was honestly worried that he wouldn’t “ Ilove me anymore or look at me the same way. ”Kayley Withers on telling her father Former Webster student Alex McGrath copes with mental illness through music. about her sexual preference. Page 4 Page 9 The News Source For Webster University THE JOURNAL April 29, 2015 Volume 68 Issue 14 ‘Eye opening’ University’s tax form reveals bonuses, pay websterjournal.com Bust an international groove By Tim Godfrey News Editor Newly released tax documents reveal Webster University President Elizabeth Stroble received a $75,000 bonus during the 2013-2014 fiscal year. Tax forms obtained by The Journal on April 16 show university Provost Julian Schuster received a $45,000 bonus. The tax documents, known as the 990 tax forms, revealed the earnings of the top 10 highest compensated individuals among current and former Webster employees. Stroble earned $500,174 total, which included her salary, bonus, reportable compensation, retirement and nontaxable benefits. While her base salary increased by $5,219, Stroble’s bonus decreased by $10,000 from the previous fiscal year. Schuster’s compensation totaled $357,177. His base salary increased by $2,145 while his bonus was consistent with the previous fiscal year. Susan Polgar, head coach and grandmaster of the Susan Polgar Institute for Chess Excellence (SPICE), received a total compensation of $280,626, including a $75,000 bonus. Greg Gunderson, the university’s chief financial officer, received a total compensation of $221,448. While Gunderson and Laura Rein, then the university’s secretary during the 2013-14 fiscal year, received bonuses during the previous fiscal year, they did not receive bonuses this year. However, both received higher base salaries. Rein’s base increased by $3,403 while Gunderson’s increased by $11,605. According to the College and University Professional Association for Human Resources, the salaries of senior administrators of private institutions rose nationally by 2.3 percent. Webster’s tax documents report that Stroble’s base salary increased by one percent while Schuster’s increased by 0.8 percent. The only administrator whose salary increase was above the national average was Gunderson’s at 6.6 percent. The tax forms show Benjamin Akande, dean of the George Walker School of Business and Technology, received total compensation of $282,116, a slight dip from the previous year. Neil George, Webster’s former chancellor, received total compensation of $244,609. Not all administrators received increases. Akande and George both received smaller base salaries. George’s salary decreased by $59,077 (-22 percent) while Akande’s decreased by $4,503 (around -2 percent). Webster reactions In a statement to The Journal, the university said the salaries of the administration were validated by several studies which included Mercer, Sibson Consulting and C-Biz Consulting. The salaries, the university wrote, are in line with the average salaries of executive administrators at other private, nonprofit universities of similar size to Webster. Despite studies validating the salaries, international relations major Hannah Graf said she was upset when she learned of Webster administrators’ pay. “I understand that they work at the top level of the university, and it’s a private university. But it’s a non-profit university,” Graf said. In the statement to The Journal, the university said the additional compensation received by some administrators was based See Bonuses Page 2 BRIAN VERBARG/ The Journal Kotchenga Dance Company performs a dance from Ivory Coast. They traveled 13 hours to perform for Webster students at the 14th annual I-Fest. The multi-ethnic dance group has performed across the Caribbean and United States, teaching audiences how to dance the traditional dances of their country. The theme of this year’s I-Fest was Rhythms of the World. See page 7 for more photos. Review exposes campus issues $830,000 to bring Thailand campus ‘to an acceptable standard’ By Macy Salama Editor-in-Chief Gerard Tate went to Thailand hoping to relax after he retired from the military as a criminal investigator in 2013. He imagined a place with white sand and clear water would be the best Webster campus for a veteran. After eight weeks of studying at the Webster Thailand campus, Tate left due to campus conditions. “The workout facility has some of the worst conditions I have ever seen… there is one basketball net, the floor’s all torn up, but (Webster) can spend a lot of that money on marketing and recruiting more students,” Tate said. On April 8, Webster’s international site review published a report on Thailand, Bangkok and Cha-am campuses. A task force of 11 Webster faculty and administrators from the St. Louis campus observed eight different factors of the Webster Thailand (WUT) campuses: communication, student safety, student housing, academics, financial matters, campus facilities, student affairs and academic support in the Cha-am campus. According to the review, “Webster University would need to invest in basic facilities work to bring Cha-am to an acceptable standard,” which would take an estimated $830,000 to rebuild. To upgrade additional facilities to achieve a condition “reflecting an established Webster campus,” it would take an estimat- ed $1.2 million. On behalf of the administration, Director of Public Relations Patrick Giblin said the university plans to improve the campus. “With these recommendations, we have a concrete action plan that will help us further improve the experience for our faculty, staff and students in Thailand,” Giblin said. Collegetimes.co published an article in March expressing concerns about the Webster Thailand campus. It claimed administrative wrongdoing, lack of student services, poor Internet connection along with a list of other claims. Webster University Provost Julian Schuster sent a response to the students concerning the collegetimes.co article. The letter stated, “Please be assured that several members of the university’s staff, faculty and administration have investigated complaints of wrongdoing and found them to be baseless.” Tate said he was not surprised by the provost’s response to the collgetimes.co article. Tate said the response did not answer students’ concerns. “Calling the claims baseless,” Tate said. “My question is which one? They talked about 20 different things (in the collegetimes.co article); how many of them are baseless?” Two weeks later, the administration released the Thailand-Cha-am review to faculty. The report stated a number of claims similar to those raised by the collegetimes.co article. Kit Jenkins worked on the task force in a sub-group focusing on communication throughout the Thailand campus. Jenkins was previously the director at the Thailand campus from 2003-2007 and is currently a member of the faculty in the School of Communications on the home campus. “I wasn’t going to tell you I was completely surprised. A lot of these issues are not new, but the most important issues that we saw was that commu- “ staff and faculty as to how they should bring up to the (Webster University Thailand) leadership,” the International Site review stated. “There is a lack of consistency in the manner WUT non-academic matters are communicated among administration, staff and students.” Jenkins said communication is a skill that should be practiced regardless of cultural differences. She said money plays a role in what is done on international campuses, but the ability to convey ideas should be achieved without any excuse. Money is money and budget is budget, but communication— that’s not so expensive. That is just will. Kit Jennings ” School of Communications faculty member and former director of the Thailand campus nication did not flow in either direction. It was not clear or transparent, and I am talking about communication between (the St. Louis campus) to Thailand and from within Thailand,” Jenkins said. The review indicated clear communication between advisors and students but showed a lack of communication between the St. Louis and Thailand campuses, as well as from Thailand administration to their faculty and students. “There is a lack of clarity for students, rank-and-file “Money is money and budget is budget, but communication—that’s not so expensive. That is just the will,” Jenkins said. “I think some of the problems come from (cultural differences), but good communication where people know all the rules and it is transparent, that would go a long way,” Jenkins said. The Thailand review mentioned a lack of Wi-Fi availability throughout the campus. Jenkins related the issue to the personal experience she had as director of the Webster Thai- land campus. “Thailand is a tough place to operate,” Jenkins said. ”When I first got there we couldn’t get the Internet going, and we went into the field and the fiber optic cables fell to the ground, and an ant hill had built itself on top of the cables. People who have never been to Thailand do not know how difficult it is to operate in a rural area.” The review also mentioned a lack of English-speaking employees who work in the financial offices, making it difficult to have financial transparency within student accounts. Jenkins compared the Thailand Cha-am campus to rural parts of Alabama and said it is difficult to attract qualified professors who live in a big city to the Cha-am campus. “To get qualified Englishspeaking employees is not as easy as it would be if we were in Bangkok,” Jenkins said. The administration plans to review all of the global Webster campuses. The European campuses will be reviewed during Fall 2015. Jenkins said the Webster University global campuses would benefit if faculty traveled between campuses. She said students would get the education they expect, and campuses would have clearer communication with other Webster campuses. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com NEWS Page 2 April 29, 2015 NEWS BRIEFS Webster gains new alma mater song The new Webster University alma mater was selected and first performed on April 23. The song was composed by Webster Music Composition student Christopher Poetz and named “Webster U, You Are Our Home.” “I am forever grateful for everything that Webster University has done for me, and so it is nice to be able to give something back,” Poetz said. The first alma mater, or school song, was “Dear Webster” in 1928. The next was “There is a College Called Webster” in 1945. The new alma mater is meant to represent the university’s “mission, vision and values” in its second century. Webster opened a contest this spring to compose the new alma mater in celebration of the university’s centennial. The creator of the winning submission was rewarded with a prize of $2,500. The alma mater will be performed during commencement at The Muny on May 9. Reporting by Emily Presnell Partnership aims to help nursing grads Webster University and Lewis and Clark Community College (L&C) have reached an agreement that will help nursing graduates who are continuing their education and obtaining their bachelor’s degrees. According to Webster Today, a report released by the Institute of Medicine laid out a blueprint on the future of nursing. In the report, a major recommendation was having programs that promote seamless academic progression. The report recommended the percentage of registered nurses with bachelor’s degrees should be increased to 80 percent by the year 2020. Currently 51 percent of nurses hold bachelor’s degrees. Partnerships between community colleges and universities are essential to achieve this, said L&C Dean of Health Sciences Donna Meyer. The agreement will make it easier for students to get their associate degrees at L&C, and their bachelor degrees at Webster. It will also provide a dual enrollment program, making it possible for nursing students to be enrolled at both L&C and Webster. This will provide students with resources from both institutions. Students who participate in the program will have their application fees at Webster waived, maximized credit transfer from L&C, and be able to begin coursework at Webster while still working on their associate’s degree at L&C. Reporting by Kevin Smith Campus Blotter April 21 Leaving scene of accident Lot K Closed Bonuses FROM PAGE 1 on individual performances and the achievement of university goals. The statement did not disclose the goals administrators achieved to receive additional compensation. Graf said she thought the money for a bonus should only be granted if the university is doing well financially and not experiencing financial struggles, like budget shortfalls. “If (Stroble) is here working for a non-for-profit university, it seems like some of that money should be recycled in until (the university) is actually making a profit, and then she can get that bonus,” Graf said. Terri Reilly, a Webster adjunct professor in the communications department, said Webster is a teaching institution, and the university needs to focus attention toward the classroom. April 22 Stealing under $500 University Center Closed “If we have money to pay bonuses, to be opening campuses, then the university and the administration needs to look at priorities and refocus them on the classroom and how they’re benefitting the students,” Reilly said. Jenna Hopkins, a political science major, said the information in the tax documents is eye-opening and disheartening. She did not want to say the individuals are not deserving. “I’m sure they have a taxing job as well. But as students, I’m paying a lot of money to go to school here, and I want to make sure that money is being used (efficiently) and that it is giving people a good education and all the opportunities that I have been able to have­—not dishing it back out to administration,” Hopkins said. