Alas, farewell I have loved you in vain. (After Echo and Narcissus) In the new body of works that collectively compose Nachtlied, or ‘Night Song’, Nick Fox has moved away from the Objets d’art that have dominated his practice past. Forsaking the private coded vernacular and the compounds of contradiction that adorn the works of Phantasieblume, Fox has turned to a more personal, more direct and in turn a more ambiguous language. Although meticulous craft and intricate decoration have in some sense given way to more direct inscriptions of personal emotion, these works nevertheless continue the courtship with the intractable themes of longing and loss. Both more subdued, and conversely more shrill, these new works seek out a more direct index between raw sentiment and its visual articulation. Cast amid the thresholds of darkness, Nightsong muses upon the spiritual panacea of the moonlight. Fox is clearly turned on by the newfound promise of truth and revelation it purports, its suggestive resolve, its guiding way. This interconnection between truth and light is synonymous with Christian belief systems, but here its latency is explored within pagan lunar mythologies. Possessing a curious interest in ancient pagan ceremonies, these works attempt to convene such a ritual. Searching for metaphysical revelation amidst echoes of light, these works suspend disbelief as Fox wills himself to believe that truth or wisdom may be divined from reflections on translucent or luminescent surfaces. Through a diptych of video works, shot in Obrestad Harbor, Stavanger in 2010, and the Holy Island of Lindesfarne, Northumberland in 2009, we seemingly observe just such a ritual: Fox scrying for answers in a magic mirror. Looking for the elusive – gazing through the lens of a video camera – the respective films follow an allegro of light as sequin-like forms dance an entrechat across the black meniscus of each watery plane. Shot at night within the sanctuary of the particular harbours, the manmade haven of the breakwater offers a fragile, and cosseted stillness – a physical and literal space for spiritual contemplation. Within this protective hallow, contained within the sheltered enclave of the projection, is a wistful and beguiling effervesce of light, a would-be moon-dance. In pagan beliefs and mythology alike the moon is attributed with omniscient powers – powers that are most intoxicating when the moon is fully illuminated. This is when divination is supposed to be most potent. But it is also when the moons darker associations come to the fore, its connections with lunacy – moments of periodic insanity driven by the lunar calendar. The moon is attributed thus with both the power to reveal, but also the power to confound, to leave the stargazer moonstruck. Searching for divine truths amidst this mortal coil there is a propensity to see what we want to see: the film might be an earthly reflection of the moon on a clear, cloudless night, the work may involve a search for wisdom, but rather than mystical promise what we see is pure aesthetics. Visually these baths of oscillating luminosity captivate, entrap and hypnotize our gaze: they lure us in like a moth baited by the glow of an electric light filament; we are a seafarer drawn to a beacon of light amid the encircling darkness. It is does not matter that the moon trope is a simulation, that the hallowed reflection has been cast by the iridescent harbour lights. Moonlight is itself deceptive, not real, not in fact emitting its own glow but reflecting that of the sun, and the full moon is the height of this conceit. If wisdom is to be found in these videos, from these videos, it does not come in the form of magical revelation. These videos are not testaments to the paranormal, Fox is not revering the mystical occult, nor are these videos simply platitudes to ancient myths. These works do however capture the essence of the search for an affinity between the mind and nature: the act of looking, to seek out truths – introspectively. In both the videos what we witness is a process of bringing repressed emotions fizzing to the shadowy surface. That they were made a year apart is important. Time has both the ability to heal, but also to stand still. Emotions transcend time and this work is about an enduring sense of longing, facing up to very personal truths. In dissecting this raw emotion Fox is not finding something new – not becoming wise to something that can never be revealed or fully comprehended – but letting go of something. The light here is a sign of release, an effusion – a metonym for Fox purging himself in the darkness and perhaps in probing his spiritualself such, there is a measure of catharsis to be found here in 2011. Wise at last, my eyes at last, Are cutting you down to your size at last Bewitched, bothered and bewildered - no more. [Lorenz Hart and Richard Rodgers] Whilst the videos deal with metaphysical introspection, the second part of Nightsong, Echo (2011), explores the