Barriers to Success? Disability Identity in Higher Education Charlie Panting & Katie Kelly Paper presented at the 1st Pedagogical Research in Higher Education (PRHE) conference "Pedagogical Research: Enhancing student success", 2-3 May 2006, Hope University, Liverpool Summary This paper examines how students with hidden impairments, from two different universities, negotiate their disability identity. Drawing upon data taken from semistructured interviews with eleven students, this research considers how the disability identity can affect students’ learning experiences within higher education (H.E.). This paper considers what the term ‘disability’ means to students with hidden impairments and how they negotiate a disability identity to suit their self-perception, their relationship with their peers and their ability to access institutional support. This paper also illustrates how stereotypes and stigma can prevent students from disclosing an impairment in addition to affecting a student’s desire to adopt a disability identity. This has been found to have negative repercussions on the student’s help-seeking behaviour as the student negotiates the possible negative responses to disclosing an impairment, with the possible positive consequences of receiving the appropriate and required institutional support. Introduction There has been an academic explosion in recent years surrounding the concept of identity. Individual’s identities are increasingly fragmented and multiple (Hall, 1996) 1 yet the scope for agency within identity formation is limited by prevailing power relations and struggles that help create boundaries of ‘difference’ (Hall, 1996). Bauman illustrates how identification is a powerful factor in stratification. Due to imposed and enforced labels and identities, some individuals are burdened with stigmatizing identities (Bauman, 2006). Such stigmatizing identities are often reinforced in the media, education system and other institutions, and subsequently naturalise the existence of such labels and identities (Hall, 1996; Smart & Smart, 2006). Smart and Smart (2006) blame the ‘medical model’ approach to disability, which teaches individuals that to be disabled means a person is defective and restricted. This encourages society to accept stereotypical labels, which subsequently encourages an inferior stigmatization and discrimination. Therefore, from a medical model perspective, a disability identity, or to be identified as a disabled person, is a negative identity marker. It signals a personal defect or lack of worth. Galvin (2005) found that an imposed disabled identity could create a downward exchange in social status. Moreover, Deal’s (2003) theory of hierarchies of impairment, has revealed that, in some cases, those with the most physically restricting and degenerative impairments at the top of a hierarchy are considered by others to be ‘genuine’ disabled people (Deal 2003: 898). The less physical and visible a person’s impairment, the further they would fall down this hierarchical structure. Goffman (1963) hypothesised that many people with impairments will try to hide their impairments as much as they possibly can to avoid being stigmatized. 2 Breaking the mould of the emotional, social and structural restraints imposed upon individuals by the medical model, the social model challenges assumptions about disability (Barnes, Mercer, & Shakespeare, 1999). The social model of disability was developed within the disability movement by disabled people and challenges negative connotations. According to the social model of disability, a person has an impairment but the experience of disability arises through societal restrictions, both physical and attitudinal (Oliver 1996). It is not people with impairments that need to change or adapt, rather the physical and social environment needs to change as it is physical and social barriers that quite literally disable people with impairments from participation in society. Within the social model, to describe oneself as a disabled person and therefore adopt a disability identity is reversed from the negative, passive understanding of the medical model to a positive and active role. In the social model, the disability identity is a position of strength, actively challenging society’s attempts to disable people with impairments and prevent their active participation in everyday life. Above all, the social model endows disabled people with the authority to define themselves and their relationship, thus disabling barriers rather than being passive recipients of care or intervention (Barnes et al. 1999). Olney and Brockelman’s (2003) research gave university students with apparent and hidden impairments the opportunity to evaluate their own identities. They discovered that the students in their cohort with hidden disabilities often distanced themselves from the label of disability and tried to conceal their impairments. The disabled identity was however, negotiated when students required access to academic and pastoral support. Olney and Brockelman (2003) found that students perceived that both staff and their peers could be sceptical about their disability status as their 3 impairments were not necessarily apparent or visible in the way physical or sensory impairments can be. Disclosure often led to students being treated differently, either through disbelief or sympathy. Subsequently, students tended to operate on disclosing their impairment(s) on a need to know basis. The research discussed in this paper also focuses on students with hidden impairments. It considers what the term ‘disability’ means to students with hidden impairments and how they negotiate a disability identity to suit their self-perception, their relationship with their peers and their ability to access institutional support. One of the aims of the research that this paper draws upon is to empower the disabled student by centralising their experience of disabling barriers in H.E. Participation of disabled students in H.E. is an issue of empowerment as well as equal opportunities, and despite the growth in interest in widening access, participation and inclusive education, the opinions of disabled students remain predominantly unheard (Fuller, Bradley & Healey, 2004). The research in its wider context The disability identity is just one of the emerging themes from an on-going research project exploring disabled students’ experiences of teaching and learning in H.E. This longitudinal and comparative