Drifting After You Left Jean Jackson Drifting through my day from one task to another the ringing of the cell phone jars me from complacency sends me down that chute of uncertainty and fear. Not knowing again what lies at the bottom I listen for level tones in your voice—no panic, no desperation, no elation— signs of some stability. We’ve both been dashed on the rocks before have lost perspective— thinking we’ve found an answer. Any moment now I could pop out of my skin my oozing insides desiccating in stark atmosphere or I could soar at the sound of your calmness swim the river of rationality throw away my Xanax. You are the riptide in my life. I am pulled by you have learned to swim with you. Since we can’t go back, we tread water. Song: to Celia Ben Jonson Come, my Celia, let us prove, While we can, the sports of love; Time will not be ours forever; He at length our good will sever. Spend not then his gifts in vain. Suns that set may rise again; But if once we lose this light, ’Tis with us perpetual night. Why should we defer our joys? Fame and rumor are but toys. Cannot we delude the eyes Of a few poor household spies, Or his easier ears beguile, So removèd by our wile? ’Tis no sin love’s fruit to steal; But the sweet thefts to reveal, To be taken, to be seen, These have crimes accounted been. 18 Voices de la Luna, 15 April 2015 Wallis Sanborn Today, After you left, I missed you so much That I poured your water into my glass, And drank it, Trying futilely To touch you. I Could Have Been A Scientist Greg Stone I could have been a scientist if you had gone to another school. The calculus of your curvature is like a flesh manifesto that the algebra teacher always seems to be drawing on the board. The square root of my hypotenuse sits next to your two unequal sides, and though we’ve yet to be squared, I know what Einstein did when he figured out the theory of relativity. He ran home to his wife and told her, “Space is curved, honey, just like you!” e=mc2 at times like this, still physics will tell you how to calculate the size and shape of volumes in space and the way of liquids mingling in a vacuum, but algebra is for calculating curves. (I can’t believe that Isaac Newton invented calculus but ignored women.) A piece of chalk broke off like a fingernail leaving a screech ringing in my ear. The xy axis completed, you are an equation; a polynomial pregnant with meaning; an irrational number with a definite ending; the answer is given that is no solution. I bet if Euclid had known you his book would have been a whole lot more fun. The Poets See Eugene “Gene” Novogrodsky The poets find new grass blades in a cracked sidewalk in midMarch, slush surrounding. The poets find two garbage collectors waiting for two business women and one business man to step past. The poets’ eyes see. The poets’ minds warp.