St Andrew Holborn Lent Book 2016 2 Introduction This booklet is designed to help you enter into the season of Lent. There is a popular perception that Lent is a time of misery – while it may be a season for penitence and self-denial, it is also a time for spiritual growth and renewal. Each year the community at St Andrew’s Holborn produces a Lent booklet of daily reflections to help us focus our thoughts and devotions around a theme that will deepen our encounter with this holy season. This year we will be thinking about mercy. Pope Francis has declared this year to be a ‘Year of Mercy’ and this theme is highly relevant to our contemporary world where ruthlessness and exploitation all too often dominate. The reflections comprise a variety of styles and approaches to each subject. The aim is to assist the reader in their spiritual journey, so if a particular reflection does not inspire you or connect with your experience don’t fret over the fact, simply move on and let the words lie. It may be that on an unlooked for occasion they will speak to you. We have also illustrated the book with various images, and we hope that these in themselves will give readers inspiration and opportunity for thought. Our journey then this season is one of challenge and transformation. As we reflect on all the issues raised we may find ourselves challenged in our thinking and acting, and strengthened in our daily lives. We can feel daunted by the task of sharing God’s love in the world sometimes, but this book may help to give us hope in that task, or indeed spur us on to a keener way of living. May this company of voices prove a rich resource throughout the coming weeks. As we absorb the various messages may our lives be strengthened and may we find a deeper joy in our community by the grace of God. 3 Preface Jesus Christ is the face of the Father’s mercy. These words might well sum up the mystery of the Christian faith. Mercy has become living and visible in Jesus of Nazareth, reaching its culmination in him. Our entire theme this Lent is inspired by Pope Francis who declared this year ‘A Year of Mercy’. We live in world where mercy is often in short supply: in international relations, within nations and communities, and between groups and individuals. The conflicts engaged in result in pain, misery and death for many, many people. In a world created by God and with every person made in God’s image this is a grievous and unacceptable state of affairs. Human weakness will always mean that hatred, violence and exploitation occur but we cannot be indifferent to it. Part of our Christian calling is to fight against such things and to heal the wounds they cause. 4 The struggle is also a personal one, in two ways. Firstly we need to seek to exercise mercy in our relationships and encounters with others. When things go wrong between individuals Jesus teaches us that mercy has to be the end of the affair, and that reconciliation and love must win against division and hatred. Secondly we need to extend mercy to ourselves – living burdened by our mistakes is not what God intends for us – and so we need to allow God’s mercy into our lives. We are called to be recipients and givers of mercy. We are called to the commitment to live by mercy so as to obtain the grace of complete and exhaustive forgiveness by the power of the love of the Father who excludes no one. On our journey through Lent may we find mercy afresh and extend it afresh. Choices for Lent As part of our Lenten observance we may choose to deny ourselves, exerting the discipline of giving something up. Chocolate, coffee and alcohol are favourites for this exercise. We may instead choose to take something on, devoting ourselves in a new way. One activity we may choose to commit to is giving. We can direct the money we save through our discipline to a good cause. There are many choices for this and we can thoughtfully consider which one to make. You may wish to consider a cause close to home. Here at St Andrew’s that may be supporting the work of the Listening Service. If you wish to help this vital work please make a cheque payable to ‘The St Andrew Holborn Guild Church Council’. We are most grateful for all the support that you can give to this work. Whatever choice we make may it be one that reaches out to others in need whose circumstances connect with our own lives and experiences. 5 Ash Wednesday That day of tears and mourning, when guilty man shall arise from the ashes to be judged. Merciful God, spare him –Dies Irae, 13th C hymn. “Remember you are dust, and to dust you shall return”- these are the words from Genesis that lay bare the nature of mortality. The palms that marked the glorious entry to Jerusalem have been burnt, their ashes a symbol of the certainty of death and the passing of all earthly glory. Beyond the literal and visceral impact of that message, the drama of imposing ashes points us towards deeper truths about our relationships and the ways we fail them. When, motivated by anger, pride, vanity or whatever cause, we find ourselves in open conflict with others, and passion burns in our hearts, we destroy the vision of a living kingdom, and in the fires of anger, we burn it down. In holding on to grudges, refusing to deal with certain people or reacting against the world, we bury ourselves in ashes. Only by forgiveness and mercy- to others and to ourselves, can we allow anything to grow from them. 6 Thursday 11th February Thou in thy mercy hast led forth the people which thou hast redeemed: thou hast guided them in thy strength unto thy holy habitation –Exodus 15:13. Many people imagine the God we meet in the pages of the Hebrew Scriptures, our Old Testament, as an angry judge, unforgiving, ready to condemn people for the smallest infraction of his commands. They like to distinguish between this God and the God revealed by Jesus, a merciful Father who takes care of us and always shows his love and concern. This opposition is false. The God who showed himself to the people of Israel is the very same God that Jesus bears witness to by his words and acts. At the centre of God’s dealings with this people is the story of the Exodus. It is a story that tells how God entered into the life of a group of slaves, far from their home, liberated them from their oppression and brought them to a beautiful land where they could be free. This story reveals a God who listens to the cry of the poor, who wants people to live to the full, to be happy, a God who can always do something new to break the bonds that keep us captive. In short, it tells of a God of tenderness and mercy. 7 Friday 12th February There is grace enough for thousands of new worlds as great as this, There is room for fresh creations in that upper home of bliss. But we make his love too narrow by false limits of our own, And we magnify his strictness with a zeal he will not own. –F. W. Faber. When we look beyond the bounds that we impose on ourselves with rules and dogmas, we can begin to see news ways of being a community. Unfortunately, the church has, throughout history, often been the cause of much unnecessary misery. Recently, many have come to feel alienated by the apparent resistance to accepting greater rights for gay people. This is the latest of many injustices. However, this, like everything that came before it, will itself change in some way. Moving forward, as we continue to break down old ideas and prejudices, a different way of relating to others emerges. Rather than historic hierarchies and handed down ideologies, we can adopt a more radical, open way of accepting each other. Following the example Jesus sets more directly, there is an endless capacity for healing and reconciliation. 8 Saturday 13th February The Cherubim shall have their wings spread upward, covering the mercy seat with their wings and facing one another, the faces of the Cherubim are to be turned toward the mercy seat –Exodus 25:20. The golden lid on the Ark of the Covenant, with its golden angels foreshadows visions in Revelation which describe the throne of God. Angels, veiling their faces fall before him crying “holy, holy, holy is the Lord almighty!” The bible gives us simple, but profoundly challenging words for God. Love, light and eternal are amongst those used most. From the limited human perspective, few things are harder to comprehend than infinity. Infinite life, love, time, or conversely absolute nothing just don’t sit right with us. The thought of being alone above a huge, expansive, dark ocean is terrifying. The thought of being with God, the “sea without a shore, the sun without a sphere” as the hymn writer suggests, is beyond us. To look directly at it would be overwhelming. Every attempt to live out the vision God has for us, by showing mercy and love to each other is a small, tangible glimpse of infinity, and draws us closer and closer to its reality. 9 Sunday 14th February O give thanks unto the Lord for he is good, and his mercy endureth forever. 