“PREPARE YOUR HEART” Henry B. Eyring (Talk to Religious Educators, 22 August 1987) You and I have had times in our lives when we consistently made effective preparation for teaching. Other times we were less effective. Everything I have learned from my experience is summed up in a description of the teacher preparation of an Old Testament prophet, Ezra. In chapter 7, verse 10, this is the description given of the way he prepared. “For Ezra had prepared his heart to seek the law of the Lord, and to do it, and to teach in Israel statutes and judgments.” That not only includes everything I have learned from experience about teacher preparation, but it even gives it in the right order. It starts with preparing your heart. There is a practical reason for that. Ezra was preparing his heart to seek the law of the Lord. Every scripture I know about obtaining the law of the Lord has words in it like seek, search, meditate, feast, lay hold, ponder, treasure, or study. You and I have read those scriptures. We know they are true. And yet if we look back in our lives to the times we prepared well and the times we didn’t prepare as well, the difference was whether or not we acted as if we really believed obtaining the law of the Lord took long, constant, sustained effort. When we prepared well, we were observing, pondering, and meditating much of the time. That raises a practical problem for all of us. Whether we are teaching early morning seminary or have been a professional teacher for years, our lives are crowded. Time is in short supply. Most of us have a feeling that we haven’t enough time to meet our family obligations let a lone find blocks of time to prepare. My father taught me long ago that finding time to seek is a matter of preparing the heart. One evening he was helping me with some physics or math problems in the basement of our home. I was in college and he had high hopes for me, as he did for my brothers, that I would follow him in science. He looked up as he saw me stumbling on a problem and said, “Hal, didn’t we work on a problem just like this a week ago?” I said, “I think we did.” He said, “Well, you don’t seem to be any better at it this week than you were last week.” I didn’t say anything to that. Then he looked at me with a shock of recognition on his face and asked, “Hal, haven’t you been thinking about it during this last week?” I looked a little chagrined and said that I hadn’t. He put down the chalk, stepped back from the blackboard on our basement wall, and looked at me. With sadness in his voice, he then taught me something I will never forget. I am just beginning to understand what he meant. He said, “But, Hal, what do you think about when you are walking down the street or when you are in the shower? What do you think about when you don’t have to think about anything?” I admitted that it wasn’t physics or mathematics. With a smile, but I think with a sigh, he responded, “Well, Hal, I don’t think you’d better make a career of science. You’d better find something which you just naturally think about when you don’t have to think about anything else.” I realized that my father was right about physics or mathematics or anything else that I might seek to learn. But I have come to understand that he was even more right about seeking to learn the law of the Lord. My preparation for teaching has only been effective when my mind naturally turned to seeking the law of the Lord, as I walked down the street or did anything that didn’t require all my attention. Now I have puzzled over why I don’t do that all the time. Why do I have so many lapses? I have tried to see what was different in those times when my heart led my mind to the law of the Lord naturally and when it didn’t I find one difference. At least for me it is described in 2 Nephi, chapter 9, verse 42. “And whoso knocketh to him will be open; and the wise, and the learned, and they that are rich, who are puffed up because of their learning, and their wisdom, and their riches— yea, they are they whom he despiseth; and save they shall cast these things away, and consider themselves fools before God, and come down in the depths of humility, he will not open unto them.” I believe that only the humble heart will be naturally persistent in seeking the law of the Lord. President Ezra Taft Benson said, “Humility is the recognition of our dependence upon a higher power, a constant need for the Lord’s support in our work.” That is the feeling that I have had when I prepared well, a constant need for the Lord’s support. (Seminar for New Mission President, Jun. 1979, p. 85). But when you might ask the question that some of your students have probably asked you, almost as a challenge: “Well, how do you make yourself humble?” President Spencer W. Kimball took that question and answered it this way. “How does one get humble? To me, one must constantly be reminded of his dependence. On whom dependent? On the Lord. How remind one’s self? By real, constant, worshipful, grateful prayer” (Spencer W. Kimball, “Humility,” in Speeches of the Year, 3 Jan. 1963 [Provo: Brigham Young University Press], p. 3). I realize that each of you may have a different way of triggering that awareness of your dependence, but for me the prescription of President Kimball seems to work best. I can sometimes read the scriptures and not feel dependent. I can sometimes sing a hymn or visit someone in need and not feel dependent. But I find it impossible to spend even a few minutes in real prayer, where I am worshipful and grateful, without feeling an overwhelming dependence on the Lord. Now then, I have given you a simple prescription. We need to prepare our hearts as Ezra did to search continually, which is what search means. That takes a heart that is humble from a constant feeling of dependence on the Lord. For me, at least, the surest way to trigger that feeling of dependence is to kneel down and to pray to god in worship and in gratitude. Now, it is not hard to see why we will then automatically follow the pattern of Ezra. You will remember that first he prepared his heart to seek the Lord’s law, and then he sought it in the scriptures, the words of prophets. I bear you my testimony that constant seeking for the Lord’s