1 July 12, 2015 Romans 8:38-39 Invincible Love There are times in the church family’s life when you have to change the plans you have made. Today is such a day. When I revisited the text and sermon I’d planned for this Sunday, I knew immediately that this side of the heartbreaking news on Thursday of little Will Smithson’s death, we needed to hear another word. I needed to hear another word. But what word of the Lord would speak best into the terrible sense of loss and hurt we all feel so deeply at the death of a child? I found myself returning to what is for me, and I believe through the centuries for countless others, a text that speaks most powerfully of the invincible love of God; the passage we just read from Romans chapter 8. “For I am convinced that nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.” Nothing – nothing in heaven or earth; nothing in life or in death. One of the things we feel when a tragedy like this strikes us is helplessness. One of our very basic instincts is to protect our children and by that I mean all our children. Suddenly, we who are so good at so much come face-to-face with the reality that much lies outside of our control. And we feel helpless. So to what can we turn, if not to the invincible love of God in Jesus Christ? That term, the invincible love of God, is at the heart of our understanding of who God is and what God has done in Jesus Christ. Invincible means simply: too powerful to be defeated or overcome. Too powerful to be defeated or overcome. The only invincible love loose in the universe is God’s love; the only love too powerful to be defeated or overcome. As fiercely as we love our children, our love is not invincible. As devotedly as we love our children, our love cannot protect them from life’s tragedies. Only God’s love is invincible – too powerful to be defeated or overcome. When little Will Smithson was baptized at five months of age, we claimed for him in his baptism the invincible love of God given him in Jesus Christ. On the day of 2 Will’s baptism we also made promises. We promised to love Will and to nurture him in Jesus Christ. And we promised to support Mike and Susan and big sister Mollie as they together raised Will. Our stewardship of Will is now ended. Tomorrow we will gather as a family of faith and entrust Will into God’s keeping. It is Mike and Susan and Mollie who need their church family now more than they have ever needed us. I have been moved by the overwhelming gestures of support, love, and care that have overflowed from this church family. You have always been quick to respond to the needs of those who have suffered loss. I’m grateful as your pastor to see so many pitching in. More than anything else (as is true in every loss experienced in our church family) Mike and Susan and Molly need our love. They need our love because through the love of Christ’s people they can know and feel the invincible love of God. While our love may not be invincible, it can point the way to the invincible love we know in Jesus Christ our Lord- that love which will not ever let us go. And with our love they need our prayers. A time like this is a time for faith – faith that points to and trusts in God’s invincible love in Jesus Christ. It’s not the time for a lot of theologizing. But one thing I do need to say. The tragic death of a young child can never be called the will of God. The God who meets us in Jesus Christ does not break a family’s heart in order to achieve some mysterious, hidden purpose. We live in a fallen, imperfect world – a world where even children may die tragically. With Paul in his Letter to the Romans, we can affirm that God can bring good out of even the most tragic circumstances. But the God and father of Jesus Christ does not use means inconsistent with God’s love given us in Jesus Christ. In a few minutes we will come together around the Lord’s Table. There we are reminded once again that God sent God’s son into a world just as complicated by tragedy as the world in which we live. God entered into life’s brokenness and took that brokenness into God’s very life through Jesus Christ our Lord, God’s own son. “For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 8:38-39.) 3 The invincible love of God – too powerful to be defeated or overcome. It is the solid rock on which we stand. Amen Claude Wilson-Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church July 12, 2015 June 21, 2015 Mark 4:35-41 Fear Itself At the end of CS Lewis’s children’s classic, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, Lucy and her friend Mr. Tumnus are on the terrace of the majestic castle, Car Parval. They look out and see the great lion, Aslan, walking down the beach. Narnia has been freed from the White Witch. Eternal winter has ended and spring has returned. “He’s leaving,” says Lucy. “He’ll come back when we need him,” says Mr. Tumnus. “I wish he would stay,” says Lucy wistfully. “Well, after all,” says Mr. Tumnus, “he’s not a tame lion.” It’s no surprise CS Lewis chose a lion as the embodiment of divine power and majesty when he wrote his children’s books. And not a tame lion by any definition, but a lion that is both wonderful and terrible all at the same time. I thought of that scene from The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, when I read today’s passage from Mark’s gospel. Jesus suggests a night passage across the Sea of Galilee; a storm whips up; the boat is in peril; the disciples are terrified. Jesus is asleep on a cushion. “Teacher,” they cry, “don’t you care that we are perishing?” Jesus awakes, rebukes the storm, “Peace, be still!” The storm ceases at once; leaving the disciples to wonder, “Who is this that even the wind and the sea obey him.” It would appear that Jesus is no tame Messiah. 4 Commenting on this passage, pastor Will Willimon says that there are two types of fear in this story. The first he calls “Good Friday fear.” The reference, of course, is to Jesus’ death on the cross on Good Friday. Good Friday fear is the fear of death. It’s what the disciples feel when they think the boat they are in is about to sink. It’s what we feel whenever we get a bad report from the doctor; whenever a loved one is in harm’s way - that fear that grips our hearts when we see the world as we know it slipping away and we can do nothing to stop it. But there’s another kind of fear in the story, as well. Will Willimon calls it “Easter fear.” It’s there in the story when Jesus stills the storm and the disciples wonder: “Who is this, that even the wind and the waves obey him.” When they feared for their lives, they cried out: “Teacher, save us!” But now Jesus seems so much more than just a teacher. Easter fear is the fear the women who come to the empty tomb on Easter morning felt when they realized even death could not hold Jesus and that from that moment on their lives would be forever changed. And Easter fear is what we feel every time we find ourselves in the boat with Jesus and it dawns on us that he’s no tame Messiah. Like the women at the empty tomb we realize our lives are going to be changed forever. Good Friday fear and Easter fear. Jesus releases the disciples from Good Friday fear when he calms the storm, but then he asks them, “Why are you afraid? Have you so little faith?” He asks because he sees that their hearts are now seized by Easter fear. Fear of what Jesus may do with them. And if we are honest, don’t all of us who follow Jesus feel that same tension. We want Jesus to wake up and calm the storms in our lives; fix all the Good Friday fears that confront us. But then that Easter fear seizes us. What will Jesus do with us? In