1 Chronicles 16:34. Unlike us, who are so often affected by the response of others, who can see our good intentions melt away when other people reject our advances, God is always faithful to who he is. God is and will always be a God of mercy. God will always keep on loving, even when people respond to his love with indifference or rejection. This faithfulness of God to his identity is a source of great comfort. It means there exists a Rock to which we can always cling for support. In a world where everything seems unstable, where we are so often unsure where to find happiness and meaning, there is someone we can always turn to and know that we will be welcomed with joy. Like the father in the story of the prodigal son, who runs out of the house to embrace his son who has wasted all his inheritance. The father’s attitude did not change; all he sees is his beloved child “who was dead and has come back to life.” Where do we meet this God of unchanging mercy? Jesus tells us, “Come unto me, all ye who labour and I will give you rest.” Jesus reveals to us in all fullness the God who never tires of doing good, who always makes possible a new beginning for those who come to him. 10 Monday 15th February “Theology is like a map. Merely learning and thinking about Christian Doctrines….is less real and less exciting than the sort of thing my friend got in the desert”. From Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis. This quote, from the writer and theologian C.S. Lewis, encapsulates in a sentence the Lenten journey for many of us. The anticipation which greets week one may swiftly become a bewildering prospect in week two. Many will attempt to give something up for Lent, and find such promises rash, or inconvenient. For others an attempt to do something positive, raise money for a good cause, build or make something for a special needs project, reality hits in week two; especially when reminded by the prospect of four more weeks before Holy Week begins. C S Lewis continues that theology and doctrine arise from experience, as with a map, and that experience will have been felt by many before: in short, we are not alone. The final part of this quote simply states “if you want to get any further you must use the map”. We are all in need of guidance and support. If we find we stray then we say, in the words of Psalm 25 v16 “Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted”. In return, as Pope Francis showed us in a Homily, “He has a very special capacity for forgetting. He forgets. He kisses you. He embraces you”. 11 Tuesday 16th February “Even in literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you will, nine times out of ten, become original without ever having noticed it” Mere Christianity. ‘Freshness’, ‘Innovation’, ‘creativity’ are all words that can be used to describe ‘originality’. However, the one which is most apt in this case, is ’uniqueness’. The fact is we are all unique in God’s eyes – but it’s what makes us unique is important. Too many strive to be distinctive, for purely personal gain, rather than breaking ourselves away from the pack and focusing on God’s message. Throughout this week, we will consider how Lent offers us the opportunity to think about ourselves, not selfishly, but how a focus on own feelings at the expense of others is a negative spiral. In this quote, C.S. Lewis is encouraging us to think about how in attempting to deceive simply drives us towards conformity, the very opposite of our intentions. Whereas if we aim for truthfulness, that is itself distinctive. Pope Francis asserted in a Homily that “God’s patience has to call forth in us the courage to return to Him”. God is always there for us. We are not always there for God. During the Lenten weeks we should repay God’s patience by becoming true to his word, and therefore original: “Yet for this reason I found mercy, so that in me as the foremost, Jesus Christ might demonstrate His perfect patience as an example for those who would believe in Him for eternal life” – 1 Timothy 1 v16. 12 Wednesday 17th February “True humility is not thinking less of yourself; it is thinking of yourself less”, from Mere Christianity. Pope Leo XIII taught us that “Once the demands of necessity and propriety have been met, the rest that one owns belongs to the poor”, echoing the second part of C.S Lewis’ quote. What does this mean for us? We all have good intentions, yet on some occasions we are not always true to our beliefs. Sometimes we set ourselves impossible challenges; whilst at other times the pain of disappointment means we belittle ourselves. It can seem an unending downward spiral. Lent should be viewed as a brake, a kind of space – or even holiday - in our year to think about what Jesus did for us. How, like him we should be humble, be true to ourselves and think what we can offer to others during this time. Lent is not just about giving something up, it’s also about what we give, however, that’s defined. “He saved us, not on the basis of deeds which we have done in righteousness, but according to His mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewing by the Holy Spirit” Titus Ch3 v 5. 13 Thursday 18th February “Progress means getting nearer to the place you want to be. And if you have taken a wrong turn, then to go forward does not get you any nearer. If you are on the wrong road, progress means doing an about turn and walking back to the right road; and in that case the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive man” Mere Christianity. This quote helps us to think about facing up to our mistakes and errors. All too frequently we continue on, not wanting to recognise where or how we have made a wrong decision, living in false hope that all will come good. But consider the story of Peter. In a 2013 Homily, Pope Francis challenges us to consider Peter’s denial of Jesus: three times he denied Jesus, and when he can go no further he “meets the gaze of Jesus who patiently, wordlessly, says to him: ‘Peter, don’t be afraid of your weakness, trust in Me’”. In these weeks leading to Holy Week, we should consider how daily we can meet the gaze of Jesus, and change the path we have taken. “Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy loving kindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions” – Psalm 51 v1. 14 Friday 19th February “Everyone thinks forgiveness is a lovely idea until he has something to forgive”. Mere Christianity. Today in Bloxham, Oxfordshire begins the Church Times Festival of Faith & Literature. An annual event described –in its’ own words – as “a literary festival with a theological slant”. Amongst the sessions today, will be on with Baroness Butler-Sloss, the former Lord Justice, who will be in conversation on the topic of “The Quality of Mercy”. In her professional life, as a Judge, Baroness Butler-Sloss would have been seeking the truth. To punish those whom have gone astray. Mercy rarely features in legal judgements, for either side, it is much more the perception of justice having been seen to be done. In The Name of God is Mercy, Pope Francis says “To follow the way of the Lord, the Church is called on to dispense its mercy over all those who recognise themselves as sinners, who assume responsibility for the evil they have committed, and who feel in need of forgiveness. The Church does not exist to condemn people, but to bring about an encounter with the visceral love of God’s mercy”. In these sentences His Holiness draws together the overlapping beliefs of forgiveness and mercy. To receive mercy requires acceptance of wrongdoing and the desire for forgiveness. Lent gives us the opportunity to consider how we as Christians have behaved, and where we need forgiveness. If we turn to Christ we will receive his mercy. In the words of Psalm 30 v 10 “Hear, O Lord, and have mercy upon me: Lord, be thou my helper”. 15 Saturday 20th February “Even in social life, you will never make a good impression on other people until you stop thinking about what sort of impression you are making”. Mere Christianity. On one hand, this could be considered to be an alternative approach to Lent. Consider these Biblical extracts: “Vanity of vanities; all is vanity” – Ecclesiastes 1 v2, and “They that observe lying vanities forsake their own mercy” – Jonah 2 v8. We are so use to people at Lent telling us stories of what they have given up, or what they will plan to do for a cause, whether through money or time. What we much more rarely hear is what people will do for them. This may seem odd, if not counter intuitive, but shouldn’t be ignored. As we explored earlier in the week, Lent provides us with a ‘space’ in the year to reflect. We also – quoting C.S. Lewis – considered how we should think of ourselves less – so, it could be argued that today’s quote is incongruous with Wednesday’s. I suggest they are not. It is true that we should not be thinking of ourselves, but we do not to consider the result of our actions and behaviours on others. Not being true to ourselves and creating a false image, betrays whom we are, and creates unnecessary barriers between us and Christ. Reflection, not obsession, on who we are, should be a consideration during this time. In the words of Pope Leo XIII, “Nothing emboldens the wicked so greatly as the lack of courage on the part of the good”. 16 Sunday 21st February “All that we call human history – money, poverty, ambition, war, prostitution, classes, empires, slavery – [is] the long, terrible story of man trying to find something other than God which will make him happy” Mere Christianity. This, potentially, could crystallise the importance of Lent, and the reason why it is such a significant observance in the Liturgical calendar. In these short, punchy words, C.S Lewis lists human failings across the centuries. Some are of mans’ own doing, whilst others have been temptations to which man has succumbed: but all in one way or another are wants. Man wanting something other than God. In The Name of God is Mercy, Pope Francis says sin if repeated leads to corruption, and becomes self-fulfilling: “it becomes a mental habit, a way of living. We no longer feel the need for forgiveness and mercy, but we justify ourselves and our behaviours….. [we] limit [our] capacity for love”. Lent allows us to recognise truth and shed the false skin of selfsufficiency that corruption creates: “Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other” – Psalm 85 v10. Monday 22nd February ‘Thou in thy mercy hast led forth the people which thou hast redeemed: thou hast guided them in thy strength unto thy holy habitation.’