Making teaching fit: embodiment, gender and performance in Beginning Teachers’ working lives Annette Braun, Institute of Education, University of London Paper presented at the British Educational Research Association Annual Conference, University of Warwick, 6-9 September 2006 Please do not quote without permission. Comments welcome! Annette Braun: a.braun@ioe.ac.uk Abstract This paper explores some of the gendered social realities negotiated by Beginning Teachers in the constitution of their new professional identities. Using Butler’s concept of performativity and Bourdieu’s idea of habitus as complementary theoretical frameworks, interview data relating to the physical experience of learning to embody a teacher persona is examined. Two main themes emerge from the data: the appropriately gendered body and the gendered authoritative body. In the school environment, visible signifiers of the appropriately gendered body (dress, grooming, mannerisms) are performed and manipulated to fit within the parameters of an acceptable masculinity and femininity. The gendered authoritative body is imagined as a commanding, physically in charge teacher that is sexed as male. It is suggested that the privileging of certain gendered performances and particular bodies reinforce a gendered, classed and raced hierarchy within the profession that presents an obstacle in the quest for a more heterogeneous teacher population. Keywords: Beginning Teachers, embodiment, gender, identity, performativity 1 Introduction A Postgraduate Certificate of Education (PGCE) course presents a ten month period in which graduates are meant to acquire the skills and experiences that entitles them to call themselves a teacher, albeit a newly qualified one (NQT). As perhaps with all professional or occupational courses, such a teacher training year represents a time of transition and crisis – crisis in the sense of an impasse or juncture at which an ‘old’ identity has to be shed and a new one has to be claimed. In the following, I aim to explore some of the gendered subject positions that that are constitutive of Beginning Teachers’1 professional identity formation. This paper forms part of a larger study on the social processes involved in graduates, in particularly young women graduates, becoming teachers at the beginning of the 21st century and the positioned nature of that choice. Research on current entry into the teaching profession has largely focussed on motivations and incentives (Johnston et al., 1999; Kyriacou & Coulthard, 2000; Reid & Thornton, 2000; Cockburn & Haydn, 2004), neglecting questions of biographical pathways, identity formation and transformations. For research that situates the ‘choice’ to become a teacher and the practices of being one in teachers’ lived experiences, one often has to look at historical research with biographical elements, in particularly the work on women teachers (e.g. Edwards, 2001). Teacher biographies can give substance to other historical accounts of teaching by adding personal insights and sometimes poignancy. These are stories that run alongside the historical development of the profession: from the expansion of the education system in the 19th century in the wake of a new industrial age where a growing number of women were recruited particularly as teachers for young children, over the respectability that teaching afforded to unmarried women in the early 20th century, to the lifting of the marriage ban and the trend for a large proportion of female university graduates to go into teaching which could be observed until well into the second half of the 20th century (Bradley, 1986; Oram, 1989; Miller, 1992; Preston, 1995; Dale & Egerton, 1997). Teacher biographies thus serve as a trajectory along which women’s lives and work, their changing status and positioning in personal, social and economic terms can be observed and analysed. By eliciting biographical stories from teacher training 1 Schools and teacher training institutions now tend to use the term Beginning Teacher rather than student teacher. 2 students today, as they are undergoing the transformation from previous professional or student identities to that of teacher, I am hoping to capture a moment in their lives that illuminates the wider context and regulatory regimes that accompany teachers’ current professional identities. Moore (2004) in a recent book on what makes a ‘good’ teacher criticises the dominant discourses in teacher training today as limiting and reductionist. He identifies two ‘official’ discourses that can be found in policy documents and teacher training curricula: the reflective practitioner, emphasising teacher’s own evaluations of their practice; and the competent craftsperson who is being equipped with a set of classroom management, planning and assessment skills. Additionally, a popular discourse of the ‘good’ teacher as a charismatic and caring subject is encountered by Beginning Teachers in films, books