שמיני עצרת In last week's article we pointed out that the Yom Tov of Sukkos is the natural progression and development that follows Yom Kippur. Yom Kippur, as the day marking a uniquely high level of personal accomplishment, is followed by Sukkos, which through its Mitzvah of Sukka, emphasizes the community of K'lal Yisroel. We noted that that emphasis on the community of K'lal Yisroel did not come to erase the need and value for personal attainment and individuality, but to complement them. That is, man, as he strives for attainment, must seek such fulfillment in realms, the personal and the communal. That the realm of personal attainment is a central feature during the Yom Tov of Sukkos was explained by Mori V'Rabi Harav Aharon HaLevi Soloveichik, Zt"L, whose yarzheit is on the 18th of Tishrei. Rav Soloveichik explains the Gemara in Masseches Sukka (53 a) that tells us how Hillel HaZoken celebrated during the Simchas Beis HaShoeva. The explanation is found in "Logic of the Heart, Logic of the Mind", page 160 in an article on Sukkos and Shmini Atzeres. The Gemara tells us that when Hillel celebrated at the Simchas Beis HaShoeva he would recite the following words, "Im a'ni kan, ha'kol kan. V'im ei'ni kan, mi kan?" If I am here, everything is here. And if I am not here, who is here? Rashi explains that the "Ani" refers to HaKodosh Boruch Hu and that was the praise that Hillel spoke about HaKodosh Boruch Hu at that unique time when Ruach HaKodesh was uniquely palpable. [One explanation of "shoeva"- draw (as in drawing water) is "she'mi'shom sho'a'vim Ru'ach HaKodesh"-we draw Ruach HaKodesh from that event.] In order that the unique simcha should not lose its propriety and deteriorate into something far different from a holy activity, Hillel reminded the celebrating throngs that it is G-d's presence that makes their existence possible, and therefore makes their celebration worthwhile and meaningful. Without that existence, no one's presence would have any meaning whatsoever. Tosfos there note that the way that according to the way the Yerushalmi cites this narrative it seems that Hillel was referring to himself as an individual. As the commentators point out, this explanation of the statement would seem most foreign to the personality of Hillel that Chazal told us about in many places. Hillel was uniquely modest and self-effacing we are told in Masseches Shabbos (30 a) and at the end of Masseches Sota, in particular. The simple explanation of the statement implies a person who is quite impressed with himself, almost belittling others. It would seem far from acceptable even for an average person. It would seem totally inappropriate for one renowned as a Tzaddik. [Another explanation says the statement refers to Klal Yisroel.] Rav Soloveichik states that this statement was most appropriate to be said by a Tzaddik in the context of its declaration. The context was one of unprecedented celebration. "Kol mi she'lo ro'oh Simchas Beis Ha'Shoeva lo ro'oh simcho mi'yomov" (Sukka 51 a). One who did not see the Simchas Beis HaShoeva during the time of the Beis HaMikdosh never saw a real simcha. How do we know the difference between true happiness, a real "Simcha", and that which is merely an illusion of such? How does a person know if the happiness he thinks he has represents his true feeling or is merely an artificial outward expression, totally unrelated to his true mindset? "Im ani kan". Rav Soloveichik writes that simcha is "an endeavor to approach and experience reality…" Joy is the endeavor to "assert one's individuality…and at the same time to confine oneself within the bounds of one's personality… Such a joy stimulates one to apply oneself in accordance with one's inner strength rather than to overreach and overrun oneself by emulating others." If I am here then all is here. If I am celebrating my oneness, my accomplishments and my self-awareness, then all is here. Nothing is missing. I am on the right track. I can take measure of myself and can continue on my way towards growth and accomplishment. "Im eini kan", if I am not here, then there is nothing. My personal presence is a facade, empty and illusory. It has no meaning, no weight, and no value. It has nothing to contribute. It is nothing to be happy about at all. As wonderful as this explanation is, or because it is so wonderful, our questions continue to be raised. What is to happen after Yom Tov? What will be with us after this wonderful opportunity of the month of Tishre? We reach such heights, and then, nothing? The problem is exacerbated when we come to Shmini Atzeres/Simchas Torah. The joy that is expressed is a fulfillment of the Torah's command, "v'ho'yi'so ach so'meach" (D'vorim Perek 16/Posuk 15). This posuk, in the context of the Yom Tov of Sukkos, seems to be unnecessary. Two p'sukim earlier we were already commanded, "V'so'mach'to b'cha'ge'cho"-rejoice in your holidays. Chazal (Sukka 48) understood this to be an additional command to especially celebrate on Shmini Atzeres/Simchas Torah. Thus, this joy reaches its crescendo on Shmini Atzeres and then immediately collapses with the recitation of Havdala at the end of the Chag. We are told to go from a state of joy that has no match to our humdrum, mundane existence. Can we do that? What happened to the Torah that was leading us step by step to new and greater accomplishments? Has that leadership suddenly and inexplicably disappeared? The title of "Atzeres" for this eighth day, following