(Exodus 15:13) During Holy or Jubilee years, the Church seeks to emphasize one of her more profound characteristics, making it visible for all to understand. This characteristic is mercy: the inexhaustible capacity to welcome and forgive all men and women in need of pardon. During this Year of Mercy, the doors of many churches and cathedrals around the world are designated as ‘holy doors’, or ‘gateways of mercy.’ During a general audience in St Peter’s Square, Rome, Pope Francis declared that ‘The Holy Door indicates Jesus himself who said, ‘I am the door: if one goes through me, he will be saved’ 17 Many churches and cathedrals are built with magnificent doorways, architects have always wanted to attach great significance to the entryway of the church, the portal to a holy space. Going through the doors, we eventually reach the heart of the church building - the sanctuary (from Latin sanctus, meaning holy). As well as inciting ideas of holiness, the word sanctuary also carries the meaning of a safe haven: a place of mercy and compassion. The open doors of the church lead people from the world to the sanctuary, a place of encounter with God. Holiness is not about exclusivity or closed doors; rather life in Christ is an open door. That is the victory of Christ on the cross, closing the divide between God and man, heaven and earth. Ultimately, we have life in the mercy of God who opens the greatest door for us, who rolled the stone away from the tomb, who leads us out from the captivity of death and sin, and into a glorious dwelling place with him. Despite the limited time frame of a jubilee year, when it comes to God’s mercy, there is no single window of opportunity. When God invites us to His grace and mercy, there’s no sell by date: the door is always open. ‘I heard mercy call my name, He rolled the stone away’. (Matt Maher) 18 Tuesday 23rd February ‘Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.’ (Revelation 3:20) These words from Revelation inspired one of the most well-known pieces of English Christian Artwork – Holman Hunt’s ‘Light of the World’. In spite of the numerous links between Jesus and an open door, here we see the figure of Christ patiently knocking and waiting at a closed door. The door is overgrown with weeds, and looks like it hasn’t been opened in some time. We inhabit a society where we are encouraged to keep the doors shut – ours is a world where we constantly worry about security or privacy, and where we are encouraged to be selfsufficient. Falling apart isn’t an option: if things are going wrong, we tend to shut ourselves in for fear of losing face. This doesn’t need to be the case when it comes to God. We can see Jesus as a friend before whom there is nothing to hide. There is no need to shut him out. For it is only when we are able to come to Jesus holding nothing back, unafraid to show him our brokenness and frailty, that we will be ready to accept his boundless grace. Yes, God opens the door of mercy to us in Jesus, but we must be willing to be open our hands and our hearts too. We must be willing to come looking, with nothing held back. Philip Yancey wrote, ‘Indeed, how could we experience grace at all except through our defects? In Jesus’ day, tax collectors, prostitutes and unclean persons reached out their hands to receive God’s grace, while religious professionals closed theirs into tight fists. In receiving a free gift, having open hands is the only requirement.’ 19 Wednesday 24th February But a Samaritan, as he journeyed, came to where he was, and when he saw him, he had compassion. He went to him and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he set him on his own animal and brought him to an inn and took care of him. And the next day he took out two denarii and gave them to the innkeeper, saying, ‘Take care of him, and whatever more you spend, I will repay you when I come back.’ Which of these three, do you think, proved to be a neighbour to the man who fell among the robbers?” He said, “The one who showed him mercy.” And Jesus said to him, “You go, and do likewise.” (Luke 10:37) When doors are closed to us, for whatever reason, it leads to feelings of rejection, loss of self-esteem, even despair or hopelessness. I sometimes wonder how Mary and Joseph felt, when they were turned away from the inn in Luke’s narrative of Jesus’ birth. Jesus was not born into wealth or significance, but God incarnate was born into poverty, rejected even before his birth. My mind then turns to another scene at the door of an inn, further on in Luke’s Gospel: The Good Samaritan leading an injured man to an inn and paying for his bed and board. This time, we have an open door, and a man helping another through it. Love is seen in an open door. This is a model we might use for our own ministry, in whatever way we find ourselves called to serve others. The Year of Mercy acts as a reminder to the church of its commission to be the vultus misericordiae: the face of mercy. It’s a reminder of the church’s commission to fling its doors wide open and welcome all those who seek a home. As the doors of mercy are opened to us, so we must be ready to show compassion to others, to stoop and help the poor, embrace the lonely, tend to the sick. We are called to mirror the mercy shown to us in God’s son, who stoops to enter our brokenness with us and comes rushing out to meet us, however lost we are. 20 Thursday 25th February ‘Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes’. (1 John 2:9) Some things are so hard to let go of. Even when we know we know cerebrally that forgiveness is the Christian thing to do, it can be very hard to put aside the things which have hurt us. The more we cling on, the deeper embedded the bitterness grows; the rifts in our relationships deepen. Hatred only perpetuates hate. We end up locked into the past, blinded by the hurt that has been done, reluctant or scared to look to the future. Somewhere, the hating has to stop. Martin Luther King famously said that ‘Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.’ Forgiveness is a manifestation of love, a love that is greater than any hurt or any sin. A love that acknowledges what has happened, but shines more brightly than the harm that has been done. Like a parent responding to a child which has lost his way, God lovingly forgives so that we might live again, and not be locked in to our sin. No door is too heavy for God to unlock, no sin is greater than his mercy. Pope Francis suggests that ‘mercy goes beyond in such a way that sin is put to the side... We look at the sky, there are many, many stars; but when the sun rises in the morning, the light is such that we can’t see the stars. God’s mercy is like that: a great light of love and tenderness. So it is with our relationships with one another. With forgiveness, we can make a space where we can rebuild healthy relationships, and positive work can be accomplished. Forgiving doesn’t mean a compromise of our values or morality and is not condoning the hurt that has happened, but is a chance to acknowledge and recognise what has happened. Forgiveness means we are strong enough to love again without fear. It means we are strong enough to hope for a new start. It makes space for healing. 21 Perhaps a useful challenge to set ourselves during Lent is to consider where we are clinging on to something that is more harmful than good? In what areas of our lives could we afford to let go of a hurt, repair a rift, and allow the work of healing to begin? 22 Friday 26th February ‘But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life.’ (1 Timothy 1:16) The processional doors at St Paul’s Cathedral, Melbourne are designed to illustrate the conversion of Paul (or Saul): when the light shines through the closed doors, the effect is glorious, radiant, and bathes the entire entranceway of the cathedral in a dazzling light. I like the way the light of these doors breaks through to the darkness, blindingly bright, so that you can’t quite look at it, but can’t help but look all the same. According to their designer, they can be seen as symbolic of St Paul himself, who broke down the barriers between people and the Gospel, making Christianity accessible to all people. Rather like that light, the process of self-examination can be difficult and painful: sometimes we’d rather sit in the darkness of denial than confront the more challenging aspects of ourselves. Lent is often considered an austere and rather uncomfortable time, rather like a spiritual trip to the dentist. By casting that light on those shadowy corners of ourselves, we have an opportunity to acknowledge them and ask for grace to bring good from them. Paul was of course a rather unlikely instrument for the task of bringing the Gospel to the gentiles, having persecuted many hundreds of Christians before that momentous encounter on the road to Damascus. What better illustration of the depths of God’s mercy, that God can make use of each of us, no matter how far we feel we have fallen? What unexpected aspects of ourselves could we ask God to make use of? How could the darkness of our hearts be transformed, if we handed it back to God? 23 Saturday 27th February ‘Early in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people were coming to Him; and He sat down and began to teach them. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman caught in adultery, and having set her in the centre of the court, they said to Him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in adultery, in the very act. Now in the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women; what then do you say?” They were saying this, testing Him, so that they might have grounds for accusing Him. But Jesus stooped down and with His finger wrote on the ground. But when they persisted in asking Him, He straightened up, and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. When they heard it, they began to go out one by one, beginning with the older ones, and He was left alone, and the woman, where she was, in the centre of the court. Straightening up, Jesus said to her, “Woman, where are they? Did no one condemn you?” She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “I do not condemn you, either. Go. From now on sin no more.” (Luke 8:111) The encounter between Jesus and the woman caught in adultery is well known, and is a situation perhaps we can all take a share in. How often have we been the ones to point a finger, ignorant or conveniently choosing to forget the planks in our own eyes? It is an account that illustrates how God’s mercy does not exist in laws, but in love. Drawing a line in the sand, Jesus brings the whole series of events to a halt. He creates a pocket of breathing space in which, as Rowan Williams suggested, ‘the Pharisees’ own daemons can walk away’. It is humanity, not God, that often seeks to punish wrongdoing. But in Jesus there is no desire to punish or to condemn: rather he seeks to heal and to restore. ‘Go and sin no more!’ He, in effect, opens a door to the woman, which the Pharisees were ready to slam shut. Love supersedes her sin, and there is the opportunity for restoration and reconciliation. Holiness does not exist in flawless perfection – this is not the pattern of creation. Rather ours is a world where God constantly seeks to recreate 24 what is broken and make it new. Holiness exists in a desire to turn back to God. Holiness does not consist in not making mistakes or never sinning. Holiness grows with capacity for conversion, repentance, willingness to begin again and above all with the capacity for reconciliation and forgiveness. (Pope Benedict XVI) 25 Sunday 28th February But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God: I trust in the mercy of God forever and ever’ (Psalm 52:8) The olive tree is a popular image in the Bible for the representation of the righteous. Here in Psalm 52, the psalmist sets himself against the deceitful, razor tongued sinner, singing of his own faithfulness. The most powerful thing about this image is the way it portrays the fruitful companionship between God and his creation: God loves and tends the green olive tree, and trusting in God’s mercy, it flourishes and bears wonderful fruit. Olive trees are sometimes used as a symbol for resilience, because of the way they recover from damage, even if they are completely cut back at the trunk. They are stubbornly engaged in a battle for new life, though they might have been cut back and seemingly finished. The wounds heal, and there is new growth from the remains. The narrative of the Bible revolves around the idea of creation and recreation. We live in the hope of a new heaven and a new earth. The awesome grace of the cross is from the suffering of one rejected and suffering comes the gateway to new life and new hope: a new creation born from the blood and tears of the old. This is what is ultimately achieved through Christ, who makes all things new, and the pattern that we too are called to follow. Where might we be able to nurture what has been damaged? What acts of mercy might bring forth renewal in a darkened corner of the world? What fruit could we begin to bear in the world? By God’s grace and through even the smallest acts of mercy we too can work to build the promised Kingdom from what is broken and exhausted. ‘Mercy is the path uniting God with man, for it opens the heart to the hope of an eternal love’. [Pope Francis] 26 Monday 29th February Exodus 15:13 Thou in thy mercy hast led forth the people which thou hast redeemed: thou hast guided them in thy strength unto thy holy habitation. KJV In your steadfast love you led the people whom you redeemed; you guided them by your strength to your holy abode. NRSV This verse is fascinating. Written long before true redemption came to our world; it has a timeless immediacy yet also encapsulates a prophetic message that we can interpret through the lens of God Incarnate. Redemption in the context of this passage from Exodus is very physical and real. God’s mercy is demonstrated through provision of needs and guidance. He is leading His people away from servitude towards the Promised Land – the holy habitation. Of course, we can view it in a quite different way; that doesn’t detract from its pertinence as it speaks into our Christian understanding. The expression of mercy as ‘steadfast love’ is appropriate. For me, steadfast has a sense of dogged determination to it. That, irrespective of our waywardness and grumblings (we may not be physically travelling through a desert relying on daily gifts of manna but we experience an equivalent) God’s love is assured and unchanging, solid and unerring. Throughout our lifetime of wandering – including the times when we go ‘off piste’ – God’s love and mercy towards us is steadfast. And that sense that it is through His strength that we are brought home to His holy abode is overwhelmingly powerful and utterly humbling. We cannot do this alone! God is our strength and our ultimate refuge. 27 Tuesday 1st March Psalm 13:5 But I have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation. KJV But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation. Don’t you just love the Psalms! There are times when their raw humanity is so stark that it’s chilling and at the other end of the scale the depth of adulation and praise is, to this very day, awe inspiring. It’s oh so simple, isn’t it…? Put your complete trust in God’s mercy, His steadfast love, and know the release of salvation. It’s an interesting thought to reflect on. Have I always been confident in God’s mercy? As a theological proposition I have no doubt that my answer would always be a resounding yes! As a personal promise to me, there are honestly times when I feel I haven’t deserved that gift of mercy. When I’ve tested His patient, steadfast love to and possibly beyond its absolute limit. Where is the line between trusting acceptance and taking that precious gift for granted? Perhaps I’m alone in being aware of that struggle… Of suddenly realising that in my complacency I have slipped far away and relied too heavily on the benevolent mercy of God. Yet, in that moment of realisation lies the path to rejoicing! How indescribably wonderful is that knowledge and assurance that we are saved through His mercy. 28 Wednesday 2nd March Psalm 86:13; For great is thy mercy toward me: and thou hast delivered my soul from the lowest hell. KJV For great is your steadfast love towards me; you have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol. Though not in the same Psalm, this verse flows on seamlessly from our reflection yesterday. Not only does God’s boundless mercy have us rejoicing in the knowledge of salvation but it also means we are delivered from the depths of hell. Hell can be a very real and painful place. A place that we experience on our pilgrimage on earth. It isn’t just a threat of eternal separation from the mercy and steadfast love of God; it stalks our earthly existence. Speak to anyone who has suffered from mental illness or battled depression and the darkness that haunts those times is palpable. We can all think of moments in our lives when the bright light of hope has been shrouded in the thick fog of desolation. When illness and/or loss have plunged us into a pit of despair. When we have faced an impossible dilemma and been broken by it. When the forces of darkness seem to be overwhelming and relentless. For some it is transitory, for others it is their life’s constant battle where even the knowledge of His deliverance is sometimes insufficient to ease the pain. Take time today to pray for all those who struggle with their own hell on earth… they are sadly all too often those who are in the greatest physical need who huddle in doorways and seek shelter under awnings. Pray for them and for those who strive to help them. 29 Thursday 3rd March Isaiah 49:13 Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted. KJV Sing for joy, O heavens, and exult, O earth; break forth, O mountains, into singing! For the Lord has comforted his people, and will have compassion on his suffering ones. (If I were to say that I chose this selection of verses and ordered them at complete random you might not believe me - but it is true!) Yet again, the verse we find ourselves pondering on today is a perfect response to the rather solemn thoughts we encountered yesterday. “For the Lord has comforted his people, and will have compassion and mercy on his suffering ones.” No wonder we are encouraged, instructed even, to sing and be joyful. To join with the heavens and all creation in rejoicing in the mercy of the Lord our God. You really sense the power of the instruction building in those opening words. This is a great cause for celebration and it should be unstinting. The mercy shown by God is so magnanimous and bountiful that the whole of creation; past, present and future is to join in the festivity and proclaim it! And there is something in this for each and every one of us. God has, does and will continue to comfort His people; even those of us who feel secure on our pilgrim path. He will cherish us with His love and show mercy on those who wander or get lost. That is truly humbling and ultimately full to the brim with hope and reassurance. 