Questions for Oregon Patti Lather Top 5 questions/obsessions/hopes/doubts/topics: Located as we are in neither what Bettie terms “conventional humanistic qualitative research” (St. Pierre, 2011) nor the deconstructive variant that was, perhaps, a transition into this differently ontological space, we continue to struggle with deconstructive troublings of a certain praxis of salvation narratives, consciousness raising, and a romance of the humanist subject and agency. This sets up the following questions for my contemplations about research. 1. How can Walter Benjamin’s Arcades Project provide a model for a montage book that functions as a social memory and historical index of an underappreciated aspect of the shaping of teacher hiring practices in American schooling, what I call the 6000 pound question of whether we hire teachers or coaches? Perhaps more generally useful, what geography of knowledge shapes what feminist analysis is and might become in the space of such a project? 2. What unexpected angle might a “becoming feminist” diffractive methodology provide, a “becoming with” in ways not already coded, where a researcher actively resists their own interpretation and a different subjectivity and subject position are materialized in this “intra-relational” method of “thinking through the body” that crosses the humanities and the sciences toward more intra-active, webbed and networked understandings of the messy and fluid objects of the world? 3. Given Spivak’s (2012) cautionary definition of theory as what we call philosophy today; something we can hide behind; something to help us read the world; something to help us change the world; something we use in bullying: how can this be used to situate us in the “materialist turn” as something more and other than “the next new hot thing?” 4. Deborah Britzman (1999) has written of what she calls “thoughts awaiting thinkers” and that has been my experience of, again, trying to take yet one more turn, this time into “feminist post-postmodernism.” Shifting from objects to assemblages and from proliferating and competing paradigms to meta-method across disciplines, I find myself “in-between” in my thinking of key questions. For example, what happens to agency if intra-action becomes the motor of a distributed agency that breaks with the more subject-centered identity and social/psychic entanglements of humanism? What happens to reflexivity if it is caught up in discursivity at the expense of materiality? What happens to praxis when theories of the subject shift from an epistemology of human consciousness to a relational ontology? 1 5. While representing what we are trying to get over, these are practices we don’t know how to do without. What kind of methodology can move us away from the theories and practices whose grip on us we are trying to break? What has to be let go of? Of what do we/will we not let go? What continues to haunt the (be)coming methodology? How do we ontologize what remains in the next generation of qualitative inquiry and collectively imagine sustainable possible futures via new thought and present-based practices of everyday life? Top five books etc. 1. Walter Benjamin’s oeuvre, especially The Arcades Project (Harvard University Press, 1999), an unfinished assemblage that explores the intersections of art, culture, history and politics through the figure of the Paris arcades, a precursor to shopping malls. A study of dominant motifs that concretely immerses the reader in a milieu, the book is a vast montage, a palimpsest, a fragmentary wealth of perspectives and methodological inventiveness, an exemplar of the demand that writing be reinvented for each topic and every occasion. A meditation on an ethos, it works to strip away the lies we tell ourselves—unmaking deceptions, it portrays the demented rationality at work in the construction of early modernism. Its focus is on images of desire, dream factories. Choppy, it is a sort of anti-book assembled across a variety of editorial interventions, particularly those of Theodor Adorno. The Arcades Project is a culmination of Benjamin’s interests and skills, a sort of archive or assemblage of collectibles and interpretive angles, including drafts of early iterations. A patchwork of citations and commentary, rather than a “mere notebook,” Benjamin’s book enacts the “ruin” of a project that, while a blueprint, is also what it is: a sort of diary of when a research project becomes the “thing itself” and, perhaps, transcends book form. 2. Karen Barad’s oeuvre. I find her 2012 interview in New Materialism: Interviews and Cartographies, Rick Dolphijn and Iris van der Tuin especially cogent and accessible. This interview ends, suggestively, with Barad’s growing interest in Derridean ideas of justice and ethics, see van der Tuin (Humanities, 2014, doi: 10.3390/h3020244) who notes Barrad’s turn to Derrida. 3. For AESA, I am working with Deborah Britzman and Janet Miller on a session where, at Deborah’s suggestion, we all use Roland Barthes The Preparation of the Novel (Columbia University Press, 2011) to situate ourselves in our new work. Barthes focus on all that goes into the setting up for a work is proving very provocative as I wrestle with the idea of a virtual book that may never actually be finished. I am also using Brian Massumi’s 2002 book, Parables for the Virtual for this project, trying to understand it, now, again. 