physical instability that comes as a result of rejection and loss. Reflecting upon the taunting presence of selfdoubt, Echo visualises this corporeal self-abasement. Self-consciously situated in the modesty of near-darkness, this constellation of 29 varying sized glass discs diffidently glows. Again they reference the moon – spherical planes emitting a gleaming luster – but scribed upon they glowing surfaces is not a pocked marked lunar surface, but a series of delicate drawings of the artist’s body. These pallid studies reflect an intimate process of self-examination. Though they do not posses the highly charged eroticism or seduction of the figures camouflaged in the tondos or lace-like skins of paint of the Phantasieblume series, they are not altogether objectified and un-suggestive. The individual drawings constrained within each disc focus a voyeuristic gaze on disparate, isolated parts of the body. Collectively strewn across the floor they begin to form the semblance of a figure, but as individual components, they manipulate the scale and proportion of particular features heightening their allure: a magnified and pursed pair of lips, a naval, a nipple, an eye and so forth. The title of the work is moreover fundamental to its reading. Echo references the speech-deprived nymph of Greek mythology, stricken such that her only utterances were a repeat of those words last uttered by others. In Ovid’s Romanised telling of this tale, the bittersweet, tragic undoing of Echo is coupled with the telling of another heartrending story, that of Narcissus. Collectively through this tale of unrequited desire and love unfulfilled, both are undone: Let Narcissus love and suffer Let him, like us, love and know it is hopeless And let him, Like Echo perish of anguish. [Ted Hughes, ‘Echo and Narcissus’ in Tales from Ovid] In Hughes’ retelling of Echo, he iterates, ‘But love was fixed in her body’. Emotions fade, wilt like spring flowers, putting back all the strength they have exhibited into the bulb from whence they came. Longing is made plain – its being not simply that of an unworldly emotion, but a physical, bodily one too. Love is to be found in the small of the back, the nape of the neck and veiled beneath the skin. In Echo, Fox is not simply exposing himself. Ill at ease, interrogating his bodily-consciousness, he is reflecting on the heart-felt yearning with which the intimate extremities of his own body are charged. The slightness of these drawings is not so much a measure of meekness but reflects the fragility of the personal, but otherwise inaudible echoes of desire. Their incarceration in glass furthermore reflects a reluctance to let go of these emotions – it intensifies their essence. Making these emotions incarnate in these objects, they become like love letters, echoes of past longing, leftovers to be cherished and resolutely held onto, tapped into once more: exhibited. The words seemed to ring back to me enriched from the vaults of my dungeon. [Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited] * Both in terms of the exhibition’s title and its physical layout in the gallery spaces there is a sense of clear segregation and division between the bodies of work: Phantasieblume; Nachtlied. Sat amidst the existing and newly composed works of the Phantasieblume series however there is one other work that conceivably represents a segue between the two parts of the exhibition. Murmuring (2011) is again a new work. Developed through Fox’s recent residency with National Glass Centre, Sunderland, its principle constituent is again a series of delicately crafted glass objects. Arranged in a circular configuration on the floor, skirting around a pool of acrylic paint – an oily stagnant pond, a murky puddle – their reflections are intentionally cast and mirrored in its gleaming surface. Returning to the story of Narcissus, it was in a ‘pool of perfect water’ in which he encountered his reflected, yet unbeknown, self: No Shepherd had ever driven sheep To trample the margins. No Cattle Had slobbered their muzzles in it And Befouled it. No wild beast Had ever dashed through it. No Bird had ever paddled there preening and bathing Only surrounding grasses drank its moisture And though the arching tress kept it cool No twigs rotted in it, and no leaves. [Ted Hughes, ‘Echo and Narcissus’ in Tales from Ovid] For Narcissus the pool was the instrumental means of his ruin: its innocent purity masking its fateful role. In Murmuring the would-be pond is made far more malevolent, the contrary of Ovid’s un-spoilt pool. Having rebuffed the attentions of Echo, Narcissus was punished for his arrogant, undoubting, fulsome self-worth – condemned to fall in love with himself through his own reflection. Ultimately consumed by his own love, Narcissus perishes, leaving in his wake a flower: a narcissus, a daffodil perched at the edge of the pond. In fox’s new installation, the glass forms take on the semblance of an undergrowth of plant life. Though