research project, funded by the Economic and Social Research Council’s Teaching and Learning Research Programme ESRC/TLRP), aims to understand how disabled students’ academic performance and experience of teaching, learning and assessment varies by disability, the subject studied and the type of institution. The research also aims to understand how the students’ experience develops during their degree course and how their learning outcomes compare with 4 those of non-disabled students. The research subsequently considers the student experience, the subject culture and the institutional culture. Method This research is undertaken at four universities within the U.K. and each university is following a cohort of students throughout three years of their degree course. All disabled students in this study volunteered to take part. Each university undertakes biannual semi-structured interviews with selected students, bi-annual observations of a teaching and learning scenario as recommended by the selected student, semistructured interviews with the member of staff whose teaching was observed, and semi-structured interviews with key informants. The data in this paper have been taken from the semi-structured interviews with the cohort of students in two of the four universities. Data have been extracted from students with hidden impairments only in an attempt to understand what the term ‘disability’ means to students with hidden impairments. Fuller et al. (2004) noted that dyslexia was the most commonly declared impairment in higher education followed by other hidden impairments such as epilepsy, diabetes and asthma. Students with other impairments such as mobility difficulties or mental health difficulties for example, accounted for less than 5% of disclosed disabled students. Main findings Although all students with hidden impairments in this study volunteered to take part as disabled students, their relationship to disability is not so straightforward. Early analysis of interview data from students with hidden impairments illustrates that most 5 of the students have a tendency to conceptualise disability as a physical phenomenon. The students we have talked to do not reject a disability identity because they perceive it to be something negative. Rather they perceive disability as predominantly physical, permanent, and something which affects all areas of life. to me, disabled is somebody who can’t walk or something like that, I don’t have anything wrong with me, I’ve just got a learning problem rather than a disability (student with dyslexia) Disability, in my eyes is more sort of being in a wheelchair or sort of, not being able to speak, something that sort of stops you from doing things on a daily basis, that a normal person [sic] would be able to do (student with dyslexia) Many of the students however, tended to contradict their assumption that being disabled implies a physical impairment when they were asked to consider how their own impairment fitted into their own identity. It became apparent that their disability identity was indeed part of their self-identity. Some of the students considered it a positive attribute. Others considered it to be a neutral characteristic or an imposed characteristic. What emerged was the students’ acknowledgement that they were disabled, but, supporting Deal’s hierarchy of impairments (Deal, 2003), they did not consider themselves seriously disabled and did not consider that disability critically dominated their overall identity. 6 I don’t particularly mind it [label of disability] but I don’t sort of think its really appropriate for, kind of, for dyslexics, personally, because they’re not exactly that disabled, you know (student with dyslexia) I joke about it… umm, dyslexia moment kind of thing … its who I am, its part of me, but I’m proud of the fact that I am dyslexic ‘cause I think it makes me a better person (student with dyslexia) It’s something I’ve come to accept because I don’t really see myself as disabled but other people do, so I’ve come to accept it, I’m going to get myself, like there’s the label of disability and disabled and that’s what people are going to see me as so I’m going to be labelled disabled. But, I’ve come to live with it because it does have its disadvantages now and again, I prefer to be without a label if I could (student with epilepsy) For many of our students, particularly those with dyslexia, their impairment is context specific or fluctuating. Therefore, they do not feel justified as describing themselves as disabled, as most of the time they are not. When talking about their own impairments, students’ descriptions focused on particular support needs or specific issues. This somewhat challenges a concept of a holistic disability identity as proposed by the social model of disability, as the students aren’t embracing a single, 7 fixed disabled identity but rather are negotiating a disabled identity as a small part of their lives. I would probably describe myself as being in the slow readers group at school or something like that. But I wouldn’t say, if someone asked, ‘hello, my name is …. I’m dyslexic (student with dyslexia) I wouldn’t like to think of it as my main identity, I prefer to think of myself as the jolly lad that sort of goes round all the time. But, if people see me as ‘that chap’s got epilepsy’ then that’s the way they see it (student with epilepsy) For most of the students in this study, the main purpose of a disabled identity was to access support. No, it does give you access to all sorts of things because if you don’t say ‘I’m disabled’ you don’t get the support. You have to understand that you need the support in order to get where you want to be. Otherwise, if you don’t have any support then you would find it impossible to do anything, like Uni-wise (student with multiple impairments) 8 I do describe myself as a disabled student, when my mates and stuff ask, it’s like, how did you get this and how do you get the extra time and stuff, that’s how I describe myself, but that’s not how I describe myself out of university (student with dyslexia) Some students were unaware about the range of support available to them. Though all of our students are in contact with their disability office, many are not accessing or even aware of the full range of support available. For example, one student with a hearing impairment has had no support through two years of study, despite the fact that she relies on lip reading, which can make