and the media as well as in perceptions of family and friends. Whilst the official discourses profess to come with a set of skills that can be taught, acquired and mastered, the charismatic subject discourse frames teaching as a matter of simply having ‘what it takes’ – a teacher being born, rather than made. Each of these separate discourses can be unhelpful for Beginning Teachers in their own way, preventing, according to Moore, a ‘genuine understanding’ of teaching and learning theories, the role played by teachers and pupil’s own histories and positioning, and the social and cultural contexts that are part of every learning situation (Moore, 2004, 5-7). This paper provides an exploration of the gendered social realities that are negotiated by Beginning Teachers in the constitution of their new professional identity. I will concentrate on one particular aspect of the data: that of the physical embodiment of the teacher persona. The study The paper draws on in-depth, loosely structured interviews with 18 secondary PGCE students studying in London at the end of their teacher training year. Interviews were carried out in the summer of 2005 and they covered the biographical and other narratives that led up to interviewees embarking on a postgraduate teacher training course and the early experiences they have had as Beginning Teachers in placement 3 schools.2 12 of the interviewees were female, six were male. They were qualifying in one of four subject areas: social sciences (eight interviewees, specialising in sociology, history or psychology), six studied maths, three sciences and one English. The sample comprised 11 Beginning Teachers for whom teaching was their first career (ranging in age from 22 to 25), for the other seven, teaching was a second or third career (aged between 25 and 38). The majority of the interviewees were white British (14) and four were from a British Asian background. Interviewees’ accounts of their time as Beginning Teachers were stories about fitting in, not fitting in and trying to fit in. Some felt instantly at home in their new roles, Luke repeatedly declaring ‘I like the school environment’; some struggled and were questioning their decision ‘I kind of think when I’m a teacher, I’m this big fake and this big fraud’ (Isabel); and many tried to reconcile the kind of person they thought they were with the one they felt they had to become ‘I’m not dominant, […] maybe [pupils] see that as weakness’ (Emily). At the heart of these questions about identity and practice lies the problem of subjectivity and agency. Becoming and being a teacher involves a process of learning to embody a teacher identity in the various school environments: the school corridors, staff rooms and classrooms. Standing in front of a class of 30 students is being highly visible. Arguably, the first thing on display and noticed by students and staff when walking into a school or a classroom as a Beginning Teacher is not one’s subject knowledge, dedication to teaching or caring attitude towards young people, it is one’s body and appearance. Of course, any first impressions made on those grounds may well not last very long, but to some extent the reality of one’s body represents a first hurdle (or aid) in filling the teacher role. Without being explicitly asked about it, several of the Beginning Teachers in the study referred to the physical experience of walking into a school or a classroom. Wolkowitz (2006) in her recent book ‘Bodies at Work’ finds that to date, research concerned with the sociology of work and sociological scholarship on the body and embodiment have largely been separate from each other, as if work does not involve bodies and bodies don’t work. Studies that consider embodiment in managerial and professional work are particularly rare, perhaps unsurprisingly, as these occupations are meant to involve mind- rather than body-work. Using two different analytical 2 Beginning Teachers spend two periods of twelve weeks in two different placement schools as part of the PGCE course. 4 approaches: ideas of embodiment and habitus; and the concept of performativity, I am asking here which of these approaches is most helpful in understanding the gendered, corporeal themes that emerge from the data. Performing or embodying identities? Bodily appearance and demeanour have frequently been analysed in terms of embodiment and habitus (e.g. Skeggs, 1997). In fact, most of the studies Wolkowitz reviews for her book (2006) lean on Bourdieu’s concept of habitus to explore the specific dispositions (for example with regards to class) that make the working body, and the worker as a whole, fit the particulars of the employment. Bourdieu explains habitus as ‘the system of structured, structuring dispositions’ that construct the ‘objects of knowledge’, habitus is ‘constituted in practice and always oriented towards practical funtions’ (Bourdieu, 1990, 52). ‘Objects of knowledge’ include bodily conduct, competence