the seven days of Sukkos, appears twice in the Torah. The first time is in Parshas Emor where we read, "…ba'yom ha'shmi'ni…atzeres hi" (Vayikra Perek 23, Posuk 36). As Rashi explains, the word 'atzeres" means to "stop". Hashem says, though the seven days of Sukkos are completed, I am keeping you with me one extra day. The second time that term is used in connection with the eighth day following the seven days of Sukkos in in Parshas Pinchos. There we read, "Bayom ha'shmi'ni atzeres ti'h'yeh lo'chem" (B'midbar Perek 29/Posuk 35). There we have two extra words, "ti'h'yeh lochem"-it is for you! What is in it for us, differently from the other chagim, for the Torah to say "lochem", it is for you? [It is true that Chazal in Masseches P'sochim (68) note that the Torah writes "atzeres LaShem E..lokecho" (D'vorim Perek 16/Posuk 8) and "atzeres ti'h'yeh lochem" and asks why one time it says it is for Hashem and one time it says it is for "you". The answer given is that we know that Yom Tov is divided between "LaShem" and "lochem". However, we do not know why "lochem" is stated by Shmini Atzeres and not by Pesach, for example, which contains the reference to "LaShem".] The word "atzeres" can mean in-gathering as well. Thus the gathering of oil is expressed with a word related to atzeres. It is in that vein that we read the way Targum Yonason explains the words, "Bayom hashmini atzeres ti'h'yeh lochem". "B'yomo s'mi'no'oh (=on the eighth day) k'ni'shin te'he'von b'ched'vo min ma'tilchon l'vo'tei'chon (=you will enter with happiness from your Sukkos into your homes) k'ni'shas ched'vo v'yom tov (=an in-gathering of happiness and Yom Tov). This means that the "lo'chem" discussed in the Posuk means literally-"to you" and "for you[r benefit]. We are reminded that "lochem" is merely the plural of "l'cho"-for you. That is what HaKodosh Boruch Hu told Avrohom Ovinu when he said "lech l'cho". Go for your benefit. As Rashi points out, "l'tovo's'cho u'l'ha'no'o's'cho". Just as there Hashem told Avrohom Ovinu that he was going home, here, too Hashem tells us all that we are going home. And that return home is one of happiness. From where are you returning? You are returning from the Sukka that you lived in for a full week. You may think that leaving the Sukka should make you sad. You may think that the separation from the Sukka should be one of grief. After all, look how much you received from this Mitzva. Look how much it built you. You understand how much it contributed to you and your personal growth. So shouldn't you express sorrow over leaving the Sukka? The Torah answers with a resounding "no". Just as you entered the Sukka with happiness, "v'somachto b'chagecho", so you leave the Sukka and re-enter your homes with happiness. Surprisingly enough, the simcha of entering your homes is a greater simcha than that of Sukkos since it states "v'hoyiso ach someach". We thought that we were bereft of guidance. We thought that the Torah brought us to great heights and than abandoned us without guidance. We thought that we were exposed to great attainment in the Beis HaMikdosh and through unique Mitzvos but we were not taught how to take them and integrate them into our lives. Targum Yonoson teaches us that those thoughts were far from correct. Shmini Atzeres is a day without any special Mitzvos. It has no Matza, no Lulav, no Moror and no Sukka. It takes place in our home and it is to be very happy, happier than the days preceding it. What do we learn from this? What does the Torah teach us? The Torah does not leave us bereft of leadership. The Torah takes us out of our homes to the exile of Egypt and redeems us from there. We follow the trail of our ancestors, cross the sea, receive the Torah and approach G-d on Days of Judgement and Atonement. We test our mettle as individuals and responsible members of our community. But these chagim do not stop with all that. They also return us back to a life of "normalcy" and that is the specific job of Shmini Atzeres. Shmini Atzeres is the day of transition. Shmini Atzeres is the day that teaches us that we can leave the aura of the Yomim Tovim and be happy with out lot when we return home. Shmini Atzeres teaches us that we can be very ("ach") happy in our homes when the Yomim Tovim have passed and that the very return to our home is a Yom Tov on its own. It is not a time of separation from Hashem. On the contrary, Hashem says "stay with Me another day". The point of Shmini Atzeres is to say that we saw Hashem in the context of Beis HaMikdosh, of unique Mitzvos and activities, and now we can "take Him home" with us. That, too, is His command, no different than any other command. Since it is His command it means we can do it, just like we can do all that He commands us. But how do we do it? That is why the focus of Shmini Atzeres is Simchas Torah. Torah, through its study and fulfillment, has all the elements we need to maintain that relationship with HaKodosh Boruch Hu that we have learned to crave during these weeks. And Torah brings special ("ach") happiness because it can go with us wherever we are. Im ani kan hakol kan. As I seek personal growth and fulfillment, recognizing myself in my individuality and with my communal responsibilities, I have it all before me. Nothing can stop me for Hashem is with me, His Torah guides me, with happiness, as I return to my personal abode to live my life inspired by His most special days. Moadim L'Simcha, Chag Sameach and Shabbat Shalom Rabbi Pollock