The Silver Chair, another of his Narnia stories, CS Lewis captures that tension between our Good Friday fear and our Easter fear. Jill Pole is taken by magic into Narnia. Before too long she is very thirsty and goes searching for water to drink. At last she comes upon a clear, flowing stream. Writes CS Lewis: 5 But although the sight of water made her feel ten times thirstier than before, she didn’t rush forward to drink. She stood as still as though she had been turned to stone, with her mouth wide open. And she had a very good reason: just on this side of the stream lay the lion. The lion, of course, is Aslan. Jill stands transfixed, unable to move toward the water and unable to run away. After a long while the lion speaks: “If you’re thirsty, you may drink.” Jill remembers that her friend Eustace had told her that in Narnia it wasn’t unusual for animals to speak, yet she can hardly move. “Are you not thirsty?” asks the lion. “I’m dying of thirst,” said Jill. “Then drink,” said the lion. “May I – could I – would you mind going away while I do?” said Jill. The sound of the clear, cool running water is driving Jill nearly frantic. She tries to extract from the lion a promise he will not do anything to her if she comes near the water, but he will make no such promise. “I daren’t come and drink,” said Jill. “Then you will die of thirst,” said the lion “Oh dear,” said Jill, coming another step nearer. “I suppose I must go and look for another stream then.” “There is no other stream,” said the lion. Jill wants the life-giving water, but she also wants the great lion to promise he will not do anything to her. We want Jesus to calm our storms, banish our Good Friday fears – give us the very water of life itself. But we want him to go away while we drink, and promise he will do nothing to us. Gilbert Meilaender, University Professor, Valparaiso University, calls this the reality principle. Jesus is the water of life. There is no other stream. But we cannot drink that water and extract a promise from him to leave us alone – to do nothing with us. The real fear we must overcome is our Easter fear. For unless we open our lives in faith to him; he cannot banish all our Good Friday fears. 6 We cannot drink the life-giving water and bargain for better terms. Jesus is no tame Messiah. And Jesus’ question to his disciples still hangs in the air: “Why are you afraid?” Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church June 21, 2015 June 14, 2015 Mark 4:26-32 Who’s In Charge? Who’s in charge here? Such a question might be put by an irate customer in a store or an angry hotel guest; someone seeking to speak to one who is in authority, one who’s responsible and therefore one who can straighten out whatever mess or difficulty has arisen. Some years ago I remember a hassle I had the phone company. My attempts to straighten out the problem were frustrated until I finally moved through several layers of management and reached someone in authority – someone in charge who could settle the issue. Who’s in charge here? Who’s responsible? Who can straighten out this mess? These are questions we ask in almost every area of our lives. But aside from the day-to-day conflicts and problems of life, there is an even deeper level at which we ask: who’s in charge here? As we look around us in our world and see turmoil, social unrest, and conflict; as we watch children starve in a world of plenty and see disasters both natural and human sweep away precious human life or despoil cherished resources, are we moved to wonder: who’s in charge here? Who can straighten out this mess? And perhaps even more deeply, when we are faced with seemingly insoluble problems in our families or our personal lives; when illness strikes unexpectedly and the life of a beloved parent or spouse or child hangs in the balance; when we have worked hard, played by the rules, yet economic forces beyond our control have shattered our dreams and clouded our futures; when relationships and commitments we’ve staked our lives on have been betrayed; when we have let those we love down, spoken words 7 we wish we had not spoken, done things we wish we could undo but cannot; do we ever wonder: who’s in charge here? Is anyone? And if from the depths of our faith we answer: “God is in charge!” how, then, are we to understand God’s working in the ebb and flow of human events, natural disasters, the affairs of nations, and in the hopes, fears, ambitions, joys, and failures of our own lives? The Preacher, the author of that strange Old Testament book, Ecclesiastes, is deeply concerned with these questions. The Preacher is an extremely wise man, by his own estimate the smartest person who ever lived. And he has applied his keen mind and powers of observation to the events of life and drawn some conclusions. Who’s in charge here? No one, really, the Preacher answers. Oh sure, the Preacher believes in God. But God seems far removed from the day-to-day operations of the world and the lives of people. After all, says the Preacher, just look around you and you can tell. The wind blows round and round, the water flows down to the sea but the sea is not filled. What has happened before will happen again. There’s nothing new under the sun. Everything is empty, like chasing the wind. The Preacher looks around him and sees a fixed system in the world. April showers bring May flowers, and hot tropical waters breed hurricanes that ravage the coastal areas of the world. Things happen in their natural season and you can’t do anything to alter it. Human beings live for a while and then return to dust. In the interim our lot is to seek what satisfaction we can in our work, our family, and in learning. Such is the lot a distant, faceless God has given to us. If we are honest, we must admit that there is much that is compelling in the Preacher’s view of things. His is a hard-nosed, realistic, look at life. And certainly much of today’s conventional wisdom would back him up. Not only do phenomena in nature seem to follow a fixed order, so does the rest of life. Our economy goes from boom to bust over and over again, our cities lurch from crisis to crisis, nations and tribes go from conflict to conflict - on and on through history. And with the Preacher we may be tempted to sigh and mutter: everything leads to weariness – a weariness too great for words. 8 Who’s in charge here? No one? Or if from the depths of faith we answer: “God is in charge!” then how are we to understand God’s presence in the history of nations, the ebb and flow of nature, and in our own lives? In the two little parables we read this morning, The Parable Of The Seed Growing Secretly and The Parable Of The Mustard Seed, we gain, I believe, a profound insight into the way of God with the world. For in these two short parables, Jesus speaks of the way that God’s power is present and active in the world and in history; bringing about God’s purposes and will for all creation: the kingdom of God, the rule of God, the final bringing about of God’s purposes. And Jesus says the Kingdom is like a seed that grows secretly at night, by means of which we know not until suddenly the harvest has come. Or the Kingdom is like a mustard seed, having the tiniest of beginnings yet ending as a huge shrub. The way of God with the world is never obvious or easy to discern on the plain of world history. I remember some years ago a cartoon that showed a crowded city street and high in the sky a huge hand had come out of the clouds and written so everyone in the city could see: God lives! And in the cartoon one man on the sidewalk is turning to another saying, “Well I guess that settles that one.” Unfortunately for us, God does not disclose God’s will and purposes to the world in such a dramatic fashion. None of the great events of the Bible that are so important to us receive even the slightest mention in the histories of their time. The Exodus from Egypt, the escape at the Red Sea, the appearance of God at Mount Sinai – none of these events are mentioned in the histories of Egypt or the other great powers of the time. They were busy chronicling the big events of politics, wars, and the economy that were going on at the time. The birth, life, and death of Jesus receive no mention in Roman history, except a brief note that some new cult seems to have arisen after a person named Christus. Jesus’ life and death and certainly his resurrection just weren’t important enough to the great issues of running an empire. It’s as though today we would expect the life of a peasant in a country like Belize or Laos to somehow make the front page of the New York Times, or to have a profound effect on the conflict between the West and the Islamic State. 