and stance, as well as ways of speaking, vocabulary and accent. For Bourdieu, social structures are inscribed into bodies, though habitus can change as individuals as social actors move across the social field. The resources available to individuals for this social development are framed as ‘capitals’, the main being social, economic and cultural. It is the capitals of the primary social group into which we are socialised as children, in particularly class, that forms our initial habitus. One of the criticisms of this approach is that Bourdieu ascribes too much weight to childhood habitus and thus underrates the possibility to pass as someone else as adults. According to Lovell, his markers of habitus, that emphasise ‘corporeal sedimentation: in bodily hexis, speech, taste, and in the “feel for the game” which appears to be a natural gift’, are ‘almost impossible to learn or to consciously imitate, or for that matter to eradicate [as in Bourdieu’s scheme] they never come fully under selfsurveillance and control’ (Lovell, 2000, 14). This is in some ways diagonally opposite to the second analytical approach I want to discuss which frames gendered corporeal themes as an ongoing process of signification and performance. The idea that gendered identities are performed or rather performative is prominently associated with Butler (1990, 1993). She contends that gender is an act that depends for its very existence on being performed and 5 performativity is thus the process by which discourses produce what they name.3 Butler gives gender a central place in her discourse-based theory that investigates the modes by which we are transformed into subjects. She argues that whilst we are constituted by discourse, this is not the same as being determined by it, where determination would rule out agency. As all signification requires repetition and sedimentation over time, the possibility of agency lies in variation to that repetition. Using sex, desire and sexuality as her analytical corner stones, Butler points to discontinuities in the construction of gender when considering diverse heterosexual, bisexual, gay and lesbian contexts. She concludes that the regulatory ideal – heterosexual coherence – is a fiction that regulates the very arena it claims to describe. It is within this fictional gender identity that a series of bodily acts and gestures serve to fulfil one’s desire for identification and coherence. There are parallels here with Foucault’s later work on power relations (1977; 1985) where he locates the subject in the discursive practices of ‘disciplinary regimes’ and ‘technologies of the self’. This approach has had the opposite criticism than Bourdieu’s habitus levelled against it, while the latter can be seen as overdetermining, Butler’s ‘politics of the performative’ can be read as voluntarist, underestimating the solidity of the social conditions that frame the performative and curtail subversion or more broadly agency in general (Lovell, 2000). Both these approaches, with their opposing strengths and weaknesses, hold attractive ideas for the analysis of the data in terms of the body/work nexus. Although, as Wolkowitz points out, their application is not always easy as they were not designed with work and employment as a central concern (2006). The teacher body The interview data linked to the physical experience of becoming and being a teacher centred around two main themes: the appropriately gendered body and the gendered authoritative body. 3 The term discourse being used in the Foucaultian sense as being constituted of four basic elements: the objects about which statements are made; the places of speaking from which statements are articulated; the concepts involved in their formulation; and the themes and theories developed by discourse (Foucault, 1972). 6 The appropriately gendered body The appropriately gendered body resides within the allowed parameters of acceptable masculinity and femininity. In the school environment, it is signified via the visible physical attributes of the body itself, dress, grooming and mannerisms. Some of these, in particularly dress and grooming, can be readily manipulated, as the quotes below by Holly and Emily show: And the only thing that was on my mind before I went into a school was, I’m so short, I better get some high heels. I better, you know, I better make sure I tie my hair, I better put make-up on, I better make myself look older. (Holly) [I] wouldn’t wear a top like this to school [points to her relatively low cut vneck], I’d wear something across. (Emily) Adjusting ones appearance to fit a particular professional role or context is of course a mainstay of our identity management in the workplace. Arguably, women seem to be required to do a lot more of it, as various studies on gender and the workplace have observed over the years (e.g. Hochschild, 1983; Adkins, 1995; MacDowell, 1995; Wolkowitz, 2006). A socially regulated norm is employed