer diseases-polio, malaria, TB, diarrhea and cardiovascular diseases that either kill/maim several thousands. Such a Center could work closely together with faculties of various agricultural universities and colleges and the Government, with the objective of providing best “e-solutions” to farmers and to access government subsidies! Any venture that is in the formative stages should warmly welcome research collaborators & research workers and suggestions from all parties in the process of establishment. DARIDRANARAYAN SEVA (SERVICE TO THE POOR IS SERVICE TO GOD!) We must aim to achieve the economic upliftment of individuals, families and communities towards a self-reliant society. Our long-term goal ought to be far-reaching social transformation, with at least some relief from poverty & disease and eventual elimination in our target areas. Let us aim to encourage the ‘Adoption’ of a few villages, train their youth to be our future leaders, set up e-growth & e-transformational approaches, probably plant trees, conduct medical camps, facilitate the building of costeffective homes, sanitary latrines & bore wells, set up a Micro-finance Program & Self Help Groups & teach energy optimization. WE MUST REMEMBER THAT WE MUST INTEND EACH AS SEPARATE eINITIATIVES, HARNESSING THE POWER OF INFORMATION TO REACH THE MASSES!!! Our common aim, through our programs ought to be to raise the standards of living in our impoverished target areas; create a grassroots model for progressive social change; educate both socially & spiritually, give every human being a chance for a disease free body and free from hunger. APART FROM THIS, WE COULD PERHAPS TRY AND IMPLEMENT SOME OF THE FOLLOWING AS WELL: RESPECT FOR HUMAN VALUES There are certain basic values that unite us as a human community. I believe that incorporating human values into every aspect of life will lead to the development of a more peaceful and just world. We must seek to work to foster a deeper understanding of these very values among our target children at the same time imparting them scientific discourse in Mathematics (numbers & symbols) & physics & astronomy & chemistry & the living world. We must aim to inculcate basic respect for all of God’s Living Creatures in the minds of our target children. At these ‘heritage schools’, the modern e-Gurukul’, modern science as well as ancient wisdom could be imparted! We could also try and develop “VIRTUAL” programs of personal development and value-based education in our target population (rural schools), besides programs of community education and ‘hands on’ social and educational projects that we could probably entrust to our volunteers. Our distant Vision ought to be: “vasudhaiva kutumbakam”- realizing a “One World Family”… “E-SEVAK” (THE SERVICE PROJECT MODEL): I believe that you serve when you love and care! I have a Model in mind that we could hope to enlist role models for. Service programs are intended to range from health camps, poverty reduction to educating rural children in our target areas. IN THE END, LETS FACE IT INDIA IS POOR: BUT WE OUGHT TO TRY AND HELP THE POOR HELP THEMSELVES 1. While India’s growth makes it an economic and political player to watch in the next decades, the country remains desperately poor. Almost a quarter of India’s 1.1 Billion people live on less than $1 a day; 700 Million more live on less than $2 a day. 2. Can India ever overcome its huge poverty problem? It all depends on strategy. 3. a) 1st Strategy: to abolish the poor, rather than poverty as happened in Mumbai some years ago b) 2nd Strategy: trickle-down model, “ignore the poor”. Arguing that in the next 2-3 decades, poverty will disappear as market forces go to work c) 3rd Approach: Developmental approach that aims to improve the social & physical conditions of the rural & urban poor. This means more and better roads, improvements in water supplies and rural electrification. It also means big steps forward in education & health, together with efforts at microfinance. d) 4th Approach: ambitiously seeks to exploit the unused entrepreneurial abilities of the poor. e) 5th Approach: ‘VIRTUAL’ Step 1: identify needs: from literacy and training to housing, health care and jobs – and to put them in charge of their own lives; Step 2: SHGs, microfinance & loans, microenterprises, the government helps them identify opportunities and gives them training in areas like IT & marketing; Step 3: IT: the ‘VIRTUAL’ Approach; Aimed to attract service providers for providing free or cheap services to the poor like doctors, cultural institutes & schools We succeed in our “INFORMATION FOR ALL” initiative Consequent building up of a “DIGNITY SOCIETY”SO, HAS THE ERA OF COMPASSIONATE DIGITAL LIVING ARRIVED? THAT’S A QUESTION I LEAVE TO YOU! CHAPTER 28 KARMA CHAMELEON Moods, Melancholia and Music There are good and bad times, but our mood changes more often than our fortune. - Thomas Carlyle Avril Lavigne has aptly remarked and I quote: QUOTE “To understand me, you have to meet me and be around me. And then only if I'm in a good mood - don't meet me in a bad mood.” UNQUOTE Sometimes I found it difficult. Extremely difficult to control my mood swings. A mood swing is an extreme or rapid change in mood. I guess women are born to be grumpy! This sounds like the sexist moan of a disgruntled husband, who has been unable to control his moody betterhalf… Except that science now seems to back the idea that women’s brains may be wired for increased anxiety, depression and mood swings. And the problem could be exacerbated by those high-proteins, low-calorie weightloss programmes (such as the Dukan Diet). It’s long been known that women suffer more from depression, or at least reported depression. Around one in four women will be treated for depression at some point, compared with one in ten men. This had been explained partly by social causes — women are more likely to seek help for their symptoms compared with men. However, a recent study from Sweden has discovered two key differences in the way men and women’s brains process serotonin, the so-called ‘happy hormone’. Good levels of serotonin induce feelings of contentment, reduce appetite and improve sleep. Low levels are associated with depression. It’s this understanding of serotonin that led to the development of antidepressants known as SSRIs (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors). These drugs include “Prozac” which works by increasing the amount of serotonin available in the brain. Prozac IS reportedly dangerous (and so the thinking goes). I’m glad I have never taken it. Now scientists from the Karolinksa Institute in Sweden have been using brain scans to investigate serotonin levels. And the news is not so cheering for women. The researchers looked at serotonin uptake — that is, how much serotonin is actually used by the brain — in men and women. Their scans showed women have more serotonin receptors than men. Every cell in the body has receptor sites on its surface. These are the cellular equivalent of motorway service stations, where you can refuel your cells. Cell receptor sites allow substances such as nutrients and hormones in and out. In the case of serotonin, how happy you feel is dependent not just on how much serotonin you make, but on there being sufficient receptor sites in the brain to make it work. The fact that the women in the Swedish study had more serotonin receptor sites sounds like good news. So, too, does the other finding, which was that women had lower levels of a protein that ‘mops up’ used serotonin. This means your old serotonin will continue to circulate, bumping up the general level, making you feel happier. So not only do women have more places in the brain that can be activated by serotonin, but they seem to be able to hold on to it longer. Or so it seems. In fact, the Swedish research suggests something else. When cells are short of a chemical, such as serotonin, they open up as many receptor sites as possible to ‘catch’ every morsel. The cells that need it increase their number of receptors to try to make the most of the little that is available. It’s a bit like tipping your bowl to catch every last drop of an especially delicious soup. For women to have more serotonin receptor sites and be holding on to available serotonin longer seems to indicate they had too little available in the first place. Other research backs up this idea that women make less serotonin than men. Scientists at the University of Montreal found that men’s brains, on average, make 52 per cent more than women. The reason may be tied to differences in male and female sex hormones. While the findings about women producing less serotonin are controversial, ‘oestrogen and testosterone, the main sex steroid hormones, have long been known to affect behaviour’, according to the British Society for Neuroendocrinology. However, oestrogen can have a bigger effect on women due to their everfluctuating hormone levels, says Dr Andrei Novac, clinical professor of psychiatry at the University Of California Irvine School Of Medicine. Oestrogen specifically ‘stimulates serotonin receptors in the brain’, he explains. When hormone levels fluctuate, the brain’s sensitivity to serotonin changes, so the amount you needed before may no longer be enough — in effect, the hormones have tinkered with the wiring. This could explain why women’s serotonin levels ‘drop off’ when their oestrogen levels are low — specifically in the days running up to their period (a major factor in PMS ‘blues’), after childbirth and at the menopause. And the problem is that this effect is cumulative. As well as fluctuating hormones, women may experience more stress and trauma during a lifetime (due to a variety of events in everyday life). Research also attests to the positive effect certain foods (especially, breakfast cereals, chocolates and ice cream) is associated with lower stress levels and better mental health. A study from Cardiff University showed that eating breakfast cereal is linked with reduced amounts of cortisol in saliva — an objective measure of the stress that the body is experiencing. It’s possible that the carbohydrate in cereal boosts levels of the calming brain chemical serotonin. In addition, fortified breakfast cereals are a rich source of B-vitamins, essential for cells to release energy (they are particularly in demand during times of stress). In conclusion, having less of the ‘happy hormone’ serotonin chips away at the ability of the brain and adrenal glands to regulate mood and sexuality, making women more prone to depression. ‘Insufficient levels of oestrogen can create depression — we know that’s why so many women going through the menopause suffer from it,’ says Dr Novac. So what should women, especially those who suffer from PMS, have just had a baby or are approaching the menopause, do to feel less grumpy and low? First, you should talk to your GP, as mild antidepressants may help. If they are considered inappropriate, lifestyle changes can help, as stress, poor diet and a lack of exercise (and even a lack of sunlight) are all thought to deplete serotonin. Eating protein, such as pulses or cottage cheese, which are high in tryptophan, an amino acid that the body uses to manufacture serotonin, could also be helpful. But don’t go overboard on protein — and don’t cut the calories. Researchers from Oxford University found that three weeks of calorie restriction depleted tryptophan levels in both sexes, but especially in women. Diets really do make women grumpier. But high-protein diets may be especially problematic because although tryptophan is made from protein, for it to ‘work’ it has to get to the brain via the blood and compete for its place against other amino acids. The most effective way to boost tryptophan in the brain is to eat carbohydrate foods, which stimulate the release of insulin. This clears the competing amino acids from the blood, allowing more tryptophan to enter the brain. This may explain why women tend to be greater chocoholics than men, especially before a period when oestrogen is low, or during perimenopause. They are self-medicating with carbohydrates to raise their serotonin to stave off the grumps. And if you are on a high-protein diet, such as the Dukan Diet, have one or two ‘free’ high-carb meals a week to lift your mood. In her book, Potatoes Not Prozac, nutritionist Kathleen Des Maisons recommends another way to boost serotonin levels — eating a plain baked potato before bedtime. I’m writing all this ‘boring’ stuff because I feel like it. Because my moods are making me write. As I write these words, I realize that there are two things I love doing, writing and music, both of which have proved cathartic (some sort of a release to me). Both began as catharses, went on eventually to become compulsions and have now become passions with me. I love to write and whenever I’m either depressed or off-mood, I sort of put on the music (especially, foot-tapping numbers, from George Michael: ‘Wake Me Up…’ to Flashdance: ‘What A Feeling’ to Justin Bieber: ‘Baby’ featuring whoever…) and just allow myself to dance my way through. This activity has in the past, and continues in the present, to sort of take me away from every pain and untold suffering… I am a creative person and place high value on my creativity. I must confess here that I’m also into some very high intellectual pursuit, from activism (peace/social/whatever!) to citizen journalism to egalitarian thought. I binge on chocolates, spaghetti, fried foods (junk) and am also a veggie, although I would not mind either some scrambled eggs with toast/an omelet or fish (especially, prawns!) These days, I’m writing a lot more, listening and dancing a lot more but binging less. I guess I’ve realized that by cutting down on junk food, I can improve my health. Please try and understand I’ve seen the worst (although, sometimes the worst is yet to come!) from Alprax to Lithium and from ECTs to pathological tests… I sometimes get irritable now that I am way past the time I stopped bleeding. My menopause arrived@36! CHAPTER 29 WHAT’S THE CAUSE…..MENOPAUSE A Premature Menopause@36 “A woman must wait for her ovaries to die before she can get her rightful personality back. Post-menstrual is the same as pre-menstrual; I am once again what I was before the age of twelve: a female human being who knows that a month has thirty day, not twenty-five, and who can spend every one of them free of the shackles of that defect of body and mind known as femininity.” ― Florence King I can recall having read somewhere sometime, and I quote verbatim: QUOTE “On a planet where for thousands of years, even today, a woman's worth has been judged exclusively by the productivity of her womb, what the hell is the point of a barren woman?” ― Elissa Stein and Susan Kim UNQUOTE In India (and, for that matter, everywhere), a woman’s worth is judged exclusively by the productivity of her womb, and there are millions and billions and trillions of fertility clinics to offer free advice on how to get someone pregnant! For every one person I personally know, there will be ten people to offer free advice on issues such as feminine sexuality (and how to curb it!), sex itself, pregnancy and lactation (in rural India, they lactate women for beyond the ideal period often resulting in sickly frames, anemia and even under nutrition), biological children vs. adoption, parturition and childbirth and so on and so forth… I only wish women in the developing world had more of a choice in decisions affecting their lives. But this simply isn’t the case in most Third World nations. The problem is more acute in regions such as South Asia, Sub-Saharan Africa and the Middle East. Sex and reproduction is and ought to be a dual commitment, wherein a man and a woman would ideally jointly participate in decisions while raising a family. Sometimes, a couple may find it difficult to conceive for reasons such as a blocked Fallopian Tube (as in the woman) or low sperm count (as in the man), then why ought we to blame the woman? The times they are a changing, and with it trends such as surrogacy, adoption, IVF etc are coming into force. I can also foresee that the institution of marriage is no longer held in high regard, and many couples are either living in, or deciding not to have children or adopting. Adoption can be a beautiful process; you are ‘giving life’ to a child who would ordinarily not have been able to get good parents. The point I am driving at is that for the last 17 years, owing to the utter inability to have a life partner, I have been a most unhappy person. Sometimes, you can feel really lonely in the absence of a partner, perhaps, my lack of happiness added to already existing hormonal and behavioral issues may have caused me to stop menstruating@36. “Premature Menopause” or “Premature Ovarian Failure” refers to the fact that you have reached your menopause before age 40, therefore it is considered early. Early menopause can be caused by certain medical treatments, or it can just happen on its own. Sometimes menopause happens early on its own. Some possible causes include: Chromosome defects. Problems in the chromosomes can cause premature menopause. For example, women with Turner's syndrome are born without all or part of one X chromosome. The ovaries don't form normally, and early menopause results. Genetics. Women with a family history of early menopause are more likely to have early menopause themselves. Autoimmune diseases. The body's immune system, which normally fights off diseases, may mistakenly attack the ovaries and prevent them from making hormones. Thyroid disease and rheumatoid arthritis are two diseases that can cause this to happen. When menopause comes early on its own, it sometimes has been called “premature menopause” or “premature ovarian failure.” But a better term is “primary ovarian insufficiency,” which describes the decreased activity in the ovaries. In some cases, women have ovaries that still make hormones from time to time, and their menstrual periods return. Some women can even become pregnant after the diagnosis. Usually, menopause is confirmed when a woman hasn't had her period for 12 months in a row. To help determine if you may be reaching menopause, your doctor will ask if you've had signs like hot flashes, irregular periods, sleep problems, and vaginal dryness. But these signs are not enough to determine that you are reaching menopause. Blood tests that can measure estrogen and related hormones, like folliclestimulating hormone (FSH), can help determine if you have reached early menopause. You may choose to get tested if you want to know whether you can still get pregnant. Your hormone levels change daily, though, so you may need to have a test more than once to know for sure. Women who enter menopause early can have symptoms similar to those of regular menopause. These can include hot flashes, mood changes, vaginal dryness, and decreased sex drive. For some women with early menopause, these symptoms are quite severe. In addition, women who go through menopause early may have a higher risk of certain health problems, such as heart disease and osteoporosis. Talk to your doctor about treatments like menopausal hormone therapy that can help with symptoms. Discuss ways to protect your health. My menopause arrived pretty much early. If I can recall, I was working with the India office (Kolkata) of the ‘Harlem Children Society’, a brainchild of a New York- based philanthropist, Dr. Sat Bhattacharya. Now that’s another true life story. It was around six months of work with the “Association of Science And Society”, the India office of Harlem, following my being taken on board by Dr. Sat when I was compelled to resign. The precise cause of the forced resignation was not clear to me, although some of the reasons apparently were. In fact, I have come to believe that Dr. Sat, a noble person otherwise, was a ‘perfectionist’ who not only sacked me (from his office in New York, you might guess what kind of a decision it was!) but was to follow the same up with sacking the entire team of individuals he had recruited in the first place, one by one, one at a time…each one of his fresh recruits was taken off the rolls… Six months preceding August 2010, when I stopped chumming, I was the only woman among a team of individuals recruited by Dr. Sat, what I considered a rather patriarchal thing to do in an office atmosphere. Dr. Sat was an extremely courteous, unassuming man of nobility, a thorough gentleman. The problem with him was he used to visit India once in a blue moon, while taking all major decisions on his India office all the way from New York. This was a major issue, and we corresponded with him, mostly through telephone or Skype. Everything was going on fine, yet there was some politics at work in the workplace. Let me tell you that the men in my office were pretty much sexist, one of them (name withheld to protect identity) even proposed much to my horror that I could spend the night with him at his flat in Howrah. Incidentally, this boy (or man) was sacked with immediate effect, yet he created such a stir before leaving that life with my colleagues (who were all male) became hellish for me… My stress levels would often shoot up, in addition to which my fears had returned and I had stopped bleeding. It was the year 2010, and the month was August. I could take it no more. I cried and cried like I had never before. One fine evening, I called up my usually supportive mother for permission to come home. My father was fuming. The worst was yet to come… I can still remember the pain, both physical and emotional I went through when I stopped menstruating. I was only 36 then. At the far end of August, the 14th to be precise, Dr. Sat and his (rather Octogenarian) parents (only god knows why they were on the Board of Directors) forced me to resign. I could not and did not wish to offer any explanations of my circumstances. I took the evening train and returned home. My father was fuming. He has always done so… CHAPTER 30 WHEN LOVE AND HATE COLLIDE I opened the door. It was late at night and I was just about to retire. I had just read Gandhi and was feeling a sense of serenity within myself. Just then, my father barged into the room, giving me neither much reaction time nor dignity. “You have made my life miserable. You have killed me!” “I don’t desire to live longer!!” “Why don’t you commit suicide?” There was a flurry of statements from my father. In case you didn’t know, my father and I have always had a Love-hate relationship. He’s extremely possessive at times, and extremely neglecting and emotionally abusive at others. That night, I broke down, tremendously shattered. An emotionally abusive father can be a monster at times. When we think of abuse, we think about physical (indeed my father has raised his hand on me twice) and sexual abuse. Fortunately for me, I have been largely a victim of emotional neglect at the hands of my father and physical abuse at the hands of my brother. Mental health issues can be quite demeaning at times, alienating you from your loved ones, making you the subject of tremendous social stigma and humiliation in school, the workplace et al… You know your father is emotionally abusive when he exhibits any or all of the following symptoms: He's trying to control you and make you dependent on him if: He has to know where you are and who you are with all the time. He tries to control your contact with your friends. He puts down what you wear, do and say. He tries to control you by being very bossy, giving orders, making all the decisions, and does not take your opinion or your feelings seriously. He is scary. You worry about how they will react to things you say or do. He smokes or drinks. He puts you down so you will lose self-esteem, confidence and control. He says it's your fault when things go wrong. He blames you when he mistreats you. He says you deserved it, or you provoked him. He threatens you. He physically controls you, for example, physically stopping you from going out of the house. He says he will kick you out of the house if you don't obey him. He threatens to stop giving you money, or to not pay for your education if you don't obey him. He threatens to kill himself and blames it on you. He gets very angry about small, unimportant things. He will not tell you his feelings when you ask and then he blows up. He pressures you to do things you don't want