30 Friday 4th March Matthew 9:13 But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. KJV Go and learn what this means, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice.” For I have come to call not the righteous but sinners.’ Jesus was a real game-changer. He took the safety net that the religious authorities had carefully assembled and tore it apart. This verse is actually part of the narrative around Jesus’ calling of Matthew – the tax collector. There was criticism of the company he kept at the dinner table – Matthew’s friends who were all on the “not to be associated with” list by the religious elite. It is immediately preceded by one of my favourite lines – the healthy don’t need a doctor (I paraphrase). Jesus is setting the tone for his ministry from the outset. He never dismisses those who challenged his new ways – apparently flouting the law – instead he offered them a puzzle to consider, a question to answer or a parable to chew over. It’s that knowing we are sick and need a doctor moment… the realisation that we need to repent of our own failings and fall back on the mercy of God. We can’t but our way into that deal. No system of sacrifice or good works or mighty words can deliver the same result. And maybe that is what floored the religious elite of his time. They couldn’t understand that they needed to be healed, after all they obeyed all the law... That trap is still baited today… 31 Saturday 5th March 1 Timothy 1:13 Even though I was formerly a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent aggressor. Yet I was shown mercy because I acted ignorantly in unbelief. NAS I am grateful to Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because he judged me faithful and appointed me to his service, even though I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and a man of violence. But I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the foremost. But for that very reason I received mercy, so that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display the utmost patience, making me an example to those who would come to believe in him for eternal life. To the King of the ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honour and glory for ever and ever. Amen. And so another two verses are linked – and please indulge me as I set today’s verse in its full context because in some ways there is very little that I can or would want to add to this. Plus it has another timeless ‘sound-bite’ “that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”. It is a pattern and a testimony for each of us I suspect to follow or use. To start with expressing our gratitude to God for acknowledging our repentance and its root causes. To strive to reflect God’s love for us to others; to radiate His gracious mercy. And finally, to be overflowing with thanks and praise. Simple… isn’t it? 32 Sunday 6th March James 2:13 For judgment will be merciless to one who has shown no mercy; mercy triumphs over judgment. NAS If I have a sadness, an inner shame that I carry, then it is a sadness about my/our willingness to judge others. You will recognise the sort of thing I mean. The quarrelling theologians who are so convinced that they are in the right that they fail to even begin to listen to those who have a different view. The people who claim exclusive insight into the interpretation of the Word of God and, therefore, everyone else is wrong. You can take this to mean whatever you like. It could be as a result of a present day disagreement – of which there are sadly more than one – or it could be something that burnt bright at the time only to fade was the decades and odd century ‘proved’ one ‘side’ was right after all. I have always found it deeply offensive that my view, because it is different, might not be valid simply because it is challenging. At my most controversial, I was quite convinced that Christ’s injunction to us to remember Him in the breaking of bread and the sharing of wine was clearly meant to be an intrinsic part of our daily routine because eating and drinking were basic human needs so should our remembrance of His passion be part of our basic daily routine. As articulated there it doesn’t sound quite as radical as I originally felt! Much water (and wine) has flowed under the bridge since then and now I find myself in a very different place. I sincerely believe that feeling confident enough to judge a fellow human being is the sin we need to repent of most. God doesn’t grade sins. I don’t believe He finds one sin more abhorrent than another. He hates all sin but loves us so much He showers us with His mercy. What right then do we have not to open our arms in welcome to those we disagree with? 33 Monday 7th March “Have mercy upon me, O God, after thy great goodness: according to the multitude of thy mercies do away mine offences. Wash me thoroughly from my wickedness and cleanse me from my sin.” – Psalm 51:1-2 We all know various ways we would like to do better. Do you ever wonder what other seemingly good people regret? Perhaps it is motion pictures that make us believe that the only people who confess to a priest are mobsters who have committed some great crime – but in reality, the type of person you probably think of most often going to confession is an elderly woman who faithfully attends church, and couldn’t possibly be imagined to have done anything seriously wrong. One thing is sure, that if we are aware of our faults and openly admit them to ourselves and others, we become aware of our other weaknesses. We see more of our own failures – the corners we cut, our petty dishonesties, mischievous gossip, unkind words, or just all the things that we could, or should, have done differently. God has already forgiven us for all wrongs, but what are the consequences of accepting that unlimited forgiveness? Does it mean we have to do better next time, or at least try to do better? And can God be relied upon to help us improve? What if he doesn’t, and we don’t? And what if others around us are equally unwilling to forgive or to change? We must try to be like God if we are to show mercy to unmerciful people. 34 Tuesday 8th March “Can you pull in Leviathan with a fishhook, or tie down its tongue with a rope? Can you put a cord through its nose, or pierce its jaw with a hook? Will it keep begging you for mercy? Will it speak to you with gentle words? Will it make an agreement with you for you to take it as your slave for life? Can you make a pet of it like a bird, or put it on a leash for the young women in your house? – Job 41:1-5 (NIV) Imagine a 700-pound grizzly bear cowering before you. God is greater and more powerful than even the most terrifying animal – and thus he acts almost as a law unto himself. He answers to no one. In contrast to God greatness and strength, we are as helpless as little children. So we will have no more success extracting favours from him by force than we would catching a killer whale with our bare hands. Yet the same powerful God shows mercy on us every day. One way we can fail to show mercy is by pretending to be the weaker party. Despite being hugely blessed, it is tempting to make out we are the one who is put upon, oppressed, mistreated or misunderstood. Manipulating others into giving us what we want is a merciless act, and possibly one we see more than any other. Showing true mercy can mean standing up and working for good, and doing without what we want. 35 Wednesday 9th March “Now the time had come for Elizabeth to give birth, and she gave birth to a son. Her neighbours and her relatives heard that the Lord had displayed His great mercy toward her; and they were rejoicing with her.” – Luke 1:57-58 (NASB) Is there mercy in not receiving what we want? Besides Elizabeth, you will find at least five other women in the Bible who were apparently infertile – when God decided to change everything and give each one a son. Couples today still long for a child. Boy or girl, either one seems a mercy. We know now that men are just as likely to be infertile, and that being childless is not a form of divine punishment. But many desires in life are never met – and perhaps one reason God set aside the seventh day of the week was to teach us, like him, to say no. To do no work. To put aside any desires and demands, however pressing or important they may seem. In any case, receiving your heart’s desire can be a mixed blessing. Elizabeth rejoiced to have a child late in life, but we are left to wonder whether she lived to see her son, John the Baptist, imprisoned and beheaded. Her miracle child died needlessly in a cruel political game. When God answers yes, will you find the strength to bear any sadness that comes with it? And when he answers no, will he offer some other, unexpected mercy? 