SELECTIONS FROM KEDUSHAT LEVI Ongoing Text Study Program The Institute for Jewish Spirituality Ki Tetze s.v., ki tivneh bayit chadash ve-asita ma-akeh legagekha “When you build a new house, you shall make a parapet for your roof, [so that you do not bring bloodguilt on your house if anyone should fall from it]” (Deut.22:8). Here’s what the practice should be: when we experience some joy from the Blessed Creator, we should make a point of putting it into words. Bring this joy into expression (lit., letters) through words of Torah, prayer, songs or praise, in order to connect this joy above in the Blessed Creator. This is the intention in the verse: “when you build a new house” – when you experience some new joy – “you shall make a parapet” – you should raise this joy higher and higher through the letters, as above. This is the significance of “ma-akah (parapet)”, since we build the parapet on the highest part of the house. But, this also is the meaning behind the word “legagekha (your roof)”, to bring the joy into the letters. As we know (Zohar II 126b), the power that animates the letters is Hashem, HVYH (the Name of God); the power is in the very letters of the Name HVYH. And, the numerical value of “gagekha” is, like that of HVYH, twenty-six. For Further Thought: This is such a wonderful “wake me up.” It is certainly possible to read this verse and concentrate on the obligation to DO something, built a parapet, and miss the beginning. That is: WOW, A NEW HOUSE! How often do we move right by something new and miss the opportunity to see in it a moment of “new joy”? This lesson is such a reminder of what we might experience when we say “shehecheyanu.” First, there is the experience. Then, there is the directing of heart, mind and intention back to the Source. Even if it is “just” new underwear for the coming New Year on which to say the blessing, isn’t it amazing that we get something new, that we get to be renewed? It is worth noting that the experience of “some joy” comes from God. It is not a matter of our separate, subjective, independent experience, in which we determine that we have joy – it is a gift. As such, it is not something that we are to “enjoy” and keep to ourselves. It is not a possession, so much as an inspiration. When we experience joy, it is an invitation to express ourselves in words of praise, thanksgiving or prayer. Rather than hoarding joy, we are to bring it into the larger cycle of experience; return the energy through our words of Torah or prayer. Again, note the very Hasidic emphasis on the letters of language. The letters are the building blocks of all words, therefore of all expression. They are the foundation of creation, and are the packets of energy that enliven and sustain all things in existence. 533570828 1 Bringing our inner energy and attention to our speech-act, we acknowledge and identify that energy, and thereby connect with the divine in the letters. Our experience of joy has the potential to be a moment of experience of the divine in our lives. Guide: 1. Levi Yitzhak starts out by describing the situation in which we “experience some joy from the Blessed Creator” – a moment without reference, without orientation in time or space. Have you ever found yourself suddenly, “inexplicably” filled with a divine joy? When was that? How did you respond? Are there any conditions that might make this more or less likely to happen (intellectual, emotional, physical, spiritual)? 2. Levi Yitzhak suggests a connection between getting/having something new and experiencing joy. Is that your experience? Do you experience having things as a joy or as a burden? What brings you joy? How long does it last? When it is not present, how do you respond? 3. There is a dynamic in the mystical system that seeks to connect “kol” (the undifferentiated sound that flows from the divine source, identified with Tiferet, the Holy Blessed One) and “dibbur” (speech, identified with Malkhut, the Shekhinah). Putting our experience into words makes the connection of thought and experience concrete. Would the idea of giving expression to your emotions in words be less “noisy” if you thought of it as connecting the Shekhinah with the Holy Blessed One? What might that feel like? How would that be different from just “saying things”? 4. Most of our homes don’t have or need parapets. We don’t spend time on our roofs, and (except for expert roofers) we don’t expect anyone else to be up there either. So, get a picture in your mind of what a “parapet” would look like around the flat roof of an ancient biblical home. In your imagination, can you make an association between the “parapet” and the place where Levi Yitzhak wants you to bring your joy? Could the “parapet” be a crown, and could this be a hint of raising everything up to Keter, to the Eyn Sof? What is the relationship between experiencing a joy from the Holy One, and experiencing Ayin? But, if the goal is to experience Ayin, who would be the “I” who is experiencing the joy? Does the experience of joy help or hinder in the spiritual process of self-effacement, of letting go of physical permanence to step beyond the limits of I to enter the One? Practice: Is this a Jewish teaching or what?! Whatever it is that happens to you – talk about it! Yet, one of the lessons many of us have learned in our contemplative practices is that silence is also a great teacher. Is there anything in what Levi Yitzhak teaches, in how he approaches “putting things into words” that might redeem this practice from our overly verbal, noisy culture? 533570828 2 Consider: is Torah study different from conversation? Is sacred conversation different from normal chatting? Do you have a form of prayer that is not so wordy, that helps to focus your joy? What about singing – would that work for you as a way to raise the joy back up to its source? Practicing silence is not censorship, nor is it the denial of the value of speech. Rather, it is an invitation to notice, deeply, clearly, personally, how we wish to speak, what words truly need to be said. Out of silence, it is possible to turn even mundane conversation into sacred speech. It is possible, as the Baal Shem Tov taught, to be connected to the divine even when engaged in telling stories or carrying on a conversation. Rather than being distracted, having two things going on in one’s mind at once, this practice is supported by being clearly focused on and connected to God, so that the words of conversation and even entertainment carry the message: God is here, too. Pay attention to your speech. Reflect. Prepared Translation and Commentary by Rabbi Jonathan Slater © Institute for Jewish Spirituality 2012 533570828 3