to do. I wish to add now that I am still suffering from the effects of being emotionally abused when I was rendered a sick child. Much of my personal writing reflects what happened to me. I don't really like to say that I was abused. I hesitate to use that word. It is easy to use it when I see what has happened, but harder for me to use it when I talk about myself. I only write to release my pain, and I have often used it as a catharsis… “An emotionally neglectful parent will not seek professional help for one's daughter even though he or she knows one's daughter has been starving herself, is not feeling up to the mark, or is depressed.” I agree, I strongly do. Also, some parents actually intentionally stop their son or daughter from receiving professional or any other kind of help. They may say things like, "You don't have any real problems", "and these things should be handled in the family, not by outsiders." I stayed up through the night contemplating… When people hear the word "neglect", they usually think of parents not providing their children with the food, clothes, or a safe environment to live in. However, there are other ways in which parents (either or both) can neglect their children. Emotional neglect is as dangerous to a child's wellbeing as physical neglect is to a child's health and safety. Parents can emotionally neglect their children in a number of ways. Inadequate attention to a child's emotional needs: need for affection and lack of emotional support constitute emotional neglect. Refusing or delaying needed psychological treatment for a child's behavioral or emotional issue is another way parents emotionally neglect children. For instance, an emotionally neglectful parent will not seek professional help for one's daughter even though he or she knows one's daughter has been starving herself, feeling a change in mood, or is depressed. Exposing a child to domestic violence of any kind is also considered to be emotionally neglectful. Finally, emotionally neglectful parents may allow or even encourage their children to use maladaptive coping skills or to engage in over-use/abuse of over the counter (prescription) drugs. There are several signs to watch for in someone you think might be suffering from emotional neglect. It is important to watch a parent's interaction with a child when making observations about the situation. Parents who might be emotionally neglecting their child: - May not spend much time with the child - Do not offer a lot of affection through compliments, hugs, and kisses - Constantly put down, criticizes, or berates the child - And/or do not praise, respect, encourage, and support the child regularly. CHAPTER 31 SACRIFICE “You just had an alibi to quit your job!” My father retorted angrily. “But Daddy…try and understand!” “Understand what?” “That you were using your company’s infrastructure to work for your organization?” My father was in no mood to respond to his daughter’s queries. “Please daddy, these allegations were completely false. That was just a recommendation letter with my name as the Director of the ‘Indian Peace Foundation’ which they used in their favor to force me to resign…” “Please dad, I am innocent of any charges.” “That was just a conspiracy to throw me out of the organization, which my colleagues Rajat and Soumen had hatched.” “Please try and recall all the sacrifices I have made in the past including being by Mama’s side throughout the night when she was seriously hospitalized.” “You think you have done something great, you’re still not standing on your own feet and your Mama and I are worried about you.” “Daddy please, God helps them who help themselves!” “So let God help you now…why don’t you look for another job?” “Because…because I need to improve my health first…my knee joints ache and I am in pain, daddy!” “I need a doctor and Yoga therapy in that order rather than a job because then that would be a bit premature.” My father who worries more about his money than about his only daughter’s well-being stormed out of the room. That night, I spent with reminiscences of the past. How much happiness I had brought to the family when I had topped the university? When I was nominated for the Manthan Award South Asia? Who would recall them? CHAPTER 32 DELERIUM-FALLEN My ordeal started in the year 1997. I had just graduated from college at Delhi University topping the university in my 1st year and as a high achiever, there was intense pressure on me to perform well. It was around that time that I qualified the Common Admission Test to the IIMs, and secured admission to the University of Calcutta MBA but could not find suitable accommodation. By that time, I was losing my concentration in class and eventually got poor eyesight (myopic) and had to leave the MBA program. I was also applying to universities abroad and secured a place in eight universities in the UK including the prestigious London School of Economics. I failed to win a scholarship however which led to depression and behavioral problems for which I was put on medication which I continue up to the present day (three medicines as of now). My parents were suffering immensely, and so was I, in fact, my father used to spend a greater part of his day crying which pained me further. My mother has also suffered emotionally over the years to this day, so much so that she herself is also on medication. I would truly wish we were the same happy family as before my ordeal! Nevertheless, with time, I became more and more positive and off course, a higher achiever. My moods still fluctuate because of gynecological problems, primarily irregular menses, a distinct pre-menstrual syndrome and leucorrhea. As of now, my periods have stopped at my tender age (of 36) and I feel intense joint (knee & body) pains. I am obese, short height with a heavy weight. I am not able to squat on the floor and cannot bend, because of the above problems. Following depression, I decided with support from my parents to undertake voluntary work which has continued up to the present day. I have interned with the Tata Steel Social Services Division following which I was in Bhubaneshwar for a limited time period for work purpose. Unfortunately, my thumb nails had to be removed (they are restored now) and I was in intense pain especially during the dressing sessions. Certain other circumstances led to FEAR which I have NOT been able to combat up to the present day. This includes the fear of travel, particularly airline travel, water/otherwise. Anxiety, nervousness and tension are part of my family heredity, my late grandfather and father in particular. With time, these toxins would have piled up leading to further problems Following the shooting of a documentary film in the New Delhi winters, I went on to have a bronchialpneumonia attack (FEAR OF THE COLD WEATHER AS WELL). Along with allopathic medicine for last 17 years, I am on homoeopathy for the last 10 years. My parents have given me support for all including organizing counseling sessions, Reiki training, part yoga training along with putting on stones on my fingers/neck/arms band as suggested by astrologers but nothing has cured me to the full extent so that I can take charge of my life completely and independently when my parents shall be no more. This is one of the major concerns for my parents, both of whom are well over 60 years of age. Recently, I took an ECG and the report was normal, but the physician advised me that because of my bulky weight, I may have problems in midage or after 40 if I do not cut down on my weight and exercise regularly. To be honest with you, as you have seen my strong educational and humanitarian profile, I BELIEVE more in YOGA AND ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE (NATUROPATHY/HOMEOPATHY/AYURVEDA) and less in traditional Western exercise regimens which may be difficult for a person like me! I am committed to my VALUE SYSTEMS; PRINCIPLES AND BELIEFS “Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam” (The World is One Family) is my guiding motto. I am married to my social and spiritual cause (SERVICE LEARNING TO HUMANITY) and have written and published six books, including one opposing Materialistic culture and another which speaks of peace, nonviolence and social harmony. I have myself been in both violent and peaceful situations, and am relentlessly searching for peace and happiness in my life. Finally, a word on my personal attitude. I am someone truly dedicated and committed to serving humanity, the poor, the suffering, women and children in particular. I wish to work towards the attainment of a disease and poverty free world. I am open at heart as also a very progressive individual who dreams of a self-reliant India… To those that have lost hope because of disease and poverty, all I can say is “LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL”….ALL OF LIFE. PRESERVE, CONSERVE AND PROTECT IS MY MOTTO. CHAPTER 33 HAPPY BIRTHDAY “It’s a baby girl.” My mother often told me how happy my father was when he had heard that Mama had delivered a sweet and chubby little baby girl! Labor can be painful, and my mother often told me how much pain she was in when I was born. Twelve hours to be precise to the point when I was born at 11:55 p.m. I have often felt guilty about causing my mother pain. The labor of love brought you into the world she said. I loved your father and you were born. Exhausted as she was following the delivery, my mother had fallen asleep after feeding me. My paternal grandmother, the late Mrs. Maya Sanyal (who had been a freedom fighter in the days of the yoke) had absolutely no choice but to curse her destiny when I kept her awake throughout the night in the hospital cabin. My father meanwhile kept a lookout for wild dogs sitting beneath a tree outside the cabin. It was 3 a.m. the previous day when my mother went into labor. She was hospitalized at 7 a.m. the very next day. She often tells me how she had a Chinese dinner a few nights before I formally came into this world. I am therefore not surprised that I love Chinese and American Chopsuey and to some extent, Western culture. “Doctor, I am in intense pain!” It was 3:00 a.m. the previous day. They wheeled my mother into the labor room. By 11 a.m., she was transferred to a cabin when the pain subsided. She was fine in the evening. Around 10 p.m. my mother was forced to race to the labor room following a severe bout of pain. By then, the nurses and the “Ayahs” (female room attendants) as well as the doctors all of whom were busy with coffee and gossip, were also there by my mother’s side. “Doctor, I’m scared for the night!” An Adivasi woman in the adjoining bed had delivered a still born. Nevertheless, my mother delivered a sweet, healthy baby girl. Outside the labor room, there was much rejoicing. My father’s eyes had lit up! I was slapped by the nurse as is usually the procedure and I started crying. Finally, I was washed and cleaned before being released home. “Oh baby, what a beautiful baby!” By this time, visitors were thronging Quarter No. 37, Road No.5, Kadma, Jamshedpur – my first home… “Pisses me off, being passed from one person to another!” I was thinking to myself. I was after all a baby with an incredible Intelligence Quotient! At the age of one and a half, I had a mild attack of Diphtheria during which time I was admitted to the Tata Main Hospital. Dr. Master was a master of his trade. “Open your mouth, baby?” I refused. “Okay, you want some toffees?” Dr. Master’s seduction worked on me, and he focused the torch. Within a few days, I was cured and could return home. “Green diarrhea!” I was wetting the bed sheets, leaving my parents in utter shock. I was two; we were in Hotel Rajhans in the ‘Pink City’ of Jaipur (Rajasthan). “Saab, there’s a doctor who sits here at this time of the night.” “Where will you go scouring for a doctor at this time of the night?” The hotel manager was very helpful. “She’ll be fine.” “I’ve given her medicine to last you for the entire conducted trip.” Dr. Shekhar had ensured complete recovery for me during our stay in Jaipur. CHAPTER 34 LOVE BITES An Unusually Romantic Life “Luna, my child wake up!” “It’s time for school!” I could hear my mother’s voice emanating from across the corridor. “God! I don’t believe it! I don’t believe what I’m seeing! Mother’s voice resonated. She was now inside my room. “Don’t believe whattttttt…mother?” “This day, in the thirteenth year of your life marks the beginning of a new chapter in your life; you are now a woman…” “Look!” There it was, the very first time that I was bleeding; mother called it my ‘first menses’… “For God’s sake can’t you forget that you are a girl or a boy and try to become a human being?” My best friend, Ronita Ghosh darted into the classroom. “I started chumming when I was about ten. I was scared at first, but mama had already prepared me for it. Don’t you worry, honey! Everything will be alright…” I knew I needed those sweet balms of compassion. Ronita was not just a close friend; she was much more to me. Well, off course I also knew Ronita loved me with all her heart. Therefore, I trusted her. Little Luna nevertheless had her questions. “Mama, what attitudes should a girl take towards her monthly periods?” “Luna, my child! It should be an attitude you take towards something quite natural and avoidable. Give it as little importance as possible and go on with your usual life, without changing anything because of it…” “It is a simple natural phenomenon…It is not a disease and cannot be the cause of any weakness or real discomfort…” My mother knew what she had to tell her daughter. “And can a girl participate in her normal life during her periods?” “Most certainly, my child! For instance if she is accustomed to physical exercise, she must not stop because of her menses. If one keeps the habit of leading one’s normal life always, very soon does not even notice the presence of the menses…” “What roles should man and woman play in our new way of life? What ought to be the relationship between them?” “I know you have a lot of questions, my child.” “In response to this one, why at all ought we to make a distinction between man and woman. They are all equally human beings, trying to become fit instruments for the work of the creator, above sex, caste, creed and nationality, all children of the same infinite Mother and aspirants to one eternal God…” “Mama, I don’t feel like it.” “What do you feel like anyway, Nilu?” It was Ronita with the usual popup. “Sex…?” “No, Ronita!” “I’d much rather stay at home.” “I’d much rather watch a decent film…” Let’s see! “Pretty Woman, no! Basic Instinct, no! Or, Eyes Wide Shut, no again! How about ‘And God Created Woman’?” “Maybe! Is that what you meant by a decent film, Nilu?” Ronita was clearly clear-cut and sarcastic. “Would you know the meaning of sarcasm, Ms Nilanjana Sanyal, no I’m asking you?” “Off course, I do!” “No, my friend you don’t!” “I’ll tell you…” “Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia defines ‘Sarcasm’ as the use of sharp, cutting remarks or language intended to mock, wound, or subject to contempt or ridicule. It was first recorded in English in The Shepheardes Calender in 1579…” “It comes from the ancient Greek sarkazo meaning 'to tear flesh' but the ancient Greek word for the rhetorical concept of taunting was instead chleyasmόs. Sarcasm appears several times in the Old Testament, for example: Lo, you see the man is mad; why then have you brought him to me? Do I lack madmen, that you have brought this fellow to play the madman in my presence? —Achish, king of Gath, I Sam 21:10-15 Understanding sarcasm is a very complicated process to grasp. It is considered to be one of the last and most advanced concepts for children to comprehend. It is usually not fully understood till the age of twelve and sometimes much later.” “Am I well understood, Nilu?” I was horrified. Was this the Ronita I knew? And why was she doing this to me? “For Christ’s sake, can we stop warring?” “I’m sorry I ever said anything in the first place…” Finally, I knew what Ronita, an NRI (we were studying in the same school, she had just arrived from the United States) had meant by all this. ‘And God Created Woman’ was bad. Bad enough to induce shock in anyone. In case you didn’t know… And God Created Woman (Et Dieu… créa la femme) (1956) is a French drama directed by Roger Vadim and starring Brigitte Bardot. Though it was by no means her first film, it is widely recognized as the film that launched Bardot into the public spotlight and immediately created her "sex kitten" persona. When the film was released in the United States in 1957, it went on to push the boundaries of the representation of sexuality in American cinema, making Bardot an overnight sensation. It was condemned by the Catholic League of Decency. Why would the experiences of an 18-year old orphan (Juliette) with a high amount of sexual energy create so much of a stir? I was not able to come to terms with the fact. “I’m sorry, Nilu!” “Actually, my boyfriend and I are not doing well.” “We’re on the verge…of a split…” I pulled my friend into a warm hug. I knew she was in need of love. “Well, I’m yours Ron…in case you should need me, anytime!” I really wouldn’t know what I had meant by my sudden statement, but off course I thought I had not been unobtrusive. Ronita abruptly left the classroom. During that period of time, I was also exploring the range of issues-dignity, humiliation, sex and sexual violence, the Gay and Lesbian movement and alternative sexuality, where do we get our sense of right and wrong from? Are we born with a sense of moral reasoning? Is it inborn? Or is it imbibed from our environment? I realized that existing quotients-intelligence; emotional, sex and social cannot simply serve our purpose, what we need now more than ever before is a ‘moral quotient’. Morals, or the lack of them, appear to currently pervade even those societies that have apparently lost their sense of reason in the face of current global opinion! I trust different cultures have their own sense of morality, hence morality is an ethical question, but even in the so called civilized world, excesses do routinely occur.” “It had been the end of an eventful day. My first bleeding, my mother’s positive indoctrination and then the short tiff with my best pal Ronita. I knew she had first bled much earlier; she was also the older of the two and perhaps far more mature. But why had she abruptly left the classroom? This was quite unlike her. Perhaps there were other reasons…though I was really not fully conversant with them…” I CLEARLY RESIDED IN MY SUB-CONSCIOUS. WHY ELSE WOULD I EXPECT SO MUCH FROM RONITA (WHO WAS ONLY A FRIEND AFTER ALL)? Love usually bites when you are on a one-way track. Loving someone dearly is really not the same as being in love with someone. The former would often mean the great times and the bad times you would share together. Conversely, when you would ordinarily be in love with someone (expected to be of the opposite sex) a lot could be expected out of the relationship. Any bad could perhaps destroy the relationship. I guess that’s where the difference lies. Being in Love is based on dependability, compassion, respect, compromise and effective communication; if you don't share those important qualities with each other then it’s just infatuation and not LOVE. I switched on the television set. There it was again, Def Leppard with their LOVE BITES. If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of, does he look like me? Do you tell lies and say that it's forever? Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Ooh babe ooh yeah When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No! Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need When I'm with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites Yes it does It will be hell “JESUS! What’s that…?” There was something coming on. Perhaps I had ‘turned on’ the wrong channel. And these were those words in bold You put something up your vagina my girlfriends use a vibrator and sometimes an electric toothbrush or just hump a pillow. PERIOD. I just stuck my finger up my vagina and moved them in and out super fast and hard while rubbing my clitoris. Ronita, who had been born and bred in America, had once told me about the G-Spot, and I tried to figure out my own. It was amazing, how it all felt. I personally wouldn’t want to stick something 'in' my vagina, so what I did, is I got the back side of an electric toothbrush, (and a powerful one, that too) then took my clothes off until I was fully naked, then started to touch my vagina and open up the flaps, I turned on the toothbrush and put it against my clitoris, (if you sit in front of a mirror you would find a small sticky out lump just before the opening of your vagina) and I moved it around in small circles, while watching a ‘blue’ scene-I could just imagine a large penis…OH! I’m horny now... I wished for once he (the whoever) were inside me. But there was no Arthur in my life now. Just plain vacuum. And boy, was I trying to shove (if I didn’t get a boy) a girl into it? HAD I THEN LOST MY RESPECT FOR MY FRIEND…? Little Luna could often recall her mother telling her “You were a very sexual child. When you were 32 weeks in gestation, you were observed as touching the vulva with fingers of your right hand. The caressing movement was centered primarily on the region of the clitoris. Every 30 or 40 seconds the movements would stop and then start again after a few moments. Further, not only did the light touches repeated themselves but were also associated with short, rigid movements of the pelvis and legs. After another break, in addition to this behavior, YOU, the fetus contracted the muscles of the trunk and limbs, and the climax, clonicotonic movements [rapid muscle contractions] of the body, followed. Finally YOU relaxed and rested. We [several doctors and the mother] observed this behavior for about 20 minutes." THAT YOU WOULD BE SUCH A SEXUAL FETUS, WHO COULD HAVE IMAGINED? Nilanjana Sanyal, Nilu to her friends was once again lost in her dreams. And she believed she was a dreamer and the best one at it that too. She could imagine that there were fundamental problems but that there were (Bucky Fuller) solutions as well. She knew there couldn’t have been a better time to convince her parents that she was chasing the truth. “Don’t we have a cure for breast cancer, for ovarian cancer, for uterine cancer and so on, Mama?” “Yes, we do…Luna!” “But cancer can be painful, right Mama?” “Yes Luna, cancer can be painful. The Chemotherapies, all that radiation can be horrendous!” “Is it true that Julie Andrews had cancer when she did the ‘Sound of Music’?” “I’m not too sure, baby maybe yes, maybe no…but why are you asking?” “That’s because…because cancer scares the hell out of me!” “Why would you be so scared?” “Come to Mama, Luna!” And little Luna (who was presumably born to be great!) rolled into an embryonic posture and pulled herself close into her mother’s hug. My love life likewise started with a call from the UK. An Australian businessman based out of the UK, Arthur Smith was the first to come into my life. He used to call me up regularly. But the long-distance relationship didn’t quite work out because of Arthur’s otherwise obsession with spirituality, faith and (real estate) Vaastu… Arthur, who has aged now, is an ardent ISKCON devotee and currently resides in Mayapur, the Headquarters of the ISKCON movement, a staunch veggie concentrating on real estate and Vaastu issues, among other things. We are no longer in touch. My unusually romantic life has seen many potential suitors, without much avail. Following Arthur, a Kolkata based service holder, Tapas Nag came to see me in Jamshedpur. We were at the United Club when Tapas announced his decision: that he wouldn’t marry me citing my ill health as a major reason. Like any other Indian girl, I didn’t have much of a choice anyway. Some others rejected me because of an inbuilt fear that I could pass on some of my disease to my offspring. I must add here that I hate this misogynic attitude on the part of Indian men. They leave you with very little choice. If you didn’t know, India very much happens to be a nation of womenbaiters and women-haters. Men here are simply unpredictable, with most of them following one common trend: everyone wants a smart girlfriend, but a homely wife. Everyone wants biological children, no one wishes