36 Thursday 10th March “If any man has a stubborn and rebellious son who will not obey his father or his mother, and when they chastise him, he will not even listen to them, then his father and mother shall seize him, and bring him out to the elders of his city at the gateway of his hometown.... Then all the men of his city shall stone him to death; so you shall remove the evil from your midst, and all Israel will hear of it and fear.” – Deuteronomy 21:18-19, 21 (NASB) What is the best way to show true mercy to a unruly loved one? When discipline or “tough love” doesn’t work, how do you show someone you still care about them when they are causing sadness and pain? It could help in this case consider the Golden Rule, but if someone is behaving in a truly destructive way, it is very difficult to answer the question, “If I were in their shoes, how would I want to be treated?” Sometimes it seems the only thing we can do is to give the person space. To not rise to their attempts to control, hurt, or attract attention. And perhaps that is what an impossible person really wants. When a young mother once asked a more experienced woman how to control a young, rampant child, the older woman’s advice was not to form a strict system of discipline, but to make the child’s life more orderly, like simply waking him up for breakfast at the same time every day. 37 Friday 11th March “Do not urge me to leave you or turn back from following you; for where you go, I will go, and where you lodge, I will lodge. Your people shall be my people, and your God, my God. Where you die, I will die, and there I will be buried. Thus may the LORD do to me, and worse, if anything but death parts you and me.” – Ruth 1:16-17 (NASB) One of the most extraordinary characteristics of mercy is that it is often accompanied by suffering. In fact, mercy could not exist without it, considering mercy is most often portrayed as a reprieve or release from punishment, or a kindness in a time of agony that somehow lessens the pain. Catholic tradition places St Veronica on the Via Dolorosa, giving Jesus her veil so that he could wipe his face. And although Mark records that Simon of Cyrene was just “passing by,” the Romans forced him to carry the cross, lightening the Saviour’s load. The fact that both he and his sons are named suggests that this accidental encounter might have ended with Simon becoming a prominent Christian. We can’t go anywhere to escape God’s love, and even in the most terrible suffering it is possible to find some sign of hope, or God’s love and presence. It’s easy to wonder why God doesn’t eliminate all pain or longing, but if he did, would we understand mercy? Would we experience faith, hope or love? 38 Saturday 12th March “Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other.” – Psalm 85:10 (KJV) Truth and mercy stand on opposite ends of the spectrum. If the truth were known, surely everyone would be revealed as a horrible sinner, with none of us deserving mercy. If true justice ruled, everybody would be running for their lives, knowing that punishment was imminent. Micah 6:8 follows on the thought of the psalmist, saying, “He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?” (KJV). Is Micah talking about social justice here? Or does he mean simply we should do what is right? Either way, if we do good while giving other people great scope for doing evil, we will truly be emulating Christ. Achieving one can be as difficult as the other. You might think it is much easier to give other people a break than it is to get everything just right, but look around. In both a personal and geopolitical sense, it seems many people, especially people of faith, feel they are working for good – and yet seem least likely to accept the weaknesses of others. Some people are quick to say, “Oh, I know my imperfections, and so I don’t judge.” See if you can spend just 30 seconds thinking about people you do judge. Then think again about your own imperfections and corollary kindnesses in a more realistic way. 39 Sunday 13th March “Love never fails.” – 1 Corinthians 13:8 (NASB) A day will come when mercy has done its saving work and the gates of heaven will open. The world will be redeemed. But before then, Jesus faces the passion. The season of Lent reaches its climax. We are to picture Jesus in the wilderness, more and more hungry and lonely. His ultimate temptation is coming, which Matthew records happened at the end of his forty-day fast. The mercies he will find at his passion are few. He will suffer torture, denial, abandonment, mockery, asphyxiation and literal heartbreak. The Creed we hold to says he then goes to hell. What best mercy can we give to others in light of human suffering, with which Jesus so potently identifies? One of the best is prayer. In the face of bereavement and illness, in the face of confusion and conflict, fear for the future. It is said there was mercy in the relatively short death of Christ. The religious leaders wanted the bodies removed before the festival, so soldiers went around breaking the legs of the condemned, so they would die quickly – but they found Jesus had already died. Is the smallest kindness in the worst situation a true mercy? Or is even prayer a case of too little, too late? Consider when you have suffered, or if you are suffering now – what mercy can you see that will last for eternity? 40 Monday 14th March The context of God's mercy is man's sinfulness. God is a God of relationship and his plan for relationship with mankind was broken in the Garden of Eden. The possibility of this was always present because God gave Adam and Eve freewill. God loved all that He had created but He didn't want blind obedience He wanted a relationship based on Love, His love which is all encompassing and infinite. Is it too much to say that God needed this relationship to be based around love and freewill? He was never going to force His Love on His people. Righteousness and Justice are pillars of our social system. Our laws are based around the idea of the right way to be in society and punishments for misdeeds. This need is highlighted in the Ten Commandments, murder, adultery, stealing, perjury are still against the law! There is a stark contrast between those who follow God's will in full obedience and those who reject the Lord and His precepts. Adam and Eve are thrown out of the Garden of Eden and their paradise becomes a distant but longed for memory. Yet God is merciful in his treatment of them, clothing them and watching out for them. Life becomes hard, Abel, although he loves God and offers Him the best of his flocks, is murdered by his brother who disrespects God and his family. Again God is merciful and does not destroy Cain. So too we have to put mercy before judgment, and in any event God’s judgment will always be in the light of his mercy. 41 Tuesday 15th March There is a story told about a young thief who has been condemned to death for his crimes, his mother goes before the commander of the community and begs for mercy for her son, the commander tells the mother that what the boy has done deserves justice and she replies she is not asking for justice but mercy. The commander replies that he does not deserve mercy and the mother says it would not be mercy if he could deserve it. Because of the mother's grief and by his own compassion the commander released the boy. It wasn’t that the boy was innocent -it was because he wasn’t innocent that mercy was needed. Mercy with Compassion wins out, what is our attitude when we would demand justice? ‘The quality of mercy is not strained; It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven Upon the place beneath. It is twice blest; It blesseth him that gives and him that takes:’ From Shakespeare's Merchant of Venice We may feel if we are on the receiving end of an injustice that we want the full weight of the law upheld but that is not God's way and we are called upon to offer mercy ourselves. “Be merciful, even as your Father is merciful” ( Lk 6:36). Pope Francis chose this as the motto of the Year of Mercy an opportunity to live out God's mercy. God is a merciful God and we are called to be merciful too. 42 Wednesday 16th March Mercy is linked with forgiveness. Pope Francis said "How much wrong we do to God and his grace when we speak of sins being punished by his judgment before we speak of their being forgiven by his mercy" "Father forgive them they know not what they are doing" said Jesus on the cross. And he had already encouraged his followers to forgive much. In the parable of the unmerciful servant (Matthew 18v 21-35) Jesus contrasts the cancelling of a huge debt by a generous and compassionate master with the action of the forgiven servant to a fellow servant for a lesser debt. Although he had been forgiven much he was ungenerous in his dealings with others. It is a warning to us as forgiven sinners, loved much by God, as to how we should react to those we perceive as hurting us. We can be caught up in the evil perpetrated by others and want to respond with evil ourselves, forgiving means letting the evil go and not to be guided by it anymore, justice may still be done but we are no longer snared by the evil that started it. “In forgiving we do not lose anything, rather we receive a gift.” Father Andrija Vrane, Bosnia 1998 