to discern just what is acceptable, e.g. anything that could be construed as sexual, such as a low cut top, is not. On the other hand, emphasis is given to femininity, shoes with heels and make up. In the two remarks above it is unclear whether it is school management, other staff or pupils who serve as the regulatory power. Schools are unusual in this respect, in that the successful public management of one’s school persona requires the playing to two – opposing – audiences: other adults on the one hand and students/teenagers on the other. In the following account by Zoe it is pupils, or rather female pupils, who present a problem for her as a young and pretty teacher: I don’t know, if you’re young and attractive or something as well as they [the female pupils] are, and you kind of go in and walk yourself around as a teacher, as you would, they kind of think ‘Hang on!’ and sort of push you and push you. (Zoe) Zoe refers to the process of acquiring and filling her new role as ‘walking yourself around as a teacher’, thus explicitly referencing and acknowledging that being a teacher requires its performance in public, or rather the school environment. Zoe’s reaction to her comment was interesting, as soon as she said it, she blushed and seemed somewhat embarrassed about having referred to herself as attractive. Perhaps 7 she became aware that making reference to one’s own prettiness, however truthful, may be construed as somewhat immodest and thus unfeminine. The performance of femininity is clearly a difficult tightrope to walk, and women often feel unable to express succinctly just what it is they think is required of them, possibly because the actuality of their bodies (and those of other women) quite literally stand in the way. Despite this, the Beginning Teachers I interviewed were clearly adept at reading, using and manipulating dress and grooming as external markers of femininity and professionalism. Whilst what they were describing could be interpreted as using habitus, arguing that the knowledge about how to dress for example, originates in the cultural capital generated by a middle class upbringing and/or education, I would argue that the concept of performativity has greater explanatory power in this context. I met with Holly, Emily, Zoe and my other interviewees when they were in ‘civvies’, no neat hairstyle, make up and wearing whatever top they fancied and they described to me how they were using dress and grooming strategically as instruments in their transformation to a professional teacher persona. The emphasis was on identity as a process, as becoming and on an acceptable femininity as being performed, its cultural construction made visible. This is where Butler places agency, a place where performance meets with performativity and change can be affected via the ‘politics of the performative’ by the spirited performance of an alternative. Holly soon gave up on the heels, make up and tying of hair, stating: ‘I’ve since realised that it doesn’t make two odds. [] As long as I know what I’m teaching is relevant and valuable, than they’ve got to respect me for knowing it.’ (Holly). These particular modes of femininity thus serve merely as a prop and they can be ignored if authority and identity is available through other channels, such as respect given because of knowledge. As gender tends to be defined in relational terms (what it means to be female is read in relation to what it means to be male and vice versa), a reading of the body as not entirely conforming with normative, mainstream ideas of femininity and masculinity frequently results in the questioning of one’s gender identity and sexuality. Outward appearance that may not accord with accepted gender norms has long been identified as a source of discrimination in employment positions for gay men and lesbians (Butler, 1990; McDowell, 1995; Skidmore, 1999). Equally, schools have been recognised as highly heteronormative environments (Sparkes, 1994; Kehily, 2001; 8 Nixon & Givens, 2004). Here Robert is being asked whether certain attributes help or hinder him in the classroom, and he answers with reference to some of his mannerisms and how these are being construed as gay by pupils: AB: Do you think things like not being straight out of college, not being really young or whatever, having a northern accent, do you think these things help? Hinder? R: I mean what hinders me is the fact that I mince around a lot, so they all think I’m gay [laughs]. They all think I’m a gay teacher. And I’m not, and they all think I am. And then, cause I mince, I’ve got this thing that I just sort of, I mince around with my pen like this [makes circular movements with his hand], and they’re just like, all of the kids, ‘Oh Sir, are you gay?’ and I’m like ‘no’. But I mean I always get that, and that hinders you, cause they’re all … you know what kids are like, and that’s definitely a hindrance. But I’m trying to be a bit more masculine. [laughs] So being perceived as ‘a gay teacher’ is definitely undesirable and it is important to create the impression of greater masculinity by not ‘mincing’ and waving one’s hands. It also helps to set up a counter-image of a successful heterosexual male, i.e. one with a girlfriend: ‘So I always just have to drop a comment there, about “my girlfriend this, my girlfriend there” or whatever, and then they know and it’s fine.’ (Robert). This arguably complicit approach in combating homophobia from pupils obviously leaves ‘real’ gay teachers high and dry if they are not willing or able to pass as straight. One of the gay Beginning Teachers I interviewed had a particularly difficult time at his placement schools, reporting that wherever he went he could ‘hear [pupils] saying things behind my back [] and so for most of the time I walked around, I was followed by this torrent of [homophobic] abuse’ (Jamie). Jamie was not ‘out’ in his placement schools and the positioning of him as gay by both staff and pupils was based on assumptions. Presumably it was some of his mannerisms which he said pupils ‘were tacking the mickey out of’, as well as a somewhat effeminate appearance, (although not more so than Robert above or many other twentysomething trendy, urban men of all sexualities!) that were perceived as camp and thus gay. Jamie did not perform a counter identity as heterosexual or tried in any way to appear ‘more masculine’ or ‘less gay’, with the penalising result of experiencing distressing and ever-present abuse in the school environment. 9 Women are of course also affected by heteronormative and gendered discourses in schools that are projected upon bodies. In the following interview extract, Holly describes how she is managing her identity as a successful female rugby player, both at school and in the wider outside world: H: To be perfectly honest, I don’t openly tell people that I play rugby, I do wait, I do say I’m into sport. […] I don’t want to go out there, ‘Yeah I play rugby, I’m big, I’m butch, I can eat you for breakfast’. […] So just saying I’m into sport kind of describes me, and if somebody asks me a bit more about it, then yeah, I’m into rugby, but that’s not what I go out there saying. AB: Ok. Because you had bad experiences with saying it? H: Not that, I don’t know, I just, I don’t feel the need, I just don’t feel the need to say it, you know what I mean? […] But it’s not that I’m worried about people’s reaction, it’s just I don’t feel the need, because being a rugby player does have a certain reputation, and you do get looked at differently, people do sort of go, ‘Ugh!’, you know. A number of researchers have observed that being a woman and playing sports, especially ‘male’ ones like football and rugby, frequently leads to a questioning of one’s femininity and ultimately sexuality (Sparkes, 1994; Clarke, 2002; Nixon & Givens, 2004). Neither wanting to renounce a big part of her identity, nor being able to deny the athletic physicality of her body, Holly opts to admit to a half-truth – being into sport – but won’t mention rugby until later in the conversation or encounter. Holly does not expand on the image that people may have in mind when they go ‘Ugh!’ at the news that she plays rugby, though it clearly results in her performing an identity that downplays this aspect of her person, personality and body. As with the argument made about dress and grooming, in relation to mannerisms and also with regards to the performance of an effeminate, masculine or athletic body, it is again Butler’s concept of performativity that seems to shed most light on the dominant discourses, power relations and processes at play. Interviewees describe how they are actively using and manipulating (and are manipulated by) the discourses they experience as positioning them in a certain way in the school environment. While Bourdieu’s concept of habitus and the idea of different capitals can go some way in explaining some of these positionings as, for example, more or less desirable, it’s tacit awareness of bodily practices arguably can not fully account for their active employment described in interviewees’ accounts. It appears that there is a certain ‘allowed’ or ‘ideal’ body that is perceived to go best with the teacher ‘I’. None of the 10 Beginning Teachers actually have or occupy that body, rather they perform an approximation of it, a suitably masculine/feminine, raced, classed, sized and sexualised image, conjured up by an array of bodily gestures and performances. The gendered authoritative body An interesting area where teacher authority, gender and the body meet is size, and a surprising number of female interviewees mentioned an acute awareness of their size when they are in schools. The image that is being evoked is that of the small, vulnerable, female Beginning Teacher facing towering male pupils: The first thing that I was thinking to myself was, ‘I’m five foot, I’ve got Year 7s who are bigger than me, how am I going to deal with this?’ (Iram) Being shorter than every single student has of course been the butt of jokes in my lessons […] I have yet to really tell off a person who is a lot taller than me whilst they are standing up […] I should always get them to sit down and then talk to them. (Sophie) And then the year 11 boys, they were incredibly intimidating because they were so huge, and I’m not particularly tall, and I just felt amazingly threatened by them. (Pam) I think because I’m quite petite, when I was in the mixed school I felt, especially because it was quite a tough school as well, I felt quite intimidated, especially by those big, sort of huge 15-year olds, and I’m sort of half their size. (Iris) Contrasting the statements above with that of Jagdish, a male, well-built and tall Beginning Teacher who asserts: ‘My physical appearance, the way I look, the way I talk, I think that helps, you know, a lot.’, one could speculate that lacking in the sort of masculinity that comes with size, women’s bodies lack embodied authority in the school environment. Moreover, none of the male interviewees, even those who were clearly smaller and less solid than Jagdish, mentioned size as a source of concern. Women teachers bring the physical vulnerability they experience in the wider world into school, where it may even be experienced more acutely, as it contrasts with the image of the teacher as authority figure and physically in charge. Below Aaina, a very petite female Beginning Teacher, describes an assault she has experienced in one of her placement schools and which ultimately resulted in her leaving the placement prematurely and prevented her from finishing the PGCE course within the original 11 time frame. It is an extreme illustration of how her physical presence was completely ignored by the students who literally pushed her out of the way: I asked two boys to stay behind [] And they refused to stay behind, and I was near the door, [] and they pushed past me, basically pushed my back into the handle, and the board is right there, so my head went into the board, but it hurt my neck, rather than my head. (Aaina) Overall, the interview data reveal an image of a commanding, physically in charge teacher that is sexed as male: - Zoe describes a male senior teacher whom she admired a great deal as a ‘very big, intimidating person, very big disciplinarian’; - Holly S. argues that she learned to have a presence with pupils from her teacher father, from whom children know that ‘if you get caught by Mr [S.] then you’re in trouble’; - And Siobhan states, ‘I think a good, this sounds terrible, but a good headmaster is one that the students don’t ever want to see. You know in terms of he is very scary.’ It appears that the authoritative body is embodied rather than performed. Beginning Teachers who state that they have few problems with classroom management make reference to being ‘naturally bossy’ (Luke) or having ‘a loud voice which always helps’ (Holly). By the same token, interviewees who talk about not having ‘great classroom presence’ feel a need to ‘get louder [] and bigger in some way’ (Pam). Interviewees make use of dispositions they feel are innate, rooted social identities that have been acquired through practice, Bourdieu’s definition of habitus. Being ‘big’ and ‘loud’ may well present a struggle for women more than men, as often they have been socialised to be quiet and not to take up too much space. In a newspaper article about the experience of attending a ‘rock camp’ designed to get more women to play in bands, journalist Laura Barton describes her first experience of playing bass with an amplifier as follows: ‘I am petrified; being loud is one of my biggest fears. In almost every part of my life I conduct myself as unobtrusively as possible: I speak quietly, eat quietly, don't slam any doors.’ (2006). While I don’t know whether any of my interviewees were harbouring ambitions to become rock stars, taking centre stage in a classroom undoubtedly requires an ability to fill that space. 12 As Bourdieu’s theory predict, the cultural and social capitals that come with class also play a central part in the dispositions that enable embodiment. Iris, for example, who was schooled in an independent school and who experienced herself as too petite in a mixed and ‘tough’ comprehensive school, ended up accepting a job offer in an outer London all-girls grammar school. There she felt she could relate to pupils ‘on the same sort of female level’ (Iris) and she appreciated the fact that it was the sort of middle class environment she herself experienced when growing up. Similarly, Jagdish accepted a teaching post in a comprehensive school in the inner city, working class and quite deprived neighbourhood where he has been brought up and went to school, reasoning that: I’d like to see myself as a role model, being young, being through what they’ve been, being brought up in London, understanding where