to adopt. Likewise, the first thing you would face with an Indian man is his preoccupation with the physical bit. Well, I guess we women look more for emotional companionship in our partners, while men just love sex… The relationship that never was, lasted for a couple of months only: Sunil Poolani (Mumbai-based) came into my life at a time I desperately needed emotional closeness, unfortunately he left us forever, the reason being sudden cardiac arrest. I must truly confess here that I have always chased my mission in life and men have never really been my preoccupation… CHAPTER 35 NIGHT FLIGHT TO VENUS A More Polarized Global Order “I don't mind having to fight large, well armed adversaries with nothing but a slingshot. In fact, a slingshot is all I have ever had to fight them with.” (Unknown) My own last seventeen years have been years of horrendous pain and suffering. My most youthful years have been spent in relentless pursuit of happiness. Out of this pursuit has grown a tremendous zest for progress and reform, for understanding why men of age often resort to unreasonable acts or breach of acts of faith. The meaning of reason eludes me, as does the fact that even after so many years of the achievement of freedom by mankind, freedom in the true sense of the word has not been achieved. On the other hand, there have been doomsday predictions for a humanity divided ‘as never before’… Until the existing profit-driven system is replaced by a more cooperative, equitable framework, more doomsday reports, more fearful warnings of Armageddon, and further predictions of a polarized ‘new world order’ can be expected in the newspapers. Bleak forecasts of the future have become so common in the media that most of us casually anticipate the next report on environmental catastrophe, increasing inequality, mass hunger or even Armageddon. The recent release of the fourth assessment report on global warming by the United Nations was no exception; a “near-apocalyptic vision of Earth’s future” according to most reviews, we are warned of landscapes ravaged by floods, of sea level rises and extreme weather events, of increased droughts and crop failures, of more diseases and species extinctions, and of a “great climate change divide” that devastates even further the world’s poorest countries. Despite the harrowing, unequivocal assessment given with “90 percent confidence” that global warming is caused by humans, the most controversy surrounding the report concerned not the questions of public complacency, corporate inertia and disinterest from the US government, but the even gloomier and oft recurring question of climate change censorship. On one camp, right-wing commentators filled the weekend newspapers with claims that environmentalists are trying to shut down debate and censor those who contend that man-made global warming is nothing more than a misnomer or a myth. The other camp, perhaps exemplified by George Monbiot’s latest column in the Guardian UK, claim that far from gagging the climate change deniers, even this latest U.N. report is significantly watered down in its assessment. As the second of four reports being released by the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) this year, the findings cannot be easily dismissed; led by the world’s top scientists with more than 2,500 experts from more than 130 countries over the last six years, its conclusions are the starkest warning yet that the world is heading into a nightmare future unless a drastic and global turn-around plan is put into immediate effect. Africa, as always, will be the hardest hit if the world continues along the currently projected course; by 2080, says the report, 1.8 billion Africans might not have enough water to survive, and crop revenues could fall by as much as 90 percent by the end of the century, and sea level rises could decimate the entire East African coast. Even though the general theme of the report depicts a world in which humanity will be divided “as never before”, with the divisions between rich and poor countries becoming sharply exacerbated by an escalating pattern of environmental disasters, the richest nations of the world will not escape unscathed; according to a leaked draft of the report posted online by the activist group Climate Science Watch, if temperatures rise by four degrees Celsius, and if the Greenland or Antarctic ice sheets consequently melt, then the sudden rise in sea levels will lead to cataclysmic floods of Biblical proportions as outlined in Al Gore’s award-winning documentary, An Inconvenient Truth. This warning, which scientists gave a five-in-ten chance (or in other words, 50-50 odds) of actually happening, was controversially deleted after some of the developed nations lobbied for last-minute changes to the dire predictions. The IPCC findings coupled well with a separate and less publicized 90-page report issued by the British Ministry of Defense a few days later. In just a few short decades, it predicts, the disempowered middle classes of an increasingly unequal world are likely to become “revolutionary”. Massive population growth, 98 percent of which will occur in less developed nations, says the report, will lead to “new instability risks” inside burgeoning and volatile slums, whilst brain chips will become standard for all citizens in developed nations by 2037, endemic unemployment will threaten the world social order, and political and religious fundamentalist groups are forecasted to form an “alliance of belief systems” that directly oppose the state. It’s possible to be more dubious of such end-times prognostications from government white papers and strategy documents – as the Daily Telegraph UK scathingly pointed out, CIA predictions in 1981 that the Soviet Union would be approaching “hegemony over most of the world” by 1993 were far from hitting the mark – but other less futuristic predictions circulating the alternative media are even more disturbing. General Leonid Ivashov, Vice-President of the Academy on Geopolitical Affairs and ex-Joint Chief of Staff of the Russian Armies, has written an alarming insight into the standoff between Iran and the US. If the US and its allies go ahead with a ‘tactical’ nuclear strike in Iran, an event long planned by the Pentagon, he argues, to prevent an inevitable crash of the global financial system based on the US dollar, then “it will become totally impossible to prevent the use of all of the available means of mass destruction” – meaning the imminent possibility of a nuclear global conflict. The most vital questions raised by these chilling projections are not only evidenced in the stymied responses of activists and NGOs, but in the telling reactions or silences coming from the most powerful governments and multinational corporations. The Bush administration, when forced to make a statement on the U.N. report on climate change, quickly made it clear that it would not be stampeded by the report into taking part in the U.N.’s Kyoto Protocol, the agreement made in 2001 that seeks to limit emissions of carbon dioxide in over 160 countries. A similarly non-committal response can be expected from all multinational corporations, even if they repackage themselves through massive PR campaigns to seem more environmentally friendly – the oil giant BP, as the obvious example, may have long reinvented itself with the new green, flower-like logo, but it remains one of the world’s foremost polluters of the environment and is often cited in the pejorative top 10 list of global corporate criminals. In a political economy based upon the cut-throat, competitive drive for short-term economic gains at the expense of the longterm needs of humanity and the planet, the lead for change cannot be expected from the corporate world or any First World government. Until the existing profit-driven system is replaced by a more cooperative, equitable framework, and until a net transfer of essential resources is effected from the richest five percent of the population to the 40 percent of the majority world left suffering in poverty, then more doomsday reports, more fearful warnings of Armageddon, and further predictions of a polarized ‘new world order’ can be expected in the newspapers. New York - As the United Nations was awash with climate change studies and gatherings throughout 2007, a recurring question was whether it is too late to cut greenhouse gas emissions enough to save the world's poor from global warming. An end-of-the-year report by the UN prominently quoted Martin Luther King's sermon on social justice in the 1960s, saying that time ineluctably rushes on, deaf to man's plea for it to stop so humans can correct their errors. "Over the bleached bones and jumbled residues of numerous civilizations are written the pathetic words: Too late," King said. Since the UN-backed Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) began rolling out a series of damning reports in February, the UN has made climate issues its top priority. The 192-nation General Assembly held an unprecedented one-day climate change conference in September, attended by more than 80 world leaders. Three IPCC reports, compiled by more than 2,000 scientists, said global warming was "unequivocal" and largely the result of human activity. They warned that the world had eight years left to begin reducing greenhousegas emissions or face the disastrous consequences that come with a planet heated by more than 2 degrees Celsius. The World Meteorological Organization said the concentration of carbon dioxide - the chief pollutant - in the atmosphere reached the highest level ever recorded in 2006. Water vapor, carbon dioxide and nitrous oxide - the three major greenhouse gases in the atmosphere blamed for global warming - can remain there for 100 years, the UN Development Programme and UN Environment Programme said in a November report. "What we do today about climate change has consequences that will last a century or more," according to the study, titled Human Development Report. "The part of that change that is due to greenhouse gas emissions is not reversible in the foreseeable future." But while scientists and government leaders focus on ways to fight climate change, the UN worries that the danger could derail its ambitious plans to reduce poverty on Earth. It warned that conditions among the world's 2.6 billion poorest people those living on less than 2 dollars a day - and the poorest countries will spiral downward as the earth heats up, sea levels rise and agricultural lands are flooded or wilted by droughts. Another 600 million people will face malnutrition. The sub-Saharan region, with its large concentration of poverty would suffer potential productivity losses of 26 per cent by 2060. By 2080, 1.8 billion people will face water shortage and large areas in South Asia and northern China will be hit by ecological problems as glaciers retreat and rainfall patterns change. Flooding and tropical storms could displace up to 332 million people in coastal and low-lying areas, among them more than 70 million Bangladeshis, 32 million Vietnamese and 6 million Egyptians. Diseases will spread amid global warming, putting an additional 400 million people worldwide at risk of malaria. "For millions of people, these are events that offer a one-way ticket to poverty and long-run cycles of disadvantage," the report said. The UN said the potential human costs of climate change have been underestimated. The shocks caused by droughts, floods, storms and other natural disasters have already driven up the number of poor, and global warming will only intensify those impacts. The UN in 2000 set a goal of halving the number of poor by 2015, but the report said the results will be unequal: some countries are on track to reach the target while others have fallen far behind. Vietnam has already halved the number of poor and provided universal primary education ahead of the 2015 goals. Mozambique has also significantly reduced poverty, improved education enrollment and cut down on child and maternal mortality rates. But the report wondered whether climate change might derail those achievements. "In today's world, it is the poor who are bearing the brunt of climate change," the report said. "Tomorrow, it will be humanity as a whole that will face the risks that come with global warming." The report warned that the world was edging closer to "tipping points," which are events beyond human control that could lead to ecological catastrophes, including the melting of the Earth's ice sheets that could transform human settlement patterns. The consequences of those ecological disasters may not be seen now, but future generations will have to live with them, the UN said. The UN development report was published ahead of a major UN climate conference on the Indonesian island resort of Bali in December, where governments hoped to map out a strategy to complete talks by 2009 on a replacement for the Kyoto Protocol, which expires in 2012. The UN General Assembly plans to meet in February to review outcomes of the December Bali conference. UN Secretary General Ban Ki-moon, who took up the climate change mantle since taking office in January, travelled to Antarctica for a first-hand look at the melting ice shelves and to Brazil's Amazon rainforest, where he reported that the so-called "lungs of the earth" are being "suffocated." The UN itself plans to move towards "carbon neutrality" in its worldwide operations, starting with its headquarters in New York, which is scheduled to undergo a large scale renovation by the end of 2008. That was a long way back. The times they are a changing… CHAPTER 36 WIND OF CHANGE The Meaning of Freedom “Men make history, and not the other way around. In periods where there is no leadership, society stands still. Progress occurs when courageous, skillful leaders seize the opportunity to change things for the better.” Harry S Truman 33rd president of US (1884 - 1972) President Franklin Roosevelt died suddenly on April 12, 1945, and Harry Truman became president. Many Americans believed he was unqualified for the job. One person said, “If Harry Truman can be president, my neighbor can be president.” This “common man” would make the most important decision of the twentieth century. America had the upper hand in the war against Japan, but the Japanese were fighting courageously. The Japanese refused to be subjugated unless the American army invaded Japan. Experts concluded more than one million Americans would die in the assault on the Japanese home islands. Some people urged the president not to use the atomic bomb on Japan. General Dwight Eisenhower who was the commander of the Allied forces in Europe, and would eventually succeed Truman as president, was opposed to the bomb for two reasons. “First, the Japanese were ready to surrender and it wasn’t necessary to hit them with that awful thing. Second, I hated to see our country be the first to use such a weapon.” President Truman gave the order to drop an atomic bomb on the Japanese city of Hiroshima in August 1945. Even after testing, the American scientists were unsure of what would happen. The Americans thought about giving a warning to the Japanese first, but the enemy might have moved Allied prisoners to the site. The Americans rejected dropping the bomb in the ocean. They decided the war would not end unless the Japanese government understood the damage America would inflict. The world entered the frightening atomic age at 8:14 a.m. local time in the Japanese city of Hiroshima. One minute later, an atomic bomb destroyed the city. The first flash of the explosion was as bright as a thousand suns. It is estimated that 80,000 people were instantly vaporized. The blast created violent winds that caused firestorms. Co-pilot Robert Lewis said he could taste the atomic fusion. He later wrote in his journal, “My God, what have we done!” Another member of the crew said, “Thank God the war is over…I can go home.” Truman later said he did not agonize over using the bomb. He wanted to make Japan surrender without an invasion. “The atom bomb was no ‘great decision,’” he later said. “That was not any decision you had to worry about.” A second bomb destroyed the city of Nagasaki. Japan agreed to surrender a week later. The Japanese feared brutal treatment after their defeat, but General Douglas MacArthur, the Supreme Commander of the Occupied Forces, was determined to treat his former enemy with dignity and respect. The Japanese were courteous and respectful toward the Americans. Japan was to however rise out of the ashes. (Source: Dowling, Mike, "Hiroshima and Nagasaki," available from http://www.mrdowling.com/706-hiroshima.html; Internet; updated Sunday, January 22, 2006. ©2009, Mike Dowling) History is strong testimony to the fact that human brutality is not a new phenomenon. The word “brutal” itself can be defined as 1. savage; cruel; inhuman: a brutal attack on the village. 2. crude; coarse: brutal language. 3. harsh; ferocious: brutal criticism; brutal weather. 4. taxing, demanding, or exhausting: They're having a brutal time making ends meet. 5. irrational; unreasoning. And has been derived from the 1425–75; late Middle English (< Middle French) < Medieval Latin brūtālis. In the light of these definitions, it becomes practically impossible to unravel the psychological mystery of why so many atrocities occurred--the Holocaust, off course Hiroshima and Nagasaki, the Gulag, Khmer Rouge in Cambodia, Yugoslavia, the Rwandan Genocide, and in more recent times, Darfur in the Sudan--and how we can prevent their recurrence. And yet there is always renewed hope that the development of a political and personal moral imagination can empower us to resist all acts of cruelty. It is in the equations of love, the power of compassion and the art of forgiveness that we mortal species can find the answers… We are now in a process of transition, often referred to as the “Evolutionary Shift”… "In 2013 we will still be expected to pay our bills." (Author unknown) “…Do you have a message to humanity that you would like to share?” “To all my brothers and sisters who listen to this message, First of all, these words are not mine; they are the words of my ancestors. It isn’t a Mayan prophecy…it is the return of the men of wisdom. Let the morning come…let the dawn come for the people to be happy and find peace and be happy So I am here with you giving you this message now that not to be afraid And take this message and spread it throughout the world Not to be afraid to this change of time because when that day comes just assume that it’s the end of the year and you have like a New Year’s Eve or a New Year’s Day It’s just a change It’s not the first time that this will happen who knows how many times this has happened before When our ancestors were preparing the calendars they waited… They have proved that every 5200 years this was occurring and that’s when they started counting the 1st cycle of the sun after the 4th cycle of the sun which is the one that we are finalizing now… This is the time when we are in the 4th period of the sun So this has been going on for 1000s and 1000s of years before Don’t be afraid my brothers and sisters And don’t believe all the things that you hear from all these people that are threatening the world Gracias!” (Everything U Need to KNOW 'DO NOT PANIC’!!! The Mayan New Dawn Dr. Carl Johan Calleman Interviews Don Alejandro a Mayan Shaman Excerpts) Get Ready for the 2012 Evolutionary Paradigm Shift Humanity, Earth and all of Creation are in the Midst of an Unprecedented Healing and Transformation Process… In preparation for a Universal Evolutionary Paradigm Shift which will take place in the Year 2012. Earth is Ascending to the Fifth Dimension and Humanity will Experience a Transformative Rebirth in Consciousness. HEAL YOURSELF – HEAL THE WORLD AND PREPARE FOR A NEW WORLD CONSCIOUSNESS! Everything around us is changing. The Mayan Calendar, the prophecies of Nostradamus, the predictions of Edgar Cayce, the Book of Revelation, the Vedas and many other accounts of possible futures are not mere superstition or otherwise such as of little consequence. They represent views of a possible or probable future as seen by certain observers from the context of their own experiences. They all say that there are many possible futures. They all say that most probably future can change based on choices made and actions taken by the humans involved. That's us. Indeed, there are indications that these timelines have changed. Some of the predictions made by Nostradamus, Edgar Cayce and others have not happened yet or not happened in the time predicted. We are at a pivotal point in history. For a very long time, the world has been built and run on slavery - either the old fashioned human brutality version or the modern social and economic version. For a very long time, power has been held by the most greedy, corrupt, abusive and narcissistic humans. This has led to an overpopulated, polluted, economically unstable world with a damaged and unsustainable ecosystem and an insurmountable chasm between the super rich and poor. The breaking of this imbalance is seen in the "Arab spring" revolutions in the Middle East. The revolt is not about ideology or philosophy - it is about rejecting injustice, abuse and corruption and dissatisfaction with the poverty and lack of freedom that the exploitation of the masses by the greedy and corrupt has caused. All of the tyrannical governments that try to keep control by murdering their own citizens in mass will fall. Then the test begins. With the removal of the shackles, prejudicial thinking and suppressed tyrants reach out for new expression. Will the people who hunger for freedom reject prejudice and radicalism or be victimized or seduced by it? The game is on. The long view is not about short term survival. It is about evolution positive evolution - the triumph of light over darkness. The long view is everyone working on a new paradigm of consciousness - one where everyone works collaboratively in a win-win manner rather than a win-lose manner. The long view is the replacement of control by greed and corruption with consensus of a fully enlightened, fully aware and fully empowered people. This is everyone's right but it has to be earned and manifested into reality by choices made and actions taken. The path ahead will be challenging. The forces are in place for economic hardship and possibly complete economic collapse because of the unrestrained greed and corruption at high levels. The forces are in place for political instability from overpopulation and shrinking resources. The forces are in place for challenges to personal freedoms from a control system that will be challenged by the dissatisfaction of the masses. The forces are in place for climate change and instability and the resulting economic losses and food shortages. The forces are in place for earth changes and unprecedented natural disasters. How these forces play out is still being determined. All of the future predictions by noteworthy clairvoyants foresee a future where humanity has survived and brought forth a new order in which enlightenment replaces greed and corruption. Dolores Cannon, through information obtained through regressions, describes a splitting of the world into a new world that is enlightened and an old world where greed, war, terror and chaos continue. Those transitioning to the new world eventually transition to a state of pure energy. Those attached to the old world of negativity and conflict, eventually also catch up. Edgar Cayce foresaw a new era of enlightenment and peace for humanity in the future. "A new order of conditions is to arise; there must be a purging in high places as well as low; and that there must be the greater consideration of the individual, so that each soul being his brother's keeper. Then certain circumstances will arise in the political, the economic, and whole relationships to which a leveling will occur or a greater comprehension of the need for it." "This America of ours, hardly a new Atlantis, will have another thousand years of peace, another Millennium. All this done in the same manner that the prayers of ten just men once saved a city. And then the deeds, the prayers of the faithful will glorify the Father as peace and love will reign for those who love the Lord." -- Edgar Cayce Cayce predicted that the so-called "Battle of Armageddon" described symbolically in the Bible would begin in 1999. Cayce foresaw that this "battle" will not be a war fought on Earth. Rather, it will be a spiritual struggle between the "higher forces of light" and "lower forces of darkness" for 1000 years of Earth time. The reason for this struggle is to prevent souls from lower afterlife realms from reincarnating to Earth. By preventing souls from the lower afterlife realms from reincarnating to Earth, only enlightened souls will be permitted to reincarnate. The result will be 1000 years of building a world of peace and enlightenment. After 1000 years, souls from lower afterlife realms will be permitted once again to reincarnate to Earth. By this time, the so-called "kingdom of heaven" will have been established on Earth. (2012 Prophesy and Editorial © copyright 2011 Clear Springs Press, LLC) I can recall that Stuart Wilde spoke of the Matrix of Control Upon Our World, Demonic Ghouls and 2012 Spiritual Survival. Again, is there any DEFINITIVE PROOF that UFOs Are Here to Defend the Earth Against Nibiru And Solar Flares Of 2012? Are the 2012 DNA Change Mayan Calendar New Cycle Evolution Crop Circle Hope Love mere contentions? And does every one need to know that NASA ADMITS to Blue Star Kachina! “And this is the Ninth and Last Sign: You will hear of a dwelling-place in the heavens, above the earth, that shall fall with a great crash. It will appear as a blue star. Very soon after this, the ceremonies of my people will cease.”