clearly abstract, their colourful gaiety and organic structures evoke flowers, fungi and shrubbery. In reference to the story of Narcissus this installation becomes a woodland glade. Consumed by love and born out of the dust of desire, emotions of loss are transformed into an ecology of flora. Immortalised in a strewn spray of commemorative flowers, the literal fusing of the symbolic role of botanical imagery to themes of desire, longing and loss are made most manifestly evident. Running throughout the Phantasieblume series there is an interest in mythologies and folklore – their enduring, shifting representation. Linking this to Fox’s interest with Victorian Floriography, the story of Narcissus has also left its mark upon this clandestine, coded language for giving and receiving flowers. Narcissus, the botanical name for the common or garden Daffodil in its coded form translates as a symbol of regard. Narcissus, the arrogant hunter who saw himself in such esteem, in death bore a flower that too has come to represent, regard – albeit a more emotionally restrained emblem of affection. Whilst Fox employs a version or representation of the coded language of flowers throughout this body of work, at no pint does he attempt to provide a key to this cipher. The intended emotional and symbolic meaning of a Passiflora – passion flower – a Lily, a Carnation or a Rose is left unclear, we are left to muse upon their portended meanings. Taken out of context, we know not what intent underpins their presentation nor the circumstance in which the flowers fleeting message bore relevance. Scenes of flesh, ambiguous sexual liaisons also veil implications unknown, seemingly placed to confuse and confound the spectator – the voyeur. Where as a certified language of flowers has been extrapolated from Kate Greenaway’s book, The Language of Flowers, the scenes of sexual encounter are much more subjective, drawn from mass-produced pornography and Fox’s own personal wank-bank. Combined together, the seeming innocence of these floral communiqué, the conservative emblems of prim and properness – the lace doily – and images of unabated lust and illicit acts of desire make for an elusive narrative of meaning. In two of the larger and more recent works of this series, Belladonna (2010) and Come Undone (2011) the ambiguity and complex compositional contradictions are pushed even further. Come Undone takes the form of one of Fox’s signature cabinet pieces. Within the layering of the cabinet, four cornerstones offer relatively constrained sexuality: four intimate drawings of nipples float within areolas of root-form like decoration. For the centerpiece however Fox has gone all out deconstructing the regimented form of the lacework, redrawing it as a disarray of intricate tendrils. As the delicate circular form dissipates toward its edges and the circular configuration gives way to string-like tentacles, it begins to resemble the amorphous structure of a jellyfish. Rather than being tipped with poisonous toxins of a Sea Nettle Jellyfish, the tips of these dancing fronds heighten their erotic charge, and at the nucleus of this cellular structure, delicately observed figures are caught in an embrace, fuelling the ambiguous sensual assault. Belladona, on the other hand pushes the biographical significance within the work. The skin coloured blanket of the painted film – the would be canvas – is both a reference to the artists own body, but also a simulation of the threadbare weave of a bed sheet, Fox’s tainted bed sheet. Like in Echo, Fox has also literally drawn from his own body, and a similar vocabulary of puckered lips, palms of hands, soles of feet and nipples transform the painted skin into a form of shroud. Layered atop of these bodily markings is a varying arrangement of images of flowers and plants, their combination in all likelihood both horticulturally muddled and symbolically contradictory. Finally, images of insects and carrion further add to the mesmerizing array of multifarious juxtapositions. Given the biographical reference points in this work, the visual disarray can only be read as a complex reflection of emotional turmoil. Belladona is a vision at the time of Fox’s personal dystopia. Encircling the walls of the gallery are hung a series of dense circular panels, tondos. These highly sexual, neoclassical images, these would be romantic idylls have been labourously worked, resulting in highly polished surfaces which capture in reflective form images of their surroundings. As viewers we are drawn in, implicated in their narratives as either the passive viewer or the active voyeur. In these final works, the complicit gaze, the necessary and yet invasive act of looking prevalent throughout the exhibition is made most clearly manifest. This is the epitome, this is the mythology of Phantasieblume Nachtlied. You are Me. Now I see that I see through my own reflection. But it is too late. [Ted Hughes, ‘Echo and Narcissus’ in Tales from Ovid]