It is a key ingredient of the Christian faith embedded in the prayer that Jesus taught us, "forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us". When next you say this prayer really reflect on what it means to you about God's mercy and how you are living it out in your daily life. 43 Thursday 17th March “But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you." Luke 6v27 The mercy of God is seen in the presence of Jesus in the world and supremely on the cross, not that God punished Jesus but that he allowed mankind to punish Him and reject him and show that He, God, still Loves us! God’s Love is infinite, boundless, limitless, never-ending, fathomless, no wonder we find it hard to grasp and to accept His Love when we so pitifully fail in our loving of those we are close to and even ourselves. Yet if we do not love ourselves and take care of ourselves how are we to love others AS we love ourselves? Love stems from God first loving us, we then bask in His love and rejoice to be SO loved and, because we are filled to overflowing with God’s love, this spills out to all those around us and we are able to Love others. When we see ourselves loved by God we realise how far we are from responding and seek to offer Him love in return, this love is expressed in service to God, which comes to listening to what He has to say to us, “But to you who are listening,” are you listening to God’s Loving presence in your life? Do you start each day putting yourself under His mercy? "Mercy is not a virtue that you choose to put on one day, mercy has to be your deepest way of seeing, … you're made in love, children of God, made in God’s image …” Richard Rohr 44 Friday 18th March "Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other." (KJV) Psalm 85v10 "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life" said Jesus (John 14). Jesus' path was to walk in the will of God the Father, he showed the Way we should all live by responding to God's love in obedience and by rejecting the way of the world, a world that rejected God's vulnerability. The world refused to see the truth of God as a loving God and only looked for the judgemental and righteously angry God. The world preferred and still prefers war to peace. God’s truth is absolute and without iniquity and yet he allows sinners into his kingdom through his mercy. “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” Roms 3v8. It may seem that God’s mercy and God’s truth are incompatible and yet Truth and Righteousness work together and are the mirror by which we can see ourselves in God’s eyes through the redeeming work of Jesus Christ. Mercy and Peace prevail and bring us into the Kingdom. ‘For Mercy has a human heart, Pity a human face, And Love, the human form divine, And Peace, the human dress.’ William Blake “Praise be to the God and Father of our LORD Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,” 1 Peter 3 Through God’s mercy we have a living hope also in the here and now, how should we then live in the light of God’s mercy? 45 Saturday 19th March Through God’s mercy we have a living hope also in the here and now, how should we then live in the light of God’s mercy? Let us briefly look at the seven works of mercy in the Catholic Church. To feed the hungry, this involves our whole attitude to our possessions do we give from our plenty or our left overs? To give drink to the thirsty, appreciating our clean tap water do we help those whose have no clean drinking water, no water to wash themselves or their food preparation utensils? To clothe the naked, this is not just about human warmth but also about human dignity being clothed appropriately enables a person to keep their dignity in difficult circumstances. To harbour the harbourless or shelter the homeless, to offer hospitality to the stranger within the bounds of common sense, starting where we are with the possible and allow many small living stones begin to build the kingdom. To visit the sick, showing care and compassion as with Princess Diana visiting the sufferers from HIV/Aids, supporting the chronically ill and dying without wanting to hurry the process up. To ransom the captive, slavery may officially be illegal but many suffer from slavery of one sort or another, including sweatshop drudges, around the world. To bury the dead, recognising the relationship between body, soul and spirit is what makes us human and taking care of the dead, as with Mary anointing Jesus’ body for his burial, is honouring the whole person. We are the face of God’s Mercy in today’s world may we learn to live like it. 46 Sunday 20th March What would it have been like for Bartimaeus the blind man from Jericho to follow Jesus that day? A man who had spent his days begging on the roadside hoping that some of those who were journeying to Jerusalem for the festival would feel compelled to put a few coins his way? "Son of David, have mercy on me" he had shouted out and Jesus had heard and answered his cries. The request to be able to see was granted and Bartimaeus joined the crowd following Jesus. Would there have been people asking him about the miracle? How did he feel? Had he really been blind? What was he going to do now? Did he just smile and laugh with the joy of being able to see? Did he look around at all the people, the fields, the rocky path, the blue sky, the birds and did he praise God as he walked along? As they approached Jerusalem did he join in with the others to put tree branches on the roadway for Jesus and the donkey to walk over, did he shout Hosanna to the son of David as he had shouted to the son of David for mercy? Try to imagine for yourself what it must have been like to receive the mercy of God at that time and how you would react, what feelings are invoked in your deepest being? Take that excitement into your day today and be the face of God's mercy to those around you. 47 Monday 21st March Our lives are littered with errors and mistakes. We live and learn, as the phrase goes, but sometimes the memory of our mistakes becomes a burden. We feel that we can never escape them and are fated to be marked by them always. We can feel that we are unworthy and that punishment should always be our lot. In the poem ‘Love bade me welcome’ by George Herbert this point is addressed. He writes a dialogue between Christ and a Christian soul which includes these words: ‘Let my shame Go where it doth deserve.' 'And know you not,' says Love, 'Who bore the blame?' 'My dear, then I will serve.' 'You must sit down,' says Love, 'and taste my meat.' So I did sit and eat.’ Christ shows mercy and forgiveness to a soul whose sense of shame makes them feel that they do not belong. Christ says that he has carried away all the guilt and blame for wrongs committed and that he offers only love and welcome. We need to hold on to the fact that this is the truth of what Christ has done for us, his mercy brings us freedom. So we in our turn, when we show mercy to others, bring them the freedom that we ourselves have received from Christ. 48 Tuesday 22nd March Why, all the souls that were were forfeit once; And He that might the vantage best have took Found out the remedy. How would you be, If He, which is the top of judgment, should But judge you as you are? O, think on that; And mercy then will breathe within your lips, Like man new made. These words of Isabella from Shakespeare’s ‘Measure for Measure’ remind us that mercy is a remedy – it brings healing and new life to those in darkness. Instead of leaving us in the dark God found the way to bring light and freedom to us. Isabella also reminds us that we all make mistakes and if God strictly judged us none of us would stand untouched. We pray in the Lord’s Prayer ‘forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us’ – this is not an easy thing to do but Jesus asks us to do it. More even, for he says ‘Love one another as I have loved you’, namely to go to every length to show love and mercy. Mercy and forgiveness freely given bring hope. Not extended with conditions or the reminder of the past but freely and without qualification. There is a beautiful verse in the Book of Amos which encourages us as we seek to show mercy: ‘Seek him that maketh the Seven Stars, and turneth the shadow of death into the morning’. (5.8.). Will we let God do that for us, and through us for others? 49 Wednesday 23rd March The exercising of mercy may take a great deal of strength and patience on our part. To be generous and large-hearted may mean we have to untangle some tricky knots. As we do so we can discover new things, and sometimes gain a perspective on matters that is completely different from what we thought it was. Sometimes we feel our strength is insufficient to undertake the task, but if we are ‘rooted and grounded in Christ’, as St Paul puts it, we will have the strength and wisdom and love in order to be able to act. Again in ‘Measure for Measure’ the most striking example of this occurs at the end of the play. Isabella is asked to plead for mercy for Angelo, a man who has attempted to seduce her and whom she believes has unjustly executed her brother. When his wrongdoing is uncovered he himself says: I am sorry that such sorrow I procure: And so deep sticks it in my penitent heart That I crave death more willingly than mercy; 'Tis my deserving, and I do entreat it. Will Isabella plead for mercy? This the moment upon which the whole play turns. In the most moving of words she says: Look, if it please you, on this man condemn'd, As if my brother lived: I partly think A due sincerity govern'd his deeds, Till he did look on me: since it is so, Let him not die. A plea for mercy in the most extreme and grievous of circumstances but Isabella knows and understands what God is all about, so she makes it. She follows Christ through the darkness and brings light; her plea is heard. As we enter the coming days may we find the courage and love to follow Christ and ‘turn the shadow of death into the morning’. 