2 4. There is a new generation coming along that is helping me in my new turn. I keep (re)reading Thinking with Theory in Qualitative Research (Jackson and Mazzei, Routlege, 2012) as a “how to” and Hillevi Lenz-Taguchi seems to have her finger on how to materialize a methodology. I also appreciate the work of Elizabeth de Freitas. Her 2014 AERA conference paper, for example, is exciting in how it exceeds its form in a kind of spill-over of vitality. She has “sections to be included in longer paper” at the end; she concludes with provocations about her own efforts “to tap into speculative arts-based forays into big data” that she does not have time to go into, while announcing how she finds these forays “disturbing” and “I’m not quite sure how to make sense of them.” This announces work to come for which I can hardly wait. Trying to “get inside” this new generation of feminist thinkers for what they have to teach me about the material turn, I can hardly keep up and that is quite exciting for getting over the feeling of “been there, done that” that can come toward the end of one’s career. 5. Writing the post-qualitative and materializing practices that do not yet exist might be inspired by cultural events such as the documentary, “The Act of Killing.” Recently nominated for an Academy Award, this film interviews the leaders of Indonesian death squads active in the mid-60’s. Having them re-enact their now too long in the past to be prosecuted killings, a multilayered participatory design unfolds as a member check unlike any I have ever seen. Allowing the killers to see themselves on their own terms, through a sort of “drama therapy” (LaSalle, 2013) of repeated viewings and enactments, the filmmaker plays with fire in exposing a regime of impunity out of the actors’ own vanities, love of gangster movies and everyone’s necessary complicities. The film was shown in Indonesia and, by some reports, has transformed its sense of history in a truth and reconciliation sort of format. Delivering hard truths, the filmmaker has produced something devastating that you don’t get to not see. 5 Questions for participants 1. What kind of “I” is viable given what Lauren Berlant (2011) calls a fatigue with the affective inflation that seems counter to a post-human subject. 2. What are the traps of humanism? What practices help resist its gravitational pull? What does advocacy look like under the post-post? 3. With thanks to Brian Massumi in Parables for the Virtual (2002), in the negotiations between philosophy, science and art, can science risk “becoming philosophical”? How can the pragmatisms of “radical empiricism” help in addressing this question? Must philosophy part company with the sciences that adhere to classic views of the real and truth? Must philosophy, too, fail to be itself in its fatal attraction to science? What happens to the “two cultures” thesis in any new dispensation around such matters? 4. If “the complexity of a field of forces” becomes the focus in assessing responseability in the face of power imbalances, how do we draw lines in terms of situating our research without falling into an infinite regress of context and description? 3 5. Ontologizing indeterminacy means to think differently about the subject and agency within and beyond the reflexive turn, to redefine objects as more in networks than in single sites, to trouble identity and experience and what it means to know and to tell. In Rancierian terms (2009), this is a redistribution of the sensible, a change in common sense regarding “the order of things” that has much to do with the politics of a science of indeterminacy. What would such work look like and how might it find an audience outside the academy? Where might Massumi’s “powers of contagion” so common to pop culture fit into the spread of such ideas? In this, how might we move from what needs to be opposed to what can be imagined out of what is already happening, embedded in an immanence of doing? Compelling Intersections of Conference Themes: “new” feminist materialisms and indigenous knowledges and anything to do with “smart” quantitative methods. For example, Indigenous Statistics: A Quantitative Research Methodology, Maggie Walker and Chris Anderson (2013, Left Coast Press) is quite exciting in combining the latter 2 with a feminism of the “critical” variant, with a smattering of Foucault for good measure. 5 Key Words/terms I’d like to hear less of: policy driven research, evidence based practice, constructivism, autoethnography and its attendant “feelings, ” accessible writing styles 5 key words I’d like to hear more of: materialize, post-qualitative, philosophical ethnography, smart mixed methods, and, finally, in Lauren Berlant’s words, a desubjective queerness” (Cruel Optimism, 2011, p. 18) that is not so much internal self-involvement mired in narcissism as a sort of counter-affect that works against the “inflated poetic interiority” (p. 157) of a liberal investment in emotional authenticity, what Berlant terms “the demand for a feeling fix” (p. 176) that is a kind of “noisy affectivity.” 4