… And just recently! NASA admits to discovering the Hopi Blue Star Kachina! In the context of ALIEN INTELLIGENCE: "When the Blue Star Kachina makes its appearance in the heavens, the Fifth World will emerge". This will be the Day of Purification.” (An ancient Hopi Indian prophecy) The Hopi Indians are a peace loving community of northeast Arizona and are believed to be descendants from the north, east and south. The Anasazi directly related to the Aztecs and other Hopis believe quite unlike most other civilizations (who believed they emerged from the skies) that they came up from the ground. The Ant people who inhabit the heart of the earth are often depicted as in modern day “Alien” sighting reports. The Hopi believe that the “Blue Kachina” or the Star People will return from the heart of the Earth where they had taken protection during the destruction of the last cycle of time. Hopi belief also coincides with those of the Mayan Calendar and has given birth to the Planet X Theory. It is believed there existed 5 stone tablets. One was kept by the creator, two given to the Hopi themselves, and the remaining two given to brothers in history to be brought back together when the world reunited in peace. Hopi Elders have often passed warnings and prophecies from generation to generation through oral traditions and reference to ancient rock pictographs and tablets. They warned, for instance, that nothing should be brought back from the Moon. If this were done, the Hopi warned, the balance of natural and universal laws and forces would be disturbed, resulting in earthquakes, severe changes in weather patterns, and social unrest. All these things are happening today, though of course not necessarily because of Moon rocks. On August 7, 1970, a spectacular UFO sighting was witnessed by dozens of people and photographed by Chuck Roberts of the Prescott Courier. This occurred after a "UFO calling" by several Hopi Indians and was interpreted by some Hopis as being a partial fulfillment of a certain inscribed on Second Mesa, warning of the coming of Purification Day, when the true Hopi will be flown to other planets in "ships without wings." One might wonder whether such bizarre phenomena as ghosts, UFOs, Crop Circles, the Kachina actually existed. As Arthur C Clarke aptly put it, back in 1961, any sufficiently advanced technology will appear indistinguishable from magicĂ‚Â. Historically; this work also extends backwards in time, and is to be found in the 1899 Nikola Tesla case. Tesla believed that he was receiving Morse code messages from Mars. He naturally assumed this, because no transmitters existed on earth at that precise moment. What was obviously ironical was that back then in 1899, no one had transmitted Radio Morse Code. How could then one expect a Martian to transmit Morse code? Scientologists and futurologists had often utilized the gizmo as an electronic link between crop circles, ghosts, UFOs, and other bizarre phenomena. The early gizmos could not have worked, as they were based upon the concept of radio interference from crop circles. Yet, at 00:30 Hrs BST, on the 31st of May 1992, a detector that could not have worked was made to work by an unseen intelligence. By default, whoever was transmitting the signals had to have known exactly why that gizmo detector would not have worked. The author’s assertion was that whoever it was that had transmitted the signals had to have been monitoring him. This was a certainty, as it was necessary in order to artificially generate a signal that would affect that early gizmo. One might wonder that if life existed on other planets, and there was even a remote possibility of aliens invading the Earth, what would they possibly first get to see. Ideally, STORMS RAGING AND THE OCEANS ROARING… So, has the wind of change arrived? CHAPTER 37 HEAL THE WORLD Humanity “Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam” (The World Is One Family) “One day there will be no borders, no boundaries, no flags and no countries and the only passport will be the heart.” - Carlos Santana Nation, what’s that I often wonder? Patriotism is a fundamentalist conviction that particular country is the best in the world because you were born in it…as Bernard Shaw has written. Personally speaking, in the universe, there is no east and no west; these distinctions are created in the mind and then believed to be true. As Thomas Paine has written, ‘the world is my country, all mankind are my brethren, and to do good is my religion.’ After all, it ought to be that way. Each of us must learn to make the whole world our own. No one is a stranger… We live in a world marked by violence, conflict, social chaos and strife. There is only one remedy for the world’s population: to live together in unity. It is true that we are diverse in every way, from language spoken to culture, religious affiliation (belief)/ faith, but that ought not to deter us from living in unity. This is the only way we can find solutions to the pressing issues of our era. Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam is a philosophy that inculcates an understanding that the whole world is one family. It is a philosophy that tries to foster an understanding that the whole of humanity is one family. It is a social philosophy emanating from a spiritual understanding that the whole of humanity is made of one life energy. If the Parmatma is one how then an Atma can be different? If Atma is different how then can it ultimately be dissolved in the Parmatma? If the whole ocean is one how then a drop of the ocean be different from the ocean? If the drop is different from the ocean how then can it ultimately be dissolved in the ocean? It is a Sanskrit phrase meaning that the whole earth is one family. The first word is made up of three Sanskrit words - Vasudha, Eva and Kutumbakam. Vasudha means the earth, Eva means emphasizing and Kutumbakam means family. It means that the whole earth is just one family. The concept of Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam originates from Hitopadesha. Hitopadesha is a collection of Sanskrit fables in prose and verse. According to the author of Hitopadesha, Narayana, the main purpose of creating the Hitopadesha is to instruct young minds the philosophy of life in an easy way so that they are able to grow into responsible adults. It is almost similar to the Panchatantra. The whole philosophy of Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam is an integral part of the Hindu Philosophy. All our needs are basically three-fold: Business, Social and Spiritual. We all want to basically fulfill our Survival, Social and Spiritual needs. We all act and interact with one another in some way and try to make this world a better and beautiful place to live. We are all a World Wide Web of so many relationships. Can this whole world be just one cosmic family? This could only be an imagination and hope at this point in time. This seems and appears to be a distant possibility and a greatest challenge. To some Vedic and Upanishadic sages, Buddhas and Mystics this has been a great dream. Computer scientists and information technologists have been successful in tying all the computers and all the information of the whole world in one common thread of a network. This is where Scott McNealy of the Sun Microsystems has once said that the Network is the Computer. The computer network of the whole world has become one big computer. It has become a digital nervous system of the whole world. This has been made possible at the level of a machine but the same is not becoming made possible at the level of all the human beings of the whole world. Can this be possible? Can the whole world be just one cosmic family and how? Perhaps there are no straight answers to this. The existence functions at four different levels: Mechanical, Biological, Psychological and Spiritual. The mechanical level means at the level of matter, its laws and its forces. The biological level means at the level of biological life and its laws and forces of behavior. The psychological level means at the level of the psyche of the human beings. Human beings are at the highest level of evolution. There is no other evolution after the human beings. If there is any higher evolution or consciousness possible it has to be within the human beings only. This higher awareness can be our revolution. And the fourth level is the spiritual level. Spiritual level means at the level of a Buddha-hood. That is the world of the Buddhas. Scientists have practically proved Quantum Entanglement. In a simple sense quantum entanglement means bringing two photons at the same level of behavior. The behavior of one automatically changes the behavior of the other and in the process both come to attain the same state. Now this is possible scientifically. Why not then the other possibility exists at the spiritual level? Why not then is Buddha-hood possible scientifically? That is, coming of two and many human beings at the same level of consciousness. Why one Buddha can’t change the behavior of the other? This is what I call Quantum Consciousness. Why can't this be scientific? To me, anybody who thinks that this is not possible is an unscientific person. This is exactly where the Upanishads and Vedas come into the picture. In ancient India the sages of the Vedas and Upanishads, the mystics and the Buddhas have seen this dream of tying the people of the whole world in a common thread of mutual love, trust and friendship. They have attained this to a great extent in ancient India. This was possible only through Yoga and Meditation. This was the only common platform. They have called this dream Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam. It is in Sanskrit and when translated means that the whole world is just one single family. Are we all different and dependent? No, we are not. Are we all then independent? No, we are all in fact interdependent. It is now after a scientific progress of 400 years that even the scientists of the whole world are of this view that the whole cosmos is an inter-connected oneness. The whole existence is inter-woven and intertwined. This is the result of quantum physics. This is also the emphasis of the string theory that the whole cosmos is a web of inter-connected vibrating energy strings. The whole existence is a web of potential photons, vibrating strings and super-strings. The insight of the quantum physics is that the whole existence is an unbroken wholeness. The greatest discovery of the quantum physics is that the Universe can neither be continuous, that is infinitely divisible, nor discrete or discontinuous, that is made up of finite and indivisible parts. The Universe is neither discrete nor continuous. It is now called a participative Universe. It is an inter-dependent, inter-twined, inter-woven, inter-related and inter-connected Universe. This is the discovery of the outer world and outer science. The Vedic and Upanishadic sages, the Buddhas, the mystics and the Zen Masters have discovered this truth long back in the ancient past in their inner world. This was the result of their inner search and an inner revelation. This was the result of their Yoga and Meditation. On the basis of this realization they have called the whole existence a Parasparam Abhyantaha. This is in Sanskrit and when translated means that inter-dependent and inter-connected we all live in some way or the other and we can never live anymore as separate islands. This is the dream of Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam. Enlightened Leadership is a small experiment in that direction. This is where I am saying in a modern adage of the 21st century that the whole Network of the people of the world can become their Net-Worth. Let us take a quantum leap towards that Quantum Consciousness. You and Me together means 'We'. We means the whole world. We means Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam. We are all interconnected with that common thread called Consciousness. CHAPTER 38 HELPLESS I Know I Survive on Medication This is my story. Best described perhaps as the moving & poignant, though highly inspirational story of an ultra-talented (ultra-blessed!) individual struggling with her inner voice! I am a great lover of Music, a great Musician myself; I write, understand, appreciate, live, dream, sleep & breathe Music! And I simply love the ‘Sound of Music’ (and Julie Andrews), the 5th Symphony and ‘My Fair Lady’! I do however have a great passion for dancing as well, particularly creative freestyle, but I take care to take Doctor’s Advice when flexing my limbs! I am not a very poor dancer either; unfortunately, terminal illness has eroded the power of my limbs… I simply love the “Symphony on Ice” but more often than not, my Femur betrays me when I need it the most… I know I survive on medication, though the World’s Doctors have been unkind to the extent of refusing to disclose the name of my disease! This is insane, all the world’s doctors are surely out of their heads, I think! All I know is that there is a disease called Depression, what with all those bitter drugs, those painful intravenous injections and worst of all, those terrible electric shocks! I often wonder what has happened to me when doctors tell me my dreaded disease has weakened my immunity to the extent of driving me to Behavioral issues! I understand complications have occurred! Though I am determined to survive! I also understand LIFE is a beautiful Word! And so is COURAGE! I know of HELEN KELLER! I know of MOZART & BEETHOVEN! If BEETHOVEN who was Hearing Impaired could compose Music, so can I, I think! If LOUIS BRAILLE who was visually handicapped could invent Braille, what is to stop me from dreaming of doing some good work? If NAPOLEON BONAPARTE could proclaim with confidence that IMPOSSIBLE IS A WORD FOUND IN THE DICTIONARY OF FOOLS, then wherein a Life to be wasted without a Purpose! (I AM STILL STRUGGLING WITH MY INNER VOICE!) I contemplate: “GOD (in humble faith) O Krishna, Thou Loving Shepherd Of the people, Buddha, Lord of infinite compassion, Jesus, Thou lover and Saviour of the soul, Ramakrishna, Thou face of the Divine Mother, and Vivekananda of the mighty heart, May Ye and all the nameless Masters Of the spirit, Receive and save this soul!” …Within the Limited Confines of this my Lifeless, Emaciated Limbs and a lowered capacity to breathe, I believe that life is given to us so that we may grow in love, and I believe that God is in me as the sun is in the color and fragrance of a flower- the light in my darkness, the voice in my silence..(I was just dreaming of Helen Keller!) …but then my ‘Med-Studs’ (the whole, new world’s most brilliant doctors) have always made me BELIEVE- that I HAVE ‘A BEAUTIFUL MIND’…(PROF. JOHN NASH may have just fallen off his Princeton Chair! I never did, despite all those Medical Cultures & Pathological Tests & Ventilatory Therapies! (What therapeutic Cultures!)… My Mind takes me to Cambridge, MA, Princeton, to Albert Einsteins (& Dreamy Ones!) &MATHEMATICIANS & Decipher(ing) Codes & “Intelligence Quotients”, the PENTAGON & finally OSLO…a prolific rioting of ideas, a story of immense courage in the face of adversity & ultimate triumph following a life of harrowing struggle, a triumph not through war, conflict & gore (& talk of pre-conflict & post-traumatic disorders & resolution & reconstruction and/or transformation!), but through the POWER OF THE HUMAN SPIRIT TO EVER make POSSIBLE the near – I’M POSSIBLE CONVERSION of lives & pasts of DARKNESS into PATHWAYS OF LIGHT - )nee BEACON LIGHT)… “THE WOODS ARE LOVELY, DARK AND DEEP, BUT I HAVE PROMISES TO KEEP, AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP…” MY TRIBULATIONS (STRUGGLING & SUFFERING) – THE PAIN of undergoing a powerful behavioral and physical struggle are unique in every aspect the extent of which cannot be ascertained. I have continued in the same spirit however. “You asked me Where to Begin… Am I so lost in myself…? BUT IF MY SPIRIT IS LOST… Somehow I’ll find My Way Home…” I believe day-to-day life is a bit like Easter! We experience disappointments, sorrow, and pain, but through our Savior we can find sweet relief and ‘resurrection.’ Our troubles won’t last forever. In those moments when we feel like we are dying, when we feel burdened and full of sorrow, we need to remember that the ‘best is yet to come.’ Just as Jesus’ death was not the end, only the beginning, so the problems of life that threaten to undo us can signal a new beginning, the turning of a new page. That’s Easter-the joy of starting again. CHAPTER 39 WHY CAN’T WE BE FRIENDS? Neuroscience, Philosophy, Psychology, Biology, Quantum Physics, Meditation and Altered States, Culture and Healing Alzheimer’s disease (AD) steals memory and ruins lives. Despite near-daily reports of promising new therapies, AD remains unchecked. Now a new study reveals the mechanism by which AD may cause memory loss, suggesting new therapies. AD brains have two types of lesions: beta-amyloid plaques outside neurons, and neurofibrillary tangles within them. The known AD genes implicate plaques, but AD symptoms correlate more closely with tangles, comprised of "tau" protein, normally adhered to microtubules. Excess beta-amyloid plaques induce tangles, disrupt microtubules, and cause memory loss, even with normal synaptic function. But how? In the March 23 issue of the journal PLoS One, scientists from Harvard, Boston University, The University of Alberta, The University of Arizona and The Chopra Foundation ascribe AD memory loss to disruption of microtubules by zinc imbalance. Previously, Harvard’s Dr. Rudolph Tanzi, senior author on the present study, showed with colleagues that plaques outside neurons sequester zinc, lowering levels inside neurons. Zinc stabilizes many protein complexes, including microtubules (MTs), polymers of tubulin. MTs regulate synapses, and play recently-revealed key roles in memory encoding in neurons. In the present study, Craddock et al 1) identify specific zinc-tubulin binding sites promoting side-to-side tubulin interactions, critical to MT polymer structure, 2) show via kinetic analysis how extra-neuronal zinc sequestration reduces intra-neuronal zinc available to tubulin, destabilizing MTs and leading to tangles. And, 3) they present metallomic imaging mass spectrometry (MIMS) of AD model mice revealing abnormal zinc distribution in critical brain regions. This view of AD suggests therapies based on stabilizing MTs by 1) normalizing intra-neuronal zinc levels by zinc ionophore drugs such as PBT2 (Prana Biotechnology), and 2) promoting MT self-assembly and stability by other drugs, as well as transcranial therapies, e.g. ultrasound at MT resonant frequencies in megahertz. Tanzi, senior author and Harvard’s leading Alzheimer’s expert said: “It looks like beta-amyloid plaques themselves aren’t destructive directly, but lead to lower zinc levels within neurons. This in turn disrupts microtubules and tau, causing tangles and memory loss. Protecting microtubules and their association with tau may be the best treatment approach in Alzheimers disease.” Citation: Craddock TJA, Tuszynski JA, Chopra D, Casey N, Goldstein LE, Hameroff SR, Tanzi RE (2012) The Zinc Dyshomeostasis Hypothesis of Alzheimer's Disease. PLoS ONE 7(3): e33552. doi:10.1371/journal.pone.0033552 http://www.plosone.org/article/info%3Adoi%2F10.1371%2Fjournal.pone.0 033552 Disclosure: Rudolph Tanzi is a consultant and shareholder in Prana Biotechnology, which is developing a zinc ionophore (PBT2) for the treatment of Alzheimer's disease. But why am I concerned? Not that it directly concerns me, but my medication seems to have erased my memories of the past! CHAPTER 40 EVERYBODY HURTS A Vision for A Happier Planet & A More Egalitarian Global Order All the world is full of suffering. It is also full of overcoming. - Helen Keller Martin Luther King, Jr. had famously remarked and I quote verbatim: QUOTE Human progress is neither automatic nor inevitable... Every step toward the goal of justice requires sacrifice, suffering, and struggle; the tireless exertions and passionate concern of dedicated individuals. UNQUOTE “I am writing to enthusiastically urge you to promote the Youth PROMISE Act today – a solid foundation for infrastructures of peace! H.R. 1318 the Youth PROMISE Act, introduced last week into Congress, will provide a groundswell of education and inspiration on the value of domestic peacebuilding. Both the U.S. Government and the American public will see a powerful demonstration of proven technologies that create a more peaceful culture, opening doors toward a brighter future for our youth and indeed for us all. YPA will empower effective solutions to youth incarceration, potentially including such innovative practices as peer mediation in schools, restorative justice practices, and communication skills-building. Passage would provide an unprecedented opportunity to prove the efficacy of peacebuilding work. Our public budgets, numerous communities plagued by violence and incarceration, and many families and young lives will all benefit from the passage of H.R. 1318. And YOU can help usher in this historic step forward for peacebuilding, by expressing your support to your Members of Congress >> With the current minimum cost of imprisonment at roughly $50,000 per inmate per year, the peacebuilding tools of prevention, intervention, education, and restorative practices will have an economic impact nearly impossible to ignore. From this solid foundational legislation, which has a significant likelihood of passing during this Congressional Session with our support, The Peace Alliance, our partners, and the USA will be primed to co-create the next levels of peacebuilding structures in both domestic and international contexts. Please show your support today!” In peace, Dan Kahn National Field Director, The Peace Alliance, DC, USA. Incidentally, this is a letter I received today from “The Peace Alliance.” I guess with most of the developing world being essentially patriarchal setups, we must FOCUS on the boy child as well without off course neglecting the girl child. This is where we all have gone wrong. The last couple of years has seen growing disappointment over the results of past development efforts in many countries. Nobody diverted more attention to the subject than Robert McNamara in several of his speeches, culminating in the well-known statement that, in the 40 developing countries for which data are available, the upper 20 per cent of the population receives 55 per cent of the national income, while the lowest 20 percent receives 5 per cent only. This gap between rich and poor has only widened over the years, and, in many cases, has led to worse conditions for the poorer segments of the population. The traditional socio-economic habitat of the rural population has often been destroyed without being replaced by a better alternative. The breakdown in the quality of life of the rural poor has