law will always have the effect of making you want to try it. The law of the Lord is about rewards, and the descriptions of those rewards when they come into your heart have a powerful pull to make you desire them. That hungering and thirsting after righteousness, at least in my experience and in those whom I have observed, always lead to doing what the law requires. suggestions for my teaching. But it has led me to emphasize the first principles of the gospel, the law of the Lord, and to find ways to encourage and to suggest application of those principles, even when the lesson may be primarily historical or narrative. When that happens in your life, as it must have done in Ezra’s life, some powerful things will change the way you teach forever. First of all, you will come to know that the law of the Lord is true. The Savior told his students that if they would do what he taught, they would know whether it was of God. I bear that testimony, and it is the most valuable testimony you can have and then offer to your students. It will lead them to live the gospel. A number of years ago, I had a powerful feeling that the seminary and institute students across the world would become constant students of the scriptures if their teachers did. To a degree, even beyond what I had hoped for, I believe that is occurring. I keep meeting your people who, because of their seminary and institute experiences, are reading and pondering the scriptures daily, seeking to know the law of the Lord for them. As you feel the gospel work in your life, you will not only receive testimony, but you will have your heart turned outward. You remember that happened to Enos, who is an example of the preparation we are describing. In verse 3 of the book of Enos it says: “Behold, I went to hunt beasts in the forests; and the words which I had often heard my father speak concerning eternal life, and the joy of the saints, sank deep into my heart.” Enos was doing exactly what we are describing. His heart was prepared, and he was humble enough that while he was hunting he at the same time was thinking about the words of eternal life. Because he was thinking about them continually while he was walking through the forest, while he was doing something he didn’t have to think about, the words sank deep into his heart. And then, when they had sunk into his heart, in verse 4 we read: “And my soul hungered.” What he meant by that is he wanted to do what it was the words of eternal life require, the law of the Lord. Because he wanted the gifts that were promised in the law, he turned to prayer. I have suggested that prayer triggers humility, but humility and hungering for the blessings of the gospel lead also to prayer. In Enos’s case it led to long and mighty prayer. Then you will remember that in answer to that prolonged effort a voice came and told him that his sins were forgiven. After he learned that it came because of his active faith in Christ, he said this in verse 9: “Now, it came to pass that when I had heard these words I began to feel a desire for the welfare of my brethren, the Nephites; wherefore, I did pour out my whole soul unto God for them.” Now you can see that by doing what the law requires after having sought it persistently you will prepare a very different lesson, one with greater power than you could have had you not first prepared your heart. You will know what it is you are trying to accomplish as you create a lesson plan. You will know what the students must do. They must have their hearts touched to become humble and then search for themselves, persistently and constantly. They will have to try to live the law in order to know the law is true and to have their faith increased. I don’t think that means you must invent new lessons. On the contrary, my experience has been that when my heart has been prepared I have always been more inclined to follow the lesson plan, to see what was intended to bless the lives of my students. The very feeling of humility tends to make me less inclined to think I know more than those who have made I have the same confidence about preparing our hearts if we prepare our hearts to teach, even if we don’t talk very much about it to our students, they will sense it. They will begin to see they must have humble hearts and then search and seek in the minutes and hours of their lives when they are not having to think about something else. When they do, they will have the gospel open to them and will want to live it. They will then have testimony, and their hearts will turn outward. I suppose we have all had the experience of testing 2 Nephi 32:9 and finding that it is true. It says: “But behold, I say unto you that ye must pray always, and not faint; that ye must not perform any thing unto the Lord save in the first place ye shall pray unto the Father in the name of Christ, that he will consecrate thy performance unto thee, that thy performance may be for the welfare of thy soul.” I have applied that in the moments before I went into a class and found it came true. But if I read that scripture carefully, it says that we must not perform anything unto the Lord save in the first place we shall pray unto the Father. My suggestion is that you and I might pray well before the class, long before the final moments of preparation and before we even begin working on a teaching outline. Rather, my early prayer might be that I would sense my dependence, that I might have a humble heart and that I might then hunger, thirst, search, ponder, and meditate in the moments when I don’t have anything else I must think about. When that prayer is answered, you and I will know it as we walk down a street and find that our hearts and minds have turned to the law of the Lord. I pray that we may prepare our hearts that our students may be as the students of King Benjamin were. You will remember that he told his son before he taught the people that he was going to give them a new name. He could have only done that knowing that they had been preparing their hearts before they came, as he had been preparing his. I pray that we may all have that blessing come into our hearts and into the hearts of our students. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.