9 But the confession of the church is that in a backwater of the Roman Empire, far from where the real action of the day was, the life of an obscure Palestinian peasant tells us everything about God’s way with the world. The Kingdom of God is like a seed growing secretly, like a mustard seed. God’s way with the world is mysterious, quiet – indeed miraculous. Perhaps we look in the wrong places to try to see where God is at work, to see where God is disclosing God’s purposes and will for our lives. Certainly the God of all history is in some way present in the crises of our day, in the upheavals in the Middle East, in Eastern Europe; in the disasters of hurricanes or earthquakes. But the really crucial events in which God has revealed God’s will and purpose have never been the big news worthy events of history: wars, famines, conquest, or even technological triumphs. No, the crucial events of God’s self-disclosure have always been things like the escape of some obscure slaves from Egypt, the birth of a baby in a barn, or the death of a carpenter on a cross; events that are seen as important, not to the eyes of the historian, but to the eyes of faith. Who’s in charge here? God is in charge. But faith seeks him not in the whirlwind, not in the earthquake, nor in the fire; but in the still small voice. For God’s way with the world is like that of a seed growing secretly, mysteriously, miraculously. Today is Communion Sunday. We come once again to the Lord’s table. We gather to celebrate and confess that in the life, death, and resurrection of that obscure Jewish carpenter we glimpse the love that moves the sun and the stars. It is doubtful that this celebration will make the evening news. It will not even register’s a blip on the carefully monitored screens of political, economic, and social power. But that testimony is the most important event that takes place in our world today. It is the hinge upon which history moves. Who is in charge here? God is in charge. And in God’s mysteriously gracious love, God’s inscrutable, hidden, yet invincible power, our world is held; our lives are held, and the lives of all we love are held. Amen Claude Wilson- Stayton 1 0 Covenant Presbyterian Church June 14, 2015 June 7, 2015 I Corinthians 8:1-13 Strength & Weakness It is highly unlikely that any of us here this morning spent a lot of time this past week agonizing over whether or not to eat meat that had been sacrificed to idols. We might worry about eating too much meat, or even whether we should eat meat at all. But whether or not our pork chops or ground beef stopped off at some pagan temple on the way to our dinner table probably never crossed our minds. The theologian Karl Barth was fond of talking about the strange world of the Bible. And it would seem that our passage from First Corinthians this morning is the poster child for just how strange the world of the Bible can be. Worry over eating meat sacrificed to idols? What could be a better reminder that Paul was writing to Christians living in a very different time, in a very different culture from our own. So if we are going to listen to this passage today, we are going to have to get past what a good psychiatrist or psychologist might call the “presenting problem.” That is we need to get past the immediate issue being discussed and move to the larger and deeper issue of which the presenting problem is but a symptom. And what is the larger, deeper issue at stake in this passage? It is how the strong relate to the weak; how the confident relate to the less confident. For the Corinthians, that issue comes up over the business of eating meat sacrificed to idols. The strong, who’ve had not only the Intro to Bible and Theology class but have taken the intermediate and advanced courses as well, are not troubled by this issue. But the newbies, the members of the 1 1 Corinthian church not long out of paganism, who remember well its strong hold over their lives; they are not so sure. It’s like the difference between an alcoholic in his 10th year of sobriety and one in his 10th week. But on whose shoulders does Paul place the responsibility for dealing with this difference of perspective within the Christian church? Does Paul say: “Tell those newbie Christians they’re the ones with the problem. Get over it. Meat offered to idols that are in fact not real gods at all, doesn’t mean a thing.” Paul doesn’t say that, but why not? Doesn’t modern conflict management theory tell us that the different parties in a dispute should “own” their part of the problem? Aren’t the weaker, newbie Christians the ones who are troubled and shouldn’t they accept that they are the ones with the problem, not the more mature Christians? Well, apparently Paul never read modern conflict management theory and I have a hunch it wouldn’t have made much difference if he had. No, Paul places the responsibility squarely on the shoulders of the strong. And he sums up his entire argument in a brief sentence, packed with meaning: “Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up.” To the strong, to the knowledgeable, to the experienced, Paul says: “This is not about whose theology is correct. It’s not about winning the argument. This is all about loving your brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ.” As critical and important as knowledge may be, it is love that builds up one another, and it is love that builds up Christ’s church. One of my favorite movies ever is Forrest Gump. I do not know if the screenwriter who wrote the movie had First Corinthians in mind, but the movie is one continuous illustration of how love builds up. Forrest is a boy of very limited intellectual capacity. But Forrest has an almost endless capacity to love. He never wavers in his lifelong devotion to his childhood friend and companion, Jenny. Sent to Vietnam, he cannot abandon his unit when told to retreat and returns again and again to carry out his wounded buddies. He honors a promise to his friend Bubba, who was killed in Vietnam, and starts a shrimp company in which he includes his double amputee platoon leader, Lt. Dan, whose life Forrest saved. He even gives away half of the company’s profits to Bubba’s family because, after all, it was Bubba’s idea. 1 2 At the end of the movie, having married Jenny when she comes back home to die and let Forrest care for her, we see him sitting at the bus stop with their son, his beloved Jenny now gone and his love for her poured into their child. If there is one line in the movie that sums it up it is when Forrests tells Jenny, “I may not be a smart man, but I know what love is.” A work of fiction, you might say. But Paul would disagree. Yes knowledge is very, very important, but it is love that builds up. Paul understood this because in his own life he’d experienced the truth that knowledge puffs up, but love builds up. Trained as a Pharisee, Paul excelled in knowledge. And when some Jews in Palestine claimed that the crucified Jesus of Nazareth was God’s Messiah, Paul was not only quick to take up the argument, but volunteered to take the lead in stamping out this upstart heresy. But Paul’s own life was changed, turned around – not by knowledge (though he certainly gained new insight.) No, says Paul, his life was transformed by the love of God in Jesus Christ. Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up. How different might our lives be, our world be, if that were a verse we lived out of every day. We worship a God whose strength has come to meet our weakness, a Lord, who Paul tells us in Philippians: “Though he was in the form of God, did not think equality with God a thing to be grasped, but humbled himself and became a servant of all.” Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up. Those words take our eyes off our own strength and focus them instead on our brother and sister’s needs. They make us less concerned with asserting our rights, insisting on winning the argument, exhibiting our skill; and instead encourage us to ask: “How can I build up my brother, my sister, my neighbor, in love.” Fred Craddock, looking back over a long and very productive ministry as a great preacher, teacher, and writer captures the spirit of Paul’s words: “When I was in my late teen,” writes Fred Craddock, “I wanted to be a preacher. When I was in my late 20s, I wanted to be a [great] preacher. Now that I am older, I want more than anything else to be a Christian; to live simply, to love generously, to speak truthfully, to serve faithfully, and leave everything else to God.” 1 3 Knowledge puffs up but love – love builds up. Amen. Claude Wilson-Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church June 7, 2015 May 31. 2015 1 Corinthians 12:12-27 Yes, You! When we lived in Florida, Margaret and I met each month for lunch with a group of other Presbyterian ministers. We caught up on each other’s families, swapped stories, heard news about the Presbyterian Church, and talked about many other things. One of the running jokes in the group was that one of these days we were going to compile all of the funny, bizarre, and outrageous stories we heard about preachers and churches into a book with the title: Christians Behaving Badly. But wait! That book’s already been written hasn’t it? It doesn’t go by that title. In fact, it’s really two books. We know it by the name of First and Second Corinthians. If Paul had lived long enough to write a memoir, his highs and lows as an apostle of Jesus Christ, it would not be unreasonable to imagine a chapter entitled: “The Corinthian Church – the Worst Church I Ever Served.” We don’t know everything the Corinthians were up to that caused Paul to reprimand them again and again. First and Second Corinthians consist of letters and we only have Paul’s side of the correspondence. But we can pretty well figure out from what he says that at the very least there were divisions, disputes, infidelities, and a whole lot of other problems. In short the Corinthians were exhibit A for “Christians behaving badly.” At bottom, many of their problems seem to have been that the Corinthians were dragging all sorts of practices from their past life outside the church into the church’s life. Instead of a life of mutual care, love, faith, and support, some people were vying for status or position either by claiming to follow one or another of the apostles and ,therefore, having the real truth or 1 4 through exhibiting various spiritual gifts as if they were merit badges. “I’ve got five gifts, you’ve got only two. That makes me a better Christian than you.” One of my favorite Calvin and Hobbes comic strips is when Calvin decides to form an exclusive club. I don’t remember its full name, but essentially it was based on the premise that all girls stink. No sooner had Calvin announced his exclusive club than he names himself the Great Grand Pooh Bah and tells Hobbes that he can be second in command. Hobbes gives him a sideways glance and asks, “Why can’t I be the Great Grand Pooh Bah and you be the second in command?” And immediately a huge fight breaks out. Something like that seems to have been going on in the Corinthian church. People were claiming status based on different things, all vying to be Grand Pooh Bah. In the letters to the Corinthians Paul’s exasperation almost leaps off the pages. For chapter after chapter he corrects, cajoles, even threatens. “You’re getting it all wrong,” he says, over and over again. But then we come to chapter 12 (from which we read this morning) and Paul seems to change his tactics. Paul offers the Corinthians a model, an image of how they should live together as Christ followers; one that respects their differences; that acknowledges their varied abilities, yet one that paints a picture of unity and harmoniously living together. “It’s like the human body,” Paul says. “It’s made up of different parts and each one is important to the well-being of the whole. Not everyone is an eye or an ear. Some may be a little toe or even an eyelash. But each part is important; each part contributes. When one part hurts the whole body suffers. When one part rejoices, the whole body rejoices. Then Paul expands the image. “The church is Christ’s body,” he says. “And that’s how you are supposed to live together as Christ church; each bringing his or her gifts and abilities – all contributing to the good of the whole. Do you get it?” And then we come to verse 27 in chapter 12. And Paul says the most amazing thing. Paul who has been blasting these Corinthian Christians for behaving badly says to them: “You are the body of Christ.” 1 5 Astoundingly he does not say (as I’m sure I would have,) “Now start behaving as though you were the body of Christ.” No – he says to them, “You are the body of Christ.” How can Paul say this to a bunch of Christians behaving badly? Because it doesn’t have to do with their behavior, it has to do with the grace of God given them in their baptism. For God’s gracious love in Jesus Christ has made them Christ’s body. They may at that moment be pathetic demonstrations of that high calling, that identity. But that is who they are by God’s grace, regardless of how they are behaving. Didn’t Jesus tell a story about a son who ran away from home rather than live as his father’s child? And when things turned sour, he decided to go home, but not as a son. He wanted back in as a servant. But his father would have none of it. Instead his father restored him to full sonship with all its benefits and all its responsibilities. “You! Yes you, are the body of Christ!” How much better would our lives stay on track if we kept that identity in front of our eyes every day: members each of us individually of Christ’s body. Claimed by the promises of God; called to love God and our neighbors. If that identity defines us, then why are there so many problems in the churches around the world, so many marriages in trouble, so many families in turmoil. If that identity defines us, shouldn’t it touch those very relationships closest to us; those who sit around the dinner table with us at supper as well as those who sit with us at work around the conference table? “You! Yes you, are the body of Christ!” Jay Leno has been happily married to his wife