they come from. [] And they know, they know I’m a Londoner, they know I was brought up around here, cause I told them. The way I speak, the way I talk to them, it’s not that I talk to them in street language, it’s just the way I am. (Jagdish) Jagdish paints a picture of himself as belonging in this school, he does not have to work on this belonging, he feels he knows where pupils are coming from because this is also his background, he speaks ‘their language’ and can just be (‘the way I am’). Bourdieu’s objects of knowledge which constitute habitus that are evoked in this account are a shared history and context as well as speech. Bourdieu’s notion of habitus and embodiment can serve as a helpful tool of analysis with regards to the gendered authoritative body. It appears that certain dispositions, such as an imposing (male?) physical presence can help in facilitating classroom presence. The multiple signifiers of class, embodied in bodily conduct, speech and shared reference points and determining certain sets of social and cultural capitals also aid (or hinder) the exercise of authority. This seems to be context-dependent, whilst Iris’s middle class background and being able to relate to pupils on ‘a female level’ was experienced by her as unhelpful in her placement schools, she expects these to stand her in good stead in the all-girls grammar school where she is starting work. Could these dispositions just as well be described as performative, rather than embodied? In contrast to the data presented in the sections on the appropriately gendered body, the data linked to the idea of an authoritative body does not refer to an active and deliberate performance or acting out of embodied authority. Agency in 13 manipulating one’s body to become more authoritative being either absent or severely curtailed by bodily limits or by the value ascribed to certain bodily characteristics. In her 1997 book ‘Excitable Speech: A Politics of the Performative’ Butler suggests that if Bourdieu’s work is considered in relation to her theory, then habitus becomes a ‘tacit performative’, its bodily dispositions both describing and producing normative conventions. It is of course possible to reframe the idea of embodied dispositions in this way, but as my main interest lies with the data and what they tell us about the gendered corporeal experiences involved in becoming a teacher, I feel I do not have to decide on either Butler or Bourdieu to the exclusion of the other, and have thus opted to use both as a set of theoretical spotlights. Concluding thoughts This paper provided an exploration of the gendered social realities that are negotiated by Beginning Teachers in the constitution of their new professional identities in relation to the physical experience of learning to embody a teacher persona in the school environment. Using Butler’s concept of performativity and Bourdieu’s idea of habitus as two complementary rather than opposing theoretical frameworks, data centring around two main themes were examined: the appropriately gendered body and the gendered authoritative body. In the school environment, the appropriately gendered body was signified via the visible physical attributes of the body itself, dress, grooming and mannerisms. These were performed and manipulated to fit within the parameters of a perceived acceptable masculinity and femininity. The gendered authoritative body was associated with an image of a commanding, physically in charge teacher that was sexed as male. In the introduction I cited Moore’s (2004) argument that teachers and pupils’ histories and positioning, as well as wider social and cultural contexts are part of every learning situation. The data discussed here has shown that these are not just ‘background factors’ that have to somehow be taken into account or factored in when considering teacher training, they are in fact active and contested agents, instrumental and formative of the training situation itself. Also, the privileging of certain gendered performances (appropriately feminine/masculine) and particular bodies (an authoritative body as male) may well reinforce a certain gendered, classed and raced hierarchy within the profession that presents an obstacle in the quest for a more 14 heterogeneous teacher population. Non-completion of secondary teacher training courses is running at 20% and more in many colleges and universities, according to a recent report by the Training and Development Agency for Schools (BBC, 01/08/06). Thus teacher education can ill afford to ignore the complexity of gendered (and other) discourses in schools and the need for Beginning Teachers to negotiate and master these. A PGCE course is much more than a straightforward one-year course in the acquisition of a set of professional skills, as Jamie, one of the interviewees put it: The PGCE year is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. 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