50 Thursday 24th March: Maundy Thursday “For his mercy endures forever.” This is the refrain that repeats after each verse in Psalm 136 as it narrates the history of God’s revelation. Before his Passion, Jesus prayed with this psalm of mercy. Matthew attests to this in his Gospel when he says that, “when they had sung a hymn” (26:30), Jesus and his disciples went out to the Mount of Olives. While he was instituting the Eucharist as an everlasting memorial of himself and his sacrifice, he symbolically placed this supreme act of revelation in the light of his mercy. Within the very same context of mercy, Jesus entered upon his passion and death, conscious of the great mystery of love that he would consummate on the Cross. Knowing that Jesus himself prayed this psalm makes it even more important for us as Christians, challenging us to take up the refrain in our daily lives by praying these words of praise: “for his mercy endures forever.” Moreover in this context of mercy Jesus says, “This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you”. He tells his disciples that there can be no limits to love and tells them to wholly give themselves to showing that love just as He himself has, and will shortly take to the ultimate sacrifice on the Cross. In short then, the mercy of God is not an abstract idea, but a concrete reality with which he reveals his love as of that of a father or a mother, moved to the very depths out of love for their child. It is hardly an exaggeration to say that this is a “visceral” love. It gushes forth from the depths naturally, full of tenderness and compassion, indulgence and mercy. We are called to practice mercy and love as concrete realities, not just assenting to them as pious aspirations, but living them out in our lives, faithfully following Jesus. 51 Friday 25th March: Good Friday In the parables devoted to mercy, Jesus reveals the nature of God as that of a Father who never gives up until he has forgiven the wrong and overcome rejection with compassion and mercy. We know these parables well, three in particular: the lost sheep, the lost coin, and the father with two sons (cf. Lk 15:1-32). In these parables, God is always presented as full of joy, especially when he pardons. In them we find the core of the Gospel and of our faith, because mercy is presented as a force that overcomes everything, filling the heart with love and bringing consolation through pardon. These parables contains a profound teaching for all of us. Jesus affirms that mercy is not only an action of the Father, it becomes a criterion for ascertaining who his true children are. In short, we are called to show mercy because mercy has first been shown to us. Pardoning offences becomes the clearest expression of merciful love, and for us Christians it is an imperative from which we cannot excuse ourselves. At times how hard it seems to forgive! And yet pardon is the instrument placed into our fragile hands to attain serenity of heart. To let go of anger, wrath, violence, and revenge are necessary conditions to living joyfully. Let us therefore heed the Apostle’s exhortation: “Do not let the sun go down on your anger” (Eph 4:26). On the Cross Jesus shows us what all of this means. He forgives and shows mercy, and we truly follow him if we have forgiven those who have offended us, and we have rejected all forms of anger and hate that lead to violence. Mercy will always be greater than any wrongdoing, and no one can place limits on the love of God who is ever ready to forgive. We need to let go of the limits we place on ourselves. Above all, let us listen to the words of Jesus who made mercy an ideal of life and a criterion for the credibility of our faith: “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy” (Mt 5:7). 52 Saturday 26th March In the stillness and quiet of Holy Saturday we can contemplate the mystery of mercy. It is a wellspring of joy, serenity, and peace. Our salvation depends on it. Mercy: the word reveals the very mystery of the Most Holy Trinity. Mercy: the ultimate and supreme act by which God comes to meet us. Mercy: the fundamental law that dwells in the heart of every person who looks sincerely into the eyes of his brothers and sisters on the path of life. Mercy: the bridge that connects God and man, opening our hearts to the hope of being loved forever despite our all the wrongs we commit. As we prepare to celebrate Easter once more let us not fall into humiliating indifference or a monotonous routine that prevents us from discovering what is new! Let us ward off destructive cynicism! Let us open our eyes and see the misery of the world, the wounds of our brothers and sisters who are denied their dignity, and let us recognize that we are compelled to heed their cry for help! May we reach out to them and support them so they can feel the warmth of our presence, our friendship, and our fraternity! May their cry become our own, and together may we break down the barriers of indifference that too often reign supreme and mask our hypocrisy and egoism! May we truly take into our lives the power and wonder of Easter. Let us live the words of Isaiah: If you take away from the midst of you the yoke, the pointing of the finger, and speaking wickedness, if you pour yourself out for the hungry and satisfy the desire of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in the darkness and your gloom be as the noonday. Isaiah 58. 53 Sunday 26th March: Easter Day The Resurrection was utterly unexpected and such a transformation that its power resonates through the entire creation. In its light we can grasp that the call of Jesus pushes each of us never to stop at the surface of things, especially when we are dealing with a person. We are called to look beyond, to focus on the heart to see how much generosity everyone is capable. The Resurrection brings redemption and life to all. No one can be excluded from the mercy of God; everyone knows the way to access it and the Church is the house that welcomes all and refuses no one. Its doors remain wide open, so that those who are touched by grace can find the certainty of forgiveness in the light of that first Easter dawn. Mercy and love have triumphed and Jesus appeals to us to let that triumph ring through our lives. He tells us at one point, quoting the prophet Hosea, – “I desire love and not sacrifice” (6:6). Jesus affirms that, in the light of the work of the Passion and Resurrection, the rule of life for his disciples must place mercy at the centre. Mercy, once again, is revealed as a fundamental aspect of Jesus’ mission. May we show mercy wherever and whenever we can, even as mercy has given each of us new life. 54 Afterword In Act Four, Scene One of Shakespeare’s The Merchant of Venice, Portia appears dressed as a learned judge, ‘a second Daniel’, and makes various pleas on behalf of mercy. Two stand out in the context of this ‘Holy Year of Mercy’ (Pope Francis, 13 March 2015). …It is twice blest; It blesseth him that gives and him that takes: …we do pray for mercy; And that same prayer doth teach us all to render The deeds of mercy. The first statement reveals the duality of the concept. Mercy is simultaneously giving and receiving, compassion and thanksgiving. God’s thanksgiving for creation; God hearing our prayers and giving thanks. Our compassion for creation; children of God hearing the prayers of a world in need and offering compassion. Mercy binds us to God and to each other and completes itself in the exchange of compassion and thanksgiving between the creator and creation, one human and another. The second observation brings to the mind’s eye images of hands. Hands pressed together; hands opened out. Hands extended in supplication; hands raised in joy. Hands cupped to receive bread or offer a cherished gift. Hands reaching from either side of the counter in a local food bank or mobile soup kitchen and meeting in the middle. Hands stretched across the bow of a boat; hands pulling that same boat into a safe and welcoming harbour. Hands pierced with the nails, hammered by hands obeying the law, ignorant of mercy. Mercy takes many forms, surprising and transforming both those who give and receive. As a result of our journey this Lent may we have been surprised by deeds of human mercy in the routines and rituals of our daily lives, and in in that may we find ourselves transformed by God’s infinite mercy so that we may be twice blessed. Lord, in your mercy, Hear our prayer. 55 Services and events for Lent and Easter 2016 Wednesday 10th February – Ash Wednesday 1pm Sung Eucharist with Imposition of Ashes Preacher: The Associate Vicar Music: Byrd: Mass for 5 voices Byrd: Miserere 7pm Sung Mass with Imposition of Ashes Preacher: The Guild Vicar Holy Week Tuesday 22nd March 1.10pm Holy Communion Wednesday 23rd March 7pm Sung Eucharist of Devotion Preacher: The Guild Vicar Maundy Thursday 24th March 1.10pm Holy Communion All are welcome www.standrewholborn.org.uk mission@standrewholborn.org.uk 020 7583 7394 (office)