led to a massive exodus to the cities, resulting in many cases, in a virtual breakdown of urban societies. It is noteworthy that the increasing have/ have-not chasm generated by past development are not restricted to the widening gap between rich and poor. The same growing dualism can be observed between regions within countries, and, on a world-wide scale, between industrial and developing countries. I seek to quote Elie Wiesel: “I swore never to be silent whenever and wherever human beings endure suffering and humiliation. We must always take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented.” I swear too, that I shall never remain silent in the face of oppression and humiliation, off course to the extent possible of me and within the boundaries of my own human limitations. My intense life at my young age remains my ultimate inspiration! CHAPTER 41 DAYDREAM BELIEVER The Perfect Emissary who believed but remained deprived of love “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” ― Bob Marley Sometimes, you would have never the person, and yet would know them. In sharp contrast, you might also wonder how you would have met the person, and yet wouldn’t know them… I was wishing (“You may say I’m a dreamer…”) to be the one woman risking her life trying to save the world… “I wanted to be the change I wished to see in the world, and so I decided to travel, despite the fact that I was at the time battling a powerful and oft debilitating emotional and physical struggle of sorts. At first, my parents were not happy with this decision of mine, because they knew that although travel can be exciting and sometimes even overly intoxicating, it can be quite daunting at first…” “But they eventually agreed, knowing fully well that it would speed up my catharsis, if not inundate my senses…” “My own young life had begun with an indomitable life struggle of sorts and I knew that the only way to come out of that miserable depression and bipolar disorder was to meet new people and come out of that shell or cocoon or whatever it might have been and that would entail some travel to new destinations.” “My dreams touched the skies…” “I started off in North America (more specifically Canada and Alaska) as they happened to be somewhat in proximity to my home country that is the United States. Wow! Both Canada and Alaska were beautiful…” “Country Roads, take me home…to the place, I belong.” “I was on a Rocky Mountain High and Jesse was whispering “Annie’s Song” in my ear when I was filled with nostalgia and I decided to return home…” “Then I decided I wanted to briefly interact with HIV+ patients on the Streets of Philadelphia (and Tom Hanks wouldn’t care a damn!) And I went visiting street children who were into drugs and alcohol (even hash, cocaine and Marijuana) on the streets of the ‘Big Apple’.” “Yeah!” “I was at heart an American and the rest of the world didn’t exist for me (‘New York! New York!’) until my father suggested (and my mind responded) and I went visiting Anchorage in Alaska (and I went on a cannibal-like spree with the Lapps and the Eskimos and then it was all over that I was not doing justice to my image as a ‘vegan’) winding it all up with Vancouver, Saskatchewan and the Appalachians and across the border to Mexico.” “Then came Latin America and I had to take Salsa classes back home from a trained instructor who spoke no English except for ‘Let’s dance to the tune of Lambada’ and who knew nothing beyond Shakira and Enrique, perhaps the only way we could communicate was by shaking and twisting and turning and sunbathing (both of us) to the tune of ‘Brazil’…He reminded me of Peter Andre (and I was just a ‘mysterious girl’) and I would often get turned on by the size of his ‘manliness’ He had long curly hair which I guess was dyed partially blonde) to attract the so-called ‘Veronicas’ and the ‘Betties’ which often arrived sunbathing on the beaches…” “Latin America was my first major exposure to stark naked poverty…the slums of Rio and Sao Paulo being a case in point. I could see for myself the inequality and the luxury, the poverty and the extravagance, the squalor, dirt and filth and the mansions, the nudity and Fashion TV, the lack of guidance and direction and often immense hardship that would compel the youth into vice and often corrupt activities and off course the supremacy of the Mafia in countries such as Brazil, Peru and Columbia. That was also my first exposure to the relative apathy and indifference of the government, in other words the elected representatives of the people…I had been advised not to cycle down the somewhat narrow alleys and by lanes of the ‘Favelas’ for fear of being mugged or in worse cases, sexually assaulted…” “I was soon to come back home to America but I knew not that I was destined for greater things which would entail my traveling further across mainland Europe, South (including the Indian sub-continent) and Southeast Asia as also Africa. This would entail a few near-death experiences, lustful romances as well as unique insights into the countries I was destined to travel through!” “This was to be for me an experience of countries, cultures, languages and off course fascinating (and often reversible) impressions of people in these destinations…” “I could never have imagined the far out strange and often wild imagery that would fill my grey cells as a child as I heard of places as exotic as Canton, China. I had never thought I would ever be in somewhere as remote as Canton, and now I was sitting at ‘Little Canton’ savoring the delights of some exotic Chinese cuisine with off course, ‘Chopsticks’…I could have recalled (though strangely) the lovely ‘American Chopsuey’ but now I was actually getting a taste of the original ‘Chinese Chopsuey’ with helpings of some crab, prawn, eggs, chicken and pork…There I was letting down my ‘Vegan’ (Broccoli and greens) image again! How atrocious of me!!!” “How atrocious even that I should give up beautiful San Francisco Bay and run after Guangzhou (modern day Canton)!” “They say destiny is powerful, and many people fail to accomplish their dreams. For me, it was something exotic that I should not only have been able to come out of my cocoon so as to say but also to fulfill my dreams of traveling around the world…something that no “Sacred Heart Convent” kid could ever have dreamt of in her wildest dreams…” “I have now also started maintaining a travel blog to enable others to imbibe the spirit and the grit that took me to come out of my shell following my intensely painful struggle and be of real consequence to an extremely ‘LONELY PLANET’…” Cheers! Here’s lauding the extraordinary efforts of the perfect emissary!!! A true advocate of justice, equality, liberty, fraternity and freedom! “Wake up!” My mother’s voice resounded through the hall. But I continued day dreaming… CHAPTER 42 BORN FREE A Brief History of Man ‘…We have all known individuals in very difficult circumstances perhaps with a terminal illness or a severe physical handicap who maintain magnificent emotional strength. How inspired we are by their integrity! Nothing has a greater, longer lasting impression upon another person than the awareness that some one has transcended suffering, has transcended circumstance, and is embodying and expressing a value that inspires and ennobles and lifts life…’ (Covey et al, Simon & Schuster, 1992) It’s all about…tremendous intrinsic worth… (Lives of) character, contribution, service, love, concern and appreciation…dedicating us to…! It’s about…magnificent attitude and communicated love and compassion and courage…yes, it takes courage! We’re coming to the real issues…humility and humiliation and human dignity… Look at GANDHI. During the time that his accusers were in the legislative chambers criticizing him for having refused to join them in their condemnation of the British Empire, Gandhi was out in the paddy fields slowly and steadily expanding his base among the laborers…thus being able to build up a swell of support in the countryside…Gandhi had no office or position to fall back upon, but he had ensured that that extra support was to go a long way in bringing England to its knees, most certainly an exemplary in compassion, courage, fasting and moral integrity… A BUNDLE OF CHEER I was not born with depression. I was rather a bundle of cheer in college. The best fresher (and subsequently best sophomore). Always singing (I had a degree in music), dancing (I was best dancer) and proficient in the arts. One could always see me smiling. And yes, I loved the rhythm and blues, hip-hop, fusion and world music. Though I never listened to trance, I would often go into one just listening to music! My favorites, regardless of genre were Enya, Sir Richard Clayderman, Celine Dion, Sir Elton John, Pink Floyd and Madonna. I would often be found sitting alone inside the school cathedral, and praying to Jesus to give me strength in times of difficulty. I had truly mastered the art of prayer, and when the time came, I found that the only one by my side was Jesus. (Truly, the only one always by your side is Jesus) They were always there by my side. My parents. They gave me so much love that one could never dream of. They brought me presents every time they went on a holiday. I was the ‘darling’ of the family. But things have changed ever since… Things have changed. By the time I was 18, I had been put in a hostel. And hostel life was fun. I was not aware that something more challenging was coming up. At the age of 21, I graduated with a major in Psychology and a minor in Philosophy. Life in undergrad had been fun, but I was supposed to give it all up for an internship with CYSD, a corporate NGO in Bhubaneswar, the capital of Orissa state of India. From the moment I arrived, I sensed there was something spooky. Ramesh, one of the canteen staff seemed to be a big lech. He was always staring at the girls, and this made them slightly uneasy. By then, I had found two very good friends in Kate, who was from New Zealand and Judith, from the Netherlands. SHARING A CABIN, AND GOODIES! Kate and Judith were my best pals. We were always together. I shared my cabin with Kate. We would massage each other for hours. We would frolic for hours. The local Indian staff members were also very good. Although I was Indian (actually from Jharkhand state), I could not speak the local language, Oriya. This was often the subject of discussion amongst colleagues, but no one chided me or said anything. They were all very nice people! Between ourselves, Kate, Judith and I had a colleague from Dacca, Bangladesh. His name was Mohammad Kashif. Kashif was a travel-writer who was traveling through the Indian subcontinent at that point of time. His main objective was to study patterns of behavior in primitive South Asian peoples, beginning with some of the tribes of Orissa. His research was expected to result in a report. Under Kashif’s guidance, I could learn the A-B-C of writing. Soon I was traveling to the local slums and recording my experiences. I would often keep a diary. This was something out of the ordinary. Like I had never experienced before. The extraordinary experiences of ordinary people. The rickshaw puller, the ‘paanwallah’ (betel nut vendor), the washer man (dhobi) and the domestic servant all lived under the same roof. There were also perhaps child laborers, and construction workers. The people we would call the poor. People for whom there was no place in the malls of new India, emerging India. One thing I was sure of, that the people of Orissa lived in abject poverty. With Kashif’s help, I was also able to discover a ‘different’ India, the likes of Kalahandi, Bolangir and Koraput, where children died of hunger the way they kill ticks. Very soon, I canceled my party-appointment to take a trip to Koraput. Kate was with me. On the way, however, as the overnight bus touched deep jungle, Kate was molested by a middle-aged village man who had boarded the bus seeing the girls. No one said or did anything. The ordeal was now to begin… A CRIME THRILLER I was now all by myself. Kate Catherine Fairfax was visiting her mother Beverly Fairfax who happened to be in town from London. She was a Reader at the Department of South Asian Studies at the University of Reading. Judith Tennyson was in Gopalpur-on-sea holidaying with her boyfriend, Edwin who had come down from Utrecht in the Netherlands. I had meanwhile been teaching Ramesh and his canteen co-staff Baldeo. I was teaching them English and numericals. Every evening, I used to sit down with them at the end of canteen hours, then take my dinner and then retire. Tonight, it was different… Usually, I took her food in the canteen. But this evening there was something fishy. Both Ramesh and Baldeo insisted that Nilanjana Madam should take her food upstairs. Innocent as I was, I, Ms Nilanjana Sanyal did not realize that something serious was coming up. WHEN JESUS TOOK OVER It was a dark night and raining heavily. I got up and closed the windows. By now, I was alone in my room, not asleep and yet unaware of the impending danger. There was a knock on the door. It was Baldeo, and there was a plate of food in his hands. Much as he insisted on me taking the food, I refused wondering if they were trying to drug me. Finally, turned down Baldeo went away. But what was to come could have been the subject of any Stephen King crime thriller. It was 12:00 a.m. I was fast asleep. Suddenly, I woke up to see a shadow in the verandah surrounding the intern residence. Soon, there was a man inside the room. He was only in his underpants. It did not take her long to make out that it was Ramesh! What was he doing there? I (realized then that) I was not alone. Jesus was with me. I folded my hands in prayer for a moment, and then raising my voice and threatening dire consequences for this employee (telling him that I would inform the management) I just about managed to throw him out of the room! (Contemplating doing this to the lady who had been taking the pains to teach them grammar and numericals, it was a shame, wasn’t it?) HOSPITALIZED The Centre’s CEO, Mr. Jagadananda Mohanty, had arranged for a vehicle to take me back to my hometown. I was indirectly blamed for the incident. No one said or did anything. Kate, my friend gave me a hug for perhaps the last time. Then the car sped away… We arrived in my hometown around dusk. I was in a delirium. The events of the past few days had affected my thinking. My parents were visibly upset. And this was quite natural. I had been such a darling, and now they had to cope with this. It seemed their entire life had turned upside down. Next morning, they drove me to the hospital. The doctors were unanimous. It was something to do with a serotonin imbalance in my brain. They gave me a sedative. I was now a patient. A patient forever. Perhaps that was what was written on my forehead. HISTORY & GEOGRAPHY I, Nilanjana Sanyal, alias Luna was born in the Steel City of Jamshedpur on the 24th June, 1974. My father worked with the steel enterprise, TATA STEEL and my mother was a homemaker. When a little girl of two, I (or rather my grandmother) had been told by a soothsayer that the girl would grow up into something extraordinary. All this, whatever was happening, was extraordinary, wasn’t it? At the age of five, little Luna’s parents sent her to a Convent, where she grew up whacking tiffins and praying at the chapel. She was to later join the school choir. Completing high school from a Convent, the girl then went to a Jesuit institution to pursue secondary education. Finally, she was sent to a boarding under grad institution in Delhi, where she majored in Psychology. LIFE IS AN EXPERIENCE Life is sometimes an experience. Always an experience. Sometimes good and sometimes bad. The truth is the good hardly ever happens. The bad always does. A THOROUGH MAVERICK “Time for dinner, honey!” “I don’t feel like dinner, Mama!” “But why, sweetie?” “Because I just don’t feel like it!” “Sweetie, Mr. and Mrs. Chatterjee are expected too, and I want you to meet Arnab.” “He’s a nice, decent boy!” There was a flurry of statements from my mother. “There you go again, Mama!” “Boys don’t interest me at all!!!” “Now just leave me alone for a while, would you, Mama?” “Mama, I find so much of a resemblance between the discrimination Andrew Beckett faced as a victim of HIV and the social stigma I have faced – in school, in the community, among family members and now in the workplace!” I retorted angrily. “Circumstances are different if you are fortunate enough to be born in the US (anywhere in the West, I mean) but things are terrible here in India so far so as the disabled are concerned.” I continued, in the same tone. “Being a woman and being mental health disabled is being twice disabled, it is terrible here, all that medication, the psychotropic drugs, the ECTs, the blood tests, no social security and previously, Lithium…!” “O Jesus, when will my ordeal end?” To my parents, I looked desperate and disturbed. “There are times in life, my child…when one is forced to go through difficulties, but that was just a phase, and yet you will in all probability have to continue with medication for the rest of your life…These will keep you stable and prevent your moods from fluctuating.” “Mama, if only there was a way?” “There is no answer in traditional western medicine, just have a positive bent of mind, my dear child…this was meant to be your ultimate destiny!” “Philadelphia dealt with an incurable condition, AIDS…to which modern medical science is trying to find an answer.” “That was only a film, and histrionics are not meant to destabilize a person further…” My mother looked visibly upset. “Mama, Mother Teresa once famously remarked that “in today’s world, there are cures for virtually every disease, every condition….but for loneliness, there is no cure…” “Mother Teresa, Sister Agnes…Mission…that’s all I hear from you all the time!” “Don’t tell me you’re planning to be celibate and renounce the world?” “Something like that, mother.” “Luna, I had thought Arnab and you would have made a perfect couple, but I see that you have other plans…am I right, my child?” “I was born for greatness and to work to serve humanity!” “Is that something wrong, mother?” “No, by itself it is not, but you see you are not in the best of health…” “Jesus takes care of everything, mother…” I was quick to complete my mother’s incomplete sentence. “Would you please come downstairs…I have something I MUST say to you about our daughter’s leanings…” (Traditionally, Indian women do not refer to their spouses by name) And my parents Sarbani and Milon Kumar Sanyal (I was born of Bengali parentage into an Indian family – both my parents were devout Hindus) spent the entire evening by the hearth, strongly contemplating their next move to change my mind…for what they both considered was good for me… But I was determined to lead life on my own terms… I could recall the words of Joseph Addison: “When I look upon the tombs of the great, every emotion of envy dies in me; when I read the epitaphs of the beautiful, every inordinate desire goes out; when I meet with the grief of parents upon a tombstone, my heart melts with compassion…when I see kings lying by those who deposed them…or the holy men that divided the world with their contests and disputes, I reflect with sorrow and astonishment on the little competitions, factions, and debates of mankind…I consider that great Day when we shall all of us be Contemporaries, and make our appearance together…” ‘But how do you love when you don’t love?’ In the great literature of all progressive societies, love is a verb…trust Hollywood! Love is something you do: the sacrifices you make, the giving of self, like a mother bringing a newborn into the world. If you want to study love, study those who sacrifice for others, even for PEOPLE WHO OFFEND OR DO NOT LOVE IN RETURN… We Must LOVE & DEDICATE & RE-DEDICATE OURSELVES…to…well, I understand I am writing for elite, enlightened readership! “We are dedicated to ending humiliating practices and breaking cycles of humiliation throughout the world. We believe that through this, space is opened for mutual respect and esteem to take root and grow. We believe that a mindset of connection and a spirit of shared humility is necessary and not a mindset of humiliation. Great deposits in the ‘Emotional Bank Account’ come in these sincere words: “I was wrong… That was unkind of me… I showed you no respect… I gave you no dignity, and I’m deeply sorry…” Previously intractable conflicts may thus become amenable to dignified resolution. After all: “WE ARE ALL GOD’S CHILDREN… (ARE WE NOT)?” It was only today that I was thinking about this, and I deemed it fit, at the very outset, that I should, share a Statement made by the ‘Greatest Man to have Ever Walked the Length of This Planet’: Gandhi: “If we are to reach real peace in this world, and if we are to carry on a real war against war, we shall have to begin with children. And if they will grow up in their natural innocence, we won’t have to struggle, we won’t have to pass fruitless, idle resolutions, but we shall go from love to love and peace to peace, until at last all the corners of the world are covered with that peace and love for which, consciously or unconsciously, the whole world is hungering.” Actually, how humane are we? Glaring inequalities in society exist. Those wallowing in luxury and privileges beware. Unrestrained open displays of wealth and privileges and indifference to the poor might one day arouse such rage as to cause a bloody revolution as happened in France. We still have a long way to go to call ourselves civilized or humane or compassionate or sufficiently tolerant. It’s a world of stark injustices. Righteous indignation often focuses on violence, sin and pornography, rather than on macro-ethical issues like poverty, inequality, race, war and injustice. By the same token, the FAVELAS IN RIO, those festering piles of people separated by bits of cardboard and corrugated iron are not very important. At any rate, the poor are lazy and stupid, aren’t they? The middle classes have a choice-to identify with the rich and influential, or with the poor, who have very few choices (Paulo Freire). The income-gap is meanwhile not ‘trickling down’ to the poor, whose numbers are going up. THE EARTH WAS GIVEN TO ALL, NOT JUST TO THE RICH. (There is enough food to go around-for every man’s need, but not every man’s greed. It is not God’s will that a quarter us lives in luxury while the rest struggle to survive). NATIONAL AND INTERNATIONAL SYSTEMS REVOLVE AROUND GREED AND POWER: “the international imperialism of money” (Pope Paul VI). It’s all about a flawed distribution system. Former US President Richard Nixon once said in a moment of candor: “The main purpose of American aid is not to help other nations, but to help ourselves.” SELLING POWDERED MILK TO THE POOR (WHO OFTEN CANNOT READ THE DIRECTIONS) makes money, so why not, never mind the babies dying? GROWING COFFEE IN THE THIRD WORLD, WHERE PEOPLE ARE DESPERATE FOR FOOD, is often a political gimmick. The rich can definitely afford coffee, while the poor in the Favelas of Sao Paulo cannot afford food. So why wouldn’t I as a plantation owner grow coffee for the rich, let’s just leave alone black beans to fill the poor man’s belly? Multinational corporations exist to make money for their stockholders, a job they are doing very well. Dom Helder Camara has been saying for years that IF RICH NATIONS PAID FAIR PRICES TO DEVELOPING COUNTRIES for their natural resources there would no longer be any need for aid and relief projects. POVERTY CREATES JOBS-like development professionals, line & staff ministries, social welfare workers, the police and corrective services, so keep them where they are. The poor have their own particular cultural, ethnic and political distinctives that ought to be respected. First World Models may often not suit developing countries. ALBERT EINSTEIN once famously remarked: “The problems of the world cannot be solved with mechanisms, but only by changing the hearts and minds of man and speaking courageously.” But one must remember that THERE’S NO POINT IN BEARING A CROSS IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN RESURRECTION… And that is precisely what our white Western European free-thinking nations are doing… Yes, the US of A, my Right-Honorable! The World’s Richest Nation, A Nation of Limousines & Ghettos, (Of “LIBERTY, EQUALITY & FRATERNITY”)… Of Rhythm & ‘Blues’ (and Prozac to drive them away for an estimated several million of them!), SOME SOUL-SEARCHING (over NUCLEAR REACTORS, ENRICHED URANIUM & THE WORLD’S OIL RESERVES!), ‘SOUL MUSIC’… Of U’S OF THE POOR and 50-Cents, Of Taylors & Fortenskys & Jackson (villas) & Pedophilic slaps! (Of Spielberg & Lucas & AIR FORCE ONE! & Jesus 2000 & Chicago & ErinEffluent-Sewage Treatment-Million Dollar Lawsuit Brocovich!) Of Hot Dogs, Pizza, Pepsi Coke! Broccoli & Spaghetti, Of (Las) Vegas Casino CultureAND DONALD TRUMP PLAZAS Of Hugh Hefners SEX AND THE CITY SLEAZE AND CYBER-PORNOGRAPHY AND PARIS HILTONS – THE OBSESSION WITH CELEBRITY LIVES (What about the Miltons!) IN ALL THEIR ‘ANEROXIC’ FINERY (IES)! AND, MEDICAL INVESTIGATIONS & FALSE ALLEGATIONS & ER!) Of Mt. SINAI, JOHN HOPKINS & (What They Don’t Teach You At) HARVARD MEDICAL SCHOOL, CAMBRIDGE, MA! Of ‘Video-Camera Societies’; national ID cards, global positioning satellites (GPS); The ‘VeriChip’ (unveiled by Florida-based Applied Digital SolutionsADS in Dec 2001): microchips implanted under the skin…the latest sci-fi (and lifesavers for Alzheimer’s patients & godsends for emergency room medical personnel & peace of mind through enhanced personal security) …and civil liberties advocates who worry that the device will someday come under the control of Big Brother… Of Bureaucrats, high-handed (WHITE HOUSE) Administrations & THIRD WORLD (as if one never existed!) HIV+, DEBT, POVERTY, (& Sheer Desperation) & EMPTY WAR RHETORIC…Straight out of WASHINGTON’s suave ‘Closets’!Of Columbia’s EARTH INSTITUTE & Presidential Advisors & Prof. Jeffery SACHS, Of MARK MALLOCH BROWNS & MAURICE STRONGS! (Of GLOBAL CLIMATE CHANGE! & OKLAHOMA/NEVADA FOREST FIRES!) Of SMITHSONIANS & BROOKINGS & ROCKEFELLERS METING OUT STRATEGIC LOCATIONS! (Laugh!) Of (“Salivating Canines”!), ‘Unconditioned’ NORTH-SOUTH DIALOGUE(S) & ‘Conditioned’ North-South/ North-North-South/ South-South BILATERAL/MULTILATERAL (Or, Whatever!) DEVELOPMENT CO-OPERATION ((Oh! Such Beautiful, Deft Co-operation (Facilitation))!! Of Food on the Tables & CHILD MALNUTRITION & HUNGER in DARFUR… Of RICH, EXOTIC SEDAN(S) & POOR, ENDURING SUDAN(S)Of Utter Disrespect of other People’s FAITHS & BELIEFSOf 9/11’s & the ‘GLOBAL WAR ON TERROR’ (Or, ‘Whatever’, that ‘Implies’ to “Most” Westerners); It seems they have no other work to do… ((O! I forget, that the WEST is An Enlightened People(s))A Chase of WMD’s: WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, O! These people are worse than BIOLOGICAL WEAPONS (WARFARE)! I think we ought to send Elaborate, Confidential Letters to them! (Laugh!) (& the NOBEL PEACE PRIZE goes to the IAEA, VIENNA, AUSTRIA, and MY HEART! Where the “Hills Are Alive with the Sound of Music”, said who, the Lovely & Elegant Julie Andrews)... Of Oil Reserves (Actually, Why do I, WE ALL, keep harping on that one?)A Nation, Pardon Me for Saying this, But with Policies & Designs on Every Other Nation on EarthAll this, all another storyThat I might wish to reserve for laterFORGET IT! I was not born on the 4th of JULYSo, America…is certainly NOT worth my Attention now… [So, What is All This Current Global (or, Lack of it) Disagreement About?] THE WORLD ECONOMIC FORUM (DAVOS) ACTUALLY, NOT EVEN THE “WORLD ECONOMIC FORUM”, DAVOS IN REFRIGERATED! SWITZERLAND CAN PROVIDE PERMANENT ‘SOLUTIONS’ TO SUCH HOT! CONTEMPORARY DEBATES!! (ESPECIALLY, WITH CORPORATE ISSUES BEING BROUGHT ‘CENTRESTAGE’, & OUR GLOBALIZATION ‘GURUS’ RELEGATING OTHER ‘APPARENTLY LESS CONSEQUENTIAL’ FARMER’S AND THE “DEVELOPING WORLD’S POOR’S ISSUES TO THE BACKGROUND?) And, they All have THEIR ISSUES! From PENSACOLA to WASHINGTON D.C. to NY, from TORONTO to VANCOUVER, from BELFAST and DUBLIN to LIVERPOOL and LONDON, from PRAGUE and BUCHAREST and MADRID to BERLIN and MILAN and from CAIRNS and CANTERBURY to SYDNEY, MELBOURNE & CANBERRA! Calling Ourselves AFRO-AMERICANS & HISPANIC-CARIBBEANS & AUSSIEBRITS! “AND THOUGH WE MIGHT BE DIFFERENTIALLY (nee WHITE; BLACK & BROWN) SKINNED…MATTERS NOT THE DIVERSITY: OF RACE; COLOR OF SKIN; NATURE OF DISADVANTAGE OR GENDER…” It’s about giving NAMES TO “OUR”ISSUES AND FIGHTING FOR THEM (whether these very issues make sense or not!) – We’re all doing it! And, how much compassion there is in one’s gaze (I mean, the Developed World) OR ought be that INNOCENT FARMERS BE DRIVEN TO SUICIDE (Everything INXS, I’m talking of INDIA, my Beloved, my Bread, my Corn, if not my Norm) and that INNOCENT CHILDREN should be sent to GOD (LORD JESUS, OUR SAVIOUR) by the kind grace of MALNUTRITION…? “FOR BY GRACE ARE YE SAVED THROUGH FAITH; & THAT NOT OF YOURSELVES: IT IS THE GIFT OF GOD! – Not of works, lest any man should boast!” (Eph.2:8, 9) Copyright Aug.1984 by Family Services, Zurich, Switzerland. There are many paradoxes to the present crisis: – Firstly, the world economic situation was never considered a crisis as long as phenomena such as high rate of unemployment, poor resources, high incidence of POVERTY, etc. were confined to the developing countries even though they accounted for 2/3 rd of the world population. The situation became a crisis as soon as the same phenomena started engulfing the developed countries those have near total command over the reins of the world economic system; – Secondly, surprisingly, the problems which the South presents to the North – such as POVERTY, resource constraints etc. are being experienced by the North itself. It is to be noted that developed countries are not so much concerned about the South which are restructuring the world trading system, as they are for themselves; – Again, paradoxically, at a time when the South was trying to realize better and fairer returns to the producers of primary products, it was being punished by significant falls in commodity prices; – Fourthly, countries claiming to be intellectually rigorous are “disastrously” adopting restrictionist policies to meet their internal crisis. Further, those countries professing liberalism and a free environment for production and trade have themselves adopted highly protectionist policies… Even as way back as 1977, many thoughtful men had pleaded before the Joint Economic Committee of the U.S. Congress, that the government need not take drastic measures in response to the trade deficits of 1976, 1977. Professor Cohen argued: ‘… I do not view the present U.S. trade deficit with alarm, nor do I feel that radical revision of current U.S. economic policies is warranted… The present trade deficit signifies neither a serious deterioration of our competitiveness in international markets nor a significant loss of a capacity of world economic leadership, although the fact of a deficit remains… ‘ It is clear that the main question is, how should the South pursue its objectives, particularly, the combating of POVERTY and fusion of internal PEACE and security with development? The “Poor” South has long lived under the illusion that the North is extremely generous in its attitude… Partial delinking with the North and more effective “South – South” cooperation is necessary. More attention should be diverted towards bodies such as OPEC, ASEAN, SAARC, NAM and the Colombo Plan. A separate Third World secretariat located at a Third World country (particularly, one ranked low on the Human Development Index), holding of independent Third World summit meetings and encouragement of preferential arrangement for intra-south flows of goods, manpower resources, etc, are the needs of the hour. A center for science and technology for developing countries, a “Bank” (particularly, Micro-Credit) for developing countries, a “Research and Information System”, a “Solidarity fund” for economic and social development, are now just for remaining on “Official machinery papers”. Concrete action programs should back them. We can also have a “Consortium” or “Group” of debtors… There is need for a new strategy for development. It is high time developing countries built up more efficiency in agriculture, agro-based industries and optimum land utilization. W.W. Rostow in his suave analyses of the world economy has also argued for a shift in “thinking” from “lame” industrialization to agriculture. Finally, the world economic crisis should be viewed in its wider perspectives through less of debates and more of concerted action following “dialogues” between the North and the South. The critical role for official development assistance: (Developing countries) (Source: BIS Review): Developing countries have to be managed well to achieve internal stability and implement development policies. Aid is a very critical resource in that it helps countries improve their policies by providing technology, training people and strengthening institution building. The question is, how much has actually been accomplished in terms of aid? Much of the world has changed. We can now communicate across the globe instantaneously. Countries are now more interdependent. Firms are producing globally and bankers moving money quickly from one part of the world to another. The capacity to develop has been improved by advances in science and technology. Yet, POVERTY is far from being solved, and gaps between the world’s rich and the world’s poor have widened. And, there are now serious problems not earlier perceived, like the depletion of the ozone layer and Earth warming, or the “Greenhouse effect”. The aid community now knows that problems are more complex and more diverse, and human and institutional factors are now more important to change, as never before. Extraordinary progress has now been made, life expectancy at birth has gone up, and now there are medicines and cures for virtually every ailment… Aid is only one influence in a complicated process, which involves factors such as open trade policies, trends in commodity prices, the weather and accumulated debt… Yet, aid is still not unimportant apart from the uses outlined above; it also communicates ideas and encourages initiative. It helps build much needed infrastructure and finances goods needed for production. Aid is important in disaster management, and has a humanitarian role to play. It is important as to how funds will be used and what will be achieved. It is heartening to note that countries are moving forward through bold policy reforms and more commitment. In a number of low-income countries, especially in Asia, additional aid could translate into accelerated growth, creation of jobs, rural infrastructure, and investment in human resources. A former World Bank Vice-President for Asia described two Asias: First, the high growth, industrializing economies, and second, an Asia with massive problems of development and containing more than half of the world’s poor, but which have been able to avoid payments crisis through prudent management. What are some of the key areas where aid can play an important role in the years ahead? Our ozone layer is depleting, we now (as never before) need to find solutions to Earth warming, air and water pollution, loss of soil, deforestation, and desertification. Some environmental issues can be mitigated by direct investment, while others require a change in values and life styles or simply development. Every year, large numbers of people enter developing country job markets, where there is a need for power, water, communications, transport, and ports, and improved financial institutions. Aid can help in these, as well as in facilitating foreign private investment. In only a few decades, a majority of people in the developing world will live in cities; therefore, more aid agencies are focusing on urban issues these days. POVERTY forces millions of CHILDREN under five to die every year. Aid can complement political commitment and management of developing countries in providing low cost inoculations and oral rehydration and education for CHILDREN (in developing countries). World population is increasing rapidly every year. If, country by country, societies could speed up the “Demographic transition” i.e. reach the years of lower population growth sooner, this would reduce death rates, make higher quality and universal primary education and training more feasible and make sustainable development more manageable. Aid has a critical role to play. At least another five billion people are expected to be added to the total world population over the 21st century; leading in turn to greater demand for food. For most developing countries, overall economic growth will be led by high – technology agriculture. There is now an increasing need to give priority to agriculture. Aid has to assume a new role. No development program can be successfully implemented without political commitment, good policies, and improved management in developing countries. In addition to sound macroeconomic policies, sector and sub-sector plans need to be thought through. There arises a need for much better aid management. Donors need to respond to areas of need. Common vision of needs and high-quality national planning and management have to be combined. Global problems need to be solved locally, country by country. In this complex world, there is no right level for official development assistance. Yet, there is no doubt that faster growth could be made in the world if donors could increase their aid levels significantly. And aid (which provides important resources) has to assume a new role, the role of a “Catalyst” in development… – As new demands of human security arise, a new and more positive relationship between North and South – a new era of “Development co-operation” becomes the need of the hour. Developing countries argue that most of their economic problems arise from an inequitable international order. But, now they have come to recognize that “no amount of external assistance can ever substitute for the fundamental reforms needed in their domestic economies. ‘… A Sequel to what lies ahead….’ “Let us be clear as to what is our ultimate aim. It is not just the negation of war, but the creation of a world of security and freedom, of a world which is governed by justice and the moral law. We desire to assert the preeminence of right over might and the general good against selfish and sectional aims.” - Clement Attlee, British PM, in 1946 … There are the prosperous nations such as those of Western Europe and North America, and the poorer developing countries that cannot afford to provide adequate food, water, health care, and education for their people… - Vastly improved communications and the growth of international trade have made the world “a smaller place” with nations increasingly dependent upon each other. And yet, today, we are becoming increasingly envious of one another, and prepared to take up arms. Conflict within countries is now more rampant than ever before… There is much human suffering and people are on the brink of starvation in many countries of the Third World… and then there are war casualties and severe shortages of food and other essentials like fuel, housing, work, clothing and education… disease is rife… and then, there are the world’s “Refugees” (remember Sarajevo?). CHILDREN are suffering from hunger, disease and illiteracy. Clean water has to be provided, schools have to be repaired and CHILDREN have to be taken care of. Relief has to be brought to CHILDREN caught up in civil strife, epidemics of disease or natural disasters. We have witnessed a gross violation of human rights across the globe… The fact that the nearest antenatal care clinic for pregnant mothers in rural areas is often miles away… is so disheartening… And that development projects often displace thousands of people… POVERTY is the worst disease known to mankind. “POVERTY” does not mean merely not having enough money to buy everything the developing countries want. It means not having enough to provide people with essentials such as sufficient food, shelter, health care, work and education. In the cities, people have to “fight for survival” in any way they can. Survival was beyond the victims of the drought in the Sahel region of Africa hit by decades of crop failure. Millions suffer from extreme malnutrition. One of the ways of measuring POVERTY is to look at “Life” in different countries (for example, life expectancy). We can also count the number of babies who die in the first year of life (in Afghanistan, one out of five babies does not survive until its first birthday). As for food, an intake of about 2300 calories a day is regarded by nutrition experts as the average daily nutritional requirement for most people (in Bangladesh, the average calorie intake is less than two-thirds of what is needed for good health). Another indicator of POVERTY is the availability of clean water. Germs carried in impure water spread many fatal diseases (e.g. cholera and dysentery). According to estimates, over a quarter of the world’s population cannot obtain safe water for their everyday needs. In health care, also, there is a huge difference between developed and developing countries. In many poor countries, shortage of energy supplies holds back economic progress. There is a need to explore new energy technologies, for example, power using geothermal heat from deep inside the Earth’s crust. “Development” goes beyond providing seeds and equipment. It also involves developing a country’s farming skills and much-needed knowledge and expertise (on training) which will finally guide a developing country to food-sufficiency. For some developing countries, it will be difficult for farming to bring prosperity. Nepal, which is one of the world’s poorest countries, is dependent almost entirely on farming. However, only about one-fifth of its land is suitable for farming. Most of Nepal’s population lives in the hills, where the terrain is sloping, and the soil is of poor quality and the climate unpredictable and often violent. Countries like Nepal are the most challenging to development planners. Very often, floods and landslides can ruin work by carrying away irrigation channels, together with the growing crops. Also, forests get depleted, loosening soil for agriculture. Yet, “Hill farmers” have no other source of fuel for cooking and heating. The size of the “Gap” between rich and poor countries is mammoth. This calls for enormous investment. “…. It is not true that there is insufficient food to go round...”, so said John Ferguson, in “Not Them But Us”, … “The grain produced, if properly distributed, would give every human being ample protein and more than 3000 calories a day. But a third of the grain produced is fed to animals. There are terrifying anomalies. In 1971 during acute drought the countries of the Sahel actually exported 15 million kilos of vegetables, mainly to Europe. In 1974, after the floods in Bangladesh, people could not afford the rice which was actually available.” And, then, there is the darker side of development. A great deal of aid is in the form of loans that the countries must pay back with interest. This burden of “Debt” adds to the problems of the poorest countries. “If the governments cannot agree to feed the world, they cannot agree about anything”, said Boyd Orr. The Sahel is a strip of land along the southern edge of the Sahara desert in Africa. Drought and overgrazing of the sparse vegetation in the past led to expansion of the desert, resulting in starvation and death for herdsmen, their families and their animals. Ethiopia and Somalia were the worst sufferers. The crisis worsened with civil war and a rapidly growing population… resulting in one of the greatest human disasters in history. In 1985 and 1986, humanitarian aid poured in from all directions, but over one million people perished of starvation. This vicious attack stunned audiences all over the world. As for Uganda, even in normal times, Ugandans eat, on an average, much less food than they need, which leaves them disease-prone, and in cases of crop failure, to famine. I feel sorry for the poor. We go on… The “Green Revolution” aimed at improving the productivity of farmers in the developing countries and enabling them feed themselves. Between 1950 and 1985 the total land area of the world made fertile by irrigation doubled. New strains of cereal seeds were introduced; along with the use of artificial fertilizers and pesticides. World cereal production went up. Countries like China and India greatly benefited. And yet, poor (small) farmers using hand tools, failed to afford the new seeds or the fertilizers, and the small size of their farms made it difficult to employ agricultural machinery. The revolution definitely led to better crops and less hunger. But it produced adverse social and economic effects. In recent years, more emphasis is being placed on agricultural development projects targeted at small farmers. “Development aid” is a very complex issue. The money is not always well spent. Some of it goes on government palaces and such luxuries as artificial sport(s) turfs and conference halls. The money does not always reach the target groups, but percolates down into the pockets of politicians and officials, or is used to pay the defense forces. The “Gap” remains… World War III? By the mid-50s, many renowned world figures – like the British philosopher and mathematician Bertrand Russell and the American scientist Linus Pauling – doubted whether the world would survive to the year 2000 without blowing itself to pieces. There has been no world war during the life of the United Nations. Since 1945, no nation has dropped a nuclear bomb on another nation. There has been no nuclear war. Space, which could have been a kind of storehouse for nuclear weapons, has been kept free of arms. (How long will this continue???) The message is love; we all live in the same world and must learn to share it-or perish. We have survived, and yet there are many more miles to go… “BORN FREE…”FROM HUMAN BEINGS (US ORDINARY MORTALS) TO A LOVELY LITTLE TIGER CUB…TO A BIRD (THAT FLIES FROM THE LAKE TO THE TREE!)…TO A SHY ORCHID…TO A MAMMOTH REDWOOD GIANT…RICH AND POOR/AS ALSO EVERY OTHER ANOMALY IN LIFE’S EQUATION… WE ARE ALL GOD’S CHILDREN…RIGHT? WE ARE SIMPLY ALL ‘BORN FREE’… (THAT’S WHAT WE ARE)... (IT IS JUST THAT LIFE HAS BEEN HARSH ON SOME OF US, AND LESS HARSH ON THE REST…) (AND, THE REAL ANTAGONISM, MY DEAR FRIENDS, ALL THESE WARS/ETHNIC CONFLICT/GORE/MALNOURISHMENT/ABUSE ARISES WHEN WE ACTUALLY STOP BEING ABLE TO RELATE TO THE VERY ETHOS OF THE WORD ‘FREEDOM’, STOP RESPECTING WHAT THE CREATOR HAD IN MIND FOR US, AND START PRACTISING OUR VERY OWN ‘WHIMS’ AND ‘FANCIES’, WHEN ‘MATERIAL’ TAKES OVER THE ‘SPIRITUAL’/ETHEREAL , CAUSING UNTOLD HARM AND MISERY NOT JUST TO OURSELVES, BUT OUR COMMON ‘FELLOWSHIP’ AS WELL…) FORGET IT, WHO CARES, THIS IS, AFTER ALL, ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE STORIES…UNHEARD…UNLISTENED…UNAPPRECIATED... MAYBE ITS ALL ABOUT A ‘MAVERICK’, A COMPLETE ‘NON-CONFORMIST’, UNFETTERED, UNLEASHED…SORRY! UNAPPRECIATED… MAYBE, WITHOUT BLAMING MY FRIENDS…I SHOULD JUST TALK ABOUT ‘FREEDOM’…AS I HAVE PERCEIVED IT… WITHIN THIS TINY TOT AGE OF 30+…GOSH! I ONLY WISH YOU WOULD APPRECIATE MY SELFTESTIMONIAL… “SHOOT…THEY SAID….THIS COULD BE YOUR ONLY OPPORTUNITY…WHAT…DOES ‘FREEDOM’ MEAN TO YOU, LITTLE GIRL…NOT YET A WOMAN… (VERY BRITNEY SPEARS! ALL I NEED IS TIME…A MOMENT THAT IS MINE…!) AND, I ADD…TO EXPLAIN MYSELF…! HERE I COME, TAKE ME…OR, LEAVE ME…I HAVE VERY RESTRICTED ‘CHOICE’ ANYWAY… OKAY, PLEASE ENABLE ME CONCENTRATE…THIS IS TAKING ME OCEANS OF COURAGE…COZ’ CONFESSING THE TRUTH CAN BE ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU MIGHT EVER THINK…SO! HOW…AND FROM WHERE…DO I BEGIN…PERIOD…WELL! IT IS ALL ABOUT AN ABNORMALLY HIGH LEVEL OF PROLACTIN IN THE BLOOD…ACTUALLY… ACTUALLY… “People (nee Society) have almost always asked me what my Real Perspective on LIFE is…WHAT ‘FREEDOM’ MEANS TO ME, AND I BELIEVE THAT AS A STRONGLY PRINCIPLED PERSON (PLEASE, MAY I, AND I AM ASKING YOU, DEAREST SOCIETY, MY RESPECTED ELDERS AND BELOVED FRIENDS, CAN WE USE THAT WORD FOR ME?), I SHOULD BE HONEST WITH YOU TO THE POINT OF ACTUALLY LEARNING TO RELATE TO THIS BEAUTIFUL WORD CALLED ‘FREEDOM’/ OR, JUST ‘LIFE’… BECAUSE WE ARE ALL GOD’S CHILDREN…WE ARE ALL ‘BORN FREE’… (THERE WAS THIS VERY BEAUTIFUL MOVIE ABOUT A HUMAN BEING AND A TIGER CUB!) Who Are We to Decide? The Constitution, Law, the Police? The Courts? It’s like saying that : because you’re Rich, you would escape the Law even if you were, say, All Foreign Liquor, Women (nee Men) and Vice, but not Viceversa, say, something like you’re Poor, so, you would be inevitably Punished if you were caught indulging, in say, Illicit Liquor, Hooch/Haria (WELL, WHEN YOU REALLY CANNOT PUT SUFFICIENT ON THE TABLE, WHAT WOULD YOU, OR, FOR THAT MATTER, ANYBODY ELSE IN YOUR POSITION…DO, FOR CHRIST’S SAKE…AND I’D MUCH RATHER STAY AWAY FROM RELIGION…THE PAPACY, THE ABORTION, THE CONTRACEPTION, THE GENDER-GAP, ALL THOSE SCANDALS…BEING THROWN OUT OF HOSPITAL IN LABOR WHEN SHE COULDN’T WRITE HER HUSBAND’S LAST NAME…)… I ONLY WISH THAT AS A NATION WITH A NAME TO RECKON WITH, WE WERE MORE TOLERANT…AND DEMOCRATIC…OR, UNDERSTANDING (GLOBAL/NATIONAL (WITH A ‘RATIONALE’…REGIONAL, AND YES, LOCAL!)