Mavis for many, many years. When asked how he dealt with the many temptations to cheat that seem to be everywhere in showbiz, he answered: “I spent the first half of my life trying not to embarrass my mother. I spent the second half of my life trying not to embarrass my wife.” He said more than that, but implicit in what he said was that there are relationships important enough to us, that we don’t want to let those people down. 1 6 If our identity is that we are the body of Christ, then isn’t Christ someone we shouldn’t want to let down? Two verses from Psalm 69 have meant a great deal to me over the years. They read: O God, you know my folly; the wrongs I have done are not hidden from you. Let not those who hope in you be put to shame through me, O Lord God of hosts; let not those who seek you be brought to dishonor through me, O God of Israel. In 35 years of ministry, I cannot count the number of times those words have rebuked me because I have been a Christian who behaved badly. But they’ve also reminded me, and comforted me, and called me back to an identity that is mine; not because of how I have behaved, but because of God’s gracious love in Jesus Christ that has claimed me. Dear friends, by God’s grace in Jesus Christ you, yes, you are the body of Christ. Thanks be to God! Amen. Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church May 31, 2015 February 15, 2015 Mark 9:2-29 Living With Contradictions Two stories – one on the top of the mountain, the other below at the foot of the mountain. These two stories form a sharp counterpoint to one another, a bold contrast. On the one hand Peter, James, and John, up on that mountain top, seeing the vision of Jesus transfigured. It’s the very essence of the “mountain top” experience - a precious moment of clarity and revelation. On the other hand the same three men come down off the hill top and are immediately confronted by the reality of life in all its pain and need. 1 7 We don’t live on the top of the hill – up on the mountain top – although sometimes we wish we could. We don’t live with the vision ever in front of our eyes, with a clarity of conviction that we can practically touch and taste. Oh, there may be times in our lives when we catch a glimpse of the vision – special times when we experience God’s presence in an effervescent way, hear God’s voice more clearly. Perhaps worship can be such a moment for you, if not every Sunday, then at least occasionally - a moment when we catch a glimpse of the vision. But those moments are fleeting. We cannot stay on the mountain anymore than we can spend our week living here in the sanctuary. And more importantly, we cannot live on the mountain because we have to leave it to go out and live in the world as we know it to be. We live most of our lives at the bottom of the mountain. And what’s it like at the foot of the mountain? Jesus and Peter, James, and John come off the mountain and immediately they find themselves awash in a sea of controversy and human need. A man has brought his epileptic boy to the disciples to be healed. The disciples have given it their best shot, but failed. Apparently some scribes who were present seize upon this failure as an opportunity to discredit the disciples. When Jesus asks what’s going on, the man tells him his story: “My son has an evil spirit. It throws him to the ground. He foams at the mouth and grits his teeth and become stiff all over. I asked your disciples to drive the spirit out, but they could not.” The exchange between the man and Jesus continues and finally the man asks Jesus: “If it is at all possible for you, take pity upon us and help us.” “If it is possible?” Jesus asks in reply. “Everything is possible to the one who has faith.” And then in one of the most anguished cries heard in all of scripture this tortured man, hurting so desperately for his child, cries out: “I have faith, help me where faith falls short.” And Jesus heals the child. The way of the mountain top may be the way of vision, but not so life as we live it on the downhill side. Life at the bottom of the mountain often contradicts our mountain top experiences. At the bottom of the mountain 1 8 another ingredient is essential – for here we walk not by sight, but by faith. “I have faith,” the man cries, “help me where faith falls short.” Who of us, when confronted by life’s tragedy, has not cried those same words a thousand times - 10,000 times? “I have faith. Help me where faith falls short!” There are those events in life which only faith can make sense of – those terrible tragedies that befall humankind without deference to age or race or sex or status. In the face of such tragedy our faith often seems pitifully inadequate, not up to the job it must perform – to somehow help us see from God’s perspective how the senseless events of life can make some sense. And faith is also the essential ingredient in the lesser challenges of life: when our dreams go unfulfilled, when our lives lack a sense of purpose, when middle-age catches up with us - when someone tells us, “You’re over the hill” and we realize they aren’t joking. In faith we know that all our lives are in God’s hands: the good and the bad; when we do well and when we blow it. And in God’s love and grace, our far from perfect lives will one day be made whole. By faith we know that now we see in a mirror darkly, but the day shall come when we see face to face. One last word. You remember that when Jesus went inside his disciples asked him, “Why couldn’t we drive the spirit out?” To follow Jesus, to be a disciple is to know there will be times when we cannot fix the problem, heal the wound, or put the pieces back together. Jesus responds, “Only prayer can drive this kind out, nothing else can.” And what is prayer except turning to God in faith. What is prayer, but seeking that contact beyond this world of need with the one who can help us make it through life, especially when we feel overwhelmed by the problems before us. It is faith that drives us to prayer and prayer that sustains faith. Over the years I’ve been impressed again and again by the power of prayer in people’s lives; people who when confronted with a need too big to handle alone, know that only prayer can give them the strength they need and nothing else. “Only prayer can drive this kind out, nothing else will do.” Only prayer can lay life’s burdens at the feet of the one who has resources beyond our imagining. 1 9 “We have faith Lord, help us where faith falls short.” Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church January 25, 2015 Jonah 3:1-5; 3:10-4:4 When God Disappoints Us Woody Allen famously once said: “If there is a God, he’s an under achiever.” That quip, for better or for worse, catches up the attitude many have about faith in God. God just doesn’t seem to meet my expectations, behave in the way I want God to behave, or do things in the way I think God should do things. One might call the story of Jonah the story of a man who thinks God an under achiever – a God who doesn’t live up to Jonah’s expectations. We all know how the story goes. God comes to Jonah and tells him that he, Jonah, has a job to do. He’s to go to Nineveh, the capital city of Assyria, Israel’s most dreaded and despised enemy. And there Jonah is to preach repentance to the Ninevites. Jonah turns tail and runs in the opposite direction from Nineveh. God, as we’ve all known since childhood, arranges some unusual transportation to get Jonah pointed in the right direction. So Jonah, after spending three days in the belly of a large fish, finally agrees to go preach to the Ninevites. Jonah fulfills the letter if not the spirit of the task God has given him. In perhaps the shortest sermon in history (a mere five words in Hebrew) Jonah marches through Nineveh shouting: “In 40 days Nineveh will be destroyed!” And then the unthinkable happens. The Ninevites repent. From the King to the cows they all repent. And horror of horrors – God repents and shows mercy on the Ninevites. 