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com websterjournal.com Adjuncts find problems with informational site By Sierra Hancock Contributing Writer Webster University administration launched a website surrounding adjunct issues earlier this month. The site provides updates about the proposed unionization, a rundown of faculty rights and a forum for questions about unionization in general. Patrick Giblin, director of public relations, said the site was created by the administration to provide information for adjuncts. He said the university previously maintained an adjunct information site, but the new one, located at WebsterAdjunctInfo.org, is more user-friendly. Steve Findley has been an adjunct at Webster for 12 years. He said much of the information displayed on the university’s new site is incorrect or distorted. “There’s some misrepresentation of how things work at the union,” Findley said. “(The website) is not informing, if that’s the point.” One post on the website states that “Service Employees International Union (SEIU) can, and often does, negotiate a clause into Collective Bargaining Agreements (CBA) that requires all employees covered by the CBA to pay dues and fees to the union as a condition of employment.” However, Findley said this will only happen if the dues are negotiated in the bargaining contract and the union members vote in favor. “Union dues are 2.5 percent of your gross pay when there’s a union negotiation contract,” Findley said. “And if you don’t teach, there are no dues.” This statement can be found on SEIU’s site WebsterAdjunctAction.org but the site ran by the admnistration fails to mention that members must vote on the conditions of dues. Giblin said the administration is only stating what is found in SEIU’s constitution. “We stand by the accuracy of the information on the website,” Giblin said. “The information about union dues comes directly from the union’s own constitution.” Another misconception found on the administration’s site states that “all future faculty will be required to pay initiation fees when hired by the university,” but SEIU’s site says there is no initiation fee for the union. Webster alumnus and current SEIU Organizer Jacob Walker refers to the administration’s site as Webster’s antiunion page. Escorted off his alma mater Walker has been working full time for SEIU since April 2014, a month before receiving his undergraduate degree from Webster University. Since then he has been on campus to speak with adjunct professors about the union and its benefits. On March 24, Walker and another union organizer were escorted off campus after Public Safety received a call from a professor in the Community Music School (CMS). Giblin said the Public Safety officer received a call from a concerned professor. “The professor told the officer there were two men who didn’t look like they belonged there (outside the CMS), and she feared for her safety,” Giblin said. Walker said he and the other organizer were sitting on a bench outside the CMS waiting for the class to end so they could speak with the professor about the union. He said they had no intention to scare her. “Harassing and threatening people is not what we do,” Walker said. “We are simply trying to get in contact with everyone because it is a decision that will impact all adjuncts.” Giblin said the Public Safety officer asked Walker to show his ID, but Walker refused after stating he was an alumnus and a part of Adjunct Action. The officer then proceeded to escort Walker and the other organizer off campus as a part of university policy, which requires doing so when someone refuses to show identification. Walker was escorted from the CMS right across the same crosswalk he helped create during his final year at Webster. He started the Student Community Engagement Committee, which coordinated with SGA to implement a crosswalk on Garden Avenue from the East Academic Building to the parking garage. “It’s concerning to see how Webster would treat an alumni,” Walker said. “There was no discussion…I was just kicked off campus.” The Public Safety officer informed Walker that if he came back on campus in the capacity of a union organizer, he would be arrested for trespassing. Webster’s priorities Walker has not let the incident keep him from recruiting adjunct faculty to vote for the union. He said it makes sense for Webster’s adjuncts to unionize to try to better their situation. “The administration is not on board with that because they’re afraid of adjuncts having a choice, and they are trying to skew that choice,” Walker said. “When 80 percent of your workforce is living in under-poverty wages, you’re in a horrible position.” Findley said during the 12 years he has been an adjunct at Webster, those conditions have been the same. “They’ve had 12 years to make proposals on how to do things better for adjuncts, and they never have,” Findley said. “And if we file with the union, they can’t make promises because it is illegal by federal law.” The administration sent out an email to Webster adjunct faculty on April 28 stating adjuncts can make their voices heard through membership on the Faculty Assembly and Faculty Senate. Seven adjuncts currently serve on the Faculty Assembly—half of the 10 percent allocated to adjuncts in the total Faculty Assembly. Terri Reilly is the first adjunct at large to serve in the Faculty Senate. The administration’s email states that members of the Faculty Senate can propose changes to conditions of employment, but Reilly said there have been no changes since she has been employed by Webster. “There’ve been raises before, but in terms of any sort of changes to the overall working conditions of adjuncts, there’s been no coordinated effort,” Reilly said. Reilly said as an adjunct she has greatly benefited from the Faculty Development Center, which serves as office space for adjunct faculty, but other than that adjunct issues are “rarely seen as a priority” to the administration. “The university has got to get its economic priorities in order,” Reilly said. “We really need to get back to what’s going on in the classroom.” The voting begins The ballots to vote for unionization at Webster went out on April 24. All adjuncts are allowed but not required to vote. Findley said he is going to work as hard as he can to make sure adjuncts are voting. “(The union) will force Webster to refocus its priorities on the education of students and the instruction of students,” Findley said. “I think with building new campuses and doing all these other things that we’ve done recently, we’ve kind of lost focus of that.” Walker said there is a gap between the money that is going into the university and what the professors are being paid. He said he loves the community that is formed at Webster but is afraid Webster is heading in a for-profit direction that could negatively affect his future. “When you graduate and go out into the world, you are going to have Webster University on your resume for potential job applications, for potential professional groups and things like that,” Walker said. “I don’t want that to be something that I have to apologize for.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com New voice appointed to president of SVO By Dan Carcione Staff Writer Tom Palozola sits on the opposite side of the booth at Weber’s Front Row with a Whiskey Sour in front of him. He sits with his back straight and his arms down by his side as he smiles casually. He exudes a sense of quiet intimidation. It is this man, a former Marine machine gunner in Iraq and Afghanistan and business major at Webster who will be the new president of the Student Veteran’s Organization (SVO) at Webster University. Palozola will be replacing Charlie Mach as the president of the SVO when Mach graduates in May. He currently fills the role of vice president. In an email Mach spoke of his conviction behind being replaced by Palozola. “As this was my last semester, Tom was a valuable asset to have on the SVO team,” Mach said. “His determination and impulse to take the initiative exhibits the kind of Marine that he was during his time in the service. I am confident that Tom will do great things for the SVO during his time as president. Marines don’t know how to fail.” Initiatives Palozola intends to hit the ground running when he takes over with multiple initiatives aimed at helping veterans on campus. He has already created a 13-page grant proposal intended to secure a space in an empty building on campus to renovate into a veteran’s center. “If we receive the ($10,000) grant from Home Depot we will be renovating two unused rooms on campus and turning them into a lounge and a study area,” Palozola said in an email. “Hopefully this will help attract more veterans to our school, as about 90 percent of vets here are commuters. It is also meant to try to cut down on the statistic of 49 percent of veterans who end up using their education benefits who ultimately drop out.” Palozola believes the biggest challenge facing veterans in college right now is feeling disconnected from the general populace. He plans to work closely with other colleges in the St. Louis area to bring veterans from every branch together on multiple events in the future. “We are looking to get all the different SVOs (in St. Louis) together either this summer or fall,” Palozola said in the same email. “We plan to have a kind of ‘SVO summit’ to strengthen local ties between schools and create a larger network for veterans.” History Palozola has been a leader since his first day after enlisting in the United States Marine Corps. He was a squad leader in boot camp, the second highest honor awarded by Drill Instructors to recruits who perform admirably. During his time in the Marine Corps. Palazola filled the role of infantry squad leader, a position that should be filled by someone with six or more years experience. “One of the reasons I got combat meritoriously promoted (to corporal) I was one of the only guys to keep PT’ing (physical training) in country,” Palozola said. “Nobody was making sure their Marines were keeping in shape, but my guys were always on top of their game.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com NEWS Page 3 April 29, 2015 Faculty will not receive raises Webster University will not consider pay increase until September By Emily Van de Reit Staff Writer By Jacob Claspille Staff Writer Webster University’s faculty will not get a raise in the coming school year—unless the University’s financial picture improves. The announcement came from a report from the Committee on Salary and Fringe Benefits at the Faculty Assembly meeting on April 21. Faculty were told the school faces a $19 million budget shortfall in the coming year. That shortfall is up $7 million from what the University had originally projected during the fall semester. The 2015 fiscal year overview showed Webster University’s student enrollment decreased and that the university would miss it’s planned revenue mark by 10 percent. The University blamed declining enrollment across Webster’s metro and military campuses, particularly in graduate programs. Jim Brasfield, a professor in Webster’s management department, has been at the university for 39 years. Throughout that time, he said the university has never lived off of its endowment. Instead, it is a 95 to 97 percent tuitiondependent university with a small endowment. “If there’s a drop in enrollment and tuition revenue, that puts a strain on the budget,” Brasfield said. “Almost every dollar that we spend is from tuition money. We spend most of that money, but typically there’s a little bit of a cushion. But that cushion in next year’s budget is pretty low relative to the size of the budget.” John Barnshaw, the senior program officer and senior higher education researcher at American Association of University Professors (AAUP), said a zero-percent increase in faculty salaries is very uncommon for institutions nationwide. However, since the recession in 2008, a zero-percent increase is more common than it had been in the 10 years prior. According to the AAUP survey, of 1,100 institutions and 375,000 faculty, 1.4 percent of faculty did not receive a raise this year. “A zero-percent increase shows that the institution is probably right at the line for where it can be in terms of its current economic capacity,” Barrow said. “It basically says that it’s difficult to continue business as usual where faculty members aren’t receiving increase in salary.” “ websterjournal.com WU to increase tuition problem. “What tends to happen in those situations is that some of the best [faculty] leave, especially younger people who feel that they have some other career options,” Brasfield said. “And that’s not good for a university because you often lose your best young people.” Brasfield said continuous zero-percent increases affect younger faculty members differently than those who are closer to retirement. If there’s a perception that this institution is stagnant and continues to have a financial problem, it’s going to be hard to recruit people. Jim Brasfield ” Webster University Professor The AAUP survey also found that the national average salary change for all institutions this year was a 2.2 percent increase in nominal terms and a 1.4 percent increase in inflation-adjusted terms. For continuing faculty, it was a 3.7 percent increase in nominal terms and a 2.9 percent increase in inflation-adjusted terms. Barnshaw said a zeropercent salary increase affects cost of living. “For example, if you made $100,000 last year and inflation was at one percent, and then you make $100,000 again this year, you’ve essentially lost one percent of your income. Inflation caused you to not have the same standard of living as you had before,” Barnshaw said. “So when you have a zero-percent increase across the board, that’s concerning for faculty.” Brasfield said it is discouraging to faculty who do not get a salary increase. He said if enrollment bounces back over the course of the next year and into the following year, and salary increases are able to be given, then this is a temporary blip. But if faculty continued to receive no increase in salary, it would turn into a larger “You reach a certain age and it gets harder to switch to another place. On the other hand, somebody that is 30 and at the beginning of their academic career is likely to get a job elsewhere,” Brasfield said. “If there’s a perception that this institution is stagnant and continues to have a financial problem, it’s going to be hard to recruit people to come.” Brasfield does not believe that Webster is at risk for this at this time. But faculty members leaving for other jobs could be a long-term implication if salaries continue to stay where they are. “If we can’t do that, then we aren’t doing the best we can for students,” Brasfield said. “In that sense, current and future students have a stake in this as well.” Brasfield said Webster University saw a zero-percent increase in faculty salaries for a full year, five years ago. However, this stagnation was followed the next year with salary increases of more money. The university has also been relatively consistent with faculty salary increases compared to inflation over the past five years. Meaning, when the cost of living was more expensive, faculty received higher salaries Graphic by Dan Carcione Most Webster students will see a three percent increase in tuition in the fall. Military students will not have their tuitions raised. Jim Brasfield, a professor at Webster University, believes the tuition increase will not affect student enrollment. “Will that discourage people from coming, I would think not,” said Brasfield “three percent isn’t a huge increase. It’s not like a 10 or 15 or 20 percent increase.” This increase is included in projected revenue of $208.7 million for the 2016 fiscal year, compared to $206.7 million in projected expenses. Webster has made $8 million in cuts for the 2016 fiscal year. The university plans to save $4.4 million through administra- tion and staff reduction. It expects to save $2.2 million by leaving vacant positions open. The university cut $1.7 million in travel, entertainment, equipment and supplies. The university hopes to save $1.2 million from class scheduling initiatives by limiting the number of classes that have enrollment under 10 students. That number gives the university $2 million in an operating ‘reserve.’ This is the difference between revenue and expense. In previous years, Webster preferred to hold five percent—or $10 million—in the operating reserve. Anything less than five percent can affect an organization’s bond rating, as well as the cost of borrowing money. Brasfield claims a smaller op- erating reserve in the projected budget is due to conservative budget planning. “The projections were fairly conservative. They took last year’s enrollment and did 98 percent of that. Budgeting a 2 percent enrollment decline is pretty conservative,” Brasfield said. “If they come up with exactly what it was last year, then they’ll be some million dollars to the better.” Brasfield believes just because the operating reserve is lower than it has been, doesn’t mean the school can’t make more than what they projected. and vice versa. A few steps must be taken in order to prevent future zero-percent faculty salary increases in the future, Brasfield said. To him, the most important thing is to take necessary actions to ensure that enrollment does not keep slipping. If that is not possible, then the university must look at what costs it can cut back. “Webster needs to find a way going forward that it can pay salary increases, deal with various expenses and so on and still have enough of a cushion each year so that if we do have a slight downturn in enrollment, it’s not going to cause a crisis,” Brasfield said. For the future, administration stated that if enrollments met targets, they would re- evaluate the potential of a twopercent faculty salary increase. If enrollment targets are not met, it is probable faculty will not receive a raise for the rest of the school year. This reevaluation will be discussed in September. By Jacob Claspille Staff Writer Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com The May Gallery is on the second floor, west wing. of the Sverdrup Building 8300 Big Bend, Webster Groves MO webster.edu/maygallery Complimentary drinks and hors d’oeuvres are offered at the reception NEWS Page 4 April 29, 2015 websterjournal.com Diverse Issues at Webster Student living with mental illness after sister’s death By Kevin Smith Staff Writer Alex Magrath was at his girlfriend’s house on the night of Feb. 25, 2008. Seven years later, he continues to relive that night. His parents and two rabbis arrived unannounced. They told Magrath that his sister Dora Magrath had committed suicide. She was 22 and had been battling mental illnesses for years. “In some ways in my sister’s death … she kind of saved my life. I saw, and felt, and knew what it does to people,” Magrath said. Magrath said his sister wrote in her suicide note she didn’t want to be a burden on people. He said if she could have seen nearly a thousand people at her funeral, she would have thought differently. Magrath was facing his own mental health demons. “I was still a mess and still in denial (about mental health diagnoses) and that coupled with losing my sister was really tough,” Magrath said. “And tough is an understatement. Now it’s tough, and I think tough is still an understatement.” Magrath recognizes staying alive hasn’t been easy though. Magrath, a junior at Webster University, is working toward graduating from college – 10 years after his graduation from University City High School. He has faced his own struggles with mental illness. His diagnosis is bipolar disorder. The disease has put him into the hospital more times than he can count. Despite that, Magrath continues doing what he loves to do. He writes and plays his music. But his life hasn’t always been a struggle for him. At University City High, he was a high-achieving student and one of the top tennis players in Missouri. He played No. 1 singles for the Lions. In doubles, Magrath finished fourth in the state in both his junior and senior years. “At the time I was thinking about the possibility of going pro, or at least playing in college,” he said. Therapy in Music Not only was Magrath successful athletically, he expressed creativity through music and poetry. Writing and poetry first became something of serious value to Magrath in his Honors AP Literature class junior year. His passion for music increased at the same time. “I tried out for the choir that year. In my first year of choir I ended up getting a ‘one’ at districts and a ‘one’ at state, which is the highest you can get,” Magrath said. “That was when I realized, at least vocally, that there was something there.” Magrath’s mother and long time Webster communications professor, Linda Holtzman, always had an idea that music could be something in Magrath’s future. Music played a key role in their family. “Music has always been important (to him),” Holtzman said. “While we were cleaning the house, we would listen to Marvin Gaye. While traveling, we would listen to music, so from an early point in Alex’s life, it was something important.” Alex Magrath plays guitar at local music store Music Folk. Magrath learned how to play the guitar the summer after his senior year. It has been an essential part of his life ever since. But it has evolved over time. It plays a much different role now. He uses music as a type of therapy to help with his mental illness. Writing lyrics and songs helps him “get things out, and feel good about them.” He has recorded two albums, titled “Fly Away” and “Tao of the Blues,” and is working on a third entitled “Enigmatic Soul.” “My niche has been soul, folk, blues, but I’m trying to break out of that a little bit,” Magrath said. Magrath has his sister’s name in Hebrew tattooed on his left forearm. It is clearly visible when he plays guitar. The Original Diagnosis Magrath graduated as one of the top 20 students of his high school class and left for Bard College in New York with a fullride scholarship. Magrath was able to achieve a 3.0 GPA his first semester at Bard, despite the troubles he began to face. “Everything seemed good, but at the time I was having delusions of grandeur,” Magrath said. Magrath only lasted one semester at Bard, before withdrawing from school with a medical leave of absence. It was at Bard where a counselor first KEVIN SMITH/ The Journal Alex Magrath practices his original song, “Fly Away”, at Music Folk music store. Magrath writes his own songs about his sister, his mental illness and social justice. told him that he should probably be medicated for mental illness issues he was facing. He was originally diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, a disorder that causes delusions and depression. Magrath didn’t really take the news well. “I was like, ‘What the (expletive) are you talking about,” Magrath said. Magrath decided to transfer back to a school he knew very well, Webster, where his mother had been a professor for nearly 20 years. She retired in 2013 after 26 years at Webster. Starting at Webster Magrath was able to play tennis again, and continued his success on the court. He was named the 2006 Saint Louis Intercollegiate Athletic Conference (SLIAC) newcomer of the year, and finished third in the conference in No. 1 singles. But coming home has not made it any easier for Magrath. He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and was first hospitalized with symptoms of it in 2007. The new diagnoses has been a bit of a weight off his mind, but it didn’t make his life any simpler. “I would say that in a lot of ways now there’s relief,” Magrath said. “I know what’s going on with me, but the ups and downs take a lot of energy out of me.” Holtzman echoed the same sentiment. “It has been a 10-year process to finally find the right diagnoses and the right team of people to help him out,” Holtzman said. “But there was some relief to know that there were people in Saint Louis that would care for Alex’s well-being as a person.” Discrimination Magrath doesn’t shy away from talking about his sister, or his diagnoses of bipolar disorder. He finds it necessary for people to be educated on an issue that is so widespread across college campuses. According to the National Alliance on Mental Illness, “more than 25 percent of college students have been diagnosed or treated by a professional for a mental health condition” in the year 2012. Magrath faces discrimination because of his mental illness. He said a lot of the times it is because of a lack of knowledge about the issue. “The stigma is difficult to deal with. It’s something we need to talk about,” Magrath said. “It’s interesting. When people have cancer, they don’t say, ‘I am cancer.’ But people do say, ‘I am bipolar.’” Holtzman believes that discrimination towards those with mental illnesses is very much real, but sometimes the discrimination might not be on purpose. “In a lot of cases students with mental illnesses need more attention from the professor, but they [the professor] either aren’t aware of the situation or they don’t know how to handle it,” Holtzman said. Holtzman believes coming up with a way to properly handle and accommodate students is difficult for any university. She saw first-hand because of her children’s mental illnesses, and having students in the past with disabilities. “It’s difficult to have a general plan because there are so many different mental illnesses and they might affect each person differently,” Holtzman said. Fly Away Now, attending Webster again, Magrath is working towards graduation. He rekindled his passion for tennis once again, and joined the Webster team. He was 2-0 in doubles play this season. But Magrath had to make a tough decision in late March. He quit the tennis team. “Sometimes on my ‘highs’ I put too much on my plate, and I kind of lost sight of my health somewhere this semester,” Magrath said. “It was really, really tough. It was hard especially since I probably won’t play again.” It has been almost 10 years since Magrath’s diagnosis. And it has been seven since his sister’s death. But time has not had it any easier. “It’s been a long process. It’s been hard, and it’s still hard,” Magrath said. “I’m just grateful that overall I’m doing a lot better. I couldn’t have done this five years ago. There’s no way. No way.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Breaking through barriers Diversity coming to WU faculty By Emily Presnell Staff Writer Trinity Hamilton dresses up in cosplay with a decorative fan. She has Asperger’s Syndrome. Zach Kromer is penpals with astronauts. He has Asperger’s Syndrome. Nick Kromer hopes to work for NASA one day. He has Asperger’s Syndrome. Trinity Hamilton Asperger’s is defined by Mayo Clinic as a developmental disorder affecting the ability to adequately socialize and communicate. It is seen in one of every 500 people in America, and its prevalence is rising, according to the Asperger’s/ Autism Network (AANE). “Just because we have these ‘illnesses’ doesn’t mean we don’t grow and develop like a normal person. We’re just slower in other places than most kids,” Hamilton, a Webster freshman said. Hamilton says mental disabilities run in her family. Her great-grandmother showed classic signs of Asperger’s, and her aunt was officially diagnosed with it. Her mother has dyslexia and dyscalculia, a condition that severely limits one’s ability to understand numbers. “I have Asperger’s Syndrome, ADHD, dyslexia, dyscalculia and I think that’s everything,” Hamilton said. Bullied and abused The Kromer family’s house has been vandalized on multiple occasions, causing thou- “ The problem with school is you basically go to school with the same people your entire life. I’ve always hated that. Old habits stick. Zach Kromer ” Webster Student sands of dollars in damages. The home has been egged, and rocks and a brick have been thrown through their windows. “People don’t understand the disability—which isn’t really a disability—so they fear it, and it can really get ugly sometimes,” Dawn Kromer, the mother of the twins, said. Zach and Nick Kromer attended Rockwood Summit High School, a school where Zach Kromer was called names while simply walking down the hallway. “The problem with school is you basically go to school with the same people your entire life. I’ve always hated that. Old habits stick. Old impressions stick,” Zach Kromer said. Hamilton said her mother actively stood up for her at her school, demanding she be treated fairly. Other children with Asperger’s are not always so lucky. An Autism Speaks study concluded children with mental disabilities are twice as likely to be abused as other students. A 10-year-old with autism was discovered to be caged in his school to control his behavior in 2015. “Autistic students are treated as sick, diseased, retarded, brain-damaged, psycho, crazy, mentally ill, aggressive, violent, lacking empathy or void of feelings, thoughts and emotions,” Emily Malabey, founder and executive board member of the Council for Autism and Neurodiversity (CAN), said. Academic Challenges People with Asperger’s tend to have other psychiatric disorders at a rate of 65 percent, according to Comorbidity of Asperger’s Syndrome: a preliminary report. Hamilton has to work hard due to her multiple disorders. “I had some teachers who pretended I wasn’t there when I raised my hand because they didn’t want to deal with me,” Hamilton said. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com By Jacob Claspille Staff Writer Warren Ferguson, Vice President of the Association for African American Collegians (AAAC) at Webster University, said a more diverse faculty can help create better connections in the classroom between professors and students. “It’s a big connection issue,” Ferguson said. “When I see another black male in the media, they show that black males, all they do is go shoot people, go to jail, sell drugs. Seeing an educated man that you can connect to because you know he’s had that same type of struggle. To see a male of color teaching me something is just more of an attraction, more of a, ‘I know where you are coming from, and I understand.” A 2011 report from the National Center for Education Statistics showed that nationally, the majority of full-time faculty in secondary education are white. Out of 1.5 million full-time faculty members: • 79 percent are Caucasian (approximately 1.185 million) • Nine percent are Asian • Six percent are African American • Four percent are Hispanic Thirty percent of undergraduate students in the U.S. are minorities according to Diverse, an organization that covers issues in diversity of higher education. With almost 80 percent of faculty being white, a majority of minority students are not being taught by other minorities. Nicole Roach, Associate Vice President of Diversity and Inclusion at Webster University, said the numbers are a bit off in comparison to Webster. According to the 2014 school faculty reports, Webster University’s staff consisted of: • 81 percent Caucasian • Seven-and-a-half percent Asian American • Five percent African American • Zero percent Hispanic • Zero percent Native American Roach said from 2013 to 2014, Webster increased its full-time faculty by 11 new members. Two were Asian Americans, four African Americans and 11 Caucasian. Webster also lost its only three Hispanic faculty members in 2013. Roach said racial diversity among faculty does not satisfy her. “It is not at a level I am happy with... (Webster University leadership) was behind the start of meeting the need. We needed someone in the (AVP of Diversity and Inclusion) role to make sure that we are managing and showing that we are committed to Diversity and Inclusion at this Institution.” Benefits of a Diverse Faculty According to the University Business website, a more diverse faculty improved factors such as social development, stronger creative thinking and the experience of multiple cultural perspectives. “I think having a diverse faculty is increasingly important today. It’s more important now to have faculty with a variety of experiences to engage students,” Ann Springer, Associate Counsel, American Association of University Professors in Washington D.C. said in an interview with University Business, “You need (to hire) people who are in touch with different segments of our population and have innovative and provocative resumes.” Roach says there is change coming. “There are some initiatives coming. Lots and lots of research has been done behind the scenes over the past year and a half. It just takes time,” Roach said. “Diversity is not about the color of your skin. It’s about a frame of mind,” Webster University’s Office of Diversity and Inclusion said. “It’s about the ability to connect and communicate with people from all backgrounds, no matter their color, race, sex, age, sexual orientation, abilities or socioeconomic background.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Opinions April 29, 2015 Page 5 ‘We should all be proud of Bruce Jenner’ Matt Duchesne is the Digital Editor for The Journal Bruce Jenner became one of the highest-profile transgender celebrities in the world on Friday when he revealed details of his transition in a “20/20” special edition with ABC Reporter Diane Sawyer. The interview delved into Jenner’s past and detailed his journey to present day. “Are you a woman?” Sawyer asked in the interview. “Yes,” Jenner responded. “For all intents and purposes, I am a woman.” Over the past few months, Jenner became a hot topic on gossip websites and tabloid magazines for growing his hair out, wearing makeup, manicuring his nails and apparently shaving down his Adam’s apple. To clarify, yes, I am saying he; for the time being, Jenner wishes to go by Bruce and prefers male pronouns. His interview with Sawyer was the first time Jenner openly commented on the speculation surrounding his gender. I struggle with calling Jenner’s journey a good thing, because it was clear from his interview special that he has been at the lowest of lows due to issues with his gender identity—but it is a good thing. He has opened so many doors for transgender people and has offered all of us a teachable moment about their lives, which is something so few of us struggle to grasp or respect. The Williams Institute at UCLA estimated in 2011 that nearly 700,000 individuals in the U.S. identified as transgender. Violence against transgender individuals is among the highest against any group in the country, and the suicide rate of transgender teens are over twice the national average. A lot of these facts and figures come from a broad misunderstanding of trans people. Misunderstanding about transgender individuals is a historical issue. In the past, people have been jailed or even killed for wearing clothes which were classified as belonging to the opposite gender (whether they identified as the opposite sex or were just crossdressing). And those who are transgender have been misdiagnosed as having mental illnesses. But even today, there is a stereotype that being transgender is just a “phase,” especially when young children show signs of gender dysphoria, a biological and mental disassociation with the sex a person was assigned at birth. Bruce Jenner has shown the world so many things we need to know about trans lives: that each individual has his or her own journey; that the term “transgender” is not some blanket term; that we must respect trans individuals’ wishes to be called by their preferred pronouns; that struggling with gender identity is never a desperate plea for fame or attention; that we shouldn’t ever focus on the physical aspects of transitioning and, most importantly, that we should embrace people like Jenner for how brave they are in their journeys. Day by day, the world becomes more accepting of LGBT individuals, but I feel as though the average LGBT ally often forgets about the T, because it is the farthest removed from society’s realm of understanding. Jenner’s journey should have given us a wake up call, that we need to take more steps to support transgender individuals— and I think it did. The response to Jenner’s transition was so positive and uplifting—it was almost unexpectedly optimistic. Sure, we could focus on the negative attention from tabloids, or D-list gossip reporters like Wendy Williams, who have brought negative attention to Jenner with transphobic comments. But the more we focus on those negatives, the more the negatives will win. For now, let’s just focus on the positive, and call this story a win for LGBT individuals and their allies everywhere. We should all be proud of Bruce. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Trophy hunting not winning humanity any medals Illustration by Emily Ratkewicz Hailey Kaufman is the Copy Editor for The Journal Recently, a photo of biggame hunter Rebecca Francis went viral, thanks to a disapproving tweet of the image by Ricky Gervais. The photo is a full-body shot of a smiling Francis, lying on her back next to a downed giraffe. “What must’ve happened to you in your life to make you want to kill a beautiful animal and then lie next to it smiling?” Gervais wrote. This isn’t the first time a photo of a blonde camouflaged woman posing with dead animals has gone viral. It happened last summer with Kendall Jones, a cheerleader at Texas Tech whose lifestyle also involves big -game hunting. Such photos are often met by two camps of people: those who despise these young women for their hobby, and those who place them on a pedestal. This is a multi-layered issue with so much to consider. Because I think it’s worth more than an afterthought, let’s first look at the gender implications underneath these public responses. It’s pretty clear to me why photos like this go viral: because girl. It’s an unusual juxtaposition, right? Photos of male hunters posing next to big game kills are by no means novel or hard to find. But a skinny girl in a full face of make-up holding an entire leopard? That’s a spectacle! So precious, that little lady, taking down that giant predator. That’s the kind of girl I want to come home to. But then there’s the backlash —the crowd of people who direct their rage not at the practice of big-game hunting, but directly at the women in question. Again, while comparable photos of men are generally either upvoted, ignored or looked down upon, women who kill endangered animals are under fire and receive a litany of death threats. Why? Should women know better? Do we expect them to stay out of such nasty business? Do we defer to male judgment on this issue but expect women to be wantonly killing precious animals without reason? I think it’s important to focus not on the individuals involved in this practice, but on the issue about which people contend to be so passionate: the legal hunting of endangered animals. There’s a common and predictable backlash to the backlash. When animal rights ad- vocates show dismay for this practice, a swarm of defenders come armed with one resounding response: big-game hunting actually aids conservation efforts, so you hippies should be thanking these sportswomen for their brave service. Thankfully, there’s enough truth to this argument that it warrants critical thought and research. Unfortunately, the issue is not as simple as these toward others of their species. The supposed benefit of big -game hunting—at least in Africa—is the funding that comes in the form of enormous fees landowners can charge to allow hunting on their property. All kinds of groups, from huntingpositive organizations to animal conservation efforts, maintain this money goes directly to local economies, assists in the maintenance of natural areas When laws are put in place without the means to enforce them, corruption can make a big difference in the effect that legislation has. This is a big deal when it comes to the lives of animals that have already become endangered due to sport hunting. people may like to believe. Trophy hunting is subject to strict regulation (in most circumstances), so that only a certain number of animals can legally be killed within certain regions. As a result, landowners and parks can charge huge prices for hunting permits. Animals subject to legal hunting are often older males who are past mating age and have been ousted from social groups. Trophy hunters —including Francis—tend to paint these as mercy killings, saying these males would otherwise suffer alone until death or act aggressively and funds anti-poaching initiatives. Some contend that the killing of particular animals also helps the locals by providing them with food, supplies for manufacturing, and safety from problematic animals that have been known to terrorize communities. The recent increase in southern white rhino populations is often cited as an example of the success of trophy hunting. But correlation does not equal causation, and even if big game hunting is to thank for this trend, one should not conclude that the practice works in all contexts. In many ways it depends on the species and the region in question. For instance, lion populations have been decreasing in Tanzania, where trophy hunting opportunities sell for big dividends. This is true in many parts of the country, where lion hunting is either legal or illegal. A study in 2008 suggested about 92 percent of this drop is due to trophy hunting having unintended consequences. Such consequences include the muddling of legal hunters with poachers, who hunt big game for their black market value. In regions where regulations are not heavily enforced, or where policing hunters is difficult or impossible, legal trophy hunting opens a narrow but significant loophole for poachers. Authorities are often bribed to turn a blind eye to illegal activity. Some private trophy hunting organizations fund smugglers of elephant tusk and rhino horn. When laws are put in place without the means to enforce them, corruption can make a big difference in the effect that legislation has. This is a big deal when it comes to the lives of animals that have already become endangered due to sport hunting. The strongest argument I have heard in support of trophy hunting is that the financial rewards reaped by landowners are a powerful force in encouraging them to protect natural areas in Africa. Without this incentive, it is said, locals would opt to farm their land and destroy natural areas in the process. This is compelling only if this funding actually reaches and affects the lives of the locals, and even this is still subject to scrutiny. Studies suggest that in some countries, landowners actually receive very little as a result of opening their land to hunters. In some situations, they are owed a small percentage of the revenue and usually end up receiving less than promised. It’s complicated, and it’s frustrating. I wish we lived in a world in which tourism dollars didn’t come from what amounts to animal death porn, but from more earnest efforts to respect the lives of exotic animals. I encourage readers to research this issue further, and to seek ways to support the preservation of natural areas without supporting hunting. It is possible, but it will take a lot of work, and a few paradigm shifts along the way. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com April 29, 2015 Letters & Commentaries The Journal welcomes letters to the editors and guest commentaries. Letters to the editor must be fewer than 450 words. Guest commentaries must be between 450 and 750 words, and guest writers must have their photograph taken to run with their commentaries. The Journal will edit all submitted pieces for grammar, style and clarity. If there are any substantial revisions, the writer will be notified and allowed to edit his or her own writing. Submit all letters to the editor and guest commentaries to websterjournal@gmail.com by 2 p.m. on Monday. The Publication Board The Publications Board acts as the publisher of The Journal, a designated public forum for students, faculty, staff and administrators at Webster University. The Board is chaired by Murray Farish, and composed of two students, two members of the Faculty Assembly and the dean of students as an administrative representative. The Publication Board holds monthly meetings, open to the public. Please bring us your comments and concerns. Next meeting: May 1, Sver 210 at noon Our Vision To consistently provide the Webster University and Webster Groves communities with the most current and contextual information using both print and multimedia, while serving as a learning platform for our staff and a forum for our readers. Editorials Page 6 The Journal’s awards throughout the past year The Journal was named best all-around non-daily newspaper of Region 7 by the Society of Professional Journalists (SPJ) last month—just one of the many awards our staff took home during the course 2014. SPJ Conference On March 30, The Journal competed against other collegestudent media at the SPJ conference in Omaha. The paper won in four categories in Region 7, a division comprised of Missouri, Kansas, Nebraska and Iowa universities. Photo Editor Natalie Martinez’s photo “Homework in the Streets,” which depicted a tense moment between a Webster student and a police officer during a protest on campus, won in Breaking News Photography. Martinez was named a finalist in the same category for her “Children of Ferguson” photo of a two-year-old girl holding her hands up next to her mother following a Ferguson protest on I-70. Former Senior Editor Dan Bauman won In-Depth Reporting in the large school division for “On Campus Grenade Launchers, M-16’s and Armored Vehicles,” a story written during his internship with The Chronicle of Higher Education. He was named a finalist for “The Costs and Benefits of an Elite College Chess Team” in the same category, as well as in General News Reporting for “Thanks to Outreach, US Colleges Enjoy Jump in Gifts from Abroad.” Contributing Writer Sam Masterson won Online Sports Reporting for “Science of soccer: Webster soccer player finds an advantage through flip throw” with Graphics Editors Victoria Courtney and Emily Ratkewicz. Other conference finalists included Sports Editor Dane Watkins in Sports Writing for “Webster Quidditch Player Copes with Marfan Syndrome, Stops Playing,” Lifestyle Editor Matt Duchesne in Feature Writing for “Kelley and Kelly Get Married” and Contributing Writer Alex Wilking in General Column Writing for “Navigating the City of Fog.” MCMA Awards On April 11, The Journal went on to take home 19 more awards and four honorable mentions at the Missouri College Media Association (MCMA) awards ceremony at Northwest Missouri State University in Maryville for Division II, which included competitors from Truman State, Northwest Missouri State, Missouri Western, Missouri Southern, Drury and Maryville. The Journal placed second in Division II for “Best Overall Newspaper” and took home the Sweepstakes Award for accumulating the most points based on the number of first, second, third and honorable mention awards won in the competition. Websterjournal.com placed second in Website Homepage, thanks to the efforts of Webmaster Brian Pratt, Editor-in-Chief Macy Salama, and Duchesne. Martinez won Photojournalist of the Year and took third in News Photography for her photo “Protest.” Brian Verbarg earned an honorable mention in the same category for “Gateway Campus expected in 2016.” Bauman placed first in Investigative Reporting for his coverage of the Webster chess team. Former Opinions Editor Cait Lore’s op-ed “Mind Over Media: Data by Design” won first place in the column category, with Watkins’s “To be or not to be an English major” placing third. Student Media General Manager Megan Washausen took first place in News Writing for “‘Papa’ gives his final lecture.” In the Photo Page catagory, Washausen and Mackenzie Wilder took first for “Meaning Behind Mask,” and Washausen and Hannah Roling took second for “Fifth grade WiseWriters visit The Rep, write show.” Washausen and Mary Masurat also earned an honorable mention in the same category for “Students help recreate Beatles rooftop concert.” Wilder went on to earn an honorable mention in Feature Photography for “Meaning Behind Mask.” Duchesne’s feature “Kelley and Kelly get married” took another award, placing second in Feature Writing. In Information Graphic, Duchesne took second for his timeline, “Change at Webster University.” Courtney took second place in Political/Editorial Cartoon for “Donate to the Webster University,” which satirized Webster’s third annual budget shortfall, and third for “Snowden in Russia.” She also earned an hon- orable mention in Story Illustration for her cartoon accompanying the column “Kavahn Mansouri vs. The World.” Masterson placed second in Multimedia Element for “Science of soccer: Webster soccer player finds an advantage through the flip throw” and third for “Student performs for one year with U.S. Air Force.” Former Editor-in-Chief Gabe Burns and former News Editor Kavahn Mansouri took third in In-Depth News Reporting for “City Council Educational Zoning Coverage.” The Journal staff also took third in Special Section or Supplement for the centennialthemed spread, “99 years and counting Webster history.” This editorial is the view of the editorial board, which is comprised of 9 editors. their names are posted on the left. 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Illustration by Victoria Courtney Letters to the Editor From the other side of the screen: An online student’s Webster experience I always thought college would be an exciting mixture of life-changing events with a bit of “Animal House” thrown in. If you were to talk to my teenage self, she would have told you college is meant to bring you lifelong friends, wild parties and memories that last a lifetime. When I started my Webster education, I quickly realized my college experiences were going to be nothing like I once imagined. Due to working full time during the day, I was left with the option of night and online classes as my only path to a degree. I didn’t have time for joining college clubs, attending parties or commuting over an hour each way to campus multiple times a week. The traditional college experience wasn’t in the cards. I would be completing my degree as an online student. When the topic of college comes up in conversation, my usual response is, “I go to Webster University BUT I’m an online student.” The “but” seems to be an automatic response to explain my status as a student. Of course, I’m technically just as much of a student as those who live on campus, attend full-time and participate in Webster events. Like any student, I have daunting financial aid, homework deadlines that always sneak up on me and goals of actually learning something useful—but as an online student, it just isn’t the same as being on campus. I never felt like a true Webster student. In fact, it felt like I was almost posing as a part of the Webster community. I can’t name any of my classmates, rarely remember my former professors and the most involved I’ve been with campus spirit has consisted of purchasing a Webster University T-shirt. The major difference between being an online student and being on campus are the relationships developed in the classroom. There is something special about being able to put a face and voice to a name, which is something online learn- ing doesn’t always accomplish. Some teachers try to be interactive and use video and audio lessons to teach, which is nice, but it isn’t the same as in person. It would be wonderful to say I feel connected with my classmates and teachers, but it wouldn’t be the truth. I wish I could get to know certain classmates or teachers better, but it’s easy to forget to make an extra effort in developing a good rapport with someone when you never see that person face to face. I’ve also noticed that most of the online students I know work full time or have families. There simply isn’t always time or energy to get more in-depth with those in the course. By the time you start to get to know your fellow online learners, it’s time for a new semester with a whole new set of faceless classmates. In my experience, online learning resembles the less-than-sophisticated saying, “Wham, bam, thank you ma’am.” The student logs on to their course, does the work, learns what they can and then moves on. Friendships, connections and special memories don’t translate well into life after the course ends. I don’t have any crazy college stories to tell, and I will admit that my last college party actually happened while I was in high school. I also doubt I’ll gain any lifelong friends from my experiences at Webster. While relationships are rare, I have learned some valuable life lessons from Webster that will serve as part of my college experience. Anyone who has taken an online class knows that you and you alone are responsible for accessing the material. There isn’t a teacher breathing down your neck or glaring at you from across the room to remind you to put your phone away. The student has to want to learn and put the effort into not only reading the material but essentially teaching it to themselves. I’ve learned self-disci- pline and how to manage my time appropriately, which is a skill I likely wouldn’t have mastered as quickly without online learning. Online students may not be typical Webster scholars, but our college experiences are just as important as those on campus. There is value in online education, and if administration, including teachers, can move toward bridging gaps in the lack of commodity and intimacy of online learning, we can further enhance the college experiences of those who are online learners. Online students aren’t just people behind computer screens—they are a valid part of the Webster University community. I hope future students will see the distinction between campus and online students fade, with both parties being known only as Webster students. Kaylan Schardan is a journalism major April 29, 2015 Lifestyle Page 7 Students move to the rhythms of the world Photography By Brian Verbarg Staff Photographer Students celebrated international culture and diversity at Webster University’s I-Fest on Friday, April 13 in the Grant Gymnasium. The event, hosted by the Multicultural Center and International Student Affairs (MCISA), brought together food, culture and fun for its attendees to enjoy. Students were invited on stage to learn a traditional dance from Ivory Coast. While last year’s I-Fest, themed “Colors of the World,” featured arts and crafts, this year’s “Rhythms of the World” theme showcased dancing and music from across the globe, as well as activities like limbo competitions. Dancing techniques and styles from Spain, India, Thailand, China, Mexico and Southeast Asia were performed, and the Kotchenga Dance Company performed traditional dances from Ivory Coast. Reporting by Matt Duchesne For video coverage and more photos of this year’s I-Fest, head to websterjournal.com. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com BRIAN VERBARG / The Journal BRIAN VERBARG / The Journal Olivia Perez, pictured doing the limbo, was one of the last students competing in the limbo contest at I-Fest. A dancer from the Kotchenga Dance Company breaks it down on stage at I-Fest. BRIAN VERBARG / The Journal BRIAN VERBARG / The Journal An I-Fest volunteer serves cultural cuisine to Webster University student Niki Harris. BRIAN VERBARG / The Journal Vado Diomande, a founder of the Kotchenga Dance Company, explains the dances the company performed at I-Fest. LIFESTYLE Page 8 April 29, 2015 websterjournal.com retires After 34 years of teaching Chamberlain Music professor reflects Media literacy professor Art Silverblatt retires, on 42 years at Webster celebrates his contributions to Webster community By Emily Van de Riet Contributing Writer By Matt Duchesne Digital Editor Media Literacy Professor Art Silverblatt has been teaching at Webster University for 34 years and learning for even longer. In fact, one of his favorite things about being in the classroom is being able to learn from those he teaches. When he arrived at Webster, he was the director of the media studies program—before the School of Communications (SoC) was the school it is today. He said at the time, the program was in a state of growth, and only 77 students were in it. When the SoC became its own department, Silverblatt stepped up as department chairperson, before eventually becoming a teacher of Media Literacy and various media theory classes. Silverblatt recently announced his plans to retire after the 2014-15 school year. He ended his time at Webster by celebrating with friends and colleagues on April 27 in Emerson Library’s Faculty Development Center. “My best memories (of Webster) are associated with the people,” Silverblatt said. “I have fond memories of the students, wonderful students who were so fun to teach, as well as faculty members.” SoC Dean Eric Rothenbuhler and SoC Department Chair and Public Relations Program Facilitator Gary Ford spoke at the event on Silverblatt’s contributions to the school, and many professors and friends shared stories about his time at Webster. “There’s one person after another in our faculty that was hired by Art, recruited by Art, taught by Art and mentored, partnered with or coached at one point or another in their career by Art,” Rothenbuhler said in a speech to the room. “You see the results of his teaching all over the place.” Silverblatt said his biggest strength as an administrator was finding talent, and many professors Webster students know today were hired by him. Among them are Van McElwee, Kathy Corley, Barry Hufker and Aaron AuBuchon and many others. “Everybody I hired, I wanted to be better than me,” he said. A greater contribution Silverblatt’s contributions to education extend beyond Webster. He has penned five books on media literacy during his time at Webster. He said when he first got to CHLOE HALL / The Journal Art Silverblatt’s retirement party, which took place on April 27 in Emerson Library’s Faculty Development Center filled the room with friends, colleagues and administrators who shared stories about his time at Webster University. Webster and was approached about writing a book, he felt as though he did not have much to say. “I started writing when I started to develop an interest and more expertise in the field,” Silverblatt said. “You can look at articles and see things that are really cluttering up the field, and these are junior professors who are either going to publish or perish. Webster is a place where you publish when you have something to say.” He sees Webster not only as a place where professors publish when they have something to say, but as a place that encourages its professors to make a contribution to their field. Some of those contributions have come from the ideas and concepts students have brought up in class, which keeps Silverblatt thinking. He said he doesn’t just spend his time in the classroom teaching, but learning too. “I still really enjoy teaching; and a lot of it really is that (the teaching part), but it also keeps you learning, keeps you think- ing. And what’s more fun than talking about ideas?” Silverblatt said. Deborah Denson, an adjunct professor at Lindenwood University and former student at Webster, also spoke at Silverblatt’s retirement party. She said after working as his research assistant and getting to know him, she saw Silverblatt as the one professor who believed in her ability and potential. “As much as to my mother, I owe Art a debt of gratitude for believing in me,” Denson said. Today, Denson frequently invites Silverblatt to speak to her undergraduate and graduate students on the topic of media literacy. Keeping busy Despite going into retirement, Silverblatt still feels as though he has a lot to do. “One of the reasons I’m excited about it is because I’m healthy, and I’m looking forward to activities,” Silverblatt said. He frequently walks his dog in Forest Park—his house is lo- cated across the street. Denson said she frequently joins him for dog walks in the park. He has also gotten into cell phone photography and has been taking pictures while out for walks. He wants to go back and listen to audiobooks of the classic novels he studied while pursuing his Ph.D. in English. Purdue University has asked him to write a chapter in a book about information literacy, which he is planning to do soon. But Silverblatt will not be leaving Webster’s campus for good. He will continue teaching at Webster as an emeritus professor, an honorary position that continues his affiliation with the school. He plans to teach a class on Film Noir in the 2015 Fall 2 term. At his retirement party, he even promised he would come back every Tuesday. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Focusing on the future Prospective Webster student raises money toward attending college, would be first generation student By Bill Loellke Staff Writer Monica Montejano wants to make films. Her goal is to become a film director, and she is looking to Webster University to make that goal a reality. She began to write stories when she moved to the St. Louis area. “I always wished for people to see these stories, not just read them,” Montejano said. The road to St. Louis, however, was a bumpy one. Montejano, 17, grew up in Tulare, California as the daughter of a Mexican immigrant father. She has two sisters and one brother. Her father was a low-income farm worker. In 2007, when Montejano was nine years old, her mother passed away. She had been in the hospital for a while before her passing. Montejano’s father was the first to learn the news after receiving a phone call from the hospital. Montejano said the memory of her mother she holds most dear was her love for animals. She remembers how open her mother was to taking in any stray dog. “I developed a love of animals because of her,” she said. Her mother passed away after Montejano completed fourth grade. After her mother’s passing, Montejano’s family could no longer afford the house. They went on to move around and live with other people. Montejano attended three different schools in her fifth and sixth grade years. Her father eventually remarried, and when Montejano was in the seventh grade, her family moved in with his newlywed wife. Deported to Mexico In the summer of 2012, Montejano’s father and uncle, along with a few other farm workers, were pulled over on their way to work. “It wasn’t right,” Montejano said. At the time, Montejano was visiting her godparents. It was from them that she learned her father was going to be deported back to Mexico. She has not seen her father since. They have made contact around five times in the past two years. “It was especially sad because he was such a tough worker,” she said. Montejano said her father never backs down from an opportunity to go out and do something. His strength and perseverance is what she admires most about him. “He would do anything for even the smallest reward,” she said. Looking to the Future After losing her dad, Montejano went to live with her god- father David Noble and his family, who live in the St. Louis area. Noble was who Montejano was visiting when she learned her father was being deported. “Her stepmother called and said she (Montejano) should not come back home,” Noble said. Montejano has earned scholarships from Webster to help pay for school. However, Noble and his wife, who have two daughters of their own, cannot provide her with the finances she needs to go forward. She turned to GoFundMe, an online crowd-funding program. Montejano launched the page titled “Future Film Director” on April 4, 2015. She is hoping to raise $10,600 in order to attend Webster in the fall of 2015. As of April 23, she has raised $1,000. She said if she does not reach her goal by the time she needs to pay her tuition, she will use what she earned and other future aid to pay for the next year. Montejano knows people have gone through similar painful experiences. However, she believes she’s different from many kids her age who haven’t fallen into the pitfalls of growing up with a rocky familial past such as drug or alcohol abuse. She is also the first in her family to attend college. Montejano faced another Music professor Bob Chamberlain has seen Webster University’s campus grow from six buildings to over 30. He opened the London campus at Regent’s American College, held administrative positions for nearly 15 years and taught music classes the entire time. After 42 years at the university, he is retiring. Chamberlain’s first job out of graduate school was at Webster. At that time, the university had mostly fine arts—there was no school of communications and no school of business. Since then, the music faculty alone has doubled in size. “The growth is really overwhelming when I really think about it,” Chamberlain said. “Most people aren’t lucky enough to graduate from college, get a job and stay there for 40 years. I feel pretty darn lucky for that.” Chamberlain started out teaching music theory. Along the way, he became dean of students for six months. He then moved to London for 15 months, opened the Webster campus there and served as the first director of that campus. When he moved back to St. Louis, he became the director of academic advising, where he stayed for more than 10 years. He continued teaching the whole time so he wouldn’t lose his teaching status. “I’ve always loved teaching, and that hasn’t changed. How I’ve done it has become more refined,” Chamberlain said. “You learn your craft better and you become more proficient at it. I think I’ve kept a pretty open attitude.” During his time in London, Chamberlain’s job was to open the campus, hire the first faculty and recruit the first student body. He said it was exhausting for him. The hours were long—seven days a week—and there was very little time for a break. His family was young; his daughter was two years old and his son was born in London. “I wish I had back some of the family time that I missed,” Chamberlain said. “I don’t regret doing it, but I didn’t realize what I was in for when I moved to London.” Chamberlain credits a lot of his experiences to the flexibility of the university. He said there are many chances for entrepreneurialism that he may not have had at other universities. “Here, if you have an idea and you want to promote it, you can,” Chamberlain said. “A lot of schools don’t allow that. And I took those chances.” Duane Bridges is a former student of Chamberlain. He is now an adjunct professor of music at Webster, where he directs the New Music Ensemble. He also teaches in the music department at Nerinx Hall High School. He first met Chamberlain about 15 years ago when he transferred to Webster as a music student. Bridges had regular classes with Chamberlain, but the two also studied independently together for Bridges’ composition degree. “(Chamberlain) taught so much to me. He was more of a mentor than a strict teacher,” Bridges said. “He was always open to my ideas. I wanted to take in all I could, and he certainly paved the way for me to do that.” During Bridges’ time at the university, Chamberlain wrote a recommendation letter for him to receive a study-abroad scholarship. Bridges was shocked when he was chosen for the scholarship, and that was his first trip to Europe. Now, through his career at Nerinx Hall, he travels to Europe quite frequently. Bridges then went on to become a graduate student at Webster, where he said his relationship with Chamberlain started becoming more of a friendship. “I honor all the stuff he’s taught me. I’m happy to see him when I do see him. I’ve got nothing but praise for him,” Bridges said. “There’s no question that he’s well-loved and will be missed.” Chamberlain’s specialty is music theory and composition. Most of the classes he taught were theory, composition, private lessons and other specialized courses. His favorite class is music theory because he said it’s what makes music tick. “Theory is the heart and soul of what music is, and seeing lightbulbs go off inside students is great,” Chamberlain said. “Private lessons are fun, too. It’s always a surprise to see what students bring in.” Chamberlain said the most rewarding part of his long career at Webster comes at graduation. He loves to see students walk across the stage and receive a diploma, especially students who struggled during the early stages of college. “The real reward is to see the look on their faces,” Chamberlain said. Throughout his career, Chamberlain has learned not to lose confidence in himself. He said his time at the university has been great. “I learned to say yes whenever you can,” Chamberlain said. “I learned to trust myself and to take risks more than before.” For the future, Chamberlain plans on using his new freedom to write more music. He said he has no other major plans after retirement. “I love writing music, and I anticipate writing more,” Chamberlain said. “If there’s any big plans for me now, it’s to write.” More than anything, Chamberlain said he will miss the interaction with faculty and students after he retires. He said the music program is pretty tight-knit and has evolved as a family. “I’m walking away from that family. I’ll miss that the most,” Chamberlain said. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Springfest 2015 struggle in addition to her father being deported across border lines and her mother passing away: Her sister dealt with a drug addiction. This is what motivated her to start thinking about the prospect of college. “I saw the effects of what she (the sister) was doing,” Montejano said. “That pushed me because I didn’t want that.” Montejano said she learned to get through the tough times by keeping her eye on the prize: college. “I want to go to college,” Montejano said. “I want to achieve my dreams, and I want to make something of myself.” Noble said Montejano has gotten through her rough past because she continues to focus on what she wishes to accomplish and to not go at it alone. “She’s learned how to ask for help when she needs it, and that is a process for everybody, including me,” Noble said. “She’s extremely resilient. She’s a survivor.” Montejano’s college fund can be found at gofundme.com/axp9nc Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com CHLOE HALL / The Journal Chad Vaccarino of A Great Big World solos on the trumpet during Springfest 2015. LIFESTYLE Page 9 April 29, 2015 websterjournal.com Adopted students overcome cultural prejudice By Emily Van de Riet Contributing Writer Webster University freshman Maureen Gage has not found her biological mother. She doesn’t even know if her mother is alive. “I keep her picture on my bulletin board at home, so I can always look up and see her,” Gage said. Gage’s best friend, freshman Anna Mei Bromley, has not found her own birth mother, and she said she suspects she never will, since she was likely abandoned at birth. “I will probably never be that miracle story,” Bromley said. Bromley and Gage were adopted from other countries at a young age. Gage was adopted from Guatemala by white parents, and Bromley was adopted from China by a single white mother. The two have faced issues with race and adoption, but through those struggles they have stayed positive and a found sense of belonging. Challenges and prejudices Both women have had a series of challenges to overcome during their adolescence as a result of being adopted. Bromley said her race was a big issue for her growing up. “When you are in Missouri (as an Asian person), there’s not many people who look like you. Sometimes that was hard when I was younger. God knows there’s a reason why I was obsessed with Mulan for most of my life,” Bromley said. Bromley also said she faced difficulty accepting her appearance in elementary school. “When you’re in a secondgrade classroom and everyone else has blonde or brunette, long, pretty hair and has a mom, dad and siblings, you’re just this awkward Asian kid with weird bangs. Sometimes it was hard just trying to blend in,” Bromley said. Bromley’s struggles with racial differences continued “ I’m probably not going to find her, I’ll never find my birth parents. And as sad as that is, it gets me really interested in those people who do find their birth parents. Anna Mei Bromley ” Webster University freshman into her high school years. She said she did not face issues with being adopted; it was more about her being Asian. “We had Chinese classes in high school, and this one guy would ask me what I was doing. I would say, ‘This is my Chinese homework,’ and he would say, ‘Oh I just assumed you were fluent in Chinese.’ And that was really annoying,” she said. Other issues arose when strangers asked questions about Bromley’s background. Even her mother was asked questions about whether she had married a Chinese man, or whether her daughter spoke Chinese—questions Bromley thought were crossing the line. “Sometimes people would ask things that were just on the line of being kind of racist. Yes, I know a lot about China, but I’m not that different from you,” she said. As she has gotten older, a personal challenge Bromley faces is not knowing her past. She said this is something that saddens her, and that it is frustrating not knowing who her biological parents are. “I don’t have that connection with anybody that I can say, ‘I got this feature from this person,’ or, ‘I have a history of this in my family.’ Sometimes it’s hard because you want to know,” Bromley said. “I’m not completely Chinese; I’m not completely American; I’m not Chinese-American … it’s just hard to deal with. I’m just me.” Like Bromley, Gage felt prejudices against her because of her ethnicity. Many people assume she is Mexican rather than Guatemalan. She said she has had issues with belonging, especially because of her appearance. Her darker skin and hair stood apart from others in high school, and she was the only Hispanic in her class until fourth grade. “But I don’t think other people focused as much on my skin and hair. They focused on my height,” Gage said. “Guatemalans tend to be on the shorter side. I’m 4 feet 9 inches tall, and it was easy for people to pick on me because of that.” Birthplace and background Gage was born in Guatemala’s capital, Guatemala City. Her mother was poor, as were most people in the country. She had children, but then her first husband left her. After marrying a second time, she became pregnant with Gage. Her new husband wanted her to have an abortion because having another child would have been expensive. She refused to have an abortion, so her second husband left her. “Her family supported her and found another solution: adoption. And I’m really grateful for her and that she made the right decision,” Gage said. Immediately after Gage was born, she was sent to live with a foster mom. She stayed there for four months until her adoptive parents came for her. She was adopted by a family who already had two biological sons. “My dad taught himself Spanish so that when he came and got me he could understand what the people were saying,” Gage said. “Then I came here to St. Louis. I live in Kirkwood, and that’s where I grew up. I’m very close to my parents; they were the only parents I ever really knew.” Gage said she misunderstood the reason she was given up for adoption when she was younger because she did not Photo contributed by Anna Mei Bromley Martha Bromley (left) adopted Anna Mei Bromley (right) from an orphanage in China when she was a baby. Today, Anna Mei still does not know who her birth parents are. know the full story of her mother’s background. But her adoptive parents kept a box of baby information about Gage. Her father translated everything in the box about her birth mother into English. Once Gage looked at the box, her perception about her birth mother changed. “Now having known her reason for giving me up, I understand more. And I’m not angry at her anymore,” Gage said. “There were times I was sad and angry at her because I thought that she didn’t want me, when in fact it was the opposite.” Bromley was adopted from China in 1996 by a single mother. She lived in an orphanage until she was adopted at seven months old. Then she came to live in St. Louis with her new family. She is still an only child, and her mother never married. “The reason probably why I was given up (for adoption) was because there was a onechild policy in China. Also there were a lot of old traditional values, like preferring having boys over girls,” Bromley said. Although Bromley knows the village and orphanage she came from in China, she does not know who her biological parents are. She said the reason she will never find them is because it was probably illegal to abandon a child after birth. “I’m probably not going to find her. I’ll never find my birth parents,” she said. “As sad as that is, it gets me really interested in those people who do find their birth parents. Those miracle stories really interest me.” Pushing past the prejudgments Aside from the challenges and stereotypes they have faced, both girls look past their problems and have found a positive light about their adoptions. Bromley said although she had issues with belonging at times, she realized people should always be proud of who they are. “If you were adopted and have issues with a feeling of abandonment, just remember you may not know the whole story. Don’t automatically think a negative thing,” Bromley said. “There was someone thousands of miles away that wanted you. Just remember that. You have a family that loves you, and that’s what should matter.” Gage agrees. She said she focuses on the family she has now. She also had advice for anyone who feels abandoned. “You are wanted, because you are here and you are alive,” she said. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com WU students embrace their bisexuality By Bill Loellke Staff Writer Kayley Withers, Ellie Duff, Erin Coleman and Scott Lunte were growing up in different environments when they identified as bisexual. One’s first same-sex crush was on a Disney character. Erin Coleman had a crush on the villain in Sleeping Beauty. Kayley Withers wanted to kiss her best friend Katherine Young. Ellie Duff started crushing on a lesbian senior in high school. Scott Lunte discovered around middle school that he wasn’t what others called “normal.” These Webster University students began to question their sexuality in these moments. They identified as bisexual. Some still do today. It’s a term that brought them some discrimination. Webster professor of anthropology and sociology Andrea Miller said discrimination against bisexuals does not always come from heterosexuals. As a sociology professor, and being bisexual herself, Miller has studied bisexuality for years. Miller said there is a difference between homophobia and “biphobia.” Homophobia usually originates from those who identify as heterosexual. She said those who are homophobic want to keep homosexuals and heterosexuals from associating with each other. Miller said biphobia mostly comes from the gay and lesbian community. “Biphobia is usually when gay and lesbian people tell bisexuals to pick a team,” Miller said. “They (homosexuals) say you can either be gay or straight.” These people would disagree and say they didn’t come to identify themselves by choice. They have attractions to both men and women. Kayley and her best friend Media Communications major Kayley Withers always thought she was straight. She had not even questioned her sexual orientation until she became friends with Katherine Young. Soon she started to feel something for Young. HAYDEN ANDREWS / The Journal Ellie Duff laughs with boyfriend Drew Anderson in their Webster Groves apartment. “I realized that that feeling might mean that maybe I wasn’t straight,” Withers said. Withers kept those feelings hidden for a few months. She wrestled with the idea that she wasn’t heterosexual. “I had truly believed I was (straight) for so long,” Withers said. One night in June 2014, Withers had accepted that she was in love with her best friend and began to label herself as bisexual. Withers and Young have been in a relationship ever since. The first person she came out to was her father. “His opinion is one of the most important ones in my life since we are close and I admire him so much,” Withers said. “I was terrified of what he would think, and I was honestly worried that he wouldn’t love me anymore or look at me the same way.” Before she was able to get the words out, Withers started to cry. Her father, a conserva- tive republican, knew she was struggling and stopped her. “He told me he already knew and that no matter what, he would love and support me as long as I was happy in my relationship,” Withers said. Withers said that since coming out, her father, while still retaining some of his personal beliefs, supports the LGBT community and has welcomed her girlfriend into the family. Withers’ father told her mother and her older sister that she was bisexual. She said her mother had different views from her father. Her sister was the same way. Withers said there are days when people really support her relationship with Katherine. “There are other days where it feels like people have nothing better to do than to judge us,” Withers said. “I don’t exactly fit in because many people stereotype, and based on stereotypes, people assume I’m straight.” Ellie and her high school crush Ellie Duff discovered her sexuality during her sophomore year of high school. She attended Booker T. Washington High School in Tulsa, Oklahoma. She said while Oklahomans were not very accepting of homosexuals, Tulsa itself was different. Duff’s parents were part of the United Church of Christ, where she said it was common to see homosexuals in attendance. She described the church as an open and accepting environment. Duff developed a crush on one of her close friends, a lesbian senior, during her freshman year of high school. Around her sophomore year, Duff identified as bisexual when she fell in love with another girl. “We dated for about a year on and off,” Duff said. “I haven’t had a serious relationship with a girl since.” Duff is currently in a relationship with a Webster student named Drew Anderson. Duff was raised in an accepting environment. The idea of homosexuality was never hidden from her when she was younger. Her father, who died five years ago, was the first to find out. She described her relationship with her father as a close one. Duff said her father picked up on all the hints. “I would say that a friend was coming over and is going to stay the night,” Duff said. “He said, ‘Okay, dear, just a friend, sure, sure.’” Duff said her father was always supportive of her sexuality. “He told me we could go and check out girls together,” Duff said. Duff said her brother would often make fun of her for being a tomboy, joking at school about her being “gay.” “I told him, ‘Well, maybe I am gay,’” Duff said. “That took him by surprise.” Meanwhile, Duff said her mother was slower to accept her sexuality. She said her mother wanted grandkids. But Duff said her mother eventually came around to it. Erin and identity Erin Coleman’s first crush on someone of the same-sex was not a real person, but a cartoon character. She was attracted to Maleficent, the villain from the film “Sleeping Beauty.” “I didn’t think that it was a queer awakening, but it totally was,” Coleman said. Her first female, human crush was a teaching assistant in fourth grade, but Coleman was still attracted to men. “My mom has gay and lesbian friends, but I didn’t think it was an option to be both,” Coleman said. At first, Coleman did identify herself as bisexual. Now, she said she does not have a sexual orientation. She said she is not attracted to a person based on gender alone, but believes attraction is arbitrary. “I am pretty much 100 percent sexually fluid,” Coleman said. Scott and the role reversal Student Government Association Senator Scott Lunte believes common public perception is that the mother is more accepting of sexuality than the father. He says that’s not the case for him. “I had expected my dad to be the one who was upset about this seeing his son was no longer a man and that my mom would be the one to tell me it was all okay,” Lunte said. “It was actually the opposite effect.” Lunte, who is currently in a relationship with a man, said since telling his parents about his sexuality, his father is closer to him than he ever was before. “He wants me to know that they’re (his parents) are still there for me,” Lunte said. His mother, however, has grown more distant from Lunte. He said there was a three-month period where their relationship wasn’t as strong as it used to be. That seems to be changing. “In recent weeks, we’ve been getting toward where it used to be,” Lunte said. Lunte said whether or not his mother will fully embrace his sexuality is still a mystery to him. “I think she still has that hope in the back of her mind that I’ll go back to being with women and that I will decide that this was just a phase,” Lunte said. The “B” in LGBT Miller learned from interviews with bisexuals that many feel uncomfortable going to LGBT-related events. She said she has faced the same discrimination that deters other bisexuals from joining the community. “I’ve been to these events, and people have asked me what I was doing there,” Miller said. Miller believes people don’t have a clear understanding of the term “bisexuality.” She said it is a term people are uncomfortable talking about because they believe one person cannot be attracted to both genders. Her goal is to make the discussion more comfortable. “I’m concerned about the invisibility of bisexuality,” Miller said. “I don’t think, as a society, we know how to talk about it well. That’s what I want to change.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com LIFESTYLE Page 10 April 29, 2015 websterjournal.com Students have a ‘Nice’ time abroad Students study culture and cuisine in Nice, France A group of Webster students traveled to Nice, France during Spring Break this March as part of a hybrid online class (ILC2000: Nice, France: Regional Identities). Nice is the largest city in Côte d’Azur, also known as the Riviera. Côte d’Azur is the Mediterranean coastline of the southeast corner of France. Nice is an example of French regionalism, with its strong Italian influence and its beautiful setting. It is located by the Mediterranean with the Alps as a backdrop. The goal of the trip was to explore regional differences in France (accents, cultural history and geography) with a particular focus on the culture of food. The online class was six weeks long prior to the trip. Students stayed with French host families in Nice. These families provided exposure to the French language, which was a central purpose of the course. This course will be offered again in Spring 2016. Reporting by Bill Loellke Photo contributed by Dominique Tronché-Macaire Webster students (from left to right: Rachael Ainsworth, Lindsey McDaniels, Rachel Harvey, Sarah Boudreau, Kira Webster, Morgan Gray, Nicolette Gremaud) enjoy last dinner in Old Nice. Students shop for market goods at the Antibes Farmer’s Market. Photo contributed by Dominique Tronché-Macaire Photo contributed by Dominique Tronché-Macaire Students watch a 19th-Century creole fashion show in front of an old train station. Photo contributed by Dominique Tronché-Macaire Students gather around instructor Tamara for a Nice cuisine cooking class. Photo contributed by Dominique Tronché-Macaire Place Masséna Ferris Wheel in downtown Nice lights the evening sky. Sports April 29, 2015 Newcomer of the Year: Monica Behrle Uhrich FROM PAGE 12 fielding percentage of .981% with only six errors. “I always caught or pitched growing up,” Uhrich said. “When coach wanted me to Page 11 play first base, it was tough, but if that’s what I have to do to play, then that’s fine.” First base is not the only position Uhrich is going to be playing during his time at Webster. After this 2015 season, key pieces in the starting rotation and bullpen will be graduating, including Issac Behme, Chris Jansen, Dylan Dean Smith and Zach Sneider. Coach Kurich expects to see Uhrich on the mound more in years to come. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com Game of the Year: Webster topples Wartburg By Scott Lunte Contributing Writer JORDAN PALMER / The Journal Freshman Monica Behrle recorded 15 wins in doubles play this season and added 20 wins in singles play. Freshman helps team win SLIAC title By Rodney Humphries Contributing Writer Freshman Monica Behrle has contributed significant wins to the Webster University tennis team this season. Further, she helped the team win the St. Louis Intercollegiate Athletic Conference (SLIAC) Tournament. The team will advance to the NCAA tournament for the third time in its history. Behrle played her part in both singles and doubles matches. For her efforts she was named first-team all conference. In doubles, her chemistry with her teammates was on display as she won her last ten doubles matches, and finished with an overall record of 15-5. She also proved she could hold her own in singles. Behrle won all of her first sets in singles and only lost one match throughout the season. Her 20 wins is the most in a single-season in for a Webster player. Behrle said the enjoyment and bond she developed her teammates, gave her the confidence and inspiration to go out and play well. “I think I have always enjoyed being on a team and getting the support from my friends,” Behrle said. “Working with the team helps lift your spirits, and it makes you want to do better, because when you’re out there playing you don’t just affect yourself — you affect everybody else.” Behrle has enjoyed success on the court and has a good rapport with her teammates off of it. Jesse Steffens-Willis is Behrle’s doubles partner on the team. She said she has great admiration for Behrle as a tennis player, from a talent standpoint and as an overall teammate. “I think (Behrle) has always been pretty naturally talented at tennis, and she’s gotten so much better because she’s worked so hard at it since she was little,” Steffens-Willis said. “Also as a teammate, I think she’s gotten a lot better at being supportive and making everyone feel important regardless of their skill level.” Behrle said another factor that influences her success is the way she can adjust her game plan and strategies from gameto-game. She based her tactics on her opponent’s tendencies. “With Principia (College) I felt like if she (her opponent) hit the ball hard I would be able to chip it, which basically means hit it softer,” she said. “As a result of that she wasn’t able to focus, so therefore I was able to play better and get my shots. I make sure that I pay attention to that type of stuff, because it’s different with every player.” Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com When soccer recruits visit Webster University, Men’s Soccer Head Coach Michael Siener brings them to the monitor in the University Center. It displays year-round highlights of Gorlok sports. Often, it shows senior forward Mike Wells heading in the game-winning, double-overtime goal against 11th-ranked Wartburg College at the beginning of last season. Moments after the goal, Wells’s teammates mobbed him in the corner in celebration in what was one of the greatest non-conference victories in Webster men’s soccer history. “That moment, everyone forgets about playing time and who’s playing where and how much they are playing. Everybody is excited for each other,” Siener said. On a Saturday evening in September 2014 at Soccer Park, the Gorloks entered the match 1-1 on the season. In the 34th minute, Knights senior midfielder Tyler Salzwedel was handed a red card, disqualifying him and giving the Gorloks a man advantage for the remaining part of the match. Salzwedel’s red was one of six cards issued within a 19-minute span. The Gorloks outshot Wartburg 5-4 in the first half but trailed 1-0 at halftime. Siener said during the practice sessions leading up to the match, that the Gorloks needed to keep it a onegoal game to give themselves a chance. At the 70-minute mark, Webster scored the first of a pair of goals from forwards Alex Whalen and Dzani Delic and took a 2-1 lead. Minutes later, Wartburg tied the match 2-2 to send the game to overtime. Siener admitted the match was one of the most nerve-wracking matches he has been a part of as a player or a coach. “Any time you get into the Dye FROM PAGE 12 “No, usually freshman year is about getting used to it, and I figured it was going to be a transition, but no,” Dye said. Scire said Dye’s first start was due, in part, to injuries which forced her into the lineup. But once she was there, she proved herself to be one of the best on the Gorloks’ SLIAC championship team. Statistically, she had her best game in Webster’s 11-0 drubbing of Eureka College, as she notched her first college hat trick. Her success early in her col- The Journal Archives Mike Wells scored the winning goal in Webster’s 3-2 win over Wartburg. game like that, you feel the nerves a little bit,” Siener said. Wartburg would eventually rebound from the loss and advance to the NCAA Division-III quarterfinal. The two schools are scheduled to have a rematch at Wartburg in 2015. When recruits see the video, Siener said the win gives them something to reflect on when they decide on a college. “When they see us running over to the sideline, I hope they get excited,” Siener said. lege career may have surprised her, but not necessarily her teammates. Junior Allison Ferguson said it became clear that Dye would be a major player on the team, and it didn’t take long for the two to develop a rapport on and off the field. “On the field, her and I—I don’t know what it was. We just could always find each other,” Ferguson said. “We had a little telepathy communication out there. I mean, I loved it. When the two of us were on the field together, we just worked so well together.” Ferguson assisted Dye on her first goal against Calvin. Dye said she and Ferguson share an understanding of the game, and she looks forward to playing with her for the next few years. Dye is especially excited for next season, because she wants to live up to her first year and take the next step in the NCAA tournament. 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Exp 5/10/15 FFP HOTSHOTS (W) Sports April 29, 2015 For the fifth year in a row, The Journal continues its tradition of extending the End of the Year Athletic Awards to athletes who have excelled this year in their respective sports. The recipients were selected by members of The Journal and Galaxy staff, after much debate and discussion. Page 12 Tell us what you think of our selections this year. Visit websterjournal.com and leave a comment, or e-mail us at websterjournal@gmail.com with your opinion. Male Athlete Female Athlete of the Year: Kayla Dye of the Year: Kyle Uhrich By Taylor Overstreet Contributing Writer While at Maryville University, Kyle Uhrich spent most of his time on the mound. The coaching staff there planned to use him almost exclusively as a pitcher. But after transferring to Webster University, Uhrich is now one of the best hitters in all of division-III baseball. Uhrich arrived at Webster University in January. He decided to transfer because Webster offered computer science, the major he wanted to pursue. He also wanted to show he could play a bigger role than the one placed on him at Maryville. “I barely played,” Uhrich said. “The coaching staff only saw me as a pitcher, but I wanted to bat.” As a freshman at Maryville, Uhrich was mainly used as a pitcher — both as a starter and a reliever. He appeared six times on the mound, posting a 1-2 record and a 2.38 earned run average. Uhrich batted .245 but only had 52 plate appearances. Uhrich recorded 13 hits and 7 RBIs from the 2014 season. At Webster, Uhrich is hitting .369 and leads the St. Louis Intercollegiate Athletic Conference (SLIAC) in slugging percentage (.766%), RBIs (52), home runs (15) and total bases (110). “It’s great to know you have been recognized for your hard work,” Uhrich said. “I’m just trying to do whatever I can to help the team win.” The Webster University baseball team is 27-10 on the season and 16-3 in conference play. Webster is sitting in first place in the SLIAC Western Division. Uhrich found exactly what he was looking for to be successful at Webster. Head Baseball Coach Bill Kurich knew exactly what he was getting when Uhrich came onto the team. “He’s been great for us so far,” Kurich said. “We knew (Uhrich) was a physically gifted kid coming into the season. We knew he was going to be strong.” Uhrich has hit 15 home runs, the most in DivisionIII baseball this season. With three regular season games left, Uhrich is currently second on Webster’s all-time single season home run list. “He hits good pitching, and he hits bad pitching,” Kurich said. “You watch (Uhrich) bat two or three times, and it’s pretty obvious he’s a very powerful young man.” Uhrich agrees more at-bats this year have helped his confidence at the plate. “I got more at-bats here, and I just got on a roll and kept going,” Uhrich said. With 52 RBIs on the season, Uhrich has moved into fifth place on Webster’s singleseason RBI list. With runners on base, Uhrich has had 90 atbats and is hitting .367. “(Uhrich) has provided a very fearful middle of the lineup,” Kurich said. “He comes up big for us, and that’s exactly what we needed from him.” That fearful middle of the lineup includes senior third baseman Jeff Kammer and junior outfielder Blake Thomas. Kammer is hitting .391 with nine home runs and 39 RBIs, while Thomas is hitting .366 with two home runs and 32 RBIs. For pitchers, facing the middle of the Gorloks’ lineup is a scary thing, Kammer said. “When facing the heart of the order like they have, they just do their very best to pitch around the strike zone,” Kammer said. “They want to follow a pattern and keep it low so we don’t hit it a country mile.” While he has played as the first baseman and relief pitcher at Webster, Uhrich won the conference player of the year his senior year at Webster Groves High School as a catcher. Uhrich had never played first base before college. He admitted it has taken some time to adjust to the new position, but he feels comfortable now. After 34 games, he has a Uhrich Page 11 JULIA PESCHEL/ The Journal Freshman Kayla Dye rounds an opponent in Webster’s conference semi-final victory over Westminster. Dye scored ten goals and notched nine assists last year. Freshman striker leads team in points By Dane Watkins Sports Editor Kayla Dye’s first goal for Webster University came as a substitute in the Gorloks’ first game of the season against Calvin College. At the time, Calvin was ranked 24th in the nation, and the Gorloks trailed 2-1. The goal was a meaningful one. Dye came on at halftime and felt exhausted from the adrenaline rush of her first game. “I was so nervous,” Dye said. “And so tired. I was about to put my hand up for a sub, but then I scored.” Dye made a habit of giantkilling during her freshman campaign. Three weeks later she made her first start and scored against Washington University (St. Louis), the No. 1 ranked team in the country. On the year Dye scored ten goals and contributed nine assists. Though she only started 16 games, she led the team in points (goals plus assists) and earned the National Soccer Coaches Association of America’s third-team All-Central Region honors. She was also named to the St. Louis Intercollegiate Athletic Conference (SLIAC) First Team. Head Coach Luigi Scire said he believes Dye can become even better in her next three seasons and compared her to some former greats on the women’s soccer team. “She’s just now scratching the surface,” Scire said. “I think in the next three years you’re going to see Kayla develop into one of the most prolific goal-scorers we’ve ever had. She’s going to be up there with the likes of Christy Capkovic, Megan Niederschulte and Niki Martinez. She can be that type of player.” Dye scored the most goals as a freshman since Lauren Pratt scored ten in 2012. Scire said he was impressed with Dye’s drive and determination on the field. He said he has observed these qualities in her ever since he first saw her play for her high school, Windsor in Imperial Missouri, when she was a sophomore. Dye’s team trailed, but Scire was struck by Dye’s resolve. “She pretty much imposed her will,” Scire said. “And did what any true forward would do—find a way to win that game.” Dye scored the tying goal in the final minutes. “I was like, I just know I want to win,” Dye said. “And I don’t know what it’s going to take, but I have this much time left, and it’s gonna happen.” Despite the success she enjoyed this season, Dye did not believe she would see the field as much as she did, at least initially. When her friends asked her if she had been starting on the team, she joked she’d start—on the bench. Dye Page 11 Coach of the Yea­r­: Women’s Soccer, Luigi Scire By Sam Clancy Managing Editor AMIE BOGGEMAN/ The Journal Women’s Soccer Head Coach Luigi Scire in his office. Coaching comes down to one thing for Women’s Soccer Head Coach Luigi Scire: preparation. “We (the coaching staff) try to give them (the players) all the tools necessary to walk out on that field and become successful,” Scire said. With the group of graduating seniors on his 2014 team, that job was easy. October 23, 2012 was the last time the Webster University women’s soccer team lost in the St. Louis Intercollegiate Athletic Conference (SLIAC). October 24 was the first day Scire knew the seniors of the 2014 Gorloks were a special group. In 2012, the Gorloks were on pace to go undefeated in the conference and to shut out every SLIAC opponent they faced. But in overtime of their game against Fontbonne University, they allowed their first conference goal and suffered their only conference loss of 2012. The next day, at practice, the team ran for 45 minutes straight. Scire said it was not a punishment; it was a cleansing process. Since then, they have not lost in conference, including conference tournaments. In 2014, as seniors, the seven core players led Webster to their second straight undefeated conference season and their third consecutive trip to the NCAA tournament. Despite losing in the first round of the NCAA tournament in each of the team’s last three appearances, Scire said they are not far from being a championship-caliber team. He said games against top competition often come down to who makes the fewest mistakes, and Webster has just been unlucky at times. Although they never managed to make it out of the first round of the NCAA tournament, the graduating seniors leave a legacy that will be carried on by many of the underclassmen on the team. Kayla Dye, Rachael Ainsworth and Elena Bloma were all freshmen this year. Dye was the leading point-earner, Ainsworth started in goal for part of the season and Bloma was a defensive starter for all but one of the games. With these players getting substantial playing time, Scire is excited about the future of the program. Even with all the success on the field, Scire said academics come first. The team was awarded the Team Academic Award from the National Soccer Coaches Association of America for the 15th consecutive year. The team has held a GPA of 3.0 or better, the requirement for the team award, every year since the conception of Webster’s Soccer program in 1999. Scire has been the head coach for all 15 years, and this year’s team has a GPA of 3.36. Contact the writer: websterjournal@gmail.com