…AND, OFFCOURSE, TRULY EDUCATED (NOT, DEGREES, WE GET SOME FAKE ONES IN THE MARKET, TOO!), BUT, LIKE, ENLIGHTENED… MAYBE, THE WEST, MAYBE, PROGRESS, MAYBE, JUST SOME CAREFUL, INDEPTH…INDEPENDENT THINKING...JUST ‘FREE (DOM) THINKING’… WE’RE COMING TO MY CONSCIENCE, MY HEART, JUST ISSUES! In fact, “FREEDOM”, “PROGRESS” AND “LIBERATION” are just terms We often Confuse…thanks to some very Restricted Outlook…FREEDOM is really not about short dresses, OR beauty pageants OR the make of car and the Proud Ownership of either/each/all, it is about “SPACE” (nee Privacy), about “CHOICE”, it is about “MUTUALLY RESPECT(ING)” THOSE IN YOUR IMMEDIATE ENVIRONMENT AS ALSO DISTANT, as they say, “TO EACH HIS/HER OWN”…ONE SHOULD ALWAYS BE “FREE” TO “CHOOSE”…FROM PROFESSION/CAREER…TO PARTNER… “FREEDOM”…should also be…the “POWER” of “DECISION-MAKING”. But “FREEDOM”/POWER/PELF should never be misused…not for all the Wealth in the World (including King Midas!) would/ought I do something like that…we all make mistakes, but mistakes should be forgiven (if not forgotten!) and I may have gone wrong somewhere, somehow…Well, in Buddhism, We call them our ‘KARMA’… “…I remember the time I first learnt of these terms (during a brief visit to a Government Department when in college in Delhi, India), I was a bit curious, considering the immense importance I was attaching to them (the terms). I was wondering whether these terms had something (in fact, anything!) to do with Global Instability, about which I had nurtured strong feelings ever since I was in school. I was pleased to know that THEY DID INDEED, LOOKING AT THEM MY WAY. A visiting Counselor had advised us to follow a “VOCATION OF THE HEART”, or, in other words, choose a Profession that would be based on what one heard from one’s conscience. It would be conceptually, as it was said, “work with feeling”…. With time, there were questions (related to Contemporary issues, largely War/Conflict in Developing Economies) that were to start haunting me, more so as I happened to be a Developing country National. Some of these would have been like the following: How best could reduced World military spending be channeled into Social Development? Why would innocent children, such “innocent flowers” be forced into Conflict? Could Law intervene to bring about Progressive Social Change? Would Social Change be an effect or a cause???? And, why would people commit “Crimes against Humanity”, as during War and/or Ethnic Conflict? The issues that haunted the then “young mind” were endless. I was in a state of utter confusion. It was following my undergraduate studies that I started looking at these issues from the grass root level(s). The Question was: How could one alleviate them? I started working for these “hapless” people. I started moving about with them. I started breathing the very air that they breathed. I started assimilating their problems as if these were mine. I could feel the change in me. The person, who wore the shoe, knew exactly where it pinched! I started feeling (emotions) for them. I started hoping for them. I STARTED GETTING, WELL, INVOLVED WITH SMALL HUMAN RIGHTS, PEACE AND SOCIAL DEVELOPMENT ISSUES AND INITIATIVES. However, I would still be hoping… But hopes would not be castles in the air. These would need to be developed on a logical foundation so that they could be transformed into reality. They would need nurturing and caring…. SAY, FOR INSTANCE, higher education …could open up the door(s) to the mind. They could be a gateway for understanding the cause effect relationship… they could give an insight for questioning our basic norms, our accepted principles, at the same time, laying the foundation for an approach towards challenging age old social traditions/taboos/concepts and/or idiosyncrasies … I could then, for instance, study fresh Political, Philosophical, Social and Scientific Perspectives PRIMARILY ON THE “PARENT ISSUE”, WHICH I LATER LEARNT, WAS CALLED “PEACE AND CONFLICT/HUMAN RIGHTS/JUSTICE”; their causes, as indeed control of gross violations; how to practice such work in intergovernmental and International organizations as well as in current issues and controversies, with a much-anticipated Exposure to the Global Human Rights and Stability Situation. Another Closely-related area would be CONFLICT RESOLUTION. Its nature would make it not just an object of study, but a matter of policy, intervention and practice as well. We would be motivated to think about and do something about these very issues. It was only now (much to my satisfaction), that I could gather more specialized knowledge in the Field, particularly, one that each of us hoped to choose for our respective objectives. There would, presumably, be Scope for Exposure to key International Debates over a “Culture of Peace”(something I could associate, only now, given my somewhat increased ‘Peace Vocabulary’, with an Agency like UNESCO) and “Peaceful Transformation”(with scope for analyses of concepts such as Gender, race and Class in a larger perspective of ‘Peace’). Moreover, some of us, coming from nations of the World (and, as in my case, India), where those like GANDHI, have walked across the Land, would really have much to gain, from, as I noticed, a Study/PRACTICE of the Concept of ‘Non-Violence’… In fact, I am myself preoccupied with and strongly wishing to work to unearth the Causes underlying the Absence of Peace, beginning on the firm Conviction that there would be hardly any, if at all, Instability, if “We” were to Guarantee a Better (in terms of Food, Drinking Water, Medical Care, Education, and yes, much-needed Love and Affection!) World to our Children, our Future…In other words, were “We” to Concentrate on the Marginalized and Poverty-stricken, I guess there wouldn’t be much Need for Conflict and Post-conflict Reconstruction… Because I have been “DISTURBED” by what I have seen, namely, images of undernourished, thin or lean, wasted and emaciated CHILDREN in places as diverse as sub-Saharan Africa, and, of course, South Asia, including my home country, India, OFFCOURSE, WITHIN THE BOUNDARIES OF MY (OWN) HUMAN LIMITATIONS! I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN “SOLIDARITY BETWEEN NATIONS”, AND I HAVE NO DOUBT, WHATSOEVER, THAT WITH MUCH-CHERISHED SUPPORT, I COULD BE WHAT I WANTED TO BE SOME DAY! I would like to make certain general comments about Conflict(s)/Human Rights, as I would see them. A study of them would involve the world we lived in, and why it were the way it actually were. Facts as quoted after studies would be mind-boggling: "Ten million more people will stay poor…due to the events of September 11th". The goal of the new Millennium should be the “Development Goal” of 'eliminating' World Conflict. When we read the papers, watched TV or listened to the news, we would be bombarded with images of the poor, of wealth, fame and power, and, obscene Conflict. These would be issues that needed to be looked at not only by Human rights and/or Peace/Conflict practitioners but US OURSELVES as well. This would be the greatest challenge for the coming generation…. This would be the question for which we would need an answer for the new world that is emerging, like Work with refugees, for instance… These would be my thoughts and comments. I do realize that there are certain issues that merit immediate attention, and these would include Poverty, ecological damage, War and Conflict, Gender inequality, and that, the fact that these issues existed, made for the immense importance of this discipline(s) (of “Conflict”/Human Rights) to contemporary society… I GUESS WE WOULD THEN, TOGETHER, BE ABLE TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE ATTAINMENT OF PEACE AND HARMONY AND THE COMPLETE REALIZATION OF THE DREAMS OF THOSE WHO FORMULATED THE “UNIVERSAL DECLARATION OF HUMAN RIGHTS”. THEY SAY, “TINY DROPS OF WATER MAKE UP THE OCEAN”. I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THE “RIPPLE EFFECT”. LET EACH ONE OF US CONTRIBUTE HIS/HER BIT! ONLY THEN CAN WE MAKE THE WORLD A MORE PEACEFUL PLACE TO LIVE IN…!!! BORN FOR FREEDOM, LIBERTY, EQUALITY & FRATERNITY, I FINALLY REALIZE THAT’S WHAT WE ARE IN THE FIRST PLACE… (Dreaming!) “Those who are equal before God shall now be equal in the polling booths, in the classrooms, in the factories, and in hotels, restaurants, movie theaters, and other places that provide services to the public…” (President Johnson, after signing the Civil Rights Act, July 2, 1964) “…FREE AT LAST, FREE AT LAST, THANK GOD ALMIGHTY I’M FREE AT LAST…” (From R.J. OWEN: “Free At Last” & Flip Schulke: Martin Luther King, Jr) In Dec 1955, an African-American woman named Rosa Parks was arrested in Montgomery [the capital of the southern state of Alabama] an incident that led to the famous Montgomery bus boycott…The leader of this movement was Martin Luther King Jr., who was to wage a tenacious struggle against discrimination through an unwavering commitment to NON-VIOLENCE…The Civil Rights Movement had spread to every nook & corner of the United States…Shortly thereafter, the US government passed the Civil Rights Act of 1957, which promised to facilitate equal voting rights for Afro-Americans… “…Attitudes changed as they saw Negroes being watered down with fire hoses…innocent children being bombed in Churches, there was a reaction to this type of thing…” (William Nix, Morehouse College) “…One of Eleanor’s (Roosevelt) closest friends was the great Education and Civil Rights leader, Mary McLeod Bethune…White Racists called her (Eleanor) a “Nigger-Lover”…In May 1936, she organized a garden party in the grounds of the White House for the mainly Black inmates of a training school for delinquent girls where disease was rife and conditions miserable…She was said to have entertained “a Bunch of Nigger whores at the White House”…When she uncovered similarly dreadful conditions at an old people’s home for Black people…she said: “We should be ashamed. I was sickened. If that is the way we care for people who are not able to care for themselves, we are at pretty low ebb of civilization…” (David Winner) Fifteen years had passed since the end of World War II, yet humanity’s hopes for peace still remained in vain. The East and West had become mired in a Cold War with no end in sight. At the same time, there was a dramatic escalation in the nuclear arms race among the major nations of the two Blocs, led, respectively, by the Soviet Union and the United States…Conflict in Africa involved struggles for independence against colonial rule erupting in each area, while racial and ethnic strife flared in various parts of the globe… Everywhere people were quailing under the threat of nuclear holocaust, continuing to live in fear amid civil strife or suffering from discrimination, cruelty, poverty and disease. Yet, all surely cherished the hope of witnessing a dawn of peace and happiness! Happiness is life’s goal. Peace is what people of the world desire. The course of human history must move towards peace and happiness. The race should search for a firm guiding principle that will lead in this direction… Great symbols of kindness lived at different times… Alexander the Great born in 356 B.C. in Macedonia, pupil to Aristotle, acceded to the throne in 336 B.C. at the age of 20, and two years later went to war with Persia in the east…After defeating the Persians in a preliminary engagement; Alexander liberated Egypt, which had been under Persian rule…In the final phase of his long expedition, Alexander crossed the River Indus, entering the unknown land of India. At this point, he turned back why? Because he never gave in to petty ambitions or the lust for power, but rode on at the head of his great expedition. All because he wanted to realize a dream – the dream of linking East and West and uniting all humanity…! While in Egypt, he had a revelation that all humankind was one. Henceforth, he was to make that ideal his life’s goal! Though he used military force to make his conquests, he never looked down on the Eastern peoples, treated them well, and although none of Alexander’s soldiers could understand his grand ideal of uniting the world, he made positive efforts leading to the emergence of a cross-pollinated culture in Gandhara in northern India in later centuries! Beethoven was differently-abled, and impaired of the senses, and yet “each musical composition has a unique rhythm. Beethoven’s works reflect his inner rhythm, which transcends the barriers of nationality, language, culture and religion and affects all who hear it. ..” “…Josei Toda often said a common understanding would be quickly achieved if the original teachers of the major religions – Nichiren Daishonin, Shakyamuni and Jesus Christ – could all get together in one room and hold a conference…” These leaders of the world religions lived at different times and in different historical circumstances, but all fought for the happiness of mankind amid persecution and fierce opposition…these revolutionaries have been there with us for as long as mankind has existed or will continue to exist…for as long as deep-rooted tensions exist between nations… Following the deep-rooted tensions of the Cold War, the year 1960 opened with hopes of a thaw in East-West relations. The leaders of both nations had begun to understand the dangers inherent in a cold war where both sides were engaged in heated competition to develop and stockpile nuclear weapons. At the UN General Assembly, Soviet Premier Nikita Khrushchev outlined a plan towards peaceful coexistence wherein each nation of the world would do away with its armaments in four years, and President Dwight Eisenhower also pledged that henceforth not military force but peaceful dialogue would be employed to settle international problems…a tremendous landmark in the history of man! Or, Woman! She (Helen Keller) will live on…the woman who showed the world there are no boundaries to courage and faith…Her eyes were taken away, but she remembered Milton’s Paradise; her ears but Beethoven came and wiped away her tears; her tongue but she had talked with God when she was young who would not let them take away her soul possessing which she still possessed the whole… Kemal Mustafa Ataturk (1881-1938), ‘Father of the Turks’ and the first president of the republic, was born in what is today the Greek city of Salonika…When the Ottoman Empire allied itself with the other Central Powers in World War I, defeat seemed almost certain. The people were fatigued from the long succession of wars that had confronted them. But Ataturk would not give up! Executing brilliant diplomacy, he negotiated the Allies’ territorial demands and thereby achieved PEACE! After becoming president, Kemal Ataturk set himself to giving women the right to vote and initiated numerous other progressive measures…To implement a new Romanized Turkish alphabet, he traveled around the country, personally teaching it to people. He would set up a blackboard in the village square and demonstrate the new alphabet! (‘I can write my name…’!) This excitement spread throughout the land, until all of Turkey was transformed for a time into a giant classroom, leading the British historian Arnold J. Toynbee to comment thus (‘The World and the West’): “In the 1920s [Kemal] put through in Turkey what was perhaps as revolutionary a programme as has ever been carried out in any country deliberately and systematically in so short a span of time. It was as if, in our Western world, the Renaissance, the Reformation, the secularist scientific mental revolution at the end of the 17th century, the French Revolution, and the Industrial Revolution had all been telescoped into a single lifetime and had been made compulsory by law…” It was time for Louis Braille’s genius to be recognized…He built a large, firm stairway for millions of sense-crippled human beings to climb…On the highways it was common to find groups of sightless people…These people were regarded as incomplete beings, ignorant and simple…Homeless blind people of all ages roamed the streets of most large towns, and even welleducated men and women seemed to find it amusing to watch them groping their way and bumping into buildings. They would throw things at them or trip them up, and then burst into laughter…At the Fair at St. Ovid, in 1771, Valentine Hauy saw blind people clowning to the shouts and jeers of the audience. The sight of human beings so degraded and so helpless before the cruel laughter of others shocked him profoundly. It set his feet on the path which led to the foundation of the world’s first school for the blind (visually handicapped) where Francois Lesueur was Hauy’s first pupil… Socrates’ disciple Plato was 28 at the time of Socrates’ trial. The pupil spent a greater part of his youth alongside his teacher. His beloved teacher’s execution was a tremendous shock to Plato, but he wiped away his tears of rage and powerfully resolved to devote his life to letting the world know that his teacher had been right, and to making his nation just and principled, as had been his mentor’s dearest wish…For about 50 years, until his death at 80, Plato composed enormously…He also founded the Academy, devoting himself to educating youth and nurturing talent. The theme to which Plato dedicated his life was the basic problem of HOW TO ACHIEVE A JUST WORLD…! …And a Just World would consist of Nations… With sincere effort, nations of the world could accomplish all it could ever want: alternatives to Violence; Peaceful Conflict Resolution and post-Conflict Reconstruction; and alternatives to war; build up pre-disaster warning systems; renewable energy; and achieve the application of a positive Scientific Temper to the common problems of Man – poverty, hunger, disease, bloodshed & civil strife that take away so many people each year…! …and Life is Precious; all of Life…! Ask a heart patient who carries KR coronary stent in his artery and a physically challenged child who has just been fitted with the lightweight Floor Reaction Orthosis (FRO) calipers and who find their life difficulties eased somewhat! Both of these surely come as spin-offs from missile technologies! Nations of the World will not be nations of cities! But networks of peaceful, prosperous communities empowered by telemedicine, tele-education and e-commerce! By biotechnology, biosciences and agricultural and industrial sciences and renewable energy! We will try and minimize the rural-urban divide and once and for all, the problems of urbanization, so prevalent in the modern era! But every change comes at a price! “…A man is said to pass through different stages in his lifetime…Dr Wayne W. Dyer, in his book ‘Manifest Your Destiny’, makes an interesting categorization of them as athlete stage, warrior stage, statesperson stage and spirit stage… Nations too make a similar transition although the stages do not follow in sequence necessarily; they can be coexistent, with one aspect dominant… A Rocket man works with stages. Each stage is jettisoned after taking the rocket further along its intended trajectory…As space research intensifies and we orbit, we learn control, guidance, propulsion and aerodynamics, besides the ability to design various rocket systems…but technology can and ought be denied through the instruments of The MCTR (THE MISSILE TECHNOLOGY CONTROL REGIME) and the “NPT” (THE NUCLEAR NONPROLIFERATION TREATY)… At this moment, an “ICBM” (Intercontinental Ballistic Missile) has been fired! As Nations of the world become Underdeveloped, Developing & Developed respectively, each one will probably experience a Period & Process of Transition…Sometimes, these transitions can be painful, History is Witness to several such painful Transitions, in which an entire Species of peoples had to undergo the ‘Horrors’ of War- killing, loot, plunder, mayhem and being forced into Refugee Camps…The French Revolution of 1789 is a case in point! Every nation has struggled to achieve the goals of Humanity! Generations have given their best to make life better for their offspring! There is absolutely nothing mysterious or hidden about this, no alternative to effort…And yet we fail to follow the Right Path! More than the problems outside-globalization, recession, inflation, insurgency, and instability and so on- we ought to be concerned about the inertia that has gripped an entire species of peoples, the human race, and the mindset of defeat! But War is Never! The Answer! What are in fact the forces which lead to the rise or fall of nations? For a people and nations in general to rise to the highest, they must have a common memory of great heroes and exploits, of great adventures and triumphs in the past. Britain rose to great heights for men like Lord Nelson, the Duke of Wellington and Churchill. Japan rose out of the ashes of Hiroshima and Nagasaki to become a major economic superpower! All nations which have risen to greatness have been characterized by a sense of mission. In the course of three decades, Germany was twice all but destroyed. And yet, its people changed its destiny. From the trenches and incinerators of the Great War, it has emerged as an economically powerful and politically assertive nation! War is suffering! Immense Pain! Ask the Victims of War Crimes, Genocide (the mass graves) & Crimes against Humanity! …Ask the Victims of Vietnam…all those trenches & Sirens, all the gore…the Survivors of Hiroshima & Nagasaki as Akio Morita built a new Japan out of the Ashes, ask them how the intense Radiation must have felt on their charred bodies, some are yet to recover from the aftereffects of the trauma; ask the survivors-of the Rwandan Massacre; ask the Jews about those loathsome concentration camps; ask Anne Frank how she survived…ask the survivors of Slobodan Milosevic’s exploits; Idi Amin’s Uganda; ask how a contingent of innocent athletes were gunned down in 1972 in Munich… Ask the prisoners of war in Afghanistan, the ghosts of Abu Ghraib; the detainees at Guantanamo; ask the survivors of landmine attacks in Cambodia… And listen to the voices of the victims of that one most suffering region of the 21st Century – DARFUR…! Ask also the child soldiers of Angola as they get CONSCRIPTED! Without peace, there can be no progress! I often wonder why the human race, the best of all of God’s creations, has been so deeply divided by violence! I see myself in a desert with miles of sand all around! The moon is only partially visible but the stars shine bright! I can recall the ‘Battle of Kalinga’ which claimed the lives of at least 300,000 people with an equal number being wounded. Victory had been obtained at heavy cost…And Emperor Asoka looked down at the horror he had created, a horror of bloodshed and more gore…At that moment that was to go down in the annals of history, Ahimsa Dharma was born…The remorseful King embraced God’s command to propagate love for human beings through this doctrine! The Mahatma thus spoke: ‘Friends, the divine message we are hearing is the message of creation. Since we all belong to Planet Earth, we may give a message to mankind, how people of different races, religions and languages can live peacefully and prosperously together…” Asoka said, ‘Friends, there is one thing I have realized, there is no victory in causing suffering. Triumph is a peaceful kingdom…’ The great Albert Einstein once famously remarked, ‘You know, in the West we have built a large, beautiful ship. It has all the comforts in it, but one thing is missing: it has no compass and does not know where to go. Men like Tagore and Gandhi and their spiritual forebears found the compass. Why can this compass not be put in the human ship so that both can realize their purpose?’ Abe Lincoln once remarked: ‘…Perhaps there is so much conflict between peoples and nations because in our pursuit of prosperity and power we have lost sight of ethical values. We must ask ourselves, what is the role of human consciousness? Does it have a part in political thinking, scientific thinking and theological thinking? Is spirituality acceptable in the business of life? Sage Ashtavakra had once propounded that the business of life ought to be peace and prosperity, and not exploitation and conflict… The history of the world shows the forces of good struggling hard to make life better for mankind while we human beings show a terrible capacity for destruction…Thus we have Gandhi on the one hand, striving relentlessly towards Non-Violence, while on the other hand, millions die in the Second World War and Pearl Harbor and the atomic bombing of entire cities. Several thousand perish in Bosnia-Herzegovina…a war rages in the Gaza Strip between Israel & Palestine… And on 11 September 2001, the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City fall and innocent lives are lost…In India, in the Bhopal gas tragedy, 30,000 people die as the result of the carelessness of a multinational company, and Chernobyl and the daily Violence in the Kashmir Valley… Where are we going? Are we doomed to destroy ourselves? No, we have to find an everlasting solution… In the modern era, there are few such examples, of those who embody the qualities that come from realizing the nature of the mind…’Atmabodha’…We are too much preoccupied with ostentatious displays of wealth and personal freedom! Why War is Not the Answer to Despots "The ultimate weakness of violence is that it is a descending spiral, begetting the very thing it seeks to destroy. Instead of diminishing evil, it multiplies it. Through violence you may murder the liar, but you cannot murder the lie, nor establish the truth. Through violence you murder the hater, but you do not murder hate. In fact, violence merely increases hate.... Returning violence for violence multiples violence, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. “ Make no mistake: every regime that tortures does so in the name of salvation, some superior goal, some promise of paradise. Call it communism, call it the free market, call it the free world, call it the national interest, call it fascism, call it the leader, call it civilisation, call it the service of God, call it the need for information; call it what you will, the cost of paradise, the promise of some sort of paradise… will always be hell for at least one person somewhere, sometime. Ariel Dorfman, Chilean writer, May 2004(73) I CAN RECALL HUBERT HUMPHREY "There is no such thing as an acceptable level of unemployment, because hunger is not acceptable, poverty is not acceptable, poor health is not acceptable, and a ruined life is not acceptable…In the minds and hearts of the American people, there is a great hunger for peace based on a universal recognition of the values of freedom and human dignity." WE ARE OFTEN FORCED TO ASK OURSELVES: WHAT HAPPENS WHEN RIGHTS AND DIGNITY ARE VIOLATED? What are the long-term effects? What is, for example, the long-term effect on people who are born, live and die as refugees, in refugee camps? What are the inter-generational effects? How are second and third generation refugees affected? This is surely living a degraded existence! ((Source: Research conducted in conjunction with United Nations University, HumiliationStudies.org)) The “World Conference on Bioethics” (Gijón, Spain, 2002) also explored some of these issues… A JUST, PROSPEROUS AND DEMILITARIZED GLOBAL ORDER FANTASY WORLD: POOR PARENTS DON’T NOTICE ELITIST CARS. BUT POOR CHILDREN DO. INNOCENT FRUSTRATIONS, SOCIAL FERMENT & THE PEACE DIVIDEND: REPARATIONS FOR A NEW ORDER Can we build a global order based on justice? Perhaps we can one that will be less hegemonic than the international relations of the Cold War We don’t have a choice, if we wish to minimize large-scale violence and maximize social and economic well-being. The Cold War was concentrated on concepts of geopolitics, military strategy and ethnocentric ideology, causing much pollution, overpopulation, poverty, and proliferation. Now with the demise of the Soviet Union (the loss of some ideology) and the end of the Cold War, mankind hoped that things would change for the better. 9/11 changed the scenario completely. Washington overreacted to this terrorist attack in the name of the war on terror and in the guise of preemption, proving once again that the world is still in a process of transition, characterized by instability, fluidity and uncertainty without adhering to a morally accepted international code of conduct. Human beings have forsaken their morals. The results of man’s obscene patterns of material consumption have been disastrous, reading out like an inventory-from poverty, underdevelopment, and insecurity, ethnic conflict, forced occupation, wars and threats of war, terrorism, the list is endless. Power has been exercised and power has been abused, with two major contemporary manifestations: one economic with a generic trend called ‘economic globalization’, the other political and coercive, more pronounced post 9/11, something I would call ‘coercive globalization’. By placing unnecessary value on mega trends such as power, success, glamour, superiority and fame, by worshipping power, whether economic or military and as both as an end and a means, man has sinned. That wealth is the only road to happiness, that extravagance ensures success, that comfort ensures security, that opulence will guarantee dignity, and that greed is ultimate fulfillment for oneself, the nation and will eventually lead to global order and security are all false preemptive notions that man carries in his mind. The truth is that only Jesus forgives opulence. And man is paying the price. (The attacks in Kuta, Bali in October 2002 exemplify how man has already started paying the price) It is to be noted that in exercising power, both economic and political especially as by the dominant powers and particularly by the US, man has forsaken the chief element that is responsibility with the inevitable result that while human conditions in certain parts of the world have been improved by economic globalization, in certain others, there is now a mammoth gap between the ‘haves’ and the ‘have-nots’, forced dislocation, cultural alienation, political instability, and the emergence of a selfish and irresponsible economic and political elite, who remain disconnected from local and national needs, and their common humanity. Only a sense of JUSTICE is what binds power and responsibility together. What we need is a fundamental shift from the Cold War international relations to global ethical knowledge. By this, hopefully, we may be able to minimize large-scale violence, maximize social and economic wellbeing, realize our fundamental human rights and conditions of economic and political justice, and achieve ecological stability. The poor parent would very often not notice the elitist Jaguar parked outside the slum, but the poor child who lives in a fantasy world of stars would. The rich beware, ostentatious displays of wealth will only add to the frustrations of the innocent child and indeed more social ferment and discontent. The world goes on for these children (and the children of poor parents will often continue to grow up into cooks, farmers and chauffeurs) And globalization goes on…there is no sense of right and wrong. Directly and indirectly, it is affecting the sovereignty of states by transcending conventional political boundaries-- changing and even reducing the roles of governments. Even more importantly, it is affecting human beings and the relations among us. The global market place treats human beings as objects and, most often, as obstacles and will result, if unchecked, in more poverty, more hunger, more civil strife and armed conflicts and the denial of the right to food for millions (Spitz, 1996, emphasis added). These risks are real. They can and must be checked. A NEW GLOBAL ORDER A BRAVE NEW WORLD Lets listen to what just a few of the World’s many non-religious experts have to say, some of the HIGHEST-RANKING members of this planet’s managerial class, who have the weight of scientific data & statistics to back them up: DR. GEORGE WALD, NOBEL PRIZE-WINNING SCIENTIST, HARVARD UNIVERSITY, SAID, “I THINK HUMAN LIFE IS NOW THREATENED AS NEVER BEFORE IN THE HISTORY OF THIS PLANET! Not just by one peril, but by many perils that are all working together & coming to a head at the same time. And that time lies very close to the year 2,000. I am one of those scientists who find it hard to see how the human race is to bring itself much past the year 2,000.” (Well, we’ve survived past 2000! Now, this should be a time for us to introspect!) “WE ARE ABROAD A TRAIN WHICH IS GATHERING SPEED, RACING DOWN A TRACK in which there is an unknown number of switches leading to unknown destinations…Most of society is in the caboose—looking backward!”—Scientist member of the prestigious “Club Of Rome” socioeconomic group. KURT WALDHEIM, while Secretary General of the U.N., said, “I do not wish to seem overdramatic, but I can only conclude from the information that is available to me as Secretary General that the members of the United Nations have perhaps 10 years left in which to subordinate their ancient quarrels & launch a global partnership to curb the arms race, to improve the human environment, & to supply the required momentum to World development efforts. The alternative is a situation beyond our capacity to control!” BUT MOST PEOPLE NEVER SEEM TO SENSE IMPENDING DOOM OR THINGS THAT ARE ABOUT TO HAPPEN UNTIL IT’S TOO LATE.—Most people just go on business as usual, no matter what is happening!...& KNEW NOT UNTIL THE FLOOD CAME & SWEPT THEM ALL AWAY, -- Most people today are just going on with business as usual! (Just thinking of Malthus & Hitler & Marx) Who are these people anyway? No wonder they FLY BUSINESS CLASS (NOT AT ALL CONCERNED ABOUT THE ECONOMY!) Welcome ON BOARD (THOSE HIGH-RANKED, RESOURCEFUL DIGNITARIES! FLYING!!) To Human Dignity and Humiliation Studies PLEASE FASTEN YOUR SEAT (OF POWER) BELTS! WE ARE READY TO TAKE OFF (TO STOCKHOLM)!! (TO COPENHAGEN)!! (TO TROMSO)!! WE WILL FINALLY TOUCH DOWN AT (NOBEL) MEDICINE/LITERATURE/ECONOMICS/WHATEVER! “PEACE”! OSLO!!! Dream… …Continue Dreaming, CHILDREN of the World, YOUTH of the World… It’s Your Moment… It’s Your Day… It’s Your Life… Of which YOU are the Chief Executive Officer… These are your Seconds & Minutes & Hours… These are your Days & Months & Years… It’s YOUR LIFE, Lead it the Way YOU Wanna do (Oh! I love America!)…You are BORN FREE, so, Breathe Free & Live Free & Stay free…AS FREE AS THE WIND BLOWS, AS FREE AS THE GRASS GROWS… If YOU HAVE A DREAM, WORK TOWARDS IT & LIVE IT EACH DAY OF YOUR LIFE…and you will find yourself moving steadfastly towards your goal… That’s Me, the ANGRY YOUNG WOMAN for YOU! BUT I HAVE A HEART… AND I CAN FEEL… (UNLIKE A FEW OF OUR LEADERS & THINKERS)… AND SOMETIMES SOME LITTLE THINGS…ACTUALLY TOUCH MY HEART… (like out-of-place Community Health systems; Schools & Drinking Water) Think about all those that were affected by 9/11, the BALI & the LONDON BOMBINGS, & the TSUNAMI…Gosh! It takes all of the above to ever… STRIKE A CHORD OF COMPASSION IN THE MINDS & HEARTS OF MEN… To STIR THEM OUT OF COMPLACENCY, one would say… How deplorable, how pathetic…! HUMANITY IS NOW A CONCEPT OF THE PAST…it would seem!) (Dreaming: Gunter Grass was a Man of Great Humanity; he always spoke for the masses…) Well, the fact that he was German…takes my mind to Germany… And I can feel… The Hanover & the Frankfurt & the Hamburg & the Cologne & the Karlsruhe & the Mittenwald & the Munich (from 1972 ethnic gunning down to the Oktober Fest!) & (the Nuremberg! Those trials, those Concentration Camps & the Gestapo) & the Düsseldorf & the Leipzig & the Stuttgart & the Berlin in ME YES, I LOVE GERMANY & GERMAN… (Dreaming!) I make it a point to travel by the Deutsche Bahn (German Railways) rather than by Air as and when I’m visiting the Bundestag… (Dr. ANGELA MERKEL would surely invite me over!) (Dreaming…And then Dr. Merkel would be called upon to co-man, sorry! Co-woman (pilot) the United Nations perhaps along with a Southern Third World ‘New Kid on the Block’!) -Who professes? ‘I Was Born Free…I Breathe Free… So let me Live Free…I feel Free…’ I do not have any, not much for WORLD SOCIETY, at least I do not profess to, and it’s my LIFESTYLE & THINKING that has always landed me in troubled Waters! It seems I shall have to “Sacrifice My Essence, My Ideals, My Very being” at the Altar of World Society, Whatever that means to most People! So, this is what WORLD SOCIETY is all about? It’s about PROFESSED IDEAL LIVING, with fairness, integrity, honesty and human dignity- principles that give us the security to adapt to change, and the wisdom and power to take advantage of the opportunities that change creates…(Anonymous) The ‘Anonymous possibilist’ is talking about enhancing the human resource… I guess that despite contemporary responsibilities and demands of time, travel, work and families, one can try and square inner thought (‘One Thinking Man is worth more than a 1,000 none’) and outward behavior, resulting in private as well as public integrity…and consequentially, managing to break cycles of humiliation. As William George Jordan says: “Into the hands of every individual is given a marvelous power for good or evil- the silent, unconscious, unseen influence of his life. This is simply the constant radiation of what man really is, not what he pretends to be.” “Humanity is indeed a family… I hope that people all over the world…. will realize they share similar experiences. Then they might think, THIS IS OUR WORLD, WE BETTER TAKE CARE OF IT.” - Ken Heyman “We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if mankind is to survive.” Albert Einstein “The development of a kind heart (a feeling of closeness for all human beings)... is for anyone who considers himself or herself, above all, a member of the human family and who sees things from this larger and longer perspective”. The Dalai Lama, from “A Human Approach to World PEACE” ‘The rights of disabled people need to be better incorporated into our poverty reduction work and the achievement of the Millennium Development Goals’ Gareth Thomas, Parliamentary Under Secretary of State, DFID (DFID Spotlight 29 September 2004) Disability is recognised by DFID as one of several factors, such as gender, age and caste, which interact to impoverish people and keep them poor. “EVERYONE EXPECTS TO GO FURTHER THAN HIS FATHER WENT; EVERYONE EXPECTS TO BE BETTER THAN HE WAS BORN AND EVERY GENERATION HAS ONE BIG IMPULSE IN ITS HEARTTO EXCEED ALL THE OTHER GENERATIONS OF THE PAST IN ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING…” On the Concept of “HUMAN DIGNITY” CLIMATE CHANGE & GLOBAL WARMING – OUR CHILDREN ARE PAYING THE ECOLOGICAL PRICE OF WORLD TRADE ECOLOGICAL DEBT (A CONVENIENT TRUTH FOR THE RICH) The explosion in world freight has had an adverse impact on the global environment. Nearly all global freight is powered by fossil fuels. A study in 1997 by the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development and the International Energy Agency found that the transport sector accounted for between 20 and 25 per cent of the world’s total carbon emissions. The steep rises in global fossil fuel use since World War II have meant that annual global carbon emissions are now nearly four times what they were in 1950, leading to a 16 per cent increase in world carbon dioxide concentrations over the same period. These increased greenhouse gas emissions may eventually see world temperatures rising up to 4 degrees centigrade by about 2070. ‘Global Warming’ may cause our polar ice caps to melt, leading to rising sea levels flooding many coastal areas. Other regions may see disease and famine and/or extinction. In no small measure, the world’s environment is paying the price of the spread of economic globalization. Aircraft and shipping also have alarming specific pollution effects. Aero planes produce large quantities of carbon dioxide as also significant quantities of nitrogen oxides, both of which are significant greenhouse gases, while nitrogen dioxide causes acid rain. Aircraft emissions of nitrogen oxides are predicted to double between 1996 and 2010. In shipping they use a low-grade type of fuel that produces nitric oxide and nitrogen dioxide that can cause acid rain and photochemical smog. Global shipping’s pollutant emissions equals about half of the land-based emissions of the same generated by the United States. Shipping also produces nitrous oxide, a potent greenhouse gas, as well as sulphur oxides that cause acid rain. It is to be deeply regretted, however, that pollution from world freight is exempt from the Kyoto greenhouse gas protocol. THE GLOBAL LOSS OF DEMOCRACY GLOBALIZATION, ECONOMIC GLOBALIZATION, OPULENCE, EXTRAVAGANCE & LUXURY (DIAMOND YACHTS, ORNATE JEWELLERY, SLEEK CONVERTIBLES AND FASHION-TV) (DISTURBING TRENDS IN GLOBAL MATERIAL CONSUMPTION) AND ONE WOULD SAY (Talk of ‘The cream you choose to apply on the face for glowing, resilient skin’…talk of all those worthless, destructive Beauty Pageants…talk of Armani & Peter ‘England’: O! The British and their Councils and a comprehensive increase in programme (d) funding for INDIA; a consequent larger number of programme (d) directors, officers & assistants and malnourished South Asian societies!) And their DFID’S!(Decide First for International Development, Laugh!) and Allen Solly & Oxford and Harvard & DAKS LONDON & Forbes Magazines & Brand Ambassadors & the EU (and their ‘Cultural Weeks’ in impoverished South Asia or whatever) & the ‘OSCE’(how much Cooperation there is in Europe that they should be divided on IRAQ…create “MORGUES OF ORPHANED RESIDUE…”who gives them the Right Anyway?...(& OPEC) & Santa Barbara & the Bold and The Beautiful…and Moschino & Regen Hair Vitalizers…talk of our ‘Vital’ issues & Elizabeth Arden & Chanel PARIS & L’Oreal & Estee Lauder & Wrap-a-rounds and camisoles & Jackets & Dinner Jackets & a pair of Levis Jeans and Innerwear & Footwear!... and Audi & Porsche… & Camcorders & Cookies!... and Spaghetti & Macaroni & Broccoli & some Mustard!...and Charlie’s Angels & La Femme Nikita…and Pornography & Perverted (Piracy) Labels and Records…winding it all up with either a Bacardi or a Cappuccino…!) O! THE WESTERN WORLD…! (The IELTS goes Online & payment by Credit Cards & the Cash-rich, the Pound-sterling Moneyed ones get to go to the London & the Wharton Business Schools without batting an eyelid! while the “Heavily-indebted Poor Country Initiatives” are forced into remote with Low-paid Professionals’ Cataract Camps!) (Dreaming…!) THE WESTERN WORLD, DO THEY REALLY CARE ABOUT US…TREATING US LIKE ‘BEGGARS’ & ‘FOOLS’, DO WE ACTUALLY NEED THEM…I Wish for once that they could APPOINT ME SOME SORT OF A ‘GOODWILL AMBASSADOR TO THE WESTERN WORLD’, maybe I could fix their Minds, Hearts & Heads and Come back! (BIG LAUGH!) (Dreaming… ‘Lessons in International Understanding…’ AND, WHO MIGHT GIVE ME THE RIGHT TO BLAME THEM ANYWAY? AN ENTIRE SPECIES OF PEOPLES! They’re such Lovely Peoples, giving away so much to us, sacrificing so much of their time and energy for us... with such lovely littles in shorts Johns & Jacks & Toms & Michaels & lovely littles in skirts Natalies & Carols & Peggys & Janets…they’re draining so much on their state exchequers & acoustics & percussions (never mind the repercussions!) in the process of giving away!... They’re trying to ‘Imagine’ how to ‘Heal The World’…not an amazing feat!... and spending so much of their time working as ‘Volunteers’ & ‘Interns’ with the Peace Corps in Guatemala & OXFAM in Mogadishu & SOS-KINDERDORF INTERNATIONAL in ‘Very-low-on-the-HDI’ Bangladesh…IT WOULD BE VERY UNFAIR ON OUR PART TO CALL THEM (ACTUALLY, EACH OTHER) “FOREIGNERS”…THEY’RE (WE’RE) CERTAINLY NOT ‘ALIENS’ FROM OUTER SPACE!...We’re (All) the World, We’re the Children…and ‘It’s a Small World After All’…LOVE…WE’RE ALL FRIENDS… TOGETHER (Yes, all the Oxfams & the Plans & the Villages of Hope & SAARC & the ADB’S (BOTH ASIAN & AFRICAN) and the EU’S and the UNICEFS & the UNDPS & the WHOS and the Habitats for HUMANITY!), WE CAN DO IT! Dreaming…! With a bit of fun thrown in! ((Why on Earth are these Coveted UN/NON-UN Positions (nee Missions) reserved only for “Stars”- Hollywood, Bollywood, Tollywood & Lahore’s Lollywood, are they really the best for these Missions? Mega/Giga Success is surely no index of Missionary Potential; And, some of us ordinary folk are really so much better at it than most of these Commercial Bigwigs! Work ought to count! Mass Appeal is and ought not to be enough! They actually don’t do anything beyond CELEBRITY CAUSE ENDORSEMENT… has the world in any way changed because of them… please tell me…I would appreciate that! Thanks very much indeed, ‘DECIDERS OF THE WORLD…I KNOW YOUR VOICE COUNTS’! (Laugh!)… Not everyone can be a Meg Ryan or an Angelina Jolie or a Bob Geldof or Bono …And why would anyone be excluded from or in any way denied an opportunity to do some Good Work for Mankind? Most of us ought to be enabled instead! Actually, why can’t we have ‘DREAM’ MISSIONS TO OUR NEIGHBOURS as a Regular Fixture, if Cricket, Soccer, Baseball & NBA’s & MBA’s & Cinema can always happen (and with All that Exotic Expenditure!), so can those that the WORLD IS TRULY IN NEED OF?); & Grammys & Faith Hill & Norah Jones (Celebrity Daughters!) & Emmys & ‘Desperate Housewives’ (Well, if I were a Nobel Laureate, I would include them in the GDP & GNP of Nations!) & Immys & American & Indian ‘Idol-Worship’ & Michael Johnson & Michael Schumacher (& AIDS & Cancer Research) & Sarah Jessica Parker (as Carrie Bradshaw- God alone knows where she parks her Car, where they all do- O! THESE CELEBRITIES AND THEIR PRIVATE LIVES!)) I can recall “PEARL'S A SINGER” (Dino / Sembello / Leiber / Stoller / Vescoli) Elkie Brooks - 1977 Bernadette Peters - 1980 “Pearl's a singer, she stands up, When she plays the piano in a night club Pearl's a singer, she sings songs For the lost and the lonely Her job is entertaining folks, Singing songs and telling jokes In a nightclub Pearl's a singer, and they say, That she once was a winner in a contest Pearl's a singer, and they say, That she once cut a record They played it for a week or so, On the local radio It never made it She wanted to be Betty Grable But now she sits there at that beer-stained table Dreaming of the things she never got to do All those dreams that never came true Pearl's a singer, she stands up, When she plays the piano in a night club Pearl's a singer, she sings songs For the lost and the lonely Her job is entertaining folks, Singing songs and telling jokes In a nightclub Pearl's a singer, she stands up When she plays the piano in a night club Pearl's a singer, she sings songs For the lost and the lonely Her job's entertaining folks Singing songs, telling jokes In a nightclub…” I wish to wind up with a few memorable quotes ON A WOMAN’S RIGHT TO CHOOSE by some amazing WOMEN CELEBRITIES: According to Susan B. Anthony: “The day will come when men will recognize woman as his peer, not only at the fireside, but in councils of the nation. Then, and not until then, will there be the perfect comradeship, the ideal union between the sexes that shall result in the highest development of the race.” Geraldine Ferraro writes: “We’ve chosen the path to equality, don’t let them turn us around.” “Something which we think is impossible now is not impossible in another decade,” so says Constance Baker Motley, First Black WOMAN in the U.S. to become a Federal Judge. Former ace Tennis Player Martina Navratilova thinks that WOMEN should not set any Limits… Gloria Steinem feels that “the first problem for all of us, men and WOMEN, is not to learn, but to unlearn.” Barbra Streisand has this to say: “I am also very proud to be a liberal. Why is that so terrible these days? The liberals were liberators-they fought slavery, fought for women to have the right to vote, fought against Hitler, Stalin, fought to end segregation, fought to end apartheid. Liberals put an end to child labor and they gave us the five day work week! What’s to be ashamed of?” Finally, this is what Virginia Woolf had to say: “As a WOMAN, I have no country. As a WOMAN my country is the whole world.” As for Patty Duke, a classic example; is anyone listening?