note taking during lectures difficult as she cannot write and hear the lecturer at the same time. At her university the onus is on the student to approach the disability office for support – yet many students have commented that they cannot ask for support that they do not know is available. This is particularly true for students who have not had support in school or whose impairment only developed or became apparent towards the end of their time at school. They kind of, so you actually have to know what you want to ask for, so if you’re not sure, because I suppose I don’t really know what I can get and what I can’t get, so I don’t really use the disability office that much. (student with dyslexia) 9 I think because I’ve never had support previously, I didn’t really know what was open to me so I just kind of went along without it, if that makes sense, I didn’t really seek out what was available to me. (student with dyslexia, diagnosed during the last term of her A Levels) As a result some of the students in our study are not getting the full range of support to which they are entitled. Some students have also cited lack of confidence as a reason they have not pushed for support. Though these students are aware that they may be entitled to more support, they feel they would be ‘causing trouble’ by pushing for more support from tutors or their disability office. Lack of confidence or fear may stop students from disclosing impairments altogether, as evidenced by one of our students who has both dyslexia and depression. She has disclosed the dyslexia but will not disclose the depression to the university. It sounds bad to have two disabilities rather than just one … I’d probably say I had a disability as my dyslexia rather than my depression because if you say dyslexia, one, people don’t know what it is and don’t understand the ins and outs of it and secondly it doesn’t have a big stigma like depression. (student with disclosed dyslexia and undisclosed depression) The support this student has received for dyslexia has been helpful in managing her depression, for example, provision of a home PC, lecture notes being made available and extra time and a separate room for exams. However, had she not had dyslexia she would not have approached the disability office and would be unsupported. It would 10 be naïve to assume that this student is alone in her reluctance to disclose mental health problems. But, it is outside the scope of this study to include students who have not disclosed impairments. Our findings point to the need for further research in this area. However, even when support was available, this often created a ‘difference’ between the students with the impairment and their peers. This difference was not necessarily a negative one, but nonetheless was apparent. Me and my mates, we banter, a lot of banter, when the old laptop came through, they gave me big shit about it (laughs) but it was all friendly. No, not in a negative way at all. (student with dyslexia) People are starting to point fingers and sort of go, oh Christ look at him, he’s getting extra money because he’s disabled. It does make you feel a bit of a separate person to everyone else. (Student with epilepsy) Discussion Although this paper does not utilise the findings from the whole of the research project, and indeed only focuses upon results obtained from students with hidden impairments at two out of the four universities that are involved within the research, it does provide a cursory insight into the experiences of students with hidden 11 impairments in H.E. It also reinforces the need of the wider research project to further investigate disabled identities within the H.E. context. Our preliminary findings highlight the contradictory nature that comes with having a hidden impairment. On the one hand, students are somewhat in control of their disability identity and can choose whether to disclose their impairment. On the other hand, the disclosure of an impairment can potentially encourage the prevailing discourses that position disability as being inadequate and ‘different’. Consequently, students are confronted with the dilemma of keeping their impairment undisclosed and forgoing institutional support or potentially being subjected to stigma and labelling if they wish to access such support.. The findings, therefore, encourage disability advisors and tutors to be proactive throughout the year in promoting the support available to disabled students. Although there is not the scope to develop other areas of the research in this paper, lecturer interviews have revealed a reluctance to promote disability support due to concerns that non-disabled students might try to claim they have a disability to access additional perks. It is important to remember that a student cannot claim disability support without proof of an impairment from either a medical professional and/or educational psychologist. Promoting disability support is in disabled students’ best interests and will not confer unwarranted advantage, or indeed disadvantage, to nondisabled students. Our research supports the work of Olney and Brockelman (2003) in many ways. They maintain that disability identity is not transient; one is disabled according to the 12 situation, not as a constant state of being. This is supported by our students, many of whom comment that they only describe themselves as disabled in relation to their teaching and learning support needs. Where there is no need of support there is no need for a disability identity. This also supports the precepts of the social model of disability. If it is understood that people are disabled by barriers to participation, where there are no barriers, there is no disablement. Through fulfilling the requirements of the Disability Discrimination Act (1995) to make anticipatory adjustments, Higher Education institutions are working towards removing these disabling barriers. However, if university staff, university peers, and even the disabled student does not understand their impairment, or the support offered, then the implications of this on the students’ help-seeking behaviour, and subsequently the student experience, can be both disempowering and non-inclusive. Footnote ESRC award RES-139-25-0135: ‘Enhancing the Quality and Outcomes of Disabled Students’ Learning in Higher Education’. Project Director: Professor Mary Fuller, University of Gloucestershire 13 References Barnes, C. 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