Ferrante 1 Teresa Ferrante 16 December 2015 Digital Archives of Literary Narratives How Harry Potter Changed My View on Literature Growing up I always wanted to be an engineer. Numbers, math, and science were fascinating to me, simply because it was a challenge. I was always curious about the make-up of an atom and the mathematical formulas for energy, acceleration, and weight. I loved plugging in number and finding hidden variables on my calculator. The problem was, however, I was never the best at it. In fact, I oftentimes thought myself hopeless at it. I struggled particularly with my upper-level science classes in high school, and I remember becoming extremely frustrated when I would get back a test back that had a D on it after studying for 10 hours straight the night before. Even so, I attempted to convince myself that I could overcome the difficulty. In fact, I think my interest lied not in the actual concept but in the fact that it was something I had trouble with as compared to actually enjoying it. I wanted to do everything in my power to succeed in the subject since it was something I found particularly difficult. However, one thing I had always been particularly good at was writing. Regardless of the topic, I could spit out an A paper for my English classes easily. Sometimes it felt like I could make an A on a paper without even trying, especially when it involved literary analysis. Finding hidden meaning within literary texts came easy to me, unlike anything science related. I barely even had to try. However, my success in literature and writing drew me away from wanting to major in it. My teachers would often tell me I had a talent for it, but I would ignore them because I wanted so badly to succeed in the science related topics. I think the fact that it came easy to me caused me to deem it less important than the subjects that were causing me grief. However, after Ferrante 2 re-reading the first Harry Potter book, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s, my interests changed. I had read the Harry Potter Series before when I was much younger, and, of course, enjoyed them. I remember Halloweens of dressing up as a wizard and waving a magic wand. However, the summer before my junior year of high school, after having gained knowledge of symbolism, foreshadowing, and themes, I was able to fully appreciate them. Suddenly, they were no longer about the giants, elves, and spells, but the ideas within the author’s head and her way of formatting the text that occupied my mind. While I loved the magic aspect to the books, reading the books again when I was older gave me a deep respect for J.K. Rowling. I couldn’t believe how cleaver she must have been to be able to plan out aspects of the first book to make them relate to her future texts. It was as if she knew exactly what she wanted to do before she even wrote anything on paper. Her plans for Snape were foreshadowed all the way back to the beginning texts. What seemed surprising to the readers, she would have had to know the whole time. For example, Harry speaks to a snake in the very first book and this goes on to be symbolic of his relationship to Voldemort in the second book and his connection to the horcruxes in the final book. I was amazed when I started thinking about how much thought Rowling would have had to put into the different books when writing them. I became so excited about it that, in my free time that summer, I spent time searching for more hidden symbols within the books and found that, unlike Chemistry, this was actually something I enjoyed. After finishing with the Harry Potter Series, I moved on to other fictional books and began searching more and more. Suddenly, literature became more challenging, as I started looking within every text I read to find something hidden. Instead of focusing on figuring out hidden variables that made no sense to me, I was able to discover hidden meaning within texts I enjoyed. In my literature Ferrante 3 classes, I participated more and helped provide new insight to my teachers’ opinions as well. I realized that, in actually, science and English are really not that different from each other. In both subjects, people attempt to discover new meaning to things. While in English, the new meaning may lie a theme or symbol within a story, it can still be challenging when thinking out the direction to go about analyzing the text. After looking at the Harry Potter Series in a new light the summer before my junior year of high school, I was able to realize that discovering things in literature can be just as interesting as in science. This discovery has helped me as a, now, English major truly appreciate my medium and share its value with others.