2 0 It’s then that Jonah puts all his cards on the table, vents his spleen of all his pent-up frustration with this namby-pamby, soft- in-the-head God of his: “I knew it!” he yells at God. “I knew it when I was back home and that’s why I ran in the opposite direction. I knew you’d behave like this. You are a gracious, compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love – quick to relent from sending calamity. I can’t stand it! Just kill me now!” Jonah is very, very disappointed in God. How dare God act in such a way – showing mercy to those (expletive deleted) Ninevites. How dare God abound in love for “them!” A generation ago J. B. Phillips wrote a book entitled: Your God Is Too Small. Phillips believed that far too often we construct for ourselves an image of God that doesn’t much resemble the God who meets us in the Bible. He lists various ways God is imagined: resident policeman, parental hangover, grand old man, meek and mild, heavenly bosom - and half a dozen others. What they all share, says Phillips, is that they are images of God fashioned to suit our needs, not the reality of who God is. They all display one common denominator: they are small. God is much, much bigger. Ironically, it is precisely God’s bigness that is so disappointing, so infuriating to Jonah. Jonah wants a God who agrees with him, takes Jonah’s side against Jonah’s enemies, behaves the way Jonah wants God to behave. A smaller God would be a more manageable God – less demanding and therefore more likely to fit readily into Jonah’s view of how things should be. Fred Craddick once remarked that Jesus said God sends the rain on the just and on the unjust alike. We, on the other hand, want a God who sends the rain on my field, stops the rain at my enemy’s fence line, and hops over to the field of my friend or family member on the other side. But the real danger of a small God, a God who lives up to our expectations, is that we will never believe such a God expects very much of us. Following a small God is easy. Following a big God, a gracious God, a compassionate God, slow to anger – abounding in love – that God might ask of us more than we want to do (just like Jonah); expect more of us than we are willing to take on. We’ve just come through the Christmas season. We wrap that whole season in such sweetness that we often forget that at every turn it is a story of how God fails once again to meet expectations. God’s anointed born in a barn, his 2 1 birth greeted by mangy shepherds and foreign astrologers? God’s son growing up in Nazareth in backwater Galilee - an itinerant preacher and healer executed by the Romans as a common criminal? The apostle Paul, you will remember, began his career as a persecutor of those who believed such nonsense. Who could possibly believe God would behave in such a way? Only when he was brought to his knees (like Jonah) did Paul come to proclaim that such foolishness is the very wisdom and power of God. Jonah wanted a small God, a God who would agree with his way of thinking. God wanted Jonah to come around to God’s way of loving. It is highly unlikely that you are I will be called by God to go to Nineveh to preach the gospel. What would Nineveh be for us today – the capital of Syria, the headquarters of the Islamic State? No, more likely we will be called to something much nearer home. But it will be something that takes us where we don’t want to go, takes us out of our safe, manageable faith to a place where Jesus is calling us. A preacher tells this story: So I walk into a church in the inner city that serves breakfast to around 150 homeless every day. Other churches pitch in to help. Still, I was surprised when I see a man whom I recognize as a member of one of our city’s most affluent congregations. I thought it was rather remarkable having a man like him, from a church like his, there, washing the dirty dishes of people who were homeless. “I think it is great that you are here,” I said. “I am glad that you think it’s great,” he mumbled as he continued his work. “I am curious, have you always enjoyed ministry to the homeless?” I asked. “Who said that I enjoyed this?” he replied. “Frankly, I mostly can’t stand the homeless people that I’ve met here.” “Really?” I said. “Have you sat down and talked with our guests here? A lot of them are homeless for a reason. A lot of them are half crazy.” “Well I guess that makes it all the more remarkable that you are here, washing dishes for them.” I said. “Why are you here?” He looked up from his work at the sink and said to me with a tone of 2 2 exasperation in his voice, “Because God put me here; that’s why.” And then he returned to washing dishes. Jonah could not have said it better. Claude Wilson-Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church January 25, 2015 John 1:35-42 January 18, 2015 What Are You Looking For? I want to do a Covenant Presbyterian congregational poll this morning. Just a few quick questions. All you have to do is raise your hand. Ready? Question 1: If you were asked to bring canned goods to help with our food pantry collection, would you feel comfortable doing that? Question 2: If you were asked to help the Stop Hunger Now ministry pack meals to feed hungry people around the world, would you be comfortable helping with that? Question 3: If asked to sing in the choir, would you be comfortable doing that? Question 4: If we announced one Sunday that we were starting a new ministry of evangelism and we wanted people who felt comfortable sharing their faith, telling others about Jesus, do you feel like that’s something you could do, if asked? Most of us have to admit that when it comes to sharing our faith we are “challenged” to say the least. But you see, there’s a problem with that. The problem is this: our founder, our leader, Jesus Christ’s very last words to his disciples (and to us) have to do with sharing our faith with others. We call it The Great Commission: 2 3 “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations. Baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.” Go make disciples. And there is no disciple making without sharing faith is there? We’re stuck. Jesus told us to do it! Said we had to do it! But we don’t know how, do we? Is there anything worse than being given a job to do and not having a clue how to do it? If we are to fulfill The Great Commission that Jesus gave us, the church of Jesus Christ must be an evangelistic church – a good news church – that’s, after all, what evangelism means. Look again at the story we read from John’s gospel this morning, the very first chapter. What I want to suggest to us today is that we can find in this passage a paradigm of how to be an evangelist. And the teacher is none other than Jesus himself. In my little red letter edition of the New Revised Standard Version of the New Testament, Jesus words are in red. (That’s why they call it a red letter edition.) In the verses we read this morning, we hear the very first words Jesus says in John’s gospel, his opening sentence, the first words out of Jesus’ mouth as John tells the story. Do you know what they are? Does anyone remember? Anyone have their Bibles open? What are the very first words Jesus says in the gospel of John? “What are you looking for?” Isn’t that amazing! Jesus’ very first words are a simple five word question in English translation: “What are you looking for?” And what is the second thing Jesus says? Anyone found it? The second thing Jesus says is simply three words: “Come and see.” And there you have it. That is evangelism my friends, evangelism that everyone in this room: young and old, working, in school, retired, whatever, can practice. It’s Jesus style evangelism. It is not hitting people over the head with the Bible or trying to scare them into the church. It’s evangelism that simply asks the question: “What are you looking for?” And then issues the invitation: “Come and see.” 2 4 Look at the story. John the Baptist, that scary fire and brimstone prophet, is standing with two of his disciples. Jesus walks by. “Behold the Lamb of God,” John says to his disciples who immediately start off after Jesus. Jesus seeing them simply asks the one little question that cuts right to the heart of life itself: “What are you looking for?” “Teacher where you staying?” they reply. “Come and see,” says Jesus. And they spend the day with him. Day in and day out, in hundreds of different ways, each one of us is involved in conversations where, in one way or another, people tell us about the longing at the heart of their lives. We are surrounded by people desperately seeking the answer to life’s riddle. They look for that answer in material possessions, in psychological self-help, in shopping, in television, in internet chat rooms – all looking for something. Can we train ourselves as Christ’s people to listen beneath the chatter and ask in a gentle way, in a Jesus way, “What are you really looking for?” And can we then teach ourselves to issue that simple three word invitation: “Come and see.” Can we invite them to come and spend some time with Jesus, whether in worship, or in a Bible study, or perhaps just over coffee with you. “What are you looking for?” “Come and see.” Can we train ourselves to ask that question and offer that invitation? So many people around us every day are looking for a deeper purpose in their lives - a well of hope to draw from and a sense of direction. All Jesus asks of us is to bring them into his company and he will do the rest. Later in our story Jesus says, “Follow me.” Together those three short phrases are the three legs of the stool that is evangelism: “What are you looking for?” “Come and see.” “Follow me.” Do you remember how our story this morning ends? Andrew spends the day with Jesus and then what does Andrew do? He goes and gets his brother Simon and brings him to see Jesus. That’s evangelism. Jesus style evangelism. Invite your brother, your sister, your neighbor to come and see too – that they might find what they are looking for. 2 5 Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church January 18, 2015 January 11, 2015 Genesis 1:1-5 Out of Darkness, Light! 40 years ago Margaret and I visited Blanchard Springs Caverns in Arkansas. It’s a beautiful, fascinating place and if you’re ever in Arkansas I recommend putting it on your itinerary. One part of the visit that made a particularly strong impression on me came about halfway through the tour. The park ranger acting as our guide had us assemble along the rail beside the pathway running through the main chamber of the caverns. We were several hundred feet below the surface of the earth. “For a few seconds you are going to experience total darkness,” said our guide. Then she took a key out of her pocket, inserted it into a switch on the wall and with the turn of the key all of the lights went out. It was a very strange feeling standing in the middle of a huge cavern hundreds of feet below the earth in utter and complete darkness. Not one ray of light, not even a glowing watch face pierced the enveloping blackness. After what seemed like much longer, but was actually only about 10 seconds, the park ranger, to my surprise, did not immediately turn on all the lights. Instead, she turned on her large Mag-Lite type flashlight which she carried with her. It was a big flashlight with a powerful beam and I remember how it sliced through the blackness, lit up the cavern ceiling, and reflected off the shining minerals in the stalactites reaching down from the roof of the great cavern. 2 6 For 40 years, whenever I read the first five verses of the Bible – the first day of creation – I think of that park ranger’s flashlight slicing through the blackness of that cavern. The very first act of creation is light – light called into existence by the word of God. In Eugene Peterson’s wonderful Message Bible, God simply says: “Light!” and light comes crashing into the enveloping darkness and with a kind of primordial physicality pushes back the darkness to make space for the light. It is with good reason that Jesus is called the light of the world – the light shining in the darkness, as John’s gospel puts it. From the first page of the Bible light is a metaphor for God’s creating, loving, and calling all creation into being. Conversely, darkness has also, from the Bible’s first page, been a metaphor for all that resists or opposes God’s creating love. This past week we were once again reminded of the reality of the darkness that is in our world. Not, I suppose, that we need much reminding. The horrific events that unfolded over three days in Paris and surrounding territories bore tragic and terrible witness to the power of darkness in our world. And as people of faith it should be especially troubling for us that, once again, horrific acts of bloodshed have been carried out in the name of faith – faith in God. Why should we care? After all, the perpetrators of these horrible acts were not Christians, so why does it matter to us that they justify their acts of terror by claiming God’s favor? In the first place such acts carried out in the name of God sully all religious communities – including the Christian community. In an increasingly secular world where people make few distinctions between one faith or another, acts of terror carried out in God’s name paint all religious belief with a patina of intolerance, bigotry, narrow-mindedness, tribalism, and even hatred. The late Christopher Hitchens is an example of one who saw in the extremism of one faith the danger he believed endemic to all faiths. “I hate the word ‘faith’ railed Hitchens. “More evil has been done throughout history in the name of ‘faith’ than from any other cause.” Such views have 2 7 even made it into our popular culture. I recently saw a TV episode in which a character remarked, “My dad always said that all the wars in the world were started because someone said ‘I want your house and God told me I could have it.’ “ But what Friedrich Schleimacher called “the culture despisers of religion” have always been with us, even if it would seem that their influence is on the rise these days. More importantly, acts of great bloodshed carried out in the name of God should concern us because we are those who are charged with being servants of light. “You are the light of the world,” Jesus tells us. We are those who are called to bear witness to and show in our own lives the reconciling grace and love of God given in Jesus Christ. As Paul reminds us we have been reconciled to God and given the ministry of reconciliation. We are children of God, made God’s children in our baptism. We are disciples of Jesus Christ called and claimed by Christ. Such a calling lays on us a much greater responsibility to shine the light of God’s grace into the darkness that is everywhere in our world. And let’s be very clear. Shining the light of Christ into the darkness of our world involves much more than simply adopting the conventional wisdom; more than just parroting the ideology of our particular political party, or repeating the views of our favorite political commentator. The Savior who preached the Sermon on the Mount is not easily conformed to the wisdom of the world – not even the wisdom of the American way of life which we so cherish. God spoke and the light shone into the darkness. And as the Letter to the Hebrews reminds us, “In these last days God has spoken to us through his son.” And the gift of God’s son was not just a gift to a particular nation, or tribe, or race. No, “God so loved the world that God gave his only begotten son.” Many years ago the great preacher George Buttrick likened life on this planet to being aboard a great cruise ship sailing across a dark sea on a moonless night. There are those, said George Buttrick, who go to the ships ballroom, paint over the portholes and live as though the only reality were life on the ship. But there are also those who go up on deck, lean out over the railing and peer into the vast darkness, looking for signs of the deep mystery surrounding us all. “God said: “light!” And there was light.” “The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not put it out.” “You are the light of the world.” 2 8 We are those entrusted with the great gift of being witnesses to the light shining in the darkness. To be servants of that gift is to awaken to a beauty and hope that will connect us and others with true life – life lived in the gracious, reconciling love of God given us in Jesus Christ. Amen Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church January 11, 2015 January 4, 2015 Luke 2:25-35 Memory & Hope We all know that there is nothing magic about the end of one year and the beginning of another. The earth continues its journey around the sun as it has for billions of years and as it will for who knows how many years to come. From an astrophysics point of view the flip of the calendar from 2014 to 2015 is a non-event. We, of course, experience it differently. The turning of the calendar page speaks to us of the start of something new - as we enter the New Year, on the one hand, and as we lay aside and commit to the past the old year, on the other hand. Put a bit differently, the change of the calendar puts us again between memory and hope – memory as we ponder the year now past and hope as we look ahead to the year to come. In the last couple of weeks I’ve had several people tell me that they thought 2014 was a very good year here at Covenant Presbyterian. I think that’s true. One of the great satisfactions of being a pastor comes when you see people within your congregation taking the initiative and opening up new avenues of ministry and service in the church’s life. If I start naming names, I’ll be sure to miss someone. But in practically every area of our churches life – fellowship, outreach, mission, worship, music, stewardship, we’ve seen new energy and new leadership. And one area does warrant special attention. When our church met the challenge and raised the matching funds to complete our Director of Christian Education Fund, we had a 2 9 vision of growing our Christian education ministry – especially our ministry with children and youth. Under Linda Berry’s wonderful leadership, we’ve already seen growth in that crucial ministry and are excited about the prospects for the future. So today, with gratitude to God, we remember 2014 and give thanks even as we look with hope and faith to the New Year, 2015. As we stand at the crossroads between 2014 and 2015 I want us to reflect on our story from Luke’s gospel as a kind of “crossroads” story. It may seem strange to call the story of Jesus’ presentation at the temple as an infant a “crossroads” story, but in Luke’s artful telling of the story it is just that. As good Jews, Mary and Joseph take their infant son to the temple to fulfill two requirements of the law: the ritual of purification of the mother following the baby’s birth and the rite of redemption of the firstborn child. And there in the outer court of the temple they are met by an old man named Simeon. Simeon is described as a devout man, one who had looked forward all his life to the fulfillment of God’s promises to Israel – Israel’s consolation – one to whom the Holy Spirit had promised he would not die until he had seen the Lord’s Messiah. Led by the Holy Spirit, the old man finds Mary and Joseph and the baby. And in a scene fraught with emotion he takes the baby in his arms and literally sings to the Lord: “Let me die for I have seen the salvation you have prepared for all the people.” Simeon is a powerful figure in Luke’s story. He represents the very best of Israel’s tradition. He is devout, he is faithful, he understands what God has done and looks to what God will do. But in Luke’s careful unfolding of the story, Simeon clearly is the representative of the past – what God has done – and the infant Simeon cradles in his arms embodies the new thing God is doing. It is a moving portrait that Luke paints for us: the past cradling the future – memory joined to hope in the person of an old Jew and an infant boy; both standing in the shadow of the temple, the very symbol of the presence of God with God’s people. God’s people stand at a crossroads like no other 3 0 they have faced before. And Simeon knows it. He knows that this new thing God is doing will not fit easily into old patterns – indeed it will shatter many treasured notions of what it means to be God’s people and yet it will also be true to the best in the traditions of Israel. The old man, his life now at last fulfilled blesses Mary and Joseph and then turns to Mary and utters words that could only disturb this young mother: “This child is destined for the falling and rising of many in Israel and to be a sign that will be opposed so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed – and a sword will pierce your own soul too.” It is a disquieting word, one that we would do well to consider as we enter the New Year and stand once again between memory and hope. When God does a new thing it will not be without cost. Simeon recognizes that this infant will be one who brings truth to light and in so doing will throw all who come into contact with him into a crisis of decision. And in that decision rising and falling, life and death hang in the balance. Jesus is decisive for the basic orientation of life – toward God or away from God. Anyone who turns on light create shadows and that is what is literally meant by “making a difference.” Jesus makes a difference. As we stand at the crossroads between 2014 and 2015 we must face unflinchingly the seriousness of this business we are about. We are those who would willingly become accessories in the radical alteration of the lives of others. For those who would claim the light of God’s truth in Jesus Christ must face forthrightly the fact that much in our own lives and in the lives of others will be cast into the shadows by that light. If we are to claim the best in our past and carry it forward into the future that God is giving us, it will begin by rededicating ourselves in the name of the one who has made all the difference – to seek to be a congregation that indeed makes a difference – a difference in the lives of our members, a difference in the lives of those around us in our community; makes a difference in the name of Jesus Christ in Wendell and beyond. Let our resolution for 2015 be that we will be the church that in the name of Jesus Christ makes a difference. Claude Wilson- Stayton Covenant Presbyterian Church 3 1 January 4, 2015